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ghostcrows · 5 months

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god i wish we knew how vikki approached him in the first place or what kinds of conversations they were having outside of this (in the beginning, we see a few things but i want to know how and why they continued to stay in contact after the video went up)

cause what would possess you to trust her this quickly OR think that she understood...

i think on some level the shared experience of being trans might have been enough for him because she can relate to him in that way so she would (presumably) be able to see the gravity of the situation with doxxing and all that shit (and understand the pain of intentional misgendering from literally everyone online and off)

but trans people do not always understand other trans people...i would even argue that we have a better capacity to misunderstand and hurt each other than cis people have over us

and vikki obviously does not see this shit as for real until it Gets real and when it gets real she gets uncomfortable and tries to find a way to distance herself from it again...and shes so distant from the shit that she recieves that she thinks that because she can brush it off when she gets harrassed that milo should be able to as well (on top of kind of sort of maybe thinking he has it coming a little bit)

the way she gets mad at him and misgenders him is so stupid and real like god. lol. although reading it again it definitely seems less like she was intentionally saying "well youre a GIRL" and more like the worst possible wording of a more complicated sentiment. like. "you are pulling the same crap as cis white women do when they get called out for literally anything and youre clinging to that percieved fragility and innocence in every aspect of your life"...which like yeahhhh but you still know better lol

#im like am i just regurgitating surface level analysis here. but i kinda dont care i just want to keep talking about it #and also when i read the comments section i start to feel better.#altho there are good takes in there too #whn #i kinda wonder too if shes internalized a bit of the kf crap and kind of is like #yeah its scummy but if you dont wanna be a lolcow then dont act like one...be more self aware like i am...#but then is she. 'stop telling people i fuck corpses'

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genericpuff · 8 months

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vent post

#and before anyone who hates my shit says “yeah because you ARE a loser way to have self awareness for once”#i promise you this would be me with or without the LO fandom LMAO #anxiety is a hell of a thing #and as much as i internally guilt myself into thinking it would be better if i just shut up and hid away forever #i also know that's the trauma speaking because the adults around me always told me to shut up #and even as an adult i still encounter people who talk over me and make me feel like i'm not allowed to be outspoken #but the pen is mightier than the sword and all those years i've spent being spoken over i've been honing my penmanship #i have fun talking about the things i talk about and i don't have any less right than anyone else to do it #i am cringe and i am free #self post #vent post #altho on another note i do wanna make time this week to go find new series to read #too many of my favorites have turned to shit and it's taken its toll #i KNOW there are better comics out there that are genuinely well made #i already have a few that i'm reading that i love but i need to balance out the good with the bad more lol #i just need to take the time to go find good stuff instead of pouring so much of my attention into the bullshit that doesn't deserve my tim #i think both things can be true #i can have a lot of fun dissecting and writing about series i don't like #while also nourishing myself with good works that restore my faith in this medium #“perfectly balanced as all things should be”

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ourflagmeansgayrights · 1 year

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it's in so many fics and so many metas and so many joke posts and so many people act like it's a blatant canonical fact that sometimes it feels like im going crazy

but every time i rewatch the show im struck by how literally the only solid evidence for the interpretation that izzy is essential in running ed's ship

is the fact that izzy says so

#ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd meta #izzy hands #dizzy izzy #izzy critical #<- i guess????#txt #meta #mine #og #like please take note of the word Essential here #im not arguing if he's good or bad at being a pirate (altho i certainly have my opinions on that too lol)#im saying that i have read fics where izzy is kicked off the ship and everything falls apart #i have read fics where ed himself is like “i've never had to learn how to actually manage a ship‚ izzy's always done it for me”#i have read posts and metas about how izzy's the only one who can wrangle stede's crew into being good pirates #and it's one of those fanon interpretations that has so little canonical backing it just. baffles me.

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robotpanties · 4 months

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uuuuuhhh no reason just wanna see the robot get preggers because nobody is really taking advantage of the narrative consequences of the robots of ULTRAKILL having fleshy bits inside them (in my humble opinion hahahaha...hahaha....hah....). Anywhosen also a sucker for general Bad End especially when it involves a psycho-sexual (breeding) binding to a greater entity but also I wanna see the murder-robot get knocked up. And the galaxy brain bit of this is instead of calming down they just get Worse.

