#and before kevin can go insane abt it...

[ienvysomegays]

brb crying over kevin day and history

[joejhang]

my aftg hot takes

most of these are pretty lukewarm but i'm gonna get flamed for them anyway but whatever. spoilers ??? ahead ??? idk read at ur own risk

i don't think andreil ever say i love you to each other; i feel like the discourse about this is virtually endless ever since nora said it but honestly her explanation was so valid??? they're such a show not tell couple it just makes so much sense for them to show the "i love you" in their actions than ever saying the words out loud. esp bc neither of them have ever really heard those words and have them mean anything real or true or actually loving. personally i think their little percentages and the "i hate you"'s and kisses and keys mean more to them than an "i love you" ever could. i'm not a purist on this tho i do think i could visualise it happening maybe somewhere along the road i just think nora's explanation for this is very very in line with canon andreil.

i don't hate thea muldani; i've made a post abt this but basically my thoughts around her are literally just: she's a human being, and she's never gonna be perfect. i also find it very...interesting how the fandom likes to flame thea (an explicitly stated woman of colour) for being "problematic" and a "terrible person/character" when she doesn't act all that different from andrew, neil and kevin (white men) ??? idk it seems a little strange to me bc she seems pretty on par with them on whatever moral compass this batshit crazy fandom has decided to impose on these fictional and very much morally ambiguous characters. anyway go check out my post i go a lot deeper into thea's character and why she does a lot of things wrong but i don't rlly think she's deserving of the insane amounts of hate she gets in the fandom.

i don't think andreil ever get married; this MIGHT be me projecting bc the idea of marriage is just a very complicated and rough concept in my mind but also just i feel like there's something so beautiful about andreil never really putting a label on their relationship??? like they never define it by calling the other their "boyfriend" or "husband" they just are. they have nothing "concrete" binding them like a marriage certificate but they choose to stay with each other through everything. idk it's real to me but again i'm not a purist people can do whatever they want.

i've said it before but i'll keep saying it till enough people hear me: the aftg fandom mischaracterises literally the main fucking characters; i'm mostly talking about andrew and ESPECIALLY neil here bc neil is not a sweet, sunshiney, oblivious, blushy softboy and andrew is not a cold, unemotional, stoic, "conceal don't feel" stone. since i've already bitched on and on about neil's mischaracterisation let's just talk about andrew for a sec. i think andrew is actually a deeply emotional person and is fully aware of the feelings he experiences. does he vocalise or express them often? no but more often than not they show themselves anyway. him crashing out after neil was kidnapped, letting himself get walked like a dog by neil for three books straight, choking allison for slapping aaron, idk i could go on. but yeah you get it.

i don't actually think neil is that oblivious; before people come at me like "but nora said!" or whatever yeah, i know she said he's as dense as a brick when it comes to people flirting with him. considering how much of the ec the aftg fandom likes to disregard allow me to disregard this little bit of it, yeah? this isn't me tryna impose my own projections onto nora's characters, this is lit just me tryna explain how i understand neil josten (he's my bsf btw). he literally clocks his feelings for andrew in trk (after his deep convo™ with nicky) but he just files it away for later bc he doesn't consider attraction or romantic interest anything to be thinking about considering he's got the mafia and his serial killer dad on his tail. i also don't really blame him for not catching onto andrew's feelings earlier (tho doesn't he get pretty fucking close during that one convo they have in exites in trk???? someone correct me if i'm wrong but) bc dude andrew was out here sending fucking mixed ass signals like bro was saying "you are a pipe dream" and "i hate you" in the same fucking conversations like??? neil has always taken andrew at face value and he's not about to question him now. he's also never confused or uncertain about nicky or marissa and what their comments about him meant, he just genuinely does not gaf about them so he doesn't acknowledge them or pay them any attention in his narration. i truly truly think his dismissal of all the advances made upon him in aftg were borne out of indifference, not obliviousness.

have already said this in detail but i don't think andrew's actually a misogynist; the wording doesn't feel right. i'd probably describe andrew's distrust of women (esp. those in motherly/mother roles) as a similar ingrained wariness that neil has for older men. this is something borne out of trauma and shitty experiences that takes time and trust to unlearn. nora says a lot of things the fandom disregards and for me, this is one of those things i'm a little iffy about. misogyny actually isn't reflected in andrew's actions at all, i'd say. does he respect women? no. but he doesn't respect anyone unless they've actually earned it. and among the people he does respect and care for there are women (renee, bee). he doesn't treat women any differently and obv doesn't think they're any weaker than men are (considering renee wipes the floor w him their first sparring sesh). andrew's an equal opportunity hater and i don't think he actually has any sexist or even misogynistic tendencies. i think what is there is just a slightly biased worldview of disliking/mistrusting mother figures, given his bad experiences w tilda and cass (they've left him w more long-term emotional damage that's probably rlly difficult and complicated for him to work through esp considering cass did love??? him and he did want her enough to be willing to suffer dr*ke to be close to her; there's more to it but for the sake of word count i won't go into it) but honestly it doesn't actually show that much??? if people wanna say he hates women, sure, but for one, he doesn't hate a lot of things he's just very indifferent to them and two, he holds a pretty similar apathetic distaste for most people and things, so it's not like a very big distinction. i also think the whole "no girls" thing w aaron was very much a personal thing, and his mistrust of katelyn probably came from aaron's past (apparently negative) experiences w other girlfriends and friendships in general. and if i remember correctly the deal wasn't even "no girls" it was just "family only" which is why aaron didn't make friends w the rest of the foxes either. i digress but i don't think saying "andrew isn't a misogynist" is robbing him of any nuance as a character.

i like nicky and honestly feel similarly towards him as i do about thea; he isn't perfect and never will be and i think while the way he acts towards neil and others (see: matt, kevin) is pretty untoward and inappropriate, i also do see where he's coming from, esp after aaron's explanation of it. that it's a defence mechanism coming from someone who's experienced a lot of prejudice and harm because of his sexuality. obv i think everyone can agree his assault on neil was fucked up but i think nora was right in saying that nicky was high and drunk and not rlly in his right mind at the time, and he does apologise and i'm pretty sure she also said he and neil work it out privately anyway. he's a messy character and definitely not perfect queer rep but again, he's pretty realistic, and i think he's honestly a rlly well-written and complex character.

[fluctuating-fanby]

Reaction: WTNV 234 (The Boy)

This ep drove me insane okay

No Kevin yet, it looks like, but I continue to be delusional and wonder if The Boy is Donovan somehow

And it looks like this'll be a Carlos-heavy episode anyway!!!! So I am still hyped!!!!!

.....Cecil wdym "START to go grey", literally one of the first things we knew abt Carlos was the touch of grey at his temples???

"He was bright eyed with tousled hair and a high-spirited voice. He ran to and fro, the boy, through the park, pretending to be an airplane, and then a motorboat, and then a hawk chasing a mouse."

Me, on the brink of insanity: There's no proof that that's NOT Donovan yet!!! This is how the DB stans can still win!!!!

I'm probably so so wrong but can you IMAGINE if it was though hfjsskal

*weeping* He doesn't have a name OR memories, please just put me out of my misery already instead of making me hope

I just realized The Mudstone Abyss was FIVE YEARS AGO, Donny would be 10 by now

Idk if it's new but I'm really digging the bg music! (and still wishing I didn't forget my earbuds at home and do not have to awkwardly put my ear up to my phone speaker)

The ad for spoons was perfect haha

"Be a shame if anything happened to it." HFJDSKSK

Me, still delusional: Haha is it just me or do the boy's speech patterns kinda remind you of Kevin's? Asking for a friend 👉 👈

"born into the sunlight" DOES THAT MEAN ANYTHING

Sidenote my Night Vale geography is rusty, is Grove Park anywhere near either the Dog Park or The House That Doesn't Exist????

He's well cared for, must have had a guardian.........they're really drawing my hopes out huh???

AND THE METICULOUSLY CARED-FOR TEETH. IDK ABT YOU BUT THERE ARE EXACTLY TWO CHARACTERS I CAN THINK OF DESCRIBED WITH PERFECT TEETH.

