Chapter 26 - Part 3
You know the drill by now. Part one is here, part two is here...
Yeah, so uhhh, fun fact! In all my years of playing this game, I never once tried to leave Aegis Cave apparently, because this genuinely surprised me. THERE'S AN INVISIBLE WALL. YOU CAN'T LEAVE. YOU CAN ONLY FINISH THE STORY LINE, FAINT, OR USE AN ESCAPE ORB.
And this kinda upset me because, y'know, for the first time this entire damn run, I finally had a pile of Orans and Apples and other basic things, and I wanted to drop them off in storage to make room for more.
The good news: I did in fact pick up an Escape Orb, so we said SEE YUH!
While we were back in town, I fed a Wonder Gummi to Celebi via Rotom's juicebar, and we got two surprises packed into one!
WUH- OKAY THEN.
And now, some moments that nearly gave me a freaking heart attack.
Damage runs deep </3 Hell of a line.
Also, moments that nearly make your eyeballs fall out of your head until you remember your Garchomp has Huge Power.
Speaking of, here is a non-inclusive list of the moves and abilities I remember seeing from the Unown (either in dungeon or from recruits):
Moves:
Ice Ball
Faint Attack
Thrash
Hyper Beam
Luster Purge
Lunar Dance
Gunk Shot
Dark Pulse
Extrasensory
Hammer Arm
Spit Up
Flash Cannon
Abilities:
Sturdy
Illuminate
Truant
Aftermath
Natural Cure
Serene Grace
Bad Dreams
Drizzle
Cloud Nine
Snow Warning
Heatproof
Filter
A true grab bag, which was honestly kind of fun when it wasn't trying to kill us.
Anyway, we only had to go through three times before getting all the stones we needed and then some! IYKYK.
When we return to the waypoint, we do a funky little dance just kidding, we only close our eyes.
So, here I am, entering the Nonsensical Expanse, getting pumped we get to find out who the first of the three Regis are, right?
But then I have something so unexpected happen that my 3DS nearly falls from my hands.
Wh-
WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT ISN'T HERE?!?!?!
No, but I was legitimately upset over this. I consulted my friend @exploring-the-sky to see if love knew anything about it.
Well, this is what happens when you use a build from nearly two years ago, I guess.
At every portion of Aegis Cave, I left at least once and came back, and it was always the same. There was no one to fight. So now we'll never know who Regice is! That beautiful guidepost I put together to translate every character and place from their canon counterparts? You know, my actual pride and joy? I literally CAN'T put anything down for Regice now except ??? or ERROR 404.
THANKS A LOT, GAME!!! >:l
Or just replace it with any Pokémon you want, I don't make the rules here.
Next stop: Neat Creek.
We already have C and K so this shouldn't be too painful... I hope.
Nevertheless, when we inevitably come back around, we find what looks like a letter...
Wait, did y'all actually run into a boss? DID Y'ALL ACTUALLY FIGHT A BOSS?? PLEASE, TEAM CHARM, I'M BEGGING YOU-
Ugh, well. Guess we're about to find out, anyhow. We enter the Colossal Rift and hold our breaths...
OH THANK ARCEUS, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I AM TO SEE YOU!!
...Words said before disaster, Part 21,894-
Despite our one-two punch of Meteor Mash and Powder Snow on Celebi, Rhyhorn wouldn't go down easy. In fact, he got off some Dragon Dances , which made me kinda nervous! And Seed Flare missed, like, 4 times in a row?? Then I REALLY started to panic when he used Mirror Move! But in the end, we persevered.
Ohhhh, I see... so, Not Regice just granted us the guardian's permission pre-emptively and went "lol bye losers, I'm out"? That's the explanation I'm going with, anyway :P
When we approach the Nonsensical Trench, there seems to be no sign of Team Charm...
We picked up two E stones in the last segment of the dungeon, so all we're missing is S, T, and L.
Why, hello there! This one even gave us a stone right away :)
It turns out Unown S and T also spawn on this very first floor! I stuck it out as long as I could and, lo and behold, we didn't have to go through more than once! \o/
Okay, now you gotta do the ritual thing to move on to Part 4.
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Rip Ragazzo lmao
Now he depends on these people to keep his arms working
Get loved, loser
Same as Ed Elric tbh
GEt LOVED, LOSER
on one hand those are a bunch of eccentric who would totally add weapons to his arms just to see if they can do it
... on the other Ragazzo himself is so used to have weapons in his arms that he probably encourages it because "yo, sick" (and in the end his arms do have weapons in them so like. yaknow.)
but at the same time those guys are all so intense i feel like even Ragazzo would be like " 'k i'm totally with you on this but your vibe is freaking me out"
and then he realizes just how loved he is and it's 404 Brain not found, like, how the fuck do you process that.
(and EXACTLy like Ed Elric. He's even the same height, more or less, than him. Hope you enjoy your fate little man)
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#5
THAT TEASER IS GOING TO PUT ME IN A DAMN COMA
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thoughts on multiplication
bc i need to scream about this SOMEWHERE. LIKE WOW. OKAY.
obviously spoilers are under the cut !!
tld;r: yelling abt adrien and WHAT ARE EVERYONES INTENTIONS??
ADRIEN FALLING FOR MARINETTE ADRIEN FALLING FOR MARINETTE ADRIEN FALLING FOR MARINETTE ADRIEN FALLING FOR MARINETTE
yes im gonna yell about this first because adrienette holds my HEART YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THEY R EVERYTHING TO ME </3
ive been waiting for adrien to pin for marinette in canon for so long and season 3 def delivered with the little stares he was giving her BUT NOW THAT ITS FRFR HAPPENING?? HIS BLUSH WHEN HE LOOKS AT HER IN THE MORNING? HIM IMMEDIATELY CALLING HER UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT TO TELL HER HOW SPECIAL SHE IS? SOBBING
okay but the fact that he probs tried to kiss her every. day. we only saw 3 sequences but if that montage happened over the span of several weeks..... i am swooning. i am in tears. shambles.
adrien had me KICKING MY FEET AND RUNNING LAPS OKAY I HAD TO PAUSE SO MANY TIMESSDHFK
that being said before i write an essay on light of my life adrien lets talk abt,,,
reverse love square??
i love the idea of reverse love square bc adrien being a lovesick fool for marinette is my aesthetic but iM JUST HJDGSFSGKF BC OF THE TIMINGG
i was kinda hoping for some sudden rapid development today but im not complaining at all dw 🙏🏾 simp-drien is enough
the ladynoir moments are real cute tho :( them playing cards im cryingsdjhs
im excited to see the ship dynamic in the future episodes heheheh
GABRIEL. AGRESTE.
this man becomes more of a loser every episode what else is there to say
him digitalizing adrien.... funny... not funny haha...funny weird....
i hate when this guy gets smarter cuz he always has some wack trick up his sleeve 😔 but i wanna know more abt those weird siri rings
ALSO HOW DOES TOMOE PLAY IN THIS?? i think she knows hes hawkmoth but why is she helping him?? ik they were leading up to their partnership before so i guess we'll finally see why they were so secretive in the past!!
lie-la
i was gonna talk abt her in the gabriel point but this girl is so annoying she deserves one for herself
SHE GETS ON MY LAST NERVEEE
the genuine irritation i feel whenever i see her character on screen is actually funny
"ladybugs just a kid we need to forgive her ;(" GIRL I HOPE PARIS CAN FORGIVE U FOR THE CRIMES YOU'VE COMMITTED??
im sorry theres nothing productive to say abt her other than the fact that it seems shes going to play a bigger role this season (sadly) (but also yay cuz she brings the spice)
okay last point is abt felix
HELP WHEN HE APPEARED AT THE END 💀💀 THIS GUY WAS HERE THE WHOLE TIME????
i hope and PRAY he treats dusuu well homegirls been going through it D:
WHAT. ARE. HIS. INTENTIONS.
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i saw miraculous was trending and i was like OMG IS THERE FINALLY A NEW SEASON 5 EP?? but it was just beau 😭
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HI so um. back in 2020 kade made this meme thing and i dont think ive ever recovered from it bc I WAS SO TOUCHED LIKE 🙁 NOBODYS EVER MADE ME A MEME BEFORE
since we started talking again a month (+ a day bc i am late) ago i had the idea to make him one in return bc TALKING TO U MAKES ME SO HAPPY AND U DESERVE THE WORLD !!!
sooo here ya go @luymani ILYSM!! happy one month anniversary /p (that sounded way funnier in my head im so sorry LMAO)
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My #1 post of 2022
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Conflict of interest ~ #6
SUBJECT: re: re: Let him who is without sin cast the first stone
Berrote,
I’m not opposed to discussing this further with you, but perhaps we should talk about this in person.
Regards,
Andrés de Fonollosa
Fonollosa & Associates – Attorneys at Law
Thanks to @boom-slap for beta-reading this chapter, and for her beautiful fanarts: 🥃 Fanart Ch. 4 – A glass of scotch with a rival 💜 Fanart Ch. 6 – Bisexual Lighting Fonollosa
Credit to @mccartneys for all the pretty edits: ⚖️ Lawyer gifset ⚖️ Chapter 1 Moodboard ⚖️ Chapter 2 Moodboard ⚖️ Chapter 3 Moodboard ⚖️ Chapter 4 Moodboard ⚖️ Chapter 5 Moodboard ⚖️
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Valentines: Yoosung
Okay here’s the first one of the bunch (Again sorry for being late I mean I realize it’s not our fault but stiLL) ALSO, JUST AS A SIDE NOTE YOU GUYS I HAVENT PLAYED THE VALENTINES DAY AFTER ENDINGS (neither has 626 if i remember correctly) SO THEY SHOULD BE SPOILER FREE UNLESS IM PSYCHIC (404 its psycho you're psycho not psychic) ANYWAY YEAH HERE YOU ARE LOVE YOU GUYS <3 ~Admin 404
He's not the most experienced person on the planet, both of you could agree on that.
The last time he celebrated Valentine's day was back in grade school, when you'd give everyone in your class a silly little card, and maybe even a lollipop. He has NO idea what to do now that he has a significant other? Do those little kid valentines count? Should he get you those??
He went to the smoothest person he knows to get advice! After banging on Zen's door for a few minutes, he falls backwards onto his behind in surprise at the speed the door was opened.
"WHO IS BANGING ON MY- Oh, Yoosung, hello!" Zen greeted him, calming down once he realized it was just his younger friend.
"ZEN!," he called out while jumping to his feet, "You gotta help me out!!" he grabbed onto his taller friends shoulders. Zen stared at him with wide eyes, watching as Yoosung's expression grew more and more desperate.
"Uuuh, what do you need help with, Yoosung?" he asked, trying to gently get him to let go of his shoulders.
"I have no idea what I'm supposed to do for MC for Valentine's day. I've never done this!! I don't want to mess this up! Please, you're the most romantic person I know, please say you'll help me!!!" he begged, dropping down to his knees. Tears started to form in his eyes, which alarmed Zen.
"Why are you- what- just.... just stand up, Yoosung. Don't be like that. Get inside, I'll help you come up with some stuff. And please... please stop crying, I can't deal with that," he huffed, turning to walk back into his home. Yoosung swiftly wiped his tears and stood up, following his friend into the house and closing the front door behind him. "Sit on the couch, do you want anything to drink?" Zen offered, sighing at the dull head shake he got in response. He took a seat next to the younger man and crossed his arms, and asked, "First, let's start off easy. What were you planning on doing to MC?"
"Um..w-well... I was... I was thinking, maybe I could get MC a card? B-but a really cute one!! That says I love them! Or maybe just make them a card? I don't know!! That's why I need help!!! Please Zen!!!" the more unsure he got, the higher pitched his voice became and Zen covered his ears as a sign to tone it down.
