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three--rings · 3 days
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Leftists on Tumblr: See the electoral system and party politics is ALL BULLSHIT.
Therefore when I vote for Mickey Mouse and Trump gets elected, it's not my fault. Just like it's not the fault of all the other people who didn't do anything to stop it.
It's like people saying capitalism is bullshit and therefore when someone is standing before them saying "hey I'm starving can you give me a dollar" they lecture them about how money is all an illusion and they shouldn't be a slave to capitalism.
The fact that the system is corrupt and bullshit doesn't mean you can in good faith walk away from it and maintain your personal ideological purity.
Your responsibility as a human is to look at the choices in front of you and determine which option you have can do the most good.
Sure i GUESS not giving someone money for food isn't responsible for them going hungry because you didn't create the situation yourself. But what I WON'T do is fucking applaud you for sticking to your anti-capitalist ideals by letting someone starve. If you have the ability to make things a LITTLE BIT BETTER without significant harm to yourself in my morality you ARE OBLIGATED TO DO THAT.
"I don't believe in voting." Okay, well, fine, but I'M GOING TO JUDGE YOU FOR THAT. You don't get to dodge the opportunity to help people and then ask people to applaud you for your Complicated Moral Stance.
And yes, keeping gay marriage legal is helping people. Keeping right wing ideologues off the Supreme Court is helping people. Keeping trans healthcare legal is helping people. Keeping environmental protections in place is helping people. Keeping civil rights legislation in place is helping people. Keeping disability protections in place is helping people. Keeping regulations about food safety in place is helping people. Keeping banking regulations in place is helping people. Etc Etc Etc.
You deciding none of that matters because voting for democrats gives you the ick is the definition of selfish and I'm not throwing you a fucking parade for it.
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hello hello!!!! I just have to say, your writing is so lovely and I’ve really enjoyed going through what you’ve written for everyone <333 !!!
how about some hcs about how Harvey would handle a pretty bold farmer? not a downright flirty farmer who winks at him and teases him every second of every day with suggestive remarks or anything— rather they don’t do anything to hide how fond they are of Harvey! Such as, very earnestly telling him how charming they find him, how they deeply admire his kind heart, even offhandedly mentioning how he has really nice eyes, etc.! basically, just a really, really blunt farmer, lol.,
and y’know. . . maybe farmer transforms into a more traditionally flirty person after getting together/marriage. . . so, does poor Harvey wind up short-circuiting a bit? if that’s not too bothersome!
thank you :)!!!!
harvey with a bold!farmer || headcanons
what happens when the shyest doctor around meets a bold farmer? will he stay calm or will he unravel?
warnings: mention of a suggestive comment but not described, so basically nothing :)
requested by: anon! hi, thank you so much for the request! you are so incredibly sweet, thanks for all the compliments! i hope that i wrote something good for you, and i heavily encourage you to request more! you're such a sweetheart :) hope you enjoy! <3
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• Harvey is known as being the calm and collected doctor around town. He's put together, he's smart, and he knows how to have relatively simple conversations with people. He's never thought of himself as anything super notable, and he's not used to compliments that aren't profession related. But when a certain farmer came to town with an incredibly bold attitude ... Harvey wouldn't have a clue of what to do.
• It started pretty small, you two would share small greetings if you pass by each other on his daily route. You would always say something like “you look nice today” or “that coat looks pretty good on you.” Of course, he'd stutter a little bit with a small blush, but he didn't think too much of it. It lingered on his mind, but he doubted that it was anything too serious. Just simple greetings.
• “Oh- good morning farmer! Make sure to stop by the clinic if you need anything, I know you're always on the run- oh? My ... my coat? Uhm- this old thing? Thanks ... hope you have a good rest of your day,” he'd say with a nervous smile before walking away. Just small things daily, but it was enough to put a smile on his face.
• He noticed that you stopped by the clinic more and more to chat with him. Varying hours of the day, but at least once everyday. Your friendship steadily inclined, and your bold comments were more and more evident. As you learned more about him, the more that would come out. You'd comment on how nice he is when he offered to do you a favor, or how charming he was in conversation. This would always catch him off guard, no matter how many times it happened. Like clockwork, his face would grow red and you could see the small twitches of his lips due to his mustache.
