#also i need MORE big tshirts so i can wear them over everything

[negansbackdoorwhore]

Sneaky

Warnings: age gap (early 20s reader), smut

I was lying in bed scrolling through random apps to relieve boredom. I relax more in the bed further after plugging in my phone. It was peaceful until I jumped to a knocking on my window. I sat up from my bed feeling a rush of adrenaline and being bold, I peeked through the blinds. I sighed in relief to realize it’s only Negan. Also my dad’s best friend, whom I’ve been seeing for a while now. My poor dad was clueless but we may get caught if he keeps sneaking into my window. I go pull the blinds up and unlock my window. He moved close and opened it for himself.

“You know you’re going to get us caught one day.” I say just above a whisper. He just kept a big smile on his face as he walked in and accidentally fell. It made a loud thud noise and I panicked by closing the door. “Shit!” I whispered loudly and helped him up.

“Well, hello to you to babygirl.” I was about to speak up but heard footsteps coming toward my bedroom. Immediately thinking fast, I pushed him to hide under my bed. I made the motion for him to stay quiet as I closed the window. I then heard my bedroom door open to see my dad all groggy.

“You okay in here honey?”

“Yeah. Everythings good, I just fell trying to open my window.” I say shutting the blinds. He only sighed and shook his head. “Be more careful alright? I’ll be in my room if you need anything.” I nodded and said goodnight as I go to lock my door. I let out a breath as Negan moved to stand up. He stretched his back and looked over at me.

“Well. We didn’t get caught did we?” He says above a whisper. Negan just laughs as I give him a glare. He takes off his jacket to drap over the night stand. I see him ruffle his hair and lays on my bed. His shoes were kicked off and looked over at me. Negan raised his finger to motion for me to join. I walk over and lay next to him and he had his arms around me.

“You haven’t called me in a week. Where exactly have you been baby?” Negan asked as he rubs my lower back.

“You know I have a job for the rest of the summer, right?”

“Yeah. But whenever we started this, I thought we’d be able to have more fun. Instead of you staying at your folks to save money.” He pouted as I shifted to lay on top of his body. “Well I need money for my next semester of college. You know that.” I say touching his chest. He ran an arm up my back toward the back of my head. I look at him and felt him pulling me into a kiss. Obviously he wanted to avoid the conversation. I kissed him back and wrapped my arms on his neck. For a few minutes I made out with him as I laid on top of him. His hand rubbing my lower back and going under my shirt to touch my skin.

“Why don’t you start taking off these clothes?”

“Only if you do it to.” I say in between kisses and felt him smile. I leaned up on his lap to toss away my shirt and show off that I was wearing no bra. He licked his lips and followed along by removing his own tshirt onto the floor. I bit my lip and lower go to kiss him again as his hands massaged my tits. I moan against his lips as he pinched my nipple. He moved my body to sit up and lean to suck at my chest. I held his head and kept in my voice so we don’t wake my dad. “Remember, we have to be quiet Negan.” I whispered.

“You don’t need to worry about me. You know I can make you scream.” I blushed as he took opportunity to lay me under him. Fuck he was so hot with his body being lit from the dim lamp. His body settled between my thighs and go to touch his shoulders. “Want me fuck you?” He teased when tugging away my shorts. I go to pull them off my hips and he practically tore them off my ankles. We both laugh lightly and went to undo the button of his jeans. I look at him feeling my thighs squeeze together and wanting him so bad. Negan grabbed a pillow and carefully stuffed it behind the headboard to avoid noise.

He moved faster and shimmied his pants and boxers down his thighs. I pull him to kiss me again as he situated himself to thrust into me. I whined feeling his cock, he went to cover my mouth.

“Shh. Don’t be too loud.” He warned and I nodded. He kept his hand in place as he moved his hips. I groan into his hand as he moved slow but brought force into his thrusts. Negan knew exactly how to fill my pussy so good. I whimpered as my thighs tighten on his waist. He bit his lip to keep down the noise as he fucked me.

He hit me so deep and I held onto his shoulders. I did my best to not make a noise and it must’ve been too long without him since my pussy was clenching on him. He was already there seeing the look on his face. He lean to whisper “Come baby.”

That’s all I needed to fully let go and I felt bite my neck once he released. We both had to take moment to steady breathing and our bodies fell against the bed.

“Shit. Too long without your pussy.”

“I know. Too much time without you.” I say caressing his cheek. He shifted his body to pull out of me and laid by my side. I moved to cuddle with him and he kissed my head. “Live with me.”

“What? No, do you realize my family with kill us.”

“So? I care about you and you wouldn’t have to work anymore. I’ll take care of everything baby.”

“I don’t know…” I spoke hesitantly and drew patterns on his arm.

“At least think about it.”

“Maybe.”

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[amazinglyegg]

JAY! JAY! JAY! JAY!

The most basic survivor with the most basic story! Very long ramble about him below the cut (sorry)

Physical appearance

Short, skinny, pale (malnourished vibes)

Part way through his story he loses his eyes from a grenade and gets synth eyes as prosthetics

Has scars all over his body from that incident, as well as the average amount of scars for a wastelander

Always wears long sleeves, usually a white tshirt

Jean jacket over top with some silly little patches!!!

I am terrible at clothes so idk what pants he wears. Vaguely grey probably

Other outfits you'll see him in are any random clothes he needs when going undercover in the railroad (he keeps an outfit in his bag for synths still in their old uniform!) and rarely the Brotherhood flight suit when it's laundry day

Backpack

Big ol' hiking backpack he scavenged in sanctuary, also ties his sleeping bag on the bottom

Food, water, and caps are necessary

Sketchbook and pencil to keep him busy while having to sit around and wait, loves sketching and journalling

Teddy bear! Lovingly named Mr. Cuddlesworth, keeps him tucked away so nothing bad happens to him

Fancy Lads for any synths he comes across, also (not in the picture) a blank box filled with chems for bribing his way out of problems with raiders and the like

Uses his baseball bat, especially before he got comfortable with guns, but occasionally uses Rightous Authority and a combat shotgun

Keeps an extra knife on hand as well as pepper spray and a rape whistle, both of which he kept on his body since pre-war

Stats!

Physically weak but very perceptive - not very high charisma but his perception usually helps him along

High perception means he has very sensetive ears, which can both be useful and a problem (prone to sensory overload!)

His perks aren't based on his SPECIAL at all

Medic - he was trained as a scribe in the Brotherhood of Steel, much more comfortable healing than fighting

Vans - He's practically reliant on his pipboy to keep track of all his quests! It has a detailed map and GPS that can even give directions out loud

Rooted - He's a freeze response type of guy. 100% deer in the headlight vibes

Personality

He's a big ol' scaredy cat!

Trauma from the vault has left him absolutely terrified of enclosed spaces, the dark, and radroaches. Also dislikes loud sounds, the cold, alcohol, and chems

He likes touch and always gives out hugs and handshakes! He also likes the sun (and light), nature, sweets, sleeping, being non-violent, and brahmin

He's a crybaby and will cry at every little thing. Just give him 15 minutes and he'll be fine

He's very naive and trusting, especially starting out. He just blindly goes along with what anyone says, and that becomes an extreme as he tries to cope with how much the world changed

Everything's in ruins now? Okay. There's cows with two heads? Okay. You're going to rob me and steal all my money? Okay... wait.

Always tries to see the best in people and things, and will much rather get shot than risk shooting someone who may not be a danger to him (hey, maybe they're only aiming a gun at him because they misunderstand! We can talk things out!)

Very rarely gets angry or loses his cool - tends to just cry instead. Not too great in the wasteland!

He doesn't like kids (and didn't like Shaun, which he feels guilty about...) despite being so childish and friendly. He gets along with them great! He just... doesn't like them...

Story

Jay has two storylines of sorts, one of my first playthrough and one of my second playthrough that diverges a bit

My first playthrough is a Railroad playthrough

Jay is Shaun's older brother. Their father was a veteran and Sanctuary was a small neighborhood specifically advertised as PTSD/veteran friendly (AKA HOA had a field day with banning fireworks and loud parties, and didn't bother with much else...) - Codsworth was also part of a pack for veterans!

Jay gets some basic survival skills from Preston and the group (after becoming severely ill due to a 200yr old immune system, but whatever) and leaves with Codsworth to Diamond City

He meets Nick and joins the Railroad quickly after! However Codsworth gets pretty beaten up in Vault 114 and after staying with Arturo for a while Jay convinces him to go to Sanctuary where it's safe

At some point Jay runs off on his own to try and collect the last few of Winter's holotapes, which is where he gets cornered by gunners in Quincy and throws a grenade which bounces off the wall and back near his own feet

He was mostly blind and severely injured, and staggers his way back to Railroad HQ (thanks to his high perception + VANS to guide him) where he gets taken to Doctor Amari and gets his synth eyes

He infiltrates the Institute and befriends X6, and also finds out he's a synth after reading a terminal he was told very sternly not to look into

In the same way Shaun is sort of a test for child synths, Jay is a test for teenage synths, as well as to study personality and emotions, and how a synth would grow if they believed to be human

Barely anyone knows this, save for Father and maybe a few other scientists, so Jay keeps it a secret until the Railroad is attacking the place, where he tells Father on his deathbed that he knows the truth

Father tells him that they're not real brothers and he feels nothing for him, and Jay responds by telling Father that he loves him and that their parents would be proud of him before mercy shooting him in the head

He adopts synth Shaun and gets adopted by Nick, making a family of entirely robots (including Codsworth!)

Far Harbor comes after this and stuff happens idk this is getting very long, but DiMA is his uncle!!

The second playthrough, which is forever unfinished, is a Brotherhood playthrough, follows all the main plotpoints above with a few changed details

Instead of immediately leaving to Diamond City after Call to Arms, he and Codsworth stay with Danse and his group with the promise of food, shelter, and in-depth survival and weapon training (he's still relying on his baseball bat at this point despite his horrible strength stat)

Codsworth eventually goes back to Sanctuary (all this fighting stresses him out) and Jay does still find the Railroad and go along with them, but he spends a majority of his time on the Prydwen learning everything he needs to know

Jay's still supportive of synths but is less active in the Railroad, and he finds out he's a synth around a week or two before the events of Blind Betrayal

After Blind Betrayal Jay leaves the Brotherhood and goes for a Minutemen and Railroad ending, where the two factions sort of combine, and a lot of settlers are either rescued synths or helping the Railroad in some way

Danse is also in the Minutemen! Although he's mostly unaware of how involved in the Railroad they are - Jay is trying to ease him into it slowly but it's taking a WHILE to unlearn all that Brotherhood propaganda!

Jay isn't as active in the Railroad in this playthrough, and he's more critical of their ways of doing things. He's a bit more distant with Nick (as Danse sort of takes the roll of surrogate father) but generally the vibes are the same

These two stories somehow both exist equally in my head, so I guess they're both "canon"!

Fun facts!

Jay is a genre of person. Whenever there's an RPG and I can't tell if I should make an OC or pretend to be myself, I make Jay! He also exists in Stardew Valley!

Jay is my middle name, but not on purpose. While getting my name changed my mom offered to include Jay as a middle name (unrelated to my OCs) and I went along with it. Jay had already existed for a while before this!

Jay's original design included a hard hat. I decided it wasn't for him.

Jay disliked Codsworth and Shaun before the war. He was going through an angsty phase and was a bit jealous of not being the only child anymore. He feels very guilty about it now

He can't bring himself to go back to Sanctuary anymore so most of the Minutemen's work is done at the Castle

During The Lost Patrol he finds himself alone at the Revere Satellite Array and trades a bunch of food, water, and caps with the Super Mutants in exchange for Scribe Faris' holotags (and his life). Danse is not happy about this

Despite the fact I never travelled with Curie or Strong in my playthroughs, he's friends with them! He thinks they're pretty chill

The first person he tells about being a Synth is X6, and he asks whether he knew. X6 had no idea.