YEAH NO ONE REALLY TAKES ADVANTAGE OF THAT. and well i mostly assumed a very small percentage of people actually want to breed the robots like that which is why.

also i don't think this as a bad end, but a bad path that can lead to some other.. inch resting things (my stupid ass is trying to craft a plot with horror and drama from this path and how it'd change the story slightly despite knowing I will never get around to writing it in fic form except tiny excerpt ideas and art)

also i have so much to say abt the 'it doesn't calm down it just gets worse' bc its So true

#kicking my legs. it sooo genuinely gets worse i think it believes its actually in “love” with hell. and maybe it is.#gets worse and loses itself more and more. abandon any last trace of identity that had never been regarded anyway by anyone #its easy to let something guide you and instruct you in nearly everything if it feels too painfully good? and why spend more power thinking #altho for the. plot i was conducting in my head it was msotly involving gabriel and the primes bc of an idea my friend gave me which was #that if this occurred before v1 reached the prime sanctums it could have been guided or instructed to go to the sanctums but at the time #it does its currently carrying a child and because of that both the primes and v1 itself are spared because. i dont know if i think #the kings would fight a pregnant person . i at least think sisyphus Wouldnt because wheres the fun in an opponent who appears to already #be disadvantaged. (even if it can fare just fine.)#if any friendships were able to be made (cough . i like sisyphus qnd v1 platonic and romantic) itd be kind of. sad from an outside perspect #ve to watch it deteriorate into being less of its own entity and becoming slowly just another extension of hell. even in fighting it shows.#i wish i could explain it all better #and sorry if this ask is late to be answered i was writing my rwsponse at a con LMAOOO #.txt #ask #i want to write i have no timeee no energyyy but hear me out there is potential for crazy wackjob shit #ive decided also not to kill gabriel i think i should do somethign fucked up with him and his inexperience in relationshios #i forgot who suggested he should get so desperate that he begs for hell to take him as well. (which i cant decide if it would or wouldnt bc #its kind of really funny and mean if it #says no)

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tamagotchikgs · 3 months

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i wonder if ill ever get to know myself in a different environment or if ill b the same stunlocked kid forever

#one of the few hopes i have left #every other one has been stomped into the ground lol...#getting older. getting therapy. taking meds #moving out of our childhood home (altho still with family which i know . is very not good 4 me)#it was all supposed to make me better #it was supposed to make life better #but it didnt #im still the ecact same #and my therapist keeps asking me what i expect to change and im too ashamed but.. most scared to answer #because im not ready for her to tell me it is unattainable #i need my last hope #i need the hope that i can be ok that i can feel different and Think different and experience things different #i think having my boyfriend has been the first time ive actually felt like i made it into the imagined hope #like i finally broke through #even before we started dating like #being able to actually be comfortable with someone for the first time maybe ever #ive never. had my fuckd up brain or body allow me that before #n theyre so fucking cool too #coolest person in the world #n i am so grateful 2 even get to chat w them #n that i get 2 love them #n that they take me as i am #even tho i still feel like i need 2 get better i need 2 improve #because they deserve the best u know #n they make it all seem possible #i hope they dont read this it is embarrassing #i say as if i havent told them before #but im just . in my feelings

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illumiiiz · 1 day

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everyone cheer and clap for my dad bc he said he’d go to the twenty one pilots concert with me next weekend even tho he has no idea who those guys are and doesn’t even listen to alt or hip hop

#altho he does like the beastie boys so maybe he’ll take a liking to them?? idk?? we’ll see 😭#I felt bad asking him to go but I have a feeling if I said I was just going by myself he’d wanna come with me anyway :’)#which is so dad™️ of him. anyways I’m so excited I hope he has fun bc I fs will #I love my dad #AND WE GOT PRETTY GOOD SEATS TOO despite being a week before the thing!! I’m so hyped guys #eve's thoughts

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kuiinncedes · 3 months

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???

#what is this #discord chat interview #????????? 😭😭😭#like does my discord need to be professional looking 😭😭😭😭😭😭#what the fuck why am i doing an interview in fucking discord dms this is so weird 😭😭😭#with my fucking cat profile picture #at least this guy just has a default discord pfp not like a professional headshot or smth LOL #but like idk at least i have my discord name as my name too lol #even tho it's not capitalized #it feels so weird doing this over dm the fuck #like i'd almost rather just talk interview even tho i don't think i'm great at getting all my thoughts together/across in talking #but like idk like if i take too long to respond to a message will that be sus LMAO TT #the way i'm typing this in btwn this guys messages 😀#adjfngkjdfbgdjkfgdkf this is so weird LMAOOOOOOO #whatever it's kinda funny and i'm glad to have another interview opportunity #altho it was very random it sounds like they saw me on linkedin #idk if i applied to them lol #this sounds sketchy but i looked them up and they at least Exist LOL #and i didn't think this guy would IMMEDIATELY accept my friend requrest and START THE INTERVIEW LOL #ANYWAY LEMME ACTUALLY DO THIS INTERVIEW IG LMAO #while listening to j/atp soundtrack wheeeee #jeanne talks #i wonder if this is a bot :| maybe i'm naive thinking it's actually a guy copy and pasting essays abt this company lol #but ya know i can hope 😀 now im thinking it could be a bot tho lmao #and now i have to respond just to let him know like i've read these paragraphs abt the company and stuff #what do i say other than 'sounds good' lmaoooo 😭😭😭#but like i cant say sounds good 10 times in a row #THIS IS SO WEIRD LOLOLOLOL