• “Oh- uhm- thank you? I really appreciate it, I- ... pardon my reaction, I just wasn't expecting it ... no one's ever commented on, much less compliment, that before ... am I really charming? ... why, thank you, farmer. I could say the same about you ... you're awfully kind by saying all these nice things about me. You're uh ... definitely a highlight of my day. Don't stop coming by ... but that's not an excuse to get hurt!”
• As you two gradually start progressing in your relationship, you two end up dating. The bluntness seems to turn into traditional flirting overtime. This results in Harvey's reactions being turned up to a ten. Making even one suggestive comment turns Harvey into a stuttering tomato. He loves it, though! He just doesn't know how to react to it.
• “Wh-What? You ... you think I'm ...? ... wh-what makes you say that? ... I-I didn't expect that out of you! M-Maybe I shouldn't underestimate you ... th-thank you? For thinking that ... about me? B-But uh- ... I think that about you too, I promise! I'm just all ... flustered ... y'know! I- ... I love you, and you really know how to make me basically braindead ... I really do love you.”
• Harvey is a mess in general. He's never really been romantically involved with anyone, so this was incredibly new to him. He loved the feeling of being flustered though, he found it new and sweet. Harvey was just in love with you in general, and he couldn't get over the fact that you made him feel so good about himself. Everyone needs a little ego boost once in a while.
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sally-mun · 1 month
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Since I've been settling back into Tumblr I keep thinking about the fact that this is where I did most of my writing. About all kinds of things.
I haven't really written anything in a couple of years. It started as a bit of burnout but got exponentially worse due to a very bad thing that happened. My therapist has been trying to help me find that piece of myself again. It's been lost for a really long time, and is probably a big part of why I have so much trouble being 'me' anymore, or even knowing what 'me' is. It's really difficult to like 'me' now. On the off-chance I actually do, I feel guilty for having done so, because I still haven't quite shaken the instinct that shouldn't like 'me.' I should be ashamed of 'me.' Maybe that's a big part of why my writing disappeared. I always really liked that about me. Writing would threaten my the paradigm where I can't and shouldn't like myself.
But I mean... I do really miss it.
I hope it comes back.
Maybe being here again will help with that.
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bitegore · 3 months
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idk about the rest of you but i genuinely don't make decisions high that I wouldn't make sober
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anaalnathrakhs · 20 days
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"people love you uwu people care about you" okay? not my problem. love me less. can we work out a reasonable level of care where it's obviously not cool if horrible things happen to me, a human being, and you won't do any horrible thing to me, but you don't feel obligated to fuss over anything out of the ordinary i do and i have to shut up about it and perform Normal Human Emotions lest i commit an awful social faux pas and hurt your feelings?
