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sneebl · 6 months

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i think i'm actually the farthest from normal about the hermitcraft charity stream like. it's something about seeing grian and jimmy bicker like children and the pearl and grian hug and just everyone being together physically. as someone who has online friends that id sell my left leg to meet irl it makes me emotional to see them together, and knowing that sometime in my life i will have the same types of moments that the hermits shared on stream makes me so happy i can't explain

#i love the hermits #hermitcraft #hermitblr #trafficblr #also IN MY LIFETIME grian and scar will get to meet up #and with that thought i'm going to burst into tears #i have thoughts #i'm rambling forgive me #jai liveblogs

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scoutpologist · 11 months

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[ID: A screenshot from Fayde of Disco Elysium dialogue, reading:

You - "Have you ever wanted to change your name, Kim?"

Kim Kitsuragi - "Change? No, not exactly. But I think all of us at some point imagine what our lives might have been had we been something else."

Kim Kitsuragi - "And then we feel trapped by the names we've been given, as symbols of the intentions and expectations of others..." He pulls a long, pensive drag.

Kim Kitsuragi - "Even if I were to change my name now, upon hearing any syllable that sounds like *kim* in the street, I'd turn to see who was calling me." End ID.]

i'm going to be thinking about this for the rest of my life i think

#op #disco elysium #kim kitsuragi #that last line is one of my favorite DE quotes i'm going to burst into tears #for very different reasons than why kim says it but this is something that could have come directly from my own thoughts

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nametakensff · 7 months

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Have you guys ever been so disgusted by family snz that you actually start crying

#i don't think my sister thought i was in my room with my headphones off so she didn’t bother being quiet and it made me feel sick #headphones on straight away immediately burst into tears #obviously being autistic and extremely sensitive to sound doesn't help but :///#only con to living with her #i get so pissed off because she doesn't drink enough water all day and then has gross reactions by the evening at which point she's home #it's actually vile #and the worst part is she gets actively offended if i look even a little disgusted which i cannot help #we're about to share a hotel room for 4 nights so i am going to beg her to drink water and take antihistamines #anyway. i'm sure it'll be fine but had to type this out because i'm still actively in a state of physical repulsion #i've blocked someone on here before over telling me to not be mean about my sister but honestly fuck you let me vent #nttalks

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mishy-mashy · 1 year

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Subaru got transported with modern-age knowledge that no one understands, like when he expected a cute magical summoning girl, Excalibur, a harem, general tropes, and Mario

But, imagine speaking like this THE WHOLE TIME, UNIRONICALLY

"Mood."

"☆Nothing in life matters!☆"

"I would have two nickels."

"Look. I enjoy getting dicked down as much as the next person-"

"YEET!!!!"

"Who are you wearing today?"

"Well, I've seen seven murders, and all of them were today."

"Well, boys. Looks like we've yeeed our last haw."

Doesn't even have to be phrases like that, it can literally just be references to stuff they cannot comprehend

*in tears and in need of tools* "I really need a Home Depot right now..."

"CATBOY, I CHOOSE YOU!!!"

"Ride 'em, cowboy!" *gets berated over somehow insulting a demi-human group*

"Julius, where is the bank? ... No, not a riverbank. A bank. For money. ... What do you mean, you don't know what that is?"

It doesn't even have to be Subaru, just anyone who happened to be transported in Subaru's place (or with him, depends on your fic/fantasy/idea)

It's just chaos, and

*concerned, confused noises from everyone*

No one understands what's being said, but they kinda grasp the feeling of it. Andthey'retooafraidtoaskanywayso-

