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Ministering with Compassion: Addressing the Harm Behind “The Church is Perfect, But the People Are Not”
The phrase “The church is perfect, but the people are not” has been a source of controversy and reflection for many of us. It raises a critical question: what does it mean to be part of a community that embodies spiritual ideals while still being made up of flawed individuals? As Latter-day Saints, we often find ourselves navigating this balance, recognizing the divine potential within the church…
#Addressing pain in the LDS Church#Christlike love and empathy in Church culture#Compassion in Utah LDS communities#Creating a Christlike environment in religious settings#Emotional harm in religious communities#Empathy and kindness in the Gospel of Jesus Christ#Examples of Christlike love and service in LDS teachings#General Conference quotes on judgment and kindness#Gospel principles and compassion#Gossip in the Church and accountability#Healing from judgment in the Church#Healing from spiritual abuse in Salt Lake City#Helping members feel included and supported in Church#How gossip harms Church unity#How to address spiritual abuse in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints#How to create a culture of compassion in religious communities#How to mourn with those who mourn in practice#How to support members who feel ostracized#Mourn with those that mourn Mosiah 18#Scriptures about compassion and kindness#Spiritual abuse in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints#Support for LDS members in faith transitions#The Church is perfect but the people are not#The impact of judgment in religious communities#The role of accountability in the Gospel of Jesus Christ#Understanding spiritual bypassing in the Church#Uplifting others in LDS Church principles#Why the phrase &039;The Church is perfect but the people are not&039; can be harmful
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GOD WILL OVERTURN 2
26 TAKE off your jeweled crown,” the Lord God says. “The old order changes. Now the poor are exalted and the rich brought very low.
27 I WILL OVERTURN, OVERTURN, OVERTURN THE KINGDOM, so that even the new order that emerges will not succeed UNTIL THE MAN APPEARS WHO HAS A RIGHT TO IT. AND I WILL GIVE IT ALL TO HIM."
Ezekiel 21:26-27 (the Living Bible)

27 I WILL OVERTURN, OVERTURN, OVERTURN IT! This also shall be no more, UNTIL HE COME WHOSE RIGHT IT IS; AND I WILL GIVE IT TO HIM."
Ezekiel 21:26,27 (DARBY)
VI. Ignorance of the devices of Satan could also be another reason.
Someone who is ignorant of Satan's devices or schemes or wiles (Ephesians 6:11) would find it difficult to patiently wait on God. Such would always want to circumvent or bypass God, and would be full of the self.
Whenever the devil comes with a bait, such would always fall for it, because he or she would not know or understand the devices or tricks of the devil, neither would he or she care to know what the plan or Will of God is.
And If such did know God's Will or plan, they may not want to embrace it. Thus, It would be difficult for such to expect anything from God. It would not be such a person's turn!
Whilst in some, it was already their turn, but the enemy, the devil, is holding them. When it is your turn, and you are being held back in getting or stepping into what is yours, you would have to check your obedience and spiritual state or fervour.
When Daniel's answer to prayers was delayed, he did not stop praying. His persistence or Importunity made God send another Angel to go for the rescue of the angel, Gabriel, who was sent for the delivery of the answer to his prayers (Daniel 10:10-14).
Your spiritual apathy or complacency could make your turn to be delayed or never come to realization.
VII. Some could not pay attention to their spiritual growth, thus they are not mature enough to be lifted to the exalted position which they crave for.
It was never their turn to rise because what they are expected to deal with in their lives, the character defects, are not dealt with, Thus their promotions or liftings are forfeited.
Such believers might claim to be waiting for their turn to be lifted, but it will only be a mirage or illusory because they fail to do the needful—they measured up not to the standard which God had set for them.
1. Be born-again.
2. Genuine relationship and fellowshipping with God is a must and demanded by God.
3. Praying: "Be anxious for nothing, but in everything BY PRAYER AND SUPPLICATION, WITH THANKSGIVING, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus" (Philippians 4:6 NKJV).
4. Submission to the spiritual authority. In that you let your pastor, spiritual parent, taking spiritual oversight of your life (1 Thessalonians 5:12,13; Hebrews 13:7,17).
5. Strong desire to know God's Will and sensitivity to the leadings of the Holy Spirit.
* You will not fail in Jesus' name.
- Whatever is working against your health and wellness which is not planted by God, such is rebuked and uprooted totally in the mighty name of Jesus Christ.
- I declare all-round peace for you in the mighty name of Jesus Christ.
Peace!
STEPS TO SALVATION
* Take notice of this:
IF you are yet to take the step of salvation, that is, yet to be born-again, do it now, tomorrow might be too late (2 Corinthians 6:1,2; Hebrews 3:7,8,15).
a. Acknowledge that you are a sinner and confess your Sins (1 John 1:9); And ask Jesus Christ to come into your life (Revelation 3:20).
b. Confess that you believe in your heart that Jesus Christ is Lord, and that you confess it with your mouth, Thus, you accept Him As your Lord and Saviour (Romans 10:9,10).
c. Ask that He will write your name in the Book of Life (Philippians 4:3; Revelation 3:8).
- If you took the steps As highlighted above, It means you are saved—born-again. Join a Word based church in your area and Town or city, and be part of whatever they are doing there. Peace!

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The Tower Comes to Destroy
Part 1 of 2
The Tower comes to destroy a house
It does so regardless of our affection or malice towards the catastrophe. It does not stay to help you clean up the mess.
The Tower will not recommend a therapist of color in your area. The Tower will not leave a casserole on your porch with a note of condolence.
It's spiritual bypassing to say "The Tower is necessary" and leave it at that. We must also say it is terrifying, it is unfair, it is dramatic.
We're entitled to our full range of emotion. We're entitled to our shame, our rage, our fear.
The Tower comes for us all. It does not come for us all equally. Sometimes we long for it to strike, and we're stuck in Hanged Man pose--or worse, chained up with The Devil.
We also live suspended in The Tower as a country. War follows war. Tragedy follows tragedy. Public cruelty piles atop already under resourced lives.
Yet this is not the only archetype of The Tower--the Tower of Babel. The House of God Struck By Lightning.
There is a younger archetype within the lore of The Tower.
By scrutinizing that image, we can better understand the complexities of tarot's morality.
The Catholic Church as a colonial power provides tarot with most of its archetypes.
They reflect a world colored by the church and the European renaissance.
The obsession with ancient Greece is there. The alchemists are present. The devil looms behind every corner. Even the costumes give renaissance.
We must consider the role colonial Christianity plays in creating tarot's archetypes.
Tarot for Liberation works to change the vantage point from which we see tarot.
It goes beyond card meanings to form a metatheory of how tarot can help us. It bypasses simplistic discussions about where queers fit in tarot. It asks instead how tarot can change the way we see the world, and how we live in it.
The Tower is a card whose impact depends on where you sit.
If you built the Tower, you're probably having a shit time. If you're trapped in the Tower, you may now become free--if you can survive the fall.
But it also matters whose side you're on, and which tower you think is falling.
Joshua Fought the Battle of Jericho
My family began to worry my Christian education wasn't working when I turned fourteen.
My grandmother finally ended her overlong tenure as my sunday school teacher. I entered the Teen class with a sigh of relief.
She had kept me in her Junior class an extra year. (She was very serious about my walk with her god.) She read through her bible once a year while listening to it on tape. Yes, both at once.
When I'd stay over, I'd wake to the drone of her tapes. I'd see her, before dawn, still in her night dress, her huge bible with its pink floral dust jacket open on her bed.
My grandmother was a constant interlocutor, and a friend of my mind. But that year, I found we viewed biblical history through different lenses.
And she was OBSESSED with history. Particularly Black History, of course, and as such, Ancient Egypt. Ancient Egypt was having a moment in the 1990s--King Tut and all that.
My grandmother took it a little farther, as is our way. She had the print, the necklaces, the rings. If they had it, she had it.
To my grandmother, Egypt was proof that Black People helped to make the modern world.
It was a part of her religion. It was part of her self-understanding.
Nevermind the empire. Empire was part of her religion too, a bigger part than Egypt.
So when I told her my concerns about Joshua's behavior in Jericho, she did not share them.
The Joshua of the Christian bible rose to power when Moses died. God comes to him, and is like "make a colonial state for yourself in Canaan."
The biblical book of Joshua makes clear why Christianity is the premier religion of imperialism
A entire nation becomes an army. They carry the tablets Moses brought down from the mountain in a magical gold box. These tablets of liberation become a tool for colonization--the Ark of the Covenant.
Joshua and his army circle around the busy city of Jericho for six days. They blow horns. They carry the ark of the covenant. They pray.
On the seventh day, everyone shouts. The walls fall.
This, too, is The Tower.
And for Christians, this Tower is great.
All because their God hated the Canaanites. All because it was foretold to Abraham.
All because in the book of Leviticus, they were said to lie with animals, have gay sex, and believe in another god.
To know Leviticus was never anything more than a book of propaganda may provide the gays some relief.
I had already had my suspicions with Lot's wife. (Another Tower tale.) Let alone Lot's daughters. I sparred with my youth pastor about Tamar.
But the idea of laying low a thriving city was where I drew an internal line.
Only two books prior, the reader is asked to rejoice about the murder of every man in Midian. We're asked to side with Moses when he's pissed his soldiers left the women of Midian alive.
To Christians, the only perspective that matters in the bible is that of the colonizer, of the patriarch.
How else do you believe the story of Lot over that of his daughters, pregnant with their father's child?
How else do you celebrate a war built on gossip and prophecy? Whether you believe the gossip and prophecy or you don't.
Imagine yourself besieged inside of Jericho for seven days. Spied upon, then attacked, then sacked.
This, too, is The Tower.
Of all tarot's archetypes, The Tower brings the most immediate danger. Accidents, injuries, imprisonment, and sudden acts of violence are all manifestations of the Tower.
To even acknowledge this is to challenge the overly-psychological readings of tarot that have become all too common.
Tarot, like most spiritual technology, is reduced to mere self-help. It's capacity to speak to some of the most difficult experiences in human life is minimized in service of individualism.
Yet archetype is powerful because it's recognizable, even in crisis. Even without a lecture, or a plan of indoctrination that starts young.
In 2003, what could I see in Joshua that I didn't see in George W. Bush? What could I see but another warmonger, using god to cover his crimes?
What could I hear in those shouts but "Axis of Evil?" What could I see in Leviticus' gossip but "Weapons of Mass Distruction?"
How could I love a god of war? How could I love a god who created people he didn't love, solely for the character development of those he did?
These questions were the lightning that struck my tower of faith.
It bothered me that the priests came to shout down the walls. It bothered me that burnt the homes, and looted the residents.
To my grandmother this was fine. God had said so. No other justification was needed.
It's simple to believe as you are taught. It is simple to do as you are told.
I'm not a biblical scholar, obvi. I'm an ex-evangelical church girl from New Jersey. And there I was force-fed what politicians have said all week:
That winners win and losers lose because of god. Any other answer, whether racism, or systemic abuse, or neglect, or poverty is an excuse.
A passive reading of The Tower reinforces the narrative that god loves some people more than others.
A liberatory reading of tarot may draw our eye to the construction of The Hierophant.
The Hierophant who passes along bias with knowledge. The Hierophant who stands in for the church. The Hierophant who soaks up and mystifies the power passed to them by the Empress and Emperor.
The Hierophant who hides their hand inside of a god whose mouth they control. A god who reflects their own biases.
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Capitalism, Scarcity, and Tarot Love Readings
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Building Responsive Power: Queering Tarot’s Kings
Understanding Tarot’s Acolyte Cards, Part 1
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as a heterosexual person, i haven’t committed too much thought as to what argument i want to put on the table when arguing polemically with my classmates about homosexuality other than my beliefs that all of the books of the bible are written by men, and there is a general consensus among early church fathers that a majority of the pentateuch was written (with less emphasis on spiritual influence) by moses to help direct the israelites and all of the pauline theology (pauline letters) is incredibly rooted in paul’s own experience/opinion and his really contentious claim to apostolic personage. there are plenty of other key figures who, when mentioning doctrine, bypass the topic of homosexual behavior in favor of the catch all of ‘sexual immortality’ or adultery. i wouldn’t consider the latter a point; i’m including it to explain why i only draw out moses and paul, as they speak of homosexuality in their books/letters. my biggest argument is that the bible under the mosaic covenant and within the messianic covenant both intentionally say marriage is between a husband and wife, however, if we are to reflect on that retroactively, this is the same time in which women were very clearly being kept from ministry or ministries which were led by women (montanism, etc) were considered heretical. reading the bible today, most people in the western church or in protestant sects will agree that women can be spirit filled and go on to lead congregations and take on an administrative role in the church despite pauline theology agreeing with the aristotle musing that silence is a woman’s glory, but we respect the fact that they lived in a patriarchal society and anachronistically, there was no other opinion to have been had at that time. i usually bring this up directly, and say that the same can be applied to homosexuality, along with the very elementary point of: even if homosexuality is a sin presently, that sin is passed through the seed of man and (usually) present at conception. regardless of the presence of sin in man or not, man is made in god’s image, and that’s primary doctrine. living in denial of one’s identity or shame in divine construction feels antithetical of the christian creed.
that was exceptionally long-winded, but it’s fair to sit down and say: what is my theological backing of looking at biblical theology retroactively and applying it today?-- because, it is so hard for me to not run into these arguments immediately and say: “every single gospel is about love, when we meet God, what makes you think that He’s going to ask us who our preferred gender was? if He asks us anything, it will be: did you love me? did you love others? He’s going to say there was so much love out there for you, you felt so much all of these years, all of the love of Christ in you grasping for others and instead of accepting the part of you that is me, you listened to man”-- which is emotion driven, but it blows my mind when someone can sit in front of me and say “i want to be a spiritual leader of people, and help others feel the awesome love of God” and then ten minutes later say, “homosexuality is a sin, and i think doctrine against it needs to be stronger, i don’t feel comfortable with churches that allow gay people as members or in administration, and i won’t do anything that makes it look as if though i condone that lifestyle” as if that was ever the point of Jesus Christ dying on a cross for mankind (well, I’m sure he died for those aforementioned rhetoricians).
it’s so hard to shake these people and say: that’s not who God is. God is an infinite being that we will never understand, and physical and romantic love is something he gave to us on earth to experience with each other- it’s nothing he needs. perversion that happens with it is perversion of the character or the heart, not with the action. and that’s it.
we look in samuel/kings and see that the israelites ask God for a king, He doesn’t want to give them one, because he understands what man is like, but the hebrews beg samuel, and samuel begs God, and God changes his mind. He gives them saul (a bit of a haha moment), but he does it: even in the old testament, he listens to man and he acquiesces. Christ repeatedly says the the son of man came to serve. we’re looking at ‘logos’, the Word, Jesus, and everything that Jesus said is important, the written text of the bible will pass away but Jesus remains, and He just says love. countless times. countless. after all, the world will pass away and really the love of God will be the only eternal thing, within us, and because of secondary doctrine, we ask others to deny it. mind numbing.
