#an iconic fkn moment!!

[boxwinebaddie]

hi uncle nina! it's my birthday today and u don't have but will u pretty plz consider reposting that part of ch6 of rm where raven in on the phone with kenny b4 his hate with jers? i thought it was super cute and i really wanted to read it :3

awwww, happy birthday, darling! i hope it's as lovely as you are!

and i--sigh.

okay.

i hate complicated feelings surrounding chapter six ( aka the introduction to the iconique ravesey hate that i deleted from stress ) because i actually did love it...i just rushed the hell out of it, didn't plan it out very well and it was a mess. it could have been a lot better.

part of why i deleted it was actually because of that ravenstan/kenny phonecall because i felt worried that i revealed too much about how not cool and actually boy-failure-y stan was too early and could have kept the suspense going longer but aaaaaa i just wanted y'all to see how CUTE he was, like??? and how nervous! AAAA!!!

buuut considering the cat has been out of the bag, or rather, the raven has flown the nest for some time now...and it's the beauteous day you were born...i will humbly present you with this b-day present in the form of my incompetent idiot girl ramblings/writings, though, i fear it is not at all as grand the gift of your life is.

so, without further ado darlings, here is the endearing, embarrassing phone call ( it was over discord actually ) that ravenstan had with kenny prior to showing up to blondie's for his little hate-date with jerseykyle. it's a mess and unedited, but regardless, please know that from whatever hurts or harms you, i hope you heal, please rem(ember) to smile, pendejos,

and to now, as always, angels:

please enjoy the very, very...

worst part of your day. ;)

-uncle nina <333

[marchiveeee]

HSL episode 12 is so unhinged/chaotic (?) [a long post with many screenshots yayyy]

As you guys might know, we can get up to 6 illustrations on episode 12, so A LOT happens. Some of those things are very laughable, but others are not so much... I'll talk about everything in order of occurrence.

!!!: I'm sorry if "unhinged" or "chaotic" is not the right word for what I'm trying to say. although I'm confident enough in English, it's still not my 1st language. btw, i tried to post this 3 times and something always goes wrong, I'm stressed, so I'll be really happy with an interaction

btw again, if you're brazilian and would like to see this in Portuguese on Twitter or here, please let me know!!!

Mrs. Shermansky being toxic af and the exact opposite of how a good educator should act [in my opinion]

So... I get that she was worried about Candy and Castiel getting lost. But if you really think telling a teenager that the only thing they have ever done is to cause trouble is a good way to advert/encourage them to do the right thing next time is the best approach, please rethink your ways.

2. Mr. Faraize being a sweetheart, he is such a nice teacher

I'm not saying that to be a nice teacher you have to sugarcoat everything all the time and just not scold your students at all. But Mr. Faraize was so nice about it all, he just seemed happy/relieved to know his students were well and safe.

Side [angry] comment about episode 11: Bro, that race was so unorganized!!!! The least the school should have done was provide extra maps in case of accidents like the one that happened with Candy and the LI. Mr. Faraize was wrong too, he shouldn't have let Candy and the LI [in my case, Castiel] proceed after hearing that we had been fkn lost bc we lost the map and we were just wandering until we found the right track. UGH... If that happened irl with my little brother or idk any kid that happens to be in my life, I'd be so furious... ANYWAYS!

3. Born to be a star

He is loving the attention!

4. Violet, as always, being the most precious being in that school. [I'm sorry about the screenshot I used, I forgot to take others]

She's just so sweet and adorable, I want to hug her. YOU'RE NOT DUMB, BABYYYY.

4. Armin's reaction to Alexy's secret admirer

before the declaration:

after the declaration:

Honestly, I was just so happy to see that Armin didn't out his brother when he heard that a girl was interested on him. I didn't remember the details of this scene bc I was probably 12 y/o when i first played it.

5. Candy being paranoid that half of the boys at SA will turn out to be gay/not straight

This girl cracks me up istg... and why the fuck

she was just so worried to ask Castiel bc she thought he would get angry. Girl, we don't do fragile masculinity here.

6. Candy goes completely sidetracked on her CasLys fanfic just to check Lys's tattoo and witnessing one of the biggest bombs of MCL

I didn't get many screenshots from this part, because it's just sad when you know what it's all about in the end... but yeah instead of spying on Lys, Candy ends up seeing Nath's bruised body and is also caught by him.

Someone has probably done this already idrk, but I'm gathering some screenshots of moments that foreshadowed that something was just not right at Nath's and Amber's house... It'll probably take a while for me to post, but I'll try.

7. Nath being for real

He was so right for calling her dumb!!!! I think I was ranting about this on Twitter recently when I replayed the beach episode…

8. Lys’s reaction to the whole story [an icon]

I regret not taking screenshots sooner, but I was just too distracted laughing my ass off! There literally was about 2/3 scenes of just: 

Lys: 🤨[...] Candy: [Doesn’t know what to say/says something stupid] Lys: 🤨[...] Candy: [Doesn’t know what to say/says something stupid

Again, she doesn’t say anything [to get the image you need to go for this choice]

And then he shoes you his tattoo! Bro, he was SO COOL about it! If Candy had just asked nicely… But no, she has to complicate everything omg istg 

I still laughed a lot tho, I think at some point in this episode Cas said that this trait of Candy and her need to know and talk about everything is what makes her fun. I agree with him. She is annoying sometimes but definitely entertaining for the gossipers.

9. May the fanfic continue

Insert some dialogues here: Basically Cas sees Candy near them listening to their conversation and he asks what’s up. Candy approaches them and is like “uhhh…. Are you……….?” Then Castiel says:

For my mind’s sake let’s just imagine that the “offended” was not for “I’m offended you thought I was gay”, but for “I’m offended that you thought I’m dating Castiel when he’s not on my level of gentlemanliness and when I deserve so much more than this grumpy angsty tomato head” (don’t get me wrong, I love Castiel and I’d die for him, but it’s either that or think of a homophobic Lys, which I don’t think it’s the case for him)

10. Castiel shoots his 29482904 shot with Candy, but she’s stupid

Actually, one thing that I like about this scene is that it leaves open the interpretation of Castiel’s sexuality. Saying that he likes girls doesn’t necessarily mean that he is straight. I love to see that. And disclaimer: if you prefer to think that Cas is, in fact, straight, go ahead. That’s not a problem. He is not a real person and we’re allowed to imagine and speculate things, so this is just a headcanon of mine that he might be bi/pan or just simply not straight.