"imagine, saying words into a mic that aren't true!" Very meta! But I also find this funny consiering Cecil has already lied on the radio more times than I can count (Ep 71 comes to mind right now)

I'M WHEEZING

I WAS EXPECTING EXAGGERATEDLY OVER-THE-TOP ACTING (like Carlos's impressions from The Investigators), WHICH MADE HIS FLAT, HURRIED READING EVEN FUNNIER

I LEGIT THOUGHT HE'D LAPSED INTO A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE AT FIRST

Also Cecil Palmer is now canonically a terrible voice actor hfjsks

I can't stop laughing, the trees thing is the "peanut butter is a type of rock" debacle all over again

.......okay, "to do harm" has me stumped

Re: the Boy's monologue: okay, lots to unpack here!

Half of what he says is incredibly vague, the other half is just plain confusing

The mother thing kinda makes Donovan much less plausible, but it's possible he had a mother in his life before Charles met Kevin????

I can't really think of any connections to other plot points in this world? The Dark Planet Lit by No Sun maybe? "True name of God" makes me think The Obelisk and Susan Willman? Or is The Boy just a completely new thing they're introducing out of nowhere??? I am so lost

Either way I'm still clinging desperately to the Donovan theory!!! Anyways great ep even though (because??) it drove me insane

[4lbon]

s2e1-2

e1: -first lewis sighting!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳 -"beginning of the season so your dreams are still alive" nico was so real for this -its seb!!!!!!!!! -daniel's visit to renault this episode is So Good and its just daniel being charismatic!! he's not dts's golden boy for nothing lmao -i don't like christian horner but at least he's cunty when he's being awful. that's exactly why i hated otmar so much like if you're gonna be an ass at least be fun about it. anyway christian is good tv, unfortunately -don't have a lot of detail for this but i do love hearing the whole ~future of red bull & max~ bit, especially knowing where that story goes!

e2: -i actually look forward to haas (and williams) episodes because in my previous rewatch i skipped them lmaooooo. so they're more unfamiliar to me! -therefore rich energy feels like a distant fever dream to me. he should legally change his name to richard btw. my consulting fee is 10,000$ -black suits did fuck tho -sat up STRAIGHT in my chair when i saw ayao komatsu's name pop up. hey i've seen that name before!! cool to see him with the team earlier and best of luck man 🫡 -steiner vaguely threatening to replace the guy who goes on to replace him is HILARIOUS btw -love kevin. hate haas love kevin. awesome p5. i would love to see kevin go to another team he deserves SO much better. OR i'd love to see him in indycar (which we almost got!!) -since komatsu and grosjean have such a history together, i wonder if kevin feels slighted in that there might have been bias in the decision of who got to run the "better" car here -all i will say on the crash is i think they should have hate sex about it. you can just assume i'll say this abt any crash honestly -NARRATIVELY stunning episode. i do wish i cared more lmao. GREAT kevin episode. love the tea the drama kevin used to be so hotheaded compared to know. as i've said about SEVERAL drivers -the way gunther lets himself be mic'd up for everything is insane. *eating popcorn gif* -i think gene checked out around this time. i dont think he does interviews after this seasons and i think thats reflective of his investment (financial and otherwise) in the team. bro really checked out the SECOND they had a rough patch like BRO. he made it a self fullfilling prophecy

[ybcpatrick]

Fun Fact: March 17th 2023 Smackdown, I still didn't have TV or stream, but people were uploading gifs as it happened and I was there blogging about it saying "This is my final reason" and "This is my joker origin story" and stuff because it was SUCH A FUCKING FEVER DREAM, I can't imagine if I had actually been watching it I probably would have screamed myself into a COMA.

smackdown from march 17th, 2023 was the second most insane television event i've ever experienced (like, only losing out to november 5th, 2020). it was like getting whacked over the head repeatedly in the best way possible. that night was so batshit crazy that reading my live play-by-play of it thru text was enough to convince my friend to start tuning in mondays and fridays. it was fucked. completely, utterly, diabolically fucked. it was AWESOME.

what stands out most to me abt that episode (aside from it being The Zowens Episode Ever) was the structure of it. this year, we've started seeing an uptick in episodes having like.. what i can only really call an "overarching plot". top of the night, we bring out our "main characters", set up their situation for the evening, then we check in on them periodically 'til we get our "resolution" in the last fifteen minutes. and like, i know this format has been used by wwe before in the past, but i've noticed it happening a lot more as of late, and i don't think there's a better-executed example of it than the march 17th smackdown.

like idk. it's late and i can't articulate my thoughts as successfully as i'd like, but i think that episode was just so well done. the introductory "couple's therapy" segment was banging, kevin, sami, and cody were PHENOMENAL there. the revelation that kevin had been refusing to work with sami all that time because he believed sami didn't want him? and sami's facial journey upon hearing that, realizing just how badly he's been fucking this up? CRAZY SHIT. SAMI FOLLOWING KEVIN TO THE FUCKING PARKING LOT WITH THE EXPRESS INTENTION OF TELLING KEVIN HE LOVES HIM. KEVIN DRIVING TF AWAY. SAMI'S RESIGNATION TO HIS FATE. CHECKING IN WITH SAMI THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT, AS HE PREPARES TO FACE OFF AGAINST JEY WHILE ALSO TRYING TO PROCESS THE KEVIN SITUATION + COPE WITH HIS "FAILURE" THERE. THE TENSION BETWEEN SAMI AND JEY WHEN THEY'RE FINALLY IN THE RING AT THE END OF THE NIGHT. "YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS YOU DIDN'T HIT HIM WITH THAT CHAIR FIRST." THE AMBUSH. THE MOMENT KEVIN'S MUSIC HITS. THE SHOT OF KEVIN TAKING OFF HIS HOODIE BEHIND THE USOS. THE BEATDOWN. THE FUCKING HUG. THE WAY SAMI STUMBLES BACK IN FEAR JUST BEFORE IT, THEN COMPLETELY MELTS INTO KEVIN WHEN HE CONNECTS. THE POP.

i'm gonna go to bed now but oughghhhg. march 17th smackdown ur my everything. it was just such a good episode of television it was so satisfying to watch it was. ahh ❤️🖤🩶🤍

[sungbeam]

Ahhh okay 🥹🫶🏻💖 hehe i can def agree to that 🫂 i've gotten better at asking them since we've talked! (but yeah a little awkward still!) Thank you!! I hope your classes have gotten easier too!! Heheh~ it's always fun chatting with you~ ooh they kind of are 🥹🤭

IT WAS! He absolutely bodied it! THEY WERE SO PERFECT!! Hak's wig was soooo pretty- I def get that 🤭🙂‍���️ omg your friend is so right about sangyeon~ 😂 Oooh really? I can def get that~ changmin def choose the right princess then~ Oooh really? I'm curious about all the connections tbh- but that's so cute- and changmin's being your other half makes sm sense to me- that's so endearing to me- so it's vv fitting that they ended up as your two favorite princesses 🥹

HIS TRIGGER HAIR his fluffy black hair was just yeah... i'm gonna be missing it for a while 😔🫶🏻 kevin kiwi wasn't on mine either- but non being a kiwi just makes sense to me with how much he always has been in his beanies- but hyunjin def got me by surprise hebehba- it's insane how many kiwis we got ehbebhbha-

(oh god the newest japan b-land stuff and the fact that we official cb data now?! it truly is all unexpected 🤭)

aw that's rough 😭 may they kiss vv soon 😭🙏🏻 but oh how that plot sounds sooooo good- i can tell!! it sounds like it's got a lot of slow burn and we live for it~ heck yeah you are- you got this!!! heheh yeah thank you 🥹🫶🏻 hehe- i hope so~ i'll see what turns out~ when i've been playing around with it's been fun~ but we'll see 🙂‍↕️ thank you sm- I wish you the same!! may your wip treat you kindly and finish sooner than expected~ you got this beam!!

anyways ttyl~ love ya beam!! mwah <3

(p.s. pls tell me you've seen how hoshi woozi named an album after you hehe-🤭 they want you to bias them~ 🤭🙂‍↕️)

HI KATE i hope ur doing well :')) ive been itching to reply to this ask but have been holding back until after i finished all my finals (which i have now, hurray!!) as a little treat for myself <3 it's been awhile tho so im trying to remember what we last talked abt @@ but yeah i hope work is going alright for u!! i feel like spring is coming quickly/soon which is nice as well

omg but juyeon went back to black hair!! one of my friends who's a juyo bias, we were talking abt how he listened to his gf (my friend) abt changing back to black LMAO 😌✨ OMG THO HAVE U BEEN ABLE TO LISTEN TO THEIR COMEBACK YET?? and sangyeons gone too 😭😭😭 our class president 😭😭💔💔💔 i keep seeing clips from that live where they shave his head and i can't do this (´Д⊂ヽ their big brother is gone skvneknfkrnfjf

ahhh kwfnkdnf that wip i was talking abt before has finally been dropped!! :')) well, the masterlist has been, and the teaser will be right after this, but it's coming finally 🤧 i haven't been able to do a lot of writing lately cuz of exams but i will be hunkering down over spring break bahahah if u do read it, i hope u enjoy it!

