#THIS IS THE MOST DELULU ITS EVER GONNA GET

[ipegchangbin]

thinking about that one dream i had where i rejected changbin it was so wild. im gonna ramble about it

i had this dream a long while ago when i was only a few months fresh into stanning skz but holy shit man

we had each others numbers somehow and we texted every day and night, our conversations going from “im grateful to have you as my biggest fan” to “did you eat? lmk if you are” and we even started calling. HE WAS EVEN FLIRTING WITH ME GOING “ofc i want to talk to a fan as gorgeous as you” and “its fine to have fantasies over someone as hot as me” LIKE?:!/?

we grew closer and closer but we started texting less since we both got busy … until he confessed and said “i really love you and id love to know you better outside of this” but i made the stupid decision to reject him because 1) i was an international fan, and 2) i didnt want it to be risky for him since i would become a nonshowbiz s/o. after that we stopped texting as a whole mostly bc i think i ghosted him for his own good???

BUT DONT WORRY!! IT GETS WORSE

fast forward i end up winning a fancall with him (so stupid of me) and he recognized me right away. he straight up froze and didnt know what to do but we had to go along like nothing happened so as to not get the staff suspicious. like we were both visibly panicking but he had to act all cute like nothing happened. after the call he messaged again saying “i missed you. all this time i never lost my feelings for you and all i could ever think about is you”

BUT ALL I SAID WAS “ill still be your number one fan and hopefully soon the odds will be in our favor”

AND THEN I WOKE UP. LITERALLY THE WORST FEELING EVER IM STILL SO MAD ABOUT IT. LIKE WHAT DID I MEAN????? WHY DID I DO THAT!:!/?:?

and before anyone says this is fic worthy:: contrary to popular belief im not a fan of idol aus. this made me want to sneak in a corner and cry so hard

[snenbubs]

I have to do EVERYTHING myself. Tell me, you guys, why nobody is simping for Mammon??? He is hawt and i lobe him so here are some Mammon (Helluva Boss) x GN Reader headcannons :] Jst sm romantic stuff 🫠

Its all lowk ooc cuz he's an asshole but I'm delulu so lets go.

♡ I need to be honest w/ you guys, he's the sin of greed. This man is an inherently selfish lover. But its okay it checks out.

♡ With that, he's a very greedy lover and he wants all of you whenever he can;

- Hands are always on you, and he has four of them! All the better to hold you with, seriously, one hand will be wrapped securely around your waist whilst the other rests atop of your head.

- I reckon he'd be fond of carrying you, I mean, he's HUGE, and assuming that you're an average sized demon, shark, hellhound or sinner or whatever you are, he's gonna tower over you like a baguette to a croissant. But he wants your face close to his. The solution to this? Hold. When he's not busy, your in his arms, or on his shoulder.

- His persona is very touchy feely so he can get away with a lot of this in public! And I think he's a big fan of PDA. He likes asserting the fact that you are his, he's quite possesive in that aspect.

♡ In addition to this, webs;

- The giant spider has webs.

- HE HAS WEBS.

- His webs are a weird sort of pride, when he sees them on you. He's one of the only demons who can make them, and so when they're on you, its essentially a statement of possesion.

- Its nothing too 'out there' maybe just a bracelet, or a necklace, or a hairtie (if you have hair 🧑‍🦲) But its somewhere people can see.

- If someone tries to flirt with you whilst your wearing it then he has an excuse to get all pissy.

- He isn't against tying you up if the two of you are having a moment and you try to get away. Whatever else you need to do, it can wait. He's the king of greed and he wants to indulge.

♡ He's enjoys having everything, but he also enjoys YOU having everything so expect to be bathed in lavish gifts and prizes;

- Most of the time he won't be able to go with you personally, so he'll send one of his assistants to take you shopping.

Only the best places for you.

- He knows exactly what you like too! He has a person who keeps track of all the things you like, follows you around and takes note of the things you appear interested in. This has lead to a few Birthdays where you were shocked to find a gift you hadn't even mentioned to Mammon yet.

♡ There is never a moment where you may feel he doesn't love you. Ever since he asserted himself into your life, it has been made extremely clear;

- He's very busy and doesn't always have the time for you, so, whenever he is free he ensures you will be at his side.

- He's good at hiding his feelings but he'll slip up, quite often actually, when it comes to you. He'll find himself staring, in awe, at your astounding presence.

- He's not good with his words, though, he never knows what to say to you, or how to express his feelings so its the gestures that count. Mostly buying you things, as I said before, but it gets the point across.

RAAAHH I LOVE HIM

[deezbignutz]

Redacted characters as musical songs because I'm a sucker for musicals :))) + some lyrics cuz why not 🤷‍♀️

Guy abt Honey - "Never Ever Getting Rid of Me" From Waitress. He is a simp and he makes sure they know it. Kinda yandere coded, but womp womp ig. (yandere Guy? 😳😏) "Such a stubborn man, you'll likely never meet another." "Oh, I'm gonna love you so." "I though it was hilarious to call a cat a kind of fish."

Damien abt Hux - "When He Sees Me" From Waitress. Damien just overthinking about going out Hux even before knowing him all that much. "I stick with real things, usually facts and figures. When information's in its place I minimize the guessing game. Guess what? (What?). I don't like guessing games or when I feel things before I know the feelings." "What scares me the most. Is what if when he sees me, what if he doesn't like it? What if he runs the other way and I can't hide from it? What happens then?." "Or even worse, he could be very nice, have lovely eyes and make me laugh, come out of hiding. What do I do with that?" Also literally the entire song ngl. It's very Damien coded in my opinion.

David & Asher - "For Good" From Wicked. Just wholesome, very platonic love and friendship shared between two friends. (No, I'm not trying to be sarcastic. They're just very good friends) "I've heard it said, that people come into our lives for a reason. Bringing something we must learn." "Who can say if I've been changed for the better? But because I knew you, I have been changed for good." :')) "You'll be with me, like a handprint on my heart."

Young David & Asher - "For Forever" From Dear Evan Hansen. Just two friends. On a perfect day. :'))) "All we see is sky forever. We let the world pass forever. Feels like we could go on for forever this way, two friends on a perfect day." "He looks around and says to me 'There's nowhere else I'd rather be.' And I say, 'Me too'." "And I see him come to get me. He's come to get me, and everything's okay." witerally the inversion

Imp!Lasko to Imp!Freelancer - "Meant to be Yours" From Heathers. I don't think I need to explain this one, it just speaks for itself. "You chucked me out like I was trash, for that you should be dead." "You were meant to be mine. I am all that you need. You carved open my heart. Can't just leave me to bleed. Veronica, open the, open the door, please. Veronica, open the door. Veronica, can we not fight anymore, please? Can we not fight-" yada yada yada, you know the audio

Freelancer (?) - "The Wizard And I" From Wicked. It's just them being pumped to go to DAMN and to get to learn more abt their weird and foreign powers. "This weird quirk I've tried to suppress or hide, is a talent?" "No father is not proud of you, no sister acts ashamed." 🙂 "And this gift or this curse I have inside. Maybe at last, I'll know why."

Asher + werewolf bois - "I Feel Pretty" From West Side Story. Broski is on cloud 9 after meeting Baaabe, and the others are just there to witness his delulu. "It's alarming how charming I feel. And so pretty, that I hardly can believe I'm real." "Have you met my good friend, Maria (Asher)? The craziest girl on the block." "I feel dizzy, I feel sunny, I feel fizzy, and funny, and fine. And so pretty, Miss America can just resign!"

Gavin - "Noel's Lament" From Ride the Cyclone. Just a gay little guy dreamin up his gay little fantasies during work because workin in 7-Eleven is too boring. 👍 "Good girls call me 'The Town Bicycle'. Don't knock it 'til you've tried my life of sin." "He said, 'I think I am in love with you' I've heard that lie a million times before." "'My chils, do you have any final words to the Lord you'd like to say?' 'Oui, tell him that, like him, I coose to burn out rather than fade away!'" get into it, queen.

Avior & Starlight - "What Is This Feeling?" From Wicked. This is how I feel like their first reaction to each other when they're in hell went. "For you see, my roommate is: Unusually and exceedingly peculiar and altogether quite impossible to describe. Blonde!" "What is this feeling? Fervid as a flame. Does it have a name? Yes. Loathing. Unadulterated loathing." "Ev'ry little trait, however small, makes my very flesh begin to crawl."

Caelum to Freelancer - "Popular" From Wicked. Hear me out. He doesn't mean it in a bad way, he just wants to help Freelancer out in their new, scary school. "And even in your case, though it's the toughest case I've yet to face. Don't worry, I'm determined to succeed!" "So let's start, 'cause you've got an awfully long way to go..." "Now that I've chosen to become a pal, a sister and advisor. There's nobody wiser!" he's just way too excited to show the magical world to them

Shaw Pack - "Jet Song" From West Side Story. You could also debate that this is also kinda like the Solaire Clan, but the Shaw Pack suits it better cuz of how laidback and playful the song is. "When you're a Jet, if the spit hits the fan, you got brothers around, you're a family man." "When you're a Jet, you're the swingin'est thing. Little boy, you're a man; Little man, you're a king!" mmmm, Solaire Clan vibes "Someone gets in our way, someone don't feel so well!" Quinn? That u?