11. Amber and Kentin kiss

That alone is just unhinged and chaotic. I don’t need to say much. 

BUT I’M SO GLAD HE IS BACK!!! He’s gonna be a little shit for a while, because I think my Candy lost some points with him bc of a wrong choice after he left, but that’s fine! I MISSED HIM!!!

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I hope you had fun with this little throwback!

[taegularities]

A hundred percent agree with you about the camping vlog Rid!!! And the live from that day too. Literally can't count the times I've watched it for comfort.

I've been so grateful for every single live he's done this year honestly. It just feels like the most safe comforting thing ever, I could listen to him talk about anything or just listen to his playlist while admiring him, all of it makes me so happy. (won't talk about when he works out on live tho because 😳😳😳)

And I really really love his covers, his voice is so beautiful and fills my heart with love every time I hear it, so his covers are my go to when I need comfort too.

Can't forget about bv koo and how freaking adorable he is:

And I personally really love those run bts episodes where they film their own drama because Jungkook's cheeks are so swollen and he looks adorableeeee:

Also can't stop thinking about that vogue article where they said this about him:

His power!!!! But I mean, I get it, he looked like this and he was literally glowing:

Okay I'm done with my rant for now because I could literally keep going forever. I've missed ranting to you Rid, thank you for giving me this opportunity to gush about him, it made me very happy 🥺🥺🥺

his vlog just. i can't quite explain it, but there's some domestic comfort to it. him talking about anything and everything during the drive, finding peace in the ocean, him dancing as he brushes his teeth, his excitement over the campfire… us jk biases are constantly well fed. this year especially was quite turbulent lmao from working out and groaning to sitting there and talking about his feelings or singing his heart out.. it was such a rollercoaster ride.

nooo, bv koo is incomparable!! also, i love how it's been so long, but no one's over swollen-cheek-kook yet lol coconut head jk was iconic :') ivi, i really missed your rants, too.. and if i can make you feel better anyhow, then i'm beyond happy okay 😭 i know you've been having a hard time lately, and i truly am always here to talk if you ever need to rant, like literally you can type essays idc, i'll listen!! you deserve the fkn world <3

what's your favourite jk (comfort) moment/memory? 🐰

[hellhoundlair]

I am 1000% serious when i say that supernatural the animation handles sams s1 and 2 plotlines better than the original show. I think every sam fan has to watch it at some point because it def scratched an itch for me. It is NOT perfect and idk how people who wouldnt die for more sam content would feel about a version of supernatural that has so much more focus on sam than in the original but i cant and wont ever get over the attention and love and care they gave sam. I am eternally grateful for it.

[fudgetunblr]

I’m sorry, but the soundtrack in OG Skam is superior to its remakes.

[fairycosmos]

im surprised by the amount of ppl who think it's alright that kim k openly starved herself to fit into a dress, which also, let's be honest, 1) looked bad on her, 2) Marilyn very specifically didnt want anyone else to wear so it was incredibly disrespectful 3) possibly and probably damaged an iconic piece of fashion history just for a few photos 4) didnt even fit the met theme .. so she did all that for what ?? and like ure so right that she's the poster child for comodification of women's bodies, ppl idolise her body more than most other celebs so it's going to be so bad for ppl with eds or disordered eating generally, and give ppl ideas etc

exactly exactlyyy like her whole brand is her Body so i think she should watch what she's publicly saying about it like? but i feel like that would require forethought and consideration for others that the k*rdashians obviously do not have LOL. and yeah it's really really sad that so many of marilyn's wishes have been disrespected in death, people literally treat her like a piece of public property :( after the shit she was put through when she was alive, too. it's really messed up. also i knowww lol it's so annoying to me that it didn't even fit the fkn theme omg. it truly all just was to cause controversy / for a chance to cosplay iconicness for a moment lol. kind of a sidenote but i feel like today's celebs want to reach that level of revered fame so bad but they literally do not have the range to do so, so they just pull stunts like this instead. the whole thing really was not worth the end result - like u said it didn't look great, the dress prob got ruined and nobody thought it was cool or a Moment. just disrespectful. anyway so true there's just sooo much entitlement + lack of self awareness there. it's crazy

[awinterstales]

Okay I just watched all of SKAM for Herman fucking Tømmeraas only for him the get 18 minutes and 46 seconds of screen time throughout 4 fucking seasons

I feel scammed

No but seriously I really loved the show and it was amazing and I for one don't understand the hate the last season gets. Ofc it was sad that it ended that way and I hope they pick it up again one day but other than that I thought it was really good! Yousef and Sanna are adorable! For me it was a great way to show all kinds of things that teenagers experience everyday without it becoming too dark and serious (euphoria 😤) and that everyone can be a main character.

Eva - wasn't that likeable in her own season but afterwards especially in S2 &S4 I did really start to like her and even though from afar I think we got to see some pretty good character development there. Also Chriseva should have been endgame!!!!!!!!

Noora - was my fav of the girl group and I think deep down she's the kinda friend everybody wants to have and the sexual assault storyline is an extremely important story to tell although it wasn't the main focus of the show it was done much better than in many other shows.

Also Noorhelm <3<3<3

Isak - I love how he started as just the best friend and then got his own season agian his story is a very important one to tell too, to many young people who are struggling with sexuality gender and coming to terms with who they really are. He's such a cuite I love him and Evak is too cute for this world

Sana - was an incredible character and actual representation of what many girls like her go through. I love that we get to see behind her tough girl façade bc I too thought she was really mean in S1 but this time we really get to know her, see her soft side, see her fuck up and then realize & learn something from it!

