#Sunny rants

[batfambrainrotbeloved]

I just confidently poured lemonade in what was actually just a glass cylinder.

[gods-graveyard]

Me when i forget to drink water and enter dehydration to the point i need like 4+ hour recovery just to stop shaking

"Well well well- if it isn't the consequences of my own actions."

[agoddamnedrayofsunshine]

PSA

Hi there. You. Person who either suspects you have ADHD, or otherwise has a diagnosis but is struggling to find a provider.

DO NOT FUCKING TRUST THE COMPANY DONE FIRST.

Done First is a company that claims to help people with ADHD get help via Telehealth. I was even their patient for a short time, because doctors around me didn't want to diagnose me because I'm "too old" and I saw an ad and signed up out of desperation (don't do this, kids!)

I was able to get a diagnosis an a prescription, but it was nothing but trouble.

They fucked up my scheduled appointment time the first time, and tried to charge me a $100 rescheduling fee until I pitched a fit that I was ON TIME for what I was slated for

I got like 5 minutes with my provider when I was finally able to get a goddamned appointment and I didn't feel listened to one bit

Suddenly, out of the blue, my provider left the company, which left me unable to get my prescription refilled

They flat out never answered ANY of the many emails and messages I sent, despite giving a 24-72 hour turnaround time to get an answer.

They have no call-in number, so I was not able to actually get a hold of anyone that way

I attempted on multiple occasions to schedule a callback but they ghosted me every single time.

Based on reviews from other patients over the last few days, you can no longer even TRY to schedule a callback from them, or if you can it's over a week in the future.

I ended up doing a chargeback on my card because they never actually provided me care beyond basically leaving me to go through Adderall withdrawals because they can't be fucked to communicate.

But it gets worse.

SERIOUS legal charges have been filed against the founders of Done First.

TL;DR: Done First basically operated as a pill mill while not actually giving two shits about the patients under their care, exploiting patients and doctors alike.

As of today, their website is still up, and they will still GLADLY take your money for a subscription despite them seeming to have NO appointments available to talk to anyone on their "Care Team" (more like They-Don't-Care-Team, amiright guys?)

They have this message on their site as of right now, and claim they're still here to help but please, PLEASE trust me when I say they will not help you.

Done First will steal your money.

Done First will not help you.

Done First is a greedy, scummy scam of a company and they do not deserve your trust.

Don't be stupid like I was. I didn't do my due diligence because I was desperate for care, and I ignored a lot of red flags that in hindsight should've been too obvious.

based on other reviews on places like Reddit and Trust Pilot, they are also just no longer filling any prescriptions so thousands of users are left without vital medication and facing the prospect of being taken off vital meds cold-turkey.

I was fortunately able to get actual medical care that is able to get me the medication I need to live a better life, and an actual ADHD diagnosis that will, I hope, help me navigate life better.

My heart hurts so badly for all those left in the lurch because this company fucked up so badly. Whether it's people with ADHD who need care, or addicts who have suddenly lost a relatively safe avenue to get their drug of choice, NOBODY DESERVES TO GO THROUGH THE PAIN AND SUFFERING AND WITHDRAWALS THIS COMPANY IS CAUSING.

Anyway, I never usually ask this, but if you read this far please either reblog or share this post link with others. You and your loved ones deserve better than this scam.

[sunnyrosewritesstuff]

Sooo a couple of months ago, I made a Writer Ask Game. I made it for me so that way my friends would help motivate me to write, but I left it for anyone to share and use!! And guys...the tags on this literally break my heart.

For the love of everything, TALK TO YOUR WRITERS!! It doesn’t have to be elaborate, just a simple anon ask of ‘hey what are you working on?’ WOULD SUFFICE! These people are providing you with fic FOR FREE. The least you can do is encourage them to want to do more. Cuz I know I’ll most likely get backlash for this, but at the point they are LITERALLY BEGGING, you being a passive reader is the problem. 

[the-qalankhais-sweetheart]

If I see one more asshole talk shit about my girl Soji being a Mary Sue while no doubt liking Jack "Most Specialest Nepo Baby Boy" Crusher, I'mma start kicking asses.

[kennysaysthings]

Mac thinking to himself that Dennis is something to be worshipped is something so Incredibly personal.

The way Mac worships god is incredibly loud and unashamed, but thinking about how we’ve seen Mac develop, or maybe even just lean into these feelings for Dennis, learning to be unashamed about something he thought so shameful before. You can see the shift when, yeah his religion is important to him, but “are you more gay than you are Catholic?” “I don’t know they’re at war.” Has it even been more important than Dennis to him? Has it really even come close? Maybe he always cared for Dennis in this way but god always got in the way. Maybe now that he’s accepted this part of himself, maybe now that he realized god thinks it’s okay, Dennis is something he can believe in. His sexuality and his religion weren’t at war before because he couldn’t accept himself and he couldn’t allow himself to have these feelings, and we see these feelings being openly on display for Dennis until the end of season 14. it wasn’t that simple, he started openly expressing his feelings for Dennis, he practically worships the ground he walks on and everyone could see it. I mean with the whole depending on each other thing Dee says it in season 5.

