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i have too many thoughts on the deleted jackienat scene for a girl who's supposed to be enjoying her birthday lol. i think at the root of it all, it's highly likely that when the actresses breathed life into the characters, and scenes got improvised, some things just stopped making sense for characters to do. including good things, like with jackie's 'i love you' to shauna! and i think this is the case for natalie looking at jackie with hatred before leaving her out in the cold. maybe at one point in her early stages of characterization it made sense, but clearly the people on the show didn't think that way anymore at some point, hence the cut. also ngl people taking this deleted scene, which for all we know didn't even make it into the final script, as some sort of 'gotchu' for jackienat enjoyers ( romantic or otherwise ) is weird as hell to me. like, it was removed for a reason.
#my posts.#yellowjackets#im tired and its my birthday so maybe this doesnt make much sense but#i have lots of thoughts i cant stop thinking abt this scene#a mix of good and bad tbh#but mostly watching people act as if this completely destroys jackienat is hilarious to some degree#since a huge part of their appeal has always been how similiar they are. that's what jackienat is founded on#and with that similarity comes a hatred especially since both girls have a self loathing streak#so regardless whether people view this as a huge characterization moment for nat or not doesn't change this#people seem to forget how much natalie genuinely hated lottie and was jealous of her as well! it doesn't mean she loved her any less#natalie at her core is a teenage girl like the rest of them. she has flaws and pettiness and does things she regrets. a *lot*#but on the other hand she'd do anything for travis. that's who she lives for. and the only one who helped her save him was jackie#jackie might've stolen him away for the night but the others were gonna take him away forever#which is something natalie would hate more than jackie fucking him. hell in the show she even says she could care less about the sex#she just wanted travis to be *alright.*#had natalie been in the cabin when jackie was calling the girls out for what they did last night you KNOW she would've sided with her#would she have cared about the highschool drama between shauna and jackie? who knows.#but no matter her personal feelings on jackie they had a mutual hatred and disgust for what happened during doomcoming#and i think that would've mattered more to nat at the time. in a swarm of angry feral teenagers the only one she could trust then was jacki#of course these are just my personal opinions which im purposefully keeping brief lol#but like. i just have too many thoughts on this it would take an essay to iron them out so here's this i guess!
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Inspiration Saturday 📹
Tagged by @spotsandsocks thanks!
Okay so i was REALLY sick, and there's has been a little bit of drama in my life sooo i have a new wip!
Okay so this is a morning show au, i hope you enjoy it!
He can't help but hate him.
Well… maybe not like hate hate but he doesn't like him.
Look, he has been on the show for five years, and it took him four years to get the public to like him, and this guy came here and in less than a month almost everyone loves him.
He can't blame the public, the man is absolutely beautiful and has a bright smile… and don't make him start talking about his eyes...
That doesn't mean Buck likes him, he's too nice to him and that's weird.
Bobby says that he needed a partner but he was good alone, just telling the news and making some jokes, he's good at his job! he doesn't need someone else.
Tagging some people! @steadfastsaturnsrings @wannabemylover @wikiangela @disasterbuckdiaz @elgascreamslikehell @rainbow-nerdss @thewolvesof1998 @theotherbuckley @princehattric @puppyboybuckley @aroeddiediaz @jesuisici33 @aspecbuddie @jeeyuns @kaseysgirl86-blog @ladydorian05 @zhaan01 @chimney-begins @notnowtobey @mandzuking17 @mattsire @911-on-abc @goethites @buckdefencesquad @bucksbackwardcap @nmcggg @liabegins @chaosandwolves @sweetchrisdiaz @911onabc @buckleydiaz @namjroon @ladydorian05 @misterdiaz ( PLEASE tell me if you want to be added or removed!)
#it's good drama mixed with bad drama but I'll pass#I'm just going to have fun with this wip tbh#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 show#tag game#pirru writes
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tw: Sandrino 😤
Still my favourite tag of all time, idk why it's ao funny to me
Sandro scored within 6 minutes of the start of his first ever Premier League game. And just to rub salt into the wound, it was an absolute BANGER of a gorgeous goal as well.
His jumping and screaming is ao fucking funny 💀
His debut in the PL really couldn't have gone any better, and I hate that he's in England but I can't even be mad about it. I still hope he does well. Disgusting. 🙄
Fuck you idiot come back, the white stripes are wrong, make them red. Evil evil evil.
