You tell me that the old you is dead. I am also not who I used to be. The revolution is emotional. I found a reason to not fear death. I found more reasons to live, reasons to change what is living inside me and around me. The revolution is that I care about my own safety, that I believe my life is valuable and worth pursuing. As in, I am worth the work of transformations. As in, I do not fear how I will emerge from myself, or how many times.
- “You tell me,” The Year of Blue Water, Yanyi
Finalist for the 2020 Lambda Literary Award in Transgender Poetry and an excellent kickoff for my participation in the Trans Rights Readathon (March 20-27 2023, ongoing, I’m unfortunately starting a day late because I literally didn’t know about it until today). Blue Water is a gorgeous gathering of (primarily) prose poems by a talented writer with a mind full of stars and a heart full of flowers.
Yanyi discusses universal themes of life, change, community, love, friendship, and writing, refracted through his personal experiences as a trans man, a Chinese American man, a survivor of abuse, a child of immigrants, a person with anxiety and depression, and a human being exploring the many forms of queer affection. His poems are sometimes sweet, sometimes painful, always gorgeous, and absolutely worth taking into your soul.
Reminder to check out #trans rights readathon for more reads, along with trans charities, lifelines, and resources! I’m encouraging everyone to donate or share to the Trans Health Legal Fund set up by the Transgender Law Center, or one of these top-rated trans and queer charities.
(trigger warnings below the cut)
tw implied transphobia, dysfunctional family, implied abuse, implied child abuse, mental health issues, suicidal thoughts)
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#i’m just grateful that i have this time to learn about myself and take care of myself for once in my life lol
My Top Posts in 2022:
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Not book-related but praying that Extraordinary Attorney Woo ends well. That drama has my whole heart and soul and Young woo deserves the world 🥹
11 notes - Posted August 18, 2022
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Summer Readathon Tbr!
Hey guys! For the last two months, I didn’t read much sadly coz I had a lot of other stuff going on. But this month, I want to up my reading game like I did in February, so of course, I joined @logarithmicpanda’s readathon!
It took me time to figure out what I wanted to read, as I didn’t want to be overly ambitious. I didn’t read a lot of Asian fiction last month, so I wanted to include some books that fit that genre. I recently finished Yolk by Mary H.K. Choi which I really liked (and unofficially included for this readathon), but after that deep book, I need some light-hearted reads to build up my spirits lol.
As pictured, the books I’ll be reading are:
Gilded by Marissa Meyer (fun fact: I had this on my other readathon tbr and still haven’t gotten to it, so that needs to change!)
Love boat Taipei by Abigail Hing Wen
A Spindle Splintered by Alix E. Harrow
Six Crimson Cranes by Elizabeth Lim
As always, I’m not going to pressure myself into reading everything on my TBR since my life is still hectic as usual, but it’s nice having a pretty stack to choose from 🥰
13 notes - Posted June 4, 2022
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Summer readathon update!
Hey guys! In the nick of time, I finished Six Crimson Cranes! I really loved this book. I was looking for a light-hearted read (i.e. not based on heavy topics) and this was it! Here’s a mini review:
Six Crimson Cranes - 5⭐️
This fantasy book was not only inspired by Chinese and Japanese legends but different fairytales such as rumpelstiltskin, the wild swans (which I haven’t read) and cinderella, which I loved!
This gave me spirited away/studio ghibli vibes! We had a charismatic dragon and paper birds, one who is called Kiki and is close to the main character, Shiori!
This story was whimsical and had a lovely quest-like plot to it. I loved Shiori. Even though she was already strong-willed and bold in personality, I liked how her character developed throughout the book. You saw her grow stronger physically, overcoming obstacles that her curse caused her and dealing with the way others treated her.
Raikama was an interesting character. At first, you think she’s a typical, stern stepmother who dislikes Shiori and magic but you realise there’s more to her character and her motives. I would have liked to see more of her but I guess that’s how the story is.
I loved seeing the interactions between Shiori and her brothers. It reminded me a lot of how I am with my brothers, so those moments really touched my heart. Get yourself a book that showcases the love and loyalty of siblings 😭
I loved the magic system and how Shiori can conjure it by embodying a piece of her soul into whatever she touches or wills. It was also interesting to see how other forms of magic worked either from or against dragons.
I also loved that Shiori got to fall in love on her terms rather than through the arranged marriage. Even though it’s fate that brought them together, I loved that the romance was gradual and sweet and you saw that emotional connection build between Shiori and Takkan. Just the kind of romance I like 😉
I do find it funny how people try to protect you by not telling you the whole truth but if only they did, you wouldn’t be led on by others who don’t have your interests at heart. But I guess it all worked out in the end lol.
