#anyone else have tjis when they like something or is that just me

[odd-critter]

im running around in circlIM NORMAL IM NORMAL IM INSAN sorry oIM NORMALLLL sorry WHEEEEEEEEEEEE HEHE YAY LALA LAA ^_^ im normal its okay. its okay im calm im fine YAAAYYYY ahhhhhh please stick your fingers through the bars of my enclosure i wont bite AHHHHHHHHHH O_O :-)))) :-] WHOOOOO sorry TYES EYES YE S YES YES YES YES YES fuck I LOVE THWEM I LOVE THEM..... sorry YAAAAAAYYYYYY

[be-good-to-bugs]

DONT stay up for 21 hours its a horrible idea

[29121996]

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[dystopyx-blog]

Bro I think so hard about being in TWST without meds but specifically with Floyd. The way he just, doesn't care. You're tired? Awww how sad, he wants to play with his favorite shrimpy. You think he doesn't care at all until you hurt yourself and suddenly he's shackled to your side.

I just got like brain blasted by the SH post due to my own spiraling and like tjis idea alone has given me so much comfort

bro Floyd comfort…. I mean he is literally a comfort character for me, if it isn’t obvious lol. I’m really really glad I could give you some comfort! Genuinely, that gives ME comfort. Especially since my yandere twst posts are also meant to give me comfort, so the fact they do the same for others warms my heart.

It’s so surprising the first time Floyd comforts you. He approaches you, going “hey hey hey, what’s the matter with shrimpy? :(“ and you try to tell him it’s nothing. “Ain’t nothin’ if it got shrimpy sad. Tell me what’s wrong.” And to your surprise he sits and listens. And he’s a good listener, at least for you in that specific moment. He doesn’t interrupt, he doesn’t make fun of you, he sits there and hums to let you know he’s listening. You find yourself spilling everything to him, it’s surprisingly easy to. Maybe you shouldn’t have, maybe he’ll just use it all against you in the future, who fucking cares, this is what you need right now. For a second you wonder if this is actually Jade using Shock the Heart on you somehow. But no, it’s Floyd. A seemingly very out of character Floyd? After pouring your heart out to him, he hits you with a sympathetic stare. “Damn, shrimpy,” he says, “that really sucks…”

Then he gets up and you assume, that’s it, he’s gonna leave me here now. But he offers you a hand and a grin. “C’mon Shrimpy, I’m gonna cheer you up.” ‘And he will try his damndest to do just that, taking you all over campus to find something to lift your spirits. But really, the very process of hanging out with him and watching him try to find something to do with you is enough to have you smiling. You end up in the Mostro Lounge, Floyd promising to get ya whatever you want. Unfortunately, Jade is the one to take your order, which means, of course, you’re subject to his needling. But then Floyd shoos him away. And later, when Azul himself appears at your table, hoping to get his suckers on useful information, Floyd glares at him and tells him to leave you alone. “Great Seven, why can’t anyone just leave us alone? Cant they see I’m tryna spend time with my shrimpy?” And maybe you don’t realize it at the time, still so caught off guard from what seemed to be a total flip in personality, but he meant it when he called you his shrimpy. If you were anyone else, he wouldn’t have given a fuck, it’s only because you were you that Floyd was at all invested in your feelings. Cuz everything about his shrimpy is interesting and entertaining. That’s why they’re his. You notice Floyd hangs out with you a lot more after that, stuck to your side like glue. He’s awful for ADD considering his sudden swings in mood. You get distracted, but it’s even worse with him because once he’s in the mood to do something he just does it. So you’ll be trying to focus on work, and he’ll be there because he’s basically always with you at this point, and he suddenly decides you two have to go do this random thing right now. It’s the same when you’re in depressions, too, he’ll drag you along. It’s surprisingly helpful, though. It’s hard to be bored with Floyd, which makes sense considering how much he hates being bored. So even without your antidepressants… well, at least you have Floyd Leech??

[rose-riot-johnson]

Sorry if this is too soon, but I wanted to ask for another Sajin x Reader story. This time about a male reader and Sajin having a crush on each other if possible. Again, sorry if it's too soon.

I had to think for sec...🤔 While I have written about Female Reader, Any Gender Reader (any and/or all genders), They/Them Reader, and Gender Neutral (with your previous request)... While I haven't done character x male reader fanfics before, so it's not usual to write about character x male reader, however since you're very polite and nice about it (which most requests and/or asks are usually polite and nice, anyways😁👍), I figured I might, so tjis fanfic will involve a male reader for the first time ever, while Sajin Komamura will be the first character involed in a character x male reader fanfic😃👍

🍡🌸Two Soul Reapers Who Have Mutual Crushes On Eachother🌸🍡(Sajin Komamura x Male Reader)

Genres: Mutual Confession and Comfort

Both you and Sajin were childhood friends for a long time. Both you and Sajin did everything together, even became soul reapers of squad 7 in the Gotei 13. Sajin became Captian of squad 7, while you became one of his subordinates of squad 7, so he's your captain.

The thing is Sajin feel in love with you, a couple years after you started to be friends with him during your childhood with him, however he's timid about confessing to you about the fact he has a crush on you, because of fear that you won't be his friend anymore, if you were to find out. You on the other hand, have a crush on him, maybe a couple months after he had a crush on you. Your sexual orientation has something to do with your crush on Sajin, while you felt like the other people have too many standards that are impossible to complete. The issue with you were shy to tell him, because despite of Sajin not having much for standards, you're unsure how Sajin will feel about you after he finds out your sexual orientation. The only difference is between you and Sajin is, you know you are willing to try to come up with a plan to confess.

One day you caught up to Sajin, as you then, invited him on a picnic, and you would like to talk to him about something, which unbeknownst to Sajin, you are planning on confessing to him about your sexual orientation and your crush on him. Ofcourse Sajin accepted your invite, as he smiled. You're his childhood friend and his favorite subordinate.

