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scummy-writes · 7 months
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For the like valentine letter thing I think a platonic chev would b real cool
[A Letter Left With Your Afternoon Tea]
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The sighs you heave are most unlike you. Today is just another date on the calendar, yet you look upon those celebrating with envy of sorts. If it is that taxing for you, meet me in my private library. The bustle of celebrations often give me a headache, so the others know not to bother me here.  I'll have tea and snacks prepared, so we can spend the majority of the day away from the noise, busying ourselves in books.  I've found another title you'd like, given how much you babbled about the previous book you read. It's short, but has a sequel that should catch your attention, as it deals with subjects rarely discussed. For today only, I'll permit lengthy discussion over what you've read since we last sat together. Do not stress needlessly either, I'd rather your company than to be forced into celebrations again.
For clarifications sake, the 'envy' part is about looking like you want to hang out with others, but in a lonely palace of strangers busy with romantic celebrations, that is hard to do...
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Hi lovely congrats on 1K you totally deaserve it 🥳🥳❤️❤️ Could I get option one from your celebration, please?
Fandom: Harry potter
Character: James Potter, romantically
I chose him because he's so cool for me, I mean he is extroverted, funny, kind and so loyal with his marauders friends, also he seems to be an easy-going person, very brave and with a huge heart <3
About me: physically I'm medium height, brown eyes, I have freckles on my cheeks, my hair is dark raven hair. I'm a shy person who prefer sending time with not too many people I mean the closest friends I have.
I love books so much specially the romantic ones my fave is pride & prejudice.
I enjoy listening to music rock and pop.
My fave tropes are enemies to lovers and au soulmates.
I love drawing and cooking in my spare time.
Thank you so so much lovely ❤️❤️
hi!
thank you for participating :)
while i don't think james is a reader, i think he'd really enjoy listening to you read to him. especially the romances. he's definitely a hopeless romantic, and really enjoys grand gestures and dramatic devotions of love. he's really love the classics, and would get so excited listening to the tales of love you read him, like pride and prejudice.
i think james enjoys music too. for some reason, i think he's a terrible dancer, but he still loves to dance. he's so confident, he literally doesn't care if its bad. if he's having fun, he'll do whatever he wants. his terrible dance moves would make you smile and laugh, which was well worth remus and sirius cracking jokes when they'd see his moves. not everyone got sirius's tedious lessons his mother made him take, so it would be borderline painful for him to watch james butcher dance moves. but you'd just smile and laugh, which would make james so happy.
i dont think james could cook to save his life, but he'd absolutely love that you could. he'd sit with you in the kitchen, keeping you company while you made something. food is definitely the way to his heart, and he'd get so excited when you made something.
there'd be days where you;d hang out with the group, and get a little overwhelmed. you loved your friends, they could just be a little bit much sometimes, and you'd be too shy to say that you were feeling off. but of course james would notice, and hed immediately take you off somehwere on his own, you'd protest, telling him that you didn't want to ruin his fun, but he'd tell you that's nonsense.
"i wanted to leave. really, i did," he'd say when you gave him an unsure look as he led you off somewhere.
"james--"
"i'm serious," he'd smile, taking your hand. "i've been thinking about that book of yours. i want to know how it ends. have you finished it yet?"
you'd shake your head, squeezing his hand. "no, actually. i've got a few chapters left."
he'd grin, pulling you in the direction of your dorms. "well that settles it, then."
"what?"
"you're going to read it to me, darling," he'd say, getting excited. "i want to know how it ends. i'm rooting for them. they're going to end up together, i'm telling you."
you'd just smile at his excitement, letting him lead you.
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so sorry for the wait! i hope you enjoyed this :)
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madame-fear · 2 years
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gotham jonathan x reader who’s dad is harvey bullock…im sorry
idk if anyone else gets major dad vibes from harvey but i just want him to father me so bad if that makes sense idk. hed be so sweet and protective! and absolutely hate you dating jonathan but hed be civil cus you’re happy ☺️
(single dad, child from past relationship)
~🦈 anon
OMG I LOVED THIS HSVJSKAKD 💕💕💕 I agree with the major dad vibes indeed omg!! 🥰❤ This is so cute I swear–😭
I made headcanons for this one because I thought it would be more appropiate for your requests ♥️ Hope you enjoy your reading my dear anon! 💞
(p.s: I got a bit carried away w/this one! So sorry if it's a bit long 😊)
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Gotham!Jonathan Crane x Bullock!Reader | Being Harvey Bullock's Daughter and Dating Jonathan Crane Headcanons
You met Jonathan because you insisted on going with your dad to the Hospital only to visit him – the son of Gerald Crane – who was recently injected with something called the 'fear toxin' and was now completely terrorised, especially after his father got shot.
Harvey doesn't like involving you with his work because you're very important to him, and he doesn't want to risk your safety at all. So whenever you insisted on going with him to visit the GCPD or visit him at his work, he always obviously said no.
But, considering that on this particular case and occasion there really wasn't any homicidal psychopath or murder involved (or anything that could risk your safety), he let you go with him, so you could have an insight of what working for the GCPD is like.
When you first saw Jonathan, an interest for knowing him better suddenly sparked inside of you. Seeing him constantly shifting on the Hospital bed full of terror made your heart break, and actually feel sorry for him.
At one moment, while he was shifting on his bed, you made deep eye contact for a few good seconds, which caused him to stop shifting for a bit.
But he immediatly went back to shifting and focusing on things that you clearly couldn't see.
Harvey did see the eye contact you suddenly shared with Jonathan....oh boy.
After leaving the Hospital and returning home, you kept thinking about Jonathan, meaning that you're constantly asking your dad about the Crane case, especifically about Jonathan.
Your questions made him notice your growing crush for Jonathan. Which, of course, that lead to him asking you directly.
"You've got a crush on Gerald Crane's son or something?" "What? No! Just curious about it."
That's a lie. You are indeed interested in Jonathan Crane.
You can't take Jonathan off your mind, so you obviously think a lot about escaping for a while and giving him a visit.
Harvey is so EXTREMELY overprotective of you, so it took him a while to let you go on your own without having him following you everywhere.
Of course, he's only like that because he truly cares about and loves you, please don't get mad at his protectiveness 🥺
So if you wanted to visit Jonathan while he's in the hospital without your dad knowing, it'd be kind of... complicated.
