U know the funny thing abt celes is that she is a normal person, but for reasons god only knows chose to develop the most questionable yet intriguing fake speech pattern of all time, and I imagine that after years of existing in that persona the language is undeniably interwoven w her regular voice and thoughts, but the amt of it thats present at any given moment depends on the situation her emotional state her age who she is surrounded by etc like. Lots to consider and is half of that incorporated into my fics in any meaningful way?? Prob not I just get to go insane abt it why is she Like that
indexer’s temperament moment but. obviously i am guy who wishes more ancient texts survived (villa of the papyri pspspsps) but. i do also love how there is so little of everything that it is possible to have really specific comprehensive indexes
my lil bro: *literally LEAPS out of bed at EIGHT in the morning, gets ready at the speed of LIGHT, and proceeds to spend the rest of the day studying and playing chess before turning on the TV to watch videos ABOUT chess*
me: *wakes up at ELEVEN and eats breakfast at ONE before spending the rest of the day playing the piano, writing FANFICTION, and laughing at stupid THOMAS THE TRAIN MEMES on PINTEREST*
this is the SILLIEST creature in the whole world. I wish i could keep him somehow but alas. Eddie really does look nothing like a rooster at 20 weeks and I was sure his odd squawking crow or two was just a fluke. But Eddie is definitely a cockerel and was very displeased and threatened by this extremely threatening looking creature existing nearby his ladies. Matildo's s in the dog crate in the house for the night and then going back home tomorrow.
Me, needing to make a character for a new dnd campaign: You Don't Need To Play Another Rogue. You Don't Need To Play Another Rogue. You Don't Need To Play--
maaaan it's a weird vibe when a youtuber with the conceit that they're a licensed clinical therapist actively talks about how they don't accept sponsorships they don't put their full backing behind, and then that same youtuber accepts a supplement sponsorship repackaged as "bedtime hot chocolate"
Like. I need more of the Lottie-Van-Taissa dynamic. I need it so badly. Because Van is acting as fulcrum to the two girls arguably MOST supernaturally linked to the Wilderness. She is Tai’s anchor and Lottie’s acolyte. She believes in them both without pause. She is accepting of the rituals presented: Lottie’s bone necklace and Taissa’s rope tether, Lottie’s meditation and Taissa’s nighttime travels. She is trying so hard to articulate to Tai why she should talk to Lottie, why that might help her. And Lottie is so easy, out of the two, because she is so accepting of what’s happening to and around her. But it’s Tai. Tai, Van’s love. Tai, Van’s purpose. From Taissa’s perspective, she’s the sanity, the logic center of this new world they’re in, but from Van’s perspective: she’s the soul to Lottie’s spirit. They are matched. They are one coin, and they could be so strong if they would just work together. Van knows this. Lottie would know this. But it runs in direct opposition to how Tai sees herself, who she needs to be, so she flatly refuses. It is such an excellent trifecta of a dynamic. Lottie as leader. Tai refusing to follow. Van stretched in both directions. You can’t guard the whole net at once. You have to be able to move. So how on earth will that play out?