He doesn't tell Nick for a looong time because of his reaction when DiMA asks if he's a synth. He asks DiMA for advice after the events of Far Harbor before he tells Nick.

[TRIGGER WARNING beyond this point for claustrophobia, suffocation, roaches, PTSD, and suicide] He spent several hours stuck inside the vault, barely able to move or breathe due to having to dethaw in an already cold room. His cryopod couldn't open from the inside and he was slowly suffocating as the seals were air-tight. He had to claw his way through the cushioning to get to some wires that, when broken, finally released the doors.

He was still too weak and pained to move, and the radroaches started swarming him once they sensed fresh meat. They didn't do much damage to him but it was still very traumatizing

The first thing he did as soon as he got out of that room was try and shoot himself with the 10mm. The safety was on and he didn't know how to switch it off, so he gave up

Attempted suicide again a few days later after the power armor from the Museum of Freedom reminded him of the cryo pod and triggered a nasty flashback (plus the general stress of everything), but gets stopped by Codsworth. After retelling this to Captain Cade he finds out that it's not a "normal panic attack" and that he does in fact have PTSD, and that he's not allowed in power armor until he gets his symptoms under control.

[walkawaytall]

I’m hardly the first person to make this observation, but I’ve been pretty solidly plus-sized for like three years or so due to a crazy amount of mystery weight gain that a lot of my doctors want to chalk up to the “COVID 20” or whatever, which is insanely annoying since for me it’s closer to the COVID 50 even though my habits didn’t change that drastically and also it happened in weird spurts of very rapid weight gain with a few plateaus but whatever. The point is I’ve been plus-sized but I haven’t always been plus-sized so I have perspective from both sides of the size spectrum or whatever and…

Why…why can’t I just find basics easily? Why is it every time someone says, “Oh, this store has plus sizes!” nearly every item is a loud-ass print that’s seems like it’s meant to distract and confuse people so they won’t have to focus on my size or the items are cut so poorly I will not want to wear them? Why are things cut so short-waisted and boxy??? I have a large chest and a long torso, which didn’t magically change just because I gained weight, and I feel like everything is cut boxy so I either have to size up for length, which makes everything feel even more shapeless, or if the store has Tall options (incredibly rare), I’ll order the Tall sizes despite the fact that I’m 5’6”.

None of my jeans fit. None of them. If they fit in the waist, they will be baggy everywhere else because I do tend to gain in my waist. But…like…a lot of women gain in their waists. Why will no jeans fit? I have on jeans right now that are supposed to be skinny cut and not a single person on this planet would think they were anything other than slightly baggy straight-legged jeans. And these aren’t cheap jeans. I often buy Madewell and, more recently, I bought a pair from Talbots.

And there is just so much animal print??? I remember a few years ago when I was first starting to look for plus-sized clothing, like every color option was black or leopard print. Once time, I grabbed some garment thinking it was going to be a solid color, and there was a leopard print racing stripe down the side. Why…why can’t I just get like a pretty green or burgundy or blue shirt with no crazy pattern that isn’t cut as if I’m trying to suffocate myself in cloth? Like, I’m not even looking for revealing clothing or overly tight clothing; I just don’t want to look like I’m trying to dress entirely shapelessly? I historically like swing dresses or A-line dresses and boatneck tshirts and skinny jeans or boyfriend jeans and I feel like my options without dipping into loud prints or just dressing in black every day are extremely limited.

(I know I keep railing against loud prints. Here’s the thing: I occasionally go for a loud print. And if that’s all you love, I think you should wear them every day. But it is insane that I can find like ten color options in straight sizes and then if I hop over to plus sizes, my options are black, leopard print, and some very large floral prints. It very much comes across as, “We need to distract from their bodies with these giant flowers!” when maybe I just want to wear a plain purple shirt occasionally. Or tiny floral print. Or checks. Or stripes. Or anything that doesn’t lean into some “big and brassy” stereotype.)

Anyway, I have a couple of stores where I can usually find some things, but flattering basics have been incredibly difficult. Like, it has already been hard given my past body image issues, past eating disorder, and just getting used to what my body currently feels like, but I’m then routinely presented with this issue of wanting to look and feel like I care about my clothing a little, but mainly having options that make me look entirely frumpy or so loud that I don’t feel like myself.

[basilsnotemo]

4, 16, 20, 23, 32, 58, 73 for creek :3

omg thank you for the ask i’ve been dying to yap about the boys

4 Which of the two listens to old music and which one is more into the newer stuff?

i think that’s craig is more inclined to listen to older music just from spending time with his dad as a kid, they were always listening to either the classic rock station or the country station and i think craig still tends to listen to the older stuff since he already knows the songs, but he isn’t opposed to new music either (i also hc that craig is a total swiftie)

tweek on the other hand i feel like he doesn’t really listen to a lot of music, but tends to listen to newer stuff just because he spends so much time in the coffee shop and that’s mostly what they play is like top 100 pop hits and he mostly tunes it out, if he had to pick tho he likes like early 2000’s pop music cause it’s easy

16 Which one’s the first to help a stranger in need?

probably tweek, while BCU tweek, is pretty small, he is INSANELY strong from years of heavy lifting and moving stuff around in the coffee shop and he used to take boxing lessons in high school/ college so he’s got some muscle built up and tweek is better at talking to strangers then craig is since that’s what he does all day at work.

20 Who’s more likely to get into a bar fight?

i don’t hc either of them as big drinkers, i think they are like a glass of wine with dinner types of people, that being said, tweek 100% that man has a short fuse and fighting experience, usually the cause of it is someone saying some homophobic shit about him and craig or anyone else in the bar and tweek has no tolerance for that so he will shut it down really quick.

23 Which of the two would you rather team up with for a game of laser tag?

craig hands down, he is the type to find a really good hiding spot and just snipe people and no one ever finds him, he calculates every single move he makes and always wins

32 Who’s the first to apologize?

that depends, usually whoever started it is the one that apologizes first but i think tweek will do it a lot faster then craig will. now i think that’s they have a very healthy relationship, personally i think that they go to relationship counseling because they are both kind of shit at talking about their feelings and stuff and having that third person there really gets them to talk about anything they might need too without it escalating into a big fight. i don’t think they fight often so when they do it’s really bad, like they aren’t talking for a few days after, but they always get over it, usually tweek apologizes first because he’s stressed that if he doesn’t he thinks craig is going to leave him. and craig will apologize when he realizes he was being an asshole

58 Who’s the most fashionable?

craig, but unintentionally. he doesn’t really care he just grabs things that he thinks look nice and then he leaves, like he’s usually just wearing black jeans, a random tshirt and his NASA jacket (that he got from work) and then i think he exclusively wears high top black converse. like it’s nothing particularly special but it just works for him, tweek would say it’s because he’s naturally hot so he could wear anything he wants and still look fantastic. tweek lives in a hoodie and jeans cause he’s always cold and he doesn’t bother putting together a nice outfit because it’s just going to get covered in coffee anyway

73 Whose hobbies/interests change every 2-5 business days?

tweek for sure, he is the opposite of craig who has two or three interests and hobbies that he is just so incredibly hyperfixated on that they never change. tweek can’t focus on anything but is somehow naturally good at everything he does, his main hobbies are reading, piano, and painting but he has tried almost every single type of art that he realistically can he goes through all sorts of phases, pretty much anything you can think of tweek has been into at one point or another

anyway thanks for listening to my yap session please send me either more numbers from that list or just ask me a question i love to talk about the boys and i have this whole world built in my head

[pbandjesse]

My voice continues to be stolen. Possibly by fairies. Ghouls maybe. Regardless it feels really tough. It feels like it is never going to come back.

It also doesn't help that I did not sleep last night. I was up until almost 4am. It was not fun. My cough has been very pathetic. Like it's very dry and very sharp. It is not comfortable. It made it very hard to fall asleep.

I would eventually sleep though. I woke up with my alarm right before 9.

And I wasn't happy. I wanted to keep sleeping but I also know how much that upset me yesterday. So I would do the thing where I said if I make the bed I can go back to sleep. If I go brush my teeth I can go back to sleep. If I get dressed I can go back to sleep. And I just keep saying that until I don't really want to sleep anymore. I thought maybe I would take a nap later but that did not happen. Instead I had a really productive day.

I would had a brownie for breakfast that James brought home for me yesterday. I would pick up a few things around the apartment. I trimmed my bangs. I put on eyeliner and felt really pretty. I picked out outfits and put some clothes into storage. It was a nice morning.

I laid around for a little bit but I decided I would go out. James suggested I go for a drive. I thought it would be nice to go to the the thrift store. And I'm so glad I did.

I put on a playlist and had a really nice drive out. I didn't have any issue with the football game traffic. It was just a nice drive.

I got to the value village and I had a lot of fun looking. But I had some amazing finds. I found a little box that I swear I had in highschool. It is black and has mirrors inside and trees on the outside. It was a very exciting find.

I found a really cool rattan (maybe?) Footstool that was only $5. It is a little scratched up but so cool so it is fine. It's real wood so if I want to fix it up I totally can.

I also found 3 beautiful dresses. An orange corduroy dress that is like kind of am overall moment. It's so cute. Then there's a very very sparkly Tshirt dress that I plan on wearing for new years. And I feel like little disco ball! Love it. It is a little see through so I will need a body suit or something but it's fine.

Then the best one is the j crew peasant dress. I put it on and it feels so well made and I just thought I looked like a darling Christmas angel.

After I tried it on at home I went and put on the angel wings Callie let us borrow and I was just so happy in my dress. Perfect for the winter.

I was in a great mood after these finds. But my big day out was not over yet. I went to target next.

I had a few things to pick up. A new gel blush. A little spray bottle because my hair product bottle broke. I was very pleased to find a minty vanilla body scrub with matching lotion. I also just enjoyed walking around. It's hard to not be able to talk because I can't say excuse me or thank you or anything. But I was still having a nice time outside.

Right as I was going to self checkout I found am adorable turkey decoration. Like the target birds but a turkey and he was $3 and I love him.

I was just about ready to go home though. I decided I did not want to eat anything in the house. I had had a hot dog before I left. So since I would be passing it anyway I stopped at tacobell and got a single taco and the cinnamon things me and James like. And then went home.

When I got back here I brought everything inside and texted with Jess about my haul. I took tags off and tried everything on and was just in a great mood because everything worked out.

So I had to ride that high. And finally finished the 6 bears I had on my table and started cutting out my next project.

I wanted to try designing a horsie. I did not like how complicated my giraffe had been so I looked at some patterns and figured out how to make the middle of the legs and was able to create: horsie!!!

I made two. And I love them. They do take longer but it am excited to try making more. I did not mean to make them so patriotic but I think they are so cute. Sewing on the yarn hair is for sure going to have to be worked on but for now they are so cute.

I finished those and cleaned up the studio and went to hang out with sweetp on the couch. I had put a little space heater on for him and joined him as the sun went down. And soon James was home!

James would give me a kiss and we talked about our day. They made appointments for us to go see houses on Tuesday evening so I'm really excited about that. And then they went to do laundry while I did some emailing and being cuddled on the couch.

I would take another got bath. Used my new body scrub. And now I'm just enjoying being in the studio. Eating a little tortilla pizza James just made for me. Trying not to be stressed about having to lead programs when I have almost no voice. I am not sure what we're going to do.

But for now I just hope I can sleep easier. Tomorrow will be a long day. Wish me luck. Wish for my voice to be back. Goodnight everyone.