But what now that Mac has been pulling away? What now that he’s finally thinking Dennis doesn’t want him, are we going to see Mac learn how to express that part of him in a more healthy way? I hope if Dennis tried to cling Mac back to him, that Mac doesn’t let it happen, I hope he treats Dennis the way Dennis treated him in “Times up for the Gang” I truly hope Mac publicly humiliates Dennis. Mac’s character is so pushed into religion it’s hard for him to feel something differently than he does for that, so when he started feeling this way while not showing it, he probably put it into the same box. Mac looks at Dennis like he’s the moon Dennis hung. He looks at Dennis like he is the Sun. Really I mean Mac worships the man with his need for Dennis to depend on him, he would be waiting on him hand and foot. (Specific word choice because yeah, most of Dennis’s requests or needs are completely unreasonable, but Mac would be right there.)

Anyway believe it or not this is the small version of this rant also a draft I apologize if you actually read all of that.

[sungrave]

Commander Gaius? You mean commander fuck you in particular?!?

[solarisstyles]

Saw a TikTok yesterday joking about Harry spoiling Brad and spending a bunch of money on him. And I couldn’t help but cringe at the comments bc I know for a fact if it were a woman “spending all his money” y’all would be outraged. People fetishize Harry being in a gay relationship at this point and it’s sick. You can’t trash talk every woman he’s seen with then turn around and praise every man within 5 ft of him. It’s sick and frankly I’m tired of seeing it. I feel bad for Harry cause it seems like he can never catch a break.

Please be kind and respectful. We only know what Harry decides to share with us and that boundary shouldn’t be pushed.

[sunnyyyyyyyynnus]

Ok so I finished Wednesday on wednesdaay (very funny ik) but it took me till now to fully process everything that happened so now Imma rant about it

Tyler Galpin to be specific

HE IS SO FREAKING HOT AND FOR WHATTT

Okay okay from the beginning

So after that first scene with Tyler, I honestly couldn't tell if Hunter wasn't a great actor or if Tyler was just shy

of course after like 2 episodes it was obvious he was a good actor buuuuutt i still wasn't entirely convinced

tiiiillll the last 2 episodes

ESPECIALLY THAT SCENE

YEAH THAT SCENE AND IF YOU'VE WATCHED IT THEN YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT

HOLY SH!T

SERIOUSLY THO I WAS JUST SITTING THERE HANDS OVER MY MOUTH AND THE ONLY THING ACTUALLY STOPPING MY FROM SCREAMING WAS THAT I DIDN'T WANT THE NEIGHBORS KNOCKING DOWN OUR DOOR (again)

AND USUALLY I HATE THE CHARACTERS AFTER THAT OR I'M JUST REALLY UPSET THAT THEY TURNED OUT LIKE THAT

BUT I JUST CAN'T HATE HIM

IN FACT I'M SO GONE FOR HIM IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY AT THIS POINT

ok ok gotta calm down

been screaming in caps for a while

alright change of topic

now about the rest of the show cus I don't have the energy to write two seperate posts

honestly what i love about the show is how every time I'm so sure about something it's like "haha you thought you was smart bish well guess what"

but I did have some predictions that turned out true

like about Thornhill

from 2nd episode i knew she was gonna try and kill Wednesday or something

she just seemed too nice and there to be a good character

and when they wanted us to think that Weems was the killer? no way i didn't believe it for a second

and i had a feeling that tyler was the monster around 6th-7th episode

still didn't lessen the shock

but I did think that Xavier was behind it for a while

i thought that maybe he drew the monster and brought it to life but i had doubts cus when he brought the spider to life and Wednesday smushed it it disappeared into smoke

so after coming to that conclusion i was positive it wasn't him

okie then now about the ships:

now i know everyone is shipping Wednesday and Enid

but i just don't

there's this feeling i have when i think a couple would be great together and i just don't have it with them

but i do ship Enid and Ajax i just think they're really cute together

i also shipped Wyler really hard until the final episode

don't get me wrong i still ship them but i also have this feeling that i won't anymore

still waiting for s2 to decide on that ship

i also think Bianca and Lucas i think his name was would make a cute couple

(sorry for my terrible transitions from topic to topic)

but there are a few scenes i keep replaying

like when Enid hugged Wednesday and Wednesday pushed her away a bit before hugging her back tightly? MAH HARRT CAN'T HANDLE EEETTT

and when Tyler was all like "What does it feel like...to lose?" HUNTER IS SUCH AN AMAZING ACTOR THAT JUST THE TINIEST CHANGE IN HIS FACIAL EXPRESSION AND POSTURE HAD THAT EFFECT

and when Wednesday started crying cus she thought that Thing died

I STARTED CRYING CUS I THOUGHT THING DIED HOW DID THEY MANAGE TO MAKE A HAND ONE OF MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS

anyway that's all i think thank you for bearing with me love y'all have a great rest of your day

AND IF YOU HAVE NETFLIX BUT HAVEN'T WATCHED WEDNESDAY YET THEN WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FORR