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Words Never Die
by Gary Simpson
1 Samuel 3:1-20 (King James Version) And the child Samuel ministered unto the Lord before Eli. And the word of the Lord was precious in those days; there was no open vision. And it came to pass at that time, when Eli was laid down in his place, and his eyes began to wax dim, that he could not see; and ere the lamp of God went out in the temple of the Lord, where the ark of God was, and Samuel was laid down to sleep; that the Lord called Samuel: and he answered, Here am I. 5 And he ran unto Eli, and said, Here am I; for thou calledst me. And he said, I called not; lie down again. And he went and lay down. 6 And the Lord called yet again, Samuel. And Samuel arose and went to Eli, and said, Here am I; for thou didst call me. And he answered, I called not, my son; lie down again. 7 Now Samuel did not yet know the Lord, neither was the word of the Lord yet revealed unto him. 8 And the Lord called Samuel again the third time. And he arose and went to Eli, and said, Here am I; for thou didst call me. And Eli perceived that the Lord had called the child. 9 Therefore Eli said unto Samuel, Go, lie down: and it shall be, if he call thee, that thou shalt say, Speak, Lord; for thy servant heareth. So Samuel went and lay down in his place. 10 And the Lord came, and stood, and called as at other times, Samuel, Samuel. Then Samuel answered, Speak; for thy servant heareth.
11 And the Lord said to Samuel, Behold, I will do a thing in Israel, at which both the ears of every one that heareth it shall tingle. In that day I will perform against Eli all things which I have spoken concerning his house: when I begin, I will also make an end. For I have told him that I will judge his house for ever for the iniquity which he knoweth; because his sons made themselves vile, and he restrained them not. And therefore I have sworn unto the house of Eli, that the iniquity of Eli’s house shall not be purged with sacrifice nor offering for ever.
15 And Samuel lay until the morning, and opened the doors of the house of the Lord. And Samuel feared to shew Eli the vision. Then Eli called Samuel, and said, Samuel, my son. And he answered, Here am I. And he said, What is the thing that the Lord hath said unto thee? I pray thee hide it not from me: God do so to thee, and more also, if thou hide any thing from me of all the things that he said unto thee. And Samuel told him every whit, and hid nothing from him. And he said, It is the Lord: let him do what seemeth him good.
19 And Samuel grew, and the Lord was with him, and did let none of his words fall to the ground. 20 And all Israel from Dan even to Beer-sheba knew that Samuel was established to be a prophet of the Lord.
Reflection:
There is an old public domain hymn titled “Kind Words Never Die.” Sadly, angry words take on a life of their own too. In no realm does that seem more accurate than political and religious discussions.
Three general principles you might want to look for in this sermon. (1) Ridicule and insults can cause religious and political divisions and political tension. (2) We can reflect on how our theological beliefs and political news consumption may cause us to hate others. (3) Look for ways to build people up.
There are times when a dose of Biblical trivia feels right. And this is one of those times. In the Septuagint, 1st and 2nd Samuel were called 1st and 2nd Kingdoms, and 1st and 2nd Kings were called 3rd and 4th Kingdoms.(1) A few people think 1st and 2nd Samuel would be better named Saul and David, or 1st and 2nd David.(2)
First and Second Samuel were probably written about 900 BCE(3), and the events described in 1st Samuel might date back to somewhere between 1200 and 1000 BCE.(4) The book was written after the division of the nation into two kingdoms, the northern and the southern kingdoms.(5) The events in the book of 1st Samuel take place during a time of political change. The children of Israel were transitioning into a monarchical form of government.(6) We see a shift from the leadership of priests, prophets and judges to kings.(7)
As we look to contemporary issues dividing Canada and the United States, we may find parts of 1st Samuel, a book written for a people divided into two kingdoms, valuable. A major theme in 1st Samuel is that the main characters, Samuel, Saul, and David, all “make mistakes that cost them dearly.”(8) This last point, which seems quite trivial, could be important. Religious institutions and religious leaders, combined with political institutions and political leaders, made mistakes that could be challenging for North Americans for many years. Decisions relating to the creation and operation of residential schools made by the Canadian Government and church denominations hurt generations of Indigenous people. Contributors to the NIV Foundation Study Bible observe that Samuel’s ministry is built on a foundation of an “attitude of listening.”(9) And listening could be critical to the future for people of faith.
There is some literary foreshadowing in the passage. Samuel means “requested of God.”(10) We can get the sense that there is something special about Samuel, and that sense increases as we read the narratives in 1st and 2nd Samuel.
In the ancient Near Eastern world, prophets gave messages from God. Should a god not give messages through prophets, it was considered a sign that the gods were unhappy.(11) Contributors to the Cultural Backgrounds Study Bible indicate that some people speculate that Samuel was in the temple area at night in hopes of receiving a “divine vision,” but there is nothing in the Biblical passage that supports that conclusion.(12)
Verses 15 to 17 are worth exploring for a moment. Warren Wiersbe draws attention to the fact that Samuel got up and went about his daily duties. He gives Samuel credit for being mature enough not to run around telling everyone that God gave him a special message.(13) I am not sure if it was maturity or dread of telling Eli the message God gave Samuel. Because Eli was almost like a foster father, Samuel might have loved Eli. His love for Eli might have been why Samuel was reluctant to tell Eli God’s message. Samuel did not want to hurt Eli.(14) Eli had a long vocational calling as a judge, having judged Israel for 40 years. Knowing Eli's vocation might have made it even more difficult for Samuel to deliver God’s stern message.(15)
Eli appears to threaten Samuel. He says Samuel must tell the whole truth and not to hide anything from him or God will deal severely with Samuel. Eli may have spoken strongly because he realized that God did something “rare” when God bypassed him and gave Samuel a message.(16) Eli, who recognizes physical maturity does not always go hand-in-hand with spiritual maturity, takes the rebuke God gives him through the mouth of young Samuel.(17) I think Eli shows significant maturity in his willingness to seek out and to accept the message Samuel gave.
Moses understood the children of Israel wanted to have a king.(18) There could be many reasons why the children of Israel wanted a king, a person of power, leading their country. They might have been seeking power, prestige, and a feeling of safety. Chapters 8-12 of 1 Samuel describe the establishment of a king for the children of Israel.(19) Was a desire to have a powerful leader, a person who could protect people of faith, a factor in some Christians being involved in the Capitol protest, a protest that claimed the lives of people? Did some people of faith believe they needed a strong president, a virtual king figure to protect their faith? We may never know.
When protesters took over the Capitol Building in Washington, DC., a few Americans carried crosses and Christian banners. Photos show somebody put up a noose. There was a massive juxtaposition between the images. As Canadians we cannot look down our noses at our American neighbors and congratulate ourselves that this could never happen in Canada. Increasingly strong and polarizing rhetoric is not just an American thing. We have the same problem here. Polarizing language between conservative and progressive Christians is both a Canadian and an American problem.
There are a few things that we may want to consider when reviewing how you live out your religious and political convictions.
• Is our shared theology and understanding of the Bible helping us feel more compassion for others, or are we finding ourselves progressively feeling more angry with those who do not share our values or our doctrine?
• When we hear a politician or a minister speak, do we find ourselves feeling increasingly angry because we believe that we are being cheated?
• Have we studied, to understand, and not to prove other people wrong, the beliefs of other Christian denominations and other world religions?
• Do we find ourselves engaging in calling members of other religious or political groups names? Do we find ourselves calling either progressive or conservative Christians names?
• Do we decide to vote based only on one political issue?
• Are there times when we seriously want to punch people who disagree with us on core issues?
• Do we spend hours each week listening to all news, all talk shows? Are we feeling anxious and angry after we watch hours of news and opinion shows?
If some of the things I mentioned seem to describe you, this might be a sign that you need to focus less on news and theology. You may want to limit your consumption of news to the morning news and the evening news. That might help you feel less like your core values are being assaulted.
Anglican theologian John Stott states, “No theology is genuinely Christian which does not arise from and focus on the cross.”(20) Historically Christians have seen love and grace as being symbolized in the cross. This means Christian theology is only genuine Christian theology when it shows love and grace. A prime test of love is respect. When we express theology in a loving manner, we attempt to show respect for those who disagree. The use of sarcastic language, ridicule, and insults might win the argument, but it generally loses the war, since the tactics offend and alienate.
I am going to conclude with a story.
Lawrence Welk is a big band leader who had a highly successful career. There is a website that estimates the net worth of celebrities. According to the website, when Lawrence Welk died in 1992, he might have been the richest person in show business, possibly being even more wealthy than the legendary Bob Hope.(21)
I hope that I recall the story correctly because it has been years since I read Lawrence Welk’s autobiography. As I recall the story, Lawrence Welk was reminiscing about his early days in show business. Welk and his boss, the leader of the band he was in, were eating in a café. Evidently, the food was pretty awful. Lawrence Welk complained about the food. The leader of the band complimented the waitress on the coffee. Later, Lawrence Welk asked the leader of the band why he didn’t complain about the bad food. The bandleader replied to the effect that whenever the waitress heard his name, she would think about how he complimented her for the coffee and whenever the waitress heard Lawrence Welk's name, she would remember how he criticized the food.
I encourage people to change the topic from political concerns and religion to other topics and to look for a reason to praise. Your kind words will be remembered and will build a bridge.
Kind words can never die,
Cherished and blest,
God knows how deep they lie,
Stored in the breast:
Like childhood’s simple rhymes,
Said o’er a thousand times,
Aye, in all years and climes,
Distant and near.
Kind words can never die(22)
End Notes
(1) Joel Rosenberg. “1 and 2 Samuel.” The Literary Guide to the Bible. (Cambridge, Massachusetts: Harvard Univ. Press, 1987), 122.
(2) Rosenberg. (1987), 122.
(3) Marshall Shelley, et al., eds. The Quest Study Bible. (Grand Rapids, Michigan: Zandervan Pub., 1994), 358.
(4) John H. Walton and Craig S. Keener, eds. New King James Version Cultural Backgrounds Study Bible. (Grand Rapids, Michigan: Zandervan Pub., 2017), 480.
(5) Shelley, et al. (1994), 358.
(6) Walton and Keener, eds. (2017), 480.
(7) Rosenberg. (1987), 122.
(8) NIV Foundation Study Bible. (Grand Rapids, Michigan: Zandervan, 2015), 283.
(9) NIV Foundation Study Bible. (2015), 286.
(10) Merrill F. Unger. Unger's Bible Handbook: An Essential Guide to Understanding the Bible. (Chicago: Moody Press, 1967), 187.
(11) Walton and Keener. (2017), 486.
(12) Walton and Keener. (2017), 486.
(13) Warren W. Wiersbe. The Bible Exposition Commentary: History. Colorado Springs, Colorado: Victor, 2003), 216.
(14) Walter J. Harrelson, et al., eds. The New Interpreter's Study Bible. (Nashville, Tennessee: Abingdon Press, 2003), 399.
(15) Bruce Barton, et al., eds. Life Explanation Study Bible. 2nd ed. (Wheaton, Illinois: Tyndale House Pub., 2004), 413.
(16) Shelley, et al. (1994), 363.
(17) Christian Community Bible. 2nd ed. (Madrid, Spain: San Pablo, 1988), 277.
(18) Kenneth Barker, et al., eds. The NIV Study Bible. (Grand Rapids, Michigan: Zandervan Pub., 1985), 372.
(19) Barker, et al. (1985), 372.
(20) John Stott. The Cross of Christ. (Doners Grove, Illinois: InterVarsity Press, 1986), 216.
(21) “Lawrence Welk Net Worth.” Celebrity Net Worth. 2020, 16 January 2021.
<https://www.celebritynetworth.com/richest-celebrities/rock-stars/lawrence-welk-net-worth/>.
(22) Abbey Hutchinson Patton. “Kind Words Can Never Die.” Public Domain Hymns. <https://www.pdhymns.com/SheetMusic/B_Normal/I-Q_Normal/K_Normal/Kind%20Words%20Can%20Never%20Die_N.pdf>.
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I'm a exmo and came across your blog and had questions about the whole 144,000 people go to heaven after the armageddon thing if you are ok with answering questions... how is it justified to members if there are more jw than there are slots in heaven? Are there jw who don't think they'll in the 144,000? Why be in the church then? Can a priest say "nope, you're wrong" if you do believe you're one of the 144,000? Thank you!
Jehovah’s Witnesses don’t aim to get into Heaven. The ideal situation for a JW is to follow all of the rules and stuff straight through Armageddon. Then (like Mormons) they believe there will be a one thousand year trial period, where everyone who’s ever lived gets resurrected on Earth and is given the chance to learn the “truth” and start serving Jehovah. The Earth will be a Paradise then, since all the false religions are gone and so are the opposing governments to Jehovah’s theocracy, and all humans will be immortal and perfect. There will be no such thing as mistakes. They used to say everyone would be white in Paradise, but currently they only say the disabled and LGBT+ will be “cured.” Also all animals become herbivores again
After the thousand year reign, Jesus will pass the rulership over Earth back to Jehovah and there will be Judgment Day. Satan and the demons will be permanently destroyed, along with anyone who didn’t become a Jehovah’s Witness over the thousand years. Everyone left after that gets to keep on living a luxurious immortal life on a paradise Earth where all human civilization has just mysteriously disappeared. They always paint it as being very natural, with no big buildings or cities, just forests and fields everywhere because humans have cleaned up the pollution by then and everyone lives in homemade huts and grows their own food
That’s what your average rank and file Jehovah’s Witness is aiming for
Then there’s the 144,000, also called the annointed class. These people believe that they will be reigning as kings in Heaven with Jesus. They bypass all that stuff I just said about Paradise and immediately become spirit creatures in Heaven once they die. JWs believe spirit creatures and/or angels have no physical form, no gender, and also any past marriages get dissolved. The 144,000 can be of any gender theoretically, but I think they’re mostly male in practice.
The idea is that you don’t hope or aim to be a 144,000, it is revealed to you directly by Jehovah in a deeply private moment. They’re supposed to always be very spiritual and typically leaders, but this doesn’t always hold up. It used to be pretty common for people to say they were of the annointed— at least there was like a few in every hall. But now it’s not so much, and there’s a general understanding that most of them have been chosen by now. Like five years ago an old man moved into our area/hall and said he was one of the annointed, and a lot of people quietly doubted it but no one said anything to him because only he and Jehovah could say for sure, so questioning it would just be rude and pointless
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Today's Daily Encounter 17th August 2022
Keep on Growing
“Instead, we will speak the truth in love, growing in every way more and more like Christ, who is the head of his body, the church. He makes the whole body fit together perfectly. As each part does its own special work, it helps the other parts grow, so that the whole body is healthy and growing and full of love.”1
A schoolteacher who was bypassed for a promotion went to her administrator and complained, “I have twenty years of experience, and you promoted someone who had only been teaching five years.” The administrator replied, “No, you don’t have twenty years of experience. You have one year of experience twenty times. You’re still teaching the same things and in the same way you did your first year. You haven’t grown in your profession.”
