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thecaroliner · 5 months

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I can’t even sleep. I just want my baby back. and I think I’ve made myself even more sick

#I keep thinking of his last moments again #the look in his eyes I swear it’s like he knew it was the end #and he just wanted to come home #he kept trying to go out the door #he basically spent his last week suffering and then had to end it at the vet which he hated being at #and then I’m angry because it felt like the vet didn’t take his pancreatitis seriously enough. they acted like it wasn’t a big deal #and that he could recover on his own #and I keep thinking of all the things I don’t have to do anymore #I don’t have to block the laundry room so he doesn’t get into the cats litter box #I don’t have to go out and get a pill of the week pack to keep track of his medicine #I don’t have to let him out anymore #or bring him home some leftover chicken #he won’t come take the trash out with me anymore #it literally feels like half of me is just gone #shut up caroline #tw pet death

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doodlebloo · 2 years

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When you're just chilling and then like a wave of ice cold seawater dwarfing you entirely you think "Oh fuck, L'Manberg."

#as in As we gaze at these swaths of redwood trees Tommy I want you to do what your heart tells you to Consider it good luck for the #election As my first decree as president of this great nation Tubbo no!/Yes Schlatt My L'Manberg my great unfinished symphony #Tubbo are you happier Wilbur? Stay strong. Tubbo I'm sorry I'll make this as painless and colorful as possible #Technoblade just murdered me Wilbur said to stay strong and he was on our side! he WAS on our side!#god god god. goddd. god. they wanted their own place to live and be happy. Wilbur wanted to build a little cabin to livve in.#Tubbo and Quackity would have made a restauraunt. Tommy would have listened to his discs whenever he wanted.#there were so many chances to save it if things had gone just slightly differently it could have been saved oh god.#sorry for being mentally ill but jesus christ how am i ever meant to recover.#doodle.txt

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ganondoodle · 21 days

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so with echoes of wisdom .. i havent watched any of the trailers beyond the very first one and the thumbnails/screenshots and what others have said about it-

but with the world inside the rift being called "Welt des Nichts" aka "world of nothing/void" in german ('still' in english, for some reason) and demises title in french being "avatar of nothing" ... yeah my anxiety is shooting through the roof again

(hopefully you can be a little more forgiving for me being anxious/weird about it bc demise is my blorbo)

i had similar worries with totk, that werent proven true thankfully, but the darn book is making it all worse again with all those weird lore things the game doesnt even so much as hint at AND potential retcons- im in for a really rough time huh, not just stress in real life (more in tags.. its alot) but now about my specific hyperfixation from two things even (AND artblock still..)

weird as it may sound, i dont want demise to get more lore, partly bc i dont believe theyd do anything with him that i would like (given their track record) but much more importantly- the fact that he has this little lore about him is precisely one of the reasons why i fell in love with him, i tend to like characters that are neglected by the narrative, and his story being both so flat and already done meant i can be very creative with what i come up with for him without necessarily contradicting anything in canon (which is ... or was a big point of how i wrote destiny's story and lore, working with canon in a way that reframes it all without straight up ignoring it ... but i suppose i urgently need to let go of that and accept i spend alot of time working things that will go to waste :( ) AND not having to worry that there will be more stuff with him that would massively change not only what im writing but also potentially how i feel about him since the game he was briefly in was the oldest chronologically and ended with his death- i didnt expect them to mess with anything that far back and thought theyd just go forward and leave the timeline behind and wouldnt mess with it again, given how botw seemed to be a sort of 'fresh start' that seemingly regarded the past as the past that needs to rest and that the timeline was finally no longer a discussion if everythings unified through botw and one thing going forward

but i suppose i was very wrong with that .__.

right now the only thing that motivates me still is the left over determination and spite to work on my zelda comic, since i have never gotten this far and really want to get something done for once, but i cant lie that im feeling like i should pause all work on it too to wait and see waht the book and the new game will do .. either to determine if i still have the will to keep working on it after those things are out (my love for tloz has been taking alot of hits lately ..) or if i have to change stuff (mostly bc of my lore problem trying to not ignore it ..)