"Well, we know that no matter what you do, MC will appreciate it, right? So don't think too hard about it. Why don't you make them a card, that way it's from the heart, and you can customize it to say whatever you want to. There, problem solved. How was that so hard for you?" he questioned as Yoosung threw his hands up into the air.
"But that's the thing!!! What do I say!!! Is a card even enough??? I don't have money to take them out on some fancy date, or buy them anything really nice and I just- I feel like a failure. What if they're disappointed? What if they leave me over this? Oh god, WHAT IF THEY LEAVE ME-" Zen has to grab his shoulders and shake him out of his rant.
"Why would MC leave you over something stupid like that? They know you're just a college kid, I highly doubt they expect anything large and spectacular. Get a hold of yourself," he tried to get his friend to cool down.
"Well.... maybe you're right. I'm just...over thinking it. I just want them to be happy!" he started, before Zen cut in.
"And they will be! Just do something from the heart and that's all that matters. That's what the day's about! So! Just think of something they like, some inside jokes of yours, things like that, and run with it!" Zen became a little disoriented at the speed that Yoosung jumped up at.
"I'VE GOT IT! Thanks Zen! Gotta go, bye!" He yelled over his shoulder. He spoke so quickly that Zen had no clue what he had even said. The kid was so ecstatic when he got to the store! Not to mention he was out of breath because he ran the whole way there. He stocked up on a bunch of groceries, glitter glue, and a very big surprise for you. He tried talking himself out of getting you the last gift, because it was a little more on the expensive side- but he couldn't bring himself to do it. The moment he saw it, he knew that he had to get it for you. He'll just have to deal with the price! But with that being said, he couldn't wait to get home and get to work!
He spent hours making the most heartfelt card he could for you! Chalk full of inside jokes, compliments, and love confessions. He drew the two of you all over the card, added so many stars, and video game references! He even made lame game-related pick up lines and added them inside the card.
A lot of time was put into choosing what he wanted to make you for dinner. He might not be the best, but he isn't terrible either! He wanted to mix your favourite dish with his own, that way it was the best of both worlds!
The next morning, he sets everything up! Paper hearts were strung up everywhere, he sets the table, prepares dinner, and (un)patiently waits for you by the door. You only get to knock on the door once before he swings it open.
"MC!!! You're here!!! Come in come in!! Happy Valentine's Day!" He says in a rush, turning a crimson colour as he kisses your cheek, closing the door behind you. "Come here, I made you something!!" He says as he shoves the homemade card into your hands, watching every little movement your face makes. When your face lights up at the lame jokes, he can feel his heart melt a little bit. Completely rejected your apology for not making him a card as well, "You didn't need to, MC! It's okay! O-oh! That's right! I have another surprise for you!" He grabbed your hand and practically dragged you into the other room. With one grand gesture, you're introduced to a large, brown teddy bear, sitting larger than the both of you.
How in the world did he get this bear into the house? It's taller than he is! Is the bear this big? Or is the ceiling just low? How did it get through the doorway?!
He stood, waiting for approval of his purchase, hoping to see your eyes sparkle in wonder, or leap into his arms out of happiness! But all you did was... laugh? Not a cute little giggle, either. A full, hearty laugh. One that made your stomach hurt, and tears form in your eyes. Did... did you not like it? He had no idea what he'd do if you didn't!
"M-MC, I'm sorry, if...if you don't like it I can take it back! I just... I thought you'd like it..." He turns bright red out of embarrassment, and looks as though he's about to burst into tears. You stop laughing almost immediately and frantically shake your head at him.
"No no, I love it! I absolutely love it, Yoosung," you say as you place your hands on your cheeks, planting a small kiss on the tip of his nose. "It's just... well... here, follow me," you lead him back to the front door. He was beyond puzzled when you let go of him and disappeared through the threshold. A moment later, you push the same exact bear in front of the door frame. "I just laughed because apparently great minds think alike. I saw it and instantly thought of you," you flashed him a bright smile while a soft flush ran across your cheeks. You held up a gift card for a premium membership to LOLOL as well. "Oh, can't forget I got this for you, too!"
The sight made his heart race! Were the two of you meant for each other? You both thought of the same thing! He threw his arms around you, hugging you as tightly as he could.
"That's amazing, MC! Wow, I.. I never expected we'd get the same thing. It's so cute!! Look at it! It's so big and fluffy! I love it!! Oh- and you too, of course, heh.." he scratched the back of his head before fighting to get the teddy bear through the front door, denying any help you offered him.
The rest of the night went so smoothly! You thoroughly enjoyed the dinner he prepared, and he enjoyed the dessert you brought for the two of you! The rest of the night was spent cuddling on the couch, laughing at old school valentine memories, lots of stolen little kisses, and using the two new bears as chairs while the two of you played some of your favourite video games until the two of you fell asleep! He honestly couldn't ask for a better first Valentine's Day, let alone a better valentine than you.
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Before I get ready for work, Keiko’s up and active and feeling like indulging in smth sweet so! Like this for some fort of valentine’s ask when I get off work! Romantic or platonic, whatever suits your fancy. Just a lil something for the holiday. Multis specify muse(s), please!
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Fnaf Security Breach Headcanons: Confessing!
Headcanons for FNAF: Security Breach Confess!
Spoilers?? Part 1!
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Characters: Freddy, Monty, and Chica
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Freddy Dadbear:
-"Dad??"
-Freddy has always seen you work around the Pizza plex
-Seen but not stalking you, of course!
-When you two first meet is whenever he had a minor...breakdown?
-Something was off with his machine stuff and you...being a guard, had no clue how to fix him.
-Just imagine sitting next to Freddy with your hand in his as he worries about not being able to preform anymore.
-Come on, Freddy. You'll be fine.
-Anyway, after that little...mishap.. things started getting questionable?
-Freddy had taken a liking to you
-Let's just say, Freddy is oblivious.
-He has no clue that he has fallen for you
-But when it hits him..
-Or when Chica tells him flat out that he's, in fact, in love.
-He's just a sweetheart.
-"Oh, Hello there Y/n.. Do you need any help carrying that?"
-"Let me get that for you, it seems to be..a bit high."
-"Don't worry, darling. You're doing great!"
-Darling???
-Waitwaitwait
-He said WHAT NOW??
-He'll freeze up.
-Like, Error 404
-Freddy not found
"Darling? That's new.." Y/n mumbles with a small smile on their face. Freddy, however, had frozen up.. How could he have let that one slip?? How could he just throw that out there!? Y/n turned to him, raising a brow. They place a small hand on his rather large one. "Are you..Aright? You know, I don't mind that nickname! It's rather...sweet!" Y/n spoke to him in a calming manner, a small blush on their cheeks. "Oh, Y/N..I did not mean to say such a name to you. It's..inappropriate for our work relationship. You are a human. I am just an animatronic." He recoiled slowly, his eyes looked into Y/n's. "I..had this 'feeling'. Or something equivalent to a 'feeling'. My chest swells up, my systems overheat. It only happens around you. You are causing this strange things. Chica had mentioned it was-" "Love." Y/n beamed out, smiling brightly. "It's called love, Freddy. And I love you too.." Y/n put their hands on his once again, his eyes seemed to gleam..just a bit. "I wish I could have confessed this differently. Maybe around a candle lit dinner. Or a movie..." Y/n rolled their eyes slightly, raising themselves up just a bit. They kissed his cheek softly before leaning their head on his chest. "H-How..However, I'm just glad this worked out as well.."
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Monty's Goofball:
-"Will you just chill out, bruh?"
-Of all people
-No, of all Robots
-You could have fallen for Robocop but no
-You fell for a gator???
-(I can't say much. aha.)
-ANywaY
-Monty had always observed you.
-From Afar
-Sure, you've spoke with him
-Waving at him is counted as talking to him, right??
-He had 0 interest in you the first time he saw you
-He just thought of you as just another guard. Night or day, you were just the same as everyone else.
-In his way
-Even though you have never even set foot in his territory
-In his Gator golf
-Until your manager switched everyone's shifts around
-Just because his stupid daughter couldn't handle staying past an hour of closing time
-What a loser.
-Now, you were a night guard. The position you 'always' wanted.
-Night guards duties are to check on everyone's loved characters, clean up their 'habitats', and take every customer that may have snuck in to the main office until morning.
-Now, you had cleaned everyone's place,
-Except Gator Golf.
-Once you went in there, you were met with a huge ass gator glaring right at you.
-Lovely
-Time passes and now you two are...
-Arguing buddies.
-Just ever wanted someone to yell at for no reason? To get out your anger? Like, Anger therapy?
-Yeah, that's the relationship you two had.
-But..
-If I'm being honest,
-These fights have made you two calmer in the long run
-He doesn't tear his room to shreds, often. and you don't snap at anyone who pisses you off!
-Plus, he sees you as a friend!
"You're so dumb, Night Guard!" Monty had yelled at you with rage. The two of you had no idea how you guys got yourselves into a fighting match but, here you two are. "The name's Y/N! Use it or don't mention me at all!" Y/n spat back at the Gator. "And another thing, what are we now? Kindergartners?! I thought you were made for kids! Not to become one!" Monty looked back at them, shocked. He took his glasses off and set them aside on a rock. "It's not my fault I can't swear! Do I look like a human?! No. If I'm not one, then it's not my fault! I didn't ask to be made, did I?! I didn't ask to be this..this stupid play thing for children! This is your fault! I'm so confused!" Monty growled, taking a step closer to Y/N. "Confused?! What is there to be confused about, huh?!" Y/n glared back. "You! This feeling I have! The way we fight! The way I want to hold you close to me even when you're acting like a complete fool!" He huffed, turning his back to y/n. They stood there for a moment, thinking about what he said. "....WHAT DOES THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?!" Y/N shouted. "SEE?? A MORON! I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU, DUMMY!" Monty rolled his eyes, yelling back. "..." Y/n furrowed their eyebrows. "WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST SAY THAT???" Y/n huffed back but soon started to giggle. They walked up behind him, wrapping their arms around his waist as they gave him small kisses to his side. "I love you too."
"Whatever, the moment passed, Idiot..."
<3
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Chica Chica Boom Boom:
-One word
-Pizza dates
-Wait, is that two???
-You and Chica had become besties on sight.
-But in all honesty, You've gotten tired of Pizza.
-But just didn't have the heart to tell Chica that.
-Let me say this, though
-She's the best karaoke partner ever.
-Wait, how did you two meet again?
-"May I get a pizza please?"
-"Aren't you the night guard? You can make your own, if you wanted to!"
-"Yeah but does it look like I can run an oven?"
-...."Ye-"
-"Without setting the Pizza Plex on fire?"
-"No..."
-"That's right. And my name isn't gregory so...I ain't gonna do that."
-She just giggled
-She'd grab you by the arm, helping you
-Or technically,
-She'd be doing everything around the kitchen and you'd just watch
-Amazed
-And it got you thinking...
-How much a housewife she can be
-All you have to do is get her a maid outfit and it'd be per-
-"All done! Let's eat!"
-That snapped you out of your daze.
-Wait, out of everything you could be thinking of, you were thinking about a robot chicken in a maid outfit, being your housewife?
-(Or was that just me thinking about that at 3am?? Who cares.)