(ps. I DID SEE SOONHOON'S ALBUM IS NAMED AFTER ME????? i was like... ooh 👀 okay 👀 i see y'all 👀 haven't been able to listen to it yet tho, but soon!! :')))

[phoenix-is-the-hottest-thing]

Hi i heard you are the resident ER lore expert?

I just finished ch3 of the story and i have absolutely not chronological concept of what happened, how everyone is connected, who died when n still confused abt sim!mobius and what she did with irl mobius 50k years ago from all the way in ch2. Also about Elysia becoming a herrscher. Vould u do like a quick timeline or smth to explain whats happening cos the data in the game isnt really arranged in chronological order?

That’s a pretty big undertaking but I can try to sum it up!

PE had 14 herrscher impacts over what seems to be a bit over a couple decades at most. Then they went into cryopods for 50k years. Then another 5000 or so years happened until the present.

and now, a readmore, because trust me, it's a LOT.

For a spreadsheet summary of who does what when, try @adorabledestruction's sheet.

Impact 1: Not much is known about it. It is defeated in secret. Many people try to study this Herrscher but go insane. May have happened during Mobius’s lifetime or earlier.

Mobius is born fully cognizant and able to speak. She receives her name and her earring from her dying mother. On her ninth birthday, growing cynical to the child abuse she is victim of, she swears that she won't let Humanity be humiliated.

An unknown amount of time later, Mobius and others found the Moth That Chases The Flames, AKA MOTH.

Impact 2: Huge mess, Humanity is losing. Mobius is locked up in her lab by MOTH for her safety. Elysia joins MOTH, seemingly by stealing Mobius’s badge to pretend she’s already a member. Elysia defeats this Herrscher. Mobius starts to investigate the Herrscher’s corpse, and Elysia reveals she can’t quite read what she’s thinking, prompting Mobius to admit she wants to surpass the gods.

Because the Honkai is not public, MOTH covers up the incident. Vill-V, a brilliant, bored student who just finished her homework, finds them suspicious and tries to find more about them, assuming MOTH caused the impact, and harasses them. One single day after revealing her identity in a declaration of war against MOTH, Elysia finds and captures her mid-spying on Mobius.

It’s noted that Vill escaped from MOTH’s prisons numerous times before being officially recruited. We do not know when her recruitment happens however, only when she was first captured.

Impact 3: Most of East Asia gets wrecked. Dr.MEI, Kevin and Hua get caught up and subsequently recruited by MOTH. Kevin quickly rises to being the top soldier of MOTH somehow. Hua is in HIMEKO’s squad, seemingly at the age of 15, but the timeline is whacky so don’t get too hung up on her age later.

Impact 4: Kosma meets Kevin for the first time while trying to do something about the disaster. He is recruited some time later into MOTH, seemingly having lied about his age. It’s not very clear. He admires Kevin a lot and joins the same squad as him and Ato, Griseo’s dad.

Impact 5: Kalpas’s “hometown” is destroyed. MOTH sends Ato and Kosma’s squad on a suicide mission to distract the Herrscher. Ato tells everyone to desert to stay alive, but Kosma argues with him that they’re more noble than that. He is initially triumphant when he sees soldiers (including Kevin) come back, but it turns out that it’s because the Herrscher is already dead.

Kalpas obliterated this Herrscher, sustaining grave frostbite. He recovers without external help and is found by Aponia near Sundown Alley, which is where Felis also comes from. He joins the Sanatorium she works in as a fellow employee, getting called “Mr.Mask” by the children. He like, carries boxes. Aponia teaches him more about how to human but he kind of hates her endlessly chill and forgiving attitude.

Kalpas may have fallen from the sky. Mobius also calls him an alien (but official said smth like “the one who’s out of place” instead, kudos on missing the point again)

Impact 6: The Herrscher of Death destroys a city. She had kept some human emotion, which made Kevin hesitate, and he blames himself for the Herrscher’s victims. Elysia tells him this guilt keeps him human, and asks whether he would kill the minority to save the majority.

Sometime before this point, Sakura tried to assassinate Dr.MEI. She fails but injures Kevin. MEI recruits Sakura, intending to form her own private force to consolidate and stabilize her position. Sakura joins Cocoon, whose job is to assassinate humans that interfere with MOTH’s mission.

Impact 7: HIMEKO becomes the Herrscher of Flame, murdering her entire squad except Hua. Eden’s concert is interrupted by a fire, but Hua saves her life. After they chat, Hua leaves to confront the Herrscher, but Kevin kills her before she can ask her why HIMEKO spared her. Broken up by grief, Eden joins MOTH, though her job is mainly to cheer people up at that point.

The MANTIS, Honkai augmented soldiers, are now a thing. It’s a surgery for now and has strong side effects. The first four are Kevin, Elysia(?), Mobius, and Sakura. The success/survival rate is extremely low, and only 13 soldiers will successfully be made before they develop the ICHOR method (injection) which will make Hua a MANTIS later.

The Sundown Alley incident happens— Aponia, who cannot yet see fate clearly but already has mild persuasion powers, has been hiding Honkai infected patients. Sakura, who was sent to the town to kill some traitors, finds out and starts an impromptu clean-up to stop the spread of the disease, murdering among others 73 children. She fails to kill Kalpas, who fights her on equal grounds. Kalpas and Aponia are captured. Aponia is blamed as a mastermind, but she doesn’t know anything. Aponia is forced to take the MANTIS surgery in hopes of being helpful to MOTH in the future, but she gains immense power and cannot be restrained anymore. Aponia can now use Discipline and see the future, and therefore that Humanity is doomed. She’s going to cause some problems on accident.

Kevin’s birthday party happens. Dystopia, Kosma’s friend and the only psychokinesis MANTIS, is present. Sorry I need to mention her before she dies. It’s cute.

Blanca, Griseo’s mother, quits the lab and recommends Klein to replace her. Mobius now has a new assistant.

Impact 8: The Herrscher of Sentience happens and people start falling into a dream and dying. Su, Kevin’s childhood bestie, became a doctor. He’s been trying to cure Honkai sickness but keeps failing (see Second Key manga for details). Kevin ghosted him for years but they meet again during a Honkai attack, and Su is recruited by MOTH. Su takes the MANTIS surgery from Mobius in a hurry, becoming a psychic. He, Dystopia, and Aponia try to team up against the Herrscher of Sentience, to pinpoint her location. Dystopia is killed. Su’s mentor in MOTH is killed by a traitor, his dying act to save Su from getting stuck in the psychic link pod thing. Aponia helps Su not succumb to revenge and he more or less becomes enlightened.

It seems Aponia has already settled in the Deep End around this time, but details are unclear.

Aponia gives Kevin a Discipline to resist the dreams, which renders him immune to Fenghuang Down later, but the counterattack against HoS happens before he can do much of anything.

Elysia comes to find Kalpas and makes a deal with him. She convinces MOTH to let him join as a soldier in exchange for giving him an endless war. She asks him to become a "KO Threat" someday, but she will die before cashing in. Aponia places a Discipline on him.

Gray Serpent is born some time after this, as Mobius's accidental first sapient creation. She tells him he is free. Once he leaves the lab, he starts experimenting with human behavior, creating numerous organisations in order to understand the "freedom" his creator spoke of. Sakura stops him eleven times over the years.

Impact 9: Ato is killed by Kevin’s inaction as the 9th Herrscher is neutralized. Kosma gets so angry he undergoes an Active Honkai Reaction and turns into a monster to eat Kevin. Kosma flees, sane but monstrous.

