#aot alternate cover

[salaciousdoll]

✩˚｡⋆ ⋆ ⋆ Shawty Want The Whole Team ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ˚｡✩

･˳ . ⋆ Team Starring Reiner Braun, Eren Yeager, Armin Arlert, Jean Kirstein, Porco Galliard, Colt Grice, Connie Springer, And Floch Forster x Fem!reader ･˳ . ⋆

Synopsis: you and Reiner make your desires merge into one on this special night

୨୧ ⁺⁎˚ ⋆━━ Be advised to the warnings of smut, Gangbang/group sex, 8some, bodily fluids( squirting, cum, spit, etc.), dark content!!!, dubcon!!!, Somnophilia( just a little bit, it’s consensual), marking body with marker , knife play but minor, cam recording, picture taking, reader is an gothic Bimbo who loves leopard( I heard that’s one characteristics goth bimbos have, may be incorrect though), pet names( nymph, pretty angel, strawberry whore, strawberry, bunny, doll, Bambi, etc.), dirty talking, deep throating, face fuck, getting used and you love it, all them wear ski mask which mask kink, voice kink, lipstick/lipliner meshed with lipgloss kink, triple penetration, double penetration( one or both holes), anal play( butt plugs, anal, etc.), creampies, breeding kink implied, messy face fuck( I mean it), nipple play, eren is obsessed with your boobs( small or big, doesn’t matter), let me know if I missed something!!! Wc: 7k

Minors do not interact, 18+

ෆ ‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿ ෆ ̟ ̇ ┈•ﾟNote from Salaciousdoll: Happy No Nut November everyone. I hope you all been lasting so far because I’m hoping to break it with this fic, I hope you all have a great time reading this long waited fic and I want to apologize to the people who were really looking forward to the aot Veterans fic like this one, but I plan on doing something else for them. Anyways I’m talking too much, so thank you all for tuning in and reading my kinktober/nnn fics, much love and this is the end <33

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Staying to yourself has always been your memo. It keeps people away from you, or so you thought. You always walked throughout the hallways of your apartment with your head held high, black/brown lip liner or black lipstick on your lips with a salacious shadow attached to you. Salacious to Armin that is. Armin thought you were fucking perfect as he stared at you walking past him to get to your apartment door opposite side of his.

He stood right there with his door open for a minute as he eyed you up and down. You had your headphones on your head, listening to your music. Despite your appearance, you listened to all kinds of music. Normally people expected you to listen to only rock, metal, or alternative music. Armin smiled to himself when he heard your keys drop. He hurried to pick them up and hand them to you.

You smiled and took off your headphones, greeting him, “ Hi Armin, didn’t know you were right there, I thought you were with the others at Eren’s house for game night.”

He watched your plump lips move and nothing you said registered in his mind. He tried so hard not to lower his eyes to your pushed up boobs in your choice of clothing with black as the main color of the outfit. You had a splash of a leopard print pattern with your outfit as well. His eyes stayed on the little knife necklace in between your boobs— he noticed the knife had a vial of red liquid in the middle of it and was fascinated by it, more like making himself fascinated just so he could stare a little longer. He gave up on trying and decided to trail his eyes further down to your pudgy stomach showing through your outfit.

You were still talking and not even noticing his big blue eyes tracing your body curves/ lumps in your leopard and black outfit with a bullet belt over your lower tummy and across your hips—slanted. Your legs were covered in fishnets with stars covered over them and you had on black platform boots. You looked gorgeous in his eyes, if only Reiner hadn't gotten to you first.

You cleared your throat once you noticed him looking and giggled in your hand, “ Oh Armin, you’re gonna get in trouble with Eren for missing his game night ~” the way you stretched the word night should be considered a sinful purr. Your voice went straight to his dick and at the point in time he needed you especially as he watched you walk inside your apartment— outfit hugging your voluptuous frame. Your hips or love handles were on his mind as he imagined squeezing them into his slender fingers . He didn’t like to think of women like this, but the temptation was taking over him. He shook his head and walked ahead with nothing but you on his mind. His thoughts lasted a long time even while he was at the game night with his boys.

A few hours later, Reiner was sitting on the couch sipping his beer between his pretty ring-filled hands. He was watching Jean, Floch, and Eren argue with one another over who lost in MK1. Reiner soon felt a vibration in his pants pocket due to his phone. He took it out and looked at it— instantly turning it over on his lap and looking around to see if anyone noticed his actions and someone did: Colt.

“ What’s wrong Reiner?”, Colt said on the stool at the bar where the snacks and drinks were. Reiner looked at him and debated inside of his head if he wanted to tell him what’s actually up or make an excuse.

Reiner sighs and rubs his big, veiny hand down his face, “ Just my girl, she’s been fussing at me more than usual”.

Colt took that excuse but Porco didn’t, “ He’s lying to you, see how his ears are twitching, he’s lying. Can’t believe I know this excuse of a human better than you, Colt.” Porco had a love and hate relationship with Reiner. He thinks Reiner is tolerable sometimes and that’s enough for him to still be friends with the man.

“ Can we just drop it.”, Reiner says, unknowingly picking up his phone again to unlock and see the picture. He kept his eyes trained on the way your body sat on the bed in a doll-like position with your knees placed on the bed, legs folded behind you, and your feet connected to the fat of your ass. The lingerie you had on was totally different from what you always wear. You just had on satin black bikini underwear with a leopard-print bow on the front, your pussy outline was visible and he was thirsty for it. Gosh, he loved how fat your pussy was.

You then had on a leopard print see-through robe with black fur on the outline and as he lifted his eyes on the phone, he placed a hand over his growing bulge. Your boobs were out and your nipples were pierced as usual but this time the nipple ring was different, it was his favorite color.

Reiner was too busy admiring the picture that he didn’t hear or feel any of the men behind him. They were looking at the photo as well, instantly getting hard, each for different reasons.

Eren because of your pierced nipples and how beautiful your boobs look. Jean for how full and lucious your lips looked. The other wanted to know what they were looking at, so Armin spoke up, “ What are you guys staring at?”

Reiner suddenly snapped his head up and shut off his phone to look behind him, gasping at Eren and Jean standing behind him with Connie trying to see from behind the two.

Eren was the first to speak between the three, “ So when are you gonna share? I’ve been wanting a piece of her since lik—”

“ She’s not meat, Eren. Have some decency for once.”, Jean says, rolling his eyes with a shake of his head following.

“ Let me see dammit.”, Connie declares with a flow of desperation seeping through his voice. He wanted to see you so badly since he had a crush on you way before Reiner even got with you. Connie looked at Eren and Jean, “ one word… Selfish”.

Jean turned back to him and they started arguing with Eren joining in to say that he knows you’re not meat and how he didn’t mean it that way.

Reiner didn’t pay their bickering no mind as he thought about the conversation you had last night courtesy of Eren asking that question.

Reiner was rubbing the middle of your back as you two laid naked against each other, “ Darkest desire I have, hmm… seeing you get pounded by my friends. Every last one of us uses you, of course still pleasuring you”.

You took in a sharp inhale before looking up at him since your head was on his meaty chest, “ same desire I have but with a few kinks involved, you’re down to hear them?” Reiner looked down at you and smirked with a nod of his head in sequence.

Reiner stood up and looked around at his boys, “ Anyone know where to get a ski mask from?” The men either tilted their heads in confusion or had a glow in their eyes signifying curiosity dancing her way in the pools of color each of their eyes held.

This only led to you sleeping as you get split open in your dream. Your dream was so beautiful and hot that you wanted to sleep longer, courtesy of Reiner bullying his cock into your wet pussy in missionary style as you whisper sweet words to each other inside of your dream. You two were making love in your dream and you never wanted it to end.

Yet it ended as soon as you felt a sharp thrust inside of your already hot cunt making you scream into the cloth covering your mouth. Your eyes snapped open and you saw gold irises swimming with the intensity of salacious intent as he bullied his cock past your tight slit, “ Mmmf, ahhhn.” Your moans were muffled and Reiner loved it, but he loved the feeling of your pussy wrapped around his thick cock even more.

He bit his lips as the ski mask was starting to soak into his skin because of the sweat clouding up as he fucked you and been fucking you for 15 minutes already, more like edging himself for 15 minutes, “ oh fuck! Such a good little pussy you have. Always need you whenever I come home.”

Your eyes widened once you recognized that voice, it was your man. Reiner. Big and buff with a ski masked on his face. This was your biggest desire, too bad you couldn’t get your other desire, or so you thought.

You felt the bed dip beside you and looked around to find two other masked men, one with deep green-blue eyes and another one with big blue eyes. You started to squirm around when Reiner thrusts became more powerful, “ Mmmph. I cwnttt. Pleishhh.” Every word you tried to say came out muffled and they all loved the feeling they got. The feeling of PDI: Power, Dominance, and Imbalance.

The man with the green-blue eyes grabbed your hand and placed your long acrylic nails on his dick wrapping his hand around to guide your hand up and down his cock. Eren couldn’t believe he was finally getting a taste or feeling of you, “ Her fuckhole is taking you so well, can’t say I’m impressed though since this is what all whores do right?” Eren lips formed into a pretty smile as you looked at him with squinted eyes. “ Take cocks like this.” Eren snapped his fingers to appoint the end of his statement.

You recognized that voice and you got wetter and tightened around Reiner to which you got a slap on your pussy, “ She’s indeed a slut… tightin’ around me at the sound of - ghahh Fuck!- your v-voice”. Your clit was shaking because of that action and you were pretty sure if his big hand slapped your pussy again you were gonna squirt on this man.

Armin trailed his hands down your arm to your hand to lace his fingers with them and lifted your hand to his cock, so now there were two hands on his pulsing cock with a girth that seemed even wider than Reiner’s. He had length, but his girth was a monster.

Your panties wasn’t even torn off so that’s how you knew Reiner stood on business because he usually slides your panties off, hell he usually wakes you up as well. Hated that feeling but you loved this one. Waking up to his cock already inside of you was a dream and reality now.

Armin threw his head back as he let out a low moan, “ Fuck pretty girl, y-your hands feels so good around my cock.” You were about to cum because Armin’s words cut through you like you were a tomato. Calling you a pretty girl was your weakness.

Your pussy quivered and another guy came beside Armin with light brown eyes with gold specks in them, at least that’s what it seemed when you peered at him as you kept stroking Armin and Eren dicks with different paces for each. Eren’s cock stroked in a fast pace; straight and up and down as in comparison to Armin’s cock being stroked in a slow-twist combo.

The guy put his thumb on your clit as Reiner kissed your cervix with his cock deep inside of you. The guy rubbed in slow circles causing you to try to squeeze your legs around Reiner’s hips but two other pairs of hands snatched each leg back and out of Reiner’s reach. Your moans were louder now as you try to move up and off Reiner’s dick so your pussy can catch a break. Your pussy was so fucking wet and you heard the pussy squelching noises along with his balls slapping against your other hole. The hole you now noticed has something attached to it. It was a butt plug, specifically a bunny tail butt plug inside of you, warming you up to take their cocks in your ass. You fucking loved this feeling so damn much. The feeling of being filled in both holes.

“ Cum f’me, Baby. Let Reiner feel your first orgasm for this night. Let us hear the sweet muffled moans spilling from you like a good little slut. Tonight you’re our performer so keep us entertained baby.”, The guy with specks of gold in his light brown eyes says as he leaned over to look you directly in the eye while still thumbing your clit.

“ Fuck that! Take the blindfold off her mouth so we can really hear her. Need to hear our pretty girl moan like a brain fucked bitch in heat”., Another man holding your thighs says in a matter of fact tone. You noticed that voice as well, Porco Galliard. A man you didn’t get along with but you secretly wanted to destroy or he destroyed you. Either way, you get something out of him.

A fifth man came to plant his knees on both sides of your head, slowly taking the blind fold off. He watched your eyes closed in bliss and your mouth open in a small o. Beautiful Melodies flew out of your mouth as he stared at you with his brown eyes and face covered with a ski mask just like the rest, “ She’s a true beauty, how the fuck did Reiner score with her?”

Porco's voice was heard next as you moaned at Reiner now drilling into your pussy, “ We all ask the same question, ginger. It’s confusing but from the way he’s fucking her, you could see why.”

Colt laughed as he peered over Reiner’s shoulder to watch you just like Porco was doing, “ I never thought there will be a day you compliment Reiner, Poc.”

Reiner couldn’t listen to them when his eyes were zoomed in on the way your whimpers were growing more rapidly and the way your body shook as he was still plunging into your sobbing pussy. “ Shit, I could feel myself cumming but I need you to cum before I do baby, so cum for me. Cum for us.”

“ Ahhn, I think I’m gonn- I think I’m gonna cum. Fuck!”, Your moans were beautiful to all of their ears and as some of them watch you lift your upper body up while Reiner fucked you through your orgasm, they realize that you were perfect for Reiner, one of his types.

Connie was holding off on jerking his cock because of how in awe he was at your body and how your hands, after dropping them from stroking Eren and Armin off, were trying to push reiner away because of the overstimulation you were getting.

Reiner wanted to stop fucking you so badly so he could hold off his orgasm but he couldn’t, not when your pussy is milking his cock as she sucked him in a vice grip. You were hungry for his dick. Reiner looked down at where the two of you were connected and saw your pussy was squirting a bit on his cock whilst also creaming on his dick, still having his ski mask on with sweat overlapping on his hair and face.

“ Reiner pl-please, s’ too much for me. Ahhnnn.”, Your moans were almost pornograhic and that pushed Reiner over the edge as he snapped his hips one more time with his balls landing on the fur ball attached to your butt plug.

His dick pumped inside of you as you felt your cervix get filled with his cum. “ Shit baby! So fucking good. S’ fucking good. She’s, ughhh!” They couldn’t even make fun of him as he tried to cradle all of your body inside of his big arms with his body sweat rolling onto your body because of him holding you— pumping you full. It’s like the others were watching a porn video from the way you two were fucking each other.

