#also nice to have a few new scenes of something to chill out giffing since my next lokius set is ofc taking ages to get right 😂
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mobius-m-mobius · 2 years ago
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your inside man gifs are đŸ„”đŸ„”đŸ„” but i keep hearing the series is very dark in nature? is it a hard watch?
Haha the collar is probably way more responsible for that than any work on my part re: the gifs but thank you so much anon! đŸ„°đŸ’–
Honestly in good conscience I can't recommend anyone watch that show for reasons beyond ogling DT lmao, I'm actually speechless as to what a mess it is plot alone and barely made it through ep1 before throwing in the towel to skip around some other scenes. 😅 It is meant to be dark from the start and there are several topics brought up to be potentially cautious with so take care in watching if you decide to and feel free to message me if you have worries about any content in particular. 💕
Tbf crime dramas in general and apparently shows exactly like this just aren't for me in the slightest as I've found, so there's probably bias there or just even more proof I'm good sticking with Owen content for the most part 😂
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supernaturallyobsessedchic · 4 years ago
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The Musician Next Door
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[Close enough for me, Gif credit to @jensenacklescious]
Square: Vancouver ( @supernatural-jackles tell a story bingo)
Pairing: Jensen x Reader
Summary: The reader is an extra on Supernatural, and has a musical talent. But little did she know her music attracted the attention of her neighbor.
Warnings: Nothing bad, just fluff, sweet music (I recommend searching on YouTube to listen to while reading), and some comedy.
Word Count: 1,860
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A/N: A small teaser of a possible series I have in mind thanks to Jensen’s recent Instagram post. But this is not going to be the series, it’s something similar. But still, I hope you like it. :3
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She’s always wanted to come to this city. Well she’s always wanted to go to Canada, Vancouver was just the plus side.
And, an ever more plus side was the job she managed to grab. An extra on her favorite show. Supernatural.
Sure it was its last and final season and they were finishing up but with having a limited number of extras due to the pandemic she was one of the few they needed.
She drove down the towns streets, seeing it’s lights shimmer in the night. Making her smile softly at the scenery. Another reason she loved Vancouver. It was such a beautiful city.
She got to her apartment complex, the same one her friend lived in. And she learns quickly who her neighbors are.
After getting rather bored on day 3 into quarantine, she looked at her music set. She knew how to play piano and guitar.
She turns on the electric piano, picking the grand piano setting she begins to play with a few keys. Playing nonsense sounds, but a pleasant melody.
She then began leading into one of her favorites. Her favorite anime show, Inuyasha, playing his lullaby piano song.
Playing at the pace of the song, relaxing as she continued to play. After finishing one verse she began singing lightly with the music.
She began to slow the music as it came to a close. She paused for a brief second before playing more.
She began to play Beethoven’s Moonlight Sentra first movement. And blending the end of it with Supernatural’s Dean’s Family Dedication Theme song.
A tear slipping down her cheek as she remembers this is the last time the show will air. She knows how it will end. They all knew. She doesn’t like it, but she didn’t voice it.
She finished the song with a nice peaceful and gentle end. Till her phone buzzed.
“That was beautiful sweetheart, can I make a request?”
The number belonging to Jensen Ackles. Her heart fluttered in her chest. Turns out he was her neighbor. Who would have thought she had an audience of one listening.
“Sure, what would you like to listen to me play
or attempt to play?” she texts back.
She saw him read it quickly before seeing the jumping three dots, showing he’s typing something.
“I am working on a song for my second album, if I send you a sample of it, could you try to bring it to life on the piano?”
Her heart rate skyrocketed. A song that hasn’t even been released yet, but also still in the works she was going to listen to.
“Sure, let me see what you got.” She texts.
He sent her the audio file to her phone promptly, playing it on her headphones, she can hear the notes coming to her.
Giving it a few play throughs, listening intently to the notes on the guitar, his words being sung. She looked at her keys on her piano and began playing around. Until she found the right notes.
Learning the piano, she didn’t learn the traditional way. She taught herself. Just messing around on the family’s grand piano, she learned the simple twinkle little star. Then an armature Amazing Grace. She had an ear for music, she let the music flow through her like wind blowing through her hair. The way the breeze felt on her skin. Making music felt like that to her.
She began playing the song, even singing the song to help her timing with the next verse and the next verse after that.
Once finished, she noticed it had gotten late.
“It was nice playing for you Jay, but I need to head to bed.”
“Okay, goodnight. Sleep well.”
 All throughout quarantine she had been playing with her instruments. Entertaining Jensen mostly, but it also relaxes her.
But on their first day on set, after being tested and gotten the okay to head on the sound stage for blocking she went to see Jensen.
Seeing him and Jared walking together to the sound stage, she couldn’t help but chuckle to herself at how much like brothers they were.
“There she is the little musician next door.” Jensen says, coming to her, wrapping an arm around her.
“He told me you play piano, do you really?” Jared asked.
“I do a little bit; it’s been a while.”
“Well, it’s like riding a bike. You never forget. You were so good.” Jensen comments.
“Aw, thanks Jay.”
“Got any new songs to play tonight or
can I make a request again?”
“You can always make a request. Besides, I was writing this song and I just need to get the notes right, the words right and then I’m posting it to my YouTube Channel.”
“Doing YouTube now, huh?”
“Yeah, I’m trying it out. I can’t seem to enjoy a single day job I get. I enjoy jobs like this. Acting, where I can tell a story. Writing, where I can create the story. Music, just creating good sounding, relaxing and calming music.”
“You are such an amazing creator; I think you’ll do great as a YouTube creator.”
“You think so?”
“Totally, right Jare?”
“For sure, hey, do vlogging, give us a behind the scenes.”
“I’m not sure about vlogging, that requires being in front of the camera.  And I’m so camera shy.”
“Yet you’re an extra on Supernatural.” Jensen smirks.
“Okay, maybe
I don’t know what it is. But I just don’t want to vlog, okay.”
“It’s okay.” Jared says.
 Later that day, she can’t get her thoughts together back at the apartment. She paced back and forth. From the kitchen to the balcony and back around. She was beyond distracted.
“Jay, are you available for hanging out for a little. I can’t focus.” She texts him.
A moment passes when she thought he might have been busy.
“Yeah, just had to get a pizza out of the oven. Want to come over and just chill for a bit?”
“Sure, I just can’t focus on my music right now.”
“It’s fine. Come on over.”
Putting on her shoes she walks over next door to Jensen’s apartment.
Knocking on the door she hears his dog barking.
“Quiet Icarus.” She could hear him beyond the door shushing his dog. Making her chuckle.
“Hey,” he says opening the door. “Come on in.”
She enters, taking her shoes off at his door.
“Want some pizza?”
“Sure,”
Jensen grabs two plates out, giving each two slices of pizza. And walking over to the couch. Turning on his apple tv.
He turns it onto Netflix, Orange is the new black.
But halfway through his second slice he notices she’s not paying attention to the tv. But instead is looking outside. Eating in silence.
“What’s on your mind?” he asks kindly.
“A lot. Stuff going on at home. This whole YouTube thing being real, I just don’t know what I’m doing anymore. It just seems like I’m just going with it.”
“Nothing wrong with going with the flow. But, this stuff at home, how bad is it?”
“It’s nothing bad, I can handle it. it just takes a lot of mental power to get myself past it. You know.”
“For sure.”
They sat back in silence.
“Here, how about we go for a little walk on the town. That should help relax you a bit.” Jensen suggests, as he finishes his pizza. Y/N not even halfway through her first slice.
“Where to?”
“Nowhere, just out for a little relaxing walk. Come on, and grab a jacket it’s supposed to be a little chilly.”
 Jensen may not have had a destination in mind, but he knew one place that would help her relax.
The ports, anywhere where there was ocean. He noticed in her posts on Instagram, when she’s at a tropical beach she looks relaxed and at peace with everything. And she knew deep down, once she saw the sun setting by the waters and seeing what they were walking up towards, she knew that he knew.
She felt herself calm at the sight.
“See, you look relaxed already.”
“Thanks Jay, I really appreciated this.”
“It’s not a problem.” he says. Leaning kissing her atop her head with an arm wrapped around her shoulder.
“That jacket’s not warm enough, is it?”
“No, not really.”
A small shiver shook through her as she said that.
He chuckles. “Lets get you home and warm you up.” he says, leaning in, pecking a sweet kiss on her cheek. A centimeter too close to her lips.
Y/N looked up at him with a smirk.
“What was that?”
“It was a kiss, why
”
“You were a bit close to my lips Jay
are you trying to tell me something?” she gives him a playful smirk.
“Okay,” he rubs the back of his neck. “I may like you, since the first day you and I met on set. You kind of took my breath away.”
Her heart pounded in her chest as her face heated up at the comment. Making Jensen smile with a chuckle.
“I, uh
I like you too Jay. I thought it might be a crush thing but, it just wouldn’t shake. I really, really like you.”
Jensen had a smile that went from ear to ear. He brought her in a tight embrace, holding her close.
“I know what you’ve been through. And I want to be there for you, to help you through it all.” He says.
“Thank you Jay, I want to be there for you too.” She says.
She pulls away slightly to look up at him. She could see his eyes glide down from her eyes to her lips as he slowly leans in. Planting a soft kiss fully on her lips.
Their lips moving in a soft dance with each other, his tongue grazing her bottom lip silently asking for permission. She parts her lips at the right moment to allow him in and dominate her mouth in the kiss.
Just when their kiss grew hungry, and their skin began to heat up at the attraction and arousal.
“Finally!”
They pulled away, stunned at the exclamation. Seeing Jared walking down the sidewalk, facetime on revealing Misha.
“It’s about time you two got together!” Misha shouted on the phone.
Y/N’s face heated up once again, hiding against Jensen’s chest. Jensen chuckling.
“Yeah, finally you two can stop with the longing stares and the
does she like me? Does he like me?” Jared says.
“How’d you know we came down here?”
“I didn’t, I saw you and I saw her, and I couldn’t help myself.” Jared smiled.
The couple chuckling.
“You two were being such idiots.”
“Well, we can be idiots together, now, do you mind?” Jensen says.
“Oh, right, get back to making out with your girl. See you two on set, you better have hickey’s to show for it!” Jared shouts as he walks away.
Jensen and Y/N just rolling their eyes, giving each other a quick chaste kiss before walking back to the apartment.
Only he walked back with her to her apartment and sat with her as she played her music, even joining in turning it into a sweet duet.
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a/n: What’d you think? Let me know, feedback is always appreciated.
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Dean/Jensen Girls:
@pandazombie69, @luci-in-trenchcoats, @supernatural-jackles, @becs-bunker, @jayankles, @winchesters-favorite-girl, @mlovesstories, @akshi8278, @flamencodiva, @megzdoodle, @anotherspnfanfic, @misfit0118, @shawnie74, @missmemoire09, @racetrackheart, @spnbaby-67, @moonlight-on-her-skin, @backseat-of-deans-67chevy, @salt-n-burn-em-all, @lyarr24​
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coupsnim · 4 years ago
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Here’s another ask game for caratblr! Assign your moots as seventeen comeback aesthetics (can include solos, OSTs, collabs, Japanese comebacks, etc) and say why you associate them with that aesthetic! Some can overlap too!
 this was harder and took me way more than expected ahah I decided to go through svt mvs and see if they reminded me of my mutuals, but there are a few songs that I couldn’t associate with anyone so I left them out 🙈
đŸŒŒ adore u ~ chey @soonhoonsol ↳ chey is one of the first people that I followed (and probably my first mutual) but this is not the only reason why I associate her with adore u. the song is fun and has a youthful vibe, which reminds me of her, but in the mv we also see a lot of scenes that are not linked to one another and that made me think of chey’s various interests and groups she likes ahah and of course adore u has a special place in every carat’s heart and so does chey (at least here on tumblr ahah)
đŸŒŒ mansae ~ cora @ohoshi ↳ I haven’t followed cora for a very long time, but as soon as I watched mansae I thought of her. mansae has the same youthful vibe as adore u but it’s also very energetic and when it hits the chorus it puts you automatically in a good mood, and this is what happens everytime I see cora’s tags under my posts. also her creations are always colourful just like the mv and the members’ hair for this comeback ahah
đŸŒŒ pretty u ~ lyns @kyeomshine ↳ I think lyns’ style fits pretty u the best. the mv is fun but it also has a romantic vibe, like one of those coming-of-age movies, which reminds me so much of her creations. moreover, they applied a sepia tone to the mv and whenever I think of sepia I think of lyns ahah
đŸŒŒ love letter ~ lee @uriboogyu ↳ love letter is a cute and fun mv, with bright and pastel colours, so when I watched it my mind went straight to the cutest person I follow. and that person is lee. she works so hard to bring new content and to engage with other people as well, her whole blog is like a love letter to svt.
đŸŒŒ very nice ~ yza @jonghan ↳ I think aju nice reflects a lot of my mutuals’ vibe, but when I watched the mv I immediately thought of yza. it’s just her and her 13 biases ahah (I know she says she has a bias line but no one actually believes her). the colours in the mv are bright and a bit more saturated compared to previous mvs, which reminds me of her gifs, and the song is fun and upbeat, just like her personality. I think yza fits perfectly with aju nice.
đŸŒŒ healing ~ mirelle @leechaerok ↳ to be honest, I don’t need to watch the mv to associate this song to mirelle. she is just such a nice presence on my dash, I’m happy to see her even when she doesn’t post about seventeen. what I like about her is her positivite attitude, her optimism, and the fact that she always has a nice word for everyone. every time I see one of her posts, I immediately feel at ease.
đŸŒŒ boomboom ~ emily @iiasha ↳ there are two main reasons why I thought of emily while watching boomboom: jun looks amazing and there’s a lot of technology involved ahah also the video starts out mysterious but then turns out to be funny and a bit silly (and super cool if we include the choreography) and I think this describes exactly how I see emily ahah
đŸŒŒ don’t wanna cry ~ carrie @art-hao ↳ don’t wanna cry is one of my favourite mv and I think it matches perfectly with carrie’s style. it’s simple but impactful, and the colour palette and colour grading are gorgeous and well thought in every scene, just like every single creation carrie has posted on tumblr.
đŸŒŒ change up ~ zai @icecreamscxups ↳ I don’t really know, maybe it’s because of her change up gifsets, but I immediately thought of zai as soon as I clicked on the mv. I just get change up vibes from her ahah
đŸŒŒ habit ~ oona @vernons ↳ oona is a quiet and peaceful but constant presence on my dashboard, she’s seems chill and I like when she shares her other interests outside seventeen. she’s that calm mutual who creates the perfect balance with the more chaotic ones, that’s why I associate her with habit.
đŸŒŒ clap ~ dasha @smallkore ↳ clap is a really creative and fun mv and I immediately associated it with all dasha’s gfx. she is one of my favourite content creator, all her ideas are so original and well executed, just like clap mv. I hope she’ll come back soon because I really miss her content!
đŸŒŒ thanks ~ kale @choibeomgyus ↳ thanks is another one of my favourite mv, I really love the storyline and the atmosphere. I actually don’t know why I thought of kale as I watched it, but I think her style (which I adore) fits with thanks general vibe.
đŸŒŒ just do it ~ isa @kwanies ↳ just do it doesn’t really have an official mv, but I still wanted to include it because I think the lyrics are perfect for isa! I can’t really explain further, as I don’t really know her, but that’s the vibe I get from her ahah
đŸŒŒ oh my ~ sofi @scoups ↳ the first thing I associate with oh my is summer, and that’s something that reminds me of sofi’s aesthetic as well. seeing her colourful and bright posts makes me as happy as listening to oh my!
đŸŒŒ holiday ~ sarah @dkymm ↳ another song that is perfect for summer (and one of my favourite song ever). I think that sarah fits holiday‘s concept the best, even though I can’t really explain why. maybe it’s because I associate dokyeom stan with bright songs, or maybe it’s just the vibe I get from her, laid back and funny without trying too hard.
đŸŒŒ home ~ genesis @shineesbag ↳ I don’t think home concept fits genesis, but she’s still the first person that I thought of when I watched the mv. she’s the only one out of all my mutuals that follows all my blogs (thank you!) and we like more or less the same groups/people, so I just feel really comfortable when I see her on my dash (although we never actually talked). she’s a reassuring presence on my dash and one of my favourite blogs, just like home is one of my favoutie songs.