[74daysofsewing]

McCalls M7734

I made everything in the pattern pack and took images. The pack consists of a plain tee, a polo shirt, a pair of shorts, trousers, a hoodie and a baseball cap and bag.

It's a pretty decent pattern pack - the shorts and trousers are basic and make a nice set. I had mine in the style of board shorts and then grey work trousers. I did add in a little pocket to the trousers as I had a scrap of black satin that was the right size.

The little fake fly is really nice and makes for some nice interest if you plan on tucking in the tops, and if you have a small metal button these would also look nice in a denim as jeans.

The two tshirt options are really high necked - it's nice as it covers the dolls soft body totally, but can also look a little suffocating in the plain tee - although that might just be me and getting my seam allowances messed up.

I shortened the sleeves and waist a little in the polo shirt to make it look a little more different from the other plain tee and I will 100% be using that option for the future as I think it looks really stinking cute - despite the fact the colour I picked made April look like she was working for UPS.

The shirt in this back is a winner in my books. I had this adorable remnant in my stash and if I had enough I'd make myself a version out of this too. The pattern calls for snaps and not real buttons but I figured if you were going to sew buttons on the thing you might as well put button holes on it too.

April is wearing a pair of jeans I made her from the trouser pattern in this set, with a couple of modifications (nice deep pockets, coin pocket, back pockets, top stitching etc) and the shirt from this packet. Isn't the shirt super cute? I'd call this particular pattern a winner.

I had some issues with the hoodie. Firstly, the hood needs to be SO BIG to cover the dolls head and with all her hair it's just not practical - she's got a super high ponytail in so it doesn't cover up the collars of things she wears, and trying to find an open ended 8 inch zipper was a nightmare! I have the zip NOW, but at the time I ended up just photographing it without it on.

I added a little collar and honestly... I think it looks like the cutest little bomber jacket for summer! it's got little pockets (very little) and fits really nice over other clothes - she's got a tee and the shirt on under this and it's still not too bulky.

The hat and bag... sigh.

I messed these up a bit and it's got nothing to do with the patterns. For some reason, the art of bag making is lost on me so much. I've honestly tried so often to make a bag and I fail every time. No idea why!!

I made a couple of little books and comics for April to put in her bag, and that was that!

I highly rate this pattern and think with a few tiny alterations you could make a very varied looking wardrobe with this packet - the lack of 'boys' clothes and over saturation of dresses and skirts make this a really nice addition to anyones collection.

You could use some really nice alternative fabrics to really change the look of these items - like making jeans, swim shorts, or combats from the trousers, or a little leather bomber or jean jacket with a patch on the back out of the hoodie pattern. It might be really cool to combine them both and make one of those really popular jackets with the jean body and jersey sleeves.

If you have a boy doll, or just like a little variation in the patterns, i would pick this one up for sure.

Items needed: knits and woven fabric, thin elastic, velcro, interfacing, 7 buttons and an 8" open ended zipper. That should cover each item on the packet cover.

Here is April wearing everything in the packet:

April is an Our Generation Doll and has (mostly) the same measurements as a typical American Girl doll, although I think her movement is more limited as her joints are only back and forward, with no ball rotation. She's had no modifications or changes other than her hair being up in a high ponytail.

I am NOT a doll collector or an accomplished sewist, I do this for fun and mostly give the end results to the littles in my family.

[acepalindrome]

I’ve spent much of 2021 thus far playing Stardew Valley in the hopes of distracting myself from the horrors of reality, and I keep meaning to make a list of mods I recommend! Because I am running a truly embarrassing number of mods and there are some really great ones that really improve the gameplay or add fun content or just make everything look really pretty! So without further ado, here are some of my favorite mods:

- Lookup Anything: This is probably my favorite mod. It basically eliminates the need to have to keep consulting the Stardew Valley wiki while you play. The title says it all: this mod lets you look up anything. Need to know what’s a good present for Shane? You can pull up a list of all his loved and liked gifts, with items you have on hand highlighted for ease, plus his birthday, how many hearts he has with you and how many points you need to get to the next heart. Need to know if you should hoard that pine sap or sell it? You can pull up all the uses for it, items that can be crafted with it, anyone who might like it, community center bundles it’s used for, and how much you make by selling. How many days until your melons are ready to harvest? What items can drop from that stone in the mines? What are all the items you can make with the furnace? It’s such a fantastically handy mod and I refuse to play without it!

- NPC Map Locations: One of the most frustrating things in the game is trying to remember everyone’s schedule and then not being able to find someone to give them a birthday present or turn in a quest item. This mod shows exactly where everyone is on your map and solves that problem for good!

- Automate: This mod automatically pulls items from nearby chests into machines, so you don’t have to keep running back and forth to your furnace to pick up the finished metal bars and toss more ore in there...it just spits the finished item back into the nearby chest, pulls in whatever available items you’ve got in the chest and starts running again without you having to do a thing! Just be careful of where you place your chests and machines or you might end up processing items you didn’t want to. Luckily, you can set individual chests to not have items pulled from them.

- Fishing Made Easy Suite: I suck at fishing. I almost never bother with fishing if I don’t have a mod to make it bearable. I like this one because it has different levels of easy-ness, so you can make fishing just 25% easier, or 50%, or 75%, or 99%! And there are some other fun perks too. You want to catch all fish regardless of weather or season? Want to catch legendary fish multiple times? Want to catch prismatic shards? Go nuts.

- Stardew Valley Expanded: This mod is absurdly huge and adds SO MUCH CONTENT. New areas! New characters! New events! I was a little hesitant to start it just because I knew there was so much to the mod and was a little concerned of how well it would mesh with the rest of the game, but the characters and story and style fit in perfectly with the vanilla content. I could almost forget Andy and Sophia weren’t there all along! The purpose of the mod was to make the game feel fresh and new for people who had already played the game and that’s exactly what it does. I love it.

- Artisan Valley/Project Populate JsonAssets/Starbrew Valley: I’m lumping these together but this is a collection of mods that add a TON of new items, crops, trees, flowers, machines and recipes to the game. You don’t have to download them all! You can pick and choose the ones you want, or download the PPJA content pack to get the bulk of these mods all in one go! I personally really love Artisan Valley because it lets me make floral candles and soaps. And an espresso machine so I can make fancy coffee. And Starbrew Valley so there’s actually a fun variety of alcohol in the game.

I’m putting the rest under a cut because this is getting too long.

- Chests Anywhere: Lets you access all of your chests from the menu! You can add some limitations, like only being able to access chests in the same location you’re in, but I’m dumb and constantly forget that I was supposed to bring a present for a villager with me today, or that I wanted to upgrade one of my tools but left all my metal bars at home. So instead of having to run all the way back to my farm, I can just open my menu and switch through the chests until I find the item I need! Labeling the chests also makes this a lot easier for organization.

- Seasonal Villager Outfits: Finally, the villagers have more than one set of clothes! This mod gives them different outfits in different seasons, different weather and special outfits for holidays! It’s cute and really improves the immersion to see the villagers wearing tshirts in the summer and bundling up in the winter, and dressing up for special events! Some characters will change their hairstyle too, which I love.

- Canon-Friendly Dialogue Expansion: Gives all characters more stuff to say so they won’t just repeat the same lines over and over! Also gives them varied dialogue for festivals starting in year 2, so they don’t say the same thing every year at the Egg Festival or Spirit’s Eve.

- Immersive Elliott: Add more dialogue! Lots more dialogue! I downloaded the Elliott version of this mod because that’s who I plan to marry but I recommend looking up dialogue mods for whoever your favorite characters are (I think there’s one for almost all the marriageable candidates.) You’ll probably be chatting a lot with whoever you’re trying to woo and it’s nice to get lots of new lines!

- Stardew Foliage Redone: There are tons of mods that change the colors and style of trees and buildings and stuff but this one is my favorite. It’s very soft and earthy and pretty without being overkill.

- The Love of Cooking: Actually makes cooking fun in Stardew Valley! It adds a cooking skill, an upgradable cooking tool that lets you cook with more ingredients (at the start you can only make one ingredient dishes), a cooking community center bundle, star levels to cooked items, an animation when you cook...cooking was very bland in the base game, and this mod really spruces the whole system up.

- Medieval Buildings/Medieval craftables: Again, there are so many mods that change up the look of your farm buildings and stuff but these are really pretty and cool and absolutely my style. There’s a mod to make all the town buildings have this style too, but I kind of like keeping the town normal and just living on my mysterious and beautiful farm apart from the rest of the world. My sprinklers are magic moss covered rocks now!

- Elle’s Dog/Cat/Horse/Barn/Coop/etc animals: Super cute animal skins. They look so huggable and soft. Also one of the dog options looks like my real life dog and that’s very important to me.

- Adopt ‘n’ Skin: Pairs well with the mods above, this mod lets you have multiple dogs/cats/horses and lets you use as many different skins as you like. I’ve got four cows and they’ve all got different patterns and colors. I love it. Also Marnie starts taking in stray animals and you can adopt them from her, which is a really cute way of letting you have more pets.

- Seasonal Garden Farmhouse: Its a pinch overkill especially in the early game, but I really like this farmhouse layout. It gives you a small kitchen from the start, a bathroom you can use to restore stamina, big open windows that change with the seasons and time of day...it’s a luxury house and it’s very nice to live in!

- Industrial Kitchen and Interior/Industrial Furniture/Rustic Country Town Interiors: These mods give the interiors and furniture a more rustic style, and the last one changes the town interiors to match. There are many furniture/interior mods, so if this style doesn’t do it for you, check out some of the others! There are lots of very pretty mods!

And I’m going to stop there but that’s only the tip of the iceberg and I highly recommend looking around NexusMods or ModDrop and seeing what kind of stuff is available!

[drarrily-we-row-along]

Day 131.3: Tease (Part 3)

(It's been a minute since I've worked on this one... Read part 1 or part two, if you'd like)

Harry looked at himself in the mirror, he'd changed a dozen times this morning but nothing felt right.

Draco appeared behind him, wrapping his arms around Harry's waist and pressing a kiss to his cheek. By contrast to Harry's uncertainty, the other man looked lovely in his robes for work, wearing something similar to what he wore every day and for a moment, Harry missed that simplicity.

He leaned back against the other man, accepting the comfort Draco was providing while he could still offer it. Soon they'd go out into the world, Draco would go back to the Ministry to listen in on conversations and work from inside while Harry set about destroying everything.

"This is a good choice," Draco said, nodding to Harry's jeans, plain black tshirt, and maroon cardigan. "Young, muggle-friendly, accessible. It reminds the world that you're not stuffy and formal, not set in your ways. It tells them you're forward thinking, ready to bring the wizarding world into the new millennia. Also implies that you're approachable, an every-man-Joe sort of bloke."

He laughed, couldn't help himself. He turned in Draco's arms, "I wish we could do this together," he said as he rested his forehead against Draco's.

"Me too," he breathed, like a confession. "But we both know that you are going to need all of the help you can get to get elected into office. I will not help your cause."

"You keep saying that, but I think that all of the ordinary people are going to be big fans of me," he said optimistically.

"I'm sure you're right," Draco said, pecking him on the nose, "but in my, not so humble opinion, the public's opinion doesn't really matter. Politics all happen behind closed doors."

(Read more below the cut)

He sighed, they'd had this debate. Repeatedly. "Tell me I can do this. Even if you don't believe it," he whispered.

Draco pressed his lips against Harry's, "You can do this. I believe in you," he said like he really believed it.

Harry exhaled and leaned his forehead against Draco, closing his eyes.

"I do believe in you, Harry."

He nodded and took a slow deep breath. He thought of Remus, thought of Sirius, thought of Teddy, and his own parents. He thought of Hermione and the Weasleys, of Dobby and even Kreacher, he thought of Hagrid. He thought about that scared, lonely little boy in the cupboard under the stairs. He thought of all of the people he knew who had been hurt by a broken system and he squared his shoulders. "It's got to be for something, right?" he said.

