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#am i excited about niall's album? absolutely
niallandtommo · 1 year
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i've been listening to one direction for the last 3 days pls send help i miss them so much
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(1/10) More thoughts on the Every Single Album podcast - So many terrible takes about Harry’s hair. 1. His hair looked fine! It looked like normal long hair looks! It just didn’t look like styled hair in shampoo commercials. 2. If it had been greasy and unkempt, making fun of him wouldn’t be the way to go - it’s hard enough being a person let alone with that much scrutiny on how you look. 3. How do they square this commentary with their celebration of the message of treat people with kindness?
(2/10)The section where they talk about whether or not Harry is pandering to fans with the rainbow stuff is so interesting. Especially how Nora talks about how Harry is different from Taylor because he has been showing support for longer. And although she mentions Harry ‘not labeling his sexuality’ she doesn’t really talk about the possibilities other than as Harry caring about his fans. I think the existence of closeting in the present is something that is kind of unsayable.
(3/10)Which I kind of get, but I think that in itself reinforces the closet and does a lot of harm. I am so interested in these ideas in the context of Harry doing My Policeman. After I listened to their podcast I went and listened to Heartbreak Weather. I liked some of the songs and can see the 6th One Direction album angle but I think my appreciation of One Direction is really wrapped up in both the stories I’m telling about them and also my experience of being in fandom.
(4/10) I never went to a show but I did experience the collective joy night after night through video clips, terrible live streams, and gifs. And although I don’t really connect with Harry’s music I can see where going to live shows or experiencing it through online fandom would make me feel different. It’s sad that Niall didn’t get to tour that album. Lewis Capaldi as Nialls most important collaborator is a good call from Nora (I also watched Niall’s Homecoming doc thing and was very charmed!)
(5/10) I quite like Nora and Nathan’s dynamic, and thought the discussion of whether Niall’s ever been in love quite funny. Now I’m telling myself a story where after seeing Harry and Louis fall in love at such a young age he yearns for a soulmate! I’m being tongue-in-cheek here but he did keep talking about going on nice dates with Lewis Capaldi in the docu…
(6/10) Alright I’ve just listened to the Louis, Liam and Zayn podcast. I loved what they said about Louis, especially Nora’s comment about how much it made her see Louis as the center of One Direction’s sound. I know it’s the story I’m telling but I’ve always thought that One Direction would have been the most different if Louis hadn’t been in the band, both in terms of the sound and in the relationship dynamics of the band.
(7/10) I think Louis had a strong relationship with each member of the band and it made them all gel together better. I wish they had talked more about Walls because one of the things that I absolutely love about Louis and his songwriting is the emotional maturity and vulnerability of his lyrics. They’re reflective and straightforward, and have a sort of honest optimism that I really connect with.
(8/10)The line from Two of Us “We’ll end just like we started, just you and me and no one else” just really hits me hard. This is definitely more connected to my life but I find it really profound. The enormity of feeling of having a child and the enormity of feeling of losing a mom.
(9/10)Peak Nora: Definitely the comment about No Control being Louis exerting his heterosexuality - I can’t get over how hilarious that is! Peak Nathan: I can’t decide if peak Nathan is his love for I Should Have Kissed You that came out of nowhere, or if it’s all the almost larry comments that then swerve in the total opposite direction. Worst Moment: Either moralising about smoking or the comments on Harry’s hair, I think.
(10/10) Best Moment: I think broadly the best moment is just how engaged and excited they are about One Direction and each of their music. Do you have any best/worst/peak moments? Next up Harry's House! The only song I have heard is As It Was so I think I'm gonna listen through before I listen to the podcast. (Sorry for the mammoth ask - this was my entertainment while sick so I had a lot of time to think!)
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Thanks so much for coming back with your thoughts I found them super interesting. Definitely made me feel like I wanted to relisten to the whole thing. Really loved your thoughts on Walls. I'm so looking forward to Louis' new album, even though I am mourning that it seems like we've lost some specificity from Walls.
Love the idea off having some podcast categories. If they ever do any more 1D episodes (I would love a FITF episode, but fear it's unlikely) I will do these categories episode by episode.
Peak Nathan: Two things - being scandalised about references to smoking and his suggestions that he knows what is going on in Harry's love life and he treated Taylor and other women badly.
Peak Nora: Agree about Peak Nora being her suggesting that No Control was Louis exerting his heterosexuality. I also loved when she was talking about Love Me Goodbye and was like 'Louis obviously has a strong need for physical intimacy'. I am absolutely fascinated by her image of hypothetically straight and very horny Louis and love that she believes it.
Best Moment: Totally agree it was the combination of love and seriousness.
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justmeinatree · 1 month
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i stayed because i'd rather pass out in a room with other people than in my apartment alone or on the side of the street. i felt safer staying in the classroom 😅 i do feel a lot better this morning thankfully 🫶
i am very excited...i really need some Louis and Niall content rn 😭 feels like i hit a brick wall in terms of where my mental health is at in the second half of this week 🥲
i was hoping this would be the moment when you revealed that you listened to the album again and secretly love it now 😂 i've been striking out bad with music recs lately...i can't remember the last time someone actually liked a song i suggested 🫣 i'm still excited to see the candles you come up with though!! -🤘
that’s fair ! i actually think of that often 😅 like how long would it take someone to find me if i like died in my house 🤷‍♀️ and the fact that it’s at least a couple days is absolutely crazy to think about 😂 so yeah, good decision on your part !!
ohh no that’s the worst 😔 it’s the weekend now ! i hope you’re feeling better now and you’ve had time for yourself, time to relax, time to drown yourself in some niall or louis or whoever fluff or smut or whatever would make you feel better ! 🫶
i’m gonna be real honest, i haven’t listened yet 🫣 i know i keep saying i’ll listen while i work and then i get stoned and i flow into my routine of just shuffling all my music (a dangerous feat by the way 😅 i’ve had my itunes account since i got my first ipod nano at 12yrs old, and have never deleted a song) and there’s just so many fkn songs on my account that i don’t think i’ve fallen on a hbw song tbh 😬 but i know i have to listen ! i just always think about it at the worst times 😩
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monzabee · 1 year
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Omg yess the number of ai versions I’ve heard of style ft Harry in Instagram are unreal and tbh that collab would break all records !! And exactly Niall had said so many times he’d love to work with Taylor so it might just happen haha 💜
Alsoo did you hear Niall’s new album called The Show ? I liked some stuff from it but my absolute favourite album of his is Heartbreak Weather!
Ooh that’s lovely, and yess I know what you mean I also think that because the food is so flavourful they feel a bit similar ! And yeah that’s true as long as the taste is covered with spices or whatever cauliflower is bearable but I don’t like the texture too 😭 so my mum will just incorporate it in my foods in some other way 😂 and omg how am I just finding this out !!?? I never knew white chocolate was mainly just oil damnn and that’s sweet of your mum , It is similar with me too !!
Andd lastly you saw the Spider-Man movie right wasn’t it insane !!? Like that ending 🤯 I just hope they come out with the next one by next year and we don’t have to wait too long 
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i'm just praying for this at this point but who knows, maybe it will actually happen!!🤩🤩 and i hope the collab with niall happens too, because honestly i think their vibes just fit!! and no, i haven't listened to his full album yet, but i have heard some songs from it and they all sound great! 🩷🩷 excited to give it a listen, though🥹
i guess all foods taste great when you don't underseason it- all jokes aside, i totally get that the texture issue, it is a real problem with me and some foods as well, and i guess if you can still eat it concealed with other stuff, then it's all good🫡🫡 that's what my mom told me because she did take a chocolotier course at the le cordon bleu in istanbul, and apparently it's made out of cacao butter?? i just asked and she said they add sugar and milk powder in it to make it white🫣🫣
I DID SAW IT AND THE ENDING JUST KILLED ME😭 i need the new movie to come out like now, but i think we're not gonna get it in a few years because i saw on tiktok that one of the animators talking about how it took them four years to complete the fight sequence, so it might take long😭😭
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alltheselights · 2 years
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Why are there Larries who think Louis was lying about having an album? I mean the first album, LT0, the one that was shelved? Steve Aoki said he heard it, I think Niall and Liam mentioned it too, a tour had been announced. Does Louis lie? Absolutely. By nature of being closeted, there are things he’s going to lie about and things he wants to downplay for his own reasons. But what is the logical reason for why he would lie about an album? I think some of the leaked songs, like Secret Heart and Help and maybe some of the ones leaked recently, were possibly meant for that album. Always You definitely was. These kind of larries just seem like the ones who don’t care about Louis’ career or see what has been done to him. In 2017, Louis had won a couple of awards. His numbers, with two songs, were comparable to Harry and his first album. People were excited for his new music, they couldn’t wait. The gp mostly knew Harry but 1D fans adored Louis and wanted to support his solo career. He was so popular in the fandom. And then his album was shelved, he went on to be a judge on X-Factor and his career has not been the same since. His music was not promoted on X-Factor. Liam performed, Niall’s songs were played but not Louis’. That video of Louis announcing he was doing the X-Factor, he looked and sounded defeated. By the time Walls was released, his solo fandom had been decimated and it has been an uphill climb for him since. I cannot stand the larries who don’t see how none of that was normal or right. That entire sequence delayed his solo career. Am I the one who is wrong? Do you think he was lying about having an album mostly completed?
I’m so confused by this ask because I’ve never said Louis was lying about having a shelved anon nor have I seen anyone I follow argue that. If you have questions like this, ask it to the people who say it.....not a random person who has never indicated that they believe this. 😭
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imthebadguyyy · 3 years
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Made In The A.M
Pairing - One Direction x Reader (sixthmember!platonic!)
Fandom - one direction
AU - Instagram au
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@y/n/l/n - 🎶 all my favourite conversations always made in the am🎶
tagged - niallhoran, louist91
liampayne - an absolute banger 😉
harrystyles - hey, is that my guitar ?
michaelclifford - ooh, are we going to get new music soon 👀
selenagomez - can't see your pretty face : ((
niallhoran - can't wait for whats about to come 😆
julian.bunetta - it was an honour songwriting with you three! can't wait for everyone to hear some absolute stunners!
mileycyrus - ooh, new music! whose excited?! also yes girlie, show us that pretty face 😉
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niallhoran - @y/n/l/n when she's supposed to be recording in the studio but there's a technical problem and she's bored.
harrystyles - i expect you to be fully present while working y/n
-y/n/l/n - says mr 'i watched a wholeass movie on my phone because i was bored in the studio as well'
liampayne - 😂
louist91 - i'm with y/n on this one, nearly fell asleep meself
mileycyrus that body though bae 😈
@1drulestheworld - omg y/n! serving everywhere i see 🥵
@y/nfans - UM MA'AM ! THIS IS ILLEGAL 🤤
bellahadid- um okay! body goals 🤧
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onedirection - late night snacking
tagged - y/n/l/n, niallhoran, liampayne, louist91
y/n/l/n - that food was BOMB
niallhoran - midnight snacking >>>> everything else
harrystyles - niall ate my curly fries
-niallhoran - ya snooze ya lose
louist91 - i don't remember where we got em, but i'll be remembering that cookie for days
liampayne - i can't believe you guys ate the food while i was asleep : (
-y/n/l/n - i saved you some pizza and some fries!
- liampayne - ONE slice and 5 fries y/n
-louist91 - come on Payno, she made you a PBandJ after that
-liampayne - alright alright thanks y/n
lukehemmings - this comment section is pure gold 😂
@liampaynefans - poor payno 😂
@1downsmyheart - 'ya snooze ya lose' niall i thought you were nice 😂
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onedirection - our fifth studio album, 'Made In The A.M' will be yours on 13th of November. We've had the time of our lives writing and recording this one, and hope you enjoy listening to it. Thank you to all our fans for being a part of our journey and supporting our journey. From our hearts to yours, 'Made In The A.M' featuring 16 tracks - harry, niall, y/n, louis and liam
@y/n/l/n - ❤️ I love you boys
harrystyles - proud of us ❤︎
niallhoran - 16 bangers. 5 souls. all yours ♥︎
louist91 - well done lads and a lass ❤️
liampayne - incredibly proud to call you my family.
Taglist - @bxtchboy69 @deamus-liv @zaynkissbot @gucci-hazza
A/N - a little something to make up for not writing 1d fics in a while. Promise something is gonna be out soon 🤍 thanks for reading! Feedback is always appreciated 🤍
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Treat People With Kindness (The BAU)
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Summary: Garcia gets Reid into Harry Styles and everyone subsequently loses their minds over it.
Content: Honestly just funny I’m not sure what to call it
MC’s name/pronouns: No alternate main character, just Spencer.
Word Count: 1706
A/N: This whole fic was inspired by the fact that a fan gave Matthew Gray Gubler a Treat People With Kindness pin, which then sparked my friend Emily and I to theorize that Spencer Reid would absolutely be a Harry Styles stan. So yeah, this is literally just the product of one fan interaction lmao
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“I got a good feelin’.”
“... What’s he doing?” Emily leaned over and whispered to JJ, who just shook her head.
“I’m just takin’ it all in.”
“Ok, what happened to Reid?” Morgan joined them, and they both shrugged, watching Spencer walk through the doors of the office. 
“Floatin’ up and dreamin’.”
“You know, maybe I need to add him to my drug test list too.” Hotch had stepped out of his office, trying to hide his grin as they saw Spencer making his way to his desk, headphones in and practically dancing over to his seat, mouthing every word of the song he was listening to. He plopped down in it with a little spin, opening a file on his desk without ever taking his headphones out. 
“Try ‘Dancing with the Stars,’” Emily laughed, and JJ broke away from their group, heading over to his desk. 
“Hey Spence,” She rested her arms on the divide between his desk and Emily’s, tapping on it to get his attention. 
“Maybe we can find a place to feel good.”
“Spence!” She tapped his arm this time, and he practically jumped out of his skin, turning to face her.
“And we can treat -”
He quickly tore the headphones out of his ears, setting them down on his desk and looking up at her, clearing his throat.
“Sorry. I was listening to something.” He gestured to the headphones still connected to his phone, as if that wasn’t already obvious. 
“Yeah, I noticed,” JJ laughed.
“Do we have a case?” 
“Nothing yet, you’re good.” She tried fruitlessly to hide her grin, and he gave her a strange look.
“Ok…”
“So,” She plopped down in Emily’s chair, rolling it over to sit near him, “What were you listening to?”
“Oh!” His face lit up, and he grabbed his phone, holding it out for her to see. She put the headphones in her ears, hearing the final moments of the song he’d been jamming to.