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cranberrymoons · 3 months

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#currently on the worst road trip of my whole entire life! well. i don't want to jinx it lmao but #today i popped TWO TIRES at once in the middle of the Katy Freeway in Houston TX (the widest highway in the US; 26 lanes btw)#managed to make it over to the shoulder without DYING but then had to sit there for like an hour? and panic called a tow truck because duh #I know how to change a tire but I was – again – sitting on the shoulder of the widest freeway on the continent so #anyway I called a tow; a guy showed up. I assumed it was the tow! turned out it was not. but he helped me put on the spare and then was lik #“follow me to my shop I can do the tires for you” and I was like okay! 👍 but then the ACTUAL tow called me and I realized this was #just a random guy (very nice up to that point but then I got scared about following him to a secondary location?) and so I didn't lmao #I just kept driving and didn't follow him but the guy on the phone was then mad at me because I wasn't where I said I would be because #AGAIN – I thought the original guy WAS the tow company that I called? but anyway guy 2 on the phone was like “YOU OWE ME $200!!!!”#and I said for what? also how would I pay you? and he tried to get me to cash app him lmao?? I didn't. I hung up on him #he called me like 6 more times yelling at me until I finally just blocked his number 💀#however NOW at this point I'm driving on one spare tire and one rapidly-flattening second tire and I still have 3 hours left to get where #I was going for the night and to top it all off I'm in the middle of a city I've only been to one time before? so I manage to get to a hote #like a nice-ish one where I'm like “okay if I get stuck here this won't be the end of the world”#because keep in mind today is a national holiday so basically everything is closed!!!! btw!!!!!#but eventually I'm sitting there and it's literally 100F outside and I remember oh right lol I have car insurance which pays for a tow #(a normal one; not a random one I panic-found on google who calls me screaming at me to cash app him $200)#so anyway I call my insurance and the guy on the phone is very nice and is like “it's okay; we'll have someone to you in 45 min”#and I'm like okay. OKAY. 🙌💪 I am a strong independent woman who is figuring this out and no longer on the side of the highway #but instead in a nice calm neighborhood and all I have to do is wait 45 min and everything will be okay #one hour goes by. I call back. get redirected to the tow company that was dispatched. guy says oh! is my guy not there yet?#I say no. he says okay – I'll have him call you. hangs up.#okay. 20 more min go by. guy finally calls me. says “I'm 20-25 min away” at this point I've been waiting about an hour and a half #I say. okay? okay. 30 more minutes go by. I try to call the guy back. straight to voicemail. three more calls. three more no answers.#I call my insurance back. sit on hold for 15 min. eventually get put through to a different person who's like “okay let me check on him”#get put on hold. eventually she comes back and says “okay he says 15 minutes” I've been waiting over 2 hours at this point. I have to PEE #I just... burst into tears. on the phone with this poor random woman from Geico Insurance. I'm bawling my eyes out.#she was trying to get claim info from me but I'm crying so hard she's like “oh baby no. okay. okay. we can get that from you tomorrow.”#when you cry so hard that even the insurance company is like “you know what we're just going to let this one slide”#anyway guy eventually shows up. he's very nice even though I hate him a little for being so late. he drives me to an OPEN TIRE SHOP

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windor-truffle · 2 months

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HAVE YOU SEEN THIS MAN

IF FOUND CONTACT DOLPHIN IMMEDIATELY

#dolphin noises #I LOST MY ASBEL KEYCHAIN 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i probably would have burst into tears immediately if I didnt have company over when I noticed 😭😭😭😭😭#I knew this was possible but thought I would catch it bc A. The keychain is very well made and nothing suggested it would just break #B. Half of the time I'm walking I'm holding it anyway for Good Texture and Fidget Purposes #and C. I only go like 2 places so I thought I could find him easily #but nooo he had to pick today to escape right after a long shift when my sisters car was having trouble #so we went to 3 different car places and then walked a mile back home he could be anywhere 😭😭😭#if I'm lucky he's in the car we'll eventually get back if I'm really lucky hes at work I'm going to tomorrow #If I'm not lucky he's somewhere on the road. his texture is gonna be ruined if I ever find him 😭#I would have walked the whole way back to look for him if again it werent for having company over 😭#If I cant find him in a week I'm buying another he brought me so much joy just to have around 💔

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gillianthecat · 6 months

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My cat was missing for a day and a half and wouldn't come when called and I was so worried he'd gone off somewhere to die (he's 18 and I just found out last week he's at serious risk of a heart attack) and he just showed up mewing at my neighbor's door in the rain.

I am so tremendously relieved. I was really preparing myself for the idea I would never see him again and would never really know what happened. He ate a bit and is now purring next to me and demanding head scratches.

#i scooped him up out of the rain and burst into tears #i was feeling so guilty #because I should have caught this heart thing earlier but I wasn't up to date on vet visits #and I'm going out of town tomorrow and didn't know what I'd do if he was still missing #thank you baby for coming home #cats #big fat tuxedo cat #who is probably a bit underweight now but that's his name on here #don't know why he meows at my neighbors doors #the pet him and talk to him but as far as i know they never let him in #he used to go off on multiday adventures fairly regularly #but hasn't in years #mostly he stays on the patio where he's easy to find and doesn't go down the stairs #I heard meowing and jumped up and RAN to the door #i have thought I'd heard him earlier this morning but he was nowhere in sight when I opened the door #it may have been the garage trucks creaking

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plushri · 6 months

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I want to move somewhere more than an hour away from my birth town, but I also phone my mum in tears anytime I have a problem and she drives to help me so those two facts of my life are not compatible