đŸŒŒ hit ~ anna @haniehae ↳ the reason why I associate anna with hit is quite obvious: anna is a dancer and hit has probably the hardest choreography. at first I thought that she would fit don’t wanna cry as well, since the choreography for that song is amazing, but I also feel that hit reflects more her style. I have two left feet, so I admire people that can dance, and anna dances very well!
đŸŒŒ fallin’ flower ~ cĂ©lia @delicatecy and mary @efflorescing-mary ↳ the first person I associate with my all time favourite svt concept is cĂ©lia (who is the first person I followed on this blog). her style is so elegant, so classy, so (as her url says) delicate. I love it as much as I love fallin’ flower, she is one of my favourite content creator and although she’s not active, I sometimes go on her blog to have a look at all her masterpieces. ↳ the second person I associate with this concept is mary. fallin’ flower is pure poetry, so of course it reminds me of her and her poems!
đŸŒŒ snap shoot ~ rhys @heartgyus ↳ me and rhys have been mutuals for less than a month, so I can’t say that I really know her. but I often see her on my dash and I think her personality fits snap shoot, both the song and the mv. also since the video was made by mingyu, my mind probably made a link between the two ahah
đŸŒŒ my my ~ maddie @kyeomblr ↳ another personal favourite, my my is a cute and bright song with a cute and bright mv. as I said, I tend to associate dokyeom stan to this kind of songs and I think this concept fits maddie! (I saw it was your birthday yesterday, so happy belated birthday!)
đŸŒŒ left and right ~ dreamy @scoupsy ↳ as soon as I watched left and right, dreamy was the first person that came to my mind. not only the concept reminds me of her style, but the song reflects her personality too I think. also left and right is coups’ first comeback after hiatus, so it holds a special place in my heart.
đŸŒŒ 24h ~ zay @dk-s ↳ zay’s style and her colouring in particular really remind me of 24h. it’s dark without being too dark (like fear, for instance) and it’s quite elegant. also black and red is a colour scheme I associate with zay in general, so the outfits svt wore in the dance scene instantly made me think of her.
đŸŒŒ side by side ~ alicia @myungho ↳ that’s cheating, I know, but there’s only one person I can associate to side by side and that’s alicia. not only because she’s the resident myungho stan on my dash, but also the mv reminds me of her witty personality!
đŸŒŒ not alone ~ belle @xuseokgyu and nele @seohoshi ↳ the first person I thought of while watching not alone is belle. she’s the most supportive mutual, she always showers me with compliments, even when I post the simplest gifset, and she always makes sure to reblog my content even if it gets 2 notes. she surely makes me feel less alone sometimes. ↳ and I associate this song to nele too for a similar reason, but it’s a more general feeling I get from her. we don’t interact much, but when I see her tags on other people’s posts as well, she’s always so supporting and she always catches the smallest details. she really makes you feel like the time you spent on your content is not wasted.
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writerfangirlbooks · 4 years ago
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Bobby’s Daughter Part 1
Dean x Y/N
Prompt: Imagine flirting with Dean Winchester before he finds out you're Bobby's daughter.
A/N: I know Bobby never had children, but let's imagine for now. I've got a cool idea, for the most part, to go with this prompt. As always, feel free to request any ideas you would like me to write! I've had quite a few Dean ones recently and even more coming up soon. Thanks for sticking with me. Also, I just can't write a story without a backstory, I just need it desperately haha, so enjoy this midnight mess. And uhh, this one gets a little steamier than the others, just a heads up. Also this one is getting multiple parts! Word Count: 1800
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It took you long enough to convince your dad to so much as let you hunt by yourself.
You heard the story of your mom once, and only once. Your dad hated discussing what happened to her. It broke his heart, losing the love of his life. Bobby often declared he didn't know what he would do without you, that you being born was a blessing and miracle tied into one burst of joy in this miserable man's life. That was quite a bit to live up to. Fortunately, you weren't stuck with him all of the time. Once he stopped homeschooling you, you were able to have real interactions and get to know the real world.
Every once and a while, a friend of your father would drop his sons off at the doorsteps to watch for endless amounts of time. Sure, the boys were a couple of years younger, but at least they never said you had cooties. They were excited to be with Uncle Bobby, though they weren't related. It occasionally made you doubt your place in his heart, wondering if he wished you had been born a son instead. However, it was nice to not be made fun of not having a mom and having a drunkard for a father. You saw the brothers young and at one point, hadn't seen them since. It wasn't uncommon for traveling hunters to occasionally leave their children for a weekend or two, so you didn't easily remember all of their names.
Growing up a female was tricky in small-town Iowa, even more so as a hunter. Your father spent some time away hunting when things began to go awry in nearby towns. You started public middle school around age eleven, but your father feared you were simply too young to spend nights by yourself, and you didn't exactly have a bunch of friends to spend the nights at. That ended up causing extra frustration and stress on his plate before you suggested an idea you watched on television: private school.
In a way, Bobby was a better father after you went away. You became more outgoing, learned what it meant to be a lady, and more importantly, how to use that to your advantage. You were encouraged to learn other languages, try extracurriculars. So you did, studying Spanish and French for the rest of your education. You joined the photography club, acted in theatre, and played soccer. You went home on holiday breaks, summer being your favorite as it meant spending more time with your dad. He did his best to be home as often as possible. You got excited to fix cars if it meant spending time with him. Despite his protests, you felt encouraged to hunt, so he gave you pointers. It was years before around age sixteen, he finally allowed your first solo hunt. It was thrilling and unsurprisingly, it went great. He preferred playing board games and watching television with you, making him overall pretty chill.
The one thing he was not a cool dad came to your dating life. You tried getting a boyfriend young and Bobby insisted on meeting him before your first dance. Let's just say the two of you didn't leave together by the end of the night. He was more lenient toward regular, mediocre guys. His one rule was the most adamant: don't date hunters. Fortunately enough for you, most hunters were around your dad's age, so, very much not your type.
That could lead to some very lonely tonights as you became an adult, leading to one night stands in apartments. Of course, you skipped past the whole college scene. Far too expensive and not something you seemed interested in, anyway. Despite your father's protests, you decided to spend time traveling rather than staying with him. You had gotten used to your independence and was somehow nearing thirty way too quickly. You considered yourself content in life. You were a darn good hunter, a woman that could hold her alcohol, and a successful freelance photographer. You weren't sure where your dad's income came from and you decided it best not to ask, sticking to making an honest living while hunting as often as possible.
It was late summer and Bobby's birthday was coming up soon. Although he hated celebrating, you made sure to be around during this time. It just so happened to coincide with a case you were tracking. You figured you would surprise him tomorrow evening and make his favorite dinner. For now, though, you rented a small apartment half an hour away. You felt motels were dirty and a bit pathetic. You did have some class, after all.
Tonight you were looking for a good time, clothed in one of your favorite dresses, with matching heels and handbag. You headed to the bar, pulled up a chair, and ordered your favorite margarita. Soon enough, a man's build and shadow blocked your view of the door. He cleared his throat and you turned your head, taking in the view of messy brown hair and mischievous green eyes attached to a face full of sun-kissed freckles. The man wore nothing special, just regular jeans and a plaid shirt layered with a hunter-green jacket. It was a look that fits well in Iowa, but his voice showed quickly he was not raised here.
"Not a beer girl, huh?" He asked, raising an eyebrow towards your bright colored drink. You did a quick assessment and deemed this man as not a threat. He could be just what you were looking for. As you began to speak, you watched his attentive gaze dip from your eyes to your lips then back again.
"Not quite my style. I like something a little sweeter," you said with a small smile. Leaning back in your chair, you aimlessly twirled the straw around in your drink as you looked back up to the handsome stranger.
He draped an arm around your chair, his fingers lightly brushing your shoulders in the process. "Then feel free to call me sugar, sweetheart," he said. His eyes crinkled with the flirty grin. You wanted to laugh at what a bad line it was but figured his looks could make up for a lacking game. You bit back your smile by licking your lips and tacking a long sip of your drink.
"Well, I don't know about that, but you can call me Y/N," you offered.
The conversation quickly led into basic first date questions, leading you and the man who later introduced himself as Dean to realize you had quite a few similarities, such as bands, landmarks, and even pies. Neither of you was able to persuade the other to change interest in alcohol. Once you got to the topic of cars, you had lost track of time. Dean claimed to have an older Impala and was eager to show you. You were used to the ploys of cool cars to get a woman outside, but you weren't objecting to where the night was headed. You were left intrigued and somewhat shocked that someone this good looking was actually telling the truth about having such a well kept and beautiful vehicle. You were hoping to get the chance to impress him with your own knowledge about cars at some point if things actually made it past three am leavings, which was typically not likely.
When Dean proposed the invitation, he noticed your response was less than immediate. You didn't mean to hesitate but was trying to work out to tell him how you did not feel comfortable leaving your own car in the bar parking lot. His shoulders sagged ever so slightly. It typically wouldn't have been that noticeable except behavior change was something you studied in school when taught how to create poses for your photos. His green eyes were bright and eager, reflecting from the yellow lights outside of the bar.
"I, uh, if you're not interested... we don't have to..." Dean began stuttering, changing pace. He must not be used to rejection, you decided. "I don't want you to be uncomfortable."
You took one of Dean's hands, finding the new change endearing. Although it could've been funny to turn down someone that seemed like a player and innate flirter, that was not your plan for tonight. "Dean, I'm fine. I just don't like to leave my car, so if you want to follow, or go with me, back to my place?" You offered. You tilted your head, waiting for an answer.
He nodded. His grin had returned widely and he used his other hand to indicate for me to lead the way. And off Dean and you went. The two of you stumbled into your apartment in half the time it should have taken you to get back. Dean's chatter filled your ears up until you unlocked the door to your room.
Your keys were tossed onto the television stand while shoes were being kicked off against the closet door. Heat filled the room as your bodies filled the bed, disregarding your clothes and newness to one another. You felt much more connected as Dean kissed you, a sense of familiarity in his warmth and scent. It began with an intense and heavy makeout before his lips left yours, and began to trail down your neck, continuing further as time ticked away. The clock on the wall was the only sound you could hear besides your ragged breathing and the squeaks of the bed. The sheets were too weak for your grip, so you moved your nails into his back. You could feel his smiles trace your skin. You couldn't help but shudder when Dean whispered into your ear. It was a beautifully messy sight, watching Dean and you move as one, clinging to one another. Your eyelids fluttered, unsure of where to focus as the sensations grew stronger. Arching your head back to allow more room elsewhere, you thought you had lost your voice before one simple movement reminded you how to speak, urging you to call out Dean's name.
The night carried on for much longer.
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drama-and-tv · 4 years ago
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First half of 2020 tv shows/dramas completed
SO apparently, my original blog “may contain sensitive media” (how my original blog contains them, I have no idea because I don’t think I have ever written nor posted anything that is inappropriate) so here I am, making a new one even though there are just so so many thoughts I poured in that blog since the beginning of 2018. 
I wish I could put all of the contents from there here. But since I don’t know how to do that, I shall only put up my thoughts on the things that I have completed watching this year (2020) that I have put up from there.
With that being said, here they go... most of them in the original words that I had typed/written from last time. My only change will be the rating (now I shall use the numerical rating since I have figured how to rate things properly in numbers now) :
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Season 2 of Sex Education was such a delight to watch! While I do feel that it lacks some Otis and Maeve’s interactions (and wtf is that cliffhanger?), I feel that the other characters are given the opportunity to flesh out and have really good story lines. Definitely a step up to Season 1!
FINAL RATING: 9/10
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Bad news: The third part/season of Chilling Adventures of Sabrina is the worst part of the show that I’ve watched so far. Good news: I still somewhat like it.
The main issue of this new-released part is how messy it is story wise. There are far too many things going on that it felt a little bit too chaotic - like there’s the Pagan storyline, there’s that Faustus storyline etc etc. It’s just too much.
What makes me still enjoy it is because of its characters. I am attached to the characters and I wanna see their journeys in this show. For instance, Ambrose and Prudence are probably the standouts in this season because they are just super badass here.
Overall, it’s okay. I would still watch this show when the new set of episodes are released.
FINAL RATING: 6/10
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Honestly, Chocolate would’ve been better or ranked higher if they cut down the number of episodes - from 16 to maybe just 8.
Despite its melodramatic tone and ridiculous story line, I actually really enjoyed the initial episodes. I mean okay, the time jumps are a bit too much but I was sold on the emotions and the characters. It’s a melodrama, for crying out loud - it’s not meant to be realistic.
But then, for some unknown reason, it got draggy around the second half of the drama. And it affected my love for the drama. It was like they put a brake on the main plot and save for it the last episode (which it did).
This does not mean that it’s not a good drama. For the most part, I actually enjoyed it and I was invested in the characters’ journeys.
Just that it could be better.
FINAL RATING: 6/10
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Honestly, Black Dog was not a drama I thought of watching. The posters and the plot did not make me feel compelled to watch it because for some reason, I thought this drama would be something like those corruption dramas or corporate dramas - while I can enjoy those kind of dramas, I do have to be in the ‘mood’ to watch them.
It was only when I started seeing some gifs/images over Tumblr that I started to consider it. And when more and more people raved about it, I knew that I just have to check it out.
And just like what these people said, it was good. A really good drama, actually! I think what I love about this drama is how realistic it really is. I like that I can actually relate to the world and the characters in the drama. While Haneul and I don’t share the same type of field, I can empathise with her struggles in obtaining/maintaining her employment and sitting for the certification exam. I can empathise with how she tries to navigate the world of school and teaching.
All I know is I have definitely cried or teared up in some of the episodes. (that’s really a feat cause the last time I cried like this in a tv show/drama is season 3 of Anne with an E and we all know how I feel about that show.)
I also love how there is a good balance between drama and comedy in this drama. While this is primarily a drama, I like that it doesn’t feel heavy. It makes it easier to watch multiple episodes in one sitting.
If there is one minor problem with this drama, it is that it feels like the main drama ends with 12 episodes and the remaining 4 episodes are the epilogue or extra episodes. While the remaining 4 episodes are still pretty good, it has somewhat cooled my love for this drama. However, I do appreciate it and it gives a good look at what happened after Haneul’s first year of teaching.
With that, I have contemplated on whether to give this drama the best rating I could give in the drama or the second best. Considering that there is barely any flaw in this drama, I shall give it...
FINAL RATING: 10/10
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Season 2 of Kingdom did not disappoint. It maintained the same energy and intrigue that it brought in the previous season. There’s the excitement, there’s the high-quality production and there’s never really a chance for it to falter or drag. Its pacing remains consistent and I remain hooked to the end. I also like that this show does not end in an agonising cliffhanger - it wraps up the main plot that was introduced in the first season and at the same time, teases on what is to come in the possible season 3.
Overall, a really good season!
FINAL RATING: 9/10
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I gotta admit, Crash Landing On You was a pretty nice watch! I initially had quite low expectations for this drama - I have hard time being truly engaged in big budget romcoms because they tend to be unrealistic and too fluffy (and I like my dramas pretty realistic).
But to my surprise, I actually really like it. The episodes (particularly the first half of the drama) were candies to the mind and to the eye! Yes, this drama is hella trope-y and there’s a lot of moments which are very unrealistic and are there to be flashy and amp up the romance. But you know, something about this drama just works.
Of course, like a lot of k-dramas, the second half of the drama is less addictive to watch. But it was still a pretty good watch. I mean, it got my mum really addicted and my brother to finally watch a k-drama beyond Kingdom after all these years.
FINAL RATING: 8/10
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For someone who doesn’t know shiz about baseball, Stove League was still a very good drama to watch. It has that underdog story (in this drama, the under-performing baseball team for 2 years in a row, Dreams) that makes it easy to root for. It remained tight and consistent throughout its run. Its tone is very balanced - has good balance of serious and comic relief.
And most importantly, it’s not very hard to like the characters that matter.
Overall, very solid drama!
FINAL RATING: 9/10
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When the Weather is Fine is really a good drama to watch at the moment, during the midst of this current pandemic. Even though initially (the first episode) it did not win me over due the drama’s slow pace, I gradually enjoy watching it regardless of its pace and eventually, I was hooked.
This drama has a very calming and “healing” aspect to it even though the subjects dealt can be serious. I like that even though there’s some serious issues here, the drama remains well-balanced and still has plenty of light-hearted scenes. Lim Hwi (the male lead’s younger sister) is definitely my favourite character in this drama as she brings a lot of sunshine to the table with her innocent teen self. Also, the comforting presence of the community (whether it being the Good Night Book Club member or the people/families in the neighbourhood etc) along with naturally serene setting make the drama feels warm.