Vilde - I feel like Vilde in S1 was really childish in character like there's a line between cute and annoying and she was playing jump rope with it. Although it is true we never know what someone is going through and should be kind. Her struggle with self image is what so many young girls can relate too and it's sad too see it happen this often. But she does mature and start to love herself even if we're not there to see it!! As well as her relationship with Magnus, they're goals tbh!!!

Chris - In my opinion she was ignored a little too much and kinda thrust to the background and never given her proper storyline! She was an amazing character and to see her try to always be there for her friends and refuse to change herself bc of society is amazing! Deserved much better!

Jonas - was also one of my favs I love his friendship with Eva and how supportive he was of Isak. He was a truly amazing guy however I don't think he should have ended up with Eva! Him and Emma was smth we got to see so little of and they just took that away!!!!

I think I've talked about most characters here and it's 4 am I can't go on giving paragraphs to each but there were so many others that I loved: Evan, Elias, Magnus, William and P-Chris (although with the last two there were alwasys moments that make you go nahhh from time to time but overall love em, also wtf was that last scene with Chris??? I'm so fkn mad, like they deticated a good part of the episode for even that tiny development and just destroyed in half a second I'm so freakin' mad)

Plussss an honourable mention goes to Eskild & Linn who will forever be an iconic duo!!! I love these two so much they're like the best roomates you could possibly hope for!!!!

Anyway ending this now bc it's almost 5 go watch it lol and remember criticism is one thing hate another (don't do the latter!!!!)

[chr0mematic]

(G)I-DLE CONCERT STUFFS!!!

So yesterday I just saw my favorite kpop group. Arguably the only group that matters. (G)-fkn-IDLE! Like the Twice concert, I’m gonna write some anecdotes! I have a lot more to say this time around. 

While waiting in line somebody gave me a freebie, which were two custom-made photocards for the concert. One was a group shot, and the other was of Minnie! Shout out to Kashuee on Twitter you’re a real one.

The soundcheck was so casual, you could tell they didn’t rehearse it compared to the main show. They just came out and said “hi we’re gonna practice now what songs do you want lol”. We got Blow Your Mind, Luv U, and My Bag. It went by so fast, and Minnie told us to save our voices for the main show.

There were no translators at all. Each member spoke in English which was pretty neat!

Now onto the main show. When they were introducing themselves, it sounded like they were reading off KProfiles lmao. Except for Yuqi. As expected of the bluff queen, she was hyping herself up. 

A lot of the songs were reworked for the concert. Most notably Dumdi, Lion, and Never Stop Me. Lion was even more theatrical than before and Never Stop Me turned into such a hype song with the extended chorus! Might’ve been my favorite performance thanks to its energy!

During the second interlude, they noted the most iconic part of Senorita was the “hey señor” lyric + pose. I think it made everyone a little sad considering who originally sang that line...luckily the girls decided to do their own versions! Miyeon did a goofy one, Yuqi cool, Soyeon sexy, and Shuhua tried to do the original godbless. Minnie did a cartwheel for no reason.

At one point Yuqi got to sing Lost, with Soyeon following up with the fucking. Shake Shack Song

The girls did not fight each other for the dance battle interlude. They decided to challenge us nevies. 

When they put on a song for us, we ended up looking like this American Dad scene in real life which made me laugh. The girls themselves even made fun of the move lol.

They retaliated by dancing to Toxic Britney Spears thank god. Was afraid they would put on idk Justin Bieber or something.

To determine who won the dance battle, Yuqi played rock paper scissors with a fan and she lost lmao. So basically, we kicked their asses.

I must note that Shuhua also did a cartwheel here for no reason.

During another interlude, the girls wanted the audience to look around and make friends with each other. Which singlehandedly gave me school flashbacks. But they provided some examples on how we could act, like Yuqi and Shuhua fangirling obnoxiously. Likewise Minnie asked Miyeon if she was a nevie and if she was single LMAO

When we got the last chorus of My Bag, Soyeon pointed her mic to the crowd and let us sing while she stood completely still. It was so badass.

They made us shout the fuck in Tomboy right before they played it. This wouldn’t have happened at any other kpop concert fr.

While waiting for the hi-touch I think I saw this reaction youtuber I used to watch thanks to Idlecord posting his videos. So that was surreal. 

NOW ONTO THE HI-TOUCH. The venue staff were rushing us and Soyeon was first in line, which completely fucked me up. I remember saying hi but I don’t remember her reaction. I think I glanced back at her so I only got to look at Shuhua for a second. Then Miyeon smiled warmly at me, and for some reason I don’t remember Minnie at all? I feel bad about that. My strongest memory is Yuqi, who looked me in the eyes and told me “thank you”. For what, slapping your hand? I kid, but that moment makes me happy. :D

Now there were a couple negatives as well...

Waiting several hours in the opressive summer heat to get in the venue. I thought I would get sore feet and a migraine but I didn’t surprisingly? I mean I woke up today with a headache at 5 am but it’s already gone. Retail must’ve prepared me for this moment.

During the soundcheck, someone behind me yelled “I MISS SOOJIN” during a quieter moment. I thought fans agreed not to bring her up explicitly? Cause that makes things awkward for the girls. Show OT6 support through like, merch or something. I did that with my OT6 shirt.

The venue itself. The first floor was packed like sardines and I had to stay on my tiptoes a majority of the time. To make matters worse, when any popular song came on literally EVERYONE was recording, and I couldn’t see shit and had to look their phones...fans did this with the first 3 songs and ngl it soured my mood then. It got better with bsides but eh.

Also the crowd was almost completely still. I guess I can understand because it was so hot and people were waiting for hours, but it felt dead at times. I felt out of place with me bopping my head n stuff lol. 

My flash went off two times, once randomly that I fixed quickly but the other time was when I was recording Uh Oh, and I didn’t see it until halfway through the song. The only people who would’ve noticed that are the people directly in front of me...and the girls on stage. Not a big deal I think but I’m cringing now that I realize this.

I read that compared to other kpop concerts, (G)I-DLE’s hi-touch was pretty much a speedrun. Now I’m sad I didn’t get any more geuinine interactions :c

TL;DR this was the most fun I had in a looong time. Thank you Yuqi.