Eventually, he'd let you go alone under the excuse that 'you're going over your friend's house to study together'. But honestly you just went to visit Jonathan.
When you visit Jonathan, you'd buy some flowers to make him feel better. He'd be confused at first, but he'll enjoy your company.
You gently knocked twice before opening the door of the room where Jonathan was in. "Hey..." you softly muttered as you entered the room. "You're Jonathan Crane, right?" No response from him. You could notice he was heavily breathing, and he was full of terror, which made your heart break a bit.
"I'm (Y/N) Bullock. My dad and his colleague are working on your case." Your voice was soft as you slowly walked towards him. "I just came here to visit you, since I noticed you were, well, uhm...terrorised," You stopped for a brief moment, but quickly continued talking. "And also, to bring you this." You looked down at a bouquet of flowers you just bought, and slightly extended it to him. He looked at the flowers you were holding, and then looked back at you, now feeling a bit calmer.
"I'll just leave this here, and I'll let you rest." You gently placed the bouquet on the nightstand. "If you ever need someone, here I am." You turned around, and walked towards the door so you could leave. "No, wait–" you heard his soft voice finally speak from behind you, making you turn your head around to look at him. "Please stay. I've got no one left."
And that was the start of a beautiful relationship.
Harvey would probably begin suspecting when he sees you leaving home very often. I mean, he works for the GCPD, he's obviously going to suspect about everything that seems odd, especially when it comes to you.
Don't be surprised if he ever 'interrogates' you about you frequently going out.
Also, sometimes escaping in the middle of the night, when you know your father won't find out.
While Jonathan was the Hospital, you two had become so close, that you developed a crush on each other.
Which that lead to you to date.
Of course, your father was clueless about this, and you preferred to keep it that way. He'll eventually have to find out, but you prefer to wait a bit until you reveal it to him.
Once Jonathan is out of the Hospital, he's the one visiting you at your home when you two know your dad is either away working or sleeping.
You nearly got caught a few times, but no one ever found out that he was there in your room.
Eventually, you had to tell your dad you are dating Jonathan Crane. Oh boy. Prepare yourself to get bombed with thousands of questions.
He'd kind of scold you a bit for not telling him about it earlier, but that's it, he's not much of a scolder when it comes to you. The rest is mere interrogation, with questions like: When did you meet? How?? When did you start dating??? Why????
He would definitely want to have a serious private chat with Jonathan. AND definitely threatens him that if he ever makes you cry or hurts you he's going to get his ass kicked.
Jonathan could never think about hurting you in any way possible, but the warning was just in case.
If your dad was already overprotective before you even dated someone...imagine now. 100% more protective now that you're dating. Especially dating Jonathan.
When you're spending time with your dad, he'll constantly ask you if you're ok, if Jonathan makes you feel comfortable, if he needs to kick his ass...you know, things like that!
He doesn't want to be dense constantly asking you about your relationship, he just wants to make sure his sweet little girl is ok and happy.
If any of his colleagues in the GCPD find out that you're dating Jonathan Crane, he's going to be teased as hell with it😂
Probably sending death glares to each other without you even noticing 😅
Jonathan doesn't like anyone from the GCPD. In fact I'm sure he hates all of them for killing his father...but your dad is an exception because, well, he's your dad. He still hates him, but less than the other officers that work for the GCPD.
Your dad constantly jokes about kicking Jonathan's ass.
Actually he's not joking, he's serious. You're just oblivious about their silly little rivalry.
He hates the fact that you're dating Jonathan Crane, yes, but honestly he's happy only because you're happy about your relationship. And even if he doesn't admit it (not even to himself), deep down inside he appreciates and is relieved about Jonathan truly loving, protecting, and caring about you.
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tigerkaye · 3 years
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MHA S/O Head Cannons; Bakusquad
Heyo!!! So a while back (about September) I made a head cannon on HxH characters as your s/o or bf soooo I thought why not to MHA, now if you guys like this one Ill do other characters, Im only doing bakusquad in this post only cause I feel like I get the feel of them more and they'll be the easiest for me to do. With that said tho, Ill still be more then happy to do Izukusquad, background characters, villains, pros, etc in the future if you guys would like. Anyway, now thats out of the way, I do want to mention I *try* to be as cannon as I can, so if your looking for like Soft Bakugou or even (sad to admit this is a head cannon 😭) Hispanic Sero, this might not be the post for you but if you still want to read Ill appreciate it and I hope you enjoy!! Now on to the head cannon, sorry for the long intro
Characters Used: Katsuki Bakugou, Eijiro Kirishima, Denki Kaminari, Hanta Sero, Mina Ashido, and Kyouka Jirou
Warning(s): Mild cussing
Katsuki Bakugou
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Oh me oh my, if you get this boy to care for you I congratulate you. Bakugou is a hard character to make fall in love, and in my opinion I dont think he would be all that into love. However, that doesnt mean he wont, I think if he found that one lucky person he wont hesitate to make them his, and in this case thats you.
