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My gift to @palebluebirdcomputer for the 2023 Moon Knight Mystery Swap! This was hosted by: @tiptapricot :D
It was a lot of fun working on this!! Below, you'll find that I had SO much more planned for this, but, because my computer hit the fan and decided to do a full system corruption (everything I worked on was lost), I only have the script and screenshots of it. However, I hope you enjoy plan B and have a great new years!!
(I don't know why on mobile it compresses these images horribly, but hey, they're not so compressed if you click on them or on computer! :D)
OKAY, so I was going to make this a different post, but I had an entire comic planned out haha.
This was the entire thing, aside from the reference page haha. EIGHTEEN PAGES WERE LOST. Worse? I already inked half of them and started coloring one. Wonderful.
First page - Jake turns off the blaring alarm. I managed to ink and color this page... well, color at least Jake in the Mr. Knight suit and the sarcophagus before my computer decided to die, so a win!
Second page - Included Jake waking up and getting ready for the day. I still have screen shots of the closet and this!! Hurray!!
After, it was basically a bathroom scene where Steven showed up, was like: "Hey, Marc's not getting up. Check what day it is today!" Jake checks, it's Rosh Hashana! Wow! No wonder why. Crazy. How do you want to spend it? Steven is like, I miss our families traditional food. Spoiler alert: They get the food and everyone sits down to eat together.
Next, Jake shows up and hangs out with Reese before Yehya bursts through the door with a lot of food. He would've walked to the kitchen, which is thankfully next to where everyone is (thank you Mission), and everyone else would follow suit as they helped put food away/prepare food (with banter, of course).
As they're putting away/preparing food, Greer shows up with William, and begins helping as well. We get a nice moment with Jake and William, where then he sends the kid off to grab Solider. William also gives Jake a "Happy Rosh Hashanah!" card spelt horribly that melts everyone's heart. Reese goes to put it on the fridge, and Greer and Jake have a nice moment together, now alone because Mission decided to make a wall to separate them from the others.
However, this is where the screenshots stop for some reason. After, it detailed the antisemitism in the past and how Marc feels uncomfortable with their Judaism because of everything that has happened, and because of that, how it's been a long time that they have fully celebrated Rosh Hashanah with their family. It effects Jake greatly because he loves his religion.
It ends off with them having a nice meal together and Marc finally showing up to say "Our new mishpocha... hm?" and Jake reciprocates the feeling.
HOWEVER! My computer decided to cry and crap itself, so now we're here with me longing for the snow. I hope you enjoyed this gift, even though it was Plan B, and once again, happy new years!! <3
#moon knight mystery swap 2023#moon knight#moon knight comics#moon knight 2021#moon knight art#jake lockley#william nelson#soldier moon knight#reese moon knight#steven grant#marc spector#yehya badr#dr badr#greer nelson#greer grant nelson#tigra#marvel fanart#marvel comics fanart#marvel comics#my art
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for the send in your name thing
Reese
Get to it when you can please! But no worries if you can't!!
of course!! Such a cool name :D

you have no idea how red this looks to me. Basically a translucent red screen over the words. Something about it is washing everything else out, so I see less of the green and blue. It does smell like cinnamon, which is pretty neat tho. The spicy stuff, that you get in powder form.
Thank you!! I’d love to do more of these so if you’ve got one, send em in
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Heyya pal, i hope your day gets better :"D Maybe next week will be your silly week, hopefully
*hands you this* Cheer up, Reese!!
AWAWAWAWA THANK YOU SO MUCH ;; You're so sweet to always send art/asks in my askbox ^^ I really appreciate it, thank you so so much!! ;;
I will stay silly. For Slater. And also Beebles.
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✨ if im not too late <3
sparkle positivity time // @storywolf (no longer accepting sparkle positivity thingo's at this time)
you are literally one of my favorite writers and favorite people on this blue hellsite and i can't wait for the day where i get to hold all the worlds books in my hands. when that happens, i will cry happy tears and then take a selfie with your books and send you the picture through discord.
kira, you are such a lovely person! you're so easy to talk to and always ready and willing to help someone (read: me) out. you literally taught me how to icon and how to gif stuff and how to put readable subtitles underneath my gifs and screencaps.
also, you are so talented! like? reese ayren? love her. absolutely one of my forever faves. 10/10. a+. no notes.
and the same goes for all of the muses on your multi-muse blog! i love all of those muses so much. it's always so fun to read about them, too.
and of course, i can't queue this without talking about wolf! i know his head is gonna get even bigger because of what i'm gonna say but this guy is so funny. he's hilarious. he's a riot.
(even if his backstory is really rather sad.)
he shows up, drops some knowledge and/or randomness (everybody say thank you doctor wolf!) and then he's off again.
also i just love the way you've weaved him into other universes! like, bitten? he's there. tvdu? he's there. he's there and it's like he's always been there. and of course he is. why would he not be? he travels throughout the universe / multiverse because of his magical abilities!
but i also like the fact that for all his whimsy, he also has some hard lines. wolf does not like hunters at all (or gods) and he's made that well known in certain threads.
you two have become such staples on basically all of my dashes, always, and i'm very grateful for that. so thank you and ily! :D
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Do your characters have a realistic image of their own intelligence? What about how they view the intelligence of others?
Have fun :D
Ofc I’m aware that this is a pretty interesting question so if you can’t answer it then that’s cool! I can send another one <3
This was a really good and interesting question to think about, thank you bestie! 💙
Nic has a pretty accurate image of her own intelligence. She's usually the smartest person in the room and she knows it. It is hard for her to judge others intelligence, though. Sometimes she thinks they are incompetent because they don't know the complex things she understands, and she assumes that those things are common knowledge. She appreciates that she found someone who can match her in Reese :)

This ask motivated me to write 150 words for Home is Where Your Light Shines Brightest.
Experiment Total: 84,833
#ask and you shall receive#bowl of shortness#zac speaks#writing#writeblr#my ocs#nic hadad#blorbo blursday#the great motivation experiment
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oooh for the WIP, blanket? or maybe close? thank youuuuu
You can find the ask game here! :D (Please send some in if you want!!)
Okay, I gotta do these few sentences because I think you haven't seen the couple of posts I've made about my new second long term wip, and this is too funny out of context to not share it salkghslgkhdlksdhgldshk
From Double Troubles:
He could probably come up with a bullshit excuse about why he can't go with the others immediately and why he needs to talk to Barry alone and away from everyone else.
He's not going to kill Barry. Come on!
Meadow shakes his head, and he closes the door behind him.