"You always say that," Draco said, thumb brushing over Harry's cheek, "But you've already saved the world once. You being you is enough." He brushed the curls back off of Harry's forehead, "You're alive and that's enough, darling."

Harry kissed him, and kissed him, and kissed him, until he was dizzy with love, until the only thing in his mind was Draco, was this moment.

"Someday could be today," Draco said when they broke apart to breathe. "We could just leave, go abroad somewhere, live in the muggle world. It could be today."

"I love you," Harry whispered because he did, because it was the only thing he was certain of some days.

"I love you, too."

Harry kissed Draco's nose and let the thought of someday, of their future, rest in his mind. He soaked up the promise of their life together and the back up plan that if everything went to hell they could just disappear. "Well, the day is starting without me. I've a meeting with Kingsley in twenty minutes."

"I can't wait to see the chaos throughout the day," Draco laughed. "I almost wish you could be there to see it."

"You'll have to tell me about it," he agreed. "The Quibbler article hits the newsstands this morning, that'll start things is motion."

Draco nodded and brushed his hands down Harry's chest. "Don't forget to play nice with The Prophet. They're going to publish bull shit either way, but it's better if it's not true."

"Is Pansy going to help?" he asked. Pansy was the one person that Draco had told about them, their relationship the closely guarded secret that it was.

He lifted a shoulder, "She's not going to be completely horrid. But it would look suspicious if she just started writing glowing things about you."

"Right," he said.

"Chin up," Draco said, nudging his chin with his pointer finger. "You've got this."

"I've got this," he repeated.

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He sat outside of Kingsley's office, fidgeting and tugging at the loose string on his cardigan. The secretary tutted at him and he tried to ignore her, tried not to let this feel like it was a precursor for what was to come.

The door to Kingsley's office opened and several people exited, nodding distractedly at Harry as the walked past.

"Harry," Kingsley said with a warm smile in his direction, "Come in. I'm sorry for keeping you waiting."

"You're very busy," Harry replied steadily. "I understand."

Kingsley gave him a small smile, "Can I get you a cup of coffee?" he asked as he moved to the coffee bar at the side of the office.

"Um," he said, "Sure. Yeah."

"Cream? Sugar?"

"Yes," he replied, his heart hammering in his throat.

The other man returned a moment later, cups of coffee in hand and he sat down in the chair next to Harry instead of on the other side of the desk. "So," he said as he offered a cup of coffee to Harry, "What can I do for you?"

"I'm running for Minister of Magic," he blurted.

Kingsley blinked and set his cup down on his saucer, "I'm sorry?"

He exhaled and straightened his shoulders, "You know that I think very highly of you," he began, just as he'd rehearsed in his head dozens of times. "You're a good man and I advocated for you as Minister last year after the War."

"Harry-"

"Please," he said, shaking his head, "Just let me get through this."

"Alright," Kingsley replied, leaning back in his chair and crossing his right leg over his left.

"I think you've done admirably cleaning up so much of the mess that was left from the war and I think that you were the best person for that job."

"But..." Kingsley prompted.

"But," Harry said, "It feels like so much is still the same as it was pre-war. I've been running in the political circles trying to get small accomplishments through since the War ended. But nothing is changing, the number of people effected by lycanthropy has increased exponentially but we haven't done anything to help increase funding in the hospitals, we haven't made any progress on making wolfsbane potions more affordable, we haven't helped to reduce the stigma against them.

"Mental health," he went on, "is at an all time low. The therapists we have are overwhelmed with patients. Many people who would benefit the most since they were the most affected by the war can't even get appointments or a therapist because of the shortage and because we haven't made it affordable.

"We haven't built more orphanages in spite of the number of children orphaned, we've shoved them into muggle homes and muggle orphanages. And we haven't done anything to train muggles with what to look for or how to help the children they're taking in.

"We haven't addressed all of the underlying issues in the school system. The Ministry has a direct hand in making policies that are in place at Hogwarts and we all know that it is complete trash. The people making decisions don't know the first thing about being a teacher or how to actually educate children.

"We haven't addressed the disparity between wizards and other magical creatures," he continued. "That stupid statue is still standing in the entry way. And let's be honest, we are the least powerful of so many magical creatures, we're just the most ruthless."

"Harry," Kingsley said, "These changes take time."

"Maybe," he conceded, "but I'm sick of being the only person in the room who isn't just congratulating everyone around them on doing nothing and profiting off of the backs of those who did."

"I hear you," he said.

Harry swallowed, "Maybe I won't win," he said. "Maybe politics really are won and decided behind the closed doors that I won't be privy to," he conceded, "But at least I'll get to bring these things to light. At least the people who are suffering will know that someone sees them, that someone cares about what is happening to them."

Kingsley was quiet for a moment. "I respect what you are trying to do," he said. "But you're still a child."

Harry laughed, the sound humorless and devoid of any amusement, "No," he said. "No, when I was actually a child, I was used by the people in power as a pawn to defeat a mostly immortal madman. Everyone, the Ministry included, was happy to let me do the work of an adult then. After that," Harry said with a shrug, "This should be a piece of cake."

"Well," Kingsley said, "Don't let me stand in your way."

"I just," he rubbed his forehead, "I wanted you to know that it wasn't about you."

"I'm not self-centered enough to believe that anything in politics is about me," he said with a booming chuckle.

He gave him a little smile, "And I wanted you to hear it from me. It'll be in the papers today."

"Alright," he said, patting Harry on the shoulder. "Thank you for telling me."

He nodded, "I should go. I'm sure you've got a full day. And truth be told, I have quite a few appearances to make today as well."

Kingsley stood as Harry did and held out a hand, shaking Harry's with both of his, "Thanks for stopping in."

"Thanks for your time," he said, relieved by how well this had gone, perhaps it was a good omen for all that was to come.

"Good luck," Kingsley called encouragingly, but as he closed the door he thought he heard Kingsley mutter, "You're going to need it."

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part two, | part four

[slytherinwh0re]

Fresh linen, daisies, and a hint of honey

Draco Malfoy x female reader AU

Warnings: SMUT (18+ minors dni), a little fluff and maybe a swear word or two?

Summary: Where Draco has a crush on a girl and becomes her partner for a potions assignment.

Masterlist

*Draco’s POV*

The things I would do to that girl if she would just give me the time of day. I’m not quite sure why it happened, one day I noticed (y/n) walking down the hall with her friends and ever since I can’t seem to shake the image of her from my head, it’s no question she’s beautiful.

I have plenty of girls throwing themselves at me but why isn’t she? I mean I am Draco Malfoy. 

The witch has never even glanced in my direction and I know she knows who I am, we’ve had many classes together over the years and well, everyone knows who I am. I would never say it out loud but it truly bothers me that (y/n) seems to be the only person in Hogwarts who doesn’t care about being in my presence. It makes it much worse that I think I may even have a tiny crush on the girl. 

***

There she is, walking into our potions class right past me like I don’t even exist. I have to stop myself from staring at her for most the class. The girl makes it so hard for me to concentrate and she doesn’t even know it, luckily I’m godlike at potions or who knows what my marks would look like.

I’m not sure what it is about her that pulls me in so much. (Y/n)’s easily the prettiest girl I’ve ever seen but I don’t think that’s the only thing keeping my eyes on her. She’s also very kind, always smiling at every twit she comes in contact with and she seems to have this air around her that just reels you in.

“(Y/l/n), since you’re struggling so much you’ll work with Malfoy.”

Did I just hear Snape correctly?

I see her pick up her belongings and make her way over to the empty seat right next to mine. As soon as she sits down all I smell is fresh linen, daises, and something sweet. She turn to look at me with a small smile on her face and stretches out her hand.

“I’m (y/n) (y/l/n), we’ve never properly met.”

I look at her hand, a bit shocked at first but after a second I’m taking it into my much larger one. Her skin is soft.

“I’m Malfoy, Draco Malfoy.” I smirk at the pretty girl in front of me.

“I know.” She smiles wider. “I’m sorry in advance for how bad I am at potions.” Her cheeks turn pink and she turns back towards the front, listening to the rest of Snape’s instructions on our assignment. We had a week to figure out how to make amortentia, a powerful love potion.

As the class was coming to an end (y/n) turns back to me “So I was thinking we could actually start the assignment tonight? I could meet you in the library once my classes are over for the day?”

“Sounds good to me (y/l/n), I’ll see you later.” I wink at her and start heading to my next class.

***

Finally classes are over, all I could think about was how tonight would go and I may be slightly excited to see (y/n) again. I walked to the library as quickly as possible and to my surprise she was already at the entrance looking slightly disappointed.

“Hey (y/l/n), what’s with the long face?”

“It seems everyone had the same idea, there isn’t a single work table open.” She has the cutest little frown on her face.

“Well if you’re okay with it, we could always go to my dorm. I have a private one, being a prefect and all.” I like the idea of having her in my room but I wouldn’t want her to feel uncomfortable. She seems to think about it for a second and then shrugs her shoulders.

“Lead the way Malfoy.”

Once we get to my dorm we start setting up all the different ingredients and materials we’ll need on my work table. I could be imagining it but I swear I catch her glancing at me every once in a while out the corner of my eye. Not that I’m any better.

After the third time the potion explodes she lets out a frustrated sigh.

“Hey it’s okay, we still have all week to figure it out.”

“I know I just wish I wasn’t so useless at potions, maybe then we would’ve made a little progress.” She’s pouting.

“If it makes you feel any better, you’re a way better partner than Crabbe or Goyle.” She starts to laugh and I can’t help but smile at how beautiful she looks. Once she settles down she still has a little smile on her face and I feel good knowing I’m the one who caused it.

“I should get going, it’s past curfew.” She says starting to put away the materials but I lightly grab her hand to stop her.

“You could just leave everything and we could work here from now on.” I scratch my head, nervous to hear what she says. She smiles and nods her head in agreement, picking up her bag from my bed.

“Well I should go.”

“Come on, I’ll walk you to your room.” I think I see her blush but it’s too dark in the hallway to be sure. We make our way to her room in silence, the only sound is our quiet footsteps as we approach her door.

“Thank you for walking me back Draco.” My breath hitches in my throat, no one calls me Draco other than mum and father but it sounds like velvet coming from her lips. I must look as stunned as I feel because then she quickly adds, “I mean Malfoy.” (Y/n) looks so nervous thinking I’m angry but in reality I just want to hear her say it again so I just shake my head.

“It’s okay, you can call me Draco.” This time I’m positive I see a blush on her cheek.

“I’ll see you tomorrow, have a good night (y/n).” I smirk at the blushing girl.

“Goodnight Draco.” Before I even know what’s happening she stands on her tiptoes, grabs my shoulders and plants a short kiss on my cheek, with a little smirk of her own she turns and disappears behind the door.

I smile the entire walk back to my room.

***

When I walk into potions the next day (y/n)’s already sitting at the table I usually sit at. As soon as she sees me she smiles brightly making me smile back.

“Hi Draco, we still on for today?”

“Yeah of course, you can just come to my room whenever you’re ready.”

“All right, I’ll probably change into comfier clothes before heading over.” She says, I don’t think I’ve ever seen her in anything other than her school uniform and robes.

***

I’m laying in my bed waiting for (y/n) and I can’t help but think about her kissing my cheek last night. What did it mean? I decided she was probably just being nice but I wouldn’t hate it if she did it again.

Finally she knocks on the door and I open it up to see her clutching her books to her chest, smiling, as per usual. Once she steps in my room I see she’s wearing jeans and a comfy looking black tshirt, even in such simple clothes the girl outshines everyone.