When both you and Sajin went in an area, underneath the most beautiful cherry blossom tree, both you and Sajin had ever seen. As both you and Sajin were eating your food, he then asked, "So, (Male Reader Name)... What is it that you need to talk to me about?", then he continued, "It's not like you to invite anyone on a picnic and usually when you invite me it doesn't involve a picnic nor a talk that seems to be serious... Anyways, (Male Reader Name) you can tell me anything you need to...". You then replied, "Well, Sajin... Since we're childhood friends, you seem like you're not yourself, and I figured there are things I have never told anyone about before, so... How do you feel, if I was (gay/bi/pan)?". Sajin was surprised to hear this as he smiled and said, "Well, (Male Reader Name)... I'm happy you told me about, since I'm proud of you and I accept you for who you are. Anything else you need need to tell me?".

You froze for a minute, however since Sajin accepted you for your sexual orientation, you knew you had another confession that you need to tell, Sajin... And you need to tell him right now. Sajin, then out of encouragement, said to you, "It's okay, (Male Reader Name)... No need to be afraid... You can tell me, anything you need to talk about... No one else is here... The only one's here are you and I..." You then nervously replied, "Well, Sajin... I'm not sure, if you feel the same way about me... If you don't feel the same way, I will be okay and we still can be friends... Um... It just that... For a long time I really have been in love with you... You're the only one who accepted for who I am... There's so much about you that I love, so much about you, even if you are animal like... Tough you're animal like in a cute way...", as you then winked and smiled at him.

Sajin was more surprised to hear this from you, as he never thought he would hear any part of your confession for him about your crush on him. He truly felt relieved, as he proceeded to hug you tightly, as he then said, "Thank you for telling me this, (Male Reader Name)... I can finally be at peace, as you made me feel, so relieved... You see... I was afraid to tell you this for a long time, because of my fears for our friendship... Thanks to you, I might as well tell you my confession... I've been in love with you for, such a long time, as well... You're always there when I needed you... You always protect me, when I'm attacked or bullied or even judged, especially for my appearance... You even helped me up, whenever I'm down... It's like there's a reason or many reasons why you're in my life and I'm in yours... I love you, (Male Reader Name).". You blushed as you then replied, "Aaaaawwwww... Thanks Sajin... I love you too, my captain.".

Eversince then, both you and Sajin have been a relationship together. It was like you couldn't get enough of Sajin and he couldn't get enough of you. And quite often since then, both you and Sajin have been going on plenty of picnic dates underneath that same cherry blossom tree where the both of you confessed on having crushes on eachother.

🌸🍡The End🍡🌸

Okay my Tumblr Peeps😃👍I hope you enjoyed this fanfic about Sajin Komamura x Male Reader😃👍 Anyways I hope you enjoyed this particular Sajin fanfic also @writers-requiem 😁👍 I really worked on it the best I could think of😃👍And i hope you had fun reading this, as much as I had fun writing it, and I hope this fanfic makes you day and/or night🌸🍡😁👍

[equizona]

hellooo, i really like how you write! anyways, can i request a scenario(or headcanons if you can't, wherever you're comfortable) to mammon yelling "i'm your first!" at rad and the students misunderstood. then he realized and started clearing it up but the students are too busy chatting about what happened. i think that would be funny lmao

— MISUNDERSTANDING

— STARRING: Mammon (Obey Me!)

— I was nearly finished with this and then it got deleted and I got really frustrated so I didn't come back for like five years so this took some time. I hate when my work gets deleted. I don't spend time and effort on things for Tumblr to fuck me over and destroy my work. :(

— Also I have no idea how to feel about the orange. Kinda missing pink ngl why did I do tjis anyway because I got frustrated it's bad

Mammon was happy that his family were all getting along better now, but that didn't really get rid of the burning jealousy that settled in his chest every time one of his brothers pulled you away from him.

It wasn't like this was how he wanted to be. The greedy desperation for your attention was etched into the very core of his being, a grasp he could never escape. Screaming at him to pull you away and never let anyone else see you.

Especially not after everything.

Maybe it was the fact that he was your first friend down here, and you were his first true friend. He wasn't lonely, and he got along with a bunch of people but never had he felt the way he did with them.

He was also their first pact, not only with his brothers but everyone else. He was the one who was supposed to be your protector, the one to make sure you were okay, that was his job. And it had been just the both of you for a while, but then everyone else came and demanded your attention constantly.

He barely got any of your attention, since you were forced to divide it between so many different people. Of course, he knew that didn't mean you didn't care for him, but it was so hard for him whenever you were away. He craved your very being.

"Mammon, let go!! You can have them later, but I'll be busy so I can't!" Asmodeus whined, pulling at your arm while Mammon held the other hand so Asmodeus couldn't pull you away.

Mammon growled at Asmodeus. "No way! They're with me. If you want to spend time with them so badly, just cancel your plans for later!" Mammon gave another gentle tug on his humans arm to further show his statement.

They opened their mouth to say something, probably to make a compromise, but Asmodeus cut them off with a harsh tug. "You're so selfish! Besides, I'm sure that MC would much rather spend time with me over you."

Mammon growled. "No way! I'm their first, not you! Get lost, Asmo!"

The silence around them lasted for about five seconds before the demons around them started whispering loudly about his words. Mammon could feel the heat rush to his face. He wasn't their first in that sense!

Asmodeus gave him an unimpressed look. "We've warned you that someone will misunderstand you, haven't we? Have fun explaining to Lucifer why these rumors are running around."

Mammon growled at Asmodeus, again. Why was he being such an asshole today? Mammon could feel the stares, and he noticed that you looked slightly uncomfortable.

