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as long as i’m here (no one can hurt you)

| alessia x reader | hurt/comfort | 3.1k | disclaimer: mentions of anxiety & self loathing -this gets dark so please read at your own discretion! | a/n: based of this req! initially was supposed to be really fluffy but then somehow it just became 2/3 angst soooo welp. honestly it started off really strong imo but idk what happened towards the end, but oh well. not proofread as usual. anyways, take care amigos, happy reading!

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Your heart’s in your throat and you don’t know how it got there. 

Your heart’s in your throat and the world around you’s dark.

Your heart’s in your throat and you don’t know where you are.

All you know is you’ve gotta go- you’ve gotta go fast- because if you stay any longer, the voices are going to catch up.

They’re going to catch up and they’re going to tell you- no scratch that- they’re going to remind- they’re going to remind you that aren’t good enough.

They’re going to remind you that there’s better, that there always will be someone smarter, more athletic, more confident, more outgoing, more fun.

They’re going to remind you that none of this is real- convince you that everything is just fake. That you’ve lost your mind enough to devise your own reality, where nothing exists yet everything is perfect. 

They’re going to remind you that you aren’t worthy. That you’ve fluked your way through life- everything gifted to you, everything undeserved. 

It’s the way it always goes. You running and running and running, only stopping either when the voices catch up or when you wake up, and if you were honest, you don’t know which one you prefer.

It’s not that you’d be dead, nor is it that you didn’t want to be alive.

It’s that you don’t know how you could explain to the sleeping girl beside you that even with every second you lay asleep, the voices in your head don’t cease. 

That each time she comforts you as you wake, shirt damp with sweat, shuddering breath escaping your lips, the words get louder in your mind.

And with each circle rubbed into your back, or reassuring word mumbled against your tangled hair, you think about how she could do better, better than you, better than this mess of troubling dreams, this mess of tangled voices, nonexistent but real to you, shouting, screaming, yelling, reminding you, telling you, letting you know.

You aren’t good enough, nor will you ever be. 

She deserves better, better than you.

You’re a fraud, a fake, a phony. 

The words repeat and repeat and repeat. 

~~~

It’s the third time this week, and it’s only Wednesday, that you wake up, heart racing, palms sweating as you try and regulate your uneven breaths.

It’s new to you, this whole nightmare thing.

You’d even go as far as to call yourself a lucky child, able to count on one hand how many nightmares you had when you were younger.

Now? Now though, it’s a miracle if you sleep through the night. 

You don’t know when it started- maybe sometime between the middle of last season and its end- when all you saw attached to your name was negative chatter. 

Flooding comments on social media calling you unreliable, unworthy, unneeded for your team. 

Offhand remarks of how you could’ve played better, could’ve done more, didn’t deserve a starting position, maybe would be better as a late sub, for the sake of the team. 

Maybe it was when you spent countless hours post practices perfecting your free kicks and running shots, only to be told to not take them as much, the dismissing tone in your coach’s voice clear, disapproval clear in their eyes. 

Words said and said and said, their intent to hurt, to prick, to wound successful.

It was those words that rang out in your dreams, among the thousands of other outcries you were used to having directed your way.

You thought you could take it, firmly believed so. 

You were a professional athlete for fuck’s sake, a little bit of verbal battering was nothing you couldn’t handle, right?

At least that’s what you told yourself each time you woke up in cold sweat, mind exhausted, heart tired as you tried to remind yourself those opinions weren’t facts. 

As usual, it led you to now. 

Now being you stiffly lying on your side of the bed, the room bathed in darkness, only the sound of Alessia’s soft snores to be heard.

Swallowing hard, you shuddered as fragments of your latest nightmare floated through your mind.

This one was different from the usual. 

This one might have even been the worst. 

The nightmare had started off as they typically do, the realistic image of the team’s pitch clear in your mind.

It seemed to be a replay of a normal game day. 

Arsenal dressed in their bright red jerseys, your opponents in a shade of blur, all the same but unidentifiable- not like it mattered much anyways- you didn’t need much convincing to feel how real it seemed.

It felt like a normal game day, but you saw yourself in third person, following yourself on the pitch like a drone, able to see each mistake you made so sharply, so distinctly.

You watched in horror as you tripped over your feet. Your heart dropped as you passed the ball directly to the other team. You’re nearly in tears watching as each tackle you made either did nothing or nearly took out the opposing player. 

You looked on in fear as the crowd begged for you to be subbed off. 

Your own home crowd, cheering any time you lost the ball, any time you slipped and fell, any time you erred. 

As much as it hurt each time the dream played out, this was normal to you. 

You were used to this. 

Used to the sinking feeling in your stomach. The flips it would do as you felt your heart break, the realization that maybe you just didn’t matter, the thought that you didn’t need to exist floating through your mind as your throat closed up. 

The sinking feeling as you realized you were unwanted was nothing new. 

The knowledge that you just weren’t good enough was basically a mantra ingrained in your mind.

So even though it hurt as if it was new each time, you were used to it. 

This was normal, no matter how many times it occurred, night in night out, it had become a part of you.

What wasn’t normal though, was how the game faded away slowly for once, a new environment blurring into your vision, the once typical dream changing drastically. 

You tried to shake your head in your mind, very much disoriented at the unfamiliar setting. 

You weren’t at the field anymore. The green grass you were always so used to seeing, the one that haunted you now in real life, gone within seconds. 

Instead, in its place, was a dark atmosphere, bright lights flashing occasionally as you felt vibrations hum through you rhythmically. 

Hearing laughter coming from your left, you whipped your head to the side.

Mere metres away from you stood the rest of your team, all dressed to enjoy a night out, drinks cradled in their hands.

You were at a club.

Chest constricting as you watched the girls peer over at you, then laugh, you felt your face flush, embarrassment seizing your ability to breathe. 

Quickly turning around, you searched for Alessia. 

Alessia usually made the anxiety go away.

Alessia was safe.

Alessia. 

You needed to find her.

Pushing your way through the mass of crowded, faceless bodies crammed in front of you, you tried to look for the blonde. 

The further you went though, the smaller you seemed to get.

With each step you were taking, the room seemed to grow in size, the people around you taller, peering judgmentally at you as you pushed through, the faceless partygoers somehow displaying a clear emotion of distaste at your presence.

You could feel your heart beat faster with each second.

Too many people.

You needed to find Alessia.

Too many people. 

You couldn’t breathe.

Too many people.

Alessia.

Continuing to push through the mass, air getting harder and harder to breathe, you closed your eyes, blindly moving forward.

Squeezing your way past the final few bodies, you felt yourself stumble as you came across a hallway, the door at the end of it bathed in a dim glow.

Maybe she was there?

Unable to stop yourself, your mind pleading for you to do so but frozen, your feet carried you towards the light.

You wanted to find Alessia. 

You needed her right now, and you’d do whatever it took. 

Hands shaking at the uneasy feeling in your stomach, you approached the door, fingers reaching out to rest on the door. 

Surely Alessia had to be here, right? 

You’d soon get your comfort…

Letting out a shaky breath at the thought of finally being okay soon, in the presence of Alessia, you pushed the door open, ready to feel okay, only for your eyes to widen as you felt a lump form in your throat. 

No, surely not. No…no…no…

Frozen in your spot, you stared, white as ghost, at the sight in front of you.

There, in the dark room ahead, was Alessia.

Except she wasn’t alone.

Eyes flitting between the blonde and the faceless body in her arms, you felt your world crash.

There she was, your girlfriend, your Alessia, arms wrapped around another person that wasn’t you. 

Another person that had their body pressed against hers in a way that was most definitely not friendly, not platonic in the least.

In front of you stood the two, hair dishevelled, their eyes as wide as yours, mouths agape as they realized they’d been caught. 

In front of you stood your Alessia, in the arms of another, as you finally felt the ground slip away from beneath you.

