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#also a small funny story about that keychain
gilgil-machine · 4 months
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This man always knows when to come to me and cheer me up. Thank you, Gil🥺🥲❤️‍🩹
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m.axi thoughts. they don't stop, huh?
#okay but theyve never stopped- ive liked this guy since i was a very small ash aksjaksj#he's just so... 😳 yeah#he's so handsome and funny and cute.. and he's so strong! he's a little dumb but i love that about him too!#i've been thinking about them in the 5th game a lot#so much older now and theyve sorta sorted through everything. ash has her guy back. theyre both pretty messed up from#(gestures to the previous games) but theyre together#also you know how his aging slowed down bcs of the cursed sword? yeah ash doesnt have that shit going on#she very much looks like a woman in her 40s- the kids (l.exia x.iba and n.atsu) are all :O when she mumbles that hes actually older#i especially love thinking about them at night. their cuddles are so soft. ash has a scar on her back from a.staroth#and sometimes he just gets lost in the past seeing that scar#he thinks about everything he lost. and ash just holds him#oh but mostly theyre just the cool aunt and uncle in 5- love that for them. they had more than enough angst in the 4th game LMAO#oh okay alright real quick. story time. okay so i have a m.axi keychain on my bag (i'm gonna add my k.ilik and x.ianghua one too!)#(gotta complete the trio! s.c4 may have separated them but im better than that! muahaha!)#and this guy stops me and is like 'o shit is that maxi?' 'oh haha yeah! hes my favorite 🥰'#and the guy just looks at me for a second. then looks all disappointed. 'oh.. oh youre a m.axi main..'#yes??? so sorry if hes annoying to play against- hes so fun! anyways @that random stranger#not only do i play him#i smooch him too 🤭#(i didnt say that part out loud)#anyways where was i#right. m.axi. what a guy am i right?#oh and dont even get me started on his voice-#we're down bad this afternoon!#i love him so much akdjqksj he really is the funky pirate guy of my dreams#ash rambles 💚#okay yeah this one was actually a ramble LMAO
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cinnbar-bun · 8 months
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Straw Hats- Reversed AU HCs
AU: In which YOU are the character of a very famous franchise, and they are regular people who are fans of your series.
Note: GN!Reader, crack, very unserious
Luffy
Thinks you’re neat! Super cool!
People think he doesn’t really “get” you and just likes you for your awesome powers and/or cool appearance, but he drops like an innocent yet profound tidbit about you that shows he really is thinking of you.
Honestly probably only has a bootleg figure of you courtesy of Ace. It’s goofy as hell but he adores it.
Maybe has one of those printed graphic tees.
Ace and Sabo joke about his love for you but then Luffy throws his slippers at them.
If he sees anything with you on it, he’s just gushing over it.
Loves finding funny comics with you online.
Zoro
Guy who likes you for your powers.
The same guy who is also a weeb in front of the mirror and tries to replicate your awesome moves.
Help his roommates caught him-
I think he’d get those compression shirts/shorts with you or a symbol of yours for when he works out.
Also the guy who’s working out to your voice like those ASMR videos so he can pretend you’re praising him and congratulating him.
Gets into fights with Sanji about who’s the bigger fan.
I don’t see Zoro as the type to “collect” things, but he’d probably have a keychain of you around his belt or something as a good luck charm.
Might even have an action and poseable figure of you like a Figma.
Nami
Likes you lots, but also recognizes your merch potential.
Works alongside Usopp to produce fan merch or zines for you to make money.
Has a unique piece of jewelry with your symbol/iconography to wear.
She’s not wearing “obvious” for merch, because she just isn’t about that.
Probably has a few very expensive figures of yours that are special edition or anniversary editions that she managed to get at a steep discount.
Reads a bit of fanfic but tends to mostly peruse fanart of you.
Tends to have multiple ships for you- she doesn’t really favor one over the other she just thinks they’re interesting.
Likes to do cosplays of your fits, though. She’s gotten very popular for her lovely cosplays. She tends to handmake most of her cosplays, but Usopp and Franky add to the amazing accessories.
Plays the gacha game for your series, and her amazing luck means she gets practically all your units easily.
Usopp
The artist of the group who has seen and had to do heinous things for a commission.
Unlike the others, he IS making a self insert and HE IS DOING ART AND COMICS WITH YOU AND HIM AS THE MAIN COUPLE!
Has made a name for himself of making doujins and art for you. His store has seen lots of purchases for his doujins.
Nami basically is his account manager and has made him raise commission prices many times in order to pay their rent and so he can realize how valued his work is.
He mostly just posts his work but does like answering questions from fans and posting about how awesome you looked in the new episode.
Always making art and stories from you.
Has done fanfiction for you but it’s mostly with his OC/SI and his artwork tends to be more well-known.
Always does special drawings for your birthday and various holidays.
Plays the gacha and has bad luck so he has to whale for your unit. He insists he prefers just regular console or PC gaming instead of gacha.
Sanji
Number one fan, he WILL get into arguments about you and inject you into everything.
All your figures, all your merch, all of it in one specific room dedicated to you. Sanji even has a lifesize figure of you in a cool/cute pose he religiously cleans (and prays to ngl) every day because AINT NO WAY HIS LOVE IS GOING TO GET A SPECK OF DUST ON THEM!!
His work as a chef makes him busy, but he likes to wear small things of you like a brooch or something on his uniform to cheer him up through the day.
Makes videos cooking things you cooked or dishes you liked within the series.
He sometimes shows off his collection and Zoro calls him a loser and they get into fights in the comments.
Commissions art of you (probably Usopp) to hang up in the (Y/n) room.
I feel like he would do a persona/self-insert but also I feel like he’d be like no!!!! I cannot sully my beloved like that!!! So he focuses on just you.
Blocks people who are fans of you and does not like shipping anyone with you, hell no his mellorine is HIS!!!
Has done fanfic, mostly self-insert, and that’s pretty much all he reads. No ships.
Robin
“Oh, (Y/n)? Yes, they are an interesting character. I like them.”
[1 Million word count fic series, tagged: slow burn, character exploration, heavy angst, found family, Book 4 of 7]
“I just think they’re neat.”
Probably the mother fic writer for you and/or one of your ships.
Doesn’t socialize much online, just tends to post and scroll through the fics for you and answers comments under her fic.
Likes to support her fellow creators so she does look into the art and projects other fans have made.
Does try to create her own aesthetics for her blog and fics, but sometimes she just commissions Usopp to make her things for her fics to fit her vision.
Is really into unique and often abstract or “dark” art of you.
Yes you’re her favorite character, yes she will still make you suffer in her fics and art for the ~development~.
It’s a running gag with her peers where they ask her how she will torture them next.
She finds the Nendoroids of you are quite cute, so she bought one to go on her desk.
Franky
Franky likes making garage set figures of you.
He’s also a bit of a dork, so he will often make you pose with a super sentai outfit or large gundam robots (since they’re also a part of his crafting hobby).
Makes videos showing off the new figures he made of you.
He loves you cuz you’re his hero, you just amaze him!
Printed a photo of the art your creator did where you guys were all dressed like super heroes or something- suuuuppper up his alley and he loved seeing it.
He likes collecting the manga/comics for your series and keeps them on his personal shelf.
Franky also helps Nami/others with specific cosplay accessories. Franky is known for his craftsmanship, so he’s made plenty of cosplay gear for others that are above and beyond.
Him and Usopp have collabed to create the original figures of you that Franky adores.
Does those videos where he takes cheaper/smaller figures of you and adds to the base and design to make it more “epic”.
What the hell is “fanfiction”?
Brook
Goes by the username “Soul King” and uploads his covers of your franchise’s music.
He really loves you though so he’s often rocking your shirts while he’s recording the music.
He does a lot of different genres for your theme covers- jazz, heavy metal, lofi, piano, music box- he’s done em all.
Whenever he’s not recording covers of his music and does streams, he very proudly shows his figure of you and a poster he has hanging up on his wall.
Also plays the gacha game, has pretty good luck but never with your units.
“Wow! 5 Sugo-rares! Who are they- GOD DAMN IT IT’S JUST THE OTHERS!!! RATE UP IS A LIE!!!”
Brook is a menace though and I’m gonna keep that under wraps for various reasons.
Maybe in the future I might explain further.
Jinbei
Jinbei is classy, unlike many of the others here (we will not name names).
He’s more likely to “make” his own merchandise for you.
Handmade doll with a lovingly sewn kimono, for example.
Fancy tea set that is painted with your symbols but it’s so subtle and chic that some of his viewers don’t even realize it’s from some random franchise he likes.
He prides himself on his traditional and handmade crafts and you’re just an avenue to experiment with them.
He likes to design the kimonos and outfits with you in mind and the season. He shows the process of creating it in these calm and quiet BTS videos.
Really they are beautiful and the amount of love and skillmanship put into the work he does is fantastic, it’s awe inspiring.
Does not know what a fanfic, a gacha, or what a “fan edit” is. He’s an old man he’s got things to do, man.