Any and all immigrants moving to Dahlia - "America" From West Side Story. Two perspective on how livin in Dahlia is like. "Buying on credit is so nice One look at us and they charge twice." ✨racism✨ "Life can be bright in America (Dahlia) If you can fight in America (Dahlia)" "Here you are free and you have pride Long as you stay on your own side."

Marcus - "Cool" From West Side Story. Anxious little technician anxious about being found out and fired. :)))) "Don't get hot, 'cause man, you've got some high times ahead." "Breeze it, buzz it. Easy does it. Turn off the juice boy. Go man, go. But not like a yo-yo schoolboy." idk with this one, it doesn't really have much lyrics anyways :\

Thank you for coming to my TedTalk :))))

[mrs-monaghan]

I blame Jungkook. What he is doing?

He could stop taekookers and their delulu fantasies if he wants to protect jimin but it seems he likes to be seen as "tae's girlfriend" 🤷‍♂️

Blame JK for what???

It seems he likes to be seen as "tae's girlfriend"

Like fuck he does! I know we are not talking about the same Jeon Jungkook that I know. Because he hates it. That man hates Tkkrs and hates when something looks like its gonna be misinterpreted when it comes to him and V so he clears it up immediately.

Here was my first post about JK debunking the Taekook ship.

I also already talked about this. V during last year's festa said him and JK used to share a room

JK immediately jumps in to clarify that they had a divider. He even shakes his hand "no"

You can tell neither Jimin nor JK like the Taekook narrative. Look at Jimin's face when V says him and JK used to share a room. Then watch again how quickly JK and Jhope jump in to clarify.

To be fair, JK will jump in to clarify with Minimoni, Vmin, Yoonmin, somefemalemin he is anti all ships that are not Jikook. On this post I talk about and share a thread about JK debunking a Jimin hetero rumor. He does this ALL the time. I dare you to find me a moment where he corrected something Jimin said about them. We know the hickeygate and rainy day fight stories were embellished but JK was just there with this big smile saying fuck all and just letting his baby lie to us. What do you think would have happened if it was V who said his favourite thing was waking up next to JK?

JK would have nipped that shit in the bud immediately.

Jimin tells us Jikook stories all the time and JK has never jumped in once like "actually no, that did not happen."

I would bet anything that he explained his tattoos to debunk the V. He needed us to know that was an A and an A only. I believe that 1300%

I blame Jungkook. What is he doing?

Idk, hanging out with his friend of many years like he's allowed to? Like he should?

You sound very pro Jimin and if that is the case then you need to know your fav better. I've already talked about this but Jimin aint no doormat. He ain't letting no one take advantage of him. He said this with his own mouth; he cuts those people off. If Jimin had an issue with V he would not be entertaining him. Like at all. And you have seen that Vmin are doing just fine.

And you mad if you think JK would hurt Jimin on purpose. If Jimin told JK not to go out with V do you know what would happen? Exactly that. If JK knew anything Taekook was hurting Jimin, he wouldn't even sit next to V in ot7 content. I'm telling u that, rn. JK hangs out with V because Vminkook are fine. Taekook more than Vmin but that's neither here nor there.

My point is, you are way off if u think JK is doing anything to hurt his Mimi. I already shared two moments here where JK was sharply keeping an eye on Vmin incase he needed to step in.

I'm not an expert on Jikook. But I think I'm qualified to say JK would never, ever do anything to hurt Jimin intentionally.

(Got a similar ask blaming JK and i addressed it here)

It's why I am so confident that IF there is a Tkk song, it's not going to be on JK's album. Not unless a Jikook song is also allowed. That's why I'm confident there ain't gon be no Tkk live, unless the company agrees to a Jikook live as well. Or something Jikook related. That's why I also believe that the reason JK did not do any TT challenges for the members, was because he most probably wasn't allowed to do challenges for Jimin. So he said if Jimin ain't getting one then neither are Jhope and Suga. Same applies to why I think Jimin stopped posting on twitter. They prolly told him to stop posting JK so he said; fuck y'all I ain't posting no one.

They just wanna love eo n show case eo when they can but its not that easy.

Anyway, I digress. At the end of the day Anon,

[bibimbinge]

10 BL boys I want carnally <3

Much much love to @ayansbff for tagging me!! I hope you know what you’re in for cause tagging me in a post to simp?? ok! I have a reason to SCREAM about these men who made me question my asexuality.

Mantrisanu - Jeng (Step by Step)

nobody but my acemate (@mooniyuta) knows just how obsessed I was with Mantrisanu during the Step by Step era. When I tell ya I forgot I was ace as soon as I saw his giant 1.90m ass on screen.. I forgot I was even a person. I am a squirrel needing to climb a tree. WOW! just WOW!! Step by Step? No! Step On Me.

Jam Rachata - Tinn/Jiu (Laws Of Attaction/To Sir With Love)

just Jam Rachata in general. He’s just a few years older than me but I will call him Daddy. When I saw him in Laws of Attraction I was intrigued then I stayed for the plot then I got hooked with their chemistry. Lucky for me I’ve never watched To Sir With Love before, so I did… and I can hear the wedding bells ringing as soon as I saw how his hunky meaty goodness handle that rusted half scissors turned murder weapon.

First Kanaphan - Alan/Sand (Moonlight Chicken/Only Friends)

I’ve been salivating for this man since Not Me. I suffered through The Shipper for this man. It’s not just his beautiful handsome gorgeous self that does it for me, its also his charm. Like he’s so charming and has this aura about him that’s just warm and homey. His smile is like the most beautiful smile I’ve ever seen. His eyes are just so sparkly and beautiful, if I ever meet him irl I’d probably trip over myself getting lost in them. I understand Khaotung not wanting to share him with anyone because I would do the same.

Bright - Yai (I Feel You Linger In The Air)

He’s so handsome I can cry. This man is like Jam x2. Like he has such a perfect face for male lead in romance genre. Where has he been all my life?? Maybe its Yai the character that feeds my deluluism, but when General Yai popped up in ifylita with a freakin porn stache and I wasn’t immidiately appalled, I knew I was a goner.

Neo - Boston (Only Friends)

Neo has always been cute to me. Catches my eye in every series he’s in but then Only Friends happened AND I WAS FLOORED!!! It was like ya know when you enter your teen years and that cute person you’ve grown up with had a growth spurt and you’re like daaaang when did you get hot 👀 Yeah that’s me with Neo.

Ohm Pawat - Pat (Bad Buddy)

specifically Ohm as Pat cause he was chunky and meaty and oof his arms were distracting as fuck. Anytime he showed up with that damn tank top I was like pls may I bite. He’s just so *feral animalistic growling* I personally love a man whos chunky meaty mucles and looks like they can lift me. AND HIS SMILE??? HIS TWINKLING EYED SMILE?!?!?!?! I’m gone. what a baaaabe!!!

Try imagining? alrighty if you say so 😚

Keita Machida - Kurosawa (Cherry Magic)

I remember watching cherry magic for the first time in 2020 and I was in awe. He is so dreamy and handsome. I hate to say it again guys but.. his smile!! Like I’m obsessed with him!! Both me and bestie screamed when we saw him in Alice In Borderland (overgrown blondie with roots showing and he is messy and he smokes and I was barely breathing) and then scream cried when his head EXPLODED!?!?!?!) Anyway, I’d marry this guy. like legit.

Earth Pirapat - Jim (Moonlight Chicken)

I am not done with the young dilfs. I have no other words other than !! HIM !! like I would need to make a seperate Earth appreciation post to start talking about him. This post is getting too long anyway so I’m gonna not say much here but.. just know I would drop everything for him.

Papang - Gumpa (Not Me)

my need for Papang to suffocate me in his tiddies arms is like my human need to eat to keep myself sustained. He just looks like the best recharging station. That doesn’t make sense but it makes sense.

Even going through the gif list to choose a Papang gif gave my tummy flips

Bosston Suphadach - Pruk (Between Us)

THERE’S A NEWBIE ON MY LIST WOO!!! I feel like because he hasnt been here long and has only played sub-minor parts, people forgot about him .. BUT I. DID. NOT. <3 Did you see him in between us alongside Sammy?? Yes. I too would be purposefully tripping in front of him so that he can hold me in his big strong arms. Also him and the doctor in Be My Favourite?? SIIIIICKKK!!!! Let’s just say I’m excited to watch their spinoff next year ✨

I’ve got a few more but these men are mainly the ones that I need to have. In conclusion, Big Guy, Big Arms, Big Smiles. Love them, Love Him.

thank you lovely gif makers @zhivchik @mushiemadarame @rayandgay @wanderlust-in-my-soul @kiyosuku @warmday @sunsetandthemoon @bunnakit @daikunart and lovely moots @dramalets @drama-nonsense @mooniyuta @mooninagust @these-emo-thoughts @sparklyeyedhimbo @khaotungsfirst @blue-grama @absolutebl @troubled-mind who enable this obsession.

