now that I know I'm audhd I'm pretty gentle with myself, like I can just go meh whatever and shrug off most of the weird shit I do, but one thing that still makes me want to sink into the floor every time is when I get so excited to see a visibly queer person in a mundane environment that I forget you're not supposed to stare and bc I'm not super expressive by the time I snap back to reality this poor person has been stonefaced stared down by a random schlub (me) for long enough that they're now worried about getting hatecrimed in the Lowes parking lot. Why Am I Like This
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what i’d like to be doing: working on DYWTK
what i’m doing: blankly staring at nothing, considering the ramifications of using a toy gun to rob a pharmacy for their mood stabilizers and then distributing them to the public like antidepressant robin hood
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Indrid can I pay you $5 to draw amber and Kodira kissing being in love etc
Sierra you could slap me in the face call me a bitch say "draw oksamber", uninvent my dog, and remove both of my kidneys and I would thank you for requesting the oksamber
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this man can go on hour long rambles going from one topic to another with no discernible link and we keep coming back just for a chance of a hint of leg stomach or tits
love that for us we're all in this together
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I drew a great couch out of its place near the corner, so that as I lay, I could look at the lovely view to east and south, and unthinking of and uncaring for the dust, composed myself for sleep. I suppose I must have fallen asleep; I hope so, but I fear, for all that followed was startlingly real—so real that now sitting here in the broad, full sunlight of the morning, I cannot in the least believe that it was all sleep.
I was not alone.
May 16
When, an hour or two after, the Count came quietly into the room, his coming awakened me, for I had gone to sleep on the sofa.
May 28
I came back to the library, and read there till I fell asleep.
I was awakened by the Count, who looked at me as grimly as a man can look as he said:—
June 29
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I just noticed this little detail today. Every time Jonathan falls asleep somewhere in the castle other than his room, he's awakened by vampires. He never wakes naturally, every time it's at the approach of a predator. And while Dracula at least certainly doesn't stay out of his bedroom, as far as I remember Jonathan never is woken by him there. Every time he mentions waking in his room it's a natural awakening.
Furthermore, these three events get closer. The first time, the three ladies are across the room from Jonathan and approach from there. The second time Jonathan wakes as Dracula is entering the room. This time, it sounds like he comes over and wakes Jonathan up himself, probably touching him or at least getting close and speaking to him.
It's a neat detail.
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cats ARE hot! previous asker is so right. even if i bleed a little my cat's tongue is so good... a little dry, small, harsh and my clit is harddd, when we both were younger he used to shove his tongue inside and it was painful and so fucking good at the same time. and sometimes he bite. it's shocking in that moment but after feels v nice. Sooo if you would have a cat that would be interested in that definitely try it <333
i absolutely would!!! god yeah ive seen how cats get when theyre licking at something intently and those little nips they do... imagining how overstimulating that rough tongue would feel mixed with the constant threat of getting your clit nipped at?? UGH i would love that sm
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made my day by hitting play on my cd player realizing i'd changed out wings for alvvays a couple days ago w/o remembering and getting blasted w beautiful boring indie pop made my day a second time by getting version 2 of my most special perfect ever boots delivered in the mail they are now on my FEET made my day a third time by spending so much time inconsequentially chatting and yammering and hanging out w lovely people instead of doing real work !
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i like listening to the 3ds themes i made just so i can hear the music loop,,,, i enjoy making seamless loops for my themes so its more. immersive? i guess? so. i was doing that with my utena theme just now
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on the train looking at the window like ‘i am cosplaying hella1975.’ truly no one can sit in silence like her. no one can daydream like her. no wonder there are so many worlds in your head, you are unafraid of them. i need more of that. practicing my mindfulness by trying to stare out the window like you
this is beautiful i cant stop laughing
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Hc Rain, Swiss, Aeth, and Dew will have like lazy campfire jam sessions where they'll just play random songs together, usually with Aether and Swiss singing along
Aww that’s so cute. I imagine they’ve got a space hidden deep in the forest that surrounds the abbey that they go to when they need a break from it all and just sit out and enjoy the quiet starry nights.
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i think like one of the most annoying parts about fibro is like.
i need the AC to be on when it's hot so i don't melt into a little puddle. but then the AC gets to be too cold so i turn it off and then it gets hot and i am melting. then i turn the AC back on and that's nice but now it's cold
it is Impossible to find that perfect comfortable temperature. youd think, ah yes, 72 degrees or whatever on the thermostat is ideal, but..... yet..... alas.....
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