~~~

You knew it was just a dream.

You knew she wouldn’t cheat on you.

You knew it.

You believed it.

You felt it, each and every day that she loved you.

Yet, in this moment, darkness bathing you as the silence stretched on, the sinking feeling in your stomach and the way your heart still hadn’t stopped aching since you’d woken up told you otherwise.

Furiously wiping the tears that had fallen from your eyes, you tried to do your best not to sniffle, lest you wake your girlfriend up.

You already had a dream about her cheating- you didn’t want to go and make your night worse by waking her when she so desperately needed her rest. 

Doing your best to take deep breaths, you tried to regulate your shaky breathing.

Slowly inhaling and exhaling, you paid keen attention to how much noise you were making with each gasp. 

You needed to be quiet- had to be quiet. 

She couldn’t see you like this.

No, you wouldn’t let her. 

Taking a chance, you slowly turned your head to the side, eyes tracing the faint outline of the striker’s face as you wiped another round of tears on your hands.

Every single fibre in you wanted so desperately to reach out, to be in her hold, to let her soft murmur comfort you like countless times before. 

But you couldn’t.

You’d get through this night eventually.

Closing your eyes in frustration at the impending headache you knew was coming, you pressed the heel of your palms harshly to your eyes. 

You’d be okay. You’d be okay. You’d be okay.

Repeating the words to yourself, you whined in frustration, unable to find yourself to believe the words.

It was only when your eyes stung due to brute force did you realize what you had just done, freezing as you heard shuffling beside you.

Holding your breath, you felt Alessia’s arm reach out blindly towards you, sleepily patting around, trying to find your body, her even in her sleep ready to take care of you. 

You couldn’t have her wake up for you, not again. Not when it’s been multiple nights of her waking up, holding you till the dawn breaks, treating you ever so carefully, so delicately,

Letting go of the breath you were holding as you heard the movement stop, you closed your eyes as more tears of frustration escaped. 

How many times- how many fucking times were you going to wake up each night?  Why, why for the love of god, could your mind not be normal? 

Flexing your jaw as you tried to force your emotions away, you didn’t see the way Alessia sleepily awoke from beside you.

Mind preoccupied by not waking up the Gunner, you didn’t realize that she had long since been awake, trying to give you the time to collect yourself like she knew you wanted. 

In all honesty, the blonde had been up before you had been.

Recent days had oddly trained her to sleep a bit lighter. The combined with hearing your mumbling during your dreams had easily woken her up. 

She’d let you be though, well aware that you hated that she woke up each time. 

So she laid in silence, doing her best to continue her sleepy state, hoping that the night didn’t get too horrible, that she didn’t have to step in, for your sake. 

She stayed awake though, lethargically alert, ready to jump in if needed. 

Throat tightening up when she heard your sniffles, the furious movement of your hands as you wiped your tears away quietly pulling at her heart strings, the blonde quietly laid there as you dealt with the storm in your mind. 

A stalemate of sorts, an inevitable cycle of hurt. 

Slowly but surely though, your sniffles died down, movement slowing as you calmed, initial stabbing pain at the nightmare slowing until it became a dull ache.

It’s then that Alessia chose to take her chances, knowing you were easier to talk to after you had ridden your wave of emotions. 

“You think you’re hurting me each time you wake me up, but I don’t think you realize how much it pains me to see you like this…”

The words a near whisper into the darkness, Alessia waited a beat before slowly turning to face you, head resting on her arm as she faced you.

Please let me help you. 

The plea went unsaid.

Continuing, the whispered words brought on another round of damp eyes.

“You think you’re protecting me, but if it’s just hurting you more and I care for you, are you really succeeding?”