[halfpint55]

@oldpotatoe it arrived EARLY

And now some context!

On this epic shirt is is a quote from the iconic fic ‘feels like we only go backwards’ by legend oldpotatoe on ao3

Now if u follow me u know I’ve been loving the fic to the point of creation, being inspired enough to make art.

I love Ruby’s fic for a number of reasons. Firstly it’s Zukka and honestly that pairing is just everything to me.

But Ruby’s writing just makes it. A few times I’ve sat down, trying to write a comment about specific parts of her writing that I love and it’s HARD. Because the most beautiful thing about Ruby’s writing, what makes it special, is all the components of writing, all the little elements of it - they’re all GOOD, they’re excellent! - but more than that they slot together so smoothly that it’s impossible to chunk it down into pieces and break it apart to analyse. And the result is the most beautifully woven together story that you just MELT into. I’ve said this to ruby before but that fic just plays in my head like a movie as I’m reading it - it’s just that well written, with not a single word wasted. You get lost in it, and I honestly forget it’s not canon.

But I have to talk about how ruby writes sokka. Sokka is special to me. He’s a character I see a lot of myself in (I might even have a massive undercut at the back but we don’t need to talk about how kinning is my most recent coping mechanism so MOVING ON). To me he’s ADHD-coded and very much a bright, intelligent “gifted kid”. He struggles to follow through sometimes, he’s quick to react emotionally, he gets very insecure about his abilities and it affects his self esteem. Being left alone in the SWT there were high expectations of him, and again during the invasion. He takes a lot upon himself, and he’s a great leader but he’s never without the little voice in his head saying “what if you’re doing this all wrong? What if you fuck it up? What is everyone going to think of you then? Do you really know what you’re doing?”. I feel like sokka’s hyperactivity really manifests itself into overplanning - like he did for day of the black sun. He’s also so creative and inventive as adhd brains often are - he thinks outside the box and as Piandao said he “messes things up in a very interesting way”.

Sokka is one of my ultimate comfort characters and Ruby writes him immaculately. His fears, his anxieties, his difficulties with meditation and mindfulness, being impulsive. But also his humour and his charm. The way she writes his inner monologue and thoughts have had me WEEPING with laughter but also from the emotional sucker punch that is seeing ur comfort character wrestle with their problems.

This particular quote comes from a scene where Zuko is trying to teach Sokka to meditate and practice mindfulness - something I and a lot of adhd brains struggle with lmao - and Sokka, not actually being able to be quiet for two fkn seconds is being facetious, deliberately obtuse and snarky in classic sokka style that we all know and love.

And Zuko says to him “Insufferable, as always”. Now to me this is the most beautiful small moment. I have spent a lot of my life being very aware that I am too much. I feel like people with adhd become the funny friend so that we can ensure that people are looking and laughing at us on purpose, and for a good reason. Otherwise we risk being talked about for being too loud, too intense, too enthusiastic (because that’s ~*cringe*~), too passionate about our “weird” interests (that’s boring, who wants to listen to that). Simultaneously we’re not enough - we’re not punctual enough, not organised enough, not tidy enough, not paying enough attention, not listening well enough, not trying hard enough. We’re so aware of all of this. We spend our lives absorbing the idea that we can be tough to be around. But Zuko, when he’s looking at sokka and he says this, he does it with so. much. love. He does it with a smile. He’s saying “you’re insufferable AND I love you for it”. Not “you’re insufferable BUT” not “I love you despite your chaos”.

No he’s saying “I love you because of it. I love you AND your chaos”.

A slight sidetrack into a headcanon, I firmly believe Sokka struggles with Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria. He internalises and takes to heart the smallest comments of perceived criticism- he wants so badly to do a good job at being the planner and the protector that the smallest comments can just crush him (but he’d never let on). And so usually if anyone else were to call him insufferable he’d laugh it off “yep that’s me! Insufferable Sokka at your service” but deep down that hurt. He’s gonna think about that for days. BUT so secure is he in the knowledge that Zuko loves him through and through that “insufferable” doesn’t even phase him. He KNOWS it comes from a place of love. (It wasn’t easy for him to convince himself of it at first - it took a long time for him to check his RSD with Zuko but it’s paid off). He knows that Zuko is thinking “you’re insufferable and I fucking love you”.

So I got it the quote on a fkn shirt because yes, I’m insufferable sometimes. But that’s just how I am and I claim that for myself because I’m not gonna change. The people in my life that love me, love me like this. I’m not insufferable to them, to them I’m just me. So just as Sokka has an unconditional love in Zuko, the people in this world who are worth anything will love us in the same way.

And Ruby. Omg ruby. thank u for blessing us with ur writing (and this quote) amongst ur academic deadlines. We’re so lucky you choose to share ur incredible writing with us. And thank u for just rolling w my very intense brand of love for ur work ❤️ it’s hyperfixation at its finest and u matching the energy and the love right back has honestly just made me feel so much less self conscious about being “too much”. I’ve also gained some lovely zukka-loving mutuals from the art of Zuko’s interlude and so I have you to thank for the little zukka bubble that is my dash now 💖💖💖 (I’m never going back).

[raytorosaurus]

hiii nic >:) how about. necropolis by holy moses for the song. a thursday album of your choosing. and lady lamb for the artist 💜💜💜

hehe hiii sophia 💚💙

necropolis by holy moses

couldn’t finish it | not my thing | it’s fine | I could get into this | ooo I like | oh hell yeah | fuck this is some good shit | there aren’t even words, this transcends words

oh i could not help but headbang to this holy shit that is some GOOOOD guitar

common existence - thursday

do you know how hard it was to pick an album.

Opinion on cover design: it's not as cool as a city by the light divided or as iconic as full collapse but i love how it's instantly recognisable and i can't fkn remember where i heard/read this but geoff said it's fully unstaged, just from a collection of photos of new york (i think tom's dad took it maybe??) and he loves the look of this one of the nuns walking under some scaffolding because he said something poetic about them disappearing into the city or something. so true

Favourite song: if bonus tracks count, then fake nostalgia. one of the best things they've ever written holy shit. if bonus tracks don't count, then circuits of fever. also one of the best things they've ever written holy shit.