While dating him, I think your guys' relationship would go in segments or just stages. I think Bakugou would need to go a bit slower and would take A LOT of patience because he's not really used to dating or the whole caring department as a whole
At first in your relationship it may be a little rough, since this angry boy doesnt know how to show his caring side there may be a lot of misinterpretations in the way he speaks to you, just know he's trying 💀 but you should help him out with it and make him realize he's not make you feel happy by yelling at you
After a bit more further into the relationship I think it will turn out smooth in the long run, tho that doesnt mean he'll stop his small outburst but I think by now if he knows he upset you or said really nasty things he wouldnt say sorry but he would take you out to your favorite food place or take you shopping, all the money on him, as an apology. However he wont admit hes apologizing
I also dont think Bakugou would be into PDA, however if he sees a guy flirting with you or anything he wont hesitate to prove that your his and his alone, and he'll make it hella obvious that hes not sharing anytime soon whether thats kissing you in front of the guy or straight up telling him to back off before hes blown to bits
Bakugou would also probably act different when hes in public with you vs alone with you, I think out in public he'd probably be more mean towards you and just more cold. While when you guys are alone he would probably be a lot more calm and chill, hed also probably love cuddles or resting his hand on your thigh
I also think Bakugous love language would really be quality time, I think with every chance he'd get he'd want to be with you. He'll probably make stupid excuses to come to your dorm because he "forgot his shirt" or something and he'd just stay there and if your not talkative it'll probably be quite and you guys just enjoy each others company with small chit chat here and there :)
Eijiro Kirishima
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Kiri was kinda hard so sorry if its not exact 😵
Ahhhh Kirishima, honestly probably such a good bf
If you even walked into the room, this boy would get so giddy and greet you imidiately
Kirishima would probably LOVE to get to know you and would also love for you to get to know him, maybe play 20 questions or just get into conversations about each other
I think Kirishima would loveee to hang out with you every chance he gets, however you guys may see each other less throughout the week then the weekend. I think he'd want to focus more on school and working out during the week, which doesnt mean he doesnt love you he just knows he has to focus on himself too. But I think on weekends he would try to take you out or just be in your area as much as possible
I think at night before bed though he would love to come in and just show his love for you and just to here your voice
If you ever need to talk to someone tho about anything I think Kirishima would drop whatever he is doing to aid you, cause yes he wants to focus on school and working out as well as being a good boyfriend ontop of that I think if he notices your upset or you call at some point and want to talk he'll stop what hes doing to talk or come to see you
Also if you feel like something is wrong in the relationship, he would ABSOLUTELY want you to tell him and let him know so he can fix whatever the issue is (not like there could be an issue on his part cause come on 🥺 but hypothetically speaking)
Denki Kaminari
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Denkiiii omg, he'd be the cutest 😤
I think at first Denki wouldnt believe that YOU out of all people would date someone like him, I really think at first he'd but dumbfounded
I guess he always thought you were to good for him, too perfect, so when you said yes, or you asked him out which ever you prefer, he would go into shock and probably blush and make sure your being serious about 100 times
I think at the beginning of your relationship he'd brag like a mother trucker about you, and not in like "oh I have a gf/bf and you dont" but in a more "thats right HE/SHE/THEY are mine" way
I also think he'd love to hold your hand, he'd love cuddles, hugs, and kisses
He would also love to try out your hobbies and he'd love to teach you his, whether is drawing, singing, skateboarding, videogames etc
Denki would probably be a flirt, or at least try, I really think he'd do those really cringy pick up lines such as "Do you need a bandaid? Cause you just feel too hard for me" and they arent good but hopefully they make you laugh
I think Denki would also like to go out into the city or town with you and just go shopping, or to an arcade, or maybe the movies, its just an excuse he gets to be out with you
I also think his love language would really be words of affirmation, he shows he loves you and he needs you to reciprocate that especially since at times he may really cringe at himself or really doubt himself so he needs you to tell him your love him no matter what
Also, he loves Netflix and Chill dates, anytime anywhere he is down to sit with you with your guys' favorite drinks and snacks, cuddle, and put a movie on
Hanta Sero
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Ok, first off, unlike Denki, Sero would probably be the smoothest talker and flirt ever, he would know how to make you blush
Sero would love to make you flustered and all while smirking about it seeing how cute you are
I think he would also love to take you out on small dates to amusement parks or to a semi-fancy restaurant, it all depends on your guys' mood
Though, as much as he likes going out I think he'd love to chill inside too either in his or your dorm
While you guys are inside in yours or his dorm, I think he would love to put on a playlist that may represent you guys if you made one and he'd dance and try to get you to dance with him even if you dont like to dance
You also cant convince me he wouldnt try the spiderman kiss hand upside down using his tape 💀 cause he would for sure
I also think if you are really testing him and just being plain annoying he'd tape you to a wall and just up and leave with snickering, so good luck getting out
He would also like holding your hand and I really dont think he'd hide the fact that hes dating you but he wont just be completely out there about it, just if he introduced you he'd refer to you as his girlfriend/boyfriend, or maybe it'll come up in conversations or maybe if someone asks
Mina Ashido
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Mina would be such a hype girlfriend
I think Mina would love to talk to you or go on small dates or just go out, especially shopping and to amusement parks
She would honestly make it pretty public that you guys are dating by being her loud self and calling you by your pet name all the time or just hugging you and telling you how much you mean to her
Also I really dont think she'd EVER want you to be left out, if shes going out even with someone else she'd invite you to go with them plus it gives her an excuse to see you
If you have insecurities, I think Mina would show you how much every inch of you is beautiful in her sunshine way whether its sticking her face in your stomach fat and kissing it, or showing you how cute people are when their short or how cuddly tall people can be etc
I think Mina would have no shame either like I think if shes spending the night she would just get dressed in your room, slightly to tease you but also she just feels that comfortable around and trust you wont do anything without consent
Kyouka Jirou
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Jirou would probably be really easy to fluster, like really easy. So if you say something genuinely nice to her about how much you car about her she'd blush and maybe figit with her earjacks
How ever if you flirt with in a more sexual way like complimenting her ass, hed blush a lot but plug her ear jacks in her ears and turn away telling you to shut up
I think Jirou would also love to share music, I think she'd love to share her taste and love you to share your own taste in music
She would probably even make a playlist that reminds her of you, whether its similar to what you listen to or just songs that represent you she'd show you
I also think Jirou would be more of a stay at home then go out for dates, unless its music related
She would also love small hand holding or thigh holding
Jirou is also the type to like to be in your vicinity as much as possible and get to know you as a person
Sorry some are short, I kinda rushed a few especially towards the end, I hope you like it still tho
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costellos · 4 years
