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honestlyvan · 5 months

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Alright, I see, my first mistake was referring to the Casey of the Dark Place as Alan's "familiar".

#fannish #Alan Wake (Remedy)#Alan Wake #Fictional Alex Casey #CaseyWake #I am a fool for doing this to myself #hey real quick #what if in my doubt and self-loathing I made a vessel for all my heroic qualities that had your face and your voice #Which then became a part of me again #through the repetition of service #a fragment of my own soul and an extension of my body

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theoldkyokodied · 9 months

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The Allegiance of the Ascended Vampire and the New God of Magic

#bloodweave #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #gale x astarion #astarion x gale #gale dekarios #astarion ancunin #yes this is about astarion helping gale defeat mystra and take her place with the crown in exchange for gale helping him with the ritual #the ‘they can make each other worse’ part of their relationship turned to the max #I enjoy them being reluctantly soft for each other more but from time to time I just think about how powerful they could get together #toxic evil boyfriends. take love and twist it up until it’s unrecognisable #I like to think that astarion approached gale with that offer after realising no one else in camp is gonna help him #and that he can use gales own hunger for power which backfired when astarion actually became emotionally invested in gale #and after gale kept his word despite everyone’s concerns astarion changed his plan from not fullfilling his end of the bargain to actually #helping gale kill mystra (mostly so that gale could belong to him and him alone. and letting him take the place as a god bc having a god #at you beck and call is definitely appealing. especially one as eager to please as gale)#anyway what I want to say with this is please please please let me kill mystra i don’t even care if the weave gets destroyed again

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viral-spirals · 3 months

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i think about him often

#kingdom hearts #axel #kh axel #kingdom hearts axel #my art #ohhh hes on my mind #axel u are such a tragic character #guy that is doomed to be alone #his friendship with saix died quickly and became some kind of mutual survival relationship #xion left to become part of sora again and axel cant even possibly fathom that she ever existed #roxas had to become part of sora again and before that axel and roxas had a falling out all because axel was trying so hard to protect him #all of axels efforts to get roxas back dont matter and he dies giving it his all to protect sora who roxas lives on within #he meets roxas one more time before he passes on which to me implies that his soul couldnt move on until he saw roxas one more time #then they move on togehtr #and yadayaydadyada #he makes me sick #axel from my games i will protect you

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sunburnacoustic · 2 months

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Muser questions: #17?

17. Dan or Morgan?

Honestly, Morgan. Dan's the one I've properly seen live, just because I was so far at the back during the last (ST) tour that I could barely tell who was who in the band, and really, they were only distinguishable from 1) Matt's ridiculous LED sunglasses and 2) the fact that Dom was in fact, behind a drum kit :P And Morgan prefers to stay in the background anyway, so I barely saw him. :/

Dan obviously lets Muse be the star of their own show too, but I think you feel his presence more on stage? And he also had a lovely moment at a Muse show where he proposed to his partner! And that's always going to be a part of the Muse family history, which is super sweet.

I can't say that musically Dan is a better or worse fit with Muse than Morgan, because he does what he does well, and iirc he also helped with mixing Won't Stand Down and the band were quite happy with that (separate discussion about what fans thought of those BMTH-like verses, but it sounds like that's what the band wanted in the first place), so I reckon he's got what Muse need.

But I think it's just the history and tradition that make me pick Morgan! How many other people are responsible for my knee-jerk reaction to any time anyone mentions any sort of shaking percussion instrument:

[ID: "'It's not a shaker, it's a cabasa!' —Morgan Nicholls speaks out against fan ignorance", a classic taken from the Muse message boards]

If Morgan decides he does want to tour with Muse again, I'll miss Dan but be really happy to see Morgan again. I hope he isn't fully done with Muse, he was in the crowd at the final London shows of the tour!