[i-cant-sing]

life update?

Well... life feels like I'm on rollercoater that's on fire and is heading towards a pit of needles and I'm just.... vibing because I'd never scream or cry in public cause "embarrassing". I mean, exam season is approaching, my brother is getting married in that season and I have to participate actively in wedding activities and keep everyone entertained because its not like I have spare siblings that I can do this for...

And then talking about the actual exam season is also stressful because I'm someone who locks herself away for 4-6 months to study and become a hermit but now I can't do that because guests from all over the world will be staying over and my parents are old and don't have it in them to be running around all day serving guests, even domestic help goes so far.

Hmm what else.... I mean I'm crying over everything these days. The current state of the world? Yes. Palestine? Yes. The world is ending? Yes. Am I gonna end up in hell? Tears. Reading my urdu novel that is soooo well written and I 1000% don't relate to the female mc's struggles? Even more tears. I'm even crying when I thunk about the time I cried over something💀💀💀 (this all very new to me because I've never been so emotional over anything)

Oh and I found out I am not eligible to donate blood because my hemoglobin is in the single digits (so like I know why I couldn't see anything for a minute straight whenever I stood up💀💀)

I have a crush, he's smart and handsome(but like why does he as a man need LONGER LASHES AND CLEARER SKIN THAN ME???HES MAKING ME WANNA START A SKINCARE ROUTINE) But the thing that is the most appealing about him is the way he talks😭 like it just makes u swoon. Idk how to describe it, but like he has a deep voice but not too deep, just the perfect balance between mature adult and charismatic golden boy. And it's not just the way he talks with me or his friends, BUT THE WAY HE TALKS WITH HIS PATIENTS🤌✨️ like I'm here befriending 70 year old women before filling their cavities and he's all "Yes, ma'am/sir. Of course, it'll be done as you want." Like he's so professional even at the end of the day when everyone's just tired from doing their umpteenth patient and start slacking off in the whole "VVIP treatment of all patients". I'm just praying to Allah to make us soulmates (if we're meant to be), I have left this matter in God's hands because He's never disappointed me before and I can't afford to be distracted rn (I borrowed a book from my crush for some notes and was comparing how we even highlighted the same stuff.... we are sooo compatible.... this is so delulu of me omg never thinking about him again- unless he approaches me first)

I feel like having a crush is good because look at me rn- I have started a skincare routine, I am actually studying hard so that if he ever asks me a question, he knows that I'm not a dumbass. And if I had the time to go to the gym, I would, instead I'm doing counting calories and skipping unnecessary meals! What do I have to lose in all of this if he rejects me? Nothing. I end up with clear skin, hot body, and smart af brain.

Like he has a lot more on the line as a crush because he's one, ONE ick away from making me lose complete interest in him. See? This is a win-win for me.

[emo-gremlin]

I have a few more fun hcs for MFN!

Unfriendly Norman likes heavy metal and rock, probably learned how to play electric guitar or bass.

Maybe Normans love musical instruments in general, remember stage 4 with and a room with drums and posters with guitars there? It also was a bit messy, judging by the colors and the look of that room i think it might belong to Norman.

All the neighbors are absolutely fascinated with humans and everything they do, so sometimes, Gordon has to bring down some of their silly questions.

Its implied that puppets do eat in this universe, im gonna bet that each puppet has its favorite meal! (I would like to see your ideas)

Gordon has to babyproof everything in the studio so puppets won't get their grabby paws on dangerous items without permission. (-whatchu got there?? -KNIFE!!! >:D -NO!!!!!)

All the puppets love tabletop/board/puzzle games, they all need to keep themselves stimulated with things to do, they can not let themselves get bored.

Normans always get in trouble, every. single. day.

Junebug wants a real animal pet but Gordon won't hear of it.

If Lenard gets a musical instrument on his hands...prepare yourself for endless music.

Ricky actually knows how to deal with puppets' shenanigans and does deal with it when he gets a chance to do so. Also he loves using water spray on everyone.

George has the hitchiest and the funniest laugh, its always contagious.

(This one is a bit...delulu but) Norman likes Junebug and Junebug likes Norman.

Norman LOVES sports, it gets him engaged the most out of any activities.

Unfriendly Norman loves to swear, bite and show inappropriate hand gestures, hes just nasty like that.

Sorry about a ton of norman hcs i just love him so much hes like the cutest thing ever to me

You.

I like you.

I plan on doing a full post on Unfriendly Norman hcs once we get a name down for him, but I love all of these. And I wanna do a full Norman hc post too!

[streaminn]

Twin anon here!

I think the council of anons is incredibly funny. I’m just gonna forever imagine us all sitting at a round table or something dhdhhd

on the moderates for streamer enid note I do think my theory would die then :( definitely be more aware of what siblings Enid had. I mean I think it was said before that Endespairs fandom knew she had a bunch of brothers so the closer my twin theory is to enid the more it kinda collapses.

Also because I’m here- I never realized how sad the twin theory was till he pointed it out. Like oh my god that is devastating. Like imagine the twin you have marrying your idol that’s actually so horrifying. (It’s also a good fanfic idea for a cheating au…)

NAWH BC

Enid spent three years attached to Wednesday, going through all kinds of shit together and you're telling me-

One break, just two years of far apart so they can build their own lives and Wednesday gets married to enid's twin

Girl would be devastated. Obviously you aren't entitled to someone's feelings but Enid, who most likely has a more successful twin in terms of wolfing out and thus better connections to the birth family- holy shit, she'll be bitter. She'll wonder, what is it like, to have everything she wanted. Everything she needed. A family, better treatment and her mate.

She wonders what's it like to see them dead

Its not even an idol thing either twin anon! I like to think, Enid genuinely loves Wednesday at this point and like, it'll probably hurt to see someone get so close so easily. But she'll accept it, she's Wednesday's best friend, she needs to accept it.

And when she stands in the altar, in the wrong side of the platform, she will clasp a hand so dangerously close to her twins neck and whisper a congratulations before Wednesday walks down the aisle.

Can you blame Enid, for closing her eyes for just a moment and wishing that Wednesday was walking to her?

The toast afterwards is essentially a confession. She spills her whole feelings, of the gratitude and the greatfulness and the love she has for Wednesday. She waxes it with waving hands and trembling fingers. Wednesday is smiling at her throughout this and it hurts bc her hand is on someone else's and not hers.

Nobody reads it more than a clingy bestfriend who most likely can't spend more time with the other now. Nobody sees the shine of tears barely hidden back and theres a tremble to the glass she's holding when she finishes.

By the end of the whole thing, Enid hugs Wednesday like it was their very first time. It's tight, just like how Wednesday wanted and the sigh that she earns from that has Enid free falling back into how in love she is with Wednesday.

But, it isn't reciprocated and so she pulls back and the tears are spilling. Wednesday chuckles and wipes it away with such softness and care that was once only theirs.

She says, "I love you too, Enid." she sees the love, yes but she is blind for she doesn't see how willing Enid is to die for her. She doesn't see the regret of pushing for the necessary space between them, she doesn't see- she doesn't know that werewolves mate for life.

Enid smiles and savors the eyes of her love. She traces the skin on Wednesday's face, the dip of her dimple and gives a single kiss to Wednesday's forehead. It isn't enough, it's never enough but Enid can't be selfish so she pulls away.

She walks out of the event and Wednesday's life with such ease that it leaves her gasping down a block away.

Enid feels like a ghost since that day onward, untethered and lost in the world.

Idt streamer Enid would exist at this point if the twin thing were true 😭 she'd prob just be a movie reviewer like the og concept of sin. If she ever does become Endespair, she'll probably have a more sarcastic and melachony vibe to the streams. Not alot of Wednesday simping, just cold analytics and if you're a Lil delulu, fondness in her tone.

Didn't expect it to turn into a whole ass drabble but I'm feeling angst so I hope yall liked it.

[dearweirdme]

Tae's lives have diminished any and all doubts I've ever had about his relationship with jungkook. People are taking the first live too casually imo. It was a huge huge revelation. Just replace jk with any lady, and tae saying that she sings that song for him. It's such a sweet and romantic song. People would've jumped with that piece of info and anyone denying it would've been called a delulu y/n. But since it was jk, most of them have straight up brushed it under the rug.

Them being sighted on dates etc has always been justified by the larger fd as just bros hanging out, even if they forget that you don't usually book tables in advanced at very expensive restaurants just to hang out with your bro, or even book an entire suit for filming a dance challenge.

Anyways, even if those dates were overlooked, how is this serenading platonic?

Army are usually quick to pick out even minor details in members' lives but somehow none of them, apart from tkkrs, have picked up the very clear jk phantom from tae's live? It sounds so much like jk that even if you tried you can't deny that it's him.

I think those who still berate tkkrs should instead take a look at their own behaviours regarding tkk. They've been so quick to jump on the awkward bros wagon but can't even fathom the fact that there might be something b/w them.