I liked the twist towards the end and the lead up to the sequel. There’s still much to learn about Shiori’s magic and the power of a dragon’s pearl, so I’m curious to see where the sequel takes us!
14 notes - Posted June 30, 2022
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Just finished my first book of the romance readathon, The Once and Future Witches by Alix E. Harrow! I loved it so much! It was such a fantastic book.
I thought I'd do a mini review before I start on the next book:
The Once and Future Witches - 5*
This book basically had everything I love reading about: Sisterhood, magic, romance, women empowerment, fairy tales, the love for books and words, you name it.
I love the magic system in this and the way fairytales are incorporated as spells or as witch-tales. It was cleverly thought out!
I also love how this book avoided the narrative of "all men are bad", especially when it tackled the treatment of women as witches. There were male characters who wanted to help women in need and respected them.
I also love that this book didn't focus on the suffragists (who would advocate for some women, not all) but on colored women and those who were poor or hard workers that are usually forgotten. Every woman had a voice in this book, especially a trans woman too, which was refreshing.
I loved Quinn as a character. She is so vibrant and charming! I also loved the Eastwood sisters and how their bond grew stronger after being apart.
The romance was beautiful in this. While the book doesn't focus primarily on the romance, we got some sweet moments, especially with the interracial w/w relationship (can we appreciate the rep we got in this book??)
I also loved how the book developed, with every chapter getting more and more interesting and intense. For a book that is around 500 pages, there wasn't one part that was slow or boring.
This book also spilled tea about how women are portrayed by some men, which I really enjoyed.
Honestly, I could go on about this book, but I don't want to dive into any spoilers, so I'll leave it at that. If you love books that involve sisterhood, magic and the importance of fighting for your rights, I highly recommend this book! 😍
21 notes - Posted February 10, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
1kpages Readathon Tbr!
Hey guys! I will be participating in the lovely @books-and-cookies’ 1kpages readathon! This almost feels like a tradition for me lmao.
Here are the books I’m planning on reading:
The Bone Spindle by Leslie Vedder - 97/404 pages - I’ve started reading this book recently but haven’t been able to get a break and enjoy it. I roughly have about 307 pages left to read. I’m really liking it so far! It’s giving me Uncharted Lost Legacy vibes with some magical elements!
Spy x Family Vol 1 by Tatsuya Endo - 220 pages - This manga has been pretty popular and from the sound of the premise, I’m not surprised! It sounds like a found family in the making, which I LOVE! I can’t wait to read this!
Half a Soul by Olivia Atwater - 320 pages - So, my friend @logarithmicpanda really enjoyed this book and when they mentioned it being warm and fuzzy, I knew I needed to get this book! So, thanks Panda!
A Study in Charlotte by Brittany Cavallaro - 321 pages- I’ve been in a mystery kind of mood and I’ve had this on my tbr for a while, so I thought it’s about time I get to it lol.
Total pages I’m hoping to read: 1,168
Four seems like a satisfying number for me when it comes to creating a tbr lol. It would be great to finish all four books during the readathon but I won’t hold my breath.
My life is still as hectic as usual, so wish me luck that I get some sweet alone time! Good luck to everyone participating! ❤️
28 notes - Posted August 13, 2022
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4, 8 and 14 for the reading ask game?
thank u for the ask :D
4. Do you plan to read any genres you haven't read much before?
this year i want to tackle more nonfiction books especially on topics of academic interest (e.g. english lit, art history, internet ethnography & folk history).
i was introduced to "a tumblr book: platform and cultures" which is a collection of art & essays on tumblr culture that a friend of mine taking socanth recommended to me! i also have a LOT of other nonfiction books that ive been meaning to read for a while but havent gotten around to yet #1 being "entangled life" by merlin sheldrake which is about mushrooms.
8. Are there any reading challenges you want to try?
most likely the asian readathon and maybe a pride one too for june? i generally dont like reading challenges bc i feel constrained & not as immersed in my reading? it doesnt feel natural to me. im currently doing a january tracking pages challenge and its kinda lowkey ruining my reading experience .. :(
14. Do you plan to mostly buy or borrow your books? (Or be the unicorn who reads the books they already own?)
i will definitely mostly be borrowing books (libby app my beloved) although now that im working part time at a bookstore and get a pretty decent discount i will also be buying my fair share of books methinks. HOWEVER i did get a windfall of books second hand from my dad and i need to make my way through those as well...
2023 reading ask game
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