With that, I recommend watching this drama, especially to anyone who wishes to seek comfort and feel warm.
FINAL RATING: 8/10
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Netflix’s Never Have I Ever was an unexpected treat for me. I did not know the existence of this show prior to its release. I did not see any of its promos/trailers etc. So there was no expectations whatsoever prior to watching it.
My brother and I only happened to stumble upon it when trying to find something to watch on Netflix. So you can say that this was a present that came out of nowhere because as soon as I just went into it (within the first few minutes), I already really like it!
This show was funny. It was relatable as someone who comes from an Asian background. And most importantly, it has plenty of hearts. Trust me, I was tearing up when watching the last two episodes of this season (I sincerely hope that the show will be renewed for the next season).
Definitely a really nice show to binge quickly as it only has 10 half-hour episodes.
FINAL RATING: 9/10
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Find Me in Your Memory was a pretty decent watch. Yes, it is a very standard kdrama in the sense that the plot is very very generic and there are so so many obvious tropes here. However, its characters and the chemistry of the main leads still made it worth a look. This drama might not be the most unforgettable or unique drama out there, but it is very easy to watch and it makes a good addition to anyone’s watchlist if you want something straightforward and not complicated.
FINAL RATING: 6/10
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Man, A Piece of Your Mind could have easily been this perfect drama that I’ve ever watched this year had it only retained its original length. It is not to say that this drama is not good - it is as of now, actually one of the top dramas among the dramas I’ve watched this year.
This drama basically fits the type of drama I typically love: a realistic drama which examines more on its characters and focuses on emotions etc. Yes, I know people have complained that it is very slow but to me, that was part of its charm. I love slowly getting to know its characters and how they are feeling etc. I like being emotionally connected to them and follow on their journeys.
So I’m just sad the drama was cut from 16 episodes to 12 (reason being because of its low number of audiences). While the drama did its extreme best in making it work and it does not affect the main plot of the drama other than speeding things up nor does it really diminish my enjoyment for this drama, I’m just sad on what could’ve been if they were able to keep the extra 4 hours to the story. Like, we could’ve gotten better exploration on the characters etc (especially for instance that character who was played by the evil mother in law from Search: WWW and the Eunjoo’s Homestay residents and even frigging Hoon, Hawon’s colleague... like why was he even in the grandma’s house in the countryside?) . Things would’ve been more... organically unfold.
Despite all this, I still really enjoy watching this drama and I still remain invested in the characters’ journeys etc. Our main leads’ relationship feels warm and comforting. The vibe of this drama is just my kind of taste. And most importantly, I feel comforted watching it until the end.
FINAL RATING: 9/10
With that being said, those are some of the shows/dramas that I have completed up until now. Others that I have completed are season 2 of The Sinner (5/10), ITV’s Belgravia (6/10), Netflix’s The Circle France (soooo entertaining with plenty of drama and strategies, 8/10), season 18 of American Idol (8/10) and most recently, Netflix’s Extracurricular (I will eventually share my thoughts on it soon).
Stay tuned.
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mx-in-words · 5 years ago
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Monsta x reaction when they and secret s/o are cast to a drama.
Haiii queen❀❀ If you are still taking requests may I ask for Monsta X reaction when them and their secret girlfriend were casted as lead couple for movie or drama or series? Hope it's not a problem 😊. Btw love your posts so much! You are wonderful writer my dear. Have a nice day sweetheart ❀❀❀
↬ Shownu
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that’s exactly the type of situation where shownu takes advantage
cold robot shownu is activated 
when your manager told you the news, you almost had a heart attack 
shownu was okay with it
he trusted you and your actions skills 
sh: baby relax is going to be okay, plus more time together and the fun!!
you: I know but what if you fans get mad or something... 
sh: a lot of idols already made dramas with famous actress and nothing happen, just chill with me 
 you: okayyy
he was right tho, people started a rumour that you had already a bf and nothing happen
a lot of time with your prince/perfect bf 
he knows how to hide this relationship well, he is a leader after all 
↬ Wonho
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A HAPPY BUNNY!!!
would be so happy to see you almost every day for a year 
hug him pls 
before you even worry would assure you that nothing is going to happen 
would say in vlive that he is very honoured to work with you and the cast
mbbs were happy for him
since it was not your first drama, nobody suspect of nothing 
will OFC read the whole script with you 
pretends to get wrong the romantics scenes just to do it again
kiss scenes remade 100 times I swEAR WONHO
↬ Kihyun
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not the biggest fan of the idea 
don't get he wrong, he is happy for working with you 
but that’s also what worried him 
listen, what if he made the drama bad and rip to your career??? 
you could see the worry inside those fake smiles 
you: relax, mbb won’t figure out were dating baby 
kh: that’s not it baby, I know WE will be okay, but what if I screw up the drama and put your name in the WORST drama of the world and your CAREER OMG
you: shut up, did I ever made a bad drama? 
kh: no... 
you: exactly, you are a great actor too baby, you gonna be great and think all the time together that we have!!! 
he agrees and just enjoys the adventure 
↬ Hyungwon
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mister complicated arrived
he hated 
for new monbebes, there were these rumours about hyungwon dating a reporter a few years??? wasn't nice for him. 
you questioned if he didn't like to be with you 
he assures you that this is not it 
imagine if the rumour starts again, but it’s true and dating you will be harder than everything 
you understood him after all 
he prob denied being part of this drama 
you guys stayed cool and he promises you to see you almost every day 
sorry, that’s hyungwon 
↬ Minhyuk
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THE SUNSHINE CAN’T BE HAPPIER 
he is RUNNING to your apartment just to hug you 
does he care about rumours? nha he is no up to this bullshit 
min: OMG OMG BABY WE TOGETHER DID I READ IT RIGHT 
you: YOU DID LOVE YESSSSS
both: YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES
prob going to talk about you in interviews 
and vlives
and selcas with you in the twitter 
I mean, oush he loves u uwu
99% of the world knows that you are dating but 
minmin don't care ;)
↬ Jooheon
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happy to see you 
excited to show his acting talents 
jh: I was better than you in this part
you: well... I am a better kisser 
jh: it’s that so??? 
all the team: are they... together? 
the managers: geez
provocate each other when you forget the lines
a soft couple who try to hide your love in interviews 
just as minhyuk, everyone knows about you two,,,, what a cuties
↬ Changkyun
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well.................
is hard to read kyunnie sometimes 
but just as kihyun, he does seem to not be 100% comfortable with the idea of acting 
he is nervous af
you: hey baby relax it’s just a drama, you act in all your videos!!! 
ck: it’s not the sameeee 
fighting with himself 
want to be every day with you 
not sure if wants to act in a drama 
..... 
now it’s late, he was casted and couldn't change his mind 
you: well, you have only one option, stay with me every day and act like the fool you are 
ck: these are two things I can totally do 
- any of these gifs are mine - credits to the owners - all via weheartit. 
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tweetyshit · 4 years ago
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Kinda wanna turn this into a series (5)
Technically this isn't a new part because I haven't had any clear dreams since I was snatched up by the giant. But in my writing class we were given a prompt about dreams and obviously I had to use the iconic Fred and George dreams. Its more of a story opposed to my usual messy narration and gifs but it also gives a background on how these dreams started. Did I cry while writing this? Yes. Did I use a different name to save my dignity from my teacher? Yes. Will you like it? Well I sure fucking hope so.
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   For as long as violet could remember, dreaming had been her escape. At first - during her younger years of adolescence  - it took form as a simple active imagination. But as she grew older, her dreaming swiftly became a coping mechanism for when reality was just too much to bear. Whenever the stress came along, so did violets dream world, and she wouldn't have had it any other way. There was just something so freeing about knowing that at any time she wanted, the escape would always be there to comfort her. She spent years using this technique, but eventually forgot it as she entered her teen years. Then on a peaceful night in december, everything changed. Something that would send her back in time in the most bone - chilling yet comforting way possible.
   You see, just a year before that riveting December night, Violet had lost someone very dear to her. As the Christmas aura became more potent and her peers became more excited, our Violet was pooling around in her own form of escapism in an attempt to ignore all the death surrounding her. Imagining scenario after scenario was the only way that she could feel light during those days. For when she felt lonely or uncertain about what was to come she would always have the security and comfort of her mind, and the people within those chosen realities.
   As the lonely flower fell asleep on that night, she didn't expect much. But as she closed one set of eyes and opened up another, she was in a familiar place. A christmas party in a small, squat house that held so many people beyond its capacity it seemed to be bursting at the seams. She quickly noticed that she was in the reality she had chosen for those solemn December nights. When she just couldn't handle her family sitting around the living room in silence, suddenly not knowing how to communicate with one less person physically present among them . This bustling house seemed to be the best alternative, with its consistent chatter and many lively people. It almost seemed impossible not to engage in the Christmas cheer. Almost not knowing what to do with herself actually being in the room, she decided to place herself on the stairs and just observe. As she was making her observations, she felt a presence beside her. Turning - or rather looking up - she was met with a set of kind brown eyes looking upon her.
 “Oh hi George.” she said without thinking and turning back to look at the scene. That's when it struck her, he probably had no idea who she was. Cringing, she turns back to look at George, who had a bewildered look among his sharp features. Rather than looking confused, he looks shocked, then excuses himself. A few moments later, he returns with what looks to be a clone of himself, but Violet was smart enough to know the difference. She had spent countless times in this house, the least she could have done was learn to tell the twins apart. As they watched in bewilderment, the twins mixed themselves up, switching places until it was impossible to tell the difference.
“Who's who?” they said in unison and Violet let out a chuckle. Shaking her head, she told them. Then together they returned to the party, where they began to open Christmas crackers and exchange gifts.
  Night after night Violet returned to this house, and no time was ever lost. Spending all her time with the twins or simply reading on a windowsill as rain pattered on the thin rooftop was considered the best use of her time there. It was nice to have the comfort feel real for once, and as Violet was a common lucid dreamer, it almost felt genuine. She could control her words and actions, but the environment and other people always remained unpredictable. One day as she sat on the floor with the twins, Fred decided to ask a peculiar question.
 “Where did you even come from? It seems like you just appeared out of nowhere during the Christmas party.” As Violet heard these words, it felt like the air had been sucked from her lungs. How would she explain her situation to them? After much pondering, she decided that honesty was the best policy.
 “Do you want the truth?” as the twins nodded Violet let out a sigh.
 “I'm not real. Or you're not real, I haven't really decided which is which. You Are real in your reality, but I belong to a separate one. Make any sense?” The twins stared at her and Violet felt her heart clench. She didn't want to damage her relationship with them, but if one day she wasn't able to come back she at least would want them to know where she went. So she continued, “I'm dreaming right now, or somewhat i guess. I love sleeping, my life has the tendency to fall apart when i'm awake, you know?”  She looked back up at them, expecting to see disgust or even fear on their faces. But the only emotion present among them was amusement.
  “You're in a dream?” George asked, looking at his brother then back at Violet who nodded and popped another piece of popcorn in her mouth. No longer caring about the situation as she didnt know what time would be their last together and not knowing if they would even remember her if she did eventually come back.
 “Wicked.” the twins chimed in unison, confusing Violet. “So you don't think i'm crazy?” she interrogates them further.
 “Well yes, but we're all a little mad aren't we?”  George smirks causing her to let out a scoff. That's when Violet began feeling a familiar sensation, the tingling indication that she was waking up. Entering a sudden state of panic she stands up in the small room, startling the twins.
“What's wrong?” George asked with a concerned expression.
“Listen, i'm waking up and I don't know if i'm ever going to make it back. I'm honestly surprised that I've been able to come here this many times in a week. But if I can't come back just know that i love both of you dearly and i'm thankful for the experience” tears began streaming down her cheeks, a certain feeling of warmth leaving her chest and being replaced with the cool one that's held her insides in a permafrost since last December.
 “It's ok darling, “ Fred urges her to sit down next to him, “i'm sure you're clever enough to come back again.” As Violet shakes her head, he continues, “Who knows, maybe one day we’ll even come and visit you in your reality.”
 “You wouldn't like it.” she says with certainty. “I think we’ll have to be the judges of that.” George sends her off with a wink.
And then she woke up.
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natsspammityspamspamham · 5 years ago
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Dino Watches Anime (Oct 26)
Recently Completed!
Tokyo Godfathers
Score: 10/10
There’s a reason why I gave this such a rare high rating. When I was watching it, I was internally like, “*excitement noises* I have not been this excited over an anime in such a long time, let alone for an anime movie. EVERYONE SHUT UP SO I CAN WATCH THIS EVEN IF I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY’RE SAYING.”
It’s not often that you come across really good movies, let alone masterpieces like this movie. The art is so good, the story made me feel like it was Christmas in October, and the characters really made me connect. 
I know the subtitles used a whole lot of gay slurs and things like that, but Hana (the trans character in this tale) is treated well if we get past that huge hurdle. She truly owns up to herself. She doesn’t care what she’s called. She gets mad at people who misgender her. She gets mad if she’s forced to go to a men’s facility. She wants people to call her “an old hag” rather than “an old coot”. She just wants to be a mother even if she isn’t “biologically a woman” who can bear children. So when she comes across this kid, she thinks, “I will finally be a mother!” These are issues that real people face. These are issues that cisgendered people take for granted.
Madhouse really knocked it out of the park. Satoshi Kon is one of the biggest creators and directors in anime history. He’s known for horror and psychological works like Perfect Blue, Paprika, and Millennium Actress. I never expected him to be this good at making a movie that could move my soul like this. The characters were so far from perfect, yet I wanted the best for each of them. The way it handled everything was masterful. The dialogue worked so well and was witty, the voice actors (despite the main three not being in anything else for the most part) were so good at giving life to their characters, and the art blew me away in 2019 even though this was released in 2003. The only thing I didn’t quite like as much was the score during some parts of the movie, but it was subjectively good and just wasn’t to my taste (the Noragami soundtrack wasn’t a fav of mine either). 
Just... watch the movie. If you can watch it around Christmas. It’s good for you.
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Saiunkoku Monogatari
Score: 7.4/10 
Yes, I binge-watched all 39 episodes in two days, what’s it to ya?! In reality, I just boosted the speed of the video.
Me throughout this show: Why do you all have triangle heads? What’s with that?
Okay, it’s the art style, and a lot of shoujo anime go with the concept that it looks good. Once you get over the art hurdle making me believe this was created in the early 2000s despite it being 3 years younger than Tokyo Godfathers, this turns out to be a really nice show. I just can’t believe they’re BOTH from Madhouse. 
Remember Snow White with the Red Hair? Remember Akatsuki no Yona? If you liked those shows, you’re going to like this one... except it relies more on the political plot. It’s mostly about a woman wanting to pursue her dreams of being a politician in a male-dominated world. She’s entasked with helping this mess of a king to get his act together, and as much as I can try to prove that it’s surprisingly progressive (given the art and genre), I think that’d be spoiling it a little. The only character that actually bothered me was the prince who was voiced by Tomokazu Seki who honestly was a bit annoying and sounded so fake for me. However, this anime made me appreciate Hikaru Midorikawa’s voice as well as Houko Kuwashima who I’ve only heard voicing dead moms and only a few good characters here and there. Seriously, both of their voices are great. Toshiyuki Morikawa sounds good too, but we already knew that. I don’t like the OP or ED (or a whole lot of the music), but that’s the case for a lot of these 2005-era anime. Just like a lot of the anime on MAL, I do think this is an underrated show, but it does have its pitfalls if you’re just craving for a quick shoujo without any politics.
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Full Metal Panic: Second Raid
Score: 7/10
I binge-watched this entire season while my parents were out for dinner and something else. It only took me a couple of hours because I boosted the speed.
I wanted to get a gif specifically from this season, so this one will have to do. So much wasted potential will this character (who’s one of two twins). I know they were trying to play the whole “twincest” thing, but I’m personally not a fan. They provided some cool fight scenes even at a certain cringe cost. The fact that Kyoto Animation animated this bumped the art from a 3 to an 8. It’s crazy how much the quality jumped after a new studio took over. Unfortunately, they didn’t take care of the next season. I know the main ship in the series is pretty clear, but this season made it closer to canon (too bad it took around 13 years to make the next season).
