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lonely--seeker · 1 year
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I keep dreaming Will Wood's coming to play at my city and I constantly wake up in a state of fulfillment and grief.
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alkalinetrios · 5 months
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Get to Know Me Tag
thank you so much for the tag @sillylittleflower !!! :)
do you make your bed? uhhh i'm usually always late and slow in the morning anyway so that would add an unnecessary step to my (non-existent) morning routine. but i like arranging the blankets and pillows nicely after putting on new sheets
what's your favorite number? i don't think i have a favorite number...? but i do like numbers that are very easy to combine in my head. like.... the number sequence (arithmetic sequence?) of 5 because that's all my brain can handle
what is your job? well, mainly i'm studying at university, but i do work in a book store 10hs a week
if you could go back to school, would you? i assume this is referring to actually going back to that time. so, in terms of having no real responsibilities etc., yes absolutely! regarding any other aspect of it: fuck no, hated going there
can you parallel park? i don't have a driver's license so... i don't think so haha
a job you had that would surprise people? i've only ever done some some kind of internships. one at a retirement home and one at the city hall. would that surprise anyone?
do you think aliens are real? yes *aliens exist by blink-182 starts playing*
can you drive a manual car? again, no driver's license
what's your guilty pleasure? watching reels on ig that come from a very weird and specific corner of the internet
tattoos? i have two. one is roman numerals for 182 (referring to the band blink-182) below my collar bone, and one on the back of my arm, above my elbow, that says "born to lose", which refers to a song by zebrahead. but i do want a lot more!!!
favorite type of music? i loooove anything fast paced. punk, rap, rock, etc. but i also enjoy new wave, goth, soviet synth pop
favorite color? i like a lot of colors in certain contexts if that makes sense...? i'd have to go way too much into detail so uhh generally, i like looking at yellows, pinks, purples, greens
do you like puzzles? i used to love doing puzzles when i was younger, but i don't think i have the patience anymore
favorite childhood sport? i did gymnastics as a kid and played handball & tabletennis in a club, but i enjoyed volleyball at school the most
do you talk to yourself? out loud not really, but in my head 24/7
what movies do you adore? i thought that hereditary and saltburn were reaaallyyy good, i really enjoyed watching them!! but i also absolutely adore the emporer's new groove lmfao
coffee or tea? difficult to say because i like both. i usually get chai lattes when i'm out so i'll go with tea for this one (if that counts??)
first thing you wanted to be growing up? a vet but then i realized that i'd have to see suffering animals and that made me too sad
and if you're reading this rn - feel tagged! :)
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dmumt · 4 years
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Interview tag!
Tagged by @thedeviousdo - thank you 🌟
Rules: answer the questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better!
Name/Nickname: ayra (my nicknames are dumb im not letting myself get boollied) 
Pronouns: she/her
Star sign: leo (i know 🙄)
Height: 5′5″ ish? 167cm i think.
Time currently: 22:30
When is your birthday: august 2nd
Favourite bands/groups: in terms of groups: exo, loona, red velvet, twice. bands: vampire weekend, the internet, machine girl (also cigarettes after sex i’ve been listening to them a lot for the past few days)
Favourite solo artists: oh god let me think. tyler the creator. tame impala. lone. khalid. megan thee stallion. a bunch of lofi artists like j^p^n and eevee and jinsang and kudasaibeats. idk this is hard and im trying to do it off the top of my head. childish gambino. the exo solo stuff obviously. doja cat. frank ocean. daniel caesar. mitski 😀. joji. jongdae (i know i already said exo solo stuff but he deserves his own mention). (i feel like this is not at all representative of what i actually listen to 😀 im always listening to music but the second i get asked about what i listen to im like 🧍🏽‍♀️)
Song stuck in your head: streets by doja cat thanks tiktok
Last movie watched: watched the peanut butter falcon on netflix party with my sister over the weekend 
Last show you binged: currently making my way through it’s always sunny 
When you created your blog: summer 2017 either late june or early july. 
Last thing you googled: progressive familial intrahepatic cholestasis (i was just studying)
Other blogs: not exposing them 😀 i only have 2 side-blogs i use now and one is semi-active and the other i use to interact with my irls
Why you chose your url: kim junmyeon enlistment rotted my brain <3 ... okay no but well what can i say i’m a fan of bald heads and junmyeon just has a really nice one (im still upset about not getting a bald selfie but it’s fine) 
Do you get asks: nope i haven’t for a while but it’s always nice when i do (trans: send me asks and we’ll get married)
How many people are you following: apparently 239? tbh i need to follow more blogs because a lot of those are inactive
How many followers do you have: not a lot but still way too many for my blog
Average hours of sleep: we’re in lockdown number three. at this point who knows. there is no average. i either sleep for 14 hours straight or 3.5 hours. sometimes i take a short power nap and wake up in another dimension. what is a good night’s sleep? what is a night of sleep that makes me feel good? what does it mean to be well rested? all very good questions.