Let me be there to comfort you. 

Feeling her heart start to pound at your silence, Alessia wondered if you’d fallen asleep. 

Raising her head to try and decipher whether you were awake, she waited as a beat passed, and then another, both without an inch of movement from you. 

Shaking her head at the cruel timing between her speaking and your presumably sleeping state, the blonde opened her mouth to sigh, only to be cut off by your timid voice.

“I hate it enough that I have to go through this…it’s not fair to make you go through it too…”

The shaky admission had the blonde’s breath catching in her throat.

She never once felt forced to be there for you. Never. 

The fact that being a burden to her had you holding back so significantly pained her to hear. 

If the constricting of her heart at your quiet sobs had hurt, then the admission nearly felt like being stabbed. 

You weren’t a burden- not to her. Not now, not ever. She just needed to make sure you knew that. Believed it. 

“You’re not making me go through anything. I want to be there for you. I want to be able to hold you through the good nights and the bad. Especially the bad. You aren’t a burden to me…”

Swallowing lightly at the prolonged silence that followed her words, Alessia continued, shuffling closer to you until she was nearly pressed up against your side, only a sliver of space between the two of you.

“You make it seem like me loving you is a burden. That I can love you only when you’re perfect...when you’ve got it all together and don’t need a shoulder to cry on.

I don’t want that though. I don’t want to love you when you’re pristine. I want to love you when the days are dark and it’s raining so hard that you’re confined inside. I want to love you when it’s four pm and you didn’t sleep the night before and you’re grumpy because your coffee’s too cold. I want to love you when you can’t remember what it’s like to be loved. When it’s nearly three am and you’re having a nightmare and you don’t know who to turn to. That’s when I want to love you- when you need it most.”

A silence blanketed the room at the end of Alessia’s admission, only the quiet hum of the electrical wiring to be heard.

Feeling her cheeks heat up but not finding it in herself to care- to be embarrassed- the blonde took her chances.

Slowly letting her arm come to wrap around your midsection, she pulled you close.

With you still laid on your back, the side of your torso pressed up against the striker’s front, your hands gently intertwined as she found where it rested under the sheets, she continued. 

“Not waking me won’t do either of us good. Yes, you could deal with it on your own, but you don’t have to, okay? I want to be there for you. I want to hold you when things get tough. I want to love you. You just need to let me do that…”

Feeling you nod in response, she moved to place a gentle kiss on your forehead.

Moving to lay on her back as she felt you turn towards her, the Gunner opened her arms in an easy welcome, gathering you in her embrace as you sank into her comfort. 

Whispering a quiet ‘thank you’ at your understanding, she wondered out loud if you wanted to talk about it.

A quiet but firm ‘no’ escaping your lips, she nodded her head in understanding as ran her hand through your hair.

If you didn’t want to talk, so be it- as long as you let her love you, take care of you, hold you, it didn’t matter. 

As long as you felt loved, because you very much were if Alessia had anything to say about it.

Hands coming to wrap strongly around you, you sighing contently at the warmth as you felt the tiredness of the past hour catch up with you, the pair of you drifted off into a dreamless sleep, Alessia’s last tiredly whispered sentence ringing reassuringly, protectively in your mind as the tension in your shoulder eased.

"It's easy to love you on your good days, but I want to love you on your worst. On the days you don't believe in love and don't think you deserve it, it's when I want to love you most. 'Cause I'll love you through all of them, now and forever, if you let me."

'If I could change the way that you see yourself, you wouldn’t wonder why you hear ‘they don’t deserve you'"

[michael-j-dean]

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[andromedanisa]

tidak tergesa-gesa

لو تأملت في حالك لوجدت أن الله أعطاك الكثير دون أن تطلبه

فثق أن الله لم يمنع عنك حاجة رغبتها إلا و لك في المنع خيرا تجهله

"Sekiranya kau renungi perihal keadaanmu, pastilah kau dapati bahwa Allaah menganugerahkanmu banyak hal tanpa kau pinta. Karena itu, percayalah bahwa ketika Dia menghalangi tak memberi hal yang begitu engkau harapkan dan sukai tak lain karena pada hal demikian itu ada kebaikan yang engkau tak ketahui."

Kesabaran dalam berdoa adalah bahwa doa itu punya batas sesuai dengan kadar bobotnya.

Allaah pasti akan mengabulkan setiap doa yang telah dipanjatkan kepadaNya. Allaah pasti akan memberi jawaban doa seseorang selama ia bersabar dan tak tergesa-gesa.

Dari Abu Hurairah -raḍiyallāhu 'anhu- secara marfū', (Nabi bersabda), "Doa salah seorang dari kalian akan dikabulkan selama ia tidak tergesa-gesa, (yaitu) orang tersebut berkata, "Aku telah berdoa kepada Tuhanku, tetapi Dia tidak mengabulkannya untukku." Dalam riwayat Muslim (disebutkan), "Doa seorang hamba senantiasa akan dikabulkan selama ia tidak berdoa untuk dosa atau memutuskan hubungan keluarga, asalkan ia tidak tergesa-gesa." Ditanyakan, "Wahai Rasulullah, apa yang dimaksud dengan tergesa-gesa?" Beliau bersabda, "Seseorang berkata: Sungguh aku telah berdoa dan sungguh aku telah berdoa, namun aku belum melihat dikabulkannya doaku," maka ia pun merasa rugi (putus asa) ketika itu sehingga meninggalkan doa."  Hadis sahih - Muttafaq 'alaih

apa kunci dikabulkannya doa Nabi Zakariyyah alaihi salam? tentu kesabarannya. 70 tahun lamanya baru Allaah kabulkan doa Nabi Zakariyyah. selama 70 tahun Nabi Zakariyyah alaihissalam mengulang-ulang doanya setiap hari kepada Allaah tanpa tergesa-gesa.

berapa lama Nabi Yaqub alaihissalam berdoa agar Allaah pertemukan dengan Nabi Yusuf alaihissalam? Berpuluh-puluh tahun lamanya sampai ada yang mengatakan 40 tahun barulah Allaah mengabulkannya.

berapa lama Nabi Ayyub alaihissalam berdoa kepada Allaah agar mengembalikan semuanya? Tepat 20 tahun lamanya Nabi Ayyub alaihissalam berdoa yang mana Allaah abadikan dalam surah Al-Anbiya ayat 83

“Ya Tuhanku, sesungguhnya aku telah ditimpa penyakit dan Engkau adalah Tuhan Yang Maha Penyayang di antara semua penyayang."