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serxinns · 8 months
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Yandere mha x scarket witch reader: baby Reader headcanons
This is a alternate route to big sis eri but if aizawa and class 1a takes care of baby reader
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•In the middle of the battle you were fighting a time villain you and a few of your classmates were chasing the vision You caught up to the villain and dropkicked him and pinned him down but he used his quirk on you and you felt dizzy and all you heard was footstep fainting of the villain running off
•shoji was trying to look for you when he saw your hero costume on the alleyway ground he panicked when he saw the clothes started moving but to his surprise, it was a naked toddler under the clothes starting at him *Y/n..?" Shoji said slowly going closer to you and picking you up in his arms when he saw the familiar hawks keychain he instantly knew it was you so he wrapped you in arms and tentacles and took you to where the rest of the class is
•The class surrounded Shoji, emotions was in a mix of shock, awe, and adoration at the cute baby toddler that is their darling "Kyaaa!!! Y/n Chan is so cute!!!" Mina squealed while the rest of the girls started cooing and pitching your little cheeks while the boys glared jealously "Hey let us have a turn!" Kirishima said trying to go towards but you but jirou stopped him "what makes you think you get to hold them I know them better" "Lies! they know me more" Sero glared back at jirou "YOU DUMBASSES ARE ALL WRONG I KNOW THEM BETTER" Bakugo snarled at your classmates which makes them have a war of who gets to hold you it all stopped when you were wrapped around in tape and was pulled to your teacher mister aizawa
•"If nobody can agree then I might as well will take care of them" the class uproared in anger saying how it wasn't fair and shouting at him but was quickly quieted down when Aizawa threatened to give them all detection they all grumbled and scowled and went back into their seats defeated
•At training, you were playing with his scarf giggling and laughing a lot while Aizawa had a small smirk on his face unaware that a red-winged hero was watching them He swooped down and grabbed the toddler off with a "Yoink" out of Aizawa's hands and flew cradling the child while letting them play with their feather "Sorry cranky but ill be taking them for a while~" Hawks said with a playful smirk hearing the rest of the class panic and shocked Trying to tell him to put you down but it was too late the hr Flew off out of their sights and into the clouds Aizawa was furious how DARE he steal his child away from him But he realized an idea he saw his classmates panicking find a way to get you but in a lone eerie tone he said
"Whoever recruits y/n and gives them to me gets to spend time with them and gets extra credit"
•While Your Crazy dad and 20 of his classmates hunting after you, hawks took you to his agency where Mirko and Fatgun were there and standing like "Wtf?! 💀" he explained how you were hit with a time rewind quirk while mirko was pinching your cheeks and fatgum was making funny faces
•After a little argument about who gets to take care of you they decided to share and team up they took you to get some food and toys they spoiled TF out of you Mount lady Wanted to dress you in many matching outfits and take lots of pictures like those mommy and child family photos fatgum brought you a McDonald's kids meal and was entertaining you by making silly faces which made you giggle a lot they bless their poor little hearts
•It was all dandy until hawks heard his name being called in fury and surprise surprise! it was Aizawa along with mic, midnight and all might and your classmates also decided to work together and they were all PISSED and now it's Pros vs teachers vs students
•Cue the epic fight scene
•While the fight between Pros and the students increased nezu thought it was the perfect time to sneak you away and lock himself in his own office to spend time with you long story short he announced how everyone including the Pros was punished the students had to get detection, the Teachers get no breaks and the pros the pros a suspension while nezu happy that gets to spend time with you until the quirk wears off safe to say that Nezu won
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tetskuro · 2 months
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Hiii! I hope you’re doing well :)
I wanted to send in a request for a romantic matchup!
Gender + pronouns: female, she/her
Pair with: a guy
ideal partner: (can’t say anything super specific and this is all more of a guess but) someone who i can feel comfortable and safe to be myself around, who has a heart of gold, and who makes me laugh. i’m a yapper so maybe someone who yaps with me, or is a good listener?
personality: motherly, extroverted, and loud-> especially around people/friends where I’m the more responsible/outgoing one. on my own i’m more reserved and prone to being shy. i can be stubborn and really impulsive at times. i’m also the type who daydreams all day and thinks up elaborate stories while trying to sleep. i’m also very nerdy (nerdy hobbies/interests)
appearance: 5’6, curvy/chubby south asian. wavy brown hair (medium length), brown eyes. I dress pretty colourfully, kind of miss frizzle if she was a gen z uni student (a lot of my fav clothes are sweaters with fruits on them)
hobbies: drawing, crocheting, playing video games, reading, and cooking!
love languages: gifts and quality time (the same for both giving and receiving)
ideal first date: going to a museum + dinner :)
bonuses: enfp, libra! also I’m the youngest of three siblings, and in currently attending art school
thank you!
- 💌
your matchup is...
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azumane asahi
⭑ asahi may be a bit timid at first but behind his outward demeanor, he has a heart of gold
⭑ a very good listener, he'll happily let you yap and remember every little detail that you tell him
⭑ you could tell him a funny story about something that happened to you years ago and he'd bring it up two weeks later because he's that attentive
⭑ asahi is just a huge teddy bear so you'd definitely feel safe and comfortable around him
⭑ he finds that your extroverted nature and loudness contrasts his own personality, which he likes
⭑ with your outgoing personality, you're able to make him feel at ease
⭑ asahi thinks your style is absolutely adorable omg
⭑ he especially loves all of your colorful sweaters with fruits on them
⭑ wants to learn how to crochet too so he can make something for you
⭑ i honestly think asahi would tear up if you ever gifted him something
⭑ it could be something as small as a keychain and he'd still feel emotional that you thought of him
⭑ asahi would love a museum and dinner date
⭑ you guys would go to the museum of your choice first and then head to dinner at a restaurant afterwards where you can finally rest your feet
⭑ he'd definitely be anxious on the first date so if you see him wiping his hands on his pants a lot, the nerves are getting to him
⭑ but once you assure him that you're having fun, he starts to loosen up and truly enjoy your time together as well
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your matchup runner-up is tanaka ryuunosuke
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heyyy i saw that you’re taking sv and sve requests 👀👀👀 do you happen to write hc’s with a sv/sve character x farmer?
Hey hey, dear anon! 👋 Thanks for your ask)
I don't know if I can call it headcanons, in fact - these are small stories of a farmer and their partner, pure fluff and love. Still, I hope, you like it 😊
Btw, I only wrote about bachelors here, so if you want HC on bachelorette too (or you want something specific), then feel free to ask again!
Some random SVE headcanon: Farmer x bachelor
Alex:
Alex takes a beach ball with him every time he and the Farmer go on vacation to Ginger Island. He believes that on such a beautiful, sunny and hot day, there is nothing better than having fun and playing volleyball with his partner/spouse. And if Sam, Abigail and other active youth come to the island with them, then you can even arrange a small competition! "You'll be on my team, right Farmer?" Of course, how could it be otherwise! Everyone had a great time, and if Alex and the Farmer also won, Alex will remember it all day long, calling his partner a "lucky talisman" and praising their physical abilities and dexterity. After this, there is nothing better than sitting on the sand and watching the sunset in an embrace with your loved one.
Sam:
Sam has been emotionally tired of working at Joja lately, Morris assigned him an extra job that left him with rubbery arms and legs, and Sam himself is not in the good mood. So when he and the Farmer are sitting under the tree while Sam is telling what "kind of devil he got instead of the boss", the Farmer playfully pokes their finger into Sam's ribs, causing an immediate reaction - Sam's tirade abruptly stopped, and the corners of his lips involuntarily twitched into a smile. Sam and Farmer looked at each other with playful sparks in their eyes that meant one thing: the tickle war had begun! You two rolled around on the grass, trying to tickle each other, until after 10 minutes of playful wrestling, you both lay exhausted on the grass, and agreed to a draw. Sam sat up a little and kissed Farmer on the lips, thanking them for distracting him from bad thoughts.
Elliott:
The duet of piano and mini harp is a rather unusual combination, but Farmer and Elliott were able to combine these two instruments into a single harmony. Farmer found a certain charm and cosiness in the cabin of the long-haired writer. Especially when Elliott, having learned about the musical abilities of his partner, offered to play a duet together. Sometimes, on rainy days, when drops hit the roof in a crazy rhythm, the house is filled with the aroma of cooked lobster, and gentle music of harp and piano soars in the air, making Elliott's seemingly small and lonely beach house so cozy and alive that these wonderful emotions cannot be described in any book of the world.
Shane:
Shane still can't believe that his partner talked him into helping Emily color the eggs for the Egg Festival. Of course, Shane loves everything to do with chickens, but he usually left the coloring to Emily and others, considering himself completely untalented in this. Well, until the Farmer insisted on painting the eggs together. The painted eggs turned out quite nice and neat. Some were either funny or a little ugly, as the Farmer and Shane started fooling around and poking paintbrushes at each other. Well, the eggs are ready, Shane and the Farmer have paint all over their hands and faces, Jas and Marnie are giggling softly. Shane turns to Farmer with a warm smile and says they should do it again next year.
Sebastian:
For Sebastian, the Anphibian exhibition in the Zuzu city is perhaps the perfect excuse to ride a motorcycle with his partner/spouse. The feeling of a cool breeze on the skin, delicious street snacks and coffee with conversations about various topics, an exhibition of the most diverse and incredible species of frogs, salamanders, toads and others. A beautiful frog keychain bought by the Farmer for Sebastian as a gift. Slightly flushed Sebastian, who accepted the gift and now always wears it on the keys. If after the exhibition they return home late at night, when houses and billboards light up the highway, such a trip is especially dear to Sebastian's heart. "I know you're not a fan of big cities, but we should be doing this sort of thing more often, don't you think?" The Farmer cannot but agree with the wonderful proposal of their soulmate.
Harvey:
Honestly, neither Harvey nor the Farmer understood when they managed to spin in a slow dance to light jazz. A minute ago, these two were sitting in the Saloon on a winter evening, drinking spiced mulled wine, laughing and chatting. And in an instant - pleasant calm music sounds in the jukebox, they holding hands and slowly dance, not paying attention to other people present. Harvey was a little nervous and embarrassed at first, but after a couple of sips of a hot drink and a gentle look from his loved one, Harvey forgot about the existence of the whole world. Just him, his partner, the music and their dance. They finished the dance and people began to applaud them (some even whistled). The Farmer gave Harvey a light kiss, and they both returned to their table, ordering two more mugs of mulled wine from Gus. "On the house," Gus said quietly, winking at them both.
Victor:
Victor's attempts to talk to the Castle Village adventurer during Spirit's Eve failed when a cloaked warrior with a scar rudely dismissed him and simply ignored him further. Victor, of course, guessed that the adventurers might not be too friendly and accommodating, but the insult addressed to him was clearly superfluous. When the Farmer came out of the maze and found out the reason for their partner's depressed mood, they turned towards the adventurer and barked something so vulgar that the scarred warrior's face twisted in anger. The Farmer immediately went to Victor, kissing him on the cheek and promising that "not a single arrogant will dare to offend a person dear to them." Later, the Farmer was offered to tell Victor his questions about adventures and monsters. Victor just looked at them with adoration and love, noting more than once how brave and wonderful his partner is.
