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starlightoffandoms · 1 year

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I posted 10,976 times in 2022

23 posts created (0%)

10,953 posts reblogged (100%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@alleiradayne

@coffeebox62

@that-crazy-drummer-chick

@flock-of-paper-birds

@hanaaeri

I tagged 791 of my posts in 2022

#ofmd - 56 posts

#happy tag - 53 posts

#destiel - 46 posts

#the witcher - 37 posts

#write this way - 32 posts

#tora - 25 posts

#goncharov - 24 posts

#supernatural - 23 posts

#dean winchester - 22 posts

#the boys - 22 posts

Longest Tag: 138 characters

#i would love to see demon dean and collecting honey cas bc while completely unhinged demon dean would have been so careful & loving to him

My Top Posts in 2022:

Me watching the Batman: *turn away for a second to check on the cat that's being real sneaky like*

Police Captain: *starts talking*

Me: *swings around almost hard enough to give myself whiplash* IS THAT IZZY HANDS?!!!!

Police Captain: *is Con O'Neill*

Me: it IS Izzy Hands!!!

Cat: *runs and hides from insane parent screaming about Izzy Hands*

12 notes - Posted April 20, 2022

Looking for more Witcher blogs for me and my bestie @coffeebox62 to follow. I know I follow several of y'all and want to rec you to bestie but my brain doesn't retain blog names to share and I'm awful at tagging tbh. So if you post/reblog Witcher content please interact with this post. Thanks a bunch!

16 notes - Posted January 4, 2022

I didn't have time to post Friday for the week's fics. Life happened but here we are! Hope you enjoy!

Day 15 – Smoke – Rated T – Sam and Dean retire from hunting and live their best versions of lives that work for them. Destiel and Salieen, Canon Divergence

Day 16 – Red – Rated E – Serial killer boyfriends. Destiel AU

Day 17 – Muse – Rated T – Cas has performed as Jimmy Novak for years. The last few years have been rough and he hasn't been able to write any new music. To loosen up some, his friends take him out for a fun night. From that night forward he started to write as he'd never done before. Destiel AU

Day 18 – Tattoos – Rated T – Werewolf Dean hadn’t told Cas that he was a shapeshifter. Dean is forced to shift and Cas finds him. Destiel AU

Day 19 – Ladies – Rated G – Ladies night with a little extra. No ship, SPN ladies AU

Day 20 – Spa Day – Rated T – Eileen and Rowena set up a spa day for Cas with ulterior motives. Destiel Canon Divergence

Day 21 – Haunted – Rated M – Dean remembered lost. Then the one day he had finally decided he'd had enough, the man he loved was back. Destiel Canon Divergence

Day 22 – Rain, Rain – Rated G - Kid Jack shows up on their doorstep. Destiel Canon Divergence

Day 23 – Sleepless Nights – Rated T – Dean and Cas welcome new additions to their family. Destiel Canon Divergence (I had accidentally tagged this as mcd, so if you skipped this I PROMISE it isn't mcd. that was my bad when I posted from my phone.)

Day 24- Fish – Rated T – Sam and Jack are up to no good but it has a happy ending. Destiel AU

Here is the series to stay up to date.

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18 notes - Posted October 26, 2022

Week two coming at you!

Day 8 – Sober – Rated M - Cas was gone and Dean found himself at the bottom of too many bottles. He knew that he couldn't get the love of his life back if he didn't have a clear head. He'd do whatever it took to get him back. Destiel Canon Divergence

Day 9 – Vintage – Rated G – Cas explodes an ATM b/c it didn’t work properly. Destiel Canon Divergence

Day 10 – Enchanted – Rated M – Dean buys an antique mirror at a flea market and gets more than he bargained for. Destiel AU

Day 11 – Drag – Rated M – Dean gets caught during a body dump. He is not a very good liar but Cas doesn't care. Two serial killers in the same area and Cas is just trying to protect his territory. Destiel AU Murder Boyfriends

Day 12 – Crossover – Rated T – Cas comes home one day and things are moved around. He checks his wards. They're all still in place. Over the next few days, things are moved, the TV randomly turns on, music plays out of nowhere, and the pie keeps getting removed from the fridge to the counter. Cas reinforces his warding. Then one day there is a man he doesn't know standing in the middle of his living room and he isn't quite corporal. Destiel AU

Day 13 – Morning After – Rated T – Sam wakes up not sure what the previous night after a huge hunt had held. Saileen Canon Divergence

Day 14 – All for You – Rated M – Dean sees a flyer for an art project that paid $200 a day. Some doctorate student was in need of help with a project. He hoped that whoever Castiel was actually planned to pay. Destiel AU

Here is the series to stay up to date.

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19 notes - Posted October 15, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Hey y'all! Back at it again this year. Here's the first week of fics!

Day 1 Maze/Maize – Rated T – Dean cooks Cas’ favorite foods. Destiel AU

Day 2 Pillow Talk – Not Rated – Aftercare. Destiel AU

Day 3 Digital – E – Dean is in heat and Cas is in another country. Destiel AU

Day 4 Wicked – T – Cas practices darker magic and the gov't doesn't like it. They do more than necessary inspections on his facility. Dean is being punished and gets assigned to difficult cases. Destiel AU

Day 5 A Perfect Disaster – M – Stubborn Dean didn't evacuate when he was told to. Luckily Cas has a safe house nearby. Destiel AU

Day 6 Parody – T – Dean had moved away as soon as he could from his abusive father. It doesn't mean he doesn't still end up dealing with bigoted assholes. Destiel AU

Day 7 Fine Wine – M – Dean and Cas had gone to high school together and occasionally ran in the same circles. It'd been over 20 years since they'd seen each other. They reconnect at a work event. Destiel AU

For some reason it's been all Destiel so far🤷🏾‍♀️. Was not the initial plan. We'll see how the rest of the month goes. Here is the series to stay up to date.

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28 notes - Posted October 8, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review #im actually shocked by a lot of this🤣#i totally disappeared dealing with mental health stuff for months #gotta be thankful for queue stuffs

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alleiradayne · 4 years

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Submitted for the approval of the Midnight Society, I call this story...

The Midnight Ride

Long is our list of ghost stories laid to rest. But when the dark rider returns thirty years after his exorcism at the hands of the Winchesters, Sam, Dean, and I are faced with the possibility that we’ve been wrong about one thing.

Some urban legends never die.

Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, First Person!Reader Warnings/Tags: A little bit of PTSD, but mostly just a fun, spooky gen case fic! Total Word Count: Not sure yet. A/N: For the lovely anon who prompted me with: “Dean and Sam are driving and the reader freaks out at Dean’s fast driving due to PTSD with car accidents." And because it’s Halloween time, I turned this into a spooky little series!

Part I - Are You Afraid of the Dark

Part II - Tales from the Crypt

Part III - Unsolved Mysteries

Part IV - The Midnight Ride

This series is complete!

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a-winchester-fairytale · 4 years

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Fight For Me

Summary: All you want is to start a life with the one you love, but there always seems to be one more uncertainty for TFW to face first.

Word Count: 500 -- no warnings

A/N: This is written for @alleiradayne Summer Shut In Challenge. The prompt is “I need you to fight for me” and is in bold. Please feel free to let me know what you think, and if you would like -- read more from my Masterlist here <3

“So, it’s not enough to save this world, you have to go looking for another world to save?” You threw the words at Dean, hurt and angry that he would go through the portal when no one knew if any of them would make it back.

“That’s not fair.” He replied, grabbing the few remaining items and stuffing them into the duffel bag.

“You’re right, Dean. None of this is fair, but I don’t want to lose you again.” You argued. “I need you to fight for me - for once.”

“What do you think I’m doing?” he yelled back. You huffed.

“This?” You asked in disbelief, your voice lower as you stared at him and realized that he didn’t get it. “This isn’t about me.” You told him, shaking your head sadly.

“Oh, it’s not?”

“No. This is about you...and Sam…and Cas…and the idea that none of you can rest until everything is perfect. It’s about how, until everything bad is gone from this life, you feel like you don’t deserve to have one.”

“Once upon a time, it was what you wanted too.” He accused. You nodded through the tears that sprung in your eyes.

“You’re right.” You admitted, looking around and then back at him standing there. “I guess that’s my fault for wanting more.” You added, sadly. You took a deep breath and walked away.

You almost made it back to your room before you felt Dean’s hand on your arm, gently turning you back to face him.

“I’m sorry.” He said, his voice soft. “You’re right.”

“Really?” You asked, surprised. “How’d that taste coming out of your mouth?” You teased a little and he chuckled.

“Like vinegar” He admitted. Now it was your turn to laugh. “Look, Y/N, I will always fight for you. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me and I love you too much to lose you. I’m sorry if I made you feel anything less.”

You wrapped your arms around his neck, hugging him tightly. “I love you too.” You whispered in his ear and you felt his arms squeeze you tighter around your waist.

“If you don’t want me to go, I won’t go.” He promised, kissing you tenderly as you pulled back to look him in the eyes. “Sam and Cas can handle it.”

You sighed, knowing in your heart that – as much as you wanted to – you couldn’t ask him to do that. You bit down on your lip and shook your head.

“I just wish we could fix one world at a time.” You told him, almost laughing at the absurdity of that statement. “We don’t even know how that portal works, or if we can keep it open long enough for you to make it home. I mean, you guys are asking me to put my faith in Rowena and Lucifer.” You pointed out, squinting your eyes as you said it. Dean chuckled.

“Good point.” He admitted, his eyes looking up at the ceiling as he took a deep breath. ”How about instead, you put your faith in me?”

