#at least I managed to finish it <3 !!!!!
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Whitney, your oral fixation is greatly showing in that smoking event of yours—
#dol#degrees of lewdity#dol whitney#whitney the bully#dol pc#myart#lyra the succubus#I started this when the update just came out but totally forgot about the file afterwards ldfkgjhg#at least I managed to finish it <3 !!!!!
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Before Baldur's Gate 3 had a big buff red barbarian lady Pillars of Eternity had a big buff blue barbarian lady. And I think they would actually really get along, this is a friendly match.
#my art#fanart#baldur's gate 3#bg3#baldur's gate#bg3 fanart#karlach#bg3 karlach#pillars of eternity#maneha#lidsel art#i have been told someone has already drawn this idea with taash but i dont care havent seen it#its been on my to-do list since at least march#somehow managed to finish before new year#happy new year
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if Crozier had a nickel for every time someone close to him kept a mortal wound secret from him he'd have two nickels which isn't a lot but it's definitely enough to give him some very specific trauma for the rest of his life
#blankzier#fitzier#The Terror#Francis Crozier#I must say generally I think we are all collectively sleeping on some very interesting parallels between Blanky and Fitzjames......#I'm a lieutgirlie so this really isn't my department but I wanted to start some thoughts percolating within smarter people's brains on this#Also someone PLEASE write a fic where they both survive and he becomes paranoid about their health and safety QwQ#I want it now even though it would surely destroy me.........#Starky's original posts#Starky's text posts#as I said of course I am a lieutgirlie and the parallel of Edward and Crozier both ''losing two friends in one day'' is just diabolical#and one of my favorite things in the world to imagine is Ned becoming absolutely neurotic about Hodge n Jirv in a survival AU#just full on needs to have at least one and preferably both of them in his line of sight at all times or he starts hyperventilating#and I think the idea of Crozier feeling like that would also be very interesting and even more complicated#because he'd be much more successful than Edward (typical) at being self aware and repressing it which only makes it worse naturally lmao#and also because Blanky and Fitzjames definitely seem like the types who would chafe at that sort of thing lol#whereas I think tbqh Hodge and Jirv would be so messed up they'd be only too happy to embrace the codependency <3 yay <3#To Have And Have Not Lieutenant OT3 Version. Find it in ao3 bookstores whenever I manage to actually finish writing it.#christ look at all those tags. OP make a post about something without mentioning the Lieutenants challenge. failed catastrophically.
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You know the brainrot is bad when I storyboard for fun
#my art#micolash host of the nightmare#laurence the first vicar#bloodborne#bloodborne fanart#animatic#storyboard#tbh its more of a storyboard#but AUGH#kinda sad that this is the first one I managed to finish out of 4#I’m the least happy with the concept and execution#I’m ngl posting animatics is embarrassing. what if im cringe#but also! something is better than nothing#i hate them i hate them i hate them#me when my classmate explodes because she got too smart#oh god its 3 AM goodnight#:D#byrgenwerth
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omg a miracle has occurred* *i'm actually writing
#if i manage to finish this fic today and post it#it's over for y'all#or at least over for the 3 other shiu kong fans on this site
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#more bitching#i should really just start journaling#after the debacle of closing with this certain bartender a few days ago#she was supposed to open with me today or yesterday really#3:15 still not there check again 3:30 still not there at 3:45 I messaged the manager asking if there was a bartender scheduled because#i’m opening by myself which apparently not normal either there’s supposed to be another server etc whatever#they message me saying she’s on her way she didn’t know she was supposed to work even though she works every Wednesday#it’s 3:50 and the chefs in the back are like wait who are you opening with and i said no one they said the bartender is on the way#bro the way they rallied#the sushi and kitchen chefs got so upset and were like what else needs to be done we’ll help you#and they helped me finish the opening shit in like 5 minutes cause they all came out and fixed everything that I hadn’t gotten to#it’s so much work by yourself as a server let alone without a bartender#it was so sweet#the sushi chef prim was like be meaner next time it’s not right that you do all of this by yourself#I didn’t want to get anyone in trouble#she said fuck that it’s their problem we’ll help you if someone fucks up like that again#and then they made me food#it was just nice to get help and validation cause I was PISSED#there are some bad eggs but a lot of the people there have been really nice and helpful because it seems like I’ve worked some batshit days#bad sign for the restaurant but at least some people are good and helpful
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APPOINTMENT FOR ADHD TESTING HAS BEEN MADE
#it only took 3 months and lots of pestering from me to get a response but its in a few months thank fuck#hopefully next year i can get medication and it will Fix Me (allow me to manage brain well enough to finish school at least)
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i CANNOT wait for this semester to be over. 23 hours remain. God.