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Kara no Kyoukai (movies: 5, 6, 7)
Score:  Part Five: 7.5/10 Part Six: 5.8/10 Part Seven: 8.2/10
Not gonna lie, I watched the first four movies over a year ago and retained nothing. I had to read the Wikia to assist me and to begin with, I watched this to get into the “Type-Moon” universe (which consists of this and the Fate nonsense stuff), Yuki Kajiura’s score, and Maaya Sakamoto and Kenichi Suzumura voicing a couple. The score would probably change if I’d watched them regularly, but I digress because I watched movies 5-7 in one afternoon. Ufotable was pretty good at animating this and the voice acting worked really well. Yuki Kajiura’s music didn’t hit well at first when I was first watching the first few movies over a year ago because it wasn’t what I envisioned the score being, but once you get into the mood and mindset, it adds so much to the story. Although, I still really didn’t like part six. I thought it was a complete flop because I just want to get rid of anyone who believes i*cest is an okay thing. This isn’t Alabama. Go home. Not else to say here because this took so much commitment that I doubt anyone would watch it.
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Paranoia Agent
Score: 8.6/10
With spoopy month coming to a close (already?!) I watched this anime earlier this month, but I forgot to write about it. That’s partly because there’s so much to unpack here. This was a thriller, psychological, horror anime by Satoshi Kon. That’s right, the first anime above was also done with him in the director’s seat. This anime was smart. There’s a reason why Robin Williams likes it! It was scary in the best of ways. It revealed a part of society that we see all the time but don’t talk about (especially in Japanese society where emotions are better kept concealed). Just the opening alone made me feel uneasy. The OP and ED were simplistic yet worked. I binge-watched the whole series because it was that gripping. 
It was a little confusing at times, but that’s also because that’s just a common thing with horror anime. That suspense keeps us going. It keeps us on the edge of our seats. Who’s going to be the next victim of Shounen Bat? Episode 8 came out of nowhere for me, and I liked it. There were several scenes that sent shivers down my spine in the best way possible. It isn’t always “scary”, but it gives suspense.
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Aoi Bungaku
This one is going to be reviewed a little differently. Since it has specific arcs, I’m going to review them as such!
Ningen Shikkaku: 8.2/10
We start off with a bang. Osamu Dazai was a man of suffering. This story really shows that. In this story, we see a man who’s desperate to know what makes him human. We see this through the eyes of a fictional character, but I personally view this as a semi-autobiography.
The art was chilling. The voice acting from Masato Sakai was surprisingly good. A lot of the time, voice acting from live-action actors just aren’t that great. Every time you think this character will get back on his feet, he falls deeper and deeper. It truly did make me wonder what made me human.
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Sakura no Mori no Mankai no Shita: 3.9/10
That moment when the only thing that saves this arc is Nana Mizuki’s singing. Seriously, her jazz songs were awesome. Can’t say that about the rest. I mean, the art is good, but it’s Madhouse so most of their stuff is already good. The story wasn’t that original. Mind you, this was probably during a period where foreign influence was strong, and I haven’t read the original story, but... this is basically Salome (the opera) with some differences. Both have a crazy woman with a fixation over lifeless decapitated heads. Both have men that are captivated with her beauty so they give her what she wants because of that reason alone, they both murder religious people (monk/shrine maiden and a prophet), and both eventually realize that women can be crazy when they demand a lifeless head because you know, that’s just a red flag. Above all, it suffers from tonal shifts. You can’t have a woman turning moe then demand you bring her another head to play with. You can’t have Masato Sakai playing another main character that doesn’t fit him! Seriously, he doesn’t have the voice of a brute and just couldn’t do it. Overall, this arc was a mess, and I’m glad it was one of the shorter ones.
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Kokoro: 7.6/10
This looked like a masterpiece compared to the last arc. I haven’t read Kokoro, but this made me go, “Huh, I don’t remember this happening.” That’s because they chose a certain part of the book (near the end apparently) and just went off that and created its own anime-original episode. Despite that, it was pretty good! There were some screaming discrepancies which did hurt its impression (because it made it feel out of place to the point where even I, as an uneducated anime viewer, could clearly see).
(I think this is from Kokoro but I might be wrong)
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Hashire, Melos!: 8.9/10
Would you look at that? It’s the best arc of the series. Hashire, Melos was great. It had me going from beginning to end, and it’s the only arc that doesn’t have Masato Sakai playing the lead character. The art, the pacing, the storytelling, the story, the sound, the voice acting, and the art direction complemented each other so well. It made me far more interested in the original. 
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The Spider’s Thread: 6.6/10
If you look really close, you’ll notice that the creator of Bleach took over character design for this! It was okay. I found that it was a little cliche and lacklustre. Mamo is around so much that you probably have to do more than that to keep my attention, and this had the art going for it too. It just wasn’t that interesting. A heartless murderer is sent to hell after being executed. Moral of the story: Don’t be an asshole. Alright. Nice. I do understand that Ryuunosuke Akutagawa was one of the main establishers of the whole “Japanese Short Story” thing, but after seeing it so many times, I just didn’t get that same chill.
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Hell Screen: 6.9/10 
Another Akutagawa short story! This one had far more of an impact because this one hit closer to Akutagawa’s heart. Knowing the history of this piece of writing, you can see his desperation to stay relevant and true to his craft. It’s about a painter who wants to paint the town but finds out the city isn’t the bright light he sees in his mind. Everything goes ablaze. The art for this is stunning. I probably would’ve enjoyed this story more if it was placed in the middle of the series run rather than being the last story. 
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Oh, would you look at that? It’s a music anime. *inhales* Music anime is a double-edged sword for me. I like having music interpreted and portrayed through one of my favourite mediums, but I don’t like them playing off music as some sort of easy gimmick and a joke. It’s like a shonen montage. “Let’s just have this guy train for two minutes and become a demigod”. But when you put an instrument into someone’s hand and demand the same, it sends me to another plane of angriness.  So far, the romance is kind of cute... but Mafuyu kind of annoys me since his role in the BL dynamic is so clear just by his voice. Same with Uchida. You can only play so many thugs a season. Kyou? Good. Chika? Good. This guy? Good, but don’t do them all back-to-back! I don’t like the BL dynamic being so basic. However, my mind can be changed if done right.
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peaceisadirtyword · 6 years ago
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Apologies (Alex HĂžgh/Reader)
A/N: FINALLY I'm posting something 😂 this fic is the one I’ve written for @tephi101‘s writing challenge! I really hope you like it💜 it’s not my best work, but I've been working on it for a week and I wanted to post it as soon as possible. I’m sorry if it’s too bad. I wrote a couple of things in danish (translated), so if you’re danish I'm so sorry because I probably made some mistake. I’ve been studying it for two years but I'm really bad, sorry.
Next is Secrets and Crush (this weekend hopefully). I hope y’all like it! ♄ thanks for reading!
Oh, and I'm going to create an AO3 account to post my work in there just in case Tumblr deletes my blog! I’ll post the link when they send the invitation to meâ˜ș (I'll keep posting everything here too, I just want to have a safe place for my work).
Warnings: Smut! don’t read if you’re under 18, Alex is a bit of a dickhead, I'm so bad at danish, sorry if Alex is too out of character or if my writing is too bad.
Words: 4496 (I know it’s too long I'm sorry)
Prompts: 4. Why do you always insist that I’m the bad guy? You infuriate me so much that I don’t know if I want to slap you or kiss you.
7. If you keep looking at me like that I’m going to slap that smirk right off of your smug face.
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 To be honest, you weren't really sure if you should go to that party. 
It was a bit late to think that, as you were already in a cab on your way to the house. You had been invited, of course, but you didn't know if you should go. 
You started working in Vikings a few months ago, playing Hvitserk's new love interest. At first, you were nervous as fuck. You obviously were a fan of the show, and had watched all the seasons more than once, you followed the cast on instagram and knew how close they were... You were the newbie and honestly thought you wouldn't fit in their group. 
Besides, even if it was your dream job and you were excited as fuck to be in the show, the fact that you had to make out with Marco IlsÞ in front of a camera on your first day made things a lot more awkward. 
Marco had been really nice to you, always trying to make you feel part of the group and inviting you to all their gatherings and parties. You always tried to avoid it, as you weren't as sociable as you'd like and it made you too nervous to be with all of them, even though you loved to hang out with Marco. 
But this time you didn't really have a choice. He had asked you a few days before, after filming a pretty intense scene. You had complained that you didn't have any plans for the weekend and would probably do a Netflix and chill by yourself. He quickly mentioned this party Georgia was throwing in her house, and told you you should go with them. 
"Come on, Y/N, it will be fun, how much time has passed since you went out for the last time?" He had said, looking at you with puppy eyes.
You bit your lip. As you already told him that you didn't have any plans, which excuse did you have?
Marco had even asked Georgia when you said she probably wouldn't want you there. But she had smiled brightly and invited you again. Then you didn't have any excuse.
That morning, you had tried to pretend to be sick, but Marco had texted you saying how excited he was for you to join them that night and you felt bad. 
So there you were, just a few hours later, dressed on a new black dress that you had bought the first week you arrived to Dublin and which maybe was too tight and too short. You combined it with black high heel boots and a red leather jacket. Maybe it was too much, but you didn't have anything else. 
Your nervousness didn't have anything to do with the attitude of the rest of the cast to you. Marco was practically the only friend you had there, and Georgia was always nice to you, as well as Jordan. They weren't the problem. 
The problem had beautiful blue eyes and an amazingly soft brown hair, a playful smile and an accent that would make every single woman in the world press her thighs together. 
The problem was Alex HÞgh Andersen. 
At first, you were really excited to meet him. Ivar was one of your favorite characters and he did an amazing job. You wanted to congratulate him in person and also praise his photography, which was the main reason you followed him on his social media. 
But your admiration for him died the moment you actually got to meet him. 
The situation wasn't the best one. You just finished a scene in a bathtub with Marco, and you were all wet, shaking in cold as some of the assistants placed some blankets on your shoulders and gave you a towel to dry your hair. Someone brought you a hot coffee and you moved to sit next to the nearest heater. As the towel got soaked soon, you got up to go and ask for another one. And then it happened. 
Alex was in a hurry, he was needed in set for a pretty important scene that should have been shot the day before but they had to delay the shooting because they ran out of time. He honestly didn't notice you standing up and moving in front of him. And of course it happened. 
Your coffee was all over him in seconds. You gasped and apologized immediately and he cursed in danish, getting away from you.
He got angry. Well he had his reasons, but he yelled at you when you both were guilty. That angered you too. Who the fuck did he think he was? 
When you yelled back at him, he looked at you for the first time, well he stared at you. He only looked away when Marco came, startled by all the yelling and asked what had happened. 
Alex told him something in danish and Marco frowned and looked at you, who were glaring at Alex. 
Since then, you both hated each other. 
It was childish, immature, it was just a bit of coffee... Well, it's true that he had to change his costume and you almost ruined the entire day of filming but... You had apologized! He was the one who exaggerated everything and... Well, it was an accident!
The thing was; Alex seemed to hate you since then. He was super nice to everyone else, even people he didn't even know. But he couldn't stand you. It was the main reason why you didn't want to hang out with the group, Marco, Georgia and Jordan could be the nicest persons in the world, but Alex... You always ended up fighting and you preferred to avoid that. 
He was at the party, you had seen him in one of Georgia's instagram stories. That was almost enough to make you turn around and go back home, to snuggle between your blankets and watch some series while eating pizza, popcorn and chocolate. But you had promised Marco, and you were not going to disappoint the only friend you had in there. 
It wasn't difficult to locate Georgia's apartment, as it was probably the one which had the loud music on. 
The door was half opened, and you only had to push it a bit to enter. Your jaw dropped in awe; the house was big, full of people and all of them looked like Calvin Klein models. Suddenly you felt self-conscious, clearing your throat and crossing your arms. 
"Y/N!" You heard Georgia screaming your name and saw her trying to get to you, a cup on her hands and a big smile on her pretty face "I'm glad you came! Wow, look at you" she made you turn around to see your outfit "You look hot" she giggled, obviously tipsy with the alcohol.
"Thanks" you blushed, smiling at her "You look good too"
Well she always looked good.
She winked at you, taking your arm. 
"Come on, I'll introduce you to some people"
"Fuck, who invited her?" Alex rolled his eyes, making Marco laugh and the girl who was next to him and whom Alex had been flirting with for almost one hour frowned.
"I did, and Georgia did too, why?"
"I can't stand her" he sighed, looking away from you. Marco could swear he saw him looking at you up and down, though. 
"Who is she?" The girl leaned into Alex.
"She works at the set" he shrugged.
"Y/N is an actress too" said Marco, glaring at his friend "A very good one, and she's really nice too"
Alex scoffed, taking a sip of his beer as he looked at you. God, why did you have to appear? He was having a good time that night, and you had to come and ruin everything.
When Georgia finally let you go, you walked to Marco. It was nice to see a known face after twenty minutes talking to people you didn't even remember the name.
"Hi" you said nervously, ignoring Alex.
"Hey!" Marco hugged you, smiling "I thought you wouldn't come, you look nice" 
"Thanks, you do too" you shrugged. 
"Marco, du vil have et skud?" (Marco, do you want a shot?) Alex interrupted you, as always, speaking danish. When he spoke to Marco with you in the same room, he'd do it in danish, to annoy you.
"No, Alex" Marco sighed "Y/N, do you want a shot?"
"I'm fine" you smiled to him, still ignoring Alex. He scoffed and walked to the kitchen with the girl after him, giggling.
You rolled your eyes, making Marco laugh.
"What's so funny?"
"Nothing, just that you rolled your eyes the same way he did when he saw you"
You hit his arm, playfully. Marco seemed to be totally sure that you'd end up together, and that gave you shivers. You? With him? Not in a million years. No matter he was the most handsome and talented man you had ever met.
The party wasn't as bad as you thought. Alex was busy flirting with that girl, so you could enjoy some moments talking with Marco, Georgia and Jordan, who introduced you to his girlfriend (seriously, why were all of them so amazingly beautiful? It was weird) . You were having a good time, drinking, laughing and even dancing with Georgia. 
But, of course, someone had to ruin it. 
It happened in seconds, you didn't even see him approaching you. But suddenly you turned around to go to the kitchen and take another drink, your shoulder hit Alex's drink, who was standing behind you, trying to pass and talk to Marco about who knows what. And his drink was all over you in a moment. 
You gasped, widening your eyes as you saw all your dress, even your boots, ruined and completely soaked. 
You looked at him. Alex was surprised, but had a smirk on his lips and he even laughed while looking at you.
"Well" he cleared his throat, amused "I think we're in peace now, aren't we?" 
You clenched your jaw in rage. 
"You..." You glare at him, feeling Georgia take your arm softly to prevent you from hitting him "You are a fucking asshole, Alex, and I fucking hate you, you don't deserve anything you have! Fuck you!"
He frowned at you. Some people at the party were looking at you, confused and amused at the scene, just when you were going to slap him, Georgia gently guided away from him and to the door that lead to the main hall. She opened one of the doors at the end of the hall and invited you in. 
It looked like her bedroom, with a big queen sized bed and the largest wardrobe you had ever seen. 
"I'm so sorry, Y/N" she bit her lip, looking at you. Some tears had already fallen from your eyes and rolled down your cheeks "I'm sure it was an accident..."
"It wasn't, you saw him laughing" you dried your tears, feeling stupid for crying over that. 
"I don't know what's gotten into him, I had never seen Alex behave like that with anyone, he's always really nice to everyone..."
"He's an asshole" you scoffed "I'm sorry I ruined your party, I should have never came... I knew something like this would happen"
"You didn't ruin anything, love!" She smiled to you "Come, I have some clothes that will suit you perfectly! Two outfits in the same night, like Madonna" she winked at you, making you laugh. 
Georgia gave you a blouse and a skirt for you to change. 
"Go into the bathroom there's some clean towels in the wardrobe next to the sink, you can clean yourself a bit and change your clothes... Oh, and wash your dress a bit! If you don't, the stain will stay there"
"Okay, thank you so much, Gee... You're saving my life" you smiled at her.
"It's nothing! Come on, I'll be waiting for you with some drink! And I will talk to that guy who couldn't stop looking at you"
You blushed and rolled your eyes, walking to the bathroom.
"I'm sorry, okay? It was an accident"
"Look, Alex, I know you didn't mean to do that" Marco sighed "But you should apologize to her, not only for tonight but for a lot more things"
He sighed. Maybe he had been too harsh with you. He honestly felt bad when he saw you almost crying, and he definitely didn't mean to ruin your dress, not when you looked so good in it. 
"She's in the bathroom" Georgia hit his shoulder "So you better go and apologize now"
He rolled his eyes, but turned around to go to the bathroom. Georgia and Marco looked at each other smiling.