#like idk. can you care about stuff that matters? i guess is what i'm asking?#sorry that my own self-directed problems hurt you <3#sorry that i'm a horrible person if i talk about it and a horrible person if i don't <3#i just shouldn't have problems i guess cant believe i didnt think abt that#sorry i don't really care if people would be sad to see me die#would actually be pretty nice to get past the huge feeling of guilt over not being helpful all the fucking time#like i can't go through life being a service dog for everybody around me#(and i dont to be clear. it's not possible and when i say i feel guilty over not doing it it doesn't mean i do 100% of the time)#(i do try to be helpful and useful and i hate missing an opportunity but also i don't have 24/7 free of obligations)#(and i can't magically spot and correctly understand what could need help)#(but i feel like it does take up a good portion of my life. mostly bc everybody around me has Problems rn)#(and because the overlap of ''things that feel good for me'' and ''things that are good for other people'' is pretty small so far)#it's just. yknow. i would like it if for once i could express a negative feeling without it being a huge offense to people around me#ejhrkthrjeh i know i'm just asking the universe if pretty please my actions could have zero consequences and it's overall unrealistic#but like. god. i wish for once it was met with indifference. casual vibes. not a huge deal yknow.#some of my friends do sometimes! it's nice! but of course i can't talk abt the problems that directly include them#i know it makes me so shit at reacting to ppls problems. like either i overcompensate with the worry cuz i feel like thats what they want#or i react coldly and dont provide anything useful to the situation#broadcasting my misery#vent
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aliennooboo · 1 year
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I've been dealing quite okay with all the changes coming to my workplace this spring, but now I learned there's gonna be yet more changes, and it's just too much for my autistic ass to handle adgsdfdfddfgf 😒
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the-casbah-way · 4 months
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i hope someone puts this one coworker from human resources on a leash but not sexually i just want him to stay the fuck away from me because every word that leaves his mouth knocks about ten years off my life but maybe that's a good thing because then i'll finally fucking die and be free of his shoddy powerpoint skills that i am so constantly being subjected to
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running-in-the-dark · 5 months
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really kinda feels like I just never developed my own personality. I copy what people that I like like. I pick one person at a time to get obsessed with (actually not a choice, but), and then I become them. unconsciously and unintentionally. and it feels bad. real bad! when there's no one it feels like I'm not even real. there's nothing underneath all the pretending. I'm just not there.
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nonokoko13 · 8 months
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<<DNI if you shame people for having "cringe" interests>> *proceeds to shame or disrespect someone for having interest in fictional stuff they don't like instead of using the block button even though that person has done anything to anyone*
#vent??? I guess??? idk#some people is mind-blowing to me. not in the good sense#idc much about fandom discourse or whatever but the level of blindness or hypocrisy some reach is??#like you see them telling everyone they are supportive and reality ≠ fiction but then make gymnastic levels of stretching to explain why--#--what they like is good 👍 and everything they dislike or they're neutral of shouldn't exist and who enjoy it should kill themselves#and it doesn't even need to be something gross like this time I have seen it is because others like Kuromi more than My Melody dude wtf? 😭#guys is it homophobic to be cishet? Because apparently according to some who support everyone of the collective being cishet is enough to--#get blocked. If it was reversed they would get called out for their weird behaviour but ig I'm the weird one#like. One thing is blocking or putting boundaries because that's what social media is for. Curating your space is normal and it should--#always be#but another thing is opinating [insert sexuality/gender] is 'on thin ice' for just...being on the internet???#Idk what I was expecting from Twitter tbh. Although I see people like that in every social media#so sad and tiring#just say you don't want others to have different takes in whatever fandom you are and go. You don't need to give explanations or aact-#--like you are always objective and therefore correct#Anyway in this house we stan Kuromi and cishet people as long as they don't discriminate anyone for their gender identity or sexuality 👍#If you have read this far I'm sorry. Seems long. Have a nice day 🫶#and if you are wondering no that person didn't do anything to me they were talking about Kuromi/straights in general#but I felt the need to share#tw vent#edit: Seems like they did reach somebody over their interest in fandom stuff. Not surprises there#God forbid people to make their internet experience about their hobbies and interests#instead of curating THEIR OWN BLOG and thinking of what others want them to like instead#just a warning for those who like my shit. Unfortunately for you I like fictional characters being evil or morally grey as much as#fictional characters being good people#sorry guys block me if you want Imma keep using critical thinking 🤷‍♂️#OH AND WHAT UPSETS ME THE MOST: When somebody breaks their own dni to go to somebody to tell them they suck or whatever#like????? Why would you do that if you despise x trope or thing sm???? So you want everyone to respect your boundaries except yourself????#you just waste your own time and those you interact with by trying to create a raging conversation for all parts#fandom discourse
