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#and sorry anon i let this sit in my inbox for a while bc last night i had a little moment lol
gatorlovebot · 10 months
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Both puppy and werewolf soap are the type to be so horny they fuck you sore to the point you need to ice your pussy. They of course, want to be good boys and help, so they hold the ice pack for your still-pleasure-wrecked mind, only to get horny thinking about the fact that the ice pack is right against your pussy, so they grind it against you until to cum again, while they whine and whimper and beg to see it just one more time.
Definitely licks your cum off it too.
-🐶
anon, you are so right, as always. they’re horny disasters, but they’re your horny disasters. they’re hardwired to want to make you cum as many times as possibles because they simply want to be good boys. they also love the way you sound and feel when you cum around their cocks. it’s hard for them to differentiate your whimpers of pelasure and whinpers of pain when everything starts to fee too much but eventually you’re able to push them off.
you have to assure them that yes they did a good job and made you feel good but maybe a little too good. they hold the ice pack against your cunt and its still so slick and it smells so good they can’t help themselves when they start to move it against your clit. they just want to watch your pussy cum again :( and as your body shakes from overstimulation they lap up your cum being the helpful good boys they are.
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astroboots · 1 year
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Ok I'm the anon that said I was going crazy with my theories so here's a few of them
-the end of the last chapter is suspicious...cuz there's no way that 3 months have already passed right?? So I did a bit of detective work and the last time you mentioned the count down to the end of the world there was still like a month to go. And the fact that it happened right after they kissed??? Yeah it's just too suspicious...so what if cielito ISNT the thing that's destroying the dimensions BUT them getting together is? Idk my theory kinda falls apart when I remember miguel and Nena had enough time to get married 😭
- AND THE FORTUNE TELLER. I just reread issue 8. She was wayy too eager to help them and tells cielito to "keep moving", kinda like what Wong tells them later, to keep going from dimension to dimension, did she know what Wong was gonna say to them?? And what's the outside interference she was talking abt 😭😭 that kinda ties into my first theory cuz if u think about it The only reason cielito is alive is bc miguel, the spiderman from another universe (the outside interference?) saved her from falling in the first issue and maybe now the universe is trying to correct that mistake? Omg wait maybe cielito/Nena dying is a Canon event and thats why the universe is going crazy??
I feel like a crazy conspiracy theory person trying to explain to you what I think it's happening hsnzmdjdid
But yea I just wanted to say that I'm in love with eyem and your writing 💕 I also started reading your miguel boxer au and it's SOOOO GOOOD I can't wait to see whats gonna happen, I'm in summer break and I can't tell how nice it is to obsess over your stories while I wait for college to start again
Also I'm sorry if you get a bunch of asks like this one, Tumblr is being weird and it keeps telling me that I'm unable to send this for some reason? So I'm just gonna keep trying until one of them goes through lol
ok ok ok anon I LOVE EACH AND EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THESE THEORIES!!
Beloved theory anon, I have kept this in my inbox sitting here eating metaphorical popcorn reading and re-reading and cackling because I love it all so much.
Let me tell you, you are not a conspiracy theorist, I'm not gonna tell you which theories are right/wrong. But I LOVE that you've picked up so much of the story hints I've planted!
This is one of my favorite asks of all time, I love it so much and please come back to my askbox after the series is finished (we got three chapters left) so you and I can discuss at length XD
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miyuwuki · 2 years
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accidentally walking on him streaming
a/n: guys, i’ve been thinking of streamer!kuramochi for a WHOLE FUCKING WHILE, so please enjoy this little drabble. once my inbox opens i hope u guys req more streamer!kuramochi bc this is the one idea i love sm wnjcidieifidoe anyways—
warnings: reader is female (referred to as girlfriend, she/her)
streamer!kuramochi youichi x f!reader (ft. some of my mutuals and anons and followers i see often on my blog)
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“whoever builds the worst house has to buy everyone drinks, and miyuki’s gonna judge after he’s finished practice,” kuramochi laughed as he carefully built his house in minecraft with ryousuke, haruichi, and sawamura. while they were all in off-season for baseball, the three agreed to be featured in kuramochi’s stream for the day. he said it was for content, but he actually really liked gaming with them.
“lucky for me, i’m the best at building, so all of you guys can suck it.” sawamura boasted, looking like he was building a place underground. kuramochi rolled his eyes at the camera and looked at his chat.
roppongiperfume: i think ‘mochi’s gonna win, i mean he won the last building competition
kuleo26: i don’t know, ryou’s place looks solid right now
he shook his head at the camera and smirked, “watch, i’m going to win. i never lose!” so he got to work and hyperfixated on his screen, carefully choosing his blocks and accents.
you on the other hand had just stopped by the convenience store for some snacks for you and kuramochi; you’d both planned the night together, but you thought it’d be nice if you went a little early. the previous season was busy for him, so feeling a little deprived, you felt like it was a good idea too. when you arrived at his home, you softly knocked on the door, only to be opened by his mother.
“y/n! it is so lovely to see you.” she smiled and pulled you into a gentle hug. you wrapped your arms around her back and smiled. “same to you, ms. kuramochi. how have you been?”
“i’ve been well, it’s nice to see youichi back home after a while. would you like something to eat? or to drink?” she gestured you into the house, carefully taking off your shoes before going inside.
“i’m okay, thank you though! is it okay if i see youichi?” you asked, following her into the kitchen.
“of course, he’s right upstairs. i’m here if you need me.” you bowed at her again in thanks before heading upstairs to his room. you knocked.
“youichi?” you softly called out, “are you in there?” you slowly ambled into the room, seeing his back towards you and the sounds of clicking of his mouse. he quickly turned around, “i’m live!”
you quickly retracted, whispering a sorry. “should i wait downstairs?” you mumbled, only peeking your head into his room. he pursed his lips and looked at his chat.
🌀anon: wowowow who is that? is that a girlfriend?
yuunemi: kuramochi has a girlfriend???
🍎anon: PLEASE LET’S MEET HER
he sighed and chuckled, turning his chair to face you. he patted on his lap, a signal to sit, and you ambled over to him with a faint blush on your cheeks. “is it okay?” you questioned, sitting comfortably in his lap, waving slightly at the camera. he pecked your jaw, “it’s more than okay, i just thought you wouldn’t want your face to be seen or something like that. anyways, this is y/n, and she’s my girlfriend.”
“hello,” you uttered to the chat, “nice to meet you guys.”
zoyavx: she’s so pretty omg!
aoryuucchi: HELLO Y/NNN LOVELY TO MEET YOU, CAN I TAKE U FROM ‘MOCHI LOL
you giggled at the comments and felt his grip tighten on you, “she’s mine guys, don’t forget that.” he pouted at the camera and returned his attention to the screen. “y/n, who do you think is gonna win this competition? we’re trying to build the best house.”
you sarcastically pretended to think, “mmm, i don’t know.. eijun’s place is looking kinda neat. it’s underground and mysterious— i like that.”
“TAKE THAT, KURAMOCHI-SENPAI!” he yelled into the mic.
“eijun, you’re too loud.” haruichi huffed.
“i am your wonderful, loving boyfriend and you say sawamura’s gonna win? fine, challenged accepted.” he grins while he clicks away.
and that’s how his chat found out about his lovely girlfriend.
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salemwitchezz · 3 years
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pairing: satan x gn!reader
prompt: 12 - "what do you want to do today?" "nothing, go away." "i'll take that as a 'cuddle me, please!' okay, then!"
a/n: also hI HELLO?? i’m so sorry if this was requested a long time ago bc i JUST NOW am seeing this in my inbox so i apologize if this is really old and i hope your seeing this anon 😭. for in the future, theres a little link you can click on my navigation masterlist right here if you want to request! if you don’t know where to request just go there! <3
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it was times like these where you wish you had the power to interfere in an argument, but from where you stood, there didn’t seem to be any room for you to butt in.
lucifer and your boyfriend, satan, had been at each other’s throats like this for about an hour now, yelling about something you didn’t have a clue about, and you just happened to walk into the library when it happened.
satan’s tail thrashed around wildly and lucifer’s wings tensed and were risen above him to make himself more intimidating, the both of them trying to repeatedly one-up each other while your presence went by completely ignored.
it wasn’t your place to try and pry apart two fuming demons, seeing it was probable that one of them would try to lash out at physically in their state, so you prompted yourself to get beelzebub and asmodeus instead.
after the two younger demons were able to pull the older ones off each other, satan gave lucifer one last glare before stomping out of the library, presumably to his room to blow off some steam.
and that where he stayed for the entire day.
must have been a bad argument.
you let the short-tempered demon calm down before you decided it was safe to visit his room the next day, seeing as you wanted to know if he was alright since you hadn’t heard from him in a few hours.
after breakfast, which satan didn’t attend to, you headed down to his room and gently rapped in the door. “satan, it’s me.” you mention through the wood, just in case he thought it was lucifer coming to banter with him again.
seconds passed before you heard a small ‘come in’ from the other side, and you twisted the door knob before letting yourself in.
your eyes immediately found your boyfriend sitting in his red velvety chair with an open book in his hands, seemingly deeply invested in it since he didn’t even look up to greet you.
“um… hi?” you speak up, and he briefly glanced at you before returning to his book. “is there something you need, mc?”
you blinked at him, not expecting that type of greeting. you could tell he was still uptight about his and lucifer’s last encounter, but you pushed on, concerned for the demon.
“well, yeah,” you start, taking a deep breath, “you’ve been cooped up in here forever and i was wondering if you wanted to.. maybe.. go somewhere? get your mind off things?”
satan simply hummed, your words flying past his head.
you resisted the urge to roll your eyes, “so… what do you want to do today?” you pressed, and you saw his gradient green and blue eyes flickering to yours, and you could see the impatience clear as day.
looking back to his book, there was a small scowl on his face. “nothing, go away.” the demon snapped.
you felt a small sting from his words, but you quickly reminded yourself that he was in a bad mood and wiped the frown from your lips, instead putting on a smile.
“i’ll take that as a ‘cuddle me, please!’ okay then!” you chirped before walking over to where satan sat with a spring in your step, and you he looked up at you curiously before you slowly pried the book out of his hands— which only seemed to piss him off more until you plopped down into his lap and nuzzled your face into his neck.
you felt him tense underneath you before relaxing, his chest rising in a defeated sigh as he wrapped his arms around you, returning the snuggle.
“i’m sorry, my love.” he apologized quietly. “i shouldn’t have snapped at you.”
you squirmed in his lap, trying to get impossibly closer to him. “it’s alright, it’s not your fault that lucifer’s a dick.”
a chuckle rumbled deep in his chest, “don’t let him hear you say that.”
you giggled softly, “don’t pretend that’s not what you were thinking too.”
satan grinned down at you, “it’s possible.”
you smiled and laid your head back down on his chest, your heart fluttering when you felt the demon pressing a small kiss to your hair before resting his chin on the top of your head, the palm of his hand subconsciously rubbing circles on your back.
after a few moments of basking in the peaceful moment, you peeked up at him. “so, did you figure out what you wanted to do today?”
satan pretended to think for a moment, his hand coming up to pet your head lovingly.
“i think i’m fine right here.”
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jiracheer · 4 years
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!!! My very first request!!! 🥺 I was so happy to see this in my inbox!! Sorry these are a bit long, but I hope you enjoy nevertheless anon!! 💕💕 pls forgive any grammar mistakes! im p sure i wrote this around 2 AM LMAO
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{ Haikyuu boys taking you out on your first date HCs }
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ASAHI AZUMANE
we all know he's rlly nervous about y'alls first date
he probably asks the boys for help about places to go, and how to ask you out!!
Suga, Daichi, Yachi, Kiyoko, Ennoshita, and Yams are super helpful!! They give him a lot of helpful tips, and even help him figure out a way to ask you out in the most perfect way possible!
