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the way i was literally giggling and kicking my feet like
#AGHDJFJEJCJEJCJDKDJWKJ#sylus qin the man you are.#FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK ME#just when i think i can’t love him even more#sylus#sylus love and deepspace#love and deepspace sylus#lads sylus#sylus qin#lnds sylus#l&ds sylus#sylus x you#sylus x reader#love and deepspace#love & deepspace#lnds#lads#l&ds
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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do you think shauna learned that cells turn over completely in seven years thing in high school biology and latched onto it and had an existential crisis meltdown of nuclear proportions when it was coming up on seven years since she’d consumed jackie because none of the cells in her body were born out of the energy she got from jackie’s flesh anymore?
#or am I the only one who thinks like this l o l#I WISH this was shitposting#I’m so serious tho lmao like#I think shauna would think about this#I think she’d study it. like she’d say okay that’s just an untrue fun fact right#but then like once you get down to the detail and the complexity she wouldn’t know if she was MORE jackie or LESS jackie#she’s sitting in the LITERAL CLOSET that she loves to sit in for environmental storytelling purposes crying about cell turnover#jeff comes home and she’s holding a medical journal in shaking hands asking about heart cells#through sobs she asks if only 40% of your heart renews in a lifetime was any of that at the RIGHT time#jeff says what…what Right time you’re scaring me a little#shauna rolls her eyes and kicks him out of his own bedroom so she can cry under better conditions (without him)#she calls taissa for the first time in two years but she of course can’t bring herself to ask so it’s just an awkward call all around#this is both funny to me and breaking my heart like I’m so emotionally dysregulated about this I’m not sure if I’m kidding or serious!!#much like yellowjackets showtime!!!#yellowjackets#shauna shipman#jackie taylor#jackie x shauna#taissa turner#shauna x jackie
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can’t believe there’s not more Halsin fics out there. bro basically admitted to having a predator/prey kink AND he’s a hunk 😔
#and if anyone’s wondering#in the romance scene and you try to f*ck the bear#and one of the dialogue options is ‘pretend we’re in the forest and i’m the prey’#AND HE WENT FERAL SNSKSK#i’m in l*ve with him and need more 💔#saying this like i can’t just write my own ff#screaming into the void i think#halsin#bg3#baldurs gate 3#baldurs gate 3 spoilers#bg3 spoilers#halsin x reader
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scrolled a little too far back on mogetwt and found pure gold:
#i miss mitsumona… i love asumona y e s but mitsumona~~~~~~~~~~~~~~#‘where were you when this part of idol sengen was being serialised?’ trapped outside due to regionlock s o b s#man… looking at idol sengen on piccoma again like. gosh. 7.9 million hearts/likes so trueeeee#which do you think we’ll get first: mitsuki mv (a la gijirenai) or idol sengen s2?#the crumbs we get of her in mona mvs isnt enoughhhhhhhh aaaaa#even a 1 image mv would do!!! just give us a tiny bit more of her plsssss#i wanna know what made mona such a huge fan of hers~~~~~~~#though. the way mona specifies that she only likes girl idols will forever be funny to me#she really can’t care less about lxl huh… so true of her tbh#girl idols are a m a z i n g (<-weakling who tears up while watching love live live recordings)#like. man. props to the casting directors or sth bc. m a n their stage presence is unreal for idol vas#like waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa if you told me the vas were idols themselves id believe you#rkk was so cute. and aik.yan was super cool (esp during her solo) a n d ain.ya was both cute and cool and!!!!!!!!!#but um!!!! i digress!!!! anyways stan girl idols (esp mona) lxl w h o—#i think i’ll forever be envious of those who’ll be able to watch nan.su’s mona oneman live though… no foreigners allowed (how sad)…#though y’all should def check out some of nan.su’s other songs!! her powerful songs are so cool (imo)…#but i think she’s actually really good at singing songs with cheering/chanting portions lmfaooo the monachan lives on#i think hw should give mona more cool-ish songs though… let nan.su show off her range!!!#though. while im on the topic. i think sena should have cool songs too. narumi sisters cool song p l s s s s s#(bc my hot take over here is that hw doesn’t let their vas show off their full range *c o u g h s* i m e a n—)#what am i even on anymore h e l p started on mitsumona ended up in narumi sisters cool song desires…#anyways!!!! stream silent sword (both the og by ama.miya sora and the cover by nan.su) that’s all goodbye
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Gods imagine if a reader who didn’t know where you came from made a fnaf au of So(u)l
It was from jesters that you came and it is to jesters you shall return
Hdfhfs god honestly I think that’d be a huge compliment!! It’d mean I’ve strayed far enough from so(u)l’s origins!!
