#She's getting good at wearing it 12+ hours a day but if im not there she might throw a little fit

[yoshistory]

This morning Olive was a little difficult with the e-collar but I called her to the bed and she layed down and let me without anymore fuss (she's getting very good at sticking her neck out for the collar to be placed easily). Hoping she's doing okay while I'm at work .. ;__; missing her. Can't wait to go home

Also I thiiiink I only slept like 1 hour last night but honestly I woke up so refreshed. I don't even know how cause I had kindof a bad night but that 1 hour did me well

[alonetimelover]

pairing: harry styles x polish!reader (fem, she/her)

summary: harry plays a show where one of the most important people in his life attends - his fiancée's granny.

submitted by @otaktomotyl, thank you and i hope you'll enjoy reading it as much as i did writing it!

a/n: i found polish translations on the internet, i hope they're okay.

masterlist ask, comment, come say hi!

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harryupdates

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harryupdates HARRY landed in Warsaw. I repeat, HARRY landed in Warsaw.

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harrysmoustache and he's holding yn's hat???

harryshoee yn and harry can finally reunite... 🥹

harrysfan92 do you see his arms???? he looks like a Greek god, god damn

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harrysmoustache

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harrysmoustache HAARY AT YN'S COUSIN WEDDING!!!!

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harryupdates you're so fast with those updates, lyla. im gonna lose my job...

stylesbabie yn be aware, he looks good enough to be THE groom. keep him close

⤷ harryslipstick i think that ring on her finger is saying more than anything

harrysmybestie guys, you know we are so close to see HIM at HIS OWN wedding...

⤷ harrysmylife don't

⤷ harrysmoustache why would you say that?!

⤷ outofstyles am i the only one awaiting that day impatiently??? i wanna see him being all nervous and loving and all of the emotions that people feel at the weddings

stylesislife only harry styles could come to my wedding wearing a tanktop that he also wears to his shows

⤷ hArrysbtch the only man i could forgive AND compliment on looking so fucking good

stylesbabie yn's cousin posted a photo from the ceremony, and you can see yn and harry being all snuggle and touchy 😭😭😭 i love them so much

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"What do you mean you're not coming up on stage? Harry, my love, what changed during the last two hours?" YN asked into her phone, anxious Harry being on the other side, soundly biting his nails. "And stop biting your nails, you've got a very nice colour on them."

"Is babcia (granny) here?"

"Mum texted they're close to the gate. Jeff, was kind enough to go there and pick them up so they wouldn't get in any trouble."

"Good, good, good. can- can you come backstage? I think I'd like some ted talk before the show," he said quietly, smile growing on his face. "And some kisses, too."

"Give me 10 minutes, I'll find that kind guard and ask him to guide me. I can't remember when to turn right."

"I'll wait for you. I love you."

"I love you."

Harry got up from the couch and started pacing from one wall to the other. His hands were trembling, getting sweaty. He couldn't remember when was the last time he felt this nervous before start of the show. Not wembley or Slane Castle were as nerve wrecking as Warsaw. He knew it perfectly that it wasn't because of the city or the country. Well, it partially was.

It was YN's home show. But also her whole family was just outside the gates or already walking down the hallways to get to their seats (VIP of course, besides YN's younger cousins that wanted the front row, barricade experiance). And probably the most important guests for Harry - YN's grandparents, especially her granny. A sweet 92-year-old lady that started learning english and using an iPhone to be able to talk and contact Harry. A lady who bought his heart with sweet butter biscuits that no one could replicate. A lady that listened and then learned his whole three albums for this day - the day she would finally see him play live.

So he was terrified to disappoint her.

"What if i mess up the lyrics?" he asked YN when she finally came to the greenroom, he had been pacing in.

"Then she will sing it to you."

"But what if she won't like hearing me live? I mean, it's- it's a possibility. What? Why are you giggling. I'm really stressed here, my darling."

"I'm so sorry." She kissed the crown of his head. "It's just that you're afraid of impossibility. There is no way she would laugh at you or be disappointed in you." YN stroke his hair, gently massaging it, bringing Harry peace.

"You sure?"

"I've never been more sure in my life."

"She'll like it." Harry reassured himself aloud.

"Yes, she will. Not only she loves you like her own grandchild, she's also nervous. This morning she facetimed me to help her pick up an outfit. She bought quite a few things after she saw some pictures of your fans on the internet." She laughed, finding it quite adorable.

"Did she?" Harry lifted his head from yn's lap. "Oh, bless her."

They spent the next few minutes in silence, letting Harry's heart to calm down and steady its pace.

"Wait, did you say that you've never been more sure about something in your life?" Harry eventually broke the silence.

"Yes?"

"So, you had doubts when I asked you to marry me?"

"Oh god."

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harryloveontour

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harryloveontour first look at harry at tonight's show in warsaw! it wasn't even the first minute, and he was already seen sending kisses towards yn!

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harrysmylife and it was not only for yn!!! her whole family is with her. even her grandparents.

⤷ stylesbabie omg, they must love him soooo so much

ynandhmyparents they are the sweetest couple i've ever seen, like ever

harrysmoustache is anybody live??? i need to experience this show, i have tissues ready

⤷ hArrysbtch hslotwarsaw is live and it's in such a good quality

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hslotwarsaw

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hslotwarsaw this is harry's reaction to seeing yn dancing with one of the fans during adore you!!!

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harryupdates omg, his reaction was priceless!!!!

hArrysbtch the way this man said "back off, my friend. she is taken. ring and all. no, no, no." he wa ready to jump from that stage to stop that man from hugging yn!

⤷ stylesbabie i mean, did that guy asked yn if that was okay?

⤷ lovingharry he did, you could see it on the videos that people already posted

harrysmoustache he's like "excuse me, man. that is my fiancée. MY fiancée."

harrysmylife oh, this concert just started and i know it's gonna be the best of all times

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lately you've been on my mind

honey, ah ah ah

The whole stadium was singing back to him. He could describe the feeling it awoke in him each time. It was similar but never the same. Especially today, everything seemed to touch him deeper, better, and clearer.

"Someone's stealing your girl, Styles"

Harry heard someone in his earpiece, making him stop singing. He played it cool by putting the mic towards the audience simultaneously looking for YN.

It didn't take him long. She was right where she promised to be. The space designed specifically for her family, not enclosed but clearly separated from the main audience. There she was dancing and laughing with some middle-aged guy.

Harry was a jealous person in nature. In particular when it came to his partners. He wasn't proud of it, and he definitely didn't have any way to believe that YN would sprint after every Tom, Dick and Harry. Every day she showed him how in love she was, there could be no way.

But here he was. Jaw clenched, not singing and glaring towards his fiancée.

"Harry, everything alright?" Again the voice in his earpiece.

YN stopped dancing, feeling that unmistakable eyes almost glued to her. Oh, it didn't look good.

"How you doin' Warsaw?!" Harry finally screamed into the microphone. The squeals, screems and whistles gave him all he wanted - distraction.

And when YN smiled at him so lovingly and sweetly, it was enough to carry him till this moment.

"Your sign says 'help me shoot my shot'. Is this person with you?" Harry asked the fan who was holding the very neat and colourful sign. Somehow he didn't recognise him from just a minutes ago.

"She's here."

"Wow! Your voice is so loud, man. But how do you want me to help you when she's here. She's next to you somewhere?"

And then if it would have been possible, Harry's jaw would touch the floor. That guy shamelessly pointed towards YN. Now he remembered.

People screamed so loudly, because everything was shown on the biggest screen behind the stage.

"Well, back off, my friend. She is taken. Ring and all. No, no, no." Harry tried to play it cool by laughing at the end. "And, as far as I'm concerned, we're not lookin' for the third one in the relationship."

Now the stadium was laughing along with the long 'ouuuu'.

"How did you know you'd be close to YN, anyway?"

"Manifesting."

"Manifesting?" Harry repeated so everyone could know the answer. "Well, you're doing it right, so I suggest betting or playing lottery. And, to be honest most importantly," he pressed. "Not stealing someone else's future wife!"

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harryupdates

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harryupdates harry introducing yn's grandmother at tonight's show.

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hArrysbtch she is the sweetest lady, my god. i love her even though i don't know her 🥹

harrysmoustache "this show is very special to me. here are my future parents in law as well as grandparents. hello, hi!" i still can't comprehend harry being engaged...

harrysmylife "granny, how are you doing? do you need anything? no? you're good? excellent! that's what I wanted to hear. please give it up for granny!" and the way he started clapping both of his hands and the whistling???? and then speaking in polish i think???

⤷ polisharry Yes! He said 'dziękuję, babcia że tu jesteś' which means 'thank you granny for being here

harryfan82 this show is sooo good

outofstyles did anybody see harry constantly looking towards that area, where yn's whole family is?

⤷ harrysmoustache absolutely! i can't imagine how nervous he is, considering it's the first (at least that we know of) time he sings in front of them

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hArrysbtch

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hArrysbtch HE WASN'T SUPPOSED TO PLAY MEDICINE BUT THE BAND STARTED IT WITHOUT HIS KNOWLEDGE. I CANT. HES REACTION IS PRICELESS. HES TERRIFIED.