Lance:
A few days of relaxation in a house on Ginger Island, surrounded by beautiful sea views, sand, tropical plants and wildlife... Lance never thought that he would even have such a thing as "free time" and "weekends", and even more so - the concept of "partner", "spouse" and "love". The life of an adventurer is dangerous, usually no time for a peaceful life. Lance stands under a palm tree, listening to the sea breeze and the call of tropical parrots, enjoying the beautiful sunrise. The gallant adventurer turns around at the call of his partner, who with a smile invites him to breakfast. The cabin is filled with the scent of tropical curry made from freshly grown produce on this small piece of land. The Farmer kisses Lance and teases playfully about the fact that Lance flies faster than a bullet when he smells curry. Lance just laughs softly in response and looks at his love so tenderly that the Farmer, as if reading the magician’s mind, blushes a little and smiles even wider. Lance mentally thanked Yoba and his Guild leader for the opportunity to patrol Ginger Island. After all, it was thanks to this that two adventurers met and found their happiness in each other.
Magnus:
If someone told Magnus that he would put on a wreath of autumn leaves and throw the same fallen leaves at someone during the game, the old wizard would say that his interlocutor had gone cuckoo. He doesn't remember doing this even in his youth, much less now. But it happened: the Farmer offered Magnus a joint similar to the forest for mushrooms and plants for elixirs. After the successful collection, the Farmer, in view of their love and energy, began to shower Magnus's head with small pieces of leaves, invoking the "leaf rain magic". Magnus didn't really get the joke at first, but catching his young partner's playful attitude, the corners of Magnus' lips curled into a smile as he quickly raised his hand, whispering an air elemental spell, lifting a bunch of leaves into the air and raining them down on the Farmer. He hadn't laughed so hard in a long time. This went on until evening, when they both decided to return to the farm, take a bath and clean their hair and clothes from fallen leaves, both tired and in good spirits. Just don't forget your basket with mushrooms, you're two dorks!
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ladyxskywalker · 8 months
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sky lady late night rambles 🌙🥰
stayed up too late working on a crochet order for my small business
(Yes, I finally did it ! just starting out)
& at the same time, I was also on the phone with my boyfriend (he was telling me gossip from trivia night & funny stories about friends)
so we both got off the phone quickly because I didn't realize what time it was & I think he said real fast "go, go to sleeps, night night, love you, goodnight" so I said it back "ok, talk to you tomorrow, love you goodnight"
then the phone call cut off, so I wasn't sure if he heard me 😬 I was so scared !
but he did ! he heard me & texted me right after "love you too" 🥰
It made me so giggly & happy right before bed.
I'm so glad we finally feel comfortable saying it to each other & now he's been saying it more often without being afraid to express his feelings. 💐❤️
over the weekend, we were talking & he was holding me after I was confiding in him about struggling a bit & he just said "I love you, everything is ok, I'm sorry I didn't say it when I should have."
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It meant so much because I was so worried he didn't feel the same. That was my biggest wish for him to love me back.
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Sat will be our 1 year anniversary. 💌
I can't believe we've seen 4 seasons together, shared so many special moments & made a lot of loving memories.
June 2022, he was just "baseball guy ⚾️" here on the blog ! I saw him for the first time & didn't even know his name.
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Dec 2022, he was "grumpy bb", & at first I thought that he couldn't stand me at all !
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Jan 20th 2023, with a funny nudge from my best friend AR, we talked for the first time & hit it off immediately.
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Jan 21st 2023, my phone broke & I had no way of contacting him. we were supposed to hang out on this day, so I went to the bar in person to wait for him. our best friend, "JJ"wrote his number down on my receipt for me, which I still have & carry with me in my purse wherever I go. The entire thing is faded except for his number & the date on the bottom.
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Jan 29th 2023, we went for a walk in the cold winter & bonded over loving the movie "March of the Wooden Soldiers". We shared our first kiss, & my silly friends witnessed the whole thing. It was hysterical & wonderful at the same time.
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Feb 2023, I gave him a special keychain of a plane that has meaning for us. Months later, he gave me a little blue pin with a plane on it, too.
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Fast Forward >>> to Now 💫
We're pretty much inseparable. Sure, we've had our ups & downs, stupid fights & misunderstandings. No one said this would be easy or perfect. But I feel like we are it for each other & I wouldn't have it any other way.
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Jan 2024, he's my best friend, the love of my life. I feel like the universe led us to one another when we needed each other more than ever.
❄️💙
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elijahhendley · 2 months
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8月1號 Day 21: Dragons & Tigers & Trains, OH MY!
Today I woke up around 9 and went to breakfast. I think breakfast has just been downhill since they stopped serving xiao long bao after the first day. Anyways, after breakfast we took the party bus(shoutout Terry) to our first stop of the day, the Lotus pond and surrounding temples. 2500 years ago the emperor of china chose confusionism over Taoism because it shows relations between people, while Taoism focuses on relation between nature and people. When we arrived, one of the temples was actually under construction/renovation. It was interesting to see — reminded us of Gainesville construction. There were different statues and depictions of animals and people. There were dragons, tigers and turtles. I did not see too many Lotus flowers because Yeh Laoshi told me that they usually bloom in June so we are a month late. As we were walking, people started to unhook Andy’s clog keychain from his bag so I joined in and started to switch people’s keychains. It was funny because I moved Austin’s keychain onto Jasmine's bag without him or her noticing, and he was trying to get it back with her noticing. Fun little game. Then we went back to the bus to get lunch. We had a group lunch today and we went to another all you can eat Mongolian hotpot place. It was really good. I had 3 bowls and decided that pork is the best type of meat they have here in Taiwan. It is so good in everything. Peter paid for us all and also, he told us since our last hotel was really bad we get to have another free lunch in the future at another buffet maybe. Lastly we took a pretty long drive to an old train station. It was really small and there was not much to do but we made it fun. I rode on a battery powered toy train. We took pictures in the conductor uniforms, held signs, and bought banana plushies that ironically say made in China. That was our last stop and then we headed back to the bus for our hour-long drive back to the hotel. I stayed their for the rest of the night, ate ramen and pastries, did this blog post and went to bed.
Academic Reflection
Today I want to reflect on the temples that we went to. The temples are always so detailed and amazing to look at, but why are they designed the way they are? So normally you would enter into a dragons mouth/throat when you enter a temple and leave through a tigers mouth. This is supposed to symbolize turning bad luck into good fortune. The dragon represent Yang and the tiger represent Yin. I don't truly understand the concept because the Dragon represent Yang, which is light, power, and action. While the Tiger represents darkness, stillness, and negative forces. So I would think you would enter through the Yin side and exit through the Yang side, the light side for goodluck. But, maybe i need to do more research in this aspect.
Also, other interesting things observed in the temples were the stories they told. There are 24 stories called the 24 filial exemplars in confucionism. Peter told us a couple of stories, one being how a son let mosquitoes feed on his blood in hopes they wouldn't bother his parents because they were too poor to afford mosquito nets. Another about a son eating his fathers feces in order to see if he was sick. And on last one about a woman's mother-in-law loosing all her teeth, so the woman breastfed her mother-in-law to keep her nourished for multiple years. All of the stories have the common theme of children sacrificing for their parents. I find it interesting because even peter told us it seemed like China chose confucious ideas so that children will serve their parents more diligently. Super interesting to read and study about.
Unil next time, 再見!
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angst-king · 2 months
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A man by Many names (pt 4)
(Continuation of my Villain deku + child reader fic) (CW mention of child abuse, physical harm/burning) “(Y/n), you ready to meet my friends?” You nodded nervously, you knew that you didn’t have to talk to them or let them play with you. Izuku made that clear and you knew that he wouldn’t make you do anything you didn’t want to. You remained close behind Izuku when he led you to the living room. On the couch, you saw two people, an older girl with her hair up in messy space buns. She sounded excited to meet you from the way she talked to the man beside her. He looked scary, his skin was both pale and purple, he had lots of staples in him and his spiky back hair went every which way.
Izuku cleared his throat to get the two’s attention so he could introduce you to them. Their eyes landed on you and you tried to hide further behind Izuku’s leg making a small whimpering noise.
“This is (Y/n), (y/n) the girl with the blond hair’s name is Himiko Toga, and the guy with the black hair is Dabi” You nodded while looking up at them with a tiny smile. Toga waved enthusiastically at you with a wide toothy smile.
“Hi (Y/n) like Izuku said I’m Himiko Toga, you can call me Toga!” Her loudness did startle you, you clung to Izuku’s leg, Dabi noticed this and got down to his knees while telling Toga not to be so loud.
“Sorry about her, she gets loud when she’s excited. Like Izuku said, I’m Dabi.” He offered his hand to shake which you hesitantly shook. This made Izuku happy to see you trying to interact with them, he knew not to push you and allowed you to cling to him.
“Dabi and Toga are my friends, I’ve known them for a while, we don’t work together too much but. Sometimes we have to join for certain projects.” You looked up at Izuku and asked.
“Are they here because of a project?” He smiled and nodded.
“Mhm, it's going to take a good while so I figured if we’re going to be meeting up more than usual you should meet them too.”
You seemed to understand, Toga then got out a small box and held it out to you.
“I got you something I think you’ll like.” You opened the little box and saw it was a bluey keychain, you grinned and bounced lightly with joy and showed it to Izuku.
“Look! Look!” Izuku genuinely thought his heart was gonna melt into the floor from seeing you happy over a key chain. The way your eyes lit up, how you stood on your tiptoes uneasily and squealed when you found out the charm made noise. Whoever said villains don’t have a heart were liars cause Izuku’s just turned into a puddle! You had him put the key chain on your backpack while thanking Toga profusely. It was something small but you loved it so much!
During their meeting, you sat on the floor and colored while the adults talked. Though you stayed observant, there was a question you wanted to ask Dabi but you didn’t know since you were scared to interrupt. As soon as Izuku excused himself to use the bathroom the other two got quiet, now was your chance.
“M-mister Dabi” Dabi looked at you softly with a raised brow.
“Yes, kid?”
“Wh-why are you purple?” This got a small laugh from the two of them, the question did sound funny! It was a minute of laughter till Izuku came back asking what was going on as he sat down on the couch. Through his wheezing and belly laughter Dabi told Izuku what you said. Izuku was laughing a little and patted you on the head.