#ask#so(u)l project#I’ve got a few aus I’ve been thinking about#but you can’t get more ‘nobody give a hoot besides u’ than oc aus hsfhs
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!!!if you have had top surgery i need advice!!!
my friend group is assembling an aftercare gift basket for our friend who is getting top surgery this summer! besides some typical stuff (scar tape and oils, a grabber for high up places, wipes, doordash gift card) what are things you wish you had bought or were very grateful to have during recovery?
#transgender#top surgery#trans men#lgbt#trans tips#can’t think of any more tags—would appreciate any type of s!gn@l b%st!#blither blather bother
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Does Donnie have ideas and plans to help Leo so he doesn’t always need to be bandages up 24/7? Obviously, the wounds and scars can never physically heal, that much is clear, but I’d like to think Donnie would still try to help
He does in fact try to find out how to, at the very least, make it so that Leo isn’t like. Half a mummy.
For a while, he cycles through some prototypes that in the beginning just amount to different colors of bandages (mainly black and blue) that are sleeker and longer lasting. Different armors are discussed, though it’s hard to make ones that won’t hinder Leo’s speed too much.
It’s…a slow going process. And it gets to the point where Leo is so used to wearing bandages all the time that he’d feel weird without them.
#prison!leo au#p!l au ask#also I can’t super think of anything Donnie could make that would help in this particular case beyond like#different colored Super bandages or patches that basically cover up the wounds to appear okay#for the latter I’d imagine they’re not super comfortable but it’s kinda nice for Leo to see his Old Self in the mirror again#somewhat#it wouldn’t be 1 to 1 perfect covers though#honestly tho Donnie is prob more focused on Leo’s battleshell and figuring out a way to keep his brother warm#and also reenforcing SHELLDON so that the robot can survive for a long long time#just in case :)
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9 and 12 from the choose violence asks!
9. worst (another bonus bad) part of canon
keeping lex alive post s4
12. the unpopular character that you actually like and why more people should like them
(this one’s tough because i don’t know who’s considered unpopular but) i’ll say, of the various men throughout i’d say, james and william were done dirtiest by the writers and not set up for success with fandom
choose violence asks
#real life behavior and reactions of the actors aside as there are admittedly some things that make it hard to stay sympathetic#in hindsight it’s really become clear to me that they had no clue how to write male love interests well with the leading character of the#relationship being female#by which i mean. arrow and flash and even sm&l are led by the men and the women fall into the more or less stereotypical li role#but with sg you’ve got the female in the lead so you can’t apply the li formula the same but they tried to anyway and it comes across wrong#i could go on for hours but i think there’s a point in there somewhere#choose violence asks#fabulousglitch#appropriatelyasked#stupidlyanswered
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Not them dying to bring Sarah back and absolutely hating their characters current plotlines 🫣🫢🤭
Carmen De La Pica Morales stans rise!
