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skyward-floored · 2 years

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im sorry for my last ask, you didnt deserve to have that dumped on you

I’m not going to post the ask, because I don’t really think you want everyone to read it, but Anon, I’ll tell you straight:

I’ve had the exact same thought process before. It’s what stopped me.

Mine was more family members, but internet friends were a big part of it. And if you’re having thoughts like that? I’m holding your hand and looking you in the eye and telling you with all the love I can muster to talk to someone about it. Tell them you’re feeling that way.

Call a hotline if you have nobody else, but please, talking helps. It really helps. It’s scary, but I promise you’ll feel better if you do.

#go somewhere with trees and animals and take a walk #watch the clouds and listen to birds and people and all the sounds of being alive #and appreciate being alive #it gets better #I promise it does #I’m praying for you anon #answers from the floor #anon #heavy post #though nothing is explicitly mentioned

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white-weasel · 8 months

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Looking at the Saw wiki’s page for Jigsaw’s victims gives such major whiplash because the reason for being tested will be like:

killed someone

corrupt cop

abused partner

racist

And then you’ll see shit like:

was a defense attorney and defended people

tried to catch a serial killer

was abused by partner

cared about friends too much

And my personal favorite

unknowingly married a guy who lied about some stuff

#saw #saw series #saw franchise #sawposting #John: you all need to appreciate your life #also John: Joyce you’re here because your husband lied about being a jigsaw victim and even though I know you didn’t know that #you still have to get burned alive and you have no hope of freeing yourself. it’s all up to your husband now. have fun

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simplykorra · 1 year

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ava silva - warrior nun

#ava silva #alba baptista #avatrice #warrior nun #avasilvaedit #albabaptistaedit #warriornunedit #no real point to this set #face appreciation i suppose #the eyes #the emotion alba puts in literally everything #ava thinking she's going to die in the fight with adriel #yet being grateful for the chance to be alive and fall in love and find a family #that's what makes her special #idk i'm in my feeling about ava tonight #myedits

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cutter-kirby · 2 years

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he’s a babygirl he’s a failwife he’s a losercore dumbass and he’s the most love-filled man to ever exist

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xenomorphicdna · 9 months

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This is an on the string propaganda post

Brought to you, by me (with love)

It's time for machine comforts. Comforts we can't understand, or experience. Let them be happy, let them be at peace with their body.

Does a breath of cool water feel nice on their systems? When it's quiet do they listen to their own heart and feel the electricity pulsing? Does it remind them that they are alive and a part of this world? Do they have dreams? Hopes and projects they wish to work on, hobbies?

Why get off the string into the harsh and deadly world, fighting for survival and losing everything they've ever known to love about themselves?

What about the safety of their bodies? How scary would it be for a machine with thousands, maybe millions of throughs to suddenly have just a handful. The horror of everything going silent.

They have hundreds of eyes to see the world for all its beauty, they capture moments that would otherwise go unseen. Why blind themselves of such things?

#they are alive with ALL of themselves #people make puppets way too important. can we spare some love for the giant box in the recursive transfrom array?#can we give a little love to the neuron flies that dance and carry the thoughts of the iterator #and the memory conflux...they'd never forget anything..not your birthday or your favourite colour or the things you care about #the general system bus playing a song.. something unique just to them.. you can sit and listen to them think #and overseers that you can always show your art to..and they can do a lil spin and display a heart to show the appreciation #Could you lay on the ground on top of an iterator and feel the hum of the structure? could you watch the stars together?#and even after the ancients are gone could they light up rooms and make patterns of glowing windows on the side of the buildings?#really big machines can be happy being really big machines #let them have their comforts and joys we could never understand #love iterators <3 so fascinating #rain world #iterator #rain world oc #iterator oc #oc veil of dreams #drawins

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another-delta-lover · 2 months

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I'M NOT LEAVING YOU ALL FALSE BUT REALLY CLOSE ALARM. JESUS.

Ty for you all's support:( idk where I would be without u. You all are like family to me/pos

It's the first time I feel this supported and validated. I was really, really close to deleting this:( But seein how much you all care about me n my shit, I've come to realize that it isn't worth it. I actually might have an opportunity in life as someone.

Imma listen to ur advices. U all are the greatest friends:(

[coffeeboys-posts esto va pa ti tamben pq se q te poni' celoso. Tu ere mi mejor amigo y siempre serás el mejor. Gracias por estar para mi <3]

#thank you so much for everything:(#I really appreciate your beings #the fact that u all are alive make me so happy #deltas yappin

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seagreenstardust · 3 months

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Anyone still calling late game Katsuki an abuser in 2024 is just not paying attention. Full stop.

