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elif-ants · 2 years

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JOSH I HAVE A PHYSICS EXAM ON FRIDAY YOU COULDN'T HAVE WAITED A WEEK MORE I NEED TO MEMORISE RAY DIAGRAMS NOT THE LYRICS

#also does this man ever rest-#adri is not making sense #joshua bassett #sshsss #she said he said she said

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stuckinapril · 4 months

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Just a girl who wants to be her mother’s daughter in the ways that matter

#Such a tenacious go getter & the smartest woman ik #Has NEVER looked back at a man twice. Knows she’s beautiful & that attention is guaranteed. Never desperate for male validation ever #The best fashion sense ik. She’s the epitome of classic & vintage #Doesn’t gaf what others are doing / is always tunnel visioned on her own goals #A mega workaholic and like. Maybe I’d rather balance but still she’s still an overachiever #I feel im becoming more and more like her by the day but still I have some work to do #Need to be more focused & to stop entertaining little boys fr #I just want to move w the unshackling confidence & elegance she seems to emanate effortlessly #I swear that woman was born that way!!!! So unfair for the rest of us mortals #Why does no one talk about the psychological torture that comes w having a naturally gorgeous genius mother #I’m dying over here I just wanna be like her but im pushing that boulder up the hill all the time #Meanwhile she’s always just On #HOW #Just an eldest daughter having a crisis about her mother who is also #The eldest daughter out of her and her two brothers #I need to journal about this I need to meditate #How to manufacture the drive that your mother was simply endowed with at birth #Not even joking I just got off my internship and now im sitting on a swing under the late May sun having a crisis about this

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5hrignold · 6 months

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#💝#HE SCREAMED AT YOU???#hbhhnfhhbbggggggfgggg i know it was said in shock at what the boss was doing #rather than in shock that the boss did that TO PIM but hhfvrvgghgfghgggggfrf #i love this entire beginning scene just with them so much………. the contrast between this and their first interaction in the pilot #charlie is so clearly invested in what pim is saying and he 100% believes him and agrees with him #not to say he’s EVER been an outward jerk toward him cuz he hasn’t but Man. this is. yeah #i know this is like the episode where they split for this season im guessing #as in just for this one episode and then they’re together again for the rest #but this and the way charlie seemed to like. get More stressed out and afraid when he noticed pim approaching the boss at the end #man is that more than enough for me #literally this could be it for the next 2 years like what happened with season 1 and id be literally fine #Sigh #god i’m So Excited #also the little jazz hands pim does to signal screaming.. I love you I love you I love you i love love love you ilove you so muc pim pimlin

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soaked-ghost · 2 months

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ink found the beings that are literally the cause of all his misery and he immediately thought 'what if they were sad like me'. like sure man. what if I cried my eyes out huh.

#'ink's biggest problem is that he can't feel empathy' sure man. I think his biggest problem is that his heart is too big.#he doesn't feel empathy or love but man does he care. and it leaves him in the most conflicting and confusing position ever #he would not feel a single thing when something bad happens. but somehow it will continue to haunt him for the rest of his life.#also ink having a big heart when he literally doesn't have a heart is a great pun I just CAN'T pass out on #get urself a man that will give u absolutely nothing but still be the brightest light u've ever had in ur life and all #ink sans

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artsandstoriesandstuff · 2 months

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Ginger and Gingerbread or something, I don't know I didn't grow up with this show