Y/n and Chica were seated at a rounded table with their pizza. Chica hums as she takes another bite of her lovely creation. "It's funny." This got her attention. "What is?" Y/n looked back up at her from their plate. "It's just...This is how we first became friends. Was over pizza...And here we are." Y/n spoke, resting their chin in their palm. "Ohh, yes! Yes! It's like.. recreating memories! We do this almost every night! Besides karaoke, dancing, brushing each other's hair, cuddling, watching movies,an-" Chica went on and on as Y/N's face lit up with a bright blush. "Chica...Chica?.. Chica!" The bird stopped talking, turning her attention to Y/N with a hum. "We are friends, right?" Chica nods. "And nothing can get in the way of that?" Chica nods, once again. "What's this about, bestie?" Chica asked, making Y/n's heart throb in pain. "Ah, Well..." Y/n sighed, looking up at her. "We've been friends for awhile..Doing...friend things. And, I truly want to keep that up. BUT, but..." Their hands fiddled with their clothing. "I...I really like...I really love you. And I want to become more but...I'm afraid that I'm going to mess this up with you." Chica blinks, placing her hand on their's. "Hey, hey. It's going to be alright! I care for you! That's not the word...I love you too! And I've always had! I was waiting for this moment...and as long as we have each other, we can make this work!!"
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once again i spent hours of my life answering >5000 questions in order to sort almost all of the glee songs ever (there’s 683 songs in the sorter when there’s over 700 on the show) anyway if you wanna see my rankings for those then check it out <3 [also here’s the sorter!]
