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andyourhostkristenwiig · 7 months

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Remember when I was 21, in job training, and had a major crush on the vice mayor aka my 2nd boss who was 12 years older than me?

Well get ready for the sequel where I am 29, in a full-time job in a different town and have a major on crush on the head of my department aka my 1st boss below the mayor, who's 5 years older than me and a friend's cousin.

#my friend actually started this #right when I started working with him she was always talking to me and asking me about him #like she kept asking if I found him attractive #and she read into every nice thing he did for me #and telling me how thrilled she'd be if I became part of her family #but I was all polite and like naaah he's my boss #but...well...I have no pokerface #so SHE KNEW #but I figured this was like a tiny minor crush #and then the other day it sounded like he was really into blondes and I caught myself being disappointed??#and idk it just went downhill from then on #still going strong on unrealistic crushes #but what can I say...he is very charming and sweet and has a very cute laugh

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cynicallyneutral · 2 years

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more sketches 2nd one is my oc

#naruto #uzumaki naruto #oc #my art #yeah god i cant finish shit lmao oh man #ive been feeling so down these past few days #mostly bc of work and then #it bled thru my art and self worth and it just #went downhill fromt there lmfao oh boy #i need to get my shit together tbh #i have so many wips #round fox baby #ugh i love naruto #also like i like thinking naruto has those teeth #like the 2nd from the center are a bir pushed back and his fangs jut out #idk i feel like it suits him

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berryblu-soda · 6 months

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@frauggietheperson !!!!! Guess who remembered she could crochet :D!!!!!

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just-a-little-hater · 7 months

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most anime: animation generally gets better with later seasons as it gains popularity and get more funding and the studios can pay more animators

jojo: yeah honestly idk where this one went wrong

#ofc I don't want to hate on the artists working on the newer seasons and this is just my personal opinion #but I was looking at some phantom blood screenshots and remembered how disappointed I was when I first saw the animation in stone ocean #and I just really don't know what happened it is so much worse especially in the last batch of episodes #like sure phantom blood had some rough frames but come on gray silhouette for background characters?#and the characters were often so off model #it all went downhill from the floating pattern on bucciarati's suit #honestly idk what brought this rant an old wound has suddenly reopened I guess #jojo #jjba #jojos bizarre adventure

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junglemax · 26 days

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i think last years all in was better

#my words!!#potentially controversial #but we started off SO STRONG. and kind of went downhill from there #meanwhile last years ended with one of the most fun matches ever #idk man this year obv there was fun times but i think last year i was just more hyped/excited or smthn

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pixelette-cc · 2 months

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looking at old ass pictures from when i was in my late teens - early twenties and omg i was so cute and even had a fun personality yet at the time i thought i was hideous and hated everything about myself 💀💀💀 time really brings you perspective lmaooo i wish i could travel back in time and punch myself!!!

#delete later #just ranting #i went through some sort of fucked up second puberty around 24yo and everything went downhill from there lol #i had an amazing hair idk what happened to it!!!#when i'm 40yo i will probably look at my current pics and feel the same but for now i'll keep being harsh on myself ❤️

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pissbbyy · 3 months

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idk if cooked is a strong enough adjective to describe how too late it is for me

#riddle me this goober #why did i start gettin emotional scrolling thru bill moseley’s twitter just now hm #12 am. just sitting here. supposed to be drawing. instead i’m lookin thru the ramblings of a 72 year old horror actor n just #eyes r a watering #from happinesss? excitement? sadness?#idk man #i cant even defend this one #did he say smthin specifically heartfelt? maybe something touching that set me off?#no ofc not it was just him bein bill moseley posting pictures of him dancing w/ sid haig & tweeting tutti fuckin fruitti #and here i am. crying.#did this needa be shared? not really but i just needed at least 1 other person to know how bad it’s gotten for me #started with repo & then all went downhill from there #brainrotting on fuckin #bill moseley

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look-at-the-stars-tonight · 5 days

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Called my aunt to wish her a happy birthday and we spent an hour discussing what I was doing with my life 😭

