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I know he's young and he's not been with us long but I have to say I have not been impressed with tel one bit since he's joined us. I think he's looked like a headless chicken running around doing fuck all lol. I just don't get the hype around him at all 🤷🏽♂️
#and i'm not just singling him out here#90% of the our players are the same#and we're awful last night#don't get me started of fucking porro#he's been our worst player all season tbh!#and udogie has just absolutely lost the plot too#our midfield is alsmost non-existent at times#bar madders showing up every and now and again#kulu has only been good for half a season#son has unfortunately regressed massively and just provides very little now#odobert just looks meh#johnson only scores tap ins and if he can't he does fuck all for the whole match#just venting#cause i really just cand stand these players anymore#half of them are championship level ffs#only standout ones are spence and madders really#maybe gray too#vic hasn't done much wrong either#but everyone else is just so painfully average 😠#oh and i forgit werner...#he's beyond help lol#he is not a footballer#he is a fraud#and he's stealing a living#get him out ffs#going forwards we just really need to improve that midfield#buy better wingers#and actually learn how to defend#because 14 losses in one season and counting is unacceptable even with injuries#they have dropped stinker after stinker
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i love when characters get angry when they're frightened. shelter dog characters. i love when they bite, not able to tell the difference between a hand that feeds and a hand that strikes. there is no difference. a hand is a hand is a fist. i love characters that are deemed unadoptable. unlovable.
and i love when someone loves them. i love when someone sits with them, patient. they don't flinch at the snarling and snapping. they're not trying to fix it—there's nothing to be fixed. this is you, all of you, and ill wait. because one day, one day you'll take the treat. go on, draw my blood. spit and curse and rage. you're safe with me. one day, you'll feel safe with me.
#savrambles#im in a Mood#thinking about my actual dog with actual behavior issues#and shes such a sweetheart but she was also a stray#and learned to defend herself the only way she knew how. with teeth#and i looked at her in that little cage. all raised hackles and curled lip and sad sad eyes#and i knew. i just knew. kindred souls and all that#ANYWAYS
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I have all of these extended thoughts on my head about the amazing way themes and character relationships are handled in Iruma-kun and the inclusion of queerness and the handling of the coming of age narrative in this shonen manga/anime
And every time all that comes out when I'm reccing it is "You should watch/read it"
Do it. Go watch/read Mairimashita! Iruma-kun/Welcome to Demon School Iruma-kun
Please.
#mairimashita! iruma kun#m!ik#welcome to demon school iruma kun#i just be ramblin#anime recommendation#manga recommendation#Like okay baseline on its surface it's an isekai anime about a teenage boy who is sold to a demon by his terrible parents and has to go to#school in the demon realm and live there without being found out (otherwise he thinks he'll be eaten)#But it's also a story about growing up and a story about a kid from a terrible situation learning what it means to (and being allowed to)#have goals and ambitions and wants#It's about a kid who gets all his needs met for the first time in his life (and a little spoiled) and figures out he wants everyone to have#that#It's about friendship and bonds and the importance of working together with others#It debunks that usual take about how humanity's base traits are evil and greed and the urge to murder and steal and whatnot through#the comparison to demons‚ who are said to be all of those things at their core and yet in actuality aren't beholden to it#It's about outcasts coming together not letting other people determine their worth and proving just how high they can reach and what they#can accomplish. they force the world to recognize them instead of assimilating#It's about what happens to outcasts who are taken in by bad actors vs outcasts who get genuine support#It's about kindness#It's about how adults should both help the next generation improve while also being their defenders from things they shouldn't have to#handle yet#It's even about the dangers of being fully selfless or fully selfish. How personal desire/the serving of oneself and kindess/the serving of#others should be balanced#About how desire is not inherently terrible and about how being constantly self serving stunts one's growth#And it's also about a human who got sold to a demon and is gonna be the demon king one day#Thinking about this manga makes me want to chew through concrete I love it so much#*how constantly serving others stunts one's growth
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Day 4: Aristaeus
Interpretation notes and trivia below the cut!!