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tell me who you’d take on a date and where you would go! — CLOSED
@thisbloghasnoaesthetic​ asked: Id love to take Jotaro on a date. Just something chill. Like getting some good food. Or just sitting together doing nothing. I'd love to just read a book with my head on his shoulder. Just enjoying eachothers quiet comfort :)
omg that sounds like a great date for Jotaro! he definitely seems like the type to want a chill date. he’d probably opt for something that offers takeout if you’re referencing Part 3!Joot, somewhere a little nicer but just as casual if you’re referencing Part 4!Joot. and while you’re reading, you might just catch a teeny, tiny smile on his lips. but don’t say anything or you’ll ruin the moment 🤭💕
anonymous asked: i would wanna take kakyoin out to an indoor roller rink so we could rollerskate together 🥺 it’s one of the things i like to do most and i’d wanna skate around w him while holding hands! also cause he’s tall, i feel like it’d be hard for him to keep balance and prevent himself from falling lolll. but we could go out to an ice cream place nearby afterwards and watch the sun set (if the time is right) 💗
how cute!! sharing something you love with the one you love most... I dig it. Kakyoin would be soooo embarrassed, though! he just wants to impress you but his center of gravity is absolutely awful. rip. at the end of the day, however, he’d be so appreciative that you shared something so personal with him. ❤️ let him pay for the ice cream, it’s the least he can do!! and maybe hold your hand while you watch the sunset 🌅
@lavaicerinkk​ asked: I would ask mista, probably to like a concert or something like that. We'd probably go as homies, then when we get home id be like "what if we kissed haha" and hed be like 😳😳 ok, and then we live happily ever after
LMAAAAOOOOO. I feel like this is v in character for Mista.... he’d be caught so off guard by it! esp since he probably would’ve accepted that you were just friends. not that he’d say no, tho 👀 he’d just be like, “wait, for real?” and waste no time kissing you after you gave him permission. what a happy ending. 💕
@murcx04​ asked: Take someone on a date huh hmmmmm- Josuke is my bet HAHA Hed be so refreshing to be with óuò. And we'd go shopping kfbfjfn And that where- he'll just show his pleading eyes and want you to buy the shoes he wants oh boy-
I agree, he would be a very refreshing plus one! I think a shopping date would be v traditional with him. I’m imagining you both at the mall, where he cackles at all the weird sex stuff at Spencer’s and shares his food court soft pretzel with you. 🥨 he probably wouldn’t explicitly say that he wants new shoes, but he’d nudge you and be like, “hey. if you wanna know what to get me for my birthday...” and point to the Air Force 1′s on display. so subtle. 🙄
anonymous asked: tbh i think i'd like to take kira out to dinner and go on a walk. i know its a simple date but i think he's really neat and i don't really like big or flashy events and i don't think he would either kjfnksnjks. its just sumn that would suit both of us nice
ooo interesting choice, nonnie! I 100% agree with you on this one. Kira would probably take you to one of those restaurants that have private rooms. I think some ritzier places are like that? anyway, he’d want to focus this date all on you. no mindless chatter from other patrons, no screaming children — the more noise he can minimize, the better. and during your walk, I can see him allowing you to take the reins on the conversation. he just finds everything you say so fascinating! 🌷💗
@catnymous​ asked: I'd take Fugo first to just a simple lil cafe then to the park :3
Cat!! I missed you!! you should come into the askbox more often, I always enjoy your replies. in the meantime, Fugo probably overthinks a lot so this date would be casual enough for him to relax. he would probably opt for some coffee and a slice of cake that he can share with you 🍰❤️ and a stroll through the park would be the perfect way to walk off the calories! (plus when you get to a fountain he’ll probably make some corny wish about getting to spend more days with you like this a;sdfkjl)
anonymous asked: Idk if you’re familiar with part 7... but I would bring Johnny to the planetarium; it’s a place that I love, and bringing him to a place special to me would mean a lot, I think. I’d tell him all of my favorite things about space. And, it’s a little mushy, but I’d remind him that just because you can’t always see the stars doesn’t mean they’re not there; every one is special and the same is for people. And of course, it would be a fun day out to appreciate the beautiful things in the world
unfortunately, I’m not familiar with Part 7... :( but thank you so much for sharing nonetheless! this is such a heart-warming confession 💕 I wish there was more I could say; I love that you’d share all your favorite things about space, and how everything and everyone is special. 💫 such a beautiful confession. 
@serenityblaze44​ asked: I would take Bruno and/or Abbacchio to a conservatory or garden, maybe bring a picnic. Nothing too exciting, just time to relax and spend time together. Then go home for cuddles.
por que no los dos? ahaha nah I’m joking... unless 👀 no but for real, this sounds ideal for both of them! ❤️ they would both appreciate the time to unwind. I could see Abbacchio prepping all the food, while Bucciarati handles everything else (packing the blanket, utensils, alcohol, etc.). they’d probably opt for somewhere outside of Naples since it’s far too crowded in the city. afterwards, be prepared for a gr8 nap between two warm, loving boys!!
anonymous asked: I'd take Kakyoin on a date! I think it would be really fun to go somewhere like an amusement park or arcade so we could just kinda be stupid together and forget our problems. Id go on the Ferris wheel and try to kiss him at the top but he'd probably shake the cart the whole time to freak me out 😂😂 After everything he's gone through, he deserves to have a lot of fun and id love to see him smile 🥰😍
aw friend, this is such a sweet scenario! hopefully the Ferris wheel doesn’t give him too many bad memories of Death Thirteen though ope,, anyway, what a lovely way to forget about all the stuff he’s endured! he’d playfully challenge you to some arcade games (and I’m using “playfully” lightly here) and then destroy you. 🙄 but it’s okay, any tickets he gets will immediately go to a cute stuffed animal just for you 🧸
@hadesaedes​ asked: OOOH I’d have to go with either Yukako or Koichi (even tho i have like TWO hands either is fine). Yukako is a very passionate and strong lover which I LOVE cause im shy with affection so being bold with it is MWUAH. While Koichi is also passionate I like to think he enjoys more simple and low key dates which is my type of thing. Having to just bask in each other’s company without having to fill the silence is GREAT. THEY ARE BOTH GREAT!!! In this essay I will-
AHHH A+ CHOICES, FRIEND. Yukako and Koichi would spoil you so much!! they’d handle any date expenses (movie tickets, food, etc.) and would adore having any opportunity to hold your hand 😊 Yukako would probably be more physically affectionate; she’ll either have her hand on top of yours or her feet wrapped between yours when sitting. Koichi would opt for compliments, praising you on how cool and smart you are! wow, what a supportive pair 🤝
anonymous asked: It's very hard to choose, but I'd go on a date with Bruno. Idk I'm just very gay for him. He knows a lot of nice and fancy places in Naples, but since that's not really my world, I'd take him to a small coffee shop or something. Nothing fancy or expensive but still very enjoyable. Maybe some ice cream. Walking through the city and going to a restaurant in the evening. Maybe something fancy this time, or just a simple pizza
how lovely!! Bucciarati would honestly be open to try anything, but I think a small coffee shop would be v enjoyable for him. there’s so much you can learn about someone over a cup of joe. ☕ since he’s been living in / around Naples his whole life, he’d probably share some neat facts about the city while on your stroll! “the Amalfi Coast is best known for its limoncello liqueur. I know a great place to try it if you’re interested.” 🍋
@moloko-tyan​ asked: Hello, little bird💫sending you rays of love and positive energy! This new event is so much fun. Several hours I wondered with who I wanted to go out, ahah. And I think it would be Erina. She deserves to have fun especially after all those awful events in her life. We would go to atelier. We could go through fabrics to choose which fits the best. We would look at lovely laces, buttons, jewels and we would argue about models of dresses and evening gowns. I want her to feel safe🌻 thank u so much!
