#also i think ive made myself sad

[piink-u]

I hope people understand that when I say "I miss the dsmp" that I don't mean some people, some story lines, some general things, the fandom... Hells, I barely miss the part of the lore or characters I liked.

What I miss is crimeboys making an alleyway simply because they wanted to play more together after the lore for the day was done. I miss Tubbo spinning around on the spot trying to find a giggling Wilbur. I miss Wilbur smiling to himself and writing on chat just for us to see that "Tubbo reminds me of myself when younger". I miss Techno getting into the server tired as fuck just cause one of his friends called him and wanted to do absolutely nothing in Minecraft with him. I miss Wilbur staying awake until ungodly hours to keep Techno company when my man was farming potatoes and try-harding. I miss SBI and friends crashing into Phil's hardcore streams to talk about nothing at all and absolutely everything just to be together and laugh and say shit. I miss Tommy trying to make sense of something and the smile on his face after Wilbur would laugh heartily and say "That's quote book, for sure". I miss stories about late night gameplays of fucking TF2. I miss chat crying to Phil, his sigh, his giggle and his "What did they do?". I...

I guess I just miss them.

[bobmckenzie]

women selfshippers who aren't stereotypically feminine, whether in physical features or personality or anything, your f/o loves you just the way you are 💚 you are their ideal woman ! :)

[aphsillyos]

his default recall is so cool..........

[taegularities]

Rid I'm so sad that you're receiving this hate but for me you're one of the kindest people in here. I'm always rooting for you. Sending hugs. 🥰

thank you babe, i think i needed to hear this.. you're the sweetest, all the hugs back 🥺🤍

[sandymybeloved]

non SJA fans:

I had to cut from this, the episode that was just the main characters' anxiety dreams, the second episode ending with an alien child begging for his life than dying horribly, whatever was going on in the woman in the attic, and probably a bunch of others that slipped my mind

[inkats]

its actually stupid to be so down on my art ive been drawing for like. 5 years. only. and look at how much better ive gotten. everyone u compare urself to's been drawing for over a decade. youve got 5 years more. imagine what it'll look like then <33

[arcaneyouth]

honestly its so disheartening to regularly see shit like kinning or shifting or whatever theyre calling that get so shit on by most people, or to have the meaning change to something more tame and palatable for most people. i believe in that shit in a spiritual/religious kind of way. but unfortunately other people like me can be real fucking annoying about it in an easy to make fun of way so i probably shouldnt express that shit unless i want to be made fun of as well.

like even if they're being cringe about it and even if theyre not doing it for spiritual reasons like me maybe dont? make fun of them? for being cringe? and going "stupid idiot doesn't know its not real"?? yeah i dont think these people should be insisting this is scientific when its very much not but also like hey leave us alone maybe

[kraviolis]

oops i started imagining scenarios where bundy and lennon get into a fight so bad they end up needing space & take time away from each other and lennon stays at the beach house and bundy stays at the route 68 house and he has to do his morning routines all alone again and he starts sleeping less bcus he hasn't slept alone in so long and

[pepprs]

prefacing this by saying im fine and its whatever and im mostly numb to it. but it kinda fucking sucks that being gaslit about my own sexuality leads to… doubting my own sexuality lol!

[v-arbellanaris]

i think the problem (?) is that the only kind of (fictional?) love that interests me is the kind of love that changes the world. the kind of love that derails the narrative, the kind of love that changes everything -- not necessarily by how special or unique the love is but by the very mundanity of it. the love that grows, not in spite of the barren lovelessness of Before, but out of it. i think that's why I'm always so invested in ships that are two people diametrically opposed to each other, or enemies-to-friends-to-lovers, or two people on separate sides of the morality issue coin, because i love it when love... not that it changes a person but it allows the person to Become. the space, the grace, to change. to love the monster, to love the unlovable and the intolerable, is to make it something other than a monster, than unlovable, than intolerable. i love it when being loved at your worst, ugliest, most horrible self is what makes you want to be someone worth loving. like is this ANYTHING to anyone or

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[flovverworks]

quick thoughts before i go back to watch dougdougs shuffle hell but reexperiencing sinos story + talking about it w/ matt lately has me thinking of the mhyk crossover i rly gotta write soon auurghh at least the hard mode idea cuz thats the most solid in my mind since its just.....akira<3 with some murr at the end<3

[pizzapizzadickz]

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[milkweedman]

cut ... most of the fabric (3 of the 4 panels need the tips pieced on because the fabric wasn’t wide enough and it’s still less seaming that way than if i had arranged it not along the fold, but i still need to cut the tips and also pockets) and then... pinned it into a skirt shape ? not sure why... i guess just to make sure it looks like a skirt that could potentially fit me. which it does (something of a relief) although it’s way longer than i thought it would be, but that’s fine.

i am however somewhat stalled now. partially because i am waiting for the bread to bake and i did two small boules instead of the usual bâtard so i have no idea how long it should cook so i gotta stay out here anyway. but mainly because, while i have a vague list of things to do before i start hemming or adding lace or any other finishing stuff (cut the tips for piecing, cut out pockets, sew the tips on, pin the pockets and stays in place, sew the panels together) i don’t have any idea what order to do any of that in. i uh. do not do much sewing (and even then, mostly mending stuff).

could someone with actual garment-making experience spare some advice ?

[autism-corner]

yayy i finally have a scar on my right hand <33