What I've discovered about myself is that I'm attracted to particularly cruel and feral antagonists because wouldn't it be just lovely to be chosen by someone so powerful? To be caressed by someone as close to a god as it gets, since I'm an atheist who feels so forsaken by a higher being that I hunger for someone as cruel as I imagine God - and all the variations of them - to be, to love me. To show me that yes, though they can crumble the very foundations of what is morally sound beneath their finger tips they can also see the glimmer of something special in a little brunette man with so many dreams and too much anxiety. Is that what religion speaks of? Of feeling loved by someone so much more powerful than you, that being nothing but a speck of dust in their never ending gaze would be enough?
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My body is in a state of unrest knowing that I will be watching the Calvin episode tonight. I’m not gonna make it, I’m simply going to pass away
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Making a comic practice with my space yuri 🥰🥰🥰 heavily inspired by Tillie Walden!
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7:53 AM EDT April 15, 2023:
Mono - "Are You There?"
From the album You Are There
(March 15, 2006)
Last song scrobbled from iTunes at Last.fm
File under: Question Songs
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And now you're feelin' empty, waitin' for somebody
Not your one and only, just someone to get you through tonight
Where do you turn when the drugs run out
And it's 3 AM and you're comin' down?
All your friends are asleep 'cause they're all okay
And you need someone, but you don't wanna say
Are you there?
Do you need someone? Do you need someone?
Are you there?
Do you need someone? Do you need someone?
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Right on the mental health 'recovery' Spotify playlist, to no-ones surprise.
This band continues to surprise me with how relevant both their sound and their lyrics continue to be - tapping into the zeitgeist seamlessly.
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been thinking about fantasy/scifi rule systems and free will
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ENTRY LEVEL MEANS NO EXPERIENCE. IT MEANS NO PORTFOLIO OF RELEVANT SAMPLES. ENTRY LEVEL IS ENTRY LEVEL
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nasa: we're going to shoot three rockets directly at the sun during the total eclipse. for study and research purposes.
me: oh cool
nasa: we have named the rockets apep. this stands for atmospheric perturbations [in the] eclipse path.
me: oh cool
nasa: apep is also the ancient egyptian deity of chaos and darkness, who ceaselessly seeks to extinguish the sun. we launch these rockets directly at the sun in the name of apep.
me: oh... cool?
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