#and i am really grateful for her
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forgive me this is just another one of those moments trying to find greater meaning out of trivial things but, but, but — i lost my retainer at a restaurant when i was visiting a friend and right when i realised my teeth are naked we rushed back at 11pm (no avail) and then again at 5am on the next day and they let us search the trash which was unpleasant and smelly and the food was rotting. we found some gloves and started taking the trash apart inch by inch and when we were 60% through, my friend gleed in so much happiness, took out my retainer, and shouted “god is great”. we were very grateful to the employees and just for everything in life. the sun was just coming out like some symbolism to our achievement.
we were walking and she said “we knew it was definitely in the trash, we would regret and lose our peace if we didn't atleast attempt to find it”.
i almost threw up standing too long to the trash can. and i am sure she felt the same, experiencing this not even for her own cause. and i know we would have searched through the waste twice before giving up and booking another appointment for a retainer.
i keep thinking to myself — what if all good things in life are like a retainer on a restaurant’s trash can? god it is going to suck to find it. but we know it's in there. we just need to be persistent enough.
#and i am really grateful for her#for this experience as well#i am not sure if i was articulate enough in here#I hope you got the gist of it#shibu said#positivity#dream#hopecore#hope#life#quote#short story#inspiration#inspiring words#also please note#this applies to things we achieve through hard work#persistence#dream life#dreamcore
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happy new years my darlings!!!!!!!! this year has brought me so much in terms of growth, learning, and joy, and i’m so grateful for all of you :’) a year ago i never would have thought id find the community i did on here and i truly love each and every one of you, sending you all a big midnight kiss and i hope 2025 is so incredibly kind to you, love you <33
#QUINN TRIES NOT TO BE MUSHY CHALLENGE#i just . love you all so much#a year ago i had just started watching jjk#and was spending my new years in my apartment on crutches after my accident#because i couldn’t go anywhere or even really get up to stand#and now im able to walk and am healing#and i’ve learned so much over the past year from school and from friends#my mom finally settled into her new place after their divorce#i’ve found and strengthened friendships#i just .. 2024 was HARD#but i am ultimately so grateful for it#and grateful for all of you :’)#i hope you all have a kind 2025 that is full of love!!!! because you are love!!!!! and i love you!!!!!!#q speaks
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Back at it again with another theory: What if Lucanis’ betrayal wasn’t a betrayal at all?
(obviously, spoilers below the cut)
During The Wigmaker Job, we have some dialogue between Illario and Lucanis about their position within both the Crows and the Dellamorte family. Illario wants Caterina to step down so he can take the coveted First Talon spot. Lucanis reassures him that his time is coming, to which Illario makes a snide comment about whether his cousin would ever go against their grandmother’s wishes. When they continue the conversation after the job, Illario states that Lucanis is the potential heir, that he’s her favorite, and that he’s unlikely to say no to her. Lucanis doesn’t argue, only insists that he doesn’t want to be First Talon, and that he hopes she’ll see reason before that. It’s mentioned again in Eight Little Talons - Caterina favors Lucanis. It’s well-known enough among the Crows that Viago and Teia discuss it in front of her (not on purpose, but she doesn’t deny it). He’s her prodigy through and through.
In the opening scene for the Lucanis quest in Veilguard, Caterina is poised, as you’d expect of the First Talon. She’s certain that the body they buried wasn’t her grandson, that it had been altered with blood magic. She doesn’t pose it as a theory, though: she poses it as a fact. It could, of course, merely be her confidence, but there’s another very unusual aspect to the scene – everyone else discusses how Lucanis was clearly betrayed, that someone must have sold him out in order for the Venatori to capture him. Caterina is the only one in that room who never speaks on it. She doesn’t ask for justice, doesn’t mention vengeance, never acknowledges that her grandson was sold out by someone he trusted – perhaps because he wasn’t.
What if, when Caterina comes to him with a plan, with an impossible request, he’s still her favorite prodigal grandchild, and he still does whatever she asks? She’s had him tortured before as a child, has tortured and starved and beaten him herself before, because it makes him stronger and more resistant to it in the future. He says in The Wigmaker Job that he used to hate her for it, but now he understands. He justifies it. All Crows justify it, because they have to - if they don’t, then the cruelty wasn’t for survival’s sake, and their suffering meant nothing. Perhaps he doesn’t even question it. When Caterina tells him that she has a job for him, he takes it.