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harryupdates he didn't even started it on cue, thank god the audience was so pumped up for it and sang it!

harrysmoustache "no no no no no. we weren't supposed to play it. sarah!" the fear and confusion in his voice was everything. they got him good.

outofstyles "you're gonna pay for it. all of you." this is so funny

stylesbabie the funniest thing is how when he started singing it, he was all touchy and sexy. it was like he forgot about the problem in the moment...

godstyles "granny's terrified" HARRY YOU DIDN'T PUT THE MICROPHONE DOWN, MAN

⤷ harrysmoustache but they showed granny being all smiley during medicine. i think she enjoyed it just like any other song!

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harryupdates

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harryupdates harry smiling while talking to yn's little cousin (yn was translating everything to her and then to harry). she then opened as it was with "harry, I wanna say goodnight to you"

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hArrysbtch i hate kids but that baby was so cute i wish i could squish her cheeks

harrysmoustache he was all smiles and gentle eyes while talking to her, he loves this family so much

styleslove i love when people are so open with their feelings for their partner's family

harrysfan081 so cute

stylesbabie give this man a child already

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hslotwarsaw

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hslotwarsaw harry after splashing water at yn and her family at the end of the show!

and with this photo, we're ending our 'photo-stream'. thank you all for helping us prepare all of the fan projects and thank you for welcoming harry so warmly in our country! till the next time!

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harryupdates you did amazing job!

hArrysbtch yn's granny got so happy at the moment harry decided to threaten her with a bottle

stylesbabie granny had a water gun and threatened harry back with it!!!!! it was soo cute, he run away laughing

harrysfan88 best show so far

harrysmylife "this one of the loudest show i can remember. and i know why. my fiancée's whole family is here. and believe me, they can make so much noise it's impressive!" my friend stood next ro them and confirmed, they were so loud during the whole set list!!

harryshands i can't imagine better way for harry to cope with this amount of pressure. he delivered one of the best performances in his life - sound and entertain wise. truly amazing

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"Harry, my sweet boy."

Harry turned 180° from the conversation he was having with Jeff to see the face of the lady with the heavy accent he knew so well.

"Babcia! (granny)" he exclaimed, jogging towards her and ambracing in a tight hug. "How I've missed you."

"You saw me yesterday, you."

"I know." He pulled away, still having his arm around granny. "But it's already been almost 24 hours. A long time, don't you think?"

Granny shook her head with a smile and placed her head on Harry's chest. She was rather exhausted from all the lights, noise, dancing and standing up for almost three hours.

"You wanna sit down, granny?" YN asked, squeezing her grandmothers arm in a way showing her she was nearby.

"Oh, yes. My legs aren't 20 years old as much as I would like them to be."

The three of them sat down on the green couch and talked about the show. Granny was impressed with all the fans having the time of their life, but specifically the ones that seemed to take in the show on their own terms.

"There were those two girls just hugging the whole time and singing softly all the songs. It was so lovely," granny explained.

"It's funny how they were two of very little to not use their phone during the show," commented someone in the room.

And before harry got the chance to defend people taking photos and recording, granny sat up straight.

"Well, in the 60s, my father took me to see The Beetles and I wish i had a camera then. It was such a magical moment that I would want it to be not only engraved in my mind but also on paper. I took so many photos of you, Harry. I need you to print them so I can show them to my friends on the next bingo evening."

YN nodded her head with a smile, not only planning to print the photos but putting the whole concert that harry recorded on the CD. Granny loved watching that type of thing on her telly.

"Harry," granny spoke up after a few moments. "I do have a question however."

"Ask away, granny."

"That song, medicine. What is it about?"

[ele-sme]

what do u think the other humans teens/kids think of Spider?

i think they don't like Spider, hear me out guys.

Let's assume that Spider is the only orphan with no loving foster parents, the rest of the kids adopted or not have excellent parental figures.

One of the reasons I think Spider's foster parents are bad people, is that they let a kid playing outside in a dangerous forest, half-dressed and with only a mask to protect him.

they made Tarzan basically, which is not a good thing, kids should be outside don't get me wrong, but they shouldn't be outside for 12 hours every day, half-dressed only because they like it.

was dangerous, plus im sure that his foster parents knew what Neytiri felt for the humans, they let the child go out with her kids anyway.

So returning to the kids, this kids saw Spider being out all day, wearing the clan clothes and saw how much he and literally Toruk maktao kids were close.

they were jealous of him, why could he stay outside all day and we can't? why can he stay all day with his na'vi friends and we can't? why can he wear that and we can't? why can he go do this and we can't?

soon all the kids stopped playing or speaking to him, which led him only to stay with the sully's kids more.

also when they were forced to leave pandora, imagine being forced by your parents to leave your country to go back to their country, basically it.

so they had leave their home, and planet, and friends because Spider couldn't possible be the only human kid with native friends.

maybe there were many more Spider's in hell gates, only they didn't go around with a loincloth.

but they had friends, people who they even consider siblings like Spider, and they had to leave them forever.

meanwhile, they watched as Spider stayed on pandora with his friends.

It's sad and i hope you understood me, but yes i think Spider didn't have human friends because of this, but maybe he had and we simply never saw, Who knows? maybe he is the coolest person under the other eyes.

some time ago i wrote this, is mini about two friends, a na'vi and human. she doesn't want to go back to earth and ask for his help, is a little poor written but i was in a bad place at the time lol.

[sucker4sixx]

Raising hell

Pt:8

Plot: nikki turns and you see a side to him you thought was only reserved for people be hated

Warnings: fat shaming, body shaming, humiliation, vomit

You wake up still cuddled into nikkis cosy chest while he sleeps, you take the time to watch him, his handsome face showing peace that youve never quite seen him display before, it was a sunny day and you didnt have to play tonight.. it was seemed too good to be true.

Nikki wakes up 10 minutes later, rubbing his large hand over his face “hmm.. morning darlin” he says hoarsely, smiling down at you with a slightly puffy face from sleeping “morning nikki.. how did you sleep?” “Just fine.. just fine..” he sits up and looks around for his clothes, deciding wether or not to shove on his clothes from yesterday.

Once you are both up you decide to go down to breakfast but as soon as nikki sees his band sitting his attitude changes, he distances and straightens up, acting like he doesnt know your there. You sit on a table for two but watch as nikki loudly and ungraciously sits with his band, laughing and talking disruptively. You thought he was going to sit with you but you knew how much he wanted to keep you two on the downlow.

“Hey, whats with the fat chick anyway? What happened?” Vince asks loudly, wanting you to hear, nikki gulping nervously, knowing you could hear. “Just.. you know, tried to see how little her self respect could go and fucked the shame into her” he grins wide “and trust me.. her respect goes low, lower than i thought” your heart sinks completely “whats she like with no clothes on?” Tommy asks excitedly, nikki smiling so he can play off the situation “… fatter” the table laugh loudly and suddenly your plate doesnt look as good as it did so you leave, tears streaming down your face.

On your crying fit up to your hotel room you bump into stu “hey! Ive been meaning to talk to you about it you and nikki-“ “just shut the fuck up stu! No one cares!” You scream in his face, running to your hotel room. You shouldve listened to mel, maybe you were just a stupid little girl. Only an hour later your door was getting knocked and you could hear nikki urgently calling you from the other side.

“Babe.. baby just open the door.. please” you ignore him, thinking he would go away but he just tries the door handle more thinking it will change anything. You swing the door open “i am not your baby!” You point your finger in his face making him step back. “No, dont say that.. let me in we can talk about this” you scoff “about what? You calling me a fat bitch?”

“Babe i didnt call you a fat bitch-“

“you werent far off it!” He grabs your shoulders and forces himself in your room “you have to stop being so god damn sensitive!” He shouts and slams the door. “You are fat! Is it such a crime to point it out?!” He points to your belly, you look down and your size seems to grow by 1000 “im not fat! I only wear size 12!” He crosses his arms over his chest and you begin to cry, why does he care so much? Why is it such a big issue to him? “leave..” he quickly leaves, not wanting to deal with your tears.

When he leaves you hear his friends chuckling quietly in the hall way and noticed he had left a note on the floor, you pick it up and it reads “im sorry, they are behind this” it didnt change much, he still said it all and done it for his friends entertainment.

Two days later its time for the show, you arrive and hide into your dressing room instantly, not wanting anyone to see you. Your dressing room door knocks “hello? Who is it?” “Its nikki baby, i got us some snacks” you scoff “leave. Im not your baby.” He goes silent for a few seconds before you hear footsteps leaving your door. When it gets to your band preforming your not as energetic as usual and when it gets to snake eyed love you go to the side of the stage, nikki waiting beside your manager, you turn off the mic.

“Stu i dont wanna do the lap dance, im skipping it” stu shakes his head and nikki looks confused “no, you will do it. Your costing me money are you crazy?!” The wide man starts to get defensive and angry. “Nikki cmon” you dont even look at him, strutting back on stage with him.

“Hello!” You say to the crowd, smiling “so.. my friend nikki has been a very bad boy recently, very bad and i dont think he deserves the dance.. but, my manager told me to do it for the money so fuck it right?” The crowds cheering dies down alittle, its obvious your upset “sit.” You glare at nikki as he sits down, you park your ass right on his lap “lets hope i dont break your legs by being too fat” you whisper in his ear “right, start the music” you say into the mic, flipping round so your already facing nikki, grinding on him while gripping his hair with one hand. He frowns as he watches you knowing how much you hate him right now.