Lucky number: uhhh i don’t really think i have one BUT i can tell you that i see 2, 12, 20, 21, 22 ALL the time (the angels have been doing this to me for months now) and i was born on the second of the month so i think i gravitate towards numbers with twos. 
Instruments: i played the violin for like 6 years back in school but i quit because my failing mental health couldn’t take being shamed by my mean violin teacher anymore.
What I'm currently wearing: black sweatpants and a black turtleneck ( what a lesbian i know 🙄) under a VERY bright blue jumper from the depths of my wardrobe because i ran out of clothes. my socks are cute though they say “start the day with a cup of positivitea” with a picture of a cute lil mug very nice.
Dream job: serving my future wife and taking care of our lovely little cottage and the woods around it 👰🏽🤤 or i mean taking care of people since i guess that’s what my degree is setting me up for 🙄 lately i can’t stop thinking about how cool it would be to be an astronaut but then i remember they have to train super hard and be healthy and i slightly blackout every time i stand up.. whatever i mean i would be too swag for nasa anyway... 
Dream trip: thailand (i was supposed to go last summer </3) 
Favourite food: potatoes in all forms. nd also thai food 🤤
Favourite song: ehhhh i can’t pick one of my favourite songs of all time but my favourite song today is “i don’t like it like this” by the radio dept.
Top three fictional universes you'd like to live in: the wii sports resort universe on the little island or whatever, the hunger games just to befriend peeta and/or be a capitol freak, whatever universe lara croft from tomb raider legend lives in 🤤 im she’s 😍
I will tag @littlechefsoo @abunnycotton @exo-saranghaha @kimjuncottons @xiuminscheeks @yixing-zhang @laytus @untouchabyeolman @bootyful-exo and anyone else who wants to do it - feel free to ignore! 
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dillydedalus · 3 years
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april reading
oh yeah this is a thing. anyway in april i read about uhhh.... first contact (twice), murderers on skis & victorian church politics
the yield, tara june winch a novel about indigenous australian identity and history (now and throughout the 20th century) in three narrative strands. imo the narrative strand that consists of a grandfather writing a dictionary of his language (wiradjuri) in order to prove a claim to some land is by far the strongest, but overall i liked this quite a lot. 3/5
land of big numbers, te-ping chen a solid short story collection focused on modern china and young(ish) chinese people, both in china and the diaspora. i particularly liked the stories that had some slighty surreal or speculative elements, such as one about fruit that strongly evoke emotions when eaten and a group of people stuck in a train station for months as the train is delayed, which imo use their speculative aspects in effective (if not super subtle) ways to talk about society. 3/5
the pear field, nana ekvtimishvili (tr. from georgian by elizabeth heighway) international booker prize longlist! a short, fairly depressing read about a 18-year-old girl at a post-soviet school for developmentally disabled childred (but also orphans, abandoned children & other random kids) who is trying to get a younger boy adopted by an american couple. there seem to be a lot of novels set at post-soviet orphanages etc & imo this is a well-executed example of the microgenre, with the pear field full of pears that are never picked bc they don’t taste right as a strong central image. 3/5
the warden, anthony trollope (chronicles of barsetshire #1) ah yes, a 6-part victorian series about church politics in an english town, exactly the kind of thing i’m interested in. not sure why i committed to at least the first two entries of the series but here we are. despite this lack of interest (and disagreement with most of the politics on display here) i found this quite charming; trollope has a gift for an amusing turn of phrase & making fun of his characters in benevolent ways. 3/5
the lesson, cadwell turnbull first contact scifi novel set on the virgin islands, where an alien ship arrives one day. the aliens seem benevolent & share helpful technology, but also react with extreme violence to any aggression. they claim to be on earth to study.... something, but it’s never entirely clear what. the book makes some interesting choices (like immediately skipping over the actual first contact to a few years in the future, when the aliens are already established on the islands) but i thought much of it was kinda disjointed and confusing. 2/5
the heart is a lonely hunter, carson mccullers look, i get it, it’s all about the isolation & alienation (& dare i say loneliness) of 4 miserable characters projecting their issues on the central character singer, who is kind and patient and also deaf and mute, thus making him the perfect receptacle for their issues without really having to connect with him as a person and how that isolation hinders them socially, artistically, emotionally, politically, but like... i didn’t really like it. i didn’t hate it but i just felt very meh about it all. 2.5/5
acht tage im mai: die letzte woche des dritten reiches, volker ulrich fascinating history book about the last week(ish) of the third reich, starting with the day of hitler’s suicide and ending with the total surrender (but with plenty of flashbacks and forwards), and looking at military&political leadership (german and allied) as well as prisoners of war, forced laborers, concentration camp prisoners, and everyone else. very interesting look at what kästner described as the “gap between the not-anymore and the not-yet.” 3.5/5