Also, I'm just a fan of Senseless Things, what can I tell ya :)

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#muse #muse band #muse asks!#Down to the nitty gritties asks #if anyone wants them again I'm happy to find you that post #your ask belongs to me now #Morgan Nicholls #if anyone's new to this part of band lore‚ Senseless Things was Morgan's band in the 90s— that's him on bass!#Muse were big fans of those 90s English punky bands like Senseless Things and Mega City Four as teens #so they were thrilled when they were able to get Morgan to play with them in 2004 and then it just became a permanent thing.#They also attended the 2017 reunion shows Senseless Things did #and sent their condolences when Mark Keds died a few years ago #Senseless Things #90s music #music #musicians #Senseless Things FYI were also pretty popular! As you can see from the vid ^ above they were a charting band; did TOTP; opened for Blur #Had a ton of singles success. Also Mark Keds co-wrote The Libertines' Can't Stand Me Now which is a smashing song

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fatcowboys · 2 months

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im done w moving and out of the shitty apt w the shittier roommate (who did not let move out happen without adding as Much drama as possible) and have just. been feeling so much better. living w my two friends who actually communicate well and all work together on our needs and gah. so less stressed and anxious now!!! and also in a week kitty introductions have gotten farther than they ever did w shitty roommates kitties (they were kinda bullies, so we had to move glacial speed even w oregano cat expert) and just. thank u the universe things are so much better now

#only improvement would be if anjo Also lived here curse grad school!!!!!!#i moved out over a week ago but we just tuened in keys after cleaning day on sunday #and across just those two days bad roommate accused me of faking cleaning a part of something (that was not requested or clear)#tried to turn anjo against me by saying im a liar and manipulator and gaslighter (which. listen the last one i could say the fuckin same)#(which is also so funny bc anjo and i are so close. became codependent in a heart beat. why tf would u think anjo is gonna be on ur side)#then at the walkthru pointed out things that were damaged (which they are Alsonin on that security deposit what are u doing)#and the texted again accusing me of shit with a stupid fucking infographic on weaponized incompetance #thankfully like all of these i had my friends with me bc when infirst got there for cleaning i uhhhh had a panic attack lol #so i had good support thru everything and now never have to deal w them #its just. been So much lmao. and its so fucking nice how calm and smooth things have been #like i had that sort of shit. i in general am good at communicating and avoid shitty drama like this person #so its been So exhausting. but im done now thank god #and the new place is so much better and nicer and i love the friends im living w and Yeah :')

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elisedonut · 4 months

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sudden itch to write a rare pair fic thats not Percy related

but like

the last time I did that it ended up becoming my top fic and lead to me deciding that you know... actually I hate that ship just out of spite so i'm not sure how good of an idea it is

maybe if i try like femslash or something super super rare with side characters or something

#using tumblr as a diary again #like is it healthy to feel that way?#no it's probably not but knowing that hasn't made the feeling go away in the months sense i posted it lol #like multiple people have asked for more for it but I'm ngl I'm likely never touching that ship again much less the fic itself #like if i even did decide to it would probably just be Percy and Viktor meeting #the whole reason it even became the ship it did was because I couldn't figure out how to write Viktor #But i don't think that's what people mean when they say they want more of it but maybe id be less annoyed if I did add a Percy/Viktor chapt #I feel like this is what those people mean when they talk about posting art you put your all into vs a doodle #because while i spent a hell of a long time procrastinating writing it i was never like actually happy with it #I just kinda wrote and posted it because I was running out of time and wanted to be done with it #which I think is part of why I find it annoying that it has like double the kudo's of everything else but it makes sense that it does #like it's a garbage fic yeah but its the main character and a fan favorite so ofc its going to get more attention #especially in comparison to the niche nonsense I make that I like more #will I ever delete it No I'm fire believer in not deleting things I've made because ive learned in my life i always regret it so #I just have to get better at writing so I can knock it off its horse >:)#or just keep adding extra chapters to Raspberry Muffin until it surpasses it lol #they only have a difference of 64 at the moment so its not impossible #I know im going to see this again in a few years and be so confused on why it bothered me so much i just know it lol

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cinnabeat · 9 days

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i havent caught up to d gray man in years but i hope lavis back :(

