#and I’m so grateful to be alive
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i’m so proud of how much i showed up for myself today
despite how drained i was from work and just how over the day i was, i didn’t give into any temptation that would cause me to stray from being my best self
i doubled down on my protein intake, did my HIIT workout, drank my water, and took the most wonderful shower where i got to deep condition and do my curl care 🥹🥹 i felt so beautiful when washing my hair idk how to explain it, but just seeing how much i accomplished today, it sank in that this is really who I am and have always been
a strong, capable, ambitious, determined, incredible, stunning, smart, kind woman with unlimited potential 🥹🩷🩷🩷🩷
#op#queued in divine timing#I love life so much#and I’m so grateful to be alive#and more grateful to be me
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Our beloved
Our prince
Our il predestinato
📸 James Moy
#this is his moment and I’m so grateful to be alive to witness it#to watch this moment live is something I’ll cherish forever#it’s 3am and I’m wired#charles leclerc#monaco gp 2024
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it is SUCH a good day to no longer be in a cult 😭🌈✨💖
#GOD I LOVE FREEDOM#look at my clothes!!!! look at my cubbies with rainbow paint and dnd stuff and forbidden books in them!#I fucking love life!!!!!!#even though it’s hard! even though I’ve still got a lot of legal and financial problems!#I am so fucking grateful I’m alive and I stayed alive long enough for this!#I’ve got trauma and body issues and financial hell and a genetic disorder and family problems but MY LIFE IS SO MUCH BETTER ALREADY#thank you to everyone who helped catch me when I had to jump#you’re all responsible for changing and saving my life#I love you and I hope I can pay it forward someday#personal#Katie has a face#also stream shiny happy people if you can#cult survivor#ex cult#ex homeschool#ex Catholic#cult escapee
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tortured poets is so close ….
#I am so excited for all of it#it’s going to be a breakup album! which are rarer for Taylor than it seems#gosh like just. the#way that it will be over the top and dramatic and the symbolism will be too much#and then the way it will contain profoundly devastating psychological truths#and then the way it will be so bitter and unexpected and then it will all sink in#and then all that is over the top will actually prove itself NOT to be#because actually she never is#idk#I’m just so excited. I feel so grateful to be alive at the same time as her!#she’s an extraordinary and difficult artist#and all the hoopla IS too much around it all and yet#it’s beautiful to watch people be so excited for the art#and that’s what they are excited for!!!!!#keeping the culture alive#gosh I love her
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just popping on to say hey hi hello, and that i miss all of you lovely sunflowers v much
#got diagnosed with pmdd ayooo I love having hormones#no no but I’m v grateful to have a diagnosis now cause falling apart once a month was eating me alive#if anyone reading my rambly tags ALSO has this - pls know my heart fully goes out to you#you are a brave soul just doing your best#I’ve never experienced such intense sadness so I’m giving you the biggest hugs#but on a positive note I’m writing again#and cannot WAIT to go gush over all the lovely comments y’all have left on ao3#seriously this community is full of precious little pebbles and I appreciate all of the kindnes so so much#okay I’m done bein gross i swearrrrr#back to the doods 😎🤙
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eid al fitr to everyone who celebrate and just everyone in general <3333333
#ramadan this year has been a very complicated month for me and i’m not sure i emerge better or something like that.#but i’m just so grateful to still be alive and with all my loved ones still with me
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Happy new year from the little bitlets in the Magnus household 🎉🎉
#happy new year#this year has been tough for everyone#but we made it out alive#I’ve been very stressed and I got exams next year too#but I’m still so grateful that I was able to do this blog#they’ll be more sparkling content in 2023#so look forward to that 😉
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back to manifesting a move to chicago
#all i know is i need to be closer to a city that’s ALIVE#with access to thinks that spark joy + more diversity than i can get in kansas#things*#i feel like i’m chomping at the bits#i thought i’d be gone once i graduated but shit happens lol#and i’m super fucking grateful to be able to live in my own space that nice and comfy but also i want things to do#that’s*#and i want to meet people in ways that align with my interests#and fucking concerts!!! so many people go to chicago and i want to see them all but i can’t be flying out there on the regular 😭😭#honestly i need a friend in chicago who can show around all the neighborhoods so i can really figure out if it’s the right place for me#i still think i’m meant to be outside of the US but reality lol#rambles into the void
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life can be so crazy sometimes. i was craving eggs benedict for brunch and i…went out to a restaurant and ordered it???? and it tasted perfect????? it was exactly what i wanted????? and i’m so happy????