Reiner was seeing stars even as he laid his head on your chest. Your hand made its way into his hair calming him down from his orgasm. You knew he was probably at his limit since average men could only cum once, but you needed more.

So, you lifted your hips up with his cock still inside of you— fucking him back to full on hard since he was beginning to get semi soft inside of your pussy. “ Need more, Rei. Need you.” You looked around at the men staring in shock and mewled out, “ need all of you.”

Reiner lifted his head up and kissed you on your lips, “ Whatever my strawberry wants, she gets. Use her how she wants guys.” He slowly pulled out of you with a full hard on now and moved out of the way for the other men to surround you now.

“ what a pretty pair of tits you have, can’t wait to suck on em’, doll.”, Eren says as he twisted your right nipple making you whimper. Most would know that Eren is a tits man. He loved boobs of all sizes and colors—yours were no different from those he loved. In fact, he would have to say they’re more beautiful to stare at instead of fucking or sucking, so he brought his phone out of his pocket and you panicked, well your eyes showed slight panic. Eren looked at Reiner, “ you wouldn’t mind if I captured her essence for later right?”

Reiner looked at you before looking back at Eren, “ Ask her, it’s her body.” It was the bare minimum but Reiner always gave you butterflies when he said anything like that. Eren clicked, “ You are so right, how could I forget that you can speak for yourself right. So I ask you, may I capture these pretty tits for later, doll?”

You gulped and slowly nodded your head. Eren smiled and whispered a sweet to himself before taking a photo of your tits but as he was doing that your eyes connected with bright hazel eyes that belonged to Connie Springer. Connie leaned down to smash his lips onto yours, tasting your spit so lovingly. His tongue inserted inside of your mouth and you moaned from that feeling alone. You reached to pump his red flushed cock causing him to hiss into your kiss, “ fuck, pretty Angel.”

You heard other belt buckles and pants unzip and knew you were about to be fucked into oblivion. Some of them kept their cargo pants on and some didn’t. Eren, Porco, and Jean kept their cargo pants or jeans on and the rest took their style of pants off, leaving them in nothing but their tattoos or piercings.

You soon felt Connie’s lips detach from yours and another pair was placed on your lips, these ones were more rougher and somehow you loved how rough they kissed you. Floch needed to see how your lips tasted and felt but it didn’t last long because Jean snatched him back to lift you up and your legs and arms wrapped around his waist and neck so tightly in fear of him dropping up.

No matter how much you weighed Jean was gonna fuck you in the air or on the wall, he didn’t care he needed to bounce you on his dick, “ You’re such a bunny. A pretty bunny. A fuck bunny so I need you to bounce on me like one, okay.” You would’ve thought it was corny if you weren’t so horny. Jean’s eyes were on you as he pushed his cock inside of your warm pussy.

You couldn’t take how long his cock was so you squeezed your eyes shut. It’s like you could feel every vein on his cock sliding inside your pussy and it felt too good, so good that tears were beginning to develop in your eyes. Jean's eyes widened and he instantly stopped himself from going in further, “ What’s wrong? Did I hurt you? Do you wanna st-”

“ No.” you interrupt as he bombard you with questions of concern. “ It’s just so good, please fuck me, Jeanyy. I promise I can take it. Please.” You felt another pair of hands from behind you as they helped you take all of Jean’s cock into your wet cunt by placing hands on your shoulders to guide you down.

“ Come on, strawberry, is that all you can take, I feel like your hole is wet enough to take Jean boy. I would’ve thought a slut like you would do better than this, I’m disappointed in you, princess?”, Porco says as he wiggles the bunny tail around making you moan with your head thrown back against his body.

“ Fuck off, Porco. You’re gonna help or what?, if not get the hell out of our space.”, Jean says as he grabs your ass in between his fingers, some of the fat spilling over his fingers. Jean hated when people called him his mother’s nickname, it’s annoying when she says it even as he’s a grown adult so it was double annoying when his friends say it, especially in front of his crush he’s about to pound in a moment.

Porco knew Jean was irritated, so he smirked at him and put his head in between your shoulders to stare at Jean, “ Let me show you how to properly fuck a slut like her. You too Reiner.” Reiner scoffed and rolled his eyes at his friend.

Porco slowly took out the butt plug as he watched how your body wiggled against Jean’s dick causing him to still himself inside of your pussy in fear of cumming before you. Once the plug was out of you, Porco stroked his cock a solid two times before lining his tip against the opening of your ass. Your ass puckered in desperation of emptiness and you needed something to fill it up after being plugged up for you don’t know how long.

Porco pushed himself inside of your hole causing you to cry with more tears pouring down your eyes, your mascara falling down your eyes. You knew you should’ve taken off the remaining of your makeup but you fell asleep right after masturbating to Reiner because of his reaction to the picture you sent.

Once Porco got himself past the tight ring of muscle, he slowly felt you relax as he gave you time to adjust to him and Jean being inside of you at the same time.

You whined as your hands were placed on Jean’s chest, “ Wan’ more. Please treat me like a slut, fuck me like a whore.” Jean smashed his lips onto yours as both him and Porco began to move in sync. Both hissing at the feeling of your pussy and ass welcoming them in like it’s a home for them.

“ Fuck princess, you’re sucking my dick into this precious little hole of yours, wish we can- fuck!- take as long as we want but we can’t when you have other wolves to feed as well.”, Porco says as he slides more of himself inside of you as he was still fucking into you, getting you to take all of his thick dick inside of your ass.

When Jean moved in, Porco moved out and you were in heaven because the feeling of being stuffed in both ends was a beautiful feeling to you, so beautiful that you couldn’t help but to babble, “ mmph, mmm, keep fucking me like this.” They both sped up with Louis pants and groans following. The sound of balls slapping against your skin and their each other balls were heard as they quickened their pace.

“ Shit bunny, you’re bouncing on my cock so well, fuck! Such a good little bunny for me.”, Jean moans into your neck prior to sucking on it as he rolls his hips into your pelvis. The loud smacks from their bodies were addictive to the rest of the men who stroked themselves to the scene in front of them.

Crazily enough, Porco liked the feeling of being inside of your ass, especially when his cock rubbed against Jean’s adding more pleasure to his fuck. Jean felt the same, only a wall stopping them from being in the same hole.

“ M’gonna, Uhhnnn, Je-annnn. Por-coooo.” The moans that came out of your mouth set them ablaze and so they fucked your even harder chasing their own orgasms not knowing that you already came onto their dicks with no hesitation, “ Yesssss, fuck me. Fuck me. You're fuc-ckingg me sooo goodd.” Your legs were tightly gripping onto jeans waist causing him to stiffen himself and cum deep into your pussy with a loud moan of your name. Reiner watched the whole thing with envy and lust. Specifically envy when Jean came inside of you and Porco followed after with a loud groan of your name.

When your body went limp inside of their arms, they both pant before sliding out of you with their cum dripping out of you and onto the floor. The others watched and whispered different things.

Porco slapped your ass and kissed your ear, “ Thank you for the ride, slut. Gotta use that mouth next time since that’s what you’re best at running.”

Your legs were still shaking and you couldn’t even register his words, but you felt the slap on your ass and you moaned. Jean had to take the ski mask off because he was sweating nonstop, he threw it behind him and took your mouth against his in hunger. In between the kisses he muttered a thank you prior to walking you to the bed with his arms around your body. Jean turned you around to place you on a body laying on the bed already, “ You took them like a champ, doll. And you looked so pretty while they took you, so will you be able to handle me, Armin, and Connie as well?”

Your pussy visibly clenched in Armin’s view as he stood behind you and when you did it, a little cum dripped down your pussy to land on Eren’s pants. Armin let out a shaken breath and placed his hands on your ass to spread you apart. You were about to look back to see who it was, but Connie took your hair and yanked back on whatever hairstyle you had making you wince, “ Ah ah Ah, nope, nuh uh, focus only on me, pretty Angel. Need all of your attention on me as I fuck your pretty face. Couldn’t wait to have you like this so I’m not gonna waste any more.” Connie slammed his cock inside of your mouth making you take all of his cock in his mouth, “ Shit! time.” He finished off his sentence at the same time your choking was heard.

Your black lip liner meshed into your lipgloss or black lipstick was starting to have marks on Connie’s dick and he loved the little black rings forming on his cock as he drove his dick back and forth in your mouth. Eren sucked on one of your boobs swinging in his face at the same time he felt Armin grab his dick to help him inside of your tight and warm pussy. Eren let out a moan with your nipple in his mouth and the vibrations went straight to your core allowing him to push himself more inside because of you opening up to him just a little bit.

Once Armin slid inside of your pussy, he let out a loud whimper shocking himself and everyone around him. Colt patted his back as he stood on the side of him wanting to feel you wrapped around his dick as well.

Feeling both of their cocks inside of the same hole was too much for you but it felt good, a weird good. “ mmmpfff, mmmm!” Your moans were vibrating on Connie’s cock which now just sat inside of your mouth, he was giving you time to adjust to both Armin and Eren inside of you at once.

Tears were escaping your eyes even more due to the pain of the stretch happening by Armin’s cock slowly moving in and out of your pussy. He finally had the chance to move more when you started to get wetter and a bit loose for him and Eren. Doesn’t mean your pussy didn’t still take the shape of his and his best friend's cocks. “ You’re doing so well, Pretty Bambi. So well for me and Eren. Now will you allow one more?”

You squirmed in anticipation at the feeling of being filled by four cocks whether they were in the same hole or not. You felt feet positioned themselves on the side of your body as you desperately heard Eren slurping sounds on your tits just as much as you felt his warm saliva covering your nipples like icing on a cake. It was like he was trying to suck some milk out of them from how hard the sucking sounds were heard.

“ Not being nice with her like you three are, so take this you pretty nymph.”, Floch says with his dick moving inside of your asshole, making you take all of his dick which was surprisingly big enough to fill your greedy hole. Once they saw your head snap back after popping Connie’s dick out of your mouth with a moan following they knew they were gonna have so much fun.

Connie looked down at you as he tried to balance himself on the moving bed that was moving back and forth. He looked at your face and his eyes brightened up at the image of you taking dicks after dicks inside of you, so bad he needed to capture this moment forever, “ Reiner, give me your camera. Need everyone to know this pretty succubus name.”

Reiner stood up with the camera that always sat on the book shelf and handed it to Connie before kissing your cheek, “ Having fun, strawberry?” You couldn’t form words at the moment because you were too fucked out. Nothing but small cries and they’re groaning and moans synced into one were heard. Some grunts were heard around the room.

Reiner chuckled as Connie angled the camera at your face with his ski mask still on, in fact all of them except Jean had theirs still on. Connie pressed record and recorded your moans as you looked down into Eren’s eyes, “ Fuck she’s taking all three of them so fucking well, a true Nymph.”

Jean chimed in, “ Slut.”

Porco next, “ Whore.”

And finally Colt was next, “ She’s incredible, insatiable.”

“ Dude can’t you be mean for once in your life, you’re fucking up the video.”, Connie says as he looks at Colt off the video. You could hear Reiner chuckling at the comment.

“ Leave Colt alone, Connie. He’s a sweetheart. A lover boy.”, Reiner says as he tweaked your nipples while he had one knee on the bed studying you as you took three cocks inside of you at the same time.

“ nnghhh, I don’t think.. hahh. I don’t think I’m gonna hold awnnn.”, You moaned as Armin’s and Eren’s cocks synced into you with rhythm, as Eren moved in, Armin swirled his hips to move out and this repeated. You had no idea Armin could fuck like this but he’s fucking you with much more rhythm than you expect.

Meanwhile Floch was on top of you and Eren drilling into your ass until he had to cum and he pulled out before that to get down, “ Fuck, she’s so fucking… ughhh I was about to cum but that’s not where I want to cum.”

Once Floch moved out the way Armin could move how he wanted. He held your hips and started to speed his thrusting up, fluently and rapidly. His thrust was matching Eren’s. “ Shit, Bambi, I can’t hold on either. Wanna cum deep inside of you. Hahhh!” Armin’s nickname and moans were getting to you and you needed to put something in your mouth before you suddenly start babbling out things you don’t mean.

Eren told Armin to stop for a second and positioned both of you down a bit off the bed and after that, he signaled Armin to go. They both started to thrust inside of your now stretched out hole and you latched your lips around Connie’s tip making him shudder and stagger a bit, he was caught off guard and anyone who watched the video back would see how he was caught off guard due to the shaking of the camera.

Eren’s balls were slapping against Armins and it added onto him pounding into your soft spot over and over “Fuck, doll. Fuck! Fuck! I swear to God I’m gonna cum inside of her Reiner, I don’t care about anything but cumming inside of this amazing pussy. How does she feels Armin? I know you’re close as well, I can feel you pumping against me.”

Armin couldn’t even think or talk, your pussy was too good to even form sentences so he let out a low moan followed by a yeah. Eren knew his friend was pussy drunk, hell he was too if he’s talking about practically putting a baby in her.

The squelching sounds became louder and soon they both felt liquid squirting on their cocks as you tried so desperately to get away from everyone because the pleasure was becoming too much but at the same time you didn’t want it to end.

“ She’s fucking squirting on us, fuck it. M’cummin.”, Eren says as he pushes more of himself into you to cum inside of your pussy. Your eyes were rolled to the back of your head as Connie recorded your mouth swallowing his dick all the way down your throat with loud gags following.

Armin was next and he came a bit inside of you by accident before pulling out and finishing on your ass with sweat covering his body just as much as sweat was covering Eren’s. “ Shit. I can- I can’t Bambi, you are taking us so well and allowing me to finish on this perfect ass of yours like a good girl.”