What if the contract has a caveat? Sure, Calivan must die by his hand by the end of it, a little treat for a job well done, but what if his primary mission is reconnaissance, is discovery? The Venatori are using blood magic to torture and corrupt prisoners. It would behoove the Crows to find out what it entails and how to resist it, before it’s turned back on them. It would have to be someone so deeply, unabashedly loyal to her that when she asked them to infiltrate a Venatori prison, expecting torture at best, their own death at worst, they’d take the job anyway, no questions asked - someone Caterina can trust, certainly, but also someone who has never once said no to her.
And Lucanis has always been a loyal grandson.
#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age: the veilguard#datv#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#da posting#maybe it’s also just because she thinks it would make him stronger and that’s how she always justifies it to herself because she’s evil!!!!#she’s MICRODOSING her GRANDSON with BLOOD TORTURE and DEMONS to fashion him into A BETTER WEAPON#I keep hearing people be like ‘oh there’s a moment in the lucanis storyline where I GASPED’#and other than like ‘he was dead the entire time’ I’m like…… what would be that shocking#and you know what would be that shocking??#if he put himself through it on purpose#envisioning a line where he’s like ‘when Caterina told me to go I didn’t ask questions because I’m a good crow!!!!!’#(also I think that would REALLY give a good bite to his demon being SPITE of all things)#also also I still think that Illario kills caterina (if she’s actually dead) but y’know what?#if he does GOOD FOR HIM#also lucanis just happening to be bursting out of his cell when you get there…. SUSPECT#was he just ready to break out at any time? if so why did he stay and get tortured for a YEAR?#why were the guards so afraid of him?? what was he capable of???#‘you’re a crow’ or ‘but you’re not a crow’ ohhhh so you were expecting a rescue?#oh I am CONNECTING the DOTS (I haven’t connected shit) I’VE CONNECTED THEM#voelene#your caterina + illario post started these wheels turning and I am eternally grateful#also tho did update this slightly because I forgot about their conversation at the end of TWJ#also got so wrapped up in my hatred of caterina that I failed to consider another emotionally devastating option:#that lucanis was the one who wanted to go and caterina covered for him#now THAT’S got some bite to it too#and maybe Lucanis volunteering to take on a demon is why it doesn’t possess him fully#it’s like a wynne/anders thing it’s symbiotic
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FINALLY!! At long last, I've gotten my hands on a Pumpkin Kitty, after a whole year of wanting and waiting.
Her name is Latte! (Short for Miss Pumpkin Spice Latte) You can also call her Miss Spice!
#I spent 10 minutes picking her out omfg#not even exaggerating. I was deciding between this one and one of the last 3 unstuffed PKs#altogether there was only 5 of them left in the store including the 2 stuffed displays#the other one I was looking at had a nearly perfect pumpkin eye patch but less pumpkins overall#and their face wasn't as nice plus the ears were a bit wonky for my taste.#tho it was really hard to tell which would be better while they were unstuffed and flat#in the end I chose Latte because right away she looked to have a sweet face. her ears were nice and she had better patch placement#including a couple full patches on her tail#tbh if I'd had the money I might have bought both because the decision was hard#the bear builder actually asked if I was alright while I concentrated on studying each of those damn cats#I apologized and explained wtf was up with me. she was very understanding#I've always had this quirk where sometimes it'll take forever for me to pick between plushies I really want#especially if they're both the same exact plush. because then I gitta focus harder on finding out which has the better personality#you get what I mean?#anyways this has been a thing for me even as a real little kid#I remember spending and hour-hour and a half almost every time when my dad took me to choose my monthly webkinz#“my monthly webkinz” god that makes me sound so privileged. it was the nicest/best thing my dad could afford to get me because we were poor#he wanted to spoil me as all good fathers do but that was the most he could afford and I was always so grateful and still am! but I digress#anyways I took way too long to pick which kitty would become my Latte#but I'm glad I had the opportunity to choose yet alone to actually see pumpkin kitty irl available for purchase#what do you guys think of her?#stuffed animals#plushies#plushblr#build a bear#BAB#pumpkin kitty
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05/23 Ida's bday!