#but the truth is NO ONE GREW UP WITH THIS SHOW!!! I came up with the project!!!#...well I guess that means I did grow up with it lol #anyway #Ginger (right) and Gingerbread (left) is a series about a sister and brother gingerbread cookies that get stuck in Gingerbread land #thanks to -and I'm not joking- a peppermint watch Gingerbread has that can traverse dimensions #It also included their Aunt(?) Cake and their cousins as well as the annoying next-door kid Sugar- I mean Sergeant #(who of course has an incessant crush on Ginger)#(but he does get better I promise)#theres also a human antagonist a cookie version of said antagonist and a “pretty” girl named Pepper who everyone (Ginger) hated #(and likewise Gingerbread had an incessant crush on Pepper but unlike Sergeant it does NOT get better with those two)#(also Pepper is Human Gingerbread Cookie whatever's cousin. So that's fun!)#The cousins were the most generic characters ever but I still love them #They were Cutie (the baby) Hungry (the... self explanatory) Gothy (also self explanatory) Scaredy (need I say more) and Sassy #Sassy was the bratty older teenager with a new boyfriend every week of course.#In the original series Sergeant was adopted by Aunt Cake and he and Sassy had a sibling rivalry #I may just make him an orphan now... lol... but I'll still make the Cake Cousins his found family #why did I not think of the cake cousins as a name sooner #anywho. This show gives me intense 2000s disney channel/CN vibes to me let me know what you think of this 3+ year old idea lol #art #digital art #krita #gingerandgingerbreadseries #gingerbread man #original series #also I gave Gingerbread the hat to improve his silhouette is it dumb or no (/hj)#story idea #original idea #oh I forgot someone! There was a cool girl named Angel(ica) and she was Scaredy's friend who became his girlfriend later in the show #i loved the two #oh hey should I make more of these drawings of the rest of the cast/the cast I want to keep

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princehendir · 4 months

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One really funny thing about Hunter Biden is that pretty much all currently available accounts suggest that women generally think he's really awesome and completely adore him.

#like there's that scandalous headline rn thats like 'HUNTER BIDEN DOES CRACK AT 6AM EVERY MORNING'#and the rest of the article is just the woman who said that going oh and also he's such a gentle soul #the nicest man ive ever met. i adore him. i mean he does ludicrous amounts of crack morning noon and night #but hes so unbelievably kind and handsome. lol.

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keeps-ache · 1 day

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alright, perhaps it is time to start colourmaxxing

#just me hi #okay so i got an mp3 player for m birthday (yippee !! woohoo :D) and the earphones i got w/ them don't fit in my. ears hgkfjs #like the left one is fine but my right ear is too small for the bud.. and it's not one of those ones with the rubber thing so i can't fix #the sizing lol </3 #anyway so i'm looking for earbuds that won't explode if an ant touches them lol ; i found some that come in blueeee #my player is red.. i Could just get black.. but clownmode starts Now lmfvhsh #/yea so the player situation;#it has radio (YAYYY 💫💥💫💥💫) but it can't hop on any wifi so i have to download onto my computer and then onto the thang #which is okay. or WOULD be [dun dun] if i didn't put every song i liked ever into one playlist Lmaofjvshj #400+ songs in one playlist Is difficult.. and i still have some character playlists i wanna add lollllll #so doing that rn.. oohoo...#i've managed to get it down to like 294 which is cool but i am hanging on to groups of songs i do not care about for some reason kfhsvbh #cuz i add music in clumps so everything is in 'groups' that only i can see lol :)#i don't wanna spend a bajillion years downloading this stuff thoughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh houuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu #ofc there are groups that simply cannot go. like the whiteboard sections and that entire coin album Lmaoo #but also man i don't think i'm in the brain space for this rn pfshv #i am hearing sounds and i do not care. but also i think i do so i just leave them there for future me to check later kfsh #anywho i'm gonna try to get it down to around the 100s #that Does mean i have to removed 94 songs rn tho... difficult decisions really bfsh #//aaaaanywho i'll prolly just save the rest of this for later #i've got other things i should be doing and things i wanna be doing and things i need to do or i'm going to turn into sludge again so hfhs #back at it like always!! i should get some water....#but YEA. toodles :3

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zukkaoru · 1 year

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okay at 2am last night i had a sudden realization that after sigma touches fyodor and then falls back, there's no blood. when fyodor has used his ability in the past (in the ep with karma & ace, and then on the soldier at the end of s3) there was always blood, seemingly from the neck area. but neither the manga nor the anime seem to show any blood after sigma took fyodor's hand which means. i think they just passed out from information overload - ango said it's common when the amount of information transferred via ability is large. and fyodor might have estimated sigma would pass out, and then wake up after it was too late to save everyone, which would be far worse torture than simply dying