Mu is destroyed by the Herrscher, which is the final nail in the coffin of MOTH’s coverup. The Honkai is now a public matter and public unrest is at an all-time high. It won’t get better.

Exact details are unclear but it seems Eden undergoes her surgery around this time. Her conversation with Mobius about beauty happens shortly after.

Griseo, now orphaned, got caught up in an accident than mortally wounded her. In order to save her life, Mobius gives her the MANTIS surgery. Griseo lives, but her personality gets easily affected by others and her paintings are cognitohazards. Her Kalpas painting almost causes a civil war. An unknown amount of time later, Dr.MEI throws Griseo in the Deep End due to the danger she poses. (She’s not happy about it.) Aponia finds and adopts Griseo.

An unknown amount of time later, Mobius finds Kosma. She offers to turn him back into a human form. Kosma is either Disciplined to help this process, or he was way back during his surgery, it’s not completely clear. Kosma rejoins the MOTH as a footsoldier.

Impact 10: The 10th Herrscher keeps causing chaos by randomly turning people into Herrschers to mess with MOTH. Emile, Kalpas’s adjudant, is captured and eventually killed. Klein kills Mobius but is absorbed by her resurrection, which Su blames himself for. Dr.MEI uses the Key of Blankness, an armor that can interface humans and Herrscher cores, in order to destroy the Herrscher. She is severely weakened as a result.

Felis tries to rob MOTH by impersonating a volunteer and gets turned into a MANTIS instead. Since she was a rare success, they let her stay. Vill-V gets turned into a Mantis around the same time.

Roughly a thousand 10th keys are made. Hua is turned into a MANTIS during a suicide mission, the first successful ICHOR MANTIS (no surgery required).

After breaking numerous divine keys trying to make ICHOR work out for him, Kalpas makes a deal with Mobius. She takes something from him, which turns him into a MANTIS. As a side effect, he starts suffering from progressive cognitive disorientation.

MOTH experiments with 3 people teams. Kalpas Sakura Su is a disaster. They try to make Aponia fight alongside Eden and Su, hoping that they'd be stable enough to handle being near her at all. The only successful team is Hua, Kosma, and Felis. Yeah they really suck at working together.

Aponia awakens Fenghuang Down's first power for Hua, to give her a chance to survive. She uses this same memory as a demonstration and forgets she tried to help her.

Impact 11: A Herrscher that's essentially a MANTIS killer appears, as it snuffs out Honkai energy. Klein shuts down because of it and Mobius takes her chances against the Herrscher to rescue her. Vill-V is gravely wounded after trying to fight the Herrscher with technology, including a Key of Blankness replica. On her way home, Mobius rescues her as well, but Vill-V seems to have suffered some memory loss.

Kalpas, still angrily grieving Emile, tries to attack Hua but instantly gets taken down by the Herrscher's anti-Honkai field. Hua brings him to Mobius. Su controls his body with his consent in order to fight, but accidentally undoes Aponia's Discipline on him.

Thanks to Aponia's gift, Hua creates an opportunity for Kevin to kill the Herrscher. Elysia's crystal protects her from Kevin's attack last second. She loses almost all her memory as a result and sinks into a coma for several days.

Kevin digs out Kalpas from the debris with his sword.

The Tragedy of Binding has happened. All but thirteen MANTIS have died. Felis, who was sick in the hospital during the battle, wakes up to an empty building. She seeks out her companions and finds nobody. When she finally finds people, they are like soulless, having witnessed the horror of the Tragedy.

After that, Elysia tries to create the 13 Flame-Chasers.

Kevin drags Aponia out of the Deep End.

(ch29 detail: MOTH is opposed to it. The 13 are never an official thing, though they try to compromise with 5 people instead (Elysia, Kevin, Hua, Su, and Vill-V), which Elysia never acknowledges. It's her WHOLE ragtag band of disasters or nothing)

With Eden's financial help and against MOTH's wishes, the Elysian Realm is created. Can, Felis's sim cat, is born. Only three cities are left in the entire world.

Impact 12: RIN, Sakura's little sister, becomes a Herrscher. Elysia warns Sakura while asking her to become one of the Thirteen, implying that these events were extremely close together. RIN is captured by MOTH and held prisoner.

Sakura attempts to break RIN out, but finds her corpse instead.

Due to Aponia's Discipline of "never losing hope against the Honkai", a group of 54 MOTH soldiers arrange to kill RIN, traumatizing her and starting the eruption proper. RIN turns people into flesh-eating zombies and takes control of the base's computers. RIN launches the nukes created by Vill-V onto the last three cities. Sakura dies. Dr.MEI traps RIN into the black box, ending the incident.

The Flame-Chasers mourn Sakura, incredibly broken up by her death. Kevin swears upon her grave that they will defeat the Honkai. Felis leaves her Sakura Mochi, which nobody knows how to make anymore. Gray Serpent's fifty bodies simultaneously bow in her honor as he also mourns a lost friend.

After executing the 54 culprits, Kalpas threatens to kill Aponia for her role in Sakura's death. He at least lets her put her "do not kill innocents" Discipline back on him. He does not kill her.

While not, strictly speaking ,the final humans left on Earth, MOTHs are now acutely aware that humanity is doomed. Dr.MEI starts cooking up plans for the next era to survive. Under the cover of therapy, Vill-V beats up Su for the fifth divine key, to turn it from a deadly weapon to the cryopods.

Mobius experiments with the black box, using Hua as a test subject, as she plans to save the survivors by turning them all into sapient viruses. Hua goes into a coma. As they operate on her to save her, Fuxi fights with Mobius over this and leaves, taking Nuwa with her and joining Project EMBER instead.

An unknown amount of time later, Eden passes on EMBER to Hua despite the twins' doubts. Eden passes on the Elysian Realm to Mobius.

Vill-V acknowledges Griseo's request to take Kosma's place in the single seat ARK, and they start working on that together.

Su receives project VALUKA, while Kevin takes his place to handle project STIGMA. It is unknown why Mobius didn't receive a project, or if she got a different one. Most likely she wasn't trusted.

Vill-V is kept out of Jizo Mitama's development. She tries to stop Void Archives' development, for which her own body and mind was initially the vessel due to her fragmentation ability. Why try to stop it? She finds taming the Herrscher of Reason's core would only kill her and create a will with infinite knowledge and no interest for Humanity's survival, a description which sounds suspiciously similar to the Will of the Honkai present in CE. (And considering her visual motifs... well... think of that what you will...)

Considering current events, it seems that this was partially fixed by giving what we currently known as the Void Archives an AI ("a fragment of the AI Prometheus"?), but details are still unknown.

Tensions are extremely high.

Dr.MEI holds a meeting to investigate Elysia's sussy past, but nothing turns up. Elysia chats with Dr.MEI's AI, Prometheus, in the meantime, revealing that she plans to play the villain to give Humanity a chance to unite. After the meeting, Eden uses her Active Honkai Reaction for the first time and turns into a giant marine animal, flying a tipsy Elysia up into the sky to watch the moon together.

The next day, Elysia tells Aponia that she will die in ten days.

Impact 13: Exactly 10 days later. Not much is known. Elysia reveals herself as the 13th Herrscher, wearing makeup for the first and last time. Kevin kills her while at least Mobius and Eden are present. Mobius is forced to face her fear of death, and syncs up her sim for the last time. Sim!Mobius allegedly plants a seed in her mind so she may kill herself.

The day after Elysia dies, Aponia is shown contemplating the disappearance of the threads of Fate. Elysia rearranged the stars.

Final Impact: After Elysia's death, the surviving MANTIS decide to unite and fight the final herrscher together on the moon.

Felis, weak but crushed by survivor's guilt, decides to go. Aponia, seeking out a way to die well, asks Vill-V to fuse her with the Elysian Realm, which Vill considers suicide but seemingly agrees to. Kalpas fights a ravenous Kosma as a parting gift with an unknown outcome. Kosma refuses to leave on the ARK at the last minute. Eden leads seven Mantises beside herself to the Moon in her Honkai Beast form. Su fights the Herrscher from Earth thanks to his psychic powers. Aponia stays behind on Earth, to brainwash the weak humans who are doomed to die, so that they may die happy according to their own wishes.