“Now, you are the one not playing fair.” You teased, but he smirked at you and shrugged. “You know I believe in you.”

“I know, generally more than I deserve.” He answered. He adjusted his arms to hold you tighter and rested his forehead against yours. “I promise you, no matter what happens, I will always come home to you.”

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thesassywallflower · 4 years

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Chapters: 34/34 Fandom: Supernatural Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Dean Winchester/Original Female Character(s), Castiel/Meg Masters, Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester Characters: Dean Winchester, Katherine (Kat) Fisher, Sam Winchester, Castiel, Meg Masters, Eileen Leahy Additional Tags: So many tropes, High School AU, but only in the beginning, bed sharing, Marriage of Convenience, Canon Divergence, Original Character(s), Bakery AU, Mental Health Issues, POV Alternating, Slow Burn, Accidental Voyeurism, Sexual Content Series: Part 1 of A Place Called Home Summary:

Castiel learns in order for the Earth to be saved once and for all, Dean the righteous man, needs to find the righteous woman. This discovery leads Dean back to Albany, Colorado, a place where he and Sam spent part of their childhood, and to the doorstep of the woman who was once his best friend.

Reblogging my original baby/magnum opus for OC Appreciation Day 2020!

Tagging: @alleiradayne @atc74 Thank you for putting this event on!

#my writing #oc appreciation day 2020 #oc's are people too #alleiradayne #atc74 #spn fic #dean winchester #dean x ofc #kat fisher-winchester #this is my pride and joy

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spnfanficpond · 2 years

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October 2021 Angel Fish Awards

(Angel Fish design by @slytherkins!!)

Welcome to this month's Angel Fish Awards!

Every month all of you fantastic writers work your asses off to post some truly incredible stories. Our Angel Fish Awards are the way for all of us, as a community of writers and readers, to lift each other up and give praise to those who have captured our attention and deserve a few kind words.

The monthly Angel Fish Awards are peer-nominated, meaning ANYONE (you don’t have to be a member) CAN NOMINATE ANY POND MEMBER’S FIC. Everyone in this community deserves to be showered with love and feedback, and we hope that this fun, thoughtful award will do just that.

Be sure to read through this whole post as people who were nominated more than once only had one tag activated for Tumblr tagging purposes!

WITHOUT FURTHER ADO, HERE ARE THIS MONTH’S ANGEL FISH AWARDS!

Nominated by @mrswhozeewhatsis

Beneath the Oak Tree (series) by @waywardnerd67

There are a couple of reasons why I wouldn't normally like this (RPF but not an AU and high school setting are two things I just don't get into), but I am really digging this series! I can't wait to see where it goes!

Running Blind by @rockhoochie

Holy moly, this is just so BEAUTIFUL! I mean, it takes a truly angtsy premise and makes it still feel fluffy and wonderful, sometimes. I wanna wrap myself up in this on a comfy couch, drink some cocoa, and take a nap. ♥

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Nominated by @raidens-realm

Under His Care by @ioascc

This story is so full of longing and desire not only between Dean and Cas, but Sam and Gadreel as well. It's rare to capture readers with the side pairing of the story just as much as the main, and yet she's done that. I could also read 500k more of the magnificent Sam and Cas bonding she's woven as well. Over all it's such an incredible joy to read!

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Nominated by @firefly-in-darkness

Innuendos by @bccky

I couldn't stop laughing at the innuendos and the results with Dean were worth the giggles in the end!!

Fifty States by @negans-lucille-tblr

I love the chemistry and banter between this pair! The teasing, Dean being all flustered - just adorable!!

The Proposal (series) by @supernatural-jackles

A fab series based on the film with a few twists.... I loved every second of reading this, I was fully immersed into their story!

Busy by @negans-lucille-tblr

I don't usually read Sam Winchester but I was intrigued by the audio porn element and then Bee went and pulled that twist off deliciously!!

Guilty Pleasures by @pinknerdpanda

This is one of may favourite things to do and Dean is great! I loved this silly moment between them for sure!

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Nominated by @mariekoukie6661

A Case of Blue Balls by @cloverhighfivewritestoo

This was so cute and funny!!!

The Aftermath of Having a Threesome by @supernatural-jackles

Jen always deliver on the angst!

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Nominated by @deanwinchesterswitch

The Midnight Ride (series) by @alleiradayne

A 4-part series full of rich detail and history surrounding the urban legend of the Headless Horseman. Full of action it will keep you on the edge or your seat until the heart-stopping conclusion of the case.

Save Yourself by @muchamusedaboutnothing

A heartbreaking fic inspired by a fantastic song and written from Dean's POV. I've said it before, but it bears repeating—Heathen is a genius at finding the essence of a song and turning it into a poignant masterwork that seeps into your heart and soul.

~*~*~

Nominated by @negans-lucille-tblr

I Dream of You by @sammysmaddy

This fic is VERY dark so please heed the warnings before reading. Maddy is fairly new to writing and posting on tumblr and I am in awe of her talent. I was so invested in the story and loved every second! If you’re into darker fics, you need to check her out ❤️

THANK YOU ALL FOR THE AWESOME WORK AND GREAT FEEDBACK!

These are not actual awards! This system is set up so everyone in the Pond has a chance to share the love and promote a fic/author that has grabbed your attention. The more people that participate, and the more everyone remembers to submit their own fics after posting, the better this will be :D

THANK YOU ALL AGAIN, KEEP UP THE AMAZING WORK, AND AS ALWAYS, HAPPY WRITING!

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atc74 · 3 years

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Free Porn!

Okay, okay, now that I have your attention (clears throat) ...

My girl @amanda-teaches is turning 30 in July and we want to take this opportunity to honor her and join you to help us celebrate the fangirl, the writer, the ahhhhmazing human that we all love.

So without further ado, please join @alleiradayne , @suitofvibraniumarmor and me as we collaboratively host a

TALK 30 TO ME CELEBRATION

-- or --

Flirty, Dirty, and 30

Call it what you want 😁

Thirty prompts (probably more), so many ideas, lots and lots of dirty birthday thoughts and one just day.

No signups! We won’t be doing any maintenance, so if you sign up, be accountable. Just grab a prompt (or two or ten) and write something fantabulous just for Amanda!

Remember Amanda is a Dean girl if Supernatural is your thang. Or if you swing Marvel, you can’t go wrong with some Steve, Bucky, or even Sam.

So go do your thing friends! No rules, just remember to tag appropriately. If you’ll got questions, HMU.

Tag #AmandasFlirtyDirty30 and tag @amanda-teaches and us

Supernatural: @atc74 and @alleiradayne

Marvel: @suitofvibraniumarmor and @okay-maybe-i-like-marvel-too (my side blog that never lets me tag it)

Amanda’s birthday is July 21 so post on or before then!

Here be your prompts:

“You come here often?”

“So...you expecting someone?”

“Can I buy you a drink?”

“Look at us...we’re basically a couple anyway.”

“I bet you would look even better without your clothes on.”

“Are you trying to flirt with me?”

“Can I hold your hand?”

“What’s the worst pickup line you’ve ever heard?”

“What are you doing for the rest of your life?”

“Do your weekend plans include me?”

“All that blood looks good on you. It really brings out your eyes.”

“You’re so cute when you’re half asleep like this.”

“Would you like me to whisper in your ear?”

“I must be in heaven.”

“Hey, let me in. I’m outside with your favorite pizza.”

“Your lips are so soft. I could kiss them all day.”

“When you love someone, you just don’t stop. Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy...even then. Especially then!”

“Rumor has it, I make you nervous.”

“I can’t focus with your damn hand in my ah-oh!”

“Do you not like it when I look at you like that?”

“If you were a triangle, you’d be acute one.”

“I give you permission to wake me up if you’re horny.”

“The sound of you fuckingme. I love that sound.”

“I’m going to kiss you until the only name you will ever taste is mine.”

“I wanna fuck you so bad right now.” “What…?” “Damn autocorrect. I meant hey.”

The gasp in your ear on the first thrust

“We seem to fukc like rabbits with rabies every time we meet.”

I swear to you I won’t stop until your legs are shaking and the neighbors know my name.”

“If you like it, lick it. Everybody knows that.”

“I never craved attention until I tasted yours.”

“What would you ask for if you knew the answer was Yes?”

“Shhhh, show me.”

“Touch me without using your hands.”

“He smiled and all I could think was ‘oh shit’.”

“Do you even realize how much you turn me on?”

“I wanna make love to your mind until your body can’t do without me.”

“I just need you to touch me more.”

“Just shove me up against the wall and make out with me.”

There are days when the only thing I can think of is how amazing you taste.”

“Who says it has to be on a bed?”

“Push me up against the wall and do dirty things to me.”

“I know you’re busy today, but can you add me to your to-do list?”

“I sometimes get turned on just by seeing your name pop up on my phone.”

“I don’t know what has gotten into me lately, but I wish it were you.”

“Let’s drink just enough to have dirty rough sex that leaves only mild bruising and bite marks, but not enough to wake up sick with hangovers.”

“If you could read my mind, you’d need a shower and a cigarette.”

“I want a sweet kiss and some naughty, dirty sex.”

“I wanna get under the table and make it hard for you to talk.”

“Orgasms are like cooking. I could do it myself, but I prefer someone else do it for me.”

“Nice pants...can I test the zipper?”

“I can’t sing, but I have other oral talents.”

It’s not that I’m horny all the time. It’s just that you’re always so fucking sexy.”

“Boobs are the best place to rest a sad face.”