Mammon turned around. "Oi, stop whispering! I didn't mean it like that, I meant it by being their first demon!"

That didn't make anything better, since they just started whispering even more, some just looking between him and you in surprise.

Mammon could hear Asmodeus snickering as the strawberry blonde demon pulled you away as Mammon tried to tell the demons off. Not that he was successful, everyone was too busy spreading the news to listen to him.

Mammon cringed, already imagining the scolding he would get from his older brother for making such a rumor spread around.

'Great.'

[eternalscribbles]

(For anyone wjo knows me, I will not be using j for tjis post for tje ease of readers from tjis point.)

Introduction:

With the new development of Ghostboo, I've coke to a new conclusion on ghosts. Have other people had this conclusion yet? I have no damn clue. Do I care? Absolutely not! So here's me new theory on the variable that dictates a ghosts behaviour in the Dream SMP.

One of the theories I heard and previously subscribed to fully on a ghost's behaviour was that they acted in a state as to which they died in. Wilbur died happy; his ghost was in a state of almost consistent happiness. Schlatt died drunk; he acts delirious and drunk in his post-mortem.

However, these recent streams have broken that cycle with the introduction Ghostboo, a relieved ghost with a memory presumably better than Ranboo's who has stated that he, in life, feared death. That and the fact that his death was also weighed on with the kidnapping of his precious adopted son Micheal. Therefore, he died in anything but peace and relief.

So it's 1AM and I'm stewing in my thoughts, thinking what does dictate a ghost and if there was even a pattern at all, or if it was just something ra dom up to the content creator who died. But then I got an idea.

The Idea (+ evidence):

What if ghost's personalities and such were based off of what could be considered them at their happiest?

Limbo is a place considered to be terrible, taking people and putting them in places they quite frankly don't like or will grow to hate eventually. So what if ghost's got the opposite, being at their happiest for the person they were before they died? And this can be backed up kinda! Evidence may be kinda loose since it's not only 1AM but also that this is just some theorising.

Ghostbur is child-like, happy and innocent. When Wilbur died, he was happy, sure, but it was tainted by madness. He was literally asking his own father to stab him after blowing up what he once considered his pride and joy! So what I think is that the happiness is from a time when he was at his happiest: his childhood. When he was younger and more naive. It ameks sense, in my opinion, as Wilbur's insane happiness translating to pure child-like glee seems a bit odd.

Next, Glatt. He's undeniably drunk. Running a gym underground, he was once visited by Quackity and has stated that going outside has led to his skin flaking off, so presumably sunlight hurts him (unlike Ghostbur, who is affected by water). Schlatt, his alive counterpart, ran L'Manburg for quite some time, in which when we saw him at his happiest, it was usually fake and made for manipulation, or it's evil joy. He was also known to be an alcoholic. Now achohol can have many different effects on people mentally (physical affects stay relatively consistent from person to person, from what I know). When people drink, some become intensely lustful, angry, distraught, overjoyed, etc etc. And while he wasn't completely exactly the most happiest drunk at his time of death, I don't think it'd be all too far-fetched to say that his happiest moment ever was experienced while he was drunk. Therefore, Glatt is made as eternally drunk, reflecting Schlatt's happiest state.

And finally, the most recent addition to the ghosties: Ghostboo (or just Boo). As stated previously, Ghostboo is relieved in death with little to no troubles, has a presumably better memory than Ranboo, and notably hates his living counterpart, calling him an annoying crybaby. When talking with Hannah, Eryn, and Co. (Co. meaning that I forgot everyone else who was there). On the other hand, Ranboo is nervous and paranoid, has rather severe memory problems, and is often stressed, especially during his TOD (time of death). Considering the stresses that Ranboo faced in everyday life, what do you think would be considered his happiest? I say where he wasn't stressed, had an at least average memory so he didn't have to stress about it, and javing weighs lifted off his shoulders. I say either a time before Ranboo can even recall, or right when Ranboo joined the server as fresh meat, ample for traumatising (/j). And so, this is who Ghostboo is. They are relaxed and stressless, not worrying about at least what they presume to be their average memory. And with how much stress Ranboo dealt with alive, Ghostboo had a great weight lifted off his shoulders, letting him feel relieved. This is Ghostboo, forever, at his happiest. Before all the pain.

Now you might've noticed something, or should I say someone, who has been missing from this entire thing. Mexican Dream. Why, you may ask? Because he's a damn puzzle. He contradicts everything in both theories! Because he decides to up and come back SAD. At least in his skin, I guess. From what we have seen from Mexican Gream (Mexican Ghost Dream), he's still into... the same stuff he indulged in when he was alive. None of which I will mention directly. And he also really wanted to be revived on stream, practically begging Sapnap, from what I recall (ofc in regular MD fashion). While it is not particularly abnormal for a ghost to want to be revived I suppose, as it is something that Ghostbur asked for despite not wanting to die (oh you poor, naive child). One could loosely connect him to this theory by stating how outside of those moments of pleading, he was normal MD, just a little bit of a physically duller brand. And that he was always at his happiest, or that his happiest was at a time when he was just behind himself. But I don't know. It just doesn't feel right to me, but take that with a grain of salt.

In fact, take this entire theory will a grain of salt, because it's just a theory! A GAME-

No.

Conclusion:

With the sort of half exception of our favourite little outlier Mexican Gream, the three most likely main ghosts of the SMP mostly if not wholey follow the order of this little theory of mine. At least it isn't all that bad for the ghosts of the DSMP! Maybe minus Ghostbur and his current limbo predicament, and Glatt can't go outside while no one but Quackity knows of his existence pretty much, and Mexacan Gream is depressed and very dead, and we just know Ghostboo is in store for some crazy stuff considering the hints Ranboo is giving us that he'll do so much more then just make a few people cry.