Tae has never hidden much when it comes to him and jk and its bcs of ot7s that he is able to do so coz he is well aware that anything short of them coming out is gonna wake them from their stupor

Hi anon!

That first live was absolutely something. I think we were all shocked and endeared at the same time. Speaking for myself, I think I have a good idea about how much they love each other, and Tae missing Jk this much is absolutely something I feel is part of their connection. It's what I would imagine, but what I would not have expected to ever see. We pick up these small things and when looking at the whole all these small things combined is actually something huge, but we don't often see something so clear. Imo them at Dream was also huge, but the difference is that this was a spontaneous moment in which Tae just shared something he felt in connection to Jk. He was in his feelings, suddenly wanted to hear a song Jk always sings to him. It's a specific song to him and the meaning of that song is tied to Jk. Just hearing the song wasn't enough, he wanted to hear Jk sing it. It just fits in how I see them. I believe they are very capable of being without each other for times, they have friends they hang out with without the other, they have schedules and events and whatnot's to attend alone and they do just fine with that, but I also think they have a need for each other. A need for the comfort and love they can only get from each other... and that's completely normal to have in a relationship. Did Tae intent to share this with us? I don't think so.. you can kinda see him hesitate for a bit just before he says he want's to listen to the song Jk always sings for him, but he just went for it because it's what he felt and there's really nothing more satisfying than to be able to just say what you feel when the feelings are strong. I think we just witnessed Tae being in the moment.

Ofcourse Jkkrs and anti's were quick to call him an attentionseeker like they always do. But they are just doing that because it fits their own ideas and Tae being honest will stand in the way of whatever it is they choose to believe.

The funny thing is though, that after Tae's latest live (the one in bed with sounds of someone else there) I got only one ask (!) saying Tae was alone in his bedroom. That's it! No "you're delusional", no "it was Jennie", no "It was a friend", no "if it was Jk it's because they're friends"... nothing! And it's been unexpected. I have been wondering if this is going around fandom even, because we all know how Jkkrs and anti's are usually very quick to jump in my asks and get all angry... and I don't actually think me posting Taekook pics really works in keeping them away 😂. So I do wonder what's up with that. Have they all decided to just ignore it completely? Are they dumbstruck? Do they realize it's Jk and they know they can't call Tae an attentionseeker when Jk is actually next to him?

[fairybinie]

COPYCCINO — 30: before the storm

synopsis: soobin has been talking to who he thought was his unrequited crush on messages, only to find out through a visit to their coffee shop that it was in fact not them. not only does he meet the real y/n, he runs into their friend yeonjun, an ex friend of his who he has some unresolved issues with. as soobin and the real y/n are getting to know each other, yeonjun and soobin are working through their misunderstandings, as well as trying to figure out who the catfish was.

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a/n: written (4.8k) + smau. light profanity, a bit suggestive, me attempting my best to describe the observatory i went to a couple years ago and me being peak delulu 🥴

the special moment that all lovebirds look forward to the most.

the first date.

after spending the week anxiously waiting for the day to come, having conversations wondering how it’ll go, it’s now about to happen.

y/n wasn’t planning to put their heart on the line, let alone actually develop feelings for this boy. ever since that day he walked into the cafe, finding out what the real dilemma was, they thought that was gonna be it. the primary reason for their interaction would revolve around this person who catfished soobin, with their own pictures.

but then that problem went away. and they were still talking.

y/n tried not to think about the logistics of anything. is it odd that they now like the boy who got catfished with their very own photos? maybe. it wasn’t their fault that happened though. nobody can control how they feel.

especially if it’s reciprocated.

you could say the same thing for soobin. he got his heart broken finding out the person he admired so dearly turned out to be who they said they weren’t. he found out by meeting the actual person too, nobody can make this up. his heart needed time to heal, and turns out that healed heart found something to keep its beats going. it found someone.

fast forward to the present, each of them scrambling inside their closets to find something presentable. there’s y/n having an internal battle deciding whether they want to do just cute or just casual, as if they can’t do both. on facetime with the trio after deciding that their texts did absolutely nothing for them.

with the help of yeonjun, taehyun, and kai, their outfit was finally assembled. a creme crewneck that was slightly oversized, a pair of plain black shorts they had to dig to find considering all they own were ripped items, their white air forces which were still in their prime thanks to taehyun, that man is crazy about keeping things clean. lastly, some accessories and beanie to pull everything together. it did end up being both simple and cute, especially complimenting the weather as it was starting to finally get chilly out. after a couple hours in distress, y/n was finally satisfied. yeonjun takes all the credit, of course.

soobin on the other hand, had it fairly easier. after checking in with kai over an outfit he was contemplating on, deciding that beomgyu and sieun also did absolutely nothing for him, he was all set. a designed black hoodie with a nice pair of black sweats and his white shoes to tie everything together. the man did spend a while pondering if he should wear his glasses, or if the look was better as it was. remembering the times he’s worn his glasses in front of y/n, the compliments he received, he ultimately decided to go for it.

this time around, y/n stopped by soobin’s dorm to pick him up, as they were driving in y/n’s car. soobin did offer to ride on his bike together, but it was quickly shut down after looking at how long it would take to get there on two wheels. no way.

after greeting each other, not missing the chance to compliment each other for both wearing air forces, several blushes exchanged, the two were now on their way to the desired location.

“i can’t believe we were gonna ride on your bike,” y/n turns the music down to speak after quite some time. they offered to play some tunes as they drove to spare the times they weren’t talking, which was a great decision as the two shared some high notes together.

soobin brings his attention back onto y/n after staring out the window for a bit, admiring the scenery that was the orange and pink hues in the sky. 

“i didn’t think it would take us two days to get there,” soobin defends. he chuckles after adding, “it’s crazy what the difference between a car and a bike could be.” 

y/n nods in astonishment, remembering how genuinely surprised they were at the difference in destination arrivals. 

“can’t say i wouldn’t enjoy those two days on that bike,” y/n notes slyly. they definitely would’ve just kept this to themselves, but throughout the week, they decided that they wanted to be more daring. slowly, they've been more open with soobin and it’s led to many cute moments. 

soobin has definitely noticed. 

the boy smiles shyly to himself as he readjusts his seatbelt. gotta do something with your hands. “i would too.” 

a comfortable silence ensues as they’re both left with their thoughts in their mind. before they knew it, they finally arrived. 

setting their car into park, y/n locks the doors as they remain in their place, leaving a confused soobin to sit and stare. 

“you’re not gonna like this,” y/n warns, some pity written all over their face. 

soobin blinks as he takes off his seatbelt cautiously. “i’m not gonna like what?” 

“we have to walk.” 

the seatbelt is off and soobin laughs, finding y/n’s randomness endearing. “i don’t mind walking a bit.” 

“we have to walk up a hill.” 

soobin nods his head slowly, not entirely seeing the point. the boy hates exercise, but there are exceptions. “i don’t mind walking up a little hill.” 

y/n shuts their eyes, hoping it wouldn’t lead to this but unfortunately it did. they bring their hand to gesture towards the green landscape in front of where they’re parked. “that’s the hill.”

and it was huge. 

soobin feels a dry gulp in his throat. he saw that hill when they parked, but he was hoping there was another way to get to the observatory instead. he was way wrong. there were no exceptions, he hates exercise. 

“do you wanna just grab a burger and call it a day?” 

y/n pushes his shoulder and soobin smiles, more so because he’s dreading the walk. 

“cmon let’s go, it’s gonna be fine.” 

before he could protest, the doors were unlocked and y/n was out of the vehicle, forcing him to do the same thing. they walk side by side as they cross a small bridge, finally being met with the obstacle they feared. 

the walk wasn’t as bad as soobin had expected, but it was still tiring. the more they kept going, the steeper the hill felt. he’s internally grateful that he has long legs to withhold all this force or else he’d be dead meat. 

can’t say the same for y/n. they were not blessed with long limbs. surprisingly, soobin made his way to become a bit ahead than y/n. the boy had to look behind him a couple times to make sure y/n was still following. 

as they make their way to the end of the hill, a deep hole into the ground takes soobin by surprise as he just barely dodged it. he stops in his place to see y/n about to walk right on it, and warns them quickly. 

“hey, there’s a-” 

too late. y/n nearly face planted on the ground if it weren’t for soobin catching them into his arms, y/n’s hands fidgeting around to find a place to settle. redness seeps into their cheeks, their face feeling hot. in hopes that soobin couldn’t notice that, they look down at their shoes and attempt to ignore the fact that they almost ate it. 

“terry’s not gonna be happy about this one,” they joke, commenting on the fact that their shoes had some dirt on them now. so much for those clean five months. 

soobin smiles at the fact and doesn’t miss the chance to joke around. “i thought you knew the way around here,” he says in reference to the fact that y/n has been here before. 

y/n rolls their eyes as they stomp the dirt off their shoes one last time. “and i said it’s been a while, your point?” 

the two face right in front of them and they realize all that hard work has come to an end, seeing that the observatory is right there. before they can comment anything, the pair realize that they’re still holding hands. they glance at each other, the purest smiles on their faces. almost as if it was insinuated, they stay that way and y/n continues. 