Once again we worked for hours on the potion and still no progress. However I really enjoyed myself, hanging out with (y/n) was more fun than I could have imagined. She’s funny and so sweet, I don’t know that I could ever grow tired of being near her.

Just like last night I walked her back to her room and to my pleasure she kissed my cheek again, this time a tad closer to the corner of my mouth.

***

The rest of the week went the same, she’d come to my room, we’d work on the assignment, I’d walk her to her room and then she’d kiss my cheek, a little closer to my lips each night. Now it’s Sunday and we have to turn the potion into Snape tomorrow.

“Draco I think we finally did it! If I put in this last ingredient and it doesn’t explode we’ve done it.”

She drops in the last ingredient and the mix starts to steam. (Y/n) squeals in delight and throws her arms around my neck but before I can even move she let go and starts doing a happy dance around my room making me laugh.

“Go smell the potion before you hurt yourself.” I tell the dancing girl. She makes her way over to the cauldron and takes a big whiff, making my heart pound against my chest.

“I smell apples, expensive cologne, and maybe mint?” I can tell she’s confused. “It smells exactly like you Draco. What does that mean?”

“Amortentia is a love potion, whatever the potion smells like to you is the smell of what, or who, you find most desirable.” I sniff the potion, looking right at (y/n) who’s bright red at this point. “For instance I smell fresh linen, daises, and a hint of honey. Sound familiar?”

The beautiful witch is lost for words as I get closer and closer. When I finally reach her I pull her small body flush against mine, putting my face in the crook of her neck and giving it a feathery light kiss.

“You’re an exact match.” I whisper in her ear making her shudder. I start to pepper light kisses on her neck making her moan softly.

“Let me show you just how much I desire you (y/n).” I pull back to see her reaction. She puts her arms around my neck and pulls me down until her lips are an inch away from my ear.

“Kiss me already Draco.”

It takes exactly one second for me to have her pressed against me again, this time with my lips on hers. I start walking us forward until the back of her legs hit my bed and she falls back, the sight of her laying on my emerald sheets has my pants tightening by the second.

She moves so she’s kneeling on the bed, eyes level with mine. She starts unbuttoning my uniform shirt, her (y/e/c) eyes never looking away from mine. Once she has my shirt all the way off she puts her small hands on my shoulders slowly moving them down my chest until they reach my abs making me groan, her hands are so soft.

I reach for the hem of her shirt, pausing to look at her for permission. She nods so I push the shirt over her head, revealing a black lace bra.

She moves one of her hands behind her back and unclasps the material around her chest, removing a strap from each arm and finally letting it fall to the floor by my feet. I take her in for a while, not quite believing that the girl of my dreams is allowing me to be with her this way.

“You’re beautiful (y/n).” With that my mouth is back on hers, our bare chests pressed together. I skim my tongue on her bottom lip asking for permission when I feel the little minx smirking into the kiss, keeping her lips sealed. Two can play that game, I bring my hand down on her ass causing her to gasp, allowing enough room for my tongue to tangle with hers.

I lightly push her back onto the bed, immediately climbing over her. I start laying kisses down her neck, sucking on the skin, wanting her to remember who made her feel this good. I go lower until I reach her jeans, once I unbutton them I tap her hip so I can slide them off her long legs.

“Are you sure about this love?”

“Hurry up Malfoy.” She demands.

“Yes ma’am.” I hook my finger in her underwear pulling them down as slow as possible just so I could watch her squirm. I haven’t even touched her and she’s already soaked, the thought makes me smirk as I settle in between her legs.

I start kissing the inside of her thighs, placing them behind my shoulders. I leave small marks as I get closer to her core.

“Draco, please. I need you to touch me.” Fuck, that was hot.

“I want you to watch (y/n), if you look away I won’t let you finish, understood?” She nods her head vigorously, eyes locked on mine.

I lick a bold stripe up her slick folds making her grab my hair and let out the sexiest moan I’ve ever heard. This girl is driving me mad and she barely even touched me.

I slowly start tracing figure eights on her clit making her squirm, I put one of my hands flat on her stomach to hold her down, with the other I circle a finger at her entrance before sinking it into her. Her eyes never leaving mine.

She moans my name and I’ve decided I would do this everyday if she allowed me, just so I could hear my name come out her mouth like that.

I sink another finger into her, thrusting them faster as her legs begin to shake. I can tell she’s close, she’s having a hard time keeping her eyes open.

“I’m gonna c-” she let’s go before she can even finish her sentence. She throws her head back screaming my name as I flick my tongue over her. When she comes down from her high I pull my fingers out and she watches as I lick them clean, a small smile on her lips.

I get off the bed taking my pants and boxers off, my dick hitting my stomach. I grab a condom from my drawer but her hand stops me before I rip it open.

“Let me do it.” (Y/n) grabs the condom from my hand and rips the foil open with her teeth, slowly rolling it onto me. Feeling her soft hands on me makes me hiss.

“Are you ready?” I line myself up at her entrance, when she nods her head I push myself in. She’s absolutely soaked. Her legs wrap around my waist as I hold her body as close to mine as possible.

“You feel so bloody good.” I moan into her neck as her nails dig into my back. Her little whimpers encouraging me to go faster.

I grab one of her legs and pull it over my shoulder, the new angle making her scream. I smirk at how thoroughly fucked the sweet girl below me looks as I wrap my hand around her delicate throat, her tits bouncing up and down with the force of my thrusts.

I push her leg down and flip her body so she’s laying on her stomach. I don’t even have to say anything, she’s already lifting her hips off the bed and parting her legs so I could fit inbetween them. I’m going to marry this girl one day.

With her ass in the air like that I can’t help but smack it before slamming back into her. (Y/n) buries her face in my sheets as I reach around to rub her clit.

“I’m close Draco.”

“Cum for me love. Let go, I’ve got you.” And that’s all it take for her to be pushed over the edge. Her walls tighten around me as she moans my name, my thrusts become sloppy and I’m seeing stars as I cum into the condom.

Once I get myself cleaned up I go back to the bed and pull the tired girl close to my chest, kissing the top of her head.

“Let me take you on a date tomorrow.” I break the silence.

“I thought you’d never ask.”

[thanxxskz]

needy - ick

warning: smut, masturbating, blow job

member: im changkyun, monsta x

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you were in bed with changkyun. both of you were sat, back hitting the headboard. he was reading something in his phone, only wearing his joggers and you with your phone as well, only wearing a tshirt and your thong. it was really hot that night, so you both were in bed like that.

suddenly, a hot wave came to you, and you couldn't stop thinking about changkyun touching you. changkyun was completely oblivious to your thoughts, so he really didn't expect what came next.

you hovered over his lap, straddling him. he immediately left his phone on the nightstand, putting automatically his hands on your waist, and you putting your hands around his neck.

"are you okay, baby?" you hummed. you had never done this type of thing before. taking the initiative? it was new for you because normally it was changkyun who kissed you first or touched you first.

you close the gap that was between your lips and started slowly kissing him. you could feel him smile in the kiss, which make you feel butterflies in your stomach. you loved this man so much, and knowing you had this effect on him with just a simple kiss, made you so happy.

his hands roamed around your body, not wanting to have his hands on your waist, he put them on your butt. he loved when you wore thongs, and you only started wearing them because he liked them.

you jumped a bit when you felt his hands on your butt, a reaction he absolutely loved and only made him get more excited.

"baby" you stopped kissing him to look at him "what do you want?" he asked you.

"you" you simply said.

that was enough for changkyun to catch your lips in now a heated kiss, rougher than the first one. he bit your lip, gaining a moan from you.

he went down to your neck and starting kissing it, leaving wet kisses all over it.

"this bothers me" he said, tugging your tshirt "take it off"

you did as he said, and for his surprise, you weren't wearing a bra "baby, you look amazing, you're stunning" any shy feeling that you had when you took your tshirt off vanished in that moment "you didn't tell me you weren't wearing a bra tonight"

he kept going down, now in your breasts, kissing them and touching them like there was no tomorrow. your hands, now in his hair, brushing it.

"yes, changkyun, keep going please"

he changed positions, putting now you on the bed and him over you, admiring your beauty.

"aren't you needy, babygirl"

he took of the only piece of clothing you had in that moment "open your legs for me baby"

you did as he said, and he immediately put his face between your legs. he was a fucking tease. he licked your pussy, stopping in your clit and giving it small licks.

"p-please, kyun, stop teasing me" you said, hard breathing

"look at you, so wet for me, i didn't do that much yet" he said. and you knew he was smirking, even though you couldn't see him, you knew he had that cocky smile on his face. a smile you absolutely loved.

he put a finger inside you, and when he saw you were ready, he put another one. he was fingering you, while also touching your clit. you were a moaning mess, screaming his name.

"b-baby, i'm gonna c-cum" you said, between sobs and moans.

changkyun chuckled "then do it, baby"

that was the cue you needed. you came in his fingers, and changkyun was so happy that with only that, he was able to make you cum. he took his fingers out and licked them. "baby, you taste so well"

you sat on your bed, now looking at him. he was hard. you shyly asked "do you need help with that, kyun?"

not waiting for an answer, as he was sat at the end of the bed, you then were in front of him on your knees. you took off his pants and briefs.

when you saw his cock, with precum on its tip, you were amazed. it was not the first time you had given him a blow job, of course, but you were absolutely turned on now. more than before.

you started licking his tip, making him groan "damn, baby" he said. you licked the precum off, preparing to take his whole length inside you. but you wasted to tease first. you licked around his cock, feeling his veins, giving it kitten licks. the more you licked, the more needy he was for you now. when you felt like he had enough, you took his cock in your mouth. he was big, and long, but you took it all, gagging when having his whole length.

"fuck, baby, you take me so well, so damn well" he moaned. and every time he moaned, not only did he look so sexy, but you thought he had the most beautiful moans.

you took his length off your mouth, with a "pop" sound. you sat on his lap, straddling him again like at the beginning. "fuck me, put your cock inside me changkyun"

he did as told. in your room, only your moans, both of you screaming each other names and the sound of skin against skin could be heard.

your walls were tight around his cock, something he absolutely loved "fuck always so tight for me"

he kept fucking you, going faster and faster. living hickeys in your neck, hickeys that you knew you'd have to cover with make up the day after. "please, go faster kyun" he went as fast as he could, and going as deeper as he could to feel all of you.

"y/n, baby, i'm gonna cum"

"cum inside me kyun, please" you said, almost crying of pleasure. today, you wanted to feel everything of him.

he cummed a couple of minutes later, making you cum as well in the process.

you then laid in bed, absolutely tired, but satisfied as hell.

"fuck, princess" he managed to said when he could breath normally "that was awesome. can i ask why so suddenly, though?"

"do we need a reason to fuck? i just wanted for you to fuck me so bad" he laughed at your honesty "i wanted to touch myself, you know? but you touch me so much better"

"i'm glad you know that" he put the bed sheet over you both, and with his hand on your waist, you fell asleep.

[greenhappyseed]

BnHA 324 - Review, parallels, and comparisons

Ochako time again! Play to the crowd with your big hit sound! (See the lyrics for “Break It Down Again” by Tears for Fears; it’s 80s/90s new wave goodness.) Since The Speech is proving divisive, I’ll split it up a bit.

The good:

Screen time for Ochako! And fierce Ochako at that. Personally, the speech feels OOC to me, but then again, Ochako does that sometimes. Remember when the series mocked her “inconsistent characterization”?

Ochako’s not making decisions due to her crush. It’s pretty clear she’s acting as a hero and thinking about saving a fellow hero as part of a mission with her class.

If Izuku and Ochako are building towards a romantic relationship, then I think Izuku watching her be a strong hero is a prerequisite. Let’s be honest, Izuku only swoons for heroes.