All rise for the entrance of my president !! Honestly, of all the figures and characters that were up for debate when I first started thinking about this story and who I wanted leading the charge Aristaeus was not one of them. Originally, I'd always known that Asclepius and Orpheus would be worked in somehow - they've always been favourites of mine in terms of children of Apollo (even if Orpheus as the child of Apollo and Calliope is less popular classically) and I expected my pick for the third child of Apollo to be involved to be similarly mortal like Iamus or Tenes but the more I looked into Aristaeus the more I fell in love with him! Ultimately, he's meant to be both a foil and a reflection of his father - a boy who grows up thinking his father's footsteps would always be warm only to realise that following in them would lead to death and destruction. While his status as a rustic and hunting god is still important here, Aristaeus' interpretation is much more focused on his connection to the Etesian wind and his quelling of the dog star Sirius which is why his hair in particular is so long and spiralling. All in all, more than any other figure I've chosen to interpret and represent in my work Aristaeus is the god I hope more people get interested in and research! I think there are a lot of important stories in his various myths and travels and I definitely want more people to discover and fall in love with them as I have!
Some fun trivia:
Apollo's firstborn son. Because he was born mortal on account of his very mortal mother, Apollo immediately took him to Olympus to eat ambrosia to begin his transition into divinity. Apollo would continue to feed Aristaeus small amounts of ambrosia and nectar for the next ten years until the child fully shed his mortal skin and was reborn as a god.
Due to the nature of making mortals deathless (namely the fun part of the process where they are completely remade and lose their mortal memories) Aristaeus spent most of his early life with his mother and siblings where they all pitched in to reteach him his family, his hobbies, his favourite things and ultimately how to live and love. Aristaeus was very attached to his maternal family because of this and his early acts of ingenuity were mostly born from his wish to make things easier for his family.
Aristaeus is the only one of his children Apollo hand raised full time. In those days, Aristaeus adored his father and believed him completely upright and blameless, the true face of a benevolent deity and the kind of man he aimed to be when he was full grown.
They would later have many bitter arguments and conflicts, the first and perhaps most impactful of all being their disagreement over Actaeon, Aristaeus' firstborn son. He wanted Apollo to teach him stating that it was a normal thing for a grandfather to do but Apollo vehemently refused to have any part of Actaeon's rearing, stating that he was not his child and that it was highly inappropriate for him to educate another god's son. When Actaeon later dies, Aristaeus blames a not insignificant part of that on Apollo - something that only worsens when he learns that it was Artemis who cursed the boy and that Apollo was always aware Actaeon would die young.
Spends most of his time travelling from place to place. Doesn't really like Olympus and prefers to spend his time minding animals or tending to fields. Is on wonderful terms with Demeter and Persephone and often makes decadent exchanges of olive oil and preserved meat for exotic flowers and fruit for his bees.
Big fan of wind and percussive instruments. Never liked the kithara because of how finicky it is and far prefers the hand drums and reed flutes of his mother's country. Exceptional dancer.
Will sell prized cattle for high quality and highly unique jewellry. Doesn't much care for gemstones but is an absolute gold fiend and has a massive collection of bracelets, anklets, nose and lip adornments and rings. Has never been north enough to hit India but got a ton of rare and different adornments from his Phoenician in-laws when he was married to Autonoë.
Hates dogs but doesn't mind wolves. Not a big horse fan either
Unlike other winds, he cannot transform into various animal forms. He's close enough to the Anemoi that he keeps up with the gossip but he's only really friends with Notos. Gets along poorly with Zephyrus whose preference for pretty youths has often led to them getting into physical altercations when they were younger. Aristaeus still holds a bit of a grudge about it.