#90% of the reason why i stopped reading was bc of the frequent hiatuses and just general monthly updates #which is fine but bad for my goldfish brain #but the other quieter reason was bx lavi hadnt showed up IN AGES and it honestly upset me #u dont realize who ur face is until theyre no longer there 😔#hadnt seen him in ages and then the breaks and shit #and then i just never caught up again #like im sorry i could NOT remember what was happening #last i remember was allen finding out hes a noah?? something abt his father and the noahs and he ran away and became a street preformer #and something something johnny and kanda wemt to find him and he tried running #and they caught up and boom nothing else #i deadass dont even remember what happened before that #like i couldnt even tell u the beginning of the story or like ANY of the in between parts #i should really reread tho its so good #michi tag

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hecksupremechips · 2 months

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Girl like. The reason he said "this is how it should be" and faced death with a smile....is cuz he wanted to die. For 2 years he sat there thinking he was worthless and deserved to die. If he hadn’t be shot, his death would’ve been suicide, he was fully planning to die in a gutter somewhere undetected. When saying "this is how it should be" hes literally saying "don’t cry because I’m dying, my death is a good thing actually because I fucking suck and you are better off without me". I don’t think that’s badass even slightly, it’s actually really sad and really shitty. Shinjiro is so convinced that he deserves to die and hates the idea of anyone giving a shit about him because he literally can’t wrap his mind around the idea that he will be missed when he’s gone, that his death is a bad thing actually. And his last words were meant to be comforting because he fully did not intend for anyone to be there when he died, he intended to die alone, so he says them as a reminder that he’s not worth crying over

Personally, if it were me, if I was holding my dying best friend in my arms who was deeply depressed and suicidal and he said "this is how it should be" uh. I wouldn’t admire him for it??? Like am I losing my mind when I say the way this game handles Shinji is bad or is anyone else seeing this too 😰

#its like okay listen i understand the basic math of any persona game they say things and everything they say is actually #very bad when you think about it for more than 3 seconds #like what theyre intending to do with the death of this character is be like oh no your sad friend dies tragically thats so saddddd #but that doesnt mean you cant live a wonderful life full of meaning you cant let grief consume you life is beautiful awagga #and i guess shinji is a specific character whos used cuz i guess its more tragic that he never realized he was worthy of life and shit #and i guess its also like ‘dont be like this guy who let grief consume him and then died you gotta Be Different’#which i dont. love. that last part cuz if you think about shinji and what led him down this road #its like. of course hes depressed! he accidentally killed a woman with a child when he was 16!#he himself is an orphan and he just made some other kid an orphan as well and it happened cuz his persona went out of control #which very much can translate to ‘this must mean im dangerous and can hurt everyone if im not kept under control’#so of course he isolated himself and believed he was evil and became suicidal like who wouldnt feel that way #like am i supposed to be mad he left sees and took drugs cuz uh while i dont think isolation or Evil Drug is good for his mental health #i dont think him continuing to fight in sees is something he can just easily do again given how he killed someone like he shouldnt have to #be a part of this thing anymore like how would he even safely get castor to not do that??? he cant kill more people on accident!#so yeah like using shinji as an example of bad coping mechanisms is already just. a big fucking oof to me like it just feels like the game #is saying he shouldve gotten over it and simply not be suicidal and stayed on the team. idk if thats the intent but uh it wouldnt faze me #cuz persona games are notoriously awful at writing characters who are traumatized and abused #but what makes everything even worse is how the game kinda like. acts like shinjis death is a stepping stone #like we’re supposed to use it as a wake up call and understand the stakes but keep going on anyways #and akihiko and Ken get. ‘great character development’ according to the game telling you they have now developed #but damn all akihiko is is just repressed he cries for 3 seconds and then is like I SHOULD MAN UP and then neglects a depressed child #shinjis dying words are words to live by now even though they piss me the fuck off like girl am i crazy HES FUCKING #HES TELLING ME NOT TO CRY OVER HIM BECAUSE HE SHOULD BE DEAD ACTUALLY AND THIS IS A GOOD THING ACTUALLY #like if the game wants us to still find meaning in life despite losing someone it just really hurts that shinji has to die for that to work #apparently. cuz the character i see myself in is shinji. not some perfect prettyboy who does everything perfectly and has 4 gfs #his death seems like a punishment for bad behavior. the bad behavior being of course depression and drug use. and im simply supposed to be #better than that if i want to live. and we dont get to form a connection with him cuz thats gayyyyy #and his death is like a NOBLE HEROIC SACRIFICE idk its just such bullshit to me i hate it so bad #how is killing a suicidal guy and then treating it as admirable that he said ‘this is how it should be’ supposed to make me feel #makes me feel sick personally and it ruins the entire game’s theme to me because its fucking shallow and the story is bad and im tired

