#alec benjamin

[cadevenus]

ponyboy whispering to darry : i'm worried about sodas f-u-t-u-r-e..

soda: oh, pony. you dont need to be worried about my furniture.

[shadowthesim237]

ᯓ water fountain

warnings: angst, crying, cheating, commitment issues, a situationship, slightly suggestive if you squint.

( english isn't my first language so sorry for any mistakes! )

⋆.˚ i should've built a home with a fountain for us, the moment that she told me that she was in love - alec benjamin .𖥔˚~

"I love chris, and he loves me back, he cares about me..right?" that's what you kept telling yourself for a year. a whole year of pain and heartbreak. you were so honest with him and quickly opened up about your feelings towards him. but he never made a move or a step further into your relationship..

you shared almost every class in high school, you'd accidentally make eye contact and feel like the rest of the classroom froze and there's only you both in it, so you took the first step and asked for his phone number with the lame excuse of helping each other with homework, but he knew it wasn't true, because he saw the way you'd get all clumsy when he walks past you in the hallway, and how you lose focus when your friend group is trying to have a conversation but he's looking at you.

chris couldn't help it, he caught himself thinking about you all the time that it drove him crazy. he didn't know what made you so special. you're just his classmate and that's all, but his brain kept fighting that information and would still drift back to your stupid smile and your horribly perfect eyes. so when you asked for his number, his mind was a complete mess. but eventually gave up and handed it to you because he was so curious about you, he wanted to get closer and to actually know you.

after only two months of being friends, you were standing by the little water fountain in the hall, you thought he looked so handsome today that you didn't even think twice before saying "i love you", those simple three words escaped your lips while his head was burried in the sink drinking, he almost choked from surprise but reacted casualy and made your feelings feel seen, but what bothered you is the fact that you never heard it being said back once. with every passing day you felt more and more humiliated. why did you ever accept to be in this situation? you let him treat you like you were his, you could hear the jealousy in his tone whenever that boy would try talking to you. but why would he be jealous when you weren't even together.

chris had serious commitment issues and refused to admit it, but it was so clear to everybody else how he kept people at a safe distance, he never passed the talking stage once in his life with a girl, so you thought you were special, he made you feel different than the other girls from the way he treated you, but again nothing changed. you remained unlabeled to him god he never even touched you once it never escalated to anything more than long make out sessions. until one day you decided that you should stop this. he keeps this going and you couldn't take it anymore.

so at that night you were invited to a party and went without telling chris, why should he know what you're doing afterall it was none of his business? you saw that boy who kept asking you out repeatedly making his way towards you through the crowd. you were half drunk and completely unfazed by the guy's tries to talk to you.

you couldn't remember what happened next that made you wake up in that stranger's bed no matter how hard you try to squeeze your brain. you can only form a blurry image of that boy grabbing your hips and pulling you in, you kissed.. you let someone else kiss your lips other than chris. he whispered sweet things in your ear, about how pretty and valuable you are, you know you shouldn't listen, but you yearned that affection, you needed someone to fix that emptiness that chris didn't bother to fill.

you couldn't face chris after what happened, there's no way you were gonna tell him. so you ignored him for a couple of weeks, leaving him on read and not answering his calls, he was dying to know what happened out of a sudden. did he do something wrong? until you couldn't keep hiding any longer, guilt was eating you alive so you just asked to meet somewhere to talk.

the air was thick around you as you tried to put together your thoughts and confront him with the ugly truth that left you feeling dirty.

"I messed up.." your eyes were glistening with tears that your were fighting back. chris just sat in front of you trying to take in what you were saying. you simply cheated on him..

"why.. how could you?" chris was completely shattered and realized how bad he made you feel that it led to this. you tried to apologize but was too choked up from crying. and now nothing could be done to fix this.

he knew you both messed up, he regretted his choices and hated himself for letting you drift away from him. he lost you way before you slept with that guy. now he would often think about how lucky that other dude was, he wished he was in his place, he wanted to hold you close and cherish your body like you were the rarest diamond, but it's too late now, all because he was scared of commitment. the idea of being someone's boyfriend terrified him and now all he do is cry at the memory of you.

he would imagine that you're back with him, his heart now was broken like that water fountain's handle. but he was willing to fix it for you. he thought that if you gave him a chance, he'll open his heart and give it to you. but it's all for no use now that he had lost you. the two of you were still young and naive to go through all that. but you can't go back in time and change it. you're not even friends anymore because you know you did each other wrong and no matter what you'll do it will only hurt you more. so you decided to walk away quietly from each other's lives for the sake of keeping your peace and your dignity. it was the right decision because you still cared about each other's happiness and comfort after all and regretting won't change a thing.