“let’s head on, shall we?” 

the two head straight forward, hand by hand, butterflies in their stomach, ready to have a good time by the stars. 

...

walking into the place, soobin was filled with so much joy. it almost looked like a plaza inside, with a mini museum alongside the actual planet and stars presentation a couple rooms over. there’s a built in food court with a variety of food options, and of course the view on the roof. one could say this was heaven. soobin would say this is disneyland. 

the pair find their way to the receptionist as soon as they walk in. a bright young lady who seems to enjoy working there is behind the desk. 

“welcome! how can i help you?” she greets the couple. 

soobin and y/n exchange a quick look from happiness before y/n begins to talk. 

“two tickets for your next planets program please,” y/n asks, unknowingly squeezing soobin’s hand from their excitement. 

the lady searches on her computer and gives a curt nod, a slight hum escapes from her lips. “the next showing is in about ten minutes, is that alright?” 

soobin’s eyes light up hearing this. the sooner the better. “couldn’t be better!” he says out loud, a bit embarrassed by his demeanor. y/n however, finds it adorable. he’s just like a big kid. 

the lady emails their tickets and gives one last goodbye before they head off. “tickets for two, enjoy the show!” 

the pair exchange some thank yous and begin to walk over to the room where the showing will be. ‘tickets for two’ kept replaying in y/n’s mind, it’s almost like a confirmation that it really was the real deal. a date. 

the air inside was crisp, the air conditioning at the perfect temperature and it seems like there’s even a hint of some scent as well. ocean breeze, they think. 

when they finally go inside the room, they see how truly huge yet compact it was. the seats were structured like a circle, the rows getting bigger as the circle gets wider. the projector screen is right above them. 

they take their seats along the middle, finding a space where it wasn't too crowded. the presentation should start any minute now, and everyone in that room is filled with anticipation. 

the two sit restfully in their seats, waiting quietly. y/n shifts their head over to look at soobin, who is looking up above. they take in his features, almost like this was the actual show. the purple lighting inside the room made him look out of this world. like this was in a movie. the way his glasses sit perfectly on his face, they couldn’t believe a pair of specs could suit a person so much. perfectly shaped and perfectly clean, the black color matching his entire appearance so nicely. the way his hair is not too messy, a few pieces going in different directions giving it that every day look. reminiscent of boba pearls. the way his eyes are fixated above him, looking ever so glossy and full of life. the color was plain, yet it still felt so different than the others. they had no problem getting lost in them. the way his nose is the perfect size, feeling the instinct to boop it with their finger. the way his dimple is peeking through his cheek despite not smiling, almost like it was a restful home. the way his lips gape open slightly, as if he couldn’t close it all the way, showcasing some of his teeth. as weird as it sounds, y/n loved his teeth. they weren’t perfectly straight, but whenever he smiled they were as white as milk, its structure reminding them of a rabbit’s. his lips are plump and colored, looking ever so healthy and not chapped at all, giving them the urge to kiss- 

“what’s on your mind?” 

shoot. 

y/n is taken aback slightly, blinking a couple times to bring them back into reality. they see soobin is looking deep at them, a small smile on his face. he looks so peaceful, just waiting for the show to start. 

“nothing, just,” y/n hesitates while searching through his eyes. the galaxy was meant to be right above them, but they find it inside him. ‘you’re really pretty’ they want to say. 

“enjoy the show, bean.” 

and with that being said, the room begins to slowly dim until it’s completely dark. some earthly music starts playing, and an announcer takes over everyone’s ears. 

“what exactly, is the galaxy?”

...

after the viewing was over, y/n and soobin decided to look around the museum a bit. plenty of paintings hung all over the walls, the plaques displaying their meanings. a few sculptures presented at certain spots that left them in awe. they weren’t art people, but it really left an impression on them. 

going to the food court to get a bite was next on the itinerary. the two would go on to share some conversations while simultaneously blowing on their noodles. they sat outside, having a perfect view of the hill right beside them. a few jokes were made about the fact that they went through hell on that hill, dreading the fact that they would have to come down again when they leave. surely it should be easier, since they’re going down instead of up. 

now, they’re outside on the upper level of the observatory. the stars inside were beautiful, but nothing can ever beat the real thing. they’ve been here before the sun was about to set, and now the dim night sky has taken over, showcasing the bright twinkles in the sky. the air is brisk, chilly as y/n had expected and hoped for. the heat was finally coming to an end. 

surprisingly, they were the only ones out here at this hour. they’ve definitely utilized it, talking about anything they could think about. 

“you were right,” soobin speaks up after some time. he faces y/n to his side while leaning his elbows against the ledge. “it’s beautiful here.” 

y/n beams hearing that. “i knew you would like it,” they reply in a sing song tone. 

soobin nods his head assuringly and thinks of an idea. “do you want a picture out here?” 

before y/n could say anything, soobin is already right behind them, whipping his phone out from his pocket. y/n turns around and slightly leans on the ledge, unsure with what to do with their hands. 

“you’re taking it on your phone?” 

soobin stops himself from opening his camera app on his already unlocked device and ponders about what he’s doing. it was like it was a natural instinct. he shrugs his shoulders gushingly with a soft laugh, “i mean, yeah.” 

y/n feels their cheeks begin to rise in heat as they attempt to figure out how to pose. they ultimately decide on a slight tilt of the head, arms stretched out behind them, the view behind complimenting their position. 

soobin begins to count down from three and the camera’s clicks can be heard. y/n slowly brings their eyes onto soobin, who doesn’t seem to know he has the biggest smile on his face. maybe they’re crazy, but perhaps they’re the reason why. 

y/n scurries away from where they were standing and begins to push soobin to where they once originally were, leaving the boy to remain confused. y/n whips their phone out from their pocket and starts to unlock it, getting their camera ready. 

“you need pictures too!” 

soobin tucks his phone behind him as he starts to pose a bit, a peace sign being the most natural thing he could do. he may be stiff, but y/n thinks he’s gorgeous. a simple peace sign, a head tilt, his eyes closed shut with a small smile makes their heart melt. 

they gather around to view the photos, asking to send each of them to each other. before they can put their phone away, y/n brings the camera onto selfie mode. soobin takes the hint and instinctively fixes his hair, a habit of his. the two get as comfortable as they can, noticing that the longer they took these photos the more close in proximity they became. by the end of it, y/n is leaning onto his upper right chest, soobin’s head resting peacefully onto theirs. 

it was at this moment when soobin began to think about what sieun had told him not too long ago, their first hangout that wasn’t detective work. 

‘if you really like y/n for who they are, not all the yun stuff, then you have your answer.’

soobin wants to keep doing this. he wants to keep doing this with y/n. throughout his whole life, he hasn’t been the daring kind. always stuck to his routine, comfortable in his own skin. y/n completely changed that for him. putting aside how they originally met, y/n’s introduced him to so many new things. something as small as hot chocolate, to now, a place that has what he absolutely loves. stars. 

he wants to be with y/n for who they are, not yun. they were never yun, yun was them.

and he thinks he has an answer. 

“can i tell you something?” he asks after they’ve repositioned themselves where y/n is leaning on the nearest pole, soobin only a few inches in front of them. 

“you can tell me anything.” y/n’s voice is as quiet as it can be. all of a sudden, it’s like the whole world can hear. it’s just them. 

soobin takes a second to compose his thoughts, figuring out how to speak them without sounding jumbled. he decides what’s best for him is to get straight to the point. that’s all that matters anyway. 

“i’ve gotten over yun.” he says confidently. it also happens to be the first time he’s said it out loud, almost like it was a confirmation. there’s nothing to take back. 

y/n’s heart skips a beat, wondering if this was gonna go where they think it was gonna go. they only hoped for the best. “have you now?” 

the boy nods his head in agreement, a hum escaping from his lips. now was the time to explain. 

“i’m gonna be honest, it was hard at first. i’ve never had someone be so open about their feelings for me so i just took them as my whole world,” he lays his heart out. y/n does their best to listen, even if it does sting a bit. but they must realize this was before they met. 

“... and then they lied to me, using your pictures,” he sighs in disappoint. “i didn’t want to continue liking someone like that.” 

“... for a few days i thought about what they meant to me. that if there was a chance for forgiveness, and part of me really considered it.” 

it hurts y/n to hear him say that. feeling sorry that he’s ever stooped to that level. a person who deceits this terribly doesn’t deserve to be forgiven this easily. 

as if soobin could read their mind, he shifts towards a different direction. the one he intended on.

“... but hanging out with you, getting to know you, i’ve realized that this is what a good person is. someone who’s honest, down to earth, loving,” y/n doesn’t miss the chance to blush. 

“... i want to spent my time with someone like that. if i’m gonna have feelings for anyone, i want them to be for someone just like that. so i’ve moved on.” 

y/n had honestly thought that’s where he was going to end it. just a disclaimer, he’s moved on. that was good news on its own, but it was far from over. 