When we come to Christ, and start our faith journey, the goal is to grow, to develop, to become effective representatives of Christ to the world. Unfortunately, some come to Christ and become stagnant in their spiritual growth. They get comfortable being spiritually fed and watching others serve but fail to take the next steps in their growth process. Years and years go by, and while they continue receiving so much information about the Bible, they fail to put it into practice. Instead of being active members in the body of Christ, they become comfortable doing as little as possible, which stunts their growth and they become ineffective in helping others grow as well.
I was a teacher for 13 years and things were constantly changing. Over the years, the State started requiring the children to know more before moving on to the next grade. However, developmentally, children are all different and learn through different methods. My job as a teacher was to be creative, flexible, and ensure the growth and success of each student, while still being sure to meet State standards. In the same way, we, as Christians, are to continually find creative ways to communicate the gospel to others in this changing society, but always adhere to the truth of God’s Word. As we study Scripture and spend time with God, we will grow and learn to successfully do the special work God has for us.
Suggested prayer: Dear Lord, I want to keep growing and learning to be more like Jesus. Keep me from getting stuck and failing to pursue a deeper relationship with you. And as I grow, give me the creativity to share the gospel with others in a way that they understand. Thank you for hearing and answering my prayer. In Jesus’ name, amen.
Ephesians 4:15-16 (NLT).
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Immanuel Wilkins Album Review: The 7th Hand
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BY JORDAN MAINZER
Almost half of The 7th Hand, the incredible second album from alto saxophonist Immanuel Wilkins, is its final track, “Lift”. It’s a free jazz tune on an otherwise metered record; while John Coltrane’s Ascension has been an obvious point of comparison for many music journalists, the song’s inspirations actually hark back about another century. With bendy, squeaky playing atop Micah Thomas’s jagged piano, drummer Kweku Sumbry’s popping snares, and Daryl Johns’ bowed and plucked bass, “Lift”, according to Wilkins, is an exercise in radical empathy. Its various explosions are meant to emulate speaking in tongues and recall Black Pentecostalism. “To the slave owner, Aunt Hester’s screams were just screams,” Wilkins writes. “But to the other slaves, those screams carried messages to flee, to sing, to run, to keep working — a host of things.” Wilkins knowingly explores forms that “listeners might not understand.” Indeed, even when “Lift” quiets down over its 26 minutes, or Wilkins’ saxophone drones, the song remains breathless.
Wilkins’ lack of fear in not just challenging the listener but purposefully bypassing their understanding is what makes The 7th Hand a monumental album. His debut Omega was just as socially conscious, a record about the Black experience in America. But The 7th Hand breaks the rules while establishing some of its own. The first track, “Emanation”, ends in the middle of a vamp. Each track from then on out relates to the next by a triple meter, going down and then back up until the free “Lift”; if, in Biblical terms, 6 represents man and human weakness, 7 represents divine intervention, a concept represented at first by an instrument and later by the freedom of the album’s final track.
Throughout the album, Wilkins plays with the idea of his band as a vessel, in the spiritual sense, possessed by greater powers to deliver music and messages. “Don’t Break” features the Farafina Kan Percussion Ensemble, with which Sumbry often performs, on djembe drums. Juxtaposed with the band’s traditional jazz instrumentation, the song not only explores music of the African Diaspora but explicitly references the Yoruba drumming and dancing tradition, where the drums call down a deity that then possesses a dancer. Elsewhere, a minimal track like “Shadow” takes inspiration from Wayne Shorter’s composition “Fall” from Miles Davis’ Nefertiti, while “Fugitive Ritual, Selah”, is a hymn to the Black church. If selah means “pause,” giving space to a holier spirit, the band provides that space. Johns’ bass introduces the latter track, eventually calling in Wilkins’ and Thomas’ soulful playing, while Sumbry shows his true versatility, with gentle, yet off-kilter drumming. And if “Lift” represents divine intervention--the ability for a higher power to come in and offer freedom--it’s foreshadowed by “Witness” and “Lighthouse”, two tracks that feature flutist Elena Pinderhughes. It provides timbral differences to Thomas’ mellotron and Wilkins’ improvisations on the respective tracks, allowing “Witness” to sway to a calm, appearing vocal and angelic on the skittering “Lighthouse”. Though intentional in its references and inspirations, The 7th Hand is the type of album destined to play that same role as a benchmark for future jazz masters.
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Greetings in the matchless Name of our Lord Jesus Christ.
Topic: The First Great Mission of Paul to the Gentiles – The Beginning of Missions & Evangelism!
Rhema Word: Acts 13:2-3 (NKJV) “As they ministered to the Lord and fasted, the Holy Spirit said, “Now separate to Me Barnabas and Saul for the work to which I have called them.” Then, having fasted and prayed, and laid hands on them, they sent them away.”
Let’s pray. Our Gracious Loving Father, thank You for giving us an opportunity to meditate Your Word today along with Your children who have been called to live a holy life Father. I commit everyone who are all meditating this message into Your mighty hand Father. Bless them and give them the oneness of Spirit and make their heart as a good land to receive each and every Word which is living and active Father. Thank You Holy Spirit for helping us to understand the in-depth treasure of Your Word and helping us to live a life as per Your Word Lord. We give all the Glory and Honour to You only Father. We pray in the mighty Name of Your beloved Son Jesus Christ. Amen.
The missionary call of Barnabas and Saul, recorded in the thirteenth chapter of the book of Acts is replete with practical helps in a problem that bothers many Christians: How to recognize the guidance of God, how to know the directions of life, and to find the will of the Holy Spirit in these matters.
The thirteenth chapter is a turning point in the book of Acts. It marks the beginning of the third phase of our Lord's great commission. In the opening chapter of this book, before Jesus ascended into the heavens, He said to His disciples, “But you shall receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you; and you shall be witnesses to Me in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the end of the earth.” (Acts 1:8). Then He outlined geographically how that witness should proceed, beginning in Jerusalem, then in Judea and Samaria, and finally unto the uttermost parts of the earth. In Chapter 13 we meet the beginning of the last phase, the going unto the uttermost parts of the earth. It is also the beginning of the apostleship of Paul. Up to this time, though he was called to be an apostle when he was first converted on the Damascus road, he has never acted as an apostle. Now, some eleven or twelve years after his conversion, he begins to fulfil the ministry to which he was called as an apostle of Jesus Christ. Perhaps the most important thing about this section is that here is found a revelation of the manner of the leading of the Spirit, how the Spirit of God guides his people. Let us get this before us, for this is of great importance. The first three verses relate the setting for the call of the Holy Spirit.
Yes, this passage begins the most daring and challenging step ever taken by any organization in the history of world. Yes, the Christian church launched forth, making a deliberate effort to carry the gospel to the whole world. It commissioned its first two missionaries for the deliberate purpose of going to meet the world’s desperate need for Christ.
Let us try to understand the “The Beginning of Missions and Evangelism” on the following points with the help of Holy Spirit today:
1] First Missionaries were gifted with spiritual gift:
2] First Missionaries were called by the Holy Spirit:
3] First Missionaries “Set Apart” by the Holy Spirit for a specific call:
4] First Missionaries were commissioned by the church:
5] First Missionaries were sent on their way by the Holy Spirit:
6] Work of Missions and Evangelism:
7] Desire to hear Word of God:
8] Pronouncement of Judgement upon all who reject and oppose God:
9] Conversion:
1] First Missionaries were gifted with spiritual gift:
The Bible says in Acts 13:1-3 “Now in the church that was at Antioch there were certain prophets and teachers: Barnabas, Simeon who was called Niger, Lucius of Cyrene, Manaen who had been brought up with Herod the tetrarch, and Saul. As they ministered to the Lord and fasted, the Holy Spirit said, “Now separate to Me Barnabas and Saul for the work to which I have called them.” Then, having fasted and prayed, and laid hands on them, they sent them away.”
The Antioch Church was God’s choice to become the mission and evangelistic center of the world. God was now ready to send His Word to the whole world. The first three phases of the great commission had been launched. The disciples of Christ had borne and left a witness in Jerusalem and Judea and Samaria. Now it was time for a witness to go into all the world, reaching out even to the uttermost part (Acts 1:8).
But note a significant fact that stands as a warning to every church: God had to choose some church other than the Jerusalem church to launch the worldwide mission. The Jerusalem church was too narrow and traditional to do the job and too many of its members (Jews) were too prejudiced and held too many feelings against the rest of the world (Gentiles). Yes, they refused to repent of their “exclusiveness and their traditional, formal approach to God”. Hence, God had to bypass the Jerusalem church and raise up another church to become the center of His mission upon earth.
The Antioch church was diverse, a church that reached out to everyone. This is clearly seen in the people mentions in Acts 13:1 – Barnabas, Simeon or Niger, Lucius of Cyrene, Manaen and Saul of Tarsus. Just note, Saul is mentioned last as though he was considered least important among the leaders. However, Saul’s deep love for the Lord and his driving commitment to the Lord’s cause would soon lead God to use Saul beyond imagination.
The first missionaries were gifted with the very special gifts of the Holy Spirit:
a) They were gifted as prophets. The Bible says in Acts 11:27 “During this time some prophets came down from Jerusalem to Antioch.”
b) They were gifted as teachers (Acts 13:1) – teaching is a high calling, one of the greatest of callings. Every apostle and prophet and pastor has the gift of teaching, but not every teacher is an apostle or prophet or pastor. The gift of teaching bears one of the largest responsibilities given by God; therefore, the teacher will be required to give a strict account to God for his faithfulness in using his gift. Apostle James says in James 3:1 “Not many of you should become teachers, my fellow believers, because you know that we who teach will be judged more strictly.”
2] First Missionaries were called by the Holy Spirit:
The Bible says in Acts 13:2 “While they were worshiping the Lord and fasting, the Holy Spirit said, “Set apart for me Barnabas and Saul for the work to which I have called them.”
Yes, the first missionaries were called while worshipping and fasting. This is critical to see:
(a) The chosen men were faithful in their ministry right where they were. They were not waiting to serve when they reached the fields of the world; they were serving right then and there, right where they were. They did not overlook nor turn away from needs around them, in their own community. They were the Lord’s, His followers, and as such they were commanded to minister even as He had ministered – right where they were (John 20:21; Matthew 20:28).
Apostle Paul says in Colossians 3:23-24 “Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for human masters, since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving.”
Yes, it was because of their faithfulness where they were that God knew He could trust these men to do greater things for Him.
(b) The men chosen were men of prayer and fasting. Apparently they had come together to discuss the matter of world evangelism and were fasting and praying over the matter. One significant point is clear: God can use only those who sense the desperate needs of the world, sense the needs so deeply that they will set food and everything else aside in order to seek God’s face.
Just note & Introspect: How desperately God needs men and women who will fill the gap as these men did. What a tragedy! Generation after generation has rolled in upon the other and the world is still unreached. Where are those (i) who will be faithful in ministering right where they are? (b) who will be so concerned they will set food and everything else aside for prayer?
3] First Missionaries “Set Apart” by the Holy Spirit for a specific call:
The Bible says in Acts 13:2 “While they were worshiping the Lord and fasting, the Holy Spirit said, “Set apart for me Barnabas and Saul for the work to which I have called them.”
Yes, the first missionaries received a specific call. The call came from the Holy Spirit: they were to be set apart for “the work” chosen by God. Note several facts that are critical for every believer and minister of the gospel:
(a) It is the Holy Spirit that calls the believers to serve God. Just note here: Paul and Barnabas were not called (i) by the church, (ii) by the other leaders, (iii) by their own determination. The words of Christ were as true for Paul and Barnabas as they were for the first apostles and for us today.
Jesus said in John 15:16 “You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you so that you might go and bear fruit—fruit that will last—and so that whatever you ask in my name the Father will give you.”
Also, note that the Holy Spirit was not calling Paul and Barnabas to a life of witness. Every believer is called to be a witness for God. But here the Holy Spirit was calling the men to a specific task, to a lifetime commitment to ministry. The two men were never again to be lay believers, but were to give their lives to serving God as full time worldwide evangelists or missionaries.
(b) The call of the Holy Spirit comes at a specific time. There is a definite time when the Holy Spirit speaks to the believer’s heart and mind, and the voice and will of God are unmistakable.
(c) The call of the Holy Spirit is for the believer to be His, to be possessed by God’s Spirit. The called believer is “separated to belong to the Holy Spirit:” to allow the Spirit to live and move and have His being within the believer’s body; to be possessed, infilled, and guided by the Spirit; to be completely surrendered to the Spirit’s will and use.
(d) The call of the Holy Spirit involves “work” – the work He has chosen for the believer to do. Yes, the believer is (i) to “set apart” for the work,” to do the work of the ministry and (ii) to prepare God’s people for works of services so that the body of Christ may be built up (Ephesians 4:12).
One more very important point to note here is: the first missionaries bathed their mission in prayer and fasting. They did not launch out immediately. The new call was too momentous. The face of the God had to be sought (i) for a deep sense of His presence and power, (ii) for the direction of His will and (iii) for the praise of His name.
4] First Missionaries were commissioned by the church:
The Bible says in Acts 13:3 “So after they had fasted and prayed, they placed their hands on them and sent them off.”
Yes, the first missionaries were commissioned by the church. Note two points here:
(a) This was apparently an official meeting of the church called for the specific purpose of commissioning Saul and Barnabas.
(b) The church was not calling and setting these two men apart. It was the Holy Spirit who had called and set these two men apart to the ministry. The church was (i) acknowledging the Holy Spirit’s call by the laying on of hands, (ii) committing its support and prayers to the two God sent men and (iii) obeying the Holy Spirit’s leadership and allowing the men to be separated from the Antioch church.
Note that the church was called upon to acknowledge and commission these men to the work of God (v.2)
5] First Missionaries were sent on their way by the Holy Spirit:
The Bible says in Acts 13:4 “The two of them, sent on their way by the Holy Spirit, went down to Seleucia and sailed from there to Cyprus.”
Yes, there was the leading of the Holy Spirit. The servants of God were “sent on their way by the Holy Spirit”. They were not striking out on their own. They were not going because of a “feeling”, an inner idea that told them they should go. There were not going because the church was sending them forth. They were not going because they had chosen missions as a profession. The source of their call and mission was the HOLY SPIRIT. It was the Spirit of God that had called them and was sending them forth (Acts 13:1-3).
The leadership of the Spirit is critical to the servant of God. If he is led by the Spirit, he is filled with the greatest encouragement; but if he is not led by the Spirit, he is often filled with the greatest discouragement. Paul and Barnabas were led by the Spirit; therefore, they were able to march forth triumphantly. They knew five encouraging things:
(a) They were sons of God.