Has a big stupid crush on Dionysus which is embarrassing because Dionysus also put him out of a job. Due to Dionysus' relative youth, he feels a bit conflicted about such feelings - mostly because Dionysus is on extremely good terms with Apollo and Aristaeus doesn't want him to get burned.
Despite kinda despising his father, Aristaeus is a pretty decent eldest brother and regularly keeps in contact with a lot of his siblings. He often delivers mead, flavoured honey and olive oil and uses it as an excuse to chat and catch up. Currently in a bit of a tiff with Asclepius because he's worried about him and his family.
Favourite colour is the rich gold of purified honey, favourite food is lokma and his favourite time of year is winter.
#ginger draws#pursuing daybreak posting#words cannot describe how much I love this man actually#other things Apollo has done that completely ruined his relationship with his firstborn include but are not limited to:#protecting and defending Aristaeus but letting Idmon die#giving Orpheus hope that he could recover Eurydice and not apologising for making Aristaeus immortal then raising him mortal#knowing how painful it would be to watch his siblings die#he firmly believes that Apollo knows a little bit of everything and could avert so much more pain if he just#warned people better#In a lot of ways Aristaeus still idolises his father - it's just that now he thinks of him as unfair and cruel instead of perfect#Apollo is content to let things be he's there when Aristaeus needs him but he won't force him to be around him#Aristaeus' intense reaction is why he started being more distant about raising his kiddos too btw#He can never detach himself emotionally but he tries not to be too permanent a fixture in their lives so they can learn about him#naturally from other people instead of growing up thinking of him as infallible or someone who would do things in their best interest#Apollo's beholden to Fate first and foremost - even his children can't change that#aristaeus#october art challenge#greek myths
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I tried drawing reeda because I love her. I have no idea what you had in mind for her design so I just re-read the chapter and went off of what your description was the best that I could. She gives me Painter vibes from pressure

I LOVE THISSSSSSSSSSSSS THANK YOU!!!!!! Ford absolutely has a mini monitor like this in each room so he can see its messages!
Honestly REEDA's main design in my head fits Ford's lab, so it's a very retro cassette-futuristic style like you've illustrated. Think: how did people imagine the future was going to look in 197-something. All Commodores and IBM and thick plastic etc.
Ford's lab in mtb is designed with that exact aesthetic in mind, so terminals and things like this were at the forefront of my mind:
These types of terminals are primarily in the mainframe room that Reader goes through to access the lab. It's all set up with things like the above. Whereas REEDA's central screens in the main body of the lab look more like the ones in The Forbin Project:
Except they're a mix of both of those aesthetics, so they're weirdly long CRT monitors suspended in a similar layout to the above!
Here's another ss from Forbin bc it works along similar lines! And also it's a great movie and you should watch it!
#i really honestly think Ford's favourite movie is Alien#and so in mtb he just wanted a cool Nostromo type lab#and i thought the idea was funny and cute and in character so#also b u t t o n s#i think he's also incredibly nostalgic for a time he left behind and even though he dislikes tech when he leaves#he HAS to make use of it in alternate dimensions so grows a grudging acceptance for it#and i think he's AWFUL with earth tech and when he comes back and sees how minimalist everything is he hates it even more#but he's forced to engage with alien tech in his travels so he becomes used to it a bit more#and so he combines that aesthetic nostalgia with the advanced ability of alien tech#which is how he designs his lab#he prefers old-style ways of recording (his journals) but he knows he HAS to make use of digital record keeping to some extent#and he's come to understand its applications in foreign environments#so while he still records everything on paper#he utilises other aspects of tech if he has to#but he complains about it the whole time and he'd really just be happy with 8000 filing cabinets of a4 and a biro#but really considering all the information he retains and works on it means he needs a specialist set up#anyways shut UP fox we get it you like worldbuilding for this guy UGH enough#asks#ford asks#wb#mtb stuff#ALSO we do see that he makes use of tech in LL and so I think he makes himself get on with it where he has to#just to defend myself a bit#bc i know some people think he'd be very tech-phobic in general#but i disagree to a certain extent#like yes but actually also no#AND remember that Fidds installed REEDA#ford had no say in it#he just begrudgingly goes along with it and gradually learns that actually its quite useful (though he won't admit it)#anways I digress that was a real tirade for no real reason im just very passionate about Ford's experiences with alien tech