Connie's head snapped up since his head was thrown back because of the head you were giving him. He suddenly snatched your head down to the base of his dick with your nose pressed into his semi-shaved grey hair. He tried to ignore the sounds of you choking and sucking on his dick so good and pointed the camera to Armin, “ Woah, little Armi…” Connie got sidetracked, “ hahhh~ fuck pretty Angel, your throat is amazing. Can’t believe you kept this all to yourself Reiner. Anyways, back to you Armin, you grew up.” Your hands came up to Connie’s thighs to tap him so you could breathe since you have been swallowing his dick so long, “ Oh sorry, pretty Angel, let me let you breathe.” He snatched your hair back to let you breathe again and you let out a loud sigh, coughs were in sequence.

Spit dripped down his cock, your chin, and tits. Eren thankfully moved his head to the right when he saw spit was dripping down your body and was about to move to his ski mask. You felt so messy and full as Eren slid out of you with his cum dripping down your pussy. “ Mmmgh, I feel so full.”

“ Good, you’re about to be even fuller and messier.”, Floch says as he grabs you off Eren to drag you by the arm to the couch in the room. He pushed you down and ripped the remaining of your clothes off and you swore you were never turned on by Floch before, but you are now. He snatched half of your body off the small couch and turned to Connie and then turned to Colt, “ You two are gonna fuck her or should I?”

Reiner wanted to say that you had enough but the way you were staring at Connie’s dick told him to shut the hell up. It’s your desire and his desire coming together as one in this night so of course both of you are gonna enjoy it even more.

Connie stalked over to you like a predator, he needed to feel your pussy around his cock, so he positioned himself in between your legs and tapped his now moist dick on your cream filled pussy, “ Fuck, you’re such a pretty slut man, it’s scary to know that I won’t find someone like you. A dedicated slut. Let me give you a reward for swallowing my dick. That’s cool with you right?”

You whimpered as you sat up on your elbows, “ fuck me, con’. Want you to make me a mess, messier than I already am. All three of you.” As you end that last sentence, you stare at the other two men standing around you. You then stared at the camera, licking your messy lips, your lipstick or lipgloss was over the area your lips were and your mascara ran down your face. You actually looked like a whore, a pretty and classic whore.

Connie had enough and shoved the camera in Reiner’s hands before properly laying you down on the couch, “ Let’s give the pretty slut what she wants. You two could take anything but her pussy. That’s all mine for now.”

Reiner recorded all three of you whilst stroking his dick just like the rest. They watched as Floch got on top of you to grab your tits to fuck them with his cock, something Eren would gladly do if they got this opportunity again. One of their phones was ringing but they could care less because all of their focus was on you being used like a slut. Colt had put his body a little bit up toward your neck to fuck into your mouth, so he wasn’t that far from Floch as he lifted your tits up and down on his cock.

“ Shit, this bitch tits are fucking amazing. Fuck!”, Floch moaned as his spit coated his cock and in between your tits so wonderfully. It caused him to move with speed.

Connie gripped your hips and thrusted into your pussy like you were his flesh light. He was in love with your pussy because it was still tight around his dick, “ shit, her pussy is amazing. Tits as well but her pussy is- uughnn- even more amazing. It’s still so tight after taking so much cock. It’s not too tight but it’s just- mmmph- right.”

You were too busy getting your throat fucked by Colt to say thank you. His cock was so long and a bit skinny but it was still long. So when he thrusted in your mouth you automatically choke because it’s too much for your throat. You were in love with how gentle he was fucking your throat, “ Ahhn, she’s swirling her tongue under my cock e-e-everytime it goes in. It feels so fucking good. So this and her prettiness and personality is amazing.”

“ Relax Colt, it seems like you’re tryna take my girl.”, Reiner says behind the camera, getting chuckles and laughs from the guys.

Colt panicked and you saw he was about to apologize, so you locked your jaws around his cock causing him to throw his head back. He now started to thrust in your mouth like there’s no tomorrow. Spit was forming around his dick and around the base of his cock. Snot was beginning form when your tears poured down your eyes from how his dick was going in and out of your throat creating throat bulges he couldn’t see, but you could feel them.

You squirm when you feel something cold and pointy near your stomach. You felt another presence and heard Reiner’s voice, “ My strawberry loves the thought of being used by men in ski masks. She liked to be fucked senseless and treated like a flashlight by men in ski mask.. tsk.. tsk… tsk, what a dirty slut you are. She especially likes when you threaten her with a good time and her special tools. Isn’t that right, my little strawberry whore?” You tried to lift your head to talk but Colt wasn’t letting up as he wiped the sweat off your forehead as an apology.

You didn’t mind but Reiner still wanted to taunt you as he circled the sharp silver knife he got from the table next to the couch around your navel, “ My bad, I forgot you couldn’t speak.”

You moaned against Colts cock when you felt the knife lowering to your vagina but not touching it at all. Connie didn’t know how to take this new information, yet he knew one thing, he was turned on. So Connie placed a thumb over your clit and as soon as he did one rub, you squirted on him which made him cum inside you unintentionally, or was it?

Connie grunted out his moans, “ fucking shit, this fucking ahahhhhh.” He couldn’t form a sentence and he never couldn’t form a sentence, not even when he was inside of his ex-girlfriend's pussy. You were what he wanted and needed, he’s sure all of them felt the same.

Floch was now fucking roughly into your tits and he soon came on your chest and neck since he was a long cum shooter. “ Perfect. Fucking perfect!”

Reiner recorded everything and came on the open space on your tummy with a loud groan. “ Such a pretty baby doll you are, letting my friends use you and get off to you. Ohhhh.” He stroked his cock even more to free himself of all the cum that needed to come out.

Colt was last and when he came inside of your mouth your tears and snot was running down your face. Colt didn’t even mind that, if anything he thinks you looked more beautiful because in his mind he caused this and he was a proud man, “ So- Aah- so pretty.”

Reiner captured everything and when Colt pulled out he positioned the camera in your face at the same time Eren gave him the marker he picked up from your dresser. Reiner let Colt get up and positioned the camera on your body and then your face. He took the cap off the marker with his mouth and threw it behind him. He then wrote “ Pretty Bambi”, “ Angel face”, “ Strawberry whore”, “ Pretty girl”, “ Whore”, and “ Doll” on your upper body.

Once he was done writing it, you finally calmed down from your high and looked at the camera. Reiner wiped the snot off your nose and onto a towel they brought out the bathroom to wipe you down, “ Tell the camera who the pretty slut of the night is.”

You smiled and gargled around Colt’s cum into your mouth before finally swallowing it and letting out a loud breath, “ I’m { reader’s name}, nice to meet ya.”

Reiner smiled and pecked your lips, “ Let’s get you cleaned up, baby.”

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[melishade]

Hey, have you seen that AOT animatic where the squad was singing Bohemian Rhapsody? I was wondering, if in the TFP kids AU, one of the kids let the 104th hear the song, do you think they would sing it? What do you think?

Clearly you haven't seen drinkyourfuckingmilk's comic on Levi, Hanji, and Erwin banging out to Bohemian Rhapsody. Speaking of which. Here an old thing I wrote way back when based on the chaos of the comic.

“We sang that!” Hanji exclaimed, “Or we tried too!”

Miko and Jack looked at each other before looking back at the Commander.

“You sang ‘Bohemian Rhapsody’?” Jack asked.

“You know ‘Bohemian Rhapsody’?” Miko asked in disbelief.

“Yes!” Hanji smiled, “Well, not the whole thing! Just that part before the guitar! Me, Erwin, and Levi got really drunk one night and started saying the nonsense! We didn’t even know what it was! We even wrote it down! We started singing about Galeleeo-,”

“Galileo,” Erwin corrected.

“Busy Bee-,”

“Beelzebub,”

“And a silhouette of a man?” Hanji guessed.

“Holy shit! You guys know ‘Bohemian Rhapsody’!” Miko smiled, “You gotta sing with us!”

“Fuck that,” Levi stated.

“Yes!” Hanji smiled.

Erwin merely shrugged.

“This should be fun,” Jean remarked as the younger Corp members watched.

“Raf! Rewind before the guitar solo!” Miko told him.

Rafael rewound the song and the piano began to play.

“I see a little silhouette-to of a man!” Miko sang.

“Scaramouch! Scaramouch will you do the Fandango!” Hanji joined in.

“Thunderbolts of lightening! Very, very frightening me!” they both sang as Miko played the guitar.

“Galileo,” Jack joined for the fun of it.

“Galileo,” Miko smiled.

“Galileo,” Hanji sang.

“Galileo Figaro!” they sang together.

“Magnificoooo!” Rafael joined in.

“I’m just a poor boy. Nobody loves me,” Erwin sang.

“No!” Levi exclaimed.

“He’s just a poor boy! From a poor family! Spare him his life from this monstrosity!” they all sang.

“How did we get here?” Jean asked.

“Hell if I know!” Connie exclaimed.

“I’m leaving,” Levi declared as he prepared to walk away.

“No! We will not let you go!” Hanji sang as she pulled Levi back.

“Let me go!” Levi shouted.

“Bismillah!”Jack and Miko sang.

“We will not let you go!” Rafael and Erwin sang.

“Let me-no!” Levi shouted as he realized he was saying the lyrics. He wasn’t sure if it was on accident or on purpose.

Armin felt a tap on his shoulder and turned to see Megatron along with Optimus behind him, looking incredulously at the sight.

“I really don’t know,” Armin answered.

“Well the dwarf is suffering, so I’ll see where this leads.” Megatron proclaimed.

“No!” Levi shouted as he covered his ears.

“No! No!No!No!No!NO!” they practically shouted.

“Oh, Mama Mia! Mama Mia!” Jack sang.

“Mama Mia, let me go!” All of them sang, “Beelzebub, has a devil put aside for me!”

Hanji appeared on Levi’s left.

“For meee!”Erwin appeared on his right.

Rafael intentionally stopped the music as all eyes turned to Levi. Levi glared at them and grumbled to himself.

“I really fucking hate you all,” Levi declared.

They all raised their ears expectantly.

“…For ME!” Levi sang really well, shocking the younger Survey Corps there.

“Whoo!” Miko cheered as she jumped and played the guitar solo.

(I guess this counts at an alternative scene lol.)

[jjkeremika]

Stay

description: Mikasa get sick and Eren comes over every day to bring her food and keeps her company but always leaves.

pairing: eren jaeger x mikasa ackerman (aot,snk)

alternate universe

****

After finally fitting the key into the lock, Mikasa sluggishly entered her apartment and closed the door behind her. She flinched at the noise as it irritated the headache.

She rubbed her eyes after dropping her belongings onto the floor. She took a deep breath and sighed. Today's been tough: work was long, she had a headache, her throat hurts, she's developed a cough, and she thinks she's about to get her period.

Everything is tough right now so she decided to take a shower. The hot steam loosened the congestion in her sinuses, which slightly relieved the dull ache in her brain.

She wrapped one of the fluffier towels around her body, groaning as she noticed the dry patch on her arm and the tiny bumps on her forehead.

Mikasa was putting on a pair on baggy sweatpants when she heard the door open and a loud familiar call: "Helloo! I’m here!”

She quickly tossed on an oversized shirt and walked into her living room to see Eren standing in the kitchenette, rummaging through the fridge for the grapes. The take-out containers he'd brought sat on the counter.

He noticed her before she said anything. "Oh, hey," he greeted with a smile. He leaned against the counter and crossed his arms, and Mikasa blamed her hormones for noticing the way his muscles bulged out.

Eren pointed to the door she just walked from. "Did you just take a shower?" She nodded. He used the same hand to then point towards the front door. "You should really lock your door. A stranger could just walk right in."

"A stranger did walk right in," she replied sassily, sliding past him in the tiny kitchen to poke at the takeout containers. "And ate all my grapes."

She eyed him with an amused smile as he sheepishly put multiple grapes into his mouth.

He pouted. "Sorry," he apologized for the grapes, trying not to laugh so he could chew, and put the grapes back in the fridge. “But seriously. It’s dangerous.”

Mikasa stared at him as she removed two plates from the cabinet. She appreciated the concern, but… c’mon. It was her.

But arguments weren’t worth drying out the cracks in her throat tissue. She sighed loudly, dramatically, wincing as the air touched her throat. “I’ll try.” She furrowed her eyebrows in thought. "By the way..." she continued, "How did you get by Reiner?"

Reiner was the building's security guard on shift tonight. He seemed diligent and she has witnessed him prevent someone from entering the building's locked doors before.

He shrugged. "He thinks I'm your boyfriend." He popped one last grape in his mouth before rummaging through the takeout containers.

"I brought ramen. Thought the steam might help," he continued, removing all the containers and arranging them properly, oblivious to how Mikasa stared at him, chewing on her bottom lip.

She blamed the fog of illness and her hormones for influencing her to think crazy thoughts and feel crazy feelings, for the extra beats in her chest.

She didn’t respond. “Are you feeling any better today?" He looked up at her, she could see the generosity in his eyes, she could tell he genuinely wanted to know.

A pleasant heat spread throughout Mikasa's chest. "He thinks you're my boyfriend? Why does he think that?" She crossed her arms, suddenly conscious of how close they were standing, how tiny her kitchen space really was. "And you never corrected him?"

He smiled and covered his mouth with his hand to hide his amusement, a melodic laugh falling into his palm. Eren noted that today's mental fog might be worse than yesterday's.

"It never came up." He was still smiling. He pointed to the takeout containers. "Ramen okay?"

Mikasa coughed in her elbow slightly before nodding, a light pink blush settling on her cheeks.

"Go sit down and I'll prepare everything," he said sternly. He reached his hands to her shoulders and forcibly walked her out of the kitchenette. Once at the doorway, he turned away to retrieve the bowls.

She opened her mouth to protest like she always did, do the dance they always do, but her bones felt heavy and the couch sounded so nice right now.

Eren walked over to the couch minutes later with the dishes, and she tried to squeal with joy but it came out like a croak. He placed the bowls on the coffee table in front of them, then sat right next to her, about one foot between them.

