that avpd way of feeling completely disconnected and detached to yourself your body your identity ... im there but am i really? it's like i can see myself thru a glass wall but what im seeing isnt rlly a person, more of a mirage of one. yet it's still there. that hazy feeling of not being able to reach out and grasp the core of who i am, not being able to make out all the lines and details. who am i? im not a person. i have an identity but it's hazy... fuzzy.. unclear. it never is what it looks like it is. it takes different shapes. shine different lamps on it and it'll show different colors. is it really there? am i really here? am i a me? hmm best avoid thinking abt this bc it fills me with such unease
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laura bailey playing a Weird Little Girl needs to happen more often
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do yall think he wants to be bf gf I'm sick I hate dating so much and the beginning of dating it's so embarrassing. hi I like you do u want to be in a kinda working up to serious ish relationship ? lol
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im begging people who do head mods to provide a side view. because im not downloading that unless i know its going to work for me, and with the severe lack of aquiline noses on nexus? yeah im not trusting your 100 mod previews that are all face on and extremely slender.
just like xiv, i s2g vanilla beats y'all out in Several regards.
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"Yang's "you never gave up on people, even when they hurt you" sounding like something that would be said about Sun vs. Blake getting hurt by Adam and, in fact, giving up on him." anon..
I literally thought about this the entire time... unfortunately... like. Blake wincing at a comment Weiss made. that line just now in todays episode..
THERES SO MANY MOMENTS WHERE I THOUGHT ABOUT ADAM THIS VOLUME SO FAR... I was live blogging the last episode and I posted this few aka Weiss comment I was talking about:
" “things have to die someday, right?” Weiss says. WHY DID BLAKE WINCE AT THAT. is there something you want to share with the class "
like... girl you are thinking about something. you have to be. like clearly obviously the event in v6 is still bothering her and still hasn't left her mind.
that's clear because they've only talked about him like. once. not even directly. they don't talk about him directly ever. in the scene where they were talking about him in v7...
whole conversation:
Yang: He didn't have a lot of good options. (abt ironwood ig?)
Blake: I'm not sure there are many good options left for any of us, anymore. Keeping secrets, *taking lives? It makes you wonder how far we're going to have to go to keep doing.. the right thing..
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Yang: Blake. *We did.. what we had to do.
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Blake: *I know.. But next time, I want to make sure.. we don't have to. And I can tell you, ambushing a huntress who's just trying to help isn't an option I'm thrilled about choosing.
Yang: Then maybe we shouldn't.
*highlighted parts are about Adam (NOT DIRECTLY, but they ARE talking about him) proof:
from the writers documentary. (it's an image.. should show)
Are they still hinting at how this still bothers Blake in this volume?? Since they've done it in v7 or is that out the window? Things still haven't gotten better in regards to what Blake was worried about in this original scene. in fact they've gotten worse (we know).. but she isn't talking about it. NONE of them are even talking about it..
So many people have died!! yet the last few episodes all of the characters are like "oh, another time." and "i don't wanna talk about this right now." GIRL YOU HAVE EVERY SINGLE SECOND OF THE MINUTE OF THE DAY TO TALK ABOUT THIS.
All of them are worried about the same shit.. and don't want to do their worst but ohhh that cannot be avoided because they're not even speaking about it at all.
they're all insane /lh
Tbh I haven't really gotten Adam vibes from anything this season other than the hilarious hypocrisy of Yang's line, but I also haven't been looking for them. Didn't notice Blake's wince at that line either. Maybe it's about Adam? But with how he is apparently The Character Who Shall Not Be Named now, I don't see them doing much with him and particular his relationship with Blake, so who even knows what Blake was thinking about in that moment.
Unless you count Blake's uncharacteristic shyness, meekness, and fear of everything around her as Trauma about Adam that's only resurfaced after *checks notes* an indeterminate amount of time after killing him with her own hands.
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i survived 👍 met the girl who i met on the first day of college and instantly developed a crush on cause she was wearing flannel and was into harry potter
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