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frecklystars · 6 days

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#star!keri #vent art #💕♬♪ ♡☆ I just want to be your lovin' teddy bear 🌟🧸♬♪☆#im ok i just have a migraine and im overwhelmed and sad and i got triggered and augh #i miss the color pink.#this whole pic was gonna be all different shades of pink but then i couldnt do it #had to change the colors #i tried watching lars and the real girl by myself and yknow theres the whole pink room thing #im trying to associate it with barbie but god it just . feels fresh. had to turn it off #seeing my abuser twice in a short timeframe is kind of fucking me up :) hello. why do u exist and why do i have to see it.#but hey i did use SOME pink in here?? baby steps??? i feel stupid but whatever #you know pink used to be one of my favorite colors #i will get it back even if its gonna be an ugly fight the entire time #cant get into the ring and complain about getting hit. or however ryan phrases it #idk if that applies to reclaiming triggers but rahhhhh #if steven can be fine with papyrus after 15 fuckin years i can be fine with pink someday too #lars wouldnt think im stupid. i mean i'd hope not???? maybe he would. its stupid #its a really stupid trigger lol who gets scared of the color pink. me apparently #i get the fight or flight response when seeing a color or clothing or hearing phrases #i dont feel like i can function like a normal person even after a whole year #i feel like i am barely surviving and my entire life was taken away from me #and i cant do anything about it but just sit here with my heart ripped out of my chest #while my abuser is . fine. and has friends and family and support and alllll of my TF F/Os #and absolutely zero consequences for what she maliciously had done to me. okie dokie!!!!!#i feel like the last 19 months havent passed. i feel like i am not in my body sometimes #like i am a husk and someone else is controlling me but im actually dead or something #i dont feel like time is passing. idk how to explain it. i feel like my life is stolen #i feel like i am losing years of my life to trauma. like the ghost of me is left behind while the world is moving forward #everyone is present and moving but i am like... barely functioning thru flashbacks and nightmares and panic attacks #and i dont know when im ever going to fully escape the person who did this to me

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fellhellion · 10 months

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Something something the spot’s goofy antics distract from how dangerous his own entitlement and resentment is

#I don’t want to be that guy but I feel a little bit like spot gets sanded down a tad into just the fact he’s funny #and he IS funny I get it. but what makes him scary is the power to lash out with his entitlement and resentment towards miles #it’s you did this TO ME (miles didn’t #he was busy getting pummeled by kingpin and then venom shocking him back and the building was being EVACUATED it’s literally no one’s fault #but spot’s that he was there AND miles didn’t even know he was there when the collider exploded)#so I’m owed the role that you made me into <- miles literally didn’t do this #I’m OWED being your nemesis because I created you <- when all of itsv is about its miles own choices that make him heroic and not the bite #spot can’t even take ownership of his own actions. he’s like oh IM not robbing you that’s the bank. well buddy I don’t see you robbing the #bank I see you harassing some guy owning a corner store #like I get it. ur a cosmic horror and it sucks capitalism is pushing u down and u can’t get a job but like OWN UP TO WHAT THE HELL YOU DO #LMAO #and even miles trying to genuinely reach out and say look I’m sorry I made u feel bad (even though this isn’t an owed apology) and spot #STILL is hellbent on breaking miles back for an imagined slight #I AM GOING TO KILL YOUR LITERAL FATHER BECAUSE I BLAME YOU FOR SOMETHING YOU DIDNT DO #like god lmao. he’s a fun silly villain but there’s legitimate anger and spite and RESENTMENT motivating him purely to try hurt miles back a #as* badly as he imagines miles hurt him. when it’s like dude. own tf up to who’s responsible here #I’m not angry at the spot btw I actually think he’s a fun villain but I think recognising that resentment is what makes him effective as a #*frightening* villain and one that poses legitimate danger #tunes talks spiderverse #apologies xinakwans ik u said you didn’t want to read any spot posts hopefully this snags on ur filtered content block shdjfjfk

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oceanwithouthermoon · 5 months

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https://x.com/d3kutism/status/1741579841764475157?s=46

it should be illegal to be this fucking stupid so loudly and confidently omg..

mfs on the internet preach about "media literacy" yet they completely gloss over the fact that the only damn things that kusuo "canonically" is are a tsundere, an unreliable narrator, and a fucking liar LMFAOOO.. babe thats like basic reading comprehension, im sorry..