“Ah yeah, I see why it sounded funny.” After they composed themselves Dabi explained.
“My quirk is blue fire, its very powerful. When I was a kid I was being trained by an awful man who had me using my quirk too much to the point I was burning myself. This purple stuff is my skin after too much damage.” Your curiosity changed to sadness, you didn’t know the full story but you also didn’t like seeing people hurt.
“That's sad” “Yeah I know kiddo but now I’m away from that awful man and I can use my quirk however I want!” He flicked his wrist and a spark clicked igniting a small flame in the palms of his hands.
“See!” You looked in awe to see the flame flicker and dance, the color was so pretty. You wanted to reach out and touch it but knew that was a bad idea.
“So pretty!” You then asked him if it hurt him to do that, he shook his head.
“No, because that’s not my full power, if I were to use too much of my power like when I was younger then I’d hurt myself but making flames like these is nothing.” Seeing Dabi’s burned skin reminded you of your own burn injuries from your parents. Although it wasn’t the magnitude of burns like Dabi’s since you weren’t purple, it still made your skin feel weird remembering what happened.
“My daddy burned me alot.” You muttered and shrank away from Dabi’s fire, even though you were quiet Dabi heard you and frowned. He turned off his quirk and let you go to Izuku who pulled you into his lap.
“He did?” You nodded, Dabi looked over your body from where he sat and he did notice the skin changes along your head and throat. He did wonder why your hair looked off when he saw you.
“He was mad at me cause I told him ‘i loved him’ and he grabbed me by my hair and throat. It really hurt.” Izuku didn’t know that detail about the day you had come to his place. He knew just from the observation that the two had completely abandoned you after performing bodily harm. He never asked how it was done or “why”, there really never is a good reason for an adult to be hurting a child no less a toddler. You were only 3 or 4! Toga seemed upset by this as well, all of the adults had a look of pity but underneath a feeling of shared rage boiled. Izuku gave you a loving hug promising he would never harm you.
“I will never do that to you (Y/n), you did not deserve that, he should not have done that.” “Yeah kid your parents are supposed to love you, they shouldn’t hurt you” “Ey it ain’t your fault kiddo” Both Toga and Dabi added, it wasn’t surprising for the three of them to have a soft spot for children considering their upbringings. Izuku was burning on the inside with fury, he wanted to set you down, go hunting for those disgraceful heroes, and beat them in front of everyone. He wanted them to feel the pain you had felt due to their negligence and cruelty. But he couldn’t do that, he had a plan, he wanted them to feel just how unsafe you felt for so long, how vulnerable and scared you were, he didn’t just want to rip their insides out of them, no he wanted to make them suffer!
You did feel good knowing that what happened was not your fault, Izuku and the others had been the first to tell you that. You couldn’t describe how you felt fully but, you knew it wasn’t a bad feeling to be told that you did not deserve what your parents did to you.
Minutes later you were playing flappy bird on Izuku’s phone while they talked.
“So what’s the plan, where do we start?” Dabi asked, Izuku adjusted himself on the couch as he answered.
“As I said during the meeting I want you to scare them, do whatever you two want to them that wont kill them…yet. Start out slow with what you do, make them feel as if they are going crazy until their life starts to fall apart around them.”
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lixenn · 5 months
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COMES IN TO BOTHER YOU. what was the first fic you wrote? do you have any cool keychains/trinkets you carry around? if money and time was no object, what field of study/career would you pursue? what is a book youre currently reading?
WOW SO MANY QUESTIONS I LOVE IT!!
Let's get you some answers then:
First fic
... Already stumped at that one, because damn my memory is so fucking bad. I can't even ruffle through my documents on laptop because when I first started writing I had a different one and I'm not sure if I transfered all the files when I upgraded.
*tries to make the brain do the thinking thing*
I think actually my first try at anything fanfic like was with my super cringy self-insert thing into the Percy Jackson universe. I didn't even know fanfic was a thing at the time and I'm pretty sure I deleted that document because it went absolutely no where, so yeah that was probably it. I was and still kinda am pretty obsessed with Uncle Rick's work, so it's no surprise to me that I tried my hand at writing fanfic without knowing the concept even existed. However I wouldn't be able to tell you what that story was about even if you put a gun to my head so I can't really give you much detail.
Cool keychain/trinkets
Unfortunately no cool keychains for me, I have a heart shaped one my mum got me from her trip to Berlin but that's pretty basic. As for trinkets? Do earrings count? Because I have some pretty dope sword earrings.
The keychain situation might change though, because my friend is going to Japan in May and he promised to get me a souvenir, so maybe I'll have a cool KHR keychain soon (might get something else though who knows ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)
Field of study/career
It's a toss up between Writer and Owner of Small Crochet Business. I would love to spent my day just being creative and making stuff. I do like science and I think with all the time I invested in my studies I can say I'm not bad at it but it's not my passion. Like, learning about new stuff is fun and I certainly can do experiments and data analysis but give me the option to simply chill on my couch/bed and just create, I would choose it over science every single time.
I'd probably need to get a better grip on scheduling my day because I realized having a strict routine does wonders for my mental health but otherwise just let me make stuff and I'll be happy.
BOOKS
*stares at all the books in my shelf that I've started but currently don't have the energy to read*
...
You want me to choose just ONE?
Well, if we take the one I read the most recently it's Assisstant to the Villain by Hannah Nicole Meahrer. It's a cozy fantasy romance, easy to read and quite funny at times. I liked the premise so I picked it up and I'm over half way through but my brain is so focused on writing right now, I don't really have the motivation to read (which is very strange since normally it's the other way around.)
Other titles that are gathering dust in my self:
The Lies of Locke Lamora by Scott Lynch; also funny but in a more serious way, very heavy on the worldbuilding which is awesome but it takes a lot of brainspace so I put it on hold for now.
As Good as Dead by Holly Jackson; I binged the first two books in the trilogy in a day, but this one a bit darker than the others (which makes sense because shit happened) and I need to be in a certain brainspace for that.
The colour of magic by Terry Prachett; I read a lot of Discworld as a kid but I read it in German. This book is my first try reading Prachett in his original glory and it's actually a bit difficult, because again very heavy on the worldbuilding.
I know you only asked for one book, but I'm a chronic oversharer and you asked about BOOKS okay?! I'm bad at controlling myself when it comes to book discussions, so be glad I just kept it to four examples, I could have listed more!
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fo-enjoyer · 1 year
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🌻🌼🌸
Okay so you didn't give a name and I think people usually just choose or do all if they have a small amount and I have a small amount so I guess I'll do that.
🌻 - How would you describe your S/O physically
Shrike: Well starter she's a moth she's like uhhh Emerald moth or something. Like antennas, wings, and all. She has fur on her neck, some on her wings too. It's pretty soft- Well when she decides to brush it. A jacket, shirt, sweatpants. Honestly amiga, they're not really much interesting other than she's a moth.
Fantoccio: Well she's a cat with soft smooth black fur, and 2 big yellow spots on her right ear, and eye. One on her chest too, but you usually can't see it beneath her jacket that she never zips up. It's a dark blueist-green jacket with white stripe going down the sleeves. Also has a little pride flag keychain attached to a pocket. Even with not much to her looks she's the most beautiful person in the room usually other then maybe myself. Even if others don't see it. She's always has a happy look on her face that could light up even the most blackest of darkness! She's a pleasure for anyone to lay their eyes on!
Little dramatic ain't it
🌼 - How would you describe your S/O personality?
Hmmm. Well Beebs alway said me and her are very similar. I guess I see it. She can be adventurous, going with a lot of my plans! She's kinda stubborn, gets bored easily, and also stupid according to Beebs. Other then that tho. She's a cábron especially to me yet with Beebs she's sweet as sugar! Also a clean freak too, if you're "unsanitary" near her you might as well consider yourself muerto. Even with all this tho she can be caring...To some degree. She cares about what people think about her, and just want to have a good impression even if they're just some perra.
She a visionary like me, and quite a creative one at that! She has a lot of ideas, of course some of them need a little touching up, but with my expert help it could be perfect! I even let her revise my scripts sometimes. She's also very kind and sweet when she not teasing me. She'll constantly joke about my hight, and how I get flu- I mean embarrassed by her attempts at flirting. *looks around cautiously* Amen! But I digress. She's just a beautiful person inside and out!
🌸 - How did you meet your S/O?
Funny story technically we first met when she stole the last fuel tank from Beebs as we were shopping. But we didn't really meet until we had a babysitter her for a few days since her ship got destroyed by these part thief guys. She had to live in our ship by Beebs's request till her's got fixed. Then we started talking... kinda. It was more like passive aggressive comments at each other, but we got there eventually. Clearly.
First introductions aren't everything since ours wasn't the best. She came in my humble abode, and started going through my stuff! I'm not sure how long she's been there before I notice her. At first I thought she was a fan maybe! Maybe Billie actually brought up my show to someone, but no she was just snooping around since she thought no one lived there. Which I guess is forgivable since it's an seemingly abandoned theater, but at least you can make your presents known! *sighs* But I say that's all behind us now. I'm somewhat thankful she came even with the rude introduction. We are now together, and probably never would have happened if I didn't met her that day. I would have write her off as just a person not worth my time.
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helianthus-hellion · 7 months
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For the ask game all of them
6. are you good at picking up on when people are flirting with you, or do you tend to be more oblivious?
30. who's your favorite sapphic character?
31. LEAST favorite sapphic character?
32. tell a funny story about something really gay you've done.do you get crushes/fall in love easily?
35. if you could tell your younger sapphic self anything, what would it be?
(as per your rec I am listening the Ninefox Gambit audiobook :3 )
i. am glad u sent the questions along with the numbers bc i do not think i have reblogged any sapphic ask games??? sounds fun tho. anyway uhh
6. oh i'm terrible at it. i miss it when people do, and then sometimes i will think someone might be flirting with me and am wrong so i just don't fucking know at all.
30. i've never been good at choosing favorites for anything ever but since u mentioned ninefox gambit i will say cheris i guess?? also a big fan of vi from arcane, laudna from critical role, and Every Dyke In Dykes To Watch Out For.