firekeeper’s daughter, angeline boulley) i’ve been mostly off the YA train for the last few years, but this was a really good example of contemporary YA with a focus on ~social issues. ANYWAY. this is YA crime novel about daunis, a mixed-race unenrolled ojibwe girl close to finishing high school who is struggling with family problems, university plans, and feeling caught between her white and her native familiy when her best friend is shot in front of her and she decides to become a CI for an fbi investigation into meth production in the community. i really appreciated how hard this went both with the broader social issues (racism, addiction) and daunis’ personal struggles. there are a few bits that felt a bit didactic & on the nose (and the romance... oh well), but overall the themes of community, family, and the value of living indigenous culture are really well done & i teared up several times. 4/5
the magic toyshop, angela carter i love carter’s short stories but struggle with (while still liking) her novels so far. this one, a tale of melanie, suddenly orphaned after trying on her mother’s wedding dress in the garden, coming of age and awakening to womanhood or whatever. carter’s really into that. it’s well-written, sensual as carter always is, and the family melanie and her siblings are sent to, her tyrannical puppet-maker uncle, his mute wife and the wife’s two brothers, both fascinating and offputting (& dirty) make for an interesting cast of characters, but overall i just wish i was reading the bloody chamber again. 3/5
barchester towers, anthony trollope (chronicles of barsetshire #2) (audio) lol tbh i still don’t know why i am committing to this series about, again, church politics in 19th century rural england, but it’s just so chill & warm & funny (we love gently or not so gently - but always politely - mocking our characters) that i’m enjoying it as a nice little trip where people do some #crazyschemes to gain church positions or fight over whether there should be songs in church or whatever it is people in the 19th century fought about. it’s very relaxing. there also is a lot of love quadrangleyness going on and that’s also fun. trollope has weird ideas about women but like whatever, i for one wish mrs proudie much joy of her position as defacto bishop of barchester, she really girlbossed her way to the top. 3.5/5
semiosis, sue burke (semiosis #1) i love spinning the wheel on the “first contact with X weird alien species” & i guess this time we landed on plants! plant intelligence is interesting and the idea of plant warfare is really cool. i do like the structure, with different generations of human settlers on the planet pax providing a long-term view but this allows the author to skip over a lot of the development of the relationship between the settlers and the plant and locating the plot elsewhere, which i think is ultimately a mistake. i might continue w/ the series tho, depending on library availability. 2.5/5
one by one, ruth ware a bunch of start-up people go on a corporate retreat to a ski chalet in the alps, avalanche warning goes up, one of them disappears, presumably on a black piste, the rest get snowed in & completely cut off when the avalanche hits and then they get picked off *title drop* (altho really not that many of them). nice fluff when i had a miserable cold (not covid) but fails when it tries to go for deeper themes... like an attempt to address classism and entitlement sure... was made. also like what kind of luxury skiing chalet does not have emergency communication devices in case internet/phone lines are down...  i’d have sued just for that. 2/5
fake accounts, lauren oyler the microgenre of ‘alienated intellectual(ish) probably anglophone person has some sort of crisis, goes to berlin about it’ is my ultimate literary weakness - i almost never really like them, they mostly irritate me & yet i can never resist their siren call. this one is p strong on the irritation, altho at least the narrator does not ascribe much meaning to her decision to go to berlin after she a) discovers her boyf is an online conspiracy theorist (probably not sincerely) and b) gets a call that said boyf has died, it’s really just something to do to avoid doing anything else. but other than that it’s so BerlinExpat by the numbers, like she lives in kreuzkölln! put her somewhere else at least! there is one scene that elevates the BerlinExpat-ness of it all (narrator asks expatfriend for advice on visa applications, expatfriend assures her that it’s really easy for americans to get visa, adds “especially now” while literally, as the narrator remarks, gesturing at the falafel she’s eating) other than that, the novel is.... fine. it’s smart, but not really as smart as it thinks it is, which is a problem bc it thinks it’s just sooo incisive. whatever. 2/5
the tenant of wildfell hall, anne bronte this is reductive but: jane eyre: i could fix him // wuthering heights: i could make him worse // wildfell hall: lmao i’m gonna leave his ass anyway i enjoyed the part that is actually narrated by the titular tenant of wildfell hall, helen (which thankfully, i think, is most of it) because the perspective of a woman who runs away from her abusive alcoholic of a husband is genuinely interesting and engaging, while gilbert, the frame story narrator who falls in love with helen, is.... the worst. i mean he’s not the worst bc the abusive husband arthur is there and hard to beat in terms of worseness, but he’s pretty fucking bad. imagine if helen had found out that gilbert attacked her secret brother over a misunderstanding, severely injured him & LEFT HIM TO DIE & then (when dude survived & the misunderstanding got cleared up) apologised like well i guess i didn’t treat you quite right! she’d have to run away from her second husband as well! poor girl. 3/5
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veliseraptor · 5 years
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A Decade of Fanfiction: 2009-2019
I’ve seen artists I know and love doing this, and I figured I’d self-indulgently make my own fic version of it. So: I’m choosing one fic a year for the last 10 years that I feel is somehow ~representative~ of that year.