#she comes and gets me when I'm sick too so she can look after me #she is currently on her way to help me because my kitten split wax on the floor walls and herself and immediately burst into tears about it #🥲#happy mother's day #like for my docorate I was planning on going somewhere 4 hours away #but I also want to go to Edinburgh #but that's 6 hours away and as soon as I thought about that I was like 😭 what if I need my mum #I can't edit the tag because I'm on mobile but the place I'm planning to go is actually only 2 hours away and my current uni is 1 and half #so not that much difference!!#mine

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peeledstrawberry · 7 months

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Instructions incredibly clear, valuing the humanities has reminded me why things must be created and now I've cycled back to STEM, but in a distinctly punk and lovely way.

If anyone needs me, I will be pressing my face to the windows of the engineering building until they let me make a custom heart shaped grappling hook and then figuring out how to code by individually looking up every line of code until something clicks

#seyaposting #girl help #the horrors #the horrors are having to make my UI look nice without bursting into tears #setting up most windows things will genuinely drive me to tears #being punk requires more coding than I thought #but I gotta #fr tho I'm totally going to micro center to make a heart or butterfly grappling hook #idk what I'll do with it but it'll be sick if it works #AND if I can make it chrome or pink

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mxgyver · 1 year

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#I swear if (1) more person asks me how recovery is going or how i am #i will literally fucking lose it oh my god #i have literally burst into tears so many times this week and last because the thought of going back to work?#especially to a job I don't like any more??? and one with a toxic environment???#and a commute that is finally starting to take a toll on me??#is literally making me so anxious and driving me absolutely insane #there's only so much i can handle and i think i've finally hit my breaking point #i finally cleaned up my resume & have applied to three different jobs so far #and applied to school & just waiting for the actual program application period to begin #god i fucking hope i get in i'm so done with being a fucking lvn since there's like no opportunities to do other things #i'm just so... tired and emotional #i need to be held #literally cried while typing this 🤪#sierra speaks #tbd

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littlecornerinbrooklyn · 2 years

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Jimin saying that Indigo made him want to ride his bike so we should listen to indigo and bike to our favorite coffee shop and then listen to Face once there for a perfect day 😭😭😭

No one makes my heart soft quite like Jimin. The Vogue interview is just once again making me so aware of the dangers of perfectionism, growing from hardship instead of getting stuck in the past, and he also is an incredible performer and exudes joy for dance in this way that makes me want to cryyyy idk idk idk. Anyway, Park Jimin.

#off to go listen to indigo for the umpteenth time #Still Life is fucking GROOVY #i one day will be able to be more coherent around my thoughts re: Jimin's ability to make me feel like I'm about to burst into tears #like at ALL TIMES #idk the way he talks about overcoming his ~struggles is so reminiscent of my ED recovery and there's just...yeah #there's something there about how he's so open about wanting praise and asking for compliments that's like genuinely so lovely #like it sounds trite to be like ~what bts taught me~ but their dynamics really revealed a lot of things I'm afraid to ask for from my frien #ds and seeing them give each other unabashed praise/love/attention really DOES IT FOR ME #anyway #park jimin #chimchim

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deepwoundsandfadedscars · 2 years

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#me: fuck all is happening at work and i have zero interest in finding myself something to do so i'm going home and cleaning it #*sits down and does fuck all for the next six hours*#i am probably the one who is most displeased about this and I'm the one that did it #or didn't do it for that matter #i'm so annyoed at mysefl rn #had a small fight with my mom cause she implied that our business was going to fall apart now that my ex is gone #(Which i don't remember if I said that here yet??? last friday was my ex's last day so i don't have to work with him anymore 🎉)#and i just fucking broke down cause she essentially said everything i feared she would that stopped me from speaking up earlier #i immediately burst into tears which instantly changed her tone #and she did apologize for being insensitive #but still like fuck dude. those are your thoughts and you didn't see a problem with voicing them ????#there's been so many little things said to me that just make me want to tear my hair out #like my ex made this big fancy cake and brought it out for the last lunch he was at the farm for #and my grandma was chowing down on her piece and just leaned over and slighly commented 'i'm sure going to miss having him around'#and i wanted to fucking scream #I am the LAST person you should consider saying that to #i'm gonna rage bro #kee speaks #i'm glad i don't have to see his dumb face anymore but i just know i'm going to keep hearing his name for way too fucking long #i hate it

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reinemichele · 1 month

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Like gathering stardust in a decaying world, I'll compose this song until I scatter to dust. Even beautiful flowers in full bloom Will turn to grains of sand in the passage of time, Silently trickling into their final resting place: The glittering starry sky filling the silver hourglass. Surrendering myself to suffering, With unwavering faith in the cycle of death and rebirth I'll wear a smile as I go... Because "I have lived."