He slapped his palms against his thighs. “Well, can I get you anything before we dig in?” He laughed when he turned to face her and saw noodles poking out of her mouth.

She shook her head and slurped up the noodles. Eren searched for some movie that Mikasa eventually fell asleep during.

Just like yesterday, Eren carried the sleeping beauty to bed and tucked her in, whispering for soft sweet dreams before leaving, making sure to lock the handle lock upon exiting.

**************

Mikasa had woken up in her bed, knowing that she’d fallen asleep in Eren’s lap and he carried her here. A pink blush braced her cheeks at the thought and vision.

She checked her phone, recoiling as she suddenly processed a migraine in addition to the light sensitivity. Thank goodness she didn’t have work today.

She coughed, rubbing at her throat afterwards like it would magically soothe the irritated lining.

She remembered she had two messages from none other than the Eren Jaeger before shutting off her phone:

did you know you had a lock on the door handle?

Prick, she thought, rolling her eyes.

my shift ends at 10, i’ll come over after. expect brunch

Mikasa smiled at the word brunch then frowned at the reminding pulse of her headache. Maybe she could still have a mimosa or two despite feeling unwell. Maybe that’ll make it all less… noticeable.

True to his word, he had arrived around 11 at her door with bagels, french toast sticks, fruit, and smoothies. She was slightly less excited for the food now than she was before she had to move from the couch to unlock the door to let in the culprit who locked it in the first place.

“See, it’s annoying when it’s locked,” she said, skipping the greeting.

Eren shrugged, smiling and shaking his head, toeing his shoes off while balancing the food in his hands. Mikasa took the smoothies from him. “Not for me. I'd rather know you’re safe behind the locked door.”

He took the drinks back to place on the counter. Mikasa whined, “But I never remember and getting up to let you in when you’re always here is—”

She stopped when she processed the way he looked at her, the dull tiredness replaced with a new light, bearing a light smile as she spoke, ears perking like he was tuning to every word. She felt embarrassed, because she knew she didn’t have any real reasons, but she also felt… turned on. Because he cared so much.

“If you don’t want to keep unlocking it to let me in, get me a key,” he said it like it was obvious, like it wouldn’t be a big deal. Maybe it wasn’t.

She cursed the headache for the extra pain caused by thinking. She cursed the period for the increased blood flow to her pelvis and the fluttery feeling in her abdomen, the one that felt airier when he smiled at her.

He sighed, resting his hands next to his empty plate on the counter.

“I don’t mean to push you when you’re sick.” He glanced over at her, almost apologetic. “It’s just, I worry about you sometimes when I’m not here, knowing you’re here with the door unlocked and anyone could waltz in and do… whatever… and then…” His focus blurred as he trailed off. Mikasa watched him get lost in meritless worries. “And you’re sick right know, so…”

Mikasa took a couple steps forward so she was standing right in front of him, less than a foot away. His eyes snapped back to hers as the movement regained his attention.

She couldn’t explain why, but she reached her hand out and gently caressed Eren’s bicep. She stared at the shadows on his muscles near her hand while she did it, watched them distort over the folds and veins, getting lost in the pattern of her thumb rubbing on toned skin.

“It’s okay,” she murmured quietly, the air feeling a little heavier, a little more fragile. “I didn’t realize it worried you that much.”

Normally she’d pick on him, tell him he’s worrying over nothing because she’s stronger than him anyway. It must’ve been the combination of illness and period fog that made her more emotional, the fact that he even cared so much about something so small just because if had to do with her made tears well up in her eyes.

She wanted to move closer. She wanted to tighten her touch around his bicep, feel the tension and strength of the muscle as it folded under her grip. She wanted him to wrap her in his arms and hold her until she fell asleep, stayed as she slept.

Maybe being protected for once wouldn’t be so bad.

Eren softly rubbed her cheek in admiration before returning to dividing out the food, Mikasa’s arm falling to her side.

“You should really eat,” he said matter-of-factly, handing her a full plate and the smoothie.

She was still processing the abrupt change in conversation but took the plate in her hands, noticing the faint pink blush on his cheeks.

They walked over to the table this time, Eren mumbling something about how the position might help drain the congestion.

“Thanks, doctor,” she said enthusiastically, giving him a thumbs up. “I feel so much better like this.”

He rolled his eyes. “You’re mean when you’re sick.” He ripped part of the croissant then pointed at her as she was slouched in the chair. “And you shouldn’t sit like that either.”

She locked her jaw and bit the inside of her lip. “Oh my god, stop telling me what to do!” she exclaimed, rubbing her hands against her temples.

The concern was overwhelming. The heat building inside her was overwhelming.

If she didn’t force him to leave now, the fog would continue to permeate her barriers, letting him in. She’ll fall into him on the couch, reaching for him, getting used to him in her sickly delusion.

“You should really leave.” He didn’t seem phased. She stammered. “I mean, you work with sick people all the time—you’re a paramedic!”

He smiled a little bit. He tried to hide it by putting his head down. “I wear a mask,” Eren responded simply, shrugging. “It’s not like we’re sharing spit anyway.”

He stood collected the empty plates. The image of the two of them tangled on the couch entered her head, kissing until she felt dizzy.

Mikasa blushed furiously at the thought, and it slightly bothered her that he didn’t seem flustered about the mental image at all.

“I want you to leave, Eren.” She stood up, standing awkwardly. She fiercely made eye contact, a hot stare lit by the fire she started, the one to burn the rooted need for him to stay.

He put the dishes back on the table. “No, you don’t,” he replied, his voice a smooth mix of calm and stern. “You don’t want me to leave.” It was sharp, like he was delicately toeing a dangerous line between an order and an observation.

“You want me to stay here.” He stopped walking in front of her. “You want to fall asleep on the couch with your head in my lap.” He said it with a straight face, like an irrefutable fact. He delicately brushed a strand of her black hair behind her ear. “And you want me to play with your hair. And you want me to carry you to bed after.”

And I want you to join me, Mikasa thought first, sending a rush of hot blood throughout her body.

She stared at Eren in an astounding disbelief riddled with embarrassment. She felt herself heating up, and she felt the sudden bolts of electricity at the friction between her legs when she squirmed in place.

He held her hand with both hands. “Just like we always do. It’s what you always want... when you're sick.” He looked away and he blushed slightly, then started dragging her to the couch.

It was a routine at this point. For a week every month, she was a little needier, cuddlier, and he was just a big bigger, like a big warm cushion, that twirled her hair and rubbed her skin and wrapped his arm around her every time.

She couldn’t resist; he was right. It’s what she wanted from the beginning, when he first showed up this morning. For him to have stayed.

*************

Mikasa woke up the next morning in bed, sighing at the small disappointment that Eren hadn't stayed again.

She wondered if he ever considered it, slipping into bed next to her after tucking her in; if he ever kissed her forehead goodnight, or said anything; if he turned around at her bedroom door for one last glance; if he hesitated before leaving the apartment; if he told himself he'd gain the courage to stay tomorrow.

She wondered how long he stays. When she asked him once, all he said was after the movie ends. She wondered if he sat right there, her head in his lap, his hand in her hair, until he fell asleep on the couch, until he physically couldn't stay anymore, until he had to leave for work.

She inhaled deeply. "This is not a feasible fantasy," she said out loud, her voice hoarser than yesterday. "Just like he said... I only feel this way during my period..."

She felt a sharp pang in her ribcage. Maybe she knew that wasn't completely true. It was just the only time she could somewhat reasonably express it and have something other than I have a crush on you to blame.

The phone ringing snapped her out of her thoughts. She checked the ID: Eren.

"Hey." Mikasa cringed at the scratchiness of her voice.

Eren's laughter carried over the phone. "Oh, damn. That's... unfortunate."

The smile formed on her face before she could repress it. "Shut up," she croaked out, "I just woke up."

“Oh, did I wake you?”

“No!” Mikasa was quick to dismiss the concern. She relaxed when she heard Eren sigh with relief.

“Good, good. It’s really nice out today; you should take a walk or something.” She looked out her bedroom window and could see some rays of bright sunlight breaking through the shades. “Not to tell you what to do or anything.”

It sparked a little laugh out of her and Eren smiled, pleased that the rest improved her mood. “Yeah, that’s a good idea.”

They settled into a comfortable pseudo-silence, their breathing mixed in with the inherent static into a pleasing noise. Mikasa stared out her window, admiring the blue sky and cherry blossoms. Eren observed different flowers at the small shop, trying to remember if she’d ever told him her favorites.

“Oh, I almost forgot why I called,” Eren said suddenly, deciding none were good enough and leaving. “Im double shifting today so I won’t be there tonight. I have tomorrow off though, so I can make it up to you then.”

Mikasa closed her eyes at the news, the unsettling feeling spreading from the pit of her stomach. “Oh, okay.” She deflated slightly, glad he couldn’t see her over the phone. “When tomorrow?”

“Whenever you want to see me.”

Always.

The suggestion rolled off her tongue before she could stop it; she was too distracted with how her heart swelled to notice the words until they were already spoken: “Come after work? I’ll leave the door unlocked.”

He chuckled airily, which made her smile a little. “Well, I would prefer if it was locked while you rested.”

“I’ll leave a key on top of the door. There’s food here too, so maybe I can prepare something this time,” she rushed out. She wanted to convince him.

It didn’t take much. “Yeah, okay. I’ll see you later tonight then, Mika.”

They ended the call and she snuggled back into her blankets, a cozy smile stretched on her face.

She dozed around the whole day, telling herself she’d get up and go for a walk and instead moving to nap periodically on the couch.

Around dinner time she walked to the door and unlocked it, falling back onto the couch with the tv on.

“How’s it going, Eren?” Reiner asked him as he entered the building.

Eren smiled and waved, still awake from that coffee during the second shift. “Hey, Reiner. Im good, how are you?” He stopped at the counter, resting his forearm against the cool surface.

“Not too shabby,” Reiner replied, smirking like things had been moving in his favor lately. A thought popped into his head and his expression changed. “Oh, how’s Mikasa doing? Haven’t seen her in a few days.”

“Yeah, she’s sick,” Eren answered, stepping back from the counter, “I should go check on her; Ill tell her you asked about her though.”

Eren walked over to the door once he heard the buzzer. They exchanged goodbyes and Eren took the stairs to the fourth floor.

He stopped at her apartment door. No lights were peeking through the cracks in the door; no keys left on the frame or under the mat.

He sighed and triple checked that it was her apartment before trying the doorknob, relieved but also saddened that it was unlocked.

He recognized the apartment even in the dark. Eren took his shoes off and quietly walked to the couch, smiling at the sight of her curled into a ball, bundled in three different blankets.

He removed his backpack and placed it on the ground before moving to crouch in front of the couch.

Eren reached out, his hand delicately displacing strands of hair from her face, his fingertips barely brushing against her soft skin. He was intermittently holding his breath, like moving the air would disturb her, like he was forgetting to breathe.

Honestly he expected for her to be asleep, so he was more than okay with sleeping on the couch and waking up to her the next morning.

Eren tucked his arms underneath her armpits and knees and lifted Mikasa into his arms. Her head fell into his shoulder, a soft warmth on the chest.

He liked this part, when he could hold her. It felt special, knowing she felt comfortable enough to fall asleep around him, that she'd regularly be so vulnerable with him. Then there was the warm, fuzzy feeling that erupted when he gently placed her on the bed, a protective longing temporarily satiated whenever he placed the blankets over her.

Mikasa's eyes opened softly when Eren was pulling the blanket over her shoulders. He withdrew his arms and stood up from his crouching position. She blinked repeatedly to wipe some of the fog from her mind, to speed up the time her eyes needed to adjust.

He was checking her water bottle when she sat up slightly. "Please stay," she pleaded quietly, hoarsely. If it weren't so quiet she wouldn't have even heard herself.

Eren opted for sitting on the bed instead of crouching again and rested his hand on her covered thigh. "I will," he replied delicately, barely louder than her own sentence, wondering if she still had a headache. "I'll be here when you wake up."

Mikasa placed her hand over his. "Stay in here... please..."

It was too dark to see his expression and her eyes were struggling to adjust. She felt like she couldn't breathe, not because she had stopped breathing, but like each breath just wasn't enough.

"Okay," he answered softly, "okay." He stood up and moved to the other side of the bed, crawling under the sheets to the middle.

Instantly Mikasa was glued to his chest, his arms wrapped around her as she happily snuggled into the warm, firm pillow. "Thank you..." she mumbled against his shirt fabric. She listened to his steady heart beat, smiling as she felt his nose press to her head, relaxing deeper into him as he inhaled. "Anything for you," he breathed out, absentmindedly pressing a kiss to her hair.

[avil1o]

theme of the day: fictional men i'm currently fixating on!

just three silly little sketches, kind of a training for bigger projects that are coming!

i just want to say that lars has an alternate outfit where his shirt is covered in flamingos and that's so cool— also seeing dimitri being expressive is so precious, even after 4 years that man still makes me weak in the knees (and i've not finished the last season of aot bc i don't want it to end)

[jayteacups]

If your Oc Nüwa, was canon, how would fandom interpret and misinterpret?

Would she be a popular character?

Hey there anon, thank you for this question!! I never really considered this before, and never really thought her to be a character that could ever be considered canon - what I mean by this is that some people have done a great job at making their OCs so that they could actually be canon, but that isn't what I did with Nüwa lmao. Her and her story are very specifically an alternate universe haha but it's interesting to imagine the audience reception to her if she was a canon character!