#bsd spoilers #bsd s5 #has this been said before? idk #i think we all got too caught up in the d.azaic.huuya show #anyway also random thought but obviously there has to be some sort of contingency for fyodor's ability #if it was literally just 'killing people by touch' at least DAZAI would know that's literally all it is. and why wouldn't he share that?#so there must be some other condition that has to be fulfilled in order for fyodor's ability to work #and it's possible sigma simply. didn't meet that condition.#my only current thought is that it only works on people who are afraid #karma was very clearly afraid of fyodor as soon as he saw ace was dead #and i presume the rest of ace's men on the boat probably felt the same way #some random prisoner tricks the man whose been controlling their lives for Years into hanging himself? yeah that'll strike fear into them #obviously it's harder to tell with the soldier in the s3 finale but i wouldn't say it's a far stretch to guess he's afraid of fyodor #meanwhile sigma - while they do have the thought 'this could be the last thing i ever do' right before taking fyodor's hand #does not look fearful. they look determined.#this is how they can get a home and that might be enough to overwrite any fear of fyodor they could have #BUT who knows. i could also be completely off target #my mind has just been picking apart every last bsd-related thing it comes across #the brainrot is taking control and idk how to Stop Thinking #hello grace here #actually ngl now that i actually type out the fear-activated ability thing i kind of love it #even if it ends up being wrong it kinda slaps and would be really cool to see #grace reads bsd

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rustbeltbabey · 4 months

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boo hoo sad pity party posting hours LMAO but I rlly truly don't think I will ever be in another relationship again. I don't feel that I will every b desirable or deserving enough, and I don't feel like I will ever even b seen as a guy n idk. I just don't know.

#mayave its imposter syndrome maybe its internalized transphobia but i dont think any gay man would ever date me bc i dont thibk any of them #would thibk of me as a man. idk. maybe this will change once i start like. PHYICALLY transitioning but i rlly feel like theres no hope 4 me #i feel like i will always be thought of as a woman for the rest of my life i feel like i will never pass as anything but a woman i feel like #i dont have any positive qualities i don't like a single thing abt myself i dont thibk im capable of loving someone im so distant w everyone #im so scared of phyically and emotional intimacy i feel like a burden i dont even know how to act like a man and i KNOW that thst isnt a #fucking thing i KNOW theres no right way of being a man i know that logically but still the fact that i grew up isolated from men and #that i rarely interact w them even to this day i have no male friends no male role models nothing im so scared im gonna like.#break social rules n shit which is RIDICULOUS bc once again there's no right way to b a guy or to preform masculinity and also im so early #in my transition no one even knows im a guy anways. but also im worri3d bc of thst no one will ever seen me as one unless i start conforming #to traditional masculinity and i dont know now to emulate it bc ivenonly ever seen it from afar i dont actually know what guys talk about #howbthey act around eachother what is socially acceptable or not i dont have a clue bc i dont ever interact w men and its like. fucking #stupid of me to even want to know bc it shouldn't matter to me BUT IT DOES and it makes me so anxious that i do not know how to emulate it #even if i wanted to i wouldnt know how bc i grew up in a fucking cult and i know so little men and i have terrible social skills n i #probably have autism which just. everything is compounded upon eachother n i feel like im going crazy i dont think ill ever be enough.#I hope i'm in a better mental place when i start t but even that im so fucking bad at doing things bc i have executive dysfunction that like #i havent even started tbe process or called thr clinic im just likem fucking spiraling. I hope my mindset becomes healthier once I start.#anwyss lol. do u guys like me? bc i feel like im unbearable n im trying not to be let me know if u do or not so i can try to cahnge ^.^#🪽

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arolesbianism · 3 months

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Guys why is rain world so good (<- rewatched some scenes and teared up on all of them)