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machidielontheway · 3 months

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talked to a friend and the one she goes is the one i was looking at that is just next to hers. good reviews but i will have a temp (because it's summer holidays for a bit of everyone) but i guess they still choose their temps in the same vibes they are ? and if not at least i'll see my friend just after so.

#3615 my life #let's just take a shower (maybe) and go to bed (for sure)#got two appointments down.#found another ad for the rug i like a lot and it's on a website where there is no hand-to-hand so i can get it #if it's still available (mail was old)#it was also in “very good state” altho the picture was a bit too blurry for my tastes #yes this is a mundane prayer for me to let go and feel somewhat satisfied and mostly pacified

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goxjo · 3 months

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togame jo, the man that you are

#!thots #I am 19 chapters in #I’ll watch the anime eventually but the drawing style is just too good?????#ALTHO NOBODY TOLD ME UMEMIYA WAS VOICED BY YUICHI NAKAMURA WHEN THAT'S THE VOICE I ASSIGNED TO HIM IN MY HEAD WHILE I WAS READING #it seems that I TOO am not immune to white haired characters ;;#edit: 30 chapters #time to take an 8 hour nap

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aria0fgold · 3 months

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I think my biggest problem when it comes to creating a story of my own with original characters is that... I don't know "What" the story is about so they're all just stuck in limbo.

#aria rants #i was looking at the how to think bout making a story post i bookmarked and i immediately get stuck at the first question #like-- i have the cast and internal conflicts and other stuff but i dont have the What. alec and rays story fits better with #a slice of life genre cuz they live in a modern world that doesnt have much going on in it (other than... That but yea--)#my closest one to having a story is halcyon and felicity but even then they arent that close too cuz... theres a lot going on there--#location wise. if i make hal the protag. he'll be going to a LOT of different dimensions and worlds and itd just get confusing #i figured that his ultimate goal would be to either get rid of the Curse in wilfrith or alter its system smth to be able to live #peacefully with feli but yea-- the problem is the location for this one cuz its part of hal job to just go to a lot of different places #altho the ACTUAL closest i have to making a story is cascades one. aka the story that was for a game format for seph #it has all the proper starting elements for me to build with! problem is that... its a horror genre... im not good at writing horror...#i havent even written A SINGLE horror story so i have no idea how to go about that one. ig if i try to build leianos story #i miiiiight have smth then??? but thatd take like-- a looong while so i aint counting on that (considering its fairly new too ough...)

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toytulini · 4 months

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i made an oc thats at least nicknamed "Stupid" and im constantly thinking about what a power move that is tbh