Two MANTIS soldiers die within five minutes. Presumably they are Felis and either Kalpas or Kosma, most likely Kosma, but it's not yet possible to say for sure. Dr.MEI overloads the Selene and robs her of 30% of her Honkai energy, but it's not enough for them to win, so Kevin freezes hits the Herrscher REALLY HARD with Shamash. They have twelve hours to go home and hide in the Cryopods before all remaining life on earth is destroyed, ten of which are taken up by the trip.

Hua enters the cryopods. Su seals himself in the 2nd key to observe other universes. Mobius tries to talk Eden out of committing suicide, but fails as she had already taken her decision long ago. Kevin enters the cryopods. Mobius leaves her suicide note hologram message with Klein and waits out the cryopods' sinking, extremely weakened through an unknown method. Mobius greets Prometheus with an unknown purpose in mind.

AND IM DONE. That took. So long. I've skipped over some details but it should be a good summary.

[flyingspicerack]

Thoughts on Myc's Powers

resposting cause too many bad words before lol

I have my own headcanons, workings, and ideas of how Myc's powers work, so I wanted to write down my interpretation. I've watched inside job probably at least a hundred times over so I've put a lot of thought into this.

There is a lot of info so all of this will be under a read more!!

Myc, without touching appears to be able to detect strong emotional outputs and thoughts on the surface level. It all has to do with the strength of the emotion and thought, as well as the proximity.

Here are some examples of Myc gathering thoughts while NOT touching:

S1E1: -Myc bringing up the concept of putting rat poison into Brett's coffee and Reagan considering it -Myc being able to sense across the table that Glenn is repressing how attracted he is to Brett's little workout promo photos

S1E4: -Myc being able to specifically sense that Brett fucked Glenn's Ex, assuming hes reading the specific anger Glenn feels and the fear and guilt Brett feels

Myc, while touching seems to be able to dig deep into the subconscious or to thoughts not currently being thought about, as well as memories, since memories are tied to thoughts

Examples of WHILE touching:

S1E1: -Brett memorizing Dane Cook routines -Reagan specifically feeling threatened by Brett

S1E4: -Reagan specifically thinking about the older brother from Boy Meets World

S1E5: -Touching Kevin's forehead before pushing him to the ground, unknown what's being read, but Myc is mind reading nonetheless

S1E6: -Reagan's mind full of negative scenarios causing Myc to go sicko mode (he flickers in and out of vibrancy, flails around, and bashes his head into the table before collapsing out of view. i personally believe he was being silly goofy and being over dramatic and pretending to faint, going overboard with the reaction of what he saw, not sure if that was the intention of that bit tho)

Other things of note

-I believe it canon that Myc can only read deep thoughts when touching the head specifically. When reading minds, his flagella turns pink when he uses his powers and that only happens when he's touching someone's head.

-I believe that when he does the touch mind reading, he can go as shallow or as deep as he wants, he can find specific thoughts or search a broad spectrum.

-He's also not a human and probably has way more brain power and capacity as humans do, so he can probably hold more information at once

-He produces bio-cerebrate/psilocybin, part of me wants to think that his liquid is treated or processed in some way before being used in the memory erasers, but not too sure on if that's the case

-HE HAS 2 GOO COLORS?! Okay so this has been driving me insane. Yes he has his blue/green goo thats in several episodes, however in S1E4 after he and Andre are thrown out of the HR meeting, the duo high fives and Myc leaves a PINK residue on Andre's hand. We never see that again, what the hell is it?! I have started a headcanon that the blue is always his liquid he produces in his tank and the pink is like, a film/residue that can build up on him… Then again if that was the case, he'd be leaving behind a trail of pink goo… Idk abt the pink honestly, if anyone knows anything lmk

-I honestly love that in S1E5 when Myc gets his temporary amnesia, his moral compass isnt reset, I genuinely love the fact that he's still an egotistical jerk even when he doesn't know who he even is

S1E9

-His powers are depleted when he looses too much of his psylocibin aka: if he secretes too much he can't read minds anymore

-I'm unsure if he gained the knowledge of all the secrets he learned from the passive, non-touching mind reading, or the tentacle to head contact. Gigi and Andre hooking up at the company Christmas party, Brett thinking Tamiko is hot, Reagan's Carl Sagan thing, and Glenn's dreams.

OR it could be that he's reading all of their minds at once in that scene and just picking out some things he feels right then and there, however I don't think that's the case while looking at the evidence I've already pointed out.

-Lastly, the only other thing I have to say is about how POTENT his secretions/blood is. The psilocybin I mean, I timed it, I timed how fast it took to hit Andre in S1E6 and it literally only took a minute and a half for that shit to hit him, it normally takes at LEAST 30mins to kick in.... So he's got that crazy shit

Anyway, I just did this for fun, have too much time, and like Myc way too much, causing me to think about tiny details like this. Hope ya'll enjoyed

[taropioca]

heyyyy dearest <3 how about drippin &/tbz 💗🌻✨

hewwo bieloved <3 thank u mwah

la la la la la la la la la la la la la nostalgia

first bias: yunseong!!!!!!!!! bewoved

current bias(es): still yunseong 00 liner whos a leader n dancer what else do i need

album ranking: boyager > zero > a better tomorrow = villain > free pass

how i got into them: i mean we r still in the process of getting into them but like casually listened to them since debut (boyager aoty) . n then i think i tried to get more into them for a sec bc of brina? n then . well then ina happened (nd now ure helping a great lot i think)

which member would be my best friend: minseo is my bestie he's my cat he lives on my couch BUT also i do think i cld b besties w hyeop i think we'd be a great bestie duo

something i associate with them (or with a bias/any member): INA................ n that one clip of yunseong w the cake/cream on his face i think abt it 24/7 . also the word nostalgia literally hasnt been the same since they debuted . also pink ribbons w minseo

THE boyz (tm)

first bias: haknyeon (& hyunjun)

current bias(es): scratches head....idk u tell me (chanhee sunwoo hyunjae . additional rotation juyeon jichang jacob . sometimes hak)

album ranking: reveal = breaking dawn > chase => the start > maverick > the sphere = dreamlike => the first > thrill-ing > the only > tattoo > bloom bloom which is VERY VERY VERY VERY different from my title track ranking it's almost funny (bloom bloom n no air n tattoo are my fave tts)

how i got into them: omg ok so like idk if i actually rlly liked juhak during broduce or if i only got attached to him after it ended?????? def thought his pig thing was cute (why did i phrase it like that . idk but u get it) when he was announced to b debuting i was rlly excited i made a tbz twt KKSDBJKBKDSJKF but like without actually looking much into the other ppl .. but being on there i started seeing fantakens of hyunjun i was like i Need to know who this guy is . nd then i kinda forgot abt them rip sorry nd it didnt help that i rlly didnt like giddy up so i like lost interest fully by then BUT THEN around no air i think? maybe? i was like i like this kevin guy (???? which is wild to present me like ure telling me i had a KEVIN PHASE????????????????????????????) but also . smth thats insanely funny to me is that i had a whole . losing my mind moment over how there was a guy that kept catching my eye in the no air showcase stage (breakdown documented on my old twt acc) BC it turns out it was haknyeon n i was like ??????WHAT R THE ODDS LIKE WHAT..... nd idk if this was at the same time or before or after but at some point i figured out that i actually love right here?? so i watched their weekly idol episode from that era nd i was like i am in love with sunwoo now ........ nd then i forgot abt them again KJBSKBK like i kept being a casual listener for the absolute longest time from debut to like . possibly rtk????? i think i fully got into them during rtk???????????? but it doesnt feel like it because like .as u can see . we have a bit of a history . we go way back

which member would be my best friend: i would kill to be friends w any of them . i would sell my soul to b friends w chanhee but like hes too cool for me like fully entirely like they all are but he's like on a whole different level like . i had a dream where i was besties w kevin n jacob & it was pretty fun we were a nice friend trio that cld be cute . i also think hyunjae's the type of person i gravitate towards BUT i wld end up falling in love w him so again mayb not the best idea

something i associate with them (or with a bias/any member): i think the group in general just ....... the feeling of belonging like coming home after a long time like talking to your best friend after weeks or months of silence and realizing nothing has changed u know ... hak pigs & horses & straw hats farmer vibes im so sorry hak . chanhee plum/peach/cherry blossoms & fluffy sheep & the smell of books & glitter & pearls & spring breeze n the smell of spring when you open your window & holding pinkies don't ask . jichang hermit crabs & bedazzled jackets & chucky & gabi & giraffes & brown poodles . jacob aléks & lockers filled with homemade chocolates and love letters on valentine's day that he's too kind to refuse . sunwoo's 38472398472839 hour long vlives & happy comfort & chestnuts n walnuts & just like the feeling of coming home after a long day but its not an empty home there's someone u love waiting for u u know . i was gonna add jaehyun n juyeon but i have said Too Much already sorry guys

[themauvesoul]

Anyways if I was gonna do an epic s8 rewrite:

y’all remember that Sam and John parallel they set up all the way back in s1 and didn’t do anything with bc the writers collectively forgot abt it? Payoff time babey. Put a pin in that.