“If you kiss my neck, I’m not responsible for what happens next.”

“Life is always a little more fun when you’re a little more naughty.”

“My mind is currently busy thinking of all the naughty things I want to do to you to make you feel good.”

“Life is too short to pretend you’re not into some kinky shit.”

“I don’t feel like doing anything today. Except you. I’d do you.”

“I wish I could copy and paste you into my bed.”

“Yes I have a dirty mind and right now you’re running through it...naked.”

I am aware that is 60. This is going to be twice as awesome!

tagging for interest and signal boost: @crashdevlin @iwantthedean @evansrogerskitten @supernatural-jackles @muchamusedaboutnothing @rockhoochie @idreamofplaid @carryonwaywardkansas @hannahindie @thinkinghardhardlythinking @waywardbaby @our-jensen-ackles-love @fangirlxwritesx67 @janicho88 @whatareyousearchingfordean @just-a-touch-of-sass-and-fandoms

#amanda-teaches #amanda turns 30 #amandasflirtydirty30 #happy birthday spn family

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idreamofplaid · 3 years

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SPN Fanfic Reblog Weekend ❤️

It’s the morning after and I’m still feeling a little shocked and empty that it’s officially over. The thing is it isn’t over. In the words of Kripke, it won’t be until we decide it is.

We have written so many stories for these boys, fluff they never got, AUs, alternate interpretations of eps, extensions of eps. You name it. We’ve had them do it, and we’ll keep doing that. Sam and Dean will always be with us having new experiences through our words.

I don’t know about you guys, but I’m in need of some of those stories right about now. I need the reminder they’re still here.

Starting today and through Sunday, for the entire weekend, let’s Reblog as much fanfic as we can. I’m going to challenge myself to one an hour. It will help me heal. Do whatever you’re comfortable with to remind the SPNFamily they are still here.

Reblog old favorites or new writers you’ve discovered. If you love it, share it, and offer a comment about why. Fanfic writers are going to keep these boys with us now that the “official” writers have stopped. Feedback is the way to a writer’s heart and inspires the muse. 💜

We will always love our Winchesters. ❤️❤️

Tagging some who might be interested: @atc74 @waywardbaby @cosicas-cuquis @crashdevlin @ladywinchester1967 @adoptdontshoppets @deanwinchesterswitch @peridottea91 @princessmisery666 @fangirlxwritesx67 @girl-next-door-writes @dean-winchesters-bacon @petitgateau911 @sandlee44 @evansrogerskitten @winchesterxfamilybusiness @tumbler-tidbits @sorenmarie87 @waywardnerd67 @deanwanddamons @awesomesusiebstuff @idabbleincrazy @myinconnelly1 @ellewritesfix05 @amanda-teaches @alleiradayne @iwantthedean @our-jensen-ackles-love @autumninavonlea @logical-princey @flamencodiva @theychosefamily @mrsdeannafuckingwinchester @hobby27 @sweetness47 @volleyballer519 @saltandburn-ilovesamwinchester @smol-and-grumpy @mrswhozeewhatsis @manawhaat

Tag your Reblogs #spnfanfic weekend so we can find each other’s Recs

#spnfanfic weekend

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deanwinchesterswitch · 4 years

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Trust You With My Heart-Chapter One

Written for: @alleiradayne ALLEIRADAYNE’S 2020 SUPERNATURAL SUMMER SHUT-IN.

Prompt: "I think I’m in love with you, and I’m terrified."

Pairing: Dean x Fem!Reader insert

Warnings: 18+ NSFW {for complete series-no smut in this chapter}, language, flangst. Cardiophilia-heartbeat kink.

Word Count: 4715

Credits: Beta - @muchamusedaboutnothing. I can’t tell you how much your help and encouragement inspired me while writing this story. Thank you!

Title Card - @talesmaniac89. Thank you for sharing your talent and making this stunning title card for me!

Summary: Can Y/N finally let go of the past and entrust her heart to Dean?

Y/N wakes with a gasp; cheeks damp with tears, legs twisted in the sheets.

Fucking nightmares.

With a frustrated sigh, she turns to stare at the well-muscled back of the man sleeping soundly in the bed next to hers. He's one of her favorite men in the entire world, and her best friend, Dean Winchester. Hoping that her restlessness hasn't disturbed him, Y/N smiles when a soft snore fills the silence.

In the dim light of pre-dawn, her eyes roam his silhouette. The dark t-shirt and black boxer briefs that hug his body stretch with each flex of muscle to caress his skin. The broad shoulders, the arch of his back as it curves to meet the exquisite swell of his ass, melding into thick muscular thighs and long bowed legs, create a perfect bell curve. Y/N lets out a long, soft sigh. How many times has she stared at that view? Or watched the steady rise and fall of his chest as he lay on his back, wishing she could listen to his heart whenever she wanted? And really, that's the crux of it for her.

Sure, Dean is blessed in the genetics department, but it's his heart that has always fascinated her the most. That strong, compassionate, yet battered and broken heart. Her mind drifts to a recent whiskey filled night of relaxation between hunts that had her blabbing about her particular kink to him. Thankfully, she had managed to keep her obsession with his heart under wraps.

Dean had seemed genuinely interested in learning about being a cardiophile, asking intelligent and genuine questions, and Y/N had gleefully filled him in. He had bugged her about it for days afterward, too.

No longer under the influence of alcohol, though, Y/N had been uncomfortable discussing it further with him. The questions had gotten a little too personal, and when he'd cornered her in a storage room one day, she'd put her foot down on his inquest.

Not sure how long she's been staring, Y/N jerks in surprise when he stretches a hand out behind him, fingers wiggling in her direction. Guess she hadn't been so quiet after all. Scooting to sit on the edge of the mattress, she tentatively reaches for his hand. As soon as their fingers meet, Dean turns to face her, catching her hand tight in his grasp, gently squeezing.

"Nightmares?"

Tears instantly well in her eyes, and she tucks her chin, ashamed—Dean tugs on her hand. Y/N slips off the bed and takes the step to stand next to his. He scoots over and pats the mattress next to him. "C'mere."

Hesitantly kneeling up onto the mattress, she stretches out along the length of his body, hands pressed against his chest. Dean wraps an arm around her shoulders as the other softly strokes her back.

"Wanna talk about it?"

Nuzzling into the crook of his neck, she mumbles, "No."

Dean hums in response and pulls her closer. It's not the first time this has happened, and it won't be the last. Y/N's done the same for him on several occasions. It's a give-and-take they've had going on for several years. The deep rasp of his voice as he whispers comforting words, and the rhythmic beat of his heart beneath her hand, lull her back to sleep in no time.

Bright early morning light invades the room. Blinking to get focus, Y/N squints at the intrusion. When did it get so light out? Fingers flex into her hip, and she shifts to scan down their bodies. Y/N's wrapped around Dean like a spider monkey, an arm draped over his stomach, a leg thrown over his thigh, and head resting on his chest right above his heart. The pulse beneath her ear is strong and reassuring, just like the man lying beneath her. Y/N's other arm is stretched above her, curved around the top of his head. It's uncomfortable, and she tries to extricate herself without waking him.

Dean grunts, his body jerking in reflex, when her knee accidentally brushes against his morning wood. His pulse kicks up a notch, and she inhales sharply as it resonates in her ear. Unable to stop herself, she lightly traces her fingers along the side of his ribcage. His breath hitches and his fingers dent the flesh of her hip as the rhythm of his heart increases.

A low rumble vibrates under her cheek before she hears the words. "Whatcha doin'?"

"Oh, um, my arm fell asleep..." she stutters, smiling at the gruff petulance of his sleepy voice.

"Oh, sorry."

Dean loosens his grip, and she rolls off him, avoiding eye contact. Her arm slides across his belly, fingers dragging against the fabric of his t-shirt, and she feels the muscles twitch beneath them. Y/N's shoulder pops, and the arm twisted above her is immediately awash with pins and needles as she moves it down between them.

Dean pats her leg and rolls off the edge of the bed, mumbling, "need to pee", as he makes his way to the bathroom.

Y/N exhales deeply as soon as the bathroom door clicks shut. She has known the Winchesters for years, and when she moved in with the brothers, they had all agreed that it would be best to keep things platonic, and so far, it had worked. She and Sam had connected over their love of books and languages, forging what Y/N called an understated friendship. It wasn't showy or vibrant, but subtle and deep.

It was different with Dean. The first day they met, Y/N had found an equal, a confidante, an ally. As the years passed, they shared their love for classic rock, cheesy horror movies, dive bars, muscle cars, and bad pick-up lines. Their friendship was open and relaxed, allowing them to be each other's wingman, therapist, or the stern voice of reason. They were often mistaken as being a couple due to the comfortable level of PDA they frequently display. It had come in handy on more than one occasion when trying to rid themselves of unwanted advances from sketchy bar patrons, but they had never crossed that invisible line of friendship. Lately, though, it feels like something has shifted in her relationship with Dean, and Y/N wonders if he feels it, too.

Throwing her legs over the edge of the bed, elbows resting on her knees, Y/N drops her head into her hands. Taking their relationship past the level of friendship would only cause problems. Y/N is all too familiar with what being a hunter means to a relationship—love interests are liabilities. They get killed, or they get you killed, no exceptions. There's no way in hell she is going to go through that again.

Y/N wipes a tear from her cheek and scrubs a hand down her face, hearing the bathroom door open. Hopping up, she smiles at Dean's grumpy face and gives him a peck on the cheek as she passes by.