"They are totally making out"
You took off your ruined dress, thinking about some discrete ways to kill a famous actor without his fans discovering. As Georgia had said, you left it next to the shower to wash it up a bit later, and took the clothes she had lended to you to get dressed again. 
You had only put on the skirt when the door opened. 
Alex entered the bathroom, a bored expression on his face that quickly changed to one of surprise when he saw you in there. Half naked.
"What are you doing?" You yelled, instinctively throwing the blouse at him "Close the fucking door you pervert!"
Alex laughed while closing the door... And stayed inside. 
"I meant close the door after you!"
"Hey, hey, stop the yelling, okay? I'm here to apologize" he put his hands up in a sign of surrender.
"For what? For being an asshole, for purposely spilling your drink all over me or for not respecting my fucking privacy?"
"Uh... For all of them, I suppose?" Alex bit his lip. What was so funny for him? You were fuming. Oh how you'd love to hit that pretty face and erase that stupid smirk...
"Sorry" he sighed, bending down to pick the blouse from the floor and give it to you "I'll turn around so you can get dressed and then we can talk" he did as he said, turning around to look at the door. 
You angrily put the blouse on, checking on the mirror that you looked decent before clearing your throat and crossing your arms. 
Alex turned around again, facing you. He looked embarrassed and he was actually blushing. You had to remind yourself not to smile at how cute he looked. 
"Em... Well, I... " he sighed "I'm sorry I spilled my drink over you, it was an accident, I swear I didn't want to" he smiled at you "I'll wash your dress if you want me to"
"I don't want you to wash my dress, I don't care about the dress" you rolled your eyes "I want you to stop acting like I'm the worst person in the world. I spilled a coffee over you once, yeah, and I apologized immediately, you made me feel bad when it was just an accident, and then started to hate me, and I don't understand why" you were at the verge of tears, too frustrated and angry. 
"Well, you kind of fucked up the filming and I had to stay there for three more hours, in the cold and repeating lines in Old Norse when I had had a really bad day and I just wanted to go home and maybe talk to my mom in the phone before going to sleep, so I'm sorry for snapping at you, Y/N, but I was a bit in a bad mood, I'm sure you can understand that" his smile was gone, replaced by a deep frown that made you hesitate.
"Okay, I understand, but when I apologized the next day you ignored me! And then I just couldn't hang out with Marco whenever you were present because you would start making fun of me or speaking danish on purpose and I might have ruined one of your days, but you ruined most of mine!"
He scoffed, not believing what he was hearing.
"Stop playing the victim, Y/N! Is it you who judges me constantly for the things I do or say without knowing me, it is you who doesn't want to come with us and it is you who isolates yourself from the rest of the people because you're too afraid of what would they think"
"That is not true!" You clenched your fists "If I don't want to go out with all of you is because you always find a reason to tease me and make me look like a fool in front of everyone!"
"Why do you always insist that I'm the bad guy?" He clenched his jaw, narrowing his beautiful eyes at you "You infuriate me so much that I don't know if I want to slap you or kiss you"
You were about to answer him, maybe slap him -yes, you would slap him- when you processed his words. 
"What?" You blinked at him, confused "What did you just say?"
Alex shook his head, passing a hand through his hair.
"Sorry" he muttered "I didn't mean to tell you that, I... I wouldn't slap you, you know that... Sorry"
"No I don't mean that" you rolled your eyes "You could not slap me even if you tried, I meant the kiss part"
His eyes widened and he blushed. Again.
"I..." He looked away "Look, when I first saw you I thought you were the most beautiful girl I had ever seen, but I didn't have the guts to talk to you, you know, because I'm a fucking coward, and then the coffee accident happened and I didn't know how to react because I snapped at you and you probably thought I was an asshole, so I kind of kept acting like an asshole... I really enjoy it when you hang out with us, you're funny, I just pick up on you because I had never ever liked anyone this way, and I know you don't like me... I'm scared as fuck, to be honest"
You were left speechless, looking at him with wide eyes. You expected him to start laughing and tell you it was all a joke and that he was recording it to post it to his social media. But the way he bit his lip nervously and how he avoided your eyes told you otherwise. 
"Alex" you finally recomposed yourself, sighing "Are you seriously telling me you've been a prick all these months because you liked me?"
He blushed again. 
"Yeah, well" he shrugged "Sometimes you'd get on my nerves, too..."
"You are an asshole, I can't believe I was excited to meet you, I mean, you might be an amazing actor, handsome and all of that but you're stupid, and I would never kiss you" you frowned.
You thought he would get angry at that. But instead he smiled and bit his lip. 
"You think I'm handsome?" 
This time it was your turn to blush, looking away.
"Yes, you are, and I wanted to meet you because you're a really good actor and your photos are amazing, but your attitude outweighs all of that"
"Yeah, I understand you think that" he approached you, his deep blue eyes fixed on yours "Thank you, anyway"
You smiled softly for the first time. 
"Do you want to, like... Start again?" he shrugged .
"Yes, that would be nice" you nodded. 
"Alright, I'm Alex" he smiled, tending his hand to you "Nice to meet you"
"I'm Y/N" you chuckled taking his hand "Nice to meet you too"
He smirked and pulled you closer to him, leaning in to put his hand on your cheek and capture your lips with his. 
You froze, but kissed him back immediately. You might think he's an insufferable asshole but it was a bit hard to resist him. 
"Sorry" he was smirking when he got away from you, biting his plump lips softly "I had to do that at least once... It looks like you did want to kiss me after all"
You blushed, frowning and pretending to be mad at him. 
"You're a dick, Alex HĂžgh" you scoffed, he just kept smirking, winking at you "If you keep looking at me like that I'm going to slap that smirk right off of your smug face"
He chuckled, gripping your waist to pull you close to him again.
"I'd love to see you try" he whispered, his intense eyes made you shiver, and this time it was you who kissed him, feeling his smile widening against your lips when your hands tangled on his hair.
Your back touched the bathroom's wall in seconds, and Alex's hands went down your ass, gripping it and groaning when you moaned against his lips. 
"To be honest, I'm mad at myself for ruining that dress, you looked like a fucking goddess in it, Y/N" he muttered, making you raise your brow "Well, to be honest you always look like a fucking goddess, you are a fucking goddess"
How can someone go from hating you to calling you a goddess in minutes?
You blushed, honestly, you wouldn't have ever describe yourself as a goddess, but you weren't going to start complaining now. 
Suddenly, Alex got away from you, walking to the door. 
"Where are you going?" You whined, clearing your throat. 
He locked the door, smiling at you while coming back to stand before you.
"I told you I've came here to apologize, and I don't want anyone interrupting me in the middle of the apology" he winked at you before attaching his lips to your neck, grunting when you gripped his shirt and moaned. 
One of his arms was wrapped around your waist, and his other hand was now under your (well, Georgia's) skirt, caressing your thighs softly, making your legs grow weak.
"What are you doing?" You said, breathless, when he unbuttoned your blouse, his lips tracing a path of wet kisses down your chest and belly until he was on his knees.
"Apologizing" he shrugged, a playful smirk on his lips "We can stop whenever you want though, just say it"
You gasped when both his hands went under the skirt, closing your eyes. 
"Y/N" he called you, concerned, he wanted to hear more of those little sounds you were making, but only if you wanted too, of course "Do you want me to stop?"
"No" you gasped, biting your lip "Keep going, I want my apology"
Alex smiled and nodded.
"Just tell me if it's too much, or if I hurt you or if you want to stop" he said, but you weren't capable of answer him as he had started to remove your underwear.
His fingers caressed your sex softly, licking his lips when he noticed how wet you already were. He took your leg, putting it over his shoulder to have a better access to your dripping sex. 
His eyes locked into yours and you had to support yourself on the wardrobe next to you to prevent from falling when his tongue licked your clit. 
You moaned loud, not caring if someone heard you. Honestly, you could not stay quiet when he flicked his tongue in that way, almost making you see stars. 
One of your hands tangled in his hair, making him moan against your sex, you felt him smiling when you cursed out loud. He pressed two of his fingers into you, clenching your walls slowly. His eyes didn't left your face, wanting to witness every single reaction you had to his tongue and fingers.
"Fuck, Alex" you moaned again, bucking your hips against him. You were going to cum, and it was the first time someone made you cum with his fingers and mouth. 
He curled his fingers, flicked his tongue and had you moaning his name and shaking in seconds. 
You came almost screaming, leaning almost all your weight on him as your legs couldn't support you anymore. 
He chuckled when you collapsed on his arms kissing your thighs softly before standing up again, licking his fingers clean. 
You, incapable of speaking, took him by his shirt and crashed your lips against his.
Alex put his hands on your legs, and you jumped to wrap your legs around his waist. He pressed you against the wall and started kissing your collarbone, his eyes closed. 
"Du er sÄ smuk (you are so beautiful)" he whispered on your ear. You shivered, of course you'd never admit it in front of him, but there was something about him speaking danish that made you buck your hips against his. 
"Come on, Alex" you whined, making him chuckle.
"Someone's eager" he moved his head to look a you in the eyes and smirked when you looked at his swollen lips, licking your lips while your hand travelled down to unbuckle his pants.
You kissed him again while he pushed his trousers down, freeing his hard cock.
"Tell me if I hurt you" he muttered against your lips. You nodded frantically, moving your hips eagerly. 
He thrusted into you and you both moaned at unison, breaking the kiss. You leaned your head on the wall, your eyes closed and your lips parted, gasping and moaning softly. Your hands gripped his shoulders and your legs clenched around his waist. Alex moaned into your neck, moving his hips faster and faster. One of his hands on your leg, supporting you, and the other one roaming over your body. He leaned in to kiss your breasts as his hand found your clit, pressing it softly. 
Your moans grew louder and his thrust faster as you both approached to the orgasm. You came for the second time screaming a mix of his name and some curses and digging your nails into his shoulders. 
"Fuck" he cursed, feeling your walls clench around him "Y/N" he moaned, leaning in to kiss your lips again, even biting your lower lip as he came, grunting.
You stayed like that for a while; foreheads pressed together and your eyes fixed on the other's, panting and smiling. 
"I accept the apology" you smirked.
He chuckled. 
"I'm glad then" he sighed "But I'd like to invite you to dinner someday, you know, like a date"
"I'll think about that" you answered, biting your lip playfully.
"And I'd love to be able to see you properly and worship you as you deserve, in a bed, undressing you softly and then making love to you" he closed his eyes and you shivered "Fuck, I'm hard again"
Just when you were going to answer him, someone knocked at the door. 
"Guys, if you're finished I'd like to go in, I've been waiting for an hour" Marco's voice made you blush and laugh, embarrassed "Get a fucking room"
"Sorry, Marco" Alex bit his lip to stop himself from laughing "We'll be out in five minutes"
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I hope you liked it! Thanks for reading💜
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tpwk-and-bnf · 5 years ago
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Behind the scenes // part 1
(Tom Holland x actress)
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Summary: Basically Tom and you hiding your relationship from the media. With fake socials and fake texts.
A/n: Hi! This part is life sooo long so just sit down, relax and enjoy. English is not my first language so if there are any mistakes please point them out nicely. Thanks :)
Today is the day you get to meet the crew. You were super excited because you have been a fan of many of them since you could remember.
Tom’s P.O.V.
 I just came to the set for the first time in months and I felt like I never left. The vibe is amazing but something kept bugging me. Even though they keep literally everything from me, this was the toughest thing to get over. I just had to know who is playing the new character.
After reconnecting with everyone it was the time to get into hair and makeup. Today I didn’t have any spiderman scenes. It was all just Peter Parker for the day so the makeup and hair didn’t take that long. So before we started filming I walked around the set in hopes of finding new actors trailer, but unfortunately, I got called on set before I could find the mysterious person’s trailer.
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Your P.O.V. 
You woke up really early this morning. You couldn't sleep because today was the first day of filming and you were very excited. Today you had all the scenes as your character and not her secret identity so you were very happy to have no action first day. Most of your scenes are either in the Avengers facility or Peters High school before you go more into action.
You are meeting Tom, Zendaya, Jacob and the rest of the crew. You were a big fan of them since HoCo and can't wait to meet them.
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You were in the hair and makeup trailer when you feel a light tap on your shoulder. 
It was Jacob.
“Oh my God. It's you. Sorry. They didn’t tell me who it was gonna be and I'm super happy that it's you. Oh, sorry. I’m a big fan. My name is Jacob by the way.” He said quickly and a smile grew on his face.
“Hi. Nice to meet you. I'm a big fan of you too. You are great in the HoCo.”
“Oh. Thank you so much. Tom and I watch you, like all the time. You are pretty much his favorite celebrity. He will flip when he finds out that you are here.” 
“Really? That's so sweet. I'm a big fan of his too so I’m really nervous.”
“No need to be. He is literally the sweetest guy on the planet.”
“Well then if you say so, I can't wait to meet him.”
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After Jacob and you talked a bit he suggested you two should go and meet Tom in his trailer.
Jacob and you walked over to his trailer and he knocked on the door.
“Come in!” we heard loud but a pleasant yell from the inside.
No one answered because you wanted Tom to open his door and be surprised.
“Come in!” he repeated louder.
Both of you stayed silent. 
A few seconds later the door swings open and all you could see is a shirtless brunette standing in front of you. As you didn't expect him to be shirtless your eyes widened and you raised your eyebrows.
“Hi. I’m sorry if we are interrupting. We were just walking by and I wanted to say hi.” 
“Oh, hi then. I’m Tom.” He said all flustered and confused.
“I know. Well, I'm Y/n.” you chuckled.
“W-well c-come in.” He stuttered a bit scratching the back of his neck while stepping aside so Jacob and you can enter.
“So Y/n, how come are you here? Not that I don’t want you here. It nice having yo- I mean- I don’t-.“ He said stumbling over every single sentence so much so that he couldn’t even finish it. Adjusting his head at a perfect angle and crossing his arms. You saw that he was clearly uncomfortable.  
“It's ok. ” you chuckled “I actually got an audition because of Paul Rudd since he is in Friends and all.”
“That’s right, Rudd. Aghh,” he said quietly, snapping his fingers. 
“Well, you two get to know each other and daddy is gonna go and earn the big bucks,” Jacob said before leaving.
“Bye, mate,” Tom said, laughing.
“Bye it was nice meeting you.” you waved before the door closed behind him.
“So Y/n, How are you finding your way across the set?” 
“Agh. It's so hard I was here for like 5 minutes and got lost 10 times.”
“Well if you want I can give you an exclusive tour before my food gets here.”
“That would be so amazing. Thank you so much.” You chuckled and you both exited his trailer.
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After Tom finished showing you around you both got to set.
Unfortunately, you were filming in a nearby High school and Tom at the ‘Avengers facility’ set so you had to go your separate ways.
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You were halfway through filming and you had to film a scene where your character and Jacob’s are in the background of one shot so all you had to do was talk.
“Y/n what did you do to Tom?”
“What do you mean?” You said totally confused.
“Well, he forgot to eat breakfast. Because he had so much fun with you.”
“No, that's not the reason. Maybe he was just not hungry.”
“Listen, hun. Tom loves his breakfast and there is not a single thing in the world that could take that boy's croissants away from him. But now I guess there is. You must be special.” He said, winking at me.
“What? No. You are crazy. He was just not hungry and that's all.” you said and playfully hit Jacobs arm.
“Cut!” 
“Well, that's it for me today. See you tomorrow.” one of the producers said over the sound system.
You left the set along with the rest of the crew and were really sad when you saw the light on Tom’s trailer turned off. Which meant he went home earlier and you couldn’t see him until tomorrow. You were kinda sad to hear that since the two of you felt really comfortable around each other.
As you got in your car and start to drive to your apartment the phone vibrates.
And this is what you saw.
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What? He already texted you?! 
But you weren’t complaining. A small smile appeared on your face as you read the text and replied back. Not even a second later you got a text back.
“Damn, Spidey! Chill!” you said chuckling to yourself.
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You got home. It wasn’t late, around 6p.m. but you were completely exhausted from not sleeping the previous night, so you just showered and went to bed.
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It was 5:54a.m. and you just arrived at the set. Tom was waiting for you close by your trailer.
“Oh, Spidey. A nice surprise to see you.”
“What do you mean? I texted you about this. Didn’t I?”
“Yeah, you did. But I was talking about you waiting for me in front of my trailer.”
“Oh, no I was just passing by and you happened to come just in the right moment I guess,” he said scratching the back of his neck.