Least favourite song: THIS IS PAINFULLL thursday has never missed. maybe resuscitation of a dead man. it has some great moments but i guess it lags a little in places

Underrated track: literally all of them lol. maybe you were the cancer, i truly think it's an incredible closer with some great lyrical callbacks to thursday's work without being corny/overbearing about it

Overrated track: there is not a single overrated track on this album, none of them get the appreciation they deserve

Rate: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10

lady lamb

ok i haven't done a full discog listen still but let's gooo

Favourite Song: bird balloons. maybe one of the best songs ever written.

Least Favourite Song: aww man i legit don't know if i could pick one yet...

Favourite Album: hmmmm maybe in the tremor...

Least Favourite Album: i have not listened to after yet! so she is here by default

Song that got me into them: that was you when you recced me deep love <3

Seen live?: i wish

Rate: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10

[kingonafiftymetreroad]

check-in tag <3

ahhhh okay so thank you @stylesthebrave for tagging me to do this on Monday only for me to forget! and thank you @slytherinzouis for tagging me again and reminding me lol. <3

why did you choose your url? i think it's pretty self explanatory but for those who don't understand: here you go x

any side blogs? not any that are actively used. i've tried maintaining side blogs for other fandoms/etc but tbh one is already sometimes too much for me to focus on lol.

how long have you been on tumblr? checked my blog archive, my first post was on dec 2 2013 so 7.5 yrs .-.

do you have a queue tag? yeah it's just called queue but i generally forget to use it about 75% of the time kajdlfj

why did you start your blog in the first place? same reason i'm still using it to this day. those two fuck heads (& the other three fuck heads) are still weaseled into my heart somehow oolkaj;lkdfj

why did you choose your icon/pfp? i adore this photo so fkn much you have no idea.

why did you choose your header? iconic grammy leather and gorgeous dimples and smile? yes please

what’s your post with the most notes? my fic ocean eyes from yrs ago lmao

how many mutuals do you have? how do i find this out because i have no idea and would love to know!

how many followers do you have? 918

how many people do you follow? 931, i need to purge again but i also follow quite a few blogs for other fandoms and things as well.

have you ever made a shitpost? oh 100% even if it's just to get my thoughts out into the notes and delete it minutes later lol

how often do you use tumblr each day? probably around 20 min on average. some days it's hours and others i barely open it to check messages and maybe notifs if i'm feeling like it. i'm definitely the type to mass-post for two hours straight and then be super spotty the rest of the week lol

have you had a fight/ argument with another blog? who won? not that i can remember but i've seen a lot of blog wars, especially back when i first started my blog. the 1d/larry fandom back in 2014-2016... WILD

how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts? if it's the type of post like 'reblog this in x seconds for money' or 'reblog this or you'll have bad luck for 7 yrs' then no fuck those types of posts always. if it's an informational post, like a lot of the BLM and Free Palestine and Covid info posts then i'll happily reblog them.

do you like tag games? yes! i'm not the greatest at remembering to actually do them when tagged (this exact game for example lol sorry cait lol) but i love being tagged in things!

do you like ask games? also yes but i don't have the motivation for them anymore :/

which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? uhh probably @kingsofeverything @aliensyndrome & @thetriangletattoo :D

do you have a crush on a mutual? no crushes at the current moment but i'll put @fournipplesau anyway ily

tags?

idk who's done this so i suppose i'll tag those four ^ and also @solvetheminourdreams @thechampagnelovers @justalarryblog @essercipertuttienonperse @holyshit & anybody who sees this and would like to participate please feel free to say i tagged you! this is a pretty long tag game so if you don't want to i understand and no pressure! <3

[marchiveeee]

Thoughts on MCL NG EP.3 pt.1 (?) BC I'm fkn late✨

To summarize, I have 2 accounts for now: my Brazilian account, and my US account.

For the Brazilian account, I'm aiming for Jason, but since he only appears once in a while I'm trying to get the illustrations with the others that match my outfit (most of the time is Roy bc I don't have enough affinity with my boss 😭😭😭 I hope he doesn't fire me)

For the US account I'm aiming for Amanda, because wow.

But istg this woman is pissing me off on my Brazilian account!!!!!!!! Since I have to do the party at Candy's house to get the illustration with Roy/Devon, I couldn't choose the option to do it at the park and little princess just decided NOT TO SHOW UP?!??!??!! A wise woman once said: "Bitch?! You better be joking!!!" I know it's against the tradition to do at a place other than the park, but like?! How old are youuuuu? And why did the others not show up?????

Anywayyys, that being said. I'm still aiming for her on my other account because I'm gay and because she danced with me and I'm weak 🥹 but if she's still annoying, Thomas is my other option!

Anyways 2, it's interesting to see "both" sides of the story. That is, if you decide to go for Amanda and if you decide not to.

Anyways 3, omgggg I love Elenda so much, guys!!!!! She's an icon ✨ I loved how she responded to Devon at Candy's house kkkkkkkkk

The 1st one:

Eng: "Ah, that's true, no! You don't bring work back home!" (??? I have no idea if that's the right translation)

She said this because Devon suddenly decided to start talking about a new client.

The 2nd one:

Eng: "If you were really past that age, you would be capable of starting conversations"

The way I SCREAMED when she said this KKKKKKKK

For the ones who are just as late as I am, contextualizing her comment: there was a really awkward moment of silence BC no one knew what to talk about and to solve the situation Elenda showed her cards game that she uses to break the ice. Seeing her game Devon says something like "Are we not past that age (of playing the game) yet?"