friend! I always get so excited when you pop into my askbox!! ty for participating 💕 Erina is such a great choice imo. and this is such a creative date! she’d have so much fun running her fingers over all the interesting fabrics. Erina would take the most beautiful dresses and hold them up against you, saying how lovely the color suits you. 👗 although she’d be too shy to try those dresses on herself, she would have so much fun spending the day with you!!
anonymous asked: I hope it's okay to send this (I honestly don't want you to get overwhelmed)! But if it's okay: I would love to take Fugo on a date! I love this boy with all my heart and I would love to travel with him to my country to a town next to the sea and give him a tour of its history (and visit the local art and history museums there)! And later grab some ice cream and walk along the seafront in the evening where there are less people and just enjoy the walk together as the sun sets. -Turtle Anon🐢
oooohh, Turtle Anon!! thank you for your concern. you’re all good, don’t worry! anywho, that’s a wonderful date for Fugo. he would have an absolute blast reading about all the art and history your country has to offer 🏛️ you might have to push him along though, he’s the type to absorb everything n really slow down when reading... but at the end of the day, as you’re walking along the beach, he’d thank you for sharing a part of yourself with him. he’d be so honored! ☀️
anonymous asked: tbh i'd love to take narancia on a super spontaneous date... only the date and time are set, the entire day is just going around town and doing whatever stupid fun random things,, eating street food and going into shops to try on random fits and running around laughing, mayhaps go to an arcade, or do some karaoke. and then wind down at like a mcdonalds late at night, tired but happy and satisfied.. hhh nara is v fun i just wanna hang out w him honestly 🤕😔🤕😔
yeeeess this is the perfect date for Narancia!! he loves spontaneous stuff like this. he’d have so much fun gorging himself on street food and playing around with weird fits. he’d probably put on the stupidest things he can find, like this. and if you go to karaoke, be ready to screech some absolute bangers. he will not take anything less than confident (yet bad), loud (yet joyous) singing. 🎤 n while he might be falling nodding off at the McDonald’s, he’d sleepily tell you how amazing the day was and how he wants to do this again 💕
@tomomi012​ asked: I'm going to share another ideal date idea, but with Kakyoin. I'd like us to go to one of those cat cafes in Japan. I mean, cats, coffee and a cute Japanese boy, is this heaven? and I would tell him: "Nori, today I am in heaven"
ofc, share all you want! omg... I love this idea..... Kakyoin would be so soft anytime a cat approaches him. he’d do a little “pspsps” and hold out his finger for them to smell. and once a cat actually nudges him, he’d just melt! he wouldn’t show it outwardly, but you can see it in how bright his eyes get. I think Kakyoin would be the type to either attract a ton of cats or cats hate him, there’s no in between. 😭❤️ both make for some gr8 scenarios, though! 
@pommmejuice​​ asked: for your post about taking a character on a date :,) i think i’d like to take abba to art museums/cultural centers ,, i’d love to talk to him about my culture and what life is like (if he’d be interested;; lol) n maybe afterwards while we get italian food he can talk to me about what italian culture is like, the parts that aren’t shown in the media 🥺 so uh a date where we’re both learning new things about each other hehe
n maybeeeee take fugo to a café where we can study together n talk about our favorite things in our lives/culture.... n maybe hold hands on the table and maybe stare into his eyes tenderly ... you know because he’s my BFF (Best Friend Forever) .. you know how best friends do.. 😳
ooo Ireeene I figured you’d say Abbacchio :3c but that’s such a cute date for him! ofc he’d be interested in learning more about you!! you wouldn’t see it, but every time you share something you that you love about your culture, Abbacchio’s gaze on you would be so loving... 💖 he adores that you’re sharing so personal with him (of all people!!). and he’d get a kick out of telling you misconceptions about Italy. don’t get him started on how much he hates the Mario Bros.
as for Fugo, he would react similarly. I could see him ask more questions about your culture, while Abbacchio lets you go on and on. he’s so interested in everything about you!! and the moment you hold his hand... wow... get ready to see some intense blushing... he wouldn’t pull away, but his attention would turn to something else and his stutter would be apparent. pull yourself together, Fugo! 😤
anonymous asked: I'd take Rohan on a date, I'm a lil gay for that trash man. Tbh, it would either be an amazing date or a total disaster. I think we'd plan something fun and relaxing, like going to an art gallery or seeing a movie, but we'd end up in an adventure because that's what keeps happening to Rohan for some reason. At the end of the day we'd go to a restaurant to put a normal ending to that strange day
HAHAHA omggg friend this is a pretty accurate description of Rohan’s life. I think he’d be really annoyed that the day ended up this way, but he’s glad that he got to spend it with someone he tolerates. 💕 Rohan would try to push past those feelings once you go to the restaurant. this date is still salvageable!! he might complain a lil, but ultimately, he’d try to focus on you and what you enjoyed 🥰
@xxbluejayxx​ asked: For the Jojo date thing, I'd take Abbacchio. Well not really picky about the kind of date, I feel a nice quiet one at home would be best. It could be a homemade dinner, a movie night, or both. When it comes down to it, for me anytime spent with someone I love is time well spent, and that is something I will willingly admit
this is such a peaceful date for Abbacchio! I agree, a quiet date at home would be best. 😊❤️ as I mentioned in other scenarios, he’d likely take over kitchen duties. no need to worry about anything, just tell him what you want and he’d whip it up for you! and when it comes time to watch the movie, he’d tell you to sit a lil closer to him... he’s not very good with verbalizing affection, but he loves when he can feel your skin against his.