#i’m thinking of “the orange” by wendy cope#it’s so simple and yet i’m so happy and grateful to be alive#:)
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#don’t mind me – this is just me dumping my thoughts out#last night i was curled up into a ball and silently crying. so much pain. today i’m grateful for my friends and-#-looking forward to drinking the tea i was steeping. life is so awful sometimes but moments like these make it so worth it#i am grateful to be alive. and for everything i have. so long as i try my best to be good i’m convinced#everything will be okay .. at least i’d really like to hope so :)#i just find it so funny how life works in cycles#💭
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any day now lord huron could just drop an album teaser . and like. we wouldn’t even know until it hit
#just thinking about it has me shaking i genuinely cant fathom it#i’ve been waiting for nearly 3 years like even though i listened to long lost the day it dropped and listened to the singles as they dropped#i wasn’t ~there~ for alive from whispering pines or super invested yet (long lost is what got me in lol) so this is like my first official#album release as a fan like waiting for the tidbits and sitting down at midnight and playing the entire album through and sobbing#and i just cant fathom 10+ new songs all at once. after 3 years of crumbs and 1 song a year (for which i’m grateful!) it’s so overwhelming
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#everything’s fine and I’m fine I’m just saying this to say it rn#I don’t know what I would choose to do if he WAS still alive and I COULD still report officially#but a large part of me is really really glad that that mayor is dead. and I don’t ever have to hear him or see him at events or feel his#unusually long weird fingernails and iron grip while telling me to smile for pictures ever again#a part of me would love to confront him#but most of me is just glad he’s gone and can’t scare me or make life hell for my parents ever again#he never should’ve gotten away with all the things he did for so many years. but he did.#now that we’re here in the present. it’s a gift to get to move on from it knowing he’s not still out there at least#he was a gross greedy person with police and government power and never should’ve had those positions for so many decades like he did#but that being said. he can’t ever speak to or touch me again.#I’m not grateful now. I wasn’t grateful then after he stopped pretending either. but I’m glad I get to walk away and never live near#any subdivision or building or anything else with his name or picture#ever again. and he’s never able to touch another child ever. good riddance. you gross greedy poor excuse for a public servant.#now I’m gonna go try to write some of what I’ve learned into a fic to help my future self and others#who do you think came out on top at the end of the day mayor L?#I came out of this with friends and kindness and gentleness and healthy rage. you died just as greedy and fake and paranoid as you lived.#I hope you got better towards the end. for your wife and family’s sake.#I get to protect others from people like you for the rest of my life. and I’ll win.#because I deserve it and every current kid deserves it too.#shh katie
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hey good morning everyone!!! i love y’all <33333
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thinking about these cute new photos of Ace and Lara. I love that he paints his nails blue so much - still rocking his signature style of patterns and matching colors too lol. Been watching the livestreams Lara does of his concerts and it makes me so happy just to see him up there playing his heart out every night. What a guy ♥️
#not to get serious and sappy but I’m feeling very grateful that he’s still alive#and managed to get to a place where he’s doing well for himself#makes my heart happy#love this old boy i wish him nothing but the best in life#also its so cute during the stream you can hear lara taking screenshots of him lol me too man me too#ace frehley#silverstarfoxx#silverstarfoxx talks
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Getting older is such a blessing
#text#personal#I always feel like I’m the same person I was when I was 16. or even 19/20. but I’m really not#I’ve grown so much and I’ll only continue to grow#like I fucking love being 25. I’m sure I’ll love being 26. and 30. and 40. because I’m learning so much more abt myself#like when I was a teenager/early 20s I was SO concerned with how other people perceived me 😵💫#I’d hide my interests bc I thought they were cringey or unpopular. but now? idgaf#because now I know better and if someone makes fun of me for my interests they won’t be in my life for very long lol#it’s embarrassing to make fun of someone for their interests at any age but especially once you’re in your mid 20s#and I have boundaries now! I’ll stick up for myself now! I’ll say no!#this is all over the place lmao but I’m just so grateful to be alive… and growing older and learning more things abt myself and the world#tldr: getting older is amazing and you should fully embrace it
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Fanny, my sweet, beautiful girl
17.11.2012 – 14.04.2019
#my art#artists on tumblr#I cannot accept that it has been 5 years already#I know covid messed with everyone’s sense of time but it simultaneously feels so much longer and so much shorter than that#exactly five years ago I was holding onto my mom for dear life and sobbing as we watched lilo and stitch together#not the best movie to watch when you’ve just lost your first ever pet you know#and then I cried myself to sleep at the next morning we never mentioned her again#I know it’s because it was way too painful for everyone involved. but I do wish I was allowed to process that grief properly#instead of bottling it up and pretending everything was okay until I was reminded of her#feeling like my heart was being shattered over and over again every single time#well anyway. enough of that. I’ve allowed myself a nice long cry today and got most of it out of my system#and once I was feeling okay I decided to draw her#and I can count the number of times I’ve drawn animals on one hand so.. I’m not too sure about the result#but it felt like to commemorate her in some way.#so yeah. here she is. my dear girl. the best dog in existence. she was always so affectionate and kind#which I didn’t always appreciate bc of how young I was. when you’re a kid it feels like pets will live forever#never barked. never bit anyone. her only crime was chewing on my mlp and lps toys that I left out on the floor#but I’m grateful she did that. it taught me not to leave my toys lying around and to clean up after myself#she really was taken from me way too soon. ideally she could still be alive right now. but I’ve been down the road of guilt and regret#there was nothing I could do. I was a child. I can only hope that she knew she was loved right until the very end#even if I didn’t know how to show it properly. and great. now I’m tearing up again#I suppose it’s unavoidable. April 12th will always be a melancholy day. and maybe that’s not such a bad thing#it’s good to have a day when I can freely remember her and cry if I need to. it’s healthy. it’s better than crying every day#she never liked it much when I cried. always tried to comfort me. that’s the kind of dog she was. I miss her so much#when I move apartments and get a dog of my own I’m getting a spaniel. just like she was#well. maybe a different colour so I don’t end up sobbing every time I look at it. but spaniels really are the perfect breed#I mean. cavaliers especially were bred for love and warmth. that’s just what I need. it will be nice to have someone waiting for me at home#and while I don’t necessarily believe in the afterlife… I do hope that Fanny’s watching over me#spiritually comforting me when I feel all alone in the world. it’s a nice thought for sure#and hopefully she won’t mind me getting another spaniel too much. it will be done in her honour after all. to make up for my past mistakes
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