#im gonna do nothing on saturday.#literally i am just gonna crochet madly and rewatch the terror for the first time since August#i need this. i need it.#gonna make amigurumi rats and an opossum for my friend. and nothing else.#i am so close. just gonna touch up my mock teaching portfolio in all aspects and turn it in.#idk how i went from: reworking 2 old term papers. writing from scratch 5 statements of purpose. 1 personal statement. a CV. a resume.#a video essay.#a 10k paper. a digital project with research. a self assessment. three interviews for class. a mock syllabus. a lesson plan.#a teaching philosophy. two lectures and a final to proctor.#that was my ENTIRE to-do list 3 weeks ago. not counting the research and soundwalking in a game i had to do for that 10k paper.#idk how i went from ALL THAT. to this. in that little time. with a holiday in the middle.#how the FUCK did i do that. what the shit.#i need a massive break but what the hell. what.#like. idk. i was really proud of myself on Monday for finishing that big paper bc 10k is the longest paper I've written for school.#and i wrote it in A WEEK.#most of the work was compacted into 4 days. 4 DAYS.#i did most of tha phd app work in 12!! 12 fucking days!!#i have had an extremely productive 21 days. and I'm so proud of myself for managing all that shit.#but oh my god i am so hype to become one with my couch and do a hobby bc i havent done hobbies in............. at least a month.
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regarding: colour me in – okay yall, i've been working on this chapter and writing and editing it since like 4pm and it's 10pm now :') i gotta go to bed in an hour and don't think i will finish. would y'all be okay if it dropped tmrw or later this week? 🥺
#also im rereading the beginning n some bits are oof lol they need heavy editing#so if i manage to finish it tmrw i might post tmrw? but if not i might have it beta'd and post sometime this week#is that okay? i know some of you were looking forward to it so im sorry dont be mad lol !! <3#but it IS done at least so we're getting there!! vvv close!! trying my absolute hardest!!!#hope you're around when it drops 🥺 love you#fic: colour me in
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good morning!! <333
#hopefully today's the day i actually start the hsr quest lol#depends on what i have to do in genshin & when i finish that#but i wanna make at least a little progress in hsr#i also need to go find a yt video of the zayne card so i can get screenshots since i never managed to pull the card#also i need screenshots from the arlecchino demo + her story quest#both of her and of our kids <3#but yeah#that'll be a task probably spanning a few days unless i get the motivation to do it all today#but anyways#i hope today/tonight is kind to you <333#morning rambles
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#Seven's Public Diary#vent#vent post#cw vent#cw vent post#can i go more than a fucking week without having my cptsd triggered again? pLEASE???#me and my haywire nervous system can't ever catch a fucking break i swear to god#at least i managed to get the Matt fic posted before that happened and ruined my night#literally three minutes after i hit post. something has to happen IRL and ruin my slight good mood. sigh. anyways#my chest still feels tight but my focus is coming back i think. lets hope the rest of the night is uneventful#anyways. uh. positives. got the Matt fic posted on here And Ao3! yay. after working on it the last two evenings it's officially done#i know i put way too much effort into my fics especially ones that will get very little readership but eh i can't help it#time spent doing something you enjoy is never time wasted or however the saying goes#uh oh. the stress injury in my neck is starting to feel tight again. that's probably not a great sign#i should try to relax. been sitting at my desk too much recently and my back's mad abt it too#i would unwind with some Genshin exploration grinding or smthn but that's just more desk sitting time#so hm. animal crossing in bed it is then#watch me say that then spend the next 3 hours on tumblr#i cant help it i want to update my pinned posts and fill my queue up some more#and i have some drafts to work on... still need to finish that Sun & Moon appearance guide for ES#maybe i'll pull an all-nighter. i need to fix my sleep schedule again. like badly. but then i risk a migraine. aaggghhhhhh#anyways this has been Venting and Bad Decision Making 101 thabks for coming to my TED talk#oh hey look at that i got a like on the Matt fic. mood slightly improved. thank u whoever u r <3
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haha between how stressful and busy work is & how overwhelmed by school i am, i got a zero on an assignment because we were so overloaded with work and i missed one of the assignments due for the module yesterday. brb going to go cry and drag my butt back into indesign. consider me afk for a lil' while longer.
#𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 ⠀⠀(⠀ⅰ.⠀)⠀⠀𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑:⠀⠀ಇ⠀⠀oh-kae!#i just finished packing up the rest of our old office at work#that we're leasing back out#and that i had to move out. by myself. <3#i am so beyond physically tired.#and i already spent hours upon hours at the start of the week and last night working on assignments.#bc i'm just trying to manage it after working all day every day too.#i took a half day today at least to get on top of it but getting that pop up notif for my 0 grade really just.#is pushing me over the edge LOL.#my mind is so beyond fried right now i wanna cry.#it brought me down from a 98.7% to a 95% which i know is still good but.#i'm an academic over achiever and this makes me want to die. <3
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truly the only way to write with suspected and unmedicated adhd is to just have five different documents open at any given time and write ten words in one before skipping at random to another
#and somehow this is not confusing#and i have written at least 2.5k words today so far using this method#and i have yet to accidentally write another characters name in place of the one the fic is supposed to be about#like some unfaithful lover saying the wrong name in bed#i'm just multitasking#although earlier i did have 8 wips open but i managed to finish 3!!#i cannot be tied down to one man or one normal and productive way of working#finnie shouts into the void
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thinking abt her :)
#oc: heidrun#yknow i finished the dragonborn dlc the other day. for the first time in my life lmao#i think the last time i attempted it i finished the path of knowledge quest and then just forgot abt the game for several years again#but this time i managed to finish the dlc! it was alright!!#i enjoyed the fight with miraak. it was different and challenging even#i think i prefer this one over dawnguard. it's been several years since i last touched dawnguard so i dont remember everything#but i do remember that i found it tedious lol#maybe i should revisit it one day tho. the questline would work so well with the character arc of someone like heidrun...#like she would totally join the dawnguard thinking she could redeem herself in stendarr's eyes by dedicating herself to hunting vampires.#but then she befriends a vampire... and eventually Finally comes to the realization that things are not so black and white...#and that she doesn't need stendarr or the vigil to dictate what is good and what is bad... and that sometimes... gods are stupid#i imagine solstheim was very stressful for heidrun tho. i mean not the place but the events that took place there#the horrors of apocrypha. having to work for hermy to stop miraak. no longer knowing if she is truly in control of anything in her life...#but at least she found some werewolf friends to hang out with at frostmoon crag :)#wish there was a questline or quest related to them... i need more werewolf content in my gameeee#anyway!! heidrun returns to her cottage near ivarstead after all this to take a well deserved break from world saving <3
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Someone fuckin save me I am so so so so tired
#speculation nation#just got done with orchestra. gotta get home and eat then get back to work on my website stuff#i can do it im fairly sure. i am just. so so so so so so tired#the kind of desperately tired where even just having my eyes open is a chore#i might... need to take a little nap or something. i dont know. rest my eyes for an hour or two.#i dont have much time but i feel like my brain is about to melt out of my ears#and at least i finished my header and footer stuff for my html pages#i just gotta put the content in. which has already been made. just gotta. figure out formatting.#and class is canceled tomorrow morning so i can sleep in. i just need to get through the last of this project. then i can rest a bit.#of course then i have a presentation on thursday but at least ive already organized that#so i just need to do my slide(s) and make sure everyone else has done theirs#since i went and appointed myself unofficial leader and organized the damn work allotment for everyone#since Someone had to do it. i gave it 3 days and no one did anything so i went ahead and did it myself.#that at least can wait until after class tomorrow ish. at the very least.#maybe i can do my dishes in the morning tomorrow. i dont think im gonna manage it today either.#but that begs the question of what the fuck im doing for dinner today. i have... two clean spoons. bc i washed them yesterday#i washed a bowl a fork and two spoons yesterday. i had none clean before. i have no clean bowls again.#my soul fuckin screaming for the love of god help me. ive got no clean dishes and im so desperately tired#and i have to finish making 6 web pages before midnight or im !!!!!!FUCKED!!!!!!#for now.. i just need to focus on getting home... i get home and then i'll figure Something out for food.....#ugh.......
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heyyyy ex-honeypre (rip) players~~~ did any of you miss the repaint dance from everyone’s favourite guerilla live?
no? too bad~~~~ here it is anyway~~~~~~
#‘is this s e r i o u s l y the first thing you did after coming back from your trip????’ why y e s it is~~~~~~~~~#anyways this trip made me appreciate the wonders of ground-based travel bc i realised that i do not like flying.#the baggage carousels are toooooo stressful for me mans no thankssssssss#but hey. at least i managed to finish cropping and cleaning the pages of the rest of idol sengen volume 3 ayyyy#in any case. i’m bushed. goodbye. i’m gonna embrace the treasure that is personal space and nap on the floor of my room or sth idk#染BODY ONCE TOLD ME—#shibaclown saturday
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