“sieun told me that you and yun are two different people,” soobin recalls, a transition towards his final point. 

y/n chuckles in agreement, clicking their tongue in the process. “she’s not wrong.” 

“you’re you, yun is yun,” soobin starts to close the distance between them a bit more before the words finally escape from his mouth. 

“... and i like you.” 

he finally said it. just where they were hoping it would go. 

“... you’re you, you’ve always been you. not yun. i like you for you, y/n. not anything that has to do with them.” 

if y/n had any doubts, this would be the most reassuring thing they’ve ever heard. but they’ve always trusted soobin. they didn’t think he’d ever develop feelings, but they can say they never thought he’d consider them the same person. 

“...and, yeah,” he could’ve said more, but he was already embarrassed enough. he technically just confessed. it was all y/n needed to know. 

“i like you too, soobin.” y/n adjusts their position so they’re standing a bit more straight. 

“i never thought i’d develop feelings for you, but something shifted in the middle of it and i’m glad it did.” 

even if y/n said anything else, he wouldn't have heard. his mind is too fixated on the fact that they like him back. 

the two stand for a few more beats, stupidly looking at each other in admiration. as if their minds were telepathically communicating, cherishing the moment as much as they could. 

“so..what happens now?” y/n asks, stretching out the question. 

soobin purses his lips in thought until he remembers what happened earlier today. y/n had no idea, but he knows that they were staring at him earlier. staring at him with thoughts in their mind. 

“what were you thinking about earlier before the show started?” he brings up. to avoid any further questions, or y/n using the opportunity to act dumb, he specifies. “when we were sitting in our seats and i had asked you.” 

if y/n wasn’t thrown off by the confession, they were definitely thrown off now. they stutter quietly as they think about the best possible answer they could come up with. 

“i..i told you. to enjoy the show.” 

soobin tilts his head in doubt while sucking in his breath. “hm, i don’t think that was it. what was it really?” 

y/n scoffs and rolls their eyes, crossing their arms in defense. “i thought you weren’t a mind reader mr. psych major.” 

“i can be when it comes to you,” he replies nonchalantly. 

ooh. 

y/n gives up. they’ve already told him they like him, what more could they lose. 

“i was thinking about how pretty you are,” y/n adds in a rushed whisper. “about how pretty your lips are.” 

soobin widens his eyes with a smirk on his face. he gestures his hand towards his ear and bends forward in a teasing manner. “what was the last part? couldn’t hear.” 

y/n scrunches their nose in annoyance, wondering where the cocky attitude came from. they sigh in defeat, responding with clenched teeth. “about how pretty your lips are.” 

he expected the answer, but still, soobin couldn’t deny the fluttering sensation that just ensued. 

“thought so,” he comments while asking one last question. “is that everything?” 

maybe they were tired of holding back, or maybe it’s because they actually wanted to go through with it already, but y/n immediately gave in. 

“about how i want to kiss them.” 

soobin responds with a ‘hm’ while shifting his gaze back onto the sky. 

“glad it wasn’t just me.” 

he lets the comment sink in before looking back at y/n, a bit of a sorrowful look replacing his confident demeanor. “i’ve never kissed anybody before.” 

y/n is genuinely surprised by this, their face probably giving it away. how could he have never kissed anyone? there’s nothing wrong with that, but based on who soobin was, they figured that he’s at least had the opportunity before. he’s a great guy that anyone would love. 

“i have once,” y/n admits. “wasn’t that great, though.” 

soobin feels his heart drop to the pit of his stomach, a bit disappointed that he wouldn’t be their first as they would be his. 

“must’ve been a lucky person,” he mutters under his breath, but decipherable enough where y/n could hear. 

they chuckle a bit before revealing everything else. “oh yeah, his way of thanking me for giving him my last cookie during recess. we crashed lips and then i cried after because he tasted yucky.” 

once he realizes they were a child, soobin feels a sense of relief come over him. 

technically it doesn’t count. 

“i want to,” soobin hesitates. “i just don’t know how.” 

y/n considers his honesty before thinking about their next move. they reach for soobin’s hands, to which he lets them hold, and they pull him near them so they’re only inches apart. 

“from what i know, you could put these here,” y/n places his hands on their waist, soobin finding them to be a perfect fit as he lets them get comfortable. y/n brings their hands to wrap themselves around soobin’s neck, to which soobin lowers himself a little to match the height difference.

“and i could put these there.” 

if they chose to, they could listen to the sound of their breathing. their faces are right there, all that’s left to do is the actual deed. two people, giving looks of readiness. about to have their first kiss. 

“what if i taste yucky too,” soobin asks, he’s being half serious, at this point he’s just saying anything. 

y/n snorts while bringing their head down, their hands securing themselves tighter around soobin’s neck, him doing the same thing on his part. y/n collects themselves as they bring themselves to look back up at soobin, closing their lips while looking at his in thought. 

“i doubt that.” 

through each second, their heads began to move closer to each other, the tips of their noses barely touching. soobin’s head tilting one way while y/n’s tilts the other. the only thought being on both their minds is if their breath smells okay. 

soobin’s had his eyes open the entire time, not trusting his sense of vision. he sees y/n start to close their eyes, so he only figured he should do the same thing. he doesn’t know how close their lips are at this point, but his eyes are fully closed, and it’s not until he feels a warm set of skin where he knows they’re finally in contact. 

it’s slow. there’s no need to be rushing, no intensity, this was their first kiss after all. their lips taste sweet, y/n’s being their vanilla chapstick they reapplied earlier that night while soobin’s tasting like the cherry icee he had for lunch. cherry vanilla, a sweet flavor for a sweet kiss. 

for being his first kiss, soobin is surprised he’s making just as much effort as y/n was. he was worried that they would be doing most of the work, since they seem to be more knowledgeable about how this goes. the fact that y/n has started to move their hands around to where they began to tug on soobin’s hair told him that he was doing something right. he feels their fingers swirl around his dark set of hair and it drove him crazy. 

he doesn’t even notice that his hands have moved up y/n’s waist to their middle to upper back until he feels himself start moving y/n up against the pole. the night was as quiet as it could be, no crickets chirping, no cars driving on the highway near the place. just the sound of their lips smacking against each other ever so delicately. 

y/n feels their stomach begin to twist around, their blood circulating through their fingers down to their toes, once they feel soobin’s tongue begin to ask for an entrance. they weren’t planning on going this far, frankly they were surprised that soobin even acted upon it. 

they let him in. 

they weren’t shoving theirs down each other’s throat, it was almost like each of them knew how far was enough. the sighs escaping from each of their lips every now and then indicates that they were enjoying it. 

almost instinctively, both of them began to feel their throats closing up, a sign that their air supply was starting to give out. nobody was timing it, but it was certain this kiss went on for a good few minutes. 

getting their last few moments in, they finally release. 

they remain with arms wrapped around each other, each having to lick the strings of saliva from their mouths clean. they’re searching through each other’s eyes, attempting to figure if they really had just kissed each other. a smile creeps up on their faces when they realize they most certainly did. 

“well,” soobin’s voice sounds hoarse. his first time speaking after all this. it comes across more as a statement than a question. 

y/n feels their cheeks begin to hurt as they reply with satisfaction. 

“definitely not yucky.” 

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© fairybinie

[onlyjaeyun]

I think my head is going to explode.

He asked if she was ok.

Lowkey that is huge.

(AND SHE FREAKING KNOWS ITS HUGE. SHE TOTALLY KNOWS.)

And it’s bothering him that she’s not ok. He hasn’t lost interest he’s freaking worried. That’s why he hasn’t been back. But she doesn’t know that. Omg.

What is he going to dooooooo? (Because this Hoon is delicious. He is a man of ACTION always. Nothing simmers in him too long before it comes out one way or another. That’s why he touched her in the first place. That’s why he beat up Jaemin. That’s why he said something to Fuma. His feelings really do drive him and honestly I love it.) Is he just gonna show up? Kidnap her and force her to go get her nails done? My money is on randomly showing up…Like Riki’s at his house for some whatever thing so Hoon just goes down and starts banging on her door and she answers wearing his shirt (because the forgetting him is NOT going well)…

I don’t want to pin all my hopes and dreams on this but like… I’m really rooting for him to do something healing here. I mean maybe he’s not there yet but MAYBE HE IS or maybe he is so high key desperate for her body (at least that’s the excuse he’ll tell himself) that he’s willing to take care of her a little to get what he’s craving.

GAH! I don’t know. I have no idea where you’re going next but MAN am I desperate to get there. Like there is no denying he’s bothered by her pain. It’s there. He’s angry about it—but it’s full there on his angsty little tumblr. Her pain truly upsets him—but forreal that is nothing new (just ask Jaemin).

I know you’re cooking up some way to bring them back together. (And I’m obviously dying to know what it is) I figured (because I feel like you’ve hinted at it?)—though I could be totally wrong—but I figured that they would start to fall for each other again even before they realized that their initial fallout was due to a misunderstanding and maybe I’m delulu but I’m wondering if this particular moment is going to be the start of that like…manifesting? Because I mean I know the hate is there, but there’s also something else—something deeper and it’s so clear and I just love how hard both of them are trying to pretend that something doesn’t exist.