Tidak sulit bagi Allaah untuk mengabulkan doa-doa para Nabi. Allaah lebih tahu segalanya. yang tersirat dari keteladan mereka adalah kesabaran tanpa batas. iya, sabar. nikmati setiap prosesnya.

akan ada batas waktunya dimana doa itu akan terkabul. yang perlu kamu yakini adalah bahwa setiap jawaban doa adalah iya pasti dikabulkan.

ada seorang perempuan bercerita kepada temanku, beliau menikah diusia 25 tahun. Allaah kabulkan doanya dengan kehadiran buah hati diusia beliau yang tidak muda lagi 45 tahun. 20 tahun lamanya beliau berdoa, dan selama itu Allaah baru mengabulkan doanya. padahal banyak manusia disekitarnya meragukan bahwa beliau ini akan hamil dan memiliki buah hati.

tentang doa teringat dengan perkataan Ibnu Qoyyim rahimahullaah, "Doa itu ibarat panah yang dilesatkan ke langit. tapi untuk mencapai langit ia butuh waktu."

"Berdoalah kepada Allaah dalam keadaan yakin bahwa doa tersebut akan dikabulkan, dan ketahuilah bahwa Allaah tidak akan mengabulkan doa dari hati yang lalai (yang tidak yakin bahwa doanya akan dikabulkan)." (HR. Tirmidzi 3479)

...

dan Ramadhan adalah momentum terbaik untuk melepaskan dan memulangkan semua kekhawatiran dengan doa-doa yang sungguh-sungguh mengharap Rahmat dan ampunan Allaah semata..

18 Ramadhan 1445 Hijriah

[laoderrs]

Kebaikan-kebaikan yang biasa kita kerjakan sebisa mungkin jangan sampai ditinggalkan. 

Sebagaimana hadits;

Dari Abdullah bin Amru bin Ash, beliau berkata,

"Rasulullah bersabda kepadaku,

'Wahai Abdullah, janganlah engkau seperti fulan, dulu dia punya kebiasaan qiyamul lail, namun sekarang dia meninggalkannya'."

(HR. Muttafaq 'alaih)

Seperti halnya menghadiri majelis ilmu, harus kita rutinkan, jangan sampai karena kesibukkan kita dengan dunia menjadikan kita meninggalkan majelis ilmu.

Karena dengan majelis ilmu kita akan mengetahui yang mana point-point larangan dan yang mana point-point perintah, jadi ketika kita telah mengetahui dan ilmui maka bisa kita eksekusi dengan menjalankan perintah dan menjauhi larangan.

Ketika jauh dari majelis ilmu, maka di saat menghadapi masalah dunia, menjadikan kita tidak akan mencari solusi yang syar'i karena tidak mengetahui ilmunya, malah bisa terjerumus ke dalam solusi yang justru jauh dari syar'i.

Semoga Allah Ta'ala mudahkan kita untuk senantiasa menghadiri majelis ilmu...

(Faidah Kajian Ustadz Abu Muhammadain Mulyadi hafizhahullahu ta'ala | Pembahasan Kitab Riyadhus Shalihin)

[michassie]

kapan hari aku sempat mengeluh sama beberapa teman, ngobrolin tentang pencapaian keduniawian terutama di bidang karir dan akademik, serta bagaimana teman-teman aku mencapai kedewasaan dan kebijaksanaan dalam menyikapi persoalan dalam hidup.

ada pelajaran yang aku tangkap dari mereka tentang mengapa mereka bisa sedewasa dan sebijak itu dalam menyikapi setiap persoalan dalam hidup mereka ataupun tentang pencapaian keduniawian mereka yang begitu cepat progressnya.

yaps, ternyata hidup mereka sudah tidak lagi tentang "untuk diri mereka sendiri" lebih dari itu, mereka sudah mampu memanjangkan tujuan mereka untuk Allah, untuk umat, dan menolong agama-Nya dengan segala pencapaian yang mereka miliki.

misal ketika aku bertanya mengapa mereka bekerja dan melanjutkan studi, mereka tidak hanya sekadar memenuhi kebutuhan hidup dan upgrade ilmu saja. namun, mereka sudah menyiapkan rancangan dan melakukan aksi nyata yang mereka tujukan untuk umat dan untuk menolong agama-Nya melalui pekerjaan dan studi yang mereka jalani.

dari sini, aku bisa mengaamiini ayat dari Al Quran dan beberapa sabda Rasul :

“Jika kalian berbuat baik, sesungguhnya kalian berbuat baik bagi diri kalian sendiri” (QS. Al-Isra:7)

"Barang siapa yang memudah kesulitan seorang mu’min dari berbagai kesulitan-kesulitan dunia, Allah akan memudahkan kesulitan-kesulitannya pada hari kiamat. Dan siapa yang memudahkan orang yang sedang dalam kesulitan niscaya akan Allah memudahkan baginya di dunia dan akhirat" (HR. Muslim)."