Absolute masterpiece of a goal it pisses me OFFFFF 😤
#i miss him so bad it hurts#i could cry tbh#his beautiful idiot face#why are you in England emo boy#why are you kissing to Newcastle fans#WHERE IS THE RED ON YOUR SHIRT#a hatecrime#the goal was fucking SICK#good on you bro#the mixed emotions got me 🔫😤 rn#tw: sandrino#sandro tonali#newcastle united#nufc#ac milan#actually adding the Milan tag is probably a hatecrime and against the Geneva convention#but if i suffer then everyone suffers
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its honestly kind of heartbreaking that sonic superstars is just kinda okay after how good frontiers was . like they finally made a really really good mainline game again that had overwhelmingly positive reception after years of hate and mixed responses. but then with the very next game im seeing more negative comments again. and im not saying the criticism is undeserved just that im tired of how sonic always has to be that one franchise everyone hates and can never escape that reputation no matter how much really good sonic stuff comes out. you know.
#also if im being honest with you sonic superstars is the first new sonic game ive played where my feelings are this mixed#i didnt even complain about sonic forces too much when it came out i was just like Yayyy i get to be best friends with sonic#maybe its because sonic frontiers being as good as it was set my expectations for future games too high. i dont know#(and sonic forces also didnt cost 60 dollars)#to be clear i dont think sonic superstars is a bad game there are things i love about it#but there are also things i dont like about it or think could have been handled better#and i also probably would have been more forgiving of some of my problems with it if it didnt cost 60 dollars. tbh.#really hate to see sonic going down the ''every new game is 60 dollars now regardless of if its actually worth that much or not'' road#like sega please be serious. sonic superstars is NOT worth the same amount of money as sonic frontiers.
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RIP to the Fairchild family y'all would have hated driving on the freeway
#I think about the TID/tlh gang trying to go on a road trip a lot#Charlotte is a good driver. she just drives with zero music and zero conversation#Distraction = death. she will not have people dying in her car. its not fucking happening.#Matthew would follow the rules of the road very carefully and be righteously indignant when people drive stupidly#“There is a FOOL in that pickup truck a MORON whose family wont miss him when he gets in a rollover accident”#honestly everyone is fine until traffic gets wild then everything's a mix of soul crushing anxiety and righteous moral outrage#on account of witnessing bad driving#tlh#tsc#tid#this is my main genre of post tbh#“rip ____ you would have ____”
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#here's some of the classics on that list i have beef with btw:#i have tried to read A Confederacy of Dunces several times and it's funny but it's also so cringe and Ignatius is so obnoxious#that i find it too difficult to finish like i just feel depressed and bad for everybody around him too much#i tried reading Infinite Jest like a decade ago and i got like 200 pages in and i remember thinking it felt like#such a slog the entire time because he's just so gd wordy and also i stopped liking DFW after i heard the abuse allegations against him#frankenstein i didnt read that long ago but i just remember finding it so boring for some reason?? i feel i might need to read it again#dracula ngl i feel like im cheating a bit saying ive completely read it because i loved the beginning and then HATED so much of the rest#the characters were just so boring and melodramatic hahaha i just liked the part where jonathan was doing a travel diary#and trapped in the castle tbh and after that i skimmed quite a bit#i almost flipped my shit when i saw ender's game on there because I ALWAYS mix it up with ready player one by ernest cline#which i bought the audiobook of a while back and hated every minute of it i dont think its good at all#but it wasnt that so phew my faith in this list is somewhat restored#i read most of the first game of thrones book and was disappointed tbh maybe because id seen the show already#so i was like 'this feels almost exactly the same except worse?' because i'd been expecting it to give me more depth and insight#into the characters but instead it felt exactly the same and i still didnt love any of the characters enough to feel attached to them#also i am fully aware me not personally liking or vibing with a book doesnt mean it doesnt deserve to be considered great btw#but i think if youre gonna be like me and force yourself to go through a bunch of lists like this very seriously then you also need to just#let yourself be like 'yeah not for me' without feeling too bad about it sometimes too#often times i dont particularly love the classics or 'important books' but at the same time#i still feel like im getting more out of reading them than just grabbing the newest hyped up books that also dont do anything for me#maybe not in a 'wow i loved reading this' way but in like a#'i now have first-hand knowledge of this thing that is so influential / so frequently referenced'#or 'this challenged me and i feel like i did a mental/emotional workout or gave me some new food for thought'#or 'made me more aware of what gaps in my knowledge and reading skills and what my tastes are too'#sort of way...#it really just depends on what you're reading for and why and what you're hoping to get out of it a lot of the time maybe#it's like the homework i give myself to go through these lists that i also intersperse with the stuff i read more just for fun#p