anonymous asked: I reeally wanna take Polnareff on a date. He deserves it sooo much. He's such a handsome sweetie. Id turn on the charm for him for once, like he always does. I have a beautiful image in my head of an outdoor patio restaurant with hundreds of strings of lights. We both dress up and have a lovely meal under the stars and magical lights, and then our favorite song plays and we have a dance beneath the lights. I think it would be goofy and romantic, stepping on toes as we attempt to dance around 😍
ahhh Polnareff would be so flattered to have you flirt with him! he’d probably get a lil flustered since this is nicer than what he’s used to, but seeing you dressed to the nines would make make him go 🥵 likewise, he’d push himself through the situation by just focusing on you. and when you start dancing... wow!! he’d lose himself laughing and being absolutely miserable at showing his moves. but it doesn’t matter, because he’s here with you and everything is okay ⭐
@rat-makes-stuff asked: Ok so I would take Giorno back to my home state of Michigan. Mafia boss has got to be tired as hell, so what's better than walking through the woods and collecting rocks at Lake Huron (I'm biased that's my favorite lake no CAP). We would watch the sun set and then look at the stars when they come out. Wildflower picking, trying to see how many deer we can find, and picnics by the lake? Yes pleaseee
before I start, Tumblr wasn’t letting me tag you in this!! so I hope you still see my response :( anyway, this is such a relaxing date! Don Giorno would love to unwind in nature. he’d probably take some stones he found near Lake Huron and turn them into a bouquet of flowers for you! 💐and since he’s probably never seen the sky without light pollution, he’d be astonished at how beautiful the sky is. he wouldn’t be able to say anything, just pull you close to him and thank you for taking him out here 🌠
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lizzodorito · 5 years
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quick vent
because i legit have no where else to put this sort of feeling and just.. writing it in a book or a doc just... isnt as cathartic. Hope this just fades into the void, please dont bother reading it.
Hey. screw proper grammar and spelling I just need to get thihis out.
my name is liz and hoenstly fuck this website because last time i actively used it for something other than mandolorian memes or sims mods/cc my ex boyfriend was fucking stalking me on it and catfishing me and comfort me by sending me those ask lists and i... i dunno if im over that. Fuck you Sven.
not the point, just wha t I have to think about every single damned time I find myself here no matter what.
I am so lonely. I dont have many friends at all and the ones I do are out to use me or not Get Into It with me, thouhg fair because im a shit load of a lot to deal with i guess. other friends i have are pretty backstabbing and they refuse to properly grow up and LIVE and THINK FOR OTHERS AND ALSO THINK FOR THEMSELVES WITHOUT IT HAVING TO BE DEFINED BY HOW PROUDLY TERRIBLE THEIR MENTAL HEALTH IS FUCK
And then i get shit for it
love being used guys hell yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah  no i dont i hate it so much literally when was the last time anyone loved me right outside of my family and even so its not like my parents treat me well. mother you may have improved drastically,  but similar to my self esteem, its still very much BELOW PAR and i hate having to witness both.
I am so lonely.
I go so long without saying any word sometimes, its a wonder i stil breath, although sometimes when i was young id forget to.
why is it that i get more depressed when i come back to the family home
does anyone else understand being family oriented to a family that really for the majority doesn’t treat you the same?
The voice in my head wont stop. it wont stop telling me all  the ways i have potentially fucked my budding friendships with my new friends isha and matt 
how am i a person who shares so little yet so much
BUT MY LORD THANK YOU these are people who... who are considerate and are processing what i am saying and are thinking of me
but how fucked up am i
and will that push them away
im often distasteful but all the same complex and layered and so useful and so interesting
and that’s why often enough it seems people dont put in the effort, or frankly, dont give a shit about me once i requrie effort, though their “care” for me beofre then was only for their own benefit.
im exhausted 
One of my best internet friends was raped and i was the one who revealed that to her and she just didnt realize it yet and i havent been able to fall asleep without thinking about it
i have needed to cry for over a week now and i haVent gotten to still i am so sad i am SO SAD
I am so charming yet cannot help being alone no matter how enjoyable i am for others to have around
Matt
He makes me question if im asexual
But I am only a human
porbably deifntieyl still asexual
but too much all the same 
Im just lonely and touch starved probably (more than usual to be clear) and want to be hugged and loved and he’s so smart and we talk for hoours and comfortably, for me, occupy eachothers’ space we talk for 
hours.
this is becoming poetry.
I feel like i am beginning to sound like a hobo johnson broken record
stop being poetic fuck off liz
he;s so 
I havent been hopeful like this in people for a long time
we went to a museum to support isha (she had to do a project that invovled socializing so ya know the inrovert crew (though i dont know fi matt considers himself one)) and we just were togeter (in rather close proximinity) just speaking in accents, partly hoping to excite the strangers crowding everywhere about “foriegners” being here at the exhibit... but i think it was mostly just for us. for our fun 
because voices is what we like to do
i love voice acitng 
he committed to it, i fell out of it more times than he did and he gets more specific with accents than i do
he likes what i do
he loves the characters and my many talents
he loves my writing
he wants me to join his dnd campaign over the summer with his friends
is it for me?
does he want... me
or just my character maggie that everyone loves
he wants me to join the campign he’s in npw with his friends, as he’s a player character and not a dm as he would be over the summer
he doesn’t quite get how lonely i am
i worry i made him and isha uncomfortable last night... i joked about actually being loved properly
he immediately looked at me strange, me not realizing the joke was taken as truth
“Liz, is there something you need to talk about?”
“Oh! Oh, well, um...” hi i come from an abusive family and you both dont realize how much it meant to me that you wanted me to come and are consitently telling me and thanking me for coming because... you’re telling me im good company and its been so long since i have had real friends or gone out with friends and ACTUALLY FULLY AND COMPLTELY HAD A GOOD TIME OH MY GOSH YOU DONT EVEN KNOW I AM SO SHY ABOUT ALL OF THIS BECAUSE HOLY FUCK I CANT EVEN ASK HOW I BECAME SUCH A BASKET CASE BECAUSE I ALREADY KNOW I ALRWADY KNOW I ALREADY KOW I ALRADY KNOW AND I HAVENT’ GOTTEN TO REALLY TELL ANYONE IN SO LONG WITHOUT THEM LEAVING ME 
its been so long since ive been understood by a peer
(hi my name is liz and i am weepign right now)
“No, not yet at least.”