#rat rambles #rain posting #god man. holy shit. fuckkkkkk #rain world may not be one of my token big interests but god does it just hit me so fucking hard whenever I do engage with it #I also think after rewatching some stuff that my general takes on how rain world's world works have shifted a smidge #which is also giving me some more ideas for saint hcs #I feel like the biggest thing Im seeing differently now is the concept that the saint has no beginning or end #one big theme of rain world is the way that all cycles eventually come to an end #societies iterators and even the lives of the animals that wander about #theyre trapped but within these cycles they still move forward and eventually fade just like everything else #but the saint doesnt. they never can. in that way they are a paradox #for when even time itself eventually fades what becomes of the being who will never be allowed to slow in their decent?#overlapping onto themself infinitely until what is and isn't them becomes irrelevant #have they lived many times or were they ever even alive to begin with?#at the end of the day they will never know. its a peace they wont ever find #as they are simply a lil guy who is stuck in a real mind boggling situation #anyways thanks pebbles dialogue for helping me get a better grasp on saint stuff have fun being dead buddy #it also makes me feel even worse for the echos because theyre likely in similar positions #not the exact same given Im sure none of them had the powers to fly and ascend ppl but still #in my minds eye tho theyre more themselves than saint is #for better or for worse #the rest of the echos are stationary. unable to move forwards or back #while the saint continues to spiral onwards and onwards in ways that break the very core of this universe #or smth like that idk. Im just rambling abt nonsense at this point lol #but yeah I imagine the sain to be both trapped and stretched across time #most things exists whinin cycles of cycles but the saint takes that concept to the extreme #most things much more so develop and change as time moves forward but the saint kind of just is #but like. is a lot. like there's a lot of them. but that them is stretched like super thin #they overlap themself and keep stretching to infinity #and with that sort of overlap it makes sense that in what conscious state they do have they simply experience each overlap eternally

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stuckinapril · 7 months

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the neurologist i shadow is so funny bc she has a valley girl accent and yet she's the smartest person in the room. this woman was casually doing case consenus ab a man w frontotemporal dementia in the highest girliest voice imaginable. i want to be her i think

#case consensus is basically where several neurologists/doctors meet to decide what the patient's case actually is #im genuinely not sure why this medical center does it this way but they write down data on paper THEN input it into the digital system #which i have qualms w bc i feel like it wastes so much time #but literally my whole role at this internship is inputting this data into the system so i should probably be grateful they do it this way #but in that one meeting everyone was all over the place so this at the ending of the meeting this woman goes #“that... was frantic.”#in the most valley girl accent known to man #and ever since ive integrated this as my response to everything #youre right. that WAS frantic #she also was like “sorry im unfocused. need lunch rly bad” at one point during the meeting #this neurologist is just like the rest of us fr

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dutybcrne · 4 months

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Love the idea of Kae getting used to eating consistent meals bc of a significant other or even a friend who made it a point to always eat with him to ensure he doesn't forget, and even gaining a little weight as a result, even with his metabolism.

#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//Him playfully protesting that he hates the couple extra pounds and 'blaming' his other for it #//Meanwhile first chance he gets; he's happily observing his figure; and relieved he's at a healthier one than he was before #//Smth smth abt the healing process and him no longer being so stressed/distracted to neglect to take care of himself in that aspect #//And many others; bc a s/o who goes through routines like that with him (like naps) DEFFO helps him keep on top of that shit #//Or even going through their own routines and him doing smth in parallel play sorta helping remind him of his own shit #//Deffo was sickly thin as a kid; then got better with Addie's care; then his eating routine went OUT the fucken window when Luc left #//Bc he couldn't stomach much with his stress and guilt eating away at him instead #//And then leaving her care it got WORSE; bc then he was too busy/stressed to worry abt himself save his own appearance #//ALL his spoons went to Investigations; Knight Duties; and Beauty routines #//Hence why Noelle bcame so dear to him; when she came into his life; she likely picked up how busy he was and helped him out Lots #//His newer routine of bugging Luc at the tavern actually helps him remember to eat #//Bc he /hates/ drinking on an empty stomach; but typically doesn't care. With Luc; however; going to see him; he gets an urge to front mor #//And snacking means he's less likely to make faces when the alcohol doesn't sit right with him/he drinks too much #//So Luc's less likely to deny him drinks. Charles; Kae can just charm more out of him regardless. Luc takes more convincing #//Drinking at Cats Tail helps too; bc Margaret makes SURE he's had smth before drinking. She understands him in that regard #//Typically makes him eat smth that ends making him sleepy like soup so he heads home & promptly passes tf out hitting the pillow #//He's not actually caught on to the fact that she does this on purpose in the entire time he's been a patron with her #//He keeps chalking it up to how relaxed the mood there is that lulls his body into some sense of security #//bc he DOES gets sleepier around ppl he trusts for that very reason; is why sometimes he pulls away from them #//If Addie manages to get her hands on him before he skeddadles out of the Winery; she'll have him tucked away and sleeping in no time #//And actually having the MOST restful sleep he's ever had in AGES; up until he startles himself awake and realizes Luc's home #//And has to book it TF out of the Winery bc he doesn't want to deal with the man & bicker so soon after waking #//He's already made vulnerable by Addie's care; he doesn't need Luc to carve him right open if their bickering goes too far. Not like this #//It'd be all too easy #//Is also why he likes staying awake and watching people he cares for sleep. Bc if HE sleeps & wakes w them; he shows a MASSIVELY vulnerabl #side to himself that he REALLY doesn't want people seeing; and for hella good reason. It's an open shot at his heart; after all #//Wow; SO many points where it veered jdfbgf. And this was supposed to be abt healing & self-care jdkjfg