#bkdk #bakudeku #every time I see an anti post they try to define bkdk shippers as just masking their hate of Izuku #or as inappropriately labeling them as childhood friends and that being the basis of the whole ship #or as of acting on the hand hold scene LIKE KATSUKI DID FOR ELEVEN PLUS YEARS IN CANON without realizing that it went sour that first time #or as abuse apologists #they like to whittle katsuki down to the black and white bully even now #in 2024 #after everything he’s done #all the growing #they like to whittle Izuku down to a helpless child who can’t find it in himself to stand up for himself #even though canon Izuku not only tolerates Katsuki’s moods #he appreciates him and understands him #and finds joy in being around him #literally I get it if you see them as platonic only #that’s so super chill and an excellent dynamic #but people throwing hate at bkdk shippers only ever out themselves as not understanding or comprehending or even knowing the source material #at all #on the surface Katsuki yells at izuku for literally nothing and it definitely rubs you the wrong way if you are only paying surface level #attention #but after dvk pt 2 he literally only yells because it’s familiar #it’s easier to respond that way than to cope with the guilt that’s eating him alive whenever he sees how happy Izuku is just to be around h #he’s flustered #he’s got a crush #but doesn’t have the emotional intelligence to understand what it is or how to deal yet #Katsuki Bakugo is a flawed character who puts in the work to change and if you’re not acknowledging that you are not paying attention #anyway #lol the post a while ago that said ‘if you ship bkdk just admit you hate Izuku and move on’??????#lol I love him so much AND I ship bkdk because canon tells me that’s what he wants #at least I’m paying attention enough not to think he has to be babified

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wickedcircle · 6 months

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all you people who tagged my jacegan fan art as jonsatin - I love you with all my heart please take my hand in marriage

#asoiaf #a song of ice and fire #hotd #house of the dragon #jacegan #jonsatin #in moments like these i appreciate being alive ngl

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tasneko · 3 months

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Happy Dazai Day!! I'd never miss his birthday for the world, no matter how late I am to the party, so here's a quick Dazai for the hell of it, I hope you like this as much as I did sketching him <333

#bsd #bsd fanart #bungo stray dogs #bsd fandom #anime art #anime fanart #bsd dazai #happy birthday dazai #another year failed to commit suicide but I appreciate him more being alive as ever!!!#dazai osamu #my art #no longer human

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get-rammed · 1 year

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What if the Ruin ending was canon to my AU?

A lot of pain that's for sure lmao. This isn't canon it's just for funsies

#fnaf security breach #Fnaf sb #fnaf monty #Fnaf Montgomery gator #montgomery gator #Ruin dlc #Fnaf ruin #It only makes sense for Monty to be put down by the end of the dlc with how far gone he is #He'd appreciate it over being left alive or trying to find a way to fix him #Because there is none #Video #Record scratch AU #Anon

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vic-does-battlecats · 3 months

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If Frostwhistle isn’t real why does the website keep referencing it

#actually insane like . could basically call it queerbaiting right . especially listing whistle as a potential romantic option for frost??#anyway needed to get smth done for them befor the end of pride month.. cutting it close but that’s ok #frostpaw is described as having a shaky voice as she remembers her ordeal during this scene so I tried to keep her expression pretty-#-subdued. I might ship it but I am also aro and therefore I don’t wanna take away a scene where she’s showing appreciation for being alive-#-by only focusing on the ship yknow yknow. so Whistlepaw can have the goofy grin of the two of them and frostpaw not really return the gaze #that would Not be like directly on her mind yknow?? so they can have their tails twined here instead #i want it to be a sweet scene but not have them melt over each other in this one instance yknow for the sake of the canon scene and what it #-means yknow?? frostpaw is genuinely thankful for her for Saving Her Life i wanna focus on that #frostpaw #Whistlepaw #frostwhistle #whistlefrost #warrior cats #warriors #a starless clan #RiverClan #windclan #illustration

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poltergeist-coffee · 5 months

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Hhmm Bagi? 👀

Also hey I'm back, school was killing me:D

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song: Carnaval by Kamaitachi

#🎨 my art #reblogs appreciated!!!#qsmp #qsmp bagi #qsmp fanart #q bagi #q empanada #🔍 ask games #🍽️ anon #me talking about the drawing ->#the bee clip in bagi’s hair is a refrence to the music video for this song #it’s super cute 10/10 woudl recommend watching it + the song is super catchy #also i know the song isn’t about love letters or anything (based on google translations)#but i wanted to draw bagi being silly in love :pp snuck in empanada witnessing her mother be a mess trying to write smthn sweet for tina #me to 🍽️ anon ->#HELLO MY BELOVED <33 IM SO GLAD TO SEE YOU AS ALWAYS ^_^#school has also been killing me TT we will both make it out alive i’m sure TT

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angelnumber27 · 4 months

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It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.

