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rewatching s1 meljay scenes just to feel something and while I want to do an analysis of their relationship to argue against every bonehead that touts "mel manipulated jayce" I got to the end where jayce tells the council to go fuck themselves BUT THEN POINTEDLY TURNS TO MEL AND SOFTLY SAYS "Except you. You were right. You were always right." And I CRY OKAY. Her eyes widen and it sinks in that there's someone who supports the same vision of peace she has, who VALIDATES her views. And one of the LAST scenes is them smiling at one another when the council agrees to Zaun's independence. They made peace without going to war. Without using hextech and corrupting jayce and viktor's dream. Without compromising mel's values.
And then s2 fucked that all up.
#i'm in the trenches rn i'm in like stage 4 of my grieving process lol#meljay#onlymeljay#goldenforge#mel medarda#jayce talis#arcane#text post#i will say that after rewatching all their scenes mel didn't manipulate jayce for SHIT#there were multiple moments where he went against what she wanted#and guess what she still fell in love with him#everyone points to the scene in the theater as the ultimate manipulative scene and you know what she's doing?#fucking helping his ass because he just made every councilmember his enemy (except mel) with his security measures#and it was only when HE said that THEY made a great team did she make a move on him#everyone likes to say mel seduced jayce but he charmed her too!! quite clearly!!#anyway I'm going insane rn they loved each other :''')))
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Great and Tyme being worried about each other
4MINUTES (2024) EP. 5
#4 minutes#4 minutes the series#greattyme#thaidrama#uservix#userrlaura#raeblr#userbon#mjtag#rinblr#esmetracks#userrlana#userpetri#tusersilence#dramasource#dailyasiandramas#asianlgbtqdramas#fyeahthaidramas#tansgifs#gifs:fourm#i made this so i could stare at their expressions during those scenes truly masterclass in acting#the way you can feel great's pain in the 4th gif when tyme yells to let them try to kill him#the way great is just searching for anything to grasp at when showing his worry about tyme's well being didn't work in the 6th gif#and great desperately saying his grandma#he is so split between holding onto his parents and holding onto tyme because he doesn't want to lose what they have#and clearly he knows asking tyme to do it for him alone wouldn't work not only because he has no right to#but also because he simply doesn't think he even mean that much to tyme. it's not like he knows what it's like to mean stuff to people#i mean shit look at his relationship with his parents. so he uses grandma and it works#anyways i love the little smiles in gifs 14 15 16 when he can feel that tyme is worried about him#all i'm gonna say about tyme is we need to put that man on suiciide watch. anyways that's what I can say from great pov
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You know what could have been a really cool AvEducation episode?
Animation vs Chess.
We've got Yellow on one side, playing the black pieces. He's the expert, all confident, technically the antagonist of this episode.
And on the other side, we have Blue. Blue knows the rules of chess, enough to play, but he is still a beginner. He will play against Yellow, learning bit by bit as the game continues.
They're in the void, and I think it would be cool if the pieces start out maybe the size of those games of "big chess", you know the ones. For the lawn or whatever. But as the game goes on and Blue falters, the pieces grow until they tower over him and it becomes much harder to get around.
I don't think Yellow would take it easy on him per say, but he might pause, maybe give little hints ("don't move or I'll be able to get you, quick take that pawn", that kind of thing)
Blue not only takes his advice, but actually learns, observing Yellow's own moves and imitating it. Maybe at one point, Yellow would give him a hint that was meant to trip him up a bit, but by now Blue knows enough to not fall for it.
In the end, I don't think Blue would be able to beat Yellow. You don't go from being a beginner to beating a master in one game. But Yellow is a good sport, and Blue wants to get better, so they settle in for another game.