#Thank you for sending this in; Reese!! :D#the really bare bones short version of the concept of this fic is it's an 8th bird au but the 8th bird is an oc named Meadow#Meadow is one soul linked to two bodies; one that lives in the Material Plane and one that lives in the Plane of Logic#post voidfishing; Meadow remembers everything in the Plane of Logic because that body is from that plane and is also now in it#so it's immune to Fisher's powers#so in a very Barry-esque situation; they're trying to convince themself in the Material Plane to do things to figure out how to stop#Lucretia and find everyone without any memories lol#(spoiler alert; it doesn't go very well during the decade and he still struggles slightly during the campaign lol)#I can send you a link to the post where I go more in detail about it if you want :3#Gab gabs#ask game#written works of Gab#Double Troubles
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currently going through the poly route and the R + J scenes during the forest search is giving me this, especially if you choose to nearly trip to your death into the creek
https://twitter.com/holydangyo/status/851147519547416576?s=46&t=J7U80I4R_-NWdsdXttEG9w
The accuracy; I love it! 💚
I'm not sure which one if your fave, Anon. But I enjoy them all, especially that you're getting this vibe from how JR will grasp onto the MC. I guess tripping to death can have it's benefits. 😌
(Source: here)
#fernweh saga#JR tag#james corvin#reese verner#ruby verner#jane corvin#the way i mistakenly typed 'jane verner' at first instead of 'corvin'. Calm down @ myself. XD#tfs spoilers#fernweh saga spoilers#thank you for sending this! :D
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playing with a sarcastic little shit of a character who also has some mild (huge) self-doubt + anger issues and. they had some surprisingly cute interactions with reese,,, lightheartedly teasing him about his height, calling him pretty, sympathizing about The Issue and then him lowkey backing them up about the collar?? absolutely delightful 10/10 i think i've already found my favorite :D
rahghagsh I read over this ask so many times you have no idea- thanks for sending your thoughts in! I adore how the dynamic has been formed with your mc and Reese! I wanted him to be the first reasonable anchor to reality especially after everything mc goes through in the first chapter, so if a sarcastic mc engages with him, he’ll definitely reciprocate that due to his own nature (even if his intentions in his eyes are all selfish)
#asks#s&s: reese#chapter one spoilers#<- watch for this tag if y’all haven’t played yet#I could YELL I love peoples interpretations of their characters sm already#makes my heart full <3
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Comfort | Restart
Medtober day 3 + 4 (event by @page-doctor-bekker)
Med student!Sarah; everyone needs a real support system
Word count: 2335
CW: minor parental gaslighting/manipulation
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Sarah had hoped no one would notice, though she quickly realized her body gave itself away all too easily. No amount of caffeine could hide the sluggishness in her movements, her limbs feeling heavier than lead. If it wasn’t that it was probably the way her voice held no cheerful tone like it usually did, instead her words fell flat and had April casting her concerned glances.
She kept to herself that day, all too exhausted to even try to be social. As long as she made it through her clinical hours she could go home and sleep, at least for a few hours. She hadn’t gotten more than six the past few days, instead pouring over her textbooks that had taken their rightful place strewn across the floor. The exam for her latest rotation was coming up and Sarah was feeling the anxiety far more than usual. That was at the fault of her mother, though the woman would say it was her daughter’s problem alone.
“Sarah, you need to stop worrying over such silly things,” she had told her over the phone, “The only thing you should focus on is school.”
“Mom…”
“Now, you know how important this is. You don’t have time for friends, it will only slow you down. My daughter will be a doctor, right? You wouldn’t let me down after all this money I’ve sent…”
It always ended like that, the passive aggressive cherry on top of narcissism. Her mother wasn’t maternal in the slightest, though she would still use her relationship to Sarah for her benefit. Sure she made certain Sarah had all the money she needed to be successful, but it all came with a price. She was expecting her daughter to make a name for herself as a doctor, which would of course leave room for bragging and manipulation on Elizabeth’s part. Sarah’s whole future rested on her mother’s money as much as it did her own success, which was an unfortunate feat she was beginning to despise.
“Reese,” if she hadn’t already been sitting down, the sudden voice on her right could have knocked her off her feet. She winced at her own jumpiness, turning to look at Connor sheepishly.
“Dr. Rhodes,” she pushed a scrap piece of medical tape into her textbook before letting it fall shut on the marked page, “Hi.”
“You okay?”
“Yeah… yes of course. Just getting some studying in.”
“Uh huh,” he looked at her for a moment and Sarah knew she probably wasn’t helping her case by looking like a whole mess, “Ava was looking for you.”
Usually a mention of her mentor would immediately grab her attention and send Sarah scurrying off to find out what she wanted. This day, however, she wanted to do the opposite. Ava could see through her in seconds and Sarah didn’t have the energy to be chastised for being spacey or distracted. She was burnt out and as much as she enjoyed being on the surgeon’s service she would much rather go home.
“Oh?” Was all she said, getting to her feet. She checked her watch, realizing it was just in time for her break to begin. Sarah gathered her textbook along with her glasses she had opted to wear that day instead of contacts. One more look at Connor preceded her reply, “I’ll go find her in a bit then.”
She didn’t look back at the fellow but she knew he was probably watching her in confusion, her attitude much different than usual. Usually she would be following after Ava like a lost puppy, so the fact that she didn’t even ask where she was was wildly out of character. Sarah didn’t have the time to worry too much about it though, a chirp from her phone letting her know her mother had more to say to her.
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“Check on your med student.”
“What?” The look Connor got from his colleague was a guarded one, clearly she didn’t know where this was going. Connor and Sam had been pestering her for a while about her soft spot for Sarah Reese, so Ava had become accustomed to assume teasing would ensue at any mention of her.
“She looks like a mess today,” he said as he snatched a chip from the bag she had been munching on, “Bloodshot eyes and way more jumpy than usual, and that’s saying something.”
“What happened?”
Connor shrugged but couldn’t help the little smirk at how concerned Ava immediately became, “Don’t know. That’s why you should check on her.”
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Ava found her in the locker room reserved for med students and interns, thanks to one of Sarah’s classmates who pointed their instructor in the right direction. She wasn’t sure what to expect when she nudged the door open but what she got was a bit of a shock.
Sarah was sitting in front of her locker, knees pulled up to her chest and her grey scrubs already a bit dusty from the floor. She was staring blankly at the textbook propped up on the bench, completely unfocused from the words. She mustn’t have heard Ava come in because she didn’t react, the only sound being a sniffle.
“Sarah?”
Just like Connor had pointed out, she jumped far more than she had ever before. Ava knew the medical student was on edge most days, but this seemed a bit concerning. That worry only grew when she came around the corner to face Sarah properly, not expecting quite the sight she found.
Sarah’s eyes were swollen and red, as though she had been crying for quite some time. That theory was pretty much proven by the tears tracking down her ruddy cheeks, leaving little stains where they landed on her top. Her hands shook as they worried the fabric over her knees, a rhythmic movement that must have been an unconscious thought. The med student looked like she hadn’t slept for days or like she had been to Hell and back; or maybe both.
“D-doctor Bekker,” she looked up in alarm at her mentor, very deer-in-the-headlights as if she was terrified of what she might say. Something told Ava it wasn’t a coincidence that she hadn’t seen Sarah at all that day, since the other woman looked like she had been caught red handed by just the person she didn’t want to see.
“Hey, don’t do that,” Ava was crouching beside her without a thought, “What happened to formalities making you nervous?”
“I-”
“Sarah, what’s wrong?”
The brunette’s rapid head shake sent rouge curls tumbling into her line of vision, “Nothing! I’m fine.”
“Oh yeah you definitely look fine,” she was a bit shocked with the casual way Ava dropped onto the ground beside her, seeming unlike the focused surgeon she knew. Ava should be working, not sitting on the dirty locker room floor with her medical student who had spent the whole day avoiding her like the plague. Still, she showed no signs of leaving without an explanation, which made Sarah sigh.