1 Being Alive
2 Rose's Turn
3 Baby, It's Cold Outside
4 Le Jazz Hot
5 Maybe This Time
6 And I Am Telling You I'm Not Going
7 Come What May
8 To Sir, With Love
9 As If We Never Said Goodbye
10 Valerie
11 Somewhere Only We Know
12 Cough Syrup
13 Teenage Dream
14 Not The Boy Next Door
15 It's Too Late
16 It's My Life / Confessions Part II
17 Start Me Up / Livin' On A Prayer
18 When I Get You Alone
19 The Happening
20 The Boy Is Mine
21 Home
22 Don't You Want Me
23 How Will I Know
24 Bad Romance
25 Not While I'm Around
26 Scream
27 Shake It Out
28 On My Own
29 Hate On Me
30 Bills, Bills, Bills
31 4 Minutes
32 True Colors
33 There Are Worse Things I Could Do
34 Go Your Own Way
35 Jessie's Girl
36 Proud Mary
37 Tongue Tied
38 Last Christmas
39 Somebody Loves You
40 Back To Black
41 Sweet Transvestite
42 For Good
43 At The Ballet
44 Gloria
45 Blame It (On The Alcohol)
46 Like A Prayer
47 So Emotional
48 Misery
49 Nasty / Rhythm Nation
50 Toxic
51 Don't Speak
52 Born This Way
53 Dog Days Are Over
54 Defying Gravity
55 Last Name
56 Womanizer
57 I Will Always Love You
58 Broadway Baby
59 The Lady Is A Tramp
60 I'm A Slave 4 U
61 Centerfold / Hot In Herre
62 Thriller / Heads Will Roll
63 Bust Your Windows
64 Candyman
65 Brave
66 Boys / Boyfriend
67 The Scientist
68 The Scientist (Acapella)
69 Dream On
70 Hey Jude
71 I Lived
72 I'm Still Here
73 I Believe In A Thing Called Love
74 Me Against The Music
75 Like A Virgin
76 My Man
77 Everybody Wants To Rule The World
78 I Have Nothing
79 Blackbird
80 Got To Get You Into My Life
81 Animal
82 3
83 I Follow Rivers
84 Just The Way You Are
85 Constant Craving
86 Don't Stop Me Now
87 Hung Up
88 Let's Have A Kiki
89 Love Shack
90 Marry The Night
91 Hit Me With Your Best Shot / One Way Or Another
92 It's Not Right, But It's Okay
93 I Want To Hold Your Hand
94 All You Need Is Love
95 Getting Married Today
96 Don't Rain On My Parade
97 Don't Stop Believin' (Regionals)
98 We've Got Tonite
99 Smooth Criminal
100 Uptown Girl
101 Sway
102 If I Die Young
103 No One Is Alone
104 Look At Me I'm Sandra Dee
105 No Scrubs
106 Mamma Mia
107 Papa Don't Preach
108 Teenage Dream (Acoustic Version)
109 Santa Baby
110 We Found Love
111 Roar
112 She's Not There
113 Spotlight
114 The Way You Look Tonight/You're Never Fully Dressed Without A Smile
115 Some Nights
116 Rumour Has It / Someone Like You
117 You Make Me Feel So Young
118 You Keep Me Hangin' On
119 I'll Stand By You (Amber)
120 Hand In My Pocket / I Feel The Earth Move
121 Crazy / U Drive Me Crazy
122 Funny Girl
123 Cold Hearted
124 Keep Holding On
125 Bye Bye Bye / I Want It That Way
126 I Know Where I've Been
127 I Kissed A Girl (Season Six)
128 Hopelessly Devoted To You
129 Homeward Bound / Home
130 Into The Groove
131 Hold On
132 Tell Him
133 Nutbush City Limits
134 Because You Loved Me
135 Perfect
136 Cherish / Cherish
137 Do You Wanna Touch Me (Oh Yeah)
138 Ding-Dong! The Witch Is Dead
139 You Are The Sunshine Of My Life
140 Tik Tok
141 The Safety Dance
142 Oops!... I Did It Again
143 Run Joey Run
144 Time Warp
145 Something's Coming
146 Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go
147 The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face
148 Vogue
149 Downtown
150 Diva
151 Dancing With Myself
152 Rockstar
153 Wrecking Ball
154 We Are Young
155 I Saw Her Standing There
156 Jumpin', Jumpin'
157 Just Can't Get Enough
158 Take Me To Church
159 Wannabe
160 It's All Over
161 Take Me Home Tonight
162 If I Were A Boy
163 Landslide
164 Pompeii
165 The Bitch Is Back / Dress You Up
166 Christmas Wrapping
167 Buenos Aires
168 Call Me Maybe
169 You Can't Stop The Beat
170 Seasons Of Love
171 Safety Dance
172 Dream A Little Dream
173 Alfie
174 I Want To Break Free
175 Baby One More Time
176 A House Is Not A Home
177 Daydream Believer
178 I Don't Know How To Love Him
179 Hungry Like The Wolf / Rio
180 Suddenly Seymour
181 People
182 Silly Love Songs
183 Love Song
184 Shout It Out Loud
185 Some People
186 One Of Us
187 Sing!
188 Up Up Up
189 Torn
190 Popular
191 This Is The New Year
192 Paradise By The Dashboard Light
193 Let It Snow
194 Let It Be
195 Never Can Say Goodbye
196 Touch A Touch A Touch A Touch Me
197 La Isla Bonita
198 Tightrope
199 My Love Is Your Love
200 Love Is A Battlefield
201 Losing My Religion
202 Total Eclipse Of The Heart
203 This Time
204 I Dreamed A Dream
205 Leaving On A Jet Plane
206 Locked Out Of Heaven
207 Chandelier
208 Girl On Fire
209 Telephone
210 Don't Cry For Me Argentina
211 Human Nature
212 Halo / Walking On Sunshine
213 Anything Goes / Anything You Can Do
214 Make You Feel My Love
215 Stronger
216 Nowadays / Hot Honey Rag
216 Pumpin' Blood
218 Papa Can You Hear Me?
219 Summer Nights
220 Sweet Caroline
221 Superstition
222 We Will Rock You
223 Alone
224 Hello, I Love You
225 Against All Odds (Take A Look At Me Now)
226 A Hard Day's Night
227 Mine
228 My Prerogative
229 Beauty School Drop Out
230 My Lovin' (You're Never Gonna Get It)
231 Extraordinary Merry Christmas
232 Every Breath You Take
233 Express Yourself
234 Everybody Talks
235 Everytime
236 Marry You
237 Moves Like Jagger / Jumpin' Jack Flash
238 My Favorite Things
239 Santa Claus Is Coming To Town
240 River Deep, Mountain High
241 My Life Would Suck Without You
242 Be Okay
243 Applause
244 Cool
245 All I Want For Christmas Is You
246 American Boy
247 Cell Block Tango
248 Breakaway
249 Don't Dream It's Over
250 Let Me Love You (Until You Learn To Love Yourself)
251 Whatever Happened To Saturday Night?
252 Without You
253 Science Fiction Double Feature
254 Loser Like Me
255 I Kissed A Girl
256 I'm Not Gonna Teach Your Boyfriend How To Dance With You
257 I Can't Go For That (No Can Do) / You Make My Dreams
258 Don't Stop Believin' (Season 5)
259 Empire State Of Mind
260 Old Time Rock & Roll / Danger Zone
261 Take My Breath Away
262 You Get What You Give
263 Take On Me
264 Beautiful
265 It's Time
266 ABC
267 Afternoon Delight
268 Don't Stand So Close To Me / Young Girl
269 Don't Stop Believin' (Season 1)
270 Colorblind
271 Cool Kids
272 Dancing Queen
273 Songbird
274 Somebody That I Used To Know
275 Singing In The Rain / Umbrella
276 I Feel Pretty / Unpretty
277 Borderline / Open Your Heart
278 In My Life
279 I'm Still Standing
280 Blow Me (One Last Kiss)
281 Do Ya Think I'm Sexy?
282 Do They Know It's Christmas?
283 Mustang Sally
284 Pinball Wizard
285 Anything Could Happen
286 America
287 Any Way You Want It
288 Higher Ground
289 Flashdance... What A Feeling
290 My Life
291 Let It Go
292 If I Can't Have You
293 L-O-V-E
294 Closer
295 Addicted To Love
296 Heroes
297 A Boy Like That
298 Diamonds Are A Girl's Best Friend / Material Girl
299 Holding Out For A Hero
300 Dinosaur
301 Disco Inferno
302 Party All The Time
303 Raise Your Glass
304 Push It
305 Lean On Me
306 Pure Imagination
307 Lovefool
308 Lovin', Touchin', Squeezin'
309 Americano / Dance Again
310 All Of Me
311 At Last
312 Promises, Promises
313 Hair / Crazy In Love
314 Happy Xmas (War Is Over)
315 Chasing Pavements
316 Don't You (Forget About Me)
317 Love Child
318 School's Out
319 Poker Face
320 Boogie Shoes
321 Bootylicious
322 I Love New York / New York, New York
323 One Less Bell To Answer
324 Signed, Sealed, Delivered I'm Yours
325 Rehab
326 I Don't Want To Know
327 Shout
328 I'm The Greatest Star
329 I Love It
330 Never Say Never
331 Juke Box Hero
332 One Bourbon, One Scotch, One Beer
333 Glad You Came
334 For Once In My Life
335 Here Comes The Sun
336 Baby It's You
337 Drive My Car
338 Last Friday Night
339 Roots Before Branches
340 The Only Exception
341 Survivor / I Will Survive
342 All Or Nothing
343 Time After Time
344 You're The One That I Want
345 Yeah!
346 Starships
347 You've Got To Hide Your Love Away
348 Story Of My Life
349 Something
350 We Need A Little Christmas
351 Gold Digger
352 Beth
353 Fighter
354 Forget You
355 How To Be A Heartbreaker
356 Get Back
357 Love You Like A Love Song
358 There's A Light (Over At The Frankenstein Place)
359 We Got The Beat
360 Make 'Em Laugh
361 Sing
362 U Can't Touch This
363 Try A Little Tenderness
364 Pony
365 On Our Way
366 Lucky Star
367 Loser
368 Over The Rainbow
369 Outcast
370 Stop! In The Name Of Love / Free Your Mind
371 What Makes You Beautiful
372 Will You Love Me Tomorrow / Head Over Feet
373 Wide Awake
374 Wishin' And Hoping
375 Yesterday
376 Out Here On My Own
377 You're All The World To Me
378 Somethin' Stupid
379 Someday We'll Be Together
380 River
381 The Longest Time
382 Somebody To Love
383 The Edge Of Glory
384 The Most Wonderful Day Of The Year
385 Lucky
386 Memory
387 Mary's Boy Child
388 Longest Time
389 My Dark Side
390 Taking Chances
391 The First Noël
392 Smile
393 Celebrity Skin
394 All That Jazz
395 A Thousand Years
396 Big Girls Don't Cry
397 Ain't No Way
398 Don't Sleep In The Subway
399 Doo Wop (That Thing)
400 Don't Stop
401 Uptight (Everything's Alright)
402 New York State Of Mind
403 Turning Tables
404 Vacation
405 Fire
406 Hold It Against Me
407 I've Gotta Be Me
408 Endless Love
409 Run The World (Girls)
410 Saving All My Love For You
411 Give Up The Funk
412 I Am Changing
413 I Melt With You
414 I Could Have Danced All Night
415 Fat Bottomed Girls
416 Hot For Teacher
417 Never Going Back Again
418 Imagine
419 Jolene
420 Arthur's Theme
421 Damn It, Janet
422 Control
423 Barracuda
424 Copacabana
425 Barely Breathing
426 I Look To You
427 Come Sail Away
428 Jump
429 Clarity
430 Friday I'm In Love
431 Jar Of Hearts
432 It's Not Unusual
433 Footloose
434 Here Comes Santa Claus
435 Happy Days Are Here Again / Get Happy
436 Help!
437 Greased Lightning
438 Hell To The No
439 All Out Of Love
440 (You Make Me Feel Like) A Natural Woman
441 Candles
442 All By Myself
443 Hello Goodbye
444 It's A Man's Man's Man's World
445 I Say A Little Prayer
446 It Must Have Been Love
447 Just Give Me A Reason
448 Come See About Me
449 Born To Hand Jive
450 I Want To Know What Love Is
451 I Wish
452 I'll Remember
453 Get It Right
454 (I've Had) The Time Of My Life
455 I'll Stand By You (Cory)
456 Forever Young
457 A Change Would Do You Good
458 Smile (Charlie Chaplin song)
459 Best Day Of My Life
460 An Innocent Man
461 Dreams
462 All About That Bass
463 Home (originally by Michael Bublé)
464 Black Or White
465 Baby
466 Bad
467 Problem
468 Oh Chanukah
469 What Kind Of Fool
470 Wings
471 You're My Best Friend
472 You're All I Need To Get By
473 White Christmas
474 Whenever I Call You Friend
475 Wanna Be Startin' Somethin'
476 What Doesn't Kill You (Stronger)
477 Wedding Bell Blues
478 More Than A Feeling
479 More Than A Woman
480 Our Day Will Come
481 P.Y.T. (Pretty Young Thing)
482 Here's To Us
483 Honesty
484 Hall Of Fame
485 It's All Coming Back To Me Now
486 Teach Your Children
487 Night Fever
488 What The World Needs Now
489 Listen
490 Let Me Love You
491 Live While We're Young
492 Light Up The World
493 Trouty Mouth
494 Werewolves Of London
495 Kiss
496 Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas
497 Movin' Out (Anthony's Song)
498 Mickey
499 Mean
500 Mercy
501 Merry Christmas Darling
502 Let's Wait Awhile
503 Man In The Mirror
504 Rather Be
505 Rise
506 Good Vibrations
507 Faithfully
508 Firework
509 How Deep Is Your Love
510 Fix You
511 Fire And Rain
512 Give Your Heart A Break
513 Rockin' Around The Christmas Tree
514 Little Girls
515 Cry
516 Bust A Move
517 Bridge Over Troubled Water
518 Bring Him Home
519 Cheek To Cheek
520 Break Free
521 As Long As You're There
522 Big Ass Heart
523 Bitch
524 Bamboleo / Hero
525 Away In A Manger
526 Deck The Rooftop
527 Christmas Eve With You
528 Angels We Have Heard On High
529 Creep
530 Crush
531 Make No Mistake, She's Mine
532 Lose My Breath
533 Look At Me I'm Sandra Dee (Reprise)
534 What I Did For Love
535 Wake Me Up
536 Thousand Miles
537 Take A Bow
538 Still Got Tonight
539 The Music Of The Night
540 Stereo Hearts
541 The Chipmunk Song (Christmas Don't Be Late)
542 Take Me Or Leave Me
543 I'm The Only One
544 Isn't She Lovely
545 I Just Can't Stop Loving You
546 I'll Never Fall In Love Again
547 Unchained Melody
548 You're A Mean One, Mr. Grinch
549 You Have More Friends Than You Know
550 You Should Be Dancing
551 I'm His Child
552 You Learn / You've Got A Friend
553 Somewhere
554 So Far Away
555 Uptown Funk
556 The Winner Takes It All
557 They Long To Be Close To You
558 Tonight
559 Being Good Isn't Good Enough
560 You May Be Right
561 To Love You More
562 Don't Wanna Lose You
563 Do You Hear What I Hear?
564 Ice Ice Baby
565 Don't Go Breaking My Heart
566 Don't Make Me Over
567 I Won't Give Up
568 I'll Be Home For Christmas
569 I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For
570 I Still Believe / Super Bass
571 I Wanna Dance With Somebody (Who Loves Me)
572 I Want You Back
573 Father Figure
574 Everybody Hurts
574 Gangnam Style
576 We Are The Champions
577 Stayin' Alive
578 Superman
579 The Rose
580 Don't Stop Believin' (Rachel)
581 Fly / I Believe I Can Fly
582 Gives You Hell
583 I Love L.A.
584 Mr. Roboto / Counting Stars
585 O Holy Night
586 Only The Good Die Young
587 One
588 Silent Night
589 Piano Man
590 Sexy And I Know It
591 Sgt. Pepper's Lonley Hearts Club Band
592 Pretending
593 Physical
594 Danny's Song
595 Stand
596 The Final Countdown
597 You Can't Always Get What You Want
598 You Are Woman, I Am Man
599 You've Lost That Lovin' Feelin'
600 Your Song
601 Say
602 No Air
603 Need You Now
604 No Surrender
605 Piece Of My Heart
606 Thong Song
607 Blurred Lines
608 Another One Bites The Dust
609 I Was Here
610 Bella Notte
611 I Know What Boys Like
612 God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen
613 Glory Days
614 Friday
615 More Than Words
616 Waiting For A Girl Like You
617 Welcome Christmas
618 You Spin Me Round (Like A Record)
619 You Give Love A Bad Name
620 We Built This City
621 Whistle
622 Who Are You Now?
623 You And I / You And I
624 Take Care Of Yourself
625 Tell Me Something Good
626 The Rain In Spain
627 Can't Fight This Feeling
628 Jingle Bell Rock
629 In Your Eyes
630 Hello
631 Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)
632 I Only Have Eyes For You
633 Jingle Bells
634 Joy To The World
635 I Wanna Sex You Up
636 Fight For Your Right (To Party)
637 Feliz Navidad
638 I'm So Excited
639 Uninvited
640 The Living Years
641 The Fox (What Does The Fox Say?)
642 O Christmas Tree
643 One Love (People Get Ready)
644 Ohio
645 Only Child
646 Hello Twelve, Hello Thirteen, Hello Love
647 My Sharona
648 Dance The Night Away
649 Poison
650 My Cup
651 Not The End
652 What It Feels Like For A Girl
653 Listen To Your Heart
654 Little Drummer Boy
655 One Hand, One Heart
656 Bein' Green
657 Big Spender
658 Billionaire
659 Ben
660 Gimme More
661 Burning Up
662 Hey Ya!
663 Hey, Soul Sister
664 Baby Got Back
665 Blue Christmas
666 Bohemian Rhapsody
667 Far From Over
668 The Trolley Song
669 Starlight Express
670 Whip It
671 You're The Top
672 Red Solo Cup
673 Next To Me
674 Rolling In The Deep
675 Rainbow Connection
676 La Cucaracha
677 (You're) Having My Baby
678 A Little Less Conversation
679 Happy
680 Highway To Hell
681 Same Love
682 Rock Lobster
683 Girls Just Want To Have Fun
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hello. over my tumblr break a few months ago i got bored enough to count the frequencies of every word in joe iconis songs and i don’t know what else to do with this info so here y’all go. every word in joe iconis songs with 10+ occurrences in descending order but i also factored out the 250 most common words in the english language badly (warning, this is a 484 item long list).