Once the song gets to the solo you move into nikkis ear “this is the last time this will happen.. i want nothing to do with you from now on” he shakes his head “no.. please dont say that” “i mean it.” You move back and his eyes are glassy as you continue to sing, his hands gripping and feeling your body to savour it once more.

When the song ends the crowd go crazy, you bow and leave the stage, ignoring stu as he screamed at you, mel trying to pull you aside, and nikki wanting to “talk things out” .You just keep walking faster and faster untill you clock back in and your alone, outside a night club. You walk in and within the next hour your feeling pretty drunk, shots and whiskey your go to.

Three hours later your drunkly stumbling around the hotel and get to your room, you look to nikkis room and decide “fuck it”

“Hello?” He opens the door sleepily, when he sees you his eyes wide “baby? Whats happened?” You scoff and stumble alittle “i wanted.. t-to.. tell you that..” you breathe heavily as you try to stay still, nikki helping you by holding your shoulders “y.. your mean.. and… “ you boak, needing to be sick. Nikki quickly runs you to his bathroom and ties your hair back “hey its okay..” he pats your back. “S-s.. stop.. being, so nice-“ you throw up in the toilet “where were you?” He asks, rubbing your back as you throw up “i-i.. dont know”

30 minutes later your no longer being sick and nikki washes your face and gives you water before helping you to his bed “n-no.. i wanna go.. to my room” your eyes flutter shut “no baby.. i need to keep an eye on you” he kisses your forehead and strokes your belly “am i really fat?” You begin to cry “no.. your curvy and i love your body i swear.. im so sorry” he turns his face away as if hes crying but your eyes are too heavy to stay up, falling asleep fast.

[argumentl]

Nouteikarano 2 exhibition - brief report

I had a ticket for the first session of the last day of the exhibition! I arrived outside the gallery with about 10 mins to spare, very sweaty from the walk, but nevermind 😅 It seems like there were 10 spots per session for the Osaka run, and about 6 or 7 people were waiting there, including me. 

Fujieda came outside at 11am and called each person in by their ticket number. I was number 5! He touched my phone screen to swipe my ticket, and yes, that was an event for me! 😂 

Next I went upstairs to the 2nd floor, where Takabayashi was waiting, and he handed me the paper ticket for the event. This was the first time for me to actually talk to both managers in person, so I was quite happy about that 😄 

After this I was in the exhibition space. No photos were allowed at all this time unfortunately, it was quite a small room. 

I think the biggest difference from Tokyo is probably just that there was no space for the personal items display in this small room (and obviously no live painting). However, I did actually see 2 or 3 of those personal items hiding behind a kind of ridge at the top of the ceiling. I cant think of any reason why he would hide them there other than to see who was eagle-eyed enough to spot them!😅 

There was also some footage being projected on part of the wall, which was showing Kaoru in his art studio/apartment wearing a winter down jacket while painting. 

His bgm was playing in the background too. 

As for the art itself, it was an experience seeing all the pieces up close in reality. I had seen a few of them at Tora no ana, but there was stilll plenty which was new to me. One piece in particular made me well up!  (Here I can't really say much else, I'm planning to send my detailed thoughts about the art and the atmosphere to TTD)

His Hanshin × Dir happi coat was also on display on a mannequin, and didn't even have any 'no touching' signs with it! I was so tempted to just feel the sleeve at least or something, but out of respect I didn't touch it.

Of course, I spent the full hour in this tiny room looking at each piece over and over. 

A few people left after about ten mins, but some stayed the whole hour like me. I heard one woman telling the merch guy why she liked Kaoru so much. She was saying, "Its his sexy eyes, I love them!....I mean, his guitar playing is good too though", which made me laugh to myself a bit 😂 

As for merch I only bought the pamphlet, which is the only thing I really wanted to buy anyway. Initially, I wanted an acrylic stand too, but they are 12 types sold at random, so I decided against that in the end. 

Anyway, the pamphlet is wonderful, so I highly recommend getting it if it goes on GBS afterwards. 

One interesting thing I noticed since going to Kaoru's events is that a lot of his fans look as if they are a similar age to me or older. I do tend to feel like a bit of an old woman within the online fandom sometimes, so this is actually quite heartwarming to see 😄

Overall though, I can say it was a moving and fullfilling experience, and Im so grateful I was able to go!

[doodle17]

Hi welcome back to me screaming. I got another dadboto brain smush, but this time it was only half from posts. It was from me watching a silent full gameplay of the first game. It’s like watching a little 12 hour movie~

The dadboto au actually works really well with the games opening if you think of the fact that raz’s exsistance is an open secret. Cause you posted once (I think) that campers would do tests of courage by going to thorny towers only to be towed back to camp by raz and Linda plus I get the vibe that Loboto was really protective of raz going places because of his phychic-ness. Stay with me I’m leading up to something good I think.

The only people that actually know raz exists are the campers of whispering rock. He’s made good friends with the returnee campers like lili and she introduces him to others when she learns of his sheltered home. She thinks raz’s life/home is really cool and wants to spend all day hanging at his place.

The campers don’t even try to hide it, they freely talk about raz even when sasha, mila, and oleander are present. Thing is! They don’t think raz is real. They think he’s some kind of imaginary friend/game/hallucination that the kids made up. A kid living in an abandoned asylum with a mad scientist dad and a giant lungfish for a sibling is pretty far fetched. But mila encourages Sasha and oleander to play along. Cause imagination 🌈.

You should have seen how confused they were when they caught raz watching oleander’s introduction. The face sasha made when the kids calmed down because “it’s just raz guys” was pretty funny. Although how would you react to a scrawny, bandaged, bouncy kid wearing straight jacket and scarf in the middle of summer smiling like a madman and somehow knows all of the children your supposed to be watching

Sasha: “You broke into a highly secret government area”

Raz: “what like it’s hard? I live next door!”

Lili: “how come you never joined before?!?”

Raz: “cause dad said I was too little or something. But this year I’m finally old enough to start my psychonaut training! As long as I come home to check in before bed”

Omg I LOVE these ideas!! Honestly the thought of Raz being just some cryptid/imaginary friend/literally some made up creature to the adults is so fun to me.

And also the thought that (almost) every camper knows who Raz is great

Im also a very big believer that Raz has always watched each camp meeting for a couple years since he could first climb trees. That's how he pretty much memorized all of Oleanders speech

[descendantofthesparrow]

Hi I was wondering if you had any tips for redesigning the rise of red main characters? I have a really good idea of the core four and everybody else from the series prior ( tho I’ve only gotten to posting Hook and his son) I’m at a loss for how to deal with Red and her friend. (I’m not getting anywhere near writing for them yet but I want to at least have a visual) 😔🙏

i gotta be honest, im tired as fuck, just got off four 12 hour days of work straight so im gonna be honest, i have zero tips, my designs are purely based off vibes, i look or think of a thing and go 'oh fuck yeah' and draw it in...the vibes the character has i really don't know. a lot of how your character is going to dress, is based on how you write them, what their personalities are, you gotta at least write out-idk, their base personality before thinking of what they would wear. Harry is a chaotic gremlin fucker who doesn't care how ruined his clothes are so he fucks around with a barely held together hoodie tank top and his dads old jacket, Mal is a...fae/god thing that loves purple and leather, Evie is high fashion raised as a princess who loves heels and blue, Ben is the high prince/king who wears suits as pajamas, Uma is a sea witch pirate with no respect for those who don't earn it first who wears denim, you gotta know their personality and then apply a...style to it, idk, for me Red is a..."rebel" who wants to be more than what shes told so she...dresses the opposite than what her mother wants??? and chloe wants to be exactly like her mom, maybe she...wears the same color pallet and maybe even wears stuff her mom once wore??? idk

[aemondapologistfrfr]

Dethrone - Chapter 12

Summary: The tour continues to Pyke, River Run, Winterfell, and Castle Black. They both are growing tired of the endless amounts of meetings and can’t wait to be wed.

Warnings: political plotting, drinking, swearing

Authors Note: first time it hasn’t been 18+ in a couple chapters 🫣, the way i thought when i copy and pasted these from my notes app the italics transferred 🫠 so im going to go back and edit the chapters and add the italics bc there’s ofc high valyrian in here and add summary’s 😎 - there will be no major edits that affect the plot or story xx I’ll probably be doing that in the upcoming days! (Idk why I’m getting so caught up in one shots rn but I’m not mad at it lmaooo and uh ill prob post another chap of this later

Word Count: 2.7k

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Our flight to Pyke is quick and fully coastal. Flying over water has become my favorite. It’s so freeing and gives me such an adrenaline rush. Vaelys dips into the water making me laugh as we dive and twist. She grabs fish out of the water with her feet and flies up to toss them to Vhagar.

As we approach Pyke the sky becomes clouded. The stone islands look like spikes rising out of the water. We land and place our bags next to us. Dalton Greyjoy approaches on horseback with two more horses trailing him.

“Welcome to Pyke.” he hops down off his horse with a grunt.

“Thank you for hosting us.” I say warmly smiling.

“Thank you for remembering Pyke.” Dalton chuckles as he attaches our bags to the two horses. “It’s nothing as fancy as Kings Landing, but it does what it needs to. The people work hard, I can’t complain.” He says offering me and Aemond the reins to the horses.

We mount our horses and make our way through the streets. We take in the life that keeps on happening around us. Aemond and I seem indifferent to this type of greeting. He still seems relaxed so I guess I’ll find out how he truly feels when we get to our chambers.