Tsukki, Noya, Tanaka, Kags, and Hinta were little to no help. Their Ideas were... Good, but they weren't what he was looking for. He appreciates their help in the end 
you both tend to walk home together. It really depends though! Sometimes you're down to wait until practice is over, and sometimes you just wanna go home and do your own thing
so on one of the walks home, he stops you halfway and asks you if you wanted to go roller skating date with him over the weekend
his face is so red
and so is yours because you never would've thought he'd ask you out on a date
he thinks you're about to reject him because you're just standing there in silence
"Y-You don't- We don't have to go-"
"No! Wait! I do wanna go out with you!"
the rest of the walk home is really awkward, but there's a sweet smile on y'alls faces
when the day finally comes, Asahi picks you up from your house and you're 🥺
he's wearing a cute pair of jeans with a wooly sweater over a white button up, and converse
and you're like,,, omg, did i underdress?? i need to look as cute as that??? and you look like you're about to go back inside and change, but he stops you halfway and tells you that you look cute
last minute he pulls out a handful of flowers, and you're about to cry because he's so damn cute, but then he apologizes bc lowkey they're kinda crushed
but its okay
you put them inside and y'all start leaving
y'all chat about whatever and you walk close to him, and you hold onto his arm and lean against him
when it comes to the skating part? y'all are dying.
you both cling to the walls until you finally find the confidence to skate, and you're FERAL. You're zooming around, and Asahi is just watching you with big eyes and a blush
you try your best to pull him off the wall, and skate with you, and he was terrified! man almost peed his pants! but eventually you peel him off and he's SHAKING
this tall beefy man that could snap you in half, is leaning on you and holding onto you for dear life, and you're the only thing between him and the floor
it takes him a hot minute before he's finally able to stand without busting his ass, or shaking, so you take his hand and y'all are just vibing
when the couple song comes on? He's heading towards the exit and you tug him BACK into the rink, and you're like :) "let's skate!!"
he almost passes out
he never would've thought you'd want to skate with him during a couple turn 🥺
he holds your hand real tight, and you interlace your fingers with him. and it's just really nice
Asahi leans against you again but it's not as heavy, it's a good weight that you wanna feel all night long
y'all decide to split a pizza and an icee, and you're just hanging out at your table and you're just sitting close and 🥺🥺🥺
his face is close to yours when you talk, and you're hugging his arm and you just lay your head on his shoulder
im so fuckin soft
eventually, you get really tired and it's time to go home
Asahi takes you home and nervously takes your hand before you go in, and he kisses your knuckles and wishes you goodnight
the second you're inside? you're dying
Asahi is also dying
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IWAIZUMI HAJIME
you and Iwa are probably already pretty close, and you both knew how you felt, but neither one of you knew how to approach the situation
bc no cap?
Iwa was lowkey waiting for YOU to say something
while you were waiting for IWA to say something
and the whole team is sick and tired of it. Especially Oikawa
He just wants to see his two favorite people get together!!!
So he urged Iwa to say something after one of their matches
and thats when you both decide to finally make plans for a date, and you both suggested going bowling
and y'all just kinda looked at each other
and laughed really fuckin hard
You both decide to just meet up there since it would be easier for the both of you
he looks rlly cute in his usual attire of just a good pair of jeans, hoodie, and a jacket above it
and you're like. eyein that jacket. you want it by the end of the night
so you two go in, get your shoes, and start heading down to the lanes
on god, you're nervous. you're scared of your fingers getting stuck in the balls
you tell Iwa and he laughs at you, telling you that it won't happen if you're careful
you kinda eye him like uhmmm if you say so????
but you're still careful
y'all decide to name each other
Iwa is a gentleman, so he makes your nickname 'Sunshine :)'
sadly tho, you decide to be a lil shit, and his nickname is 'Oikawa's whore'
he punches your arm and you're in tears from how hard you're laughing
y'all decide to place a bet at the start since you wanted to add some spice to the date
you make a bet that if iwa wins, you're paying for the food, and if you win, he pays for the food
eventually you start playing and he's way ahead of you, and you're hitting his back jealous that he's winning
iwa is laughing in your face and he reaches for another ball. you have a feeling that this is gonna be the ball that makes you lose
you just watch in horror as he lifts the ball
he's preparing to throw it...
and!
he's sent forward, collapsing onto the ground with a double heavy thud
you blink.
and then you LAUGH REALLY FUCKIN HARD
Karma is a bitch! Iwa's fingers got stuck in the ball, and he's just laying there dumbfounded, and you're laughing
you have to help him up eventually, and you're trying so hard not to cry/shout in laughter. He's all red, but you help his fingers out and y'all sit down
you look over his hand and you're making sure his fingers aren't broken or anything
iwa just watches your tiny lil hand in his, and his heart is racing SO FAST
it isn't until you kiss his fingertips and tell him that you're gonna go get ice, that this man explodes
he takes your wrist and pulls you down so he can kiss your nose and he thanks you with a tiny mumble
you lowkey die on the spot and stagger away to get his ice, and when you come back there's a bit more pep in your step
you come back and his fingers seem okay, so you just decide maybe it's a good time to start going back home
the walk back is full of laughter and him eventually throwing an arm around your shoulder
you lean into his side and you hold his hand
when he drops you off the two of you just hang out in your porch
and he eventually leans down to kiss you 🥺 and he whispers good night against your lips
he waves you farewell, and you do too
and you know damn well you wanna go on another date with this man
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TENDOU SATORI
on god I struggled to think of a date idea for Tendou
bc I was given SOOOOO MANY GOOD DATE IDEAS FOR THIS FUCKER
Tendou decided to ask you out of the blue if you wanted to go to the zoo with him
you were kinda shocked to see that Tendou wanted to go somewhere with YOU of all people
because no cap, you thought u were pretty Lame, and not cool enough to hang out with him, but. 😳 um. you said yes! let's go to the zoo!!!
but you really didn't know if it was a date or not, because he didn't say it, but in your head its a date
you're a lil nervous about going to the zoo with him because you haven't hung around with him one on one
Leon, Semi, and even Toshi, were always with y'all when you two would hang out
so having alone time with him is KINDAAAA intimidating
but when he pulls up to your house so excited to take you out 🥺 all of your anxieties are GONE!!!!!
he does not HESITATE to take your hand. He holds your tiny lil hand in his much bigger one, and he just chats about whatever comes to mind
when y'all are on the train, he sits across from you just so he can watch you stare out the window and admire you AND the view outside
he chose a pretty good day to take you out. the sun was bright and warm, and you were wearing the cutest dress so he knew today was going to be pretty good
the second you get to the zoo he makes sure to buy tickets to ride the train around the zoo, and even access to the carousel
you're about to WWE bodyslam him to the ground for buying you your ticket!! like motherfucker I have the money!!!!!!
you're so close to beating the shit out of him, but he slips the access bracelet around your wrist and slips his fingers through yours and he's like
🥰🥰🥰🥰!!!
anger? gone.
serotonin? here.
your love for him? massive.
hotel? trivago.
you decide to get a map of the zoo so you two know where you're going, and you end up navigating the both of you around
Tendou is going feral over all the animals, and he tugs on you gently to point at whatever animal is doing something he finds exciting
He even goes as far as to pick you up if you can't see a certain animal because they're positioned somewhere high
when it comes to finally going on the small ass train, y'alls legs are basically twisted with eachother and your hip is pressed against his in such an uncomfortable position
its a tight fit!!! im pretty sure your leg is falling asleep
but you can't help but giggle and laugh when Tendou leans over you to see the animals, cheek pressed against yours since you turned your head to look too
ugh. fucker takes this chance to kiss your cheek and nose it, and when you go all red he laughs at you
when you go see the penguins he holds you really close to his side, and hugs you from behind to keep you warm
but also so he can see the penguins better. the penguin house was lowkey full
you have to hold him back from touching most animals that seemed close enough to be touched
y'all get a pretzel and split that shit, but then you're both screaming when a bird swoops down to steal it right from your hands
just as you're about to get on the carousel, there's a distant rumble of thunder and you both stop like ????? brother what??? the sun was OUT
the zoo announces that they would be closing soon due to the rain, and they urge the members to start heading to their cars or whatever other method of transportation
you just look at Tendou like 👁_____👁 wut da hell we gon do...... now?
Tendou looks back at you like queen don't ask me. i didnt think we'd get this far on god
you both decide to just start leaving so you don't get caught in the rain
but wow, what do you know, it starts raining as you walk to the train station
and you BOOK IT
you're screeching as the rain just hits you at full force, and you're holding onto Tendou's arm for dear life, and he's laughing so hard and just stops
you're like ??? IT'S RAINING???? WE GOTTA BLAST BITCH
but listen. This dude is vibing now. He just had such a good day with you, and the rain feels so nice on his hot skin, and he's never felt so much at once
and you kinda just stop and admire him for a bit. So you stand under the rain with him before it gets to be too much, and you take his hand gently and start walking to the station
y'all just hang under the tin roof the station provides
you're both soaked, but sit close to one another to share heat bc y'all kinda stupid for tryin to act out a hallmark movie scene
but hey
at least y'all had fun, right?
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reddeadmort · 5 years
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Hey can I request an Arthur x female reader where the reader gets kidnapped by the O’Driscolls and they take advantage of her. Which then Arthur finds her a couple days later with John and takes her back to camp. The reader asks Arthur to help her forget about the last couple of days (smuttttyyyyyXD) and Arthur’s like really soft and slow with her but has his hand on her throat the entire time bc she’s is a kinky bitch! Btw your stories fucking SLAPPPPP they sooo goood gosh
Okay, this has been sat in my inbox for ages, sorry anon! This story is a bit different from the request as I really didn’t want to leave the reader alone with the O’Driscolls for too long and didn’t want there to be any actual ‘taking advantage of’. So, instead, the reader is *almost* taken advantage of, with some minor sexual assault (groping) implied as happening during the kidnapping. Obviously, big trigger warning, please don’t read if any of the guidance notes will make you uncomfortable.
This is my longest and most explicit attempt at smut, hopefully it *hits the spot*!
Arthur x f! reader | Safe places and words | NSFT
Guidance: Violence, threats of sexual assault, implied minor sexual assault (groping), almost major sexual assault. Smut, but unrelated to/separate from mentions of assault. Smut includes blowjob, choking, and biting. NSFW/NSFT
Words: 4k (this just kept on going).
“That’s great Jack, well done!” You patted Jack on the back as he carefully reeled in the small fish. “See I knew you’d manage it! Uncle Arthur’s been giving you some fishing tips hasn’t he.” Jack jumped up and down excitedly as you carefully unhooked the fish from the line to show to him. “Here, hold still, lift it up, I’ll take a picture for your parents before we throw it back.” You took the picture as quickly as you could – you were pretty sure it would be blurry, thanks to Jack being incapable of holding in his energy.
“Thanks Auntie Y/N, maybe this isn’t so boring!” Jack said as he threw the little fish back in the river. You were both watching it swim away when you heard a voice behind you.
“Well ain’t this…. Sweet”. You turned sharply to look at the three new arrivals, instinctively moving jack behind you, one hand resting on you revolver. Shit. O’Driscolls. What the hell are they doing this close to camp?
“Look, fellas, I don’t want no trouble. I’m just relaxing with the kid.” You wanted to back away further, but you were already at the edge of the water. Two of the men were moving slowly towards you, one on each side, blocking any escape; you were fast with your revolver, but not fast enough to take down all three, and you couldn’t risk anything happening to Jack.
“We can see that girly” the leader sneered, standing in front of you. “Tell you what, why don’t we help out? We can teach the lad a thing or two….” As he said this, the leader nodded to the man to your left, and before you could do anything he grabbed at Jack. You launched yourself at him, only to be grabbed from behind by the other man. He pulled your arms behind your back as you kicked and screamed, hoping desperately someone might hear. Jack had started crying; the noise of his sobs made your adrenaline surge even further.