“My cardio rotation exam is coming up…”
“Yes and? We’ve been preparing for this for weeks, Reese. You know the content like the back of your hand.”
“I don’t… it’s not that easy,” she protested, “If I don’t do perfect on every exam from here on out I might not match into the program I want. I need to be perfect, Ava.”
“No, don’t do that. You aren’t allowed to psych yourself out like this. You will do just fine, I didn’t train you to hide from the scary stuff now did I?”
“No…”
The blonde nodded affirmatively, “Exactly. So you’ve been studying and not sleeping, I take it?”
Sarah scoffed, “What gave it away?”
“The bags under your eyes are bigger than Connor’s ego,” she teased, “Plus the fact that you haven’t put that textbook away all day and you’re shaking like you do when you’re living off of caffeine.”
“Not fair,” Sarah sighed, “Don’t psychoanalyze me; that’s doctor Charles’ job.”
“Oh I would never take his job,” Ava replied, “I have a hateful relationship with Sigmund Freud and refused to do psych after med school.”
That was what finally got a smile out of Sarah, though it was followed by an incredulous headshake. Of course Ava would say something silly or unrelated to make her feel a bit better, she always did. She shifted uncomfortably on the hard flooring, looking at her mentor cautiously.
“Why are you here, Ava?”
“Because I needed to check on you.”
“You have other things to do…”
“Sarah, you’ve been spacey and avoiding me all day. I can’t very well let my star med student blow off rounds just to sit on this Petri dish of a floor and cry.”
“I’m sorry.”
“Don’t apologize, just tell me what’s really wrong so I can help.”
“I told you… exams.”
“Yeah but exam stress doesn’t often make you look like you’ve been crying for hours straight. What happened, Sarah?”
She knew she was backed into a corner, very aware of Ava’s concerned, stern eyes watching her every move. It’s not that she didn’t want to talk to her, Ava was probably the only person she wanted to talk to about this, but it wasn’t that simple.
“Exams are coming up; I’m moving to neuro in a couple weeks.”
“Yes? What… oh.” The surgeon seemed to have a sudden realization about what really was wrong. She sighed, slumping back against the locker beside Sarah’s before replying, “Reese, are you upset you won’t be on my service anymore?”
“Don’t say it like that,” she couldn’t help the whine in her tone, “I know I’m being a baby about it, just forget it.”
“No, Sarah,” the comforting hand that fell on her knee made her jump a bit, “It’s okay to be upset about it. I know you weren’t all too excited for CT in the beginning so it’s… rather endearing that you like it so much now.”
Sarah’s cheeks flamed at that and she tried to hide them behind her hands, not replying. She hated how upset the thought of rotation change made her, especially since she never even wanted to do cardio. Pathology was going to be her specialty in the end so that’s the residency she was applying for. She had no reason to feel so attached to cardiothoracics, not to mention the gut wrenching worry that Ava would forget about her.
“Hey,” Ava nudged her gently, “Sarah?”
“My mom is on my ass,” she admitted suddenly, “She’s very controlling and our whole relationship is based on money. She expects me to only think about school and stop ‘playing around’ in clinicals because I’m supposed to go to path in the end. That’s why I wanted to hate cardio, I shouldn’t have gotten attached.”
“Oh.”
“Yeah,” she shook her head, “It’s irrational the way she makes me so anxious but… I need to do perfect, Ava. I can’t afford any other outcome, you know?”
“That’s far too much pressure on you,” Ava looked at her seriously, “You’re allowed to have a life, Sarah.”
“Not in her eyes. I have to be a pathologist first and a human second or my mother won’t be happy.”
“And what about you? Are you going to be happy?”
“That doesn’t… it doesn’t matter.”
The blonde scoffed, “That’s rubbish and you know it. You can’t do your best if you aren’t sleeping and you sure as hell won’t do well in something you’re not passionate about.”
“But-.”
“No arguing,” she couldn’t help the small amusement at Sarah’s immediate compliance, “Please take care of yourself, Reese. Do this for you, not anyone else, or you’ll regret it.”
Ava didn’t wait for an answer, instead she got to her feet and dusted off her dark pants. She held out a hand for Sarah, looking at her with expectant eyes. The student let herself be tugged up off the floor, though she had trouble holding eye contact for very long.
“Sarah?”
She hummed in reply, busy wiping ruefully at the tears that had started to fall again during their talk. She saw the worry in her mentor’s face and it hurt a lot more than she wanted to admit. Ava Bekker cared for her of all people and here she was spending the day sulking and avoiding her.
“Come here.”
She was a bit taken aback when the blonde opened her arms, offering a hug for the first time. She wasn’t a physically affectionate person as far as Sarah had seen, not with her students especially. Still, it had been a very long time since she had received any sort of comfort like that and she had a hard time finding a response.
Eventually she did melt cautiously into Ava’s arms, surprised by how strong and secure they felt.
The surgeon didn’t say anything, just let Sarah lean into her until she relaxed into the embrace like expected. It was clear the other woman didn’t get a lot of physical comfort and Ava felt her stomach twinge a bit at how socially distant Sarah seemed. She deserved a support system, especially in such a competitive med program, and it broke her heart to realize she didn’t have much of one.
“Listen, you are a brilliant student, even if you have trouble with confidence. Enjoy neuro, don’t waste that time being upset and instead learn as much as you can. Don’t doubt yourself or downplay your abilities just because you think you should be in a lab instead. You would make an amazing surgeon, Sarah, whether it’s in CT or not.”
“Ava,” her reply was muffled slightly by her hair, “I don’t…”
“Just put yourself first, okay? And don’t be afraid to ask for guidance. Even if I’m not your mentor anymore once your rotation is up… I’m here, I promise.”
Sarah couldn’t think of a meaningful reply, overwhelmed by it all but still soothed by the lilac scent that was so Ava. All she could do was mumble a “thank you”, but in that moment it was more than enough.
#this is a double day that’s 3 days late <3 but it’s long lmao#it’s also Bad so lmao#my aus#restart#med student!sarah#fellow!ava#medtober 2021#sarah reese#ava bekker#chicago med#Reesker#crockettstiddies#purple-dahlias
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I came up with several of these on my own. Here are m o s t of the pronouns i use:
Xi/Xi/Xi’s/Xi’s/Xiself, Black/Cat/Black’s/Cat’s/Catself, ✖️/✖️/✖️s/✖️s/✖️self, 📓/📓/📓s/📓s/📓self, fizz/fizz/fizzes/fizzes/fizzself, 🎟/🎟/🎟s/🎟s/🎟self, 🧶/🧶/🧶s/🧶s/🧶self, 📼/📼/📼s/📼s/📼self, 🍬/🍬/🍬s/🍬s/🍬self, 🍃/🍃/🍃s/🍃s/🍃self, Toast/Toast/Toasts/Toasts/Toastself, 404/404/404s/404s/404self, Reese/Piece/Reeses/Pieces/Pieceself, Cotton/Candy/Candies/Candies/Cottonself, Static/Static/Statics/Statics/Staticself, Tired/Tired/Tireds/Tireds/Tiredself, Cola/Cola/Colas/Colas/Colaself, Root/Beer/Roots/Beers/Rootbeerself, Tic/Tic/Tics/Tics/Ticself, Stim/Stim/Stims/Stims/Stimself, Fi/Fidg/Fidgets/Fidgets/Fidgetself, Orange/Crush/Oranges/Crushs/Crushself, Grape/Crush/Grapes/Crushs/Grapeself, Cream/Soda/Creams/Sodas/Sodaself, Fa/Fanta/Fantas/Fantas/Fantaself, Water/Melon/Waters/Melons/Melonself, Dice/Dice/Dices/Dices/Diceself, :3/:3/:3s/:3s/:3self and :]/:]/:]s/:]s/:]self.
m o s t. well, thank you for sending all of these in! they sound so cool :D i shall gladly add them to the list!