1 ('i', 2375)
2 ("i'm", 708)
3 ("it's", 366)
4 ('oh', 312)
5 ('gonna', 204)
6 ('yeah', 175)
7 ('got', 163)
8 ("you're", 160)
9 ('am', 160)
10 ('na', 149)
11 ('wanna', 130)
12 ('hey', 129)
13 ('love', 127)
14 ('feel', 122)
15 ("i'll", 117)
16 ('things', 111)
17 ('really', 97)
18 ("i'd", 97)
19 ('bang', 93)
20 ('girl', 87)
21 ('ever', 86)
22 ("can't", 84)
23 ('better', 78)
24 ("there's", 78)
25 ("she's", 78)
26 ("i've", 75)
27 ('whoa', 74)
28 ('baby', 73)
29 ("that's", 70)
30 ('gotta', 69)
31 ("we're", 68)
32 ("ain't", 63)
33 ("won't", 63)
34 ('cool', 61)
35 ('song', 58)
36 ('away', 57)
37 ('anymore', 56)
38 ('because', 55)
39 ('ya', 55)
40 ('always', 54)
41 ('remember', 54)
42 ('gone', 51)
43 ('guess', 51)
44 ('person', 51)
45 ('woman', 49)
46 ('sing', 49)
47 ('blood', 49)
48 ('stay', 48)
49 ('care', 48)
50 ('into', 47)
51 ('mind', 46)
52 ('whatever', 46)
53 ('jeremy', 45)
54 ("didn't", 45)
55 ('wish', 45)
56 ('feeling', 43)
57 ('ooh', 43)
58 ('cuz', 43)
59 ("you'll", 43)
60 ('ribbit', 43)
61 ('everything', 42)
62 ("you've", 42)
63 ('done', 41)
64 ('nothing', 41)
65 ('fine', 41)
66 ('girls', 41)
67 ('something', 40)
68 ('please', 40)
69 ('hate', 40)
70 ('walk', 40)
71 ('nanana', 40)
72 ('going', 39)
73 ('maybe', 39)
74 ('hear', 39)
75 ('used', 39)
76 ('fall', 39)
77 ('wrong', 38)
78 ('fire', 37)
79 ('rather', 37)
80 ('around', 36)
81 ('shit', 36)
82 ('ba', 36)
83 ('heart', 36)
84 ('leave', 36)
85 ('ah', 36)
86 ('being', 36)
87 ('oh-h', 36)
88 ("he's", 35)
89 ('till', 35)
90 ('fight', 35)
91 ('face', 35)
92 ('la-la-la', 35)
93 ('da', 35)
94 ("let's", 34)
95 ('sure', 34)
96 ('hope', 34)
97 ('nana', 34)
98 ('guy', 33)
99 ('knew', 33)
100 ('wanted', 33)
101 ('shoot', 33)
102 ('em', 32)
103 ('rich', 32)
104 ('together', 32)
105 ('looking', 32)
106 ('myself', 32)
107 ('knock', 32)
108 ('chop', 32)
109 ('makes', 31)
110 ('since', 31)
111 ('whiskey', 31)
112 ('uh', 30)
113 ("they're", 30)
114 ('gimme', 30)
115 ('rick', 30)
116 ('somebody', 29)
117 ('those', 29)
118 ("doesn't", 29)
119 ('red', 29)
120 ('totally', 29)
121 ('hell', 29)
122 ("what's", 29)
123 ('hall', 29)
124 ('die', 29)
125 ('annie', 29)
126 ('bad', 28)
127 ('stop', 28)
128 ("you'd", 28)
129 ('listen', 28)
130 ('mamma', 28)
131 ('la-la-la-la', 28)
132 ('do-do', 28)
133 ('tonight', 27)
134 ('okay', 27)
135 ('hair', 27)
136 ("c'mon", 27)
137 ('roll', 27)
138 ('without', 27)
139 ('michael', 27)
140 ('christine', 27)
141 ('bounty', 27)
142 ('almost', 26)
143 ('another', 26)
144 ('kinda', 26)
145 ('mine', 26)
146 ('rock', 26)
147 ('records', 26)
148 ('music', 26)
149 ('lonely', 25)
150 ('words', 25)
151 ('heard', 25)
152 ('yo', 25)
153 ('madeline', 25)
154 ('says', 25)
155 ('band', 25)
156 ('lots', 25)
157 ('alive', 25)
158 ('god', 24)
159 ('times', 24)
160 ('battle', 24)
161 ('skin', 24)
162 ('dada', 24)
163 ('revolution', 24)
164 ('institution', 24)
165 ('broke', 23)
166 ('talk', 23)
167 ('eyes', 23)
168 ("who's", 23)
169 ('hold', 23)
170 ('burned', 23)
171 ('morning', 23)
172 ('chill', 23)
173 ('pretty', 23)
174 ('car', 23)
175 ('young', 23)
176 ('la-la', 23)
177 ('tired', 23)
178 ('nation', 23)
179 ('friend', 22)
180 ('everybody', 22)
181 ('rehearsal', 22)
182 ('true', 22)
183 ('inside', 22)
184 ('squip', 22)
185 ('ready', 21)
186 ('best', 21)
187 ('understand', 21)
188 ('else', 21)
189 ('lot', 21)
190 ('party', 21)
191 ('ignore', 21)
192 ('bit', 21)
193 ('cut', 21)
194 ('gets', 20)
195 ('sometimes', 20)
196 ("isn't", 20)
197 ('whole', 20)
198 ("everybody's", 20)
199 ('starts', 20)
200 ('feels', 20)
201 ('everyone', 20)
202 ('room', 20)
203 ('dry', 20)
204 ('nice', 20)
205 ('juvie', 20)
206 ('sleep', 20)
207 ('wonder', 20)
208 ('size', 20)
209 ('ass', 20)
210 ('welcome', 20)
211 ('seen', 19)
212 ('weird', 19)
213 ('soon', 19)
214 ('yourself', 19)
215 ('alone', 19)
216 ('flame', 19)
217 ('taking', 19)
218 ('friends', 19)
219 ('enough', 19)
220 ('born', 19)
221 ('lordy', 19)
222 ('hunter', 19)
223 ('relate', 19)
224 ('yai', 19)
225 ('today', 18)
226 ('loser', 18)
227 ('bitch', 18)
228 ('until', 18)
229 ('arm', 18)
230 ('comes', 18)
231 ('dead', 18)
232 ('told', 18)
233 ('ow', 18)
234 ('honey', 18)
235 ('years', 18)
236 ('whack', 18)
237 ("we'll", 18)
238 ('n', 18)
239 ('nerd', 18)
240 ('fell', 18)
241 ('dad', 17)
242 ('pants', 17)
243 ('huh', 17)
244 ('nobody', 17)
245 ('mad', 17)
246 ('getting', 17)
247 ("wasn't", 17)
248 ('scared', 17)
249 ('wait', 17)
250 ('body', 17)
251 ('quite', 17)
252 ('hands', 17)
253 ('ohh', 17)
254 ('hurt', 17)
255 ('deserve', 17)
256 ('ride', 17)
257 ('game', 17)
258 ('survive', 17)
259 ('upgrade', 17)
260 ('free', 17)
261 ('certain', 17)
262 ('wha-oh', 17)
263 ('cigarettes', 17)
264 ('writer', 17)
265 ('bands', 17)
266 ('hunters', 17)
267 ('hang', 16)
268 ("wouldn't", 16)
269 ('age', 16)
270 ('cry', 16)
271 ('sky', 16)
272 ('past', 16)
273 ('behind', 16)
274 ('someone', 16)
275 ('saying', 16)
276 ('black', 16)
277 ('job', 16)
278 ('la', 16)
279 ('fix', 16)
280 ('alright', 16)
281 ('shot', 16)
282 ('bar', 16)
283 ('deal', 16)
284 ('respect', 16)
285 ('dog', 16)
286 ('flicks', 16)
287 ('strong', 15)
288 ("haven't", 15)
289 ('glad', 15)
290 ('next', 15)
291 ('escape', 15)
292 ('fun', 15)
293 ('though', 15)
294 ('promise', 15)
295 ('hide', 15)
296 ('ammonia', 15)
297 ('likes', 15)
298 ('thinks', 15)
299 ('yes', 15)
300 ('nurse', 15)
301 ('looks', 15)
302 ('halloween', 15)
303 ('twice', 15)
304 ('bout', 15)
305 ('sight', 15)
306 ('along', 15)
307 ('forget', 15)
308 ('voices', 15)
309 ('bathroom', 15)
310 ('master', 15)
311 ("shiro's", 15)
312 ('badass', 15)
313 ('rosalie', 15)
314 ('setting', 15)
315 ('road', 14)
316 ('dude', 14)
317 ('brain', 14)
318 ('kid', 14)
319 ('drink', 14)
320 ('means', 14)
321 ('guys', 14)
322 ('bed', 14)
323 ('doing', 14)
324 ('breathe', 14)
325 ('happy', 14)
326 ('scream', 14)
327 ('mistakes', 14)
328 ('anything', 14)
329 ('goes', 14)
330 ('blue', 14)
331 ('pretend', 14)
332 ('social', 14)
333 ('shout', 14)
334 ('geek', 14)
335 ('buddy', 14)
336 ("everything's", 14)
337 ("helen's", 14)
338 ('golden', 14)
339 ('movin', 14)
340 ('st', 14)
341 ("anne's", 14)
342 ('finally', 13)
343 ('choose', 13)
344 ('smoke', 13)
345 ('voice', 13)
346 ('terrible', 13)
347 ('happened', 13)
348 ('pass', 13)
349 ('street', 13)
350 ("couldn't", 13)
351 ('wall', 13)
352 ('instead', 13)
353 ('clear', 13)
354 ('tight', 13)
355 ('damn', 13)
356 ('susannah', 13)
357 ('smile', 13)
358 ('waiting', 13)
359 ('ground', 13)
360 ('remind', 13)
361 ('coolness', 13)
362 ('sad', 13)
363 ("things'll", 13)
364 ('brother', 13)
365 ("it'll", 13)
366 ('somewhere', 13)
367 ('veins', 13)
368 ('cat', 12)
369 ('weather', 12)
370 ('children', 12)
371 ("weren't", 12)
372 ('fucking', 12)
373 ('sorry', 12)
374 ('clean', 12)
375 ('pour', 12)
376 ('different', 12)
377 ('singing', 12)
378 ('coming', 12)
379 ('thinking', 12)
380 ('trying', 12)
381 ('sick', 12)
382 ('bone', 12)
383 ('least', 12)
384 ('lisa', 12)
385 ('nothin', 12)
386 ('dear', 12)
387 ('white', 12)
388 ('hot', 12)
389 ('charlie', 12)
390 ('family', 12)
391 ('door', 12)
392 ('korean', 12)
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WFB: There's an exception to every rule (Obi gets a pass on a frat tradition)
The Wide Florida Bay | Previous
It’s two-thirty on Thursday, which means it’s time for Zen’s weekly shower.
Not like he doesn’t shower everyday– oh no, he’s got the ten minute post-gym wipe-down honed to an art form, rolling out of the dorm every morning smelling like hibiscus and mint even though it’s practically the fast food of hygiene.
But this– this is a shower. A real sit-down, five course meal. This is forty minutes of him-time, just standing under the scalding spray and having a good long soak, using every trick Korea can give him to have smooth, glowing skin from head to toe.
It’s just asking for an unforgiving patch of acne or eczema if he’s not vigilant. He’d graced more than enough tabloid covers in high school with the headline Bloom Off the Rose for Wisteria? or Wisteria Heir’s Harrowing Health Hassle! to learn he didn’t have the luxury of skimping on skincare.
His entire kit is prepped– he knows better than to leave any of it in the bathroom; unlike Kiki, he has no clever plan to make the frat smell better by leaving his expensive lotions hanging around– and his fluffiest robe laid out, just waiting for him to shrug it on–
Until someone knocks. “Hey.”
He spins on his heel, and, hah, if this isn’t the last person he expected to interrupt him. “Obi!”
His mouth quirks. “You got a minute, Chief?”
Zen casts a longing look at his face mask and stifles a sigh. Duty first. “Sure thing. What’s on your mind?”
“Ah, well.” Obi’s hand lifts to his shoulder, working the muscle there. It’s an old injury, as far as Zen can tell, but he’s constantly tugging at it, probably making it worse. He should really just see a physical therapist. “Just was thinking, since we’re into the whole pledge part of this frat thing, it’s about time we started getting hazed, right?”
Zen stiffens in his chair, both feet slapping to the ground. “We don’t like to say hazed in Phi Sigma Pi.” Even he has to wince at how bad that sounds. “I mean, we’re an honors frat. We don’t do stuff like that.”
“Right, right.” Obi’s grin thins to a knife’s edge. “You call it nicer words, like what would be in the SATs. Not hazing, just rule introduction.”
“No, I mean,” he sighs, rubbing at his nose, “we don’t do…stuff like that. No physical stuff. Or– or gross stuff.”
“But you do stuff, right?” He waggles his eyebrows, leaning against the wall. “I was talking to the big guy, and it all sounds tame enough. But he did say that the initiation had you know, pillow cases. People getting tied up.”
Zen sputters for a moment before managing, “Well, yes. For fun.”
Obi’s mouth curves in a way that makes him squirm in his chair. “Oh, Chief, I don’t think any of you know how to tie someone up for fun.”
“I don’t–” his mouth feels entirely too dry– “we don’t–” he should have known better than to say something like this with him around– “Mitsuhide is a chief scout.”
Obi blinks. “Chief scout?”
“It’s like an eagle scout,” he offers numbly, “only like, Canadian.”
His grin pulls entirely too wide. “Well then, I stand corrected.”
Abruptly, it falls, a souffle baked a hair too far. They’re not what he’d consider close, not yet, but Zen’s never seen Obi without some sort of sarcastic smile, some dubious raised eyebrow. His face is made for it, for the sort of humor that aims for the kidneys, but now–
Now it’s all gone, and there’s only a wide-eyed worry left in its place. “Is there any way to, you know, opt out of…all that?”
Zen blinks. “Excuse me?”
“I mean–” his fingers squeeze hard around his shoulder, knuckles bone white– “without getting kicked out.”
He gapes. “Why?”
It’s perhaps not his…best moment as president of the chapter.
“Oh, you know.” Obi shrugs, suddenly casual. “If someone wasn’t into it.”
“I mean,” his mind is whirring, on overdrive, but coming up entirely blank, “no one’s really into it–”
“Oooh.” Obi’s mouth quirks, and oh, yeah, that was a mistake. “How do you know, Chief? Maybe one of these boys–”
“I regret talking,” he says. The last thing he needs to hear in Obi speculating on kinks in the house. Zen would like to sleep at night.