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Bro they really be trying to put four year olds on antipsychotics... crazy shit
#Look I have very mixed and confusing feelings about the fact that I didn't receive any psychiatric treatment at all until I was 19-20 and#didn't get antipsychotics until I was 22-23. But like...#The pendulum can swing way too far in the other direction too#I'm reading Anatomy of an Epidemic and oh I'd love to have a conversation with Robert Whitaker about my case#<- grew up fundie Christian and very extremely anxious and then obsessive compulsive and then psychotic and depressed#(but did not receive any medical care for it whatsoever)#While I think meds would have helped me I also think that the average modern American psychiatrist solution of like#'throw more and more drugs at the problem until they go away and throw drugs at the side effects of those drugs' is. Bad#Idk what I'm saying tbh#I know for a fact my issues (aside from at least part of my emotional numbness) aren't iatrogenic. I was Very Mentally Ill from the start#And while I do consider my utter lack of care as a kid/teen/young adult to be some form of neglect it's like#The alternative (the modern American psychiatric system) was NAWT good either#I don't know a single person who's on meds who doesn't have some sort of complicated relationship with them and all I'm saying#is they shouldn't be treated as a magic bullet#Hell *I* have very complicated feelings about my meds and I haven't really been *harmed* by them just... Chilled Out Too Much#ANYWAYS#This book is kind of shitty towards ppl on SSDI (kind of implying that they're a Burden To The Country) which is gross#but otherwise I'm enjoying it
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WHAT??? you-?? hUH? ...you're so powerful
i'm an adult living alone for the first time ever with poor impulse control and a massive sweet and savory tooth. this was fated by the stars to happen i think. i'm like if sisyphus actively chose to roll the boulder up and down because he thought it looked nice tumbling down. so nice that maybe it would be worth the work it would take to get it up back up there so he could do it again. well. this isn't like that at all but you understand.
#fool me once shame on you#fool me like five more times except i knew damn well what was gonna happen and still did it anyway uh. still shame on you.#it really did taste good though......#it had a nice tang to it! it was salty and fruity and like when you get perfume in your mouth#would've maybe tasted good mixed with some tajin on an actual grilled mango....maybe.......#but i made myself stop eating it before i could try it because the last time i did it the stomach pain was really bad and my mouth stung#and i was scared i was gonna need to go to poison control#but tbh i was more scared i was gonna need to EXPLAIN what i did and why to poison control#embarrassment may very well be the one reason my liver is still intact. thanks embarrassment 👍#ok i can't blame this on no one being there to stop me i've been doing shit like this forever#it's really not even the worst thing i ever put in my mouth honestly#i drank hair oil a few times. i ate strawberry pound cake scented lotion. i drank a little bit of motor oil.#i licked nail polish because i wanted to see if it tasted like it smelled. it did not. it tasted so bad.#genuinely a miracle how i'm still alive and healthy. you're nothing to me kid. i'm god's special little princess and i'm never gonna die#fortunes told (asks)
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what do you think of the people-make-chuuya-seem-more-important-to-dazai-than-he-actually-is take? they usually say this when talking about oda and dazais relationship or comparing oda & dazai with chuuya & dazai, which is interesting to me because the relationships are…. very different.
Okay, so, on one hand most shippers tend to be biased when it comes to their characters, especially if there is evidence supporting the ship in the story. I don't think Chuuya is the most important person to Dazai, but he's certainly one of the most important people in his life. Dazai basically grew up with him (as much as he grew up with anybody). It's not a question of "who is most important" because they all are, Oda and Chuuya and Mori and Kunikida and Atsushi and Akutagawa...like I wouldn't be able to tell you who the least or most important person to Dazai is, because they all had an impact on him in a certain period in his life that hit him differently.