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IM JUST GONNA ASK YOU A MILLION THINGS SNSKSNSKSSNSJ
1) I wanna know your favorite colors!!
2) whats your favorite go to gas station snack!
3) zodiac sign??
4) favorite tv show?
5) favorite movie?
6) FAVORITE BOOK
7) go to drink!!
8) favorite hobbies??
9) dream vacation?
10) tell me abt your fave article of clothing!!!
I WAS TOO LAZY TO SEND THEM SEPARATELY BUT PLEASE IGNORE ANYTHING YOU DONT WANNA ANSWER SMKSMS
oh my THAT'S ALL GOOD <3 here we go IM REVEALING EVERYTHING
1) PINKS
pretty much all shades (except too dirty/dusty), this one being my fav
2) reese's. any kind. if they have multiple types i'm getting them all
3) ok i almost asked you this because i remember seeing a tag that made me think we might have the same but not sure at all im a... leo (july)
4&5) brooklyn 99 and howl's moving castle!
6) BOOKS? mmmm... my fav novel would be Nikolski by Nicolas Dickner (in french by canadian author)
7) drink as in... alcohol? sour beer >:) otherwise it's water and/or black coffee SDHFSHGSHD
8) i'm trying painting by numbers right now! :D or i also draw all the time :')
9) anything with my little sister ;_; sometimes we rent a small cabin in the woods together with mom and that's pretty much the life™️
10) !!! that one oversized red hoodie, from my pile of oversized hoodies. autumn cannot come back fast enough
WHEW. thank you for the ask :> 🥰🥰🥰
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more than beliefs (5: mother knows best)
A/N: still trying at this ! i still don't own any tables so honestly, writing has been kinda hard :') but i'm still up to a polished chapter 7 and know VERY well what is happening in chapter 8, so we're looking pretty good. i wrote all of chivalry chapter by chapter so.....hoping this goes well :'D
WARNINGS: manipulation, plotting a murder, paranoia description, blunt force trauma, assault, amnesia, blood, graphic description of violence — this chapter’s the first doozy! if i missed anything, please let me know!
Words: 4378
AO3 link!
enjoy!! <3
“Now, this might be a controversial opinion, but the second Little Mermaid movie is a top-tier Disney sequel,” the Director said, idly mixing a teaspoon around in his hot chocolate.
Roman scoffed. He was sitting on the Director’s couch, wrapped in a blanket while they watched 2005’s Just Like Heaven starring Mark Ruffalo and Reese Witherspoon. The Director had suggested they watch something from Disney, but while Roman loved the whole library of Disney movies lining his shelf, he couldn’t choose which one he wanted. To his surprise, the Director didn’t have a favorite, either. He’d said he was fond of the cookie-cutter damsel in distress narrative of older Disney stories, which Roman tried (and failed) to take offense to, but did agree that many modern movies like Big Hero 6 had interestingly complex and developed stories.
“I just prefer the expansion on oceanic lore. And I’m a sucker for a good parental storyline, when the former protag takes on the motherly role.” The Director took a sip of his coffee.
“And here I thought you weren’t one of my creative advisors,” Roman said with a smirk, crossing his arms upon his pillowy throne.
The Director scoffed, and as he rolled his eyes Roman could have sworn that he was blushing. Maybe he was embarrassed. “Just because I’m not David doesn’t mean I can’t have opinions on works of art,” he sounded dejected—Roman guessed that was fair. The Dragon and Damsel and Child, most obviously, had strong opinions on art yet no artistic inclinations.
It was still up in the air if the Thief did. It didn’t seem like he had many opinions on things that weren’t consequential to Roman’s direct safety, but he was very quiet. Roman didn’t rule out the possibility of the Thief just not wanting to share that information with him, which was….well. Unfortunate.
Roman wished he got to know his advisors better. Ever since they were separated from him, Roman feels like he’s been at the grinding stone with them all. The Thief had spent the whole wedding either swearing or screaming suggestions angrily, and when he wasn’t, he was comforting an incredibly distraught Bard. The Damsel and Playwright tried to help the most but... He had barely even seen the Artist outside of their creative sessions. He had barely seen the Dragon or Child, period.
The Director was an interesting one. Roman had everyone’s phone numbers, because, well, he wasn’t about to use carrier pigeons. Though that might be super cool to try one day. But the Director was just about the only advisor to casually reach out to him. He would send Roman memes. How did he even get memes? Roman and Remus had created an Imagination-version of the internet, so it was likely from their co-sponsored Imagination Tumblr or something. The Director putting in the effort and time to think of Roman during such small instances was what made Roman feel more comfortable here, though. That’s what made him trust the Director with these sorts of situations. Almost made them closer...
Was that selfish? To favor one part of oneself over others? Surely not. It was similar to recognizing flaws, or pimples and blemishes. Not to say any of the others were blemishes. Drats, even Roman’s internal monologue was demeaning to himself.
“Do you want any more coffee? I’m going to go refill,” the Director’s voice jolted Roman out of his stupor, and he looked up with wide eyes.
“No, I’m okay,” and after a small beat, he added, “Thank you again for housing me. I can’t imagine what Phillip would want to say after yesterday’s debacle.”
The Director scoffed. Roman snuggled into his blanket more, listening to the Director pour himself another mug and reply. “Anytime, Roman,” he chuckled, then put on one of the most outlandishly fake accents Roman’s ever heard. “I live to serve~”
“Sto-op,” Roman groaned, throwing his head back and shooting the Director a glare—well, glaring at the kitchen door. There were walls around all of the rooms here, unlike the Mind Palace.
The Director laughed even more when he returned, sitting on the couch with his legs crossed on the cushion. He held his mug in his hands for a few seconds before talking, tone much more sober.
“I do have to say. I’m surprised I was the one you came to.” The Director’s voice is a little more quiet. “I thought for sure you would have sought comfort with Cadence or Gavin before me.”
Roman blinks. “I guess….I didn’t want to be judged again.” He looked back down at his lap, at the blankets piled up there and his own coziness. “Every time I come back after an argument, or after making a fool of myself, it seems everyone has an opinion on how poorly I handled a situation. None of them really acknowledge….It must have been….”
He’d been a little confused about it, too. The trust issue.
“Janus has strung my emotions along enough for it to be fair that I don’t trust him,” Roman said, voice soft as he tried to put how he’d been feeling into words. “Right?”
That was as close an explanation as he could get to. Because it all boiled down to the trust issue, in his understanding of the situation. As much as Patton wanted him to let go of the situation, Patton was focusing on the mustache quip rather than the whole trust thing. Janus knew Roman had wanted to go to the callback. But Roman also wanted to be a good person, if that’s what Thomas wanted. Thomas wanted to be a good person so Roman also wanted to be a good person.