#my uncle wants me to go get a PhD in quant or finance or information systems and then become a professor #OR #be a lawyer or a dentist #the PhD thing was very specifically catered when I was like 👉🏽👈🏽 I wanna teach #none of those things sound all that appealing..#space law Has Potential #but I think it would make me want to rip my hair out #they were both like. you have two years but then figure your life out by then #and then they were like. what is ur cousin doing. has he proposed yet #and I was like ??? it hasn’t even bee n a year?? I think they’re going to Japan #and oopsies apparently he had not told them they were going to Japan #my bad #after I. very reasonably said it makes sense to wait 2-3 years #he went ‘what is there going to be left to talk about then. life is all downhill from there. might as well get married now’#and. I’ve never ever ever heard that from a human being before #WHAT DO U MEAN YOULL RUN OUT OF THINGS TO TALK ABOUT #I could never #anyways love having my existential crises exacerbated by familial interactions #they just Say Things #I need to study. I’m gonna go do that maybe #actually no I want to complain more. my uncle keeps saying that the problem with space is that there’s only a few cities that work on it.#and that’s gonna limit my choice of partner #(so funny how they say partner. they are very homophobic and have no idea or they’d go THE MAN YOU MARRY like my mother does)#I feel like space is growing…#altho I’m sure that’s what people thought in the 60s and 70s and 80s and 90s #idk some of these bitches have been around since like the 70s and 80s and 90s #so it’s not like they all got fired immediately #my dental hygienist was telling me space was great until Obama slashed the budget #I didn’t have anything to say back considering I was 8 when he was elected and know v little about his policies #anyways. this is a psa to not call ur relatives even to wish them happy bday because then they’ll trap u in conversation and make u question

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babyfairy · 1 year

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how i feel this week

#i am having such a bad time lol like i went to pride and then it’s all downhill from there #i can never even get comfortable in my joy or relaxation without something ruining it completely #so instead of idk being able to reflect on my first time at pride and the fun i had with my friends i’m worrying about something upsetting #and it’s just like ? i can’t feel good for more than 12h at this point without something forcing me to remember that happiness is Temporary #not even just temporary. but followed inevitably by something bad or upsetting #it’s like whenever i’m happy the universe punishes me #like it is so depressing LMAO i just want to curl up and disappear genuinely

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zevrans-remade · 10 months

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#yeah man.. had a few hours of back and forth argument with my friend..idk really if i want to call her that now #but it was an eye opening mess.. it all started with her sending me dreadwolf trailer and i said it's all promises talk #and literally it went downhill from there she claimed that it's been announced like a year ago i said it's been in development for years #it then went to a fandom talk and how she thinks people in fandoms are pathetic and etc bullshit #how being a fan of something is not normal #and being invested in fiction and vgs and fandoms is something ppl with little responsibility do..#man i can't even write out all the stuff she said i genuinely felt so bad after this argument #i don't think i ever want to speak to her again #people having fun in her understanding is pathetic childish and a sign of a person not having enough responsibilities in life??#jfc i never realized just how truly toxic she is...#i mean deep down i did i just didn't want to admit to myself.. her general attitude to people being fans of something is just sickening #i'm determined to not write to her at all unless she reaches out which i doubt #she just shitted on everything despite me trying to expain how fiction can even literally save people #i tried expaining to her why some people are telling other ppl to not buy dreadwolf and pirate instead #i said about the fucked over emplyees of bioware and what she said was #it's a cruel world but idgaf it's business cry me a river - something along these lines #she literally has zero empathy i understand it now #the way she only selectively cares about wars going on in world #i said if people can boycott companies that support wars why cant they also support people who suffer from companies #she said and i qoute 'to compare war to people being fired wow that's something'#i was not comparing i just tried to find empathy in her to no avail #anyways.. i am so dissapointed in her and in myself that i didn't see this sooner #tbd

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patchodraws · 11 months

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mm hopefully posting this paper girls fic later makes me feel like less of a shitty writer

#personal #my writing #idk where these feelings even came from tbh #all i know is that i don’t like them #i was doing so well in feeling better about my writing #and then it just went downhill recently

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lex-n-weegie · 2 years

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Posting this squish semi late at night so no one looks at me ♡ /j

QP tag: My Butterfly

#if anyone makes a joke about me having a thing for abomination magic I will finally go feral /j #don't ask me how man idk either #I just accidentally thought of Laika giving him a cheek kiss and didn't hate it so it all went downhill from there lmao #lexi rambles #my butterfly

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mosspapi · 2 months

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Yknow sometimes I'm like "yeah I've made peace with my disability, it doesn't bother me anymore, I'm happy with my disabled life" but sometimes I'm like. Holy fuck I would literally kill myself in a heartbeat if it meant I'd be guaranteed a ""normal"" life next time.