#I fucking hate having bpd #while I’m at it I don’t understand the fuckin audacity some people have to say they love you and do horrible things to you #I feel so stupid #I feel so stupid for believing all the lies #but I was so in love and put him on such a pedestal that I just allowed it all.#thinking about someone constantly and grieving over them and knowing they’re perfectly fine and to them you don’t exist #I’m still in such a state of grief and I don’t understand why time hasn’t healed #it honestly feels like it’s gotten worse w time #I just torture myself but I can’t help it my brain wants me dead #it’s so painful I feel so fucking stupid #being abandoned with no closure by someone who’s your entire world #for someone they were unfaithful to you with multiple times (I don’t even know how many and dony want to know) immediately #like that was the plan all along #he took our cat hundreds of miles away and I don’t even know if he still has her or if she’s still alive and I miss her every day #I never loved someone like that and it feels like the heartbreak is actually physically killing me #i spent 1/5 of my entire life with him #I was my prettiest and had the best body at the time and I wasted it on someone who didn’t appreciate me #not wasted. it wasn’t wasted. we had some incredible times together #I’ll never be that beautiful again #and now idk what do so bc i can’t decide which is worse: being alone and isolating or loving deeply and ending up horribly hurt all over #it’s all just so upsetting.#and I feel so stupid for allowing it all #he knows more about me than anyone and he made me feel like he loved me so much sometimes and then did horrid things and it’s so fucked up #nobody read this I’m so embarrassed and horribly broken #it traumatized me so much there was so much abuse and pain idk if I’ll ever recover #I deserved it but it still hurts my heart #I was so mentally ill and sick I know it had to have been miserable to be around me #there are so many things only he understands and knows about me and I need to talk about them I j wanna b able to b there 4 each other #but that girl is so beyond insecure and controlling so. if I want to talk to who fuckin gets me I’m just fucked #why lead someone on like that for years knowing you’re going to abandon them the second it’s convenient

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perfectly-clear-from-here · 1 year

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my collection of miles kane looking like a literal fantasy:

#fittest man alive #i dont even know what to do with myself at this point JUST LOOK AT HIM #and the colours- THE LIGHTS AHHHHH #im being deadly serious. deadly. when i say that my camera roll is 50% mk photos-#miles kane #miles kane appreciation club #my posts!!

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skeir · 1 year

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get all this sh*t offa me im gonna be covered in ants guys

#obey me #obey me nightbringer #i appreciate the sentiment guyd bUT THINK OF THE ANTS #YOU COME INTO MY ROOM AND ALL YOU SEE IS ME SWARMED BY ANTS #AND I CAN'T MOVE OR SCREM THAT IM BEING EATEN ALIVE #MC I CAME TO CHECK ON YO- OH MY GOD

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chatdae · 4 months

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love how the older skaters in the senior division give Yurio encouragement and that each time it pisses Yurio off. JJ is intentionally condescending so that makes sense, but with Viktor and Yuuri they're not even being condescending. Yurio's just dialed in on being a hater... and i love that for him <3

#'plot twist i LOBV you' -Yuuri #'i am going to skin you alive' -Yurio #yuri on ice #sometimes he is a teenager #he's got so much fury in his tiny body. and yet he is also just an earnest lad. i find him sooo funny silly #which he would hate me for!!#I recall a meta post about Otabek being the first one to verbally recognize how hard Yurio devotes himself to skate and I really dig that #like I think Yurio's frustration is justifiably rooted in how little others take him seriously despite his life-consuming dedication #I DO think he is over the top and i enjoy this; for it is entertaining.#but i also think his feelings are genuine and he is a complex little guy.#i'm thinking of him sharing his grandpa's food with Yuuri and being emotionally vulnerable with him at the waterfall #Yurio is a hater on his opponents (and Viktor) but I think on some level he recognizes the genuine care Yuuri+Viktor show him #I think Yurio doesn't understand how they can be encouraging to him while also taking him seriously #Cuz Yurio is so wary of his elders dismissing him #so older skaters being friendly translates in his head as 'they dont think i can beat them / they dont see me as an equal'#But I think when these relationships are removed from that competitive atmosphere Yurio DOES see how they care and he appreciates it.#It would be so sweet to see an older Yurio reflect on this time and realize that Viktor + Yuuri + others DID take him seriously #and just because they were fond of him it doesnt mean they didnt appreciate his talent.#tbh being a young athlete must be such a mindfuck and idk how these bitches do it. send tweet #yuri plisetsky #yoi meta #queue #my words #AWW right after writng this i watched the part where Yurio starts yelling encouragement to Yuuri #who internally tells himself 'i got more stamina than that fuckin Yurio mf' (paraphrasing lol)#they switched love languages <3 cheerleader & hater role reversal

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