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theriverbeyond · 2 years ago

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After the flame, when the stranger with strange eyes comes to her, Nona screams.

(or: missing scene of Nona reacting to Paul)

(or: the author was missing Cam & Pal and is now making it everyone's problem)

(or: what if the people who love you decided to commit mutual suicide to fuse and form one person who wasn't either of them anymore and you were upset about it)

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#paul #nona #nona the ninth #tlt fic #my fic #anyway. hi. suffer with me #posting from my car in the parking lot. as one does.

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hinamie · 10 months ago

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I don't want to regret the way I lived

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #yuji itadori #gojo satoru #nobara kugisaki #nanami kento #choso kamo #junpei yoshino #jjk leaks #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES #'did you sleep hina' no #ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD #i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew #also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To #he is implied through th dialogue #side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way #pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me #not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap

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egophiliac · 3 months ago

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ANNIVERSARY GROOVY BOYBAND! THEY ALL LOOK SO GOOD, I also love the hades reference with idia! Ik ur probably really swamped with the book 7 brain rot but I wanted to know ur thoughts. I also wanted to mention that I am so card deprived I feel like I need a replacement event to take tsumderlands place

AUGH NO I LOVE THEM. 😭 UGH now I really have to think about if I want to try pulling for Grim again. dangit. heck. I already got his little pedestal to add my guest room shrine, but...now I kinda need the boss himself...

also, the implications of it not being an OB thing, Idia can just. Do That? apparently? do you think he ever just sometimes does it by accident? what am I saying, he absolutely sometimes does it by accident.

gosh though. this event has been SO cute in general! I was wondering who'd get the focus for year 5; I could not be happier that the answer is apparently EVERYBODY. :D all the dorms get their own special songs! so many cute little scenes!!! the lowest of stakes bringing out the highest of pettiness in everyone!!!!!! it's excellent.

(also, because I will make literally anything about my diaboys...I know these events are typically sorta, let's say chronologically unmoored with regards to story. but the further implications that this takes place pre-episode 7/Malleus' Big Existential Crisis, and yet...some of these lines?)

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twst 5th anniversary #i hope that's the correct tag for filtering purposes #anyway gacha continues to have me in a bind #i have scrambled up enough keys/gems that i could hit the 100 pity mark on ONE pickup #so now i have to choose between grim or silver #with the caveat of course that i might end up not getting either #(or hoping i might magically somehow get another 31 keys to hit 150 on the anniversary medal pickup to trade for masqueralleus)#(this is extremely unlikely but if we don't have hope we have nothing)#uggggh i hate decisions #on the one hand. look at silver's card. just LOOK at it.#and i could absolutely use a void-typed attack card! especially with that duo!#but also my sweet grimbleshanks in his little sparkly blazer...#how can i possibly say no to the boss #i feel like if i had managed either platinum grim or armor sebek that would've decided it for me for collection reasons but NO #the pulls have just been an unmitigated disaster all around #the way this has been going i'm going to go all in on one of them and come out with yet another dorm trey #and then five minutes later they'll announce white rabbit rerun with froufrou fluffy bunnies leona and malleus #truly...f2p mobage is suffering #i had also kinda been thinking if i didn't get anything i might buy that malleus figure once it went up for preorder...#(i do not allow myself to spend money on gacha because. i know myself. but i will buy ALL the overpriced merch)#i forgot just how STUPID overpriced those figures are though #it is a really nice figure though...and it'll only be worse on the secondhand market...#i mustn't. i won't. but also.#hey twst feel free to make this up to me by giving me that fluffy bunny malleus after all okay

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aashidoodles · 5 months ago

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#shiguang dailiren #時光代理人 #link click #lu guang #cheng xiaoshi #aashi doodles #im suffering rn and want to suffer with others so here's my contribution #lu guang stayed pretty composed on the plane but would that always the case after he wakes up from his cxs is dead nightmares...#lu guang...😔#this was inspired by that one comment in an jnterview where someone asked why lg's bed rails were so high #and i think it was producer who said it was to keep a certain someone from sneaking into his bed but i was like get real #nothing can stop cxs when he wants to do something. and if he wanted to be up there he would go no matter what #anyways lets imagine this as a scene from s1. back when we all had theories that one or both of the boys were trapped in a time loop #we have this scene where lg is having a panic attack and not even cxs is sure why exactly this is happening but plot moves on we h #yeah plot moves on and we shelve this for later and bam. s3 yep lg stuck in a time loop with cxs always dying trauma is confirmed #anyways thats enough from me for now. ima go throw up byeeee

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justaz · 1 year ago

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*merlins magic gets exposed in front of the knights*

merlin, magic user: oh fuck

arthur, finally taking this opportunity to pretend as if he just found out merlin has magic after agonizing for the past month on how to bring it up: you have magic?

lancelot, merlin defender, already knew of merlin’s magic: no! i have magic

gwaine, merlin defender, already knew of merlin’s magic, lover of chaos, ride or die: no, i have magic!

mordred, desperate for his hero’s approval bc no matter what he’s done emrys just stares at him with distrust and the poor boy is tired and so close to tears: no…i have magic.

percival, raised by druids and bonded strongly with mordred over that and does Not agree with the persecution of magic in camelot, had an inkling that merlin had magic but no proof: no. i have magic.