“Don’t lie to me, Thomas. I saw you standing there before I pulled in.”
His head shot up, his cheeks turned bright red, and his eyes widened. “L-ist-ten I-I- didn’t mean to-” 
“It’s ok.” you stopped him before he got a lost in his words again “I actually find it kinda cute.”
“Really?” he asked confused.
“Yeah, I never really experienced people so genuinely excited about me. Actually me. Not a celebrity me.” you smiled at him and he returned a very weak smile trying to sympathize with you but then...
“Wait, how do you know that I like you for you and not for your fame?”
“Are you seriously gonna ruin this moment like that, Tommy?”
“Tommy? Why did you call me that?”
“What you don’t like it, Tommy?”
He just turned around and said, “Just follow me, darling.” 
Agh. The way that word spilled from his lips, it made every muscle in your body relax and chills running down your spine.
Tom's P.O.V.
Yesterday, as the two of you were texting, he was also texting Jacob.
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“Who is it?” I hear from Harrison's room.
“Mate, you won’t believe what happened today on set! “
“What?” Harrison said confused and walked out from his room.
“You remember when they said that there was going to be a new person joining the  MCU?” I said taking off my jacket and shoes.
“Yeah. So who is it? Do you know?” he said sitting down
“Yes. I still can’t believe that I met her.”
“Her?!” Harrison said and jumped up from the sofa 
“Mhm.” I nodded.
“Is it..Y/n L/n?” 
“How did you know?” I said sitting on the couch.
“Wait. Really? I was just joking. Are you serious? You actually met her?!”
“Yeah, she is so cool. I can’t believe it.”
“Wow, I can’t believe that I was sick the day you got to meet Y/n L/n.”
“Well, mate as soon as you get better and come back to work, you will meet her, too.”
“So?”
“So what?” 
“Tell me about her.”
“Well, from what I know..... she is so smart and funny.”
“That’s it?”
“Pretty much. I guess we will connect more tomorrow at breakfast.”
“What?!” Harrison screamed like a little girl “You asked her on a date? Already?”
“No, it's not a date it's just a little breakfast before work.”
“Damn Tom, you are smooth. You have known a girl for like 20 minutes and already asked her out.”
“It’s not like that.”
“Ok Tom. Whatever you say.“ Harrison said standing up and raising his arms to show innocence. 
“But I hear wedding bells.”  he yelled from the kitchen and I threw a pillow at him. 
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dfenestrate · 6 years ago
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my fellow tumblr brethren! after a very long time of being on this site, and a good, content producing start to the year, i have reached over 500 followers! over the latter half of this year, i have been terrible with maintaining this blog. yet, even then, people have enjoyed my content and decided to follow. i cannot thank you enough. reaching milestones like this bring me back to photoshop and fandoms during times i tend to drift away, swamped with work and stress. 
i’ve planned a special celebration for a while, that, over time, will continue through other milestones. and it’s something i’ve been excited about since the start of it all. 
i have an “ultimate” playlist with about 1800 songs (and counting) in it. now, as i have reached 500 followers, i have extracted the list of the songs and randomized 500 songs from it. the list can be accessed through the link below. please note, this is just a part of my entire playlist. (idk why that’s something to note, but i feel like i need to note it so yeah) 
https://tinyurl.com/y9b9knj6
with this link, i ask you all to celebrate this milestone through the following
check out the list and try some new songs and/or revisit some old loves! message me of songs that we have in common, things you liked after giving them a listen, or things you suggest for me! 
send me a song to write a snippet about. the max is 500 words. i will not write NSFW. i’m willing to write for the list below. 
send me a song to make an edit/gif for! i will be making a 540p spread to keep the 500 theme rolling along. so that means that i will make either 1 540p (full width) edit, 2 300p (half width) edit, or 3 250p (a third width) edit. (my dimensions are weird, i know). fandoms that apply are also from the list below. 
fandom list
gotg
spn 
mcu (hint hint gotg hint)
5sos
wynonna earp
venom
deadpool
dirk gently
boy meets world
stranger things 
hill house
chilling adventures of sabrina
i know i’m definitely forgetting some so if you followed me for a certain fandom/saw me reblog things for a fandom not listed, that’s applicable too (i’ve yet to complete my navigation and that’s what i used to make this list rip) 
general scenes? (generic, more like imagery exploration)
to participate, i request that you: 
are following me
reblog this to get info around! likes only count as bookmarks 
if you don’t want this on your dash, blacklist #500sporks
also one last thing! i’ve posted this now, but i will most probably get to actually creating the things later this week! 
thank you my friends. this site is complete mess and nightmare. but i’ve found a nice place where i experience positivity and i am very grateful for that. let’s get celebrating (bc i’m a melodramatic idiot)
also, a happy new year!
i’m tagging a few mutuals to get this around! 
@golden-luke @theboykingsam @eatacactusass @starsmish @robdowneyjr @shirtlessash @penisprkr @robertdownyjr @peonytony @starboycas @merryshaire @shattxrstar @sebbys @soldierwinter @spidweeb @maluminspace @sharkbean
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writerfangirlbooks · 4 years ago
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Alive Again
Gabriel x Reader
Prompt: Imagine finding out Gabriel is still alive and keeping it a secret from the Winchesters until one day it slips when you are chilling out with the boys at the bunker.
This is a two parter from my collection on Wattpad that I mixed together here!
Word Count: 2200ish
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"Movie night?" You suggested. There were plenty of popcorn packets in a large cabinet. You were still getting used to the Bunker, but one night when you could not find a hunt, decided it was a good time for a night-in with the guys.
"Sure. As long as I get to pick." Dean yawned, his flannel shirt unveiling the lower part of his stomach as he stretched. He noticed you were flicking through DVDs, though most of them were fairly old. He continued into the kitchen and grabbed a beer.
"Um, no." Sam and you answered in unison. Sam was sitting in the chair next to the couch you lounged on, reading. His coffee was still steaming, but the horrifying thought of allowing Dean to pick the movie was enough to grab his attention. For once, he appeared fairly relaxed, in a fitted grey shirt and sweatpants.
Dean sat on the other half of your red-dust colored couch with a frown. "Why not?"
Sam and you made eye contact, both with raised eyebrows. You knew you were both thinking the same thoughts. It reminded you of someone else that you knew, but would only choose a movie like... that, just to tease you and either put you in a mood or end up changing it to a comedy. You actually have not seen this person in a few weeks, but didn't worry too much despite knowing he was on the run. It was crazy to fall in love with an angel, heartbreaking when he died... but he didn't stay away long, as who could keep the great angel Gabriel down? And now you're hiding the secret that he's alive, even from your own friends.
You cleared your throat, trying to distract your thoughts away. "Like it isn't obvious, Dean. Let's think of something actually... good. Horror, maybe? Or a documentary..."
"I think we have enough horror. Maybe we should just skip the movie and call Castiel to see if he can help us with our main problem at the moment." Dean suggested.
"We're taking a night off, Dean. No hunts, no cases, nothing. We don't have to watch horror. It was just a suggestion," you responded.
You realized you might have spent too much time thinking about Gabriel, even if it was just for a few moments. Sometimes your thoughts come off as prayers to him, and if he's busy, you don't want to distract him. It made you miss him even more, so you tried to focus on the whole out of sight - out of mind, kind of thing.
Sam remained silent, now flipping through a magazine. You sighed. "Well, if we're going to watch one of your favorite movies, then I'm going to need a drink."
Three drinks and a movie later, you closed your eyes slowly before reopening them. You were a little passed buzzed and your toes were tingling by the end of the movie. Sam had continued to read his magazine and jotted a few notes down before setting his stuff down and actually paying attention. The movie was more romantic than you expected it to be, was obviously intimate, and a fair amount of action. Dean nearly seemed bored throughout, but you guessed that was just a trained reaction.
A conversation began to pick up between the brothers and you went to switch from your daytime chilling in the house clothes to more appropriate sleep wear. You sat down for a few minutes to write a letter to Gabriel. Every once and a while, he would send you an address, and leas often, an always different phone number. The first few times you visited, he was only there once. The timing didn't always add up, but it was okay for the most part, as long as you always had a way to communicate. It seemed like he would stay in one place for at least a few days because he would respond to your letters, which you had to carefully intercept as the bunker does not have a mailing address. You took a deep breath and began.
Hey lover,
In response to your last letter, I will start with no, I have not watched any new episodes of our show since the last time we were together.
You know I don't mind us hanging out inside, but I have missed going out in public with you. Just the simple things, like holding hands or going out for coffee.
Things have slowed down a bit at the Bunker. The boys have been spending time with Castiel. I think they're worried, since they have lost Balthazar... and you.
You paused to clear your thoughts and went to the restroom, leaving your door open and lights on. When you returned, the letter was no longer on your desk. Okay. That's strange. Maybe you put it in the drawer. Nope. You scanned the room, searching to see if anything else appeared misplaced. Other than the missing letter, your room appeared to be in order. Even the hidden box of letters received from Gabriel were in its place. You said a quick prayer to calm your nerves, hoping he was nearby.
You did your best to act as if nothing was wrong when you walked back into the main living room, but the guys' faces exposed the truth. They were sitting next to each other. Dean's arms were crossed. Sam's leg was tapping anxiously and his eyes were stuck on a sheet of paper that laid on the coffee table. Your letter. Dean jaw was clenched and you didn't like the look on his face when his eyes met yours, stopping you in your tracks.
"Y/N, why were you writing a letter to Gabriel?" He asked, his voice too calm.
"Why were you in my room?" Answering a question with a question is always a good idea and most certainly will end wonderfully.
Dean ran a hand through his hair. "We wanted to know if you were changing because you wanted to go to sleep or if you wanted to watch another movie. Y/N, why were you writing a letter to Gabriel?"
Man, you really hated lying to them. "Is that such a bad thing? You know he was my boyfriend-" You tried to find a good excuse. You could see Gabriel talking to you, holding you the first time you reconnected after what was meant to be his death. It's not good for them to know, cupcake. It'll only complicate things and things are already complicated.
"No." Sam cut you off, finally meeting your eyes, and standing up. "This is writing present tense to a dead angel. To Gabriel. The trickster. He betrayed us, Y/N. And I know you loved him, but this letter makes it seem like you're hiding things from us."
You could easily lie and act as if everything was as fine as it could be, that you were just writing letters to your dead boyfriend. You knew you would be able to convince the untrusting brothers, but you did not want to. They were your friends and the three of you shared so much. Frankly, you had met them because of Gabriel. You were both on search of what you believed to be the Trickster, ran into each other on the job, and worked your way into being friends and hunting buddies. But you had also fallen in love with a hidden archangel that you would do anything for. The scales were weighed and you opened your mouth to speak as the faintest creak from the kitchen gathered your attention.
“Don't shoot, it's only me." A sweet voice sang out. He was shorter than the brothers and it was a nice change. His green eyes were mesmerizing, as you felt it had been an eternity since you had gazed into them. He winked at you as he stepped out of the shadows. Dean shot out of his seat, grabbing the knife that lay on the ground next to the couch. Sam stared in shock.
It was Gabriel.
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Don't shoot, it's only me." Gabriel winked and moved closer, cautiously with his hands raised.
"Gabriel..." Sam's voice trailed up, the ghost of a smile playing on his lips.
"What the hell, man? Where have you been?" Dean yelled, his jaw clenched angrily. He noticed Gabriel's eyes flicker from the gun and back, so he set it down on the coffee table. He sighed. You stood silently, flicking your y/e/c eyes between the brothers and the angel, uncertain on how this scene will play out.
"I've been a bit preoccupied in the underground scene, trying to avoid being spotted, and all that jazz. After my death-by-brother, I realized it was not safe to be around my siblings, or those from other religions. You two were such a large part of the upcoming war at the time and I couldn't risk it anymore..." Gabriel trailed off, lost in thought. His death scene was something the two of you had discussed after the thought, leaving everyone shock and distraught to be genuine.
"Risk what, Gabriel? Your life? You know with how many times that Sam and I have died combined you should know by now that death doesn't always stick. You just left us!" Dean shouted, clearly setting into a defense mechanism of arguing and putting up walls.
You saw Gabriel falter, torn. You wished you could know what was running through his mind at this moment, between longing for safety versus a family. But maybe you didn't. He just saved you from being torn a new one by the brothers and exposed himself. You wanted to comfort him, take his hand and tell him it would be okay. You supposed that's what love was, knowing the other person was suffering and something understanding there was nothing you could do for them except be there. Sometimes that really sucked, but it was how life was meant to be. Although you knew one day you would die and Gabriel would continue to live, but you wouldn't trade your relationship for the world.
"It was better for me to be away. I was no help. I didn't intend to fake my death that night, but I realized I could not find my brother. In the end, no one would win. So I applaud the tribulations you faced." He took a deep breath and you felt yourself step closer into the room. "I'm sorry. I should have done things differently, but I didn't."
You watched Gabriel completely open himself to the Winchester brothers. You were angry for a while after his death, even once it was shown to you he was well and alive, and it took time to heal and get over his lies and the pain he caused. But he bared his soul to you more than once, and after time, you forgave him. You hoped the boys could do the same.
"What, you expect to waltz back in here and all is forgiven? That's not how that works. The second Y/N is under heat for you - you're here. What's really going on?" Dean's voice was louder, his arms crossed. Sam still hasn't said anything.
You stepped forwards, pleadingly. "Dean, please don't be too mad. I know I hid this from the both of you and I'm sorry. You knew my feelings before what happened and when I discovered Gabe was still alive, he asked me to keep it secret, and I did."
Sam saw your nerves and though he seemed to be unsure of his own emotions at the moment, spoke up. "I get it, Y/N. I'm not thrilled about it, but I get it. But Gabriel, you died. We trusted you and got thrown into this whole mess of a whirlwind between Lucifer and Gabriel and things have only been getting worse for years."
Gabriel repositioned his feet. "I know. And I'm sorry. Sam, I am. To all of you, but I would not fight my brothers. This was a battle I could not get in the mix of. I hope you'll forgive me one day."
Dean still appeared angry, but his eyes softened when they looked at you. He could see the anxiety building up, how torn you must have been. He sighed. "Maybe, one day. But not right now. I'm going to go out for a drink. Sam?"
Man, did movie night get intense.
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stitch-xiu-up · 7 years ago
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So, I’ve been sitting on this one for a while (tbh I actually forgot about it because I forgot that I actually started it and I thought I had a blank document, I was mildly surprised to find that I indeed actually had started writing this) And I thought it was about time to post it, honestly, right now, it’s my favourite. It’s adorable, but maybe that’s just me being biased since he’s my bias and I wrote it.
But in all seriousness, I love feedback and I really would like to talk to you peoples.
Lotto Love
~ Stitch
Word Count: 1303
Genre: Fluff, Adorableness
Pairing: Minseok X OC
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Chapter 2
Chapter 1 - It’s So Fluffy I’m Gonna Die!
Se-Ra was humming as she walked down a sweet little street lined by a few elegant houses that were all glamorous. As she neared the end of the street she paused and took a big breath. This was it! This is what she had been waiting for! Four months! She was ready, she was prepared. But best of all, she had shaken off her camera crew! Now, you see, Se-Ra (Park Se-Ra) is an Idol, she is part of a four member group called Trick Or Treat. Trick Or Treat has been around for about 3 years now and they had a pretty big following even though they were under an obscure company (Universe Music). Now, I suppose that I should explain why this little sugar bean is so super excited! Well! Se-Ra was nominated by her group mates to go on a TV show, a very cute TV show at that. The program is called Happy Family. So, Happy Family is a newly founded TV show that is about two idols (one female and one male) that will look after a foster child. It was obviously going to be done over a long period, currently it is going to be filmed over 8 months but the time can be extended if it all goes well.
Well now, I think it’s about time we kick this off. Se-Ra had just taken her deep breath and released it. Gathering every ounce of confidence in her, she strode up to the house that was impressive, even to her (Se-Ra liked small homely cottages to be honest, she finds them a whole lot cuter, you know). Anywho, she placed her hand on the door handle and pushed down. The door cracked open with a small ‘click’ and Se-Ra slowly pushed the door further open. Taking a tentative step inside the hall she turned her head this way and that to get a good look.
The hallway was bloody huge! The ceiling seemed to be as high as the clouds (obviously though that would be impossible). The walls were painted white and the windows let in so much light that the walls seemed to glow with a Godly light. The floor was pristine (makes a nice change to living with her group members). There were two tiny pairs of shoes lined up nicely next to the door and Se-Ra had to raise a hand to cover her mouth. The sight was just so Goddamn adorable! Following suit, she took her own shoes off and placed them side by side out of the way. The size difference made her heart hurt with it’s cuteness so a hand grasped at the front of her shirt over her heart.