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errand boys
#alek art#grappler baki#baki#kyuuichirou kizaki#kizaki#terada#terazaki#寺崎#2025#jesus so many tags#cw smoking#maybe#been thinking a lot about these two and how they have a bit in common#but in a really insane nobody thinks about them this much but me way#the first person terada ever look down upon / talks rudely to being kizaki is really funny#something about outward appearances#and the whole yakuza vs discipline in ssk#kaoruvkatsumi fight was so good and a lot of those parallels carry here#two guys doing everything their bosses say#fun fact when terada kicks his knife away its a callback to the lesson katsuml was teaching before hect0r tried to blow everyone up#it was how to defend urself against knife attacks and he did the exact same thing minus the follow thru#terada fighting a bit awkward is cute to me#kizaki bpd girlfriend esque#2 am as i write this which is better thsn my other posts#terada brings out the best in kizaki. kizaki brings out the worst in terada. but its in a good way.#terada learns to stop sucking up so much and kizaki has to actually process how he feels#theyre weird
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alteans are human looking but not Right. in an uncanny valley way and also weird land cuttlefish coded to me..
#cuttlefish eyes#friend tag#blue and his marine critter autism brewed this idea in his gorgeous brain#also big fan of the idea that no matter how good they are at shape-shifting it will always look ever so slightly off#'our chameleon like abilities made us great diplomats and explorers' no i think they were just too freaked out to not hear u out actually#1) allura and coran shapeshifted to appear more human on instinct upon meeting the paladins#2) they already looked human-ish but its unsettling#let them shafeshift more man i Know allura camouflages herself to go eat snacks from the kitchen in the middle of the night#i Know alteans used that shit to play hide and seek as kids to help them learn to control it better#vld#vld headcanons#alteans#voltron legendary defender#moth.txt
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Listen. Listen. If you're thinking I like bottom surgery option except x thing. Chances are you can either not do or actually do x thing. Especially if you've not actually done research into it. Look into your options before you decide x thing has to be true.
It might make healing harder or be more difficult to find a surgeon who is willing to do so, but most of the time x thing isn't actually a hard and fast element.
#this brought to you by seeing people making factually incorrect claims about bottom surgery where it's like sorry no that is not true#that is not only not even a required element it is frequently not done and also when it is done done as part of a later stage which#really really means it is not a required element and instead one of the extra addons like sprinkles to ice cream#bottom surgery#metoidioplasty#phalloplasty#only tagging these because these are the ones i know enough about to defend the statement if someone tries making annoying comments#but like the other options i guarantee it would at least be worth looking into to see if the except for x is actually true and how difficult#it would be to work around it because the amount of fear mongering and disinformation is astounding#and also the misinformation is often perpetuated by trans people who are just not aware bc they haven't done the in depth learning#because they were told xzy by someone else and never bothered to look#aka that always check the door is actually locked because sometimes it isn't and nobody bothered to check?#yeah just apply that to anything you hear related to botton surgery#also transitioning in general and also just life in general bc people just make assumptions and then somehow those become commonly accepted
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wei wuxian version here
#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#wangxian#yanyan polls#wwx is a vocaloid fan and lwj learned how to use the software just to make a wangxian cover#bad apple actually kind of makes lwj die inside but if it's what wei ying likes....#[anguished lxc voice] why do you think he became a wikipedia admin--if not to defend your wikipedia page from vandalism??