#ganondoodles talks #zelda #ganondoodles rants #sorta #suicide attempt mention in the IRL stuff im talking about in the following tags btw #theres some construction stuff on our house going on #and my father is extremely stressed about it #he used to be very explosive- being silent and then exploding out of nowhere .. probably left me with lasting damage yippie-#but now he much more lets it eat at himself bc hes old and feels bad for the past stuff so now it makes him irritated and depressed #my older brother is the most normal cis straight guy you can imagine and incredibly impatient and bossy (you CANNOT talk with him)#(brother doesnt live in our house)#and while hes helping out hes doing it exactly how my father doesnt like and since you cant talk to the guy (explosive +200) it stresses hi #to the point of my father yesterday saying that “it would have been better if i had just died back in the day”#likely referring to the time when he was drafted for the military against his will and tried to kill himself #which i learned only like .. a year ago- theres so little my parents tell me ....#its like my mother telling me- while my father was in hospital for heart surgery- that she not only almost died back when i was a young tee #and only survived bc of some incredibly unebelievable lucky coincidences (medics on a travel being there that knew what she had-#-while our local doctors said welp- nothing we can do lady AND them beign there with a helicopter and emergency transferring her #to antoher bigger hospital while giving her immediate treatment our local one didnt do- AND at the big one just so happened to have-#-an expert on that illness in the facility when she arrived who was able to narrrowly save her life #BUT ALSO while she was recovering and weak and frail as a dust bunny witnessing someone stealing hospital surplies-#not noticing she was in the room at first (which .. the nurses left her in the nurse room while going on break ... which uhm .. yeah cool)#and if my mother hadnt acted in time like she was fully asleep and the lady stealing stuff beign in hurry- she might have killed her #without my mother being able to fight back bc she could barely even talk (the nurses didnt want to believe her when they got back either)#ANYWAY that comment from my father brough me to tears #and my mom is trying out more ... other medication shes not prescribed in hopes of it helping agaisnt her many pains #but i worry it will interact with the other stuff shes on ...#and i worry so much about both of their mental and physical well being #always trying to be the one to calm them down or help with communication bc that is a big problem in this houesehold #but i myself am also a very much not normal and not medicated shut in who has trouble dealing even with my own feelings

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rosemaryreality · 1 year

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So...

holy shit this conversation, i have. so many thoughts.

i'm like, 80% sonic is gonna face some kind of betrayal from either dread or nine

#nine because he is the most important variant obviously so his betrayal would hit harder #also because he wanted to use a shard to create his own perfect world. and sonic needs them to fix his #also also because it's likely fixing sonic's world would make the shatterverse dissappear #and with nine having researched the shards i find it likely he could be the one to find out about the consecuences of fixing the cristal #and i doubt he would be a fan of the whole dissapearing to instead become a part of someone else thing #plus he was the one named during the conversation about the people from the shatterspaces #and in the trailer for s2 we had images of him implying he would meet the other tails #i'm not saying he's gnna be EVIL but he might be against sonic at some point #and in the case of dread #WE the audience know he's selfish and only cares about himself and his treasure #but neither his crew nor sonic found out about that #i find it unlikely they would just let him get away with using people like that #so at some point he's gonna have to do something that outs him as the ruthless person he is #plus he is OBSESSED with his shard. why would he let sonic keep it #we know the council gets hold of his shard at some point #so maybe they loose it on their first appearaence this “season” and then he cooperates to get his shard back #but when the moment comes to let sonic have it (after recovering the shard) he steals it or something #sonic prime #sonic prime season 2 #sonic prime spoilers #sonic prime season2 #sonic prime s2

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mars-ipan · 3 months

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some postgame doodles for pride month