31. i'm sure there are some i don't like but i am drawing a blank rn tbh
32. that is either two questions or u forgot a number. anyway u would genuinely be better off asking @chondrichthyesrain for funny gay stories of mine but a recent gay thing that i did was when i went to get my first T shot at my doctor's office i wore a shirt from a concert i went to with my partner last fall and brought a snail shell fossil in my pocket to represent angela so it was like they were with me when i got the shot. all of the gay things i remember doing are more sappy than funny, sorry 😅
32.5 i never know how to answer this question bc i tend to have a hard time differentiating crushes from friendship? especially bc i'm polyam so i can't even use "would date this person above this other person" as a marker. i have a lot of friends i would kiss and go on dates with, and i'll see a cute stranger on the bus with a cool keychain or whatever and fall a little bit in love with them, but i feel like those things are different? i get Small Crushes quickly and easily but they're like. fleeting or not very strong. Bigger Crushes i get more rarely.
35. stop dating boys in high school just bc u feel like u wanna date someone. it's not worth it. ur taste in men is often terrible anyway.
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rurifangirl · 2 years
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the struggles i went thru to send this😔😔😔
do you collect anything?
any nicknames?
fave colour and why?
do you believe in ghosts and/or aliens?
name 3 things that make you happy
Dw dw I totes understand 😭😭
Do you collect anything?
I used to collect mlp stuff when i was younger and I do want to continue!! For now It's small stuff, but It'll soon grow😌
I also love to collect silly funky pens i find in stores, even if most of the time they don't rly work 😔 (+ keychains!!!! I love keychains)
I used to collect funko pops and while I don't rly as of recently, I'm gonna count It
Any nicknames?
Oooo I've got a few!! Most of my irls use two variation of my name: Ily or Ile.
Usually Ily Is for family or closed friends, since It sounds the most sweet n looks like the I love you acronym.
Ile's more for Friends . Like the name ud scream in the supermarket if you lost your child
For a time period I went by Creep, which Is a nickname coming from my old yt channel. I mostly used It w italian peeps so I didn't think much of It until I came here😭
Recently I've also got the nickname "Parmiggiano" (Or parmesean in english) by a friend .
The story Is that, after school, during our first hangin out we went to McDonald's n I took an happy meal for the Toy. There was the parmesean option ((i rly like parmesean)) so i was fuck It!! N took It. I told my friend abt It n we started making lighthearted jokes.
End of the story; the full name of the cheese Is "Parmiggiano Reggiano", n now I'm parmiggiano n they are reggiano. We are funny u see
Ofc I've also gotten Ruru bc of my name here😌😌(Fun fact!! At the beginning It was actually a nickname for Ruri, but i ended up taking It n now his nickname ™ Is soup wink wink chaotic)
Fave color and why?
RED!!! At the beginning It was green, n while i still do like It Red just got a place in my heart now😔 I'm not sure as to why It happened, but it's a shapey colour n decided to make It mine.
Do you belive in ghosts and/or aliens?
I have mixed feelings about ghosts to this day, but I'm more than convinced that Aliens exist like??? No way in hell we're alone ((((((i am free on saturdays)))))))
name 3 things that make you happy
BALTINOOOO!!!!!!
Talking w friends n moots yall r my silly lil ppl with the silly lil shenanigans!!!
Doodling tbh, but like, chibis. They heal the world FRRRRR we Need more silly chibis in this world .
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PLATO KEYCHAIN
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kise ryota x gn!reader ; soulmate!au
a soulmate au where your dreams are your soulmate’s memories. also, enemies to lovers.
warnings: reader cusses, like, once , mentions of food , mentions of academic pressure , little blood (a nosebleed is mentioned once) , fainting , kise being dumb
request by @carinacassiopeiae​​:  Hii! Yes please, go write knb fics ahhhh and please tag me!! Umm, for a request, soulmate au with kise?? But like at the start, they're enemies so cue the angst and whatnot, but they find out they're soulmates so yeah thank youu
word count: 3363
this is my first request and first one shot so i got kinda enthusiastic and ended up writing it immediately lol. i try to make the reader gender neutral, unless someone requests me a specific gender so if i accidentally typed a pronoun other than they/them for the reader here, please tell me :>>
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Light blue hair.
Ah, you’re having another dream.
Dreams were pretty rare for you these past few weeks―maybe even months―all because studying hindered your sleep, messed with your energy, and you’re too tired to even dream.
But that doesn’t matter right now, clearly your mind feels good enough to show you a story in your sleep.
A tall boy with green hair and glasses took a small wooden box from his school bag.
Oh, his fingers are taped? What a weird guy.
“I wanted to thank you for letting me copy your notebook,” he said. “These are custom-made rolly pencils used as a last resort for tests.”
“Rolly pencils?!”
A cute girl with pink hair accepted them, smiling as she did.
“Custom means you made it yourself?” said your person.
The green-haired boy grins, lifting his glasses. “That’s what giving your utmost best is all about.”
“Nah,” your hand shook, denying what he said. “You put on airs and say all that stuff, but it’s still super lame!”
Who the hell is your soulmate. You can’t tell if he’s funny or mean.
“Ah! There are three of them! I’ll give you one, Tetsu-kun,” the girl said, handing one pencil to a boy with blue hair.
“Oh, are you sure?” asked he.
“Yeah!” the girl nods. “Studying for tests will be tough with a sprained wrist, right? So, it’s a little gift to cheer you on!”
The boy smiles, looking at the pencil. “I’ll take it then.”
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You wake up with a sigh.
It was an adorable dream, honestly. You couldn’t help but be happy for your soulmate who had such fun friends.
Well, it was fun while it lasted. You wish you had those kinds of friends. Must be nice…
You shake the dream out of your head and started getting ready for school. You take a glance at your study table, still messy from your nightly study sessions that you force on yourself before you go to sleep. There are even nights when you don’t allow yourself to rest if you didn’t study at least three subjects.
It’s okay, though. Studying is necessary and you should be mature enough to understand and accept that. Yes, be mature, y/n. messing around wouldn’t get you anywhere in life.
You head out, feeling a little relaxed thanks to that one good sleep you’ve had in months.
The sky has the most perfect looking clouds, the wind feels nice as it moves past you, the neighbor’s dog is asleep, you didn’t forget anything at home.
You smile slightly as you walk.
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Kise Ryota woke up with heavy breaths.
What was that dream? Oh, god, he just woke up and he’s already sweating.
As he gets dressed in his usual uniform and packed his things, he can’t get that dream out of his head.
No, no, it should be a nightmare, right? Why is that… oh god, I hope they’re okay.
During morning practice he ranted to his friend.
“Isn’t it horrible, Kasamatsu-senpai?” He pouts, sitting on the bench as he wipes his face. “Even Greek philosophers wouldn’t study so much that they’d black out.”
“Since when did you know anything about Greek philosophers?” his senpai spouts.
Kise blinked. Right, since when did he know about those? “Maybe it was in my dream? Oh, there was that one cute Plato keychain my soulmate has…” He smiles dreamily, thinking of how cute the keychain looked. “No, that’s not important! What’s important is that my soulmate had a nose bleed and fainted because they were overworking―oh my god, they could be dead by now!”
“They’re not, you moron. Shut up already.”
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In the classroom, you stare at the window past the boy to your left. You know you should be studying right now for your next class but you wanted to tone it down since you were still scared of exceeding your own limitations.
You wouldn’t forget how humiliating that hospital room is. You should’ve known better.
“Staring at me, l/n-chan?”
“Oh, how annoying,” you speak in a monotone voice. “I was admiring how beautiful the view is if only you weren’t there. Mind moving, Kise-kun?” You scowl at him.
“Tsk, tsk, l/n-san you should learn your manners. We’re in high school, we should be mature.” The blond grins, lifting his chin up.
“Huh? What do you know about maturing, you muscle for brains? I don’t think you can even spell that word. You piss me off, could you leave right now piss hair?”
He gives you a dirty look and sighs. “Back then, you avoided me and now you’re bullying me? Aren’t your academics making your head kinda big?”
“Hmm…” you cross your arms. “And what are your idiot brain cells doing? Playing basketball with your brain?”
The science teacher walked in before he could make a comeback.
You turn your back to him, honestly, why the hell is it so upsetting to argue with him?
He’s so irritating.
“I’ll return your pop quizzes now,” the teachers announced as the abundance of sighs mixed together in the classroom.
Your nerves started getting to you. What if you did horribly? What if you answered an obviously easy question wrong? But you study hard every day, there’s no way you could do poorly on such a simple quiz.
You take your paper and sigh in relief that you got a perfect score.
The blonde peeked at your result and pouted. “Perfect, as always.”
You smile at him. “Well, yeah, I’m not you.”
He glares at you. Why did you have to rub it in like that? You’re a genius, he gets it, so what? He scoffs.
“So what if I have low scores? At least I don’t validate myself using high grades,” he mutters.
Oh, but you heard it. God, his voice was so clear in your earshot.
You glare at him, which he felt. You felt anger, rage, hate, vexation, and every other synonym for those words.
How dare he talk about you like that? You never liked him form the start because you thought he was just a dumb jock. You got seated next to each other in class and sure, there was this banter on the both of you and you thought to yourself, it’s pretty cute, maybe he’s not that bad, but how dare he say those words.
It hurts because it’s true but it also hurts because it came from him.
“You wouldn’t understand it, Kise,” you spit out, your voice felt dark and meant for him. “You’re talented.”
It hurts.
Chest feeling empty and tears threatening to pour out, you both avoided looking at each other.
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As you walk home, the sky still had the most perfect looking clouds, the wind cool as it blows past you, the dog is quietly wagging its tail in the front yard, and you didn’t forget anything.
You don’t feel good anymore.
There was a bitter taste in the back of your throat, your legs feel sluggish, and your bag feels a little heavier that it did this morning. You should study as soon as you get home, snacks are irrelevant as of now. So long as you don’t faint, you’re good.
The next morning, you wake up not caring about the fact that you didn’t have a dream.
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Kise took a glance to his right, seeing you quietly study during break time. Were you not going to mock him as usual? You’re not even heading out to buy a snack or a drink.
Was it his fault?
Maybe what he said was too far.