Do you have to agree with this theory? No, that would be dumb. In fact, I'm actually kinda curiois on what other theories people have come up, ngl!

Welp, jave a good one!

[jkbabiey]

{JJK} Say it ⤇ 2

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3

Pairing:  fuckboy!jungkook x student!reader

Word Count: ~2.1 K

Genre: we’ll keep up with the flirty tension and let’s add a bit of an awkward tension to the mix... just for fun ; college!AU

Warnings: Jungkook seems to be less of a dick and Y/N gets shy, she’s still a sweetheart. 

4th of March, 2023

Another typical saturday night. 

It was about midnight and you were, as usual, covered in anatomy books and human body scrawled papersheets. As much as you loved anatomy, you had to admit that along with interesting, it was a really exausting subject. You were incredibly sleepy from all the studying you’d been doing from at least 3 PM and all you wanted was to go to sleep, but you refused to give in to your desires, deciding to stay up at least for another hour. 

Yes, you were aware that probably - and most-certainly - you were sounding like a nerdy self-sabotaging bitch BUT you had a reason. You had an anatomy exam next week and you were determined to get the highest grade possible, even if it cost you some hours of sleep. And why was the reason behind that? Well... you had been holding a grudge... Yeah... In you previous anatomy exam - in wich you were close to getting the highest grade in class - your asshole professor had insinnuated that you had cheated just because he had seen you turn back to pick your fallen pen and though you were looking at your seatmate’s exam. You were -oh, so ready to get the highest grade of the class in this exam and freacking rub it in that dubass’ face.

You grabbed a handful of the crispy bacon chips you were using as a motivation to keep up the good work, furiously munching on them and preparing yourself to start reading another chapter of your favorite anatomy book, Gray’s Anatomy.

Before you got to read the first word something got your attention. You had never been so happy to receive a text from an unknown number in your life. This had to be a sign telling you to just go to sleep, for sure. You grabbed your phone instantly, dropping the heavy book on top of your sprailed thighs, finally finding an almost proper excuse to get away from your never-ending studies.

[Unknown number, 00:10 AM] - Hey princess

You didn’t take you long to remember the annoying man that approached you at the bar three weeks ago, probably because of the exact same choice of words he used the night he tried to seduce you.

[Unknown number, 0:10 AM] - Remember me?

You would be lying if you said you haven’t thought about him these days. His appearance was too good to just disappear from your mind in three mere weeks. Everything, from the way he looked to the cocky and snarky comebacks he spat after hearing you neglecting him multiple times that night was, unfortunately, attractive to you.

[You, 00:14 AM] - No.

You lied. 

It didn't take a lot of time for another message to pop up on your phone's screen.

[Unknown number, 00:15 AM] -  Come on, I know you've been thinking about me

Prick...

[You, 00:15 AM] - Tell me your name, and maybe I'll remember who you are.

Deep inside you knew that this wasn't the real reason why you were asking him his name. The truth was that you wanted to know a name, so you could associate his face – which you haven’t been able to stop thinking about for the last 21 days and it was honestly driving you insane – to a name.

[Unknow number, 00:15 AM] - I didn’t tell you my name, it wouldn't help baby

And, unhappily he was able to turn your little game against its own creator. 

That cunning little shit...

[Unknow number, 00:16 AM] - But we both know I haven’t left your mind these days

You were, once again, left bewildered staring at his text. He was a cocky, selfish, jackass that was completely full of himself.

You threw your phone on your sofa and tried to calm down. It was impressive how quickly he was able to get you all riled up. He literally just had to say something, anything, and you would already be thinking of ways to kill him. You wouldn’t say it out loud, but after that night you had been waiting for a call or a text. For his call or for his text, and that was the major factor that was holding you from telling him to fuck off right away. But you couldn’t blame yourself for thinking about him. He was annoying, yes he was. But he was also extremely hot, and if you’re being honest, you missed getting laid. You didn’t even remember the last time someone made you feel good in that way and you were definitely craving it. A woman has needs and, unfortunately, he filled all of your physical demands in a man even though you were selective, very selective.

And even after considering how physically needy you were at the moment, you decided to act against yourself once again that night and left him without any answer. The guy had already proven himself to be such a dick and as sexually needy as you coud be, you would never let someone like that get to touch one single inch of your body. 

You weren’t that needy, anyways...

7th of March, 2023

It was Tuesday today. You hated Tuesdays. Today you would have to endure two straight hours in the lab. Your microbiology professor wasn't the best, and his monotone way of talking just made it all worse. Usually you would have pretty much use this two hours to discretely close your eyes and try to sleep. 

That would have happened if your crush hadn't asked to sit next to you. Right now, sleep was the last thing on your mind. You were fixed on the way Jimin lurked into the microscope's ocular. The way he pursed his plump lips whenever he didn't get the outcome he wanted or the way he looked at you and smiled softly from time to time. 

When class ended, Jimin got up from his seat and turned to you.

"Hey, do you want to come get coffee with me?" 

Your eyes widened and your lips instantly parted, shocked by his invitation. How come the hottest and sweetest guy in your class was asking you on a date?

"Yes, of course!" 

You cringed internally hearing how desperate that answer had probably sounded to him, but the smile on your face never faded. You threw your books and all the other stuff you could recognize as yours into your black leather bag and quickly walked beside him.

You bit your red velvet muffin cautiously, sipping on your black coffee right away. You were trying to look pretty in front of Jimin. He had been your crush since you started med school. He had catched you eye immediately. He wasn’t the type of guy to try to get people’s attention, but he did, naturally. You two had been sitting in that coffee shop for about 15 minutes already and you were completely enchanted by his sweet and delicate ways. He was every girl's dream and you couldn't deny that you were a part of that crowd. He was absolutely dreamy and you were absolutely entranced in his whole appearance. 