#martzipan #komahina #hajime hinata #nagito komaeda #domestic kmhn likers pspspsps cmere #i never draw just fluff/domestic things bc i get too in my feelings lmao. this one was no exception #i had to take a break midway through bc i got sappy. IT'S OK THO we got it done :3 #neways these tie into some headcanons of mine so i'm gonna share 'em here #mainly i hc them having little ways where they just look out for each other #komaeda is usually the only one who can convince hinata to take a goddamn break without having to forcefully drag him away from his work #bc hinata does NOT take enough breaks. and he does not listen to reason #until there is a komaeda who is tired and can't go to sleep without his human teddy bear :((( can't let him go to bed aloneeee #n i think hinata just. casually feeds komaeda ALL the time #bc he won't eat enough on his own. and if you offer him food he'll be inclined to see it as a nicety and try to reject it #but if you just. Put Food In Front Of His Mouth. he'll eat it #it's kind of a reflex like komaeda doesn't realize he's being fed most of the time #they take care of each other bc they won't take care of themselves otherwise lmao. it's a little dysfunctional but they're trying #i think once they've recovered enough to be able to just enjoy each other's company they get REALLY really giggly #they have a lot of teenage/young adult love stuff to catch up on and since they didn't really have a puppy love phase. they laugh a lot #they'll try to do something tender or sweet but then one of them will start to laugh. and then it's not long before the other breaks #komaeda usually breaks first. bc he's always in awe of just how happy he is. bc he never thought he COULD be this happy #not without hell looming just over the horizon anyways #when hinata breaks first it's bc he's thinking of how much they've both been through and put each other through #and he's just sort of like 'how the fuck did we end up here'#(btw komaeda snorts when he's trying not to laugh. this is just fact trust me)#OH AND I HAVE MANY HEADCANONS ABT THEIR SLEEP STUFFS #as stated hinata runs hot and komaeda runs cold. but ALSO #hinata's a sprawler. komaeda gets Clingy. it works out for them tho #if komaeda doesn't have hinata to hold like a body pillow he'll curl into the tightest little ball. it gives him back pain lmao #oh and yes. they absolutely wake up with their legs incredibly tangled together

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outdraws · 20 days

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when i say clive's love for his brother is intense i mean it.

it's the type that makes you kneel.

#( headcanon ) * i am someone else's legacy.#he could see how clearly he wanted to devote himself to his safety #c: wanting joshua to know the love he personally never really got to experience #one free of ulterior motives #transactions #unrealistic expectations #and fear #it is tenderness #clive “i will starve to feed you” rosfield #it's that strong familial love. big sigh.#the man legit had no wish to live after his sibling died. he had plans to 'follow' him #his entire motivation and why he's survived so long was to kill his brothers murder and then follow him into death #ff didnt elaborate but i have my own hcs #it took a long time to recover after the truth of phoenix gate came to light #clive was unresponsive to everyone and barely moved #the scene with cid was funny but i have to be a little realistic #that man had to be force fed for a while

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shirogane-oushirou · 2 months

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hi, i had a dream that my family and i were on vacation and i met a guy who wasn't ren but looked almost exactly like him. he was a linguist and very, very cute. we were immediately flirty, and when my family was being My Family, i'd go over to his place and we'd parallel play read together. i woke up before we could actually kiss (my family kept interrupting), but we were otherwise very affectionate. at one point i fell asleep against his shoulder and he shifted so it'd be more comfy + so he could hold me closer aughhghghh he was so nice to lean against. anyway. feeling normal about him rn.

#i'm gonna sit on it for a bit and decide 1) if he's worth keeping and 2) if he's his own chara or another ren AU (somehow?) bc like.#they looked close enough. this dude was like halfway between ren and m.aruki p.5r idk.#i could fudge it and make him Ren But Slightly More Coiffed. he was a little taller than me but i make the rules lol.#very funny that i'm so reserved irl but my dream shadow is SOOO forward tho kjkndfkjn like. my brain takes off the limiters in my sleep.#anyway hi i'm taking longer to recover than expected so i will get to reblogs whenever i can. my body is Not Cooperating rn :')#i did finish the embroidery on my size test + embroidery practice ren plush so that's coming along Slowly but Nicely. 👍🏻#💤 [ 046 dreams. ]#📌 [ my posts. ]

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waywardsalt · 4 months

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anyways. holding linebeck gently