This is the first time a hero saves someone who looks like a villain and citizens think is a villain. True, Izuku isn’t actually a villain, but if the crowd accepts him then it’s “one step” towards redeeming the actual villains.

Like last chapter, some of Ochako’s words (“he has a lot to learn”) can be read as insulting to Izuku. But it works. She called Izuku a plain-looking boy early on and has always seen his strengths and weaknesses up close (as 324 reminds us, they first met when he fell flat on his face and she caught him before he hit the ground). He’s not a perfect hero, or even a “complete” hero, but he’s worth saving all the same.

The bad:

It’s the spontaneous ramblings of a 16 year old and could never, on its own, persuade any rational adult. If the chain continues and we have more people speaking up to vouch for Izuku, and we end up going full Spartacus, then we might have something.

From a structural perspective, these chapters are broken up into tiny shards. One moment is spread over 3 (soon to be 4) chapters, interspersed with flashbacks from different characters and multiple narrators (Nezu and Ochako being the main ones, but Izuku takes over at the end of 324 and Iida has a bit too). Just figuring out who is talking — and when in the timeline they’re talking — is challenging and breaks up the flow.

It feels like every few panels is trying to hit a thematic beat and then assign that beat to a character rather than build out how each character reacts to a theme.

The pros and mentors are infantilized to a pretty extreme degree. Hawks wowed the crowd at the billboard rankings; Thirteen is a rescue hero skilled at managing disaster zones; Present Mic is a radio DJ and entertainer as well as a pro hero; and Jeany used to give speeches in Vigilantes about heroism. But in a series that has taken great pains to show the technical skill of the top adult pro heroes, it feels like they’re being nerfed to give Ochako her moment.

The …maybe?:

Ochako’s message calls back to the Top 3 press conference in Ch.306 (which she narrated). In 306, upon being challenged that he didn’t understand the pain of the average citizen, Endeavor asked if heroes showing their exhaustion and tears would fix everything. The reporter representing the “angry mob” said no, heroes need to take down every last villain. Endeavor agreed that action and a finding path forward was the right thing to do. He basically admitted heroes wear masks to hide their true feelings so they can focus on their jobs. But now in 324 (right side below), Ochako takes the opposite approach. She says she can’t reassure the crowd because she, and all the other heroes, are scared too. I can see how that helps the heroes, but not how it calms the crowd. Maybe Ochako’s speech is better read as a rallying call for others who will do the actual crowd persuasion.

Seeing 2 panels of Endeavor when Ochako talks about a hero hurting and heroES hurting is … a choice. My guess is it’s a nod to Endeavor as #1 and his failing to ever put people (including fellow heroes) at ease. When heroes are hurting and the pro hero profession is under criticism, it was, traditionally, on his shoulders to fix it as the #1. But it really shouldn’t be. If a coordinated raid of hundreds of heroes failed, then it can’t be on one man (who is himself a hero and not a strategist or administrator) to protect them all.

Ok, let’s talk about some non-speech bits!

Hell YES it’s Izuku’s hero academy and he’s earned his place there for the rest of his life just like All Might. (I suspect this means if he loses OFA at the end, Nezu will still accept him at UA). It’s a good reminder that Izuku still needs to hear that he has become a hero and he belongs with other heroes. Actions matter first and foremost, but words DO matter too.

The “smile together again” motif has been bothering me because it’s repeated by several characters. But IIRC it comes from Nighteye, and only All Might, Mirio, and Izuku think of “smiling” as such an important thing. Iida and Ochako weren’t a part of the Nighteye storyline aside from Ochako evacuating Nighteye post-injury, so it’s odd to hear them so focused on smiles. Same for Bakugo — the remedial class taught him about saving hearts but the smile thing is much more an All Might/Nighteye concern. The other mention of smiling this arc has been Endeavor and Hawks taking about AFO, who is always smiling.

Aizawa is in the hospital alone (sob!). His friends and coworkers are all off doing their duty, sacrificing a personal connection for the greater good. But…is he looking at a tablet? Like is he FaceTiming???? I want to know for real, but I’m also feeling spicy and want to see wrong answers.

The guy in the All Might shirt is fascinating. Last chapter he was dismissive of Izuku’s special power (not realizing Izuku is All Might’s handpicked successor or that Izuku’s power IS All Might’s quirk). This chapter he’s asking if the heroes expect him to be covered in filth. The irony here is that All Might very much expected Izuku to get dirty and do the unglamorous work of cleaning a beach as the “first step” to gaining entry to UA. (Oh, and Izuku was wearing an All Might T-shirt at their first beach meeting.)

(And remember, Izuku’s literal first step on the UA campus was when he fell and Ochako saved him.)

Finally, the umbrellas. Did anyone notice how the citizens started sharing their umbrellas at the end of this chapter? The guy in the All Might tshirt was offered shelter by starshirt dude. And the front line citizens who were previously pumping their umbrellas in the air and holding hands to stop Izuku are now bringing umbrellas down and using them for cover while their hands separate. Also, Mitsuki shares an umbrella with Inko. It’s like, I said I'll always be your friend, took an oath, I’mma stick it out til the end. Now it’s raining more than ever, know that we’ll still have each other. You can stand under my umbrella. Eh?

[bokutosbubblebutt]

A little help

from us students

- Since Sensei Y/N joined team 7, the three students noticed that their usual teacher behaved a bit weird, weirder than normal! So they assumed that Kakashi had a little crush on their new teammate and they tried everything to help him out

Pairing: Kakashi x fem!reader

Words: 2540

Genre: fluff, a bit 16+

- a/n: This was fr so much fun to write and I‘m honestly really proud if it lmao

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„Okay, guys! We need to talk!“ Sakura sat down next to Naruto and Sasuke. The three we’re eating ramen together after their training session with Sensei Kakashi and Sensei Y/N.

„I was watching him now for a really long time and I came to the conclusion that Sensei Kakashi has a crush on Sensei Y/N!“ she said and ordered some ramen with pork.

„Hu? What do you mean, Sakura?“ Naruto asked confused and raised one of his eyebrows. Even Sasuke turned his head and started to think about it.

„Haven’t you noticed? He’s been acting really weird the last few weeks since she joined us. Well, weirder than usual.“ - „I noticed that he doesn’t read his book when she’s with us.“ - „Yeah, and when we have training with her, he’s always on time, sometimes even earlier.“ - „And when we had this fight with the rain Ninjas, he had a nose bleed after that even though he didn’t got hit.“

„But when I think about it, Y/N likes him too, in my opinion.“ Naruto said and put his chopsticks down. „She’s always with him! Since she joined us, you barely see them alone.“

„They even do personal training with each other, although they are both extremely strong!“ - „And she’s always laughing at his jokes!“

„I remember Sensei Guy eyeing them and he made some weird facial expressions towards Kakashi when we met him.“ Sasuke laughed and drank the left over soup.

„Thats it! It’s obviously that they like each other! Everyone notices that but not themselves.“

„We could help them out a little bit? I think they are pretty cute together and Sensei Kakashi just needs a girlfriend. Maybe he will stop reading these weird books!“ Sakura suggested and looked at her teammates. They all agreed on doing that and started to make some plans on how to get them together.

-Plan 1-

It was a casual trainings day and everyone did their own personal exercises. Sensei Kakashi and you were watching over the three, gave them tips and helped them out. Everything was normal and you all minded your own business.

Naruto was standing on a tree he just walked up with chakra in his feet. „Y/N! Look I made it!“ he screamed over to you and you just threw a thumbs up at him.

„Good Job! Now try to walk down again!“

That was the signal for the first plan they came up with. Now it’s was Narutos job to bring you up on the tree. „Uhm, Y/N Sensei! Can you please help me a bit? I‘m scared that I fall.“ he screamed down to you and tried to make a nervous face.

„I think you should try it on your own Naruto! I believe in you!“ - „But I‘m scared that I fall on my face! You probably don’t want me to get into the hospital, do you?“

Annoyed you rolled your eyes and walked up on that tree to the student. He simply thanked you and then made his first step downwards. „See? You can do it! You have nothing to worry about.“

Naruto casually walked down the tree and looked over to Sakura and Sasuke. The girl was training to put a certain amount of chacra in her Kunias with which she simply can hurt her enemies and paralyze them, a special technique she wanted to learn from Sensei Y/N.

You were about to walk the tree down as well right after Naruto. Kakashi was sitting on the ground and watching you doing this simple task.

Sakura was about to throw one of the chacra knives at a dummy but suddenly Sasuke screamed her name. Of course, this was all planed and the little girl stopped paying attention to where she was throwing the knife and looked over to her teammate. Sakura threw the kunai ”accidentally“ in your direction and managed to hit both of your ankles.

Since this technique caused paralyzed body parts and prevented the chacra flow in some certain areas, both of your feet turned numb and you weren’t able to concentrate chacra to walk down the tree. Slowly your feet started to slide and you fell. With a scream you expected to hit the hard ground and break your bones but this didn’t happen.

You fell into two strong arms which catched you bridal style in the right moment. Immediately your cheeks turned bright red and you tried to avoid eye contact with Kakashi, who catched you. He just stood there and smiled slightly. „Th-,Thank you.“ you stuttered and covered your eyes with your arm.

Kakashi looked down at you and scanned your facial features. Once again he noticed how pretty and cute you were. Slowly he sat you down to check your ankles.

„Oh my god! I‘m so sorry, Sensei Y/N! I‘m so sorry, it’s all my fault!“ Sakura tried to make it look like an accident and apologized immediately. Sasuke and Naruto gave each other a secret high five and then walked up to their teachers with a faked concerned look.

„Dont worry! At least you got it right. It’s wasn’t a big amount of chacra anyways.“ you said and tried to brush it off.

„Next time you better pay attention to where are you throwing your kunai!“ Kakashi warned her and then slightly touched the cut on your feet. The bandage, which was tied around your ankles, was covered in blood and a slight cut was visible. „Does it hurt? Can you move them?“ he asked and put one of his hands on your thigh.

„I can’t feel anything in them, they are numb.“ you answered and massaged the bridge of your nose.

„Kakashi, I think you have to carry her to the hospital when she can’t walk!“ - „Yeah, I guess I have to do that!“ Both of you just looked at each other and blushed. Carefully he placed one arm under your knees and the other on your back. His left hand rested on your hip and pulled you close.

They probably would never admit it but they secretly liked it how close they were to each other. The physical contact wasn’t uncomfortable, more like the opposite and they enyojed each others touch.

-Plan 2-

A week later your ankles were completely healed and you could move them normally again. Now it was time for their second plan, which was well, less painful.

The friends noticed that Kakashi visited you almost every day and brought you flowers. When you got released it was time for the second part.

You five were walking trough the village and talked to each other. „Uhm, Sensei Y/N! We wanted to invite you for dinner as an apologize and we will pay, together.“ Sakura said shyly and hit Naruto slightly in the side. He just nodded and agreed to what she said.

„You don’t have to. It’s okay“ you simply answered and smiled. „We won’t take a no! And we are already here.“ Sasuke threw in and walked towards the restaurant.

It was their favorite ramen noodle shop and Sasuke hold up the sheet for the others. „Hmm, when we are already here.“

Quickly the three picked their seats and made a gap for their senseis so they had to sit next to each other. Normally you sat down and put your hands on the table.

The nice lady took your order and then they started to make your food. As always you ordered ramen with lots of veggies and your favorite drink.

„Do you know what our next mission is going to be? Hopefully something cool, I wanna see Sensei Y/N fighting again!“ Naruto laughed and looked over to Kakashi. Naruto sat besides you and Sasuke sat next to Kakashi.

„Yeah, she is really good, right Kaksahi? The way she does her genjutsu is amazing.“ Sakura mentioned and smiled at their Senseis.