But you can only fight being someone’s soulmate or whatever for so long ya know…

see what i mean? how is this not the most beautiful commentsry on a piece of work youve ever seen?? I LOVE WRITERS SO SO SO MUCH 🥺 thank you for this baby, i really hope you know how much i appreciate your asks, they really make my day :(

i love how you commented I KNEW IT on the last chap bc i knew you'd say smth and i got so gigglybfkenfoemfl ngl i wasn't gonna make him beat them up just warn and scare them a little but this ask and your thoughts inspired me to do more bc it fits his character so well so thank you so much angel 🥺💗

i don't wanna spoil too much but your thoughts and assumptions about his feelings for her changing is definitely quite close to what i have in mind and i love how similar our brains work 🤭🤭 can't wait for your resction when you read the next chapter bc our baby's been a little unsure about herself and well, hoon's the one who might give her a hand or two to desl with those bad thoughts..all im gonna mentionnis a mirror!🤕

[starsurface]

Hello! I'm really loving your content so far, and I think you're a really good writer! Would you mind doing some age regressor headcanons for Rain (MK1)? Thank you so much in advance! Again, I really love your work!

🥺🥺

AWH SHUCKS REALLY?? I was actually so nervous writing headcanons because I've never done it before and have only ever written stories, but I'm so glad you enjoy them!! :3

Thank you so much!!! <3

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Regressor Rain Hcs

💧 Regresses to about 3-5

💧 Ngl, I could also totally see him middle regressing too

💧 ^ Maybe to like 11-14?? Claims he doesn't need a babysitter when he's in this headspace but absolutely does

💧 Mr. Bossy Pants over here 😒 (joking, I love him

💧 If we ignore canon, Tanya and him will hang out and find little froggies that are totally in the castle's garden!! :D

💧 Adores being read to but will demand it being a big kid book

💧 Although will very quickly get upset over his own decision and silently pout until you notice him

💧 CG’s would probably be Kitana, Mileena, Tanya, and maybe Reiko (I'm delulu, leave me alone)

💧 They're all his Sissy’s and the dog that never stopped following him, fr 😒 (joking, I love Reiko

💧 Not incredibly open to being watched by others

💧 Maybe if he's extremely close to the person

💧 Or accidently slipped around them

💧 ^ When Syzoth comes to be an ambassador, the first time Rain slipped around him was when he was in his reptile form because ‘’Anya! ‘Anya! It's a big froggie!! :D’

💧 No one had the heart to tell him otherwise and it made Syzoth incredibly happy (he'd probably become a babysitter or big brother or sorts later because of it)

💧 Favorite activities have to be playing outside or reading books

💧 His reading ability isn't the best when he's small but the proud little smile he has when he tries to read something to you is so worth it!!!

💧 Can and Will use his powers while small

💧 Please remind him that he has to be careful (he has definitely, accidently, flooded more than one room before trying to show off a new spell to you when he was a tiny bit too little to do it correctly)

💧 It might just be easier to set his staff to the side for the time being, even if he gets huff and puff about it

💧 I wouldnt say he's necessarily a brat??

💧 Looking at MKX/11 Rain (whose totally a brat), I like to think this Rain got some of his ego

💧 So he's definitely a bit bossy at times, but not necessarily a rule breaker

💧 It is HIS way or the high way!! >:/

💧 Not really, but he likes to pretend it is, he's actually mostly easy to watch over of you play your cards right

💧 Does not do well with punishments

💧 Honestly most times he probably would not even realize he broke a rule until after he's done it

💧 And will look at you all teary eyed because now he believes he's all naughty and he's going to get yelled at or sent somewhere away from you 🥺

💧 He normally doesn't do anything too too bad, so a small chat about it usually works

💧 If he does something bad like hitting or hurting someone, then it might require a small timeout

💧 (^ You do have to hold his hand through it, please do not leave this man alone :( )

💧 A little (lot) guliable at times

💧 You could firmly tell him that the stars are fish and he'd 100% believe you

💧 (^ Although big Rain will be incredibly grumpy afterwards for you tricking him)

💧 Praise! This! Man!

💧 He loves any kind of compliments!! Whether its about his drawings, or an easy spell he wants to show you, or he's trying to act all cute and get your attention, tell him he's a good boy and he will melt

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I'm not gonna lie I don't actually know a lot about Rain!! So I could totally redo these if you'd like!!

Also, y'all, the struggle to find ANY MK1 gifs of Rain??? Only found this pic (an amazing gif), but it was crazy!!

[pancakejikook]

So, I used to pretty active here, some of you might remember me. I'm not an army anymore but I still have a soft spot for jikook so I occasionally check on what they've been up to, but I don't delve deep at all and miss a lot of stuff. In the past few days however I was overcome by a sudden jikook-missing wave and started going through some of my tags from when my blog was active which made me miss them even more (and also made me realize that the overwhelming majority of the blogs I used to reblog from have since deactivated or just stopped posting/turned their blogs into something else, which was a bit sad). So I went to the jikook tag and started browsing a bit to see what was going on in the shipdom. I was a bit surprised to see how little activity there is in the tag compared to a few years ago, and there seems to be quite a mess going on: extremely polarized views compared to before, dubious amounts of delulu theories, and especially a lot of jikookers dropping the ship for one reason or another, although most or the reasons given make little sense to me (yes, I did see THAT post and all I'm gonna say is.. yikes). And like, you do you. We don't have to agree on everything. You know more than I do anyway lol, since I don't follow jikook closely. But there was one specific thing that kinda baffled me. The JM tattoo discourse. I'm late to the party, I know. I'm sure a lot was said at the time, but I wasn't around back then checking the tag. I was vaguely aware that jk talked about his tattoos in a live, and claimed the ARMY tattoo on his hand referred to armys (duh) and the J referred to Jungkook (makes sense). I literally didn't think anything of it at all at the time, I just thought it was nice of him to explain the meaning of his tats. But while scrolling through the jikook tag these past few days I realized that quite a lot of people considered that to be some sort of "debunking" that the JM stands for Jimin, sometimes to the point of dropping the ship because of it, or considering it the ultimate proof that jikookers have lost it if they still believe it stands for jimin and are now moving like teakookers or whatever. And I'm just, confused. I was like where is the debunking. Now. I'm not one for delulu theories. I think they can be fun sometimes, and I used to reblog some of them from time to time but for the most part I just thought they were cringe and always preferred to focus on jikook's actual actions and words (I never really actually cared if they were "real" or not, I just love their relationship and have enough reasons to believe they have feelings for each other and are attracted to each other, but how they deal with these feelings and attraction isn't really any of my business). However, the JM thing. I wasn't even aware it was considered a theory. For me it's just.. there. His ring finger literally spells out JM. Not a theory, it's a fact. Jk knows that JM is frequently used to refer to jimin, we literally have abundant proof of it. Jimin knows it. Armys know it. So unless you think Jungkook is a complete idiot who has somewhat never realized how that's gonna be perceived (which is possible I guess, but very unlikely), it was obviously deliberate. However, I never, ever, ever for a second thought that Jungkook would ever "confirm" it verbally one day. I see it as a statement on its own, that doesn't require an explanation and will never get one because it doesn't need one. It's just there, it speaks for itself, you can just choose whether you wanna see it or ignore it. So I was just puzzled to see people think there was any "debunking" going on. He didn't lie. Of course the M is part of ARMY. Of course the J is for Jungkook. But the JM is still for Jimin. He's not gonna say it because there is no need for him to. In a way, it's comparable to gcft. It's all there for everyone to see, and he knows it, but he's never gonna spell it out. He's never gonna say this is my love declaration for Jimin in video format. He doesn't need to, you'll see it on your own if you're open to it.

I really mean no offense but I feel that sometimes some people go so hard with the whole "I am SKEPTICAL because I'm smart and not a delulu shipper like you and I don't wanna be associated with you clowns" that it ends up circling back to being delusional except in the opposite direction. Apparently some of you genuinely think he just happened to put the J above the M, on his ring finger, and it just HAPPENS to read JM vertically. He also concidentally happens to never cover up the J with rings, and regularly gets the JM touched up but not the other letters (and I DID think jikookers were being delusional about this at first, but it kept happening and became undeniable so what was the point of denying it, I thought). All a coincidence. It doesn't mean anything, because Jungkook pointed out the obviousness of ARMY meaning his fandom and J meaning Jungkook. Did I miss something huge here?

[cocobittiebites]

Headcanons about the Main Four + Y/N (afab)

I just wanted to preface that this is just my Headcanons and all of this is for fun! If the characters seem ooc mind your buisness and let me live my delulu life. j/

Also for after having a convo with a friend of mine Y/N is gonna be specified at the top of post if their female, male or gender neutral presenting! Also I know Y/N is suppose to be a self insert but I lover writing personalities so heres some head canons that I have for her!