“You really don’t want to do this, his dad and the others will come after you.” You tried to slow your breathing, bring your heart rate under control. The only way you were getting out of this was with words.
“Oh, we know girl, we know. That’s exactly why we’re doing this.” The leader smirked at you as your heart sank. “You’re going to go back to your little camp and tell Marston that we’ve got his precious little boy. Then you’re going to tell him to come to us, alone, tomorrow at noon. We’ll send a message tomorrow with a location, maybe with a bit of….motivation attached. If he doesn’t come, or if he doesn’t come alone, we’ll start using bits of little Jack here for fish food.”
“You bastards! They’ll kill you all!” you screamed at the man, unable to control your rage.
“No, missy, they won’t. Because if they try, Jack’s mother will be burying him as well as his father. Well, burying whatever is left of him anyway.” Jack was still sobbing, he didn’t really understand what was going on, but he knew from your reaction that you were in trouble. “Come on lads, let’s get going. Give her a clout, best if she’s out for a while.” The man behind you released one of your arms, drawing his pistol and raising the butt above your head, ready to strike.
“WAIT!” you yelled, breaking free and rushing forwards. Your mind was racing, you had to get Jack out of this situation.
“Take me. Take me instead, let Jack go back to camp.”  The men laughed at this, you were going to have to try harder. “I’ll be quieter than him. I won’t cause trouble.” The man holding Jack was starting to walk away, and you could hear the man behind you moving closer again. Think, think! “I…..you….. you could have some fun with me.” The words almost made you puke, the thought of these men touching you, but you’d do anything to save Jack.
That got their attention. The leader stepped closer to you, still grinning a horrible, evil, gappy grin. “Nah, missy, as tempting as that sounds, you ain’t as valuable. Dutch ain’t going to send one of his main men out looking for one of you camp bitches.”  
“I ain’t just one of the girls.” You were going to regret giving this information away, you knew it, but you had to convince them to make the trade.
“Well then missy, who are you exactly?” The man leered at you, moving even closer, so you could feel his breath on your face.
“Y/N. Y/N Morgan.”  That name had the desired effect, and the leader gave a low whistle.
“Arthur dead would hurt Dutch more” the man holding Jack grunted at him.
“It sure would, Peter, it sure would…..” Before you could do anything, the man in front of you had grabbed you by the throat.
“Right, girly, I think we’ll take you up on your offer. And I mean all of your offer” the man’s face was almost touching yours now, and his breath made you almost gag. “You’ll only scream when we want you to. And believe me, you’re going to need to scream. You ain’t getting out of this. We’ll make sure Mr Morgan sees us slit your delicate little neck, and we’ll make him watch as you slowly die.”
Your heart was racing, but you kept your face perfectly still; you didn’t want to give them the pleasure of seeing the fear you were experiencing.
“I’ll be quiet” you said, through gritted teeth. “Just let me put Jack on my horse and send him off, it’s too far for him to walk.”
“Fine. Be quick. And only because we need him to get back to camp to tell Mr Morgan where you are.” He released you and practically threw you at Jack. Shaking, you walked over and took a still sobbing Jack from the other man. You carefully placed him on your horse, and quickly started scribbling a note.
“Girl, what the hell do you think you’re doing” the man snatched at the paper, but you pulled it away from him.
“I’m writing down the instructions, you bastard. He’s only young, even if he does remember them he’ll be too upset to say anything” you snarled back at the man. He sneered at you, before calling out to his men.
“You two, check the note.”
“Hey, you know I can’t read.”
“Me neither.”
“Goddammit” the leader muttered. You guessed that neither could he. “Just hurry up girl, before I decide to send the boys lifeless body back on the damn horse” he snapped at you before walking over to his own. You quickly finished the note and handed it to Jack.
“Right Jack, I know you’re upset, but I need you to be a brave boy for me, okay? My horse should take you directly back to camp, don’t worry. You hold on as tight as you can, and when you get to camp you give this note to Uncle Arthur, okay?” Jack swallowed and nodded, tears still dripping down his face. “I love you Jack, remember that.” With those last words, you slapped your horse on the rear, sending it trotting off back up the path.
With your back to the O’Driscolls, you quickly and silently slipped a knife from the sheath strapped to your thigh and sliced the blade across the palm of your hand. You winced slightly, staying as still as possible, hoping they hadn’t noticed. Keeping your fist clenched, you turned just as they grabbed you, pulling off your weapons and knocking the knife out of your other hand.
“Nice try missy. Now, you’re riding with me. I want a little…..preview of the fun we’re going to have tonight.”
You said nothing, and let the man bundle you onto his horse, sitting behind you. One hand on the reins, the other gripping you tightly – and not by the waist – you set off. You held your cut hand out as far as you could, under the pretence of needing balance, and squeezed, feeling the blood run over your fingers. You just hoped you could keep it bleeding for as long as possible.  
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John was the first to see Jack and your horse as they gently trotted back into camp. At first, he wasn’t too concerned, expecting to see you right behind; but as they got closer, he realised you weren’t there.
“Jack, what’s happened? Where’s Y/N?” Jack immediately burst into tears, and John quickly hoisted him off the horse and hugged him tight.
“There….was…..some…..men” Jack managed to get the words out between sobs. “I have a….” Jack held the crumpled note up to his father; it was slightly damp from his tears.
“ARTHUR!” John yelled, opening the note.
“John, what the hell do you want” Arthur grumbled as he walked over.
“O’Driscolls have got Y/N” John said, his voice cracking slightly, as he handed the note to Arthur. Arthur’s face paled as he read your hastily written instructions. “Any idea what those last two words are?” John asked before handing Jack to Abigail, who had been attracted by his shout.
Arthur looked at the two words at the end of the note. ‘Strawberry Doe’. You hadn’t dared write more than that. But Arthur didn’t need anymore to understand what you’d done.
“John, get your guns. We’ve got some killin’ to do.” Arthur growled.
“But Arthur, we don’t know where they’ve gone.” It wasn’t really a protest - John was already prepping the saddle on his horse -  more a panicked comment.
“She’s left us a trail. We’ll track ‘em down like the animals they are.” John didn’t think he’d ever seen Arthur’s eyes like this. They were cold, emotionless, like he’d shut down.
As the two men rode out of camp, pounding towards the fishing spot, Arthur finally felt something other than rage start to sweep over him. It was fear. The fear of losing you, the fear of not being able to protect you…….
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It was early evening when you finally stopped at an abandoned old hut. Stuck in front of this lecherous, disgusting creature of a man, you had basically frozen, letting your mind disassociate. The ride was horrible, uncomfortable, but nothing more than you’d experienced in many saloons; at least those drunk bastards got their comeuppance when they groped you.
You were pulled roughly off the horse, your hands tied behind your back, and led into the dark basement. You knew what was coming, you just prayed that you could endure it for as long as it took Arthur to find you.
To your surprise, the leader shoved you to the floor before turning to leave.
“Me and the boys are going to eat before our fun starts, sweetheart” he leered at you. “Need to make sure we’ve got plenty of… energy.” He paused, licking his lips, before shutting the doors to the basement behind him, leaving you in total darkness.
Finally alone, you let a little sob escape from your throat. All you could think about was Arthur. Would you ever see him again? Would he even be able to look at you if he did?
And so you sat, in the cold, in the darkness, waiting.
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Arthur and John rode in silence, occasionally stopping to search for the next part of your trail. There was nothing to say; there was no plan, only anger and fear. These men were going to die, and not well.
“Arthur…. I can’t see anythin’.” It was early evening and the light was fading fast.
“John, just keep lookin’!” Arthur snapped. “There has to be somethin’. Has to be……”
John didn’t retort, he knew it wasn’t him Arthur was angry at. He looked around, and spotted something in the distance.
“Arthur! Smoke. Looks like it’s comin’ from a cabin. Might just be normal folks though.”
“It’s our best hope. Come on.”
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You had no idea how long you’d been down there in the dark. You’d done your best to keep calm, concentrating on your breathing. Stumbling around in the dark, unable to use your hands, you’d found a chair and a table; you’d crawled under the table and sat in the corner, back to the walls. It made you feel a bit safer; you tried to pretend that it was Arthur’s chest you were leaning against, not this damp, slimy, old stone.
Eventually, you heard the creak of the basement door hatches, and a figure made its way down with a lantern. Very briefly, you let yourself pray it was Arthur; but no, he was too short, too fat. You swore at yourself for even thinking it; of course it wasn’t Arthur, you’d heard no commotion, no gunshots. You didn’t even know if he was coming. Had Jack made it back? Had your horse actually gone back to camp, had Jack managed to cling on? Had Arthur understood your message?
Your slightly panicked thoughts were interrupted by the man grabbing you by the ankle, pulling you out from under the table, causing the back of your head to slam into the floor.
“It’s playtime girly! Now you better make some noise for me you little whore.” He lifted you up roughly by the front of your shirt then grabbed you hard by the chin. He moved his face next to yours and slowly, disgustingly, licked your cheek. “Just pretend I’m your big, bad outlaw. But don’t get too excited, me and the boys will be taking turns all throughout the night. And we don’t want you passing out now… it’s no fun if you aren’t awake to feel it.”
You wanted to fight back, to do something, anything but you couldn’t. You were completely frozen.
“Not even going to beg me? Well you’re a nasty girl ain’t ya.” With that, he turned you around and slammed your face and chest into the table, bending you over. Using your bound wrists to keep you pushed down, he pulled at your trousers with one hand, pulling them down to your knees. You heard him fumbling with his belt buckle, and you could have sworn that you were suddenly looking down on the scene from above; you could see yourself, bent over, face completely emotionless, and him, pulling at his trousers, pushing them down.
Suddenly, a familiar crack of a gunshot sounded above you, followed quickly by a series of others. You could hear yelling and screaming mixed in with the gunfire. The man released you, scrabbling over to the chair where he’d put his gun belt, reaching it as the basement doors flew open. He’d just pulled his gun out of the holster when a shot rang out, shattering his hand and sending the gun flying. Deafened slightly by the noise, you tried to stand up, struggling, and turned just enough to see the familiar shape of Arthur smash his revolver across the man’s face, sending what few teeth he had left flying. You’d never seen him hit anyone that hard before; sometimes, his strength was almost scary.
Arthur’s heart almost exploded with pain when he looked at you, trousers roughly pulled down, struggling to stand up. He quickly moved to you, leaving the unconscious man behind him. One brief flick of his knife and you were free; the first thing you did was grapple with your trousers, trying to pull them up. You never wanted Arthur to see you like this, not with another man, willingly or not. There were tears in the corner of his eyes as he grabbed you by the face, scanning yours for any injury.
“I’m so sorry I wasn’t here sooner Y/N, so sorry” he said, choking on the words slightly.
Finally, with him stood in front of you, your adrenaline started to fade and a wave of relief washed over you. You threw your arms around him, breathing in his familiar, musky smell. You tried to say something, but all you could do was cry. In between sobs, you managed to explain that Arthur had arrived just in time. He held you tight, his arms and warmth seeming to form a protective bubble around you. After a few moments, he picked you up and took you up the stairs to a waiting John.
As soon as you saw John, your first thought went to his little boy. “Jack…. Is Jack okay? They were going to take him, John, I’m so sorry…..” As you spoke, Arthur gently let you down, standing you upright. John pulled you in for a hug, holding your face to his chest.
“He’s fine Y/N, he’s fine. Thanks to you. I’ll never forget this, you hear? Never.”