EDIT: it should go without saying not to send a person hate just because of a silly post like this one(+i dont have any reach anyway so im sure it wouldnt happen, but i wanna say this nonetheless lol) but i would just like to say that i just checked and realized that this person is 15 years old, so like... yeah, too young to be arguing with grown people on the internet. dont take this too serious or send this person hate pls lol..

#nobody who isnt aroace is allowed to tell ME what character has to be aroace #yall forget that we aroaces (+ESPECIALLY autistic aroaces) dont want or need your ugly white knight savior bs #'oh but im aroace n i also think hes aroace🤓' ok?? should i care about your hcs?#have your projection hcs or your regular random hcs- i literalky DONT care #but it becomes an issue when u try so desperately to defend it like this #like babe u sound so dumb☠️#its so confusing to me how u chronically online weirdos insist on making ur hcs canon #i promise u guys ur hcs dont have to be canon for u to enjoy them #its a VERY popular hc too like tf more do u want #im autistic and aroace and i say kusuo is demi and autistic #i am him and he is me so i know factually/j #so still on the aroace spectrum but either way i dont force my hcs on other people like u selfish weirdos do LOL #also this person and the replies being like 'just cuz not all autistic ppl r aroace doesnt mean none can be' YEA OBVIOUSLY?#UR ARGUING WITH THE WALL AND ITS CRAZY CUZ NOBODY EVER SAID THAT #literally not one fucking person said he cant be aroace- just that it isnt canon #do u even fucking hear urselves.. YOURE the ones saying he cant be anything other than aroace.. so YOURE the one doing the forcing..#u guys love pushing ur stereotypes on others and then defending it to high fucking hell #anyway sorry i dont have a public twitter so im saying my piece here #the link looks suspicious as hell twitter pwease give me a better link #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo #meows post

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foryouthegays · 3 days

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idk is this anything

#portgas d ace #hes my little guy my silly rabbit my right hand arm man #FUCK I FORGOT HIS ASCE FUCKBALLS GIMME A MIN #ok i fixed it that wouldve been a disaster. the only thing wrong w this frfr #i havent done art in so long i dont know what shapes are anymore. and YES i took a pic of myself to get this angle who tf do u think i am #someone who understands anatomy????#also what are cowboy hats why does he wear that thing .i looked at one (1) reference for approximately fourteen seconds if u ouldnt tell #actually fuck everything i just said. this is excellent and i like it because i had fun making it. him <3

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rewritingcanon · 6 months

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sorry but it’s actually cringe if u have a crush on a man

#ewwww #like actually.#tell me about ur love life but if its about a man i’d rather smash my head against a brick wall repeatedly #‘thinking abt him 🥰🥰’ dont.#hes about to stress me tf out thats why.#maybe i just have specific trauma from always being the reasonable friend of girls who like terrible people but. IM TIRED #IDCCCC IF THIS GENERALISES EVERYONEE 😫😫#im not beating these manhater allegations for days. imma submit to it JUST DONT TELL ME ANYTHING ABT BOYS UGH #this counts for every single one of yall. if ur dating a man thats honestly worse #i always think im like a single bitter person. but then i realise i dont hate like lesbian couples. its always one where a man is involved #like??? why are u non-men letting yourselves be emotionally subservient to A MAN???#where is the alpha wolf in you gone 🐺😈🫡#soooo embarrassing. anyways. (i feel like if i go on i might get cancelled for this)#(someone gonna call me a misandrist or some straight woman is gonna ask ‘what am i supposed to do?’)#(YOURE SUPPOSED TO BE CELIBATE FOR LIFE. duh.)#tw males #<- wish

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hella1975 · 10 months

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american girlie stepped on the tube looked me dead in the eye and went ‘is this going to london’ oh how the tables have turned so suddenly babygirl

#me and the man opposite me just immediately went 🤨🤨🤨#and she must have realised she fucked up bc she went CENTRAL london CENTRAL lmaoooo #also I almost fell asleep on the tube on purpose. i am basically a londoner now i cannot express how stupid an idea that would’ve been #but I am just so eepy 🥺#also why tf did I get a train out of euston I HATE EUSTON #and it doesn’t even connect directly to heathrow literally what possessed me to get that train ticket #i didnt have time to do anything including get water so I think I might die via headache sorry guys this is the end #do u know what train station I do like and connects directly to heathrow? st pancras. i miss her #i bet st pancras would have had water 😒#only a few hours left until I’m home guys who thinks I can do it 😁😁😁 <- met with silence #rwbt 2.0