[smalltragedy]

* ryan destiny, cis woman + she/her | you know kira blake, right? they’re twenty four, and they’ve lived in irving for, like, ever? well, their spotify wrapped says they listened to babooshka by kate bush like, a million times this year, which makes sense ‘cause they’ve got that whole lazily stretched out in a ray of light, daisy shaped irises and daisy chain braids, performing an intricate dance to move the ocean's waves thing going on. i just checked and their birthday is october 31st, so they’re a scorpio, which is unsurprising, all things considered. ( james, 22, est, they/them )

hllo ive hd kira in my head fr a bit bt i also know ntohing abt her! this is me winging it even though i hv no right to <3 this is my third character maybe whose birthday is in honor of ella n coincidentally 2/3 of them r in this rp. yea im messy smirks sexily.

DEATH, GRIEF, DRUGS TW

mini playlist.

wuthering heights ;; kate bush / babooskha ;; kate bush / dreams ;; fleetwood mac / california dreamin’ ;; the mamas & the papas / lavender moon ;; haroula rose / time of the season ;; the zombies / after the storm ;; kali uchis / left hand free ;; alt-j / always forever ;; cults / wait a minute! ;; willow / your dog ;; soccer mommy.

statistics.

full name: kira blake

nickname(s): keely.

birthday: october 31st, 1996.

zodiac: scorpio sun, cancer moon, aquarius ascending. 

mbti & temperament: esfp & catalyst / sanguine. 

label: the ebullient.

sexuality: bisexual.

pinterest.

biography.

born to two original hippies which hs pretty much set up who kira is fr the rest of her life <3 the type of ppl who didnt like the boundaries of marriage n held off frm it fr as long as possible until theyd hd a spur of the moment elopement involving a celebrity impersonator at fannie’s <3 yea theyre lesbians lets go <3

nvr rly took things srsly until kira ws like 5 yrs old n then they were like ah gee ah fuck we probably shld probably settle settle. n they job hopped n worked many odd jobs until they found their footing in careers they liked n one of them probably does like. blown glass art. n the other prob fixes old computers n other ~vintage~ mementos of the past fr ppl.

they make a decent living n they live in delpinius heights n they try a few times fr another kid bt it nvr rly works out (raises an eyebrow. adopted siblings anyone?) n fr the most part kira as a child spends her time running around town and tugging on the hem of other’s shirts to ask them small favors (mostly to play a game with her)

often left unsupervised as a kid, bt not in the way tht her parents dnt care (bc her parents love her a lot a lot a lot like she is their world) bt in the way tht they simply raised her the way they were raised. running amuck all day n coming home jst in time fr dinner, front porch light always on, cat always waiting faithfully on their stoop.

pretty evident frm a young age tht kira’s mind saw things differently, in a different light - the world an array of light n mystery n sound n taste n sometimes those collided n created new experiences. prob hs some form of synsthesia bt dnt ask me which one yet. she’s a painting prodigy with an excellent understanding of color theory.

always ws known as a kind of like. rambunctious kid. a well meaning class clown who cld nt keep her mouth shut fr the life of her. grew up constantly with a yellow card beneath her name in school bt ws always well liked by her teachers n classmates alike.

jst a very bright child who did well naturally bt always ws turned more towards art.

feel like her parents very noticeably turned a cheek when she started smoking weed w the cool older kids when she ws 13. the type of person who wnts 2 b liked so bad she’d jump over a hurdle fr it. hs jumped over many hurdles n many fences n many other obstacles to be liked bt does it without breaking a sweat.

(edit: nw tht i think abt it hwevr i dnt think she does tht anymore i think while a bit of a mess atm she. likes herself. n doesnt rly want or need the approval of others anymore she jst does her own little thing. bt when she ws younger? she jst wnted 2 b friends w the entire world.)

nothing bad rly happened fr like. a good bit of her life. got into psychedelics at some point in high school n tht only heightened her artistic abilities. most of her high school art portfolio ws probably done while high bt <3 does it matter.

hd a high school sweetheart n they were pretty serious like. full on in love. a total believer of soulmates kira ws jst like. this is the one. there is nobody else i cn imagine my life with.

death tw

death tw

death tw.

death n grief tw // yea. sometime during their freshmen year of college. car incident. kira ws nvr the same though she’d like to pretend tht nothing’d ever happened. like theyd nvr existed. like she didnt plan out their entire lives together hiking thru hills n valleys n boating across various bodies of water n traveling together until they were old n wrinkly. end of death tw //

cld nt explain 2 u why kira hd bought a van n completely demolished it only to drain all of her savings remodeling it bt nw she lives in it by the beach. hd dreams of travelling the world bt cannot go long distances in a car without feeling sick. sees planes n feels envy. stopped painting fr a long time bt she’s started back up recently. took on surfing. told her parents tht it ws fine n tht she ws fine n theyre concerned bt shes always by the beach, her van rarely leaves. she’s trying her best bt its only been a few yrs n i think ppl cn sense tht shes jst nt the same cheerful girl as they once knew. end of grief tw //

anyways. tugs on my collar. tht’s kira! she lives on the beach n surfs everyday n is obsessed with daisies n is prob growing her own shrooms somewhere. 

personality & facts.

always been very emotional n a little dramatic. nt a drama queen bt is a little messy n does not hv like. many rational thoughts up in there. very cup full or cup empty.

regardless though she hs an. overall reputation fr jst being. enjoyable to be around. her her little moments bt shes also pretty like. laidback. in a way. KDSHFSDLKHGHFLKSD

prob bc she smokes a lot or is often <3 on a trip if u know wht i mean <3

god. got obsessed with the 60s n 70s aesthetic at some point n hs not gone back evr. big fan of psychedelic rock. is a prodigy painter bt her life dream outside of traveling ws always to own her own record label. hs nt happened yet, maybe will never happen? works at a record shop though n does hide the good vinyls tht she wants away frm the customers.

very cheerful n usually uplifting n she doesnt like to b negative around others bt smtms she cnt control it n smtms thinks tht ppl r out 2 get her jst out of. anxiety. hs long bouts where she’ll sit in a still sort of sadness n then shake out of it n hop back into conversation like nothing’s happened bt. its fine we’re fine kira is fine.

shes not gullible or naive bt wants to believe tht everybody hs a heart of gold even if its false. keeps giving ppl second chances bc she hs a savior complex n thinks she cn change ppl.