*leon and elyan exchange a look, elyan, amused and leon, exhausted, elyan shrugs*

elyan, knows how much gwen adores merlin and completely understands her stance bc merlin…is merlin, down to clown and put on a show, really playing up the dramatics: no! i have magic.

leon, exhausted, has known of merlin’s magic since he stepped foot in camelot, knows of his feelings for arthur and arthur’s feelings for him, knows arthur knows of merlin’s magic and wouldn’t harm him, thinks everyone is being absolutely ridiculous:

*the knights stare hard at leon and even merlin looks slightly offended at leon not jumping to his defense with the rest of the knights, arthur hasn’t said anything and is staring at leon expectantly*

leon, sighing: …no. i have magic.

#radio rebel reveal #>>>#idk if the idea that percival was raised by druids is either canon or a big fandom hc or just something i saw once that stuck with me #but i love it #anyways they’re all idiots #merlin bbc #merlin emrys #arthur pendragon #sir lancelot #sir gwaine #sir mordred #sir percival #sir elyan #sir leon (the long suffering)#(he’s trying to be a brave knight of the realm as he always dreamed to be as a kid. too bad all his friends and king are complete fools)#merthur #idiots of the round table #look me in the eye and tell me i’m wrong #incorrect merlin quotes

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teh-inggris · 7 months ago

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pvp civ nation...... this aint much but pls take my contribution for this series bc im going insane i love hate this man so much get him out of my head

#pvp civilization #pvp civ #I'LL MAKE A PROPER ONE I SWEARR I JUST NEED TO GET THIS OUT OF MYSYSTEM FIRST #if it turns out he gets a bad ending in ep 6 i dont think i'll be ok like #he deserves a good ending . or a villain arc at least. he deserves to go batshit crazy after how everyone treated him #ALSOO the chekovs gun video journal device thing?? The excessive 4th wall breaking?#Is it just me or does jt feel like evbo is gonna lose his memory/already lost his memory and was sent to the wood sword lvl with tabi #or like . Idk?? It feels kind of truman show ish. Well maybe not that but its just the vibe im getting w the way that everyone has their-#-own secrets. How the diamond swords seems to know who evbo n tabi is. How princezam knows about the diamond swords #and then theres also parrot whos just?? Weird overall?? Idk whats going on w him but i need to know his backstory wdym u think evbo will-#-hate you if he knows what you did??#ANYWAY BACK TO THE VIDEO JOURNAL AND POTENTIAL MEMORY LOSS.#I dont want jt to go that way (mostly bc i dont want to see evbo suffer more than he already did) but it rlly does seem like its heading to #that direction w the way that it also has become a way to narrate what he went through (ie when the ep shows his attempts to beat the-#gold sword lvl but hes narrating it from the future. from his video journal. where he already beat the lvl)#im going insane #Wait also what i meant by the truman show vibe in relation to the excessive 4th wall breaks it makes it sound like pvp civ is just a -#simulation #wait i just remembered its the matrix not that mb umm #anyways.#empty chattering #kokotehart

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lucabyte · 10 months ago

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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.

Bonus:

#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks #hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature #ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual #isat spoilers #isat #isat fanart #isat siffrin #isat loop #sifloop #THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY #in stars and time #in stars and time fanart #lucabyteart #RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete #they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot

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ripplefields · 4 months ago

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that one boss thats just gotta go . rift take him he's ready

#digital art #great god grove #inspekta #god i missed doing lineless art #i've started getting better at it recently (wink wink if you follow my bsky you've seen my other recent lineless)#anyways . hate himmmmmmmm #[says as my pfp is him and i totally didn't preorder his plush]#got me into the game . now all he does is make me want to scream and cry #lord please take all the worlds suffering and put it on my boss

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falle-ness · 1 month ago

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Jensen Ackles as Dean Winchester

⛤Supernatural (2005-2020) 3х15 'Time Is On My Side'

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kristoffs-lullaby · 10 months ago

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Jealousy, Jealousy

#friend jealousy is a BITCH and i think kei would definitely suffer from it #he made one (1) friend in elementary school and decided it was enough for one lifetime #but now theyre in HS and tadashi is a lot more out of his shell than he previously was and oh look :) now hes making more friends #i just KNOW it eats kei up. watching his best friend laugh with other people.#i think this would be the first time too which is why its a particularly big blow like #for so long its been him and tadashi that this was never a concern #so now he doesnt know how to manage this ugly emotion #definitely see him get snappier with hinata and kageyana #goes unnoticed tho because he usually tends to be an ass to them anyway #Man.#SIGH.#this came to me in a vision and i made myself upset so LOL. Releases this to the wild yaay…#haikyuu #haikyuu!!#tsukishima kei #yamaguchi tadashi #queerplatonic if you understand the workd #tsukkiyama #hq #lots to the read in the tags lol sorry…

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speakofshinee · 4 months ago

