#Siiiiiiiiigh

[faeriehighfemme]

kinda just wish i was drooling on dyke cock and having my chin held real tight by a stern butch, looking up so sweet with my pretty brown eyes

[dovewingkinnie]

im really hungry right now if only htere was a beautiful man present so i could Consume him

[randomfoggytiger]

Revival Mulder Was Diagnosed with the Wrong Depression

In My Struggle I, Sveta reveals Scully diagnosed Mulder with "endogneous depression", which is a type of major depressive disorder (MDD, also known as clinical depression.) However, the clues provided in canon don't quite add up.

According to healthline: "Endogenous depression occurs without the presence of stress or trauma. In other words, it has no apparent outside cause. Instead, it may be primarily caused by genetic and biological factors. This is why endogenous depression might also be referred to as “biologically based” depression." And verywellmind explains: "People with endogenous depression often feel that their symptoms occur “for no reason”—at least in the sense that there is no apparent external cause.... For example, a person with a family history of mental illness may be more likely to develop depression."

From the get-go, those descriptions don't fit Mulder; but they make less sense when compared to exogenous depression.

Again, according to healthline: "Exogenous depression happens after a stressful or traumatic event takes place. This type of depression is more commonly called “reactive” depression." And verywellmind further clarifies: "Exogenous (or reactive) depression is triggered by an outside stressor such as the loss of a loved one, getting divorced, or losing your job. People who experience or witness a traumatic event may develop depression as a direct result of that exposure."

(Although current thought lumps both "types" of depression together by their similarities rather than their differences, the show went out of its way to highlight which depression it picked. It chose... poorly.)

The cherry on top? Scully didn't have the expertise to diagnose her partner with endogenous depression, regardless. healthline: "To be diagnosed with MDD, you must meet certain criteria listed in the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM). This manual is often used by mental health professionals to diagnose mental health conditions." And verywellmind: "Your primary care doctor may evaluate you for depression in the office, but they might also want you to see someone who specializes in diagnosing and treating mental illness, such as a psychiatrist." (Even though Scully also "diagnosed" a side character's mental state in Founder's Mutation, the fact that she was unqualified to do so in either circumstance remains.)

Lastly, verywellmind gives us a clinching little tidbit: "Another difference is that people with exogenous depression don't always have the physical symptoms of depression, like having trouble sleeping or change in appetite, which is common in other forms of the condition." (Which would fit Mulder's seeming "normality" during the early Revival episodes. Mulder already had odd habits to begin with, anyway-- it would be easy to tuck away his symptoms from casual observers.)

So, we're told that Fox Mulder-- a man who only canonically displayed depressive symptoms after a traumatic event; and who had, apparently, no recollection whatsoever of a predisposition towards depression before Samantha's abduction-- collapsed inwardly due to... biological or genetic factors? Rather than collapsing because of, I don't know, the countless losses and failures he suffered through the years (which would be in-line with his pre-established trauma response?)

Sigh.

Thanks for reading~

Enjoy!

[ghostinthegallery]

Really resent that Szeras' only role in the lore right now seems to be to make the Imperium look good by comparison.

which is even stupider because HOT TAKE Szeras is on the exact same ethical level as Cawl. Cawl is just funny

[twotales]

Radek said fuck in show?

Yup. It's in Czech 🇨🇿 but imo it counts.

"Do prdele" it's an equivalent for "Shit" or "Fuck." He says it to John in the submersible jumper (Grace Under Pressure) and to Evan on the Daedalus. (No Man's Land.)

He says "Já se už na to můžu vysrat," to Rodney when he's in the chair being a dick. Basically he's saying "Fuck it" or "Fuck this." e.g. Rodney is being an ass so fuck this. (Tao of Rodney.)

I think that's all of them. Hopefully my Czech is still on point for these translations @all-mighty-yaoiyuri is the Czech who checks my Czech.

It's been awhile though! 💛💚

[rexscanonwife]

Am I crazy?? Am I insane? Fuck it fnaf s/i for today!! 😵‍💫😵‍💫

She's a party planner/host and absolutely loves her job and the kids she works with and always keeps up a cheery attitude...well, almost always. She also grew up next to the Afton house and was very close to the family.

[thursdayinspace]

yes of course I do research for fic, for example right now I'm watching the iwtb kiss on a loop

[whydotheycallmechimney]

(dis)respectfully...I need to fuck that old man

[theflyingfeeling]

HUH???

this is getting ridiculous can’t they be apart for more than two days?????? 😭😭💞

dude wtf?!?!? 😵 the way my heart jumped, jesus christ Aleksi what are you in Oulu for AGAIN, for the manyeth time since the end of the tour?! this is indeed getting a bit ridiculous and I can't handle it 🤧

[cuffmeinblack]

I really love how excited you get over Garreth! I love that you get to express your love for his character and I love the fact that you’ve helped bring more attention to him overall. It’s so lovely seeing how happy it makes you to share that excitement with everyone 💕

Thank you for appreciating my embarrassing obsession 🖤

[screechingfromthevoid]

No no, I need you take my shift so I can watch- yes this is an emergency. The emergency being SPOILERS Linda.

[ask-otoya-eita]

Short ass

Can still bag chicks tho

So wats ur point 🥷🏻

[sillymeter]

im afraid to be safe because thats when a lot of people break down because their brain finally feels safe enough to process what they went through. im always scared that will happen to me. i really dont want to go inpatient

[fandomfloozy]

i just put in an app for a job that sounds SO GOOD for me and I meet all the qualifications and the hours work with my schedule and the pay isn't half bad

manifest an interview for me, dash, i could really use a dub 😭

[cory-fucker]

Sigh

[anthonycrowley]

ignoring things the members of mcr do like they are woodland creatures in the hopes that not spooking them will allow them to release mcr5 sooner