“And we can treat people with kindness, find a place to feel good.”
“Harry Styles?” JJ laughed incredulously, handing him back his phone. 
“You’ve heard of him?” He asked, taking the phone and sitting it back on his desk and turning back to her.
“I’m pretty sure most people have heard of him, Spence.”
“Ok, well, I hadn’t. But on Saturday I was speaking at the University of Mary Washington with Rossi, and one of the girls gave me this, after the lecture,” He grabbed his bag off the back of the chair, pointing to a round pin clipped on the strap. It was enamel, with light pink on the inside and a red rose in the center, encircled by the phrase “Treat People With Kindness” in black lettering. “And you know, naturally I thought it was a good message so I put it on my bag and I thought that was all it was. But then I ran into Garcia.”
“Oh god.”
“I was walking in yesterday and she saw it and kind of freaked out a little bit, and pulled me into her office and played me the song - the one you just listened to - and it was amazing and so I told her I thought it was amazing, which made her freak out even more and then you called with a case so I left, only to receive a a YouTube playlist a few hours later that she told me I had to watch every video on or she’d stop printing the case files for me.”
“You know she loves you too much to actually do that, right?”
“I mean, the odds were low, but I wasn’t going to risk it. Either way, I sort of listened to every single song on Fine Line and Self-Titled in one night and also a whole bunch of interviews that she sent me and he’s really funny and his music is great and the moral of the story is I kind of love him.”
JJ sent back in her chair, dumbfounded. “Dude… you mean to tell me Garcia made you a Harry Styles fan?”
“Pretty much, yeah.”
“I - Penelope!” JJ left without another word, making her way into Garcia’s office. Spencer just shrugged, returning to the file he was looking at - and his music - as Garcia spun to face JJ.
“Jennifer, my love, to what do I owe the pleasure? New case?” She asked. JJ just shook her head.
“You broke Reid.”
“I did not break Reid!” She defended with a grin. “I merely helped him reach his true form.”
“He willingly used technology, and he came into the office today practically dancing to Treat People With Kindness. So yes, you did break Reid.”
“JJ, dear,” Garcia got up from her chair, taking JJ’s hands in the doorway, “Do you remember when Reid got that adorable little shaggy haircut?”
“Despite the fact that he changes his hair like every month, yes, I do.”
“And do you remember what Hotch said?”
She thought for a moment, then her eyes widened in shock. “You did all of this… because of the boyband joke?”
“Like I said: true form.” Garcia returned to her chair, spinning around with a laugh. “In my defense, I didn’t know he was going to get a Harry Styles pin. I just took advantage of the opportunity when it presented itself. I already failed at teaching him to worship Lady Gaga, I could not miss another chance to try and pull him out of the dark ages.”
“You are ridiculous, you know that?”
“That’s why you love me!” 
JJ laughed, leaving Garcia’s office and heading up to hers, ruffling Spencer’s hair on her way by.
“You should grow your hair out again.”
“You think so?” He reached up and fussed with his hair, just as Garcia emerged into the main room. 
“Spencer Reid, my beautiful boy genius, did you do what I asked?”
“Garcia, I figured out how to download music to my phone because of you. So yes, I did what you asked.”
“You are officially my new favorite person.”
“Hang on, what is this all about?” Emily asked. Garcia grinned, hardly able to contain her excitement. 
“I’m finally bringing the lovely Dr. Reid here into the 21st Century.”
“Penelope,” Emily raised an eyebrow at her, “What did you do?”
“Garcia thinks she did something revolutionary by getting me into Harry Styles’ music,” Spencer clarified. Emily immediately clapped her hand over her mouth, about to respond before Derek piped up from his desk.
“Oh, she converted you too?”
“‘Too’ - you mean to tell me that you, Derek Morgan, are a Harry Styles fan?” Emily was looking between the three of them now, practically in shock. Derek just laughed, holding up his hands.
“What can I say, the guy’s got an incredible voice.”
“And the make up of his songs is so interesting as well; I mean, when you look at the music he’s produced in the last few years in comparison to what he performed while he was a part of One Direction -”
“Oh my god please tell me you’ve also listened to One Direction,” Emily said, laughing when Spencer nodded. 
“I don’t understand why you guys are making such a big deal out of this. He’s a singer, it’s not like he doesn’t have fans,” He defended. 
“Reid, two months ago you didn’t even know who Lady Gaga was. This is kind of a big deal.”
“Conference room in five,” JJ walked through the group, heading upstairs as everyone else got up to follow her. 
“Do not think I am dropping this,” Emily pointed at Derek and Spencer before jogging to catch up with JJ. Derek laughed, falling in step with Reid. 
“So, what all did Garcia make you watch?”
“Oh, just a bunch of interviews. I did some of my own reading though -”
“Of course you did.”
“- and what I found really interesting was One Direction’s actual rise to fame. Because the thing is, they didn’t even win X-Factor. They came in third, and yet they became the most famous group to come from that season of the show. In Forever Young - their book - they talked about their time on X-Factor, but it was so strange to me because their first album - Up All Night, that came out not even a full year after they finished the X-Factor live tour - sold 4.5 million copies within the first year. And they just kept growing… Morgan why are you laughing?”
“I’m sorry,” They’d walked into the conference room by now, sitting down next to each other at the table while Derek tried to stop himself from laughing, looking at Reid in disbelief, “You read their book?”
“And their Wikipedia page - I told you I did my own reading!”
“You said you did some of your own reading, you didn’t say you’d memorized everything about their career!”
“Eidetic memory, remember?” He tapped his forehead, and Derek rolled his eyes.
“You never let me forget. I’m assuming you know everything about their solo careers as well?”
“Well I got into Harry’s stuff first, but I ended up reading all of theirs since I didn’t have anything else to do last night. It’s just so interesting to think about what One Direction’s situation reveals about human nature and celebrity culture. I mean, a lot of their fans are dictionary definition erotomaniacs, and yet -”
“I shouldn’t even be surprised that you read this all in one night.”
“Like I said: didn’t have anything else to do.”
“As much as I’m glad you boys are bonding, we have more important things to worry about than Reid’s newfound love for a British boy band,” JJ interrupted.
“Niall Horan’s actually Irish -”
“Spence. The case.” She pulled up the photos on the screen, and Spencer nodded, opening the case file in front of him as JJ began to review everything they needed to know. She finally closed out, and Hotch grabbed his tablet and rose from the table. 
“Alright, wheels up in thirty.”
Everyone nodded, gathering up their things and vacating the room. Spencer and Derek trailed out after everyone, Spencer picking up the conversation as soon as JJ finished. 
“You know, I’m considering learning how to knit - there’s this cardigan that Harry wore...”
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salsadips · 4 years
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If I Could Fly - Harry Styles
This was just a cute little thing I had in mind and I really didn’t use that much time on it so it’s not perfect, but I still think it’s sweet and I hope you like it<3
Summary: Harry has to do a show on your anniversary, but he still finds a way to express his love to you
This is just pure fluff
Gif’s not mine, creds to the owner
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You and Harry had been together for a little less than a year when you wrote If I Could Fly together. You were sitting by the Piano Harry had placed in his living room around 2 am and the song almost wrote itself as you looked into each other's eyes, feeling like the world was yours to conquer. Maybe a little bit of alcohol had been consumed through the night, but when the song was finished after approximately thirty minutes and you stared into the green forest of Harry's eyes and he the blue ocean of yours (I'm really sorry if you don't have blue eyes I just thought it fitted), you were both sure that you wanted to spend a very long time together.
You wrote songs for a living. Writing them, selling them, and then often seeing them on the hit lists a couple of months later. You were talented and you had written many songs throughout the last couple of years, but never had you written a song with as much emotion as when you and Harry made If I Could Fly.
When Harry's fellow bandmates asked him one night about a week later if he had any new songs up his sleeve, Harry played them the beautiful song the two of you had written together. Both Louis, Niall, and Liam absolutely loved it and immediately started trying to convince him to put it on the album they were in the middle of making. Of course, they would've respected if Harry said no because they knew the song meant a lot to him. Actually, the song meant absolutely everything to Harry, and that was why he wanted it on the album. Because he was so in love with you that he wanted to scream it so loud that the whole world would've been able to hear. It had been physically impossible for him to do that though, so what better way to tell the world than through a song?
You were excited to see all One Direction's fans react to the song and once it was released many of them quickly figured out that it was about you and Harry's relationship because your names were the only ones on the credits given to the writers of the song.
Now, five years later, you and Harry still loved each other more than anything and you knew that you wanted to spend the rest of your lives together. You'd had If I Could Fly on repeat for many occasions during the last five years and the song had never failed to make you smile. That's why whenever you were sad you put on the song, whenever you and Harry were in a fight you put on the song, whenever he was on the other side of the world and you missed him like crazy you put on the song, whenever he was only ten minutes away but you still missed him you put the song on, but during the last scenario you would usually play the song on the way to his house.
Harry would do the same, but he would be listening to an old recording on his phone of the day you'd written the song together where your voice would echo beautifully through the speakers instead of the album version with his old bandmates.
The song meant everything to both of you and it had been written with so much love and emotion that it was almost impossible for you to listen to it without your eyes glassing over slightly, and that is exactly why Harry had planned to play it at his concert tonight. It was your six-year anniversary and even though Harry would much rather be cuddled up with you on the couch and watching old movies while drinking expensive wine as you usually did, he had been forced to have a show tonight.
When he had planned his tour many months prior, he had made sure to keep the date of your anniversary off his schedule so that he could grant all his attention to you solely, but his plan had been changed when it had been necessary to cancel one of his shows in London. He'd then been offered to change the date so that thousands of fans wouldn't get disappointed and of course, Harry had immediately said yes, disappointing his fans was the last thing he wanted. When Harry found out that they'd moved the date to today, your anniversary, he regretted the decision though.
Even though you'd told him several times that you really didn't mind he's still been unsure whether to do the show or not. "But I want to be with you" he had pouted like a puppy and your heart had completely melted. "You will be, I'll come to the show and we'll go home and be together afterward" you'd kept reassuring him. You'd always loved to watch Harry perform, so you were always happy when you got the chance to.
You did end up convincing Harry to do the show, but he still felt like he needed to make it up to you and he knew the perfect way how to.
All that led up to this moment, Harry on stage just having finished Sweet Creature, you backstage and the crowd screaming at the top of their lungs. "So," Harry started, the screams of the crowd dying down a bit, "today is a very special day."
"The day you realized you're shit at making jokes" a fan standing in the front line yelled from the crowd which had gone almost quiet. Laughter broke out through the room and Harry tried to look offended but couldn't quite keep his own laughter back. He walked closer to the edge of the stage to look down at the girl who'd yelled and pointed a finger at her once he found her. "I tell very very good jokes" he stated, trying to sound as serious as possible. The whole crowd broke into laughter again and Harry looked up with his mouth agape, "what? Why are you laughing? You shouldn't be laughing, I tell extremely good jokes" he said, playing offended.
He turned to you, standing on the left side of the stage, "y/n, my jokes are good, right?" he almost pleaded. The crowd went absolutely crazy at the mention of your name and you could only laugh in response which made him raise his eyebrows and his eyes widen, "why are you laughing?"
You blew him a kiss which he huffed at and turned to the crowd, "she blew me a kiss as if that makes it better" he rolled his eyes playfully, but the room went loud again as screams filled the air. "Let's get back to the point before my ego starts hurting too much," Harry said, making his fans laugh.
"I'm not good at telling jokes, but I still make you laugh don't I?" He just had to get his point through before continuing, which made the crowd erupt in laughter again. As he was proved right, he was able to continue. You shook your head at his narcissistic ass, but couldn't possibly wipe the huge smile you had on your face off.
"Today is a special day because," he squinted his eyes at the girl who'd offended his jokes before continuing, "six years ago I grew balls big enough to ask this girl out," he said and your heart automatically sped up as the crowd screamed uncontrollably, what was he doing?
"I love her a lot and I want today to be very special for her," he said as another microphone was carried onto the stage and placed beside his. Harry turned to you and motioned for you to come onto the stage as the screams from the thousands of people in the room went crazy. Your eyes widened and you quickly shook your head, whatever he had planned you weren't doing it. You knew Harry and all his "good ideas" and you were not doing something which required you and a microphone and a whole lot of people. Harry put up his finger and spoke to his fans, "one second" before running across the stage and towards you.
When he approached you he didn't say anything, just gave you a quick kiss on the cheek and pulled you onto the stage with him. He placed you in front of the microphone next to his own before holding your hand up in the air, "y/n everyone!"
Being in front of so many people had always made you uncomfortable, but Harry's naturally relaxed personality always shined through in situations like these and you immediately felt more comfortable being next to him. You locked eyes with him as he let your hand back down and he quickly leaned over to give you a peck on the cheek, before turning around and sending a thumps up to his band.
The melody to If I Could Fly started and a smile broke onto your face at the sound of your favorite song. You looked at Harry who was already looking at you with the goofiest smile you had ever seen on his face, and your smile only grew as he started singing the first line of the song.
"If I could fly, I'd be coming right back home to you" he sang and the crowd went crazy at the sound of the familiar song. His eyes remained on yours though as he continued, "I think I might give up everything, just ask me to."
"Pay attention, I hope that you listen 'cause I let my guard down" he gave your hand, which he was still holding, a squeeze, "right now I'm completely defenseless."
"For your eyes only, I'll show you my heart For when you're lonely and forget who you are I'm missing half of me when we're apart Now you know me, for your eyes only For your eyes only"
He finished the chorus and gave you a reassuring nod, encouraging you to sing. You eyes didn't leave his once as you sang,
"I've got scars even though they can't always be seen And pain gets hard, but now you're here and I don't feel a thing Pay attention, I hope that you listen 'cause I let my guard down Right now I'm completely defenseless" He joined you as the song came to the chorus again and your voices melded together beautifully and you knew you were never gonna forget this moment, with the screaming fans in the background. Harry was a very private person towards the public, so you knew that him presenting you to the crowd like this meant a lot and even though you'd been taken aback by his request to sing with you, you realized at that moment that there was nothing you loved more than singing with him.
When Harry was just about to start the third verse of the song, he turned his microphone so it was facing you, and let go of your hand to grab your microphone and turning it as well. You were standing face to face as Harry started singing, making your heart almost burst with all the different emotions currently occupying it.
"I can feel your heart inside of mine" he sang and you smiled, his voice had always been the most beautiful sound to you.