“John, you wait with her and the horses. I’ve got somethin’ to finish.” Before you could say anything, Arthur had grabbed some rope and walked away back into the basement. You thought about stopping him, but it only took a moment for you to decide the man deserved whatever was about to happen. John led you and the horses a little way off, but you could still see Arthur drag the man out by his hair, sitting him against a tree and tying him to it. You heard the man’s bloodcurdling screams as Arthur took his manhood from him, then begging as Arthur chucked what looked like bait on his bloodied lap.
Arthur walked back to you and John, wiping his blood-stained knife with a cloth.
“You finished?” John asked. He’d not seen Arthur do anything like this before; beat a man, yes, threaten, of course, even kill; but this….. this was a whole other level of rage.  
“I’ve done what I needed. I’ve left the wolves to do the rest.” Arthur muttered as he climbed onto the saddle behind you.
The ride back was silent; no-one knew what to say. Arthur held you tightly to him by the waist, clinging to you as if for dear life. Occasionally he gently kissed you on the neck, but only after asking you if he could. He’d never asked before; you knew he was just trying to be kind, make sure you were okay, but you hated it. You just wanted things to be exactly like they were before; you were scared he’d never look at you in the same way again.
When you arrived back at the camp, everyone came to fuss over you. You entertained them for as long as you could before pulling Arthur away to your shared tent.
Arthur was surprised when you grabbed at his face as soon as he’d pulled the flaps down. You kissed him hard, hungrily, biting at his lips. He kissed you back, but more hesitantly, causing you to pull away.
“Arthur……”
“I’m sorry Y/N, I just…..I’ll go, you’ll want some time alone.”
“Arthur Morgan, you have never tried to tell me what I do and don’t want. Do not start now.” You didn’t give him time to reply before once again pulling him back in for a kiss. This time, he didn’t resist, and gently brought his hands up to rest on your shoulders.
You let your hands drop from his face as you slowly undid his shirt buttons. As your hands moved back up his chest, you let them brush lightly over his nipples, making him moan, before pushing the shirt off his shoulders. Once again, you moved you hands over his chest, this time down to his belt. He grunted slightly as you pulled at it, swiftly undoing it and the top button as his hips pushed forwards. You slowly slipped your thumbs under the waistband and gently pulled his trousers down, levering them forwards over his erection.
You knelt as you guided his trousers to the ground, and Arthur’s hands moved to the back of your head. He let out a little grunt as you licked the head of his cock, before you took him in your mouth in one swift movement. He groaned and gripped your hair as you slid him in and out of your mouth, soaking him. You moved your hand up to his on the back of your head, wrapped it around his fist, and used it to pull your own hair. Arthur understood the signal, and pushed his hips forwards, driving himself into the back of your throat, making you gag. He pulled out slightly, letting you recover, before using his firm grip on your hair to dictate your speed. Soon, the movement of his hips became slightly erratic, and panting, he pulled away from you. This was just the prequel, he wasn’t about to ruin the main event.  
You stood up, undoing your trousers as Arthur made short work of your shirt. You lay down on the bed as Arthur pulled your trousers off, pausing momentarily to stare at you, completely naked before him. You shouldn’t have worried; his gaze was just as it always was, hungry, desperate to touch you, mind blank save for the thought of you.
Arthur was quickly on top of you, one hand tucked under your shoulder, the other moving between your legs. You moaned softly as he gently rubbed you, spreading your wetness up and over your clit. As he massaged it with his thumb, moving in steady circles, he slipped a couple of fingers inside you, testing you. No matter how much he wanted you, how much he needed you, he always made sure you were ready. And you were. 
He shifted forwards, replacing his thumb with the tip of his cock, rubbing against you. He kissed you as he pushed in, all the way, making you gasp and shudder. He bit your neck as moved back a fraction, before pushing deep again. He enjoyed this bit the most; every time felt like the first time you’d ever taken him, your reaction always the same. He gently started to move his hips backwards and forwards, kissing you, building up a rhythm as his hand moved to massage you breast. Your hand moved from his back to his wrist, and gently guided it up to your throat. He paused, looking into your eyes, slight concern showing on his face.
“You sure darlin’?” You nodded and bit your lip.
“Arthur please…. I want to feel normal. I want to feel loved…. I want to feel safe.” To anyone else, safe would have seemed like an odd choice of word to use, with a large man lying on top of you, hand on your throat. But it was true; this made you feel safe. Arthur would never hurt you, was always guided by you; you were always in control, even if it didn’t look that way.  
Arthur delicately kissed your lips before thrusting hard into you. His grip on your throat tightened, just enough to restrict your breathing and blood flow slightly. You kept your hand on his wrist, guiding his pressure, gently pulling at it if he put too much weight on you. He always responded immediately. Every time he pounded into you, he’d stop briefly when he was fully enveloped, grinding himself into your clit, just like you’d shown him. It wasn’t long before you were both on the brink. You came first, digging your nails into his skin, gasping his name. As soon as you had, he removed his hand from your throat and you lifted yourself up, biting his nipple; this took him over the edge, and he swore as he pushed into you hard, almost uncomfortably deep. He collapsed onto your chest, and you both stayed there for a moment, not moving, just listening to the other’s breathing.
“Thankyou Arthur. I needed that. It might not make much sense but….I….needed to regain some control.”
“Darlin’ that don’t surprise me. Though, honestly, you don’t ever make much sense to me.” He grinned, before sitting up, releasing you. “Now, we best get some rest. I think Jack wants to spend tomorrow with his favourite Aunt.”
“He’s a sweetheart, he really is. I might stay in the camp this time though” you chuckled, sitting up and resting your head on Arthur’s shoulder. He kissed you softly on the top of the head, stroking your lower back.
“You do whatever you want darlin’. I’ll always be here.”
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magpiefngrl · 7 years
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I know we talk about harry and Draco balls and dick bc they vital but like can we talk about their nipples? Like they are important part of good time. Harry is hairy? Like does he chest hair? Does Draco like running his hand through it? Draco has chest hair? Pink or brown nipples? Most sensitive? Do they have names? Tank-top sweaty Harry with his nipples gracing the world = turned on Draco? We all know about cock anon but about the nipple anon?
Nipple anon,
Well, what a fabulous ask! Thank you for gracing my inbox, and trust mewhen I say that I couldn’t wait to reply to your ask. I took forever to get to it due to a fest deadline but now thedeadline has been met and I’m free to think about nipples! *drools*
Nipples are a huge fave with Harry and Draco, but they hold a specialsignificance for Draco. You see, the first time Draco saw Harry’s nipples (4thyear, aged 14, on a freezing morning of February by the lake) was the time he knewfor sure he was gay. Draco had suspected for a while, to be fair; he’d beenwanking to images of dark-haired boys for a while now, but he’d tried not tothink about it too much. His rivalry with Potter took up a lot of his timeanyway. There were badges to be made, people to be bullied, clever insults tobe devised (he wasn’t too pleased with Scarface,not imaginative enough, and so hespent most of his shower time trying to come up with an impressive insult forPotter). So, standing by the side of the lake that morning, the damp creepingthrough his woolen cloak and thick jumper, mouth in a perpetual sneer, all Dracothought of was the cheating Gryffindor and how the powers that be allowed himto get away with the cheating and take part in this tournament.
Then the task ended, and after a small worrying delay, Potter’s headbroke the surface. He waded through the reeds to the shore, dripping wet, hisface slick, his white T-shirt plastered to his chest and – his two nipplesstanding out, dark and pert, under the soaked thin cotton. Draco had thefastest hard-on of his young life. He couldn’t stop staring at Potter’s thin chestand his dusky nipples, which called to Draco like a fucking beacon. He almostsalivated, I kid you not. Harry’s nipples were a revelation, a punch in the gutand Draco was caught unawares. Luckily, someone wrapped a blanket around Potter’sshoulders, which hid them from sight, and allowed Draco to take control of histraitorous cock.
[More under the cut because this reply is huge, I’m sorry anon!]
Not that Draco didn’t dream about them afterwards; every wank he had forthe next several months revolved around thoughts of Draco licking Potter’s nipples,or tweaking them with a finger, or sucking them slightly and pulling themsoftly with his lips. I’m sorry to report that this fuelled Draco’s hatred forPotter. How dare he be attractive to Draco when Draco was his sworn enemy?
Harry’s nipples remained a fascination to Draco even when they grew upand started fucking and somehow ended up living together.  Harry’s chest is different now; a man’s chest,well-defined and covered in dark hair that Draco likes to lightly pull with hisfingers. Our young, most fervent desires tend to shape us as adults, which mightbe why Draco spends such a long time during sex sucking Harry’s nipples. Helikes to flick his tongue over the tight buds and he likes to hear Harry moanas Draco bites them, one after the other, ever so gently. Draco loves theirdusky colour and how perky they can be, standing to attention like Harry’s cockis when Draco takes his kit off.  Evenwhen he fucks Harry, deep in his hot, lovely arse, he keeps a hand on one ofHarry’s nipple like an anchor, trying not to get too lost and unmoored in thedepths of his desire.
Harry didn’t see Draco’s nipples until a couple of years later, during sixth-year,while hidden under the Invisibility cloak and with the Marauder’s map tucked inhis pocket. Malfoy had been wandering around the castle, being suspicious andbroody and up to something, and itwas Harry’s job to find out what it was. No one believed Harry; no one seemedinclined to want to talk about Malfoy as much as Harry wanted to. We all knowwhere that led to: Harry became a bona-fide stalker. The incident I’m talking abouttook place at some point in the spring of sixth year when Malfoy’s dot on themap moved to the prefect’s bathroom late one night. Who has baths after curfew? No one,that’s who. No one but a minion of evil,that’s who. So Harry snuck out of the tower, entered the bathroom and lingeredby the door for a moment, because it was too foggy and he couldn’t see.
The bathroom was full of steam and the huge bathtub brimmed withsoft-coloured foam and bubbles. It smelled heavenly, spice and citrus and ahint of honey, something delicate and mouth-watering. Almost like treacle tart, Harry thought as he peered through the haze.That’s the last thought he had for a while, because when he could see again,his brain momentarily stopped.
Good thing he was invisible, because it’d been embarrassing if Malfoycaught him in this state (you canimagine the state I mean; the trouser-tightening-state). See, Malfoy wassitting in the tub, covered in bubbles up to his waist, all glistening andsoapy and slick and evilly-sexy, and his head was lying back, eyes closed. Malfoy’snipples drew Harry’s attention like a lighthouse calling lost souls home. Theylooked so delicate, so soft and so innocent;they looked like they needed some good loving and Harry would be happy to givethem some if they didn’t belong to evil Malfoy.Why did Malfoy have to have nipples like this? Not fair, Harry thought later,wanking in his bed. He could smell the fragrant steam in his hair even when hewoke up the next day and had to wank again before breakfast, imagining thatinstead of standing by the entrance like a dolt (which is what he did), Harry jumpedin the water, approached Malfoy, wordlessly ran his thumbs over each nipple, andthen lowered his head and pulled one delicate bud in his mouth, and Malfoy,startled but willing, moaned and wrapped his legs around Harry and – well, thattrain of thought brought Harry to orgasm pretty fast.
These days Harry knows intimately what they feel like. Draco’s nipples arepink, darkening when aroused, and smallish. Draco doesn’t have a lot of chesthair and what he has is silk-soft and golden. Harry loves how sensitive Draco’snipples are; a cold breeze will have them taut and pert. A lick with the tip ofHarry’s tongue will have Draco squirming; a deep suck will have him quivering. Harryspends a lot of time on Draco’s chest, not just because of his soft hair andsweet nipples, but also because of the scars. Two thin scars remain,silvery-white, the skin slightly raised, almost invisible in the dim light. ButHarry can feel them under his fingertips and he traces them at night, lickingthem until he reaches one of Draco’s nipples and then gives them the loving he’dwanted since he was in school.