[sunsetatthedawn]

why is my entire Tumblr for you page just

user i-am-fish

like obviously I'm gonna follow the account now bc apparently tumblr demands it but like

Goldie please stop holding my tumblr hostage

[batfambrainrotbeloved]

Don't think i've mentioned this online- but honestly coping through memes is funny so here ya go-

Im fine- but holy shit do I wish I could use the "off and on again" method on myself because o w

[gods-graveyard]

Me:"Hey this is my one social event a week, i'm free literally anytime other than this one night a week-"

Family; "We bought tickets to a carnival two hours away and will not compromise with you being home in time to go, we already got you a ticket though"

Me:"OOh okay no i'm gonna have to skip Its literally the night before you're telling me this and I cant bail on pre established plans with like 6 other people, i'm upset to miss it though"

Fam:"Okay."

*The very next week*

Me:"Hey its the last week before I fly out for two weeks- any family plans"??

Fam:"Nope"!

Me:"Okay cool, You said I should cancel my session tonight because of weather so I will- new schedule is next Saturday then"!

*Timeskip*

"Hey were going on a family cabin for two nights, one being the night you have plans and the last time you'll have time to be with family before you go- so you wanna come"?

Me:"Im going to scream."

Ive talked again about these plans and how I dont mind stuff happening on Saturdays but I need to know ahead of time at least a week so I can ya know- communicate with my group?

But they're "Spontaneous plans" so I shouldn't be upset I was informed last minute.

Its knowing its not even that big of a problem but after having several conversations about feeling left out (I have problems with self isolating, working on it) and two weeks in a row having this shit happen. Knowing full well they would NEVER pull this shit with my sister it just- hurts?

[sunnylittlebisexual]

I binge watched rwby volume 9 a few days ago and let me tell you when she's in the tree, that scene hit me hardest. When she walks over to Summer's weapon and puts her hand on the glass to me that said she so DESPERATELY wants her mom, she just wants to talk to her. That pulled at my heart. And when in the end she chose to love herself and stop putting herself on a pedestal and level of perfection she could no longer attain??? Immaculate. Amazing. I love that for her. And when she was going through all that in the tree ALONE (sort of) and her teammates were waiting for her to come out, willing to accept whatever she chose and support her!!! We all need friends and family like that. And then she emerged better than ever, confident, stronger, mentally better, she respects herself, she LEARNED so much about herself and her needs. I love rwby, I hope volume 10 gets greenlit soon!! I need to see more of team RWBY!!

[agoddamnedrayofsunshine]

So I have a.... beef with Baldur's Gate 3. Well, I have a beef with Withers I guess. Spoilers incoming I think

So uh, after the fight at Moonrise Towers, Withers will ask you if you think Illithids have souls. I said yes, but Withers flat out tells you they don't. And I don't give a goddamn what the 5e manual says or anything, I don't buy that.

These are living, thinking, sentient creatures who just so happen to usually be under the control of an elder brain. We SEE with people like the Emperor and Omeluum that, if given a choice, a mind flayer CAN and often WILL be capable of doing good, showing kindness/love- everything you would assume a person can do. It isn't their fault that the elder brains demand they do what they do. And it isn't their fault that they need brains to live any more than it's Astarion's fault that he needs blood.

IDK I just do not like this assumption that an entire race of sentient beings with human+ intellect can just be...soulless. Or maybe I'm just a bleeding heart.

(And while we're at it I am also SUPER pissed that the game seems to think the Gur woman is right that Astarion owes them ANYTHING for the "crimes" he committed. The man was a literal slave for two HUNDRED years give the bitch a break!!!)

[sunnyrosewritesstuff]

So Fanfic Writers' Appreciation Day is in 8 days, and this is the first year where I just...don't feel appreciated. 😅 Like I have some super awesome and supportive followers, and I love you guys to death. ❤️ But otherwise, I'm just struggling with not feeling invisible. My fic posts collect less and less notes every time I post. I used to get comments within the hour of brand new fics that I now only get maybe within the week on established wips?? I try to be active in fandom spaces, but honestly it's exhausting trying to be upbeat and positive and supportive for other people's creations around a full time job and then not get any of that back. Not that I don't enjoy that or feel like people should feel indebted to me, that's definitely NOT what I'm saying. I guess...I'm tired. And I feel sad. 🥲 You want wips to be completed?? DON'T MAKE WRITERS FEEL LIKE THIS PLEASE! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[the-qalankhais-sweetheart]

Stop, brain.

Let him go. You already leave him alone, let him go.

He said no. You believe deeply in respecting people's nos. And you have been.

You should probably unfollow him on IG, even though you considered him a friend and you have mutual friends.

You're know you're not all that compatible. Stop.

But why do his eyes still steal the words from my mouth whenever I see a picture of him, especially a new one.

Please, universe, let me find someone who loves me the same way I love them, and who I love the way I love the Pixie.

I fear I will never stop loving the Pixie. It's all right, I have enough room in my heart to love someone else and move on, I tell myself. And it's true, but...

My (not really "my", mind you) Pixie steals my very words from my mouth and the breath from my lungs.

Help.