So I'm sharing in-game screenshots of her with you 🍃

Ida's very timid and anxious girl, the middle child, the quiet one, the least troublemaker at her big loving family. Therefore, it's mistakenly believed that she has no problems at all
Her wand is made from cherry tree, phoenix feather, the handle is crafted gift
Ah, them...
... the persons who think all the time
Actually this one gave me idea for another little comic
Bonus screenshot bc I giggle at it
Poor Ida and Ominis thinking how to prevent another mess Sebastian does
#a very light post bc I really need to rest haha...#BUT#there're no words in the world which could express how she's important for me#she helped me so much and she doesn't even need to exist 😭#thank you everyone who's involved with her story as much as I am#thank you for all the cozy events challenges servers and arts you make#moots I'm so grateful for meeting you all#you are the best#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#ida ullson#hufflepuff#slytherin#sebastian sallow#ominis gaunt
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happy national princess day to my best girl (and mechanic)
#yes i am talking about cinder#who else?#tbh the only princess i love#linh cinder#the lunar chronicles#marissa meyer#the rampion crew#oh my god i forgot winter#happy national princess day to her as well#as i child my parents read fairytales to me and stories of princesses and i just realized that tlc and cinder were the first stories that i#was introduced to where the princesses were strong and didn't need saving and really fucking grateful bc it felt like a full circle idk
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I'm not iron deficient anymore!!! :D I just got the blood test results back and for once I had a fixable problem and it is fixed*!!!! *well okay my total iron saturation % is still a little low but the rest of my numbers are in the normal range! Even ferritin!! My ferritin levels have almost quadrupled and are now in the normal range!!! :D
#the person behind the yarn#medical mention#blood mention#my ferritin levels were 3 and now they are 11 :D#I am not at stop taking supplements stage but I think I won't need an iron infusion anymore!#I was really not looking forward to finding out if I was allergic to that#like. very grateful for the opportunity to get an iron infusion if I need one#but given all the other stuff I'm allergic to...I was concerned lol#also this doc was the first doctor to bring up testing me for the Significantly Worse version of a thing I have#like. I knew the worse version existed but no doctor had ever mentioned it to me#I do not have the Significantly Worse version. It's not the kind of thing you have for a decade.#and once I told her when my symptoms started she stopped talking about doing the test#but it was nice that she knew enough about it to bring it up and that she was willing to. you know?
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Ilona is the chaotic latke enjoyer who will not just have applesauce or sour cream on hers, but both. At the same time.
#it is of great debate in my friends' families#personally i am a sour cream enjoyer despite liking apple sauce separately#My first ever Hanukkah and subsequently first latke experience came after being so incredibly hungover in toronto#and i was staying w my friend and their family#anyway it was the perfect hangover lunch and i am forever grateful to Mrs [redacted]#I'm still parsing out how i feel Ilona would feel conneted to her heritage and faith#especially since being removed from Orzammar at 11#with her mom#and losing her da#but with Harding she was also really trying to feel reconnected to the Stone and their history#and i think that is a great set up for refinding lost faith and its practices too#(i am saying this as someone who has been exposed to a variety of practices through my friends in diff walks of life )#[ and a few of them who have encouraged my ex catholic agnostic self to maybe look into things#so I do so through rp for now and to continually learn ]#[ anyway baby's first Hanukkah has a special place in my heart ]#ILONA LAIDIR: HEADCANON#[ holy tag essay batman ]#[ can Ilona even make Latkes? no. her mom has to sjdhfjsd ]#[ well she can but they won't be good on the first go ]
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my heart is so full!!!!!!!
#personal#im like drunk af just got home at 3am (its been a long ass time since i got drunk lolll)#we celebrated mg friends bd#and all her friends are soooo sweet snd lovely!!!#and shes amazing i love her!!!#and my crush sent me a gn msg#like shut up 😭#then our uber guy was super nice#and then my dog greeted me and is cuddling me in bed#like ok#life is good right now#and i love everything and everyone#and even tho im gonna wake up tmrww hungover af#i am really grateful and inlove with my friends and life and thats all that matters <3
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I will never doubt Midwesterners. They will still show up to an event even if it rained 10 minutes before it started and its still super duper ridiculously windy.