*isha laughs and it joined by matt soon. I’m smiling comfortably. I genuinely have a soft, contented hope i might get to tell them at least some of it one day.*
“not yet at least! sorry matt you have to be at least a level 4 friend to learn the tragic backstory”
thank you isha for lightening the mood
thank you for making the joke so many people who gave less than a fuck about me got offeneded at and confused when i made it so often years ago.
my comment was laughed off, we continued to watch the critical role espidoe i had missed
soon it was just matt and i. isha was to bed.
just him and i, and i, like id been all night (concious but making the decision to pipe down and trust the people around me), was all curled up, very relaxed and off my posture, sinking into the couch. MAtt was always upright ish. sometimes hed sink a bit or rest his hips on their side curl a little rest his head, but not as intesely as i did
sometimes he’d scoot closer to me, sometimes hed scoot away. sometimes hed move his legs so our knees would touch. i dont mind (not because i was finding it romantic, im not twelve, i just am understadning of the small situation we are in and its a knee for crying out loud) i wonder if i was taking up too much space with the way i’d sit comfortaly. I wonder if he thought so.
i would be lying if i said i didnt imagine us actually having contact with eachother. cuddling platonically.. on multiple occassions.
I have an imagination that thinks of everything and so many scenarios all at once and all the time after all
i was comfortable with the idea but
it would be a bigger lie to say i wasnt absolutely and perfectly content wiht the way it did go.
i dont thiink i will ever know if he was comofrtable on that couch or more so if it was me he was comfortable or uncomfrtoable with. 
I will respect him to tell me.
he;s good at eyecontact and its comfrotable enoguh where i dont have to look away (it’s been a problem i never used to  have recently)
I’d peek up at him when he’d talk to me
i felt young again
when the stream was over he got up to leave.
i dont know if we daudled. dawdled? yep thats the word
i dont know if we did
we made small talk
shitty jokes that he declared wouldn’t be the last thing we said to eachother that evening
i agreed.
the last words that night were goodnights.
me with my raspy evening voice from a day full of talking and him with a look over the shoulder from the hall as the door closed behind him
he was obviosuly very slap happy sleepy as he was talking about the light not being too bright in the hall (to his happiness)
it was a nice night
when was the last time i went to bed so happy? thanking God over and over and praying for my friend i mention way earlier
i didnt even have to drown my insomnia with a youtube video
i just went to sleep
2 am
i hope the weather continues
- jaques cruzio, pink panther
now im just in bed
at the family home
not my dorm
fighting my depression (its been three hours, i was getting exhausted by 9:30 due to it) as i rest
i was curled in a ball, slumped and face planted, arms slumped when i decided i need to talk to someone, or say something mroe than what i vented to my little sister (small bits about how lonely i feel and how i worry ive fucked things up) hours ago
and here we are 
12:14 am
just some broken twenty something asexual with a mind that’s usually over sixty talking about the amazing people i met two weeks ago while in the background i think about the girl i used to be the boss of (online moderator work) and how she’s essentially in love with her idea of me and how i make her feel... and not just for me.
i am mysterious and cool and smart and hot and talented and useful to her.
I want to be complex and dedicated and helpful and pretty and so skilled and hardworking and wanted for me.
i want to  be considered and deserving and im hoping that isha, matt and my other two roommates can help start to fill that hole in my life
because, God, so far they have so much potential for it in my eyes
(so far)
thanks for listening, void.
actually feeling quite a bit better. the misery is still lingering, i wonder if i should cry more. But, i can breathe easier and my eyes dont feel dead. I just am tired and am prepared to enjoy things again.
proabbly will watch claire from BA make jelly beans.
or the Noel Miller guy isha told me about.
I dont know if it’s appropriate if i downloaded matt’s contact into my phone from when isha put us both in a groupchat together and i hope its not weird and i hope maybe he did the same, but by God i dont think i’ll be texting him first.
i like in person better.
with anyone.
always have
i have so much more on my mind
#me
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toffee!
ah yeah i suppose ur right. yeah i think quarentine has had that sort of effect on a lot of people :( sorry to hear abt ur strict parents, hopefully ur friend will be able to come back soon. small outings (even with family) are still good tho, make sure ur taking care of urself toff.
youre totally right! ah yes thats good advice (/gen) ill try and use that when im in a slump ty. any music suggestions?
lol sames. even some of the stuff abt seungmin, innie etc is a little uncomfortable, like theyre grown ass men for sure, but at the same time, theyre still young, still just over being a teenager in the grand scheme of things. (on that note, i do struggle with worrying that im infantalising them, obviously theyre adults but at the same time, theyre still young. i do treat all fictional characters as my children, but i guess its different when its real people. idk. what do you think?) yeah some stans rlly need to take a chill pill, some are rlly walking the wire between 'ah theyre attractive/that look rlly suits them' and making fucking smut fics abt minors, like... they do not see a problem with that?? yeah tbh i feel like unless theyre 18 they shouldnt be put into the spotlight, weve seen what it does to peoples mental health, but modern day kpop industry is a lot like old hollywood with a lot of popular child actors -_- hopefully the big companies will learn but i agree, its unlikely
suuuuure toff haha. ill go searching for them, but idk if ill be able to find the fluff needle in the angst haystack (jkjk) yeah, fair i groan and complain but you do write angst etc rlly well, so if its what ur comfortable with, then pls continue, it is one of your strong suits, well as you write fluff aside
ah okay good! ill continue to send you essays then
THE ALBUM YES. so ive been looking forward to it for literally months, this is actually my first skz album release as a stay (since the last on was 9 months ago) i was sitting there hitting refresh on my spotify the second 6pm kst came around. (speaking of which, how did you do the release? i couldnt decide whether to watch or listen first but i ended up on listening cos there would be more material) okay: so cheese was super cool, very skz ya know? tho i almost wish theyd made domino the title track, tho obv it was a more experimental track and would have been a bit controversial (much like whistle for bp) i looooved domino and thunderous was absolutely impeccable. all the songs were amazing but standouts were- secrets, secrets which lowkey made me tear up idk why, red lights which almost killed me (it did not have to go that hard, but it did) and OT8 WOLFGANG omgggg i wasnt sure if hyunjin was going to be included in it but i was hoping and, ya know people had said hed be in there, but the further i got in, the less i was sure and then BAM hyunjin started what had been jisung's part and i just sat there grinning for about 5 minutes. surfin was absolutely adorable and gone away almost made me cry AGAIN. star lost was so touching, almost a nod to hyunjins little star? silent cry was relatable beyond anything. SSICK was funny? for some reason I was laughing while it was playing, idk the combination of added cheering and minhos aggressiveness and the totall seriousness they sung it. but i rlly enjoyed it. sorry i love you showcased their vocals like nothing else. the view is THE BOP of 2021, absolutely going to be stuck in my head for the next decade, that hook is genius. what did you think?