#toy txt post #i miss it i should play w her more often but it was going to be for a dnd thing that ive all but abandonded bc i feel like #i cant. do that but it sucks bc i had some cool fun concepts and characters but it was hard enough back then when i was just insecure and #knew nothing about dnd and was intimidated by the mechanics but wanted to try dming for some reason but now i just straight up dont know #what to do but i really enjoy those characters. i should just unlock the secret channelsand scrap the dnd game idea for now and keep the #concepts and im sure i could come up w something if i ever actually learned anything about that shit #anyway. my point being. im obsessed w my character i made up and you should be too cos its good shit #toxic anarchist half dragon demigod with authority issues whos an alloaro clown named Stupid Cupid.#i think her pronouns were whatever but also it/she? when i say toxic i mean it did have a bit of a Clown Cult.#Cupid i think is possibly its given name and Stupid was her clown ass addition and yes i do know of the song and yes it is on its playlist #obsessed w all the stupid overpowered characters i made in that universe. they were such good concepts. gulliver obviously. charybdis #silas (cupids father + previous (now deceased) god of chaos)#cupids mother who i dont think i had a name for yet but she was supposed to be kind of a neutral lawful (in a rules lawyering way)#moon paladin who hatefucked the god of chaos after failing to kill him which she was trying to do out of devotion to the moon #and she supposed to have what i can only describe as chainsaw powers? and she destroyed every gun in existence and killed anyone who knew #how to make them until there were no guns left bc silas kept being annoying w guns and was trying to use them on the moon. for reasons #so she really pissed him off and impressed him before she finally got to him and tried to kill him. and if she was even a minor god instead #of a 'mortal' it wouldve worked and thats the only reason he didnt die from her. and then her child. stupid cupid the clown #grew up and had issues and started a clown cult and wandered around usurping warlords and dictators before putting her aim on silas #and trying to kill him. but failing not bc she was mortal but bc he outsmarted it. but he couldbt bring himself to kill it so he had her #put to sleep for a thousand yrs until someone else killed him(he pissed off a stupid seagull druid who lured him into the path of Charybdis #who he'd ALSO pissed off and Charybdis mega killed him and then the gull druid was made the new god of chaos just to have someone fill the #roll but then they kind of suck at it? they did not want that much responsibility altho the immortality is nice. when they took over they #released cupid whos a bit of a legend but then the vibes are super weird bc cupid Definitely wants to usurp and take on the mantle of #chaos deity and gulliver idolizes her but doesnt feel great about just handing that over to it? and cupid has to grapple with not being the #one to kill silas. almost everyone she knew is dead. her mom isnt. the world has changed a lot. she finds out her cult is still going and #gets excited? but they have Changed. it disgusts her now. they are not the radical clowns she intended. the vibes are weird. she denounces #that and tries out piracy. she manages to get the moon paladin living chainsaw power?#despite not being aligned w their ideology at all. wow nepotism. then it was going to spiral into some fucking meta galactic shit and have #well. ran out of tags. anyway i miss this character i should figure out what im doing w this universe cos theres no way im dming rn 🙃

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lavenderedhoney · 2 years

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She got so deep in me yesterday. Ordered me to present for her and then mounted me and slid inside till she was nudging the head of her cock right up against my cervix, making me squeek and claw at the sheets. Draped herself over me and started rocking her hips, so fucking deep that it hurt and I was yelping with every motion. It was so fucking good!!

(DNI if you: are a cishet man, are under 18, do not have your age on your blog, or host ageplay or cnc content on your blog)

#she didnt fuck me hard which is good that probably wouldve been too much with how deep she was getting #altho sometimes i can take that if i push myself #i liked that it hurt tho #it was good #and i *really* liked having her drape over me #not pulling out to thrust back in but just grinding inside me over and over #it was so fucking hot #baby 💖#text #lesbian nsft #sapphic nsft #wlw nsft #nblw nsft #trans nsft #t4t nsft

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whomturgled · 1 year

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i have so many feelings and i hate it

#and regrets of any time ive acted up or feel like in hindsight it wasnt cherishing the time i have w them as i shld be and #and things i want to do with them still and ways to love them and be loved and understand their way of loving and #i think we can be so good together and. i miss them. and i hope they miss me.#i really hope theyll miss me soon and want me again and . ik its maybe a little messed up but i want to believe and trust and #its hard and it hurts but. i really feel theres a great connection and if i need to chill out a bit and remember myself more thats fine #and on me for getting so like. moody recently. altho i kinda feel like part of that is med changes but u__u still i need to be able to like #be better and i think they make me better and so happy and. im so comfortable with them and i love them and i wld want to make it work #even if it had to be distance but i dont think i want to just be their friend like maybe but it would hurt a lot bc i love them so much #and i hope they wanna be with me too still and will allow me to romance them yknow flowers and adventures and love and take care and... yea #and maybe some of this was just them going thru a lot rn and im sorry for adding pressure to it and i want to be the comfortable respite an #auurgrgghfhdhdhhfhfdhh i miss them #i just keep thinking abt them like ill have periods of not but then i do again and. idk.#theres also a lot of complicated feelings and thoughts and its like i want to like. idk. know some of their friends n stuff n. :^( idk #i dont feel well from the stress and emotions and ow of it all #i really hope it isnt just a way for them to let me down i really hope they come back eventually like i wanna believe they will but #ourgsghthfhdhfhghghdhdhwkelftk4bfbhwiwjtjejAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #i love them a lot. and need to listen more abt more alone time stuff bc it is good for both of us but not like this u_u #ok sorry for rambling i needed somewhere to write feelings so here we are #i guess part of me is hoping theyre thinking abt me at least a bit and maybe will check this and see it and be like wow i do miss them too #but ik thats silly and eitth3u2ieigjtb4jirifjwji24jgntn aahhhhhhhhhhh. i say a lot of things wrong esp when scared or overly emotional and.#urgevshehrhtjrjeitjtnjeeitjtjwjeiigvjiw9384847rhfbwjoe4j4n4j289djrnrnf #i just really really hope they come back soonish and like want me and are like yes i do want you sorry for that but not a huge sorry bc #like i understand where theyre coming from and. and. yeah. idk. soon doesnt have to be today or tomorrow but maybe a week or 2 idk #i just realy miss them and it hurts and i really dont want them with someone else or to just throw it all away andni want to prove i can #like. idk. love them and be better and more positive i guess we've both been dealing w a lot of stuff and i do need to learn to accept and #more patient w how we communicate differently and we do have to face that but its a difficult topic to confront ig and aurh4hwhshhrlffff #i think they love me i want to trust and i really hope they dont try to make any decisions for me or like based on what they think best 4 m #bc i get to decide that :^(#when i said let down i meant like. leave my life and never talk to me again and stuff.. ;^(. idk how to feel abt some things but. idk. idk.#theres so many feelings and that all is just a pretty vague tip of the iceberg ugh