#some assorted untagged linebeck thoughts tonight cuz hey why not its been a Day of ups and downs and he’s been there in my mind #sometime this month i do want to make some images of him w/ the pride flags of my hcs so general gay and then mlm and then intersex #general post ph crew rundown theres linebeck and then damien is bi and trans and bellum doesnt fucking care and link is figuring it out #so its half we got it and half man i have other things to worry about #i feel like you put linebeck and midna in a room and they are gay/lesbian buddies mlm/wlw solidarity thats what they are to me #anyways. revisited my post abt possession aftermath effects. you can probably tell i enjoy hurt/comfort/whump #smth darkly funny to me abt extremely sick and delirious linebeck and worried link kinda hanging out in his room #with link being like i bet youll be fine!!! you’re recover youre fine. and linebeck just saying kid i have rabies symptoms #anyways he lives hes fine he survives the magic squid rabies. to calm the characters nerves and my own ive decided that once hes well enoug #linebeck and link decide to visit the fairy queen to get some kinda divine checkup and to get the closure of. linebeck is fine he’s fine #nothing malicious is lingering youre good just. get some more bed rest #i do like the idea that when hes got some minor injury to the degree of some little papercur linebeck is incredibly bitchy and whatnot #and then when he’s in genuine danger of dying he’s eerily chill abt it. while recovering from possession one day when he can walk he just #chills on the deck when theres no breeze just smoking. ofc hes terrified inside but fuck if hes going to be obvious abt it (when lucid)#could tie that to his trauma n whatever ig but rn i dont have the energy to really think on it idk hes had enough bad injuries #and has found that when hes actively distressed crying out and whatnot didnt really get people to help #like its smth he learned early on his brother was there and there was just enough but like yknow. wasnt ingrained ig #thats a different thing to be lumped into the idea of him learning that its fine to be more vulnerable abt what you feel n need n want #prob smth he practices with link i mean damien is good but he needs to learn to listen instead of assume for that first bit #uhhh. earlier today i almost made a vent post but didnt but i think the gist was god i need to stop comparing other loz things to my iwn #bc it never never ends well. anyways. uhhh. came up with a possible post ph story arc for bellum n link #and decided to revive an older one with link and linebeck. post ph is really really just its own thing tbh #ofc meant to be a sorta fan sequel thing but between the disregarding of canon sequel stuff and not really adhering to the feeling n whatno #its just its own thing and i like it. ill prob delete this later

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captainsparklefingers · 2 years

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I hope that at the end of this, if Jonathan and Mina are both still alive (like I hope they will be), they'll get a chance to take a nice trip to the countryside and just...be. for a while.

Traveling to Romania as tourists may be a bit much for a while, given everything that's happened, but I just want them to walk through a small town somewhere, enjoying the sights and shops and food, before going back to a little cottage together.

The honeymoon they should have had in a better world.

#dracula daily #and then they can get a little place in the country too #arthur has money and he knows what hell they've been through he'd help if it was a problem #Jonathan could come into his own professionally #Mina could work with him or start doint her own investigative business since she's so good at it #or both #maybe they could have a few chickens and a small garden #(a garden that is chocked to the gills with garlic)#a nice life #a quiet one where they can recover from their ordeal and grieve together and just... live

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anonymusbosch · 5 months

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#in the tags.#palestine #israel #gaza #god it is so bleak #netanyahu says he's going to invade rafah whether or not there is a deal to release hostages #what the fuck! to not pretend. to not pay the slightest lip service even to the idea that this is for a reason. and to do it with impunity #and the unanimous vote of the war cabinet #abandoning any possible pretense that any of this is about hostages. i mean really that pretense was gone long ago in practice #like how israel has killed more of its own hostages (3) than it has recovered (1)#like how it's dragged on the slaughter instead of negotiating #what could possibly be a horrific enough event to get the US to stop giving israel bombs.#what could speak louder than 'we will bomb the humanitarian zone even if they send hostages'#what could be more clear than explicitly stating that you will not stop bombing for any reason #i don't know. i guess I'll fuckjng. email my representatives who have all dug in their heels to feel like I did Something i guess.#and by a survey this is not at all the most important issue to the average american not by far #my side of tumblr isn't representative at all #the average person cares about inflation immigration and taxes #what can you do. what lever can any person pull against a man who will kill everything in his path #and a president and congress who won't stop giving him money and bombs