“Seriously though.” Obi’s grin is stretched tight across his face, strangely stilted. “If someone really didn’t like it. If it brought up bad stuff for them. Is there–” he hesitates– “is there something for that?”
“OH.” The word echoes, too loud, but Zen barely notices over the way he’s completely panicking. There’s definitely– stuff. Stuff for stuff like that. For sure. He took a whole course and everything, required by the university.
He just…doesn’t remember a single thing about it right now, when he needs it most.
“I’d have to check,” he manages, and even too his own ears it’s limp, stupid. “I mean, probably. But there’s bylaws? That I’d have to read?”
A corner of Obi’s mouth twitches; great, now he knows he’s acting like a loser. “Don’t put yourself out, Chief. It’s no big–”
“No, it’s cool.” Maybe he shouldn’t be talking over him. That’s probably bad etiquette in situations like this. But he can’t just stay quiet either. “Just…give me a few days.”
“Hey.”
Mitsuhide glances up, right over the rim of his reading glasses, and for a solid second, Zen kinda gets what Kiki might see in him, beside the whole chiseled-body, lantern-jawed good looks. Or at least, he would if the guy wasn’t parked behind a bowl of greens so big most people would serve chips out of it, calling it an afternoon snack.
It’s got hard-boiled eggs too, and something that looks too much like nutritional yeast for comfort. No wonder him and Shirayuki get along so well.
“Hey,” Mitsuhide ventures, clearing his throat. “Something up, Zen?”
He grimaces. It’d be nice if Mitsuhide could at least pretend that distress wasn’t written all over his face. “No. I mean, not much.”
Mitsuhide mulls this over for a second, and then pushes his salad to the side, closing the LSAT study guide that’s perched behind it. “Sounds like something is.”
“Well, yes, obviously,” Zen stumbles, melting into the chair across from him. “Do we have exemptions?”
He blinks. “You’re going to have to be more specific.”
“I mean, for the frat.” He waves his hand, wishing he could be half as casual as Obi had been about…all this. “You know for people.”
“I don’t mean to be critical,” Mitsuhide says gently, “but somehow that’s only making things less clear.”
“I mean, in the initiation.” Every word might as well be a pulled tooth for how easy this is. “When we do the– the stuff with the rope and things–”
Mitsuhide holds up a hand, mouth quivering. “You mean how the pledges are trussed up on the way to initiation?”
“Yes, that!” He frowns. “What else would I have meant?”
“Ah…” A flush blooms right around Mitsuhide collar, and he shakes his head. “Don’t worry about it. But you wanted to know if there were exemptions written in the bylaws for participation?”
“Yes.” How can everyone else just…say stuff, when he’s stuck with a 404 error in his brain. “Exactly.”
“Well.”
Zen’s never had a good picture in his head of Mitsuhide as a lawyer; it seems like something that would take a pettier man, one willing to cut corners and look the other way, but when he sits like this, hands folded over the green-painted wood of the kitchen table, setting his glasses to the side– he gets it. He may not be ruthless, but he’s got authority.
“Even though the initiation itself is outlined,” Mitsuhide explains, one hand reaching out to gesture across the grain, “the exact events leading up to it are not.”
“Oh.” That’s…surprising. And relieving. “So that whole thing is just…?”
“Tradition.”
Nope, anxiety back at full swing. “Oh, great.”
Mitsuhide eyes him, concerned. “It is great. You could just suspend the whole thing–”
“No.” He drops his head into his hands, headache teasing at the edges of his eyebrows. “We can’t. Because it’s tradition. Meaning everyone else has done it, and they expect everyone else to do it.”
“I’m sure people would understand–”
“Yeah, but then I’ll be the president that got rid of it,” Zen insists, wishing that he could will Mitsuhide into understanding.
“And that’s…” Mitsuhide lifts a brow. “Bad?”
“Yes, because then it’s not– it’s not fair.”
The point hangs over the table, heavy in the silence. Mitsuhide sits back, sliding his glasses back on, and drums at the edge.
“I think…” he starts, but instead closes his mouth, thoughtful.
He sits another minute, fingers stilling.
“There’s no bylaws about it,” he says, even, no judgement in his voice, “and only an old tradition to uphold. So–” his gaze pins him, as thoroughly as Izana’s ever has– “I think it’s up to you, Zen.”
He collapses in a heap over the table, just barely missing Mitsuhide’s salad. “Great,” he groans. “Just what I wanted to hear.”
“My, my.” Izana’s drawl is as grating as ever, crystal clear even across a hundred miles. It’s probably the 5G. “A call? Thanksgiving is still weeks away.”
“I know that,” Zen snips waspishly. “And I call, sometimes.”
“Of course,” his brother soothes cloyingly, “when you’re in trouble.”
His jaw snaps shut with a snick. That…that may be an accurate assessment, but still…he didn’t have to say it.
The silence must stretch too long for Izana. “Is something wrong? I’m in the middle of something right now, but I can have it wrapped up in–”
“No, no!” The last thing he needs is his brother swanning in here, reminding everyone what an amazing president he was. “I just…had a question.”
Izana hums, far too intrigued for comfort. “Oh my.” The words melt like honey. “Are you asking me for advice?”
“No!” He grimaces, then amends, “I mean, not really. It’s just about the frat…”
Zen may not be able to see his brother, but oh, he can feel that eyebrow raise. “The frat.”
“Yeah, something’s come up with one of the pledges.”
He knows the moment the words are out that they are exactly the wrong ones. “Come up? Like a criminal record? You know that Phi Sigma Pi doesn’t–”
“No, not that!” He hopes. “It’s just that this pledge has, ah–” special circumstances seems a little premature, considering how little he knows about Obi in general– “asked for an exemption to some of the parts of the pledging process.”
“Hm.” Strangely enough, it sounds like Izana taking it seriously. “Have you asked Mitsuhide if there’s anything about it in the charter or our bylaws?”
“These things aren’t, um, stipulated in either.” He’s not even in the same room with his brother, but still he shuffles from foot to foot, nervous. “It’s just…traditional.”
“Ah, traditional.” Zen could swear there’s the barest undercurrent of a laugh. “Of course.”
“So I was just wondering if there was a, ah, precedent for this sort of thing.” He hurries to add, “I thought you might know since you were, you know, a president too.”
“When I was president, I ran the frat on the same traditions that had been passed down to me.”
He lets out of huff. Of course he had. Izana always did everything perfect. It’s him who can never seem to stick to the script their father laid out for them.
“But…” Izana hesitates. “That doesn’t mean it’s the right decision. After all, we didn’t have women in the house, and I think we can all agree that was a mistake.”
Zen snorts. “Well, it certainly does smell better around here.”
“To say the least,” Izana agrees. “You’re running the frat now. I think it’s up to you what sort of precedent is set for your pledges going forward.”
“Ughhhh,” he groans, flopping bonelessly into his chair. “I hate it when no one will give me answers.”
Again, he can tell that his brother is making a face. Probably one that’s laughing at him. “You know, it wouldn’t bother you so much if you weren’t always waiting for permission.”
His mouth pulls thin. “Well, anyway, great talk.”
Izana chuckles softly. “I’m glad I could be of help.”
“Oh yeah, loads,” he snips. “See you at Thanksgiving.”
“Ah.” His brother’s grin is palpable through the speaker. “Now that’s more like it.”
Kiki stares at him over her dish of soft serve, blank. “I don’t see the problem.”
“What?” Zen yelps, nearly tipping his off the table. “What do you mean?”
She licks her spoon, cleaning it, before serving in for another scoop. “Everyone told you to do what you want to do. So all you have to do is do it already.”
“That’s– that’s not the point!” he insists. “I can’t just…waive the whole thing.”
“Why not?” she says, uncomfortably even. “You did the same thing when I pledged.”
“It’s different.” Zen shifts in his seat. “That was just…sexist bullshit. This is…tradition.”
“Oh, right, Tradition.” He doesn’t know how she does it, say the word like it’s got a capital and italics. “I thought you were all about ridding the frat of archaic and antiquated ideas about Greek life.”
“I am, it’s just…” He takes a bite of his ice cream, trying to stall. “Everyone’s gone through it. If I suddenly say, oh nope, don’t have to do it anymore, people are going to get upset.”
Kiki lifts a brow. “After the shit fit everyone threw about letting me into the house, you’re afraid of some people being upset?”
“No! I mean, yes, but not–” he shakes his head– “there’s a half dozen co-ed dorm on campus, and the frat itself is co-ed, it’s just the people who rushed the house were, you know, guys. Anyone who thought you couldn’t hack it was just a– a pig. But with Obi…” He shrugs. “I don’t know, maybe it’s unfair.”
She hums, at the precise pitch Zen knows as judgement. He’s heard it enough from Izana, after all. “Are you hesitating because you think it’s actually unfair, or because you’re afraid of what people will say about who you’re changing it for?”
He tenses, closing his eyes against the tabloid headlines that flash before them. Wisteria Heir Growing Out of the Closet? No, they’d be worse than that, with pictures of Obi splashed across the front page while they played shirts and skins, and Shirayuki–
Well, there’s nothing with Shirayuki. They’re just friends. Just like him and Obi.
He shakes his head, shoving another spoonful in his mouth. “Sometimes I really wish we hadn’t known each other so long.”
Kiki grins, far too sharp. “Really? But your mom says we’ll make such a cute couple.”
Zen gags.
“Also,” she says, more serious now, “Do you really think Obi would bring this up if it was a small thing?”
Ah, there’s the rub. He doesn’t really know Obi well– a few weeks may make a friend, but they’re not close, not confidants. That kid’s locked up tighter than his father’s liquor cabinet, and they haven’t managed to find the key to that in almost ten years.
But he knows enough to know Obi’s life hasn’t been easy; hell, if it was, then there wouldn’t have been a sweet scholarship for Haruka to wave under his nose, and the only place Zen might have met him was on the squash court. He’s not the sort of person who expects exemptions, or who even assumes they could exist without a gospel choir of Franklins, but he still came to him anyway, and–
“No,” he sighs, tilting his head over the back of his chair, the top of it hitting against the first rung. “Obi’s the sort of guy who would die from a paper cut before asking for a bandaid.”
Kiki’s mouth tilts, amused. “That was my read as well.” She taps her spoon on the table, thoughtful. “So would blindfolds work?”
He coughs around coffee ice cream. “What?”
“Instead of pillow cases. Or can he not be tied up?” She leans back, gears churning so loudly he can practically hear them. “We could just get a van with no windows. Or tape them up.”
“Uh.” He stares at her dumbly, trying to catch up. “I don’t– I don’t know. I didn’t really ask for details.”
“Do it.” She set her spoon to the side, finished. “I’m sure there’s a way to work around what he needs. And if not…” She grins. “There’s always other traditions he can participate in.”
Zen’s halfway down the grand stair when he hears one of the one pledges– Kai, he thinks his name is– grumble, “It’s not fair.”
He freezes, hand gripping the banister so hard it nearly creaks. This is it, the beginning–
“I know,” Shuuka mutters back, “his legs look good in that skirt.”
“I shaved and everything,” Kai complains, “and I still look like King Kong next to– to that!”
Shuuka lets out a huff. “I heard he borrowed Kiki’s skirt.”
“That’s gotta be it.” Kai leans toward the window with a glower. “That’s cheating.”
Zen smothers a laugh and makes sure his steps are louder, almost stomps, as he descends the rest of the stairway. “Is there a problem, pledges?”