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adhd comix
#man i dont even have the energy to be mad. im just tired#like. dont u love it when your parents exhibit symptoms of ADHD and your sibling is diagnosed with a learning disability#and instead of thinking oh shit what if the other one has smth too. they subject you to The Horrors#i cant bring myself to hate my parents. but im tired of feeling obligated to defend them when the thing they think is working#isnt actually working and ive just found other ways to cope to avoid any sort of conflict. like lying and stealing. lol#if someone took me aside and said 'hey so your brain doesnt make as much dopamine as usual and its not a bad thing it just means you#need external stimulation and reward system to function and youre not actually secretly fucked up or lazy' as a kid#im pretty sure i wouldnt be here rn with half the problems i already have. unfortunately getting diagnosed late means u dont have a teacher#to back you up at a parent teacher conference that forces your parents to take this shit seriously instead of ignoring it hoping itll#go away on its own. but hey what do i know i have squirrel ipad baby disease. what do i know about my own symptoms#AND. AND i think im allowd to be mad bc ive been doing my own research on this for years before and after diagnosis#theyve been putting me thru the WORST parenting techniques on earth. which they could have corrected at anytime but they were#comfortable thinking they were doing it right and didnt bother to check if they were or werent fucking up their kid in the long run#and refusing to acknowledge it. i just!! they just decided one day hey lets make babies!! and just looked at books on how to make#a human being survive as long as possible!!! what the fuck!!!!#im sorry for putting this on ppls dashes but i am. so tired. of bottling this up. and im not looking for sympathy or anything i just need#to scream and clench my fists to SOMEONE about it because theyre not gonna take this well up the ass. sigh#yapping#vent
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Finally at the landsmeet, hope i can finally find out what makes ppl defend Loghain as a character, beyond what ive seen in cutscenes and Anora talking about him.
He’s interesting, i sort of get why he’s compelling story wise. But. Why do people defend him. I am curious.
Apologies if im just bringing up old fandom talking points im playing the game for the first time 🙏
#dragon age#dragon age origins#dao#dragon age loghain#loghain mac tir#like. i get why ppl like him dgmw#but ive seen ppl defend his actions and its like. dude#hes literally involved in tevinter slave trade?#he knew what he was doing at ostagar too like#his plan fucking sucked LMAO#regardless of how anyone feels about cailin#like yes he was a fool but at least he cared that there was a blight 💀#to an extent-#how can a man dead set on never letting orlais occupy fereldan again#to the point of EVERYTHING that happens in dao#but then be ok with working with slavers from tevinter#taking elves right out of their homes#like what’s actually the point? more men?#does he not understand that he isnt the underdog here?#what does he do during dao that is helping his citizens?#like seriously#he wants to be king well nothing hes doing is fucking helping#so i hope whatever makes ppl defend him (beyond just liking him as a character)#shows up here bc. oof.#sorry for being mean in tags#if you like him sorry 🙏 i hope this finally lets me learn more about him#actually im not sorry if you like him#liking him is fine. that said defending him? that im curious about#that said its a video game and im more than a decade late so. who knows
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Stratos! Teach that kid how to !!!PUNCH!!!
#pmatga#my art#pacster#stratos spheros#the background is just blobs because I did not have it in me to do an *actual* background#they're supposed to be like. outside of the round house#I like to think that Pac eventually goes to Stratos and is like 'teach me how to fight old man' because maybe(?) he#finds out about his boxing career or... something I guess#I just want Pac to learn how to fight/defend himself by having Stratos teach him. and then Pac also learning street smarts from Betrayus lo#maybe tomorrow I'll try to draw some more Pac and Stratos interacting#either that or Betrayus and Mei stuff because It's been on my mind. but we'll see
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ever since i started taking antidepressants (in june) i started noticing how hard it is for me to understand social norms/cues and that 1) it's been the cause of my social anxiety ever since i was little 2) i've been thinking people live in absolutes (like me) this entire time 3) i have such a hard time handling contradictions, i feel like it's an error
#4) i don't defend myself at all in social situations and days later i realize that what someone told me wasnt nice#5) but not long ago i realized that it's actually more genuine of me to act instinctively and believe things are literal rather than#beating myself up for not noticing & defending myself 'properly'. it's literally only about how we use language...#bonus) although it makes me realize that so many people are actually saying things defensively or saying backhanded compliments#post scriptum) im also kinda paranoid and i keep forgetting i have ptsd though#post post scriptum) i also have to learn how to trust my own fucking judgement help#diary
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Actually I'm feeling really angry today. This is about that one fandom, I hate it. Two fandoms actually. If I've ever been to bad fandoms, it's these two. Neither accepts critisism and they shoot you down using the same 'argument' over and over (if you can even call it that).