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whysamwhy123 · 7 months

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*surveys the landscape of Revolution and sighs deeply*

#aew lb #OC's gonna lose to the unfunny neckbrace meme guy #Because they have to try and make him feel like a threat again after spending months treating him like a complete joke #And to give Glassman Adam Cole and his merry band of midcarders something to do while MJF recovers #DG's gonna lose to - and probably join - Christian and his stupid faction #And the blackhole of awful booking that is the TNT championship picture will claim another victim #And because GOD FORBID Christian or Edge put over any young talent. Why that would be ridiculous! That's not what wrestling is about!#And perhaps worst of all #Swerve is gonna lose the world championship match #Confirming my suspicions that the only reason they reignited the Swerve/Hangman feud so soon after it ended #Was so that they could give Swerve a title match...and have Hangman take the pin #Because despite being the best thing in the entire fucking company by a country mile - AEW simply WILL NOT put a fucking belt on him #I mean why would they? They have a cavalcade of 50-year-old WWE guys and New Japan cast-offs they'd rather push instead 🙂🙂🙂#So all he's gonna do is meander around the title picture without ever getting a singles championship run of his own #And this all SUUUUUUUUUUUCKS #Just UGGGGGGGGGH #Bad booking. Booking bad.#I would fucking looooooove to be proven wrong on all counts here #Or at the very least I hope I'm wrong about Swerve #Because if not...I might just be done with AEW entirely #Not even Mercedes showing up will keep me invested because why should I have any faith that they won't book her like shit too?#When all I have is evidence to the contrary?#Obligatory 'this is just my opinion and it's cool if you feel differently about any or all of this'#But...I cannot understand how y'all are enjoying AEW anymore. It's been TRASH for soooo long now this shit is DIRE.#And my patience has been thoroughly worn through

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savagevillain · 1 year

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WHAT KIND OF HERB ARE YOU?

dandelion

You grew up too fast and all you know is the calluses on your fists and the thousand invisible scars that you pretend don't ache. Your anger burns so bright, so hot, or maybe not at all, so deep you could never tell it was there. You are yours and you will defend that to the death after so many years of being ripped apart and denied your own agency and maybe you are still facing the bastards who stole your innocence but you will survive because that's the only thing you know how to do without breaking, the only thing you know besides protect, protect, protect, protect yourself or something those few others you claim as yours. You are a thousand sharp edges but impenetrable, a traumatized child so covered by thorny armor that you promised yourself you're grown now, you're stronger than anyone who has ever hurt you. You're safe. Nothing will ever hurt you again. You're so alone though sometimes, in a world that sees you as too much or too broken or too angry or too hurt, and you want to scream with the too-much of it, prove that you're okay, that you're self-reliant, that you are strong enough to stake your claim on your body, on your mind, on your heart, on your people, and protect it from any who dare take it away from you. You are the sea in tempest, a howling sky, a tsunami in motion, a force of nature, no matter how much you sometimes yearn to be still, to be safe, to be small. You are a dandelion, stubborn and determined to grow in the rockiest of soil, and bloom again in spring.

tagged: @unseenking <3

tagging: @witchfirst , @wailshe , @hybrid-royalty , @klaeus , @malka-lisitsa, @rippeah , @unsettledspirits ( marcel ), @viikingwitch, @tricursed , @survivingpierce , @deceptivemorals , @azrahel , @dethtale ( camille ), & you <;3!