#do you understand#do you see the vision#I think this could be great#also bonus: Yellow and Blue!#the duo of all time!#this is all a reference to that one little moment where Yellow was playing chess with Blue and was clearly winning#I don't remember which episode that was in but I know it was there#anyway#Alan I'm available for hire#my rates are very reasonable#animator vs animation#alan becker#animation vs education#rage's ramblings about sticks
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Whenever someone says that Epic's lyrics are too simple or direct I just know they don't think about the medium the story is being told on. Yes, Epic is a musical... Who never had a show. The lyrics are simple and direct because you're supposed to understand 90% of what's happening with just the songs. There's no actors playing in front of you, there's no external narration to add precision, no stage to play it and no scripts to make a podcast out of it. And when you want to retell something as complex visually as the Oddysey... Well you're gonna have to be direct about it.
The direct lyrics aren't a weakness: they're a direct result of the limitations of the medium used for the story being told.
#epic the musical#Epic#Like I though that was obvious?#The medium is a greater constraints that you may think it is#And I think that our captain is doing a great job to add some symbolisme with the music (which is clearly his forte)#Anyway that was me defending epic because I love it#But also I'm just saying this because that's so obvious why has no one said that before
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SaL anon hear friend and you know what I find particularly telling about that certain group of fans and their "Eddie is abusive" bullshit take?? Remember way back in November when BT thankfully broke up and those people got all up in arms about it?? It was never "this is Buck's fault" or "this is Tommy's fault" it was always the "bad writing". The writers made the break up "come out of no where" and there was a whole writing campaign about how bad the writing choices were for a bland, bigoted character to be left alone, boo fucking hoo. Where's all this outrage at the writers now?? Where are all the posts about how the "poor writing" made Eddie unnecessarily aggressive and how bad it looks for his character and how the writers just flagrantly let "abuse" be forgiven on primetime?? Cause I haven't seen a single peep critisizing the writers about this episode. Instead all I've seen is posts about how Eddie is just "that way" and "he's always been violent" and he never treats Buck well, as if this is something the writers would actually intend for a popular main on the show. Why is the break up you could see coming from space "bad writing" but Eddie getting upset while he's grieving a clear sign he's an "abuser"?? We all know why.
10/10 no notes. You think the show that wouldn't even let actual racist, homophobic, misogynistic characters or shitty parents stay bad guys while not even bothering to show them being sorry for their actions and changing, is going to actively make a main character an evil abuser out of nowhere? On the "everyone makes mistakes and can learn and be better the next time" show? On the "both main characters are a little in the right and a little in the wrong in this argument between them" show? Please. It's so transparent.
#911#eddie diaz#my sweet nonnie friends#sleeping at last anon#anti tommies#anti tommy fandom#this is such a perfect example of their absolute bullshit#because i've had moments where i'm like 'mmm this is upsetting to me personally because of Reasons and My Trauma'#but i can always see what the show was going for and while it may not have Worked For Me i can see the earnest attempt#and the story they are clearly trying to tell because this show is....not subtle#so for them to be like 'this is upsetting to me personally so the show CLEARLY meant for it to be taken as abuse and for us to hate eddie'#is just...wild and ridiculous#also like...you were SUPPOSED to feel on edge!! that means the lighting and camera and director and actors are doing their jobs right!#tv is ART and art is supposed to make you FEEL something and that scene sure as fuck made people feel things!#and while you will always have your own personal feelings to bring to the table the show is also telling you what you're supposed to feel#the lighting is cold because we are supposed to feel the tension and disconnect and GRIEF. we are supposed to feel the isolation.#we see eddie right up in our faces because we are supposed to be seeing HIS grief. HIS guilt. HIS isolation. HIS anger and fear and pain#and all the while buck's body is at the very edge of the frame steady and unmovable in the force of eddie's grief#we are supposed to feel him taking that weight from eddie and that is the point when eddie steps away and we can see them both again#and see buck making that bid for connection to try and do what he always does and try and fix it but it's still to raw and real#and eddie's grief and guilt about NOT being there is hitting against buck's grief and guilt about being there and not doing enough#it's SUCH a great scene and so well done and people are being hateful in such clearly transparent ways#ANYWAY#may buddie kiss in the finale and those people fuck off for absolutely ever
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free miracle cure for some of the takes & winning poll options that've been on my dash lately. get well soon

#some of you are basing strong opinions off of inaccurate 18+ month old memories of your last watch and it shows#like if your ship is the main/only part of a show that you care about great. you do you. Ive had shows like that. have fun however it's fun#just. if that's you why are you jumping into arguments about the other stuff#if your perception of the show is built on yt scene packs of your ship spliced together with frog dna to fill in the boring parts#(aka The Actual Plot) where are you getting the confidence to argue dickishly about characters and themes you clearly pay no attention to?#also gesturing vaguely to that post about periodically renewing your license by rewatching the source material#anyway.#don't mind me I'm just an old man grumbling on my porch as I see tourists start to filter back into town as the weather warms up#(resumes whittling)#shitposts
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PHIGHTER 15!!!!!!!! don't know much about the game tbh LOL! i just watch my friends play it and follow their hype. love the characters in that game though, even if i don't really know much about their personalities or lore or anything. but coil got announced today!!! i love their design so so much so i HAD to draw this like IMMEDIATELY. hope you like it!
