#adult heroine

[artist-ellen]

Self promotion is self care?

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[pommedeterre225]

Don't make her fall too much in love with you she might use you as a kitchen equipment for her knifes

[autism-connoisseur]

what if i killed myself rn

[motifcollector]

Okay to be fair I am perhaps looking at this through the lens of nostalgia bc I was a taylor swift enjoyer as a kid for her first couple albums but I think her lyrics are getting progressively worse! Her early stuff had charm and while it was obviously focused on teenage concerns (bc she was a teenager) it was more substantial than your average pop lyrics. But she's tried to make her style more mature and use bigger words and it doesn't work.

[troutlawyer]

Experimenting with drugs, i.e. cannabis and nicotine, and alcohol in adolescence and young adulthood has its risks but it does not automatically make you an addict. Drinking at a party just because alcohol is available does not automatically make you irresponsible and untrustworthy. Smoking weed because you’re bored and have nothing else to do does not automatically make you dependent. Trying one cigarette, even a whole pack of cigarettes (not all at once ofc), will not doom you.

Experimentation is normal, it is expected, it is demonstrably FINE.

You can have the responsibility not to drive, you can have the responsibility to eat something and drink water, you can have the responsibility to take care of others at parties, you can have the responsibility to spend money on groceries and rent before buying some booze, you can have the responsibility to smoke outside so your room doesn’t smell, you can have the responsibility to know the symptoms of overdose and the responsibility to DO something when you see someone has overdosed, you can have the responsibility to know how these drugs and your medications interact, you can have the responsibility to know the symptoms of addiction and seek help if you experience them.

An addiction is much, much different than curiosity. In all likelihood, if you use responsibly, you will figure out what you like and don’t like, how much is enough, and what the best practices are. And you will still not have an addiction.

[obstinaterixatrix]

head in hands. it really is just

[hekate1308]

I made the mistake of watching the Persuasion trailer

[malepulator]

the ‘petrogradka’

[allifunny25]

What is in a name? For too long, I've been nameless. Even in the Bible a name is important. Look at Lazarus and the Rich Man. The Rich Man went to hell without so much as a name, and so have I. I have been living in this hell of addiction without so much as a name. You see addiction doesn't care what your name is, or the color of your eyes. Only what you will give to it and what you will give up for it. Addiction takes without regard, like a narcissist in love. So, how do we take back our power? You would think it would be in our name, but it is what comes after that gives all the power.

I'm Allison, I'm an addict.

[captain-noir]

just because its 'gothic' doesnt mean abuse is required in a ship. yall like to use that to justify all the problematic stuff its so transparent

ah yes the gothic genre famously devoid of abuse or incest or 'problematic' elements. its ok to admit this isnt a genre you can stomach instead of spewing your sick all over my askbox. i dont expect murder in my serial killer show. i dont expect romance in my romcom. you catching my drift, no?

[prettypastelpinkprincesspalace]

Ever since I've gained consciousness, I've always questioned what my purpose is here.

Why am I here? Why did I suddenly just gain the awareness that I could function and control myself? How did it all happen? When did I first gain control over myself? Am I really the one who's controlling myself, or is it just me acting for the sake of being liked by society's desired standards?

 

 

As I was writing out this blog, I couldn't help it, as I deeply felt sorrow take over my whole being as I tried to put out my thoughts. as I do not like to write out my inner thoughts. not because I am lazy, nor do I know how to word it out. Just the thought of being able to recall the thoughts I would write out at any moment of your life baffles me so much because of the impact that nostalgia could have on me. I heavily dislike being able to relive the misery I felt; what more if I were able to write all of them out? Nostalgia may seem nice to feel, but I cannot even fathom that I have to reimagine all the heavily messed-up, constructed thoughts I had in my mind during those moments. 

 

I grew up to be heavily aware of the real-world responsibilities that adults usually face. I've always had the thought of growing up too quickly, knowing that one day soon I'll be standing up on my own. I've always imagined it would be difficult for me to survive alone, as I might have heavily relied on my parents.

 

 

I wonder how and what my younger self would react to and think of now that I am in that stage, which she strongly hates to step on. I just wish my younger self would tell me right now that I have to stop worrying about things I can't control, that I have to be tough because all I have is myself at the end of the day, and that she would always remind me that I have to stop thinking about how others might perceive me.

 

[jessread-s]

Thanks to @micaleasmeltzer for providing me with an e-ARC in exchange for an honest review

✩🎨👓Review:

Smeltzer single-handedly won me over on reverse age-gap romances with this book!

“Eleven Eleven” follows thirty-two-year-old Via as she moves across the country to start fresh after her divorce. Enter twenty-one-year-old Reid Crawford. He’s only supposed to be a one-night stand, but their chemistry is hard to ignore. The next time she sees him it’s because she’s on a date with his dad. Falling in love with someone eleven years younger is something she shouldn’t want, but what if he is everything she needs?

One of my favorite things about this romance novel is Via and Reid’s relationship. It has so much depth and there are many layers to it. Smeltzer establishes that they are physically compatible at the outset when they have a one-night stand. From there onwards, Via and Reid prioritize really getting to know each other and go out on dates to become emotionally intimate. The dual pov really showcases how their feelings for each other grow stronger over time and the pacing of everything felt so true to life. It was SO good! I seriously adore Via and Reid as a couple!!

I also loved the internal struggle that Via faces throughout the book—learning to pursue who and what she wants without letting her age get in the way—it was so realistically done and I love how Reid was at her side to support her as she came into her own.

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[eroticrebel]

Kubrick inspired

[carlinha-xx]

[mediamatinees]

"You're Not Supposed To Die Tonight": the Odessey of the Black Final Girl

Experiencing horror as a Black person is a fascinating experience. There’s an unspoken list of rules that need to be followed if you expect to survive, and even then you need to always be vigilant. . .

Content Warning: You’re Not Supposed to Die Tonight contains graphic violence and mutilation, descriptions of crime scenes, child neglect, cult activities and propaganda, and teenagers dealing with evil, shady adults. Reader discretion is advised. Spoilers for You’re Not Supposed to Die Tonight ahead! Particularly the ending, so if you want to read the book I highly suggest you do that first…

[cashmonei]

Coughs. Sorry for dramaposting abt drama i wasnt even Involved in. But im still so fucking mad at faeling for what they did to my friend. What they baselessly accused my friend of. Their followup post they made after deleting the slander never even fucking said outright that they were wrong. That they accused a fucking teenager and its friends of being a band of anonymous doxxers purely bc they were a little mean abt their fucking SOS design.

Faeling gets off scot free, not even fucking apologising to my friend, just to their fucking audience. while my friend gets the entire fucking rainworld fandom turning on it and treating it like its a fucking doxxer. Fuck that. Either take some responsibility for your fucking platform and what having that platform entails or get off the fucking internet you spineless little fucking uwu baby coward. Until you apologise properly you dont fucking deserve the platform you have.

Besties who were actually affected by this i wish you all the best and i wanna let you know i wanna hug you so bad. If you wanna bitch abt what happened or want my help w literally anything you can DM me and we can talk over tumblr or discord DMs whichever u prefer 🙏