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TEAMIN - Heaven [250213 Ephemeral Gaze - Gorgeous New York fancam]

#shinee #taemin #lee taemin #shinee taemin #speakofgifs #dailyshinee #kpopccc #smsource #ksoloists #kpopstages #malegroupsnet #tw flashing #i blew up these gifs so they could be large size but the quality suffered of course :(( the fancam was so gorgeous tho #like.. LOOK at these angles and closeups. They were just THAT close . you can see every little emotion on his face it's so beautiful #i omitted the actual dancing parts for the crop sadly but i couldn't escape his expressions anyway so here is a close up exclusive set :)#the look in his eyes in the last gif just.. crushes me

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hinamie · 11 months ago

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domain expansion

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #itadori yuuji #fanart #jjk fanart #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk leaks #jjk 264 #yuuji #help she entered a fugue state and finished a painting in 7 hours again #I still wish with all my heart that wed gotten megumi but HOLDS UP YUUJI THATS MY BOYYYYYYY #god his face is Messed Up i feel so bad #but i do think this is how ill go about drawing the injuries from now on :'>#just a Mess of flesh tones on that boy :((((( maybe shoko can kiss it better #anyway towards the end of drawing this my llsif pilled brain supplied 'domain expansion: happy party train' and i think its a keeper #yuuji if u havent picked a name yet pls consider thank u <3 #a train station tho......as much of a vibe as it is i SUFFERED #the high ceilings full of pipework...the parallel lines....thank god i make the rules and dont actually have to detail it all #i love u vague lines that convey Essence Of Room #i think it works !!! i feel like im waiting fr a train n watching time slow around me as the lights stretch #btw the rake brush is SO good fr making lil bits of stretched light like u r squinting . i love it i have fun #anyway enjoy !!! him!!!! we r truly in yuuji kaisen i never Once doubted my boy

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zubzooks · 13 days ago

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siffrin, stardust, whatever our real name actually is …

#zuben art #hi hello first finished loop art since i've seen 2hats #i am suffering about this scene god #i know i'm now gonna have to find a way to explain why loop looks much bigger than sif if they are technically the same person #i do have ideas about it #i'm never changing how i draw loop though #anyway. 2hats fucked me uppppppppppp #im sure many people have drawn this scene already but i wanted to......#isat #in stars and time #isat fanart #isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #isat 2hats #isat loop #isat siffrin #sifloop

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rystiel · 6 months ago

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that annoying moment when getting left for dead in the trunk of a car in your 20s comes back to haunt you 40 years later (take a shot every time ford says “stanley”)

#i love making ford look like a kicked puppy #my favorite pastime #i also like making stan suffer then he brushes it off like a joke <3 #these guys have issues #anyway context? what’s that ahaha #but idk. i guess in their adventures they get into fights with things and people #and eventually stan gets pushed and locked into a trunk or one of those little freezers that lock on the outside #and he’s in this tiny space and he can’t just push his way out so he panics and forgets where he is for a second #and by the time ford gets rid of the people/things attacking and finds wherever stan went (kind of easy to tell when he’s yelling)#he’s gotta like. ground him or whatever #those 6 fingers come in handy bc he’s just gotta grab onto stan’s hand and let him feel those 6 fingers against his hand #👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼#anyway i lowkey don’t even like the dialogue in this #and ofc the drawings are low quality as usual #but whatever i am Not going back to work on this lol #idgaf take whatever i give y’all guys 🗣️#gravity falls #stanley pines #stanford pines #gravity falls fanart #stan twins #sea grunks #stangst #??? yeahg #my art #rystiart #i’ll have it in me to sit down and make something better one day but today is not that day #also ahem. he repeats please a lot when he’s about to die haha. why do y’all think he hates saying please so much? 😇

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fellowfights · 8 months ago

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Y'all non-disabled folk are pissing me off. Actually mouthwashing fans. Someone does not DESERVE disability and disability isn't "karma" or "justice".

#anyway. YALL ARE ANNOYING #every time there is a disabled character it takes .2 secs before yall start saying some bull #like every time #without fail #anyway curly would have internalized ableism to go through. he might see his condition as a “punishment” for his inaction #but it isn't. it's not #"his disability might have came to be because of his inaction with Jimmy #but it's NOT a punishment and his condition isn't a “penance”.#UR CATHOLIC UPBRINGING IS SHOWING!#SUFFERING DOES NOT HAVE MEANING #YOU CAN FIND MEANING IN IT #BUT IT ISN'T A PUNISHMENT! DISABILITY ISN'T GIVEN TO PEOPLE WHO HAVE DONE BAD THINGS!#anyway. yall piss me off.#mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #mouthwashing curly #disabled

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lethal-spaceship · 8 months ago

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I am about to explode.

#honkai star rail #hsr #dr ratio #aventurine #ratiorine #/Realized that you could shorten Aventurine's real name to Vasha and it grew on me.#/chewing the furniture well anyways.#/Also if anyone questioning why tf Ratio is without a shirt that's because I don't like his shirt.#/I'm still suffering with the refs for the designs I use for them.#/May god have mercy on me.

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