„Hu? Uhm, yeah! I-, I also think your fighting skill is pretty good. It’s, uhm, nice to watch you.“ Kakashi stuttered and tried to hide that he was blushing.

Finally the soup was ready to eat and you all started seating silently. Suddenly Naruto reached over to Sasuke with the intention to get a towel to clean his face.

Accidentally he managed to push against your arm and make you spill your drink all over yourself. Now your shirt and pants were soaking wet and it felt disgusting.

„Oh my god! I‘m sorry Sensei Y/N! I‘m so sorry!“ he started to apologize and looked shocked at you. Sasuke and Sakura gave each other a little high five and just giggled a bit.

Annoyed you looked at your student and then at your wet disgusting clothes. „It’s okay, just be careful next time!“ You tried to brush it off.

Kakashi asked the nice Lady for a towel and she gave it to him. „Wait, let me help you.“ he said and started to gently pet the towel on your wet clothes to dry them a bit.

Carefully he pat it on your torso and on your boobs. You didn’t even realized it at first what he did because you just thanked him for helping you but after a while you noticed the gentle touches. Your face turned bright red and you tried to cover it with your hands. „Th-, thank you!“ you stuttered and looked away. „This is so embarrassing.“

„I can give you my jacket!“ he offered and immediately took it off, although you haven’t answered yet. Now he just sat there with a tshirt and his mask. Slightly he threw it over you and closed it for you. Again you thanked him quietly and smiled.

His jacket smelled good. It smelled like him. Not what you expected, even better what you expected. He smelt like the forest after a rainy day and a hint of wet dog. Maybe he had washed his dogs while wearing it.

-Plan 3-

Your team planned instead of training to do a day off and just hang out and spend some time together. And the tree students had the idea to relax a bit and go to the public bath together.

„You are really exited, aren’t you?“ you giggled because the three rushed immediately into the building. Together you and Kakashi paid for their bath and said „see you later“ to each other since the bathes were separated into men and women sections.

While humming a little melody, you took off your clothes and wrapped a towel around your body. After that you went outside and made your way to the hot bath. You didnt even look in which part you went because you knew the women bath was right and the men bath was left. Suddenly Sasuke stopped you.

This was their third plan.

„Uhm, Y/N Sensei, this is the men bath you are walking in!“ he said and pointed towards the sign. A little figure which looks like a boy was on it. „I think they changed it, I almost walked into the girls bath.“

„Oh! Thank you, Sasuke.“ you smiled and looked at the sign again. Weird, you thought but went through the other door.

Little did you know that they changed the signs before you could walk in. Kakashi went into the right bath and then they changed it. Exited the looked trough a little hole to see what happens.

„If this doesn’t work, than they are both too stupid. A better plan doesn’t exist“ naruto laughed.

Unbothered you walked into the bath, dropped your towel halfway through and threw it over a stone. Slowly you walked into the water and let your body react to the hot steamy atmosphere around you. The hot water hugged your body and relaxed you sat down and finally closed your eyes.

After a while you opened them again and looked around. Where is Sakura?

Quietly you heard a embarrassed male voice which cleared his throat. „Uhm, Y/N, I think you are in the wrong bath room.“ he said calmly and slightly smiled at you amused.

„Oh, fuck! Kakashi!“ you screamed and pulled your legs closer to hide your body. Why does this always happen to you?

„Don’t worry, I haven’t seen anything.“ he said and tried to avoid eye contact with you. His hair was down and he didn’t wear his mask. That was probably the first time you saw his full face and, and he was beautiful and hot. You have fantasized about how he looks several times and this just topped your expectations. He was really attractive.

„But, but even Sasuke told me that I have to go in here.“ you whined and tried to hide your bright red face in your knees. This was so embarrassing!

„Dont worry, it’s not like that I don’t know how a female body looks.“ he giggled and slowly swum into your direction. With distance he placed himself next to you and quickly scanned your body.

You were beautiful in his opinion. Your skin looked so soft and the little rolls your stomach formed, were adorable. The wet hair and your blushed skin caused him to not taking his eyes from you.

„You don’t have to hide your body.“ he calmly said and grabbed your chin to make you look into his face. „I-, I think you are really pretty, Y/N. And I’ve liked you since the first day you joined us.“

„You, you really do?“ you asked and looked into his blushed face. Slightly he nodded and then started to pull your face closer to his.

Finally it’s happening.

At first he gave you a gentle kiss, just a little one to make sure you were into it. After that he smiled and pulled you closer again. This kiss was way more exiting and got heated pretty quickly. Slowly he placed his hand on your waist right under your boobs.

After a minute you pulled away and you smiled but immediately started to laugh at him. „Kakashi, you got a nose bleed!“ - „Oh shit! It’s quite a long time ago since I kissed someone.“ he giggled and tried to make it stop.

~Time skip~

After you two spent sometime together in the bath and talked about the last few things that happened you went outside to face your students.

„Okay! First of all, that was evil and very inappropriate! We are really disappointed and you three will get cleaning duty!“ Kakashi said and looked down at his students.

„We‘ve noticed that you three were acting really weird in the last few weeks and now you have to tell us. Of course it wasn’t an accident that Naruto pushed me and Sakura "accidentally" threw her knives at me! Explain!“ you wanted to know angrily and crossed your arms in from if your chest.

The three looked at each other and then finally they explained everything to you. „We noticed that Kakashi might has a crush on you Y/N Sensei! And, and we know that he is, well, a bit stupid when it comes to girls and love in general.“ Sakura started to tell the story. „And so we decided to help you a bit with that and made these plans.“

„And we guess it worked out, right?“ Naruto smirked.

Masterlist

[pbandjesse]

No word on the house yet. And I feel kind of sad over the prospect of not getting it. But also I do know that if we don't get it, it just means it wasn't the right one. I believe that. But I also am a little impatient and want to know now so I can feel secure either way. Either in the loss of it , or in moving forward with the next steps. It's crazy how quickly this has all been happening but also like. I'm trying not to make it my whole personality. So instead Ill focus on how much I hate day lights savings.

Because it messed me up so bad today!! I didn't sleep to bad but the air was dry and gave me a painful nose and throat. So when I woke up at 9 and was just dillerious and groggy I was just so confused at why I was having such a bad time. I got up to put some water in my nose before I laid back down for a bit. Which is when I saw a text from James that it was day lights savings. And everything made sense. I slept until essentially 1030am. Which means I slept for almost 11 hours. I hate day lights savings.

I would lay in bed for a few more minutes. Until I didn't feel so weird. Then I would get up and get dressed and felt alright.

I had toast for breakfast. From the fancy bread and it was very nice. I was a little frustrated when I knocked over a bottle in the fridge and it fell and hit the top of my foot and I was just overly sensitive today.

I was having a tough morning. I wanted to clean and purge and work on cleaning but I was overwhelmed by basically everything. I tried talking to James but they weren't answering me. And Jess was helping but I was still having a hard time.

I did shake the carpets out. And I worked on cleaning the frog tank a bit. But I really needed to get some fish to come in and help. That would be a goal for later.

I would start to focus on my desk. I was still overly upset and having a tough time but at least I had one thing to focus on. And it was going pretty well until I cut myself on a blade in my one drawer. So after crying for a minute and talking to James, who was finally answering me, I went back to trying to sort and get rid of trash. I did my best.

At 1130 I went and had some Mac and cheese for lunch. I realized how warm it was outside so I went to put a Tshirt on instead of the sweater I had been wearing.

And then it was time to go! My big outting! I was excited. Even if I was still not feeling my best. I was trying to be positive.

I did forget where I was going though and started driving to camp. Oops. Had to get off the highway and then turn around. Added 10 minutes to my drive. But that was fine.

I got to Irvine around 1230. And I was so thrilled. What a beautiful place. I'm shocked I've never been there. It's so nice! The woman at the gate was so nice. And then the girl at the desk was super nice and welcoming too. I chatted with her about working at camp and why I was there and she was so excited that I came. And that was my experience all day. People just really excited that I was there and that felt so nice.

The walk to their Native American site is about 15 minutes from the welcome center. And it was a really nice walk. I did get a little turned around but only a little bit. I got to see their averay where they had falcons and turkey vultures and it was neat to see them so close up. And the grounds itself was beautiful. The pollinator pasture was this giant idyllic meadow that I'm sure is wild to see when it's in full bloom in the spring. The native grasses were beautiful but when it's flowering I'm sure it's crazy.

And then I was at the site! It was so cool! They had a long house and two wigwams. And a bunch of different stations. And I felt super welcomed, with a staff member calling over to me to say hello.

I got to learn so much. Before Heather and Sofie came l I got to learn how to make a braid using a single piece of buckskin cord. Which I want to practice because it was so cool. I loved talking to all the staff and I even got to give out my business card and make connections.

Heather and Sofie came while I was sitting on the ground helping to take the fur off of a deer pelt. And we would go around to the other displays. We got to learn about basket making and foods. And we talked to everyone. About their program, about ours, about building out workshops and trying to get more adults out to different programs. Which I think would be an amazing way to get more people involved. Something I can for sure lead the charge on figure out programing for.

After going in all the structures and taking pictures and discussing what we could do to make our spaces better, Heather and Sophie headed out.

But I stayed. I got to process a piece of dogs bane and create some cordage. I had a lovely time talking to the staff. And I just had some lovely conversations with the people there. Including a really nice guy who works for gunpowder state park but he is leaving there to go be a tree doctor and when I saw him in the parking lot I wished him luck in his new job and he got a big smile. It was very sweet.

At the food display I got to try eating sumac. Not to be confused with poison sumac. It was fuzzy and pink and sour. I liked it! She said it could be used like a citrus and that is very neat. She was also just really sweet and we talked about creating natural dye and she would love to come out to camp sometime. I would love to have some of the Irvine staff come out for a professional feildtrip tour. I hope that we can bring them out.

My throat was starting to hurt really bad again and I had left my water in the car so I decided it was time to make the walk back.

And it was a nice walk. I stopped to sit at the gazebo while I caught my breath. My throat was really hurting me. But I would only be sitting for a few minutes. I stopped to see the birds again. And then went to the welcome center to use the bathroom and look at their displays there. I had another really nice talk to the girl at the desk. Thanked her for having me. And then headed out.

I was only a few minutes away from a Petco. My goal was to go find a new loach to try to deal with the snails. And then if I could find a joann's I would go get new yarn. And I was like wildly lucky that there was a Joanns literally next to the Petco. Amazing. I was very excited.

I ended up getting a different type of loach called a hillstream, or a butterfly, loach. I named it flapjack and I think he's so cute. I'm not sure he's going to get rid of the living snails but I think he's going to eat the eggs. Fingers crossed because I like him a lot he's like a little stingray and I love stingrays.

I would go and find my yarn next. The cashier was fascinated by my new flat fish. I got three skiens of yarn, on sale. And then I went home.

When I got back here I got my fish set up. I think he's going to do well. I hope. Introducing someone new is always hard. Omelet seems interested and also confused. But I'm not to worried. They should be community tank members.

I would cuddle up on the couch until James got home. I was happy to see them. They got right into cleaning. I would give myself until 530. And then I got up and continued to clean in the studio.

I did not get rid of as much as I wanted to but I'm making progress. My desk is much cleaner. I also went through ally thread and sewing stuff and it's so much neater and I'm really pleased.

I would work on my organizing for the next couple hours. James was doing laundry and making bread while they worked on their own organization. Helping me when things were to tall. I appreciate my tall husband. Love them so much.

Eventually James would make me veggie nuggets for dinner and I would go wash my hair. And that's where we are now. Just resting. James will go put the dough for their bread in the fridge soon. I hope it comes out good. It smells nice already.