also did you watch their grow up performance? with all the stays and ALL THE TEARS? ;n; i feel like this is the end of an era of skz and tbh im kinda happy but also sad. super excited for their promotions but super bummed they wont get to tour. ah well
<3 w.a. 🐺
answer under the cut bc i gave an equally long answer to this already long ask HAJSH
oh yeah, abt quarantine having an effect. my friend and i talked about this earlier actually. i didn't realize the world was moving so fast until the pandemic happened. being in quarantine gave me time to think and i got to know myself more. it's just the sole good thing i got out of the isolation lmao. and abt my strict parents, ironically i got to go out today so i got to hang out with a few of my bestfriends. i had fun but my legs are a bit sore from walking. but they're a different set of friends. i'll get to hang out with the others when my getaway driver comes home in december.
hmm music recommendations for writing? depends on the plot you're writing. care to share what story you're working on and i'll try to rake my brain for a song that might match the vibe. i listen to classical / lo-fi if i don't have song inspo for a fic because lyrics sometimes distract me.
i don't think that's infantilizing tho. for me, it has something to do with my environment and the way i was raised. maybe it's the same the other way around? like this certain age (for the ones above 18 but below 20) is thirst-able for them. idk really. it's just not for me ?n? what i do NOT condone is writing smut for minors??? like get checked : D // i agree with everything with the idols being 18+ before they debut simply because it's for the best for their well-being like. how can young idols decide that this shit is the thing they want to do for life? or at least until their contracts last. idk :// it's unfortunate that it's unlikely to happen.
WELL. i have a list so you won't have to go search for them! in class (minho), in the rain (seungmin), gladius maximus (chan) and you've read five star already. and i just realized that most, if not all, of my upcoming fics are fluffs and i'm fond of all of them :D i used to focus a lot on angst because fluff disgusted the living shit out of me. i think things changed when i wrote champagne problems and hurt myself so bad i wanted to drop angst entirely. i didn't, of course, but i allowed myself to be self-indulgent now.
for the release of the album, i was on twt and watched the vid at 12 views (if i remember correctly, i watched back door at 14 so HASJH) i’m gonna talk by track so it wont be too confusing? bc i wrote this in paragraph format and it just ???? beware im very picky with tracks even if they’re my ults. so no offense if we have opposing opinions and i’m not fond of reading lyrics so these are all music wise.
cheese - oh god i hated cheese at first listen but it grew on me easily. i was singing the yeahyeahyeahyeah bit all day today :D
thunderous - i cant say that it’s my favorite title track. it felt really dry sometimes, both mv and music wise. but at the same time, it’s not that bad. the choreography carried the song tho o.O it’s so fucking cool. but like go live, another track has my heart and it’s
domino - AND YES I AGREE THAT THEY SHOULDVE MADE DOMINO TITLE TRACK UGHHHHH WHAT A WASTED FUCKING OPPORTUNITY. WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS HOW FOND I AM OF THIS SONG. it stands close to the level i love easy.
ssick - was a skip on first listen too because i found the chorus underwhelming but it grew on me? not that much but i can bear listening to it.
the view - it’s something the gen public like, hence its something i dislike. im not fond of songs that are structured like this? it’s not a bad song, just not the type of song i like. but i agree that the hook is very not catchy but it would get stuck in ur head.
sorry, i love you - it’s not as sad as i expected but i actually like it??? i can’t wait to write a fic out of it (1) HAJSHAJ it’s like a 3/5 for me. it’s angsty but chill?
silent cry - i’m pissed at this song bc it hits but sometimes it doesn’t?@?#!? but it’s starting to grow on me but definitely not my fave track.
secret secret - glad i found a secret secret enthusiast because my irls thought it was a skip?$?#@$? it gives me ikon vibes and i’m a huge fan of ikon’s discog so this was a win for me T_T +
STAR LOST - gives me bigbang song vibes and now im very sad :(( in case u didnt know, i’m a hUGE yg fan and 2ne1/bigbang introduced me to kpop so when i heard this track that gave me yg feels i just <3___<3 and it’s one of my favorite tracks anw moving on,
red lights - I WANT TO SKIP THE FIRST TEN SECONDS OF RED LIGHTS EVERY TIME IT PLAYS LIKE IT MAKES ME FEEL AWKWARD KDSJFSK but fine. i’m adding this to props and mayhem’s playlist LMAO it’s more aggressive than sexc tho. more enemies to lovers o. O
surfin’ - this coming right after red lights just wasn’t the best decision arrangement wise because how did we go from ooh sexc to aigh pARTAY. felix saying sheesh T___T it’s such a fun song i want to go to the beach ;n; do you like beaches?
gone away - i have yet to read the lyrics because i’m using this as inspo for a jeongin fic jskjash it’s not the type of ballad i like but it’s so fucking sad to listen to :’ ) the pitch change caught me off guard? still does. it’ll grow on me prolly.
wolfgang - I YELLED WHEN I HEARD HYUNJIN IN WOLFGANG. i didn’t like this song until recently. it gives me the confidence boost i need to pick myself off self-esteem crashes.
and no i haven't watched that performance and i prolly wont because i’ll cry. i’m excited for the promotions too. do you think they’ll still have a repackage?? i cant fucking believe that i just finished waiting for 12am kst for skz teasers and now i have to look forward to 12am for nct 127??@?#? NOT A SINGLE DAY OF REST FOR THIS STAYZEN
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