They both scramble to stand upright, trying for a level of casual two men who have never worn anything shorter than basketball shorts could not possibly achieve in pleated skirts.
“Oh!” Shuuka pants, pasting a smile on his face. “No! I just– we were just saying that, ah…”
“Obi has nice legs,” Kai blurts out. “And it sucks.”
Zen coughs, trying to keep back his laugh. “Is that right?”
“I don’t know how he got them so smooth!” Kai peeks back out the window. “Do you think he waxed?”
Shuuka frowns, following his gaze. “I don’t know. My sister used Veet once, and those looked pretty smooth.”
Zen bites his cheek. He shouldn’t laugh at them, not when they’re enjoying themselves. “I’m to take it he’s outside?”
“Yeah, talking to Kiki.” Kai glowers. “I bet she gave him tips.”
“It’s cheating,” Shuuka mumbles. “I had to borrow my sister’s skirt.”
Zen leaves them at that; any more and he’s liable to burst, and then this whole exercise becomes less about pushing boundaries and more about humiliation, and that’s– that’s not the point of Phi Sigma Pi. Or at least, it isn’t going to be now.
He steps out onto the porch, but it’s just Obi leaning against the rail, mile-long legs crossed at the ankle. The whole skirt-and-sneaker combo shouldn’t be working as well as it does, but as Kai put it, Obi has killer legs.
“I trust you’re enjoying yourself?” he asks, sidling up to the post across from him, settling his hip against the banister.
Obi arches a brow, far too knowing. “Are you, Chief?”
Heat flares up his neck, and oh, he just knows his skin is showing every bit of it. “I-it just seems like you’re getting a lot of attention.”
His mouth breaks wide into a grin. “Oh, if only you knew the whistles I’ve been getting. I should raid Ms Kiki’s closet more often.”
“Well,” Zen manages through clenched teeth, “there are about four more days of this–”
“Oh, I know,” Obi assures him. “I’ve got outfits planned. My milkshake will bring all the boys to the yard.”
He lets out a long breath. He should have known. “Well, tell them we already handed out our bids. And then send them home.”
“Ooh, Chief, are you jealous?” Obi’s grin turns positively gleeful. “Are you going to tell me you want to do a special initiation with your presidential paddle?”
“No.” God, he should have known it would be a mistake to talk to Obi when he’s in this sort of mood. “But I did want to talk to you about, ah, the initiation thing.”
The mischief drains from his face, leaving it blank, guarded. “Oh?”
“Yeah.” he coughs. “Kiki wants to know if you’d be open to blindfolds?”
He knows the words are a mistake the moment they leave his mouth. Obi’s eyes spark, going from flat gold to amber. “Oh, anything for Ms Kiki. Tell he my safe word is–”
“WE CAN TALK ABOUT THIS LATER,” Zen interjects, dizzy. “I can see you’re in a– a mood–”
“Oh, hey.” Obi brightens, eyes fixed down the walk. “Is that Doc?”
Zen’s gaze whip’s over his shoulder, and sure enough, there she is, red hair bobbing down the walk, eyes fixed on her shoes.
Obi stands up, feet hitting the planks with a thud. “I gotta show her my legs.”
His mouth pulls thin, and he’s about to tell him that maybe she’s not interested in his legs, that maybe she isn’t into tall, dark and handsome, when–
“Obi!” She lifts a hand, waving wildly. “I love your shoes!”
“Do you hear that?” he asks giddily, “she loves my shoes!”
Zen gives him a flat look. “I am right here.”
“Cool.” He bolts toward the stair to meet her, but pauses. “Hey, can we talk about all this…?”
“Later,” Zen agrees with a nod. He can let him have his fun, for now. “Enjoy showing off.”
Obi winks, gives him a wink that could only be called salacious. “I always do.”
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Flufftober Day 5: Words
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“Magnus that is not a word.”
Alec narrows his eyes as Magnus leans away from the Scrabble board with a satisfied smile.
He’d used all his letters to put down the word quetzals using the L Alec had put down for his last turn.
Magnus just smirks at Alec, competition shining bright in his eyes. The game is a close one, Alec is beating Magnus just barely. 134 points to Magnus’ 130. Magnus is not letting Alec win without a fight, because apparently the two of them can’t do anything without becoming stupidly competitive.
“It’s the national bird of Guatemala,” Magnus says with raised eyebrows and a challenging smirk, “look it up.”
Alec rolls his eyes and pulls out his phone to check Magnus’ claim. When he finds that Magnus is indeed correct he groans and leans heavily into Magnus’ shoulder in defeat.
“I hate you and your stupid knowledge of obscure words.”
Magnus just chuckles and Alec groans again as he leans forward to check how many points Magnus has gotten.
Magnus leans back onto his hands and waits with a smirk. Something tells Alec Magnus knows just how many points he’s gotten and that is definitely enough to beat Alec.
He’s proven correct when his eyes widen in increasing horror as he moves from a triple word score square to a double word score square and then another triple word score square.
He turns to Magnus with wide eyes when he’s done to find him looking smugly back at him.
“Plus the extra 50 for using all my letters,” he says and Alec throws his hands up in disbelief.
“374 points. What the hell Magnus?” He exclaims as Magnus writes down the score on the score sheet joyously.
“404 to 134,” Magnus reads out gleefully, “I do believe this game is over.”
Alec is a realistic person, he knows he can’t win at this point, so he lunges at Magnus and grabs the score sheet out of his hand instead.
“Not if there’s no proof,” he laughs as he runs out of the room.
He hears Magnus make a sound of protest before he’s following Alec into the bedroom and tackling him to the floor in a tangled mess of limbs.
Alec somehow lands on his back and Magnus moves to straddle his waist with a grin.
“You know it’s really not fair.You have hundreds of years of learning obscure words on me,” Alec says.
“You’re just a sore loser,” Magnus grins as he grabs the score sheet back.
“And you’re a Scrabble God,” Alec relents, because honestly, he’s extremely impressed. Not many people can beat him at scrabble. Especially by so much.
“I love you, you idiot,” Magnus says, a fond smile curving his lips as he leans down.
“I love you too, Scrabble God,” Alec laughs and arches up to press their lips together. Happiness and love alight in his veins.
Alec will gladly lose Scrabble for the rest of his life if he gets to do it with Magnus.
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Letter to Neil Parish MP 23-11-17
Dear Mr Parish
I must write to you over my continuing concerns re. Brexit. In brief they can be summarised as follows:
1. The Irish Border: there is no easy fix for this issue, except for the whole of the UK, or NI alone, to remain inside the Customs Union. If Brexit results in a return of the Irish conflict, then you and your party will be vilified for generations.
2. The monetary cost of Brexit so far and much more to come:
a. Higher inflation. Households are £404 a year worse off due to Brexit, study finds – Daily Mail headline.
b. Extra costs to government, diverting money away from public services. The budget yesterday created the shocking headline that the government is putting aside more money for Brexit than it is prepared to add to NHS funding.
3. Multinational firms starting to move away or making plans to do so.
4. Our loss of international influence. Just last week we lost our seat on the ICJ and two EU agencies will be relocating, the European Banking Authority to Paris and the European Medicines Agency to Amsterdam .
5. EU nationals are moving back to their own countries and fewer applying for jobs in the UK e.g NHS and agriculture and hospitality. Here’s another headline: “Cornwall appeals to government for more labour as 'crops rot in fields'. Research by Cornwall County Council shows that Cornish farms are already unable to fully harvest crops this year due to a sharp fall in migrant labour.
6. What about our young people studying and working in Europe?
7. The need to appease the hard-line Leave MP’s in your own party is preventing proper progress in the Brexit negotiations. Why has the divorce bill not been settled and why did the government not unilaterally agree to EU citizens rights being protected from the start?
8. The government ruling out membership of the Single Market and Customs Union yet believing it can negotiate the same benefits outside of membership. There is unbelievable arrogance in this “cake & eat it” stance. The EU have been clear from the outset that his is not going to happen. The interests of the other member states will come first as will the EU itself. It is 27 v 1 and the UK will be the loser.
9. The offer of a final vote to parliament on the Brexit deal, when this will simply be a “Take it or leave it” vote, so no proper choice at all. Not only should there be a vote in parliament that includes the option to stay in the EU, the issue should be put back to the British people in a second referendum.
But it is your own stance Mr Parish that also concerns me. You voted against Brexit because you knew it is was going to be very bad for the country, and yet you just accept the LEAVE result as if was the voice of God. The LEAVE vote was obviously not a single, collective, principled stance that can be just called “The Will of The People” and then hidden behind. Those who voted LEAVE had a wide variety of reasons, not all to do with the EU. Many were based on a complete ignorance of the facts, and some were based on the propaganda put out by the likes of the Mail, Express and Sun. The LEAVE campaign played into the hands of UKIP and far right prejudices, creating an atmosphere of xenophobia in which hate crime has flourished. To use this mish-mash of principles and prejudices from 37% of the voting population as an excuse for inflicting lasting damage on our country and on our place in the world is ridiculous. You yourself, seem to have abandoned your good sense and your principles and are supporting something you don’t believe in. You are elected to serve as an MP for the good of the country and not just as a “yes-man” to keep the Tory party in power. In this defining moment of our history we need people of principle and courage who will put country before party, so I applaud Ken Clarke, Nicky Morgan, Anna Soubry and the other Tory “Mutineers” listed on the front of the Telegraph who are doing just that. If they can why can’t you?
Yours sincerely
John Burgess
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The True Cost of Indexing
"And in the naked light I saw Ten thousand people, maybe more People talking without speaking, People hearing without listening..."
Anyone in the investment industry not living under a rock has read about, investigated, or had an intense conversation with a client about the merits of passive exposures in investment portfolios. The popular pitch is that widely-owned portions of the market, most notably U.S. large cap equity, are efficient. It continues that investment managers cannot outperform the benchmark consistently over time in an efficient market. This is the "Theory of Efficiency". The cacophony of articles on this topic is both silent and deafening. Most include little proof for their assertions of efficiency and parrot a conglomeration of statements parsed from other articles. As a result, hundreds of billions of dollars have been passively invested.
I believe that the cost to long-term investors for indexing portfolios is staggering. First, let's quit beating around the bush and recognize passive investing for what it is, low cost market exposure. For investors without access to high quality investment managers, this very well may be the best option. I contend, however, that U.S. large cap equity is not efficient, which is to suggest that the decision to invest passively due to the theory of efficiency is based on a faulty premise. Many investors conflate the "theory of efficiency" with the "law of averages", a more realistic explanation for the poor performance of investment managers.
Let me explain.
Football, bookies, and investment managers have more in common than you think
Just as not every team in the NFL can win the Super Bowl, win a conference championship, or make it to the playoffs, most investment managers will fail to deliver on their promise to outperform the market, or their stated objectives. This has always been the case in the past and will continue to be in the future in both arenas.
In fact, in aggregate, the record of all NFL teams for all time is 50%. No complicated mathematical pyrotechnics needed because we know that for every game, there is a winner and a loser (omitting ties). If you were a gambler and you devised the gambling equivalent of indexing, your ingenious plan would be to bet on all teams for every game. over time, your expected return on even-money odds would be... exactly $0. Ever wondered how you can place gambling bets without paying a transaction fee? Any half-witted bookie knows he wants to make a spread on those bets, so he adjusts the odds on each bet out of your favor. Think of this as the "transaction fee" for placing a bet. So what is our hypothetical gambler left with over time, $0 in winnings minus the bookie's spread. Sound familiar!?!