Anyways. The first ep opens exactly where s7 ended. Dean and cas just vanished. Dick is exploded. Kevin is freaking out. Crowley is gloating.

Like I think sam should snap. He’s just been through the wringer. He’s been beat down and beat down for a solid year at this point. He’s lost and grief stricken and doesn’t know what to do, but he gets Kevin out and away from crowley. And then Kevin looks at him and says there was something else on that tablet. It said there was a way to seal hell off forever.

ok so. lemme explain some things.  I think that sam is at his core a very angry person, just like dean at his core is always afraid.  So like.  Dean will lash out and use anger to cover his fear.  Sam tries to sublimate and suppress his anger by choosing to be kind instead.  and i think that s7 made him feel too tired and helpless to be angry, UNTIL kevin accidentally gave him an outlet.  so like.  I wanna see sams repression skills fail.  I wanna see him lose the last shit he had left to give and go absolutely balls to the walls insane.  I want a mystery spot 2.0: This Time It’s Permanant.  

And HERES the payoff of that little parallel. Sam latches onto revenge the way that John latched onto his. like theyre operating under the same delusion: if i kill the thing that destroyed my life, I’ll experience some sort of catharsis.

So like. Sam goes off the deep end. I think he starts off by going full witch, but I think it would be extremely sexy if he eventually started drinking demon blood again. Kevin is like. i dont think this is right but idk enough about hunting or witchcraft to dispute it.  They’re on an evil road trip trying to track down the demon tablet and kill crowley once and for all. This is the A plot.

The second ep opens with dean landing in purgatory. This is the B plot.

The season alternates between Sam doing evil fucked up shit on his and Kevin’s revenge road trip and dean doing fucked up shit in purgatory

Sam and Kevin get ahold of the demon tablet for a bit, and decode enough of it to start doing the trials. that happens in s8 right? im only halfway thru.

Idk if spn has a mid season break, but halfway thru the season shit pops tf off. Sam completes the first trial, and in the same ep dean finally gets out of purgatory. that would happen in the last ep before the midseason break. idk yall i havent watched a tv show live in literal years.

Speaking of purgatory, I think it’s dumb that the angels scooped cas out of purgatory. So I’m changing it. Instead, cas goes out of the portal with dean, but the angels scoop him mid-transit. Dean wakes up alone in the woods and cas wakes up in heaven, speaking with Naomi.

I think there should be a power struggle in heaven, between Naomi and metatron. They’re fighting to control lesser angels like pawns. Naomi has an edge because she can like. Brainwash angels into being loyal to her, but metatron LOVES murder and manipulation.  Girlboss of him.

Shit REALLY pops tf off in the second half of the season. Sam is doing the trials. Kevin is helping Sam do the trials. Dean is desperately trying to get Sam to stop, because the trials are actively killing him. Dean is also having a really hard time adjusting to normal life after being in purgatory. Cas is actively being brainwashed by Naomi. Crowley found the angel tablet, and now he’s trying to close heaven, while simultaneously trying to fend off winchester and co

Crypt scene! It’s exactly the same. Naomi tries to make cas kill dean, but he breaks free and fucks off with the angel tablet. its extremely homoerotic.  Dean DOES say i forgive you, cas.  I love you.

Metatron finds cas after he fucks off and convinces cas that the only way to save earth from getting caught in the crossfire of a three-way war is to close off heaven, while the winchesters close off hell.

The end is the same as canon. Metatron tricks cas into giving up his grace, and then uses it to make all the angels fall. The last shot of the season is that one with all the angels falling from the sky.

In conclusion why so many flashbacks when you could just start the season at a different point in time mr. carver. explain your thought process to me.

[mothmanchronicler]

lmao i took notes while i watched the new episode

archie and the dog holy fuck this show hates pets

fangs & tony like "we're still bi and still queer!!!!" *looks directly into the camera*

why'd they act like that to kevin that was super weird !! i don't even like kevin and i wish that conversation had happened differently

cheryl "was that curse for realsises?"

"are you bingo's dads??" YUCK i hate frank but i hate the someone mistaking your dad for your boyfriend thing more

all four legs broken???? what's with adult archie and legs

thank god we get another girl boss villain

poor britta "mistress blossom" ???

also betty and archie being like ugh everyone cares about us

also spooky abt them like mysteriously surviving also betty acting SO weird abt archie covering her body during the explosion

cheryl is like insanely gullible

EVIL AURAS bro WHAT

why do all these idiots refuse to admit they need help like so deeply it's infuriating

where can i get veronica's vintage green phone ???

why is betty in charge at the fbi

also poor reggie he set a hard boundary with his father and veronica doesn't even care

ooo she put a hit on daddy

why is glen acting like an alcoholic husband

i hate glen but i also holy shit evil auras!!

love the framing of the debris arch around archie's mom, cool set design !!

reggie's dad!!! (also it was a chekhov's reggie's dad when he mentioned him earlier)

why are the ghoulies so well dressed

okay archie's either in a coma or ??? ya that's all i got

is fp gonna be in this season?

betty seems so off, but i can't explain it

archie going red circle again (1 point to coma)

veronica with reggie in the hospital something something veronica and archie after fred was shot

i get now that it was about her dad and wow he's dead (i don't believe it lol)

tabitha is like the only good person in riverdale lmao she cares so much abt jughead

okay EVIL AURA

OKAY BETTY ARCHIE PSYCHO TEAM UP

threatening auras

archie looks so mad abt betty sleeping with glen

also the twilight-esque betty being like you won't hurt me archie i'm not scared is so funny to me

but this is like headcanon level b*rchie and i'm here for it

OMG BRITTA !!!!!!! ABIGAIL !!!!!!!!!!! so cool

the editing when they flashed back to britta during the curse scene was bad

british man ???? dressed like american psycho guy. he's weirdly sinister omg !!! pickens !!! we hate founder families

betty girl gang except they're all pigs which makes it not cool

aw tabitha crying

also someone on here manifested hard of hearing jug

archie don't buy that house

veronica crying

and lying !!!! damn it veronica

also reggie seems like he's lying but i think it's just the acting

"cheryl's house will be safe for britta" okay toni and every social worker in riverdale

cheryl's outfit is so good

abigail trapped in the brooch??? nice

i hate archie sorry serpents

wow archie's just going crazy& he's only been endowed with superhuman invulnerability for like a couple days chill out man

NOOO CHERYL !!!! nana rose !!! fuck off nana

i'm still surprised that kevin didn't want to be part of the baby's life before like bro it was still your baby

love betty's top

archie seems very unenthusiastic abt dating betty

BINGO

omg TBK !! disrespecting betty is punishable by death (strap me to the chair i guess i'm guilty)

post episode thoughts:

archie and betty just straight up don't care about jughead huh thank god for tabitha

betty was so weird this episode can't wait to find out what's happening

all the crying made me sad lol

evil auras

[wydmariana]

        hi my loves   !   ur  fav  big  mess  dani   here   ,  i  also  play  our  hailey  fc  alanna  heh   !   i’m  bringing  back  my  bbyg  mariana   !  she’s  my  original  wealthy  character  &  i’ve  had  her  for  like over  3   years   ,  i’m  super  excited  2  be  playing  her  again  &  i  hope  u  guys  rly  like  her   !!!  i’m  gonna  put  all  the   tea  on  her  under  the  cut  &  if  u  wanna  plot  like   this  &   i’ll  come  bug  u  , i  rly  always  need  connections  n  love  plotting  ♡  u  can  also  hmu  on  discord  !! @ 𝒎𝒈𝒌'𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒆 .#1958

new york’s very own mariana cavello was spotted on broadway street in christian louboutins . your resemblance to selena gomez is unreal . according to tmz , you just had your twenty fourth birthday bash . while living in nyc , you’ve been labeled as being stubborn , but also adroit . i guess being a gemini explains that . 3 things that would paint a better picture of you would be  lyrics  scribbled  in  a  notebook  ,  gold  jewelry  ,  &  blue  nail  polish  . ( i  defeaned  a  girl  in  a  fight  when  i  was  17 )  &  ( cisfemale & she/her  )  +  ( dani , 20 , she/her , est . )