But when being a good person directly went against Thomas’ dreams, Janus stepped in. And sure, he argued that they weren’t supposed to be self-sacrificial, but wasn’t that a hero’s job? When did a hero ever get to keep anything before sacrificing everything? Isn’t that what made sense?
Janus didn’t even do a good job at explaining it, not until all the damage had already been done. This was different from just giving Roman the perfect set up for a theater display, this was Janus pretending that he wanted what Roman wanted. This was Janus pretending to be his friend but wanting Thomas to...be a bad person?
He didn’t understand. Maybe Patton was right. Maybe Roman just didn’t understand. And that’s what made his disgruntlement so confusing, because in his heart, Roman knew Janus was trying to help, he knew that, he understood. But then why did it hurt so much?
“Oh, honey, he’s gone way past that. Don’t gaslight yourself into thinking he’s been helpful,” Macbeth’s icy voice cut through the thoughts wrangling Roman’s mind.
The Director was so self-assured. It was comforting. He was sitting on the couch, arms crossed as he explained.
“And Patton, Logan, turning around just to say you should let it go and listen to him after he’s lied nine times out of ten?” the Director threw his head back and let out a sharp “Hah! No, your anger is rational. And defensible.”
“Why won’t any of the others agree with that?”
The Director starred at Roman for a minute. Just a little too long. His eyes seemed to press Roman into a corner, under a box. Scrutinized.
They both knew that “others” wasn’t a reference to the other Sides. The Director kept his distance from Roman’s other advisors, he knew that, but Roman didn’t know how far. The Director wasn’t the kind to just watch them, was he?
“They all have their opinions. About Disney and otherwise.” He took another drink of his coffee then shook his head, standing up, motioning for Roman to follow, “May I show you….something. Without you thinking I’m crazy?”
Now, that’s always a fairly worrying question to hear. “No, no, I trust you,” Roman said with a slight grin.
The Director must have been able to see how it waned, because he chuckled, smiled back. “I think we’re all a little zany. But that’s the charm. Phillip is undoubtedly the scariest, as much as Draco tries. The Prince, Damsel, whichever you want, has a noticeable villain complex.”
Wait, what?
The Director raised his hands in mock defeat. Showing his hands, like he were trying to assure Roman that he wasn’t being suspicious. But the hairs on Roman’s neck rose. He led Roman to the door just besides Roman’s room. When he first started visiting the Director, he explained that this was his study. Roman had never gone in. Because, you know, when you respect someone you also respect their privacy.
“I’ve only ever spoken to Marlowe, but, you know. I’m the Director of players I can never meet. I had to take notes,” he added the final part quietly.
He glanced over the combination button pad on the door. Roman hadn’t noticed that. What room would require a combination lock? And who would be….Was it to keep him out? Or someone else? Maybe the Playwright, the Director mentioned he’d been over before. Keep anyone out, it seemed.
“I….notes?” he was flabbergasted. What the fuck was happening?
“Yeah.” The Director opened the door slowly and motioned for Roman to follow.
Inside were papers. One wall was a large tackboard, photos and sticky notes and papers pinned up, connected with lines of colored yarn. Roman felt his mouth fall open as he inspected it. There were notes on all of his advisors, all seven of the others, even some of people Roman didn’t know. There was someone with four eyes. Someone with antlers. Who were they? How did this all fit together?
Why in Athena’s name did the Director have corkboard notes on the other advisors? That was a lot more than a little weird.
“I...You’re wonderful, Roman. So productive and pristine and princely, as you deserve to be. But there are some areas where you can stand to improve.” Roman was probably only processing some of the Director’s words as he rolled up his sleeves and pulled out a metal stick, one that looked oddly like a wand.
He held it in one hand, and suddenly it extended, until it was a pointer. The Director held both ends of it and watched Roman for a reaction, a response, something.
“I would have to agree,” Roman stumbled over his words a little, eyes still glued to the notes—there were some by the Child that read ‘Naive/Trusting/Problem?’—before he slowly turned back to the Director with a weak grin once again. “I mean, I might be pristinely princely, but those P alliterations don’t include perfect. No one’s perfect.”
“It may be an unattainable dream, but we’re well familiar with those. We can only strive for improvement! And when improving you and yourself, that means making changes to them,” the Director gestured up at the wall of photos, of the parts of Roman’s self, and smacked the Child’s photo with his pointer. “I actually only thought I would be reading these notes, so forgive me for any, er. Sharp language.”
Roman knew that self-improvement meant adopting new mindsets, but he had no idea that putting parts of himself into characters involved changing them as well, though it did make sense. Self-insert characters had to change if you were changing the self that was being inserted. Right?
If he wanted to improve….it made sense. He had to change himself, including the facets of himself.
“That’s fair,” Roman murmured, “Okay. These….You could take these notes to the other advisors. Surely they’d accept it?”
“At this point, I don’t know who would kill me faster,” the Director scoffed, then gestured at the Damsel’s notes, a cluster of sticky notes and drawings and photos of the Damsel at a well enough distance that it was closer to stalker-ish. “Phillip wouldn’t want competition. Marlowe agrees that he can be quite standoffish when threatened, and a newcomer claiming to be one of Roman’s advisors? Someone who doesn’t have his respect in a royal manner?”
The Director pointed to the Thief now, a even more grave expression adorning his face. “And Eric. Tell me you think he would accept a newcomer of any kind. Just tell me. Especially near Gavin. And the Child himself probably wouldn’t like me.”
Well, that sounded off. Roman leaned on the wall besides the door, back against his hands as he continued to inspect the wall. There were notes on the other advisors’ behaviors, their antics.
For some reason, Roman could almost imagine Janus or Logan doing this. It was something close to weird and something else close to endearing. Was that weird?
“Why not? Gavin’s pretty trusting.” Roman didn’t look away from the wall as he replied.
“In fairness, he might like me, but I don’t know if I could ever come around to liking him. He’s the root source of all our issues, especially our present issue with Janus, Patton, Logan. Even past issues with Remus, if I’m remembering them properly. What Gavin represents allows us to be easily swayed.”
That got Roman to look away, look down at the Director. He was glaring up at the Child’s photo with something fierce, which startled Roman enough. I mean, that was a whole child there. What would inspire this much hatred?
“Really now?” Roman wanted to know.
“He gets us to let our guard down. It’s at Gavin’s behest we take chances, but it’s that same honesty that leads us to broken promises, taking in lies like they’re candy. I don’t know what I would do with him,” the Director sounded disappointed.
That was a fair analysis. All of the advisors—the Playwright, the Thief, the Child, Bard, Artist, Dragon, Damsel, Director—they all represented different parts of Roman, similar to how the Sides represented parts of Thomas. In theory, they worked together. In practice, that was far from the truth, but Roman knew for his sake that they were trying their best.
They all oversaw different parts of Roman’s psyche, too. The Playwright, for example, was most similar to Logan in that he represented Roman’s research and organization, on a creative and egotistical level. The Playwright—Marlowe—could be trusted with knowing how many liters of blood were in the human body as well as every one of the Sides’ favorite karaoke songs, even the exact time and date they met Nico.
The Child was Roman’s belief, his ability to dream. It was fair to assume that that made him the most naïve part. Perhaps it was even a fair conclusion that the debacles with Janus were caused by what the Child represented.