"I've been going out of my mind, know that I'm just wasting time" you continued before he finished the verse, "and I hope that you don't run from me."
As you sang the chorus together again, you looked directly into each other's eyes, your faces close as you sang your hearts out. You got lost into the deep depths of his eyes and it was like the rest of the room disappeared, only you and the man who carried your heart present. Harry looked at you and you were the most beautiful thing he had ever laid eyes on. As his eyes pierced into yours, they carried all the love he had for you and as the song ended he embraced you in a tight hug and you couldn't stop the tears welling up in your eyes.
"I love you so much, baby" he whispered into your ear and kissed you on the forehead before letting you go and made sure you returned to the side of the stage safely to watch the rest of the show.
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eternalstann · 4 years
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You and Tom are in an interview together when you have an unexpected guest. Tom finally realizes what he needs to do. So he does that...and more.
Pairing: Tom Holland x Reader
Warnings: Smut!!!! + jealous!Tom ;)
You’re trying your hardest to concentrate on the woman interviewing you and Tom for your upcoming movie, it just felt like every person you talked to was leading you closer to something you couldn’t put your finger on.
“Tom who’s been your favorite person to work with so far?”
Tom doesn’t even hesitate, “Jake Gyllenhaal”
You gasp, “I’m telling Jacob and Zendaya!”
“What, you know that’s my husband! And I told you we could listen to ONE One Direction song on the way here, NOT the whole album. That’s a strike for you” he jokes.
“So Y/N, you’ve always been a big fan of One Direction! Are you excited for their possible reunion?” the interviewer asks and you feel the entirety of your teenage years flash before your eyes.
“Oh absolutely! I just hope they wait until after the movie is out, cause if they do get back together I won’t be able to focus on anything else!” You joke, nudging Tom.
Your costar nods in exaggerated agreement, “Trust me, I’ve seen the pictures of her childhood bedroom. I know”
You giggle and shrug, “What can I say? They just had that one thing”
Tom groans, “That was so corny”
He pretends to be unimpressed but you can see the ghost of a smile on his lips. Talking about a movie for weeks - day in and day out got boring. But doing it with you made it all worth it for him.
“Well then Y/N, we have a little surprise for you” the interviewer goes on and your eyebrows furrow. A surprise?
You watch as the door to the small interview room opens and you nearly faint when Niall Horan himself walks in.
You fumble your way out your chair, walking behind it and putting a hand over your mouth; eyes practically bugged out. Everyone laughs at your reaction, but you’re literally on the verge of a heart attack.
“No fucking way..” you breathe out, and Niall smiles big at you.
“Aren’t you gonna hug me darling?” He asks with that Irish accent you’d obsessed over for years.
You don’t even say anything, it’s like you aren’t in control of your own body and you run to him; jumping into his open arms. Your legs wrap around his waist and he holds you up.
“What a greeting!” Niall Jokes. “How’re you?” He asks and you can barely answer.
“I’m perfect now” you fawn and you definitely hear one of the videographers whisper- ‘this is totally going viral’
Niall sets you down, and you stare at him. Still unable to believe he was standing in front of you. You then realize how unprofessional you acted and apologize.
“I am so sorry for...pouncing on you like that” you smile sheepishly and you swear his blue eyes literally twinkle. “Don’t be sorry, I love when beautiful girls jump into my arms” he flirts and you think your heart might jump out of your chest.
You try to play it off with a laugh, and so does Tom. He watches this little love connection play out with the girl he’d had feelings for for months and all he could do was laugh.
“Good to know, it’s just I’ve literally had a crush on your since I was like fourteen” you gush, and Niall pushes a strand of hair from your face.
“Yeah well I think I’ve got a bit of a crush on you now...” he replies easily and you’re certain you’re dreaming now.
Toms had enough now, standing to make himself known.
“Niall, mate! How’re ya?” Tom asks stepping between the two of you, and you watch them hug. He knows everyone you think to yourself.
“Aye, Tommy! I’m great man, we have to go golfing soon!” Niall chirps and Tom nods. You roll your eyes as the two of them chit chat.
Two white boys of the month together. The power that they hold
Niall slaps Tom on the arms, something about texting him later before turning to you again. “Y/N, I was hoping that I could bother you for your phone number. Maybe we could get together some time?” He asks, holding out his phone to you.
“That’d be really nice” you hum, punching in your number.
Niall hugs you and says goodbye, and now it’s Toms turn to roll his eyes.
He doesn’t know why he’s so jealous, he’d never even made a move. He guessed he thought he had more time. And then it dawns on him. The two of you were done shooting, and this press tour wasn’t gonna last forever. You’d both go home and that would be that. Sure you’d stay in contact but it wouldn’t be the same as seeing your everyday. He had to move fast.
The interview wraps up and your both say thank you’s to interviewer and crew, walking out to the hallway.
“I cannot believe I met Niall Horan!” You exclaim, and Tom chuckles a little.
“You really gonna go on that date?” He asks, already dreading your answer.
You pause for a moment, “Yeah, if he actually texts me!”
“He’s definitely gonna text you...” Tom trails off and he can already see it playing out in his head. He doesn’t think he can take watching you and Niall galavant through town... or trend on Twitter if you ever did get together.
“He’s literally got a million other girls he could text, what makes you think so?” You nudge him, smiling softly at how your arms brushed against each other when you walked. You and Tom had become so close during the last few months, you felt like you’d known him forever. And knowing Tom you were expecting him to say some sarcastic answer, about he’d text you for premiere tickets just to really see him.
“Because you’re beautiful for one thing. Because you’re smart, and funny and talented. Because you’re kind and loving. I can think of a million reasons why I’d text you...why I’d do so much more than text you” he smiles, rubbing the back of his neck and you’re frozen in shock.
“Tom...”
“You don’t have to say anything back, I’ve gained a best friend in working with you and I don’t want to mess that up. I just wanted you to know”
You grab his hand and pull him into his dressing room.
“What’re you doing?” He asks confusedly.
“I didn’t want to cry in the hallway” you say, finally letting the tears fall.
“Tom I’ve been so anxious about all of this ending because I love being around you. I’ve never had a friend like you and I was so sad thinking about not seeing you all the time” you gush and Tom pulls you into a hug.
“Then we just won’t let each other go” he mumbles, face buried in your neck.
You pull back and wipe your tears, smirking at your friend “Did you tell me all this because you were jealous of Niall?”
“I mean, you literally jumped into his arms...” he teases.
You laugh, biting your lip before jumping up and Tom gets the memo to catch you.
“Now you’re even” you whisper looking down at Tom, wrapping your arms around his neck.
“Hmm, I could get used to this”
You take a deep breath, staring into his eyes. It wasn’t weird or awkward, it was like the two of you understood each other without speaking. You could feel his thumb rubbing against your back, tracing gentle circles.
“Are we about to kiss right now?”
Tom throws his head back in a laugh, “Only if you want to”
“I really want to”
You press your lips to his, eyes fluttering shut. His lips were soft and they tasted like the cherry chapstick you’d bought him as a gag gift for finishing filming on Cherry. The fact that he’s kept a silly thing like that from you made you weak.
You tilt your head, letting your tongue run against the seam of his lips and he parts them for you. Your tongues touch, mouths moving together effortlessly.
You don’t even realize Tom walking towards the couch in the center of the room until he’s laying you down on it. You pull your lips apart for a moment to catch your breath and Tom is hooking your leg over his side.
You can feel his hardness pressed to your center and you feel dizzy at how fast things escalated. But you loved it, and you wanted more.
You lift your hips to grind against him and Tom groans, shoving your dress up around your waist. You gasp, the cold air on your thighs creating goosebumps and Toms hands run over your skin, the warmth in from his fingertips almost felt like it burned.
He left a trail of fire from your bellybutton to the waist band of your panties, slowing pulling them down.
“I want to taste you” he hums, and your toes curl in your heels at his words. You’d be lying if you said you’d never thought of Tom like this, and god it was better than you imagined.
He kisses the insides of your thighs, one if his hands pushing you leg back to your chest. He looks up at your, brown hair falling just about his eyes as he takes his first lick up the length of your pussy.
“Oh god Tom...” you moan out, letting your head fall against the cushions.
He absolutely devours you, taking his time to explore every part of your wet heat. Your legs shake next to his head, and Tom puts his mouth over your clit, sucking gently and pushes two fingers into you.
You grab a pillow off the couch, placing it over your face to muffle your screams and Tom doesn’t let up. He curls his fingers upwards, working you closer and closer to the edge and you feel bad when the heel of your shoe digs into his back as you orgasm.
Tom licks you through it, a big smile on his face and all you can do is stare at him. Oh, he was definitely a problem. You glance down at the bulge in his pants, biting your lip.
He catches your stare, “You sure you want to?”
“Tom I’m positive” you assure him, repositioning yourself on the couch to make for a better angle.
Tom is kicking his way out his slacks in seconds, and you laugh at his antics. Your laughing stops when he pulls out his dick though.
“Jeez, Tom, where do hide that thing?” You ask and he rolls his eyes.
“You’re hilarious Y/N” he answers, climbing back on top of you.
Tom rubs himself through your folds and your pussy clenches in anticipation, you brace yourself waiting and ready for him but Tom pauses.
“This isn’t going to be a one time thing is it?” He asks, voice sounding small.
“You think you can eat my pussy like that and then we just go about our lives?” You joke but Tom wants a serious answer.
You tangle your hand in the hair at the back of his neck, “Tom, I want this. Us. Whatever we may become” you say softly, pulling him down for a kiss.
That’s all Tom needed, and he pushes into you. You moan against his lips, back arching. He filled you up perfectly, and when you thrust into you the first time you knew you wouldn’t last long.
“Y/N you feel amazing” he whispers next to your ear and you just hold on onto him, taking all the pleasure he was giving you. Everything just felt so right. The way he felt on top of you, and inside of you.
“Tom please don’t stop, don’t ever fucking stop” you beg and he groans again, lifting so he can look at your face.
“Fuck I won’t baby” he promises, hips moving faster now. He pounds into you, pushing against the way your legs wrapped around your waist. You just wanted him closer and closer.
“Tom...I’m gonna cum” you pant, hand moving town to his shoulder and digging your nails in.
“Cum for me Y/N” he encourages you, pushing all the way in and grinding.
You scream and shake, Toms hand shooting up to cover your mouth as you cum again.
You clench around him as he thrusts a few more times before cumming inside of you. He collapses on top of you, burying his face in your chest.
“So you’re gonna block Niall when he texts you right?”
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skfjsksjdn hey guyssss❤️ i literally live for jealous Tom :))) I hope u all enjoy this, drunk part 4 will be up Saturday!!
Photo Creds to @spiderszman 📸
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diamcndgirl · 3 years
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have you ever thought to yourself, “hmm, i love one direction and i love waltrp... i wonder what would happen if we gave every taken character a one direction song that reminds me of them??” well, don’t worry because even if it never crossed your mind because it did for me. i’m back once again with another silly little #waltmeme for you with songs by one direction or their solo albums that remind me of your characters. the choices can have something to do with a certain lyric, the title, or just the all around vibe it gives me that makes me think of them. don’t worry everything is under ‘read more’ and in alphabetical order-- or whatever order the taken list is in. p.s. not everyone has a blurb. but i still had a reason for everyone. if you really wanna know why just dm me and i'll give an explanation. love u mean it.
ALEJANDRO DIAZ - STOLE MY HEART / ONE DIRECTION
“you stole my heart with just one look” alejandro, my love, my heart. it’s clear the reason i chose this song is because it talks about having something stolen. but, you and your band of misfit criminal friends can steal my heart any day.
AURORA CAPULET - LITTLE THINGS / ONE DIRECTION
“i can’t let these little things slip out of my mouth” aurora you may be thinking.. this song talks about all my imperfections why would you pick such a thing? oh no! it’s not because i think you’re imperfect at all. it’s because i’m totally in love with all the little things that make you who you are.. and not to mention i couldn’t not give you a ballad. 
ANNA ARNADALR - HEY ANGEL / ONE DIRECTION
“hey angel do you ever try to come to the other side?” this whole song has anna vibes. anna, you’re an angel.. did you know that? well, angel… when you aren’t busy trying to fix your sisterly connection come to the other side and hang out with me.
BECKHAM TEAGUE - NICE TO MEET YA / NIALL
“i want your number tattooed on my arm in ink i swear.” the song, the lyrics, the vibe all just fits beckham’s personality very well. 
BENNET DOE - SWEET CREATURE / HARRY
“sweet creature running through the garden oh where nothing bothered us.”  sweet, soft, and lovely bennet.. sweet creature is one of my favorite songs in the world and it reminds me so much of you. i couldn’t pick a character better than you to give it to. 
BARLEY LIGHTFOOT - CANYON MOON / HARRY
“i keep thinking back to a time under the canyon moon.” lyrically this song doesn’t fit you, barley. not truly. but, aesthetically it reminds me of you very much. you’re adventurous and a little out there just like this harry styles tune. the bridge especially gives me a vibe of riding around in guinevere out on an adventure.
CASSANDRA JAGER - ONLY THE BRAVE / LOUIS
“tall stories on the page, short glories on the fade.” cassandra reminds me of strength and being brave (wink wink). and this song just reminds me of you, cass. though short it gives me a feeling like i can kick some ass. 
DANI DENNISON - THROUGH THE DARK / ONE DIRECTION
“oh i will carry you over fire and water for your love and i will hold you closer hope your heart is strong enough.” i love dani.. like really really love your sweet soul. she’s the cutest truly. just the sound and lyrics remind me so much of her and her heart to help the ones she cares about. 
DAPHNE BLAKE - LITTLE BLACK DRESS / ONE DIRECTION
“i wanna see the way you move for me, baby” clearly this song isn’t anything to write home about lyrically. but, when i hear this song i get all excited and ready to go take on the world. something about it makes me feel like i’m the hottest girl in the room and it should go to the hottest girl in the room.. which is you, daphne.
ELIZABETH MCQUEEN - WOMAN / HARRY 
“i hope you can see, the shape that I’m in while he’s touching your skin.” hi elizabeth.. this song is just hot. you’re just hot.. i really am jealous of monty and would take his place at any given moment if you let me.
ELSA ARNADALR - DON’T LET IT BREAK YOUR HEART / LOUIS
“don’t you let it kill you even when it hurts like hell. oh, whatever tears you apart don’t let it break your heart.” elsa, you’re truly the strongest girl i know. this song just radiates that energy of getting over what you’ve been through and not letting it break you down. 