"So... I noticed you haven't been dating anyone for a really long time now..." he smirked at you and waited patiently for your answer. 

The thing is, you couldn't really answer him. You had been caught off guard. You didn't know he would be this direct.

"Right," you murmured, completely flustered by his sudden approach to your love life.

"Don't be so shy, we're friends Y/N!"

Your expression fell immediately after hearing his words. And then came the sudden realization that this was not romantic. This wasn’t a freaking date.

"Maybe, I can introduce some of my friends to you! I'm pretty sure, anyone would love to date you, you’re absolutely gorgeous!"

His words pissed you off, but you didn't say a thing, displaying the smalles and most polite ever instead. How could he say you were gorgeous right after friendzoning you?

After that neither of you say a thing and just kept eating the food he insisted on buying until you noticed him squinting his eyes to see something behind you. 

"What are you looking at?" you asked, way more harshly than you had intended to sound, but he didn’t seem to notice, anyway.

"I think that's a friend of mine..." he hummed and squinted his eyes even harder. He had some vision problems, but he refused to wear his glasses - even though they looked great on him, what a surprise...

This was just what was missing  in tjis “date”, someone to take his attention from you. Definitely not a date.

"Really?" you asked sharply, looking at him in pure boredom. You knew you didn't have any right to be mad at him, but how are you supposed to react when your crush of 1 whole year says he could ask one of his friends to go on a date with you, just before saying your “absolutely gorgeous”?

"Yeah... I think it's Jungkook," he said, still waiting for his friend to finish paying his coffee and turn around, so he could see if he was or not the person he expected.

You rolled your eyes and looked over your shoulder, curious to see who Jimin was talking about, and just as you did it, your eyes locked with the familiar wide and shiny eyes from three weeks ago. You felt the exact same electricity you had felt that night in the bar and instantly turned your eyes back to Jimin, in hopes 'Jungkook' was someone else, anyone else. But when you turned back to Jimin, he was already standing up and opening his arms, ready to hug whoever his friend was. You still hoped and asked the Gods for his friend to be someone else, but not him.

"Jungkook!"

Jimin was so excited that you could see the glint in his eyes as he almost screamed his friend's name.

All your hopes died when you sensed his presence next to you, engulfing Jimin in a bear hug

"Hey man! Haven't seen you in a while!" he whispered into Jimin's hair loud enough for you to hear. His voice was very different from the one you remembered from the bar. It was much softer now.

"Yeah..." Jimin hummed softly into his friend's chest and when they parted from their tight and long hug, Jimin's eyes landed on you

"This is Y/N, she's a friend from uni. Y/N, this is Jungkook, he's my best friend, " Jimin stated and winked at you, remembering your dialogue from earlier. You could feel the heat in your cheeks and the color on them was probably pretty visible as well.

"Hey Y/N," he greeted as if he hadn’t ever seen you before in his life and trained his eyes on you to watch your reaction.

Well, your reaction was probably up to everything he was waiting. You coughed awkwardly and quickly sipped on your coffee so you could get rid of the annoying dryness that had settled on your throat. You looked over at Jimin, that wriggled his brows at you and winked discreetly. You decided to ignore him and in the meantime Jungkook’s smirk grew wider. You could physically see he was dying to make fun of you.

"Hey..." you answered quietly, after a long time. 

Jungkook chuckled and broke his stare from you, looking at Jimin

"I have to go but I'll call you later," he said while giving a large bite to his donut before sipping on his coffee.

"Stay a bit longer! You should meet Y/N, she's pretty cool," Jimin answered quickly, trying to hold his friend back, while your cheeks burdened even harder. Jungkook chuckled quietly again and answered his friend

"Can't, class starts in..." he looked at his clock to check the time he had left and his eyes widened "-fuck, I have 2 minutes" he looked between me and Jimin and muttered a little 'I’ll call you later', before running to get to his class quickly.

Jimin laughed a bit and ran his fingers through his blonde locks.

"I think there was some chemistry" he stated teasingly and you shot him a threatening look, trying to fight the smile that tried to creep up your face. 

“Shut up,” you muttered, suddenly feeling a lot more comfortable in Jimin’s presence. The awkwardness from before, now totally gone. 

"He's majoring in criminal justice, he’s actually a very smart guy..." he stated excitedly

"I don't care Jimin..." you said after chuckling lightly at his efforts

"Shut up, you liked him!" he screeched and hit you softly on the arm

"No, I didn't" you murmured and sipped on your black coffee.

Well, at least Jungkook had a good taste in coffee.

You weren’t shocked when, at 5 PM, while you were enjoying your ride home in the subway, you received another text from Jungkook. Being the little brat he already showed he was, there was no way he was going to let this opportunitie of making fun of you slide. You had that figured out as soon as he left the coffee shop earlier that day.

[Unknown number, 5:00 PM] - You didn’t seem very brave today.

You sighed, wondering what you were supposed to answer. Well, yeah... How the fuck were you supposed to act brave when, first of all, you were by nature too socially awkward, and second of all, you had been under his stare, which was too intimidating for you to say something longer than ‘hey’. 

[You, 5:01 PM] - You also weren’t as dickish as you seem to be.

[Jungkook, 5:01 PM] - I am not dickish!

[You, 5:04 PM] - Of course you’re not.

[Jungkook, 5:05 PM] - Give me one date.

Your eyes-widened and you choked in the chocolate milk you were drinking. The sixty-year-old man seated in front of you sending you a slightly disgusted look, to wich you answered with a nervous smile.

[You, 5:06 PM] - Do you think you can woo me in one date?

[Jungkook, 5:08 PM] - If you want me to take you on more than one date, that’s alright...

You couldn’t help but laugh at his response. How the hell did he find ways to turn every single thing in his favour?! That was seriously a gift from god, and you weren’t even religious.