#again i know like NOTHING about this game and i'm definitely not gonna be a phighting artist sorry not sorry LOL#so here's my little gift to all of you guys out there. a couple of sprinkles on your ice cream. (unless u don't like sprinkles of course!)#used that new paintrbush i made on krita that i hopefully talked about in my last post? hopefully.#but if i didn't at least you can see it way more clearly here!#save me texture brushes.... texture brushes..... texture brushes save me..... /REF#but either way i'm really happy with this actually!#even if i tried to keep my normal crazy ass rendering to a minimum lol#trying to get better at colouring without relying so heavily on like 40 different blending mode layers.#i'd say i'm doing a pretty good job!#but anyways enough of my ramblings#i gotta get outta here! /REF#so have a great day!#my art#digital art#art#fanart#phighting#coil phigthing#phighting fanart
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What are your favorite Chase moments from the show so far?
Just like with Zuma's post, it's in no specific order, I just really loved all these moments
That first Mission PAW episode when the Princess chose specifically HIM to be the watch dog and guard her crown. That was so adorable I can't even. He seemed so genuinely proud and happy there! Plus he's so damn cute wearing that tux lol
When they were going to rescue Skye and Chase was so worried upon hearing that she was the one in need of rescue. Then when Ryder was choosing which pups would be part of the rescue, that moment he was like "Pick meee pick meeee-"?? That was so cute, he really cares about her and wanted to impress her so bad lmao personally make sure she would be safe (Bonus points for his excitement over being picked for the rescue and everyone else like Go ahead king, we all know you wanted this XD)
The entire time he spent with the owlet and working to rescue the mama owl from that fallen tree. It was so sweet!! The fact I also love owls surely didn't help AUSHAUSHAUSHAU I love that episode SO MUCH
That moment when he finally turned into a Merpup. Poor boy was so fixated on "being on duty" despite wanting SO BAD to go and participate in "the fun". And he couldn't even enjoy being a merpup immediately because he was transformed just because he needed to swim faster for the rescue but he was so overjoyed anyway! Only after that mess, he could go and finally have the fun he wanted and deserved so much.
That moment in the first Sea Patrol episode when he and Skye were left behind at the beach while the rest of the team went on the first mission with the Sea Patroller. His face upon SEEING the HQ turn into a ship and sail away was just priceless XD (Also it's rare to see Chase being put on the sidelines for once lmao)
The first Ultimate Rescue episode!! God, Chase was SO HAPPY. He's THE Police Pup, he gets to lead the mission, supervise, plan, give orders. And the way all the other pups clearly loved the experience and were SO ON BOARD with being Police Pups with him, it was just awesome!