#having a rough day lmao #trying not to freak myself out over the possibilities of my heart and brain being so severely fucked up bcuz we're not doing anything abt it #like honestly I just wanna go to my doctor and ask for like. a brain scan and a heart scan and an MRI and and and #bcuz I can't take all this uncertainty and the possibilities for things going wrong #like in all reality I'm fine and I'm not gonna die any time soon right. but we haven't done anything to Prove that #and some of these symptoms are like. concerning. but everyone's just like nah ur fine you've always been like that #like it Has been years so realistically I should've died if it was Actually pressing. but there's still the chance it went downhill slowly #like there are so many compounding issues here and I can't tell left from right with them #idk what's normal and what's concerning bcuz I was basically medically neglected my entire life so I assume everything I experience is chill #when it very much is not. idk #idk man I'm just. like being disabled isn't inherently my problem ig. it's the fact that we don't know WHAT is making me disabled #I mean we have some working diagnoses but we haven't Tested anything so for all I know there's smth Serious that everyone's just. ignoring #armchair speaks #actually disabled #physically disabled #cripplepunk #tw suicide mention

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sambusa · 3 months

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Hey, this is Taylor from a few years back. Sorry for the ask. I haven't used this app in a few years and forgot how to message lol. I was looking through my old account and saw yours was still up and running, and I just wanted to tell you thank you for the time you were my friend and how patient you were with me. You were a great friend and an even better influence. Hope you're doing good!

This was such a wonderful surprise... I have so many words and yet none at all. Thank you for being my friend, too, and for the kindness you showed me. I hope the future has treated you kindly 🥹🫶🏾

#and now a word from us kids #first of all if you dont know how to use chat its not ur fault its bc tumblr updated and changed 90 times in the last 3 yrs like WHO ASKRD #FOR ANY OF THISSSS #since the great tiddy ban of 2018 we have just gone farther and farther downhill yall 😒 tumblr never shld have tried to appeal to the ads #and its not like it even worked bc The ads we DO get are like facebook video level LIKE PLZ ABEG 😭#anyways i want you to know that when i finally read this ask (like forever late) i was travelling with my sister in TX mind you! and i #literally stopped walking on the sidewalk in 100 degree weather she was so mad at me but i was literally floored #i will never be able to express how much being your friend was healing to me too. and i missed you. and life is crazy #idk if you ever saw that one post on tiktok that went viral and it was an old lady and her best friend had “we were girls together” on #her tombstone like... i think about that all the time. something so beautiful about youth and IM YOUNGG WE R YOUNGGG but still.#thank you for being my friend and thank you for finding me again and i dont even know what words to say! but this was incredibly sweet #and i sat on it for 2 weeks bc i didnt know what to day and i still dont. but i hope you still remember how to read tags 😩😩#a part of me wanted to figure out how to answer this privately but also a part of me wanted this to be tangible somewhere so i apologize at #the end of the day i am still a tumblrina immortalizing things on my blog 🥹🩷#my sunshine #🩷🩷🩷

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theorderofthetriad · 1 year

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damn i wish i was able to feel any amount of joy at the prospect of new mcu media instead of just feeling really exhausted

#other than thor 4 i seriously have not enjoyed anything marvel has done in like... five years #that or i just couldn't muster up the energy to care enough to watch it #like there has been and is going to be new gotg content and the prospect of watching it just seems exhausting instead of exciting #infinity war broke my ability to take anything the mcu does seriously and it went downhill from there #and then having steve pull an enid coleslaw in endgame was just so phenomenally disheartening i fucking can't anymore #if taika waititi keeps making thor movies i will keep watching them but idk if i can actually bother with literally anything else #santagno

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spiritshaydra · 6 months

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