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hexados-on-a-string · 1 year

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okay ik that they needed to do like character redemption on gus by making him go from "power >>>>>> friendship" to "okay actually friendship is power or something" and ik gus isnt a good person, however did they have to make nv episode 39 so brutal. christ alive that episode fucks me up every time i watch it.

#i rewatch episode 39 a lot and like #its one of my absolute favourite episodes #and it does a very good job of showing that gus has a heart #and how evil zenoheld is #and like idk is rlly good w like. gus' running theme of loyalty by showing how his bakugan are loyal to him too #and that he doesn't only care abt spectra (altho thats rlly obvs if u pay attention like at all throughout nv)#but good lord jesus christ having two of his bakugan die in front of him?? one of which he's had from the beginning of the season????#VULCAN PROTECTING GUS DESPITE HIS ARMOUR BREAKING AND CRACKING?????#hexados taking a hit for vulcan even tho he wasnt even out on the field??? that especially fucks me up tbh #episode 39 also known as gus learning that other ppl are loyal to him as well but only finds out by them dying for him #AND DESPITE EVERYTHING BOTH HE AND VULCAN GOES THROUGH IN EPISODE 39 #THEY STILL REFUSE TO BE DEFEATED RIGHT AS THEY STARE DEATH IN THE FACE #i mean they dont die in the end but god bless we all thought they did #anyway im insane about gus grav and vulcan hghgjhdkfienf #time to go watch this fucking episode again

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muirneach · 1 year

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‘waaa toronto subway map is so sparse compared to other cities’ SHUT UPPPP THEYRE NOT SHOWING THE STREETCAR LINES IN THAT MAP. THEY BALANCE IT OUT. christ alive

#like good god. its not hard to recognize this. and yet i see this sentiment sooo often #i DO think we need more subway lines #like eglinton when will u be finished good lord. but its gonna be sooo good when it is finished fr #but like nevertheless its still important to recognize that we only have 3 subway lines but also like 15 streetcar lines #sigh idk people complain about this place with such vitriol that u dont see other places. we got a lot to work on we’re not great !#but theyre too mean.#all of that is to say i dont care for the ontario line. we have a perfectly good streetcar line that accomplishes that same thing #why dont u focus on building transit in scarborough and etobicoke and north york! downtown is doing just fine!#which is to say if its taken them like 13 years to still be building eglinton #then i simply dont trust them to tear up downtown in a timely manner!#i would say if it aint broke dont fix it but its kinda broke but like its functional enough so dont fix it #trains #i love blogging about my city as if we all take the ttc every day #(<- guy that spends nearly 2 hours every day on the subway)#edit: altho while i love streetcars cause theyre unique and fun i will concede subways r better when in a big traffic city. but alas

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mishkakagehishka · 1 year

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okay surprise downside on me choosing the namesake for my tutorial is that i have to analyse it stylistically but all i can think of is how much the plot fucks

#but it's fine i can bang something out on the word choices and the fact that it's written in present tense and so on #i also really liked that part in the end where the future tense was used for a short bit #i'll figure it out i think either way #i mean the style didn't stick out to me too much beyond that use of tenses #last term i chose a book that had me taking notes on the style because /i/ wanted to learn from it yknow #this time i was more taking notes on the emotions and descriptions #altho i suppose that's part of style i still consider it more technique and i can't just say ''well the author is good at describing''

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