#marja Ryan Lewis and that writers room need to be cleared out#bring back Ilene chaiken and let her take a sledge hammer to this show because they’re ruining the shows legacy#was the original a little messy? Yeth but Ilene knew how to have a good time!! the show was funny and it was fun to watch and for the most#part the plot made sense AND MOST IMPORTANTLY we got to see women loving women on screen#I think MRL wanted a show where she got to write about all kinds of queer people but she couldn’t do it so she took TLW and basically piggy#backed off the name and legacy of the original show#obviously more queer stories should be told BUT TLW is supposed to be about lesbians and it’s like pulling teeth to get them to show 2#ladies kissing like why can’t we have a sexy fun time????#and not to sound like an old fart but showrunners and writers nowadays ig think that they have to inject politics into everything and I hate#when gen q tries to broach these topics because I’m not here to learn about theory bitch I’m here to see these gals get their puthies ate#the original definitely had moments that were a little political but it never tried to center that – they just wanted to show the lives of#lesbians the way that str8 shows depicted the lives of str8 people and I loved that#moral of the story: if they want a s4 they need to kick some people to the mf curb and get back to what made the original so fun and special#and obviously as I always say: BRING CARMEN BACK YOU COWARDS!!!!#the l word#the l word gen q#kate moennig#leisha hailey#sarah shahi#sharmen#shane x carmen#pants podcast
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#in a strange place today and i need to put this somewhere. i do not have a journal yet. this is it#my grandad was diagnosed with dementia years ago and the grandad i have now is often unrecognisable from the one i grew up with#and while this like isn’t fun and it is strange for him to look at me and not know me more times than he does. it has also been kind of l#lovely?#bc he thinks my granny is still alive so whenever i get to go see him i get to pretend she is too. and she is for a minute. and tho i am#glad she went before him. it is nice to say oh i’m popping in to see her after this grandad and talk about her like she’s hasn’t been gone#since i’ve been ten. my dad has spoken more to him in the last five years than he has his whole life#he was not an easy man. he was loud and friendly and hard working and funny and scary but not easy. in ways he is even#harder now. in others he is easier.#he is more of a child. this is what dementia can do to a brain. we are learning things about his childhood that no one alive has ever spoken#about. that no one knew. my dad doesn’t love him more now but he understands him better#my grandad taught me how to drive a tractor and how to fish through my dad and he has not recognised me in over a year and he#hasn’t walked since he broke his pelvis seven years ago and his muscles are nearly all gone. he is a fraction of the size he used to be. his#personality and body took up my childhood like adults on the screen in cartoons. he hasn’t dressed himself in a decade. he told one of the#nurses that after dinner he wanted ice cream plain like herself and nearly peed when she laughed and told him to fuck off#he is in there. he is himself. i know him. but he isn’t. he doesn’t know me but he allows me to tell him how to ppl he knows are doing. he#still somehow trusts me. we talk a lot about my granny and how she stayed up watching tv again last night so she’s tired today. don’t stay#long when you call in to see her?#whenever we would journey to see him and my granny and get in v late he’d ask us if we wanted apple tart and my granny would say michael.#not ur kids. u can’t parent them. he didn’t know my name yesterday but he asked me if i wanted apple tart#i hope he dies soon. for all that i will miss this. miss my dad having this. he would not want to live like this. it wouldntbe living to him
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yeah so it’s not like my codependent james & sirius don’t love or care for other people. it’s that, when it comes down to it, their default is the other and sorry if u don’t think that’s different but it is.
they’re not putting the people in their life on a twisted graded hierarchy, they’re just?? each others?? most important person?? like bro why is it that the most common tropes on fucking earth are a problem when it’s prongsfoot????
#if u couldn’t tell already#i keep going onto the anti pf side of things#and ykno what i’m gonna do it. i’m gonna take the plunge. do what i dislike. and block.#(no but i’ll try to. really)#lEt tHeM bE bRoS#dOnT cHeApEn tHeiR fRieNdShIp#yah and while we’re at this it let’s also let the history books say they were friends#because we don’t have enough male friendships so we need representation 😀#(sometimes??? do they realise??? they’re regurgitating older homophobic phrases or???)#like bro. ur not the only one w life exp.#‘sometimes i think these people don’t/can’t—‘ shut up shut UP#i hate romance irl. can’t do it will never do it don’t like it.#but that’s not my fictional consumption now is it?#and won’t be either#j&s occupy a space more than friends OR lovers#also don’t know why some people r seeking realism?? in this universe?? esp considering what they’re writing usually??#like. some self awareness pls?#if y’all can’t tell. i’m annoyed lmao#i’m just sick of seeing j/s treated like. idk. it’s the first or only ship to romanticise friendships or wtv#WHILE and this bit is imp WHILE loudly shipping w*l farar and j*gulus like???#just say u like those ships and go??#but also. that last point is just me being frustrated. i get the bitching bc i do the same w those two ships#so like. yeah. respect their right to rant. but won’t respect the rant lol#also…this isn’t @ like anyone in particular . it’s just many people on the anti pf mwpp side i’ve seen who have similar arguments#and they’re always the stupidest#which i wouldn’t care for so much it if they didn’t constantly bring up ‘real life! realistic! not how it works!’ etc etc#yah#that’s it for now#i’m sure i’ll come back later lmao#pen’s whining