EMILY LORELEYN - BLUE / ZAYN
“in the clouds where the angels sing. in your eyes, where i wanna be and her smile is all i see….. i need someone to love me blue.” emily is a goddess okay.. like she’s so beautiful and kindhearted. this song is so beautiful and then also the ‘love me blue’. reminds me of her origin and how she waited for love until she passed and turned blue. 
EUGENE FITZHERBERT - ONE WAY OR ANOTHER (TEENAGE KICKS) / ONE DIRECTION
“and when the lights are all out.. i’ll follow your bus downtown.” oh horace.. this whole song just fits you so well.. the teenage kicks mashup with the joan jett classic. it just embodies you so well. i don’t think i could’ve picked a better song for you. 
FLORIAN CHARMONT - NIGHT CHANGES / ONE DIRECTION
FRANCIS KYDD - SOMETHING GREAT / ONE DIRECTION
“come on, jump out at me. come on, bring everything. is it too much to ask for something great? the script was written and i could not change a thing. i want to rip it all to shreds and start again.” there isn’t a real lyrical reason i picked this song for you, francis. just something about it made me think of you. just gave me a feeling that it was theatrical enough for you, dear.
FRAN BERNOULLI - NO CONTROL / ONE DIRECTION
“i just can’t get enough of you the pedal’s down, my eyes are closed. no control” did i pick this song because you’re a race car driver and it made me giggle… yes, and because i haven an uncontrollable crush on you, fran. 
FRED FREDRICKSON - SAVE YOU TONIGHT / ONE DIRECTION
“i, i wanna save you. wanna save your heart tonight. he’ll only break ya. leave you torn apart inside.” fredzilla, my absolute favorite hero. i dedicate this to you. simple but effective.
FREDDY JONES - END OF THE DAY / ONE DIRECTION
GEORGIE FOXWORTH - SOUR DIESEL / ZAYN
GRACELYNN MOON - HAPPILY / ONE DIRECTION
this is my favorite one direction song, gracie and i’m giving it to you. so take care of it and understand that it’s upbeat sound reminds me of you and your cute behind.
HADES VASILIKAS - STOCKHOLM SYNDROME / ONE DIRECTION
you steal people. but if you stole me.. i’d fall in love. that’s all really.
HAVEN LEMOS - STEAL MY GIRL / ONE DIRECTION
HERCULES ZERVOUS - STRONG / ONE DIRECTION 
get it because you’re strong? hehe.
HOWL PENDRAGON - ILLUSION / ONE DIRECTION
IAN LIGHTFOOT - MAGIC / ONE DIRECTION
JACK FROST - LET IT SNOW, LET IT SNOW / LIAM
i’m sorry but i’m not sorry i chose this song for you, jack. feel free to hate me forever. 
JIM HAWKINS - WE MADE IT / LOUIS
KIARA SANTUCCI - NOBODY COMPARES / ONE DIRECTION
LILO PELEKAI -  SHE’S NOT AFRAID / ONE DIRECTION
LOGAN TEAGUE - TEENAGE DIRTBAG / ONE DIRECTION
LUCA PAGURO - SUMMER LOVE / ONE DIRECTION
MAEL CALCIFER - FIREPROOF / ONE DIRECTION
“i’m feeling something deep inside. hotter than a jet stream burning up.” i’d only want to be fireproof for you, mael. there is just something about you that wins my heart. i’d walk through fire for you.
MAVIS VADUVA - 
MEG DIMITRIOU - SHE / HARRY 
MOLLIE SILVER - KISS YOU / ONE DIRECTION
MONTY MCQUEEN - ROCK ME / ONE DIRECTION
“hit the pedal heavy metal, show me you care.” not only do i want you to rock me, monty. the only reason i chose this song is because i have a nascar inspired shirt for this and it reminds me of you. 
NALA OMITA - NEW ANGEL / NIALL HORAN
NUKA LEU - PILLOWTALK / ZAYN
ORION BARTHOLOMEW - KIWI / HARRY 
orion, are we sure you’ve never had a woman accuse you of being her baby daddy? either way, this songs vibe just makes sense for you, dear.
PENELOPE HAINLINE - GIRL ALMIGHTY / ONE DIRECTION
“she floats through the room on a big balloon. some say she’s such a fake that her love is made up.” penny, you are aware you’re the literal coolest girl in the world this song just proves it more. 
PHILIP CHARMONT - WOLVES / ONE DIRECTION
REAGAN CYMBELINE - SUNFLOWER VOL 6 / HARRY
“sunflower my eyes want you more than a melody.” reagan, besides the fact you’re a literal walking and talking sunflower there is just a sweet feeling i get when i hear this song and its the same feeling i get when i think of you. 
RITA HOLDEN - ONLY ANGEL / HARRY 
SADIE TEAGUE - KILL MY MIND / LOUIS
SIMBA SANTUCCI - TIO / ZAYN
SHAGGY ROGERS  - WHAT A FEELING / ONE DIRECTION
SOPHIE HATTER - ADORE YOU / HARRY
THACKERY BINX - SMALL TALK / NIALL
VITANI LEU - MIDNIGHT MEMORIES / ONE DIRECTION
“tell me that i’m wrong but i do what i please.” vitani, if anyone in elias is gonna say fuck you i’m doing what i want.. it’s you. 
VELMA DINKLEY  - BACK FOR YOU / ONE DIRECTION
VIDIA BELLEFONTE - SHE / ZAYN
WALLY AXIOM - PERFECT / ONE DIRECTION
WILL TURNER - LIKE I WOULD / ZAYN
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thecurlsofgod · 4 years
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Friendship Test || Tom Holland
Fandom: Tom Holland (feat. other ones, partially)
Pairing: Tom Holland x actor!reader (PLATONIC)
Word Count: 1112
Warnings: Swearing; Tiny sexual innuendos; Mentions of other celebrities (Ashton Irwin, Joshua Bassett, Will Smith); Mostly dialogue (I’m not kidding, this is literally almost all talking. To keep you guessing ;); MORE VERY VERY BAD WRITING (read at your own risk)
Okay! Two fics in two days, go me! 
I was thinking I could make a spin-off of blurbs/one-shots with the celebrities mentioned in this (not so much Will). I don’t know, it’s still in the thought process. 
Also, sorry the reader and Tom aren’t together in this. If I do make spin-offs (which I probably will), you’ll have, like pre-made relationships, so you can request your own situations with them. 
I took most of this from the friendship test Glamour did with Niall Horan and Lewis Capaldi.
Hehe another thing, I don’t usually blur out cursing, but since it’s an interview, I did. !!! More Author’s note at the end !!!
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"Hi, I'm Y/N Y/L/N."
"And I'm Tom Holland."
"And we're taking the Glamour friendship test." You both say at the same time, causing you both to laugh.
"In case you don't know, I play Marcy in Spies In Disguise-" You start, only to be interrupted by Tom.
"And I play Walter. Our characters have no relationship between each other whatsoever, but Y/N and I have been friends for years, so when Glamour asked us if we wanted to do a friendship test we were like, 'Hell yeah!'"
"So now here we are... taking a friendship test. This test right here determines whether we are true friends or not. It's kinda scary if you think about it."
"My palms are sweaty." Tom wipes his hands on his pants.
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Y/N [FRIENDS WITH TOM]
TOM [FRIENDS WITH Y/N]
"I'm going to ask you a bit about your friendship with Tom."
"Mmmkay. We met when I was living in London. I had to play his love interest in a film. It was honestly my least favorite film I've ever been in. The plot was great, the script was great, my character was great, but the fact that my love interest was being played by Tom... hated that. Absolutely hated that."
"Okay, wow. That was fucking rude."
"Oh my god, Tom. You can't just cuss on here."
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"What's one of your fondest memories of each other?"
"Mine is a time we got drunk together. Now, I'm an emotional drunk. That's fine, you know? Everyone has their baggage, but Y/N here-"
"Tom noooooooo..."
"-but Y/N here is a very... crazy drunk?"
"I hate you so much. So, so, so, so much."
"It was honestly scary. Y/N's boyfriend was there. His name is Ashton. Ashton Irwin of 5 Seconds of Summer, their new album CALM is out, stream it, sorry I'm getting distracted, but anyways Ashton was there and... and, uh, If Walls Could Talk came on and Y/N here got a little too excited."
"Now, I know that this really shouldn't be said on the Internet, but Y/N doesn't care- Y/N, you don't care, right?'
"Yes, I care very m-"
"See, she doesn’t care. As I was saying, If Walls Could Talk came on, right? Y/N here decided to take her shirt off. Listen, I'm a man, I am a male, I enjoy a little strip show now and then, but to see it with your best friend who is in a committed relationship is kinda horrifying."
"Ashton had to drag her out of the house- and I swear that Y/N was, like, shitface drunk. It was like she didn't even realize she was in a room full of people when she did it. Great memory."
"Haha, super fucking funny."
"Who's cussing now?"
"Shut up. Anyways, my favorite memory would have to be when we did this homemade music video thing? My other friend, Joshua- Joshua Bassett, did this with his cast on High School Musical: The Musical: The Series. They did, like a music video to Bang Bang by Jessie J and when I saw it I was like, 'Tom we should totally do this!'"
"So, we did. But instead of Bang Bang, it was... Telephone by Lady Gaga featuring Beyoncé. And it was honestly just a really fun thing to make, and... yeah."
"That is a nice memory."
"Yeah. Notice how I didn't pick one just to embarrass you?"
"Hey, I can't choose what my favorite memory is."
"Fuck you. I should have done this with Will instead."
"Oh, like Will would ever take a friendship test with you!"
"You'd be surprised."
"What the hell is that supposed to mean?"
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EXERCISE ONE | GIVE EACH OTHER COMPLIMENTS
"This is gonna be hard."
"I hate you so much, you don't even understand."
"Trust me, I know."
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"Ummm... You have a great style. Like, your style is way better than mine-"
"Everybody's style is better than yours."
"What was that?"
"Nothing. Go on."
"That's actually all I have for you."
"Oh really?" "Yeah."
"Okay, Tom.. you have a nice accent. It's really, you know, British?"
"You got a thing for guys with accents then?"
"Don't fucking talk to me after this ever again."
"Gladly."
"That compliment was a lie by the way. I just wanted you to know."
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EXERCISE TWO | HUG FOR ONE MINUTE
"You guys are trying to kill me aren't you?"
"Did you guys talk to Ashton about this? Did my boyfriend agree to this?"
"You act like we haven't hugged for longer than a minute."
Tom steps closer to you and wraps his arms around your somehow smaller frame.
"The worst part is that he gives good hugs."
"You know how many people would kill to be in your position?"
"None"
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EXERCISE THREE | MIRROR EACH OTHER'S DANCE MOVES
"Nah. Fuck this."
"This is gonna be good."
You watch Tom do a backflip. In return, you get on your knees (luckily you were wearing pants for this promo day) and do a summersault.
"That's the best you're gonna get."
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EXERCISE FOUR (THE FINAL EXERCISE) | TRUST FALLS
"I don't like this." You say as Tom steps behind you.
"Just do it. Just close your eyes... and fall."
"I don't what the fuck you just said to me, but never say it to me again."
"Can't you tell that we're best friends?" Tom says to the camera.
"I hope they can't. I hope they can see how much I hate you."
"Oh my god, just fall already."
You close your eyes and cross your hands over your chest for dramatics.
"Catch me or die."
"R.I.P to me then."
You're hoping that he's joking because as soon as you say that you're falling, and then you're caught. You get up with Tom's help and fix your shirt.
"Good move. Your turn."
Tom watches as you move behind him. 
"Same goes for you. If you drop me, I'll hurt you."
"Good thing I like pain."
And then Tom is falling. You're standing at the perfect angle behind him to catch him, but you don't feel anything. You're confused for a nanosecond until you hear a heavy thump.
"What the fuck, Y/N?"
"Why would you fall forwards? Who the fuck falls forwards?"
"I fucking do! Where the hell were you?"
"Well, I was standing behind you. Ready to catch you, and then you fell forwards like a fucking idiot on America's Funniest Home Videos."
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"Thank you guys for watching."
"Yes, thank you! Although it looks like we hate each other, we promise you we are best friends."
"Please watch Spies In Disguise, in theaters now and subscribe to Glamour's youtube channel."
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Anyways, as I was saying before... you can send me situations with the characters in this (Tom, Joshua, and Ashton) or even throw in some new celebrities and I can make spin-off oneshots from this universe. I hope that makes sense because it didn’t to me.
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1dcraftawards · 4 years
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November Author of the Month...
Drumroll please.... our November Author of the Month is none other than the incredibly talented...
@all-things-fic ! 
Congratulations to a wonderful author, Liz! You can check out our interview with her below!
1.Did you start writing fanfiction for One Direction, or was there another fandom that you wrote fanfiction for before this?
I have one fic that I wrote for One Direction Fanfic Archive, that will never see the light of day. It was really awful, but everyone starts somewhere. I’ve shared it with two people on Tumblr and we just laughed about it.
I’ve also written a Niall Horan fic which has been flagged for how explicit it is, which is quite laughable as it’s tame in comparison to the Harry stuff (eek!)
2. How old were you when you started writing fanfiction?
I was a teenager when I first started writing fics. I don’t know if I would consider it “proper” fanfic though as it was riddled with cliches.
3. What’s been your favorite fic that you’ve written to work on so far?
For the longest time I was proud of the second part of Divorce Harry and specifically the second part. It just felt real to write. I can’t even explain what it is about that piece.
I think at the time it stemmed from an ask I received where I was asked if I was a parent - I’m not - but this someone said I portrayed aspects of a marriage and how children can tip the balance really well.
The sheer bitterness of two people in love and the juxtaposed feeling it brings was an interesting dynamic. Being bitter and in love? How? It happens. You love someone, but bloody hell don’t you hate at the same time.
And I think on the hand Quarantine Harry is the opposite side of the same coin. I love it because it’s so happy. When you’re smitten and basking. Your baby waking you up at 3am and meeting your husband on the landing with the freshly made bottle is a time to enjoy because you’re doing it together.
But soon enough the third child is sprawled out in your kingsize bed and their foot is pressed against your ribs and you're tired. This isn’t me saying the two stories are linked (I do get those theories quite a lot haha)
4. Do you prefer AU or OU?
Definitely more of an OU gal. I’m massively into writing things “realistically” because I think it’s so relatable and helps draw readers in more so. Especially if the writing uses and references visuals that readers are aware of.