She calmed herself down again and adjusted the bag on her shoulder (it was a pretty big bag I guess?). Treading carefully down the hall on the chilled wooden floors. The hall quickly opened up to a luxuriously open space that was presumably the living room (Lounge? Sitting room? Whichever it is you all call it). Now, if Se-Ra thought that the hall was impressive, this was downright Holy. A wall of glass stretched out across the left side of the room, allowing sunlight to filter and illuminate the room, it also showed a huge grass covered garden. The sofa was closer to the hallway and was a black leather corner sofa that would usually be hideously huge, but was somewhat dwarfed by the sheer size of the room. Opposite the sofa was a TV that had been mounted on the wall, and Se-Ra swears that it’s, like, sixty inches or something. There was a dining table about ten or so paces behind the sofa and it was just big enough for four people. The dining table was made from beech and three of the chairs matched, the odd one out though was a single high chair. None of these were the first thing that snatched Se-Ra’s attention though. No, what caught her attention first were the two children sitting on the floor with a puzzle spread out before them.
Se-Ra shuffled towards the two children who quickly looked up at the intended noise of Se-Ra’s shuffling. The little girl immediately straightened up while the even younger boy just carried on trying to jam pieces of the puzzle together. Once Se-Ra was near enough to them, she sat down cross legged and moved her bag onto the floor. When that was sorted out, she smiled softly at the two children. “It’s nice to meet you, I’m Se-Ra. Can I know your names please?” She asked quietly while helping out a little with the puzzle. The little girl cleared her throat as she glanced a little at the cameras, she was amazed that this lady in front of her wasn’t at all bothered by the weird people who were watching them. She tucked some hair behind her ears before lifting her head and saying (quite proudly, might I add) “Chae-Seon!” her little chest puffed out in a display of confidence. “Well, Chae-Seon, it is absolutely lovely to meet you” Se-Ra said softly as she tilted her head. Chae-Seon couldn’t help but think that the woman in front of her was indeed odd, but she also didn’t necessarily think that, that was such a bad thing.
Chae-Seon noticed that Se-Ra was looking quietly at her brother so she gave him a little elbow to gain his attention (he was so busy mashing puzzle pieces together that he hadn’t actually noticed the arrival of this strange new lady). Anyway, Chae-Seon leant towards him after he had looked up and made eye contact with the soft facial expression of Se-Ra who looked like she had all the patience in the world. The cameras and microphones weren’t completely able to distinguish the quiet mumblings that Chae-Seon had whispered into her brother’s ear. However, he seemed to have perked up because he gave a huge smile, “My name ish Kyung!” he bellowed happily as he flopped forwards onto Se-Ra’s knees (No, ‘ish’ ish not a typo, lol, see what I did there? No? Anyway, Kyung hasn’t perfected the art of speaking yet so yeah). As soon as Kyung had tumbled towards her, Se-Ra scooped him up into her arms and sat him down between her crossed legs. “Can I play with you Kyung?” She asked as she wrapped her arms around his tiny form. A giggle erupted past his lips while he nodded vigorously. Chae-Seon couldn’t stop herself from relaxing and smiling a little as she also began to assemble the puzzle (correctly, might I add, unlike Kyung).
The camera people all had to hold back their ‘aww’s. The scene playing out in front of them was so cute. None of them were actually sure how the children would take to strangers in a strange house. Anywho, back to the subject. Se-Ra was having a great time playing with the children, she had actually lost track of time, and she had also forgotten the fact that she wasn’t going to be alone with the kids. She had been suddenly reminded of both of these things when the door clicked open and she saw that the sun had almost finished it’s lap of the Earth. She faked a little gasp as she huddled together with the two children, all three of them were staring at the end of the hallway with faces of curiousness (Se-Ra), surprise (Kyung) and apprehension (Chae-Seon).
The person that walked out of the hall made Se-Ra and Chae-Seon gasp and hug each other, their mouths almost hit the floor while the eyes grew bigger and stared at this new idol.
It was the one and only Kim. Minseok. Clearly both these girls were super psyched! Kyung on the other hand, had no fucking idea.
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goingknowherewastaken · 7 years ago
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240?!!!???!?!?!!???
*insert that gif of Andy Dwyer getting really excited that tumblr is not allowing me to have here*
Oh my god, thank you!!! ♄
At the beginning of the month I mentioned that I wanted to reach 200 by the 20th, but boy did that get surpassed lol! This was never something that I ever thought would happen to me. I got into writing fanfiction on a whim and it took some time to really settle down and dedicate myself to the craft, but oh was I not prepared. I knew I’d find some people who would read my work now and then; I didn’t expect to find this wonderful little niche of fanfic writers and readers on here. In my four years on this site I’ve never found a niche quite like this one and I’m so proud and honored to be apart of it!
So I want to say thank you and my way of saying thank you is the following:
I’m going to be accepting some reader insert drabble requests. Not a lot, unfortunately. This is my first time accepting a lot of fic requests and with what I have planned, I want to keep it at a manageable number. So I will be taking on 10 requests.
And I thought I’d make this celebration a fun one and work around a theme
My favorite theme actually. Well, trope is a better description..
See I love AUs, but more importantly - I love Soulmate!AUs!
Yes, all of these will be Soulmate!AUs!!! :D 
And since today is the first official day of Summer, I’m calling this the Summer of Soulmates Follower Celebration! Or i guess the GoingKnowhere’s 200 Follower Celebration works as well, but let’s be honest - Summer of Soulmates sounds a lot better ;)
And you can find out more about what’s happening below vvvv
The Low-down:
I’m only taking on 10 reader insert drabbles. Since this is a follower celebration, I will not be taking requests from anons.
Pick from the characters I have listed. While at some point I would like to write for a wide variety of characters, these are the ones that currently have my interest. Then pick a Soulmate AU and finally you may add in some prompts. I have two prompt lists - a sentence one and a set-the-scene au one.. (please see the lists below the cut)
When you make your request, go to my ask box and send something along the lines of : “[greeting/congrats]! Can I request [character] with [desired prompts and soulmate au]...” Specifying any other details. Once I have 10 requests I will not be accepting anymore and won’t be answering any remaining ones in my ask box.
I am not writing smut for these. I don’t mind doing vague or implying, but I don’t do anything super detailed. 
I also have the right to deny a request or certain details of it if I am not comfortable with it or if an exact or near similar request has already been made. So make sure to keep an eye on what’s already been requested. I’ve listed a lot of prompts so there isn’t going to be that short of a supply of them lol
Requests take time and my time is split between many things. I will most likely complete and post them in the order they are accepted. I won’t be starting them right away, but I will be starting them soon. Please, be patient while I write! Thank you! 
Continue on to find the prompts :)
Characters:
Jim Kirk (AOS)
Bones (AOS)
Scotty (AOS)
Steve Trevor (DC)
Bernie Webber (The Finest Hours)
*I may have sort of went overboard in picking out things because I lack self control*
(most taken from perfectlyrose, also found here, here, here, here, here, and here)
Soulmate!AUs (Pick 1):
Reverse one where the clock starts at 00:00:00:00 from the moment you’re born and stops counting the moment you meet your soulmate, so it’s like a reminder that “It took me 19 years, 11 months, 20 hours, and 13 seconds to meet you, you fuck, and you do it by spilling coffee on me, thanks, now my laptop’s broken—what, you’re buying me a new one? Okay.” [the latter is their example]
The original clock one where your clock has a time and slowly counts down to 00:00:00:00 at which you will meet your soulmate
Where you actually have a compass instead of a clock, and it leads you to where your soulmate should be.
the one where you only see color once you meet your soulmate(s) || Optional : blind characters who can’t see if the world’s in color or black and white
the one where you only see certain colors up until you meet your soulmate(s) and then you see the whole range of colors
Where a tattoo isn’t set from the moment you’re born and whatever tattoos your soulmate gets, you get it too and it’s all cool because you kind of like the designs, [except you also feel the pain of getting a tattoo and that sucks because you’re kind of in the middle of an exam right now and it’s getting harder to concentrate on your work.]
Whatever mark you get on your skin your soulmate gets it too so one day, you just kind of just get a sharpie and start writing on your skin. You definitely didn’t expect to get a reply, but you did.
If you’re on separate time zones, when you sleep, you see the world in the eyes of your soulmate at present time. You see the world through your soulmate’s eyes, what they’re eating, who they’re talking to, the contents of the essay paper they’re trying to finish, but if they look into a mirror/reflective surface/picture, the image is blurred so you don’t really have a clue what they look like.
On some days, whatever your soulmate thinks of is something you can hear in your mind [ex: your soulmate is currently reading really hardcore smut fics and you’re trying so hard not to mess up this class presentation which shoulders half your mark for the semester] (close proximity would activate this)
the one where you don't know your soulmate(s) until you hear them speak, or hear them speak a certain word; your name, for example
the one where you have their name
the one where you have their first words spoken to you
the one where you get matching marks/symbols/tattoos
the one where you form a telepathic/empathetic link after you find them or have always had one
the one where in universes with magic meeting your soulmate(s) activates your powers/unlocks more powerful magic
Sentence Prompts (pick 1-3)(won’t necessarily be the soulmate tell):
“I’ve never seen that done before. There’s a reason for it. It’s a bad idea.”
“What’s with the box?”
“It’s your fault we’re in this mess.”
“What’s with all the running anyway?”
“I shouldn’t be in love with you!”
“Easy cheesy.”
“Shut up, it’s fine, just chill, we’re fine, I’m fine, everything is cool, everything is good! We’re chill, nothing is happening and I am not freaking out, not at all, we’re FINE.”
“Still breaking hearts?”
“Let’s not confuse healthy eating with a hot dog.”
“you’re the only one.”
“I’m gonna lay down and die for like half hour okay?”  
“Marry me.”
“I’m going to need you to put on some underwear before you say anything else."
“why do you always have to be such an asshole?
“You’re scared of that, aren’t you?”
“Were you ever going to tell me?”
“it’s complicated.”
“I think I know how to use a bed.”
“You know what I like most about people? Pets.”
“I’ve had a rough day and honestly all I want right now is a drink and someone to cuddle with
”
“Wild and disrespectful?”
“I love you. Of course I’m gonna defend you like that.”
“Well obviously nothing is going on here!”
“I just did some calculations, and I’ve been able to determine that you’re full of shit.”
“Don’t touch her/him/them!”
“So MacGyvering this out of my tuckus right now.”
“You’re beautiful, you know that?”
“is there any reason as to why you’re getting drunk on a Tuesday afternoon?
“You screw with me, I’ll screw with you.”
“i’m pretty good at providing distractions.”
“Why is there a picture of Steve Buscemi in your bathroom?!”
“These stars are nothing compared to the ones I’ve seen in your eyes.”
“Are you ready to dance with the devil?”
“it’s okay, i’m here.”
“just sit down and let me take care of you.”
“I may have mildly panicked
”
“Please put me down it’s just a sprained ankle"
“That’s sweet in a kind of nauseating kind of way.”
“I’m ok, thank you. Just please, stop talking to me.”
“There’s a thin line between brulee and Pompeii.”
“you don’t scare me.”
“i’m in love with you but i don’t want you to hurt me.”
“I’ll be honest with you – I was raised by wolves.”
“why do you even care?”
“He’s like the cockroach that will never die.”
“Obviously you can’t tell a woman you just met that you love her, but it sucks that you can’t.”
“I’m not really good with impulse control.”
“If you say another word about her/him, you’ll regret it.”
“It’s midnight, what do you want?”
“Sorry! I didn’t mean to touch your butt.”
“You cannot fathom the immensity of the fucks I don’t give.”
“you’re not alone. you never were.”
“Well, we’ll see about the delight.”
“Are you meeting someone here? Because.. I think I’m that person.”
“I don’t know what you’re gonna do without it! [evil laugh]”
“This isn’t a joke. I’m serious.”
“don’t call me ‘princess,’ asshole.”
“It’s cute that you tried to protect me and all, but you’re like a foot shorter than me, you know?”
“tell me this is a dream.”
“You look like an open autopsy.”
Set the Scene Prompts (Pick 1)
“Fuck I feel like I got hit by a car
 Wait I did? And it was your car?”
We’re at a concert and I can’t see a thing let me sit on your shoulders, maybe?”
hey i just moved into the house next door and i just wanted to let you know that your dog keeps getting into my yard an - wait what? what do you mean that’s a cat????? that’s not a cat it’s fucking huge!!!! (turns out it is a cat, it’s just really big and fat)
“You take my parking spot every few days yes I know they’re not assigned but that one is mine” au
“I’m low on cash but I really need some food from this vending machine, could i trouble you for a dollar?” au
The postal worker delivered your package to my place accidentally and I was expecting something so I totally didn’t look before I opened it and
 wow that is um
 quite an interesting thing you bought and I’m here to return it
you’re a gardener with a nice ass that i can’t stop staring at and one day you caught me looking at you bent over and fuck that’s embarrassing but then suddenly you started wearing tighter pants dear holy lord // it’s a total coincidence that I happen to water my plants at the same time you jog past my house AU
our dogs are in love with each other and it’s making things awkward at the dog park AU
I injured myself doing something stupid at a holiday party and you’re the doctor at the emergency clinic AU
"This has been a very bad week and you just grabbed the last box of my favorite comfort food at the supermarket” AU
“i’m at a karaoke bar and i’m sober enough to realize that your voice singing my absolute favorite song is the most beautiful thing i’ve ever heard, and you caught me staring and winked at me oh shit” au
‘pls chill out it’s only p.e. it’s not the olympics it’s just p.e. chill’ au
I just moved into a new apartment and went to buy groceries, but I bought more than I could carry back. I’ve stopped to catch my breath when I hear someone asking if I need help and I look up and the sun is literally making you glow like a damn angel.
“you and your friends have been playing the penis game in the library for the last five minutes and none of you have gotten above a quiet yell and i’m really just trying to study over here so i’m gonna put an end to this by winning the game”
“i came up to your apartment to ask you to turn down your music and have quieter sex, but it turns out that you’ve just been jumping up and down on your bed in your underwear listening to music alone” au
❛❛ i just got bowled over by your huge-ass dog in the park && now you’re profusely apologizing while trying to hold your dog off ❜❜
❛❛ you’re infamous for being an asshole, && i had to sit next you in class. turns out you’re kinda nice one-on-one. ❜❜
“idk you but you were getting hit on in public and you look super uncomfortable so i walked over and pretended to be your bf/gf, but hey while we’re at it, do you wanna go get some food?” au
“You just caught me reading hardcore smut fan fiction during class and you’re wondering how I can read this with a blank face.”
where one person is actually famous and sets up a dating account with their real picture and the other sees it and is like, oh dude you are not fooling anyone with that picture and when they actually meet the other is pissed because DUDE YOU’RE THAT FAMOUS PERSON and the other is like, yeah, i mean, i thought you knew

i have a soft spot for cats so i always feed the fat one that’s always hanging out in the hall with treats and now it started hanging around me fuck i’m so sorry i didn’t mean to accidentally steal your pet
it’s exam week and i run a coffee shop near the campus and you walked right into my glass door i’m laughing so hard oh my god
“I just threw away a winning lottery ticket in a park garbage can by accident FUCK HELP ME LOOK FOR IT I’LL GIVE YOU A PORTION OF THE WINNINGS” AU
“ur just a random stranger and i’ve been ranting to you for like 20 minutes about how much i hate this one band but now several groups of people came up to you asking for pics and autographs, and oh shit it turns out you’re in the band i’ve been going on about” au
Neighbour who’s way too enthusiastic about LOTR soundtracks au
you left your USB flash drive in the library computer and i had to go through your files to figure out who you are and i ended up reading the entirety of this book you’re working on and wow you’re actually really good????
both stuck in the dorm common room because their respective roommates needed “alone time”
waiter/waitress one: “You always come to this place and never talk much, but now these two assholes are harassing me and you step in and defend me” au
You’re a famous viner and I constantly witness you doing the weirdest things AU
“We’re sitting next to each other on this plane and and I was eating gummies, but I left all the red ones cause they’re absolute shit and now you’re asking if you can have them” AU
“I went to water my plants on the balcony and you’re on yours with a tinfoil hat what the hell are you doing” AU
“I went to see you live in concert and was front row and you went into the crowd and I grabbed your hand, but started freaking out so much that I was touching you that I couldn’t let go to the point where security had to physically tear me away from you and now you’ve invited me backstage literally what” AU
working in a museum au
'I was walking by the roller coasters and SOMEONE’S SHOE FLEW OFF AND HIT ME IN THE HEAD” AU
“this is totally awkward considering before this the only interactions we’ve ever had have been casual nods to each other in the hallway but there’s a huge fucking spider in my bath tub and you seem like the friendly neighbor type please help me” au
“i was eavesdropping on ur phone convo with ur friend who offered you tickets to my favorite band and you don’t even want them, do you wanna give me your friend’s number maybe?” au
“actor at a haunted house/person who punches the actor in the face” AU
'I heard you singing backstreet boys at 3am and decided to sing along oops’ AU [name the song(s)]
“we’re internet friends and follow each other on all social media but have never met but hey, i’m going on vacation where you live, let’s meet (and also date)” au
“you sat next to me at the movie theatre and i really hated your movie but i didn’t realize you were in it”
“i came to the gym to work out but holy god i can’t stop watching you do one armed push ups that’s so hot” au
“That asshole stole my song at karaoke night” au
Please stop picking flowers from my garden au
“We sat next to each other during a really sad film and now we’re sharing tissues silently whilst we cry at the cinema” AU
“You just watched me slip on the ice and wind up sitting in the snowbank beside the parking lot. You’re laughing and now it’s you slipping and your face in the snowbank across from me” au
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basiltonn · 8 years ago
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History Is All You Left Me by: Adam Silvera review
*not terribly spoilery but if you’re sensitive to that kind of thing, don’t read on*
*All spoilers indicated*
Alright, so here we go. I’ve got just about a million amazing things to say about this masterpiece of a book. I’ve got my little notebook and mind full of thoughts. Let’s start easy. What is this even about? The book is split into two time frames. Today and History. History starts about two years before Theo dies, and Today starts about a week after he dies. Wait, who’s Theo? Oh ya, he’s Griffin Jennings’ (our main character and narrator) best friend/ex-boyfriend. The reason why they aren’t dating anymore is because Theo went to California to study animation and Griffin decided they should break up and ya know
 live their lives or whatever. Griffin is still deeply in love with Theo, but Theo has gone and found a boyfriend named Jackson. Throughout the the book you see Griffin’s relationship with Theo (before and after his death) and his relationship with Jackson.