Roman hadn’t thought of it like that. The last time he’d talked to the Child, Gavin, about the situation, he had seem incredibly disappointed.
He’d never stopped to ask what the Child was disappointed in, though. Was he disappointed in Roman? Or in himself? Did the Child know he was the one who had pushed Roman to trust Janus? Did….There was no way that this was….the Child’s fault. Was it?
“Huh.” Roman’s voice echoed emptily to himself. A pit opened in his stomach, something difficult to grasp. The root cause of his burdens couldn’t be his ability to dream. His dreams themselves, his hopes, his beliefs. He….he was the daydreamer, the creator. That couldn’t be a flaw, could it?
The Director watched him, but Roman hardly noticed. It was only for a few seconds, too, of stoic silence before the Director interrupted his thoughts with a huff, looked across the board. “This is quite a bit of insight at once. Maybe we should finish the movie.”
“Director?”
Roman and the Director both turned to the open doorway, the later slapping a hand over his own mouth immediately. With a flick of his wrist, the door closed quietly, clicking just loud enough for the both of them to hear. They also heard the Playwright in the living room, footsteps echoing faintly on the stone floor.
“Director?” the Playwright called out again.
“Fuck,” the Director whispered. This must have been an unplanned visit.
“What? We can just go out and say hello,” Roman said back, though his demeanor and body language spoke of worry, almost fear.
The Playwright was well known to be a pacifist. And the Playwright knew about the Director, knew about Roman knowing the Director. He was a little surprised to find that the Playwright didn’t know the Director’s name was Macbeth, but Roman knew the Director to be a man of secrets.
“He doesn’t know I….He doesn’t know you’re here. He barely knows we talk,” the Director looked around the room and pressed a hand to one of the walls, “Fuck. How are we going to get him out?”
The rock beneath the Director’s hand morphs into a doorway and he opens it. The Playwright was standing in the living room, close to the front door to the home. He looked up at them both, eyes widening when he met Roman’s. Before Roman could say anything, even think of something to say, the Playwright spoke with ease.
“Roman’s here? Thank goodness. Virgil’s come looking for him,” he gave Roman a small smile, strained but caring all the same.
“Ah.” Roman stiffened. Virgil came looking for him? In the Imagination? Why? How? He didn’t have his own passage into this space yet, how’d he get here?
He didn’t want to talk to Virgil. As supportive as he’d been, especially when it came to taking care of Thomas, there were still some areas where Roman wanted to be alone, wanted to process his thoughts alone. Virgil was...vindictive. Which was a strong word to use, but an apt one. Virgil’s distaste in Janus made it hard for Roman to form his own thoughts, which was why he often tried away from Virgil as much as Patton.
He wasn’t ready for that kind of confrontation, and the Director must have been able to tell, because he physically looked like he didn’t want Roman to go.
“I actually didn’t expect to find you here, though I’m not entirely surprised,” the Playwright must not have been privy to these feelings, glancing between the Director and Roman, shock still gracing his features.
“Really now,” the Director said, tilting his head, “Why not?”
“I just didn’t know Roman had met you, but of course, even I’m not as omniscient as Creativity himself,” the Playwright stepped closer, reaching toward Roman. “You have to come up, though. Virgil said everyone’s worried.”
Roman starred at the Playwright’s hand, unsure of what to do with the gesture. He knew everyone would be worried, on a baseline. Closed doors didn’t do well around the Mind Palace, especially his, especially after his splitting incident, but that didn’t mean he had to cater to everyone else’s worry. He was allowed privacy.
Before he formulated a response, though, the Director placed a hand in front of Roman. His smile toward the Playwright turned sour, lips pursed in a mix of thought and anger.
“He doesn’t have to go see Virgil if he doesn’t want to.” Roman felt some of the tension in his shoulder alleviate at the Director’s statement, as basic as it was.
The Playwright, on the other hand, didn’t seem to understand. He looked between Roman and the Director again, surprised even further by how familiar they seemed. There had been a fair amount of transparency in Roman’s relationships with all of the other advisors that there must be some dissonance to see him be so familiar with someone he hadn’t even expected Roman to know. Something about that surprise, the bait and switch, the lie, felt fulfilling.
“It wouldn’t be difficult to alleviate Virgil’s worried and tell him to leave again,” the Playwright explained slowly. “I’m sure, if Roman told him he wanted privacy, he would understand.”
“I’m sure, if Virgil could understand that, then he wouldn’t have tread where he shouldn’t. You can’t make him do anything.” The Director’s voice grew darker, hand unwavering.
“Make him?” the Playwright sounded so confused.
Roman was also confused where the Director’s notion came from, but it was validating to hear reminders that Roman’s decisions were his to make. But nothing in the Playwright’s tone was forceful.
For a moment, it seemed as though the Playwright would drop his confusion.
Until he took a step forward, toward the Director and Roman, with one hand outstretched. Roman didn’t know what he’d been planning, but he knew the Playwright wasn’t a sporadic man. He hated adding physicality to situations where debate and discussion could suffice. So, in hindsight, it was likely the Playwright was reaching out to make peace.
The moment passed in mere seconds.
He was taller than the Director by a noticeable few inches, so the Director bent his knees. He pushed Roman behind him with his outstretched arm, acting faster than either Roman or the Playwright could react to. The Director stuck his leg out and grabbed the Playwright by the fabric of his shirt, behind his neck. The Playwright, surprised by the sudden movements, tripped on his leg and let out a sharp gasp of surprise.
Besides them was the living room coffee table. As the Playwright fell, the Director redirected his head toward the table, shoving him away from Roman.
It felt very spur of the moment, and it happened in a true moment. The Playwright let out a scream, sharp and fearful, before his forehead collided with the edge of the metal table. He fell beneath it unconscious. Blood pooled at the Director’s feet as he stood back up.
Roman’s hands shot to his face immediately, as soon as the Playwright started falling, and he could only stare in horror at the scene. The Director, too, seemed shocked at his own reaction. He starred at his blood-stained socks for a little while, breathing heavy enough for Roman to hear. It must be the adrenaline.
“I,” the Director’s voice caught in his throat.
Roman watched. Just watched. The Director swallowed, turning around to face Roman with a mirroring horrified expression, eyes wide with surprise. “You have to make him forget.”
“What?” Roman’s voice was strained, almost a whisper, and he cleared his throat to repeat. “Excuse me?”
What kind of request….?
“If Marlowe remembers this, we’re fucked. He knows you’re here. He’s going to think I attacked him. I-I did attack him,” The Director took a slow breath, turning to look at the body on the ground before shaking his head—unable to look. “David is going to kill me.
“Make him forget. He can stay here. For a bit. We can figure this out,” he put his hands up towards Roman. “We-The other Sides’re gonna follow Virgil. We both know that. And, uh. Only Marlowe knew I was here. So we’ve got time to figure out how to, uh. Play this off.”
Roman starred at him with wide eyes. The past two days had been such a long mess, he didn’t know what to do. Physically, he could remove the Playwright memories. He’d be a blank slate of a character, only backstory. What would that do? The Playwright’s backstory was that he was the Playwright. He didn’t have some elaborate parent-death or chosen-one-esque story that he could fall back on. Poor bastard wasn’t even the one who had Roman’s memories prior.