is very into zodiac n will judge u by ur chart. knows everybody in town’s natal chart. even newcomers. it’s a little scary hw quick she finds this information bt its very important to her.

kind of like. into spirituality bt i wont lie its very surface level n a little superficial. learning tarot cards bt cannot fr the life of her memorize the meanings so smtms she jst makes up things on the spot. hs so many crystals she will not stop buying them.

i think a part of her is desperately trying to cling onto tht like. think positive. self care. msg thts super prevalent online without addressing or actually helping any of her problems. it is her flaw </3

hates to admit when she needs help. wld rather do everything herself.

head is a little in the clouds n her parents r a little concerned fr her bc shes nt rly doing much rn bt like. she jst needs time i think. shes jst doing her little thing.

does not give up on ppl easily she absolutely hates dropping ppl frm her life even if she grows 2 resent them over time which is bad bc she is bad at hiding when she is upset at someone or when she doesnt like someone.

like shes jst passive aggressive abt it n does not properly communicate <3

bt this is rare i think ... negative feelings abt other ppl

self centered bt not selfish if tht makes sense. she will do things fr others without a problem n sometimes trips over herself 2 do it bt at the end of the day i think she cares abt herself the most.

hs only been in love once bt hs hd many infatuations n many like. admirations n very surface level feelings. her body is a temple n she loves 2 b worshipped.

prob does fkn. beach yoga. probably vegan bt also maybe breaks tht every once in a while. almost noncommittal its hard 2 distinguish between her being carefree, not taking care of herself, or jst hving commitment issues? flaky or not? who knows.

feels jst a bit too strongly bt tries to contain it. jst full of multitudes or smth. idk. icon <3

like. cares bt doesnt care. does thinks tht r purposely self destructive n then acts like shes like. cool girl monologue frm gone girl. bt does it while being like peace n luv on earth x

ok thts all i hv goodbye

wanted plots.

a pseudonym 2 fool ‘em... ;; jst hd this idea pop up bt i like the idea of kira going undercover 2 expose cheaters. whether she does this on her own accord or is personally requested by smbdy is up in the air. a plottable point. she h8s cheaters n is chaotic good she prob thinks shes the relationship vigilante testing the strengths of other’s relationships. once again she cld b. specifically going undercover fr smbdy 2 help them out. im sure she wldnt go 2 very. extensive srs measures like actually. sleeping w the assumed-cheaters bt once again. world is our oyster n i lov drama?

crystal visions ... ;; once again. shes super into crystals n astrology n she will base sm of her opinions of others on it. this is nt just abt her being judgmental of others bt also jst. catching her running around in the rain trying sooo hard 2 fkn. charge her crystals in the rainwater bc she forgot 2 charge them under the full moon the night b4. this is her giving wrong tarot readings. she hs no idea wht shes doing at any given time bt acts like she does know. acts like she knows the entire world. she gives crystals as gifts n will do ur natal chart for u bt will also pack her things n leave if ur a capricorn.

time of the season... ;; i dnt knw admittedly. this song’s abt being horny so perhaps? perhaps. kira isnt rly able to keep a grasp on long term relationships rn due to. factors in her life so she hops frm person 2 person often. smtms jst flings smtms its jst a relationship accidentally led on. shes noncommittal n a little flaky atm when she’s usually ride or die fr others. perhaps this is all in the name of some good fun! world? oyster. 

literally anything .dsfskhdkgs ;; god. shes so new i jst dnt know. childhood friends. current friends. friends shes hd frever. enemies n ex lovers n ppl shes constantly pushing away or scorned lovers or both or anything?? she pushed them out of the roller rink to make more room fr herself or maybe they did tht to her. perhaps theyre both constantly pursuing some sort of fkn. meaning in their lives tht they cnt quite grasp. mayb they go on an acid trip together. who knows. 

[ziracona]

With every movie my love of sidney grows. She working for a crisis hotline ;-; fuc milton hes disgusting. also she is more immediatly prepared for FIGHT also i love how much more soft towards sidney gale is this movie. Thts ur surrogate baby sister now ma'am uwu

Also i loved gales weird friendship with jennifer lmao. One of my fave chars of the triology lol . Also can everyone in the seried leave MAUREEN ALONE D:< the poor woman is dead stop fucjing demonizing her jfc. Im glad sidneys come to terms with loving her despite her flaws and despite everyone trying to make her see otherwise (or thats what it came off as to me anyway) also. Sid verbally destroying roman GET IM!! GET IM!!

Yeah no I totally agree!

GOD, Sidney is my GIRL! I love her so much! The working at a crisis hotline to help women, and how thoughtful and kind she is doing it TuT, her big puppy. And god, she left. She did everything she could to make herself no one someone would have reason to kill, and it’s not enough, people still come. Her PTSD episode with her mom, and how scary and alone it all is. AH and I’m glad they brought her dad back and had him visiting and being worried about her being so alone. TuT

I loved Gale and Dewey getting back and the scene at the END??? “You’re a brave man, Dewey Riley.” “Yeah, well, I’m really scared right now.” I SOB it’s true love TuT my dumb otp. And fkn Jennifer is great! Fale—fake Gale. Love it. The Gale Fake-Gale duo kills me, and fkn Jennifer’s delivery of every damn line is superb. (Wild as shit to see her as the antag in Lost in Space. I was like *leans almost vertically forward in seat* FALE??? ). And yess!!! How sweet Gale is to Sid and how she’s like, no conflict Gale just Gale to kick ass time >:-] Gale said “Fuck Ghostface, all my homies hate Ghostface” and then came to finish the job. Love the Sidney-Gale-Dewey friend team. God, they need each other so bad. Best family!

Also fkn LovED Kinkaid. Baby Patrick Dempsey, lol. *Production Room Meeting*

Casting Director: Okay. So. We need a potential love interest for Sidney, but we’ve hit a problem.

Producer: What problem?

CD *whips out human sized printout* :

Look at her! We can’t find anyone hot enough to even be believable anymore.