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february-academia · 1 year

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28.04.2023

So much happened this week. (In tags I'll rant about it)

N4 is coming and my prep is not at all good. Took a test today and i failed🥲. But i know my prep is soo bad,it was bound to happen. So have to study for that.

College exams are coming🥹 also have to study for that. The dissertation proposal is in the finalising stage,so that's good. But have to work on it properly imo.

Then i also proposed another research study to my professor and he has encouraged me to go for it. So,also have to work on it.

These very cutu plants in the scorching heat were a treat to eyes and mind.

Got this book from the library and I'm really enjoying reading the essays.

( correction in a tag- she scored less than me in class and she was all sad sad. With her i had to suppress my happiness at moments like these)

#here i go #so here in this clg i have 2 friends mainly they are my classmates and one is roomates also so thsi roomate is very toxic i kinda knew it #from the start but ignoted it bcs we became friends when we used to have online lectures and haven't met each other and somethings happened #in which she helped me so i was kinda obliged to stay w her. and after sometime i kinda strted feeling it. all the bad vibes #the toxicity she carry for other ppl judging them on their appearances and whenever i trued to correct her tries to manipulate things #like she jas all of the mean girl vibe but i the clown couldn't just had the courage or ways to not be w her i so wnated to but couldn't #it was all so fucked up and living w her. i changed i started judging ppl. this was so bad. she went through soem toughtimes and as i frien #friend i cared for her i was there for her almost all the times and most of the times whenever i needed her she was not.#tries to dominate always and the incident due to ehich I'm writing all this is - I'm not earing well properly well from past month she know #and last sunday i was very excited to this dish and i wanted to take more and she said very rudely how much more will you eat? i said i did #not had lunchand almost didn't eat the ehole day what's yhe nig deal abt it why tou saying and stopping me like that and she said i did not #say it she said again i did not say it with that rude voice like she can never be wrong and ppl wjom i rarely talk to have noticed that #I've lost weight but she who luves wirh me almost all the time do not know it whom I've talked to abt this don't knwo it . i didn't have #any appetite after that i just stuffed the food unsideand went outside wiyjout syaing anything 8 wanted ro puke so bad i controlled my #i couldn't beleive what just happened i didn't try to talk to her and she obviously wouldn't bcs of teh ego and then there's another friend #and classmate of us and she has a great bond w her then after taht incident she is also not talking ro me and. avoiding me in the corridor #making me feel like I'm the onw wrong here and thwse 2 ppl were not on talking term a week ago again ego calshes this other girl didn't #so yeah i got snakes here #now I'm all alone but this feels great literally like yes i cried and couldn't sleep bcs even tho i knew they are not always what they show #they were the only obes here i was able to form a bond with ( i hate this part so much now)and i care abt friendships alot but it ended #they are not talking to me I'm not talking to them. but thus whole thing made me free now I'm free i don't have to wait for them everytime #i want to go to library or to a class or to a walk bcs they wanted everything to be done in a grp #and I'm going everyday out to study to walk and to jyst peacefully live bcs now I don't have to deal with negativity and toxicity anymore #i feel myself again my trye self who was kind to ppl who wanted to just study quietly in evening who wanted to just go in class on time #i don't have to feel that if i di this will she judge me I'm feeling free with what I'm wearing I'll enjoy and celebrate all my wins #and achievements of the last year bcs i couldn't even enjoy those when i was with her just bcs she didn't got less tahn me #I'm smiling more nad I'm loving more myself to actually avle to come out of thsi spiral i didn't even know i could so yay #listening to you're on your own kid in loop and it made me so happy #that's it done. there was so much to say ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hope you got some idea of what's happening in my life #sending you all love and light and if you find urslf in somesimilar situation or any difficulty rn hope you get out of it very soon<3