#thats my reasonable fan answer#my shipper answer is 'dazai spent all of seven years thinking of ways to kill chuuya'#'every night'#yes even when he left the mafia or when when the oda drama was going on#maybe its his coping mechanism#tbh im not really interested in 'who is more important' or whatever#its more like 'what impact did this character have on dazai? is it positive#negative or a mix of both'#what did they tell him about the act of living?#asks#bsd#osamu dazai#soukoku#also still crazy about the 'kunikida is chuuya if chuuya didnt compromise' take#both the good and the bad that comes with it
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Izumi Rei you literal fucking angel
#slow damage#fujieda's route is stressing me tf out so far but every time rei shows up he's like a fucking ray of sunshine#he broke my heart in madarame's route though like TOWA BE NICE TO HIM FFS#speaking of that route i have mixed feelings about it and it's mostly because 1/blond towa is cursed 2/what happened to my boy igarashi????#but also because i want towa to get wrapped up in a blanket and gently kissed on the forehead#and madarame's route is the opposite of that from start to finish#if anything i actually prefer his bad end for them#but yeah there's smth genuinely unsettling about blond towa like who's that 2000s teenage twink#the best alt-towa so far is from rei's bad end#that whole ending is my favourite tbh#towa from taku's good end is cute too but him wearing a cardigan is just hilarious to me idk why#it's giving dead anime mom
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My beloved nerds rope hasth betrayed me 😭
You were supposed to help my stomachache (dextrose) but you cursed me to more stomachache! Shame! Shame to the Nerds for 1000 years!
#marquilla#dextrose helps with fructose intolerance i cant remember if it balances it like stabalizes it into something my stomach can tolerate#or if it like counteracts it and it just negates the reaction#i guess thats the same thing kinda sgdgdgdg whatever all i know is that dextrose = good#i have a bag of it and it's so powdery wgdgdgd i have to put it on fruit or in cider bc the pain w/o it is so fucking bad i went to the#hospital for it (before we knew what the problem was. i thought i had an ulcer) ANYWAY you can just buy this shit online agsgsgsg#I've eaten it out the bag before to just get as much in as i could before the fructose hit me and it's like eating powdered nerds#mixed with sand#it might be an acid problem tbh bc nerds give me gerds sgdgdgdgdgdggd but i already took pepcid 😩 girl help
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don and emma best friends. one of my greatest truths
#skye's ramblings#CRIMINAL how little one-on-one interactions they get in canon they would have one of the best and funniest dynamics#theyare autism+adhd combo besties to me. both got double coolest person ever disorder#they were probably the best people for each other to play with at gracefield just because they never fucking ran out of energy <3#ithink they would infodump to eachother endlessy they can both talk soo much all the time#also like. don experiences a lot of insecurities especially pre-escape and ithink they were probably even worse when he was younger#eema was the ultimate voice of fuck that youre amazing bro and she always put a smile on his face <3#ALSO ALSO. trans/agender besties ilike to think abt them bonding during their repective gender journeys#don n emma bonding over the euphoria or being bound to a skirt by gendered dress codes n never wearing one again once given that option#OOUUGH especialy that one ihave a little comic rotating in my head abt it <3 too bad theworld hates the idea of me finishing a comic ever#and ALSO x3 imentioned this in last art post but emma n don carrying the other kids around. they are strong and so so affectionate <3#and they like to mess with ray. crucial detail#tbh ilove the dynamic w ray thrown into the mix aswell. mayb bc theyre my top 3 faves but. dynamic ithink abt a lot#but thats a tangent n im sleepy. anywayay don emma bestest besties ever. this is true#they had don save emmas life w the blood transfusion after goldy pond but they couldnt even give them a good amt of interactions. shameful
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well i finished renegade. i sure was renegading all over the place
#it was alriiiight.... but man i hate to say it but i think i have more complaints than praises#i DID like florins new execution route and i liked talons deal. the entire end of night spell deal was horrifying and i loved it#i love that genre of horror like ''you die twice when you get forgotten after death''#so seeing it play out here was horrifying in a good way. talon and amber's deaths were both so fucking good like goddamn#they were just as heartbreaking as they needed to be. especially ambers like when you go talk to tesla after#but. man i dont think meta games are for me cause ngl i was sorta just like ''aight.'' to most of the meta here#like that was the one thing about talon i didnt care for. i thought ''everyone i know and love is going to die and god is screaming at me''#was a fine enough motivation to go crazy and become a rift. i thought it was compelling and tragic and a good thing to do#with a new character. but then he started going ''in older versions of the game i wasnt even there i was just a prop for the backstory''#and thats sorta when i started tuning out. like i cant explain why but i feel it made the scene more... cheap?#i think just cause personally ive seen that motivation a lot in meta games before and its gotten old to me#tbh the entire meta angle is whats really dragging this down to me. dont get me wrong i love eizen and his scenes#but i dont see why we have to canonize the game's update cycles as like a critical part of the world#and then theres m2 who i have mixed feelings on. cause i love the character type of ''ive been through so much shit idc anymore''#and they end up being kinda goofy and saying inappropriate/out of pocket things while trying not to discuss The Horrors#ive written more than one of those types of characters. but with m2 its like she doesnt know how to turn that off#like spacea and tiempa's deaths being a tera raid parody where they joke about being in a crashing plane and get bashed by extra melias#it just felt like. unfitting. (also a nitpick but goddamn that scene made my head hurt with how much the screen wobbled)#like really? this is the sendoff they get in the fucked up and evil route? and idk i just dont think m2 was all that funny.#she was more grating than anything tbh. and i just feel like her existence and the bad timeline is just Too Much#like there were already so many plotlines and arcs and do we Really need a new-ish character right before the climax#idk. im hoping v14 is more cohesive in this department#for now im taking a much needed break from this game lol
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okay people talk about “religious trauma”, but only recently did I find out that, as a child, one of my best friends used to wake up before anyone else in the house and panic because she was so convinced that everyone she loved had been raptured.