I am allowed to dislike something while still liking the original idea. I am allowed to dislike a queer media because it's badly written (I'm queer myself but even if I wasn't that wouldn't be a valid reason as to why I can't have my own opinion especially when I back it up with facts). I'm allowed to say something without getting attacked for not only staying in the 'anti' tags (because surprise surprise not everything is hate).
Refusing to acknowledge that your favorite show or whatever is flawed and pushing people who might disagree with you away from fandom spaces will only hurt the fandom in the long run.
#if you know you know#not art#text#me complaining#I'm willing to talk about these fandoms but my judgment is clouded because of how awful (or nonexistent) the critical community is#'you're not the target demographic' what if you stfu now#hiding behind 'this show is bla bla bla' is utterly pathetic. learn to take critisism at face value and defend your own opinion#actually guess the fandoms if you can
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Becoming jewish because being a lawyer is too much work
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#meme#this is a joke if it wasn't clear#(also i'm doing a branch of medicine instead of law which is probably worse. lol.)#i'm thinking about that story where g-d Himself told those rabbis They Were Wrong Actually and they still said#'three votes are still more than two. lol.' like even if that's a joke it's iconic#actually in terms of becoming jewish... i guess in a way you almost do become like a lawyer in terms of jewish law#like you study how different customs and different ways the law applies and then you can (if need be) argue it#like how in shul the rabbi and a member were discussing/arguing about the order of havdalah and the purim party#like they were arguing until they went 'okay so let's do the thing that ovserves the most mitzvot'#i just realized i used 'like' thrice. that is way too much#see being jewish appeals to me for the same reason medicine and academia appeals to me: the learning factor#and the way that learning is prioritized over for instance... like looking good or Looking like you are doing good deeds#though if law wasn't often stuffy and the justice system did Not Suck i would maybe want to be an Actual Lawyer#i love arguing with people. i love that everything in the world we ever talk about is an argument. i love defending Topics#i would be a Menace in court. like phoenix wright if he were a little rabid
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don't wanna derail that post but i do really hate the idea of "animal rage". that's definitely 100% primal human rage, do not put that shit on other animals lmao.
#i promise the tribalism humans experience & weaponize is significantly worse than any other animal#animals dont hate the way humans do.#'animal rage' doesnt think and plan. it doesnt have a specific target. it doesnt make up reasons to hate. it attacks when provoked#and to defend its territory. it doesnt make up an entire ideology or excuses or anything to attack. thats a human thing.#humans overthink and come to wild conclusions. humans plan. humans have specific targets. humans make up reasons to hate.#humans attack over the smallest shit- esp when their ego is damaged. humans make up ideology and excuses to attack.#its not something a fully conscious human not driven by their human primal rage does in impulse but it is what a lot of humans#do on impulse.#'animal rage' is something i'd argue you see in ppl with ptsd the most. not random hateful ppl.#and yes this is me 100% revering animal rage over primal human rage.#fuck the idea that humans are the smartest and most enlightened and have nothing to learn from animals and can just use them bc#they think they're superior for stupid reasons.#fuck that shit. you have so fucking much to learn from animals actually.#teach you how to express yourself more healthily n shit. teach you whats really worth fighting for.#id rather be driven by animal rage than primal human rage. 🙏ing for it
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