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side-of-honey · 11 months

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Are you gonna keep making content for imaginary friends?

Nope!

#Ive pretty much fallen out of omori at this point #Which isnt to say that ill never make omori content again #Theres still some fanfic fanart stuff i might finish and ofc luck swap #Plus who knows i might get back into omori at some point #But imaginary friends specifically was a big part of why i fell out of omori tbh #It got way bigger than i expected and just became way too overwhelming #plus what happened on reddit REALLY upset me =_=#Thank you everyone for the support! I really am flattered that people would be interested in my au!! But it was never meant to be that big #of a thing and im sure you can understand why i’d get burned out ^^;#Maybe ill work up the courage to make a final post about the imaginary friends ideas i never got to and some art i never finished #But im kinda scared of it blowing up again -w-; idk if thats like. A prideful thing to think or something #Plus i dont want ppl following me thinking im still gonna be posting omori and then get disappointed #Anyways. If you read all that uh thanks ig? Have a cookie 🍪#Annd if youre a fan of IF im really sorry TwT

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fideidefenswhore · 4 months

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soulmate-ism ❤️

#am i joking? am i serious? who could say...#my qualm is not so much the style of acting or even the actors changed but seemingly the groundwork of this character #being disregarded and set aside #im fully a hater so believing this scene is cute means more coming from me.#i liked both that they depicted her as odd and her oddness chiming with his own oddness #bcus then by s3 she is just...serene and genteel. nothing else #i think it was interesting that she doesn't mention coa in s2 either and couldn't help wondering if this was an intentional choice?#catherine was #for one something that seemed to bond the group she became part of #(which is something they seem to omit it is just...the seymour faction. of seymours. and charles brandon. no one else)#but for another technically would have been an obstacle to her advancement. so if the omission was purposeful that (could) have been #masterful... they of course ruin that by s3 again lol #im assuming what they were going for was jane modeling her queenship upon catherine's in s1 by having her suddenly #express such admiration for her but this presents its own host of ...not plot holes persay but character gaps? i suppose?#(this has been theorized and that she succeeded is doubtful. it's not like henry's response to the may day riots intercession was similar)#namely: how does this square with jane's seeming devotion and idealization of henry in s3? she thinks the world of him and constantly #seems to be let down by him and expect better of him...but were she such a devotee of his first wife. whom he banished. then why?#another thorny issue they refused to grapple with by just eliding s3: she might have thought the world of him because*#of what was done to anne. in the vein of reginald pole #ridding himself of the 'heretical evil'. they sort of try to do this by a transference case; suddenly jane hates cromwell even tho he was #instrumental in her rise...?#they didn't have the confidence to explore that ; however. even though it would've been better continuity #bcus in s2 jane seems happiest in diminishing her rival.#and they didn't really give any of the complexity they did to AB...this sort of brash confidence and steady and public reviling of her riva #followed by these scenes of anxiety and fear ; like with her sister overlooking coronation sketches #instead she just becomes...serenely sad. somehow. surprised that henry has a mistress.#(i mean. cute being a relative term. jane is cute. henry is baring his teeth and doesn't seem to display much in the way of ...warmth?#could have actually been something really interesting done here...idk how accurate. but interesting #'as lancelot worshipped guinevere' is a fantasy...and not one that ends in marriage between the two #just as 'maitresse en titre' (i mean...it was a title for a reason...but) was a fantasy outside marriage