Apostle Paul says in Acts 8:14 “ For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, these are sons of God.”
(b) The Holy Spirit would be abiding with them.
Our Lord Jesus said in John 14:16-17 “And I will pray the Father, and He will give you another Helper, that He may abide with you forever—the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees Him nor knows Him; but you know Him, for He dwells with you and will be in you.”
(c) The Holy Spirit would be guiding them.
Jesus said in John 16:13 “However, when He, the Spirit of truth, has come, He will guide you into all truth; for He will not speak on His own authority, but whatever He hears He will speak; and He will tell you things to come.”
(d) The Holy Spirit would be giving them the words to say.
Jesus further said in John 14:26 “And I will pray the Father, and He will give you another Helper, that He may abide with you forever— the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees Him nor knows Him; but you know Him, for He dwells with you and will be in you.”
(e) The Holy Spirit would be giving success, convincing the hearers.
Our Lord Jesus further said in John 16:8-11 “And when He has come, He will convict the world of sin, and of righteousness, and of judgment: of sin, because they do not believe in Me; of righteousness, because I go to My Father and you see Me no more; of judgment, because the ruler of this world is judged.”
Note here that the Holy Spirit leads Barnabas and Saul to the island of Cyprus, the home town of Barnabas. Salamis was the largest city on the island.
6] Work of Missions and Evangelism:
The Bible says in Acts 13:5-6 “And when they arrived in Salamis, they preached the word of God in the synagogues of the Jews. They also had John as their assistant. Now when they had gone through the island to Paphos, they found a certain sorcerer, a false prophet, a Jew whose name was Bar-Jesus.”
Yes, there was the work of missions and the primary work of missions is clearly seen in these two verses:
(i) the servants of Lord proclaimed the Word.
(ii) the Lord’s servants made disciples. Yes, Mark was ministering under Barnabas and Paul, being discipled by them – helping, serving, ministering right with them, learning all he could. Apparently he was somewhat younger.
Making of disciples of young men was one of the major ministries of Paul. He was usually seen with at least several disciples accompanying him. Even on this mission, he seemed to have several whom he was discipling, although they were not named.
How Paul went about making disciples of others can be seen in the words of the great commission “Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all things that I have commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age.” Amen.
The point to note is this: our Lord is not only telling us to go and evangelize; He is telling us how to go and how to evangelize. Yes, He is not only giving the ultimate objective and overriding purpose; He is giving the method to use in evangelizing the world.
What does our Lord mean by make disciples? Is He not telling us to do exactly as He did?
What did our Lord do? “Christ came to seek and to save what was lost” (Luke 19:10). Yes, He sought the lost, those who were willing to commit their lives to Him. And when He found such a person, He saved that person. When Christ found a person who was willing to commit his life, Christ attached Himself to that person. Christ began to mould and make that person into His image. The word “attach” is the key word which best describes discipleship. Yes, Christ made disciples of men by attaching Himself to them; and through this personal attachment, they were able to observe His life and conversation; and in seeing and hearing, they began to absorb and assimilate His very character and behaviour. They began to follow Him and to serve Him more and more closely.
In simple terms, this is what Paul did. This is the way he made disciples. This was his mission and his method, his obsession. There is another way to describe what Paul did. Paul envisioned something beyond himself, beyond his day and time. He envisioned an extension of himself, an extension of his very being, and an extension of his mission and method. The way he chose to extend himself was discipling; he attached himself to committed persons, and through attachment, the persons absorbed and assimilated the Lord’s very character and mission. Then they in turn attached themselves to others and discipled them. They, too, expected their disciples to make disciples of others who were willing to commit their lives to Christ. It was by this method that the glorious message of Christ marched down through the centuries until it reached us. And it is by this method that the message of Christ is to march down to the generation that is to follow us (2 Timothy 2:2).
There is no question what our Lord’s commission is: we are to go; but more than that, we are to make disciples, to attach ourselves to those persons who will follow our Lord until they in turn can make disciples (2 Timothy 2:2).
Our Lord Jesus said in Matthew 28:19-20 “Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all things that I have commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age.” Amen.
Apostle Paul while writing to Ephesians says in Ephesians 4:11-12 “And He Himself gave some to be apostles, some prophets, some evangelists, and some pastors and teachers, for the equipping of the saints for the work of ministry, for the edifying of the body of Christ.”
While writing to Timothy, apostle Paul says in 2 Timothy 2:2-3 “And the things that you have heard from me among many witnesses, commit these to faithful men who will be able to teach others also. You therefore must endure hardship as a good soldier of Jesus Christ.”
(iii) The Lord’s servants reached out to new areas. Note the two men went through Cyprus, to the city of Paphos. The idea is that they evangelized and preached the Word from town to town, village to village as they moved about the island. They reached out to every area, carrying the glorious gospel to those who were even in the back areas of the island.
Jesus said before His ascension to heaven in Acts 1:8 “But you shall receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you; and you shall be witnesses to Me in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the end of the earth.”
(iv) The Lord’s servants confronted a false prophet. If there were no false prophets, there would be no false teaching. False teaching exists because of false prophets. Therefore, the servants of Christ will not only be confronting false teaching, they will be confronting the false prophet himself. This is important to note, for it is usually much more difficult to confront a person than just an idea. A person can stand toe to toe with a person, threatening and persecuting him. The false prophet and teacher is usually in rebellion and opposition against God; therefore some form of evil attack is almost sure to happen.
The point is this: the Lord’s true servant will run across false prophets and teachers. And so he must be walking in the Spirit, relying upon His leadership, care, presence, and power in order to stand against false teachers and their teaching.
Remember, Jesus cautioned in Matthew 7:15 “Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ravenous wolves.”
Apostle Paul cautioned in Acts 20:30 “Also from among yourselves men will rise up, speaking perverse things, to draw away the disciples after themselves.”
Apostle Peter cautioned in 2 Peters 2:1 “But there were also false prophets among the people, even as there will be false teachers among you, who will secretly bring in destructive heresies, even denying the Lord who bought them, and bring on themselves swift destruction.”
Apostle John cautioned in 2 John 1:7 “For many deceivers have gone out into the world who do not confess Jesus Christ as coming in the flesh. This is a deceiver and an antichrist.”
Apostle John further said in 1 John 2:22 “Who is a liar but he who denies that Jesus is the Christ? He is antichrist who denies the Father and the Son.”
7] Desire to hear Word of God:
The Bible says in Acts 13:6-7 “There they met a Jewish sorcerer and false prophet named Bar-Jesus, who was an attendant of the proconsul, Sergius Paulus. The proconsul, an intelligent man, sent for Barnabas and Saul because he wanted to hear the word of God.”
There was the desire to hear the Word of God. Sergius Paulus was the governor (anthupatoi), the Roman proconsul of the country. The Roman proconsuls were appointed and controlled by the Roman Senate. He was the highest ranking official, the man of power and influence on the island.
Note what Scripture stresses about this man:
a) He was a prudent, intelligent man, that is, a man of understanding and reason. He was controlled more by his mind than by feelings and emotions.
b) He was a man seeking truth. Apparently, he had been seeking the truth in philosophy, science and religion. This explains why a person of his understanding had Elymas in his palace. As shall be seen, Elymas was an unusual breed, a unique mixture of truth and error that would appeal to a man who was seeking truth.
Note: Sergius Paulus sent for Barnabas and Saul. He had heard about the Word of God these preachers were proclaiming and he wanted to hear it for himself.
Lesson for us to learn: The Lord’s servant will find some who are seeking the truth, some who desire to hear the Word of God. It was because Barnabas and Saul were proclaiming the Word, because they were faithful in the proclamation, that Sergius Paulus heard about the Word of God. If believers are not out witnessing, the world will never hear the Word of God.
Apostle Paul while writing to Romans said in Romans 10:13-14 “For whoever calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved. How then shall they call on Him in whom they have not believed? And how shall they believe in Him of whom they have not heard? And how shall they hear without a preacher?”
Apostle Paul while writing to Timothy said in 2 Timothy 4:2 “Preach the word! Be ready in season and out of season. Convince, rebuke, exhort, with all longsuffering and teaching.”
The Bible says in Acts 17:11 “Now the Berean Jews were of more noble character than those in Thessalonica, for they received the message with great eagerness and examined the Scriptures every day to see if what Paul said was true.”
8] Pronouncement of Judgement upon all who reject and oppose God:
The Bible says in Acts 13:8-11 “But Elymas the sorcerer (for that is what his name means) opposed them and tried to turn the proconsul from the faith. Then Saul, who was also called Paul, filled with the Holy Spirit, looked straight at Elymas and said, “You are a child of the devil and an enemy of everything that is right! You are full of all kinds of deceit and trickery. Will you never stop perverting the right ways of the Lord? Now the hand of the Lord is against you. You are going to be blind for a time, not even able to see the light of the sun. Immediately mist and darkness came over him, and he groped about, seeking someone to lead him by the hand.”
Most believers would never pronounce judgement upon another person, not like Paul did. But judgement is pronounced by the Word of God and judgment is to be declared upon all who reject and oppose God.
a) Elymas was the sorcerer who was a religious priest, a Jew who was teaching the truth of monotheism, that there is only one God. But he was mixing the truth with philosophy, science, astrology and the magic of eastern religions.
b) The one thing that brought immediate judgment upon the man is clearly stated. He “opposed them”, stood face to face against the preaching of God’s Word. Yes, he tried his best to keep the governor from turning to Christ.
Lesson: Remember, there is enormous danger in trying to stop someone from accepting Christ. That is why Jesus said in Mark 9:42 “If anyone causes one of these little ones—those who believe in me—to stumble, it would be better for them if a large millstone were hung around their neck and they were thrown into the sea.”
c) The judgment is from the Holy Spirit, not from Paul. What Paul did was not of himself; not of his emotions, not of personal resentment. The judgment came from the Holy Spirit. God had tolerated enough of the man’s sin, hostility and destruction.
d) The judgment upon the man was by “the hand of the Lord”. Yes, it was God and His power that executed the judgment. The judgment was blindness for blindness; darkness for darkness. The false prophet had blinded himself to the truth all his life, choosing to walk in darkness instead of the light.
Lesson: If God is not at the center of the system of thought, the system at best is peppered with erroneous teaching.
Jesus cautioned in Matthew 6:23 “But if your eyes are unhealthy, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light within you is darkness, how great is that darkness!”
The Bible says in John 1:5 “And the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not comprehend it.”
9] Conversion:
The Bible says in Acts 13:12-13 “Then the proconsul believed, when he saw what had been done, being astonished at the teaching of the Lord.”
Yes, there is the conversion of the proconsul. Note, why the proconsul believed? He was “amazed”, stricken, quickened by the “teaching of the Lord”. It was not the judgment upon the false prophet that astonished him, although such judgment was bound to affect him, but it was the message of salvation in Christ.
Let us introspect ourselves.
Are we still having too many feelings and prejudiced against the rest of the world while preaching the gospel?
Are we still refusing to repent of our exclusiveness and our traditional formal approach to God like Jerusalem church?
Shall we try to recognize our Father’s guidance, His directions and to find out His will in reaching the world with gospel?
Shall we long for anointing with the special gifts of the Holy Spirit to prophesize and teach gospel to others with confidence?
Shall we seek God’s face with fasting and praying to know His perfect will on spreading the gospel?
Shall we try to sense the desperate needs of the world so deeply so that we can concentrate in prayer in getting God’s further guidance?
Shall we be faithful in ministering wherever we are placed currently by God?
Are we waiting in prayer to get the call from the Holy Spirit for doing His specific work at His appointed time as per His Plans?
Are we allowing the Holy Spirit to live in us so as to be guided by the Spirit and preparing us for His work?
Shall we seek the face of the God for a deep sense of His presence and power, for the direction of His will and for the praise of His holy name?
Shall we lead a Spirit led life and have the confidence that we are sons of God, the Holy Spirit is always abiding with us, guiding us, giving us His Words when we preach and would be giving success besides convincing the hearers of gospel?
Let us Pray: Our Heavenly Gracious Father, we thank You for helping us to understand about “The First Great Mission of Paul to the Gentiles – The Beginning of Missions and Evangelism” Father. Father, please help us to recognize Your guidance, to understand Your directions of life, and to find Your perfect will in these matters. Father, please anoint us with the special gifts of the Holy Spirit to prophesize and teach gospel to others with confidence, help us to seek Your face by waiting on You Father with fasting and praying, help us to sense the desperate needs of the world to be saved besides helping us to be faithful in ministering wherever we are placed by You Father. Father, please help us to wait on You to get the call from You for doing Your specific work chosen for me to and for Your appropriate time as per Your Plans Father. Father, please help us to allow Your Spirit to dwell in us, prepare us for Your work and to have a deep sense of Your presence, power, direction of Your will for the glory of Your name Father. Father, please help us to have the confidence that we are Your children, Your Spirit is always abiding with us, guiding us, giving us Your Words when we preach and would be giving success besides convincing the hearers of gospel Father. Father, please help us to understand Your wisdom, will and mercy while preaching Your Word Father. We give all praise, glory and honour to Your Holy Name. In Jesus name we pray. Amen.
God bless you all.

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7.24.2021'Reflections of a Russian-Romantic-Orthodox-Post-Soviet Obstetrician / Aspiring Catholic-Post-Reformation-Unified-Church Pediatric Neurosurgeon (Divider of Freak-Conjoined Child-Brains) cum. Bethlehem College and Seminary M. Div. Global Studies + Savior of Worldwide North Korean Studies + Policy + Final Flaming Sword Destroyer of Democrat Intellectual Arrogance, Child-Hate, God-Hate and Anti-Korean Racism' Flaming swords that divide people, change the world, change souls... 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Pas. Johnraj Lamech
Greetings in the matchless Name of our Lord Jesus Christ.
Topic: The First Persecution of the Church – Lessons for Christian Service!
Rhema Word: Acts 4:19-20 (NKJV) “But Peter and John answered and said to them, “Whether it is right in the sight of God to listen to you more than to God, you judge. For we cannot but speak the things which we have seen and heard.”
Let’s pray. Our Gracious Loving Father, thank you for giving us an opportunity to meditate Your Word today along with your children who have been called to live a holy life Father. I commit everyone who are all meditating this message into your mighty hand Father. Bless them and give them the oneness of Spirit and make their heart as a good land to receive each and every Word which is living and active Lord. Thank You Holy Spirit for helping us to understand the in-depth treasure of Your Word and helping us to live a life as per Your Word Lord. We give all the Glory and Honour to You only Father. We pray in the mighty Name of Your beloved Son Jesus Christ. Amen.