[You, 5:09 PM] - Oh my god, pls shut up

[Jungkook, 5:11 PM] - One date and i won’t talk to you anymore today

[You, 5:12 PM] - One date and you won’t talk to me the whole week.

[Jungkook, 5:12 PM] - Deal.

[zuffer-weird-girl]

May I request where Haru mom is out of prison I guess. Like she try to take Haru back till she sees overhaul s/o with the kids along with haru. This is where she goes with her plan and try to stalk them. Surprisingly haru mom took Overhaul s/o and Haru and things got ugly. So kaito and kin run back home and tell them what happen. I'll let you decide how things end n.n

Jesus Christ you want TWO KILLING MACHINES in here.

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You could won a trophy at your abilities of maintaining three kids from the yakusa as perfect little angels... even if sometimes they weren't.

Especially the two older ones... Kaito and Haru.

Both being the exact same copies as your husband and Kurono it was quite difficult to control them, but miracles existed. Because these two adored you.

Today you offered to look after them while Chisaki and Kurono were dealing with some things. Both seemed to be hesitant about it, but they were really too busy to argue.

Especially Hari, since he was a single parent and didn't exactly have anyone to take care of his daughter while busy...

Kai of course had to send a body guard, his paranoia was too strong, to accompany you and the kids to the park... a park.

You honestly were already used to it but still bothered it sometimes...

"Look mommy there is a playground on there!" Kaito pointed while Kin gasped in awe.

"Can we go? Can we go?" Your little girl tugged on your shirt, begging with golden shiny eyes.

"Alright. Go have fun!" You exclaimed before you noticed that Haru hadn't moved a muscle. "Ne Haru-chan? Not going?"

"Uh.. yeah is just that... I wanted to talk with you for a moment mrs Chisaki."

You looked in concern at the girl but nodded anyways, looking at the guard and calling for him, asking if he could look at your kids for a moment.

"Its a pleasure looking at Overhaul's kids madam." The guy bowed before following two dark brow haired little deviants.

"So?" Ýou crouched up to be in eye level with her and smiled "What's on your head?"

"N-Nothing much!" She waved her hands before smiling shyly "Is just that I've been thinking on asking something. Kaito is always calling my dad his uncle... so is fair if I want to call you a aunt?"

"... sweety you can call me whatever you want and I would be grateful." You said normally making her giggle.

Seing her reaction was rare but extremely worth it, after all that she's been through, you couldn't budge it. Only fell a extreme pity and concern for Kurono...

"So there are you." A woman voice spoked and those grey eyes of Haru went wide in horror, looking at the figurine behind you.

You took a peak behind you and all of your body tensed at seing the so familiar woman that tormented Kurono's and the intere yakusa's lifes for months... you remember the rage and disgust on your husband's face at having to deal with 'Chrono's mess' as he referred.

You got up quickly and stayed in front of Haru.

"May I help you miss?" You asked coldly whiel she only scoffed.

"I'm here for my daughter bitch. Go bother someone else." Haru gasped before blurting out what she shouldn't have.

"You don't have the right to speak with boss's wife like that!" She placed her hands on her mouth immediately and looked up at you apologetically.

"Ah." The woman cooed darkly before extending her hand threateningly "So I am getting what I had fought for in the end at last... how much will that husband of yours and that arrow haired man bastard will pay to have you two back?"

She used her quirk on both you and Haru and before you could black out you yelled at the kids to run, to get their Chrono and Overhaul... even despite having Haru on your side.

You heard yells before you completly blacked out...

Not this again...

~

"So they're finally going leave us at peace." Chrono sighed in relief as he lowered his mask down amwhile Chisaki checked numbly his phone.

No messages... weird. He told you to send at least one.

"Is my daughter ok?" Chrono asked while looking at his childhood friend, hidding his concern.

Before he could even answer the yells and cries of both his kids startled both of them, Chisaki immediately looking and noticing your absence.

"DAD! IT HAPPENED! " Kaito cried while holding a hysterical crying Kin in his arms.

"What happened?" He growled before kneeling on the ground while Chrono widened his eyes in horror at seing the desperates pleas of forgiveness of the precept.

"THERE WAS A WOMAN THAT TOOK MOMMY AND HARU AWAY!" Kaito cried desperately.

Chrono swore he almost broked his gun with his deadly grip while Kai's eyes went dark as his vision went red.

"... you two go to your rooms and stay in there. Irinaka or Nemoto will be soon on there." He said, calm but still his wrath was evident on his voice. "Now. Kaito, it's a order."

The kid nodded, trying to not just wail in tears like.his three years old sister was doing it.

"M-Mastwr I am deeply sor-"

"I gave you one job. And you failed miserably..." he growled in the most powerful and threatening voice, making the guys shiver in fear.

Chisaki and Kurono walked past him while Kai mumbled angrily that he would deal with him later.

Not many minutes he received a call, demanding some money for the rescue. Chrono eyes went dark as he clenched his jaw in pure hatred at recognizing the voice.

"Count the seconds wrench." Was what Chisaki told her before ending the call, and grabbing his jacket while stepping out of the house with a fuming Hari behind him.

"Please tell me I am allowed to beat the shit out of that prostitute." Chrono growled while placing his mask back on and adjusting his gun.

"Do what you wish." He said, no caring that his gloves were already overhauled.

~

"I guess he only uses you for fucking, isn't that right missy?" She said while lifting her nose up in arrogance.

"Can you watch your vocabulary at leas?" You groaned while trying to calm down the little white haired girl "It's your own daughter in here for Christ's sake. Don't you have a heart?"

The woman laughed bitterly nefore standing uo from her chair and acting her quirk.

"This little shit, was the only thing that could grant me a better future, even if I never loved that men, he was quite good on his experiences and it was even a sweetheart but please-!" She laughed while pointing at you "We are only seeking for one thing to have those two as company right friend? Their power, their money... their glory."