Once we get to the castle Dalton takes off our bags from the horses and calls for one of his sons. They bring our bags up to our chambers and we offer thanks. Dalton leads us to our chamber doors in comfortable silence.

“I figured you two could finish the day out how you please. Nothings off limits, we’re pretty laid back here. The people in town are pretty welcoming.” Dalton shrugs.

“Thank you, Lord Dalton.” I smile to him.

“Of course.” he returns the smile and shuts the door behind of him.

“I truly think he doesn’t know what to do with us.” Aemond says smirking.

“I agree, and I don’t necessarily mind.” I giggle taking off my jacket.

“Easy ally, we get to act like commoners, no big plotting. True time to relax.” Aemond hums pulling his shirt off.

“I wish to at least have one discussion with him at least. I think he would feel proud if we were to invite him to the wedding.” I think out loud as I rummage through my bag not knowing what to wear.

I decided to keep my riding pants and boots on and borrow one of Aemonds black shirts. I feel like wearing a gown in Pyke would make me stand out and not in a good way. Aemond hums in appreciation that I’m wearing something of his and kisses me deeply.

We find our way out of the castle and make our way to the streets. We visit the local market and see what they have to offer. It’s a different way of life here full of hustle and bustle but also contentment and relaxation. No one seems to look twice at us as we decide to enter a tavern.

“What’ll you have?” the bar hand asks.

“Two ales.” Aemond answers for us both surprising me he wants to drink.

We down our ale and order two more. We both start to relax and join in conversations with the locals. Everyone here seems to be having a great time as the tavern is full of laughter and shouts. Soon night has fallen and we’re all drunk and singing together. We laugh for hours on end and my cheeks are starting to tire.

“Cheers to realms lovers!” someone shouts and raises a cup.

The room explodes in cheers and chaos. Drinks are flowing and it’s starting to get too rowdy for our taste. Aemond and I slip out of the tavern and start our way back to our chambers. We’re giggling and stumbling until we reach the gates. We silence ourselves and try our best to make it back to our chambers unnoticed.

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We attend a couple meeting with Lord Dalton but it’s truly not as intense here with daily meetings and plotting. Lord Dalton isn’t afraid to ask for help with politics or with building something. He’s a very clairvoyant person and he will make an excellent ally.

We make friends with the locals and eat out in town every night. It’s quite refreshing to be able to act normally for once and have the people around us not care. The only time they seem to notice us is when we fly our dragons around the islands to take in their hidden beauty.

Dalton joins us at the tavern on our last night to share a meal with us. We extend him an invitation to our wedding and he is absolutely elated. He accepts right away and offers his thanks. We retire early to bed so we can head over to River Run at first light.

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The flight from Pyke to Riverrun will be our shortest flight. Within a couple of hours we’re already circling Riverrun and landing. We land outside of the walls of the city and are greeted by cheers and waves.

Lord Grover Tully approaches us and bows deeply. The servants come and quickly whisk our bags away. We follow Lord Grover through the gates and through the main doors. The castle is truly massive and takes my breath away.

“I hope your journey here was easy from Pyke. Your extra trunks arrived yesterday and I had them brought to your chambers to await you. Should you need anything in the meantime let someone know.” Grover explains as he leads us to our chambers.

“Thank you kindly.” Aemond hums as he ushers me in.

“I’ve left an itinerary on the table for you both.” Grover calls into the room after he shuts the door.

The itinerary is straight forward with us attending meetings and then ending the week in another celebration. These trunks are filled with our furs and heavy jackets. I will admit I’m rather excited to have the opportunity to travel north.

“My husband this tour is getting so repetitive.” I groan as I fall back on the bed rubbing my eyes.

“Do you want it to end?” Aemond asks as he lays next to me.

“Yes and no. I want it to end so we can finally wed, but I don’t want it to end because I’m enjoying seeing everything. The meetings are just getting old.” I huff rolling towards him.

“We only have two more destinations that require meetings, my love. Then we get a reprieve.” he hums kissing my forehead.

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The week rushes by in a blur as nothing particularly interesting or important happens. We stay attentive during the meetings and polite at dinners. The locals were very welcoming and I adored the trinkets they had in their shops.

On our last night we swap out most of our clothing for furs and jackets and then ship the rest of our clothes and belongs to Dragonstone. We prepare for the temperatures in the North by wearing long sleeves, pants, and fur lined boots. We bring along furs to keep outside of our bags to put on when the weather begins to drop.

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River Run to Winterfell is going to be one of our longest flights on this tour next to the one between Sunspear and Oldtown. I can’t help but be worried for Vaelys and Vhagar. I know dragons have come this far and have been fine in the winter weathers, but it’s still in the back of my mind.

When we’re about half way there I relent and bundle myself in my furs. I bury my head into my hood and cuddle against Vaelys. She’s still surprisingly hot and is like a large flying hearth. I turn to see Aemond do the same and we cozy in for the remainder of our flight. We keep straight and once Winterfell comes into sight I sigh in relief.

I quickly get my bags and slide down Vaelys. Aemond meets me on the ground and sighs out in relief with me. The sun is low in the sky offering less warmth. I cuddle in next to Aemond and then to look at our dragons nervously.

I see Vhagar scorch the earth around them and I thank the Gods were on the other side of the gates. Vaelys follows in Vhagars steps and scorches the ground some more. I turn and see Lord Cregan Stark approaching us.

“I’m terribly sorry.” I look frantically from Cregan to the burned ashes of earth.

“Worry not. I understand dragons need to stay warm.” he offers us a bow. “Speaking of, you two should come near the fire before the frost bites.” he says waving us over and men come and grab our bags.

We quickly follow Cregan in through the gates and into the main hall. Aemond and I huddle by the fire as we begin to defrost. I sigh out in relief as I slowly start to warm up.

“Thank you, Lord Cregan.” I offer sincerely as I turn to him. “Let me know if there is anything we can do to help repair the land that was damaged once we leave and we’ll see to it that it’s done with haste.” I tell him hoping it hasn’t ruined any potential relationship.

“The snow will cover it once you both leave and no one will know the difference. I appreciate your caring for the North though, it doesn’t go unseen.” Cregan smiles. “My prince, I’m sure you get this often, but I’m thoroughly impressed by your dragon.” he says looking to Aemond sincerely.

“Thank you, Lord Stark, for your hospitality and kindness.” Aemond hums and offers a genuine smile.

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Winterfell reminds me of Pyke in the sense that everything is more laid back. The locals do recognize us and whisper but are overall friendly and welcoming to a conversation and company. Cregan Stark is near our age so it makes us feel more relaxed being here.

We check on Vaelys and Vhagar daily and they seem to have no issues being in the cold. We discuss the practicality of only bringing one dragon with to the wall and decide we will only bring Vaelys. Vhagar, though mighty, is slower and we wish to make haste with the low temperatures. Vaelys is the smaller of the two as well and will take up less room at Castle Black.

We only pack one small bag as to avoid less stress on Vaelys. She is more than large enough to accommodate two riders, there’s just never been a necessity to do so before. We cover our faces with furs before Vaelys launches us towards the sky. I’m thankful this flight is relatively short as the temperatures keep dropping.

Vaelys has no issue making the journey with Aemond on her back as well. She shoots forward and makes impressive time. Once the wall comes into view I move my furs slightly to get a better view. It’s more massive than I ever could have imagined. She slowly starts the descent and lands on the outskirts of Castle Black. We each slide down off of Vaelys and start walking towards a man in black. Behind us Vaelys makes a circle of fire around herself and curl ups as the fire begins to dim.

“No one’s here to wait on you hand and foot, your highnesses.” the man sneers.

“Enough, before I send you over the wall.” a gruff man walks into view. “I’m the Lord Commander here.” he says as way of greeting.

“Pleasure to meet you.” I say trying to stop my teeth from chattering.

“Let’s get inside before I’m taken to court for allowing you both to freeze to death. Will that beast of yours be fine on its own?” he asks raising an eyebrow looking a bit terrified.

“She’ll let us know if she’s not.” I say quickly following him inside a building. I quickly shuffle over to the fire and Aemond is close behind. We practically shove our hands into the open flame unworried.

“So what is it you’re here to see?” the Lord Commander asks skeptically.

“I would like to see the top of the wall.” I blurt out without thinking. “We’re also here to discuss any needs you and your men may have. We want you to know you matter to us, even all the way in the south.” I say softly looking to him.

“You don’t need to win me over for whatever you both are plotting. My men can’t fight for you or anyone. We’re here to protect everyone against what’s above The Wall.” he responds simply.

“That doesn’t mean you still don’t have needs that aren’t being met. You’re all doing a service for the seven kingdoms and that shouldn’t go unnoticed.” I say firmly.

“I will think on this and talk with my men. Pick any room that’s empty and it’s yours for the night.” he says walking off.

“We should’ve just stuck with wanting to see The Wall. I don’t find him very inviting or worth it.” Aemond says with a hint of disgust.

“Aemond, we do not abandon anyone in our seven kingdoms. If we do we will lose them. These men up here are just as important as the men down there.” I say crossing my arms.

“Yes, my Queen.” Aemond relents and kisses my forehead.