"Barangsiapa membantu keperluan saudaranya, maka Allah akan membantu keperluannya." (Muttafaq ‘alaih)

"Sebaik-baik manusia adalah yang paling bermanfaat bagi manusia" (HR. Ahmad, ath-Thabrani, ad-Daruqutni. Hadits ini dihasankan oleh al-Albani di dalam Shahihul Jami’ no:3289).

Kembali lagi, setiap perbuatan tergantung pada niatnya dan kita pasti akan mendapatkan balasan dari apa yang kita kerjakan. Semoga Allah senantiasa menolong dan menjaga niat serta perbuatan kita agar selalu lurus sesuai syari'at Nya sehingga kita bisa kembali dalam keadaan Allah ridho atas hidup kita. aamiin

#mimpi#niat#kerja

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DU’A FOR MUJAHIDIN WORLDWIDE

The simplest Du’a is  “Allahuma ansar mujhideen fi kuli makaan”,

اللهماغفرلناوللمؤمنينوالمؤمناتوالمسلمينوالمسلماتوألّفبينقلوبهموأصلحذاتبينهموانصرهمعلىعدوّكوعدوّهماللهمالعنكفرةَأهلِالكتابِالذينيصدّونعنسبيلكويكذبونرسلكويقاتلونأولياءكاللهمخالفبينكلمتهموزلزلأقدامهموأنزلبهمبأسكالذىلاتردّهعنالقومالمجرمين

Allahum maghfirlilmu'miniina wal mu'minati, wal muslimiina wal muslimaati, wal alifa bayna quluubihim, wa ashlih dzaat baynihim, wanshur alaa a'uduwka wa aduwwihim lahumul an kafarati ah lil kitaabi ladziina yukadzibuuna rasulaka, wa yuqaa tiluuna aw liyaa aka. allahumma khoolifun bayna kalimatihim, wa zalzil aqdaa mahum, wa anzil bihim ba'salkaldzii laa yurdun anilqowmil mujrimiina

O Allah, forgive us, and the believing men and women and the Muslim men and women. Create harmony between them and reconcile between them and support them against Your enemies and their enemies.

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Du’a Qunoot Naazilah

اللَّهُمَّعَذِّبْالْكَفَرَةَوَالْمُشْرِكِينَأَعْدَاءَالدِّينِالَّذِينَيَصُدُّونَعَنْسَبِيلِكوَيُكَذِّبُونَرُسُلَكوَيُقَاتِلُونَأَوْلِيَاءَكاللَّهُمَّاغْفِرْلِلْمُؤْمِنِينَوَالْمُؤْمِنَاتِوَالْمُسْلِمِينَوَالْمُسْلِمَاتِالْأَحْيَاءِمِنْهُمْوَالْأَمْوَاتِإنَّكقَرِيبٌمُجِيبُالدَّعَوَاتِاللَّهُمَّأَصْلِحْذَاتَبَيْنِهِمْوَأَلِّفْبَيْنَقُلُوبِهِمْوَاجْعَلْفِيقُلُوبِهِمْالْإِيمَانَوَالْحِكْمَةَوَثَبِّتْهُمْعَلَىمِلَّةِنَبِيِّكوَرَسُولِكوَأَوْزِعْهُمْأَنْيُوفُوابِعَهْدِكالَّذِيعَاهَدْتهمْعَلَيْهِوَانْصُرْهُمْعَلَىعَدُوِّهِمْوَعَدُوِّكإلَهَالْحَقِّوَاجْعَلْنَامِنْهُمْوَصَلَّىاللهُعَلَىسَيِّدِنَامُحَمَّدٍوَعَلَىآلِهِوَصَحْبِهِوَسَلَّمَ

Allâhumma adzzibil kafarata wal musyrikîn, a‘da’ad dînilladzina yashuddûna ‘an sabilik, wa yukadzzibûna rusulaka wa yuqatiluna auliya’ak. Allahummaghfir lil mu’minina wal mu’minat, wal muslimîna wal muslimat, al-ahya’i minhum wal amwat, innaka qarîbun mujibud da‘awat. Allahumma ashlih dzata bainihim, wa allif baina qulubihim, waj‘al fi qulubihimul imana wal hikmah, wa tsabbithum ala dinika wa rasulik, wa auzi‘hum an yufu bi‘ahdikalladzî ‘ahadtahum alaih, wanshurhum ala ‘aduwwihim wa ‘aduwwika ilâhal haq, waj‘alna minhum, wa shallallâhu ala sayyidina muhammadin wa alâ âlihi wa shahbihî wa sallam

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Narrated by Al-Hasan ibn Ali (who is the grandson of Muhammad (ﷺ)) he said he was taught by the Prophet (ﷺ) to say the qunoot dua in Arabic as follows: [5]

اللَّهُمَّ اهْدِنِي فِيمَنْ هَدَيْتَ وَعَافِنِي فِيمَنْ عَافَيْتَ وَتَوَلَّنِي فِيمَنْ تَوَلَّيْتَ وَبَارِكْ لِي فِيمَا أَعْطَيْتَ وَقِنِي شَرَّ مَا قَضَيْتَ إِنَّكَ تَقْضِي وَلاَ يُقْضَى عَلَيْكَ وَإِنَّهُ لاَ يَذِلُّ مَنْ وَالَيْتَ وَلاَ يَعِزُّ مَنْ عَادَيْتَ تَبَارَكْتَ رَبَّنَا وَتَعَالَيْتَ

Allahumma ihdini feeman hadayt, wa a’fini fiman afait, wa tawallani fiman tawallait, wa barik Li fima atait, wa qini sharra ma qadait, fa Innaka taqdi wa la yuqda Alaik, wa innahu la yadhillu man walait, tabarakta Rabbana wa ta’alait.