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i always thought i was a very typical enemies to lovers girlie but i think i just realized my actual taste in ships is the dynamic where the two are supposedly equal rivals/enemies who represent diametrically opposed themes (for the Aesthetic), but in actuality it’s just one of them yanking the other around on a chain while the other whines and rages and protests and ultimately makes an absolute spectacle of themselves
so uhhh. how did THAT happen and when and why
#L and light fit this dynamic bc my mental model of their conversations is like this#L shoots light a question mostly meant to fuck with him and it works bc light instantly starts running in around in circles in his brain#he’s like a circus performer juggling ten rings on a tightrope. obsessively constructing his answer based on what he imagines he looks like#in L's eyes. he's like... a peacock strutting around with his feathers out or some shit. so easily provoked. he's doing this to himself!!!#this is not even mentioning that L had light on a literal leash (that's what im calling the chain.) but anyways#i started shipping them in yotsuba arc and it was the moment where light did a thing in hunting down yotsuba and L was like hmm. good boy.#(me: having visions of light's brain shorting out in this moment (bc the praise kink shit is so real and personal to me))#but then he turns it into another test: you're so good you could replace me actually. and then light just calls him on it in front of the#whole task force with this big dramatic speech like he'd reached into L's brain and pulled the thoughts directly from his head#light is constantly performing at L's whims and he hates it ofc. he's under investigation; why wouldn't he? but secretly he's having the#time of his life bc he's a bit deranged and he likes showing off!!! to L!!!#out of all versions of light i think yotsuba!light felt most strongly about having Something To Prove. to everyone and to L specifically#at this point after the fake-memory kira shenanigans he's def not a normal strait-laced boy even if he's pretending very hard to be one#theres so much u can do w that dynamic imo. like it isnt just neutered kira vs L it's got its own flavor that can only exist at that time#especially if u also assume L realizes light has lost his memories and is kinda trying to manipulate him about it#anyways back to my original point. i can't believe it took an anthropomorphic tv man hitting the base versions of my tastes with deadly#precision for me to even realize what they were. im going insane about this. thank you anthropomorphic tv man. i guess#this is also why alastor + lucifer isn’t doing it for me i think. hating each other over power levels? or over charlie? boringgg#it’s gotta be more personal than that. they’re more evenly matched in how they feel about each other but it feels soulless#i need that raw gut churning angst lmaooo#this is also partly why i can’t get into angel + husk and im MAD about it. i think they’re the kind of ship i might’ve liked back when i#was 12 and losing it over sns (naruto) for the first time. but now i’m a diff type of person apparently
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i forgot to do the things that make everyone be on your side (just for eleanor and duckie) and i’m actually pissed like why the hell are duckie and eleanor such assholes if you don’t do the things for them or whatever 😭😭😭 and ofc the older ones are the ones that are like “just accusations and also you’re crazy” COME ON MAN
#steph is everything to me at least steph believes alex live laugh love steph#ryan i love him but the fact hes so. ugh#idk.! i can’t with it#i get jed’s his father but damn#me personally i wouldn’t have been that way even if jed were my father#🧸#idk ugh the fact ryan starts saying rude shit to alex and lashing out and being a jerk and painting alex like a manipulative liar#just annoying and kinda gross#STEPH I LOVE YOU 😸🩷#and this is lwk why i can’t see l/uchen they seem like friends + ryan didn’t even try and believe alex im sooo…#not that i am disgusted when i see it i just see them as bffs#ok😸#ummm idk if this makes sense i’m a bit frazzled mostly because i don’t think ive ever seen the ending where 1 / more ppl dont believe alex
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“You fucked up” babes he’s literally on the ground not moving, the only thing fucked up is his spine
#finally watched the Samoa Joe and hook match#I was screeching laughing at the yfu chant like bro he’s dead wtf do y’all expect him to do#and hook baby I love you but when you ask for more you get more. take the L and live#GREAT fucking match#I would love for this to be a clear point where hook becomes more strategic with opponents he can’t outmuscle#cause I was watching him do moves and thinking like.. that hurt you more than him why would you even go for that#I know I’m being hard on him but I prommy I love hook#Samoa Joe no notes he’s fucking class he destroyed that man in front of his daddy#literally threw him down on the table like the worlds most violating ‘this one yours?’
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i just think it’s really cute when the canon couples match with each other~
#these are just the instances of matching i can think of off the top of my head…#the narumi sisters dont count bc they’re not a couple. though has sena ever matched with midori? i can’t remember~~~~~~~~~~#and yes ariken’s kumapan keychains totally count guys (source: i said so)#and y e s i know minakuru matched for a staged pv but it still counts bc i said so#t h o u g h if we count lxl’s stage outfits they’d have matched more often than all the other couples have combined so. there’s that ig.#l o r d . i need to get better. soon. aaaaaaaaaaa
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