If you don't watch Comedians in Cars Getting Coffee, you should. This gem of an episode with Chris Rock contains one of my favorite quotes of all time: "There's math and then everything else is debatable." Mathematically, before fees, half of managers will outperform, and half will underperform. Yes, there are other market participants, like individual investors, but their share of the market has steadily declined over time. Institutional investors owned 73% of the equity market in 2009. With the proliferation of ETFs since then, I would bet (with the right odds of course) that it's now higher.
For every stock transaction, there is a buyer and a seller. Absent new stock issuance or redemption, this is a closed system. Taking fees and market frictions into account, more than half of active managers will underperform over the long term. This is the law of averages. In aggregate, investment managers will deliver the market return less their aggregate costs, just as our gambler did.
The law of averages is NOT a justification of market efficiency.
I enter into evidence the below substantiating my argument that U.S. large cap equity is not an efficient market. It demonstrates that multiple persistent biases exist that investment managers can take advantage of to generate outperformance.
I purposefully ran the analysis below on an equal-weighted universe of U.S. large stocks (the "market") to allay the naysayers who so ardently argue U.S. large cap represents an efficient space.
The average number of names in this market universe over the last 10 years was 404. Think S&P 500 Index, but only the largest 400 stocks instead of 500. Over the last 10 years, the average market cap of this universe was $31.4 billion. More importantly, average daily volume was $240.8 million per stock. In other words, there is lots of capacity and plenty of liquidity to transact in size.
This is a study from 1964-2016 which sorts stocks into portfolios based on three investment themes--Value, Momentum, and Shareholder Yield--from most to least advantageous. it rebalances the portfolios on a rolling annual basis. For those not familiar, Shareholder Yield is a metric which measures the shareholder orientation of a company by including share buybacks alongside the dividend yield calculation.
As can plainly be seen on the left side of the chart, the top portfolios of Value, Momentum, and Shareholder Yield (portfolio 1) outperform the market by 4.1%, 2.8%, and 3.3% annualized. On the right side of the chart, the worst portfolios of Value, Momentum, and Shareholder Yield (portfolio 10) underperform by 7.0%, 5.6%, and 5.1% annualized. There is a gaping wide return differential of 11.1%, 8.3%, and 8.4% between the highest and lowest portfolios based on these themes. This is particularly astonishing in that the return of the overall market is 11.7%, which is to say that the differential in performance between cheap and expensive stocks is almost as wide as the return of the market itself! (See the appendix for regression results substantiating the robustness of these factors). Further, if we dive into the above, we find that in the 600 three-year periods (rolled monthly) within this five decade analysis, portfolio 1 of the factor-themes outperform the market, 80%, 86%, and 71% of the time for Value, Momentum and Shareholder Yield, respectively. (For reference, the Pats record under Brady's reign is "just" a 74% win rate.)
To put all of this into context, the difference in the final value of a $100,000 investment over the course of this 53 year period is absolutely staggering--excluding fees, costs and taxes.
Said another way, the cost of indexing, which seems like a bargain based on fees alone, is to forgo millions of dollars in potential future investment gains. Let's now take a look at a more realistic analysis that includes some realistic market frictions like management fees, taxes, and transaction costs.
The true cost of indexing
Over multiple decades, the cost of passively investing becomes multiples of reasonable active manager fees. To make this simulation a little bit more realistic, because costs are real, I tack on a .05% annual fee for the indexed market portfolio and a 1.0% "management" fee to the factor-themed portfolios. I also deduct another 0.5% to simulate market impact costs of trading the factor-themed portfolios. All in, that's a 1.45% annual cost advantage to the indexed portfolio. But, there's more. I assume the factor portfolios turn over 50% per year and are taxed annually at the 20% long-term capital gains rate. The index portfolio is allowed to compound tax free with no turnover. A 20% capital gains tax is then applied to the index portfolio at the end of the 53 year period.
Under this scenario, the approximate cost of indexing to an otherwise disciplined value-oriented investor putting $100,000 to work is $85.5 million after 5 decades.
How can a market with multiple persistent biases be truly efficient!?! Let us not conflate the theory of efficiency with the law of averages as a justification for going passive. At the end of the day, let's call passive investing what it is...low cost exposure to the equity market. There is absolutely nothing wrong with allocating a portfolio to passive investments. I have suggested passive investments to people multiple times, but only when they do not have access to high quality investment managers.
As the law of averages suggests, an investor cannot just plow money into any active manager, because more than half of them will underperform over time. Finding good active investment managers is hard, really hard, but they do exist. The rewards for finding them are huge, because U.S. large cap equity is not efficient, and passive investors are leaving a lot of money on the table.
"...People writing songs that voices never share And no one dared Disturb the sound of silence" -- The Sound of Silence - Simon & Garfunkel
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Appendix:
To demonstrate how robust these results are, a statistical test of significance for portfolio 1 of the Shareholder Yield theme is significant at the 99.99999999999999999999999% confidence level. Yes that's 23 digits to the right of 0. In other words, there is a 0.00000000000000000000001% chance the test is wrong and these results are random. Below are the summary regression results:
Using Value as an example of the interpretation, the Value portfolio 1 has a Beta to the market of 0.92 over the test, and expected alpha (similar, but not exactly the same as excess return) of 0.08% per month. That doesn't seem like a lot, but it compounds over many years to drive the results in the cost of indexing tables above.
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How to teach an old blog new SEO tricks
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It’s common for organic search traffic to a website or old blog to decline over time.
While some of the factors causing that are outside the site owner’s control, part of the reason is likely related to problems that gradually build up on the site.
Obsolete content, broken links, and technical issues are among the correctable items that can help reverse declining search traffic.
Principal and senior digital marketing consultant at Webbiquity LLC, Tom Pick shares a nine-step process to identify and fix your old blog site’s problems and regain organic traffic growth.
Do you ever feel like Google has fallen out of love with your old blog or website? Sure, there’s still acknowledgment, but the spark is gone, and the (traffic) relationship is no longer growing? Fear not, there is hope. You can rekindle those rankings. Here’s what to do.
If you’ve been working in digital marketing or SEO for a while, you’ve likely run into this situation: a new website/blog is launched. It’s got great content, is well optimized, and is supported by social media efforts. Traffic is modest at first but grows quickly and dramatically.
And then at some point, growth slows, particularly from organic search. It may even fall back a bit. And then it sort of bumps along. You keep adding relevant, high-quality new content, but the needle barely moves. What’s happened?
It’s not uncommon for a site’s organic search traffic to decline over time, the “old blog” problem. This can be caused by technical issues, competitive changes, search engine algorithm updates, or even broad industry trends. As one example, the click-through rate on organic searches fell 13% to 47.4% between 2016 and 2019.
But it’s true that over time, an old blog can become the online equivalent of a hoarder house or an unkempt garden. It’s no longer neat and clean, but rather it’s a mess of obsolete content, 404 errors, broken links, and other online debris.
Fortunately, this can be fixed. Like cleaning out that garden, it will take some work, some knowledge, and the right tools thought the dirt and weeds, in this case, are purely digital.
Here’s a nine-step process to restore healthy search traffic growth to a mature blog.
1. Check for digital obstacles
Use Google Search Console (GSC) to verify there are no manual penalties, security issues, or other problems. Fix any serious issues discovered there first.
If your site isn’t already connected to GSC, log into your Google account, and add it. Then check both Manual Actions and Security Issues in the left menu.
2. Inventory all pages on the site
To get rid of the “junk” on the site/blog, start by generating a complete list of all URLs. You may be able to get by with a tool like XML-Sitemaps or the free version of Screaming Frog SEO Spider, but for larger sites (and if you are running into SEO stagnation issues, you’re likely working with a site that has at least several hundred pages) you may need to invest in a paid tool.
3. Use GA to identify winners and losers
Next, log in to Google Analytics (GA) for the site. Navigate to Behavior > Site Content > All Pages. In the upper-right of the screen, set the start and end dates for the report (for example, the last six months or one year). At the bottom-right of the screen, change the number of pages displayed to the maximum, as shown here:
At the upper-right of the screen, click Export then download the file in Excel or CSV format.
4. Compare the two lists
Pages that receive very little traffic are a concern, but comparing a complete list of pages to pageviews in GA enables you to identify the most serious problems: pages that have had no visits over the past six, 12, or whatever number of months you choose.
Clean up the list of pages you exported from GA to remove site search results, author pages, category pages, tags pages, etc. so that you are left only with the list of blog posts and their number of page views.
In the figure below, the column on the left is a list of all pages. On the right are pages, with their corresponding number of views, from GA. By sorting both lists alphabetically, you can identify pages from the “all pages” list that don’t show up on the list from GA–because they have had no visits over the chosen time period.
5. Revise any pages that are “renewable”
The next step is triage—what to do with those pages that get little or no traffic? Some posts are more timeless than others, and with a bit refreshing, can still provide value to readers and draw visitors to your blog.
For example, posts here about how to write an effective business blog, how to spread thought leadership content without blogging, and why every business needs to be on Twitter were originally written on the Webbiquity blog in 2010 but recently updated to reflect online changes and lessons learned over the past decade.
6. Delete obsolete pages and redirect them to winners
Other types of posts simply don’t age well. Those pieces about the best practices in SEO for 2011 or the must-know stats and facts about social media in 2013 are now best forgotten, much like the worst songs of the 70s. (Remember “Muskrat Love”? If not, consider yourself fortunate.)
Newsy posts also have a limited shelf life. Posts about how buyers and marketers are adapting to this COVID-19 era are popular right now. But once the pandemic has passed, no one will want to revisit those.
These posts can, however, attract a lot of backlinks in their prime. So take them down, but strategically redirect those URLs to similarly relevant but more up-to-date content.
7. Find and fix any broken outbound links on the site
It’s vital to perform step 6 before this one, so you don’t waste time fixing links in posts that will be taken down anyway.
Use a tool like Broken Link Checker to find broken or obsolete outbound links on your pages, then update or delete those links. This type of cleanup at least moderately improves SEO, while significantly improving the reader experience on your site.
8. Run Google speed test and mobile-friendly check
Page load speed and mobile performance are now among the top ranking factors for SEO.
Use Google’s PageSpeed Insights and Mobile-Friendly Test tools and follow their recommended guidelines to fix issues and improve your scores
For example, this site scores a 64 on the Google page load speed test–above average, but not great. Note that Google provides separate scores for mobile and desktop load speed. Scrolling down the page a bit, one of Google’s recommendations for improvement is to “Eliminate render-blocking resources”. Clicking the small arrow to the right of that suggestion exposes more detail. In this case, Google’s tool links to WordPress plugins which may help resolve the issue.
9. Put your best, most relevant CTAs on your top pages
Take another look at the list generated in step three above. Look closely at the top five-to-ten most-visited pages or posts on your site.
First, if these can be improved or updated in any way to make them even more valuable and appealing, do that. Second, make sure each of these pages has a highly relevant and compelling call to action. You’re attracting lots of visitors to these pages, which is great; now take the next step and apply the best options to get them to convert into sales or leads.
Popular CTAs include downloadable assets related to your content, such as ebooks, guides, or checklists. Or you try being more direct and asking the page visitor to contact you or schedule a demo. In any case, it’s also essential to use CTA best practices in order to compel readers to respond.
That’s it! Delete or revise your obsolete content, fix technical errors, regularly produce high-quality new content, and that mature, stagnant blog can quickly get back to 20%, 30%, or even higher year-over-year growth in organic search traffic.
Tom Pick is a digital marketing consultant who helps B2B clients improve their online visibility, increase brand awareness, and generate leads through SEO, social media, and content marketing. He’s the Editor of the Webbiquity b2b marketing blog and author of “The Ultimate Guide to Content Marketing Software.” You can find him on Twitter @TomPick.
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