The Bible recorded the first persecution of the church in Acts 4:1-21. There are several challenging lessons for Christian service. Let us try to understand the following today with the help of Holy Spirit:
1] Persecution (Acts 4:1):
2] Religionists – Persecution – Worldliness : (Acts 4:2-4):
3] Jesus Christ – the Power: (Acts 4:5-10):
4] Jesus Christ – The Stone – Salvation: (Acts 4:11-12)
5] Jesus Christ – Fellowship with Disciples: (Acts 4:13-14):
6] Peter & John suffered threats (Acts 4:15-18):
7] Peter & John – Witnessing: (Acts 4:19-20):
8] The result: All men praised God (Acts 4:21-22):
1] Persecution (Acts 4:1):
The Bible says in Acts 4:1-2 ”Now as they spoke to the people, the priests, the captain of the temple, and the Sadducees came upon them, being greatly disturbed that they taught the people and preached in Jesus the resurrection from the dead.”
Peter and John were arrested “while they were speaking”, that is, while they were preaching and tried. Remember that the cripple had walked through the temple leaping and praising God (Acts 3:8-11). A huge throng of thousands had rushed to see the cripple who had been healed and to hear the message being proclaimed by the two men who had such power. The temple was a massive building which could hold thousands. The excitement and noise were bound to attract attention and bring the temple authorities to the scene.
Yes, what they saw and heard disturbed them to no end. They thought they had eliminated the “Jesus movement” eight weeks earlier when they had crucified Jesus. They had heard about the preaching incident several days earlier and how excited the people had become (Acts 2:51). Now, these two men (Peter and John) were publicly preaching the rumour that God had raised Jesus from the dead. And they were preaching, of all places, in the temple precincts.
It was time to investigate the matter, to nip the movement in the bud before it could spread. Please note that those who came to arrest them, as mentioned above, stopped Peter right in the middle of his message. The priests were probably those who were officiating in the temple at that particular time, the captain of the temple who is the chief of staff to the High Priest and the Sadducees.
2] Religionists – Persecution – Worldliness : (Acts 4:2-4):
Peter and John suffered abuse because they preached the resurrection. The officials were threatened by the preaching of Jesus being raised from the dead. They knew that it was the nature of people to respond to hope, especially to great hope. They also knew that great excitement existed within the people’s heart for the coming of the Messiah and that it would take only a small spark of hope to set the excitement aflame.
Yes, they just could not allow Jesus to be preached, not the hope of resurrection, for the resurrection meant that all men who followed Him would arise. People ached and were ripe for such a message. Therefore, the authorities, knowing the nature of man and the situation, were threatened. If the people turned to the new movement, the authorities feared for the following reasons:
a) They feared the loss of the people – their loyalty, recognition and esteem.
b) They feared the loss of position, authority, and livelihood. If they lost the loyalty of the people or allowed a disturbance, the Romans would replace them with other officials. The Romans were usually tolerant, but they were quick to stamp out disorder and disloyalty.
c) They feared the people might begin to think that their doctrine was wrong. If they allowed the preaching of the resurrection to continue, they would be admitting that God had bypassed them and revealed the truth to others. Their own “spiritual condition” and beliefs and teachings would be suspect. They were the secure “religionists” and the official religious leaders. Therefore, they would be jeopardizing their own religion and leadership among the people. They would be undermining their own sense of security and their sense of being acceptable to God.
d) They feared acknowledging they were wrong in crucifying Jesus. If He were truly the risen Son of God, then they were sinners, chief sinners, guilty of denying and rejecting God’s Son.
Apostle James says in James 4:4 “Adulterers and adulteresses! Do you not know that friendship with the world is enmity with God? Whoever therefore wants to be a friend of the world makes himself an enemy of God.”
Apostle John says in 1 John 2:14-15 “ I have written to you, fathers, because you have known Him who is from the beginning. I have written to you, young men, because you are strong, and the word of God abides in you, and you have overcome the wicked one. Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him.”
Please note the same fears strike so many even today, causing them not to support true man and movement of God, not to rock the boat, not to do what is right.
Also, please note too many seek after the things of the world and of religion instead of really serving God. They seek after acceptance, recognition, authority, possessions, bigger and better, esteem, position, power and wealth.
Yes, the authorities arrested Peter and John. It was late afternoon, too late for a trial, so they jailed them for the night. But just note a significant fact: before Peter was arrested, he had shared enough of the gospel for the crowd to respond. Yes, five thousand men (not counting women and children) made decisions for Christ. The Bible records this in Acts 4:3-4 ”And they laid hands on them, and put them in custody until the next day, for it was already evening. However, many of those who heard the word believed; and the number of the men came to be about five thousand.”
Yes, persecution did not stop the Word and the Spirit of God from working. Souls were saved despite the abuse and opposition. What a lesson for believers to keep on in their preaching and witnessing no matter the opposition!
Prophet Isaiah says in Isaiah 55:11 “So shall My word be that goes forth from My mouth; It shall not return to Me void, but it shall accomplish what I please, and it shall prosper in the thing for which I sent it.”
Apostle Paul says in 2 Timothy 2:8-9 “Remember that Jesus Christ, of the seed of David, was raised from the dead according to my gospel, for which I suffer trouble as an evildoer, even to the point of chains; but the word of God is not chained.”
3] Jesus Christ – the Power: (Acts 4:5-10):
Peter and John credited Christ with the power to heal and to change lives in Acts 4:5-10 “And it came to pass, on the next day, that their rulers, elders, and scribes, as well as Annas the high priest, Caiaphas, John, and Alexander, and as many as were of the family of the high priest, were gathered together at Jerusalem. And when they had set them in the midst, they asked, “By what power or by what name have you done this?” Then Peter, filled with the Holy Spirit, said to them, “Rulers of the people and elders of Israel: If we this day are judged for a good deed done to a helpless man, by what means he has been made well, let it be known to you all, and to all the people of Israel, that by the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, whom you crucified, whom God raised from the dead, by Him this man stands here before you whole.”
Here, the following few points are to be noted:
a) The question on the court asked was straight to the point. “By what power, or what name did you do this (miracle which healed the man)?” The court was doing exactly what God had said to do. God had instructed Israel to try every man who claimed to be a prophet and working signs and wonders among the people (Deuteronomy 13:1-5). If the man was not a true prophet, he was to be executed.
But there is more to their questioning than this. They knew Peter was preaching the resurrection through Jesus Christ. They had to stop it or risk losing the loyalty of the people and their position and livelihood, so they were seeking opportunity to accuse and stop Peter and John.
Their questioning also involved something more. As they were the religious leaders, they thought the power could not be of God. If God should choose to do some marvellous work, especially in the temple, they thought He would choose to reveal such work to them, the traditional religious leaders. Therefore they felt the “name” and the “power” that healed the crippled must be diabolical (Luke 11:15).
Here, two lessons are to be drawn: (i) Men in leadership, leaders, in both state and religion, face some common sins, that is, the seeking of position, riches, authority, recognition, influence and being exclusive. The flesh, that is, the sinful human nature is the culprit. But bureaucratic, institutional, established positions lend themselves to the sins.
(ii) Every believer, minister and group must guard against thinking that God can work only through them. God is always bringing new faces and groups into the picture to do His work. He must, for the mission is so enormous and there is still so much to do – so many who have not yet heard and been helped – bring new faces and groups to do His work.
b) God equipped Peter and John with the Holy Spirit. Just note how quickly God came to the rescue: “Then Peter filled with the Holy Spirit”. Yes, Peter had not even had time to speak, and God was present, filling Peter with the Holy Spirit. God’s Spirit was ready to take over and give Peter the words to say.
Here, another lesson to learn. Just note, the believer who is ready to proclaim Christ will never be left alone. The Holy Spirit will be present to speak through him.
This is what Jesus told to His disciples in Matthew 10:18-20 “You will be brought before governors and kings for My sake, as a testimony to them and to the Gentiles. But when they deliver you up, do not worry about how or what you should speak. For it will be given to you in that hour what you should speak; for it is not you who speak, but the Spirit of your Father who speaks in you.”
Luke also recorded this in Luke 21:12-15 “But before all these things, they will lay their hands on you and persecute you, delivering you up to the synagogues and prisons. You will be brought before kings and rulers for My name’s sake. But it will turn out for you as an occasion for testimony. Therefore settle it in your hearts not to meditate beforehand on what you will answer; for I will give you a mouth and wisdom which all your adversaries will not be able to contradict or resist.”
c) Peter and John credited Christ with the power to make men whole. Here, Peter declared three critical points:
(i) It was “the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth” that made the man whole. Just note that Jesus is called the “Christ” (Messiah). Peter was declaring that men must know that Jesus is the true Messiah and there must be no doubt which Jesus: it was the Jesus of Nazareth. He is the Messiah, the Saviour whom God promised to send to the world.
(ii) It was Jesus Christ (Messiah) whom you crucified. Remember, Peter was speaking to the top leaders of the nation. He boldly charged them with killing not only a man, but the Messiah. What an indictment! To be charged with killing the Son of God Himself!
(iii) It was Jesus whom God raised from the dead that made the man well. Yes, Peter was declaring that it was the power of the resurrected and ascended Messiah, the Lord of heaven and earth who had such power. Hallelujah!!!
4] Jesus Christ – The Stone – Salvation: (Acts 4:11-12)
Peter and John proclaimed salvation. Peter had just shared the source of his power, the name of Jesus Christ. He now proclaimed that the salvation is in Jesus. And to strike the point home, he used the declaration of prophetic Scripture in Acts 4:11-12 “This is the ‘stone which was rejected by you builders, which has become the chief cornerstone.’ Nor is there salvation in any other, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved.”
a) Jesus Christ is the Head, that is, the Chief Cornerstone of God’s building. Psalmist says in Psalm 118:22 “ The stone which the builders rejected has become the chief cornerstone.” Here, we see two truths:
Truth (i): God gave man the Head Cornerstone of His building, the life He wanted to build. But men rejected the stone – counted it as no good, unacceptable, of no account, of no worth. Men rejected God’s Head Stone and went about finding their own chief stone and building their lives as they wished.
Truth (ii): But God took His Stone, despite man’s rejection, and still made Him the Head of the corner. God has exalted Jesus Christ and made Him the Head of life.
That’s what Peter firmly told in Acts 4:11 “This is the ‘stone which was rejected by you builders, which has become the chief cornerstone.”
Jesus also indicated this in Matthew 21:42 “Have you never read in the Scriptures: ‘The stone which the builders rejected has become the chief cornerstone. This was the Lord’s doing, and it is marvellous in our eyes’?”
Apostle Paul while writing to Ephesians said in Ephesians 2:19-22 “Now, therefore, you are no longer strangers and foreigners, but fellow citizens with the saints and members of the household of God, having been built on the foundation of the apostles and prophets, Jesus Christ Himself being the chief cornerstone, in whom the whole building, being fitted together, grows into a holy temple in the Lord, in whom you also are being built together for a dwelling place of God in the Spirit.”
b) Jesus Christ alone saves. There is no other Head, no other exalted Lord; therefore, no man can be saved by any other head or lord or by any other name under heaven. Yes, no teacher is capable enough, no prophet is noble enough, no minister is good enough to save himself, much less anyone else. Therefore, no matter the claim – no matter the indulgence and strength of the name – the man comes far, far short of being God’s chosen Head. No man has the name by which God saves men. All men are mortal. No man can make another man immortal. Therefore, God’s Head, the name which God uses to save men, must be eternal. ONLY ONE MAN is ETERNAL: JESUS CHRIST THE SON OF MAN HIMSELF.
That is what Jesus said in John 3:16 “For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.”
Jesus further said to the Pharisees in John 8:23-24 “You are from beneath; I am from above. You are of this world; I am not of this world. Therefore I said to you that you will die in your sins; for if you do not believe that I am He, you will die in your sins.”
That is why Peter declared very firmly in Acts 4:12 “Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to mankind by which we must be saved.”
Apostle Paul while writing to Corinthians says in 1 Corinthians 2:2 “For I resolved to know nothing while I was with you except Jesus Christ and him crucified.” He further says in 1 Corinthians 3:11 “For no one can lay any foundation other than the one already laid, which is Jesus Christ.”
5] Jesus Christ – Fellowship with Disciples: (Acts 4:13-14):
Peter and John gave evidence that they had been with Jesus. The Bible says in Acts 4:13-14 “When they saw the courage of Peter and John and realized that they were unschooled, ordinary men, they were astonished and they took note that these men had been with Jesus. But since they could see the man who had been healed standing there with them, there was nothing they could say.”
Please note a striking fact here: it was the courage and power of Peter and John that caused the rulers to recognize them. The rulers had witnessed the same courage and power in Jesus. And now it was courage and power that identified these two men as having been with Jesus.
Another fact: the courage and power were not due to education and learning. It was due to their having “been with Jesus”. The clear evidence that a person has been with Jesus is “courage and power”. The man healed and made whole stood before the “Court of the World”. Therefore, the world was silenced. The enemies of Christ could not refute the claim, for the claim was not profession only. The claim was backed up by the evidence of a miracle, of a changed life: a man was healed and made whole.
Here, three lessons are to be drawn: (i) What a challenge to believers! We must be with Jesus; we must spend time, much time with Him. He is the source of courage and power.
(ii) There is only one evidence that we belong to Jesus. Do we live in His courage and power? If we have been with Jesus, then His courage and power are present within us. We are living and witnessing in boldness and power.
(iii) What a change the world would know if believers spent enough time with Jesus to receive His courage and power.
Yes, the rulers astonished in Acts 4:13 “When they saw the courage of Peter and John and realized that they were unschooled, ordinary men, they were astonished and they took note that these men had been with Jesus.”
Jesus said in Matthew 18:20 “For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them.”
Author of Hebrews says in Hebrews 4:16 “Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.”
Apostle John says in 1 John 1:3 “We proclaim to you what we have seen and heard, so that you also may have fellowship with us. And our fellowship is with the Father and with His Son, Jesus Christ.”
Yes, even today our Lord Jesus is standing at the door and knocking our hearts. Shall we open our hearts so that He can commune with us? The Bible says in Revelation 3:20 “Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me.”
That is why David confidently says from his experience and fellowship with God in Psalm 5:3 “In the morning, Lord, you hear my voice; in the morning I lay my requests before you and wait expectantly.”
David further said in Psalm 55:17 “Evening and morning and at noon I will pray, and cry aloud, and He shall hear my voice.”
The Psalmist Asaph says in Psalm 77:12 “I will also meditate on all Your work, and talk of Your deeds.”
6] Peter & John suffered threats (Acts 4:15-18):
Peter and John suffered threats. The court had Peter and John escorted from the council chambers so they could discuss the matter and reach a verdict in Acts 4:15-18 “But when they had commanded them to go aside out of the council, they conferred among themselves, saying, “What shall we do to these men? For, indeed, that a notable miracle has been done through them is evident to all who dwell in Jerusalem, and we cannot deny it. But so that it spreads no further among the people, let us severely threaten them, that from now on they speak to no man in this name.” So they called them and commanded them not to speak at all nor teach in the name of Jesus.”