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cowboy-robooty · 5 months

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one of the biggest mistakes of my life was not watching jojo rabbit in theatres swear to god... one of my top 5 movies

#i wanted to watch it actually but i didnt because i was a fucking loser with no friends and no car (too young for lisence)#and idc abt watching movies alone i love doing shit alone unironically but bc i had no car id have to go with my mom or dad #and i was like fuck no not worf it tf this movie think it is? the lego movie?#and now i finally watched it like a month ago and found it it literally is same level of amazing as the lego movie #shit makes me crazy you know that its good when i say its as good as the lego movie okay #cowboy robooty who was chronically obsessed with the lego cinematic universe for like 5 years #im still one of the strongest warriors okay but i cant be the strongest anymore bc the lego movie 2 should not exist and YES. REX DANGERVWST #MAKES ME A LITTLE CRAZY I LIKE HIM SO MUCH OKAY. BUT AUAGWHSHS THE PLOT AND AND THE MESSAGE AND THEY HAS LITERALLY ONLY HALF A SECOND OF #GOOD COP BAD COP. WHERE TF WAS HE?!? HES PART OF THE GANG!!!!#AND THE WHAT THEY DID TO WYLDSTYLE OHHHH MY GAWWWDDDEJNSKWLS #AND THE WHATEVRAWANNABI MARRYING BATMAN BULLSHIT.......................... JUST IGNORE LEGO BATMAN MOVIE... OKAY THEN.#Sorry. robooty crazy as usual u know me heehee!#but yes i fucking love jojo rabbit and i am still obsessed with the lego movie and...#well i think the lego movie is one of the greatest movies made of all time.#so lego movie is second favorite movie and jojo rabbit is swimming around in top 5 #number one is a secret ee hee hee!

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opens-up-4-nobody · 8 months

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#head instructor to the TAs in the lab section i TA for: how r u guys feeling abt the workload?#me who hasnt graded anything since week 1 and spent an hr that morning filling out a patient safety plan: 🙃#listen. we r experiencing symptoms that make us shitty at our job. which is not helpful for a positive outlook #i was also experiencing horrible cramps at the time bc i lost my ibuprofen and 2 days ago i stopped the birth control in a desperate effort #to stop feeling terrible. but in this moment i feel alright. its wild to go from drastically unhappy to like lol wtf was that? anyway stop #being a bby loser. for no obvious reason. im gonna start the birth control again to see if i get depressed again or if that was just me lol #i dont think my therapist understands the depth of my executive functioning issues tho. bc im a grad student and can meet deadlines. like #let me tell u im a fucking disaster abt starting things. i will go back and forth and get nothing done forever. or i do things halfway and #make everything 30 times more difficult later bc no one else understands how my brain works #ah well. itll b fine. sometimes i just get freaked out that i wanna b better and i dont kno how to do that. so i spiral in despair a lil #ill b fine. im good at catching myself before i get too out of control. annoyingly tho i am not currently beating the bip0lar allagations #bc whatever tf is wrong with me i do probably fit the diagnostic criteria for bip0lar 2. i dont kno y that freaks me out so much. i guess #its bc it feels like something i cant just make better thru force of will and i grew up in a home that was very obsessively #health conscious to the point my dad gets anxious abt taking a single ibuprofen. so like ive been conditioned to get freaked out by #medication. literally my grandma will call me and tell me to b suspicious of doctors and to not take medicine unless absolutely necessary.#like lady u r the genetic reason i have 0cd shut the fuck up. also it feels like something that would more negatively affect how ppl think #of u than saying oh yea i get depressed or i have anxiety. like the connotation feels worse im used to just telling ppl whatever tf #my problem is. so the idea of holding something back feels weird. which annoys me bc i dont think there should b so much of a stigma. its #bullshit. anyway idk. im tired. i was trying to think of a comfort tv show with my therapist and all i could think was the terror #when im depressed i wanna watch those English mother fuckers suffer and die. i just lov that show so much. harry g00dsir my beloved. the #most me coded character to ever exist #unrelated

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bellamygate · 2 months

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idk if anyone has had the balls to say it yet and im def not the one to put it eloquently as it deserves but im seeing some uneasy & alarming trends surfacing in the manifestation & self-help community that look like cult indoctrination