Honestly, the daily arguments with you always felt so bittersweet. He looked forward to talking to you during breaks even if all that talking are just petty fights. He wished it was different, that you both would talk to each other about your day or how you’re craving for a certain item at the cafeteria, but no.
He just has to fight back like that every single time and look where it led him.
Kise remembers the dream he had.
Oh god, he feels even worse about it now. What if that was also how you act behind closed doors? No, wait…
You act like that even when you’re right beside him.
Always studying, not even taking a snack break, hell―you’re doing it right now.
He tries looking at you discreetly.
Did you get thinner? No, he’s imagining it. You don’t look well but you don’t look sick.
At least, not yet.
Kise is scared but as he was punching himself in his mind, he took notice of your open bag and his eyes―usually playful, fun, with a soft gaze, only serious when he’s playing basketball―went wide. He exhaled sharply, trying to look calm. He shouldn’t bother nor alarm you but you…
Your Plato keychain.
He placed his arms on the table and buried his head in it, biting his lower lip harshly just to stop whatever noise he’ll make that would signify his desperate need to stop himself from crying.
He’s going to apologize―
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 ―is what he thought but Kise Ryota has no idea how. He, or his friends, never truly apologized for what happened in middle school, and he’s not even familiar with this kind of feeling because he never really gets into emotional quarrels.
He’s actually thinking now. So that’s why your arguments felt so bittersweet.
L/n-chan’s my soulmate and I… I did that.
He failed you.
“Kise, what are you doing?! Stand up already!”
The sounds of his teammates and coach calling for him felt like background noise at this point.
Ah, he’s thinking too much, his brain is gonna hurt.
“And what are your idiot brain cells doing? Playing basketball with your brain?”
Kise clearly remembers your sneer as you said that.
He should really get on the court now but how in the world is he going to confess to you when all he’s ever experienced is being confessed to? If that’s not enough of a challenge, you literally hate him right now.
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You look at the time on your phone.
6:01 AM
Gosh, you forgot to sleep.
You honestly feel so tired but that doesn’t matter right now. You need to do better. You need to do so much better so that stupid dumb blonde can’t even speak in your direction anymore.
You need to be better than him. You have to beat the audacity that his talents gave him. It’s fine if you don’t play basketball but you are going to have to be better than him in everything else. As for now, nothing matters but making him shut up.
So you walk to school not noticing the weather or the dog.
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Kise fidgets in his seat. He’s imagined the scenario a million times in his head now.
He can do it. The technique is to strike first.
But when he saw you walk inside the classroom, his face felt frozen.
You look so tired.
Did you even sleep? Why are you… it’s his fault. It’s his fault, oh my god, shame on him. He’s going to talk to you now.
“L/n-chan!” he exclaims as soon as you take a seat, making you jolt on your chair. He faces you with a serious expression. Good, you’re looking at him, even if you’re looking like he’s an ugly blob fish that your uncle brought home after a long day of fishing. It’s fine. He has your attention.
“I’m challenging you to a battle!” He points his finger at you. “In the next two weeks, I’ll beat your scores in the exams.”
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Ha?
What is he talking about? God, he really is arrogant. Defeat you? Your scores? In the exams? It’s like he knew that you wanted to shut him up and is now wanting to make you shut up.
You glare at him.
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His whole-body freezes but recovers immediately.
Why did he say that?! Wasn’t he supposed to apologize and confess to you? Oh my god, Ryota, how in the world are you so famous with girls?
He clears his throat. “I-I won’t lose so… there!” And immediately turned his back to you.
If I win, I’ll tell them how I feel.
Oh, but he has to study now.
But just to make sure, he grabbed his phone from his bag and sent an email to his friend.
‘Kurokocchi can I please please borrow your rolly pencil next next week?? >.<’
Thank god his friend agreed after three days of him begging because there was no way in hell Midorimacchi would lend him his.
Despite the rolly pencil, he still studied his hardest for the remaining days even during his break time in practice. Kasamatsu didn’t have the heart to kick him for it because it was shocking to his friend studying no matter how many times he saw it.
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You slouched as you deadpanned the big poster revealing everyone’s exam results.
Of course he didn’t defeat you―actually, he wasn’t even close.
You were at first place and he was at 29.
Now, where was the idiot who decided to challenge you? Ah, he’s behind the tree.
You stare at Kise, waiting for him to reveal himself but he didn’t. He stayed behind that tree and was late on 4th period.
When lunch time arrived, you smiled. “Congratulations on 29th place, Kise-kun.”
He felt like crying but his lips remained in a pout as he ate his lunch. Kasamatsu might look for him right now because he’s been slacking with practice but he doubts his senpai would go out of his way during lunch.
“I really thought you had some sort of genius hiding in that skull of yours. Is all that’s in there is a deflated basketball?” You mocked a laugh. “It must be, it even suits your posture right now.”
He kept blinking, trying to block your mocking voice.
Why the hell do you sound so sweet? He knows he lost but right now he’s honestly just feeling so giddy that you’re talking to him, though upset that you’re still making fun of him as always.
Maybe he should just be the dumb guy if it means you’re going to talk to him again, though.
Well, he is the dumb guy.
“I swear, if you hate me, just say it to my face. You don’t have to go to such drastic measures―”
“L/n-chan, I like you! What are you talking about?!” he exclaimed, eyes wide. You thought he hates you? Why would you think that? “Even if all we really do is fight, I absolutely adore you! I didn’t really get it myself at first but the more I tried to think, the more I realized how much I like you.” He sniffles.
“Fucking pardon?” Kise flinches. Why does your voice sound like that? He thought even if you didn’t like him very much, the fact that your soulmates would at least make your reaction a little nicer. Why do you sound so angry?
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The nerve! Oh my god, for how long could his arrogance make him live in this earth? Surely, he must be running out, right? But he said he likes you and he sounds like he means it.
Who cares? He’s pompous, stupidly tall, and just overall stupid! How dare he challenge you only to then declare his feelings after losing?
Do jocks really not have any manners?
But you wouldn’t deny that it felt nice to hear his feelings for you.
Just maybe…
“‘At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet’,” you recite. “Plato once said that.”
“Huh?”
“But clearly, you can’t be one even if you’re in love,” you sigh. “Denied.”
“Huh?”
Who are you kidding? Even if, let’s say, he’s your soulmate, you wouldn’t want to be in a relationship with a man who can’t even get to the top ten in the charts.
“L/n-chan?”
You give him a sharp glare. “You’re really expecting me to be all blushy and kind just because you said you like me? You must be kidding. Aren’t you supposed to beat me first before you confess your feelings?”
He blinks, then he blinks again.
And again.
And again.
“T-then…” Stupid Ryota! You should’ve known this is how they are! They literally tease you whenever they look at your direction and does nothing else, of course this won’t be easy! “could you help me out?”
You chuckled. “Now you have the nerve to make me help you? What chivalry!”
You relax in your seat, still facing the flustered blonde, not removing the smirk on your face. “But, well… can you even keep up with me?”
The fact that he reached 29th place is nowhere near impressive for you but the improvement of his scores is definitely noticeable. This guy usually fails all his exams.
His face brightened.
“What? Too much of a dummy to speak?”
“I’ll follow you forever y/ncchi!” he beams. “I promise I’ll do my hardest even if all you do is teach me while mocking me―”
“Kise!” The booming voice of his senpai suddenly shook him out of his lovesickness.
“Uh―Kasamatsu-senpai?! Why…?”
“Exams are over so you can practice now, right…?”
Oh god, he can feel his senpai’s anger to the point that Kise’s considering jumping out of the window.
He looks at you, readying his pouty face so that you’d help him only to see your sneering face. “Oh my, oh my, you should go talk to your teammate, Kise-kun~”
Should’ve known you’d react like this.
“Yes, senpai!” the blonde huffs and jogs toward his upperclassman.
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“Say y/ncchi,” Kise spoke as he takes your bag. “Can we stop by somewhere? It won’t be far, I promise.”
“Where is it?” you ask. “It’s only been two days and you already want to take me somewhere?” You grin as you wiggle your eyebrows.
He laughs. “It’s not like that―”
“At least take me to dinner first, honestly, how are you so popular with girls? Is the only requirement being an athlete and a model?” you grumble while crossing your arms.
He smiles softly at you. It’s honestly funny how you both still get into petty arguments but instead of that bittersweet feeling, he’s now really happy to have a nonsensical banter with you.
“I swear, my intentions are pure.” He raises his right hand to a salute and continued on walking with you. “I just have to return something to a friend.”
You hum in response.
“Ah, but if you want, we could stop by for dinner,” he mumbles, looking down while playing with his fingers. “I mean… if you want to, of course, but if you wanna go home that’s totally fine too!”
“Oh, but I have to study today,” said you. You took a peek at his expression and it was obvious that he was about to pout but is stopping himself from doing so. “Kidding,” you giggle.
He softly chuckles. “Well, let’s go now.”
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“Are you sure I can wait beside you?” you mumble.
“It’s fine, it’s fine! Kurokocchi wouldn’t mind meeting you―”
“Good afternoon,” a soft voice suddenly greets.
Blue hair?
“Kurokocchi! Here’s your rolly pencil,” Kise chimed, handing him the pencil. “Thanks for letting me borrow it.”
“It’s no problem. Did you get the perfect score you were aiming for?” the boy, ‘Kurokocchi,’ asked in which the blonde sighs.
“No, but I have y/ncchi helping me study now!” Your friend smiles, pulling you closer to him by your shoulder. “This is l/n y/n-chan, y/ncchi, he’s Kuroko Tetsuya-kun.”
“It’s nice to meet you, l/n-san,” the boy greets.
“Yes, nice to meet you too, Kuroko-kun…”
Tetsuya-kun…
“It’s nice meeting the both of you but I’ll be going now. I’ll see you both some time.”
“Yeah,” Kise nods. “Let’s hang out sometime with Midorimacchi!”
The blue haired boy smiles and nods as he walks away.
You stare at that shade of blue until he slowly disappears in the distance.
“Hey, Ryota-kun,” you call.
“Hm?” he looks at you, you look back.
“Are we soulmates?”
“Huh?”
“It’s just… that Kuroko Tetsuya-kun and the rolly pencils…”
“Huh… so that’s what you dreamed about me?”