But the Director was right, in a way. If they wanted more time to think about everything—the other Sides were looking for him? How did Virgil get in here? Why would he be looking for Roman, it wasn’t uncommon for him to stomp away from a verbal duel, why now?—then they couldn’t have the Playwright ratting them out.
When he manipulated the Imagination directly, his powers were red. Remus’ were green. It was distinctive. So when Roman sank down, put a hand on the back of the Playwright’s head, his hand turned red.
It blended in with the blood.
Roman felt vile. He had to do this, or else the others would find him. A quiet, dull part of his mind told him that didn’t matter but….he didn’t want to be found. He didn’t.
He pulled gently, as though tugging the thoughts out, and something glistened red and gold as he did. Then, Roman let it go, and it disappeared. It reminded him a little of Dumbledore pulling his own memories out in Harry Potter. Roman didn’t feel much the chosen one, either, though.
“There,” he said quietly.
The Director let out a soft breath. It didn’t sound like either of them knew what to do, to be fair. Maybe the Director hadn’t even expected this.
“I’ll….here.” The Director looked up and pointed at the wall behind the couch.
The couch scooted forward a little, enough for there to be a walkway behind it, and the room simultaneously pulled away from the couch. Then, a door formed on the wall. It clicked once, then swung open. Another room.
Roman stood still, staring at his hands—was that magic or blood?—while the Director leaned down to pick the Playwright up. The man hadn’t moved since being bludgeoned by the table.
“Under the sink in the bathroom is a first aid kit,” the Director said, voice stoic, taking the reins on the situation, “I’ll make him a bedroom and bandage his head. Then he can stay for a day or two. We must figure out what to do, about the other Sides and about Marlowe.”
That was fair. He’d only stay a little.
Dimly, Roman remembered that this was the Imagination, he mastered this world, so he could technically get rid of the Playwright’s wound. He could get rid of his memory and the wound and send him right back to his home, right back to the Artist, good as normal and none the wiser.
But….something in the back of his head stopped him. And the Director pulled him into the other room faster than Roman could overcome whatever clouded thoughts were plaguing him.
#chivalry au#roman#roman sanders#ts roman#sanders sides fic#clap clap clap clap#tw blood#tw violence#tw assault#tw blunt force trauma#tw amnesia#AND WE HIT ONE OF THE BIGGEST ISSUES IN THIS FIC#LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THIS WAS THE FIRST CHAPTER I WROTE LKGJKHJGKJGH#marlowe goes through it#its okay he needed a cognitive recalibration
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5, 19, and 44 for the ask game! (Any pairing you like!)
—Joy (@italiangothicwriteblr)
Hi, Joy! Thank you for sending in these questions :D
5. What's their love language? Are they compatible with one another?
Matt's love language is acts of service and physical affection.
Shaun's is quality time. They used to not be compatible because Shaun hated physical affection, until he realized that it's not about the physical contact, it's about who's doing it. He will accept a hug from Matt and Kay, no one else. So they're compatible now :)
19. It's raining, did either of your OCs bring an umbrella? If so, who, and do they share it?
The answer to this one is way more than anyone asked for, but I'm going off anyway XD Shaun does not need an umbrella. He can control water and rain enhances his powers and can even heal him if he focuses. He loves rain. He would never use an umbrella. He does, however, use his element to keep Matt completely dry while they walk because his partner is not as fond of being rained on :)
44. Who's the better cook?
Matt. No question. Shaun's cooking style is akin to a college student eating on a shoestring budget. It's not that he's not capable, he just doesn't care to learn. Matt, on the other hand, helps Reese cook most of the meals for the team 😆
This ask motivated me to write 125 words.
Experiment Total: 2,021
#ask and you shall receive#wearfinethingsalltoowell#zac speaks#writing#writeblr#my ocs#shaun accardi#matt alcazar#ocean breeze#the great motivation experiment
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oooh 1 and 11 for the horror fic with Lup and Taako ! :3
Ooh!! I never get to talk about this one :3 I worked really hard on it too, and not a lot of people saw it so I'm just gonna sliiiiide a link right here <3
Also, anyone can send in a question about a fic from these questions here or just other questions in general! I like talking about my fics and never know how to shut up lol
What inspired you to write the fic this way?
So this was back when I first started getting back into writing and had virtually no following of anyone who consistently read my stuff or sent me prompts. Actually, I think at the time of writing it, I may have not even reblogged a prompt list yet. It's hard to say because this was obviously before I got an ao3 account, and when I tried to upload all of the fics I had written by the time I did get an account, somehow the publish date on some of them got mixed up and was set for the day after I actually published them?? And I didn't know how to fix it, so I no longer know the order in which I wrote everything. That's neither here nor there though. Point is, I used a prompt from a pdf of a prompt book I got in an online writing bundle called Roll-A-Prompt Writing Journal Box Set, box set meaning that it had prompts for horror, sci-fi, and fantasy. I used that book a lot in the beginning because it's a really fun book to use the few times I used it. Basically you pick a set of prompts from any of the three genres, and the prompts are ordered in three different aspects of the prompt (in this case, it was character, mood, and word, but there are other options depending on the prompt set you choose), and each aspect has a list of six options. Then you roll a d6 for each aspect, and you generate a prompt by combining the three different options you rolled. Like the monster factory from Wonderland! lol Only, I took it up a level and rolled a d4 to determine what genre I was going to do (usually I use it as a d2 to pick between sci-fi and fantasy), and then I roll a d100 to pick what prompt set I use because there's thirty prompt sets in each genre. I just used this roll as leaving it as is if it landed on 1-30, then if it was 31-60, I would just subtract 30, and if it was 61-90, I would subtract 60, and if it was 91-100, I would just reroll. Then I count that many numbers down starting from the top of the chapter until I got to the right prompt set.
If anyone is interested, I could share it! It is a pdf though, so I think I'd have to send it through email because I don't think that's something I can just share elsewhere.
Anyway, I felt like throwing in a little extra, why not? that day when I decided to roll up another prompt and added horror as an option to my d4 roll, and I ended up getting that, so that's what I went with lol I am definitely not a horror person though and know very little about the genre, and I'm unwilling to do anything too gory or gross. The most I can handle with horror is creepy and abstract concepts of other horrific events, and the top thing that came to mind that day that I thought I could pull off was someone torturing students to bring back an old dead god. So I looked up wheel torture methods because I couldn't remember exactly what the torture device I had in mind was called or did, it was the wheel thing that like, you get tied to on the side and it's supposed to stretch your body apart? Idk, it's the torture method that always stuck out most to me besides quartering, and there was no way in hell I was writing that. I get uncomfortable even rolling that idea in my head and have to try really hard to not picture it every time I remember it exists. Anyway, so I looked up wheel torture methods, and the only thing I could find was the wheel that is called a female name that starts with a c then wheel? Cathie's wheel? Cassandra's wheel? idk I don't want to look it up. Last time I looked it up (to write this fic), I literally gave myself nightmares, and I already watched a fucked up movie today. It's past 11pm and I have to be somewhere at 1pm tomorrow, so I have to go to bed soon, but the grossest part of the movie I watched is still playing in my head and aaaahhhhh
So yeah, that's why I went with a hopefully more creepy vibe for most of it (also to build up tension), and I used physical descriptors of the dead bodies in the wheels very sparingly. Probably not the most immersive experience, but hey, I'm not a horror writer usually lol
Anyway, so I needed characters to be in this scenario, and I thought doing a sibling bonding moment would be cool, and it definitely seemed like the kind of weird shit that would happen in Taako and Lup's lives pre-stolen century. Also, it gave me an excuse to end the story with Taako saying he'd always find Lup >:3
I was really proud of how it turned out when I wrote it, and I suppose I'm still proud of it because it's something I wouldn't normally do, and I do feel like it's okay. But I can definitely tell I grew in my writing capabilities since then, and honestly, the twin interactions after Lup gets kidnapped is so cringey lol 🤦🏽♂️ I was so worried about trying to make sure that I didn't portray either of them as weak or like a damsel in distress, especially Lup, that I didn't just let her need to be saved. I wanted to show that I still think of her as a badass who can take care of herself, especially because I was really worried about the weak woman trope or whatever, that I didn't let her just need help. I honestly thought about switching the roles, but Lup just seemed like the one to pick up on something being wrong first while Taako got distracted by how hot the professor was than it being the other way around, and of course the person who picks up on it first has to get kidnapped lol
