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#anyway pain suffering etc
guinevereslancelot · 1 year
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the horrors are horroringggg
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kordbot · 1 year
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I'm very insane about our sillyguys so I drew a thing. patches belongs to @hackingmachine , steven is mine [though he's just a hand and bloody puddle on the floor] the song is photographic memories by steam powered giraffe !!
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amelikos · 15 days
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Spinel's relationship with Blacky really gained layers, I'm kind of fascinated.. the thought that they live in their world only they can understand.
#anyway thinking of their dynamics and it's so fascinating..#the way spinel patted blacky's head at the beginning because he is usually so affectionate when they are alone#and the closeup on blacky's eyes.. which seemed to indicate that blacky knew what was coming#and that spinel probably explained the situation beforehand#the way spinel used rakurium on blacky and thanked her afterwards and said 'ご苦労様、休みなさいブラッキー' and sounded so soft..#i love the idea that loving spinel or being loved by him comes with pain or the potential acceptance of it..#and that such a thing comes with the trust and strength of that relationship..#spinel is messy so it makes sense his main partner reflects him on such a level in a way.. they really fit each other#loving spinel comes with potential pain and being hated by him means he'll try to make you suffer#either way being involved with him is a bad idea <3 i love it#at first i wondered why spinel used the rakurium on blacky given that this is his closest pkmn#and then i was like.. it's specifically because it's blacky that he wouldn't have trusted anyone else with this test#he knew blacky would be able to withstand the effects to an extent and wouldn't turn on him#this is how the strength of their trust in each other is displayed..#'this will be beneficial for both of us in the long run and i know you can withstand it' or something#messy and twisted loyalty... but strangely fitting for them both#it's their little world and they can understand each other#interesting to me how they are exploring different things with the explorers and their pkmn#anyway.. the idea that spinel and blacky have a genuine attachment to each other#which makes the twisted parts even more unsettling etc#i have more things to think about now#spinel#character notes#episode notes#hz064
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benoitblanc · 1 year
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yeah i’m obviously as obsessed with the bestfriendism of msr as anyone but can we just appreciate the actually-platonic work partners for a minute. there’s no cosmic codependency in this office. they just really like each other on purpose
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seilon · 5 months
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I wish I could tell every young person with a uterus (especially with bad cramps and/or dysphoria and/or depression, etc) that there is a decent chance they just straight up don’t need to live with that. don’t let the stigma surrounding contraceptives and the expectation that you should just ride it out and suffer win. for the love of god if there’s a chance you can lighten or even stop your period and it’s symptoms all-together, unless there’s a legit health concern, your doctor should at least make you aware of that option. I want every young person to know that “birth control” is not just for birth control and it has the potential to make your life infinitely easier to live. do not give in to anti-pill propaganda im serious
#kibumblabs#I remember being in late high school and my doctor suggesting it because of how terrible my dysphoria/related depressive episodes related to#menstrual cycle shit is. and like. im not saying it was a flawless transition but good god im serious it changed my fucking life#not to the extent testosterone would but it was still like. a Big Deal#because I was like. what the fuck. I’ve been suffering through this shit for years. and no one told me this was a thing? we’re all just#expected to suffer? because it’s ‘Normal’????#this whole time I could just. turn the bleeding off. or at least Down. turn off the debilitating breast soreness and swelling. etc.#anyway im not sure why im thinking about this but#i guess every time i hear someone (without any known health issues that’d interfere) like ah time for my monthly Week Of Pain And Misery#i want to shake them by the shoulders like. YOU DONT NEED TO LIVE LIKE THIS. PLEASE I JUST WANT YOU TO BE AWARE OF THIS.#and yes i know it doesn’t work for everyone or sometimes there’s side effects that make it not worth it or what have you#but for a huge huge huge amount of people. they just don’t know it’s an option. because it’s labelled Birth Control. and because there’s#this long-standing quiet fear mongering about it that makes it seem more dangerous and sinister and promiscuous than it is#similar in a lot of ways to other stigmatized hormone treatments. like. well. you know#doesn’t help that when you first get your prescription it comes with the worlds biggest list of Potential Issues (most of which are either#minor temporary or unlikely)#grahhghhhhhhhhh anyway. on a seperate but related note shout out to my fellow tboys who either didn’t have their periods totally stop on t#or (like in my case) they came back after like Years for whatever reason and that had to be dealt with via supplementary contraceptives#cw menstruation
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tunaababee · 1 month
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girls-and-honey · 6 months
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hey does anyone want to come over and knock me out cartoon style with a frying pan or perhaps an anvil so I can get some sleep
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stewyhosseini-bf · 2 years
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The way Logan has only told Kendall he loves him to use it to his advantage …. In 2x10 when he’s about to sacrifice him and he’s justifying it to him by saying the ‘what could you possibly kill that you love so much, it would make the sun rise again’ and then in 3x4 when they’re talking to Aaronson and he says the ‘He’s a good kid and I love him’ and you almost believe him for a second. Only for him to drop the ‘well, you’ll say anything to get fucked on a date’ as soon as Josh is out of earshot.
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deadrlngers · 2 years
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nothing bad will ever happen to them for sure fo4 events holding a giant bat: yea sure :)
template + El belongs to amazing @devilbrakers
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nymfaia-archive · 1 year
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TRUST SELECTION: JULLUS pyr NORBANUS
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SELECTION: “So be it." JOB: Gunbreaker WEAPON: Imperial Magitek Sawback
AI BEHAVIOR: Jullus seems almost strictly coded to co-tank or off-tank. In larger party situations, he excels at just that: he does his best work standing behind the majority, keeping the party in line and watching for any attack cues that might deviate from the main tank. He is confident, sure-footed, and able to cascade commands or damage mitigation, paying close attention to healers or medics within the group.