“What? You know? That we’re soulmates―wait, we’re actually soulmates?”
He blinks. “Did I not tell you?”
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Ateez when they have a crush
Ateez masterlist                                                   Group Masterlist
Ask:  Ateez when they have a crush on you
A/N: Changing the format here a little for this one It’s gonna be in headcanon form. 
Hongjoong: 
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- Now Hongjoong I have a little bit of a hard time pinning down
- but I think he wouldn’t be incredibly shy about it
- but also not super obvious
- However, he gets a confidence boost around you
- he makes sure you know he’s around you
- taking the time to show off new songs, things he’s been working on
- He values your opinion a lot so he’ll be constantly asking you what you think about clothes he modified or a verse he’s working on
- Hongjoong also really very much makes sure you know you are appreciated by him
- Even if you don’t like him back it doesn’t mean that you can’t know that he thinks you’re important
- Also compliments you out the whazoo
Seonghwa: 
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-Seonghwa, Seonghwa, Seonghwa
- He’s soft hearted around you, very soft hearted
- He loves to take care of you
- Borderline babies you but not in a condescending way
- he just wants to make sure you have everything you need constantly
- Comforts you any time you seem to be slightly upset or bothered by something
- just wants to show you that he can be there for you, be your shoulder to cry on, be your support
- He doesn’t do much to grab your attention but he does make his stories slightly more extravagent when you’re around
- Only to be shot down by the other members for exagerating
- He tends to watch you too, not in a creepy way but because he really admires you and thinks you’re a great person. 
- He just really wants you to like him back
Yunho: 
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-Yunho is the best friend type
- He gets really close to you when he has a crush on you
- bringing you treats, making sure you have a sweater where when you’re around
- offering you piggy back rides anywhere
- it’s obvious he has a crush on you
- but he disguises it in being the best friend you need
- in the hopes that you’ll see him as someone you can depend on
- count on him to invite you over to play games, or consistantly ask you to join in on things because he doesn’t want you to ever feel left out around him
- it’s one of the ways he shows you that he likes you
Yeosang: 
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-There’s a small chance you might think Yeosang doesn’t like you at all at first
- but that’s because what are feelings and why does he feel this way for you? Ew scary
- but once he comes around he’s just a ball of soft around you 
- everytime you make eye contact with him, he just starts blushing and looking away
- but he’s so sweet
- gives you small compliments, letting you know that you look nice that day or that it was good to see you
- if you’re observant you’ll know he has a crush on you, otherwise it just seems like he thinks of you as a good friend
- he likes sharing stupid funny videos with you, making you laugh 
- he’s also the type to text you things at 3 a.m when you both can’t sleep which will lead into weirdly deep conversations
- most likely will lead to either of you confessing at 3 a.m via text or a phone call
San: 
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- San is another one I have trouble pinning down
- I think he’s quite obvious about his crush on you
- tells you “You know I like you right?” any time the situation calls for it
- lives to show off in front of you
- really because he wants to make you laugh and have everyone see that he’s the one making you laugh
- it’s something he prides himself on
- he’s also quite clingy as he’s crushing on you
- you just notice he’s extra touchy with you, coming in for hugs, ruffling your hair 
- San also just seems to glow any time you compliment him, he lives off of praise but especially yours
- he also tends to to talk to you about his feelings and hardships more with you than anyone else because he really trusts you. 
Mingi:
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- Oh he’s the sweetest
- Like San he tries to show off in front of you
- but is a bit more subtle about it
- Baby is always complimenting you, telling you you’re pretty any time he sees you, telling you you’re smart when you do something, just consistant praise
- he’s also quite cuddly with you, likes resting his head on your shoulder, or your lap
- Sometimes you’ll catch him looking at you with love in his eyes because he just kinda gets lost staring at you
- god he’s just so sweet
- always doing little things for you, like getting that cute little keychain because he thought of you, or a drink because you might be thirsty
- he’s very thoughtfull for you, even if it is just a crush
- consistantly remembers small things about you, like the fact that you don’t like a certain drink because of the after taste, or that songs with too much bass give you a headache, or that you always carry bandaids in your bags
- he’ll mention these things randomly sometimes, reminding you that he really listens and takes in this information
Wooyoung: 
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- There is no secret, that Wooyoung likes you
- He doesn’t attempt to hide it, he’s so vocal about liking you and anyone who knows him slightly can see it
- Wooyoung is constantly paying attention to you when you’re around, no one else is in his line of vision it’s just you
- he gets all cheesy towards you, sickly sweet compliments being thrown your way all the time
- he’s also quite possessive, not in a scary, unhealthy way but he just gets kinda jealous easily because he really wants you to like him back
- he also tries to get your attention alot, so he can make you laugh, smile or even blush (he lives for that) 
- He also has moments though, when he just looks to you to confide in someone
- The way you listen to him and talk to him really just makes him crush on you even more
Jongho:
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- Oh I think Jongho with a crush would be so ridiculously cute BYEE
- Anything you say to him, he’ll blush, giggle, scrunch his cute little nose in your direction etc
- if you’re struggling with anything, Jongho will really be something for you to lean on
- but he won’t make it that obvious, he likes doing things to help you in a subtle way, mainly because he doesn’t necessarily want the praise
- but if you do give him the praise it turns him to a puddle of mush
- Poor boy gets all soft even just at the mention of your name so he can’t really hide his crush around the boys
- But when he gets more comfortable with his feeling he gets a bit more obvious about his crush towards you and starts dropping more and more hints
- he isn’t that touchy of a person but he’ll slowly start letting his hand graze yours, offer you hugs if he feels like you need it
A/N: I always get really scatter brained when I write headcanons in any form lmao so I hope you guys like this ♥
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One Last Time — 05
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⇢ pairing: Jimin X Reader
⇢ Genre: Idol!Jimin, Exbf!Jimin, model!reader, sad au, fluff, tons of smut, angst
⇢ Synopsis: Your idol ex boyfriend Jimin cheated on you. You two have been broken up for a while now and the media has been keeping track of you and him. You’re trying to get over him, but the things that happen inbetween makes you re-think the entire breakup, and so does Jimin…
⇢ Song : xxxxx
⇢ Previous : 00 01 02
⇢ Word Count : 3k
⇢ Warnings: dominant jimin, makeout sessions, this is honestly a sad angsty au, cheating, pregnancy, unprotected and protected sex, a bunch of sex, no really a LOT of sexual themes too, I know I’m forgetting some but sorry in advance!
⇢ Copyright: please do NOT repost, translate, or modify my works in any way, shape or form, on any platform. If found doing so , it is considered as plagiarism and appropriate LEGAL action will be taken
⇢ Authors note: This is my mini series for the summer! Get your tissues, things to take your anger out on, and sit back and watch the drama unfold. Shall we begin?
The scent of vanilla with a hint of cinnamon is what wakes you up from your sleep. Hair and body tangled in-between the blankets, which lets you know you you had tossed and turned once again. The frizzball on your head is definitely going to be a challenge to work with. Stretching your limbs, you let out a small yawn only for your hands to drop back down and feel nothing but cold emptiness.
Was it a dream? Dream? You didn’t even have one of your night terrors for the first time in a year. The dream to you seemed rather pleasent. Jimin tangled up in your arms as he holds you tight while you breathe into his bare chest. The warmness is something you had longed for once again and it all felt surreal.
‘‘ You awake yet?’‘
The voice startles you, making you drop your phone onto the comforter and turn your head towards the bedroom door where it came from. His blonde hair and small smile peep through the door, hoping to atleast get a better reaction out of you. 
So it is real.
“ You’re really here? Did I bump my head too hard to where im imagining things?” You pull the covers close to you for security. Just as in your dream, there he is barechest and all.
He lets out a squeaky laugh followed by a smile as he comes towards your bed, tapping them to give you a signal to open. You raise an eyebrow but oblige, spreading them a bit only for him to sit inbetween them. It feels as if you’re heart might explode with the sudden flirtacious moves from him. Something you have been wanting but still aren’t used to.
‘‘ You slept so good that you don’t remember last night?”
You look at him eyes wide and then down to your body, “ Please tell me we didn’t-’’
‘‘ As much as I would of love to, No.’‘
A shot of relief flows through you but sadness soon comes over. He isn’t yours to be thinking these sorts of things. He isn’t yours in general. It wouldn’t be right for him to say things like that to you, while still entangled with another female.
‘‘ Why so sad?” His hands comes to your face to caress your cheeks. You shake your head softly then grab his hand to slowly lower it back down.
Jimin sighs, “ Baby just tell me whats wrong.’’
That word. That word you know always messes things up with your thoughts. Your emotions, hell everything in your body too.
You slowly make your way off of the bed, not interested in the conversation anymore. It’s not like you don’t want to continue, you do, but the guilt of everything that comes with it is enough to stir you away.
‘‘ Jimin don’t use that word. You technically still belong to Isabel.”
‘‘ Is she here at this very moment?” He cocks his head to the side with a smirk. You roll your eyes in response to his cockiness.
‘‘ No. That doesn’t change the fa-”
‘‘ Alright then. Now are you going to tell me what’s really on your mind or do I have to force it out?” He raises his hands and scrunches them with grabby motions. You don’t fall for it though. 
You make your way to the doorway, “ That’s all Jimin. I promise. Just call me by  my real name okay?’’
But that’s not what you want. What you want you know you can’t have. It’s not because you can’t have it because you want too. It’s just that it would make you feel like a terrible, horrible person. The look on his face when you say those words almost make you give in. Those puppy eyes caught yours and for a split second you almost consider it but don’t. It’s hard for you, it really is. Having something dangling in your face but you’re too concious to have it.
He’s still not yours. 
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With the morning being spent eating a good breakfast Jimin made your favorite pancakes. You watched him carefully, the way his hair bobbed up and down a bit while his right arm whisked the batter quickly. He seemed so natural and comfortable as if he was used to doing this for you. With your elbows on the island counter and head in your hands while you’re seated, you can’t help yourself to stare at the back of him and let the memories float in your mind.
Memories that never fade from you. It’s cute of him to steal glances of you here and there when pouring the batter into the pan. The small winks he gives you makes your heart flutter and the blood rush to your cheeks. It feels rather good to you to have his presence here. Despite the guilty feeling in the pit of your stomach.