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bisexualnamjoonie · 11 months

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I open tumblr just to see your tags 🙏 it’s a highlight of my day

armys don't scare me. i've been on the internet for fifteen years and i used to be a directioner, jungkook fans wish they were as insane as me 👍🏽

#ksjhfjksjhdjksjd ily too #i finally listened to golden btw #(cant believe i wasted 30 minutes of my time on this when i could have been listening to indigo instead but ANYWAYS)#my take is: still not sure how 3d is supposed to be about heterosexual sex and the term champagne confetti still has me rolling on the floo #i guess i kinda like closer to you? but i like major lazer's stuff usually and it's clearly not my fav sound he's ever put out so yk #grasping at straws there #his falsetto in seven is good but that's about it with this song #overall jk's voice when it's not completely overlaid with autotune is nice he's doing what he does best #but his voice is not enough to save the overall mediocrity of the songs #(also bc i guess his voice is the one i like less in the band so ofc it won't hook me like jin's or tae's singing voices might)#(but that's very personal in no way i'm saying he's a bad singer)#standing next to you sounds like a rip off from a michael jackson song so it's not that it's bad necessarily #just that it's... not... original. at all? i mean the song is very representative of the whole album in that way.#it's not that i dislike it necessarily just that it sounds like a cover album more than anything #the only thing i truly hate about golden is that i don't listen to bts to listen to mediocre white men's music and that's all that album is #yes or no is a skip boring as fuck #please don't change is. lyrically and musically underwhelming but i do like his voice? id say it's a white people festival song which. yeah #hate you. white man christmas movie song. skip.#somebody is ewwwww i do not like his voice in it at all and the rest is uninteresting so yk SKIP #too sad to dance. unoriginal literally have nothing to say about it. white man song. skip #shot glass full of tears. once again it's not that it's bad per se. id even say i like it. its just that it sounds like somebody else's son #this is so frustrating!!!! gaaaaaaaah!!! everything about this is frustrating!#id say im disappointed but it's what i expected since seven came out so im not.#overall boring and disappointing i beg u poc artists dont let white men make music for u thanks for coming to my ted talk #raplinenthusiasts #ask #answered #it's not even that golden is horrendous it's just... mediocre. idk what's worse tbh #anyways not tagging all that i might be insane but im not gonna consciously invite the crazy armys in #thank god for rapline huh

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unsilken · 1 year

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I've always wanted to be a man, for as long as I can remember.

It shocks me sometimes, how different the future I saw for myself was, from how wrong it went

#dysphoria #.. dysphoria is not the right tag for this ... because it's 50% about the body and 50% about perception .. so idk if I want to become a man #or just be perceived/treated as one #it's this cocktail of fear and pressure and breathless panic that rises in my chest when i think of the rest of my life that i have to live #-as a woman. and also the years past i lived as a woman #does it ever get easy?#if i was born on mars and never knew patriarchy would i be okay being a woman? could i love myself in a new way?

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noxtivagus · 2 years

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no thoughts only zack fair !!!!