Hek and I walked around with some friends for a few hours and then we walked around by ourselves for about an hour after that. Our heeling skills with friends vs without friends is kinda shameful. But, in all honesty, Her is still the bestest.
#beans beans the magickal fruit#we got so many compliments#one couple made a point to stop us and tell me how impressed they were with how well trained she is#“she looks at you with such love in her eyes. you can tell you two have a beautiful relationship.”#and my mentor immediately agrees#I've been feeling like the worst mother ever lately especially about her training#i really needed that#I love my fruit#I love my friends#I am so grateful to be alive and do all the shit I wanted to do when I was a kid
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making OCs is funny cus 1+ month down the line and you've developed/refined them to the point you look back and go they would not do that. or say that
#_text#me with zero i feel like i mischaracterise her every other art piece or written post or smth its crazy#i know its a sign of progress but it also makes me feel a little bit like a bad writer LMFAO in a lighthearted but kinda serious way#oh well. sloooowly i collect pieces of ideas that feel more and more accurate to her and interlocking that with other concepts is satisfyin#i am very grateful for my friends who listen to me throw ten billion fragmented thoughts at them LOL#i would not be able to do this without them cus otherwise it'd be a kind of lonely and discouraging process tbh#i'd like to post more about em but I get shy and it feels messy and unorganised to post random unfiltered thoughts in a public space#there's a fair bit that goes on behind the scenes and I feel bad for being unable to share it but I'm not really sure how I would go about#fixing/changing that. ah well
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While I recognise that the portrayal of Mrs Bennet in Pride and Prejudice (1995) is far from faithful to her character in the novel and it arguably did irreparable damage to how she is perceived by the general public... I really love Alison Steadman so, personally, I can overlook the inaccuracies and enjoy her performance.
Admittedly, it's entirely because of a British sitcom called Gavin and Stacey; her character in that is a similarly frazzled mother, so I sort of view her interpretation of Mrs Bennet as RegencyAU!Pam from Gavin and Stacey rather than an attempt to be a faithful portrayal of book!Mrs Bennet.
She's an amazing actress with great comedic timing and many quotable lines. Two of my favourites from Gavin and Stacey are:
I mean, I can totally imagine Mrs Bennet getting some juicy Meryton gossip and exclaiming, 'it's all the drama, Mr Bennet. I just love it!' while he ignores her completely and carries on reading...
#not really sure what my point is here other than.... watch gavin and stacey#gavin and stacey#alison steadman#gavin and stacey is the series i would show anyone who wants to know what being british is actually like... such good observational comedy#though a bit outdated now#however it ended on christmas day and i bawled my eyes out so ??? i am very attached to it and probably watch it once per year#i do legitimately understand the gripes people have and i read in her autobiography that she didn't read p&p before filming#which makes sense idk i think you can TELL which actors read it lol#i can also similarly overlook james corden's presence in the series because i watched it before he was awful so i just see him as smithy#the order in which you watch an actor's performances/WHEN you watch them can truly make or break the experience#in my case it improved my viewing experience of p&p95 which i'm grateful for#because she is A Lot but i have such a soft spot for her sjdjdjd
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to those who have NOT A SINGLE IDEA who raika is and still let me throw her at your muses : i owe you my life, you guys are real MVPs.
#.ooc#[ EVERYONE WHO LIKED THAT STARTER CALL I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART#FOR LETTING ME THROW THIS ALIEN WHO'S WEAPON OF MASS DESTRUCTION AT YOU#it's ok you guys don't need to know a thing ... you can find out the same time as your muses#and go WTF like i do when i find out abt her HKLJHKLJHLKJ#BUT SRSLY THANK YOU I REALLY AM GRATEFUL BC I REALLY HAD BEEN WANTING TO TEST HER OUT !!#she's so much fun to write ... and even more chaotic than eden so you go figures ...#now i have TWO chaotic muses fighting for the braincell i'm gonna die ]
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heads up,
i switched my ao3 handle to match this one a lil better.