“O Allah guide me among those You have guided, pardon me among those You have pardoned, befriend me among those You have befriended, bless me in what You have granted, and save me from the evil that You decreed. Indeed You decree, and none can pass decree, and none can pass decree upon You, indeed he is not humiliated whom You have befriended, blessed are You our Lord and Exalted.

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Hanafi commonly recite second version of Du’a-e-Qunoot.

اَللَّهُمَّ إنا نَسْتَعِينُكَ وَنَسْتَغْفِرُكَ وَنُؤْمِنُ بِكَ وَنَتَوَكَّلُ عَلَيْكَ وَنُثْنِئْ عَلَيْكَ الخَيْرَ وَنَشْكُرُكَ وَلَا نَكْفُرُكَ وَنَخْلَعُ وَنَتْرُكُ مَنْ ئَّفْجُرُكَ اَللَّهُمَّ إِيَّاكَ نَعْبُدُ وَلَكَ نُصَلِّئ وَنَسْجُدُ وَإِلَيْكَ نَسْعأئ وَنَحْفِدُ وَنَرْجُو رَحْمَتَكَ وَنَخْشآئ عَذَابَكَ إِنَّ عَذَابَكَ بِالكُفَّارِ مُلْحَقٌ

Allahumma inna nasta-eenoka wa nastaghfiruka wa nu’minu bika wa natawakkalu alaika wa nusni alaikal khair, wa nashkuruka wala nakfuruka wa nakhla-oo wa natruku mai yafjuruka, Allah humma iyyaka na’budu wa laka nusalli wa nasjud wa ilaika nas aaa wa nahfizu wa narju rahma taka wa nakhshaa azaabaka inna azaabaka bil kuffari mulhik

Meaning: O Allah! We invoke you for help, and beg for forgiveness, and we believe in you and have trust in you and we praise you, in the best way we can; and we thank you and we are not ungrateful to you, and we forsake and turn away from the one who disobeys you. O Allah! We worship you and prostrate ourselves before you, and we hasten towards you and serve you, and we hope to receive your mercy and we dread your torment. Surely, the disbelievers shall incur your torment.

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Allahummaghfir Lil Muslimina wal Muslimat Full Du’a in Arabic

اللَّهُمَّاغْفِرْلِلْمُسْلِمِينَوَالْمُسْلِمَاتِ،وَالْمُؤْمِنِينَوَالْمُؤْمِنَاتِ،الأَحْيَاءِمِنْهُمْوَالأَمْوَاتِ

O Allah, forgive all MuslimMen and Muslim women, and believing men and believing women, those who are still alive and have died

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وَأَلَّفَ بَيۡنَ قُلُوبِهِمۡۚ لَوۡ أَنفَقۡتَ مَا فِي ٱلۡأَرۡضِ جَمِيعٗا مَّآ أَلَّفۡتَ بَيۡنَ قُلُوبِهِمۡ وَلَٰكِنَّ ٱللَّهَ أَلَّفَ بَيۡنَهُمۡۚ إِنَّهُۥ عَزِيزٌ حَكِيمٞ

Wa allafa baina quloobihim; law anfaqta maa fil ardi jamee’am maaa allafta baina quloobihim wa laakinnallaaha allafa bainahum; innaahoo ‘Azeezun Hakeem

And brought together their hearts. If you had spent all that is in the earth, you could not have brought their hearts together; but Allah brought them together. Indeed, He is Exalted in Might and Wise.

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"اللَّهُمَّ بَاعِدْ بَيْنِي وَبَيْنَ خَطَايَايَ كَمَا بَاعَدْتَ بَيْنَ الْمَشْرِقِ وَالْمَغْرِبِ، اللَّهُمَّ نَقِّنِي مِنْ خَطَايَايَ، كَمَا يُنَقَّى الثَّوْبُ الْأَ بْيَضُ مِنَ الدَّنَسِ، اللَّهُمَّ اغْسِلْنِي مِنْ خَطَايَايَ بِالثَّلْجِ وّالْمَاءِ وَالْبَرَدِ".

Allaahumma baa'id baynee wa bayna khataayaaya kamaa baa'adta baynal-mashriqi walmaghribi, Allaahumma naqqinee min khataayaaya kamaa yunaqqath-thawbul-'abyadhu minad-danasi, Allaahum-maghsilnee min khataayaaya, bith-thalji walmaa'i walbarad.

O Allah, separate me from my sins as You have separated the East from the West. O Allah, cleanse me of my transgressions as the white garment is cleansed of stains . O Allah , wash away my sins with ice and water and frost.

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Allaahumma khaalif bayna kalimatihim wa zalzil aqdaamahum wa anzil bihim ba-asaka lladhiy laa tarudduhoo anil qawmil mujrimeen Allaahumma khaalif bayna kalimatihim wa zalzil aqdaamahum wa anzil bihim

Allaahummal anil kafarata lladheema yasuddoona an sabeelika, wa yukadh-dhiboona rusulika wa yuqaatiloona awliyaa-aka ba-asaka lladhiy laa tarudduhoo anil qawmil mujrimeen

and Allah (Subhanahu wa Ta’ala) Knows the Best

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"Larangan MENGHINA ORANG Yang SEDEKAHNYA Hanya SEDIKIT"

Dari Abu Mas'ud yaitu 'Uqbah bin 'Amr al-Anshari al-Badri radhiyallahu 'anhu, katanya:

"Ketika ayat sedekah turun, maka kita semua mengangkat sesuatu di atas punggung-punggung kita -untuk memperolehi upah dari hasil mengangkatnya itu untuk disedekahkan. Kemudian datanglah seseorang lalu bersedekah dengan sesuatu yang banyak benar jumlahnya. Orang-orang sama berkata: "Orang itu adalah sengaja berpamer saja - memperlihatkan amalannya kepada sesama manusia dan tidak kerana Allah Ta'ala melakukannya. Ada pula orang lain yang datang kemudian bersedekah dengan barang sesha' - dari kurma. Orang-orang sama berkata: "Sebenarnya Allah pastilah tidak memerlukan makanan sesha'nya orang ini." Selanjutnya turun pulalah ayat - yang artinya: "Orang-orang yang mencela kaum mu'minin yang memberikan sedekah dengan sukarela dan pula mencela orang-orang yang tidak mendapatkan melainkan menurut kadar kekuatan dirinya," dan seterusnya ayat itu - yakni firmanNya: "Lalu mereka memperolok-olokkan mereka. Allah akan memperolok-olokkan para pencela itu dan mereka yang berbuat sedemikian itu akan memperoleh siksa yang pedih."