╰ ˚･ﾟ  ♡   𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒔   :

full name: mariana marisol cavello

nickname(s): mari,

age: twenty four

date of birth: june 4th

hometown: new york city

current location: upper east side, new york city

ethnicity: half mexican

nationality: american

gender: cisfemale

pronouns: she/her

parents names: alexander hastings, liliana cavello

orientation: pansexual but she doesn’t like labels

religion: grew up catholic, undecided

political affiliation: democrat

occupation: singer/songwriter

living arrangements: lives in her own mansion in the upper east side

language(s) spoken: english, spanish

accent: american

face claim: selena gomez

hair colour: x (most basic/accurate/but it changes)

eye colour: brown

height: 5″5

weight: 113lbs

build: petite

tattoos: mostly selena’s canon, but x instead of the music note

piercings: x (both ears)

drugs/alcohol/sex: yes/yes/yes

pets: one cat, 5 years old, named sergio - x

astrological chart  : gemini sun  ,  libra moon  ,  scorpio rising

character  inspo  :  meredith  grey  (  grey’s  anatomy  )  ,  simone  davis  (  star  )  ,  alyssa  (  the  end  of  the  fucking  world  )  ,  carla  (  elite  )  ,   kat  stratford  (  10  things  i  hate  about  you  )  ,  serena  vanderwoodsen  (  gossip  girl  )  ,  jessica  davis  (  13 reasons  why  )

pinterest  board  :  here .

╰ ˚･ﾟ ♡  𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚  &  𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕   (   tw  :  abuse ,   violence  , injury ,   sexual  assault .  )  :

ok i changed her around quite a lil bit so i’m excited to rEdevelop !  :~)

mariana was born into a seemingly perfect family ,  her older brother &  her having been born heirs to alexander hastings , billionaire hotel & business entrepreneur , shark-tank cast member  ( think kevin o’leary vibes .. yeah . ) &  liliana cavello , legendary supermodel  ( think cindy crawford )

she was spoiled bc they were rich af , so like she never NEEDED for anything , except LoVe :)

mari was quick to blow her dad’s money but did he notice ? no

she still is kjdfnsjdf

mariana was a happy child, but growing up in a household with her father quickly became toxic

she started noticing it when she was around 10

his yelling , his anger against her mother , the hostility towards the entire household

the relationship between her parents always had been toxic but now that they had kids it was quick to spread through the whole household

as mariana grew older and started high school , there were times where she would sit in one of the offices of her father’s buildings and do homework while she waited for him to finish so they could go home

at the mere age of fifteen was the first time one of her father’s co-workers sexually assaulted her in an empty conference room after everyone else went home & she’d be waiting for her dad

this continued for a little under  2  years .

this is when her behaviour at school started to get out of hand, she’d start skipping class, get caught smoking pot, talking back to teachers, etc

it went on for months & mariana suspected that her father knew and wasn’t doing anything to stop it

when she turned 16  &  got  a  boyfriend  , it started affecting her even more . she was struggling w being intimate bc of these things that  were happening to her

which is when she eventually  confronted him about it , in tears , in the kitchen with her mother

it resulted in a screaming match

mariana’s behaviour completely went off the rails after that day & she went to school one day & got into a fight with this girl who was taunting her

they fought and mariana’s anger got the best of her &  she ended up beating the girl so bad that she became deaf in one ear

shoutout to degrassi for the idea Ok female sean cameron in the house

( i needed a secret for mari n i was watching this so i was like .. ok why not lol )

she turned 17 shortly after this argument and by some miracle ( aka money ) her dad was able to keep her out of juvie despite the charges that were brought against her

this is mariana’s secret!!!!!

anyway now , she doesn’t talk to her father really , at all . unless her mom ambushes them into the same room which sometimes happens jkfnsf

mariana moved out on her 18th birthday ,  still has a good relationship with her  mom and brother  &   extended family

when mariana turned 18 was also when she started her career !! she started out as an actor in a few different movies

she got her big break when she starred in a ‘riverdale or like , grey’s anatomy’ type of show a few years ago prob when she was about 19

and that went on for 2 or 3 seasons before she stopped it to pursue music bc !

writing and singing and performing have always been Mariana’s passions & emotional outlet

anyway , she dropped a single while on the show & it did well so she proceeded to drop an album which also blew up

she is now rly successful w her music career and loves it sm , like it’s literally her dream come true ok

it’s the one thing that makes her happy

so yah , if ppl knew she deafened a girl totally wouldn’t b all sunshine n rainbows :/ hehe .

╰ ˚･ﾟ ♡  𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚  (   tw  :  drugs  )  :

mariana is very lowkey crazy

like she knows how to hide it but girl , it’ll come out

she can definitely be a brat , she wasn’t raised with proper consequences & often thinks she can do whatever she wants , has a bit of an attitude about it

she hates being told what to do

and will voice her opinion

she is also the most loyal & loving person you know , but the thing is it’s very hidden deep down rn . she is completely walls up , doesn’t wanna let anyone get close to her bc she’s a PUSSY

and like , she hasn’t worked through her trauma & probably never will

the only opening up she does is when she’s writing music

daddy issues galore over here

but she’s a lowkey softie when she  waants 2 be

when she loves someone she loves fiercly !!

mariana . is a  . party . animal

it’s basically all she does

like every night , her stamina is insane bc she can go out every single night until 3 am if she really wants to .

and she’s fun too , if she’s going out she’s getting WASTED

she’s the type of drunk girl to make out w  all her friends

she loves cocaine, is most definitely an addict (   but who isn’t in this city  ), tequila is her alcohol of choice, but she’ll drink anything you give her & weed is her creative saving grace

we luv a bitch who doesn’t care abt her health !

u will most likely find her in sweatpants and a hoodie or a big tshirt

she will dress up to go out & luvs lookin cute for paparazzi & career stuff

um , she listens to a lot of rap and just lays in bed  w her cat smoking blunts

um n ya  .. sad bitch vibes :/

╰ ˚･ﾟ ♡  𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔  :

i have  a wanted connections page here    &   a   wanted  tag  here  !!! i need & want every connection so pls hmu ! like this  &  i’ll come to you .

[dinaur]

who is your bias? what is your favourite thing about him? :)

pls SJBDJSBDJS which group tho bestie ????? all of them ??????

i listen to a lot of kpop groups but i'm actually a casual listener for all of them except five (5)

so ...... idk which group u meant but here i go ig

my bias in txt is everyone but honestly i think yeonjun is my favourite i am simply obsessed with him . that is all . actually that's not all he is an incredibly talented idol and i am constantly in awe of his skills he is not the 4th gen IT BOY for nothing . also i love that he's humble while being confident and aware that he is the moment . but also txt are my babies i love them all to death and i could write them all a ten page love letter while sobbing bc they are everything and more

my biases in atz are yunho but also jongho and san (cough and wooyoung and yeosang cough) bc i can't pick one person lmfao my favourite thing abt yunho is . well . to not mention the obvious singing/ dancing bc that's his Job i'm gonna say his smile and laugh and the kind gentle humble funny vibes he has <3 i could make a long ass list of things i like abt mr golden retriever jeong yunho bc i'm literally in love with him but i'm gonna stop myself here before i weep <3 lmfao my favourite thing abt jongho is . listen i'm not gonna lie to you his singing voice literally makes me cry uncontrollably . my favourite thing abt san is .............. Him <3 simply him <3 . i think it's a well known fact that choi san is Thee perfect man honestly i'm a little in love w him he makes me insane. wooyoung is a baby i love him sm he has a sweet singing voice and he is So chaotic i love him and yeosang..... wow . so beautiful . also hilarious and talented and u know me obsessed w the yarms and yabs this cb has been so hard bc he's in his hoe era

my bias in skz is mr lino Thee grumpy cat man himself <3 i love his sense of humour that bitch is SO funny and i love that he doesn't take shit from anyone i LOVEEE when he roasts vlive stays when they're saying dumb shit :,) also he's HOT (and SO talented that guy can DANCE !!!!!!!!!!!)