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capaldiera · 1 year

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it was so not the point of mash and would have been jarring tbh but like rn i'm wishing father mulcahy had actually talked about religion in more than just little quips. girl what are your thoughts and what things do you like to focus on. btw

#thinking abiut this rn because i was wondering if theres any particular saints he likes but i think it was kicked off by when i was thinkin #g earlier today about. well i was thinking about heroes again. specifically about the men he grew up around and didnt want to be like and t #he places he looked to for the kind of man he did want to be (reading plato; what he saw of gentleman joe cavanaugh)#and i was thinking about the ways he differed from the other kids (who bullied him) and the kind of kid his dad wanted him to be (to me the #subtext in emphasising how much he used to sit inside reading directly before talking about going to the match with his dad is that his dad #kind of dragged him along and wanted him to be into boxing instead)#and so i was thinking about all that and in listing the plato thing and the boxing match thing. i thought about jesus and how like the chr #istian bible descibes him as gentle and kind and patient and whatnot. and how he fits into that list and like obviously one assumes he is a #role model for mulcahy. lol. but the show doesnt really go there bc thats just not the tone its not what the show is #(not complaining about that it would most likely be done sooo obnoxiously and like its literally not what i want to see on tv)#and then i was wondering about when his religion became really important for him. like given what he seems to feel about his family #and how much he doesnt talk about them. i would assume its a connection he more or less found/established as independent from them #which leads me to think of it as either something he got into later or something which was a refuge for him as a kid.#and like ive thought before about how the things he mentions in heroes Dont have to do with catholicism. and maybe thats just bc it wasn't #part of the story. or maybe its because he just wasnt really looking there for guidance and hope at that point #anyway i dont have answers to any of these questions i was simply turning them over in my head like smooth pebbles in my mouth #me.txt #mashposting #oh i got soo distracted here but ALSO the reason i was thinking about it when i made thsi post is bc i was wondering what stained glass he #likes Lol #for potential use in a joke post i might make

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gender-euphowrya · 6 months

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idk who needs to hear this but maybe that survival skill you have is actually a trauma response

#had this Realization the other day #when i was in middle school i got bullied and part of the reason i was targeted was #i was the teacher's pet. like top of the class student with the answer to every question kinda guy #and at some point i taught myself to Not raise my hand and give answers even if i had them #because me answering a teacher's question became synonymous with me showing off that i knew shit #= more resentment towards me and more bullying #and that stuck with me #to this day when i know something that someone is wondering about #i feel like i either have to act like i don't know either or hide behind fake uncertainty #because ''if i say i know they'll think i'm bragging. they'll think i'm saying i'm smarter than them''#''they'll be annoyed. they'll hate me''#and i thought That's just how you live. maybe that's humility. maybe that's how you should be with other people.#IT'S NOT BITCH IT'S GOD DAMN TRAUMA AGAIN 🎺#it's ye ol' remnants of bullying victimdom and abandonment issues #mixing into one big smoothie of ''i can't let people know i know things or they'll want nothing to do with me''#which is not a normal human feeling !!!!#if it was we wouldn't have bitches like ben shapiro or w/e so eager to open their damn mouths even if they're hated for it #should i have less confidence than fucking jordan peterson?!

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bumblingbabooshka · 2 years

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Tuvok “If you know that I’m lonely” - FUR