Kurapika

Always somehow smells like rain water and eucalyptus

Though he's tried to preserve as much of the traditions and customs of the kurta clan, he's slowly losing it as he goes deeper and deeper his attempt to avenge them.

Keeps a diary but is never consistent with it (sounds like his friendships)

Has the biggest rbf ever and no one is brave enough to point it out.

Absolutely despised fast food, would only eat it if it was the only option for him.

Has never kissed anyone on the lips in his life and most likely will never (sorry guys)

Has the best skin out of the whole group, he doesn't even do much its literally water and face wash

According to him his phone doesn't work, so he doesn't have Spotify to stream new artist (pls call your friend back). I do believe that he would listen to jazz and folk music.

Says he's above petty shit talking but once you get him going, he doesn't stop.

Up until he started wearing suits for his body guard job he use to hand sew his clothes.

Constantly forgets to get hair cuts and gets annoyed when his hair covers his face.

Doesn't respond to texts or calls. In the groupchat he just reads the messages and its rare that he shows up to the group hangouts

Leorio

Has a consistent smell of old spice and axe body spray

Has a thing against germs so he always has hand sanitizer on hand for whenever and wherever

Needs to be able to read something to learn it, thats why learning nen was hard for him. (apparently writing down knowelege is sacrilege in the hxh universe but whatever)

Hates modern art with a passion, all he sees are splotches of paint on a canvas with an overpriced tag attached to it.

I hate to say is girls, but he was not a feminist until Y/N beat the shit out of him for saying some bs analogy about locks and keys (if yk im sorry that yk). Would have definitly listened to one of those alpha male podcast. Kurapika almost broke his arm trying to hold Y/N back.

Has kissed one girl in his life, but it was BAD like real bad. He kept doing the kissy face (yk what I'm talking about) and gave the poor thing the ick.

Owns a planner yet never uses it.

Music taste is that of a middle aged father: Eagles, Alice Cooper, Chicago, Radio Head

The best gift giver and honestly the most thoughtful when it comes to his friends.

He'll listen to everyones problems. Honestly such a dad.

Biggest gossip, cannot shut his mouth to save his life

Killua

Smells like iron and burnt sage (grandpa zeno looks like he would be into that hippie shit ngl)

Wants to learn how to surf so bad but doesn't have the time

Y/N gave him a fidget spinner as a joke for his birthday, but he ended up loving it.

Only texts in the groupchat via meme reactions. Responds for both Gon and him because they're always together. Either way Leorio is just happy that someone is responding.

Is so judgmental on what you wear.

Thinks he's cool and edgy for listening to green day and panic! at the disco but really its what every twelve year old boy does.

Met Y/N before the rest of the group so now she's #number1trustedadult. This has caused her a lot of problems with the Zoldyck family, especially with Illumi.

Tried flirting with a girl once but in twelve year old boy fashion he ended up accidentally insulting her. He hasn't attempted to talk to a girl ever since.

Has ice cold skin, like touching it is like touching a corpse thats been stuck in the freezer

Bought purple shampoo for his hair because he noticed that the hard water in most places was discoloring his white hair.

Illumi has been blocked on everything except email, so every once in awhile he'll get random emails from Illumi's spam account.

Gon

Our sweet boy probably smells like salt water and wet forest

Has a wildlife analogy or story for every occasion

Killua has been trying to get him to change outfits, but he absolutely refuses to go into a department store after Aunt Mito lost him in one when he was younger.

Will eat absolutely anything edible.

Has a collection of stuffed animals from everywhere he and Killua have been.

He use to feed all the cats on the island. It gotten so bad that all the rodents on the island are nearly extinct because he's been keeping hundreds of felines alive.

The best swimmer out of everyone.

Does not have a specific type of music he likes but Killua got him to listen to the Weekend and they've bonded over that.

When he was younger he really wanted younger siblings because there weren't many kids on the island.

Has accidentally gotten high trying to eat a wild psychoactive plant on accident

Forgets he has a phone most of the time and when he texts back its mostly in emoji

Y/N

She probably smells like lemons and ink (you'll learn eventually)

A GIRLS GIRL (author would write her with the other female characters, however I feel like Y/N would have beef with them due to moral reason)

Like probably has thrown hands with Illumi in multiple occasions for saying that she would make a great Zoldyck house wife.

Really good at puzzles and anagrams.

Horrendously bad at math. Give her a problem more advanced than arithmetic and she's done for.

Has Aunt Mito on speed dial.

During the hunters exam she was paired up with Hisoka during the tower phase and lets say the two have a very (one-sided on Y/N's part) beef.

She's a specialist

got the ick from Chrollo for saying she's not like other girls

listens to all the sad girl artist: laufey, phoebe bridgers, taylor swift, lana del rey, fleetwood mac, e.t.c

Was a camp counselor for a few summers and made friendship bracelets for the whole group.

The only one in the group who has been to therapy (as she should).

Texts frequently in the groupchat, but is very bad at calling back.

[jellyfish-er]

I think my best friend and I like each other

(for the sake of this post we're gonna call my bestie Lucas because that's close to his name)

I am currently in the midst of a talking stage that's fizzling out. I vent about it to my best friend, and he listens as he has always been there for me. I'm a female so people ship us, but it has always been whatever, and we just let it bounce off us. Withing the past month as my talking stages has been failing quicker and quicker Lucas has been showing signs. He will randomly call me specifically for no reason. My main group of four pretty much only does group facetimes so this was my first sign. Two when he asks what I'm doing (pretty much always my hair) I'll send him a pic and he is always obsessed. I have 3 out of seven classes with him and he always wait for me no matter how long I take and no matter how far away his class is. My locker is on the second floor of our school and his locker is downstairs and he will walk upstairs through the hella busy staircase just to get me so he can walk me to chorus (in the basement) and then book it back to the first floor for his percussion class. I'm a self-aware person and I know I am not the best singer, but I have improved in the four years I have done choir and Lucas has seen almost all of that improvement, and never lets me doubt myself and is always telling me I have a great voice. (he might be more delulu than me lol) . Lucas makes and effort to make it to all of the choir only concerts even if that means he skips his black-belt class which he can only miss once every two months. Lucas is a percussionist (a damn good one at that) and I do color guard, so we always find something to talk about with our music programs and there is never a dull moment. Lucas texts/calls me before and after every competition and comes to all of the home shows and performances. He met me right before I joined guard and constantly tells me how he has seen me move from a crappy first year JV to the strongest flag on varsity. We are both extreme swiftes and he has stayed up so many nights helping me make bracelets for the concert I went to/ going to. I do my best to make him feel like the best version of himself that he can be, but I don't think I could ever compare to has ability to complement people. He is he sweetest most thoughtful person I have ever met and that is probably why we have been friends for 3 years. We have gotten closer over the past year, and he knows me better than I know myself and the same goes for me. Lucas is super protective and it's so weird because when I get hit on, he always intervenes before i can say anything. I admire all of these things about him, and I think I might be falling for him. Please for the love of God send me advice because I don't know what the hell to do. We have been friends for so long and if we got together, it could seriously screw our friend group and even more if there were issues.

edit: I totally forgot to mention this which is dumb because its half the reason I made this post lol. He is always pushing my hair out of my face. I have long, red hair and he loves it when I put it up and is always complementing me on it but when I wear it down it tends to get in my face when I do literally anything and I have to shove it out but recently he has been walking up behind me and pulling it back or just when we're talking he will brush it out of my face or behind my ear or something with the comment "I gotta move your hair cuz otherwise I can't see your beautiful smile." I know it's dumb and childish but ITS SO CUTE.

[flower-blooming-in-hell]

i need more friends tht are also low empathy so that i dont have to like. deal with high empathy ppl

also tbh its 100% bullshit that multiple relationships of mine have ended bc of me having psychotic episodes . like. why.

sometimes i feel like nobody ever even TRIES to understand my psychosis ????? like . or they act like im acting that way bc i want to, or whatever. when like ... im not gonna say that all actions i have taken in psychotic episodes are healthy, ive def been toxic and/or unhealthy at times when psychotic, but like. i have NEVER understood why i end up getting punished for being delusional :sob: instead of like, idk, trying to understand what triggered the episode and yknow. not getting pissed off at me for things i honest to god cant control, or getting pissed off at me for my attempts at coping with said things i cant control

im also thinkin more abt like. "hmmm what would i Not want in my relationship, based off of this most recent attempt" and i think ive picked out like ... a very specific thing tht took me off guard at the time but tht i didnt think was too bad? but now im like. hmmm. yeah i dont think id wanna deal with that again

which is just like. person who assumes the worst or gets freaked out when i talk abt my severe mental illness. like idk its just honestly part of my life, and im generally neutral about talking about it. or like ... someone who doesnt see the problem with using the terms "delulu" or "narcissistic abuse"? idk i just dont feel like having to gamble with teaching a person why both of those r ableist actually

yes im still very very very confused abt how and why he assumed i was dead/dying when i simply said i was having a psychotic episode and then slept all day