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bahrmp3 · 6 months
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#personal#now that the new year's has passed I feel like I can talk about it I did not have a good time lmao it started fine I guess? I was going to#play music for the new year but then mum made a comment about me still on laptop so I shut it bc ok fine let's not#then it was down hill from there? like I ignored it and was like let's not make a thing out of it so we are saying what we liked this year#/ what we want to do and mum goes and for my son I want x y z and didn't mention me so joe asks her and for if she has anything to say for#me? any wishes? but she doesn't lmao later on she goes (if only you would say what you want we do not know anything about you)#she didn't even mean it she said just to hurt like I was taking a video of this and lit off frame my face is dropping#later on she goes (and you didn't even say what you wish for us either) as she leaves and later when I'm talking to my brother#and I protest this he goes (welp what can I even say? like I told you before are pretty selfish) and idk what to say I was surprised I#don't think I'm selfish tho? I legit was the one to cook for us and got cake? I try so much but keep being labeled selfish this is the#second time he tells me that in the last two weeks I think and both are unfounded ngl anyway all of this pales in the last thing#so we call dad to say happy new year! Well joe does and I mean ok I was still pretty upset about what happened an hour ago so ofc I wasn't#cheerful when calling dad lmao but like I was saying all the right things anyway? but Joe kept gesturing at me to smile its a phone call#and after the phone call he has like (why are you always so depressed? if I were you and I finally got a laptop I would be flying from joy#why are you always so down? why can't you just be happy?) and I honestly don't know what to say lmao ok so I wasn't flying from joy with#my laptop but idk how to say it here but then like what's worst? being hurt and not a person recognising that you are hurt? and in fact#asking you why aren't you smiling? or idk being too depressed for others?? what's funnier is mum later on was like (don't let anyone words#change you you shouldn't yield to others) in reference to Joe's speech but like hello mama?? not 2 hrs ago???#anyway so I asked her if I shouldn't be listening to her words then? and she was saying yes with confidence like does she not#see either how she hurts me? how she keeps hurting me voer and over and over???#God I should have made that pizza and truly be selfish maybe I wouldnt have been hurt like that#tbd
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koumeowkami · 10 months
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everyone grows bored of me so fast cause it's just too hard to be my friend... having to deal with a person who needs extra reassurance and attention to attempt fixing trust issues and paranoia must be so annoying huh
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sherlock-is-ace · 10 months
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violet-dragongirl · 1 year
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Cleaned and Calibrated the G29 I had collecting dust since 2019...
Gonna get back into Project Cars 2 and a couple other racing sims that support the wheel.
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maddy-ferguson · 1 year
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Yeah and since this doesnt only involve writers but also other production stuff, i wonder how theyre gonna start filming in may or june? Bec that would also be breaking the strike too... like idk how they are going to work around that. But anyway. My estimation is that the strike will at least take 3-4 months at the very least. So like. Yeah. 2025 release seems more likely bc the strike also involves other production staff
i can't lie to you i don't know shit about how american strikes in the entertainment industry work and i was a baby (6) and not american in 2007 but i mean yeah that season 5 is never seeing the light of day i fear
#this implies that i now am american which i'm not. but i'm no longer 6#again i'm kidding and i know everyone was already like it's gonna be 2025 for sure#but as a normal person i've always been a believer in tv shows not needing three years (that's three times 365 days +1) to produce one#season sue me...#i don't think the people behind season 5 of stranger things were ever on my team but like whatever. at least this is for a good reason#not that taking your time is a bad reason. it's just. unreasonable. to me. who knows nothing about how any of this works. i mean i'm the#one who's watching tv i think my opinion matters. hashtag humble#anyway do you know what the crossing the picket line thing reminds me of? even though that's not what you said? it reminds me of#that one episode in season 2 of grey's anatomy where the nurses are on strike and george is like guys my parents are union workers i can't#cross the picket line this is not who i am and so he spends the day outside protesting while the others are in the hospital. god remember#when grey's was good#my knowledge of how tv shows were affected by the strike is like oh this season is shorter it's probably because of the 2007 strike and#that's kind of it. like *vanessa hudgens voice* yeah tv shows are gonna be canceled which is terrible but like...inevitable? idk. maybe i#shouldn't be doing this right now.#i'm not complaining about anything i was already complaining before. i said good for them like ten days ago okay i'm an ally#i'm joking but i mean. i mean it lol. i love strikes okay i'm george o'malley#ask
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friedbreadwombat · 2 years
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I'm not a drug, boy.
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