"What are you so fucking chipper about?" he grumbles, swatting her ass before she's out of reach.

"Just remembering how I kicked your ass at darts last night." She laughs when she hears him cursing her under his breath. "What's that?"

"Nothing." He waves a hand toward the bathroom. "Just do what you gotta do so we can go back to sleep for a bit."

Y/N shakes her head and turns to the bathroom. Hearing him whisper 'cheater', she spins back around, hands on her hips. "Did you just call me a cheater?" she gasps indignantly.

Dean has the good sense to look sheepish, running a hand across the back of his neck, avoiding her eye. "No… Yeah."

"And just how the hell did I cheat, Winchester?"

He waves his hands in the air, "You know." He picks up a pillow, holding it in front of him, squishing it between his hands.

"I didn't cheat. You're just a sore loser," Y/N huffs.

Dean finally looks at her and declares, "You wore that fucking outfit." He gestures at her entire body. "The one that shows off all your curves and makes you look sexy as hell. It's distracting."

Dumbfounded, Y/N tilts her head, squinting at him. "Are you still drunk?"

"No." He throws the pillow back on the bed. "Just- just leave me alone." He plops down on the bed, facing away from her.

Y/N stares at his back, debating if she should push him to elaborate, or drop it. Knowing Dean, she decides to leave it alone for now and heads into the bathroom, closing the door behind her. Staring at her reflection, she raises a brow.

Did he really call her sexy? Shit!

She splashes water on her face, trying to make sense of her thoughts and now Dean's declaration. For the briefest moment, Y/N lets her mind wander. Could they make it work? No, she knows firsthand how unforgiving this life can be. Her last relationship had nearly ended her, which is the only reason she had willingly moved in with the Winchesters. She knew it would be a safe place for her to heal, knew that the brothers would give her the time and space she needed to get her life back on track.

Dean isn't like any other man, though. Is it possible that they could be more than friends and still deal with all the hardships of hunting? Y/N smacks her fist on the counter, stopping herself before going too far down that rabbit hole and finishes up in the bathroom.

Entering the main room, she finds Dean leaning against the headboard, arms crossed over his chest, naked except for his boxers. Her pulse jackrabbits at the sight and heat seeps into her face as she continues to stare. It's not like Y/N hasn't seen him in this state of undress before. Living with the brothers for the past few years has afforded her more accidental views of bare chests and naked asses than she can count, not that she's complaining.

"You okay there?" His voice is still a little gruff from sleep, and it rolls through her like the deep bass of a jacked-up stereo.

"Yeah, just a little tired still."

"Well, we can go back to sleep for a while. Or, you could steth me." Dean raises his hand; the sight of her favorite stethoscope draped around his fingers makes her gasp. Heart pounding, Y/N is reminded of the last conversation they'd had about using a stethoscope.

"So, does it make the sex hotter, more intense?" Dean smirked, wiggling his eyebrows like he was trying to make a joke out of it.

"Dean, stop. I'm trying to catalog these potions."

"No, seriously. Does it make your orgasms more intense?"

"Dammit, Dean!" Slamming the clipboard down on the shelf in front of her, Y/N turned to give him her full attention. "Yes, it can make an orgasm more intense. But, it's not just about sex. At least, not for me. It's about the intimacy of the act. The trust shared with your partner." She rubbed her neck, trying to find the words to explain it to him.

"Things that you feel when you're with someone, happiness, love, sadness, fear, anger, lust, all those feelings can be masked behind a smile, a touch, or a tone of voice. When someone is listening to your heart, there's no mask to hide behind, no shield to protect you. Do you understand?"

"Kinda..." Dean shook his head. "No."

Y/N could tell he was frustrated, that he genuinely wanted to understand, so she softened her tone. "The person listening to your heart with a stethoscope hears every reaction you have to them. The brush of their fingers along your collarbone, their breath warm against your cheek, the pinch of teeth when they nip your earlobe, the press of their lips as their tongue slides over yours. Every single fluctuation in your heartbeat can be heard through the stethoscope. There's no hiding your feelings."

"Oh." Dean's eyes widened in comprehension. "OH!"

Y/N patted his chest, "Yeah," and left him standing in the storage room without a second glance.

"Y/N?" The sound of her name brings her focus back to him with a hesitant smile.

To be given a chance to hear Dean's heart pulsate through the earpieces temporarily pushes all rational thought from her mind. With a hitch of her breath, Y/N takes an eager step forward, stumbling mid-stride when her brain catches up. "No." It comes out harsher than intended, and she covers her mouth with a hand in surprise, squeezing her eyes closed. Warnings flash behind her lids like neon signs. What if it's a one and done? What happens if it lasts longer, but then he gets bored? Or worse, what if he asks to borrow a stethoscope so that he can play 'Dr. Sexy' with some random girl he's picked up.

Dean shifts on the bed and her eyes flick to him when he cautiously asks, "Why not?"

Oh, damn. What the hell does she say now?

Dragging her fingers away from her mouth, Y/N shuffles on her feet. "Um, do you remember what I told you about stething?"

"Yeah, there's no hiding." He sends her what she assumes to be a reassuring smile. "I'm okay with that. I don't have anything to hide from you."

"Yeah, well, do you remember what I said about how I feel about it?" Y/N thinks she could probably spontaneously combust at any second. While it's possible to enjoy using a stethoscope on someone without having sex, she doesn't know if it would be possible with Dean. There's no doubt that she trusts him with her life, but Y/N's not so sure she can trust him with her heart. She can't do this just to satisfy his curiosity.

"I - I can't just randomly do that with someone. I meant what I said about the intimacy involved." Dean's smile fades.

Was that a look of hurt that just passed over his face?

Y/N looks away, eyes falling on the clock on the nightstand. "Besides, we need to be at the coroner's office in less than forty minutes." Grabbing her Fed suit from the nearby rack, Y/N rushes back into the bathroom, closing and locking the door behind her.

Placing her suit on the hook, Y/N slides down the back of the door, buries her head in her knees and stomps a foot.

Fuck, fuck, fuck!

Things have shifted and further than she thought. She's not ready for this, doesn't think Dean really is either. There would be no going back, at least not for her. If she agrees to do this, she won't be able to be just friends with him anymore. Y/N's not sure how long she sits there debating the pros and cons, but she knows she can't hide in here forever, and they have a case to finish. It's a long ride home, maybe they can discuss it then.

Quickly changing, she exits the bathroom once again, only to find the motel room empty. Panic sets in, not seeing any of Dean's belongings scattered about the place, duffle bag nowhere in sight. He wouldn't just leave her, would he? She yelps when the door suddenly opens, Dean's large form blocking the sun behind him.

"About time," he grouses. "I was getting ready to leave without you."

"Oh, uh, I'm sorry. I was having trouble with the zipper on my skirt." Stuffing her sleep clothes into her duffle, she takes a quick look around to make sure she hasn't missed anything, wondering what he did with the stethoscope.

"I put the stethoscope back in its case," he mutters as if reading her mind.

"Thank you." She zips the bag closed, glances around the room once more, and then walks toward the door.

He reaches over and takes the bag from her. "C' mon, we're gonna be late."

The ride to the coroner's office is silent and tense. Thankfully, it's a short drive. Within ten minutes, they are pulling into the parking lot of the county building. Dean pulls his jacket from where it's draped between them on the back of the seat and checks his pocket for his badge. "Why don't I take the coroner by myself, and you go check the property records? We can get this done faster if we split up."

"Dean." Y/N reaches for his hand, sighing in resignation when he quickly slips out of the car and out of her reach. Stepping out, she dons her own jacket, sullenly trailing behind him.

Dean was right; by splitting up, they were able to get all the information they needed by lunchtime. The monster of the week ended up being a newbie witch that had gotten her hands on an ancient grimoire. She had no clue what the spells she had been practicing had done to the victims until Dean felt the need to tell her in graphic detail. Y/N had to forcibly stop him from showing the frightened girl crime scene photos, making him wait in the car while she helped the teenager box up the grimoire and all the magical ingredients she had been using.

Witchcraft supplies safely tucked in Baby's trunk, they are back on the open road and headed to the bunker by eight that evening with Dean grumbling for twenty minutes about idiots messing with things they know nothing about. It's about a six-hour drive home, and since Dean is refusing to talk to her, Y/N blindly stares out the window at the scenery speeding by.

She doesn't understand what he's so upset about. Could he really be that mad at her for not using her stethoscope on him? Dean has always been considerate of her choices and her privacy. It wasn't like they never fought, but he had never shut her out like this. Knowing she won't get any answers until he's ready to talk, she decides to take a nap. Scooting down in the seat, she bunches up her jacket against the half-opened window and drifts off to the familiar tunes of Bob Seger.

Glancing at her watch when she wakes, Y/N realizes they're about half an hour from the bunker and tries to get Dean to talk one more time.

"Dean, why are you so mad?" She tucks a leg beneath her, shifting in the seat to face him. "Why won't you talk to me?"

He grunts and reaches for the radio to turn up the volume. Y/N slaps his hand away and furiously hits the eject button with her finger, throwing the tape in the backseat when it pops out.

"What the fuck, Y/N/N?" He fixes her with a glare. "You know the rule. Driver picks- "

Done with his sidestepping the issue, anger wells from deep inside, and she quickly cuts him short, pulling the box of tapes from beneath the seat. "You finish that sentence, and I swear I'll dump this entire box out the window!" Y/N raises the box and rolls her window down further. The look of sheer panic that crosses Dean's face would have made her laugh if she wasn't so pissed.