Yes, they acknowledged that an “outstanding” – clear and unmistakable – miracle had been done. The man was healed and made whole. Secondly, all the people knew the man had been transformed. Thirdly, they could not deny the miracle. They would have but the evidence (the power of Jesus Christ), the man made whole, stood before them.
Here, the lesson to be drawn: the great need of the hour is for lame men to be made whole, transformed by the power of Christ. When a man is truly transformed, the world cannot deny it. The power of Christ stands within them as evidence that He is the risen and exalted Lord.
The rulers knew they must stop the new movement, suppress it from spreading any further among the people as recorded in Acts 4:17 “But so that it spreads no further among the people, let us severely threaten them, that from now on they speak to no man in this name.”
At this point, they did not dare take drastic steps lest the people cause a disturbance that would bring the Romans down upon them. Their decision was to threaten Peter and John, forbidding them to speak or teach in the name of Jesus.
Please note that the orders and decisions of the court were binding except in the death penalty (which had to be referred to the Romans). The court’s orders had to be obeyed or else Peter and John would face severe consequences.
Jesus while teaching His disciples and the people said in Matthew 5:11 “Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of Me.”
Jesus further said in Matthew 10:22 “You will be hated by everyone because of Me, but the one who stands firm to the end will be saved.”
Apostle Paul while writing to Timothy says in 2 Timothy 3:12 “In fact, everyone who wants to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted.”
7] Peter & John – Witnessing: (Acts 4:19-20):
Peter and John refused to compromise their message as recorded in Acts 4:19-20 “But Peter and John replied, “Which is right in God’s eyes: to listen to you, or to him? You be the judges! As for us, we cannot help speaking about what we have seen and heard.”
There are two important reasons:
(i) God is to be obeyed before men. The highest authority must always be obeyed. This is the very basis of men and their laws. It is the word of the highest authority that men must carry out. Peter and John challenged the world: Judge for yourselves whether it is right in God’s sight to obey you rather than God” (v.19)
Jesus had commanded them to preach time and again in Matthew 28:19-20 “Therefore, go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely, I am with you always, to the very end of the age.”
Jesus further said in John 20:21 “Again Jesus said, “Peace be with you! As the Father has sent me, I am sending you.”
Yes, they had to obey Him. They could do no other, for the highest possible authority had spoken. They were commissioned by God to speak and teach the resurrection, even in the face of opposition and persecution.
Here, the lesson to be drawn: how can believers keep silent about Christ and His glorious salvation? He has commanded us to speak and teach, to bear witness and testimony to the living Lord.
(ii) A man must testify to what he has seen and heard. Here, these two disciples were claiming to have seen and heard Jesus after His resurrection as well as during His ministry.
Apostle Paul says in 2 Corinthians 4:13-14 “And since we have the same spirit of faith, according to what is written, “I believed and therefore I spoke,” we also believe and therefore speak, knowing that He who raised up the Lord Jesus will also raise us up with Jesus, and will present us with you.”
Further, he says in 2 Corinthians 5:10-11 “For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ, so that each of us may receive what is due us for the things done while in the body, whether good or bad. Since, then, we know what it is to fear the Lord, we try to persuade others. What we are is plain to God, and I hope it is also plain to your conscience.” He continues in Verses 14-15 “For Christ’s love compels us, because we are convinced that one died for all, and therefore all died. And he died for all, that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was raised again.”
Apostle Peter says in 1 Peter 3:15-16 “But in your hearts revere Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect, keeping a clear conscience, so that those who speak maliciously against your good behaviour in Christ may be ashamed of their slander.”
Apostle John reiterates in his epistle 1 John 1:3 “We proclaim to you what we have seen and heard, so that you also may have fellowship with us. And our fellowship is with the Father and with his Son, Jesus Christ.”
Prophet Isaiah said in Isaiah 63:7 “I will tell of the kindnesses of the Lord, the deeds for which He is to be praised, according to all the Lord has done for us— yes, the many good things He has done for Israel, according to His compassion and many kindnesses.”
Prophet Jeremiah said in Jeremiah 20:9 “Then I said, “I will not make mention of Him, nor speak anymore in His name.” But His word was in my heart like a burning fire shut up in my bones; I was weary of holding it back, and I could not.”
8] The result: All men praised God (Acts 4:21-22):
Yes, the result of such a dynamic witness was that men praised God; that is, they kept on praising Him. Why? Because the power of Christ had taken a man who had been helpless for forty years and made him whole, completely whole. The Bible says in Acts 4:21-22 “So when they had further threatened them, they let them go, finding no way of punishing them, because of the people, since they all glorified God for what had been done. For the man was over forty years old on whom this miracle of healing had been performed.”
Jesus said in Matthew 5:16 “Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven.” Further He said in John 15:8 “By this My Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit; so you will be My disciples.”
The author of Hebrews says in Hebrews 13:15 “Therefore by Him let us continually offer the sacrifice of praise to God, that is, the fruit of our lips, giving thanks to His name.”
Apostle Peter says in 1 Peter 2:9 “But you are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people, that you may proclaim the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His marvellous light”
Psalmist said in Psalm 9:11 “Sing praises to the Lord, who dwells in Zion! Declare His deeds among the people.” He further said in Psalm 35:28 “And my tongue shall speak of Your righteousness and of Your praise all the day long.”
Shall we proclaim with confident boldness the good news that there is salvation in no one else except in Jesus Christ, whom God raised from the dead ?
In Ephesians 6:19-20, apostle Paul shares a startling prayer request: “Pray on my behalf, that utterance may be given to me in the opening of my mouth, to make known with boldness the mystery of the gospel, for which I am an ambassador in chains; that in proclaiming it I may speak boldly, as I ought to speak.” Twice he repeats his request, that he might speak boldly. It’s the same Greek word translated “confidence” in Acts 4:13. If Paul had on his prayer list the need for boldness as a witness, then perhaps you and I should add it to our lists! We all should seek to proclaim with confident boldness the good news that there is salvation in no one else except in Jesus Christ, whom God raised from the dead.
Let us introspect ourselves.
Are we able to proclaim the gospel boldly even under threat of persecution like Peter and John?
Shall we seek to be confident witnesses for the Lord Jesus Christ?
Shall we long for anointing by the Holy Spirit while proclaiming the gospel?
Shall we live a life led by the Holy Spirit?
Shall we submit ourselves to the Holy Spirit fully so that God’s will is manifested through us for His glory?
Shall we seek to glorify our Lord Jesus Christ in whatever we do to be a witness to our Lord?
Shall we obey God rather than men even under the threat of persecution or death?
Shall we be built on the foundation of the apostles and prophets with Christ Jesus Himself as the Chief Cornerstone?
Shall we have the intimate fellowship with our Lord Jesus in our day to day life which gives the confidence and power while preaching the gospel?
Shall we confidently proclaim the fact of Jesus’ resurrection while sharing the gospel?
Shall we have the confidence and faith that the resurrected Jesus who lives in us can do greater miracles even today while proclaiming the gospel?
Shall we check ourselves whether any common sins such as seeking of position, riches, authority, recognition, etc., are still hindering us from allowing the Holy Spirit to use us for His glory?
Shall we guard us against thinking that God can work only through us?
Shall we have the confidence that when we are ready to proclaim the gospel the Holy Spirit will be always present to speak through us?
Shall we have the 100% belief that “the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth” is the name above all the names and declare boldly that Jesus is the true Messiah, the Saviour whom God sent to the world?
Shall we declare, like Peter, that it is the power of the resurrected and ascended Messiah, the Lord of heaven and earth who had such wonderful power?
Shall we live in His courage and power as we have been with Jesus in prayer so as to live a life with witnessing in boldness knowing that the power of Christ stands within them as evidence that He is the risen and exalted Lord?
Let us Pray: Our Heavenly Gracious Father, we thank you for helping us to understand about the “The First Persecution of the Church – Lessons for Christian Service” Father. Thank You Father for helping us to proclaim the gospel boldly even under threat of persecution, to seek to be confident witnesses for Your beloved Son Jesus Christ, help us to long for anointing by the Holy Spirit while proclaiming the gospel, help us to live a life led by the Holy Spirit besides submitting us fully to You Father so that Your will is manifested through us for Your glory Father. Father, please help us to obey You only rather than men even under the threat of persecution or death, help us to be built on the foundation on Your beloved Son Jesus Christ who is the Chief Cornerstone Father, help us to have the intimate fellowship with our Lord Jesus in our day-to-day life which gives us the confidence and power while preaching the gospel besides helping us to proclaim confidently the fact of resurrection of Your beloved Son Jesus Christ Father. We give all praise, glory and honour to Your Holy Name. In Jesus name we pray. Amen.
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Rejecting the nauseating mix of new age spiritualism and old age religion that defines the Camino de Santiago, Bert Archer embarks on the lesser-known Via de la Plata
The road is just wide enough for a pick-up truck loaded with building supplies to rumble higher up into the hills that overlook Baños de Montemayor, still terraced after 17 or 18 centuries. The road is mostly flagstones, mostly level, with tufts of beaten-down grass poking up between them. But every so often, there’s a stripe of more obviously found stones, rounded and less evenly spaced, laid around the same time the terraces were being carved, that gave the Via de la Plata its name (which, despite sounding like it has something to do with silver, actually comes from the Arabic al balat, which means “cobblestone road”).
Following the pick-up are five men, aged probably 25 to 50, Croatian by the sound of them. Three have wide-brimmed straw hats, the sort that were probably conceived as modest country hats but that stand out these days as the millinery equivalent of the peasant dress; two of them have thick socks under sandals; all have conspicuously large and conspicuously new backpacks: pilgrims, on their way to Santiago de Compostela.
I hate them on sight.
These are the people that make the more popular parts of the so-called Camino de Santiago so intolerable; these are the people I wanted to get away from when I took the Via de la Plata, a lesser known pilgrimage than the Camino.
I like the idea of a structured route with some heritage as much as the next guy, walking in the footsteps of thousands who have walked the same road. I just can’t stand the arch admixture of new age spiritualism with old age religion that infuses the very dust kicked up by every be-sandaled foot that strides the Camino.
Born in the Dark Ages from a myth about the mystical appearance of the clam-encrusted body of St. James, executed by Herod in Jerusalem in 44 AD, the pilgrimage route had slowly fallen into desuetude until the 20th century, when people realized they didn’t have to walk anymore. They still visited the church where the mythical body of the saint mythically rests, but they got there by 20th-century methods: planes, trains, and automobiles.
Then came the 1970s, a decade that has a lot to answer for: the Khmer Rouge, China’s Cultural Revolution, Idi Amin, Allende/Pinochet. To that list may be added a resurgence of pedestrian pilgrims, dedicated souls who cut through the undergrowth to reveal the neglected paths, going back to primary sources, like Pope Calixtinus II’s 12th-century guide to the camino, the Codex Calixtinus, to re-establish the route. There were some faithful in there, certainly, but the fact that the resurgence came at the same time as the international marathon boom is not pure coincidence.
As the line-ups at Machu Picchu and the final approach to Everest’s peak attest, an increasingly leisured and monied Western population has taken rather warmly to artificially reproducing the sorts of physical hardships their ancestors fought so hard to put behind them. Iron Man competitions, extreme sports, and the blooming of a hundred million six-packs all bear witness to a population for whom leisure has become oppressive and regular achievement—stable income, family, housing, a general lack of conflict—is too easy, no longer enough.
Marathoners and Everest climbers are noxious enough, but what makes the Camino so intolerable is the added celestial righteousness. I have no pilgrims in any of my social media networks, but I have read the comments elsewhere: regular reports on how far, how much, how great, with the added bonus of conspicuously quiet—but not silent—averrals of how grounded they feel now, or what inspiring people they met along the way, like the 82-year-old woman who did it barefoot, or the uncle who did it for his cancer-stricken nephew. Ugh.
And those who do not believe they have a friend in the sky, but follow the same route as those who for more than a thousand years did and made the trip in the hopes they’d escape the business end of his supernal hob-nailed boot (though for those who still believe, the route is still, as the Catholics say, “indulgenced”) seem to me disingenuous and possibly deluded, like mindful college kids who think Buddhism is an alternative to organized religion, or people whose third car is electric.
Robert Ward, who wrote two good books on the subject of being a secular pilgrim on the Camino, is neither disingenuous nor deluded. He started out as a guy who just liked walking. Then he heard about the Camino, and something happened to him. In the middle of many good sentences in these books, one about walking parts of the Camino several times over the course of a decade, the other about tracking down as many depictions of the Virgin Mary along it and similar routes, he comes out with ones like “While we’ve all heard it said that life is a pilgrimage, it is also true that a pilgrimage is a life,” and “I was a pilgrim and always had been one. It was something that dawned on me day by day, not a lightning flash on the road to Damascus, but a slow recognition that ‘pilgrim’ is another way of understanding who we are, and that to make a pilgrimage is only to formalize that understanding.” There’s something about walking holy roads that makes you think big, beyond what’s in front of you, that attempts to give it all a meaning that transcends the cafes and the bars, the jamon and the queso, the beer and the fina.
There is one very good thing about the Camino though: It goes through small towns that would otherwise never attract travellers. As the route increases in popularity, however—there were 237,886 pilgrims in 2013, according to the official count—they are becoming more and more like standard tourist towns, albeit catering to a very particular demographic.
The Via de la Plata is different. It’s been around as long, and has been used from time to time over the centuries as an alternative, all-Spanish route to the tomb of St. James (the standard Camino routes begin in France). But it has never been primarily that, and that has made all the difference.
The Via, also known as the Ruta de la Plata, began life as a pre-Roman trade route, first for the transport of tin, then as a way for the Romans to conquer various bits of Iberia, who later, according to Pliny the Elder, used it to trade gold and copper, running as it did between the copper mines of Rio Tinto and the gold mines in Las Medulas.
Practical people built practical settlements, unlike those who, from Charlemagne forward, built basilicas and monuments to saints and martyrs around which towns like Redecilla and Ourense grew. There are churches in Fuente de Cantos and Casar de Caceres on the Via, but they’re not the main attractions and not being on the Camino has meant they’ve been thrown back on their own devices to come up with economic engines to replace the trade no longer being done along the route, which is now the A-66, which, though it pretty much follows the old Via, allows you to efficiently bypass all the towns. (In fact, a drunken holler in a Seville bar asking if anyone had heard of Fuente de Cantos drew a chorus of equally bibulous “No’s,” and one meek response from the kitchen, “I think it’s a town.” Fuente de Cantos is just 37 miles north of Seville, and the A66 is the way you get from there to Madrid.)
When I got to Fuente de Cantos (population: 5,002), the church was shut, so I visited the house of the doctor of the mother of the second most famous Spanish painter of the 17th century. Francisco de Zurbaran lived the first 16 years of his life here, before his father sent him off to Seville to be a painter’s apprentice. Specializing in monks, nuns, royalty, and, in the painting that’s become his most famous, a cup of water, Zurbaran was second only to his friend Velasquez in esteem in their day.