5. What’s your favorite trope to write?
Would we call a long-term relationship / established relationship a trope? If so then this is my favourite. Writing characters who know how to push each other’s buttons, knowing what they can and can’t say to get the other going. Being able to write two people who can share as little as a glance and know what the other is feeling.
Sprinkle a bit of angst on the top for good measure.
That’s my kryptonite.
6. What’s your ideal space to write in?
I tend to write when I’m in bed quite a bit, usually really late at night and on my phone rather than my laptop. Often lying in the dark. Sometimes first thing in a morning.
7. How do you get motivation to write?
This one made me laugh considering I’m unable to finish a single piece of writing at the minute.
Pictures are quite inspiring. New images of Harry can usually start something in me. The images of him in the whacky joggers for example from set have inspired a scene in Quarantine Harry (who knows for which part just yet!).
8. Do you typically like to listen to music when you write? If so, what do you listen to?
Very rarely listen to anything when I write, I tend to like silence really. Sometimes this is so I can dictate into my phone.
9. Your dialogue is some of the best I’ve ever read on tumblr, how do you plan conversations in your fics?
Thank you for the compliment, it’s really nice to read that you think so highly of my dialogue. I don’t really plan them - conversations or my fics. I’m quite visual in how I write, so anything that you’ve read I’ve most likely had it play out in my mind and typed it as it’s moved. For dialogue I tend to speak out loud as I’m typing to try and get the pacing right for the conversation.
No, I don’t try to do a Manc accent… Just in case anyone is wondering haha!
10. What is your writing process like?
I write what I see and then hope it fits. Honestly it’s pretty chaotic. The only time I tend to plan is when I’ve got a lot of different scenes written and I need to know if they’re suitable for an update or what order to place them.
Then I read through them and think about the characters and how they would be a certain time and move the documents into another document. Then I close all the tabs and cry cause my motivation is nonexistent.
11. What’s been your favorite scene to write from Quarantine Harry?
One that hasn’t been shared haha! I’m joking (maybe).
From part one my favourite bit has to be the part where she makes up with him by taking him a cuppa and he gets a dig in about how she hasn’t brought any biscuits with her. Also the bit where he says “come an’ love me” meaning he wants to cuddle. I’m quite conscious I don’t really ever write soppy fics, so when I’m writing “fluffy” aspects they’re more so everyday affections. Like, you know someone is properly in love with you when they’re doing the washing up cause you’re busy, or they’re taking out the bins on bin day. That kinda thing.
From part two absolutely the entirety of the morning where she takes the pregnancy test. That was the part I had as clear as day and I worked backwards to the opening scene. I really loved the idea of Harry knowing his partner is pregnant before said partner knows. Him knowing his lovers body like the back of his hand so much so that he’s able to pick up on the smallest of things.  I knew I had to write it.
And how he casually suggested she took the test, by pressing a kiss into her back. His face finding that test and then being an insufferable sod and pleased with himself cause he’s in the know about the outcome before the MC.
12. Is there a schedule you follow in terms of when you write? Or are you more impulsive and just write where and when you can?
So impulsive it’s actually embarrassing. I cringe at myself. I know I’ve mentioned this loads but I really write what I see. So if I’m not seeing anything, I’m not writing. It’s quite frustrating.
13. What is one thing you wish you would’ve known before you started writing?
To not talk about your writing before you’ve finished it. I feel like I massively let people down when I post sneak peeks and then I can’t deliver because life gets on top of me!
14. What do you prefer writing, multi-chaptered fics or one shots?
One shots and then if they develop into something more that can be exciting!
15. What's your secret to portraying such a complex and interesting relationship between your main characters??
Personal trauma…… *tumbleweed at another one of my poorly thought out jokes*
I’m a bit stumped on how to answer this one. I think being well read(ish) helps you create complex characters and relationships, not saying that I am but I’ve read a fair few books. Life in general helps too, sometimes personal relationships. Just growing up. My fic when I was younger was nowhere near the type of things I’m writing now but I’ve got a couple (okay, more than a couple!) of years on myself since then.
I think just apply your own lived experiences and call upon emotions you may have felt through certain times that you’re writing should you have experience it.
Partly I also think so many of us are a little bit nosy. Sometimes we all kinda want to be the fly on the wall in the home of couples to see if everything is a rosy as it seems or as intimate. Or whether it is just raw passion with a couple of arguments thrown in for good measure.
16. What Harry era/mood/look/vibe/song/etc. do you get most inspired by?
What’s weird is my favourite era of Harry is 2014, but I wouldn’t want to write him like that. The current Harry is quite marvellous. I’ve never known anyone like him, he really is fine wine (the real album title…. ‘we’ll be a fine wine’)
If you’re asking what mood I like to see him in, it’s either when he's pensive and looks a touch pissed off with a crease to his brow or when you watch his joke his eyes before he’s even said it and he’s amused/pleased with himself.
His current look, mainly late 2019/2020 is quite something (hence the quarantine fics)
I tend not to get inspired by his songs but my two faves if I had to pick would be Woman and TBSL. I think they’re massive Scorpio energy and would make great premises for a one shot sometime!
I’m not sure if I even answered this how you wanted it answer but hopefully it was something haha!
17. Who or what inspired you to start writing?
I’ve always loved writing, I think it’s because I do a lot of it with my line of work. The person that gave me the push on this site was actually an account called @meetyourmouths. The lovely Iz is no longer on tumblr but she wrote a Harry piece that just made me think ‘fuck it’ and I posted Practicing. If you go to that piece the authors note makes mention to Iz.
I would also say @stylishmuser was one of the first people to reach out to me and be encouraging which has always stuck with me. Massive love for, P and still talk to her all these years on.
I’m now sat here thinking about listing all the lovely lovely people who have been so nice to me both in regards to writing and outside of it and I’m conscious I’m not mentioning them. The troubles of being a bit of a people pleaser. Hopefully those people know I love ‘em… You know?
18. Some readers are wary of leaving feedback because they're unsure how the writer will take it, how do you personally like to receive feedback? Do you want to be critiqued, or would you like to just know if they did or didn't enjoy what they've read?
First thing I’d say is please don’t ever think as readers you can’t be negative. Sure there is a way to present the feedback to the author cause writing can be quite personal, but everyone has room for growth.
Just come chat to me. Can be about anything and everything. A simple ‘loved the update’ to ‘this bit was rubbish’. I’m open to all feedback.
One thing to remember is there are a lot of writers out there so there is something for everybody. If a fic isn’t for you there are tons out there waiting for you to go and grab ‘em!
19. Is writing a hobby or do you have aspirations of writing professionally outside of fanfiction?
I used to think it was mainly more so a hobby, and I do still lean towards this. However, now I’m not so sure. My problem is I tend to have long spells of not being able to find balance in my ‘real life’ job and the extra-curricular stuff.
I’m dragging myself here but I don’t think my fics have much plot to them. I’m more so about writing the everyday life and I don’t think there is a market for that really (unless you have something explosive happen somewhere).
20. And finally, What's your purpose for writing? What do you hope to accomplish?
For a while I wanted to write Harry being insufferably British. I found it quite hard to find writings that I thought wrote him using Britsh-isms (is this even a thing?) and types of phrases that are common over this side of the pond. I wanted to put that out there for someone who may have once felt like me.
Mostly,  I just want to put pieces out that take people elsewhere, even if only for a couple of minutes. A lot of the world is a bleak place, if you find my little corner on tumblr and it makes you smile, that’s achieved something, hasn't it?
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((for everyone who sent a request i swear I am working on them and all of them are in my drafts! for now, this is a wattpad request so i wanted to get it out the way :) i have not forgotten about u!))
They'll love you
y/n turned herself in the mirror over-examining every part of herself to make sure she was absolutely perfect for tonight. it was a party, but not just any party. her boyfriend niall, who she's been dating for eight months (give or take) invited her to celebrate the success of the 'Made in the A.M' album. she was pumped of course, getting to spend time with niall, who she really didn't see as often due to his busy work schedule was like a gift sent from heaven— that is until she realized she was meeting the rest of one direction.
it wasn't like she didn't want to, no, she thought nothing was better than getting to know the group of friends, family even, that niall spent most of his time with. the thing was that niall never was one for relationships; he was the only one in the band who wasn't with someone 24/7, and yes of course he had some short term relationships but they were all private and never got to the point of meeting the people in his life he values the most. that all changed with y/n, his world, his whole heart. when they hit their five month anniversary he took her straight to his family who showered her in love and affection, which she reciprocated almost immediately. she got along well with the whole horan household, even little theo who was now utterly attached to his new play mate, as he called it. she just fit in so well, even so much so that his dad told him she's for sure a keeper.
of course dating niall horan with you also being in the modeling industry was not something that everyone would bat their eyes at and look the other direction. everywhere you went cameras did too; soon the world knew about you and niall and honestly neither one of you cared. there were pictures of you holding hands, laughing, and even niall at one of your runway shows. soon that turned into rumors, then confirmation, which then turned into all the one direction boys on his ass about meeting the girl that made his cheeks grow bright red when she was brought up. they teased him about it, because that's just how they were but in the deepest parts of their hearts they all genuinely we're beyond happy that he finally was with someone that made him happy.
thus why they practically begged niall to bring you along to the party, which then led him to ask you one night in bed after you two had just calmed down from what you were sure was the best sex you ever had. you were hesitant, but nonetheless you agreed but now that the day was here you weren't so sure anymore.
niall was already dressed and downstairs waiting for you while you critiqued every inch of your outfit, fighting with your own mind on whether you should just call off everything and disapoint niall and the boys who were more excited to meet you than you thought. after ten minutes passed niall ran up the stairs to see what was going on, only to frown when he saw your helpless expression staring back at him in the mirror. "what's wrong babe?" he sighed, hugging you from behind and laying his head in the crook of your neck. you let out a deep breath relishing in the feeling and letting your fingers graze through the tips of his blonde hair "I'm just nervous..dont think I look good. I don't know" you whispered, not flinching when his lips made contact with your cheek. he hummed quietly "I think you beautiful love. wanna rip this dress right off you actually" niall, the very promiscuous man said with a smirk that only grew larger when you laughed rolling your eyes. he laughed along with you, making the conversation happier then added, "but seriously babe, your absolutely gorgeous. don't know why you're nervous.. they're so excited to meet ya and i know they'll love you." he finished, his irish accent ringing in your ears with reassurance.
next thing you knew you were partying the night away with a drunk niall by your side, sluring words together that even you couldn't understand due to how much alcohol was in his system. he held you close the whole night, not once letting you leave his grasp even when louis tried to get you to the dance floor. speaking of louis, the boys loved you. they saw the way you looked at him, even when he was being an idiot and drinking more than he could hold down. of course you tried to moderate his drinking (because God knows he's gonna be hung over and upset tomorrow) but with the boys talking to you and joking around you suddenly forgot the count of drinks he had taken.
"ready to go babe?" you shouted over the music once you noticed his slight tilt in the way he walked. he shook his head closing his eyes and letting his body move to the music "nooo, we haven't even partied yet" niall shouted, yet the lot of you were in a circle partying the night away. harry laughed taking another cup of beer away from niall and switching it with water to which he pouted at. "think it's time for y/n to take you home bro" liam said with a smile which then fell into embarrassment when everyone began to laugh. "not like that— gosh, you guys are gross!" liam laughed as louis held his stomach while he wheezed out a laugh. it really wasn't that funny but they were all drunk and childish so really, it was. you rolled your eyes laughing then began to steady niall seeing he was becoming dead weight on your shoulder. "okay we're gonna go now, bye guys, it was really nice meeting you all" you said with a genuine smile which they all happily returned.
the boys said their goodbyes while hugging both you and niall before harry came stumbling over to you along with the rest of the boys just as you were heading out with a much more sober niall (due to the water you basically made him chug down.) you shot him a confused look before he spoke up "can you actually drive us y/n? we're all way to drunk and our driver's caught up in traffic so he won't be here for another hour, sorry if we're bothering—" you cut his rambling off with a hand on his shoulder "it's alright. you guys all get in the back" you said, gesturing to your black mercedes amg off in the distance before adding "and don't ruin my seats" as they scurried off in a race to your car.
you knew this was gonna be a long night once they began to fight over what song to play and liam and louis couldn't seem to decided whether they wanted the windows up or down but you we're glad they liked you and accepted you as niall's girlfriend.
and they too we're glad niall had found himself someone so down to earth and nice as you.
the end! this was a request from my wattpad which you can go follow if you want (@harrysafternoon), i have a lot more oneshots there that gravitate more towards harry but I do have all the other boys on there too.
hope you liked it :) it's kinda rushed but i tried!
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honey-andtea1889 · 4 years
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AN: Hi darlings!! I’m really happy to see a lot of people enjoying Battered and Bruised! With that in mind, I’m writing yet another story! This time with the absolutely amazing Niall Horan! I hope y’all love it and please feel free to request something! 
Summary: Y/N’s best friend Niall invites her over to celebrate the success of Heartbreak Weather. However, the night takes a sweet twist after a few glasses of wine
Warnings: swearing, tons of fluff
Song: Night Changes by One Direction
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“In celebrity news today, Niall Horan released a new album called ‘Heartbreak Weather’. So far the album has sold almost record breaking copies and has two singles on Billboard’s hot 100!” 
You smiled brightly hearing the news. Your best friend was doing such an amazing job with his new album, you could help the feeling of happiness filling your heart. You of all people knew how much this album meant to him. He wanted to make sure it was perfect for the fans, he didn’t waste one second correcting lyrics that sounded funny, getting the right chord, even making sure that his voice flowed with said lyrics. Niall worked so hard for where he’s at today and you couldn’t be more proud. 
The two of you go way back. You meant when you were two years old. 
Your parents had just moved from London to Mullingar, Ireland due to your mother’s job promotion. Your family was moving their things in the house when you ran across the street, your little, chubby. legs flying over to the new neighbor’s yard. Your giggles filled the air as you pick up a small ball on the ground. 
Soon, a young boy came and snatched the all away from you. Your tears and cries filled the air, causing both yours and the boys parents to run over to the noise. 
“Lovie, what happened? Are you hurt?” Your mother asked, picking you up and rubbing your hair. 
All you could do was cry and point at the little ball that the boy was holding. His parents coming over and slipped him into his mother’s arms. The boy grumbled as he clutched onto the ball. His mother noticed and let out a breathy chuckle. 
“Niall, darling, we ‘ave to share with the new neighbors. Can’t keep all these toys to ya self.” His mother spoke. 
Niall turned his head into his mother’s neck, shying away from the new family. Both sets of parents chuckled and introduced themselves. They chatted for a while, leaving the two children to their own devices. Niall eventually gave you the ball and you both played together. 