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The Lord Commander only asks for supplies once every season and more men consistently. He escorts us up the wall himself and I’m in awe looking over it. There’s an entire other world on the other side and if I could handle the cold I would beg to explore it. I admit I’m extremely thankful we’re only spending a night at Castle Black because the chill is to my bones.

Once the sun breaks over the horizon we mount Vaelys and shoot back towards Winterfell. Once we land Vhagar grumbles at us in greeting, blazing the ground anew. Cregan approaches again and Vaelys spits her flames onto the ground heating me.

“Now I think it might be personal.” Cregan chuckles as he walks to us both. “So how was the wall?” he asks admiring our dragons.

“Cold but beautiful nonetheless.” I hum as we start to walk towards the Keep. “It makes the temperature here seem more bearable.” I smile once we get inside.

“Vhagar was an absolute delight, the children loved watching her burn circles around the Keep.” he says chuckling.

“It seems she wanted to keep you warm.” Aemond says smirking.

“Indeed she did, so we offered her some cattle as a thank you.” Cregan responds proud that he was able to take care of a dragon.

“Mm, shall you two be needing a visitation every month from now on then?” Aemond jokes.

“If you’re offering my prince I would never say no.” Cregan winks at Aemond.

“Would you two like a moment?” I ask trying to hide my laugh.

“Or two.” Cregan says before he bursts out in laughter clapping Aemond on the shoulder.

We make our way back up to our chambers to prepare for our last dinner here in Winterfell. I’m kind of sad we’re leaving because I quite enjoyed seeing Aemond have fun with Cregan. At least I know Cregan will support us in our future.

Dinner is full of laughter and cheers. The hall is warm giving everyone a red flush showing the lively atmosphere. Cregan shouts with joy as we invite him to our wedding. He promises to be there supporting the both of us and drinking the bar dry. He laughs and raises a toast to us.

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Dethrone masterlist

Main masterlist

[unablethethird]

once again

Same with you skip the weird ones

1: Name Robert [rob]

2: Age 14

3: 3 Fears 1- Friends dying/getting hurt 2-Going back to the last place i lived 3-Not being able to help/be there

4: 3 things I love 1-My frens 2-Laptop 3-headphones

7: My best friend You and yaya [irl]

8: Sexual orientation AroAce [fictoromantic/fictosexual, and kinda orchidromantic]

10: How tall am I 166cm [for now]

11: What do I miss

cant think of anything rn

12: What time were I born 4am

13: Favorite color red, orange, purple, black

15: Favorite quote "Light a man a fire and he'll be warm for the night, light a man *on* fire and he'll be warm for the rest of his life"

16: Favorite place Arcade

17: Favorite food Imjaderah [rice+yoghurt+beans]

18: Do I use sarcasm sometimes, not rlly tho

19: What am I listening to right now

20: First thing I notice in new person Not sure, maybe symptoms???? but not on purpose

21: Shoe size No idea

22: Eye color dark brown [almost black]

23: Hair color black

24: Favorite style of clothing 1920s men atire

25: Ever done a prank call? Not that i can remember

27: Meaning behind my URL I mean this is the 3rd acc

28: Favorite movie THE LORAX!!!!

29: Favorite song right now it's

30: Favorite band FamilyJules? LemonDemon? Will wood? Chonny jash?

31: How I feel right now My body's scared but im chilling

32: Someone I love You /p

33: My current relationship status AroAce, platonically married

34: My relationship with my parents lol

35: Favorite holiday Eid al adha, free money

36: Tattoos and piercing i have Ear

37: Tattoos and piercing i want Sleeve tattoo when i transition

38: The reason I joined Tumblr Needed to continue a fic/comic that was on tumblr

39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? idk

40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? thank you fren /gen

41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? my dad? maybe when i was really young

42: When did I last hold hands? My little sister, i didnt want her to get run over when crossing the road

43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? As long as i have, if u give me an hour i'll take an hour, if you give me 30 seconds i'll take 30 seconds

44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? Nope, i get gender dysphoria from shaving my legs/arms

45: Where am I right now? Bed

47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? LOUD

48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? Mum, not dad

49: Am I excited for anything? Turning 18 and going uni and being a human person with a human life

50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? Im an oversharer

51: How often do I wear a fake smile? Im autistic so not in a deppressed way

52: When was the last time I hugged someone? Cant remember

54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? H [irl]

55: What is something I disliked about today? My sister stealing money from my mum, i was this close to having smoke outta my ears, she should know better

56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? God, im going to beat the shit out of him

57: What do I think about most? Cringe memories i guess?

58: What’s my strangest talent? I can bird whistle

59: Do I have any strange phobias? Touch might be strange?

60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Behind fs

61: What was the last lie I told? "I don't know who they were talking about" [i didn't want to hurt her feelings]

62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? voice, video is a nightmare

63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Yea because either i've seen them or im delusional [im delusional]. aliens are a given, even a bacteria could be one

64: Do I believe in magic? Kinda? idrk, maybe

65: Do I believe in luck? yea

66: What’s the weather like right now? cloudy n cold

67: What was the last book I’ve read? DnD rulebook

68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? LVORE IT LOIF LVOE LOVE IT

69: Do I have any nicknames? I get called by my last name a lot

70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? not sure

71: Do I spend money or save it? Save

72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? Unfortunatly no

73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? My sisters deoderant

74: Favorite animal?

FOXES!!!!!!

75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? calming myself down

76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? I dont think he has one, idk im not religious

77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? Corny/cringe as hell but Honeypie by JAWNY

78: How can you win my heart? havent thought about it

79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?

I TOLD YOU MY FOOT WAS KILLING ME

80: What is my favorite word? supercalifragilisticexpialadocious

81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr Moots

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? your god is the right one [chaos]

83: Do I have any relatives in jail? Not currently, but my dad and some uncles were

84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? Time manipulation

85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? i dont think questions are scary

86: What is my current desktop picture? basic

90: Failed a class? classes

94: Had job? I have one now, dont always get paid though

95: Left the house without my wallet? Dont have a wallet

96: Bullied someone on the internet? no

98: Played on a sports team?

Unless school sport team counts

103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? no

104: Been overweight? No

105: Been underweight? yea

106: Been to a wedding? ye

107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? Duh

108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? maybe i dont remember

109: Been outside my home country? Technically im from iran, and i live in australia, so, yeah

110: Gotten my heart broken? i guess

111: Been to a professional sports game? no

112: Broken a bone? no

113: Cut myself? yeah Im stopping though

114: Been to prom? we dont have that

115: Been in airplane?

Yeah

116: Fly by helicopter? no

117: What concerts have I been to? none

118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? kinda

119: Learned another language? I know arabic and english

120: Wore make up? Forced to when i was younger but not anymore

123: Dyed my hair? Part of it purple, but its gone now

124: Voted in a presidential election? Cant vote, eitherway all of em suck

125: Rode in an ambulance? Yep

126: Had a surgery? not sure, memory bad

127: Met someone famous? Not that i know of

128: Stalked someone on a social network? mutuals tumblrs

129: Peed outside? Yea

130: Been fishing? nope

131: Helped with charity? yep

132: Been rejected by a crush? nope

133: Broken a mirror? Yep

134: What do I want for birthday? Wouldn't ever happen because it's expensive as fuck but a pump it up machine

i usually get a slice of cake tho

[mxltifxnd0m]

first week of school recap! aug 25 - aug 30 ↴

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sunday night:

⟡ my glasses broke spontaneously and needs to get fixed (which i found out ill have to pay for repairs and I don't want to do that)

monday:

⟡ trying to find parking was an absolute nightmare and i end up not finding any parking, but my sister took over since i was going to be late if i couldn't find any.

⟡ but this class is good! im taking queer lit lol, but there is a guy in that class who yaps a little too much and too slow for my liking (he also sounds like reddit/discord mod) (should give you an image of what he looks like)

⟡ i only have one class on this day so that's a plus loll

⟡ also my purple dog shirt came in and so i can't wait to wear it! (will probs post a pic/vid of me wearing it and then delete it) (never thought i would post a face reveal but im still debating it loll)

tuesday:

⟡ once again parking was terrible to find and i had to park at one of the lots that was across campus from my first class and it was hell walking in the heat and i was sweating so much.

⟡ my second class was interesting and my prof made us say our favorite book while she took attendance and i kid you not that there were six, i repeat SIX it ends with us mentions as ppls fav book and i just about shot myself in the head at that moment

some lore about me: i loathe colleen hoover with my entire being, she's my arch nemesis if you will. as someone once said before, ppl who read CH books never had a fanfiction phase and it shows (she also gives me hope that i have the ability to write)

⟡ but classes went well and after my second class, i have a gap of like three and half hours before my last class (oof ik), so i walked back to my car to move it to the nearest parking structure and i walked around aimlessly around the lot bc i forgot where i parked my car, but i eventually found it after like ten minutes loll.

⟡ then while i waited for my last class wait to start, i ate dinner in the student union (mini food court) at my school and before my class started at 7:00, i made my way down to the basement where the class is which was a little freaky but the teacher is pretty chill. its a story structure class for screenwriting so that'll be fun!

wednesday:

⟡ my sister and i come in to class on mondays and wednesdays and i only have one class while she has two later in the day (mine is earlier than hers) so i have to stay at school until she's done which is always fun (not, her last class ends at 6:45 PM while mine ends at 12:45 PM >_<).