"You wouldn't dare!" Eyes checking the road in front of them, he makes a grab for the box, and she jerks it out of his reach. Dean growls, and she picks up a cassette between her thumb and forefinger.

"Ooh, look, Zeppelin's Greatest Hits." Y/N dangles the tape out the window.

"Y/N." The word comes out hard and low, menacing.

Unfazed, she pretends to let the tape slip in her fingers, growling right back at him. "Talk to me."

Dean flicks his eyes between her and the road several times before he huffs, "Fine."

Y/N places the tape back in the box and then lowers the container to her lap. Dean immediately snatches it away from her, carefully setting it on the floor between his legs.

"Hey!" Crossing her arms over her chest, she glares at him. "I suppose you're not going to talk to me now, are you." Y/N hates when they fight. Hates it even more that she cries when they do because he means so much to her. She can feel the tears pressing at her eyes and sniffs.

Dean glances at her, his face softening. "Hey, I'm sorry, Y/N/N."

She remains silent, knowing her voice will crack if she tries to speak. Dean looks to the road, and she closes her eyes, trying her damnedest to keep the tears from falling and failing miserably.

A calloused thumb brushes across her cheek, "Please don't cry. You know I hate it when you cry." His voice is gentle and comforting, and she hates that too because she's still angry with him.

Opening her eyes, she scowls at him, "Then don't make me cry."

Dean chuckles, then quickly clears his throat, trying to cover when she continues to glower at him. "I know. I'm sorry." He rubs a hand along his thigh. "I- I just have some shit I need to work through."

"Does it have something to do with me?" she asks hesitantly.

"No."

The response comes out too quickly; she doesn't believe him and presses, "Then why did you shut me out today? It has something to do with me not wanting to steth you, doesn't it?"

Dean glances at her before staring out the windshield. "No. Just something I need to deal with. I promise I'll tell you about it soon." He tries to distract her with one of his dazzling smiles. Y/N rolls her eyes and shakes her head. Shifting to face forward, she looks out the side window to hide her grin.

They pull into the bunker's garage about ten minutes later, and her smile quickly fades. Dean rushes to get their bags, leaving her to get the box of witchy goodness. She catches up with him in the library, and from the looks of it, he's already had a couple of deep swigs of whiskey from the new bottle she'd put out just before they left.

When she slides the box onto the table, he picks up her bag and hands it to her. "You should head to bed since you didn't sleep well last night." He nods toward the box. "We can take care of that later." Instead of his usual bear hug, he gives her a quick squeeze and kisses the top of her head. "Sweet dreams."

Y/N's heart cracks. She is certain now that whatever he's upset about has to do with her, and she's pretty sure it has to do with yesterday's events. Giving him a weak smile, she replies, "You too." Hitching her bag over her shoulder, she heads to her room.

After completing her bedtime routine, Y/N climbs into the welcoming comfort of her bed. She tries to sleep, tries for about three hours, but sleep is elusive. Between trying to figure out why Dean is so upset about the whole stething thing, and the current status of their relationship, she can't have gotten more than twenty minutes of peaceful rest. Throwing off her covers, she decides to take a walk around the bunker to try and clear her mind.

Rounding the corner from her bedroom, she sees the warm glow of light from the library cast on the hallway floor. Dean must still be up; hopefully, he hasn't been drinking the entire time. Y/N stops short, standing in the shadows of the hallway when she hears him mumbling.

"You're a goddamn idiot. What did you expect was going to happen?"

There's no response to his question, and she wonders if he's on the phone. Taking a peek into the room, she finds Dean slumped in a chair, twirling a tumbler of whiskey between his hands. Eyes shut, he continues to mumble about how stupid he is. Well, she's witnessed this scenario far too many times. Berating himself over some perceived transgression on his part when in reality, he probably has nothing to feel guilty about.

Taking a couple of steps into the room, Y/N freezes when he suddenly stands and sends the chair crashing to the floor. He begins pacing, still unaware of her presence.

"Why would she want to be with anyone like you?"

Who is he talking about?

Still struggling with his recent reluctance to talk to her, she warily calls to him. "Dean, what's wrong?"

At the sound of her voice, he immediately stops; the muscles of his shoulders strain and stretch beneath the fabric of his shirt as he rolls his head from side to side, cracking his neck. "Nothing," he finally mumbles.

She's so tired. Tired from lack of sleep, tired of fighting with him, and tired of his crap. Y/N storms across the room to stand in front of him.

"Bullshit!" She shoves at his chest, causing him to stumble and grip the table. "You've been pissed ever since I told you I wouldn't steth you yesterday morning, and I don't understand why. You know how I feel about it. You always respect my decisions. Why can't you respect this one?" She feels the tears forming again and cries. "Why are you mad at me?"

She angrily swipes a tear from her cheek, and Dean grabs her wrist. Pulling the hem of his t-shirt up, he flattens her palm over his heart. "Do you feel that?" he shouts. "That's what you do to me every time I see you walk into a room."

"Stop! You're drunk." Y/N tries to pull her hand away, but he presses it deeper into his skin, cages it beneath his hand.

"I'm not drunk!" Y/N arches an eyebrow, nodding at the near-empty bottle on the table. Dean wobbles his head and huffs, "Okay, fine, maybe a little, but that doesn't change anything. I'm sober enough to know what I'm saying." He shifts on his feet, and sharp, penetrating eyes pin her in place with their unwavering attention. "Every touch, every smile, every laugh makes my heart feel like it's going to jump out of my chest." Dean swallows hard, licks his lips. "Am I really just some random guy to you, Y/N?"

"What the hell are you talking about?"

"Yesterday morning, you said you couldn't just randomly steth someone. Am I just someone? If so, you need to tell me right now. Tell me if I'm the only one that feels the change in our relationship."

Y/N curls her fingers into his flesh for a brief moment, feeling the thud of his heart against his ribcage. Tears blur her vision, burning a trail down her cheeks. Relaxing her fingers, she roughly yanks her hand away from his grip and staggers backward, putting some distance between them before finally grasping at a chair to keep from falling. The deep breath she inhales does nothing to calm her racing heart as she stares down at the table. How can she possibly tell him how she feels? It'll ruin everything. Y/N's heart physically aches at the thought of losing his friendship, of losing the only family and home she's known for years.

Is the risk of potentially having more with Dean worth the loss of everything else?

"Y/N?" Dean's voice is barely a whisper, tone softer. Raising her head, she catches sight of the tears pooling in his eyes; he looks so damn vulnerable standing there, offering up his heart on a silver platter. "Please..." he pleads.

"N- no." Lower lip trembling and voice shaky, Y/N chokes out, "You- you know that you're not just some guy. I- " Dean continues to stare at her, a tear spilling over his lashes to slip down his cheek, lips pressed into a thin line. Fear threatening to make her turn tail and run, she inhales deeply and stands to her full height. Locking eyes with him, she blurts out, "I think I'm in love with you, and I'm terrified."

Chapter 2

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princessmisery666 · 2 years

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3 year blogaversay

My blog turns 3 today. 🥳😜

I’ve made some amazing friends and mutuals - @firefly-in-darkness @cockslut-padalecki @deanwinchesterswitch @slytherkins @writercole @letsby @waywardbaby @evansrogerskitten @b3autyfuldisast3r @thegirlwhorunswithwinchesters @idreamofplaid @idabbleincrazy @pinknerdpanda @petitgateau911 @amanda-teaches @alleiradayne @sammysnaughtygirl @stusbunker @dean-winchesters-bacon @deanwanddamons @jamielea81 @peridottea91 @fangirlxwritesx67 @girl-next-door-writes @justagirlinafandomworld @kittenofdoomage

I joined for the fanfic so as a way of celebration, but absolutely no pressure, link the very first fic you posted to tumblr and your favorite comment for it.

#blogaversay #3 years #blog birthday

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winchest09 · 4 years

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The Bunker Party - Sept Debrief

Hey my darlings!

We promised you a bunker edition of our Bunker Party and man...we were not lying. We have SO much stuff to share with you, my little excited fingers cannot type fast enough.

September’s Bunker Party was just amazing. It was so lovely to see so many new faces! My cheeks still ache from the laughs and it was so lovely to see so many of you sharing your love for all things Supernatural. Seriously, SPN does have THEE best fandom and I’m so glad to be a part of it.

6 and a half hours we were hanging out for…SIX AND A HALF! To see so many beautiful faces, hear so many lovely voices and to spend time with new people was just a dream! The support from you guys for each other, the love in this fandom; I can’t express how much I adore it.

Me and @katehuntington love holding these events and we are already planning the next live stream (date to be announced) but it will be in October and my even hold a spooky theme...

So…to the debrief!

Below you will find:

Everyone who joined - their tags, what’s coming up fic wise and their masterlist.

Announcements, News and links to Patreons!

Challenges to join - we have five!

Blogs who want to help with your writing

Graphics and Icons

Fic & blog recs

So without further ado… *cracks fingers*

You are the guys that make it the live stream what it is, and we can never thank you enough. So below is a list of everyone who was on the chat yesterday accompanied by their masterlist and a little blurb of what they have coming up soon! For your reading pleasure and in no particular order…

@katehuntington: The new chapter of Ride with Me is out NOW and she is currently working on the next instalment. The Sullivan Series is now scheduled to be posted every FRIDAY and if she can, she’s posting twice a week! So keep your eyes peeled for that and she is going to be finishing All I Want soon too!

She is also hosting a challenge that you can find out about below!