So far these are my favorite moments! Actually I legit just got to watch this first Ultimate Rescue episode like one hour ago. Not to mention it took me five days to think of these moments and then go find the episodes again to take the respective screenshots XD
#Scheduled post#I'm leaving it ready as of 6 AM yeah guess who barely slept this night again hahaha :')#Would you guys believe it if I said it's a bit difficult to pick favorite Chase moments??#I feel the show lacks a bit of creativity on what to do with him#It only became more diverse on situations after they started having different special kinds of missions like Mission PAW and Sea Patrol#Otherwise it's always the same thing over and over again#“Use your net to catch something/someone falling!”#“Use your megaphone to keep people away from the danger!”#“Use your cones to redirect the traffic away from the streets we'll be working on!”#I swear he needs more actual action#He also needs more moments with the other pups like playing around or whatever#Or to have a hobby maybe#Zuma clearly has a lot of hobbies XD#Chase is a GREAT Pup but they're doing him wrong with all that#He can be so much more!#It makes me want to WRITE#HI I'M LARYSSA AND I'M FALLING FOR THE “LET'S WRITE SOME FANFIC” TRAP ALL OVER AGAIN#Anyway XDD#Thanks for the ask!!#Paw Patrol#Paw Patrol Chase#Chase
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god give me the strength 🫠🫠🫠
#coworker is pissing me off and HAS BEEN pissing me off#i'm really trying to avoid conflict here bc i hate conflict but it just means i try to avoid her lol#bc i don't want to have anger/annoyance stewing inside of me so i don't want to hear what she has to say#which ultimately is just..... talking shit about coworkers#but i don't WANT TO avoid her bc i do like her le voglio bene but jesus christ#things aren’t great at work but she's taking the problems we have as an opportunity to say others can't do things can't tutor can't blabla#and like. i don't mean to be mean but to me it seems like she wants to feel superior for once. bc she's never been one of the “best” in the#office for lack of a better word. like she's always had limitations. which i've never seen anyone hold against her#but it was still clear to me she didn't feel good about it. about others being better at some things than her. and i GET IT#but it doesn't mean now that there are problems in general you take the chance to blame your coworkers ???#it just leaves a very bad taste in my mouth. what do you gain from that? feeling superior bc you can say other people fuck up too?#(which is debatable anyway; i don't think she's right in who she blames. i don't think there's ONE thing/part of the process to blame#there's many factors and reducing it all to “these people who do x thing aren't doing it well” is reductive when the office has been going#through lots of changes and there's new people and just. a lot of things that can and clearly have impacted the quality of our work)#sorry for the rant. i needed to get this out before work actually starts 😭😭
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#there are just some things you keep to yourself#i went back and forth on whether to even say anything about the article#but i do want to say firmly#fuck mh bc i stood on business with kate so i want to say that about mh as well#I'm not gonna get into everything but i do want to preface by saying I'm not defending liam blindly#but all of mh actions have proved to me to me that she is extremely unreliable and clearly has ulterior motives#otherwise she would've done everything differently than she has#anyway this whole thing today has reminded me of how sometimes grief makes you do wild things#this isn't me excusing her bc clearly what came out today from her and her sources was extremely sinister#but this just reminded me of when my dad passed my mom told me and my sister that he cheated on her... completely unprompted#my dad was a great man and a father and it was weird for her to come out and say this and never have said anything before#so while i find what maya did disgusting this example with my mom is the only thing i have to frame it by#bc otherwise I'm so lost on why she would share that#even tho I'm still very lost 7 years later on why my mom said what she said#idk this doesn't really add to the conversation but it's been on my mind all day and i needed to get it out
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do you use any site/spreadsheet/etc. to track your comic reading? i use locg right now but have been considering other options.
... yes. technically. but bc i'm an autistic bitch i just. have a google spreadsheet i'm gonna be honest. i log it all manually.
this is an example of what a random section looks like of my 2023 spreadsheet. in order it's: title, issue/volume number, page count, date i finished the comic, and my personal rating. blue and red is obviously DC and Marvel. pink means the numbering is counting single issues, yellow means it's counting volumes/trades. sometimes for the page count i guesstimate based on how long comics tend to be if i can't find an exact page count. the colors in the rating are just for fun so i can easily see what stuck out as 10/10 and what stuck out as 1/10.
then i take all of *that* data and condense it into monthly stats. all by hand bc idk how to like. properly use google sheets that well.
obviously i'm aware all of this is likely the most tedious way to do it and i'm probably making it harder for myself. however. i am just Like That. i do use the Comics Geeks app as well, which i think is a solid app? i just haven't fully logged everything i've read because i find that to be wildly tedious. but the stat breakdowns it gives about most read characters and writers and whatnot is nifty. though you can tell the app is more geared toward tracking comic collections rather than comics read.
so uh. i'm not the best person to ask about this probably lkjhghgjhkjjkjh i will always brute force my own way than just doing it the. smart way. but! i do keep track of it all and i find it very useful to do so, because i like seeing the trends of what i was reading when. also i enjoy the data of how i rated a comic when i read it vs how i feel about it now that it's sat with me. idk if this helps but!! i do like rambling about my spreadsheet!