Producer, sweating: Shit. What do we do?

PA with a eureka moment, already making mockup posters: Okay so I got /1/ idea.

And it was the best they could do. She’s a goddess on Earth it would be hard to cast a leading partner opposite her. But god bless. Fkn LOVE. Kincaid. He gets back up like four times and every time just gets the shit beat out of him. 🤣 *Kincaid, dragging himself up to go pick a lock with blood dripping down his shoulder from a stab wound to his chest bc he hears Sid screaming.* Me, screeching from the audience: NO! Baby go lay down you survived what looked like a fatal hit just stay down I want you to make it through the movie! 😭 *Kincaid: keeps going because it’s his duty to try to save them. Immediately laid flat and injured worse.* Me: :’-]

I love that he’s like a family member too (lol, if you survive Ghostface, you get adopted by Sid, Gale, and Dewey now) and watching movies at Sid’s house it’s so cute. Fun fact! Kincaid was supposed to be in 4 too, but couldn’t be bc of a preexisting shooting schedule conflict with Dempsey. But I’ve always taken that to mean they got/stayed together and he’s just not on the tour/at work during 4 (tbh, off screen is safer to characters who survived a film anyway so maybe it’s good 🤣), and are maybe married or dating, and if not interested that way are good friends who still check in & hang for movie nights a lot. TuT

And yeah! I think that’s how it was meant to read. Maureen made some mistakes, but it doesn’t mean everything about her was bad, and also, a lot of the shit she went through was done to her, not by. She had a really rough life and tried to do better, and backslid by cheating and hooking up with married men when Sid was a teen, but she wasn’t a monster. Just a sad woman with a lot of facets. Some good, some bad, some neither. But the lies didn’t mean the good Mom Sid remembered was a lie or she can’t still love her. Bad didn’t negate the good, and she loved her mom, and she should get to. TuT

(And for real, like, cheating is fucked, but everyone quit blaming your murderous rampages on the dead woman who never killed a single person frfr it’s you.)

And yes!!! GOD! That shoutout scene with Roman is maybe my favorite scene in the franchise! Roman’s my fave Ghostface because he’s funniest to watch, and also the most interesting. He a fucking bastard like the rest, but he’s the only one who ever shows even a second of guilt for their kills on-screen or off, and it’s when Sidney goes off on her “Fuck your bullshit Roman! You got no excuse you’re just terrible!” rant, and I love that like, not just does she say that, but you can see he knows she’s right. 👌 Ultimate victory. He’s as evil as the rest (except 4. >.> 4 takes the cake but I’ll say nothing else), but I think he’s the only one (mmmaybe one of two? : / ehhh, I’ll think on it) who still sees humans as humans instead of just things, so he’s more interesting to watch/more interesting as a villain. I also fkn love his stupid “Do you think this wasn’t a message?” With the broken award 🤣—the way his actor delivers lines is exactly how my best friend would have played the role, so it’s tripple funny to me to watch it. God, and Sid holding his hand while he’s dying, after everything he did to her?

Like. Obviously he did not deserve that kind of kindness, but it’s so fucking sweet and such a statement to Sidney’s character that she’d do that in spite of it all because he’s her brother, and she just doesn’t want even the worst one possible to die alone. I’m tearing up. Sidney is so good she’s so amazing I’m gonna weep. 😭

Also. Will any moment ever be more iconic than:

No! The answer is no! Shout this at all horror villains fuck y’all, blame whatever you want cry me a river, it’s you! You did this! I fucking LOVE Sidney Prescott!!!!

[rhodeys]

okay, but you know how i remember you first and foremost? im2 tony with strawberry gag icon (the one on your ao3), soft pink background - and the de-aged tony ironhusbands fic.

i wasn't even following you yet back then, i just track the ironhusbands tag and this fic appeared on my dash and hoo boy, did i fall in love. not only cause the writing is amazing (honestly, i hope you won't give up on writing completely cause your fics are incredible!), but also bc you wrote kid!tony more or less exactly how i headcanon him too.

so, y'know, you can be all hq gif maker and pretty icon and neat theme and all nowadays - but this is how i'll remember you always. 😌💖

stop calling it a gag you've ruined that tony scene for me FOREVER 😭😭😭😭 and thank you for reminding me that's still my ao3 brb gotta change it real quick <3

GOSH BUT??? I THINK THAT WAS LITERALLY THE FIRST RHODEYTONY FIC I WROTE??? i was so fkn nervous of characterizing rhodey n their interactions but aaaaah I WAS SO PROUD OF IT and yes kid!tony is such a mood n well. great minds think alike. so :/ are you even surprised

n THANK YOU!!!!!! im so glad you like my writing 🥺🥺🥺 since you're always harassing me im just gonna take a second to relish this moment of niceness. wow. feels unreal. damn. bur fhsmjfks i AM gonna get back to writing v soon esp bc ive had the final chapter of a fic just BUGGING me for the last one month so i can complete it (this is leaving out the other three wips for the last 7 months) (which i will get back to) (at least one of them)

can't believe you think i have a neat theme.... wow... my mobile theme is literally all over the place.... but 💛💛💛 i appreciate the compliment #new me

[fairycosmos]

LMAOOO I WAS GENUINELY SO BAD AT MY JOB LIKE. however bad you think you were at urs? Dw bc I was worse. The aggressive sighing when I did something or anything and my monkey brain being omggggg what the fuck did we do now get it together woman!!!@@ and then it was something that I didn't even know i was doing wrong. Like wow the abject misery at the time but it's soooo funny now they had me hyperventilating like a hamster on wheel on crack

thats honestly so anti capitalist and iconic and smart of you 😌 ZzHfigxz no but the sighs and eye rolls and side glances whenever i fucked up stressed me out so much omg noooo. i would be in the hallways having panic attacks could NOT cope with the scrutiny and obvious hatred lmfao. because you know they’re just fkn sick of you. looking back it is kind of funny but in the moment it was my last straw. totally feel you on the not even knowing you’re doing anything wrong thing GOD we should run a business together honestly think we’re naturals at it x