Her masterlist can be found HERE

@talesmaniac89: This beaut has been working a lot on editing images lately, making aesthetics and dividers for everyone to use! More on that further down. Besides that, she has a new chapter of The Man in Apartment 43 coming out. The next chapter of Missing in Action as well as the next one of Lost.

She also is working on another two AU series that are top secret at the moment...watch this space ;)

Check her out guys, her masterlist is HERE

@waywardbeanie: Shelli has come so far in the matter of a few months. From being a reader to now a series writer! This absolute gem of a woman is working on her very first fanfiction called “A Man Of Letters” and it’s an absolute DIAMOND. Dean. Letters. Fluff. Smut. It’s gonna tick all them boxes and it’s a must read!

She is now ALSO working on her second series, Life on Tour, an RPF Jensen x reader going live on October 1st! Find the announcement and her AMAZING tour video...HERE

Call my a fangirl, cause I am THERE.

You can find her masterlist HERE

@smol-and-grumpy: Nat has such a juicy masterlist. She is a few chapters away from finishing Euphoria and has already announced her next series Golden Cage!

She is also hosting a challenge at the moment that you can find out about below.

You can find her masterlist HERE

@atc74: We were thrilled to see Ang on our livestream. She has just celebrated four years on tumblr and she has such an extensive masterlist of goodies!

As you may have seen, she’s currently rewriting Souls to Souls as well as a new idea that she’s cooking up. Watch this space!

She is also hosting a challenge at the moment that you can find out about below.

Her masterlist can be found HERE

@whatareyousearchingfordean: Alex is nailing it at the moment with her fictions. She’s currently posting Happiness Continued (the sequel to Happiness Begins) and she’s posted some delicious new oneshots since we last saw her. She also has other idea’s that she is working on so keep your eye on her blog if you’re not already ;)

Her masterlist can be found HERE

@flamencodiva: Vanessa is currently reposting her works back onto a new blog that she has created. She is posting Getting Back to You at the moment, as well as some of her old oneshots. I also know, thanks to some little birds, that she has some AMAZING new series just waiting to see the light of tumblr...you’re not gonna be disappointed.

Check out her masterlist HERE

@superfanficnatural: Mert has took some time away from the writing world but nothing could keep him from showing his fantastic self on our livestream. He’s slowly getting back into his writing thanks to much encouragement ;) and is chipping away at the next add for his series The Choice.

He has some other series in the works, a couple of collaborations that he’s got under his belt too...

We’re living for it!

Go and give him some love, his masterlist can be found HERE

@deanwanddamons: Sian is an absolute sweetheart and is working on a few things at the moment. She recently completed her reblog challenge for August where you can find a DELIGHTFUL masterlist HERE.

Aside from that, she’s got three WIPS and I know of some oneshots AND a new series she’s cooking up. OH, I am excited!

Her masterlist can be found HERE

@jensengirl83: Brandy is an absolute doll and we adore her. She is still relatively new to SPN fanfic but that doesn’t stop her from dominating it! She has over twenty oneshots under her belt already!

Not ONLY that, she is now over twenty chapters deep into her FIRST SPN Dean fanfiction, Regret and Redemption. Although, only seven chapters have graced your dashboard ;)

She has more up her southern sleeve though so watch this space!

You can find her masterlist HERE

@malfoysqueen14: Angel is still new to the supernatural fandom but that doesn’t stop her putting her hand to fanfic and being the sweetheart that she is!

Her first fic, White Flag, is being reworked into a reader insert and she is also working on another Dean x reader series. Beginning of the End!

She also writes for other fandoms.

You can find her masterlist HERE

@soaringeag1e: We adore Meg and her extensive list of spn fanfiction! There is so much for you to feast your eyeballs on.

She is currently working on her series Escape and we have been treated to hearing about her new series, Behind Closed Doors.

It’ll be an AU. There will be crossed universes and it has a twist that’s super juicy. Get yourself signed up if you’re not already!

You can find her masterlist HERE

@alleiradayne: Jeanna is such a sweetheart and we absolutely adored having her on our livestream! As we mentioned last time, she had been commissioned to write a SPN fanfic piece for a charity auction (details below) and she told us all about it on the stream!

If you like destiel, she is writing a Destiel fanfiction called Long Jacket which has a take that we’ve not heard of before.

She is also writing a new series which is going to be quote long apparently! Like 60 chapters! But we are SO there for it.

You can find her masterlist HERE:

@emoryhemsworth: This beaut has broken her lil hiatus and posted the sequel to Because of You. Piece by Piece is amazing and if you haven’t read it yet, i suggest you check it out. She’s also writing her first chapter of her series called “Losing Sleep” as well as a TWD crossover fic!

She also has got ideas for a sequel to her fic Wonder Woman and a oneshot based on “Raining on Sunday” by Keith Urban.

Check our her masterlist HERE:

@manawhaat: This babe joined us once again and we loved having her, even if it wasn’t for long. Below you can find her humongous masterlist of goodies for your reading pleasure.

You can find her masterlist HERE

@anathewierdo: Ana is such a darling and we always love having her on the streams. She’s currently reposting her fic Call of the Ocean which is a collaboration with Flamencodiva. Not only that, she’s also working on a Princess Diaries AU, a Serial Killer AU and many more!

You can find her masterlist HERE

@deanmonandnegansbitch: Yas was new to our stream this time around and we ADORED having her. She has quite a bit on her masterlist already and she is currently working on her current series, Tuyo!

Check it out and give her some love.

You can find her masterlist HERE

@impala-1979: Lauren was another newbie for our stream this time and again, we loved having her on here! At the moment, she has a Sam series in the works which is an Insane Asylum!AU as well as an RPF called Nymphomania.

She is also in the middle of a pornstar A/B/O AU with JDM!

She also has many, many more goodies on offer!

You can find her masterlist HERE

@defenderrosetyler: Ali was new to our stream and we were so glad she chose to spend some time with us. She currently has a couple of oneshots available on her masterlist for both Sam and Dean!

Judging from some of our topics of conversation last night, she also has some amazing idea’s coming your way soon. Definitely one to keep an eye out for! She’s a total sweetheart too!

You can find her masterlist HERE

@thinkinghardhardlythinking: Saira was also new this time to our stream and we were so excited to meet her. She’s a new writer and is new to tumblr but she’s already written a couple of pieces to share with everyone!

She’s such a sweetheart. She’s wrote two oneshots to cheer up the fans who are struggling with the show ending...you can find the Dean one HERE and the Sam oneshot HERE.

Also, upon hearing that a fellow member of the SPN fandom was in hospital, she wrote this piece HERE.

Please show her some love and support <3

@that-one-gay-girl: This was the first time we met Sydney and she’s such a lovely person. We’re so grateful she joined us and talked to us about all things Supernatural. She’s a fairly new writer and has yet to create a masterlist but that hasn’t stopped her from writing her series “Gone”

It’s dean x reader and definitely one to keep your eye on!

You can find Chapter One HERE

Me: The latest chapter of Life for Rent is out NOW and I’m currently working on the next one, which i’m half way through. Only four more before that series is completed. I’m also working on Man’s Best Friend as well as a brand NEW series which will be posted once one series is finished. I also have a couple of Dean oneshots I’m working on right now.

My masterlist can be found HERE:

To the upcoming writers & readers…

@leissa1287, @winchesterxfamilybusiness, @dawnie1988, @jules-1999, @adoptdontshoppets, @gothicwombat42 & the few nonnies we had!

We were treated to hear about some of your upcoming plans for fictions.

Dawnie: Signing up for Sabrina’s challenge and taking that leap to write. If you need us, you know where we are for idea bouncing and everything else.

Sabrina: Again, we’re here for you hun. Your series idea sounds wonderful and if you need help, you know where we are.

Jules: Same goes for you hun, your series idea is one we’ve not heard of before and we were all hooked once you explained it. Reach out if you need us, we’ll do whatever we can to help.

Also, to upcoming writers and readers, we want to thank you for your constant support, your feedback, your words, your reactions to what we write. Your likes, your reblogs, your asks. We appreciate every single thing you do. So thank you from the bottom of our hearts. We love you.

Also, remember guys - we’re all here to love and support you! My inbox is always open if you want to talk about anything and everything. Even if you wish to start writing…give any of us a shout. We’re here to help!

Thank you for joining the chat and we hope you had an amazing time <3

Please spread the love and show your support to all of these amazing people, go follow and give them some love!

We’ve got quite a few goodies this time!

We want to bring to everyone’s attention once again, the wonderful organisation that is Ficfasers, an international fundraising group of authors and artists who love Supernatural. They offer thank yous to people who agree to donate to Random Acts by creating stories/art, crafts, and more for winning bidders and ticket buyers!

Again, this is amazing and it’s something that so many of us can get involved in. We’ve been told an event is coming up around the holiday period so watch this space!

Want to write for Charity?

Check out their tumblr HERE

and their website HERE

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Follower achievements!

Join me in congratulating these amazing blogs as they have surpassed or are close to a follower milestone!

First of all, we have two Blogiversary’s!

@smol-and-grumpy has just celebrated an anniversary on tumblr, you may have entered her challenge, check her out if you haven’t already!

@atc74 is celebrating FOUR years on tumblr! How amazing is that?! If you’re not following, check her out!

Next up...

@atc74 has hit 4500 followers! @waywardbeanie has just passed 250 followers!

@whatareyousearchingfordean has hit 1300!

@superfanficnatural has passed 600 followers!

@malfoysqueen14 has passed 200!

@janicho88 has passed her first 100!

@soaringeag1e has passed 6000 followers!

@jensengirl83 has hit 550 and is now on her way to 600!