⟡ parking wasn't fun and our patience ran really thin this morning so we ended up parking in the same lot i did the previous day and found parking pretty quickly. but i ended up moving the car to the parking structure i did yesterday.

⟡ i ended up vibing and eating lunch in the library before moving the car and taking a really sweaty nap in it lol before my sister was done with her class and then drove home :)

thursday:

⟡ got to school an hour before my class started bc i was conditioned on monday to search for parking an hour and potentially be late to class, but i ended up parking for the third day in a row at the furthest parking lot bc i couldn't be bothered to deal with the headache of circling around the parking structures for an hour

⟡ then after my first class, i was able to meet up with a friend for a bit before her class and then after our last classes which was fun! but then i ended up having to walk across campus again bc i didn't move my car in between my first class and second class bc i wasn't sure about the amount of parking spots in the parking structures and didn't want risk being late to class trying to find parking.

⟡ but i had a friend my last class of the day and they parked near the lot i did so we walked and chatted after we finished class!

⟡ speaking of classes, my professors are all iconic and ive enjoyed the classes so far! although one of my professors is such a millennial it hurts (in a good way though, she's funny loll)

⟡ all in all i don't have any more classes this week! fridays are my free days, giving me a three day weekend :)

friday:

⟡ i had a dentist appointment in the morning and i actually slept through the night lol

(my body has been weird and waking me up with cramps like an hour before my alarm goes off and i can't go back to sleep :/)

⟡ other than that i just chilled and posted some headcanons for sammy! i did not in fact do any homework but its fine because ill do it on sunday or monday since i have monday off as well.

⟡ then i packed bc im going to my moms for the weekend bc i have a pool party tmrw !

anyways thank you guys for reading my recap of the week!! twas a little hectic but hopefully next week runs more smoothly loll

[dwindlinghaze]

Hi, could i maybe ask for 🩰dancing princesses :)

Here's the description of me i hope its enough lol

I identity as agender, with he/they/she pronouns but i honestly dont really care about it that much and dont really correct people on anything

Im queer, mostly into men

Physical appearance:

5'6, bit chubby, short brown hair that i reaches just past my cheeks, grey eyes with glasses, black nosering in my left nostril, L and R tattooed on my wrist (yes for left and right lol). I mostly wear skater or cottagecore style clothes, usually dark and earthy colours with the occasional blue and red.

Personality:

Gemini infp, 6w5. Im usually more shy and anxious when i first meet someone or am in a new environment, but get pretty enthusiastic and talkative once i get to know someone. Im autistic, so i can get sensory overload or just overwhelmed, and sometimes this can lead me to get panic attacks or become nonverbal. This also means that certain topics can lead me to talk for like hours, even with strangers. My love language is physical touch, i love hugs or linking arms with people, and i have a tendency to lay against someone when sitting or if im very close with someone sometimes biting them (softly i promise lol). I do struggle a lot with recognising my emotions and i dont really like fighting. I dont really talk about my feelings, mostly opinions. I am known to be very good at debates, and usually lead them at school, because i am known to be able to form logic based opinions easily. I am creative and good at analysing situation and calculating the best outcome in my head. Also im very much the oldest sibling.

My hobbies:

I love art and am beginning my studies to become a visual artist in video game development. I love singing and music and never go anywhere without my headphones. Im good at writing and really enjoy writing essays and stories. Biology and nature are two of my biggest interests, specifically marine biology. Baking and cooking really helps calming me down. I also play guitar. I also love reading

My favourite artists are lovejoy, green day, metallica, deftones, the smiths, tears for fears, the oh hellos, liana flores, james marriott, hozier, nirvana and Lit

My favourite music genres are rock, metal, folk, indie, classical and 80's in general.

Extra info: i am a slytherin, im dutch and i speak 5 languages (dutch, english, french, german, irish), i have been following a special english course for 5 years and have a Cambridge C1 certificate. My patronus is a dun mare, and my wand is a beech wood, dragon core 12 1/2"

hello and tysm for participating in my 500 celebration

☾⋆｡𖦹 °✩

🩰 : i ship you with james potter

╰┈➤ geminis and aries get along very well. you both can share endless thoughts with a never ending excitement.

╰┈➤ james is the extroverted one so of course he'll make the first move. at first you were shy and timid when he approached but it quickly went away after getting to know him more. you knew his character because he literally is an open book but there's also a few pages that he doesn't show.

╰┈➤ when you're overwhelmed, james always knows the right thing to do. growing up surrounded by loving friends, he knew how to comfort someone !

╰┈➤james loves it when you talk about your interests. it doesn't necessarily have to be something entertaining, he just loves hearing you ramble even if he doesn't understand you.

╰┈➤ you mentioned that you love hugs and what is james if his personality is not giving good hugs? random hugs will he do. on the hallway after a class, while you both are sitting comfortably on the armchair. also he'd walk you to class (even if you both didn't share the same one) and would link your arms together on the way.

╰┈➤ he is definitely shocked when you bit him, frozen, eyes big with confusion. though he laughs after and questions you about it. after some times he will get used to your habit and come to expect little bites.

╰┈➤ fights are not something that occur regularly. it rarely did. he knew you struggle to interpret your emotions- contrast to how easy you were in analysing situations, so he'll just be there and rubbing your back while you think deeply inside your head.

╰┈➤ helping james in writing his essay. he puts minimal effort when it comes to essays so you offer to help him finish it in which he was so thankful for.

╰┈➤ baking him your own delicacies often. not only does the activity calms you down but james also enjoys your food !!

[trivialbob]

Yesterday Sheila and I rode bikes on an 18-mile loop we like through Minneapolis. It took us three hours.

Two miles im my front tire popped. I have no idea what I ran over, but the tire was flat before I came to a stop.

Luckily I had tools, a pump, and a spare tube. It's been a while since I changed a tube. This time I accomplished the task in under five minutes, barely getting my hands dirty.

With that taken care of we re-started the ride. The Minneapolis Greenway is in better shape that previous years. The path has been repaved and re-striped. No tents were set up along the way.

When we got off the Greenway we went to one of my favorite local bike shops, Hub Bike Coop. Sheila pet the dog that was in there; I looked at bikes and bought two new tubes for spares (one for each of our bikes).

Years ago I put a Hub Bike Coop sticker on my old Corolla. Matt ended up with that car. The Hub sticker and another for the University of Wisconsin remained on the car while Matt lived in New York, Connecticut, and New Hampshire. It's a Corolla, so despite being nearly two decades years old I like to think that little blue car with my two stickers is still banging around somewhere on the east coast.

From the bike shop we pedaled south to Venn Brewing. An Australian Shepherd and three other dogs were inside. Sheila pet all of them. For her drink she ordered a Fruited Plains: Grapefruite Wheat. After taking a sip of it, I ordered the same thing. Wow, what an excellent beer on a warm day while biking.

Then we headed south and east to Lake Nokomis. There's a concession stand there where we've ordered beer before. Yesterday we saw a sign posted by the counter stating no beer and wine sales.

The place had been serving alcohol illegally for 12 years. Someone finally noticed that there isn't sufficient "covered seating" to allow beer and wine sales. Good thing after a dozen years of alcoholic chaos someone put an end to that madness and pulled the liquor license.

Still thirsty, we headed west along Minnehaha Parkway to Chicago Ave. Then it was just two blocks north to the Town Hall Tap. Sheila had a blood orange lager while I went with the Masala Mama IPA.

We sat at a table on the front sidewalk and split an appetizer. People watching was decent. Sheila, however, thought it was "people talking." She had nice comments for everyone who walked by.

"Oh I like that dress you're wearing." The woman in it was flattered and chatted with Sheila briefly.

"That's a cool tattoo." That woman also stopped to talk with Sheila, explaining how there was still a lot of coloring to be added to it and what it was going to look like. The tattoo parlor two storefronts away.

"Those are nice sandals. Are the straps a light auburn brown, or is that a darker eggshell (free range, not grocery store egg)?"

Now do you understand why it took us three hours to complete the loop?

Next door to Town Hall Tap is a theater. An old movie projector sits in front of the building. A theater employee told me it had been in use there from about 1945 to 1965.

Next to the theater is the Creekside Supper Club. As Sheila talked to everyone walking down Chicago Avenue, I went over to check the supper club's menu. Next time we are in that neighborhood I want to eat there. Maybe I can also find out how that woman's tattoo coloring is coming along.

Finally we paid our tab. Sheila said goodbye to all her new friends and acquaintances. Then we rode more of Minnehaha Parkway over to Lake Harriet where the car was parked. We thought about getting a beer at the Lake Harriet concession stand (which apparently does have sufficient covered seating). But after seeing all the bike shop and brewery dogs, we wanted to get home to our dogs.

At home we swapped two bikes for three Aussies and went to our local brewery. Sheila went to get us a beer. Oliver, Sulley, and Ella would not stop staring in the direction she went. Sheila always comes back, but they don't trust me on that.

The food truck on site served pizza. We didn't want any. The dogs had other ideas.

[salems-spaghettios]

It will be okay sweetpea pt.2

~Gwendoline Christie x pregnant!daughter!reader

Bold + Italic = flashback/memory

Italic = idk man, i used it for different things

Bold = thought

Warnings: light mention of alcohol, death, blood, miscarriage, somewhat descriptive self-harm, implied eating disorder, childbirth, self-depreciation, mental health, angst? (im probably forgetting something.)