Harry’s often topless around home, which drives Draco crazy. You’d thinkafter three years of living together and four years of dating, he’d be used to Harry’schest, but he isn’t. Harry’s casual with his toplessness, stripping on hot daysin the park while playing Muggle sports, and Draco barely restrains himselffrom dragging him behind a bush to fuck him (or let Harry fuck him, Draco doesn’tmind). Unlike Harry, Draco doesn’t like to be topless in public or at home, soit’s always a treat for Harry to see him without one of his pristine shirts orexpensive tops. It makes the sight of Draco’s rosebud nipples a gift that Harry receives every nightwhen he drags Draco’s top off; a pleasure made even more special, because it’sreserved only for the time when he’s holding Draco in rumpled sheets,whispering sweet nothings in his ear and kissing him breathless.
As for names about each other’s nipples, I have no idea, but I’m intrigued! What do you think?
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little-owly · 7 years
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(1/?)Ok, I'm sorry this is gonna spam your inbox, I wanna write you a story based on the mat//pat picture you drew but I need to be on anon... Hope you like it!
HECK OH MY GOSH ITS ADORABLE!! I EDITED IT TO FIT HERE but as a suggestion -- and i think you had tumblr hit you with an ask limit bc it stopped so suddenly, using the submit would be much easier and you can be anon if you just send it to me and let me know!! BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN AAAAA I LOVE FICS WHERE I OR MY BLOG IS MENTIONED!! SO MUCH!!***Matthew was crying again. He'd been doing that on and off for the past week since everything fell to pieces, and nothing seemed to help him. His latest theory had once again turned him into the joke of the Internet, this time on an impossibly larger scale, and he was receiving constant abuse with almost every comment on his videos. To make matters worse, he was scheduled to make an appearance at a convention the very same week it happened, and several people thought it would be funny to start throwing food at him! A long bubble bath had done nothing to remove the stains now marring his self-confidence, and now here he was, crying in bed into his Peepachu toy, the last safe thing he had left in his life... He barely heard the knocking on the front door, and even when he did, it took all his strength to drag himself over to open it - but he was glad he managed it. His good friend Mark was standing there, looking extremely worried about him. "Oh, h-hey Mark. What's up?" Mat mumbled, trying not to sound as exhausted as he felt and failing miserably. "I saw what happened at the con today, and I wanted to see how you were doing, I had no idea it'd gotten this bad..." Mark was looking at him with such concern, concern Mat was sure he didn't deserve anymore, and suddenly he had collapsed into Mark's arms and was sobbing into the other man's shoulder helplessly, being held tight by strong arms that felt like they'd never let go... "Look, why don't you come stay with me for a few days, buddy? You could use a friend, and honestly, you don't like you've been taking care of yourself..." Mark's voice was low and soothing, and Mat found he couldn't think of anything he'd like more. Five minutes and one small packed bag later - he didn't need much, Mark always let his friends borrow his clothes whenever they were staying over - and they were headed back, the radio playing quietly in the background. Mark didn't say much on the journey back, somehow understanding that Mat wasn't up to casual chit-chat right now. Mat spent not only the car ride there, but the next few days in forlorn silence, simply biting at his thumbnail to try and soothe himself - having his thumb up at his mouth was oddly comforting, but he didn't have the energy to think about why right now. The only thing he could bring himself to do was dig through the Internet and try to find something, anything, positive that had been said about him - a difficult and nearly fruitless search. How could so many people suddenly hate him all at once? He even resorted to digging through the more explicit fanart that he usually avoided, desperate to find anyone who had even a scrap of fondness left for him... That was how he stumbled upon the odd picture. He'd never tried to brave a kink blog before, but his online wanderings had brought him to one that day, and he was feeling so low that he didn't think it could get much worse. The blog had only mentioned him a few admittedly, that had felt nice. But he started to imagine himself in the picture, being small and cared for, having someone help him whenever things felt too hard. If he closed his eyes, he could picture himself perched on the soft plastic, knees tucked up to his chest, a voice that sounded just like Mark's telling him what a good boy he was... "Mat? What are you doing?" Wait, that WAS Mark's voice! Mat squeaked in shock and opened his eyes quickly, dropping his phone from the fright. Mark bent down to pick it up before Mat had the chance, and saw what he was looking at. "Oh boy, you found THAT blog..." He chuckled. "Yeah, I've seen it too, it's got some pretty unusual stuff..." "Do you... Think it's weird?" Mat whispered, heart suddenly pounding in fear. If Mark realised he liked one of the pictures and decided he was too weird... "Not really, I kinda like it - I'm not into everything, but the stuff about me taking care of some of my friends... It's kinda nice, I sorta like the idea of taking care of a little, I guess... Sorry, I know that's probably too much information. What about you?" Mark asked quickly, now blushing slightly. Mat found he suddenly didn't have words, so instead just showed Mark the 'potty picture' as he called it, once again lifting his thumb to his mouth. Mark looked confused for a moment, but then his eyes lit up in delight, and he smiled at Mat in a way he usually reserved for his younger fans. "Do you wanna try and use the potty, Matty?" Mark's voice was soft and playful, and a little more condescending than usual, as though he wasn't sure whether he should make this a joke or take it seriously. Personally, Matty wanted him to talk like that forever! Without thinking, he began to respond to the question with a shake of his head, but then Mark brushed a hand across his tummy and he realised he maybe possibly hadn't gone pee in quite a while, and he quickly switched to a nod. Mark smiled even bigger at that, and quickly pulled him to his feet, leading him into the bathroom then stopping at the door. "OK Matty, how do you wanna do this?" He asked carefully. Matty looked at him in confusion and opened his mouth to ask what he meant, but his eye suddenly caught the little training potty sitting on the floor next to the big potty, almost the same as the one in the potty picture! Mark was explaining something about a new skit video about childproofing his house, but Matty wasn't really listening
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rosetrii · 7 years
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Hey ho so these are a bunch of replies that I have sitting in my inbox... some of these are ridiculously old... if u sent me an ask literal months ago and I didn’t answer, it’s probably here, sorry :/
@rosegoldsimblr : Natasha's eyes are so beautiful. <3 Is it CC or just editing?
- Tbh I do have cc default eyes (on resource page) , and she has the lightest blue swatch, but I think the PSD I use just really makes blues vibrant
@pixeledrose : teen!Beau is my aesthetic
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- Here’s the grumpy boi (he’s always grumpy seriously)
Anon: Your story is so good, it makes me happy when I see a post from you
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- That’s me jumping with joy!!!! Thank you so much!!!! Love you! <33
@g0nna-g0-til-i-dr0p: hi! loved your cheerleader outfit! its super cute ive been using it, but i was wondering if you'd make a version that doesnt have the turtle neck underneath? just the tank bra part and the skirt. if not, totally cool just thought it would be a cute addition!! thanks ♥
- Maybe, that sounds like fun :). No guarantees tho bc I’m super unreliable.
Anon: how do you edit your screenshots? xx
- Oh it’s on my resource page! under the FAQ bit <3
@stefaniaspxels: About ur q, the best you could do is say the truth, he might be mad at you, but the best thing id his heart wont break ;)
- boy oh boy the situation has escalated she suspects that he likes her and she’s texting me all “do u think he like me? idk man :/” and idk what to say bc I KNOW that he likes her and he’s like “I’m gonna tell her” and I know that she doesn’t like him and aaah idk what to do.
@pixeledrose: Natasha and beau are finally getting the love they deserve and im feeling so blessed. i can now rest at night <3
- It’s what they DESERVE ;-;
Anon: What were you for Halloween, what are some of your favourite costumes that you've been before?
- I wasn’t anything for halloween this year. I can’t say I’ve ever really had a fave, bc when I was little my mom took me down to the lil grocery store and I had to pick whatever was there? Wasn’t really a good selection.
@topsooi @lacoded: When you get this, reply with 5 things that make you happy, then send it to the last 10 people you have notes from in your activity :) ✨✨💖💖  (also Hi!! I really like your icon omg :) from lacoded)
- Ty u!! I love it too lol
1. The colddd (when I’m inside tho)
2. My best friend... I love her so much
3. SPACE YO
4. When u wake up and ur havin a good face day? Love that
5. milk tbh
Anon and @nicotinc: I LOVE YOU! ❤💜💙 SEND THIS TO 8 TUMBLRS YOU LOVE AND TRY NOT TO BREAK THE CHAIN 💙💜❤
- D’awwww my thing won’t let me put any more gifs but if it did it would b me blushin!! Ty so much u guys! Love you! <3333
Anon: Confession: I'm happy with my metal state right now, but i don't want to deal with everything I left behind when I was my worst
- Hm I’ve had this in my inbox for a while because I honestly... don’t know? I’ve never been mentally ill, and I’m not some kind of therapist. I’m sorry. If it’s toxic people that u left behind, then u can decide that u don’t want them in ur life even tho u are happy now. If it’s situations that you caused when you were at your worst, then I have to say that the best thing to do would be to confront them. If you hurt people, you have to apologize. Idk sorry :/
Anon: im glad im not the only one who thinks like that! omg!! i always wonder!!~~ my mind always goes to robots and stuff like that! like will my son/daughter want to date a human/robot? is that ethical? what if its like gattaca? where you can choose how your baby comes out and theres a discorse between 'natural' babies and 'test-tube' babies? uk? i think about that stuff all the time!! if you ever want a weird futuristic convo id totally be down!! lol ;)
- Hey this has been in my inbox for 5 YEARS bc every time I see it I start wanting to talk about it more and more and then I felt bad bc I’d left it for so long BUT... if u are this anon... ;))) wink wonk
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inekepp · 7 years
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Red and blue! :) For the color ask meme
how was your first kiss? Eh. Not that good to be honest?? Like. I had met the guy a few days beforehand at a wedding and decided to meet up, and I was already frantic because I wasn’t sure if it was a date or not, and I had no idea what to expect. Anyhoo, he came to my house, we sat on seperate couches for a while while we chatted, then he moved to sit next to me (which made me even more nervous because I had no idea how he felt) and then a while later he kissed me on the cheek. I turned a bit in slight confusion and also a bit like ??? wtf help ??? (Mind you, this was the first time ever I was in a situation like that so I was nervous af and had no clue what to do bc first dateish thing whatever in my life and being… god… 21 I think I was? Almost 22? My insecurities due to media and school and whatnot where already skyhigh bc of it). Anyway, I turned to face him and then he kissed me. Like, he went for it. Mind you, no tongue or whatever it was just mouth to mouth, but it did last for a bit and I had no clue what I was doing but there was also a bit of a shock factor, bc, again, I didn’t know how he saw it all bc again we had met at a wedding a few days prior and we did chat through text but it was mostly getting to know one another and… eh. Yeah. I still wish it would’ve been different, y’know, esp bc it came a bit sudden for me at a moment where I was already nervous as hell, and I because honestly did not see it coming at all and I only turned my head around bc I was surprised about the cheek kiss already. Eh. Yeah. This was a bit of a ramble, sorry.
what do you love about yourself?  This is a hard one (and the reason why another anon ask has been sitting in my inbox for weeks now bc I simply have no clue how to answer it. Sorry ‘bout that, whoever send it to me. I will get to it as soon as I have an answer!). Because, the point is. I am a very negative person, as in - I find it extremely hard to find the silver lining in things and see the good and positive things - especially when it comes to myself, to the point where it’s almost impossible for me to do so. I think it’s because I am insecure af and have been bullied for years on end and belittled and told by my traineejob that they didn’t think I was fit for the job etc. etc. The list goes on. (As well as a recent being backstabbed by ppl I thought who were friends and made me feel verryyyy unsafe for a bit). So, yeah. 