Since then, he’s not fared too well in international circles, though in Spain, he’s still fairly well known. He’s Fuente de Cantos’ favorite son, and since the house he grew up in is still in private hands, the modest museum dedicated to his time here is in the house he was actually born in. It’s a small affair, renovated last year for the 350th anniversary of his death, so actually having any original Zurbarans was out of the question—as the museum-keeper told me, the security expenses will probably never be feasible. So, on the walls there are pictures of his pictures, blown up and framed. There’s also a new touch screen counter where you can flip through a PDF catalogue of his work. It is thoroughly charming, if earnest but underfunded and mostly amateur projects charm you.
Seville, where by some definitions the Via begins, is gorgeous. The Alcazar, recently re-celebrated as the stand-in for Game of Thrones’ Dornish palace, along with its cathedral, its jamon iberico, and many, is as glorious as you’d expect. But Fuente de Cantos, with its single visible bar, where the tapas is still free (even though the bars tend to close pretty early), and its streets lined with white-washed houses populated only by pint-sized Iker Casillases and David Silvas is unexpected, which is where its beauty lies.
The cheese you get a few miles north, in Casar de Caceres, a tiny suburb of the larger Caceres, is slightly more famous than Zurbaran. Torta del Casar is a raw sheep’s milk cheese; soft and either white or pale yellow, it’s most often served as a spread or dip. It’s a designated cheese, which means the sheep have to come from this part of Extremadura, where shepherds began making the torta accidentally, when bunches of the harder, more regular white cheese they were trying to make spoiled during humid spring seasons. Until quite recently the cheeses were given away free with the purchase of one of the more popular hard cheeses. Then an American food writer stumbled on it, praised it to the heavens, and, over the next couple of decades, turned it into one of Spain’s most expensive cheeses.
Every town along the Via has its version of the torta, something unique they’ve cultivated and are waiting for the world to recognize, from the never-quite-finished Gaudi-esque house in Los Santos de Maimona, lovingly constructed over the last three decades by a passionate septuagenarian builder named Francisco González Gragera, to Hervas, with its annual Jewish festival that celebrates the fact that it is one of the only towns in Spain that didn’t tear down its old Jewish quarter with its gentile citizens dressing up in their versions of Jewish costumes and doing little dances they think might also be Jewish.
But my favorite is the parador in Plasencia. A former nunnery, it provides a striking contrast to another one I visited just outside Fuente de Cantos, one of the few bits of evidence, aside from those Croatians, of the seeping influence of the religious pilgrimage into the Via de la Plata. The Albergue Convento Vía de la Plata de Fuente de Cantos was a modest but lovely little former convent turned into an albergue of the sort that dot the Camino de Santiago, cheap, with communal facilities and a cafeteria where you get your daily bread, and not much more, before heading out again.
Except here, it’s the exception rather than the rule, and when I called ahead to say I’d be coming, and that I thought I’d like to write about it, there was enough excitement that the mayor invited me to lunch in the albergue cafeteria, where big aluminum platters of modest food like cheese on toast and slices of jamon were served as we talk about tourism, the fantastic success that other route has made over the past couple of decades, protecting many of its small towns from the financial crisis that’s still going on here, and how she’s trying to get some of that sweet pilgrim cash out her way, to add to the mostly school group business of the Zurbaran house.
I sympathize, but later, as I sit in the vaulted brick cellar of the Plasencia parador and a waiter who knows his gin brings me a gin and tonic, served in a big-bowled stem glass packed with ice, the way they’re doing it in Barcelona and Rotterdam these days, with Fever Tree tonic and garnished with a sprig of basil, I silently hope she fails.
By the time you reach Baños de Montemayor, where I ran into my Croatian pilgrims, it’s almost time to turn off to Madrid. The Via continues, all the way north to Astorga, but this isn’t the Camino. There’s no one, in heaven or earth, tracking your progress or waiting to be impressed with your endurance, self-abnegation and weeping blisters. You can do the rest some other time if you like; the bars are open later in Madrid.
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The following reflection is courtesy of Don Schwager © 2021. Don's website is located at Dailyscripture.net
Meditation: What is God's call on your life? Jesus chose Matthew to be his follower and friend, not because Matthew was religious or learned, popular or saintly. Matthew appeared to be none of those. He chose to live a life of wealth and ease. His profession was probably the most corrupted and despised by everyone because tax collectors made themselves wealthy by over-charging and threatening people if they did not hand over their money to them.
God searches our heart
What did Jesus see in Matthew that others did not see? When the prophet Samuel came to the house of Jesse to anoint the future heir to the throne of Israel, he bypassed all the first seven sons and chose the last! "God looks at the heart and not at the appearance of a man" he declared (1 Samuel 16:7). David's heart was like a compass looking for true north - it pointed to God. Matthew's heart must have yearned for God, even though he dare not show his face in a synagogue - the Jewish house of prayer and the study of Torah - God's law. When Jesus saw Matthew sitting at his tax office - no doubt counting his day's profit - Jesus spoke only two words - "follow me". Those two words changed Matthew from a self-serving profiteer to a God-serving apostle who would bring the treasures of God's kingdom to the poor and needy.
John Chrysostom, the great 5th century church father, describes Matthew's calling: "Why did Jesus not call Matthew at the same time as he called Peter and John and the rest? He came to each one at a particular time when he knew that they would respond to him. He came at a different time to call Matthew when he was assured that Matthew would surrender to his call. Similarly, he called Paul at a different time when he was vulnerable, after the resurrection, something like a hunter going after his quarry. For he who is acquainted with our inmost hearts and knows the secrets of our minds knows when each one of us is ready to respond fully. Therefore he did not call them all together at the beginning, when Matthew was still in a hardened condition. Rather, only after countless miracles, after his fame spread abroad, did he call Matthew. He knew Matthew had been softened for full responsiveness."
Jesus- the divine physician
When the Pharisees challenged Jesus' unorthodox behavior in eating with public sinners, Jesus' defense was quite simple. A doctor doesn't need to visit healthy people - instead he goes to those who are sick. Jesus likewise sought out those in the greatest need. A true physician seeks healing of the whole person - body, mind, and spirit. Jesus came as the divine physician and good shepherd to care for his people and to restore them to wholeness of life. The orthodox were so preoccupied with their own practice of religion that they neglected to help the very people who needed spiritual care. Their religion was selfish because they didn't want to have anything to do with people not like themselves. Jesus stated his mission in unequivocal terms: I came not to call the righteous, but to call sinners. Ironically the orthodox were as needy as those they despised. All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23).
On more than one occasion Jesus quoted the saying from the prophet Hosea:For I desire mercy and not sacrifice (Hosea 6:6). Do you thank the Lord Jesus for the great mercy he has shown to you? And do you show mercy to your neighbor as well?
"Lord Jesus, our Savior, let us now come to you: Our hearts are cold; Lord, warm them with your selfless love. Our hearts are sinful; cleanse them with your precious blood. Our hearts are weak; strengthen them with your joyous Spirit. Our hearts are empty; fill them with your divine presence. Lord Jesus, our hearts are yours; possess them always and only for yourself. (Prayer of Augustine, 354-430) "
The following reflection is from One Bread, One Body courtesy of Presentation Ministries © 2021.
LORD
“As He moved on, Jesus saw a man named Matthew at his post where taxes were collected. He said to him, ‘Follow Me.’ ” —Matthew 9:9
When your spouse dies, Jesus is there as Lord of the burial. As with Sarah’s burial, He wants to use this occasion to prepare others to enter the promised land (see Gn 23:20). When you’re attracted to someone of the opposite sex and even contemplating marriage, Jesus is there as Lord of the courtship. When you’re thinking about getting a job or changing jobs, Jesus is there to be Lord of your employment and unemployment.
Jesus wants to become Lord of your eating, sleeping, entertainment, conversation, money, time, education, shopping, parenting, thinking, feeling, sexuality, etc. If He’s not Lord of all, He’s not Lord at all.
We Christians keep talking about Jesus being Lord of our lives (see Mt 7:21), but live as if “it just ain’t so.” If it were, Christian funerals would be noticeably different from non-Christian ones. If Jesus were accepted as Lord, most young Christians getting married would be virgins, and some Christian workers would stay on or change to low-paying jobs despite more profitable opportunities.
If Jesus were accepted as Lord, Christians would repeatedly do things impossible for those in the world to understand unless they come to believe in Jesus’ cross and Resurrection.
Prayer: Jesus, be Lord of areas of my life of which I’ve never even thought to turn over to You.
Promise: “Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good, for His kindness endures forever.” —Ps 106:1
Praise: Jane uses her scraps of fabric to make quilts for the poor and homeless. She prays continually while doing her quilting.
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our Creator designed the covenant of marriage between husband & wife which is also the only place for sex to be shared.
many people in this world choose to be in a relationship and to share human love and affection, yet for us as children of Light (daughters & sons of our heavenly Father) we aren’t meant to be having sex just because it feels good. we’re meant for patience and making a lifelong covenant with another.
it is sexual sin to have sex outside of marriage, and this includes anyone having sex with another of the same biological sex. our Creator doesn’t allow this. people may choose it out of their own free will, but it doesn’t change spiritual truth.
some people don’t want to accept this, and they feel it is hateful because it offends their natural senses, it opposes how they feel. it violates the affection they want to share with someone. this is understandable, and it is a hard truth to accept for some. many have rejected it altogether. people bypass the truth of Scripture or they interpret it to be something other than it is. marriage is actually interwoven throughout the whole Bible, from the starting point of Genesis to Revelation, ultimately pointing to the mystery of the eternal King and His Bride as a spiritual marriage of the Body (the Church and the Temple of the Spirit), which is also seen mirrored on earth in the physical marriage of a man and a woman becoming as “One” body.
i personally reiterate this because of its significance.

the house address in UP from ‘09 (now playing on TV) is 18 just like Today’s date, October 18 of ‘18
i watched UP with my kids in Tulsa, OK back when in came out in 2D and in 3D
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A BETTER KIND OF POLITICS: Chapter 5 of Fratelli Tutti
A global community of fraternity bound by ties of social friendship is possible if we upgrade to a better kind of politics, one that is truly at the service of the common good. Sadly, politics today often goes in the opposite direction by hindering progress toward a better world.
Populism and Liberalism
Populism exploits the vulnerable for its own purposes and liberalism only serves the economic interests of the powerful.
Populism is a political approach that tries to appeal to ordinary people who feel that their voice is not heard by the majority or elite. Such a politic threatens democracy because it thrives on the differences of people and in the bargain deepens the fractures. Populists try to exploit culture by pushing an ideological agenda that serves selfish purposes. To this end they are ready to exert pressure and ‘capture’ other institutions and amend laws. Despite the existence of different kinds of people there are also communitarian aspirations. “Men and women are capable of coming up with shared goals that transcend their differences and can thus engage in a common endeavour” (FT#157). We have to beware of demagoguery within politics. Our identity as ‘people’ is a shared notion that arises from social and cultural bonds. Thus, it is not something automatic and natural but something that develops gradually over a period of time and directed to a common end.
Contrary to Populist leaders we have Popular leaders who are capable of understanding the feelings and cultural dynamics of people and society. They have the potential to lead according to an enduring vision of transformation and growth that allows everyone space to pursue the common good.
One sign of populist politics is the concern for short-term advantage. Any initiative of development is done with the view of attracting votes and not for the real good of the people. Inequality can be eliminated with the help of economic growth that taps into each region’s potential and provides equal opportunity to all. Welfare projects which meet urgent needs are important but should only be a temporary response. Providing employment is one of the best ways to uplift the poor and offer them dignity through work. “Since production systems may change, political systems must keep working to structure society in such a way that everyone has a chance to contribute his/her own talents and efforts” (FT#162). Work does more than provide economic sustenance, it allows for personal growth, building of healthy relationships, self-expression and exchange of gifts; it gives a sense of shared responsibility for the development of the world.

The concepts of people, along with their community and cultural bonds and neighbour are criticized by individualistic liberalists. Charity unites both the individual and the social. We cannot have a private life without a public order. An individual’s life depends on the security and stability assured by law; their wellbeing requires that there exist a division of labour, commercial exchange, social justice and political citizenship. Real charity is able to recognize these as necessities for an individual and is willing to offer it even to a foreigner or a neglected brother or sister. To do this, one can have recourse to various institutions that are willing to offer their services to provide these basic necessities. Even the Samaritan needed the inn to care for the hurt person. Love of neighbour is concrete and makes use of every resource to bring about historical change that benefits the poor and disadvantaged. But leftist ideologies and social doctrines can also prove ineffective if they are propelled by individualistic ambitions. Therefore, we see the need for worldwide organization to resolve the problems plaguing our world. There is no one solution.
Everything hinges on our ability to see the need for a change of heart, attitudes and lifestyles. Until then, political propaganda, the media and shapers of public opinion will continue to promote an individualistic culture that perpetuates the problem. The tendency to selfishness or what is known within Christian circles as Concupiscence is not limited to our times. It has been present since Adam and has only taken on different forms in different ages. It can be overcome with the help of God. (FT#166) Education and upbringing, concern for others, a well-integrated view of life and spiritual growth are all essential for better relations and a better society.
Some liberal approaches fail to consider the impact of concupiscence and hence envisage a world that is determined by certain laws and capable of providing its own solutions for every problem. This is clearly not true. Encouraging the rich to get richer and purporting that their excess wealth will ‘trickle’ over to help the disadvantaged just does not hold any water in reality. Such alleged ‘spillovers’ do not resolve inequality or the violence that ensues from desperation. We need an economic policy that encourages business creativity and creates jobs. A business that seeks quick profits ends up creating more havoc than good. The pandemic has shown that “not everything can be resolved by market freedom. It has also shown that, in addition to recovering sound political life that is not subject to the dictates of finance, we must put human dignity back at the centre and on that pillar build the alternative social structures we need” (FT#168).
We need an economic framework that integrates popular movements of the unemployed, temporary, informal and other kinds of workers who do not find a place in existing structures. Political and economic institutions stand to gain from allowing for the excluded to be included in the task of building up a common destiny. These movements act as ‘social poets’ who work, propose, promote and liberate; they make possible integral human development. Many might consider them troublesome and disruptive but they ensure that democracy stays alive and remains true to its nature of being a government for the people, by the people and of the people.