You scoffed "Is this what is all about? Jesus Christ dont ever compare me with you. You're sick."

You cringed whem you noticed that you had used the exact same words as your husband but shrugged off shortly after... it was true after all.

"You think you're soo powerful and the naddest bitch of them all just because you were lucky to get the leader, right?" She grabbed one knife close to her and started to walk towards you "Tic toc for that husband and friend of his."

"... I woild actually recommend.that you didn't did that. For your own good actually." You said suddenly, making the woman laugh in sarcasm.

"Or what? I know you're quirkless so you can't exactly do mu-" she yelped before dodging one arrow coming at her upper arm.

"I warned you." You sighed before you felt the ground trembling as a wave of concrete threw you in the air while Haru on the other.

You yelped at first but immediately relaxed at falling to those comforting arms you were so used to by now.

"Angel, you're okay?" He whispered close to your ear, not even once daring to let go or ease up his hold on you.

The woman tried to grab Haru but ghis time she was shoted on the shoulder as well as a arrow sucefully cutted her left cheek, lefting her like a statue, falling miserably to the ground.

"HARU!" Chrono shouted as he went to his daughter and holded her close to his chest.

"Papa I'm so sorry!" She whimpered on his white hoddie as she cling to him "It was my fault! I told her that mrs (Y/N) was the boss's wife a-and she got the upper hand on-"

"Its not your damn fault ok? You weren't the one who asked for tjis to happen." He picked her up and walked towards you and Kai... not before stopping by a few centimeters away from the woman and whispering to his daughter to cover her ears.

"I shot you with the longest one..." he growled , staring at her dead in the eyes "Not satisfied with the prison? Congrats, because now you will just bleed until you die in this fucking basement." He walked towards you two, Chisaki letting you down bit still holding onto your waist.

"Take her outside for a bit for me? It will not take much." You looked aprehensive at him before looking at your husband.

In his face sayed absolutely nothing, only in his eyes that you could so well read it, was hinted the extreme rage, hatred and the 'I want this person to suffer until they're dead', while he slowly nodded and pushed you with his hand on your lower back outside.

You immediately covered Haru's ears while Chisaki covres yours when the sounds of a gun were echoed.

Hari got out shortly after and thanked both you and Chisaki before scooping his daughter up in his arms.

"No longer she will haunt us flower. That's for sure." He whispered to her after waiting for you two to go in the front.

You felt Kai's eyes on you, checking for any possible injuries but you only assured him with a sweet 'thank you' as you leaned your head against his chest.

You knew that by the way he didn't scoffed heartily at you but instead enveloped his arms to put you close, you weren't getting out of the Shie Hassaikai's house without his AND HIS ONLY company...

[feraldavestrider]

Honestly when you started saying you need dysphoria to be trans I was this close to hitting the unfollow button but I agree with you. sometimes people say "I don't have dysphoria I'm just happier as this gender" and like ??? maybe you should consider how happy you actually were before whatever transitioning you did. Sometimes I feel kinda empty and don't wanna do things. I'm not sad and I can deal with it indefinitely but guess what, that's still depression. Not all dysphoria is obvious.

yeah!! ill be honest i was mostly frustrated and i just woke up when i wrote that stuff so i wont b surprised if i lost some followers who didnt get what i meant/thought i was truscum/transmed,,,, or if ppl just dont agree which is life. but im glad u got what i meant!

**edit i made before i posted this i say “you” a lot in this and i mean like a general audience you mostly pointed towards like. op and those that agree ok note over**

i by NO means am trying to police ppls identifies or suggest that all experiences w dysphoria are the same. or that u should ever need to share details on those experiences! you dont owe anyone anything.

my main issue is that “tucute”/mogai tumblr propagates this idea that you can just be trans without feeling any discomfit w ur agab, and the associated name, pronouns, ur physical form (ie some various forms of dysphoria). because then what are we boiling being trans down to???? saying youre trans/nonbinary just bc you may dress in a gnc/non conventional manner or because u act/talk/have certain hobbies that are gendered in a way that doesnt fit ur assigned gender???? if you genuinely feel NO issue with ur agab at ALL then chief... u probably arent trans!! and thats ok! a lot of ppl i know have ided as trans at some point in their life and actually realised they were experiencing something else, like body dysmorphia or internalised lesbophobia. 

like u said, dysphoria can sometimes just be... not bery apparent. it can be silent, but its still there. im very skeptical of the idea of ppl habinf gender “euphoria” without the dysphoria n using that to explain their transness but mostly bc i just beliebe those ppl r dysphoric without realising it, probably bc of mogai/tucute tumblr culture! i.e. i didnt realise how bad i actually experienced name dysphoria until AFTER i changed my name basicaly everywhere except legally and w my family. bc i was like huh! im so euphoric at being called gabe, but i didnt think i felt thay dysphoric at my birth name! but NOW when i get deadnamed, it like. HURTS most of the time. dysphoria can change like that w ur life experiences, and euphoria doesnt exist without the dysphoria, evem if u arent aware of the dysphoria in rhe first place! like u said anon, how okay could u be w ur agab/birth name/assigned pronouns/etc if being called different ones make u so happy. its just dysphoria!!!