Congratulations guys!

If you’re not following them already, head on over and show them your support!

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Want to be the first to read new chapters of your favourite fics?

Some of our fabulous livestream participants have Patreon!

For a small fee a month, you get personalised drabbles, oneshots and MORE as well as first dibs on new chapters before ANYONE else! Please consider giving them your support.

The links for each authors Patreon is below:

@smol-and-grumpy - Find hers HERE

@flamencodiva - Find hers HERE

@soaringeag1e - Find hers HERE

@impala-1979 - Find hers HERE

Oh, IT’S CHALLENGE TIME. This month, we have FIVE challenges for you to get involved in!

First of all, we have our FIRST Christmas themed challenge! Yes, the holiday season is fast approaching so to celebrate 100 followers @janicho88 is hosting a Christmas Song challenge!

Check it out, HERE

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Secondly, we have @smol-and-grumpy‘s SUPERFRIENDS Title Challenge! She loves Friends, she loves Supernatural so why not combine both? Nat has given you fic titles inspired by both SPN and Friends - you just write the one shot that goes with it!

The One Where You Enter The Challenge...HERE

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Thirdly, we have @katehuntington‘s Going Dutch challenge. Aside from horses and writing, her other passion is music! So she’s gathered Dutch Artists and all you need to do is write a fic/request a fic tied with a song! This is open till February so you have plenty of time.

Check it out, HERE

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Fourthly, we have @atc74‘s blog celebratory challenge which is so unique and wonderful for you guys!

You can win a chance to collab with seasoned writers, included Ang herself and all you have to do, is to enter and write your fic! There are 30 prompts available, write your oneshot to a prompt which will then be judged by impartial judges.

3 - 5 readers will win a chapter in the collaboration series!

Runners up will win a beta to a oneshot.

Take a look and enter the challenge, HERE

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Last, but certainly not least, we have @winchesterxfamilybusiness‘s Make Me Swoon Challenge!

It’s exactly what it says on the tin, make Sabrina swoon! She has listed what she likes paired with a long list of prompts for you to choose from. There is still spots open.

Check it out, HERE

We’ve got you covered for numerous things if you need help with your fictions!

Need a graphic? Header, banner, divider?

Our gorgeous @talesmaniac89 is available to create whatever you would like! She’s the creator behind our banners for this post and numerous other masterlist across the board. Give her a message!

WWII and horse Knowledge?

@katehuntington is your girl! She’s a little history buff and as you will know, thanks to Ride with Me, she ADORES her horses. Give her a message, she’ll be happy to help!

Struggling with some smut?

@superfanficnatural has offered his services to be the person you can go to if you need to hash out certain words, feelings and perspective. He is the perfect person to give you an insight to the male POV when it comes to sex so if you’re writing Destiel or a chapter from the guys POV, Mert is there to help!

Need help finding that one gif?

@emoryhemsworth is your go to girl! Seriously, you tell her you want a gif of Dean in a specific place, wearing a certain outfit, she will find it for you in no time at all. She’s a diamond as she’ll also credit the creators!

Struggling to find that one word? Or even a title?

@atc74 is your guru! She is perfect for getting you unstuck and if you’re struggling with a title, she can also help on this front! I always struggle with a title, and a summary so I know i’ll definitely be hitting Ang up if i get stuck!

Theme? Plotting? Symbolism? Dialogue?

@alleiradayne is your babe! She has a passion for writing, for plot and for making fictions be like no other. She loves dialogue, and from what i’ve heard, she loves a good twist too! I know she’ll be there to support you so send her a message if you need help!

Lost a fic? Need help to find it again?

@spnfic-search-blog is the blog to go too! Send an ask and they will dedicate their time to try and find it for you!

Need a new aesthetic? Line divider? We got you! Our fabulously talented @talesmaniac89 has drawn up so MANY supernatural themed line breakers, headers and more for your free usage!

Just look at some of these!

She has a few posts full already!

We’re talking dividers, headers, banners, gifs and icons!

Check them out HERE!

Give them a like, a reblog and please THANK HER if you use her work. She’s the most kind hearted, loving soul and a few words go a long way <3

Blog Recs!

@just-a-touch-of-sass-and-fandoms: Ana is an amazingly talented writer and has always been willing to listen when others need an ear. She’s extremely supportive, has an extensive masterlist and is a mental health warrior! Since she hasn't been around for a couple years, she will have "fresh content" for new readers looking for good fics.

@spnfic-search-blog: As mentioned before, this is the blog to follow and go to if you’re in need of a certain fic. It’s also a good place to find new ones and share the love!

@heloisedaphnebrightmore: She doesn’t fear stepping out of spn tropes and it is something that she does so well. There isn’t much on her masterlist but we love every piece of it.

@fictionalabyss: This blog was mentioned on our livestream yesterday as they have an array of Supernatural fanfiction! Take a look at her masterlist and see for yourself! Be warned, you’ll be there for ages as she has that much stuff!

Fic Recs!

I Hurt Too by @jawritter

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader

Summary: (Request) I have seen loads of fics and one shots where Dean is sleeping around/having a one night stand and the reader gets jealous and upset, but I was wondering if I could request one with the other way around? or maybe one where they sleep around equally? as smutty, fluffy, or angst as you want!!

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Missing Pieces by @supernatural-fangirl1967

Pairing: Nurse!Deanx Reader

Summary: (Request) Could you maybe do some nurse Dean with some angsty hurt/comfort with a fluffy ending?

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Upon a hill by @roonyxx

Pairing: Teen!Dean x Plus!sized Reader

Summary: What happens when the new hot guy, Dean Winchester, show interest in you?

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Twenty Minutes by @chocolateheart

Pairing: Professor!Dean x Reader

Summary: Online school sucks but your professor is worth the torture.

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Stranger by @msmarvelouswinchester

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader

Summary: Not all decisions a person takes proves to be alright. Some have grave consequences. Dean had taken a decision at the heat of the moment which he thought would prove to be alright, but what happens when he has to bear the brunt of his stupid decision?

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Love in Sin by @msmarvelouswinchester

Pairing: AU Detective!Dean Winchester x Reader

Summary: Special Agent Winchester is forced to go undercover with his frenemy Special Agent L/N when they try to track down a notorious drug dealer. How will Y/N and Dean complete their task? Will their relationship worsen or will new feelings emerge between them?

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When the lights go out by @jawritter

Pairing: Mobster!Dean Winchester x Virgin! Reader

Summary: Life hasn’t been your best friend lately, you lost your job, and are on the verge of losing your apartment. Who knew when you decided to join a Sugar Daddy app that your best friend suggested in a last-ditch effort to save your apartment, and not end up on the street, your first and only client would turn your whole world upside down.

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Tic Tac Toe by @percywinchester27

Pairing: Sam X Reader

Summary: The reader shifts into a new city after being offered a dream job by a big firm. The timing couldn’t have been more perfect after an ugly break-up with a douche-bag Ex. But things turn out not as dreamy as she’d want them to be and the only thing that keeps her smiling is a totally coincidental game of Tic Tac Toe.

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The Queens Court by @waywardnerd67

Pairing: Dean x Reader / Sam x Reader / Castiel x Reader

Summary: She met them under unusual circumstances and offered them the only thing she could. Building relationships with three men was nothing new but then again they were no ordinary men. (Y/N) finds herself at a crossroads between the safety of her business and her heart. Will she be able to keep the life she has built for herself or leap into the unknown following her heart’s true desire.

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Stroke of luck by @percywinchester27

Pairing: Dean X Reader

Summary: Dark highway, middle of the night, a bad boy driving an Impala, and a Damsel in distress. Too cliche? Think again.

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A lot like us by @percywinchester27

Pairing: Lawyer!Professor!Sam X Reader AU

Summary: Y/N Y/L/N is eager and honestly, still in awe that she managed to get herself an acceptance from Stanford Law School. On the face of it, her life seems as put together, mysterious and independent as one might hope for. On the insides, she carries the burden of past that haunts her till date. Seemingly, she’d left it all behind; that is until she sets foot in the class of the Law School’s youngest, most promising professor.

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About a boy by @percywinchester27

Pairing: N/A

Summary: Dean Winchester has a secret. A secret that could really land him in trouble. He never expected to connect with anyone when he walked into the ‘Blue Stone Orphanage for Boys,’ but even then, the walls he had put up are slowly coming down. Now, a series of strange events are threatening to expose him. When everything starts falling apart around him, will he still be able to save the one person that matters the most?

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Erós by @our-jensen-ackles-love

Pairing: Professor!Dean x Reader

Summary: An accidental text to your Professor got you into this mess. Now you just had to decide if you wanted to stick along for the ride or go on pretending like it never happened. But why does he have to look at you like that?

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Diamonds & Shutters by @jayankles

Pairing: Jensen x reader

Summary: College!AU. Jensen is a baseball player and (Y/N) is a photographer, they are best friends and roommates until someone in Jensen’s life leaves him disconsolate and anguished but (Y/N)’s secret stops her from immediately mending Jensen’s broken heart.

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Out of the park by @iwantthedean

Pairing: Jensen x reader

Summary: Can you take a chance and make a lifetime dream come true? Can Jensen stop fighting against the path his life is taking? Will leaning on each other lead to relationship neither of you wanted or planned on?

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Bad Days by @peridottea91

Pairing: DeanxUnnamed!female, Sam mentioned

Summary: Sam and Dean return from a hunt gone wrong. Sometimes it’s okay to let someone see you hurt.

