I NEED YOUR PETER CHARACTER ESSAY ANALYSIS ASAP.
my peter pettigrew exists mostly in terms of gender transgression 🐀. i feel that the specific kind of envy he holds for james — the mingled love & admiration, the longing, the wistful psychosexualism of it— it’s the kind of jealousy that young girls feel towards other girls.
peter is more complex in his longing than someone like severus! he’s more cynical about it! because peter doesn’t even necessarily want to BE james anymore, he’s known for a very long time that it’s impossible, all he wants is to subsume him. it’s like— 19th century sapphic vampire romance levels of psychosexual. Carmilla levels.
because the tragedy of it is that he loves james! not even romantically: peter KNOWS him, better and longer than anyone else. and the insane duality of that love is slowly driving him mad.
peter might be the most romantic character in canon to me. he’s the only marauder that knows they’re all doomed! he gave up the idea he could ever be normal about james a long time ago, but he also can’t not be around him, because he loves him. so he’s resigned to giving his entire life away - just wants to be near him, let it consume him, let it ruin them both! let them burn up with it!
it’s shakespearean in the scope of it. it’s the slow horror of this psychosexual envy overtaking him, extinguishing all that he cares about. not wanting to hurt someone and being unable to let them go.
and i think he’s pretty. these are thin actors and my peter is fat but i picture his facial structure all mousy & angelic like these two:
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How wonderful it is to be a curious person in a world full of interesting and 100% harmless things to study...
Ugh, I forgot there are also people in this world.
Unfathomably ugly blind taukai people with magic healing powers, apparently. Sometimes even the reclusive mechinator in the desert is too stunned by your face to do anything but agree to your requests.
Arwell is about to get a magic healer. Lucky them!
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i'm watching the twewy anime, and i'm about to finish week 2, but either the anime is trying to show neku having more physical contact with his partner as a way of showing how he's expanding his world and letting people in via literally reaching out to them (and in turn how much trust joshua is placing in neku via having him act as his proxy, even if he keeps on making neku distrust him on purpose to push him away) *or* these bitches are just gay
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id: a digital drawing of a blue engineer and walenty-an original character. walenty is pale, has long, black hair with horns, a tail and claws. he's wearing square glasses, fingerless gloves, a green, floral shirt over a black tank top and black shorts and shoes. kit is holding a fishing rod in kits right hand. engineer is wearing his hardhat and goggles, a blue shirt, dark blue overalls and brown boots. he also has a fishing rod swung over his shoulder. he and walenty are walking next to eachother, with walenty on the left and engie on the right. the background shows a pine forest. end id
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