#are the worm posts returning?

[strawberri-draws]

shuichi posting

[smeagles]

via thewinginitfamily on instagram :) • march 15th 2023

[sodademon]

hey there you are! as radiant as ever!

[raccoon-smiles]

I want to write Princess Tutu stuff so bad, but unfortunately my brain worms are mostly for Edel and Uzura, and there is not an audience for a puppet set free from her strings returning home to them anyway

[lightwily]

this is how super adventure rockman went right

[museofthepyre]

your art really fits your appearance... are you the real life sydney sargent? i'd be freaking out if you were sydney sargent ahh

Well, yes.

I could explain my multi-year spanning selfhood/ ID situation in depth… buuuut we would be here for hours. Short answer for all intents and purposes is: yes.

[angorwhosebabyisthis]

[cws: violent ableism and fantasy racism, anti-indigenous racism mention, dehumanization, abuse culture, implied SA/CSA which did not happen but sure would have looked like it to outside parties.]

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every single time i see someone talk about how the ancients (more specifically the amaurotines, because they always mean the amaurotines) weren't that bad--sure, their society had a few little problems, but overall they were responsible and compassionate and knew what they were doing, and had a good thing going that shouldn't have been interfered with even internally--i think about them turning the violent death of a grieving coworker's disabled daughter, the events of which they mock him for, into a funny story to share around the water cooler.

i think about how someone in a high position of authority, who was in charge of the legal aspect of her existence--of deciding whether she should be euthanized or not, in fact!--ignored blatant red flags for her being sexually abused when he was fully in a position to help. obviously, as fucked as what was happening with meteion was that was not the case. and hermes, i love you. but holy shit is 'haha yeah i made a little girl servant i have complete power over, and didn't register or approve her existence with the government like i'm supposed to. which also would have involved people looking her over. because she's my pet project :)' a REALLY bad look. people should have been investigating him, and the person whose primary job it was to investigate him went 'oh okay, you're an authority figure and i know you so i'll take your word for it :)'

i think about how that authority figure barely remembered she died or even existed, and thought the idea that she could be murdered or should be grieved at all was an odd little thought her quirky dad was self-harming by making such a big deal out of. i think about the fact that these people preen about their ~vigorous intellectual debates~ and ~constructive free exchange of ideas about society,~ and yet after untold thousands of years this idea is such an utterly unthinkable fringe position that supposedly no one has ever heard of it.

(no shade on hythlodaeus enjoyers but holy shit i do NOT like this man, and this is one of the biggest reasons why. jesus fucking christ.)

like i'm sorry but no amount of pretty parks and sharing and being polite and paying lip service to responsible creation, and speaking nicely to children (sometimes) and meaning well (sometimes), and just generally not being a bunch of malicious mustache-twirling cartoon villains, changes the fact that amaurot was a society of cruel evil selfish bastards who had the power to treat the world like their personal toybox and get away with it. and who are also strongly implied to have been colonizers long before the final days, no less. and it horrifies me how it sails over so many people's heads that the entire point of the Nicey Nice Everyone Shares and Gets Along and is Happy is that it's absolutely fucking terrifying how effective they clearly were at stifling any meaningful accountability, opposition, or reform.

(don't get me started on the take i keep seeing everywhere that the amaurotines are analogous to real-life indigenous genocide victims, oh my god do NOT get me started, jesus wept)

like. this isn't just annoyance over incorrect or kind of insensitive takes. the vast majority of the time when i see people try to defend the ancients, they say with their whole chests a mountain of absolutely horrible things--implied or mask off--about real life issues, and seeing things like this reduced down to 'having a few little problems, but really what society doesn't' is just. upsetting. it is really upsetting and i wish it was not such a constant, and that i could find more people actually talking about the nature of amaurot's fuckery without at best getting immediately derailed into SO YOU'RE SAYING THEY SHOULD ALL BE DRAGGED OUT AND SHOT IN THE STREET, IS THAT IT

all this is to say: setting aside any wider-scale events, it boggles my fucking mind that just for that passage alone the fandom as a whole wouldn't cheer hermes on if he started setting people in his vicinity on fire lmao

[madaraservingcunt]

[wispy-ispy]

🏃💨

[raemeh]

Meow Wolf is so dndads coded

specifically the oak family but still

[aroanthy]

luella miller is basically the nanami/anthy/touga trifecta if there wasn’t any explicit sexual abuse or incest and also it was set in nineteenth century new england. like i know those guys. oh youre killing them youre killing them and i know it (i too am killing you and myself) (there is something bizarrely erotic about this and it’s probably in a bad way but we can’t entirely neglect it) (house symbolism)

[smeagles]

😭😭😭😭😭

[thedeadthree]

hi hi i cannot recall for the life of me if i had mentioned this but i have a tracking tag #𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞 if yall would like to for any creations/edits/gifsets/etc !! 🥀🥰 <33

[8-worms-in-a-trenchcoat]

i have both a deeply unsettled and unsettling vibe about me

[wormsin]

consequence of the hockey bug hitting me at this moment is now I'm thinking about a Batman Hockey au and @metapphjores is enabling me. does anyone else out there possibly care about this. god. at least I'm writing a lot!!!!

[the-kipsabian]

might fuck around and start another long multiparter fic

oh boy