Nine weeks later

Your mother neglected to talk to you about Dr.Vogt’s words, she didn’t want to upset you or spark an argument. It was 12:00 pm, mum was out grocery shopping, and you were home making lunch for your mother and yourself, you hadn’t been eating properly since you were told you miscarried. But you would eat some food when with your mother. You thought about your doctor’s appointment, “..you have miscarried, but–” maybe you should call your doctor, she had made several attempts to call you the past couple of weeks. You hit the red button on your phone’s screen every time. You weren’t in the right head space and were scared what would happen if you did answer it. What did she mean by ‘but’, your thought was disturbed by the smell of your grilled cheese getting close to a burn. You put your grilled cheese on a plate, and started on your mum’s. The front door came open, and you knew it was your mother with the rustling of bags. She entered the kitchen setting the bags down, and gave you a kiss on the forehead. “How are you feeling today sweetpea?” She asks with genuine care, she has always cared for you. You don’t understand why, you weren’t that good of a daughter. But you couldn’t imagine your life without her. You had smiled at her words, still watching her food, you replied honestly, “I feel like shit. I miscarried, yet I’m so fat, I haven’t lost any weight, in fact I’ve gained more. I haven’t gotten my period yet, it’s been like two months now. I’m not complaining but I- I don’t know, never mind.” You were trying to avoid rambling. You finished cooking her grilled cheese and handed it to her on a plate, a frown came onto your mother’s face when she saw your grilled cheese untouched. You took a bite out of your grilled cheese, to hopefully please your mother. It did, because a smile graced her lips. You loved her smile, it made every bad thing disappear for a while. You gave her a hug, wanting some form of affection, which she gladly reciprocated. You ate with your mother, talking about simple things, such as auditioning for a role in an upcoming movie. Then you assisted her with putting away the groceries.

Six hours later

You were wearing a silk robe as you prepared for bed, you had finished dinner and hopped in the shower. You were just out of the shower so you only had your robe on, due to your missing lotion you didn’t get dressed fully. When you went out to the living room looking for your lotion, trying to find out where you misplaced it. Your mother was watching you curiously, when suddenly you felt like a balloon popped inside of you. Water poured out of you with no clothing on under your robe to soak it up, and you didn’t know what to do. Your jaw dropped, you stood still looking down in shock. Your mother got up immediately from where she sat, and instructed you to get a pair of shoes on. You had a little argument about wanting to get a towel and clean up, but you ended up getting your shoes on. Your mother held onto you in case you lost your balance as you walked out to the car and got you to the passenger side of the car. When you stopped. “Mum, I don’t need to go to the hospital. I miscarried. I guess my body is finally aborting it..” Your mother looked at your eyes, your eyes that she loved since the day she gave birth to you. “Honey, I know you’re scared and think we shouldn’t go to the hospital. But will you trust me? Please?” She was right, you were scared, you didn’t know what was going to happen. Then it hit you, it was like a period cramp but worse and you were positive it would hurt more and more over time. Except you weren’t on your period. You winced at the pain, and you got into the car, wanting to stop the pain that would start coming in regular intervals. You put your seat-belt on, and your mother ran over to the drivers side, put her seat-belt on and left for the hospital. She grabbed her phone, and you saw she was calling someone, Dr.Vogt. “Hello Dr.Vogt, y/n’s water has broken.” You heard that familiar voice for the first time in what felt like an eternity “What- She’s only thirty-two weeks pregnant though.” “W- what?” You chimed in, not asking again as another god awful wave of pain hit you, which made you realise it was a contraction. Your mother quickly answered the doctor “Yes I’m aware, we are on our way to the hospital now.” You heard your clinician giving her best of luck as she was off shift. She had been in contact with your mother the entire time and was receiving updates of your pregnancy from her, due to your lack of communication. Wanting to know, finally ready to know what Dr.Vogt was supposed to tell you before you cut her off weeks ago, you spoke” Mother, what— what did she mean “thirty-two weeks pregnant?”” She placed her hand on your leg, looking over at you during the red-light trying to make sure you were okay. “Darling, how far apart are your contractions? Are you breathing right?” You replied “I don’t know, maybe like ten-ish minutes..” you hesitated before speaking again, “I’m ready to know what Dr.Vogt was going to tell me.” You said anxiously hoping it was something good for a change. “You are pregnant with an alive baby, sweetpea.” You wanted to talk more about it, but you had finally reached the hospital, contractions coming sooner and more painful. Your mother got valet parking, and you both rushed into the hospital. Your mother did all the talking as you were trying to focus on your breathing.

You were put in a room immediately, your mother sought out the best care for you. You were awfully sweaty, and were petrified. Your mother was arguing saying she didn’t care if they were on break, she wanted the best staff. Her heart beating out of her chest. She was scared, but not of being a grandmother. She was scared of the baby being hurt, but she couldn’t fathom what she’d do if you were hurt. She remembers when you first said ‘mama’, when you learned to crawl, when you took your first steps, and later on in life when you got your first period and thought you were dying. She loved you so much, her darling girl, you had struggled with mental health before and she always worried you wouldn’t reach out to her for help. She worried one day you’d take your life and it would be all her fault. She hated the thought where you were a burden to take care of, she had loved you unconditionally from the moment she found out she was pregnant.

You were in excruciating pain now, physically and mentally. The midwives urged you to push more but you couldn't. You were too scared. You had cried in agony, you actually tried to get out of the bed more than once. Your eyes screwed shut out of pain, you wanted your mother, but you already bothered her so much. Your mother snapped out of her paranoia of what would happen to you. She climbed into the bed behind you, and pulled you to rest against her. She wiped your hair out of your face, and wiped the sweat off your forehead. “It will be okay sweetpea, you have to push. It hurts, I know. I was here at one point too. Then the gods blessed me with you.” She whispered as she gently kissed at your temple. Her words made you cry more, but now your mother was holding you, you were safe. You held her hand as another contraction came, you tried to listen to the midwives. After a couple more contractions, and you basically choking on your own mucus as you pushed. Your tense body had a wave of relief. Then you heard your mother crying “My baby had- her own baby.” she choked out. You were scared to open your eyes, but then you heard the cries of a newborn filling the room, and you had to take a peek. One of the midwives held your child then said, “Well she was born early, but she seems healthy.” She. You held out your arms, hoping you could hold her for a second before they did tests to make sure she was 100% healthy. Your mother massaged your shoulders whispering sweet praises, and I love yous. The midwife handed you, your daughter. Who was very much alive, and you cried more, but this time it was because you were happy. Your mother watched from over your shoulder, she giggled a little, “She’s so tiny.” she proclaimed. You felt hot with irritation, and you had to ask your mother. “What did Dr.Vogt mean by “miscarried” I just gave birth to a perfectly alive baby!?” Your mother sighed, “Honey, you were going to have twins. You miscarried one, but this little one was fine. She was going to tell you but you didn’t let her finish, remember? I tried to tell you myself but you still didn't listen.” It all made sense finally, that’s why your belly kept growing, that’s why you didn’t get your period. You felt horrible because you hadn’t been taking care of yourself, of your baby. You hadn’t been giving your baby proper nutrition, you almost drank alcohol while still pregnant. The midwife took your baby to ensure the health of her and to give you and your mother room to talk. Now, you and your mother were alone. You laid back farther onto your mother, and she held you. Almost like you were the new child in her life. “I’m— I’m sorry I didn’t listen. I was just.. I was just hopeless. Now, she’s so small and has been brought into the world early, because I wouldn’t eat or do anything for that matter.” The guilt was getting to you now. “You were born premature too, I was so worried you wouldn’t be okay. I’m positive her birth wasn’t your fault.” Your mother’s words reassured you. Your mother didn’t blame you or say anything snarky, she watched over you. Her own baby at once, now all grown up. You were only in a hospital gown since they had you change out of your robe, and your mother saw something that made her heart sink.

[mothicality]

post discusses selfharm a lot, though no details beyond it being selfharm and having scars. also mentions suicide attempts (no details)

guy with anxiety experiences anxiety, what a shocker!