The AOT fandom is famously, uh... a toxic wasteland 😭 so I unfortunately don't think the fandom consensus on Nüwa would be particularly positive at first 🥲 Firstly, the most obvious issue - she and Levi will enter a romantic relationship at some point, and we all know how the fandom is when it comes to the ship wars surrounding Levi's character 😭 I wasn't around in the fandom's early days, but I know the fandom treated Petra horribly, especially the reader-insert community, which is really disappointing and unfortunate. I know everyone's a lot better about it now, but back in the day, she got so much hate for literally just being in Levi's general proximity 😭 and even today, almost every character who gets shipped with Levi gets some sort of hate from other shipping factions who ship Levi with somebody else. So I can imagine there would be a lot of backlash if Nüwa really existed in canon, especially when AOT S1 was first airing and getting popular.

(EDIT: I hit the post button instead of edit RIP, anyways I wanted to add in that because Nüwa enters a lavender marriage with a nobleman, some time before ACWNR, fans might not like that because it could be interpreted as 'leading Levi on', even though she had no idea that Levi had any feelings for her nor was she aware of her own feelings; and the nobleman she marries is gay anyway so it isn't a proper love triangle, plus she doesn't leave Levi in the dark about this situation when this is happening, she makes it clear that this is a marriage of convenience and not because she actually loves that nobleman, but some fans would take issue with her for doing this and just misinterpret everything she does out of jealousy, just like they did with Petra 🥲)

I would say that because Nüwa isn't a Survey Corps soldier, she is going to get less screen-time if the script stays similar to canon. My fic follows her closely so at first, it does cover events that canon doesn't touch upon that much, and maybe the greater fanbase might not care as much for her plot line since it isn't directly related to the main story that focuses on the Survey Corps soldiers. You know how there's always that one plot line in a show or book that isn't as connected to the main plot? Some people might not really vibe with that and think, 'oh let's get back to the action already I want to see what the Scouts are up to!!!' I hope that wouldn't be the case but I think there would be at least a few people that would think this way 🥲

But I do think there would be some fans that would like her from the get go - revenge stories are always fun to witness, and there's a certain charm in a character who doesn't use brute force to get their way, but rather their wits; this is how Nüwa operates. Fans who enjoy political intrigue, scheming, and are good at understanding morally grey characters would like her storyline. The 'I support women's rights but more importantly I support women's wrongs' audience would also definitely enjoy watching her do her thing. (I'm absolutely a part of that audience lmaoooo. You know what they say about writing what you want to see 😂). So some fans would be firm in defending her from antis.

But unfortunately I also think there would be the weird anime dudebros ™️ who would either hate her for the very same traits that they would praise in male characters and misinterpret all of her actions in bad faith. Especially since she and Erwin have a lot of friction in the fallout from ACWNR, which is exacerbated by the first restoration expedition, when civilian refugees were sent out into titan territory (aka the culling). She, who wants to stand up for those refugees as her Underground upbringing makes her especially empathetic to their struggle, would be justifiably wary of the military as a whole. Because of the tension between her and Erwin (which doesn't entirely fade even when the two do become friends over time), there'd be some discourse surrounding that situation. 'Why isn't she immediately supportive of the Survey Corps, when they want to find out the truth just like her?? Erwin is on her side and his genius and vision is what humanity needs, why is she acting like that towards him??? She's being unreasonable.' and other statements like that 💀 I think they wouldn't agree with her wanting to prioritise helping the underprivileged and changing society (aka focusing on the internal problem), rather than defeating titans (which is seemingly an external problem and this is presented initially as the main, most pressing problem, before we discover the finer details of what is truly going on.) Basically the dudebros would absolutely get on Nüwa's case for the way she behaves and the things she does even though they would be way more understanding if she was a male character. Misogyny takes many forms 🥲🥲 (I'm well aware not all Erwin stans are like this, I myself really like him as a character before anyone gets on my case, I'm just talking about the dudebros with no media literacy and I'm using this whole hypothetical situation as an example, okay?? 🥲 I hope I'm making sense here)

I like to think the greater part of the fandom would eventually warm up to her though? In a similar way to how the Levi x Reader community largely no longer hates Petra and we all recognise that hating her is nonsensical at the very least. (In this household we respect and love Petra Ral!!) With time, as the fandom matures, I like to think the fans would mature, most would stop attacking her over ships, and they'd at least understand Nüwa's perspectives and that she's reasonably flawed but still sympathetic if you think about her motivations and why she behaves the way she does. (I hope they'd think she's well written as well, we'll see later if my writing skills are any good at this lol) Discourse would always surround her because of the nature of shipping wars, unfortunately, even if that discourse gets quieter or happens in less obvious places. That would never change 😭

You've also got me thinking about what the fandom would think of Odelia as well, if she was canon... less outrage, I think, but not immune either - especially in Season 4 when she's very outspoken about her opinions on the Jaegerists. The fans on Eren's side would definitely lump her in with the rest of the Alliance as 'traitors'. (Also I think some of the dudebros would be pissed off just because Odelia has acne, like many teenagers do, and therefore doesn't fit into the ridiculously unrealistic anime women beauty standards lmao. Once again misogyny takes many forms). But yeah I think she'd be less 'controversial' in the fandom than Nüwa would be, I think the fans would be more sympathetic to her from the get go. She is paired with Jean later on in the story and I know that Jean has his fair share of ships with other characters, but the ship wars are nowhere near as intense as the Levi ship wars from what I've seen, so I think it wouldn't be as bad.

TLDR - it's complicated and depends on which section of the fandom you focus on XD and it's a good thing Nüwa isn't canon lol

[littleeyesofpallas]

so funny enough i actually found a scratched disk of the first Muv-Luv Alternative anime, so there's no screenshot of the title card.

it's a partial adaptation of the VN of the same name, which is a spinoff of the core Muv Luv series, that the author of Attack of Titan stole all his plot points from. ya know; the last bastion of mankind living inside a walled fortress in a hyper militarized culture, using something called "3dimensional attack gear" to fight giant invaders, but the invaders are actually humans, etc... Only it's sci-fi instead of fedual, japan instead of not-germany, the 3d attack gear are giant robots instead of stupid looking ziplines and giant boxcutters, and the giant invaders aren't monsters called "titans" they're aliens called "betas"... i think that covers all the basics anyway...

like AoT it's also got a really ugly set of character designs and the story's overly drawn out and not good.

[zizz-asdf-re-r-o-u]

wild and probably wrong attack on titan theory

wow im really going back into my weeb days aren’t i.

anyways, so my sister & i started watching AoT for the first time ever and we’re not done with season 3 yet but... as someone who used to be a huge fan of D.gray-man, i have some whacky wildass theories that are probably wrong. note i haven’t read any of the manga yet either.

spoilers ahead! (for both DGM & AoT)

we’re at the part right before they go into eren’s dad’s basement so none of those reveals have happened yet.

my sister is predicting that everyone were Titans first and then humanity happened. I’m predicting that Titans are mostly manmade.

Eren’s dad (Grisha), beast titan/zeke, ymir, bertholdt, rainer are all from some “outside land” (side note, 3 seasons in and we still have no info on Annie however i also haven’t watched the OVA yet). Ymir believes that Historia/Christa would be in danger being inside the wall and Beast/Annie/Rainer all seem to think Eren belongs outside the wall/with their people(tribe?) as well.

Erwin’s flashbacks seem to indicate that the wall & Frieda/Reiss family have done a propaganda & rewritten history for the past 100 years to think that Titans attacked & drove the remains of humanity behind the walls.

However, Ymir and Grisha seem to indicate that there were other human civilizations sorta thriving outside- it just so happens that some unknown players are also catching them and turning them into Titans or something, idk. I’m also trying to avoid spoilers as much as possible, but i accidentally stumbled upon some screenshots of Eren with long hair & no uniform and Mikasa&Armin with short hair still in uniform. I also unfortunately saw that Beast/Zeke’s last name was also Jaeger, but I have no idea how they’re related. DAMN YOU WIKI!

AAAAANYWAYS. so the whole reason i wrote all that shit. is cause i was rewatching Titan Eren carrying the boulder to cover the hole in the wall in season 1. And i was like, huh he kinda looks like Jesus Christ carrying the cross in the Bible stories. And then my brain spiraled and connected dots with D.Gray-man, which is also a military story in a vaguely alternate historical Europeon setting, but leaning more into the supernatural and with more religious imagery.

I don’t think I ever finished reading DGM, but if i recall where i left off, Allen Walker turned out to be the anti-Christ/host of the anti-christ or basically he turned out to related to the Noah & the Earl (aka the villians) and the villians were right all along.

Aaaaall this to say, i am speculating that the Reiss family is holding the walled people hostage. And that Grisha/Zeke/those “outside people” are going to try to use Eren to break down the walls cause they were right all along. No?

[computingpostcom]

Welcome to this guide on how to install Java 17 (OpenJDK 17) on Ubuntu 22.04|20.04|18.04. Java is a high-level object-oriented programming language and computing platform intended to let application developers write once and run everywhere. This means that a compiled java code runs on all platforms that support Java without the need for recompilation. JDK is a collection of various programming tools such as JRE(Java Runtime Environment), Java, Javac, Jar, and many others. Java 17 LTS is the latest long-term support release for the Java SE platform released on 14 September 2021. Java 17 comes with the following amazing features: Enhanced pseudo-random number generators New rendering pipeline for MacOS, using the Apple Metal API as an alternative to the existing pipeline that uses the deprecated OpenGL API Remove the Experimental AOT and JIT Compiler Sealed classes and interfaces restrict which other classes or interfaces may extend or implement them. Removal of the Remote Method Invocation (RMI) Activation mechanism Deprecate the Applet API for Removal Porting the JDK to MacOS/AArch64 in response to Apple’s plan to transition its Macintosh computers from x64 to AArch64 Strong encapsulation for JDK internals Context-specific deserialization filters The foreign function and memory API which allows Java programs to interoperate with code and data outside of the Java runtime With the above information, we are now set to dive into the Java 17 LTS installation. In this guide, we will cover 2 methods to get Java 17 installed on Ubuntu 22.04|20.04|18.04. OpenJDK from APT repos OpenJDK Manually Oracle JDK/JRE from PPA Oracle JDK manual install Option 1 – Install OpenJDK 17 on Ubuntu 22.04|20.04|18.04 from APT The easiest and quickest way is installation OpenJDK 17 on Ubuntu 22.04|20.04|18.04 from OS upstream repositories. sudo apt update sudo apt install openjdk-17-jdk For JRE run the following commands to install sudo apt install openjdk-17-jre Check Java version to validate a successful installation: $ java --version openjdk 17.0.3 2022-04-19 OpenJDK Runtime Environment (build 17.0.3+7-Ubuntu-0ubuntu0.22.04.1) OpenJDK 64-Bit Server VM (build 17.0.3+7-Ubuntu-0ubuntu0.22.04.1, mixed mode, sharing) Option 2 – Install OpenJDK 17 on Ubuntu 22.04|20.04|18.04 Manually Java OpenJDK 17 is an open-source implementation of the Java SE platform. Since the OpenJDK versions available in the default repositories are not up to date, we will have to download the Open-source JDK 17 using the wget command. ### Linux 64-bit ### wget https://download.java.net/java/GA/jdk17.0.2/dfd4a8d0985749f896bed50d7138ee7f/8/GPL/openjdk-17.0.2_linux-x64_bin.tar.gz ### Linux ARM64 ### wget https://download.java.net/java/GA/jdk17.0.2/dfd4a8d0985749f896bed50d7138ee7f/8/GPL/openjdk-17.0.2_linux-aarch64_bin.tar.gz Extract the downloaded tarball. ### Linux 64-bit ### tar xvf openjdk-17.0.2_linux-x64_bin.tar.gz ### Linux ARM64 ### tar xvf openjdk-17.0.2_linux-aarch64_bin.tar.gz Then move the extracted file to the /opt/ directory as shown. sudo mv jdk-17.0.2/ /opt/jdk-17/ Set the environment variables. echo 'export JAVA_HOME=/opt/jdk-17' | sudo tee /etc/profile.d/java17.sh echo 'export PATH=$JAVA_HOME/bin:$PATH'|sudo tee -a /etc/profile.d/java17.sh source /etc/profile.d/java17.sh Verify the Java installation as below. $ echo $JAVA_HOME /opt/jdk-17 Check the installed version of Java. $ java --version openjdk 17.0.2 2022-01-18 OpenJDK Runtime Environment (build 17.0.2+8-86) OpenJDK 64-Bit Server VM (build 17.0.2+8-86, mixed mode, sharing) Option 3 – Install Oracle JDK 17 on Ubuntu 22.04|20.04|18.04 For this option, we download the production-ready Java from the Java SE Downloads page. Alternatively, one can install Oracle JDK 17 on Ubuntu using the “Linux Uprising” team PPA installer script which automatically downloads and sets the default Java version on Ubuntu 64-bit based systems.