As the years went on, you both became closer than ever. Your parents almost believed you two would end up married, however that was a long shot. You knew your feelings for Niall were strong, but you weren’t sure how he felt. Once you began to think Niall had feelings for you, he’d end up with a girlfriend. Your heart would shatter but you knew that his happiness was more important than anything, so you’d simply let it happen and support his every move. 
Your phone lit up as it rang. Niall’s contact photo showed up on the screen and you smiled before answering it. 
“Hello superstar!” You greeted. 
“Hi ya darlin’! You doin’ anythin’ tonight?” He asked. 
“No actually. I had a date but he ended up cancelling. Caught me at a good time, Horan.” You giggled as you entered your room. 
“Am I needing sleepover clothes?” 
“Yes! We’re celebrating the new album! Don’t want ya driving if ya’ve been drinking.” Niall said, chuckling over his own excitement. 
You smiled. He’s always been so protective over you. That’s part of the reason why you had caught feelings for him. He was always so caring. He’d make sure that you were safe and happy whenever you went out, he’d check up on whenever you were anxious about something. He always put your happiness first, that’s what made him one of the best. 
You packed an overnight bag, grabbing your toothbrush, pajamas, clothes for the next day, and even slipped in a nice bottle of red wine that your father gave you as a promotion gift from work. You made sure everything was set and ready to go before telling Niall you were on your way. Once you hung up the phone, you grabbed your bag and headed to the car. 
Niall’s place wasn’t too far from yours. Ten minute drive at most, really. You pulled into the driveway, turning down the radio and grabbing your bag. You got to the door and entered his home. 
“OH NIALLER!” you yelled as you took off your shoes. 
You could hear Niall laugh as he made his way to you. You dropped your bag and ran over to give him the biggest hug you can. His arms wrapped around your waist and picked you up, squeezing you tightly as he spun you around. Your giggles filled the air when he kissed your temple sweetly. 
Your friendship was one that everyone craved. Not only did you two laugh together but you also managed to be there for each other when times got hard. You were his rock and he was yours and whenever something big happened, you both were there to celebrate. It was almost like you two needed each other. 
“Niall I’m so proud of you! Never fail to make me proud.” You gushed, squishing his face as he giggled. 
“Thanks Y/N. I really couldn’t have done it without ya.” He said. 
You blushed and hugged him tightly. His cologne entered your nostrils and you swooned. He smelled of vanilla and whiskey. Your favorite. 
As you pulled away, you smiled at the Irish lad in front of you, taking in his appearance. He wore a white t shirt with some black sweatpants, accompanying it with his signature glasses. He looked so cozy and warm. His light brown hair was a bit of a floppy mess but that was what pulled the look together. 
“Oh! Guess what I brought!” You said as you ran over to your bag. 
You pulled out the bottle of wine. Niall smiled brightly as he grabbed the wine from you and went to the kitchen. You followed quickly. You caught up to him and hopped up on the counter. A loud pop sounded though the house as Niall opened the wine. He poured the sweet drink in two glasses, handing one to you an raising his in the air.
“To new beginnings!” Niall cheered. 
“To Heartbreak Weather!” You smiled as you both sipped your drinks. 
Niall grinned and downed his drink. The night took off from there. 
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After a few hours, the two of you were more wine drunk than mothers at a PTA meeting. You both were dancing to Niall’s song ‘Small Talk’, belting the lyrics. 
“Tell me what you want because you know I want it too Let's skip all the small talk and go straight up to your room I've been thinking what I'd do when I'm alone with you Just say nothing, small talk only gets in the way“ 
The song ended and ‘No Judgement’ started up. Niall’s eyes lit up and he went back to singing. You laughed at him, watching as he danced around his living room. You joined back in the dancing, closing the large distance between the two of you. 
Niall took your hand and spun you around. You both smiled and giggled when he pulls you closer to him. Niall leaned his forehead on yours as the song ended, wrapping his arms around your waist. You lived for intimate moments like this, just the two of you holding each other, whispering like someone will hear your darkest secrets. Just the two of you being yourselves with no one to tell you that you’re not allowed to even hug one another. 
 Ever since he auditioned for the X Factor, it was hard to do this. He had the paps on him for the last ten years and with touring, he just couldn’t have these moments with you like he wanted to. Niall himself wanted times like this one more often than he’ d like to admit, especially to you. 
Truth was, Niall couldn’t get you out of his head. 
It started after the release of ‘Flicker’. You guys were at the release party just enjoying the music and the feeling of the night. You wore a stunning dress that ended at the middle of your thigh. The red, low cut dress accentuated your curves. The long sleeves were flowy but fit snuggly around your wrists. The look was completed with a pair of Louis Vuitton red bottoms. 
Niall’s eyes bulged out of his sockets when he spotted you in the crowd. You just looked beautiful, it took his breath away. 
“Hey stranger! Congrats on the album!” You squealed as you hugged him tightly. 
Niall smiled and hugged you back tightly, slowly trying to keep his hips away from you so you don’t see the growing erection he had. 
“I’m so glad you’re here, love. It means way more than you could ever know.” He smiled. 
You blushed and looked at the floor. Soon, Niall was pulled away to give a quick announcement before they played the album. As he made his way to the stage, Niall’s eyes found yours and you smiled at him. 
His heart damn near leaped out of his chest. He was more nervous for you to hear the album. There was one song on there that was not only for you, but about you. His heart pounded in his chest as he made his way to the microphone. He just really wanted to make you proud.
“Hello everyone! Thank you so much for comin’ out. This is my first solo album and I’m quite nervous about everyone likin’ it. I worked so hard on this album and I’m really proud of it. Thanks again for joinin’ me in releasin’ it and I hope you enjoy!” Niall said
You smiled up at him and his heart melted. He wasn’t sure when his feelings for you really came about but tonight, they were for sure confirmed. 
The music started up, starting with ‘On The Loose’. Niall watched you dance around. He didn’t realize how hard he was smiling until he felt how sore his cheeks were. He could tell that you were enjoying every ounce of the album and he couldn’t be happier about it
That was three years ago. He’s has some girlfriends since then but they just didn’t make him feel the way you made him feel. He wanted to give you the world. Niall wanted to give you everything, he just didn’t know if you felt the same way he did. The fear of rejection and a broken friendship helped him to contain himself. 
Although, the moment you two were in right now, it was something you both could feel. There was something that just pulled you two together, something that connected you both. 
You two were standing in the middle of his living room, his song ‘Still’ playing in the background.
“I wrote ‘No Judgement’ for ya.” Niall whispered as he played with your hair. 
You smiled. 
“I also wrote this one.” 
You listened carefully as the chorus started up.
“Tell me you want it A thousand miles away from the day that we started But I'm standing here with you just tryna be honest If honesty means telling you the truth Well, I'm still in love with you“
Your heart dropped into your stomach. You looked up into the beautiful blue eyes that you fell in love with, a smile growing as your cheeks became a slight pink. He had a lazy grinned plastered on his face. You couldn’t tell if it was the moment or the wine getting to the both of you. You allowed your hands to slip up around his neck and play with the baby hairs at the bottom of his scalp.
“Y/N I have to tell you something..” Niall started. 
You bit your lip, trying to retain a bigger smile breaking out. 
“Y/N I can’t tell ya how much ya mean to me. I don’t know if I could’ve done any of this without ya. Ya make me so much more confident and ya always tell me shit straight. I guess what I’m tryin’ to say is....I..I love ya Y/N. And not just like a best friend love. I’m in love with ya.” Niall confessed. 
You couldn’t hold back your actions next. Your hand slides down to cup his face, bringing your lips to meet his. 
The kiss was tender and sweet. You both could feel the passion between the two of you and you were loving every ounce of it. You’re heart felt like it was going to explode as it pounded against your chest. 
Niall pulled away, taking a deep breath and leaned his forehead on yours. You grinned and sighed happily. 
“So I take it ya feel the same then?” Niall chuckled. 
You giggled. 
“Of course I do, you knob head.” You said, playing with his hair again. 
Niall smiled and kissed you sweetly.
Does it ever drive you crazy just how fast the night changes?
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Sooo..... I wrote a thing for @1dffchallenges but since the challenge is not happening anymore, I’ve decided to share it here. It is the first piece of writing I’m sharing with anyone, so please, if you have any feedback, I’d love to hear it!
It’s a Niall one-shot, quite sweet and fluffy, so if you’re in a mood for something cute, it might be the perfect read! And let’s be honest, we all need a bit of sunshine in our lives these days.
The biggest thank you to @verorax​ for being a wonderful beta and not only giving me feedback, but helping me correct any mistakes and overall making sure it sounds alright, thanks for your time, you’re the best, Rory!
Without further ado… here it is, hope you enjoy! ~~~
“Oh. That wasn’t supposed to happen,” was what Lucy thought right after waking up and feeling nothing but cold air on the other side of the bed. It was supposed to be filled with her snoring boyfriend. Niall practically never wakes up before her, unless he absolutely has to. But today he doesn’t, she’s sure about that. It's Wednesday, the only day when her training didn't start at unholy hours; at least that’s what Niall considers any time before noon. So it’s the day they’ve been spending their mornings together for the past month, since he’s been working on his new album and she was preparing for a new season. They usually spend those Wednesday mornings either staying in bed for as long as they could, or having breakfast, just the two of them and enjoying those little moments together. That’s how their relationship works after all, taking advantage of every minute they can spend in each other’s company.
She finally opened her eyes and the first thing she saw was a rose on the other pillow. There wasn’t a sign of Niall, but there was a flower and a little note in his place. She reached for the piece of paper with one hand while knuckling at her eyes to wake herself up.
Early meeting, forgot to tell you yesterday. Have a good day. N x
To be completely honest, she was really surprised he managed not to wake her up when he was leaving. Niall in the morning was usually the most clumsy person on earth, tripping over his own feet and letting out a curse every other word. She put down the note and got her phone from the nightstand sending a quick text to Niall.
it’s no fun waking up without you :(
She scrolled through her social media for a bit, waiting for his reply, but when it didn’t come in the next five minutes she put her phone down, stretched her limbs a bit and got up. Because she had quite a bit of time before she had to actually get ready and leave the house, she grabbed Niall’s sweater that was lying folded on the chair and went downstairs. It was scary sometimes how homely she felt in Niall’s house. They weren’t living together, she had a flat in the other part of London that she shared with her cousin, Mia, but the truth was she spent most of her time in London right here. Niall asked her to move in with him once, however that was over a year ago and she wasn’t ready back then. She loved him, she’s been crazy about this boy from the very beginning, but living with someone was a big deal for her, and yes, even back then she kept some stuff at his place and perhaps spent more nights in his bed than she should. But moving in was a different level of relationships and even though she was absolutely committed to Niall, she was not ready for that step. Not back then at least. Her phone buzzed in her hand when she was halfway down the stairs.
it’s no fun waking up early ;(  have a great day, love!
Niall had this easiness of making her smile with the tiniest things he did or said. It was a true gift and one of the million things she loved about him. She continued walking without responding to message in order to avoid disturbing him during the meeting. However, she stopped in the kitchen doorway, as her eyes landed on a bouquet of the most colorful flowers she has ever seen right at the centre of the kitchen island. And placed alongside it was a paper bag from her favourite bakery. When she stepped closer to smell the flowers, she saw a little envelope propped by the vase.
Wanted to get you coffee as well, but it would have been cold already. Sorry for missing our morning, will make it up to you later. Love you, see you at home. N xx
She was pretty sure her cheeks started burning. It was quite normal for Niall to drop a little note for her or bring her coffee or her favourite tea, but this was more than normal. And just the fact that he’s done all that bright and early in the morning was a bit out of character. She opened the bag and grabbed a croissant, biting into the delicious pastry and typing on her phone.
What’s with all the nice things? are you preparing me for some bad news?
Hahahaha no! just being nice and trying to make up for leaving you alone. sorry for being the best boyfriend in the world ;p
He really was, she couldn’t even imagine a better guy to share a life with. Of course, he wasn’t perfect, but somehow his imperfections might just be the things she adored the most. Like how he stole her tennis socks all the time, especially for his own workouts, because they were “softer and just way more comfy”, even though they are just normal sporty socks. But it’s okay, because sometimes she steals his cute colorful ones as well. She didn’t want perfect, she wanted real. And that’s what Niall was to his core, real and honest. He was an open book and that’s what he wanted from her as well. That was actually the cause of their first ever fight, back in the day. Because she wasn’t used to sharing her feelings and talking like that. It’s not that she had a huge problem with it, she just got used to keeping things for herself and bottling up most of her feelings. She led quite a lonely life; since she was a kid her life was spent on court and on the road - she went to school, but didn’t really have time to hang out with other kids. Of course there were other people around her age on tour, but tennis is a bit of a lonely sport and she was mostly surrounded by adults, people who worked with her and she never wanted to bother them. She was rather doubtful they would be interested in her teenage girl problems. And that’s just how it stayed. She had friends, but they weren’t that type of close friends that you feel comfortable sharing personal things with. Niall never pushed her to share something she wasn’t comfortable with, he simply showed her that it’s easier to work through things together and not carry a burden on your own shoulders. That’s just what he did, he taught her stuff, he changed the way she looked at a lot of things. Her life was not the same since Niall Horan came into it. But she was not going to boost his ego and tell him all that, so she just wrote back a quick “love you” and made herself some coffee.
~~~
Lucy hated pre-season with passion. It was the worst time of the year. And the fact that it started a few weeks before Christmas was just as cruel. Pre-season was the time where she had to work the hardest, it felt like training after training followed by even more training. And then when Christmas came around she felt guilty for eating even one thing that she shouldn’t. Wednesdays were a bit easier than the rest of the week, because she started later and had a shorter training routine. She had just finished her gym circuit, meaning it was time for lunch. She would then discuss the strategy on court, plan out her schedule for the upcoming season and work out ways she can improve her game. Following that she would go on court and have a proper practise, which is definitely her favourite part, and then another gym session, a quick one this time until she would finally be free.
She was on her way to the locker room, when Gabby, the receptionist at the sport centre that she trained at, called her out.
“There was a delivery for you literally two minutes ago.” She said giving her a take-out box with the logo of the restaurant where she usually had her lunch.
“Ummm thanks? But they don’t do delivery?” She knew that because she was always complaining about having to put her coat on and walk there all sweaty, which often caused her to catch a bit of a cold.