that she still sometimes feels irrationally afraid, almost thirty years later, and has to remind herself that surely a mass disappearance would make the news.
that this isn’t remotely uncommon.
that my boyfriend, who was raised in a very different denomination, used to have the same fears, as well as at least one of my coworkers.
people talk about religious trauma in a lot of ways, and I always associated it with purity culture, bigotry, and oppression. but these raw, granular little moments, where a 6 year-old version of my friend is gripped with terror because the house is too quiet, everyone she loves must have been taken away, and she must have been the only one that was Unworthy...it’s just so much more fucked up than I ever realized.
#actual blog post on this webbed site? insane#but it's just NUTS#the number of conversations we've had about her old denomination where i've just said 'people really believe that? like for real?' on a loop#and I say this as a Person Of Faith or whatever#i mean I'm episcopalian which is like if you mixed catholicism and unitarian universalism into one very liberal and contradictory thing#where the aesthetics are Traditional and the priests are Lesbians#(and all other flavors of LGBTQ+)#so obviously it's different#it's just insane that this is a real thing that happens in so so so many faith communities and people just. literally scar their children#with these batshit apocalyptic theological wanks that are nothing but Bad Theology tbh#don't get me started on the 'End Times Theology just absolves people of being good christians' rant#(and also fetishizes the Victorious Christ image over the Victim Christ (which is infinitely more relevant and demanding of empathy))#(which is why it makes Americans uncomfy-- we don't like losers after all)#(and empathy? don't know her)#okay i'm Getting Started so I won't but !!!!!!!!!!!!!#i'm just glad my friend is happy after converting to catholicism and my boyfriend and coworker are happily atheist/agnostic#my hot take is that I think God would rather they be happy and doing good stuff in the world instead of miserable on-paper christians idk#okay im done now but YIKES
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you're stranded on the side of the road in rural ohio & see these two coming at you wyd
#rat fits for rat people#ANYWAY ZINEFEST WAS GOOD THANKS <33333 I MET SO MANY COOL PPL!!!!!!!!!#central ohio. Not Pleased To See Us however. vibes were BAD#anyway say hi to my housemate yes ppl get us mixed up around town all the time somehow it's absolutely baffling#we're not GAY gay but her parents seem to think so#i think it's mostly like being irish twins tbh we were born like 50 wks apart#anyway. grady twins looking asses tbh
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there were so many pretty flowers !!!!! <3
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#today wahh okay we're leaving na bcs we're headed someplace else for our vacation#so it is. cold weather -> hot weather LMFAO#GOING TO THE BEACH IN DECEMBER IS KINDA SILLY TBH#woa. the cold weather is so nice#tbh i felt like almost fainting a while ago bcs god it was so. hot and cold and it was kinda so ... bad#tbf we were walking around a lot and in a hurry :')#also im SO CUTE literally obsessed w myself even if its just morning and i'm already exhausted#SORRY BTW im posting a lot about Real Life. i know i can literally post about wtvr i want but yk <3#tbh so far our little trip has been pretty wild uhm. some bad stuff happening#I WON'T SAY WHAT bcs it's a little tmi. oops! but yeah it's a mix of good w some bad stuff happening#but i won't let any of it ruin our trip !!!!! <3 i'll just enjoy myself w/o worrying#very fun trying to guess which flowers are which hehe. i at least know that we saw sunflowers. and asters i think!#rlly wna go back to That place sometime again. this whole#this whole place in general tbh bcs we're only here for a short while sobbing
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