! u just have been indoctrinated by this tucute v truscum war where both sides treat dysphoria as an all encompassing tragic, epic life long suffering. truscum act thay way in order to gatekeep who is/isnt trans, and mogais decided thay RATHER than go, “no dumbass dysphoria can be literally just. hih i feel Wrong abt my agab” even if thats a vague and complicated feeling, they went: ok then we dont need dysphoria fuck u! which i INDERSYAND but its just not right or helpful!

 often dysphoria can change w experiences and comes and goes, and sometimes parts of it are so hodden u wont realise it was there until years later in ur life! and thats ok. you dont have to experience every symptom of dysphoria at 100% tragedy pain mode to be a valid Real Transgender. all you need to be trans is... to be trans. which means dysphoria! bc being trans is being uneasy/unhappy w ur assigned gender bc u arent that! and guess what the definition of dysphoria is... being uneasy and unhappy! so being trans is just having gender dysphoria!

on that note, i think that ppl who DONT actually feel uneasy or unhappy w their birth gender but do want to experiment or explore different modes of expression w names/pronouns/dress style should! but just note tjay like... ur probably just gender non comforming, not transgender

i guess being nonbinary is a little more complex but id argue my point still stands. you are uncomfortable w ur birth gender. thats dysphoria. maybe ur dysphoria seems “”””weird”””” bc ur nb dusphoria but its not. its still dysphoria!  if ur afab and u still want to have long hair... thay dossnt mean u dont have dysphoria. if ur agab and you still want to have armpit and leg hair... thay doesnt mean u dont have dysphoria. whether ur nb or binary trans! bc. you WILL have some form of social/personal dysphoria that is what makes u go HM ASSIGNED GENDER BAD! 

ok im done for now im abt to sleep and then get on an 11 hour plane journey so dont expect anything gr8 from me now or anytime near in the future sorry for my big rants but i just feel like tumblr is so black n white on this issue when both aides are! stupid (obviously transmeds/truscum r worse but still!!! mogai tend to get me heated in a New Fun way). 

sorry 4 word vomiting anon bit thanks 4 ur ask i wasnt sure if anyone would get where i was coming from n im glad u agree!!! thank u fr for sending tjis in. habe a good noght/day/whatever 

[closedspeciesdrama]

Wow... some of you people are honestly fucking disgusting. M2 does have a point. Perhaps its you people whom dont understand what its like to be emotionally abused by someone who is mentally disabled. Yes, they have a mental problem but it does not give them the right to treat people like garbage. Ive had former friends who played the disabled card any time they hurt me and then went on to say "Im mental so you need to understand me" when I confronted them. Without any appologies. Smh (1/2)

(2/2) What M2 is trying to get across is that while mental disabilities are indeed a factor in people’s behavior, there comes a point where someone is just being an asshole. They, like anyone else, should learn from their mistakes and not expect the world to revolve around them because they might have an issue. Everyone has issues some more severe than others. Again, it still doesnt mean you can treat eachother like crap.

Id also like to clarify on my two part post, pointing out someones bad behavior, mentally disabled or handicapped, is not the equivalent of making fun of them. Nor am I refering to those whom have SEVERE forms of mental issues such as high functioning autism that literally cannot communicate properly. I understand being patient with someone who needs a bit of time to learn from there mistakes but its not a get out of jail free card. Thats all M2 is saying.

This just in! Anons have no cs drama to bitch about so they attack the mods. Oh the humanity

Honestly the real trashholes are the idiots ragging on M2. I mean really??? You guys are so willing to got out and attack them . You guys are just as horrible. Because you guys took the time out of your day to go and be nasty back. And then go and tell em be humble and shit?? Fuck all of you anons. You /could/ have addressed the issue much more civilly than this. I’m not trying to pick sides, but it’s pathetic when people resort to this bullshit

wow using words like the r word and snowflake when defending people with mental disabilities doesn’t make it quite effective lol?????

Hoooly shizz, are people seriously that dense? Someone defends their points on how things are going and y'all are getting so butthurt about it. I know this place can get some trashy anons by my dear, y'all got some serious nerve calling someone scum and telling them to leave for this. Hope you’re not taking all this to heart M2, not all the anons are that hate-filled ;n;

No, anon. If they are mentally ill, disabled or otherwise neurodivergent, DESPITE the difficulties they may have understanding social cues, being polite or understanding that they were rude and apologize, it is STILL not an excuse to not put forth the effort to learn when and what they did wrong. It is still up to them to be a decent person, or they should not be in a mod role. M2 is not in the wrong, and you’re being a bully and pretty anti-recovery imo. Need me to elaborate?

To the anon(s) deeming it necessary to spam the mods’ asses with bullshit: what the FUCK is wrong with you people?? Do none of you have ANY shame whatsoever about harassing someone for no reason other than to be complete assholes? “I’m a complete shitter so I’m going to harass this person for saying this one thing that I don’t agree with” - get a fucking grip and stop forcing other people to deal with your bullshit because you have a shitty life. 

Btw, anon who sent that defense for M2 about how nd ppl still need to try and learn and not be rude, I’m mentally ill too, so don’t start. I’m fucking sick of the attitude Tumblr in general has towards mental illness. Recovery is good! People should own up to their actions, mentally ill or not. I don’t care what it is that causes you to miss social cues, lash out or whatever, you still need to ow up. It sucks that it happens, and maybe you didn’t mean it, but still least try to be better.

Tmblr just has a bad idea of how memtal illness should b treated. Take it from someone whos mentally ill (adhd, psycosis and mood instability fyi) tjis website HURT me with its “ooo MI ppl can do no wrong n are stuck in a shitty place forever n can never get better” that they act like its a good thing or something fuckkkkkkk. Its legit toxic, and im STILL recovering from those mindsets two years later. Stop. I beg you! Youre not doing MI ppl any good this way.

As someone with mental health issues and disabilities I can say that it is not a get out of jail free card, You guys are being pretty damn rude to M2. People cant learn from their mistakes or about their behavior if you dont tell them what their doing wrong and try to help them better themselves and their behavior towards others. Not all mental health issues and disabilities make it so you literally cant do some things, For those ones its completely understandable for ones that dont effect ½

2/2 people in that way who have them, It is still not right to be an asshole and these people are the ones that could definitely learn to better their behavior if people would actually let them know what their doing is not okay.