#[ headcanons ft. klaus mikaelson ]#[ dash games ]#okay so accurate!!#i saw dandelion and i was ... eh??? but !!!!!#the start about growing up and the callouses and the thousand invisible scars is about his childhood abuse because that will always always #be a major part of him but he so wishes it wasn't #his anger burning so bright and hot OR MAYBE NOT AT ALL #BURIED SO DEEP YOU COULD NEVER TELL IT WAS THERE!#ESTHER'S NECKLACE SUPPRESSING HIS WEREWOLF NATURE AND HIS ANGER AND MAKING HIM WEAK THROUGHOUT HIS WHOLE HUMAN LIFE!!#'YOU ARE YOURS AND YOU WILL DEFEND THAT TO THE DEATH'!!!!!#klaus spending a millennium searching for ways to break the curse kept his werewolf side bound!! determined to take what was taken from him #^^^^ 'after so many years of being ripped apart and denied your own agency'!!! i hc that klaus could feel the wolf inside him trapped #and desperate to get out and ripping him apart from the inside every full moon #but its also just that esther ripped a whole part of his being away from him and he never recovered and mikael's hunt ripped away his mind #making him paranoia and terrified and breeding cruelty with cruelty #and his agency was stolen from him his whole human life and again when his parents stole even his life when they forced him to turn and #again with the binding #'AND MAYBE YOU ARE STILL FACING THE BASTARDS WHO STOLE YOUR INNOCENCE BUT YOU WILL SURVIVE BECUASE THAT'S THE OLY THING YOU KNOW HOW TO DO #WITHOUT BREAKING'#just .... that ^^^^^^#'protect yourself'!!!! cause that's what he had to learn how to do!!#THE BOLD BIT IS JUST !!!!!!!!!!#alone in a world that sees you as too much or too broken or too angry or too hurt and wanting to scream with the too much of it!!!!!#proving that he's fine exactly as he is and that he doesn't need anyone and THAT HE'S STRONG ENOUGH TO STAKE A CLAIM ON HIS BODY #KLAUS PROVING THAT HE /IS/ WORTHY AND POWERFUL AND HE CAN TAKE BACK WHAT THEY TOOK FROM HIM!#THEY MADE HIM MONSTER SO HE WILL /BE/ A MONSTER SO TERRIFYING THEY'LL FEAR HIM TOO!!#marcel saying to klaus 'you're the one who taught me that a man can't be defined by anyone but himself'#and klaus saying to ansel 'but a for the past one thousand years i have been son of mikael: paranoid vengeful and powerful enough to protec #my daughter'#^^^^^ STRONG ENOUGH TO STAKE CLAIM 'ON YOUR PEOPLE AND PROTECT IT FROM ANYONE WHO WOULD DARE TO TAKE IT FROM YOU'

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morgandekarios · 10 months

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a drow adopting a gith kid is something that can be so personal actually

#naviidi backstory infodump for context:#naviidi was born to a noble house in menzoberranzan and was the firstborn child of his mother #who was/is his house's matron mother #and when he was born his mother was pissed that her firstborn was male and was going to have him sacrificed to lolth instead of raising him #but his father/her favoured consort begged her to let naviidi live and swore that she wouldn't have to do anything for the baby but feed hi #and she eventually relented and let naviidi live on the condition that he couldn't keep any other sons they had #and that as soon as her body had recovered they would try for a daughter #so naviidi's oldest sister is close enough in age to him to be “irish twins”#and his oldest sister and mother both despised him for being born first and a male #but he was always his father's favourite and his father made sure he knew how much he loved him #when the party ran into the woman from the society of brilliance he was staunchly against kidnapping an egg for it to be raised #by members of another race #but he and lae'zel went poking around the hatchery out of curiosity #and when he spoke to the varsh he could feel the same desperation his own father had when he was born #and it moved him enough to persuade the varsh to let him take the egg to save it and find a new creche for it to hatch in #i'm not sure what i want to happen with him and the egg post-game #but he's still pissed at the society for trying to kidnap the egg to use to push (what he sees as) their own propaganda #so he doesn't give it to them #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 screenies #drow tav #bg3 oc #bg3 tav #crèche y'llek #naviidi tag #jonathan rambles

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polysyndetonaddictsupportgroup · 2 years

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oh my god i'm so in love with all the fic ideas you talked about, but especially the last two with the castles kidnapping matt in like a friendly and well-meaning way. it's so funny to me and also the dynamic here would be absolutely excellent. never realised i needed a pro-crime hyper-competent maria castle in my life but apparently i do???