I think for now… I think I love about myself that I can be very, very passionate about the things I love (be it Doctor Who, Brooklyn 99, Harry Potter, Cursed Child, Nightwish, Delain yadayada) and can go on rants for days on that. Colleagues have expressed at multiple times that I literally light up when I talk about any of those things (with one even going as far as taking over shifts so I could go to castchange I had been talking about for ages (mind you that did include for me booking lastminutes flights etc)), so I think that’s good? Other than that, I honestly wouldn’t have a clue :(
when’s the last time you warmed your hands in front of a fire? I… cannot remember. Like, warming my hands to the central heating in my house, sure, that was recently. But in front of an actual fire??? I don’t know. I honestly don’t remember. Come to think of it, I can’t remember ever having been near a fire like that to do such thing.
would you rather watch a sunrise or sunset? Sunset.
what’s the best thing about summer? Honestly? Nothing. I absolutely loathe summer. I live in the Netherlands, near the coast, which means that summers here get seriously humid, to the point that when its above 25-27 degrees Celcius, I have serious trouble breathing, as I literally feel like I cannot get air. Not to mention the sun is on my house basically all day and because we isolate so well as to not let the heat out, my house basically becomes a sauna too. The only good thing might be queuing for concerts where you don’t have to bring jackets, but seeing as the concerts I go to usually happen in winter time, or spring, or autumn, that never goes up, really.
what do you do when you’re sad? Try and do everything I can to distract myself and/or vent to a friend and let it all out and cry myself to sleep. I’m terrible at letting things go, so this process can take days, but, eh, yeah. Though, to be fair, I can also very well distract myself by torturing myself with watching episodes that I know will make me bawl like mad (such as Vincent and the Doctor, Doomsday, Silence in the Library/Forest of the Dead), which may or may not help, actually.
what are some things you do when you can’t sleep? Try and wear myself out by writing, reading, or playing games. Not necessarily the best things to do, but alas.
what was the best (non-romantic) night you’ve had? Do I have to list one night? Because I did have several amazing nights, tbh. But I think one on top of the list should be the birthday I had this year? I went to see Cursed Child on my birthday and the day started with castmembers sending me happy birthday messages and I got hugs from some of them too and they took their time congratulating me. Best 25th I could’ve had to be honest.
what kind of covers do you have on your bed? I believe my current covers are London Themed, with my pillowcases being the union flag on one side and a bit of a phoneboot on the other, and the covers itself is also from a phoneboot. The phoneboot itself is red and the rest is black/white, which is very nice! I also got two quilts on the bed and a Gryffindor fleeceblanket which my cats adore (I still wish it would’ve been a Ravenclaw one but alas, the store where my parents got it for me didn’t carry Ravenclaw ones).
who is the last person you told a secret to? Eh. I can’t remember when I actually told a secret or if what I told was a secret or not or that I just told someone nobody else knew about me, or what i was still trying to figure out myself, but what I wasn’t actively trying to hide from anyone? I’m usually the person who secrets get told to. Anyhoo, if the something thats not a secret, really, but which i hadn’t told anyone and am still trying to figure out, its Catherina, otherwise it was a colleague I think? But they didn’t keep it a secret, really. Not that it was huge or monumental and everyone found out eventually anyway bc I told them, but, yeah.
Send me a color!
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meanderfall · 7 years
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I haven't seen many people talk about it, but Temple was right, the Reds & Blues *do* treat Caboose with kid gloves. They see him as stupid and sometimes annoying, but ultimately harmless and sweet and childlike (most of the fans do too, as did the last two writers). Alpha was really the only person who ever treated him like an adult (he still found him annoying, but tbh I think a lot of that was just bluster), who acknowledged that he was capable and *dangerous*. Maybe Tex did too, but [1/3]
[2/3] they didn't have many on screen interactions.And at first Wash did, but after Alpha died no one did. Which I think wasactually on purpose in regards to Epsilon? Because even though Epsilonacknowledges Caboose's strength at the end of Season 10, he still treatsCaboose like the others do. Whereas Alpha was *always* aware of how destructiveCaboose could and would be, to the point where he'd hide behind him in diceysituations because he didn't want to get caught in Caboose's crossfire.
[3/3] I also thinkit's a little interesting that Temple was supposed to analogous to Alpha(although how tf did the Director know that Alpha would be enough like Templeto make the stalemate work again? Also the stalemate only really worked in thefirst place because Temple and Biff were friends so?? But I digress!), and hadalso been the only one since Alpha died to acknowledge that Caboose was anadult, and even though he was cruel about it he still treated Caboose like hedid everyone else.
Hello, Anon! It was so nice to see this in my inbox omg, and I’m sorry this took so long, life has been hectic and stressful! Not to mention, I wanted to take the time to ponder about this, and lol I’m definitely going to be rambling a lot woops.
You’re absolutely right, anon. We, the fans, and the writers and even the BGC tend to baby Caboose a lot. Mostly, at least in my case, because he tends to exude innocence and naivety and you just wanna protect him as much as possible from the real world. But just because he does seem innocent and naive, it doesn’t mean he’s a kid. Alpha was probably the one who treated him the most as an equal, though that’s probably mostly because he’s an asshole to everyone. (Though maybe not?? Remember that RVB 360 video with Church doing the Dad Knee to Junior and talking to him?? Maybe he does know the difference between how to treat a kid and an adult. Won’t stop him from complaining about the kid around said kid though lol.)
I’m not going to lie, anon, these asks gave me some kind of existential crisis as I tried to figure out what exactly is the difference between a kid and an adult, besides ages, and how we’re supposed to treat them, (because it seemed like part the argument that you were implying about how Caboose is an adult and doesn’t need to be treated like a child was that he’s dangerous, and that didn’t sit well with me tbh so here I am over-analyzing a simple ask yet again lmao im sorry if i was wrong or misinterpreted).
Anyway, I’m pretty sure the difference has do with cognitive development. Kids’ thought processes are pretty simple, and this is especially clear from their idea of morality. I’ve heard my younger siblings exclaim so many times that something was unfair, and y’know sometimes they were right, but other times they weren’t taking into consideration other circumstances that made it so the situation was fair. Not to mention, that they’re selfish, through no fault of their own. So far, in their minds, they can’t really manage to consider other people’s point of view, and unless they’re taught differently and actually make the effort, that won’t change. And that’s where the difference between how adults are supposed to treat kids and other adults comes in. Adults, esp their guardians, are supposed to help them grow. They are there to encourage more complex thought processes and and help them walk through the logic if necessary. And they are there to offer advice bc adults have so much more life experience then kids do.
Caboose isn’t really like a kid at all. A lot of people might mistake the things he says as him being simple-minded but really, he just sees things differently from others and processes it differently. And that of course, seems weird and probably child-like to the others because by now they’re so used to how ‘normal’ adult minds work. And like, there are so many examples of posts on this site of adults or teenagers being surprised or caught off-guard by something a kid said or did, so I guess when the BGC encountered Caboose and had that happen to them, they kind of went Caboose = child.
Not to mention, Caboose is easily one of the most caring and empathetic characters on the show??? He loves his friends so much, esp Church, and would do anything for them. (Good examples of Caboose having complex thought processes and empathy: his speech to Tucker in s12 about how he shouldn’t be mad at Church, that episode of s14 ‘Caboose’s Guide to Making Friends’ or whatever it was called, s8 in general when he kept wanting to help Epsilon esp the end of s8. ‘But they’ll die!’ he says. He is completely aware of the possible consequences of what’s happening. He isn’t dumb.)
Anyway, back to the rest of the asks! About them treating Caboose with kid’s gloves.... I waffle between saying you’re absolutely right and going “Weeeellll....”. Because Temple says that right before he reveals that Church really is truly dead and Tucker is trying to stop him from saying it. And you’re right. Caboose shouldn’t have that hidden from him. He’s fully capable of hearing the truth and starting to process the grief. But the thing is, isn’t that what he was already doing in the beginning of s15? Before Temple sent them that corrupted message and gave him hope again? (Not to mention, in the grand scheme of things it probably isn’t that weird to thing Church could’ve honestly come back, he’s died and come back so many times.) And, as a friend, wouldn’t you want to do anything to protect your friend from getting hurt or from grief? Especially when the news is coming from your enemy? Of course Tucker wanted to stop Temple from revealing the truth like that. And it kind of happened in a tense moment. And Tucker hadn’t really been at his best emotionally all season (which believe me, I’m kind of displeased with :/    s15 Tucker is not my Tucker.) (The Blood Gulch Chronicles was probably the best in terms of Tucker treating Caboose like an equal. They definitely had sibling bond there, annoying each other and trying to get Dad’s Church’s attention XD)
I think Wash is pretty good about Caboose though. I still remember that s11 speech when he validated Caboose’s feelings of loss and asked for forgiveness for not being a better leader when he really needed him. I’d probably need to re-watch the seasons for myself in order to really confirm if they treat him like a child constantly that can’t comprehend what’s happening. It’s hard to tell for sure, because the writers kind of fuck that up from time to time, making Caboose seem dumber and the others reacting more harshly to it. Though where do we draw the line of them baby-ing him and caring for him? Like when Sarge let’s Caboose push the button in s3 and calls him a ‘litle rascal’ (i think?), is Sarge treating him like a kid there or just engaging in his enthusiasm? Or in s7 and s8 whenever they leave Caboose behind out of the fights, are they doing it to stop him from accidentally hurting others or because they genuinely think he’d be useless in the fight? Whenever they decide not to explain something to him, are they doing it because they think it’s a waste of time to explain something Caboose won’t understand anyway? (Personally, whenever Caboose misunderstands what someone explained to him, I think it has to do with a lack of concentration than just not being able to comprehend what they’re telling him. He probably has a tendency to drift. And he can concentrate when it’s important, so I think he’s okay) There are probably more examples, but I can’t think of more, I really do need to do a rewatch goddamn.
One last thing! About how Temple is analogous to Church and the stalemate. Correct me if I’m wrong (and I might seriously be, I watched s15 with friends, so I probably missed a good quarter of information), but isn’t the similarities between the two groups completely coincidental? Because Alpha wasn’t implanted and put into Blood Gulch until after Project Freelancer was destroyed, and Temple and the others were in an simulation outpost while Freelancer was still running, evidenced by Carolina and Tex showing up. And I don’t think it would be too hard for them to purposefully create a stalemate? The Counselor probably evaluated them and interviewed them, and learnt that Temple and Bif were friends, and just created the teams in such a way that they would either more or less take charge of their respective teams or be too lazy to fight, creating a stalemate between the two. Also I’m pretty sure Florida created the Blood Gulch teams on his own??? so it really is a coincidence. A freak-ish one for sure, and obviously kind of contrived because it was for plot, but it isn’t that bad.
Also, totally jumping off that one tiny thing you said about how Temple and Alpha were the ones to treat Caboose like an adult. First, I’m about 99% sure the reason why that’s the case if because they’re both huge assholes omg nothing will stop them from treating you like a dumbass. And, this is totally a more personal thought process that I’m just shoving at you, even though me and my friend spent most of our watch saying things like “Alpha would never do that!”, looking back on it, I think Alpha would. Keep in mind, Alpha was an AI created by Leonard Church. A man that when his wife died and he had been powerless to stop it, started torturing his own mind in the hope’s of one day creating an AI of his wife, and performing psychological experiments with the people under his command, who he is supposed to guide and train, and on his own daughter. If there had been a clear cause for what had happened, like in the case of Bif’s death, he probably would’ve gone absolutely insane in his quest for vengeance, like Temple did. And Alpha would’ve done the same, at least, probably before he had been tortured and fragmented. Afterwards, he didn’t really have much emotions or energy to bother with vengeance plots.
Anyway, thank you for coming to my inbox! I hope you enjoyed this read through lmao, though it’s probably filled with stuff you already know and understand! Also looking back on it, I realize I’m all over the place about whether the BGC treat Caboose like a kid woops. I might do a rewatch just for this lol.