[QS. At-Taubah: 79] (Muttafaq 'alaih)

PELAJARAN YANG TERDAPAT PADA HADITS :

1. Sedekah adalah amalan yang dianjurkan dalam agama Islam.

Selain bernilai pahala, perbuatan yang satu ini juga dapat menjadi media untuk membantu sesama.

Dalam bersedekah *tidak pernah ditetapkan jumlah dan bentuknya kecuali sedekah wajib seperti zakat.*

2. Kita dianjurkan bersedekah *sesuai dengan kemampuan dan keikhlasan tanpa unsur paksaan.*

3. Di mata manusia banyak sedikitnya suatu sedekah menjadi hal yang diperhatikan.

Banyak diantara mereka yang *mengejek* orang lain karena bersedekah lebih sedikit darinya.

Hal yang demikian ini sering dijumpai dalam lingkungan tempat tinggal seperti adanya ejekan saudara.

*Tidak hanya dapat melukai perasaan* orang yang diejek, ternyata *juga ada hukumnya* di dalam ajaran Islam.

4. Di dalam ajaran Islam, kaum muslimin *dilarang untuk mencela atau mengejek* saudaranya yang hanya bersedekah sedikit.

Karena pada dasarnya, sedekah itu *harus dilakukan secara ikhlas dan sesuai rezeki yang dimiliki.*

Tidak ada halangan bagi seseorang untuk bersedekah meskipun dengan sesuatu yang *sangat sederhana.*

Selama benda yang ingin kita sedekahkan itu *masih layak dan patut.*

5. Tidak seharusnya kita menjadikan sedikitnya sedekah saudara sebagai bahan pembicaraan untuk mengejeknya.

Jangan menghina seseorang *yang sudah berbaik sekalipun perbuatan yang mereka lakukan sangat sederhana.*

HADITS YANG BERKAITAN:

1. Apa yang disebutkan oleh ayat ini pun merupakan sebagian dari *sifat orang-orang munafik.*

*Tidak ada seorang pun yang luput dari celaan dan cemoohan mereka dalam semua keadaan,* hingga orang-orang yang taat bersedakah pun tidak luput dari cercaan mereka;

الَّذِينَ يَلْمِزُونَ الْمُطَّوِّعِينَ مِنَ الْمُؤْمِنِينَ فِي الصَّدَقَاتِ وَالَّذِينَ لَا يَجِدُونَ إِلَّا جُهْدَهُمْ فَيَسْخَرُونَ مِنْهُمْ سَخِرَ اللّٰهُ مِنْهُمْ وَلَهُمْ عَذَابٌ أَلِيمٌ ۞

_*"(Orang-orang munafik) yaitu orang-orang yang mencela orang-orang mukmin yang memberi sedekah dengan sukarela dan (mencela) orang-orang yang tidak memperoleh (untuk disedekah­kan) selain sekadar kesanggupannya, maka orang-orang munafik itu menghina mereka. Allah akan membalas penghinaan mereka itu, dan untuk mereka azab yang pedih."*_

(QS. At-Taubah/9: 79)

2. Mengejek orang lain *yang sudah berbuat kebaikan* juga akan *dibalas oleh Allah SWT* dengan azab untuk mereka;

وَلَقَدِ اسْتُهْزِئَ بِرُسُلٍ مِنْ قَبْلِكَ فَحَاقَ بِالَّذِينَ سَخِرُوا مِنْهُمْ مَا كَانُوا بِهِ يَسْتَهْزِئُونَ ۞

_*"Sesungguhnya telah pernah beberapa Rasul diejekan sebelum engkau. Maka turunlah balasan (azab) menimpa orang-orang yang mengejekan itu apa yang diejekannya."*_

(QS. Al-An'am/6: 10)

*وَاللّٰهُ أَعلَمُ بِالصَّوَابِ...*

[chillinaris]

Kenyang dan bersenang-senang di atas penderitaan makhluk Tuhan.

Demi SEMBAKO dan HEDON biadab menyiksa hewan.

Sabda Rasulullah ﷺ, “Terhadap yang mempunyai hati yang basah terdapat pahala.” (Diriwayatkan Ahmad dan Ibnu Majah).

Sabda Rasulullah ﷺ, “Siapa tidak menyayangi, ia tidak akan disayangi.” (Muttafaq Alaih).

Sabda Rasulullah ﷺ, “Sayangilah siapa saja yang ada di bumi, niscaya kalian disayangi siapa saja yang ada di langit.” (Diriwayatkan Ath Thabrani dan Al-Hakim).