 The rest of the day you two decide to lounge around. Endless movies and tv shows throughout the day as you’re cuddled up next to him with a pink colored blanket for the two of you to share. Clara seems to enjoy her time with him too since she won’t let him put her down. She meows loudly with every movement of him. Such a drama queen.
‘‘ Jimin it’s getting late..” You pause, looking up at him. He gives you a small frown when he sits up in hopes you won’t finish your sentence. “ She might begin to worry you’re not home yet.”
Jimin ignores your comment only to latch onto your body a little more rougher, arms not wanting to let go. You giggle before running your fingers through his hair as his head lays softly onto your chest. You wan’t him to leave mentally, but your body wants to hold on to him for way much longer.
‘‘ Your heartbeat is soothing to me.”
It always has been. Anytime he just wanted to talk when you were in a relationship, he would lay you down and then lay himself on you with his ear pressed against your chest. Some days he would have been happy to talk, others, he just wanted to lay there to fall asleep.
‘‘ Seriously Jimin. You should leave.” 
He shakes his head, ‘’ Shhh. Jungkook is coming soon and I would love to sit here and have you to myself.’’
You raise an eyebrow is confusion, “ Why is he coming here?’’
‘‘ I kind of sort of lost my keys to my home. Isabel came yesterday to give the copy’s she went and made when we were at Ryan’s office.  I left the house key with Jungkook while going after you instead of putting it on my keychain right away.”
So that explains why she came. It also would of been better to have touch pad, or even facial recognition to enter the home. Anyone can just copy the key to your home. The fans are already crazy enough after that time you two saw one trying to follow you into your used-to-be shared apartment. It didn’t end so well either.
“ Why don’t you have touch-pad?” You say, sitting up with a disappointed look.
‘‘ Funny story. When the house was made I thought keys would be better than touch-pad on the outside because any paparazzi who manages to get through the front could snap pictures of the code. So why not use a key right?’‘
You just sigh and shake your head in disappointment, not even wanting to explain why that would still be a dumb idea. “ Whatever makes you happy.”
‘‘ But if you were there you would of stopped me.. right?”
Your eyes shoot down to him only to see him staring right back up into yours. The butterflies in your stomach begin to flutter once more. It’s been so long since you felt those.
‘‘ Yes. Yes I would have told you it was a dumb option because nobody can make it past security without calling you first.’‘ You whisper, both of your faces inches away from each other.
‘‘ I thought so. Can I make another dumb suggestion?’‘ His voice says, faint enough for you to hear making the hairs stick up on your neck.
You swallow slowly as chills run down your spine out of anxiety, ‘‘ What?’‘
‘‘ This.’‘
It all feels surreal to you. His lips against yours moving in sync together it’s all just surreal. Within seconds his tongue is swiping against your lips begging for entrance in which you comply. The way his hands rub up and down your thighs is sure to make you moan against the kiss, grabbing them to lead it to your core. He obliges and traces the outline of it outside of your clothing, laying you down gently on the couch in the process.
Until that painful doorbell rings loudly causing you both to groan. Jimin pulls away with a plop noise and give you a wink before lifting off of you to go see who is at the door. Your clothes are ruffled up a bit and that small wet spot between your legs seems to not too noticeable when you fix yourself up quickly.
Sex with Jimin. You almost had sex with Jimin. You feel wrong about it but at the same time you want nothing more to have him make you a screaming moaning mess. You miss him, the way his stroke game is, and everything about him dominating you in the bedroom. 
He’s still not yours though.
‘‘ Who is it?’‘
You sit up and fix your hair to at-least look presentable. That kiss meant everything to you. Your feelings and body enjoyed it but your mind did not. It slipped your mind that you should of pulled away. Nothing can replace how it felt to have his lips on yours again.
The door opens revealing Jungkook who’s face is a little red and breathing hard. He runs inside and shoves Jimin out the way before slamming the door shut and locking it with his back against the wall. You furrow your eyebrows and get up from the spot you’re sitting in.
‘‘ Jungkook what’s happening? Why are you run-”
Bang! Bang! Bang!
‘‘ Open the door now! I know you guys are in there! Jimin get your ass out here now!’’
Bang! Bang! Bang!
Your eyes go wide. That voice. That oh so familiar voice is standing right outside your apartment door. 
‘‘ I tried telling her you went to practice with Seokjin for some new choreography but she knew I lied. Im sorry I tried to run as fast as I could to my car to get away from her. She followed me here in her car and then I had to run some more up to your apartment.’‘ He breathes hard, handing the new set of keys to Jimin.
Shit! You have no words to say. This wouldn’t of all started if you wouldn’t have been so stubborn yesterday to just take a taxi. You wouldn’t of passed out, he wouldn’t have been here with you all day today.
That doesn’t excuse the fact that this girl is batshit crazy for following Jungkook and showing up at your actual fucking apartment. Jimin looks at you with sorriness in his eyes. You look at him with anger and cross your arms to prove your point as to why he should have left in the first place.
 ‘‘ Im going outside to talk to her. I’ll be back in a couple of minutes.”
Jimin’s hand pushes down the handle to the door and as soon as he cracks it open, the force of the door pushes open harshly hitting the wall next to it, making him stumble back a little.
‘‘ So you think it is okay to go to your exes apartment? I would never disrespect you like that Jimin, you know that!”  Rage has taken upon her, face red and it doesn’t already help that her facial expression is beyond pissed.
Slap!
You watch in horror as her hand connects with his left cheek. Jungkook’s eyes go wide, but then frown into anger before walking over to her. Stomping with each step he takes.
“ Watch what your fucking doing okay? That’s my brother and I certainly do not hit girls but with one click of a button Ryan will be on her way to beat your ass got it?’’ 
‘‘ Jungkook stay out of this! This isn’t your battle. Now you, you have some nerve letting him inside here. Obviously you were not enough for him to go cheating on you.” Isabel says, stepping away from Jimin and leaving him there at the door.
That one hurt. She does have a point though, you should of made Jimin leave regardless of what he said to you. You got caught up in the moments that weren’t meant to be yours. Its true, she has every right to be mad.
‘‘ I don’t appreciate you being around Jimin..” She inches closer to you, hands on her hips. You begin to back up, eyes to the ground of guilt. If only things wouldn’t have unfolded like this.
‘‘ Your relationship to him is starting to be inapropriate.” Isabel’s eyes make contact with yours when you look up. She looks at you as if you’re disgusting, and you can’t blame her.
‘‘ Isabel..’‘ Jimin warns, coming behind her.
On the heel of her feet, she turns around shaking her head. “You don’t deserve to talk. You care so much about her, but did you forget we are a couple? We may just be cooling things off between us, but you are still mine as I am to you.’‘
Jimin sighs, stopping just behind her, ‘‘ Isabel look..”
“ Jimin..” Jungkook starts, uneasy of what his brother is to say next. You know what’s coming and you know that tone of Jimin’s voice all too well.
The same one he used when breaking up with you. You see the tears well in her eyes. Some part of you feels bad for her because you know those words well. You know that feeling all too good.
‘‘ Are you really breaking up with me because of her? We were doing just fine until she showed back up in the picture. Are you seriously doing this?” Her voice cracks on the last words. That made your heart sting a bit. This isn’t right.
Jimin sighs looking at the two of you back and forth. You are the one for him, it’s no doubt. It was a stupid choice for him to cheat on you. It was a stupid choice for him to leave you in the dust like that. You gave him everything. A loving relationship, a home, happiness, you are the highlight of his days. He misses you just as much as you miss him.
“ Isabel we are through. I’m sorry I couldn’t be the man to your expectations. It’s my fault. All my fault and I shouldn’t have let you belie-”
“ Fuck you. Fuck you Park Jimin.” Her words slice through the air, piercing Jimin right in his heart. It hurt for him to hear that, but he deserves it.
Jungkook doesn’t look so shocked, but he does wish Jimin would have did this else-where other than your apartment. Isabel looks at you with envy, reaching into her small chanel bag for something. Jungkook gives her a warning look to just leave before grabbing your arm to make you stand behind him.
“ Isabel I’ll walk you down. It’s best to just leave it be. Please.” Jimin begs from behind her. You watch the tears roll down her eyes and you still can’t help but to feel guilty.
You are the cause of their breakup. Maybe you really should have minded your business about Jimin. Maybe you shouldn’t have entertained his charming ways at all. Looking back down at her hands, you see a small pocket knife she grips tightly. You tap Jungkook and point which makes him push you behind him even more. 
“ It’s a bad idea. You can hurt me but you wont hurt my brother or her.” He says, daring her to make any type of movement towards you. 
Jimin comes behind her and attempts to grab the knife in which she slashes his palm on accident trying to push him away. In that quick second, Jimin hisses in pain while pulling away giving Isabel all the time she has to get to you while Jungkook is already across the room for his brother, forgetting you hiding behind him.
‘‘ Shit! Jimin are you okay?” He asks, but then quickly turns to you, “ Quick! Go hide! Hurry! “ Jungkook screams.
‘‘ Isabel this isn’t what he wants. He wants you to be happy and getting back at me will only upset him more!”  As if your words would even convince the crazy girl in the slightest. 
She just laughs as your words, fastly walking to you who’s, running towards the living area thinking it would cut time shorter if you cut through there to your bathroom.
You aren’t fast enough. She tackles you to the ground where you two rumble around trying to get away from her until she putting all her weight on you as she sits directly on your chest making it hard for you to breathe. 
“ Maybe a little mark on your face will tell you to stop home-wrecking people’s relationship.” She raises the knife up high and you watch in horror before she raises it back to in attempt to make a slash on your forehead.
You block each attempt at her trying to slash anything on your face. Your dad always told you to protect your face in self defense and fighting and thats what you do. Only until with one last thrush, the knife connects with your forearm, making a nice sized gash on it.
‘‘ Fuck!”
The voices in your area fade in and out. You look to your left to see Isabel being dragged out by a pair of cops. But the puddle of blood forming around you rapidly sends you into panic. Only you cant panic. You cant speak. Your vision is slowly loosing faith in you.
Open.
Close.
Open.
Close.
Open.
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