“I don’t know, love. This girl came in, said it’s for you, it was all paid for, so I just took it.” Gabby shrugged her shoulders.
“Ok, thank you.” Lucy smiled at the girl. Gabby was around her age, she’s been working at the centre for almost two years now and she was a pleasure to be around, always asking how the training was going on and even talking about some of the matches she played.
She had a feeling she knew exactly who got her lunch. She didn’t know who he asked to deliver this, but Niall was most often on the receiving end of her complains and apparently he actually listened to her whine. She was not even surprised by the nice things at this point, because she also found another bouquet of flowers in her locker when she arrived here. However, she had no idea why he was doing all of this today out of all the days. Sure, he never really needed an excuse to do nice things for her, but it was usually just one surprise, not one after the other like today. It wasn’t her birthday, it was not their anniversary… There were no more notes coming with the gifts, so she decided to text him.
Do you feel that bad for leaving me this morning? One bouquet of flowers would be enough, baby. Or am I forgetting of some special occasion?
Nope, just want to treat you well today. Enjoy your lunch and the rest of training! ;)
Yup, he was definitely up to something. He was not, however, going to tell her anything about it.
~~~
Coming home, Lucy was simply excited to see Niall. It maybe was a bit weird that ‘coming home’ meant Niall’s place. She didn’t live there, yet there wasn’t even a question of going to her own flat, it was just obvious between the two of them that that’s where they’ll see each other and spend their evening together. The last time she was at her flat was actually four days ago and she didn’t even spend the night there.
The light was on downstairs and there was no doubt her boyfriend was home. She barely made it inside and put her training bag down when he appeared in the doorway leading to the kitchen. Lucy stopped dead in her tracks, one shoe still on her foot, looking at the guy before her with wide eyes.
Niall was wearing suit pants and a white shirt. It was not an outfit she saw him in very often. He wore nice pants and shirts quite a lot lately, especially to promo or concerts, but not like that. This was extra classy. Everything about it felt weird, he had a habit of changing into sweatpants right after going through the threshold.
“Hey” he gave her his signature wide smile that she loved so much and it all just left her a bit breathless.
“Hi” she said still eyeing him up and down. “Honestly, did I forget about some special occasion?”
He just looked at her and laughed. Then he shook his head slightly.
“I’ll tell you everything later. Right now you should go get ready for dinner. You’ve got” he looked at his watch “twenty minutes.”
Niall finally walked up to her to give her a welcoming kiss and a small hug. She wanted to grill him more, but she knew he wasn’t going to give her any answers. His eyes sparkled and the smile never left his lips. He nudged his head towards the stairs and with a sigh, she took her off shoes, put her jacket on the coat rack and headed upstairs.
She was even more surprised and just simply confused, when she found a dress carefully laid down on the bed. And it wasn’t just any dress. It was a lovely silver, sparkly, dress that she was eyeing up on the internet like two weeks ago. The only reason she didn’t buy it was because she didn’t really have anywhere to wear it to and she already had too many dresses, probably. 
She was ready to shout at Niall to come up and explain all those surprises and his weird behaviour, but decided against it. She was gonna humour him and just follow along.
She took a shower post her training, but put her hair in a bun right after, so it was a mess she needed to tend to if she wanted to look presentable. Twenty minutes wasn’t really a lot of time, so she slightly curled some of hair, closest to the face, put on makeup, got dressed and was almost ready.
“Lulu?” came a voice from downstairs, indicating her time was up.
“Baby, we’re gonna have to stop by my place cause I don’t have any heels here.” She said trudging down through the staircase.
Niall was waiting for her, standing at the foot of the stairs, already looking at her with shiny eyes. In his eyes, she could almost always see the adoration he had for her whenever he looked at her. And it never failed to warm her heart. She was pretty sure she looked at him with gooey eyes as well.
“You look… Wow. You’re so beautiful, love.”
Lucy felt her cheeks reddening at his words. “Thank you for the dress. I love it.”
“And I love you” he replied with a shit-eating grin, at which she just chuckled. There were some noises coming from the kitchen, but the door was shut close and when she looked at her boyfriend, he just shrugged. “Also, you don’t need heels, we’re not actually going anywhere, just staying here.” She was a bit confused at his words, but now that he mentioned her not needing shoes, she noticed he wasn’t wearing any either, just his usual colorful socks.
“Okay, you have to tell me what’s going on” she said, but it only earned her a laugh.
“I will, in a minute.” Niall grabbed her hand and lead her to the dining room. It was a simple room, most of the space was taken by a big table. It was a room that was very rarely used. Niall used it whenever his family was in town and sometimes when he had friends over and wanted to make it a bit more classy than just snacks and beer. They usually ate either in the kitchen or in the living room, where the tables were as well, just smaller ones. There were a few candles scattered all around the room, the lights were on, but they were dimmed, and there was another huge bouquet of flowers on the table. “I was gonna hand them to you, but had to put them in water earlier and just didn’t want to take them out all dripping. But they are for you, obviously.”
“They’re so beautiful, but that’s a third one today! That’s way too much, baby.” She even left one with Gabby at the sports centre to put it at the front desk.
Niall just shrugged with a bit of a bashful smile and pulled out a chair for her to sit in, then sat across from her. He then opened a bottle of wine that stood prepared on the table and pour them both a glass.
Lucy was a bit shocked, when a young man came into the room holding two plates with appetizers. He was put the plates before them without the word, being as quiet as possible. She looked uneasy at Niall, but he didn’t say anything until they were alone again.
“So… I guess I should explain” he chuckled. “I got a chef from one of your favourite restaurant to come and cook for us. I wanted to celebrate today, because it’s our anniversary.”
Lucy looked at him even more confused. “No, it’s not. Baby, our anniversary is in two months.”
Niall just shook his head with a smile. “Our relationship anniversary, yes. But this day, exactly three years ago, was the day we met.” He looked incredibly proud of himself, smug that he completely surprised her.
She remembers the day they met, of course she does. It was a sports’ gala, she was invited as a top 10 tennis player, and he was there because of his golf management. They met quite casually, at the bar, when he congratulated her on a successful season and she told him that she loved his music. After that they somehow spent half the night together, just talking and then dancing at the afterparty. Back then she thought she might have a new acquaintance, someone to invite to her games from time to time and maybe to receive an invitation to his show. However, she did not think that she just met someone she will want to spend forever with, someone who will become the most important person in her life. Someone who will truly show her love. She also didn’t know he would message her on instagram the next day and that they will keep talking and hanging out right away and fall in love so easily.
“I don’t remember the exact day, but it was in December, so you must be right. Why celebrate now, though? We never had before.”
“Well.. There’s no good explanation, really.” He took the first bite of the cuisine in front of them, gesturing for her to do the same. “Just thought it would be nice, it’s the end of the year as well, a tough year at that, wanted to make something nice for you.”
It was a tough year, the hardest one in her life. She hit the lowest low, she thought she lost something she worked her entire life for, her dreams. It was only Niall who got her up, he was the only one who could get through to her, and he did. He tried and tried, even when she pushed him away, or tried to at least, he never gave up on her. Last year, well a bit less, in January, she messed up her knee, really badly. Her entire career became a huge question mark. And she wanted to give up. She almost did. But Niall wouldn’t let her. Even if it meant saying things she didn’t want to to hear, which lead to her not speaking to him for a day or two and a lot of tears, from both of them. But she thinks she’ll never be able to truly explain to him how much it all meant, that without him, she would not come back. Not only to tennis, but maybe even to being fully herself.
“Thank you” she said for a thousandth time. “You’re too good for me.”
Niall laughed and shook his head. He wasn’t. She was his angel and anchor, just like he was hers. That’s why they worked so well.
They kept eating and talking, moving to more casual topics, with Niall asking how her day went and her asking about his meetings and who he got to deliver her lunch (it was an intern at the management). Lucy heard people leaving while they were in the middle of the main course, which Niall explained was the cooks and everyone else leaving, like he discussed with them previously.
When it was just the two of them again, Niall took their empty plates to the kitchen and returned with a bottle of champagne. They were only about halfway through the wine, but he still opened it and poured them both a glass. Instead of returning to his seat, he pulled out a chair at the head of the table and turned it a bit to face Lucy.
“Cheers to us, another year together. Three years and much more to come. I love you, Lulu.” His voice was wavering a bit, but he hoped she wouldn’t notice.
“I love you, baby” they clinked their glasses, shared a small kiss and they took a sip of champagne.
“Ok, so I had this whole speech prepared..” he started nervously, slowly getting up from his chair. “But I’m too nervous now, so I’m gonna make it quick” he got down on one knee and Lucy felt like her heart stopped for a minute just to start beating hundred times faster. She pressed her fingers to her lips to keep herself from completely losing it and letting out a strangled cry. “There’s absolutely no one else I would rather spend my life with, no one makes me feel like you, I thought I’ve been in love before, but honestly it’s nothing compared to the love I have for you. Lucy Emilia Barker, my Lulu, will you do me the absolute honour of sharing your life with me and become my wife?” he opened a navy blue velvet box, but she only saw his shaking fingers before her eyes filled with tears.
“Yes” she choked with a smile that couldn’t possibly be big enough for the happiness she truly felt.
“Yeah?” he asked as if there was a possibility he heard her wrong, but the smile was finally making its way onto his face and his nerves were disappearing.
“Yeah” she laughed and grabbed his face with her own shaking hands. “Now get up before you mess up your knee.” He laughed at her, or with her, or just from the pure bliss in his heart and started kissing her before he even got completely up.
After a few sweet, and equally passionate kisses, sometimes clicking teeth, because they couldn’t keep the smiles off their faces, they finally separated so Niall could put the actual ring on her finger. It was absolutely beautiful. It wasn’t a typical big diamond engagement ring and she was actually thankful for it, because that wasn’t exactly her style. The ring that was now comfortably resting on her finger was gold, with round cut emerald in the centre surrounded by 7 round cut diamonds, looking a bit like a flower. It was perfect. She hugged Niall, still crying, she must have looked like a racoon with smudged mascara from all this crying. But she was getting married, for fucks sake! She had a right to ball her eyes out.
“Do you like it? Maybe I should’ve gotten a classic diamond one…” Niall said reaching his hand to touch his neck, which was a nervous habit of his.
“Baby” Lucy said touching his shoulder to get him to really listen, “it’s perfect. I love it.”
They both couldn’t stop smiling, stealing little kisses from each other.
“I couldn’t wait to see it on your finger” he admitted, pulling her hand close to his face to get a better look.
“How long have you had it?” she asked a bit surprised and he looked at her a bit bashfully.
“Around two months.. I was thinking of proposing in Vietnam, but then Greg made me think about someone stealing the ring or me losing it, so I got too stressed about it and it just didn’t seem right.”
She thought back to Vietnam, when they went for vacation after the last tournament she played this year, it was a beautiful place and she loved it there, but he was quite right, it didn’t seem better than this. This was simple, but somehow perfect. Because it was them, just staying in the house, enjoying each other’s company. She knew in Vietnam would have been amazing as well, hell, he could propose in the middle of nowhere and she would still be head over heels for him, but she was incredibly happy with the way it happened.
“How many people know you were gonna ask me to marry you?” she asked another question with a little laugh. They were still standing, just holding each other and enjoying the moment.
“Um… A few. Greg, cause I needed his advice, Mia and Laura, I showed them the ring and also asked about this dress, cause I know you liked it but wasn’t sure about the size and stuff… And then also my parents.” His cheeks were a bit rosy, and she knew it was because he was still a little nervous, but also just from emotions. It was hard to believe Mia didn’t spill anything, because she was the absolute worst with secrets. Laura however, was the person who always helped plan the surprises, whether it was for Lucy or Niall or any other friend. She quite fast became Lucy’s best friend, maybe besides Mia, which surprised her a bit, because she was never really good at making friends, but she was just so welcoming and always made sure Lucy felt ok in their group, they just kind of clicked and she couldn’t have been happier to call her a true friend, cause she was probably the coolest person ever.
“Do my parents know?”
“No” he said and then his eyes widened, “should I have asked your dad? I mean, I thought about it, but it always seemed kinda silly to me, I mean, it’s between us two, it’s our decision and you’re your own woman, so I don’t think we need anyone’s permission, but.. Would you have liked me to ask him?” He looked so stressed and scared now that she couldn’t stop a little laugh bubbling out of her. He was so cute.
Lucy shook her head. “No, it’s okay. I think it’s stupid as well.”
Niall let out a breath of relieve. “Good” he kissed her sweetly, right on the lips. “I think it’s time for some dessert now. Sit and I’ll go get it from the kitchen.”
Before he could make a step, she grabbed his wrist and shook her hand. “I’m going with you.”
It was silly, incredibly so, but she didn’t want to spend a second without him, not tonight. He just looked at her with one of the fondest expressions and led them to the kitchen, their fingers intertwined. He got out a cake from the fridge and cut it, while she just looked at him. Her fiance. She was still shocked and in awe of the man, who wanted to spend his life with her. Niall grabbed two plates in one hand, the other grabbing hers and coming back to the dining room. Instead of seating back in their chairs, he sat on one and pulled her to his lap, giving her a plate, stretching a hand with his plate around her, then placing a small kiss on her temple before digging into the cake.
“Did you suspect anything? Cause you looked quite surprised, but I worried I might have pushed it a bit too far with all the gifts and stuff…”
“I suspected something, but not this. Honestly. And every gift kinda surprised me. I had no idea what you were planning, but proposing didn’t even cross my mind” she admitted. It wasn’t that they’ve never talked about it, the future, their future. They did, there were things they planned, they intertwined their lives, were building one together. And it’s not that she wasn’t ready for that commitment, she was ready to be his fiance, and then wife. It just wasn’t something she expected, somehow. “But now it makes perfect sense. And I’m the happiest ever. I love you, baby”
He grinned at her even more. “Me too, Lulu. I’m the luckiest man in the universe.”
She couldn’t help herself and kissed him. It was sweet and tasted of frosting. And she hoped to always remember this exact moment.
~~~
“Can I hear the speech?” she asked him later that night, when they were lying in bed. They spend the whole evening wrapped in their bubble, always touching each other and stealing kisses. “The one you said you had prepared?”