Tomorrow we are going to a professional event at the art museum and I have my injections later on in the day. It always seems to sneak up on me. The months go so fast.

I hope I sleep well. I hope you do too. Sleep well everyone. Goodnight!

[brelione]

Rafe Cameron Smut HCs

He’s a switch and likes when your dominant side comes out

He really likes to be pushed against his wall

He secretly likes when you tie him up and cover his eyes because he doesnt know whats coming or when its coming

Hes so fucking loud

He’d let out really loud,long moans when you’d ride him.Your hand snaked around his throat and he could feel you leaning down,your lips against his ear. “Shut the fuck up.”You whispered,purposely going much faster.

He had only ever been with bottoms before so you were a big difference to what he was used to

You let him be on top sometimes.You’d even make him jealous or mad on purpose so he’d take it out on you.

He enjoyed his time being on top because he could see you the whole time opposed to when he was under you with a bandana covering his eyelids.

He really likes to watch you masturbate

He’d get impatient after a while and replace your fingers with his

You were more quiet most of the time,knowing how to swallow your moans so you wouldnt get caught.He’d have to go really hard to get noises out of you.You’d hold back as long as possible on purpose,just so he’d go harder.

He likes when you scratch up his back so Kelce and Topper will see them while he’s working out

He’s always awkward when he asks to try things on you.He knew that you liked to do them to him because he liked it but he wasnt sure if you liked it.

“(Y/N)?”He asked softly,lining himself up at your entrance.You bit your lip as he pushed into you,a small moan coming from his throat. “Can I choke you?”He asked,his fingers brushing over your throat.You gripped his wrist,pushing his arm so his hand was around your throat. “Do it.”You answered,moaning lightly as he started to move,fingers pressing into your throat.He had learned that from you choking him dozens of times,to choke with his fingers and not his palm.

He loves when you tug on his hair while he eats you out

Hes quite talented with his tongue

That awkward moment when you both want to be in charge on the same night.He’s holding you against his wall,his hand wrapped around your throat while you lft your hand to his,catching him off guard as you slammed him against the place that you had been previously. “Not tonight.”You bit down on his collarbone.

You always talk to him about how communication is key and how he needs to tell you if he doesnt want something

Sometimes on days where he was a little upset he’d prefer to be fucked gently

Your hand went to curl around his throat as usual,surprised when he grabbed your wrist lightly. “Can you be gentle today?”He asked.You let your hand travel away from his throat,grabbing his hand instead and kissing him lihgtly. “Whatever you want.”You replied.

He actually didnt like to fuck you in the ass

He likes to see your face

He likes when you’ve both finished and you take his blindfold off and he can see you.He always smiles because he missed seeing it.

He likes to leave hickeys on your collarbones and on your stomach

He also likes to take showers with you when you’re both done

Whenever he was on top he had a lot of energy and could go for hours.You couldnt though,not on the bottom at least.He’d wash your hair for you and give you forehead kisses and a tshirt to wear.

But when he was on the bottom he could get worn out from everything you did to him.You’d brush his hair with your fingers and tell him how good he was. 

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[hacked-by-jake]

Hellouuu, happy Easter to you ❤

"I can't take it when you tease me!"

Mc x Jake

A/n: A belated 'Happy Easter' to you too. I hope you will like it.❤️

This morning, Jake had the best idea in the world... not.

Mister hacker had actually come up with the idea of telling you that he could stand it without sex.

Yeah, in fact, at breakfast, you kind of came up with the subject, and Jake said, "I don’t need sex. I love sex with you, of course I do, but I don’t necessarily need it. I can without"

Okay babe, challenge excepted.

Of course, you didn’t miss this opportunity to show him that he lied to himself.

And so all day long, it was all about letting Jake be as crazy about you as it was possible.

You’ve been walking around the apartment all day only in panties and a shirt of him. The tshirt barely reaches your bottom and with every move you had to raise your arms, it slipped up and gave him a perfect look at your ass and your lace-only panties.

Little touches, allusions, gestures, movements, jokes, moaning when the housework was too strenuous, wearing his favorite perfume from you, spilling water on your shirt, putting on a new shirt in front of him, run unnecessarily close to him, Biting lips when you were focused, dropping things you had to pick up, multiple references to masturbation, unnecessary sports exercises in front of him, stretching and so on.

All these little things gradually showed him more and more that he really shouldn’t have said it.

He became more and more nervous, avoided you, got out of your way, had headphones in his ears and quickly disappeared in his study in some moments.

Of course, he quickly realized that it was going to be harder than he thought.

In the evening you decided to watch a movie, Jake is already sitting on the sofa and you follow him. With a glass of water, ice cream and a very good mood.

Jake’s place is always on the right and yours on the left. Of course you could just walk around the table but that would be really too boring.

So you turn your back to him to get sideways between the table, the sofa and over his legs. You almost lost your balance and fell, but luckily Jake was able to hold you to your hips just in time. But unfortunately, you spilled your water. It landed on your T-shirt for the second today and unfortunately also on the pants of the hacker.

"Oh no" you mumble in haste, "Sorry, babe."

You place the glass and ice on the table to kneel between his legs and try to dry the water with your T-shirt. You rub the fabric over his pants and immediately he grabs firmly into the fabric of the couch. You suppress a grin and look up at him with big eyes, "You have to take off your pants, I can’t get them dry. But I’ll get you another one right away."

You return to a standing position but stay between his legs. This time with the belly in its direction and you pull the wet top over your head.

Desperate, Jake laughs easily, of course knowing that you do everything on purpose, "You want to kill me, am I right?" he asks in despair. You bend down to him, your palms on his thigh very close to his intimate area, "No," you whisper, "Just your self-control."

Jake swallows as you slide your hands over his legs as you get up again, "Come on, the pants" you remind him and he gets up too. He takes his pants off and gives them to you.

"I’ll just put this in the laundry basket and then I’ll come back," you inform him giggling. Of course with a very emphasized walk where you emphasize your hips.

On the way back, you take the same route as before, instead of around the table, past Jake.

But you did it. Faster than you expected, you brought Jake to his limit. Again he grabs your hips and then pulls you on his lap.

A little scream of surprise escapes you as Jake wraps his arms around your belly and pulls your back against his chest.

"Okay okay, you’ve won, I can’t take it when you tease me!" he growls into your ear and then bites your earlobe slightly. You get goose bumps as his hands glide over your upper body and up to your breasts. His fingers gently stroke along the lower part and then back down over your sides. Over your thighs and back to just before your crotch. You slide further back and get a gasp from Jake as your ass pushes against his pelvis and you can already clearly feel how much you teased him today.

"Well, I’ve endured a whole day, let’s see how long you can do it," he whispers as his right hand disappears between your legs.

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Ask game requests provisionally closed.

[vidavalor]

For @wenellyb re: her post here requesting speculation on the varying stain levels of Sam & Bucky’s shirts while fixing the boat: 

https://wenellyb.tumblr.com/post/653819977640640512/i-will-start-by-saying-that-this-is-a-shtpost-so

I want to preface this by saying that I have lived almost my whole life in coastal towns (New England, not Louisiana) but my knowledge of boat repair is pretty limited but my willingness to deep dive into details in film & tv is infinite lol so here we go...

The first thing of note is that Bucky is wearing two shirts. He’s wearing two for most of the boat montage and the one underneath-- that navy one-- is long-sleeve so presumably this is because he doesn’t like to work the whole day with his arm exposed. There’s a bunch of reasons for that-- first and foremost is that Bucky isn’t really totally comfortable yet with being in short-sleeve shirts in all of Delacroix. (Note that he shows up to the cookout in the end scene wearing a jacket before he later takes it off & the boat scenes were before all of that.)

Bucky doesn’t mind *Sam* seeing his arm as Sam is used to it and unbothered by it but the boat is docked near Sam’s family business and other businesses and by being out here, he’s going to run into people he doesn’t know yet so he’s wearing a longer-sleeved shirt under his shorter one. I think not only is there is an element of not wanting to deal with potential judgement or stares from others, there’s also a sense that he doesn’t want to make things awkward for Sam (even though Sam doesn’t really care.) He’s trying to be polite about it but Sam makes a point by the time he’s noticed that this is a pattern (by the time they’re having their beers in the “don’t flirt with my sister” scene) to try to reassure Bucky that he doesn’t have to hide who he is when he’s around Sam’s family and friends. (This scene is *loaded* with subtext-- basically, it’s Sam, who knows these people here where Bucky is just meeting them, telling Bucky that he can feel relaxed here because if they were found out, it’s not a big deal.) In doing this, he’s joking about Bucky’s “small t-shirts” as something that they aren’t going to care about-- what Sam is really saying is that no one here is going to give Bucky a hard time about his arm and it’s safe for Bucky to relax a little here. He’s also obviously flirting with him while sending this message, which makes Bucky laugh because he gets the message that the community won’t be distracted by his arm but Sam is plenty distracted by Bucky’s tight t-shirts. But, uh, back to the stains on the shirts... 

One could assume that Bucky hasn’t been wearing both shirts all day, though he might have been. He has to be hot. I don’t really know how this whole serum thing works. Bucky’s temperatures in different people’s headcanons seem to be that he runs hot due to serum metabolism or that he’s perpetually still a little cold from lingering cryofreeze issues, depending on the author’s needs for the story (which I totally get) but unless he’s perpetually at ice cream temperature, he had to get hot under the Louisiana sun with ocean glare working on the boat all day. He also has a black metal arm and Wakandan technology is pretty advanced so I’m not sure that he’ll burn himself if his arm is in the sun that long but it probably gets pretty hot. So, bottom line: maybe Bucky’s navy tshirt underneath the grey one looks about what Sam’s tshirt looks like and he threw the grey short-sleeve one back on top. Maybe they went for a run to go get the beer before they came back to the boat with them in that scene and Bucky was trying to look half-presentable on the way into town. As for what the white is on Bucky’s shirt, there’s a white hand rail on the boat that they freshly paint so he could have even not been the one painting it and just brushed it accidentally, creating that small stain. Alternatively... 

... err, adult content warning... 

That’s not paint. ;)

A few more serious observations... 

The show sets up the idea that Sam is many wonderful things but he’s basically not a particularly great handyman. Bucky fixing that burst pipe illustrates that when it comes to plumbing and electrical, Bucky might be better at it than Sam is. In the boat-fixing montage, we also see a little of that as Bucky is shown rewiring some electrical whateverness while Sam, through the window, seems to be painting part of the boat. It’s also probably why when Bucky comes over to show off and lift that side of the boat up for Sam, Sam is extra annoyed because they were dividing up the jobs with an unspoken lean towards Bucky doing the dexterous stuff and Sam doing the exterior resurfacing. That would account for Sam getting dirtier than Bucky. 

Not to mention that the show makes the boat a metaphor for Sam in a lot of ways and of course, the one thing that Sam cannot fix alone, the one problem he cannot seem to handle, is the thing that’s a metaphor for himself. He needs the resources of his community, the gentle prodding of his sister, the threats of the world around him (financial issues, etc) to force him to deal with the boat at all. (Consider that Bucky knew about the boat when he arrived-- his “so this is the boat?” to Sam-- but the show also shows that Sarah’s been trying to get Sam to realize the boat is a problem for awhile ahead of the first episode and Sam’s been putting it off.) Then, even when Sam decides to take it on head on as he eventually does with everything because he’s a good, brave soul, he’s able to muster the community to help but if that had been all, it wouldn’t have been enough. He needed Bucky to do some of the (literal) heavy-lifting and also some of the more delicate re-wiring. Bucky just slots in there perfectly because he’s ready to by this point-- he’s showing up for Sam the way that Sam has been showing up for him and they’re both in need of one another. 

And you asked about stains on shirts so sorry that got a little off-topic lol....