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Capacity Building Lembaga Pengelola Wakaf

Capacity Building Lembaga Pengelola Wakaf

baitulwakaf Rendahnya Indeks Literasi Wakaf (IWN) tahun 2021, sebagaimana laporan yang dikeluarkan oleh Badan Wakaf Indonesia bulan Maret lalu, secara tidak langsung menunjukkan bahwa kapasitas kelembagaan dari lembaga pengelola wakaf (nadzir), ditengarai bermasalah. Artinya, belum mampu menjadikan wakaf sebagai pemahaman ummat dan selanjutnya, meningkatkan literasi dan diikuti pula dengan…

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بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Allahumma inni as'aluka min khoirihaa wa khoirimaa jabaltahaa 'alaih. Wa a'udzubika min syarrihaa wa syarrimaa jabaltaha 'alaih 🖤

[fawazsidiqi]

Hidup sederhana

“Lihatlah orang yang (keadaanya) di bawah kamu da jangan kamu lihat orang yang di atas kamu, karena yang demikian akan lebih (menyebabkan) bahwa kamu tidak menganggap ringan nikmat Allah kepada kamu”

(Muttafaq ‘alaih)

Kesederahanaan berhubungan erat dengan perspektif dalam melihat kehidupan. Sederhana tidaklah sama dengan menjatuhkan diri dalam kesusahan tanpa dibarengi ikhtiar untuk berubah. Sederhana juga tidak berarti menjauhi kemapanan hidup, tetapi lebih kepada bagaimana menikmati kehidupan yang diberikan.

Kesederhanaan tidak hanya dimiliki oleh orang yang sederhana bahkan kurang secara materi. Ia lebih kepada gaya hidup, sehingga sekalipun memiliki kelebihan harta seseorang bisa saja sederhana. Di saat orang yang memang terbatas dalam harta bisa jadi malah memiliki perilaku boros.

Kesederhanaan juga tidak bisa disamakan antara satu dengan lainnya. Secara kasatmata ia bisa saja berbeda, tetapi secara nilai sama-sama sederhana. Bahkan bisa jadi ada yang secara tampak sama, namun keduanya berbeda secara nilai.

Kesederhanaan menjadi modal lain hadirnya kemandirian dalam hidup. Orang yang memiliki prinsip sederhana tidak mudah terganggu dengan pencapaian orang lain sehingga dia tetap bisa menikmati apa yang dimiliki. Perasaan menikmati itu penting karena dengannya kita tidak tergantung kepada apa yang ada di luar kuasa dan kapasitas diri sehingga merasa cukup dengan yang ada.

Banyak tokoh-tokoh besar dunia dan bangsa yang memiliki prinsip kesederhanaan. Sebut saja misalnya Kiyai Agus Salim yang sekalipun memiliki jabatan prestise, tapi tidak lantas membuat hidupnya berubah menjadi glamour.

Kita mengenal sosok Abu Ubaidah bin Jarrah Radhiallahu’anhu sebagai salah satu orang sahabat Nabi yang dijamin masuk ke dalam surga. Pernah suatu waktu beliau menduduki jabatan tinggi, ternyata rumahnya tidaklah memiliki banyak perkakas, jika tidak dikatakan tidak ada (dalam kamus orang hari ini).

Pribadi yang hebat memang selalu memiliki kesederhanaan dalam hidup. Mereka selalu mengisi hari-harinya dengan ide dan aksi besar, tetapi dibalut dalam kesederhanaan. Rupa mereka bisa saja sama seperti kebanyakan orang, bahkan bisa jadi lebih rendah. Tetapi justru hal tersebut membuat mereka semakin jauh lebih bernilai.

Kesederhanaan akan memandu kita meninggalkan segala yang tidak perlu, untuk hanya menghabiskan sumberdaya secara efektif. Kita menjadi lebih berhati-hati dalam memiliki sesuatu karena tidak semua yang diingikan memang tidak perlu dimiliki. Merasa cukup dengan yang dibutuhkan, itu pun masih dipilah-pilih kembali.

Hari ini kita melihat banyak orang terpenjara dengan hutang yang kalau boleh jujur masih bisa dihindari. Banyak orang berhutang bukan karena butuh, tetapi karena mengikuti nafsu untuk memiliki sesuatu. Padahal apa yang diinginkan pun ternyata tidak memberikan manfaat banyak malah justru memberikan dampak buruk.

Kita juga melihat adanya syahwat untuk memiliki segala sesuatu secara instan. Sebenarnya dia bisa saja membeli hal tersebut beberapa bulan atau bahkan tahun lagi secara tunai. Namun, lantaran keinginannya selalu merasa ingin cepat dipenuhi, dia rela berhutang dengan nilai bunga yang tinggi.

Termasuk dalam hal mimpi. Orang dengan prinsip sederhana bisa menakar sejauh mana impian bisa dicapai dan dapat membedakannya dengan angan-angan kosong yang lebih tepat dibilang halusinasi. Dia tidak selalu merasa terburu-buru harus mencapai satu posisi yang sama seperti orang lain, karena setiap orang memang memiliki posisi berbeda.

Begitulah adanya kesederhanaan akan memberikan dampak besar bagi kepribadian, termasuk kemandirian. Kita tidak akan mudah terhempas oleh gelombang besar dan sekian godaan hidup hari ini, di mana segala sesuatu selalu diukur dalam dimensi materi. Kita akan memiliki kemandirian sikap yang tidak hanya berbeda dari orang biasa tetapi juga cukup sebagai bekal meraih kebahagiaan hidup. In Sya Allah

“Orang yang sederhana, meskipun terhadap perkara yang dibolehkan, dia sederhana juga.” Buya Hamka, Falsafah Hidup halaman 169

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this will probably be pushed back with the blurb series you’re writing but have a little request: reader has really bad nightmares and alessia just there comforting her? and one day it’s about less (maybe cheating?) and she’s ashamed to tell her but eventually alessia is just soft about it and reassures her

okay so this got kinda dark, so my bad if you were just hoping for fluff mate 😅

a lot of it's just backstory and a hint of hurt/comfort but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ it's the idea that came to me and well, yea...

anyways, i hope you like it!