“Umm… Yeah.” Niall seemed a little nervous. He was open and romantic, it usually came quite easily to him, but sometimes he grew a bit anxious of being too soppy. He propped himself a bit and looked at her to gain some confidence from her shiny eyes that he could see even in the almost dark bedroom. He took a deep breath and started. “Lulu, putting feelings into words is kinda my job, but it’s near impossible to explain how you make me feel. I’ve been trying for three years now and still struggle. Because you make me feel like no one and nothing before. You are my sunshine, my anchor, my biggest supporter. You are my everything. I know this year was incredibly hard, for both of us, but obviously for you more than I, but in a way I’m seeing the light in the situation and am grateful that it happened. Because it let us both prove to ourselves how much we mean to each other. It showed that we can go through anything that life will throw at us. That we stand by the other no matter what, always. What we have is special. And I promise to always cherish this, us, but mostly you. The wonderful, incredibly strong and persistent woman that you are. I keep thinking that it’s impossible to love you more than I already do, but then another day comes and you just prove me wrong. Please, let me love you more and more every day for the rest of our lives. Please, spend your forever with me. Marry me, Lulu.”
By the time he finished they both had eyes cloudy from the tears. Lucy couldn’t even get any words out, so she just pressed her lips to Niall’s and hoped he’ll understand. Hoped he’ll know how much this all means to her, how much she loves him. And deep down she knows he will, he can see right through her.
“I love you. So much” she whispered after a while, when her breathing was coming back to normal and the tears stopped rolling down her cheeks and into her hair. “There’s something I want to say to you too, baby. Something I wanted to say for a long time.” She caressed his cheek and then the space between his brows, when he pulled them together in slight confusion. “I want to thank you for a moment, a long time ago, when you said you loved me, for the very first time. And I didn’t say it back. I need to thank you for how wonderful you acted then, I wanted to for a long time, but the moment was never right.”
Niall shook his head slightly and grabbed his hand that was still on his cheek. “You don’t have to thank me for that” he said, like the whole thing was absolutely no big deal to him. And in a way, she knew it wasn’t. She thought back to that day, when he said those three magical words and all she did was kiss him for a while. And then she said that she wasn’t there yet. She could have maybe said it back, but it wouldn’t have been true (it would, cause in her heart she did already love him, but in her brain she wasn’t sure). She was falling for him, she felt stronger about him and them every day, but telling someone you love them is a big thing. You can’t rush this, and she wanted to be completely certain. She wanted to feel like she had to get it out, had to let him now, how much he consumed her heart. She was honest with him back then, incredibly so, and that was probably one of the reasons why he reacted so well. Because she didn’t sweep the whole situation under the carpet. She let him know how important he is, how he makes her feel and that her feeling for him are growing rapidly, but have not reach that point yet. And he was perfectly fine with that. Because falling in love is an individual thing. He falls in love easily, fast and hard. But everyone has a right to go at their own pace. All he wanted from her was honesty. And she gave him exactly that. He also said he’d rather wait and have her say it back when she’s ready, when it’s honest and she’s sure that’s how she feels, than have her say it now just for the sake of saying it back. “You know it was alright, I would never push you to do anything. And hey, you said eventually. Besides. I knew you loved me.”
“Wait, what? You knew I loved you? How if I didn’t say it?” she looked at her fiance bewildered.
“Yeah” Niall confirmed with a proud smile. “I could kinda see it in your eyes. And, I don’t know, you just made me feel your love, I guess.”
“You’re something else, Niall Horan” she admitted burying herself into his body, at what he just laughed, but also wrapped his arms closer around her.
“Hey” he said after a while, when he noticed her breathing was evening out a bit, meaning she was slowly falling asleep. “I kinda have another question for you.” Lucy raised her head to look at his still smiling face, and then raised her eyebrows to prompt him to say more. “Will you move in with me? I guess now that we’re engaged it’s maybe not too soon, eh?”
She couldn’t help but laugh. That was the question that crossed her mind when she got all those gifts today.
“Of course. I would love to.”
Niall’s smile grew bigger, if it was even possible. “Yeah? I figured we can live here, or we can get another place if you’d like, that would be totally ours. Or maybe we can live here for a while and then get another one for after the wedding or something…” he was babbling a bit, so she put a hand to his shoulder to get his attention.
“I like this place. It already feels like home. Maybe we could get a new one later on, we’ll see. Ok?”
Niall nodded his head and kissed her behind her ear, which made her giggle.
“Ok, one more thing” he said after a minute, which made her laugh again, because he just kept surprising her. “Not a question this time, though. But I’ve made arrangements to come to Australia with you. If you’ll have me.”
She was leaving right after New Year’s to play two smaller tournaments there and then the Australian Open. She was excited, cause she always loved the atmosphere there, but was also dreading it a bit, because that’s where she fucked up her knee last year. She played since then, came back in September, but was still a bit nervous.
“I’d love for you to come. But don’t you have an album to finish?” He was working on his new music for longer than usual. He came back from LA to be with her, when she had to undergo her knee surgery and then she had a rehabilitation in London, so he was with her here, during everything. Which she was unbelievably thankful for, because she wouldn’t be able to do it without him, but it meant he put his music on a bit of a backburner. For her. He made quite a lot of sacrifices for her, she was aware of every single one. Truth was, his schedule was way more flexible than hers, she could choose which tournaments she played, but there wasn’t a lot of room to change things. So he was the one who planned his tours and press junkets around her. Coming to America when she was playing there for a month. Or planning a European leg of the tour for the time when she had tournaments there. Just so they could be closer, fly only a few hours to see each other. Someone might say it wasn’t fair, that both parties should sacrifice themselves in a relationship. But that’s the only way they could work right now. She knew Niall didn’t really mind, and she also knew that it would change in a few years. She didn’t plan on playing longer than 3, maybe 4, maximum 5 years. She would still be around 30 years old, could play longer, but she didn’t want to. Her knee problem was a horrible thing, but it also put a lot of things into perspective for her. At that time she felt like it was the end of the world. Tennis was her life. But when emotions died down a bit and after some hard conversations with Niall, she realized there were a lot of other opportunities. Now, she had a bit of a plan. She wanted to open a training centre. And she also wanted to start a tennis management company, especially to help young girls trying to make it. Niall knew it all, he was the one who told her it’s absolutely possible and offered his help. He also made a little joke of how they’re both gonna be sports managers, him with golf and her with tennis. It made her excited about the future outside the court. And she never was before. And it wouldn’t happen without him. Because she was also excited about her future with him, when she would stop playing and travelling constantly. It made her excited about flying to Los Angeles and New York with him, visiting him in the studio and sitting in the audience of the talk shows he would be doing there, and following him on tour. Her time to make sacrifices and adapt her life to his will come. And when it will, she’ll be more than happy to.
“Yeah, but it can wait a bit longer. Don’t worry about it too much, I’m thinking about bringing Julian with me, doing it old school, recording in hotel rooms” he smiled reminiscing about the old days with the band. “Besides, it’s our actual anniversary exactly a day after the Australian Open, I can’t let us spend it apart on the other sides of the world.”
“I love you” she said for probably the thousandth time today. And yet, she could have said it a thousand more.
~~~
The last month, month and a half, was the absolute best of Lucy’s life. The guy of her dreams asked her to marry him, she spent wonderful Christmas surrounded by both hers and Niall’s family, had a great small engagement party for their friends (another surprise from Niall) and then had a great three weeks in Australia, not only playing some of her best tennis, but also having the love of her life by her side. Her parents and Mia also flew to Melbourne, to watch her play the semi-final and then the final of the Australian Open. It was still surreal to her. She was in two Grand Slam finals before her injury, in Wimbledon and US Open. She never won though. And now, it was her biggest match since coming back. She had an amazing support system and she was really happy with her play. So whatever happens, happens, that’s what she thought to herself stepping on court for that final time in this city this year. She was actually proud of herself she got this far anyway, and of the level she was able to play at. She got out and just did her best, left everything she had on that hard court. And apparently, it was enough.
The whole stadium erupted when she hit the final winner. Winning the game, set, match, and the whole tournament. She was a Grand Slam champion. One year ago, when she was laying on a hospital bed, unable to move her leg, she did not think this would happen, ever. But it did. She fell on the court, her mind still not registering what just happened. After a second, she got up and went to the net to congratulate her opponent. She knew her, they’ve played a number of times before, she was the one who beat Lucy at Wimbledon final, actually. She also knew her just from tour, they’ve spoken a couple of times, she was a nice woman, just two years older than Lucy. She then turned to the crowd and her eyes filled with tears. She could hear the loud claps and roars, could see almost entire stadium standing up, for her. She risked looking at her box, seeing her dad with his arms around her mum, who cried her eyes out, almost like her daughter was about to, saw Mia clapping and sending her kisses when she noticed Lucy looking their way. But most importantly, she saw Niall, standing in the first line, just next to her coach, clapping relentlessly with the biggest smile and the most proud look on his face she’s ever seen. He wasn’t even that proud when the entire arenas where singing his songs back to him. That’s how much each other’s success meant to them.
She couldn’t help herself and run towards them, barely able to reach for any of them, cause the box was quite high, but her dad held her hand, while Niall bent down and kissed the crown of her head, even though it was sweaty.
“You’re a champion, Lulu” he said softly, but surely, like he always knew this day would come. And she actually thought that maybe, somehow he did. Cause he always had faith in her, even when she lost hers. And that made her want to cry even more.
She exchanged small shakes of the hand and half-hugs from the rest of her family and team, cause that’s all she could reach and then returned to her seat to compose herself even a little bit.
The ceremony was a bit of a blur, main sponsor talking, she remembers some nice words of her opponent and then, it was time for her to speak.
“I’m still incredibly shocked, so please excuse me, if I’m not gonna be very coherent” she started, which earned her a small laugh from the audience. “I want to thank everyone who contributed to this tournament, all the judges, ballkids, everyone working backstage, and most importantly, all the fans. You always give me so much support and energy, I really love coming here and playing for you, so thank you. I really want to congratulate Simona, it’s always a true challenge playing against you, you’re a great player and thank you for making it a good show, at least I hope it was.” Another audience laugh and a smile and nod from her opponent. Now it was time to really speak from her heart. “This might be a bit long, so sorry, but I have a few things to say. It means so much to me, because as you probably know, I wasn’t able to play here last year, I’ve messed up my knee just few days before the start of this tournament, so just being back here now, let alone standing here as a winner, means the absolute world to me. Special thank you to my incredible team and my family, cause the past year was not easy, I know I wasn’t easy to deal with, so thank you for not losing your faith in me and standing by my side through it all. And thank you for your hard work and endless support all these years, I hope they paid off. But the biggest thank you to my fiance, Niall,” it was the first time she called him that publicly, until now their engagement was between them, their friends and family; she automatically reached her hand to touch the ring that was hanging around her neck, hidden underneath her shirt, she couldn’t wait to put it back on her finger, “he’s too modest to accept it, but I would not be standing here if it wasn’t for him. Thank you for picking me up, when I couldn’t get up myself. For always having faith in me and not letting me give up,” she saw his cheeks were red, but he was smiling. “If it weren’t for him, I would have quit playing a year ago, so thank you for being my rock and absolutely biggest supporter. And thank you for being here with me today. I love you.” Lucy wasn’t a fan of public display of feelings and affection, but she couldn’t help herself in that moment. What he did and what he meant to her was too much to just keep those feelings inside. And she knew Niall didn’t really mind, cause he blew her a kiss. “This means the world to me, thank you, and I’ll hopefully see you next year” she ended her speech, feeling the tears springing to her eyes once again.
It all was so surreal. She truly was living her best life. And it was only the beginning.
~~~
On the day of their anniversary, two days since Lucy’s big win, they’ve decided to officially go public with their engagement. Sure, there was a bit of a buzz regarding their relationship after she called him her fiance in her winning speech, but they didn’t comment on anything yet, but now they finally wanted to acknowledge the new chapter in their lives. And what better way to do that than on instagram. So in the evening, after they spent the day walking around Melbourne, enjoying the city, they’ve sat down to post. They both chose a similar picture, taken on the day of her win, in the locker room. They were stood next to each other, Lucy half a step before Niall and were both holding her trophy, her with her left hand, so the ring was visible. On the picture she was gonna post they were both smiling, while on the one Niall chose, he was kissing her cheek and her eyes where, what he called “a shining delight”.
“Are you ready?” she asked him. She was lying on their hotel bed, while he was sitting on the sofa. They’ve decided not to show each other the caption before posting, but wanted to put it up for the world to see at the same time.
“Yeah” he said looking up to her with a huge smile. She always loved that about him, his smile, it was so contagious, and she was just happy it was present on his face so often. “You?”
“Yup. On three?”
“One…”
“Two....”
“Three” they said in unison and hit post.
@niallhoran: This amazing woman won the biggest trophy. Many more to come. The most hard working, persistent, strong, brave and loving human I’ve ever met. Can’t wait to call you my wife, but fiance will do for now. Happy three years Lulu.
@lucebarker: The best person to share successes with. And everything else too. Just the best person, period. Thank you for lighting up my life for three years and all those to come. Can’t wait to share a last name with you, Mr. Horan.
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I tried to compile a general timeline of my favorite songs from fine line but I realized it's an impossible fit. And here i was thinking i could do it. So im gonna take a page from your book and say the entirety of fine line is my favorite. As for hs1, I like most songs of it but the general vibe I find kinda.. not as honest as fine line kinda forced if you ask me. The songs are all masterpieces but as a whole? Something is not right. FTDT will always be my go to crying song. Did you watch Harry's performance last night? I was so excited to see him play with that band 🥰🥰🥰
My question for today and I'm gonna try to make it a bit more interesting: Do you have opinions on both Niall Horan albums and if you do which do you prefer?
Have a very nice day -💫💫💫
No I absolutely understand. It sounds to me like a collection of songs H made for different purposes rather than a cohesive album, which is fair, it was his first and what you said is exactly what he said - that he can himself hear the places he wasn't most honest or held back. In fact I feel like half of Walls also sounds like a collection of songs while the other half to me sounds like an album with a sort of narrative to it
I could not watch because of the time difference 😔 it was 07:00 am of 11 Dec here. Everyone's said that he sounded great. I actually saw a small clip of Adore You and it sounded great. Free Nationals!!! Honestly he just needs to have permanent trumpets and more poc
I have actually heard both the albums because I've had a lot of people say great things about both. I think just because of my own personal taste and investment, I don't have great recall value attached to either. I will say - Flicker is the most intelligent and well put together debut album of all the boys though I prefer H, L and Z's music to Niall's. It has the best balance of pretty good music and commercial value in my opinion. And it sounds like an album. And it's so impressive because his came out before H or L or Liam's. There was so little time but his vocal technique also was such a massive improvement from 1d (and he already sounded pretty great). I do like individual songs of heartbreak weather more though
Have a wonderful day 💕💕
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