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savetimeless · 7 years
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Lucy get's severly hurt in a mission and Wyatt blames himself and freaks out for it.
anon i told you to watch this space but even i didn’t think i’d have this out so soon thereafter filling the last prompt like this one. 
nevertheless, here we are, and i hope you all enjoy. 
also send me more prompts bc my inbox is empty :( 
inspired by the 100 s2, and jamie lannister, GoT 
with my feelings on fire (guess i’m a bad liar) read on ao3!
Wyatt is halfway throughcleaning the action of his gun when Flynn sits down in the seat opposite him.
Neither speak.
Wyatt, while perhaps beingthe one who could understand Flynn’s past the most empathetically, had neverbeen able to connect with him.
Lucy had been the one topush them all to break Flynn out all those months ago, having cared enough tomastermind the entire plan herself. Rufus, God love him, had put consideredeffort into befriending the guy, after a few days of stony silence andwithering glares. Even Denise, who they had purposefully avoided telling theywere gonna spring Flynn, had somehow come around and now they could begenerally found sharing breakfast, however quiet it was.
Wyatt, however, had madeno effort what so ever to talk to him. After upending his entire stable thoughfairly miserable life, Wyatt couldn’t bring himself to befriend Flynn. Forgivehim, maybe. Protect him, well, it came with protecting Lucy, apparently. Talkto him? He didn’t want to.
So he keeps cleaning hisgun, head down, and doesn’t open his mouth.
“I know you love her.”
The gun slips from hishand as he looks up sharply.
“What?” he snaps.
“Lucy. I know you’re inlove with her.”
Wyatt grits his teeth,picks his gun back up. Not speaking. He doesn’t want to talk, especially not about this. Flynn stayssitting, silently, patiently, just waiting for Wyatt to answer, and he won’t,because he doesn’t owe this guy anything.
“No.” Wyatt slams the gundown, more forcefully than called for. “No, you know what? You don’t get to askshit like that. I helped you, you fucked life up for me, so, no, you don’t get to sit hereand ask that and expect me to talk about it like we’re five years old.”
Flynn inclines his head.“I wasn’t asking.”
Wyatt stands, his chairscraping loudly, and everyone looks over to them. Rufus looks surprised at thenoise, mostly, and Lucy is concerned, and Denise looks like she just doesn’twant to deal with a fight, but Wyatt’s angry so he doesn’t sit back down.
He does speak lowly,though, because he doesn’t want the conversation to be overheard.
“Don’t you ever, ever presume you can talk to me aboutpersonal things again.”
“Actually,” Flynn sayscasually, “it isn’t personal.”
Wyatt is so bewilderedthat he actually further engages in the conversation, which, later on, he’llregret deeply.
“How – how is that not personal?”
“I need to protect themission, and your feelings jeopardize that.”
Somehow, Wyatt has becomeso angry that he’s invested in the conversation, so he sits back down.
“And how do you figurethat?” Yeah, maybe he’s admitting its true, maybe he isn’t (it is true).
Flynn leans forward, likehe’s eager now. “Love breeds weakness, Logan. It is only going to cloud yourjudgment and you will make wrong decisions. You are emotional, are you not? Iknow what you did for your wife, going back to 1983 and killing an innocentman. What’s to say you won’t do something equally as rash to save Lucy?”
Wyatt pauses, lets that sinkin, and drums his fingers on the table while he considers his response. ThatFlynn thinks he loves Lucy the way he loved his wife is … it takes hisbreath away, honestly. He hadn’t considered what it could grow to be, had justrecognized it for what it was and let it grow. Now, in retrospect, he thinks heprobably should have tried to stop it.
Because would he go backin time, completely jeopardize the mission, just to kill an innocent guy if itmeant he could protect Lucy?
Yeah. He would.
And it’s terrifying.
Finally, he says, “A bithypocritical, considering what you do in the name of love.”
Flynn sits back, as if hehadn’t considered such a response. Wyatt knows he has, though, and perhaps that’s why he hadn’t wanted to talk tohim; because Wyatt was used to being the smartest guy in the room, but Flynnhad always been one step ahead of him. He doesn’t like feeling out of control.
“I think, Wyatt, that thatis the precise reason I know what I’m talking about.”
Wyatt raises an eyebrow.
“This love … makesmonsters of us all. Changes who we think we are, or, at least, turns us intosomething we wouldn’t be otherwise. It makes monsters. It’s a weakness.”
Wyatt thinksFlynn’s right.
Wyatt puts the conversationto the back of his mind.
It’s not until they’remid-mission and everything has gone to shit, a massive argument with Lucybehind him and Flynn glaring at him pointedly that it comes back to him.
Love is a weakness and it makes monsters of us all.
He was willing to endangerall members of the team, as well as more civilians than necessary to get thejob done, when it could be easily avoided by sending Lucy in as recon.
She had been the one tosuggest it, and it was what their fight had been about.
(“Why can’t you just letme do this? What, do you not trust me? Because I’m only a history nerd I’m notgood enough to do this?”
“No, Lucy, please just - .. . I can’t lose you too, okay?”)
It’s with that in mind,that he says, “Lucy, you need to go in for recon.”
Everyone looks a bitsurprised, because he had been so adamant before, but they agree fast enough.
As they’re prepping to goin, Lucy pulls him aside. “Are you okay with this? Someone else can –“
“It’s a Woman’s Club,Luce, only you can go in. And we all know how important this is, they’re goingto protect a lot of assault victims, so we need to do this, so Rittenhousedon’t screw it up.”
She shifts on her feet,uncomfortable. “Yeah, I know, but you said –“
“I know what I said,” heinterrupts. Over Lucy’s shoulder, Wyatt can see Flynn watching them closely,glaring pointedly. Wyatt feels his lips move, but can’t hear the words he neverthought he’d say. “I was being weak.”
Wyatt tightens his hold onFlynn’s throat. “This is your fault.”
Flynn doesn’t lookpanicked, though his grip is tight on Wyatt’s wrist, which only makes Wyattmadder and press harder.
“You, you and your love is weakness bullshit, and turns outI was right to be worried because now she’s – and you said –“
“So you’re gonna kill me?”Flynn groans out. “Monster.”
Wyatt grunts infrustration, but lets him go.
“Okay, we need to find herand –“
“She knows where she’ssupposed to meet us,” Flynn says, rubbing his neck.
“That was an hour ago!”Wyatt shouts.
Rufus puts a calming handon Wyatt’s shoulder. “We’ll find her, okay?”
They do find her. She’sbattered and bruised and sitting in a pool of her blood, but she’s alive.
She’s in a dark alley,propped up against a wall. She doesn’t move, and at first he thinks she’s deadand his heart stops. But she groans and shifts and his relief is so palpable sheopens her eyes.
“Wyatt?” she whispers.
He rushes to her side,gathers her in his arms. “Hey, hey, yeah, it’s me.”
He presses a kiss to hershoulder, then her cheek, then her hair. He cradles her face in one hand andlays his forehead against her temple.
“I thought you were deadand it was my fault,” he says hoarsely, his throat tight and tears in his eyesthat he rather wishes weren’t there but can’t do anything about. “I’m sorry.I’m sorry for what I said and – and you are not a weakness, you are my strengthand I lo –“
“Wyatt,” she interrupts,her voice weak and her breathing wheezy, “I’ve pictured this moment a thousandtimes and none of them included me bleeding in a dark alley, so can we do thiswhen we get home?”
He laughs then helps herup, slinging one of her arms around his neck while he supports her waist.
“Of course we can do it athome.”
It’s hard to get quiettime in the warehouse with six (sometimes seven, when Mason was there) peopleconstantly milling about, with little to no areas for privacy.
It’s especially hard tofind quiet time when the only ones with any type of medical training are he andDenise, with Mason sneaking in supplies when he could. It makes everyone tense,even though Lucy’s injury wasn’t as bad as it had seemed in the filed, and sohe and Lucy get about zero time alone in the next two weeks.
It’s when Denise finallysays she thinks they’re in the clear, that the wound is really starting to healand there’s no sign of infection that the others leave them alone.
Lucy announces she’s goingto shower, then inclines her head to him and winks and he’s pretty fuckingexcited. He follows her quietly, slips in after her.
The bathroom isn’t much,primarily a locker room with a few showers attached, but there are enoughlockers so everyone can store their stuff separately and there’s hot water fora few minutes a day so really, they could be doing worse for living in awarehouse.
She’s sitting on the benchthat runs through the middle of the room taking her shoes off when he gets in.
“Hey,” he says quietly. Hedoesn’t really know how to start the conversation now, it had all seemed sonatural to reveal it in the middle of danger, but now – now he has time tothink about it and he’s really nervous.
She seems to be willing towait for him to speak first, which is probably fair considering he was the onewho brought it up last time.
He realizes, all ofsudden, that he doesn’t actually need to say anything.
So he swings one leg overthe bench, so he’s straddling it, and puts a hand on her face. He leans forwardslowly, heart beating rapidly in his chest, but she’s the one that closes thedistance.
Their lips clash beautifully,teeth and tongue and heavy breathing. She slides closer, then goes up on herknees, wrapping her arms around his neck and pressing their bodies togethertightly.
He’s really starting toregret sitting like this, but he kisses up her jaw to her ear and down thecolumn of her neck with single-minded focus.
She gasps when he mouthsat her collarbone, licking and sucking while a hand slides down to squeeze herass.
He kisses back up to herlips, and presses a couple chaste kisses against them.
She sits back on herheels, and he holds her jaw in his hand, his thumb running over her bottom lip.
“I’m in love with you.”
She smiles brightly,colour spreading on the apples of her cheeks.
“I love you, too.”
They kiss again, slow andeasy.
“I really do need to shower,though,” she says against him.
Wyatt grins and pullsaway. “My, my, is that an invitation, ma’am?”
She laughs. “Oh, I wish.We’d waste the next three day’s hot water.”
“That’s a lot ofconfidence in my ability.”
“Oh, you don’t think youcan keep up with me, old man?”
“We’re pretty much thesame age,” he says mockingly, a throwback to their first meeting.
“I’ve been told I’m a bitof a goddess in bed, Master Sergeant, so you’d better not disappoint.”
“Been told by who?” hescoffs. “You’re a history nerd, when have you ever been laid?”
“Oh, okay,” Lucy laughs.“I was gonna let you stay and watch, but just for that I’m kicking you out ofhere. Go on, out!”
He stands up, and pushesher up against the row of lockers. He rocks his hips into hers, and thelaughter dies on her tongue in lieu of a deep moan. He mouths at her neck andher fingers tighten in his hair.
“So I’ve had some time toreconsider my position,” she gasps, “and I’ve come to the conclusion that youmost definitely should come for a shower with me.”
Wyatt grins against herthroat, then kisses her deeply.
“Yes, ma’am.”