Clean previous OpenJDK installation: sudo rm /etc/profile.d/java17.sh exit Add the PPA repository to your Ubuntu system. sudo add-apt-repository ppa:linuxuprising/java Then install Oracle JDK 17 as shown. sudo apt update sudo apt install oracle-java17-installer Accept installation prompts: Reading package lists... Done Building dependency tree Reading state information... Done The following additional packages will be installed: binutils binutils-common binutils-x86-64-linux-gnu gsfonts gsfonts-x11 java-common libbinutils libctf-nobfd0 libctf0 libfontenc1 oracle-java17-set-default x11-common xfonts-encodings xfonts-utils Suggested packages: binutils-doc binfmt-support visualvm ttf-baekmuk | ttf-unfonts | ttf-unfonts-core ttf-kochi-gothic | ttf-sazanami-gothic ttf-kochi-mincho | ttf-sazanami-mincho ttf-arphic-uming firefox | firefox-2 | iceweasel | mozilla-firefox | iceape-browser | mozilla-browser | epiphany-gecko | epiphany-webkit | epiphany-browser | galeon | midbrowser | moblin-web-browser | xulrunner | xulrunner-1.9 | konqueror | chromium-browser | midori | google-chrome The following NEW packages will be installed: binutils binutils-common binutils-x86-64-linux-gnu gsfonts gsfonts-x11 java-common libbinutils libctf-nobfd0 libctf0 libfontenc1 oracle-java17-installer oracle-java17-set-default x11-common xfonts-encodings xfonts-utils 0 upgraded, 15 newly installed, 0 to remove and 68 not upgraded. Need to get 6260 kB of archives. After this operation, 20.0 MB of additional disk space will be used. Do you want to continue? [Y/n] y You will see this installer window where you are supposed to agree to the License Terms. Agree to the License Terms by clicking Yes Verify the installed version of Java by checking the version. $ java -version java version "17.0.1" 2021-10-19 LTS Java(TM) SE Runtime Environment (build 17.0.1+12-LTS-39) Java HotSpot(TM) 64-Bit Server VM (build 17.0.1+12-LTS-39, mixed mode, sharing) $ javac -version javac 17 Option 4 – Manually install Oracle JDK 17 on Ubuntu 22.04|20.04|18.04 The official Oracle JDK is a development environment for building applications and components using the Java programming language. This toolkit includes tools for developing and testing programs written in the Java programming language and running on the Java platform. We’ll download Oracle JDK 17 Debian installer wget https://download.oracle.com/java/17/archive/jdk-17.0.3_linux-x64_bin.deb Run the installer after it’s downloaded: sudo apt install ./jdk-17.0.3_linux-x64_bin.deb Additional dependencies should be installed automatically: Reading package lists... Done Building dependency tree Reading state information... Done Note, selecting 'jdk-17' instead of './jdk-17.0.3_linux-x64_bin.deb' The following additional packages will be installed: libc6-i386 libc6-x32 libxtst6 The following NEW packages will be installed: jdk-17 libc6-i386 libc6-x32 libxtst6 0 upgraded, 4 newly installed, 0 to remove and 63 not upgraded. Need to get 5517 kB/161 MB of archives. After this operation, 346 MB of additional disk space will be used. Do you want to continue? [Y/n] y Set JAVA environment echo 'export JAVA_HOME=/usr/lib/jvm/jdk-17/' | sudo tee -a /etc/profile echo 'export PATH=$PATH:$JAVA_HOME/bin' | sudo tee -a /etc/profile Source the file and confirm Java version: $ source /etc/profile $ echo $JAVA_HOME /usr/lib/jvm/jdk-17/ $ java -version java version "17.0.2" 2022-01-18 LTS Java(TM) SE Runtime Environment (build 17.0.2+8-LTS-86) Java HotSpot(TM) 64-Bit Server VM (build 17.0.2+8-LTS-86, mixed mode, sharing) Set Default Java Version on Ubuntu 22.04|20.04|18.04 Setting the default Java version applies in instances where you have multiple Java versions installed on your system. First, you need to list all the available versions. sudo update-alternatives --config java Output: There are 2 choices for the alternative java (providing /usr/bin/java).

Selection Path Priority Status ------------------------------------------------------------ * 0 /usr/lib/jvm/java-11-openjdk-amd64/bin/java 1111 auto mode 1 /usr/lib/jvm/java-11-openjdk-amd64/bin/java 1111 manual mode 2 /usr/lib/jvm/java-17-oracle/bin/java 1091 manual mode Press to keep the current choice[*], or type selection number: 2 From the output, select the Java version you want to set as your default version by entering the number as shown above. Verify the set version $ java -version java version "17.0.1" 2021-10-19 LTS Java(TM) SE Runtime Environment (build 17.0.1+12-LTS-39) Java HotSpot(TM) 64-Bit Server VM (build 17.0.1+12-LTS-39, mixed mode, sharing) Setting JAVA_HOME Environment Variable. Setting the JAVA_HOME environment variable is important as it is used by Java applications to determine the install location of Java and the exact version to use when running the applications. We will set a persistent path so we edit the file /etc/profile as below. sudo vi /etc/profile In the file, add the Java path as shown. JAVA_HOME="/path/to/java/install" In this case, my Java path will be. JAVA_HOME="/usr/lib/jvm/java-17-oracle" For these changes to apply, you require to log in and log out or use the source command. source /etc/environment Verify the set variables. $ echo $JAVA_HOME /usr/lib/jvm/java-17-oracle Test the Java Installation We will now test the Java installation using a simple HTML file. In this guide, we will create an HTML file with the name Hello_World.java. cat > Hello_World.java

[darth-eagle]

Can’t Believe I Never Get This Edition of Bessatsu Shonen Magazine from December 2014!

Managed to buy it from Carousell for SGD5.00 last week, and picked up on Tuesday. Open it to realise it contain the SnK Vol 15 Alternate Dustcover which I thought I already have (but apparently didn’t!).

Below are the SnK-Related Series this Edition contain.

[vampp1e]

(* ´ ∀ `)ノ～ mikasa ackerman ♡💭

[gloomikasa]

Something in his deep green eyes has me sayin’ He’s not all bad like his reputation And I can’t hear one single word they say (4/8)

[kiyomie]

SNK Volume Covers 1-25 + some Alternate covers

[bunnys-babies]

Them as Parents

AOT x gn!reader

warning(s): none! And there’s no mentions of child’s looks, childbearing process, etc. it’s more so focused on how they’d be as a parent themselves :) this way anyone can enjoy if that makes sense!

a/n: when I say I was jumping up & down as soon as I got this request, I LOVE imagining them as parents or any character for that matter 😩😩 ty for the request and I hope you enjoy!! ALSO tell me why bestie @plutowrites came out with some dad smau too!! they’re so cute check them out here hehehe <333

pt. 2

characters: eren, jean, connie, levi, hange, mikasa, sasha, annie, bertholdt, reiner, & zeke

Eren

You know that parent that kinda plays too hard with their kids sometimes? Yeah. Just yeah. He has chipped a tooth helping them climb a tree once, it sucked but made for a very cute picture and has served to be the sweetest little memory for your guys’ kiddo.

When they’re younger he is obsessed with playing with them in their fantasy worlds and going along with their bizarre storylines, and he will most definitely be dressing up along with them. And I’m talking going out to the grocery store with his child in their pirate costume and he’s got that tiny little fairy dress still shoved on over his shirt because this way, he can get stuff done and his baby’s having fun.

He’s just a total dork and has no shame in indulging in his child’s interests and letting loose and being goofy with his kids. Alternatively this does mean he’ll be that parent that comes with the poster boards with your child’s name in stickers and covered in glitter glue at any event your child will be at. Dirty looks from other parents when he shouts for his kid do not bother him, and neither do the glares from his poor baby. Just a happy, passionate lil dad :,)

PS - will also aggressively wrestle your children.

Jean

I love him but he’s such a worry wart no matter if it’s your first or third kid LOL. He has a simple tote bag he’s carried around with him since you two had your kid and it stays on AT ALL TIMES. It’s stocked full of things like bandaids, diapers, unscented lotion, sensory toys, little activities for them in the car, a history of their allergies and medical records, snacks, drinks, that shits gotta be so heavy I swear. And this bag doesn’t leave when your kid gets older either. The items just slowly get replaced with more age appropriate things.

If your kid gets periods, of course he’s gonna be stocked up on supplies. They like to be physically active? A sport? Skateboarding? You name it, he’s got wraps and guards and bandages for anything. He’s obsessed with being prepared. However, as worrisome as he can be your kid would never guess it. The last thing he wants to do is make your kid anxious!! He totally gives off a calm and caring vibe and it isn’t until they’re older, most likely their late teens, that you tease Jean about how worried he always is about them that they learn the truth hehe. He also totally has a picture of the family in his wallet, he’s that guy <3.

Also also, trips to grandmas are his favorite cause there is something so special about seeing his kid and his mom eat cookies together :,,((((.

Connie

Surprisingly so good at discipline. He has a knack for making everything seem fun, which helps them learn self-discipline, routines, and rules; but he’s also very good at reinforcing only appropriate behaviors and replacing “bad” ones with better options.

Bedtime? Oh, you mean dancing with daddy to the bathroom and brushing your teeth together before getting into snuggly clothes and having him tuck you in cause you’re his “little caterpillar”, right right. Clean up time? No, no, it’s actually called seeing who can put the toys away fastest and the winner gets hugs and tickles. Interestingly enough, your kid always manages to win. And as they get older, he slowly fades and fades the dependency on “fun-time” to get things done until they’re doing it themselves.

He definitely does get emotional here and there as they get older once they no longer need his help getting to bed, and it wouldn’t surprise you to walk in on him taking a little nap in their beds if they’re out late or something cause you know, he’s a big ol sap really. And when your kid finally moves out (much to his dismay, saying it’s financially better for them to just stay! They don’t have to pay a single bill, nothing!) he definitely gets a little lap dog to fill the hole. He’ll be okay though I promise <3

Levi

Literally takes everything in him not to spoil your babies I swear. He thought he’d have no problem, but then they’re looking up at him with those big sweet eyes and he just wants to make them happy cause if he was a good dad would he actually ever say no cause then they’d cry and- yeah. He’s immediately looking at you from the side and hoping and praying you’ll step in to help him say no. Once they get older though, all his resolve has washed away. It takes them promptly two “please”s before he’s sighing and bargaining with them.

Thankfully his kid knows how much of a stickler he is and is very very grateful, even gives him a big squeeze as he grumbles. Your kid also goes to him for everything. Not only is he invested in the gossip, but he’s very good at consoling them through everything.

Their first break-up destroys him though. He finds them crying in their room and just brings them a little bowl of fruit and lays with them as they cry and talk, and probably end up falling asleep. And that night, he definitely is torn up talking to you about it and is getting emotional himself because seeing his little baby be sad like that breaks his heart! And don’t get him started on their wedding day. You know the cliche stone cold dad that goes viral on whatever app cause they’re actually crying, yeah need I say more?

Hange

Don’t ask me how, but they have your guys’ kid cooking with them at the age of like three. It’s probably because they’re very good at involving them in whatever they’re doing that the kiddo is interested in, which in this case was cooking. But seriously, they have endless patience and love any opportunity to do something together rather than alone, especially if it’s you or your kid!

This definitely leads to your kid having so much random knowledge and great listening skills, while also being able to talk your ear off if you let them. However, they can get a little too invested in your child’s schoolwork.

There’s been one too many times where you’ve caught them red handed in their office around 2 in the morning, adding the “final touches” to your kids solar system diorama. This also leads to finding both of them in the garage at another ungodly hour doing who knows what when they both have work and school in the morning. Do they enable each other? Oh yes, but do they love each other? Even more <3.

Mikasa

She is so scared at first, she’s not even entirely sure what specifically is scaring her, but she knows she is. It isn’t until your kid calls her “ma” for the first time that she feels like she can do this. Something about the way they looked up at her and were all smiles and giggles and chubby cheeks told her that there was an endless love between them and they were gonna do this together.

She’s very much attached to the hip with the kiddo! Her favorite is going on walks together, all the way from when they’re in a stroller to when they’re home visiting and just wanna take a brisk walk and talk. Your guys’ kid was also obsessed with dangling from mikasa’s upper arm with their feet in the air and seeing how long they could hold on. They did this up until they were about 12 I swear, one of her biggest motivators to stay fit for real LOL.

Her lock screen also changes monthly with new pics of the three of you together or just your baby :(.

Sasha

PTA mom but like a really cute one. She just loves being involved in your kids life and what a better way to do that then be in the PTA! Always the go to chaperone for any field trip and all the kids want to be in her group cause she’s so fun. One time though on the bus ride back from a field trip some other kid managed to sit next to her and your baby was glaring the whole time, making it clear she was their mom.

Her favorite little outing to do with your kid was going to the zoo for the longest time, just to hear your baby try to say all the animal names and make the noises and get so close, too. Your baby had an obsession with the aquarium for a short while so Sasha even went the extra mile to have an aquatic themed birthday party and made little “fins” (hats) for all the kids to wear, and a starfish cake :(((. That’s one thing about Sasha as a parent, she will always go the extra mile and above and beyond to make your kid happy. Even if that means no sleep so she can prep for a 5 year olds birthday party.

And when your child finally moved out, she gave them a chest full of little memorabilia she kept for them as they grew. Along with a journal she wrote in as they grew up just talking about all the happy times she had with them and her favorite memories; there’s even a little love story about how she met you in there and her tips for your baby to find true love, too <3.

Annie

She’s definitely an extremely devoted parent. It doesn’t matter how busy she is, she will always set aside time to be with your kids. If she were ever unable to attend something with your kid, she’d definitely beat herself up over it and do any alternative she could to remind them how important they are to her, even if they aren’t personally upset about it. She’s very adamant on your child understanding their worth and that they are special as they are, and that they deserve to be loved and appreciated.

She’s definitely one of the parents who will be so so accepting of her kids s/o but will constantly be deciding to herself if they truly deserve them, they’re her baby so of course she’s protective :(. Also the type of mama to need to know everything about the friend and their house before she lets her kid go over and hang out LOL. Sometimes it’s a friend she’s met before too and she’ll be like hmm… I don’t remember but I believe you.

She’s also done a very good job at creating an “open door policy” about any topic her kid wants to talk to her about. Questions about school, sex, relationships, math, all of it.

All in all, definitely on the stricter side but loves a WHOLE lot.

Bertholdt

I don’t know a better word to describe him other than invested, like seriously. He’s invested in the process, the practice, the everything! Every one of your child’s interests he is sure to learn about so he can talk about it with them and even ask them questions! He’s so good at making them happy and excited about their own interests I swear to god. He makes sure to remember their classes and friends names, any kind of after school activity or outing on the weekends. Any show, game, etc. he is there, even if it would mean he had to tell his boss to fuck off cause he had somewhere to be. They need him to pick them up like right now? He’s speeding and on his way. He never forgets anything and it makes him a truly special parent, and it does such a good job at making them feel valued.