The response to the financial crisis of 07-08 was a lame effort at revival that did not include rethinking strategies to avoid such a crisis in the future but which rather “fostered greater individualism, less integration and increased freedom” for the wealthy to retain their wealth (FT#170). In keeping with the concept of justice, no individual or group can consider themselves to be above any other; they have no right to bypass the rights and dignity of others in serving their own interests. In order to prevent this we need a strong judicial system and an effective distribution of power among the population. What is noticeable is that politics is coming under the influence of economics such that those with economic power wield immense power within the political arena whether they enter into it directly or not. Often, this economic power is transnational, that is, it goes beyond state or national borders. Therefore, it is necessary to have “some form of world authority regulated by law” which can regulate transnational economics and impose sanctions if necessary, so as to prevent transnational economic powers from interfering and influencing local and global politics, and promoting the “global common good” and the “defence of fundamental human rights” (FT#172).
In this regard, the UN needs to evolve into something more than just an advisory and administrative body. It has to be able to set “clear legal limits to avoid power being co-opted only by a few countries and to prevent cultural impositions or a restriction of the basic freedoms of weaker nations on the basis of ideological differences” (FT#173).
In order to achieve these goals all of us have to show courage and generosity. To this end, agreements have to be honoured and controversies have to be resolved as peacefully as possible. It is fortuitous that many groups and organizations are striving to make up for the deficiencies of governments. Their work is a “concrete application of the principle of subsidiarity which justifies the participation and activity of communities and organizations on lower levels as a means of integrating and complementing the activity of the state” (FT#175).

Social and Political Charity
For many people, politics is a dirty word. This association has come through the way politics is done in many parts. But politics is essential to society and to building a better world. Recognizing all people as family and seeking social friendship is not a utopian ideal, “it demands decisive commitment to devising effective means to this end” (FT#180). This is a work of charity; politics is in fact, “a lofty vocation and one of the highest forms of charity, inasmuch as it seeks the common good” (FT#180).
Putting Jesus’ command of love of neighbour into action is itself a political act. Love of neighbour does not stop with those who are close to us but extends to macro relationships which are social, economic and political. Every action inspired by the Church’s social teaching is an act of charity that seeks to build a better world. We are fully human when we form part of a society but in the collective, the individual is valuable. Therefore, growth, development and progress cannot be individual feats but have to be communitarian. Business today is focused on the individual but a healthy politics will ensure that it does not restrict itself to the individual but rather extend to the whole community.
There is a form of love that is elicited, that is, actions which flow out of a deep love for people. There is another form of love which is commanded, that is, actions which “spur people to create more sound institutions, more just regulations, more supportive structures” (FT#186). This latter form of love encourages social friendship because it cannot see others suffer, deprived or exploited.
A simple act of charity can give a hungry person something to eat but a politician through a higher form of charity can create an opportunity for that person to earn their food. Such a form of charity ought to be the spiritual heart of politics. It has a preferential love for those in greatest need. Education has a role to play in helping each person shape their own future. Politicians need to take account and act against those things which threaten the fundamental human rights. They have to be men and women of vision whose concern is not about winning elections but finding solutions to the various challenges that hinder the common good.
We are still far from a globalization of the most basic of human rights: food! Politics needs to make the elimination of hunger a top priority. The huge amounts of wasted food speak of a crime against humanity. Another shameful practice is human trafficking. Politicians would do better to waste less time on speeches and give more time to eradicating these miseries (FT#189).
Political charity is expressed in a spirit of openness. Politicians ought to foster encounter and consensus on important issues. They should be ready to listen to alternative points of view and thus make room for different voices and opinions. In a world that is rearing fundamentalism and intolerance, we can make a difference by being respectful of others, welcoming differences, giving importance to the dignity of people over ideas and projects. Disagreements can lead to conflict but they are necessary for healthy societies; uniformity only leads to stagnation.

Politicians need to beware of the modern tendency to functionalize the satisfaction of human desires. Instead of viewing people as persons with an identity and interests, they are seen as sick and in need of medical attention, struggling and in need of financial backing, homeless and in need of a home or frustrated and in need of entertainment. We have to be aware that persons are persons at the end of the day and not mere beneficiaries.
Political love is also a tender love. Tenderness means being close to someone. This is a path for the strongest and most courageous. The ability to be tender to the most needy and oppressed is challenging but necessary and fulfilling. Political life cannot only be about achieving great results that is not possible all the time. It has to be about respecting people for who they are and giving them an opportunity to fulfil their potential. One might not achieve great things in a political career but every act of love is not lost to the universe, it remains in the world as a vital force (FT#195). For this reason, it is noble to place hope in the hidden power of the seeds of goodness that we sow. This makes starting new initiatives for a better future meaningful.
When we approach politics in this way we will see it as something noble. The focus needs to shift from media posturing and marketing oneself to focusing on how much love one has shown through one’s work.
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TO THE WOMAN I DATED
(AN OPEN LETTER)
“Akala mo ba madali lang ‘to para sa ‘kin?” – From a meme post
Writing you a letter is not easy for me. Writing you a letter means I need to look back and remember everything that had happened.
*Stopped writing and prayed*
Everything that had happened means all the good and the bad. Mga salitang nasabi at mga bagay na naganap. It also means that I need to revisit my old self. Recognize all the wrong things I’ve done, and the words I delivered that was not supposed to be said.
Let me break it down to parts. –
High School
It all started way back when we were high school students. We were 15 or 16 years old that time, and we felt “something”. And hirap nung “something”, right? Unidentified. Mali agad! I admit it, it felt good that time. It felt right. “Feeling ko naman gusto mo ‘ko and parang gusto na din kita.” We were carried away by our emotions. Now that’s a problem. Emotions are fleeting. It does not sustain. Nagpadala sa emosyon.
The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it?
– Jeremiah 17:9
Exchanged text messages with empty words that felt good at the moment and satisfied our desperation to connect and be intimate with each other. Held each other’s hand without a promise of commitment. Texted I love you, without knowing what love really was.
“We were too young to comprehend what love really meant.” –
We were too you, too young. I have all the wrong motives. It wasn’t the right time. We were students. I was immature and selfish. It didn’t end up well. You know the story.
I am trying to fill a void. Trying to connect to people. Flirting with the girls that catches my attention. Looking for people that will say the words I wanted to hear. Trying to complete myself and somehow, create my own identity. I was lost.
And then, I heard this message from a pastor on our retreat in 4th year high school. It was entitled “True Love Waits”. It was about purity, waiting patiently, and our identity in Christ. It’s as if the pastor was talking directly to me that night. I grew up in a Christian family, but I don’t have a personal relationship with God that time and I’m not living in such a way that will glorify Him. I can’t remember the details of the message but I won’t forget what I felt after that. God touched my heart that night. He planted a seed within me and it prepared my heart for what’s to come.
There’s this part on the retreat wherein, we’ll have to choose someone from our section that we wanted to thank or ask for an apology, and wash their feet as a symbol of humility. After the instruction was given, I already knew that I’m going to wash yours and ask for forgiveness, but I was too nervous. I can’t. But I was compelled, and did it anyway. As I remember, the only words I was able to say was “I’m sorry. Alam mo na yon.” It wasn’t clear. I left a question mark in your head. I was too shy and embarrassed to admit the things I’ve done. And from that, I started to create a space between us and tried not to talk to you. I was ashamed.
After the retreat, I wasn’t able to deepen and cultivate my relationship with Christ. I wasn’t able to connect with the church. There’s no accountability. And the fire in my heart started to burn out. I came back to the world and to my sinful nature. I already knew what’s wrong but I’m too weak, and my foundation as a Christian isn’t strong enough that time. Then College came.
College
After high school, there are times we got to talk through text or chat. Small talks and sometimes, long and deep conversations. Trying to catch up with each other’s present life. Casual lang. Through these, I got to share to you my testimonies. I was on fire that time. I was inspired and wanted to share to you how the Lord found me, and died for me while I’m still a sinner. As I’ve told you before, it was on our youth service, 2015, Valentine’s Day. Pastora Keeneth Santiago talked about seeking first, The One (Jesus Christ) to bring you to your Second One (Future spouse).
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
– Matthew 6:33
At that moment, I realized that I’m not just sick, and needed healing from God. My soul doesn’t have a cancer and needed a chemotherapy. It’s not. The reality is we’re actually dead because of Sin. And dead people doesn’t need healing. Jesus doesn’t want to heal me that night, He wanted revival. I gave away my shame, my guilt, my sins, and my empty heart to God. God took all of my sin and shame and He gave me a new heart that night. I was revived. Jesus revealed to me the real meaning of Love and how it’s done. He gave me a picture of what it’s like to truly love someone. He gave me a vision of how will I love my future partner in life just as Christ loved me.
I met God that night. I met love.
That’s the beginning of everything. The beginning of what it means to truly live. Life finally made sense. The endless search for intimacy, purpose, and love finally ended. The Lord filled me with so much love and joy. It was overflowing. I can’t help but to share it to the people around me and direct them to Christ. Now that I know Him, I am now responsible to share the Gospel to people and help them get to know Jesus.
One of the most beautiful things about beginning to know Jesus is that, in doing so, we also begin to know ourselves.
– Anon.
Challenges and struggles doesn’t ended when I accepted Christ. Every day’s a battle. Every day, l hear people saying, “Love yourself”, “Be yourself”, “Follow your heart”. But Jesus said, “Deny yourself. Grab your cross, and follow me”.
Present
Five years later, nag kita ta’yo (legit). I actually wrote something about it few days after we’ve met. I wrote this to remember details. I’ve already deleted it on my phone, where I originally wrote it. I just thought, maybe you want to know about it.
“I was looking for you in a great crowd of people but you saw me first. Gestured me a mini heart with your fingers and gave me a familiar smile that I’ve seen before. I can’t remember the first thing you’ve said but I cannot forget the first question you’ve asked me, “Bakit ka nag-antay?”. I told you, “Bakit hindi?” Yes, I’ve waited for you for five hours that day. I’ve waited.”
Do you know what was in my head that night? Okay. First, I wanted to apologize for the things I’ve done from the past. I’ve already asked God for forgiveness sa mga taong nasaktan ko before, including you but I felt like I have to fix it and talk to you personally. But that didn’t happen. That night was the first time that we actually talk. Like a real conversation.
Now I’m hearing you. Now we’re actually exchanging words face to face. No more emojis, just raw emotions. You’re different now. Far better than I expected. I can feel the growth. Siguro nga adult na tayo.
Then, it was followed by another one, and another one, and another one (di ko na matandaan kung ilan). You asked me questions. Deep questions na mahirap sagutin. Or siguro nga simple lang, but the real problem was, hindi ko lang talaga alam isasagot ko. Nag iingat ako sa mga sasabihin ko. Nag iisip muna ako. I’m not that good when it comes to expressing my feelings and thoughts. I might say things differently from what’s really in my mind.
Then here comes the night I told you that “I can’t commit to anyone right now”. Yung mga tanong na kinikimkim unti unting lumabas and things started to heat up. I was being honest. I wasn’t running away but I wanted to distance myself. I wanted to start a friendship but going out one-on-one with you and making that kind of effort isn’t the way it should be. Picking you up from work and having dinner with you alone, isn’t the way to start a “friendship”. I was wrong. When I said “I asked you to go out with me because I wanted to know you more”, I wasn’t lying. I wanted to know you, but it wasn’t the right way. Going out one-on-one with you will/may bypass the “friendship/getting to know each other” stage I was talking about, and may lead to romantic attraction too quickly. I understand you. I understand what you felt. It was clearly my fault and I’m really sorry. I’ll stop talking about “my intention to start a friendship” and talk about how I really felt.
I told some of my friends about the situation I’m in and one of them asked me this question, “Gusto mo ba sya, or gusto mo lang sya ma save? (Spiritual salvation)”. I answered, “Pwedeng both?”. See? I got confused. My ideal plan from the first night was to try to fix what happened in the past and have a quick catch up with you, then “start a friendship”, pero nagpadala nanaman ako. I kept on praying since the beginning pero one sided ata ginagawa ko. I kept on asking God, what to do and ended up doing what felt right and beneficial to me.
“Gusto mo ba sya ma save?” Of course! I wanted to help you get closer to God and at least help you understand His words gamit yung konting nalalaman ko. Probably one of the reasons why I made time and effort.
“Gusto mo ba sya?”, “hindi ko na alam”. From “yes” to “not really sure”. I was carried away by the long conversations and fun date nights with you. I’m not trying to prevent myself to be romantically attracted to someone. What I didn’t want to happen is to fall too quickly and be carried away by my feelings without really knowing you deeply. Nagawa ko na eh. I’ve already gave you the feelings again. I’m already advancing the level of romance but not the level of commitment. Hindi na appropriate yung level of intimacy sa level ng commitment na kaya kong ibigay. I’ve disconnected romance and commitment. I’m sorry. I don’t want to take much of your time anymore. I don’t want to take away parts of you that doesn’t belong to me. I’m not saying here that I completely regret those date nights with you. I’m not saying that it was just a waste of time for the both of us, no. Actually, reconnecting with someone and trying to fix past issues was a good thing. It felt good that we became transparent with what we felt and talked about it. We faced the issue head on. Pinili mo paring makinig kahit ayaw mo na akong kausapin at first. We gave each other the time and space we needed to think and build our composure once again. I think it showed maturity for the both of us. It was all good. But I realized, it’s not about what’s good for us anymore. Being with you, sharing things with you, it’s all good. Sharing moments with someone is way better than doing things alone. But it’s not choosing between what’s good or what’s better anymore. It’s now choosing what’s good and what’s best for the both of us. I have to do something about it. I distance myself a bit, clear my thoughts, prayed to God, talked with my friends and asked for prayers, prayed and prayed again, and finally, wrote this letter for you.
I know there will be someone who can be there with you and do all those things for you, and at the same time, be committed with you. But be intimate with God first. Getting closer to Him and getting to know Him better will give you a revelation of what it’s like to truly love someone. It’s not about “getting what’s beneficial to me” anymore, it’s about “giving and doing what’s beneficial for the other person”. It’s not just about romantic conversations, kilig moments, and physical attractions, there’s more to it. Know your identity in Christ. You are worth the wait for someone. You are worth the effort and time. Set your standards high, know what you deserve. And when you found someone, set boundaries.
To love unconditionally doesn’t mean giving away foolishly. Boundaries and self-care are part of love, or you cannot love in the first place.
– J. S. Park
You are a beautiful and intelligent woman. Daughter of the King of kings. Prinsesa ka, and you deserve to be treated as such. Don’t settle for less. Don’t sell yourself short. Trust God. Take heart.
I know you’re happy now. I hope you really are. I hope that you take care of yourself when others don’t. I hope you’ll be with someone who will take care of you. Not materialistically, but take care of your soul, your wellbeing, your heart. And I hope we’ve both learned something.
Maybe I wasn’t the man you expected me to be. Tao lang ako, imperfect, flawed, a sinner just like everybody else. Yes, I am changed, changing still. Still learning, still growing, still discovering. I hope you’ll understand. I’m still enjoying my season of singlehood and nurturing myself more. Please forgive me for all the things I’ve done. And thank you so much for everything. There are far far better things than all we left behind. Take care. Praying for you.
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