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Coming Home by @soaringeag1e

Pairing: Jensen x Reader

Summary: (Request) Hiya, I’m in love with your blog, and if you are taking requests I was wondering if you could do a Jensen X reader where reader is Jareds big sister but also in the military and surprises the boys at a con

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If it was to work by @deangirl93

Pairing: Dean X Reader

Summary: Dean gave Sam some great advice. Sam just wishes he’d take his own advice sometimes.They had a lot on their plate with their Chuck situation, but that doesn’t mean they can’t take on an old-fashion, black and white case. That also doesn’t mean they can’t go out and celebrate a job well done afterwards.Walking into that bar and seeing you was the last thing Dean thought was going to happen.Maybe Sam’s right. Maybe he should listen to his own advice.

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Cabin Fever by @slytherkins

Pairing: Dean x OFC

Summary: After a hunting accident takes Dean out of the hunting game for good, he retires to a cottage in the woods with his one true love, but it’s not exactly a fairy tale ending. Pain and disability chip away at his Happily Ever After–and his sanity. After he fails to protect Chloe from a monster out of the woods, Dean falls prey to the monsters in his own head, and she and Sam must come to his rescue.

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Coming of Age by @poisongirl18

Pairing: Dean X Stripper!Reader

Summary: You, Bobby Singer’s daughter, met the Winchester boys at age 8. They always adored you and treated you like the baby sister they always wanted, but you always wanted more from the oldest Winchester brother. Now that you were of age, you thought now was the time to take what you wanted.

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Let Me Go To The Show by @poisongirl18

Pairing: Step-Dad!Dean X Reader

Summary: The reader wants nothing more than to see her favorite band, but her mother won’t let her go. What happens when Dean steps in and persuades the reader’s mother into letting you go. What do you have to give in return?

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Trust you with my heart by @deanwinchesterswitch

Pairing: Dean x Fem!Reader insert

Summary: Can Y/N finally let go of the past and entrust her heart to Dean?

Other fandom Recs!

Red Queen Chronicles by @crashdevlin

Pairing: Phil Coulson x OFC (Past), Loki x OFC (Non-con), Clint Barton x OFC, Steve Rogers x OFC

Summary: Cassie Campbell is Red Skull’s daughter, created in a lab. She’s also a Stark Tech lab assistance, a college student, a superhuman, an Avenger and a devout Christian. That’s enough to juggle, even without the ever-looming influence of Loki’s dark interest in her.

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I think that’s it!

Thank you so much once again to everyone who joined the chat, we had 6 and a half hours of laughs and i cannot wait to do it again. I’d appreciate it if you could share this to spread the love of the fics and authors on here!

Keep an eye out for the next date for our next livestream! It will be in October. If you guys have any idea’s or want something included, let us know. If you want to be tagged when we announce, let us know!

See you next time!

xox

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Submitted for the approval of the Midnight Society, I call this story…

THE MIDNIGHT RIDE

Some urban legends never die.

Part I - Are You Afraid of the Dark

Summary: The reader finds a case and brings it to Sam and Dean. Warnings/Tags: Talks of headless bodies, death, and other bodily harm. Choice language. Characters/Pairings: First Person Female!Reader, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester Word Count: 1,397

Of all the things we had hunted together over the years, vengeful spirits had a special place in my heart. Whenever we got wind of a poltergeist or a lingering entity, I damn near begged Sam and Dean to take the case. In fact, I couldn't remember the last time they didn’t humor me. Hell, most of the time, they were equally eager. After all, that was the gig. Save people. Hunt things.

The family business.

Right?

"No, Y/N."

Dean's flat tone and even flatter stare brooked no argument. And yet, I persisted. "C'mon, man. This has gotta be one of the most well-known hauntings in the country. And now it's serious!" I brandished the stack of articles at him. "Look!"

Sam rounded the entry into the kitchen and asked, "Look at what?"

"These deaths," I said. He took the stack of articles from me. "Bodies found with their heads crushed. By cannonballs. Whip lashes all over, too. He’s never manifested quite like this before."

Sam flipped through the papers, his scowl etching deeper into his forehead with each page. He hardly glanced at the last one, then tossed the stack onto the table in front of Dean. "No."

"What?!" Incredulous, I gaped at both of them but neither spoke. "Are you freakin' kidding me right now? This is the hunt of a lifetime! We might not get another chance to take out one of the most renowned hauntings in America!"

Dean regarded the top article on the stack, then flipped to the second. "It's not real, Y/N."

“It’s not the most well-known haunting in the country,” Sam clarified. “It’s the most well-known urban legend. Kinda like Sasquatch.”

I gawked at Sam, then turned to Dean. When he shrugged, I said, “Y’all are trying to tell me that you hunted the Woman in White,” I started as I marked my index finger, “a wendigo,” I continued on the second finger, “Bloody fucking Mary,” I finished on my third finger, “and who the Hell knows how many other urban legends over the last fifteen years, but this one is fake?!”

Dean remained silent as he stared at the third article in the stack. I turned to Sam and he shrugged. “I know it’s a bummer, but think about it. We’re two weeks shy of Halloween. This sort of story always comes up this time of year from—”

“Sammy.”

The pit of my stomach plummeted. I had never heard Dean’s voice quiver with such intense fear. I turned to find his face whiter than the driven snow. Sam edged passed me for the table and looked at the article Dean held up to him. As his eyes scanned the page, the color drained from his face as if he had seen the most terrifying thing in his life.

No. Like he had just seen a ghost.

“Missed that one, huh?” Dean asked, voice barely above a whisper.

“Yeah,” Sam choked. “We have to go, don’t we?”

Dean raised his chin, then nodded slowly. “Yeah. I’m sorry, Sam. I know you—”

“It’s fine,” he mumbled as he folded his arms across his chest.

A quick glance between them revealed nothing so I asked, “It’s clearly not fine, Sam. You’ve been bummed for months. There hasn’t been a single case since Chuck’s assholery that you’ve been remotely interested in. I thought a quick and easy win would help.”

“That’s just it, Y/N,” he started. “It won’t be a quick and easy win.”

He turned on his heel and heavy footfalls carried him from the kitchen before Dean or I could respond. Defeated, Dean’s head sank between his shoulders, forehead cupped in both hands.

“What does he mean?” I asked.

Dean raised his head but said nothing. The longer he remained silent, the worse my fears grew. Something had deeply troubled both of them, enough that they had completely changed their minds about the case. But what had they seen?

I neared the table and slipped the article from the stack. The black and white image of two young boys and their father stared up at me. Beneath the photograph, a caption described the family:

Richard Philips (36) of Lawrence, Kansas and his sons John (11) and Thomas (7) pause in front of the museum for a photograph while on a fall vacation road-tripping across America.

A million thoughts and none tumbled through my head all at once. My eyes snapped to the header of the article where I found the date, and gooseflesh raced along my arms as I read aloud. "October 21st, 1990." In a rush, I slapped the article onto the table and flipped through the rest of the stack. "That's not possible. I only printed articles over the last week. How the Hell…"

Dean simply stared straight ahead, glassy gaze unseeing. A moment of uncomfortable silence lingered until he spoke. "Look a little closer at that picture."

I dared not look away from him, but Dean's grave instruction left me no choice. I snatched the paper up from the table and brought it right beneath my nose. The father stood tall, broad shoulders pulled back and his hands on the backs of his two boys. John, the older boy, looked much like his father, square jaw, oval eyes, and a brilliant smile. Happy as clams, those two.

The younger son, however, appeared quite uncomfortable. He clung to his father's leather coat, and a forced smile curled his lips, but never touched his eyes. Fear hid there behind a mop of hair and a clenched jaw. What had scared that little boy so that he clung to his father for safety?

An unbidden gasp rent from my lips. Shock spasmed through my fingers, and the paper fluttered to the table. "What did I just see?! How does that article exist and how do I have it now?"

Dean plucked the image from the table. His eyes narrowed as he spun the paper about, then flicked it to me as he set it back down. "Maybe the question isn't how, but why."

"Okay, now you sound like Sam," I stated. "Can you please tell me what's going on?"

He stood then and headed for the door. "Not enough time. We need to get on the road right now. It's a long drive to New York and we're on the clock."

With Dean through the door, I stood alone in the kitchen and… stalled. Hesitated. Something about the photograph drew me in once more. I needed to believe my own eyes, but what I’d seen a moment earlier flew in the face of reality. Then again, my reality had shattered ten years ago. I’d allowed the Winchesters to tear down everything I had once believed and they had built it back up with the truth.

Truth.

I picked up the photo once more. Despite my fears, my gaze slid to the left edge of the frame where a large, black horse stood so far away. Impossible. It should have been a small spec at that distance. Unless it was the size of a small house. But that was only the half of it. Though the clarity of the horse had drawn me in at first, it paled in comparison to its rider. A tall, imposing man sat astride the beast, clad all in black.

I knew it was going to happen, but I was still entirely unprepared. I startled again as the horse reared just as it had a moment earlier, and a large cannonball manifested in the rider's hand raised high over his head. Except he had no head.

But that wasn't the entire story, either. Sam and Dean had recognized something else about the photograph. And they had kept it between them. No matter how long I stared at it, the image offered up nothing else, not even a hint. I snatched up the stack of articles, whipping it off the table and stuffing it into the crook of my arm as I stomped from the kitchen.

The Winchesters had traded a few rounds with The Headless Horseman, of that I had no doubt. Not after what I had just witnessed. If they wanted to keep their secrets, fine. But I would bet my life on the fact that they thought they had wasted the son of a bitch.

Turns out some urban legends never die.

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