He also love love loves traditions. Some simple things like always eating dinner together and talking about your day if your kids home, showing him they completed their homework, taking them to school on their first day etc. But he also has some more nuanced ones that could change depending on their interests, like trying to read a book once a month and telling each other about it. Or maybe going mushroom hunting or birdwatching every other weekend, just silly stuff like that! But his favorite tradition was one your kid created, partly by accident in middle school.

It was a Friday night and your kid came home earlier than expected when they were supposed to be watching a movie with a couple of friends. Of course, he was a little curious and concerned, especially when they gave you both a look and mumbled something about how nothing happened they were just tired and went straight to their room. A few moments later they came down and asked if he wanted McDonalds, so of course he said yes and took the opportunity to take them with him in case they wanted to talk. Next thing he knows, they both have a large fry and a McFlurry and he’s getting all the gossip about how movie night was canceled because of some drama. So now, whenever your kid needs to vent or has some good ol gossip, they’ll ask if he wants some McDonald’s and they’ll take a little drive and catch up.

OKAY THAT’S ALL ABOUT BERTY I LOVE HIM <333

Reiner

Okay no, he has no will power. NONE what so ever I’m so so sorry. I hope you’re ready to remind him to say no! He tries hard so we’ll give him that, but when it comes down to it your baby can really get whatever they want out of him LOL. His pockets be hurting between his desire to spoil you and his baby, but he makes it work.

On another note, his favorite thing ever was when your kid was younger and they would absolutely sprint to see him and run and jump into his arms once they got out of school. He’d always be sure to have a little treat for them too and listen to them ramble about their day and all the fun things they learned. He’s definitely a happy listener, and sometimes he would get emotional as your kid got older when he’d think about how one day, he won’t have this to look forward to almost every day. He pushes through it though it’s okay I swear :(! He also has a necklace he has worn since the dawn of time that has their initial on it, as well as yours, and he gets a new chain periodically to make sure it never breaks.

He also LOVES cooking breakfast for you both on Sunday mornings, doesn’t matter how early or late he gets so eager to do it! He also loves bringing you both the plate in bed with a little kiss on the forehead before he makes his own plate and eats with a little smile on his face like :3 he’s a giant sweetheart truly.

You’re both his whole world and he wouldn’t know what to do without either of you. And he makes sure you both know that always <333.

Zeke

He would kill for your kid and I don’t mean that lightly LMAO. He’s the type to have to use every ounce of will power in him to not push that little ass off the swing when you’re kid asked so nicely for their turn and that little brat isn’t sharing. This also goes for parents too. If you need to talk to the principal or teacher about anything that your kid might’ve done and it involves another kid he is not opposed to bold face asking what the other kid did cause he knows damn well his baby wouldn’t act out of line for no reason. Especially when they know their dad is crazy and will come to the school guns a-blazing, they know better than to act up. And so far he hasn’t been wrong.

He also is very into anything your kid tells him and is super animated, never remembers their friends names though, that’s his classic dad toxic trait. He’ll be gasping in surprise and looking at you like it’s all crazy, and then follow it up with a, “who’s Aiden again?”

He’s very handy and has built your kid so ?? Many?? Things?? Once built them a whole themed bed frame for their 13th birthday and he’s been trying to outdo himself since. Cries at every Father’s Day card he gets and denies it literally every time. Definitely a chaotic dad and all your kids’ friends love him but are also terrified of him, they can’t explain it.

The only other goofy ass thing he does is try to catch your kids in a lie like once every year, he’ll go up and say something stupid like, I heard you leaving last night, you don’t have to lie it’s okay you can tell me. Or, your teacher called me yesterday, any idea why that would be? It never works but that just means to him they’re absolutely perfect.

A dumbass but I love him.

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[nelapanela94]

| December 17th | This fic was written for @little-spoiled-brat AOT Christmas collab 😊 Thank you for letting me participate.

Since I'm not sure if Christmas exists in the AOT universe, I decided to celebrate our lord and savior Levi Ackerman's birthday.

warnings: fluff, Levi being an asshole, swearing (it's Levi)

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“You fucking want my ass to freeze for my birthday?” Levi growled as your eyes rolled in annoyance. “The older, the crankier” you muttered, loud enough for him to hear; and he replied with a tight squeeze in your hand, the mittens serving as a cushion, though.

“Jerk!”

Here you were, closer to your destination embraced by the silence of the night; alone but not lonely, away from the madness of the city. Only the creaking sound of your boots stepping on the snow, and your soft panting enveloped the place. You could see your breath; exhaling a mouthful of air you felt like a cloud-breathing dragon.

“We’re almost there, Levi” you stated, the bone-chilling air drying out your airways every time you inhaled. Your hand slipped in the pocket of your coat while the other sought warmth in his firm grip. “Stop complaining”

“You said that like an hour ago” He lifted his chin trying to take a peek from under the blindfold. “Just admit we’re lost” Your brows knitted, and you slightly bumped against his shoulder.

“Don’t cheat, Levi” He clicked his tongue and lowered his head, with no other alternative but to trust in you. “Just enjoy the journey” a ghost of a smile drew on your chapped lips.

As long as you were with Levi, nothing could go wrong, even if it was the end of the world. “Enjoy the journey?” He snorted as you turned your head to the side. “This trip has been a hellish nightmare”

Your steps came to a halt as Levi continued walking but the sudden pull from your hand stopped him. “What? What happened?” Your lower lip began to tremble as you tried hard to restrain from crying. Levi had his particular way with words, hurtful sometimes, but after so many years in the Scouts together you’d learn to shrug it off. However, this time, his words pierced through your heart; it felt like you were stabbed in the chest multiple times with a dagger, and the worst part, he might’ve not even noticed the inflicted damage.

Maybe, after all this time, he only saw you as a nuisance.

“You can take it off now” you let go off his hand and resumed your way.

“Are we there already?” He undid the knot behind his neck, and blinked twice to adjust to the night. But all he found was you walking away.

“No, from now on you continue on your own” you raised your voice without turning your head back.

“Oi!” he scowled. “I don’t even know the way”

“Just keep walking in a straight line” the tears welling in your eyes soon began to freeze, and white covered your lashes. Your arms remained at your sides; fists clenched into a ball as you sped up. Part of you wanted to kick his ass and abandon him in the middle of this vast blanket of snow; while the other half, the one that craved for his warmth, wanted to run back to his arms and tell him you loved him. A punch in the face, then confess your feelings for him would be a fair option. You swore that as soon as you left his side, the temperature dropped about ten degrees.

You should've stuck to plan A, taking Levi to the south and spend a weekend in the beach until your skin turn red as a loabster. But Gabi and Falco convinced you that the northern lights were a must to see before dying. And that's how you ended up in a five-day-odyssey of changing trains and traveling by ferry to arrive to a remote island in the northern hemisphere.

“tch” Levi adjusted his scarf and started to follow your footprints, but the distance between the two was growing bigger and faster with each step you took, he was afraid he'd lose sight of you soon. Keeping your pace was too demanding for his leg; despite the advances in medicine and therapy for the past three years to regain the mobility, walking long distances and on these harsh conditions was taking a toll on him.

“Wait!” he groaned. “At least could you tell me what I did wrong?” His voice reached your ears; it felt remote, though. Why couldn’t he leave you alone? You swallowed the lump in your throat and swiveled around. “You’re a jerk, Levi!” you shouted. “That’s your sin!”

“Fuck, (name)! That’s not a secret.” He panted. “Can't you come up with something more convincing? Or your shitty brain froze already?”

“Jerk, jerk, jerk!” you shrieked; your body quivering from both cold and rage. Burning eyes watched him as he approached. You wanted to keep going, but your legs didn’t respond to your command.

Levi’s arms rested on your shoulders as you pursed your lips into a thin line, holding his intense gaze. Your chest heaved up and down as you tried to muster courage in your heart to finally say those words. A bunch of mixed feelings devouring your insides like piranhas having a feast with your guts. “May I know what’s wrong with you?” He leaned closer; the moonlight reflecting on his eyes. Despite all the scars on his face, in your eyes he still looked like an angel.

Your hands landed on his chest, trying to keep him away, but he didn't budge; he was still stronger than you. “Did you swallow your tongue?” Levi grunted; he was growing impatient. You chewed on your lower lip until the taste of iron engulfed your mouth. His left hand grabbed your chin, holding you unyieldingly. “Stop that” You nodded, and he released you.

Now he cared.

“You’re a fucking pain in the ass, Levi!” Your weak punches felt like tickles on his chest, thus he let you vent out. “This idiot...” you began, every hit matching each of your words. “This idiot is in love with a jerk!” that was it, the weight on your shoulders faded away; the chains that bound you finally broke and your heart no longer felt imprisoned.

You tugged down Levi’s scarf, scanning his face looking for a reaction, but he was staring at you with wide eyes and parted lips, almost petrified. “Levi!” you waved a hand in front of him, failing to take him out of the trance. Your head cocked to the side slightly as you contemplated him, a small smile formed in your lips.

Levi was still trying to process your words in his head like a puzzle to be solved. How you, an enchanting, caring soul, would possibly fall in love with him? You, whose, smile carried all the light his dull world yearned for. You, who patiently listened to him on those sleepless nights, who held him tight in your embrace as he bared his soul to you. You, who found a way to sneak into his hours. You, who guessed all his wishes, who somehow managed to stop time when you cupped his face in your hands.

You were everything his empty soul longed for.

But he never dared to tell you; he didn’t want to corrupt you. No, that’s what he prayed in his head to stay away from you. He dug deep in his heart and buried his feelings what unspeakable secret, hoping one day they would vanish, taking the torment away.

The ravenette shook his head, and came back to reality.

“Oi! Stop looking at me like that!” he growled.

“I’m sorry, it’s a rare sight” a soft giggle fell from your lips. “You look cute with your cheeks all blushed like that” Levi grumbled.

“It’s because its freezing” He mumbled and your laughter intensified. But Levi’s eyes softened, he couldn’t be upset at you when you were laughing. He loved that delightful sound that always took him out of the routine.

“Would you be mad if I kiss you?” He shyly asked averting his eyes. Your laughter suddenly faltered; heat rose to your cheeks as big rounded eyes stared at him in disbelief.

“Why would I be mad?” you placed your mittened hands on his cheeks as you moistened your lips with your tongue, removing the little remains of dried blood. “You don’t even have to ask, silly” You closed your eyes before smacking your lips on his. Levi’s eyes went wide, then immediately closed, as he gave into the kiss. His hands landed on your hips, pulling you closer and inwardly cursing the thick coats for being in the middle. The mint flavor of his tea still lingered on his lips. It wasn’t fervent, nor passionate; in fact, it was innocent and pure like two children sharing the once-in-a-lifetime experience of the first kiss, with the moon and stars as witnesses.

You pulled apart, exchanging awkward glances as you scratched your temple. “I... uh” His hand grabbed yours, making you swirled around on your feet, as you struggled to keep your balance. “Let’s go” he said as he led the way.

Once you left the last hill behind, you gazed up and streams of vibrant colors filled the sky like a rainbow piercing through the night. You had seen pictures in books of the Aurora Borealis, but they didn’t do justice to the marveling phenomenon. After spending most of your life on that island, and fighting against titans, a breathtaking spectacle like this was beyond your imagination.

You sat down on the snow, looking in awe at the joyful troupe of dancing flames, letting the colors wash over you. Black heavens were the ultimate stage upon where the brightest hues of red and orange swirled with passion. Then a sudden array of cold blues and greens diffused along the skyline.

It was a unique moment that you wanted to carved in your memory and take it with you to the eternity.

While you were engrossed in the enthralling lights, Levi was sitting by your side, completely lost in you. “Isn’t it beautiful?”

“The most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen” 

He finally understood that he belonged next to you, that his place’s always been by your side.

Your hand found his. “Happy birthday, Levi"

[goldenkirstein]

i've been on fire, dreaming of you

or alternatively, when both you and jean thought you lost each other

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anonymous requested: hello there! I love your stuff. if requests are open, may I request a canonverse post-rumbling jean x fem reader where y/n is wounded + passed out from exhaution after the rumbling and wakes up warm and safe, with jean tending to her wounds. Y/n is shocked bc she remembers how she almost lost Jean (she didn't get turned into a titan, maybe she isn't Eldian?) and she just shoots straight up to embrace Jean without realizing the intensity of her wounds. Jean gets extra worried so he has to gently guide her back to lying down on the bed because she has a fever and her injuries aren't all better yet 🥺👉👈 maybe they cuddle afterwards until she falls asleep or smth aaaaaa 🥺 pairing: jean x fem! reader wc: 2.7k+ tags: angst to fluff, cursing, female reader, mentions of death, blood and violence, hints of blasphemy (?), mentions of injuries, aot manga spoilers.

a/n: sorry this took so long, (i was shadowbanned) i changed up the request a teensy bit but otherwise i hope you enjoy !!

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Hot, burning, searing pain is the last thing you remembered before your vision went black.

That and the sight of the man you loved transforming into the one thing you feared the most.

Whether it was the heartache or the open wounds on your body that made you lose consciousness, you don’t know.

Truthfully, you were angry at Jean.

It was a whispered confession on the Azumabito airship. You and Jean sat in the corner, Captain Levi and Pieck in front of you, eyes cast away. The rest sat in silence, reeling from the situation that had played out on the ground below, quietly preparing themselves for the hell that awaited them at Fort Slava.

Jean’s hands were trembling; you would expect that after years of seeing your comrades die at the hands of humans and titans alike, you would get used to the death.

This wasn’t that, though; this was a different fear and anxiousness. Jean’s hands were clammy and his face pale; you could gauge that from one look at the man next to you, whatever worries were bubbling inside him were the accumulation of all the events from the past couple of days.

Jean was a collected man most times; as commanding officer, he didn’t have a choice but to be stoic and calm in the face of danger. But when that facade began to crumble, you would be there to ground him, remind him of why he was fighting. You knew that if you locked eyes at that moment, Jean would be able to see right through the front you were putting up, see the fear etched into your irises as you all were hurtling towards your deaths. So instead, you made the executive decision to swallow that panic and be that rock he needed, offering him your hand.