[With disgust conflicting with heartbreak] Isn't that stupid? Isn't that so stupid...?

Actually I realized I can post this and not worry about proprietary so much

Does that, um, convey...

#video #erin talks #sanhora #erin's music rec tag #I don't even know how to organize my thoughts here 😭#k first of all: yeah the musicians are wearing cat ears don't worry about it #second of all: this arrangement is so unbelievably beautiful I love the brass aditions #Yuuka's singing is amazing . her vibrato makes me want to burst into tears bc it really seems like her character's voice is wavering #including the husband / childhood bully on stage was fucking brutal; the pain in her voice...#the carriage... the carriage.... the carriage...........#third of all: this is also my bestie's fav thanatos track so when we first listened to shokumotsu & the melody/line from here was in it #we were like WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! and then we got a PERFORMANCE and we were like WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!#obviously happy about it! but like also revo get the fuck back here we're going to krill you #fourth of all I adjusted the translation a little bit #the streamlined translation works for laurants bc we all Know and Recognize keywords but #for anyone without context I think it's better to go with cycle of death/rebirth than just reincarnation #it's not the vague concept of reincarnation it's *reloaded voice* emit siht retteb eb dluoc efil hsiw I #okay I think that's it <333 #oh I also cut out the opening narration bc it looked a bit silly #after 13 yrs I'm willing to try appealing to non-laurants

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lardedallwithsweetflowers · 2 months

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"As fate would have it, Cusack had fallen in love with a tall, laconic actor called Jeremy Irons, who was starring in Godspell just down the road. It was a case of opposites attracting. 'He was so elegant and refined,' she recalls. ('She was so Irish and wild and seemed to embody everything I wasn't,' he said.)

[...] Sam was born less than 10 months after Cusack's mother died of heart disease in 1977 ('I think he was conceived the night before she died. I like the thought of their two souls mingling'). 'The combination of all those emotions was just too much to deal with,' she says quietly. She recognises now that, for at least six months, she suffered from severe post-natal depression, undiagnosed at the time. Her work and her husband got her through — 'Jeremy has always been my greatest support'".

Sunday Independent, 30 July 2006

#they are not real #their story is the plot of a movie or a play or I don't know what but they are certainly not real people #'I think he was conceived the night before she died' oh why do you hate me so sinead cusack #tears are literally streaming down my face as I type this #like #her call my bluff clips from 1977 were uploaded on youtube a week ago #you cannot force me to watch that little bubble of joy #and then remind me of all the suffering and pain she would go through in less than a year's time please lord I am not strong enough #my baby girl #and JER #he was on the radio in may going on about waterland and what a hard shoot that was #because she had to ugly cry in front of him during a scene and he. could. not. stand. her. pain.#he just BURST INTO TEARS EACH TIME and had to call everything off #JUST IMAGINE THE THOUGHTS IN HIS LITTLE HEAD #ooooooooh he knows sooooooo much #I know no one's reading this but I had to free my soul from the angst and what better way to do it than pouring it all onto tumblr.com #'I like the thought of their souls mingling' and of course jeremy said something very similar about max and his dad #opposites and yet the same person you know what I mean??????#yes I'm totally normal about a pair of 75-year-old luvvie actors who spent their best years cheating on each other #these people will be my ruin

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cotton-candy-space · 8 months

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January 2024 comletely slips my mind, shit was just... health anxiety times 10 amplified by 100 because I gotta face something pretty scary soon (dental stuff... my personal hell) buuuuuuuuuuuuut I petted a cute dog yesterday for the first time in like... 11 years. That was awesome and worth every bit of pain I've felt while being outside.

#literally this small thing keeps me going #it brings me unbridled intense extreme JOY #like nothing else #I was almost bursting into tears right on the spot when the dog sniffed my hand yesterday #and then I could even PET the dog #I PET A DOG #it's huge for me because I love animals just so much but being isolated 24/7 and stuck at home I never see any #that was literally on my bucket list #pet an animal before I die #I did it #and now I'm crying about it because it made me genuinely happy #I thought I couldn't feel happiness anymore

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earthytzipi · 10 months

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I think I'm approaching autistic burnout

#actually autistic #i mean i just burst into tears at the thought of going to have a conversation #and I'm just so exhausted and simultaneously having a hard time sleeping #my sensory tolerance is really low

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