#like these people are vulnerable they hate their lives theyre depressed then some random guy comes in and claims to have all the answers #he says u can change things with the power of ur mind u think he's a genius u start to live ur life according to his teachings #sound familiar #meanwhile he's literally just some guy #not even academically qualified in the subject he claims to be an expert in and giving advice about #like i believe in it. but im not an idiot. i fact check these claims. i am healthily sometimes annoyingly skeptical #seeing ppl be like 'well nevill says u should do this and this' girl who tf is nevill #'dr joe says this can cure my anxiety' dr joe is a chairopractor my love hes not a psychiatrist or a professional neuroscientist #or mental health expert or even a medical doctor #he's some guy with a bachelors in biochem #there r so many guys with bachelors in biochem

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roseband · 6 months

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also ykw

after i do my next portfolio update, i'm just.....sending my resume and portfolio cold to TA

their apparel design work is FUGLY, and they need someone who knows print production bcuz literally no one is color separating their stuff and they're using a d2g printer which is sooooo inconsistent (and their sizing is inconsistent bcuz they're using multiple print-as-you-go d2g printers)

also if u ever get the rose merch and it has an ugly vinegary smell it's cause of the inks used for those direct to garment printers.....and the stuff they do a lot of it can be done with bulk screenprint for cheaper lol??? idk what they're doing. like if they're selling hundreds of shirts, printing on white, with only black ink, it's absolutely cheaper to burn screens rather than have the d2g printer

#personal #guyyyssssssss GUYS I LOVE U but u need someone new lol #ily SOOOO MUCH but like........... u need me <3 #ffs i have only like 2 yrs apparel experience and i know more than whatever they're using on their graphic design team #like their design team feel like........... some guy who has a dropship etsy business LMAO #i think i may just be insane about print quality tho #ALSO somehow over 2 yrs i got pushed into this weird ass hybrid role #where i do automation and art and also factory tours #i go on factory tours w/ the ppl with decades experience and i'm like ????? WTF did i do to get here?#i mean like........ the scouting out factory tours like the it's upper management and two designers/artists #and i'm one of the artists and i'm like WHY TF AM I HERE????#(my manager asks me about color match and pantone match and CSI color matches which is why i'm there #cuz i can look at a color printed and be like 'yeah it's like 3% too much cyan in this blue for the match' cuz with the brands #i work on....color match is incredibly important....like more so than for other art...plus he tends to have me there for #like cs/tech integration issues cause i can translate from nerd to artist very easily and from nerd/artist to blue collar screenprint #factory guy language too LOL while looking 12 and being a tiny girl LOOLOLOOLOOL like i'm around this big burly screenprint dudes)

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thecolorsfucked · 8 months

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i banned the guy i like from insulting his body in my presence like absolutely not bro

#first of all guts are hot being a grown adult who eats and looks like theyll hopefully survive shit is GOOD AND HOT #second of all i am fat how tf do u think that makes me feel

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bumbleblurr · 2 years

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g1 blurrs family tree is so questionable like there's the horses thing yeah but bc of his shattered glass counterpart there's like?? An implication that his cousin is Crasher??? like. The gobot

#ig it wouldn't be her gobot version but her tf g1 version which are. different #but its still so baffling like wdym in sg she's blurrs cousin???#what is happening in blurrs family #it is. g1. so the concept of tfs having parents is a thing here (looks at wheelie)#and siblings are a thing in most conts i think #so like. make of that what u will #i kinda choose not to look at this detail abt sg blurr bc like. girl what am i supposed to do with this ajgdkdhfkfjfj #blurrs tragic story abt how he was split off from his cousin when they joined opposite factions <///333 so sad fr #another funny way go abt it is blurr to be like ''wtf who is this woman???? shes my cousin?????????????'' like he didnt know either akgdkdh #idk this isnt smth id try to think very hard abt besides how humorous the concept is #🐝 could you repeat the last part? 🟦

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echthr0s · 1 year

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ok like I don't think I did too badly with this face (I did fuck up the hair bc I forgot to change it to grey/white goddammit)

but I really peaked with this dunmer and this bosmer ngl

like. fuck. it just doesn't get better than that.

#eso #if it wasn't for the new class i would still be playin the bosmer #but. i can't just NOT play a new mage class as soon as it drops. who tf do you think i am.#anyway bosmer are the hottest elves in eso idk how they beat out /dunmer/ for me but they really the fuck did. they nailed it #the only thing they didn't nail was the fact that there's no darkskin option. like... the fuck is wrong with u

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jisungshotfirst · 1 year

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found out that my horrible ex friend is telling people that im in love with one of my closest friends ...