#🌙.rambles #[ ffvii. ]#holding unto my sanity for Him #eyes the color of the sky n. >< I LOVE HIM???? he's so precious n #crisis core's ost is. it makes me emotional oh my god. 'why'.. the lyrics. man.#i'm gna cry i searched up some lyrics i will cry i love the sky so much n #oh dear i really seem to love characters that remind me of like. the sky huh. FUCK I'M EMOTIONAL SOB THIS IS WHAT FF DOES TO ME #ff characters w blue color schemes n dark hair :<< noctis & zack & rinoa >>>>#no bcs wait 'why's lyrics r so.. loneliness? the sky? the past? warmth? night? heart? burdens? smiles? freedom?#I SEE IT WTF i rlly do love my fav characters in v similar ways #noctis.. hdkfasjdfkld ok it makes me v shy n embarrassed bcs two years back was peak of my cringe ngl but also Free #writing from the. perspective of. FINE 'reader' there #dude it's like cringe i was a hopeless romantic back then ok but. how the night wld make the uh yeah emotional bcs #it'd remind them of. oh man. the beautiful stars. the moon you loved so much. but how they were ever so far out of your reach.#nights that. NAH the rest of this is too embarrassing but #hehe i'm still fond of that certain. bittersweet feeling of longing & yearning?#i was thinking abt tropes earlier ngl thanks to ff again n w childhood friends as one of my favs. i rmbered smth i saw some other ppl #say abt how they don't like it bcs friends to lovers in general is just 'predictable' but honestly i think that's one thing i like abt it #that. certainty that i feel safe in. something that feels like home something you can return to but.#with some tension too like. ffvii context cloti but then i love the angst w clerith but that's just an example </3 #back w noct though there's. haurchefant ffxiv. the clear blue sky.. ishgard nights in the snow. warm smiles #yeah all my fav charas thinking of it they rlly have themes that r so similar in a way n. duh. they're my favs for a reason #why's lyrics r rlly unfair tho wtf final fantasy 😭 tbf ff as a whole resonates w me a Lot. the other ff songs too like #hollow. opera maria and draco. kiss me good-bye. suteki da ne. melodies of life. eyes on me. every single ffxiv one too ofc.#i'm anxious oh no.. nah i'll remove these tags i'll rest a bit from school even for just a moment. i love my family i feel better now :<<#n then. ff. video games in general honestly just give me so much comfort i'm really so grateful i wldn't be here without #my family n all these stories 🥹🤍#i'm awfully emotional rn i think i'll actually go cry i miss the past so much but ff's rather a bittersweet comfort rn. THIS SONG..#i miss her i miss the old me i don't feel like myself rn but i'll find it again soon. i hope. i know i will but.. yeah ahh i'm crying rn #i'm sorry i feel so bad bcs i rlly have no energy but i'll find my way again yes certainly

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thethingything · 2 years

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I just spent 4 and a half hours on a drawing because I was like "hmm, drawing a self portrait sounds fun" and then I spent the whole time working on it going "this is absolutely beautiful but that is not my fucking face and I can't work out why it doesn't look right"

#personal #thoughts #art rambles #🍬 post #it really does look great but it's just not quite right and I can't pinpoint why #I just looked at it again after doing something else for a while and it looks better than I initially thought?#but there's something about it that's kind of giving uncanny valley vibes #then again I think that happens whenever we draw anything in enough detail and then after a while it stops looking creepy #actually maybe I do just look creepy. that's absolutely a possibility that I'm willing to accept. a man can be both creepy and hot #this would explain all the times Lucy has called me both ''creepy'' and ''hot'' in the same sentence #also I have no idea if I'll actually post the drawing when it's done #I still feel kind of weird posting drawings that are specifically meant to be me rather than my source #especially if there's no context to show that it's specifically an in-system thing #with the one drawing I have posted of me and Lucy there's context so it's more obvious #it feels like if it's indistinguishable from the drawings we'd normally do of my source is there any point specifying that it isn't that #even though I know that's not true and it's absolutely fine for me to draw myself and say ''this is me''#if I think about this stuff to hard I start to feel really weird about being a fictive again #I swear most of the other fictives we have don't feel anywhere near as weird about being fictives #I don't get why I have such a weird time with it compared to the rest of the system #(also I say all this as if I draw myself all the time. I've only ever drawn myself a couple of times but yeah idk)#(the thing of feeling weird posting stuff applies to other stuff like source memories or whatever)#(or literally anything that references any traits I might have picked up from my source)

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