You took hold of his hand, staring ahead, and squeezed it three times, a reminder for both him and you that at least you still had each other. You could feel his eyes on you after you performed the simple gesture, but you continued to look ahead, focusing on the clouds, knowing that a couple of meters below, havoc was being wreaked by those mindless titan drones.

He said it so faintly, so lightly that you barely heard it past the sounds of the engine reverberating around the metal cabin.

“I’ll love you now and forever, even when I’m a pile of burnt bones.”

It’s like he knew. It was his way of saying goodbye to you. And you ignored him.

You clenched your jaw and pretended that you didn’t hear, pushed it to the back of your mind because this was no place for hushed confessions of love and, even more so, goodbyes. You were sure as hell were not letting Jean say goodbye to you. There would be no reason to, not if you had it your way. The both of you were bound together, and goodbyes were never to be uttered between the both of you.

Even when I’m a pile of burnt bones.

Is that what remains of him now? The muscle, sinew, and skin that pieced Jean together all reduced to ash and soot? The body that you had spent hours tracing, memorizing every detail of scattered in the wind. You would never feel the weight of his body on yours again, be able to graze your fingers over the scars littered on his torso, feel the way his heart would beat against your hands.

Jean Kirstein would only exist in your mind from now on.

He had left you alone with nothing but his memory, but even then, it was plagued by the image of a senseless titan taking the shape of Jean.

You wished to go back and tell him to shut up, never to utter those words again. Tell him to get those foolish notions out of his head, slap your hands over his mouth, silencing him, so that you could continue to live in your deluded reality that both of you would make it out alive. Tell him that he was selfish, of leaving you here to endure this torment by yourself.

Would that stop the scathing agony you were feeling?

Maybe this was hell you were in, you thought. That you were being punished for ignoring him, that you were the foolish one. Perhaps you should’ve held him tight to you, found a way to fold himself into you, so you wouldn’t have to suffer alone. Were you angry at Jean, or was that resentment directed at yourself?

The pain spread from your chest to your arms, down your legs, coursing through your veins.

You should have looked at him, told him that you were just as scared; maybe that could have changed his fate. If only you repeated those words back to him. He would still be here now.

I’ll love you now and forever.

I love him. I love him. I love him.

Bring him back to me.

The silent prayer came from the depths of your heart; whether God or who knows what would hear it, you didn’t know, but the thought of having to live with this ache was enough for you to continue repeating the mantra in your head.

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Jean looked at your unconscious form that laid next to his seat. If it wasn’t for the gentle rising and falling of your chest, he could have sworn you were dead.

The thought sent a chill down his spine.

Jean had made peace with the fact that he would die when he transformed into a titan. Seeing you, like this, however, barely grasping onto your own life, made his body ache; he was okay with dying, but the thought of having to live without you was a fate worse than death.

He reached over to grab your hand and rubbed his thumb over the back of your palm before grasping it and squeezing it three times. He let go of it, placing it back gently over the top of your torso.

It was time to change your bandages and clean your wounds. Jean was a strong man; he had seen firsthand what a titan could do to one’s body, but his hands quivered as they unwrapped the bloodied bandages from your thigh. One singular thought overcame his mind.

Was he the reason that you were injured this badly? Did he hurt you?

Jean had spent many nights tending to your injuries, his hands careful when it came to you. However, the cuts and gashes he would tenderly patch up would always be inflicted by other humans or titans. Never did he think that his hands would be capable of hurting you. Jean was disgusted with himself as he stared straight ahead at his hands, now covered in blood.

The worst part of this, Jean thought, was that he couldn’t even remember if he was responsible for this, or maybe, that was a blessing. Recalling the situation would drive him into madness. The man winced at the thought of his arms tearing up your body.

He reached over to the tiny side table holding the medical supplies, grabbing the antiseptic solution. Dabbing it on a cloth, he attentively cleaned the wound, instinctively checking for your reaction. You would always make a fuss when he would apply it, but Jean averted his eyes once he realized that there was no reaction from your comatose form.

Usually, he would scold you when you would pull back from his hands when he tended to your wounds, but now any response would be better than having to tolerate the silence in the tiny room.

Jean got up to clean his hands in the basin, warm water turning red once he dipped his hands in. This was his punishment; he would have to suffer the consequences of his actions. The both of you were alive; Jean knew that he should be grateful, get on his hands and knees and thank the gods above. However, why should he be thankful? It was cruel. The both of you were not alive by the grace of God; this wasn’t mercifulness or benevolence.

What good is living if you have to sit and watch the one you love the most deteriorate in front of your eyes.

“You need to sleep; this isn’t healthy.” Connie was standing in the doorway with his arms crossed. Although he was speaking to Jean, his eyes were transfixed on you.

Jean didn’t need to look at himself to know how terrible he looked. His eyes were bloodshot and puffy, his face pale and gaunt. He spent his days and nights in your room, never wanting to miss the moment when you would wake up.

If. If you woke up, not when. Even that was not guaranteed.

“I’m not leaving her side, Connie.” Jean dried his hands on the cloth next to the basin. He turned his head to look at his friend, whose eyes were now staring back into his.

Connie understood the situation; he wanted you to wake up as well, but it pained him to see Jean suffer like this, “Spending your days sitting next to her waiting for her to wake up won’t help her, Jean.”

“You don’t think I fucking know that?” Jean slammed his hand down on the basin, hair falling in front of his face. Connie’s eyes widened at his friend’s action; to say that Jean was frustrated would be an understatement.

“You got your mom back, Annie got to see her dad, even those damn kids found each other. I got her back, but it’s my fault she’s like this.” Jean gritted his teeth, lip quivering.

Connie’s heart sank; he had seen Jean at his worst, but this was almost unbearable to witness. He made his way over to the hunched-over man and squeezed his shoulder.

“It’s not your fault Jean. This is difficult, believe me, I know, but you can’t be blaming yourself.” Connie’s eyes flickered your form, and he clenched his jaw.

Jean shifted his head, sullen eyes peering at your face through strands of hair; the man shook his head as a sob escaped his lips, “I need her to wake up Connie. I can’t live without her; I don’t know how to.”

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You felt a gentle breeze on your face and an odd pressure around your ribs. Laying still for a moment, you waited for the pressure to subside, but instead, it made its way down to your thigh. You tried to open your eyes, but it was as if they were glued shut; there was no strength left in your body.

How many days had it been? Where were you?

Questions circled amidst your clouded mind as you lay immobile. You realized that the pressure you were feeling on your body was the weight of someone’s hands. How badly were you injured?

Memories flooded into your mind as you became aware of the situation you were in currently. Someone had rescued you at Fort Slava, and you were being treated at a medical facility by nurses. No, not nurses; the hands felt oddly familiar. They were careful and precise in their movements but carried tenderness as well.

You tried to take a deep breath in, to gather strength to move any one of your limbs, but paused immediately as the pain in your ribs was far too great. Shallow breaths would suffice for the time being. You began to focus on moving your fingers, channelling whatever energy you had left to at least get them to move.

The sheets underneath your fingers were soft as you gently moved your digits along the fabric. The hands on your thigh briefly paused before continuing their movements. You waited a minute before moving again, this time lifting your hand.

You couldn’t feel the hands on your body anymore.

Whoever had been treating your wounds whispered your name. It was a man, but you weren’t able to recognize their voice as everything was still groggy.

The man sharply inhaled, his voice shaking as he said your name once again.

You mustered the strength to open your eyes; your eyelids were heavy and hard to fight to keep open. The room was blurry and far too bright for your liking, but you continued to blink, and soon, the details surrounding you came into focus. The figure was still, waiting for your next move; you lolled your head to the side to get a better look at him.

“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.”

He slowly came into focus; he was holding your hand between his and planting kisses on the back of your palm.

Why was he apologizing? Who was he?

Your heartbeat quickened as his voice became more apparent; this had to be some sick nightmare. You slowly sat up and reached out to him to cement the fact that this couldn’t be real. Your hand made contact with his knee; he was warm, he was alive.

Tears were running down your cheeks as your eyes scanned up his frame until landing on his face. Jean stared back at you, eyes wide, your hand still held in his.

Your face contorted as you took in the sight in front of you; you were so sure you had lost him, and yet here he was. Sitting up fully, you used your free hand to grip on to his white button-down and pull him into you with whatever remaining strength you had. Jean dropped your hand, and you swiftly wrapped both of your arms around him, eyes fluttering shut to take in his presence.

A pile of burnt bones.

It wasn’t a dream; you could feel his heartbeat against your body, feel his hair against your cheek. You sobbed into the crook of his neck, ignoring the immense pain you were feeling, scared that if you let him go, he would scatter in the wind.

“Jean, I’m sorry, I love you, I’m sorry, I should’ve told you-” Your voice was scratchy and hoarse, still weak from the slumber which had woken from a few minutes ago.

He brought a hand up to rest against your head, “I’m the one who’s sorry; why are you apologizing?” Jean pulled away from you, causing you to wince.

You furrowed your brows in confusion; he gently laid you back down on the bed before continuing, “I hurt you when I transformed into a titan; I’m the one who’s responsible-” Jean paused, his eyes landing on the gauze on your upper leg.

He wasn’t making any sense to you; shaking your head, you frowned at him, “What do you mean? I saw you transform before I passed out; I got injured by the rubble falling from the fort.”

“I should be apologizing, not you. When we were in the airship, you told me you loved me, and I ignored you, Jean, and then I thought you died and lost you. I’m terrible-” You looked up at him through teary eyes; Jean wiped your tears before kissing your cheeks.

“All this time, I was scared that I had almost killed you, and here you thought that I was dead.” He whispered, hands caressing your cheek.

“You’re not dead right; if I close my eyes, you’ll still be here?” You brought your hand up to hold his, letting out a shaky breath.

“No, my love, I’m not dead, and I’m not going anywhere.” Jean pressed a light kiss to your forehead. You cautiously sat up before moving over slightly to make room for him on the small bed.

“Can you lie here with me? Don’t wanna let go of you yet.” He nodded his head before getting up from his seat to lie next to you.

You placed your head on his chest, eyes fluttering shut. Your hand traced the buttons on his shirt, slowly getting lulled to sleep by the sound of his steady heartbeat.

Jean’s fingers skimmed your side; overwhelming happiness filled his chest; he was relieved that you were alright and that he hadn’t been the one at fault for your current state. He felt you press a kiss where his heart was, and his lips curled into a smile.

“You know why I said what I said on the airship?”

“Hmm, why?” Your ears piqued in interest.

“Because I knew that even if I died, I’d find you again, somehow somewhere.”

You let out a sigh, silently thanking whoever it was that answered your prayers.

I love him and you brought him back to me.

a/n: i hope you enjoyed this !! any feedback is appreciated !! i tried something a little different than how i usually write, so please don't be shy to tell me if you liked it or not and what could be improved !!

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[bakidose]

imagine going to the beach with stepdad reiner,,, he'd buy you the skimpiest bikinis beforehand and even offer to spread sunscreen on you, wanting to feel your flesh against his big, calloused hands HHHH

— AOT ## REINER

alternate title: your stepdad reiner rubs you in more ways than one

warnings: smut! + pseudocest + stepcest + daddy kink + fem bodied! reader

a/n: no NO YOUR M I N D !!? ily this had me feeling all types of ways,,,.you quite literally awoke sumn in me 😟

just imagining stepdad! reiner slowly massaging the sunscreen into your skin, from neck to shoulder, slowly getting closer to the outline of your breasts just barely covered by that itty bitty bikini he had gotten you days prior for this exact occasion. thin, tiny material made just enough to cover your nipples and nothing more. and stepdad! reiner would accidentally get his fingers caught on the strings of it, letting it fall off your chest.

pert buds hardening immediately at the cool sea breeze passing by as stepdad! reiner plays with your soft, smooth tits telling you he has to make sure to get the sunscreen everywhere cause that's what a good dad does. why exactly he needs to twist and pull your already sensitive buds? doesn't matter. nothing does at this moment. what, with the way he already has you pulled snug against his broad chest, muscular big tits pressed tightly against your slippery sunscreen coated back. round plump ass adorned in a mini thong, not trying to hide the goods whatsoever- deliciously sat atop your stepdad! reiner's thick hard cock.

not bothered by who might see, not bothered by your mom who might see. why should stepdad! reiner care? she's busy elsewhere right now and besides, he's the man of the house. he makes the rules. if he wants to play around with his cute, perfect stepdaughter. then that's exactly what he'll do. and fuck, does he do it well. thong pulled to the side, hot aching cock all ready, delicious precum oozing from the pretty pink tip, lining up with your already soaking cunt. and the moment stepdad! reiner pushes in, you sob. his big calloused hand, memories etched of the work hes done, covering your supple bitten lips to keep you from being too loud otherwise "someone might hear you" as if either one of you gave a fuck. and he's drilling into you like its mating season, like its the last pussy he'll ever fuck. and godammit it might just very well be with how your walls wrap and clench around him so tightly, sucking him in. fat, hot tears dripping down your face and over his veiny hands, back arching beautifully when your orgasm rips through, cunt spasming hard against the girth your poor little cunny had to accommodate. he couldn't pull out even if he wanted to. and he doesn't. a whimpered moan of "fuckk- daddy please..s'too much" slips through your drool covered lips, hot throbbing cock halting to a stop, shooting his hot sticky cum straight to your core.

stepdad! reiner who thanks you for being "such a good little girl for daddy" as he gives you a hot messy kiss to your neck and lips, cleaning you up right after while he puts your bikini back on for you. stepdad! reiner who effortlessly gets back to his role of being a good husband the moment your mom comes back, giving her a quick kiss on the lip. turning to ask you if you'd like some ice cream. cause that's what a good dad does.