#like I laughed so hard coz what in the alloromanticism #and also she knows im gay and she's saying im in love with my friend who is a girl #and like platonically? I am absolutely in love with her ofc but romantically? NDJDJZJ #also im like 🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪 coz that horrible human should get my name out of their mouth 🔪🔪 like actually die #like ...:( I don't want her even thinking of me unless it's with guilt coz she's actually just so cruel #and what tf does she gain from this so im like ... do u actually believe it urself ..??? dnndjdj #god ... is she not over this like oml #what's extra funny is that me and that friend joke about how insane of a couple we would be NFJDJD #like we joke that we r a beard couple that is not convincing what so ever #anyway #crazy times #kitshit

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sinecosinewheel · 1 year

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i finished reading the 489 page transformers essay just now and i watched the first three movies over the last couple days. cinematic garbage. but it compels me

#wheeltext #megatron. i have so many thoughts about megatron.#he was frozen for thousands of years and dehumanized tortured while conscious and killed by a member of the species who tortured him.#that same person was the first person to say his name or treat him as a person in thousands years. and when he broke out the first thing he #did was claim his identity (i am megatron) continuing the conversation he overheard. and it comes out as kind of cavemanish if u take it at #face value as just a standalone statement but after unimaginable isolation and torture having someone go HES megatron. the leader of #the decepticons. was basically a peptalk. 'i am megatron' was him agreeing with that in a language it would be impossible for him to know #if he wasnt awake the whole time. also starscream likes him #starscream is always doing this like cruel toady goon voice and he says shit like oh... you're so wounded. so weak. but i think hes being #completely sincere #ok so if there are billions of transformers (sentinel says more tf than there humans) and the decepticons have won the war then most of #them are decepticons. but in the first movie only like seven guys show up to find megatron? and they just happen to find the cube as well #starscream is the sic usually so if that stays true and megatron has been missin for thousands of years hes been defacto leader for that #long. yet he seems to be part of an unpopular minority of decepticons who wanted to find megatron after hes been mia and presumed dead for #ages. then he helps resurrect him after two years two years in which he would have been the leader again #and when megatron has lost his arm and is horrifically injured starscream doesnt take him out or abandon him he says #not to call you a coward but cowards usually survive and bounces with megatron. then he corners sam (ugh) in the third movie and #ultimately dies. the first thing he says to sam is like finally... you and me. alone. like he has a personal enough vendetta against #sam to hunt specifically him down. but sam has only ever benefited him if all he wants is to lead the decepticons.#nah. hes getting revenge FOR megatron.#megatron sounds fond of starscream when he says blah you fail me me yet again instead of angry and he even jokes when he goes starwcream im #home. he does like beat starscream up a couple times but this is about starscream not wanting megatron dead.#it really really fascinated me why this starscream of all the starscreams was actually loyal to megatron and then it hit me #megatron is skyfire #he was frozen in the arctic for years and starscream has a past fondness for him. megatron is skyfire #which makes all of starscreams weedy goon lines hilarious because he's being completely sincere when he delivers them #anyway the movies are pretty racist unfunny and i hate all of the characters. megatron is goin in the blorbo quarantine kennel

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satanfemme · 2 years

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my parents are fucking assholes and every day I pray for a heart attack or something. :|

#me: so I'm probably gonna adopt a dog. since u guys have financial control over me rn I was wondering if you could explain some financi --#them: this is stupid you're being stupid how could u even consider this you are NOT allowed to have a dog you stupid poor idiot.#like DAMN ok...... not what I fucking asked..... also: die.........#literally OPENED with ''this isnt your decision to make so do not give me any negative comments over this just tell me the financial facts'#and well what do you know BOTH of them (even tho I only messaged one) respond just to unpromptedly veto the idea right off the bat #as if I'm not literally my own person and an adult who can do whatever tf I want...?#I DON'T EVEN LIVE WITH THEM???#THEY'RE A STATE AWAY and trying to lecture me on my lifestyle and what I'm capable of. bitches you don't fucking KNOW me anymore #and they were ABSOLUTELY giving me conflicting info to what the trained adoption counselors were saying which is just hilarious like #SORRY but neglecting a dog 10 years ago doesn't make u an expert on animal care compared to professionals -#- FFS I MYSELF am a dog care technician.... so why tf are they trying to explain dog care to me - u know what nvm #I'm getting high now. fuck those guys. fucking assholes. fucking pos. fucking piss off unhelpful parasites.#think they're right just cause they have power over me. I could get a fucking degree in dog science and it wouldn't mean shit to them.#negative

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