When brought in as the only tank, however, it becomes apparent that he's not nearly as self-confident as he was alongside Quintus.
Lacking the aetherial cartridges of Eorzean gunbreakers, Jullus does struggle with overwhelming himself. While he double-pulls at minimum, he will take a mostly-full health gauge as a sign to keep going if there is a third mob to pull. (If his health falls below 75%, he will stop on the way to the third mob - unfortunately this doesn't always mean they won't tether anyway, depending on how close he had gotten to them, which is what leads to him being a little overburdened.)
He does his best with what mitigation efforts he has in his arsenal - using Arm's Length nearly on cool down and not being shy on using Regen potions in lieu of Aurora.
In dungeons or instances with optional enemies, Jullus is not one to lead his party into danger simply for the sake of defeating them, or for one extra loot box. (Given that he wears a full set of Scouting gear, I think Jullus is more of one to lean into sneaking through dungeons than going in gun first.)
Jullus is overly cautious, pausing between large pulls or after bosses for party members to catch their breath and heal if needed.
BATTLE LINES:
“Follow me.” - Activating Royal Guard
“Persistent, aren't you?” -  Using Fated Circle on a mob
“Keep going!” - Heading to a third mob
“Down with all of you.” - Using Double Down on a mob
“Stay there." - Using Low Blow on an enemy
“That's enough." - Using Arm's Length
“I need help --” - When HP falls below 30%
“-- Give me a moment." - After a boss or mob pull if HP is below 50%
LIMIT BREAK:
“We won't fall!” - Limit break with 1 bar
“We've more to go. Get up!” - Limit break with 2 bars
“We will have a tomorrow!” - Limit break with 3 bars
KO’d:
“-- ... I'm sorry.” - Variation 1
“... I can't - ...” - Variation 2
REVIVED:
“... That was close.” - Variation 1
“It won't happen again.” - Variation 2
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mejomonster · 1 year
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I said I was writing a novel to someone
and they were like "oh that's good! Writings a good way to process what you've been through" and hoo boy right then did it slam home that to a medical professional it would seem I got health problem related trauma out the wazoo
#rant#ToT i was like. she thinks... i write... to cope with nearly dying in the hospital and starving months and being cut up a lot and in#a bunch of stupid sucky internal pain???#i mean. i wouldnt say i Dont have medical trauma....#when i read The Body Keeps the Score i realized i probably had some even from birth#the whole premie baby unit thing. then a heart problem taking all my calories to keep me alivr making me a tiny child with chest pain#age 5 birthday appendicitis and mu mom told me i didnt even cry i just said to her i was sad i couldnt play#age 8 heart surgery Fixing the lifelong to that point bullshit so i gained 100 lbs almost innediately once body could STORE ENERGY and#wasnt nearly dying nonstop. age 17 mental health decided to try and kill me for several years which id say was worse but not medical?#then fixed mental uealth and GALBLADDER tried to hurt me nonstop agh#then this gastroparesis etc gi bullshit#anyway. um yes i suppose there may be somr medical trauma compoundint the ptsd for other reasons lmao#but. i write cause... i like silly queer morally grey faeries...#and explorint the idea of who is a#person how much can someone change before they cease to be them. and there can be love and safety#and community and better days even if we go thru suffering or feel everyrhing is The Worst#shdjdj but yeah at physical therapy she was like ah yes youre in mega pain daily#writing is a GREAT OUTLET#dhdhdjfj???!!!!#dude no i want to do boxing now thats an outlet. i need to hit stuff#dancing is my actual outlet btw. unless im too injured to dance :c then mentally im WANTING to dance
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mamawasatesttube · 2 years
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why is it so hard to find timkon fic where the author remembers that kon is an actual character in his own right and not just in existence to be tim's potential love interest
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kellystar321 · 2 years
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dogbunni · 2 years
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chronic pain off the shits rn I wish I could talk openly about what is happening to me without it being triggering/taboo
#insane how i can be suffering through something but cant verbalise it without bothering others#like but im actually experiencing it though?????#dykwim#it would make everyone else uncomfortable so the social protocol is Suffer In Silence#im not talking abt others whove been through it and could be actually triggered to be clear#bc im pretty sure that if youve been there then a trigger warning would be enough#im talking about everyone else who hasnt been through these specific things who would make their discomfort my fault and my problem#etc etc#sometimes its okay to sit with your discomfort especially if it deepens your understanding of marginalised people around you#not everything has to be comfortable and palatable some things are SUPPOSED to be uncomfortable to hear/read/see#and that doesnt always mean that those things are bad and wrong and evil#also if a kid is old enough for unsupervised internet access theyre old enough to learn about difficult topics#it will help them become a well informed well rounded and compassionate individual#anyway#autocorrect is saving my fucking life you guys have no idea how hard spelling is rn#i dont have the wherewithal to deal with someone saying something negative if i share this very painful experience im having rn#safe to say i am triggering MYSELF#and that in itself i could go on and on abt how that proves that sometimes smth WILL trigger you#and it is not the end of the world when that happens#you will deal with it like all difficult things#nd if you are strong enough to go through ordeals that led to having trigger responses you are strong enough to get through being triggered#like you WILL make it i promise#and sometimes its not anyones fault that you were triggered#its certainly not my fault that i am being triggered by something outside my control even if that thing is my own body#dont know what im saying anymore im too scattered mentally#i hope no one takes any of this the wrong way
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wonder if Hospital Smell is different with regional differences in cleaning porducts. are there regional differences in cleaning products? hospital hive mind?
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agayconcept · 4 months
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