#I think this particular verse + chorus combo reminds me of Tuvok #but I couldn't draw that much so here's thiiiissss #thinking about how Janeway is Tuvok's only friend aboard Voyager and how he seems to have a habit of pushing people away #and how the only other person he became close to in the earlier seasons - Kes uhhh fucking....ascended #and of COURSE...how he misses his wife/children #loneliness and love are what I associate with Tuvok #Tuvok #st voyager #I love Tuvok so much dude #he's much more introverted than other Vulcans I've seen...and very stubborn about it..he keeps people at such a distance while also #being helpful towards them when they need it...but like the second they just wanna hang out with him he's like 'no'#I think the kind of loneliness he feels would be much different from human loneliness....if T'Pel and his children are like parts of him #then the second he entered the delta quadrant he was decapitated five times over #there's something very Tuvok about the singer saying that whoever's reaching out to them could never understand their loneliness because #they don't /know/ them...when the person seems to actively be /trying/ to get to know them...but the singer doesn't feel it's worth it #because they don't know them...it's a lil lonely paradox #and it's so sad that EVEN THEN....the BEST case scenario if you do prove that your thoughts are 'all holy'....the VERY BEST thing that could #happen is that he'll PRETEND that you know him (like you've always wanted to)#which again reminds me of Tuvok ... no one can /know/ him in the way Vulcans know each other...the way his family knows him #I love reading too deep into things so hop into my scuba with me please #okay so sometimes I think about how Tuvok is so gung-ho about mindmelds and I wonder if it's like...almost a comfort to do them #to have someone in his mind - to be known for a bit the way he's been known for decades by another #and it's not healthy literally at all but no one on Voyager can tell that v_v #Tuvok doing an alley mind meld with a weird criminal being akin to a terrible one night stand that you get into just because you can't sleep #alone again #which is also why unfortunately 'sex is good' by saving abel is tangentially a Tuvok song...but ONLY if you have my weirdo deep sea glasses #I also wonder if Tuvok's emotional regulation is a bit out of wack due to T'Pel not being there...like I'm sure he derived some comfort from #there bond and depended on her when like...idk man he had a bad day and he can't talk about it with anyone BUT her because it's /emotions/#Like Zac Oyama said: 'Sometimes when someone dies they were the person you wanted to talk to about it'#Tuvok missing T'Pel and only feeling able to talk to T'Pel about it - fuck.

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crest-of-gautier · 11 months

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my favorite part of the chocolate splatfest from february was sneaking onto the deep cut stage >:3c

#splatoon 3 #lizz.jpg #slowly but surely i'll be uploading some old photoshoots and whatnot :) i have... a lot of these #im mildly annoyed that my 'lore' will be out of order since these are like. old screenies and therefore not present time but like!!#its only gonna bother me!! LOL like please no one else cares but u #i like posting selections of my screenshots it makes it very easy for me to look back on the highlights of these things #i wonder if i can manage to sneak up onto the stage again i think it'd be fun #this is part of the overarching minatoast lore. in which guy sneaks up on the deep cut stage bc hes mad he didnt get a picture on the float #for winning a 100x battle back in the first or second splatfest before the 100x battle photoshoot became a thing #when will i be allowed to do a 100x battle again please i can do better than september 2022 me who only used silver aerospray 💀

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lonely--seeker · 1 year

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I spent like $5.4K on just half the study books i need this semester (that's in our currency) and i was already sad because i still need like $6K more for the rest half of this semester. So I'll probably just not buy the rest and just go with the PDF versions on my phone. But, I just checked how much that was in USD and let me tell you, OUR ECONOMY IS IN SHAMBLES! When did $15USD BECOME $5.400 What's going!!

#You just keep getting surprised in the worst posible ways everyday #i know $15 usd in books might not be much to other people or not I don't relly know.#but you have to understand in here that is expensive for most people #i have the huge luck to be some sort of artist and $15 is the least i charge for a commission so i'm doing sort of good but still #i do get kind of worried everytime i check the conversion it just gets higher #Sorry for talking about politics or economis or whatever im just blabbering #it just isn't fair #i have friends who do work part time jobs to try and cover their expenses while im just sitting in a month old owed art #but if you give me a little credit i take around 10-15 or more commissions per month ;;#uwaa i do my best #anyways. i'll keep doing my homework and forget about this until next time #alsoi checked the graphic tablets and the one i have is like $20.000 which sounds like a fuck ton lot. i got it like four/five?? years ago #it was like $7.000 when i got it. but here's the thing. turns out $20.000 has just became what. $60USD?.... no words #still need like $800USD for a tablet with screen tho. I'm not sure i can spend that on a tablet 😔#I BLABBERED AGAIN AUGH #tag hell

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