Anyway, I've rambled on about that long enough sldgkhsldaghd
11. What do you like best about this fic?
Honestly, the part where Taako gets hit with Phantasmal Killer. It was interesting figuring out what exactly would be his number one nightmare that Keth could conjure up, and between having an inconsistent childhood where either the twins left places for their own safety or people left them and them only having each other, having Lup being the one to yell at him, blame him for fucking up a great opportunity, and then leaving him would probably be something major psychic damage worthy lol I also really like how I wrote that confrontation in his mind in general, though I feel like I could do it way better now
It's just a perfect way to spin the situation on its head you see, and fuck the both of them up just a little bit <3
#Thank you for sending this in; Reese!! :D#Also; sometimes I think about like#what exactly did they do after that? they're enrolled in school now; so this isn't a scenario where they can just like; walk away#Like; they would have to report the body and everything he did and all of the students and stuff#but what would you say to someone; especially like; a school administrator; like#btw; you should vet your professors better or keep track of them better or even just walk into the abandoned building once in a blue moon#just to make sure weirdos don't try to summon old gods by torturing students and making a place for themselves in the building you don't#use#btw; we did kill him for you and promise we did not do this; no; don't look at our background; yes; he tried to murder my sister#please let us stay in your school and also fuck why does weird shit like this have to happen to us EVEN THOUGH WE'RE NOT#ON THE ROAD ANYMORE#lmao#Gab gabs#ask game#sorry I rambled so much; I'm running on very little sleep and just got back from seeing my friends after a while of not seeing them#and I'm feeling particularly chatty I guess#Oh! Also; getting in a weird mood again and idk if this is gonna happen because I'm still working on the Julia AU#but maaayyyybbbbeeee I'll do another prompt from the roll-a-prompt pdf and maaaaayyyyybbbbbeeeee it'll be horror again :3#NO PROMISES but there's a slight chance <3
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Cause I couldn't sleep, enjoy whatever this is 😂💚 vibes I guess? Or at least the vibes I get from the ROs. Plus colours and Disney songs (I can't help, I'm soft). Its all very loose and vague, some juxtaposition
B: the smell of cookies baking, warm and sweet. Flour smudged on cheeks, nose kisses. New and uncertain but easy and familiar. Soft and bright, like the morning sun.
Disney song: Something there (Beauty and the Beast)
Colour: soft yellowy-orange
S: old books, a crackling fireplace. Comfortable and steady. Kissing knuckles and fingertips, tucking a strand of hair behind their ear. Strong and steadfast, like a tree. Unexpected but not unwelcome.
Disney song: Ma Belle Evangeline (Princess and the Frog)
Colour: deep green
J: coffee and butterscotch. Slightly bitter, a reminder of childhood. Cheek kisses and straightening their clothes. Instinct and old habits. Nostalgic familiarity, warm like a favourite sweater. So close, yet so far, inches feel like miles
Disney song: Remember me (Coco)
Colour: light blue
R: mint and bubblegum, refreshing and sharp, playful and childish. New, exciting, confusing. Neck kisses and teasing bites. Hidden curiosity and uncertainty. Overwhelming, like an ocean wave.
Disney song: I won't say I'm in love (Hercules)
Colour: navy blue mixed with burgundy
Hi Goob,
I hope you're doing well!
This was a joy to read and I love hearing your thoughts about the characters, especially the distinct vibes they give off to you.
I am tempted to comment more. I am looking at one thing you mention that actually relates to a plot point in one or two romance arcs in the future. 👀
Best wishes! 💚
#interactive fiction#asks#fernweh saga#who do queue think you are?#thank you for taking the time to send this in! knowing how their vibes come off can help me with the writing too--#ensuring their voice/character comes through the way i intend. love the intensity/steadiness/familiarity etc. soft feelings-#-you mention. also the Disney songs! :D#(R's color choice is unique too--that mixture.)#long post#euphoniousgoob#also 'something there' for B...>.> your mind. woah.#beckett warrick#silas dorran#sofia dorran#becca warrick#reese verner#ruby verner#jane corvin#james corvin
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I DIDNT KNOW U WANTED TO HEAR MORE !! ( i shall gladly provide ) Also, here is a doodle!! (Atlas doesn't get paid enough, obviously)
For Rouge's stats, he was generally aggressive, genuine, stoic, and shy loll he is very all over the place when it comes to reactions (somewhat fueled by the unfamiliar situation). Idk if he'll romance Atlas or Reese yet, so probably do both routes!
Rouge is able to use his breath and he definitely relies on his dragon form more than his human form when relevant (He was very upset when he found out Atlas lied about the device to say the least).
He is also nicknamed Runt but blatantly refused to tell most people because he is annoyed about his unconventional height. Rouge is also (almost frighteningly) well-versed in strength though he isn't the brightest when it comes to talking himself out of situations;;
I'm not sure wut else to put for now, so for now, I'll probably keep making doodles because they're all so fun to draw^^
I also wanted to say I really wanted to say that I absolutely loved the demo!!! It was soo good and I keep rereading it! I hope the progress goes well and that you find some time to take some time 4 urself in the meantime♡♡
Of course!! This is LOVELY I can’t stop laughing at this doodle it’s such a good depiction of these two dbfjfk- neither of them are even being paid life is hell
And that’s so fun! Hehe I love the mashup of traits you usually wouldn’t see together, makes him a super interesting character! I’m excited to hear about what big choices you make it’s bound to be a wild time 👀
I love love love his character, can’t wait for his escapades in the future :D small guy big muscles my favorite ❤️
And I can’t wait! Thanks so much for the kind words, I’ve been taking a bit of a breather for mental health reasons but I’m really glad to hear that you enjoyed the game! I love hearing peoples routes and everything about what they liked, thanks for sending this in!!
#I feel super bad with words today#but I love this so so much thank you#this little doodle making my week#side note: ADORE rouge’s design his little dark teeth are such a neat detail#hehe I love how you drew atlas too#my ever suffering man#shaking his arm violently#asks#s&s: atlas#S&S: fanart#trying so hard not to call him runt btw that shit is so funny#S&S: mc art#S&S: fan mc
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