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shamelessmlm · 5 years
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(I'm sorry that I've randomly appeared and started filling your inbox with noncense, I really didnt think I'd be mainly the only one sending asks) thats quite possibly the cutest video I've ever watched?? you guys are adorable he's so so cute, it's nice that he makes you laugh (your voice is N O T gross at all it's lovely so don't even start with that) (shameless anon)
didkdj don’t say sorry you have nothing to be sorry for
and he is the perfect boy he doesn’t really seem to understand the idea of space bc if you’re on the couch he’ll just come and sit like right next to you or on top of you and NOT MOVE AT ALL or he’ll just breathe in your face for a while
my favorite memory of him was like last year and i was house sitting so i was hanging out and having a pretty shit day and was pretty upset so he came over and sat right next to me with his front feet on my thigh and he just,,, pressed his nose to my cheek and left it there for like 10 minutes and i was so confused by it that i just let him do it
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kkukkung · 8 years
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Im crying in the school bathroom rn I seriously love wonho so much I'm in pain why is he my ideal guy in every way he's so amazing and handsome and sweet but whO CARES BEVause he don't kno me haha am I right
big mood all the time im always in pain bc he rly................ doesn’t KNOW i would let him shave off my eyebrows if he wanted 2
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I wouldn't even care if wonho was a high maintenance boyf tbh I'd just sit and comb his hair all day and tell him he's pretty
hdjkfh this was so long ago but i think i was mostly kidding abt him being a high maintenance bf... like he would do so much giving? but i guess the only thing he’d need is constant reassurance that his s/o loves him imo jfdhgjk... i also think he’d b someone who either doesn’t settle down ever or does it very late in his life!
annie 🌹literary queen ❤️ literally crowned with a laurel wreath! not be drum attic but this midsummer nights monsta au is so!!!! give me sistar as the four star crossed lovers then drag me to h*ll and give me this doctor faustus au i'm itching for with kihyun as faustus and k.will as mephistopheles bc i love to watch my faves s*ffer but don't let me rip until i get my much ado about nothing au with the entire cast of starship ent and a lil cameo from giriboy!
(in refence to this monsta x as shakespearean archetypes ask!) fjdshgkjs shh i lov u... why is k will as mephistopheles so Accurate esp no.mercy k will lmao. um u should write all of these? in fact if... if anyone has mx literary aus.... hmu...... i’ll n*t
another thing about that incident is that it seems like the fan doesn't think Changkyun and Jooheon undersood them?? (an extension i guess they assumed they don't understand english very well) and that's pretty problematic. it seems to me that when they didn't respond the fan assumed they didn't understand and kept repeating it, as a joke. but they literally did That to the two with the most proficient english in the group... it's rly a mess all around. it's disrespectful through and through
(in relation to that gross “d*ddy” incident from a while ago) ik i feel like some intl fans think korea is a land completely culturally and linguistically alienated/divorced from the rest of the world or something and while cultural relativism is real to some extent... the idea that koreans are completely unaware of ~outside~ things is deeply racist. like mostly white ppl think that diasphoric poc are completely Different from them? when my mum went to the states 15 years ago some ppl literally asked her if there were newspapers in china lol...
i just randomly thought of monsta x as sesame street characters mostly bc i wanna see kihyun and wonho duke it out as bert and ernie (kihyun w/ the waste paper bin on his head and wonho asking 'where's the waste paper bin' and kihyun saying 'ask me that again and look into my eyes') and also minhyuk being elmo tbh...
JKGHKJDF PLEASe!!!! when will something like this b photoshopped... minhyuk as elmo is... spot on... i remember once elmo appeared on a now-discontinued late night talk show program i used to watch when i was in primary school and he was like “elmo likes wasabi, that’s why elmo has no eyebrows” and idk why ive never been able to forget this????? very lmh. also this made me think of a monsta x muppets au n minhyuk is the pic of ass-gape kermit.... next post of mine will b monsta x as kermit reaction pics
Hyungkyun is such an under appreciated ship. Like, they just get each other so well? Why do people overlook it. ㅠ.ㅠ Do you have a moment that made you ship them? How would you describe their dynamic?
it’s bc they’re intp x intj they don’t rly... Understand each other with minimal effort/real communication lmao it’s very efficient. both quiet lil darlings who aren’t emotionally That Open but enjoy their own little space together sometimes?? their dynamic is like... they’re weird in different ways but they’re v chill together. u can tell hyungwon is super fond of changkyun like he has this Expression when ck does anything at all.... i think these two rly love each other’s personalities bc they’re both kind/gentle/peaceful types and their overall ?? vibe is just highly compatible... they’re absolute darlings... v soft together... i can’t think of a favourite moment but i rly rly love their birthday messages for each other last year like changkyun’s message for hyungwon was like “ur rly cool bruh ur rly such a great person” and hyungwon’s message for changkyun was rly... just him obviously doting on him n finding him cute jksfdhg i lov them a lot :(
soyou: i know how to make hair pretty :))) knetz: dirty fckn iljin why can't she be out there being being PRODUCTIVE in society by having babies and learning how to be a good wife for her future husband ://// smh how dare she be successful now when i'm stuck doing what society wants me to do but also anonymously attacking ppl i don't personally know on the internet bc THATS respectable the irony of ugly knetz is so transparent
The whole thing about Knetz and wonho's "scandalous" past reminded me of something. As a PSA to those people who are so insistent and pushy that idols aren't allowed to have sex/date/be anything but straight: Fuck all of you. You do not own these people, and if you really cared about them you'd be happy if they were happy. Like tbh, if anyone that famous and busy could also balance out a relationship at the same time, I'd be so happy for them. It really bugs me how all idols are supposed (1/2)(2/2) have this squeaky clean innocent image where they have to look and act a certain way and have these stupid fucking dating bans because once they don't meet up to that image their success suffers. Idols already give up so much privacy, and the last thing they need is millions of people scrutinizing every little thing they do. I don't even know where I started this rant from, but basically, GIVE IDOLS PRIVACY AND DONT JUDGE THEM FOR THEIR PASTS OR FOR BEING IN RELATIONSHIPS OR WHATEVER
yeth ty for highlighting the gross obsession w purity and productivity (like the first anon said -- a very confucian sort of ideal)... i don’t rly have anything else to add here i think. also i would fight for soyou i fact i would fight lmh who said she was his ideal type in no.mercy era... she’s rly one of my faves and the way she was slandered for the hairdressing thing was one of the most ridiculous things knets ever did lmao honestly yuk
u a kihyun stan now👀👀👀
im a @fhiz​ stan it’s the same thing tbh
ahh so i saw your tags on that jh gifset! as one of the few jh stans (or maybe there are way more than i think there are lol) i rly love his "reversal charm." he has a lot of what i lack as a person: a strong presence and a lot of confidence! i respect him so much as a person alth i rag on him a lot LMAO. sorry if this is a bit long winded but i just rly wanted to put this out there ;;
this is rly cute i lov hearing ppl talk abt their faves lovingly it rly... Heals Me. i think it’s strange how underappreciated jooheon is in this fandom especially bc he’s usually the one who catches ur eye first bc he’s so hyped by starship as being a one-in-a-million talented rapper u know? and he rly shines in mvs and no.mercy but............. y does he have the least fansites jkfhdg ?? you’re v right abt the reversal charm thing but i feel like sometimes it’s very overdone like... on lots of shows he’s asked to do aegyo when rly he should be asked to... idk... rap or dance or something?? i actually think jooheon is the most serious member of monsta x sometimes bc he seems to have a sense that he’s.. the pillar of mx if that makes sense? and that’s why he’s always pushing himself and working tirelessly like he feels very Responsible for this group, more than anyone else. idk if that makes sense!!! i love him and i want him to... unwind a bit bc sometimes he looks so stressed and tired but he still feels the need to pretend to be energetic like my heart rly hurts for him :/ this got so emo im sry i do rly love to hear that u respect him sm i love jooheon stans :(
i can see what u mean about jooheon being 1 of the most masculine. (iirc u also talked abt kihyun being that in a post a while ago) like with his face and his physique he really is striking; his body=like that slim,upside-down Y that you'd learn to draw men w/ in Anatomy 101 , but i think.. ,--not that u asked, but,, i think the jury's still out on if he's comfortable w his masculinity with the way he acts feminine lyk misogynistic comedians Can sound like dead ringers for women,? idk & i take +
(not sure if there was a 2nd part to this? there’s nothing else in my inbox so i’m sry if there was and tumblr ate it) yeth i think i meant that his demeanor is the most ~~masculine~~ whereas i think kihyun is still the most... idk... mature-masculine?? if tht makes sense, and i definitely agree w u on that second point! i didn’t think of that at the time but now that i... do... think abt it... ur right and also the way he comes back from it by putting on the >swag demeanor again in an attempt to polarise it is definitely a bit 👀👀👀 he probably doesn’t want to risk his Manly Rapper Image for real u kno? that said it’s ingrained in kpop that behaving cute --> “girly” entails that sort of “comedic” high-pitched voice + compact body language etc.... like i’m not condoning that ofc but i definitely think it’s broader than this particular case! :/ hm
maybe i'd be doing better in school if i could major in kihyunology ;~; i stan him but i def think we still don't know much about him even after all this time after debut. especially when i look at him compared to wonho who wears his heart on his sleeve (bless him i love wonho sm, gotta protect this bun at all costs!!)...but ya it just makes me wanna learn more about him like who is the real kihyun??
i want to write a kihyun meta when i have time... i feel like i Get him a bit more these days but it’s also very hard to put into words bc u kno when u kinda sorta mb get some1 but it’s a feeling rather than anything conveniently expressable gkjdhfjk.... idk if anyone wants to send in some Kihyun Thoughts + Meta feel free! :>> i don’t think he’s actually... as complex as we sometimes make him out to be lol like his behaviour is actually kind of predictable? more on his later
wait is the february comeback actually true? ugh i'm so conflicted cuz on one hand i'm excited if there's really gonna be a full length album, but i also think they need more rest but then there's the matter of getting their first win and idk i'm super psyched but i'm also worried that the boys are being overworked
i still feel like they had a comeback like yesterday lol like looking at their schedules stresses me out bc they do so much..... im glad wonho got to go to his mum’s cafe recently tho! all we can do is have faith in them rn and when it’s time... stream, buy things if ur able to, spread the news and the hype etc. i am definitely Worried abt some things like the competition they’re up against but.... gotta have faith u kno... and i feel like all active idols are kind of... permanently worked very hard but i think currently only jooheon and shownu are a bit Overloaded. also has the date been confirmed yet... it’s february already...
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prefixing · 7 years
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hi im back (uh let's say diamond anon) so just over a week until college and holy ?? shit ??? thank u so much for that response !! im !!! um so moving this time is different from earlier this year bc last time was after 5 years in the same place and small school and i spent a month out of the country waiting to see if i could get back in while midterms were going on and it was horribly stressful and we ended up not getting to go back and moving back to the us so just a horrible limbo 1/2 ♦
But this time i know what'll be going on for the first week and after that it's a schedule, and i'll have my friend about an hour away and some people i know already, so i think that'll be fine ?? my friend and i will just be hanging out for maybe half a day like getting lunch going to a bookstore or sitting in a park idk im excited and but also hella nervous.. but i think classes will be good especially if i get to take what i want, and i rly want to make up for slacking last year :')) 2/2 ♦hi again
first of all, i’m so sorry for having this in my inbox for a week without responding. tbh there’s not even much of an excuse, i’m just shit like that at times and i’m sorry /:
but!! i was so happy to receive this because 1) i love hearing from you!!! and 2) you seem to have a much more positive outlook at things this time (hopefully that’s still there)!
i think it’s good that you can see the differences between last time and this time! like you said yourself, last time you were in a weird limbo not knowing what your future held but now you do know what to expect and perhaps most importantly, where your future will take place. my last advice (i hope!) may sound stupid but remember to take a breath every once in a while, especially in the beginning? idk about us colleges but here in sweden, the first few weeks are intense, especially the social bits, and most people get so caught up in not missing out that they wreck themselves before even starting, despite having four years to get the “full college experience” or whatever. i’ve seen it happen and it ain’t worth it.
do you start college after this weekend (writing this thu 21/9)? ahh it’s so close, but hopefully the stress isn’t too bad and everything will go like planned with happy surprises only
(i can’t help to mention how jealous i am that your friend is one hour away only? what luxury. hopefully your weekend together will leave both of you as happy as i was on the train back home this sunday, not happy because i was leaving but happy to have spent time with one of my best friends and excited for the next time we meet.)
(also a tradition we have is to have colour-themed picnics in parks so getting lunch is a well-tested and much recommended activity!)
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