#necrotic answerings#no one ask me about the spider-man 2099 week i had.#i'm not a spider-man fan. so it's only more baffling. I got weird about miguel o'hara.#and *no one* ask me what was going on in november that caused me to *only* read warrior nun comics. /lh#don't read the warrior nun comics. they're not fucking worth it.#i read them all to prove a point. idk what the point was but I was a hollow shell at the end of it.#also as for the “how i felt when i read it vs how i feel now” a GREAT example is the bat-man of gotham#bc in hindsight. no i do not like it#but clearly i enjoyed it enough to put it as my favorite for that month?? idk#also some of these are rereads.#i personally log rereads bc rereading can often deeply change my opinion on a comic#but ik some ppl don't#i love spreadsheets#i also use one for the like regular books i read#and my longest spreadsheet is one that keeps track of every research topic in my grimoires.#assume what you will about me with that#anyway i think if i actually *used* comic geeks properly#i'd like it a lot#the stats are cool!!!#it's a well made app#but as far as i know it doesn't track dates or any of that#and i like knowing when i read a thing and my rating of it#and page count#the data calls to me.
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one thing they don't tell you about song writing is you WILL get hit with inspiration at 1 am and you WILL have to write down the whole thing before you forget and you WILL find a tune for it while typing and now you gotta actually finish it so you can record a draft so you don't forget it and- oh look it's 2:22 am
#:(#BUT the draft slaps. imo. the singing's Not Great it's purely to save the melody somehow#also some parts def need to be polished lol when i sing along on my phone in bed I'm too lazy to go back and do retakes#(in part bc it can delete stuff i don't want deleted so.) so if there's a line I'm not sure about well. i have to wing it lol#anyway. this one exists in the same cinematic universe as loveless. aka fun upbeat pop songs about how i can't feel love#i like it! i like how my brain immediately went to a fun pop tune while writing. it's perfect. i love the irony of it so so much ♡#it's also kinda funny to call it pop when there isn't any music ajdkflglh but i can hear it clearly in my head so 🧐 yeah.#yknow I'm surprised by how naturally this sort of thing comes to me now#and i find myself writing to match the tune rather than forcing a tune to match the lyrics#it also just. makes them better. sound more natural imo. less pretentious too :P#idk I'm excited that i managed to create smth sorry for the ramble 🙏#i need to wake up at around 9:45 so wish me luck with that 🥲 bc i doubt I'll be able to sleep soon lol
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Hello! I'm loving Breaker Whiskey, it's so beautiful and it's also making me better at Morse Code, lol. I've got a question about episode 60, though, what's the music that's mixed into the morse and static? It sounds like a very old recording, and I love that sort of thing. Thank you for sharing your shows with us!
ahhhh this makes me so happy!! I LOVE that it's getting people into Morse Code, that thrills me.
(some spoilers below about episode 60 of @breakerwhiskey, including additional explanation from me that you may or may not want)
yes, the music mixed into episode 60 IS an old recording! it's a song played on a phonograph - I use a service called Splice to get a lot of the sounds I've put in a bunch of my shows, and there's a pack that's all sounds from vintage audio devices. there's a few of those sounds mixed into episode 60 - a phonograph song, the sounds of wax cylinders being played, and a recording of Thomas Edison explaining the phonograph - all of them distorted to be mostly unrecognizable.
the song file itself is just called 'phonograph song' - I think a bunch of audio engineers just recorded whatever they could off the vintage resources they had - but as far as I was able to glean from the lyrics (they're not that much clearer even undistorted) it's an 1860s confederate rallying song, which I thought would be just about the worst possible thing that you could hear played at random over a radio frequency. I wanted the sounds all together to be menacing, and Whiskey has talked a lot about the myth-making of America vs. the cruel reality, so it felt on theme.
that said, the phonograph sounds were chosen mainly for the literal quality of the sound - that tactile, fuzzy wax static - rather than any true story importance. there are story-relevant sounds mixed in there, but I'm not going to tell you what they are or what they mean!