the dynamic in those, but especially the christmas one, is fucking hilarious. i love it so much. i'd write it tomorrow if i had the time

like the castles are treating this like one of those times where you pick up a puppy out of a cardboard box in a kmart parking lot and like, it's a little scrawny and underfed and feral and yeah, it probably would have been smarter to pick one out of the shelter where at least you know they've been checked out and have their shots and everything, but you know, the kids wanted one so bad and it's christmas, and it's cold and the poor thing's probably going to freeze to death in the cardboard box, so you bring it home, and suddenly it's in these new and unfamiliar surroundings and it keeps trying to skitter out the front door every time it opens, so maybe you have to keep it in a back room or tied up for a while and you hand feed it treats until it stops trying to run away and like, you know eventually the puppy's going to warm up to you as long as you treat it right and when that happens you'll have a happy new member of the family that you can probably shove felt reindeer antlers on for the family christmas card

meanwhile matt's treating this like a fucking kidnapping

#it's so funny to me #like matt is somehow in the minority in thinking kidnapping an adult man is a big deal #normally he'd be able to hurl is body out a third story window and fuck off #but devastantly frank is one of the few people on the planet that can go toe to toe with him on a good day #and he keeps dragging matt off the windowsills and acting like matt's being ridiculous for trying to escape his own kidnapping #also he could try to just fuckin. kick flip frank #but it's so much harder to do that to maria and the kids #and it's SO AWKWARD to get into a physical confrontation with the dad of the kids whose lives you saved and who idolize you now #like merry christmas kids i need to punch your dad #maybe the real kidnapping was the societal conventions we found along the way #also matt's not super at one hundred percent on account of he took on the CIA in a t-shirt and sweatpants and like he WON but it's not GOOD #matt spends this entire time like 'please stop trying to teach me about the magic of christmas time'#'i need you to start treating this hostage situation seriously this is a federal crime you are committing a FEDERAL CRIME'#and maria's engaging in mild gaslighting like 'that's a bit dramatic dear here have a sugar cookie'#matt: 'i don't want a sugar cookie i want you to UNLOCK THE HANDCUFFS'#see the thing is that i'm absolutely convinced teh castles are absolutely fucking insane all of them #like we know frank is not above zip tying a child to the bed and kidnapping her for her own safety #maybe they're just all like that #the moral of the story is that this nice young man helped them and is living a horrible fucking existence so there's no reason why #they can't forcefully adopt him and make him take his medication and recover in their nice guest bedroom instead of a fucking boiler room #like this is 60% physical force and 40% a guilt trip keeping him captive

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rottengurlz · 10 months

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“See if we still fit.”

#I’m not kidding when I say I’ll never recover from this book #I will never recover from their love #I will never recover from Waylon loving will so much he pushed him away because he thought he didn’t deserve him #because he was scared for him and what his feeling meant #and the only way he live through each day without him was by repeating ‘it’s for the best’ while he was curled into a ball crying #I will never recover from Waylon humming wills favorite song when he nearly ended his life #I will never recover from will always trying to protect Waylon anyway he could #when waylon came to school with a broken arm will begged him to tell him who did #Waylon lied and said it was his neighbor giving him a hard time so will crushed his nose #he believed Waylon because he loved him so so much #he would feed Waylon treats because he knew he never ate enough #he would remember things Waylon’s own dad couldn’t be bothered to try to care about #they loved each other so much but they were never allowed to be in love #when there’s a will

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lesbian-jack-barnabas · 1 year

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every time a person compares a real human with agoraphobia to Sheila from shameless I headcanon another character with it

#i haven’t been fighting for the last 6 years for this be so fr #agoraphobia #one time i saw a video of someone talking about their agoraphobia recovery and all the comments were people tagging their friends and sayin #“OMG SHEILA??”#biggest ick i have ever felt #anyways #warren developed it as a side effect of hypersleep #arthur lester absolutely has it #literally all avatars of the buried. and some of the vast too #mike crew. absolutely. but my guy embraces his own fear #might get flamed for this one but.#peter nureyev #it was really bad after he left brahma but he’s recovered a lot since then #i could go on but i won’t

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