So this book is great. Real great. So should you pick it up? That depends. If you are easily triggered by death, I would say no, please don’t pick this up. I found (mostly the first half) difficult to read, myself. There’s also sex in this book, it’s not explicit it’s just kind of like “So then we had sex and it was legit”. So yeah, it’s pretty chill. Okay, it’s really not a chill book. It’s quite intense, actually. Although I read this book fairly quickly, I had to put it down a few times because it was getting so difficult.
Alright, now let’s delve into all of my cool thoughts. Okay, bitches (that wasn’t necessary, I don’t know why I said that).
So, let’s just jump right in, the first thing that I noticed about this book was the way that Adam Silvera so quickly made you fall in love with Griffin, and most importantly Theo. In the second Today chapter, it felt as though you had just made a little spot in your heart for Theo, he was getting all cozy and then what’s this? He’s gone, ripped from your heart and guess who took him? Jackson. That bastard. More on Jackson a little later (spoiler alert, he grows on me)
We’re quickly introduced to Griffin’s OCD. I thought that this was amazingly done. OCD is a really difficult illness to
 pinpoint. Theo is quick to call his compulsions quirks. I don’t blame him, actually, it’s scary to think that anyone you know is sick and it is easy to brush it off. In a later chapter, Griffin says specifically how his tics are not quirks and how difficult they make his life. I’m glad that that was pointed out. In the book, you also see Griffin’s tics at different intensities. You see his tics climb into overdrive at the peaks of missing/mourning Theo. In fact, this is one of the first things that he says about his OCD. *Slight spoiler: at the end of the book, Wade tries to coax Griffin out of his compulsions. You know how I kind of hate Wade? Well here is again, trying to be kind but not entirely getting it. The scene were Griffin switches to Wade’s other side was difficult. Clearly, this is meant to be symbolic of a new page in Griffin’s life and a new found trust towards Wade. He was fairly quick to change sides, but it was justified by him being distracted by Wade’s story and then him not being able to take hearing an odd amount of songs later. *Spoiler over.
Speaking of quirks, Theo’s actual quirks are very well done. His puzzles and storytelling are consistent. I liked it. Also, the realism in this book is sooo good. Can I use so with three Os in an actual review? 
Let’s talk about all of the things that I didn’t like (it’s a kind of short list). I didn’t love that there were the big time gaps that made the grieving seem to be over too quickly. Well obviously not over, it never ended in this book. But time gaps seemed to rush parts, this was obviously done to not bore the reader, but still.
I didn’t like how kind of rushed some side characters were, specifically Wade, Denise, Anika and Veronika. Anika and Veronika were possibly there just to show Jackson’s sensitivity. Speaking of which *spoiler* that scene definitely made Jackson causing Theo’s death all the more heartbreaking *Spoiler over*.  Anyway, didn’t like A&V. Even though Griffin was always talking about them (for some reason) they kind of just disappeared and I think that adding that scene was a stretch to show Jackson’s sensitivity. I wish it had been done in a different way. I did LOVE Denise, but her character was short-lived and popped up somewhat randomly. I wish I had seen more of her and in a slightly more consistent way. I don’t know, does that make sense? Does any of this make sense??
Now. On to WADE. Okay, so this whole bit is a **spoiler** because I have ALL OF THE THOUGHTS so maybe just jump on to the next paragraph. So I wrote in my notes Simon Snow solves everything with his mouth, Griffin Jennings solves everything with his dick which is so true for their situation. If you’ve read The Sky Is Everywhere by Jandy Nelson, you’ll know that that’s apparently what happens when you’re grieving. I still don’t buy it but whatever. At first, I was kind of pissed that Griffin was having sex with every gay guy that came his way, but later Griffin says something along the lines of I guess two gay guys can be friends and not want to have sex and like
 ya. ALSO, Griffin has it in his head that if you have sex, you have to love the guy who’s stuck up your ass (sorry that was graphic), which I think is just Griffin being a bonehead. It also is probably because Griffin and Theo told each other they love them after having sex for the first time. Goddammit Theo, always setting these weird expectations. I’ve gone so off topic. Back to this thing with Wade. Honestly, when they kissed and Wade came out and then they banged: biggest plot twist since “and then he kissed me”. Also, I was MAD. Like oh no bb! What is u doing?? Tbh. At this point, I was in an “I? Hate? Wade?” Phase. But there were no emotions in this “relationship” at that point. There were just dicks. Has anyone ever said dicks in a book review as many times as I have in this one? BUT then it’s a real live relationship. The way that they came out to Griffin’s parents was A+. I was just like:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vBk0P27QGmc (i couldn’t find a gif so JUST WATCH IT OKAY)
Thanks, Gaga, you always pull through. So that’s Wade
*spoilers over
 for now

Also, weird, unimportant thing that I want to mention: I found all of that ya know, teen lingo, very cringy. I suppose it’s realistic, BUT THE WORD DUDE WILL ALWAYS MAKE ME CRINGE. Ok, that’s what I did not like.
Can we just have a nice candid chat about Jackson for a hot second? I’m sorry, it’s 2017, no one says hot second. Anyway. My love for Jackson was all over the place. Kind of like this:
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At the beginning I wanted him to die a fiery death. I wanted to never see his face again. I was team Griffin’s eternal happiness. Even though I should have been blaming The Ocean, I was SO mad at Jackson, because Griffin convinced me to be. It took me a while to stop hating Jackson. Their [Griffin and Jackson] whole [platonic] relationship took off in a very realistic way. Like I said, Adam Silvera has a way of making you agree with Griffin in like, everything. So, when Griffin warmed up to Jackson, so did I. I realized that Jackson made Theo happy and kind of went
 wow. That is so good and I just want all of the best for all of the humans! The chart above obviously is just for kicks, but the way that it inches its way up to that peak is what happened in the book. And then, you love Jackson, it’s great. You feel for him, I think that was the big thing: for a long time, you’re convinced that Jackson didn’t deserve to feel so much remorse. Theo loved Griffin. Whatever I did, I couldn’t convince myself to snap out of hoping that Theo still loved Griffin the best, even by the end of the book. But then eventually you see it. *Gonna put the spoiler shield on again* It just after they go to the highway, something in me made me love Jackson. I wanted the best for him like I did for Griffin. Then they go to the beach. My emotions, Griffin’s emotions, and Jackson’s emotions are all out of whack. I’m crying, you’re crying, the dog is crying, the pope is screaming and it’s a mess. ThEN gOD oH GDO they
 major spoiler they sleep together. I was literally thinking how they weren’t going to get together, the book is too good, BUT THEN AHHHH. Luckily for this bitch, it was impulsive, and out of spite because of the kisses, which is apparently how Griffin Jennings goes about sex. And then there’s that scene in the bathroom where Jackson is like kissing him and feeling him up (even after they established that sleeping together was NOT GOOD), luckily Griffin pushes him off. The weird thing is that Jackson never apologizes for doing this. THEN Jackson tells him the secret that I’m not even going to say because you know what I’m talking about. AND BOIII did I wanted to punch that kid. Maybe it’s not justifiable, but I’m STILL MAD. Lucky for us, Griffin punched him in the face. TWICE. FUCK YA! So how did I end up liking this kid again? Well, I don’t really know. I just sort of warmed up to him and kind of got over it. ALSO ALSO ALSO I hate how Jackson was like “It was your voicemail, you killed him!” Like honey, no. How would Griffin have known? SMH *Spoils over*
I think I’m finished? Wow. I do have one more extra special treat, though. Here are some notes from my review notebook that I thought were worth noting

All spoilers italicized
I stopped hating little Jackson things. He talked down to Denise, but I forgave him. If he’d done that in the beginning, I would have flipped.
On page 263, Jackson was referred to as “like family”. Again, this didn’t bother me, even though I was torn up at the start when he was staying with Theo’s family
225: It suddenly feels difficult to trust Griffin. He’s quick to have sex with Jackson, seemingly out of spite. The exchange of the kisses doesn’t seem enough to refer to Theo as “that asshole”. It was something intimate that they shared, I would have been offended, but his reaction seems harsh. 227: Unfair. Selfish. [Griffin] 229: I TAKE IT ALL BACK
240 (ish): In a painful wave of reality I am realizing that when Theo died, it was nothing like the first Today chapter. G+T were losing their love for each other. G was in love with a future, an AU, and when the prospect of that died, so did something inside of G.//page 252: fuck, does he ever miss Theo. God. I can’t believe I said what I said. He doesn’t want to bang him. He wants to be his best friend. At the end of this book, I’m finding fabulous closure. You would think I would feel the opposite, but on page one, I imagined Theo being ripped away from Griffin at the state that they were at the start of the first History chapter. It broke my heart, my heart physically ached. But now
 IDK. I’m excited for the 2nd read to see how much my heart breaks.
Page 256: it’s you all over again (not sure what this means, but clearly it broke me a little)
The first half of the book was him grieving and the second half was his acceptance
 I liked that.
260: Do? I? Hate? Wade??? 284: I? Like? Wade??? 285: Fuck. Do I love wade? (This is how much I flip-flopped lol)
“He holds my hand and it gave me strength” (THIS KILLED ME)
289-90: ok that was unnecessary (lmao look at your book)
291: “You [Theo] haven’t heard anything I’ve said to you.” Well isn’t that just spit-on-your-neck-kick-you-in-the-crotch fantastic? (nice friends reference @ me)
292: Interesting the theme of honesty throughout the book (I wasn’t aware I could identify theme lol what a scholar)
THANKS, I HOPE YOU LOVED THIS DO ALL THAT COOL SHIT LIKE LIKING, REBLOGGING AND IDK MAYBE FOLLOWING ME AND ALSO MY GOODREADS FOR MORE BOOKS AND STUFF
-jane xo
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cutepimook · 8 years ago
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who are your favourite blogs and why? if you follow them, what made you follow them?
Honestly, I have too many favorite blogs. Both because I love their content, and because I love the people! Here’s a list of my most most favorites from off the top of my head! (Which I just put into alphabetical order LOL) I hope you consider all of them.
NOTE: This turned into me just ranting about my faves

.. IT GOT SO LONG BYEEEEE I don’t think I’ve done this before so now all my emotions r spilling OUT and it’s justtttttttttt wow
@all-bam For almost a year, we’ve had so many amazing (yet sadly infrequent) conversations, and we’ve shared so, so many story ideas. She’s helped me plan out a great amount of works, and she’s always so great at giving me motivation to write. She’s also so nice to me lol, I’m very grateful
@cutiepatoodie Joey is my #1 hypegirl and protector. I’ve known her pretty much since I got into the scene, and I looked up to her so much. I would look forward to talking to her, and I would almost cry when she tagged me in posts! I’m so glad she’s around, I can’t imagine where I would be as without her
@gotchicken Jillian
. she cool. I don’t remember why I followed her tbh, but now I’m just
 bruh. I love her snapchat stories, and I look up to her a lot. She seems so chill, and I must admit that when I see @birf in my activity, I give out a small “yay” because it means I’m doing something right lol
@ilovejackson WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN. It was My Goal for Carol to notice me
 I saw how popular she was, and always wished to be as popular lol, so I have do diddly done many things to woo this amazing hoe. I think I’ve succeeded? Lol, I’m glad we’re friends.
@jinyoungs-hipsdontlie Nagha is like my auntie. I love her to BITS, and I am so glad we met. I remember it was because of Jackson Wang
 he was doing vlives and there was poor connection on his part, and we both were posting about it lol. We started talking about it? And I’ve just. Since then, she’s been a giant part of my ahgase life. She makes me happy, and I would give my left lung to hug the hell out of her. She deserves the world, and I hope she has a great life.
@jjjaebum I look up to Dommy so much. She’s funny, cool, beautiful, amazing and I consider myself lucky to be able to talk to her so casually? Lol. She’s fun to mess with. I’m happy to call her a friend.
@jjpsbabygirl Dio
 I compare her to my coffee maker
 I don’t use it everyday, and I know that I can live without it, but I also know my life would be miserable without it LOL. If I didn’t see her on my dash, I would be very sad. We don’t talk often, but she’s such a big force in my ahgase life. She supports me, and I’m so thankful
@jooheonsrhythm My honey bunny who’ll I’ll love forever. Prettiest and funniest Jooheon Youngjae stan
@knee-say Literally I don’t know her personally, but we’ve talked a few times. She made gifs of Bambam, and I was thankful, and then I checked out her blog, and I fell in love with it. Probably one of my favorite aesthetic blogs. She’s nice too!
@luvgyeom I love Jady with my entire heart I’ll scream it from the top of this apartment building
@minghaeo This is my sweet bread prince, and I love him. He makes gifs, and he’s very handsome. He’s chill, and makes me very happy. I hope he has a great day everyday.
@mjbm I remember being a new ahgase and seeing her being so popular. I remember feel so special when she tagged me in things (I still remember the feeling when she tagged me in a handwriting tag LOL, I was so happy I was noticed) I am very lucky.
@gotnsfw I’m new friends with her, but I love her already. I check for updates everyday, and love giving her grief.
@officialjjproject My mom. I want to make her worry more, I’ll give her beautiful face winkles lol.
@okjb Mily is amazing and iconic and I love her. Queen of law
@softcorejjp Also a new friend. She has good sense, and I anticipate updates. I check her blog everyday. She’s nice and funny, and great at giving feedback.
@softsnuper We don’t talk, but I love seeing her on my dash. She’s always been one of my favorite blogs, but I don’t really know her. We’re old buddies, I hope we become better friends in the future.
@starryjunhui My muse, my sweet, my girlfriend. I asked her to prom and she said yes. I think that says enough about our relationship đŸ’đŸ»â€â™‚ïž LOL Rita is a good friend, and I hope I’ll meet her soon. Only 8 hours away, but it feels like she’s down the street. I want to go to a cafe with her, hold her hand while we walk down the city sidewalks. My aesthetic goddess.
@softgot7 Phi!!! She’s a cutie and I love seeing her on my dash. I don’t know how long I’ve been admiring her, but it feels like a while. She’s cool, and cute. I lov
@yugyeomish Deadass we’ve talked like twice, but Abbey is one of my faves. I hope she’s happy all the time, and I wish her the best!!!
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