#breaker whiskey#sorry that the song itself isn't something anyone would want to listen to!!!#but I did think it was interesting/would be absolutely bone chilling to hear in the middle of nowhere#not that whiskey necessarily was hearing the same transmission wE were all hearing#she was camping!#she may not have heard anything at all!!#I also think it's historically FASCINATING that#at the EARLIEST#that recording was made in the late 1870s/1880s#YEARS after the confederacy lost#and like........a bunch of guys got together and STILL decided to sing that song and record it#it really says a lot about a lot you know?#also that it was clearly preserved by SOMEONE#whereas of course a lot of wax cylinder recordings have been lost#though we do have quite a lot!!!#and more are being digitized all the time#but I try to avoid downloading sounds from - like - soundcloud and stuff#where I'm not sure what the licensing/source of it is#which is what's great about splice#I bought a bunch of credits for LWL music#and then had to use them up before 30 days were out#so I downloaded SO many random things#this was like....2 years ago now I guess#I have a bunch of random radio sounds#a lot of atmospheric music that I could use in future projects etc#ANYWAY#that's the story behind the song#lauren answers things
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hate that bruce timm has made it so that i can't even be excited about barbara in batman: caped crusader because i'm terrified he'll be forcing his dumb fucking ship on us again
#personal#i will pay bruce timm all the money i have if he doesn't try to do another barbara/bruce romance plot#please dear god we have suffered enough#i am excited that we're gonna get harvey dent content i'm ready for that you know i love my boy#also hamish linklater is very clearly taking inspo from kevin conroy's performance#like the voice is clearly attempting a bit of mimicry which i find great because it acknowledges that kevin was godtier#(god i miss him)#anyway i am cautiously optimistic about this show#just wish we could get a fucking character list so we know which characters are gonna fucking show up#release info so i know stuff about your series going in it's not that hard!
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I'm so overwhelmed with the move and having to be around my family and the fact that I haven't gotten decent sleep in the last two months because my new cat cries all fucking night no matter what I do, but the tipping point really has been being told two days ago "by the way, your sister and her boyfriend are buying the house and moving in by July 1st, your cats aren't allowed upstairs, and you need to be moved out by the end of July" like... I would have just fucking stayed in Chicago until the end of June if you had told me that. I wouldn't have come back at all and spent the last week of my life verging on a panic attack because of it.
#for the record i'm not angry about my sister buying the house and me needing to move out#i'm just fucking pissed that I wasn't given a heads up about any of this#also I feel awful about it#but i can't keep this cat#he clearly needs a high energy buddy and my senior cat just does not want anything to do with him#and I think all three of us are just miserable together#senior kitty wants to be attached to me at the hip and growls at other kitty whenever he tries to play#and senior kitty keeps trying to eat new kitties food. which makes him puke#new kitty screams all night and I'm such a light sleeper that it keeps me up even if I lock him out of my room and use earplugs#june is off to a great start guys#i kind of just want to lie down and cry tbh#anyway onto job hunting and hopefully writing something today#alisha babbles
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Vox could choke me with his power cord and I would thank him for it
LITERALLYYYYY I AM FLINGING MYSELF OFF THE ROOF maisie (@sovya) said shibari with vox’s wires and i haven’t been able to stop thinking about it since
#i'm gOING INSANE#I'M SO GLAD U LIKE HIM TOO#WE CLEARLY HAVE IMPECCABLE TASTE#anyway yeah#i need him inside of me tbh#like#bADLY#also i hope you’re doing great!!!#sending so much love ur way <33#staple chan#clari gets mail
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