did. big anxieties today. wishing two people would adopt me (host of nerd club (be my dad please) + dm for my d&d group at the nerd club (be my big brother please))

earlier today i decided to go to the pharmacy on my own for the first time ever. which is very scary. i cannot go shopping on my own but pharmacy is like a middle step since less options and you can get the clerk to help you super easy. still really scary, biggest shopping ive done alone before that was mcdonalds ;-;

but i bought gauze-ish stuff and disinfectant wipes. had to ask about it and i feel like the clerk was guessing it was selfharm related but she didnt ask. she was sorta tense and cautious with her answers but she was still nice and wasnt invasive or anything, so still good experience and i got the stuff

and then. so i go to the nerd club once a week, been there four times now, and i am a very warm person and it is fairly warm there so i get Hot. so i would like to wear shortsleeves to be less hot. but i am visibly Quite Scarred, which, well. i have no experience with people who arent familiar with selfharm, so going somewhere like that with my scars visible is scary

so i messaged the host a few days ago on messenger, no answer so i asked about how to contact him personally outside nerd club and he gave me his phone number (privilege!he wants to keep his work and personal life separate so not many get access to it), so i messaged him again when i got home 4ish hours ago

and. he just replied. and im too anxious to open it but he has guessed it is selfharm. i dont really know why i didnt outright say it, it's just. difficult i guess

since i was 12, pretty much all my interaction with other people irl has been within mental health contexts

i moved into my first grouphome then. the people there were familiar with selfharm since everyone there is mentally unwell, and one of the other residents had visible selfharm scars and sometimes wounds

my second group home was for kids with more severe issues, so theyre definitely also experienced with it, and they knew i was moved to that group home because of two suicide attempts

and then outside that i'm only really ever at appointments at the psych facility or the government - all people who have read about me before meeting me, who knows lots about me and my issues and whatnot

oh and with my family, all of us are mentally ill so theyre familiar with mental issues, and my mom used to selfharm a lot and has had several suicide attempts, so theyre familiar with it through her too

but now. ive joined three clubs, two of which are in person. these clubs have nothing to do with mental health and such, the nerd club is actually just a regular school club thats been opened up to people outside the school. so...it's different here. i don't know how to...be, i guess. i don't know what is or isn't okay. it's hard

i struggle socially there - they're really kind and welcoming and understanding, but...i don't know, maybe it's just anxiety, but i feel like i mess up more than they do, even though they don't get upset with me. i'm almost constantly anxious about missing social rules and what is and isn't okay to do

bleh. so yeah. big anxiety today. but it's...a good kind, in a way, i guess. it's because i'm doing difficult things that i previously couldn't. it's...progress, development.

dont know where i was going with this. just to vent out my anxiety i guess . . . i'm glad it's getting better

[stormyoceans]

it's severely missing vice versa hours (as always) so, let's go with your top picks for puen's best looks?

CASSI I NEED YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU FOR ASKING ME THIS BUT ALSO THAT YOU MADE ME GO THROUGH 15 DIFFERENT LIFE CRISIS AND DEVELOP 8 NEW MENTAL ILLNESSES IN THE SPAN OF 3 DAYS TRYING TO ANSWER THIS. also im ONLY NOW realizing, as im posting this, that you didn’t actually ask me my top 10, but just my TOP. FULL STOP. so i could have picked 3 or 5 and reply way sooner……… maybe it’s me. i am the problem. IM SO SORRY BUT STILL. HERE WE GO

1. the wedding outfit in episode 4. I LOVE WHEN PUEN WEARS ANY KIND OF SHADE FROM PINK TO RED SO THIS IS LITERALLY MY DREAM OUTFIT FOR HIM. he looks positively radiant in it and idk if you can see it, but when i was taking that full body screenshot i realized that the white pants are slightly see-through and i think i momentarily blacked out for a minute or 10 or 10000. ALSO DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I WISH HE COULD WEAR THIS FOR HIS OWN WEDDING WITH TALAY IT’S LITERALLY PERFECT CAN THEY JUST RECREAT IT INTO THEIR UNIVERSE TOO IM BEGGING.

2. the interview look in episode 12. I ACTUALLY CAN'T WRITE DOWN HALF OF THE THINGS IM THINKING ABOUT THIS BECAUSE THERE ARE MINORS ON THIS SITE so im just gonna say that the all black suit + the styled hair was a truly inspired combination and it's unfair that talay didn't get to witness all of this in person.

3. the suspenders look in episode 1. I SIMPLY THINK THAT [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] THOSE HIPS DON'T LIE.

4. the ombre(?) jacket outfit in episode 12. puen really showed up in front of god and the cameras to announce his undying love for talay wearing the skinniest pair of jeans known to man then powerwalked to talay’s house to win his mom over and i simply think that’s very sexy of him. also making puen wear blue, which is talay’s color, during this scene was such a big brain move, though the real pièce de résistance, the jewel in the crown, the cherry on top of an already delicious cake is THAT JACKET. the costume designer of the show truly said ‘if he’s not ouselling outserving outslaying while getting his man then i ain’t doing my job right’ and by god they delivered. 

5. the first glasshouse outfit in episode 4. this is my favorite kind of casual wear for puen: dark jacket, dark jeans, neutral boots, and the shirt giving a pop of color to the entire outfit, especially if that color is red. he looks SOOOOO GOOD in red. at one point puen also drives tun’s bike in this outfit and when they get to the glasshouse there’s a brief moment where you can see he’s about to take off his gloves which im pretty sure awakened something in me because i’ve been feeling unwell ever since (screenshot not included for the faint of heart and to preserve my sanity) [mostly for my sanity]  

6. the beach outfit in episode 9. LISTEN i know it's a very simple look, but i LOVE when puen wears button-up shirts with nothing else underneath. it's also giving so much mr darcy walking through the moors with his tits out to go tell elizabeth that she bewitched him body and soul and that he loves he loves he loves her and wishes from this day forth never to be parted from her in the 2005 pride and prejudice movie adaptation. LIKE SORRY BUT I LITERALLY SEE NO DIFFERENCE.

7. the marriage proposal suit in episode 12. SOMETHING SOMETHING THE WAY PUEN’S COLOR PALETTE IS MADE OUT OF A LOT OF DARK NEUTRALS BUT THEY DECIDED TO DRESS HIM ENTIRELY IN LIGHT ONES WHEN HE PROPOSES TO TALAY. i’d say im reading too much into it except NOTHING IS CASUAL IN THIS SHOW. also his tiddies look great in that white undershirt and i just really like this suit, which is kinda surprising considering that i do prefer him in darker shades.

8. the “pink theory” outfit in episode 10. OF COURSE i had to include one of the iconic sleeveless shirt looks and OF COURSE i had to go with the pink one. he wears quite a few in the alternate universe and i was very torn between this and the black one in the glasshouse at the end of episode 4, but in the end i just love him in this salmon color way too much and………………….. [loses tracks of what she’s saying because ARMS]

9. the “tonight let’s go head over heels for each other” outfit in episode 12. you know how some people end up letting themselves go after entering a relationship? yeah, that’s not puen. you’d think he would chill out a little after finally getting with talay but NO!!!!! HE SAID TITS OUT FOR THE BOYFRIEND ALWAYS!!!!! TITS OUT FOR THE BOYFRIEND NOW MORE THAN EVER!!!!! and you know what? i respect his horny ass so much for it.

10. the bathroom outfit (bucket hat on exclusively) in episode 1. ranked at the bottom because im actually not too fond of that jacket and it probably wouldn't have made it in my top 10 by itself HOWEVER!!!!! this outfit without the bucket hat? simply a lesser version of the interview suit in episode 12. this outfit WITH the bucket hat? BRILLIANT INCREDIBLE AMAZING SHOWSTOPPING SPECTACULAR NEVER THE SAME TOTALLY UNIQUE COMPLETELY NOT EVER DONE BEFORE. honestly no one should be able to look that good wearing a bucket hat THAT'S SIMPLY TOO MUCH POWER.

[veryberryjelly]

Can i request a round of twister for marauders :)

Here's the description of me:

I identity as agender, with he/they/she pronouns but i honestly dont really care about it that much and dont really correct people on anything

Im queer, mostly into men

Physical appearance:

5'6, bit chubby, short brown hair that i usually tuck behind my ears, grey eyes with glasses, black nosering in my left nostril, L and R tattooed on my wrist (yes for left and right lol). I mostly wear skater or cottagecore style clothes, usually dark and earthy colours with the occasional blue and red.

Personality:

Gemini infp, 6w5. Im usually more shy and anxious when i first meet someone or am in a new environment, but get pretty enthusiastic and talkative once i get to know someone. Im autistic, so i can get sensory overload or just overwhelmed, and sometimes this can lead me to get panic attacks or become nonverbal. This also means that certain topics can lead me to talk for like hours, even with strangers. My love language is physical touch, i love hugs or linking arms with people, and i have a tendency to lay against someone when sitting or if im very close with someone sometimes biting them (softly i promise lol). I do struggle a lot with recognising my emotions and i dont really like fighting. I dont really talk about my feelings, mostly opinions. I am known to be very good at debates, and usually lead them at school, because i am known to be able to form logic based opinions easily. I am creative and good at analysing situation and calculating the best outcome in my head. Also im very much the oldest sibling.

My hobbies:

I love art and am beginning my studies to become a visual artist in video game development. I love singing and music and never go anywhere without my headphones. Im good at writing and really enjoy writing essays and stories. Biology and nature are two of my biggest interests, specifically marine biology. Baking and cooking really helps calming me down. I play guitar and i also love reading

My favourite artists are Hozier, mitski, phoebe bridgers, deftones, the smiths, tears for fears, the oh hellos, liana flores, nirvana and Lit

My favourite music genres are rock, metal, folk, indie, classical and 80's in general.

Extra info: i am a slytherin, im dutch and i speak 5 languages (dutch, english, french, german, irish), i have followed a special english course for 5 years and have a Cambridge C1 certificate. My patronus is a dun mare, and my wand is a beech wood, dragon core 12 1/2"

Sorry if this is like way too much i just usually dont really know what info someone needs 😅 have a great day 🫶🫶

𝐉𝐎𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐘 𝟏𝐊 𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐏𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑

i ship you with...

sirius black !!!

the music taste is mainly what settled this for me.

i feel like sirius needs someone with a varying music taste so he can listen to stuff other than what he already listens to.

sirius is generally just the sweetest boyfriend ever.

he will always be there to help you if you experience a sensory overload.

i saw something on tiktok of a guy getting his girlfriend to bite him and then getting it tattooed and i just KNOW that sirius would do that with you.