and last but not least <3 jhope !!!!!!!!!!!! i AM army i'm sorry to say lmfao jhope was my first bias and he's always gonna be special to moi he is everything to me simply <3 i will love him until the day i die that is all . incredible all rounder: one of the best dancers in the kpop industry, amazing rapper (AND singer) literally SO funny, coolest sense of style, rich and handsome, literally THE perfect man. marriage material honestly

i'm also into tbz but they are ELEVEN MEMBERS???? and i haven't found my bias yet :c i think it's sunwoo tho bc he is so delulu that i'm slightly obsessed w him he is SO funny. also an amazing rapper i love his voice :,) also honourable mention to younghoon simply for being hot and jacob and kevin simply for being so iconic always

[wydmariana]

         hi my loves  !  dani   here  ,  i  also  play  our  hailey  fc  alanna  !  i’m  bringing  back  my  bbyg  mariana  !  she’s  my  original  wealthy  character  &  i’ve  had  her  for  like over  3   years   ,  i’m  super  excited  2  be  playing  her  again  &   i  hope  u  guys  rly  like  her  !   i’m  gonna  put  all  the   tea  on  her  under  the  cut  &  if  u  wanna  plot  like  this  &   i’ll  come  bug  u  ,  i  rly  always  need  connections  n  love  plotting  ♡

new york’s very own mariana  cavello  was spotted on broadway street in nike air force ones . your resemblance to selena gomez is unreal . according to tmz , you just had your twenty fourth birthday bash . while living in nyc ,  you’ve been labeled as being reticent  , but also kindhearted . i guess being a gemini explains that . 3 things that would paint a better picture of you would be   fishnets ,  notebooks filled with lyrics , the lingering smell of weed . ( i deafened a girl in a fight when i was 17 )  &  ( cisfemale & she/her  )  +  ( dani , 20 , she/her , est . )

╰ ˚･ﾟ ♡  STASTITICS   :

full name: mariana marisol cavello

nickname(s): mari, 

age: twenty four

date of birth: june 4th

hometown: new york city

current location: upper east side, new york city

ethnicity: half mexican

nationality: american

gender: cisfemale

pronouns: she/her

parents names: alexander hastings, liliana cavello

orientation: pansexual but she doesn’t like labels

religion: grew up catholic, undecided

political affiliation: democrat

occupation: singer/songwriter

living arrangements: lives in her own mansion in the upper east side

language(s) spoken: english, spanish

accent: american

face claim: selena gomez

hair colour: x (most basic/accurate/but it changes)

eye colour: brown

height: 5″5

weight: 113lbs

build: petite

tattoos: mostly selena’s canon, but x instead of the music note

piercings: x (both ears)

drugs/alcohol/sex: yes/yes/yes

pets: one cat, 5 years old, named sergio - x

astrological chart: gemini sun, libra moon, leo rising

╰ ˚･ﾟ ♡  BACKSTORY  &  ABOUT   (   tw  :  abuse ,   violence  ,   sexual  assault .  )  :

ok i changed her around quite a lil bit so i’m excited to rEdevelop !  :~)

mariana was born into a seemingly perfect family ,  her older brother &  her having been born heirs to alexander hastings , billionaire hotel & business entrepreneur , shark-tank cast member  ( think kevin o’leary vibes .. yeah . ) &  liliana cavello , legendary supermodel  ( think cindy crawford )

she was spoiled bc they were rich af , so like she never NEEDED for anything , except LoVe :) 

mari was quick to blow her dad’s money but did he notice ? no

she still is kjdfnsjdf

mariana was a happy child, but growing up in a household with her father quickly became toxic

she started noticing it when she was around 10

his yelling , his anger against her mother , the hostility towards the entire household

the relationship between her parents always had been toxic but now that they had kids it was quick to spread through the whole household

as mariana grew older and started high school , there were times where she would sit in one of the offices of her father’s buildings and do homework while she waited for him to finish so they could go home

at the mere age of fifteen was the first time one of her father’s co-workers sexually assaulted her in an empty conference room after everyone else went home & she’d be waiting for her dad

this continued for a little under  2  years .

this is when her behaviour at school started to get out of hand, she’d start skipping class, get caught smoking pot, talking back to teachers, etc

it went on for months & mariana suspected that her father knew and wasn’t doing anything to stop it

when she turned 16  &  got  a  boyfriend  , it started affecting her even more . she was struggling w being intimate bc of these things that  were happening to her

which is when she eventually  confronted him about it , in tears , in the kitchen with her mother

it resulted in a screaming match 

mariana’s behaviour completely went off the rails after that day & she went to school one day & got into a fight with this girl who was taunting her

they fought and mariana’s anger got the best of her &  she ended up beating the girl so bad that she became deaf in one ear

shoutout to degrassi for the idea Ok female sean cameron in the house

( i needed a secret for mari n i was watching this so i was like .. ok why not lol )

she turned 17 shortly after this argument and by some miracle ( aka money ) her dad was able to keep her out of juvie despite the charges that were brought against her

this is mariana’s secret!!!!! 

anyway now , she doesn’t talk to her father really , at all . unless her mom ambushes them into the same room which sometimes happens jkfnsf

mariana moved out on her 18th birthday ,  still has a good relationship with her  mom and brother  &   extended family

when mariana turned 18 was also when she started her career !! she started out as an actor in a few different movies 

she got her big break when she starred in a ‘riverdale or like , grey’s anatomy’ type of show a few years ago prob when she was about 19

and that went on for 2 or 3 seasons before she stopped it to pursue music bc !

writing and singing and performing have always been Mariana’s passions & emotional outlet

anyway , she dropped a single while on the show & it did well so she proceeded to drop an album which also blew up 

she is now rly successful w her music career and loves it sm , like it’s literally her dream come true ok

it’s the one thing that makes her happy

so yah , if ppl knew she deafened a girl totally wouldn’t b all sunshine n rainbows :/ hehe .

╰ ˚･ﾟ ♡  PERSONALITY  (   tw  :  drugs  )  :

mariana is very lowkey crazy

like she knows how to hide it but girl , it’ll come out

she can definitely be a brat , she wasn’t raised with proper consequences & often thinks she can do whatever she wants , has a bit of an attitude about it

she hates being told what to do 

and will voice her opinion

she is also the most loyal & loving person you know , but the thing is it’s very hidden deep down rn . she is completely walls up , doesn’t wanna let anyone get close to her bc she’s a PUSSY

and like , she hasn’t worked through her trauma & probably never will

she’s lowkey based off meredith grey a little bit ? just less ... extra 

she’s also based off serena van der woodsen a lil bit 

the only opening up she does is when she’s writing music

daddy issues galore over here

but she’s a lowkey softie when she  waants 2 be

when she loves someone she loves fiercly !!

mariana . is a  . party . animal

it’s basically all she does

like every night , her stamina is insane bc she can go out every single night until 3 am if she really wants to .

and she’s fun too , if she’s going out she’s getting WASTED

she’s the type of drunk girl to make out w  all her friends 

she loves cocaine, is most definitely an addict (   but who isn’t in this city  ), tequila is her alcohol of choice, but she’ll drink anything you give her & weed is her creative saving grace

we luv a bitch who doesn’t care abt her health !

u will most likely find her in sweatpants and a hoodie or a big tshirt

she will dress up to go out & luvs lookin cute for paparazzi & career stuff 

um , she listens to a lot of rap and just lays in bed  w her cat smoking blunts

um n ya  .. sad bitch vibes :/ 

i have  a wanted connections page here  &   a   wanted  tag  here  !!!  i need & want every connection so pls hmu ! like this  &  i’ll come to you .