deviders by: @bernardsbendystraws <3

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[its-sweet-like-cinnamon]

[ijustdontlikepeople]

🕸️ Siblings Webweaving 🕸️

My Sister’s Keeper (2009), dir. Nick Cassavetes | The Other Boleyn Girl (2008), dir. Justin Chadwick | TikTok comment, @/mothman | “If We Have Each Other,” Alec Benjamin | “sisters,” Holly Warburton | pinterest, unknown author | The Hunger Games, Suzanne Collins | two kids, trick_writes | TikTok comment, @/Kayla | Jack & Luke Hughes, Devils BTS | The Elektra Complex, Joan Tierney | TikTok comment, @/a.lmaas

[ghostleiigh]

reposting from my tiktok due to the upcoming ban😓 (first ever post here on tumblr btw so i hope i’m doing something right😭)

[ao3lestappeninchident]

Driver x song thing

Franco colapinto

Sacrifice tomorrow - Alec Benjamin

A/N: Alec benjamin is the reason I have ears. I love his songs so much.

Also this shot published itself while it wasn't finished yet, so i am writing this while waiting for the sprint.

Sacrifice tomorrow/ Franco Colapinto

~She said, "Let's sacrifice tomorrow for tonight

Never mind your obligations, please just stay here by my side"~

You and Franco were lying on the couch, the television playing in the background but your attention was focused on each other as you talked about some random things. You love these nights. He didn't have a race and you would spend a lot of time together. It didn't had to be a fancy date, just being in each other companies was great.

You heard the clock tower outside signaling that an other hour had passed. You groaned as you saw the time. '22:00' was written on the clock, how did time fly so fast.

"I would love to stay longer, but we should probably get some sleep," you say as you got of from the couch, out of Franco s embrace. He sighs at the lack of your touch as you walk over to the dresser to grab your belongings.

Franco got off the couch and walked over to you. He wrapped his arms around your torso as he whispered in your ear, "Let's sacrifice tomorrow for tonight. It doesn't matter what I have to do, please just stay here."

You turned around and wanted to start arguing with him about the things that he was obligated to do, but he dimmed those thoughts with his words. "I've got clothes that you can borrow, so don't worry about that. Please just stay tonight."

" You sure?" You ask as you look up to him.

" I will get you a toothbrush and you can use all my stuff. Please, just stay tonight we don't need to think about tomorrow."

You nod as you put your stuff back in the dresser. You laugh as he oicks you up and carries you back to the couch. He lays you down and sits next to you. " I wish we could be together all the time."

You wrap your arms back around him and nestle you head back in his chest. He plays with your hair as he plants a kiss on it.

" Maybe we should get some sleep." You mumble. You know it is the best idea, but you like how you are lying right now.

"Couple more minutes, I don't want to get up." Franco says and you agree.

A couple more minutes turn into the whole night as you fall asleep on the couch, nesteld in each other embrace.

[sadlittlepotatobean]

‘If We Have Each Other’ and ‘Gotta Be A Reason’ by Alec Benjamin are both songs about Percy Jackson, this is a FACT (in my head at least) and I will FIGHT people who try and say otherwise (I won’t, please don’t make me try, I will cry)

[unhinged-as-hell]

[litterary]

Excuse me, Alec Benjamin, are you Steve and Bucky?

How are so many of your songs so exactly them coded?

[unhingedfandoms]

Kaz Brekker:

[casperoll]

Choose one song out of these 12, the top 10 make it to the next round

[thegoodwitchjames]

Do you ever just hear a song for the first time, or not for the first time but just a time and it all just

Hits.

The lyrics

The vocals

The bass

Everything

It just all makes sense and it all just

Fits

And then the outro starts fading out and everything just fizzles out and morphs into your blood stream and you are at peace.

Just me? Ok

[shaotie]

"If You Wanna Go Then I'll Be So Lonely"

Rise of the TMNT the Movie

- Song: Let Me Down Slowly by Alec Benjamin

- click here for the comic

- masterpost for my rottmnt ao3 fanfics and art

[vadergf]

THEY FINALLY GOT TO SING TOGETHER :*)

[w3irdoartist]

Do any of my lil followers like Alec Benjamin!?

Cuz I sure love him. <3

[octoberconstellation]

When maisie peters said “I still argue like my mother” and when luke hemmings said “mum I’m sorry I’m still falling” and when noah kahan said “I’m still angry at my parents for why their parents did to them” when ed sheeran said “my dad was wrong cause I’m not like my mom” and when alec benjamin said “if I could realize that it’s your blood that I bleed, maybe I could love myself they way that you love me” and when taylor swift said “who am I supposed to talk to what am I supposed to do?” and when chappell roan said "won't make my mama proud" and when orla gartland said “we all become our mothers in the end”