in official memoriam:
bluestoplights
(2014-2025)
#she really did serve a purpose#i am grateful to her#and i am ready to move on from the handle i used when i was like#15........#alas#you know revisiting the idea of all of my fic co-existing with fic i wrote as a teenager and i gotta say i'm not sure how to deal with it#i think i'm in too deep#at first it was kind of funny when i thought i'd be back to write like one thing and now it's like#WELL#i guess!#fic talk#i don't think i've listened to go captain and pinlighter since like 2016 anyway#now lorde........MELODRAMA.......is forever#it was time for a rebrand#and to leave bluestoplights to her angsty teen lil self
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my french teacher today showing me a snippet of the class about formula 1 she's preparing for me and there's a photo of ayrton and she goes "wow he was handsome" lol
#he was so pretty in that photo though#i like calling men pretty...youll never catch me calling a man handsome#i love her shes just as excited as i am for this class and she's doing sooo much research 🥹 im really grateful#she said shes waiting for me to get more proficient in french for the class with alain's interviews so im really excited for that too
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My best friend Fandom has once again returned and asked me to post to Tumblr for her! Once again, I have permission to post this video and all edits were done by Fandom (http.redshoes on Instagram)
These memes are all based on Cryptid Sightings by @naffeclipse
She has a lot to say this time around!
A message from Fandom:
"Hello Naff!! And hello everyone :D
It’s me, your girl, your local meme and edit maker, Fandom (aka http.redshoes on Insta 😎)
I’ve come back to make another meme comp for you guys! I wanted to make this earlier, but:
1. I was busy saving/collecting ATSV content on Instagram like Pokémon to getting noticed twice by Jack in the Box ☺️
2. I had to create an Ao3 account (understandably ofc AI theft sucks) and was um. You know… being silly in the comment section 👀 (please don’t mind me if you ever stumble upon them - I react and appreciate the stuff I enjoy in weird ways 💔)
3. Was waiting for my friend here to finish reading so I didn’t spoil anything in the memes! We both loved the series so much and man. The Naff do be eclipsing fr in releasing chapters left and right biggest round of applause for one of my favorite authors here 👏👏👏
Naff, you did such a great job writing this fanfic. I’m going to repeat myself from the comment section BUT you need to give yourself a pat on the back, relax, take a break - just reward yourself. You deserve it all and I hope that you take care of yourself for all the hard work you’ve done 💞💞💞
I’ve also included the lovely artist themselves, @themeeplord , again in one of my meme comps.
It’s only one meme but dang they always draw Eclipse to be getting that gain 💪💪💪 (bc of how muscular he is haha.) Mad respect to all of the drawings they create - they’re always a banger to see.
(Most of the memes surround the last episode + epilogue so if you haven’t read those chapters LOOK ‼️ AWAY ‼️ Don’t get spoiled 🤯)
(P.S. for the imagine scenario that’s not a meme, this is what they’re saying in the audio:
“[Amused] You can hear their heartbeats? Come on, that’s a little far fetched.”
“[Soft chuckling] I can hear yours too… Your heart’s beating pretty fast.”
I’d like to think this would take place around the beginning of “The Episode Bedeviling Bodies,” where the Hunter is still trying to understand their dear friend and what they’re capable of. I thought it was fitting ngl and included it in the comp.
There were uh, more memes I wanted to include, but I’m running low on storage space atm. I’ll get back to making more after I’m done clearing that out ^^’)
(P.P.S. Okay I don’t have Tumblr obviously but 🕴️ apparently you guys really liked the SJ memes I made??? Because my friend’s been receiving notifs of it still??? Thank you so much you guys!! I didn’t really expect people to enjoy them that much 😭💘💘💘)
Now without further ado, enjoy the meme comp! >:D " -Fandom
#river says...#bestie posting#cryptid sighting#crytid sightings spoilers#many more memes for everyone to enjoy :)#now that I've caught up to CS i can actually look at these memes hdjssjn#real talk though#crytid sightings is genuinely such a beautiful fic and one of my favorite stories of all time#naff has such an incredible writing style and is such a good storyteller#i really recommend reading CS even if you're not into fnaf#it's such a rollercoaster#the fluff is so sweet and the angst is so heartbreaking#but everything just works#I'm so grateful to have found Naff and her work#she's such a lovely person and an extremely talented author#I am so excited to see what she writes next#especially since the end of CS had me so emotional#i will never get over this fic#sorry for the long rambling tags but i had to gush a little bdjdjsj#hope you guys enjoy the memes <3
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