I don’t know that I have any overarching observations, except that hopefully I got better over the course of these (I feel like I did) and I think my writing in general has...shifted in terms of focus. Earlier in the decade I wrote a lot of short pieces and character studies; also a lot of very dark and depressing endings. Moving forward I started picking up things with more plot, writing longer stories, writing series and multi-chapter things. 
And I also started ending my fics, generally speaking, on a more hopeful note. Still a lot of pain; still a lot of sorrow. But more and more, I tend to end on a note that says that if things aren’t perfect, if everything isn’t fixed, it is still better, and there might be brighter still to come. 
2009
The Damned, The Silmarillion. This was a year where I wrote a lot of short fic from a lot of different fandoms (A Song of Ice and Fire and The Silmarillion, mostly, though also Doctrine of Labyrinths). This was my first long, multi-chapter fic I actually completed - the AU where Curufin dies after they leave Nargothrond, and Celegorm goes off the rails. I have no idea how well it would hold up - I haven’t reread it. Though someone did make art of it (cw: horror) only four years ago, so it must at least have some good bits in there.  
2010
The Sky Is Darkening Like a Stain, Supernatural. I thought about picking one of my Death Note fics (this was a year of Death Note) as the fandom with my first real hero/villain slash ship, but this was the year where Supernatural started to make an appearance (late in the year - the first fic I have is from September 2010). It’s also the first Sam/Lucifer fic I wrote, which feels significant.
I did also consider a number of “fics where the main character dies at the end” because I wrote a lot of those both this year and next year. It tapers off later on, but boy, did I love killing my own favorite characters and/or writing about their canonical deaths.
2011
Silver Glass, The Silmarillion. This felt in some ways like a year I should have chosen a Supernatural fic, since this was a year when Supernatural by far dominated what I was writing. But I’m going with this one, because it was my first ever foray into second person, and it’s a weird little fic stylistically speaking that shows me starting to experiment a little more. (The date on AO3 for this one is 2012; I’m going from the FFN date, which was the original posting.)
2012
I heard you killed your only friend last year, MCU. This was the year the MCU showed up, and there are a lot of candidates I could have chosen for this one - I almost went with Life in Reverse (still might, for the year it’s finished) but ultimately...this fic was never meant to be the first installment in a series that is now 800,000+ words and still going, seven years later, but here we are. It almost never got posted. 
This was hard, though! This was also the year of Curufin/Finrod becoming a thing, of Clint/Loki, of some of my last really brutal major character death fics. But ultimately this has to go to recognizing the beginning Remember This Cold.
2013
Perdition, MCU. After waffling around with a couple others, I realized that it had to go to this one, because @portraitoftheoddity and I might never have met without it - specifically, without the fanart she made for it that very much caught my attention and got us talking. For that reason alone, I’m calling this the most significant fic of 2013.
2014
Road to Nowhere, MCU. Oh, yes, a classic in the Lise genre of “awkward road trips forcing characters to talk about their feelings, eventually.” I considered one of the two major character death, hella bleak fics I wrote this year, as well as one of the (many) Remember This Cold fics I wrote, but I’m going with this one.
2015
There are fics from this year I like more (The Children of the War, for one, and Birthright) but I’m going to go with the fic that surprised me most just by existing, which was Now Three, MCU. I said for years I’d never write mpreg fic. And then I did it. I think that’s where I learned not to make categorical statements about what I’ll never write.
2016
Shit, man, this was a year of some personally iconic fics. This was the year of I have lived with shades, a shade, of The Vivisection Mambo, of there’s a hell of a good universe next door. It was the year of The Villain Wrangler, the fic I wrote in one sitting that is one of my most popular fics ever, no I don’t resent that a little. I wrote a lot of really good fic in 2016. (If I do say so myself.) 
But I’m going to have to go with to face unafraid the plans that we’ve made, MCU, because this was the year that Steve proposed marriage to Loki in Remember This Cold and that was kind of a big fuckin’ deal.
2017
This was another tough one - do I go with one of the first Wheel of Time fics I wrote in years, because this was the year of the Wheel of Time reread? Do I go with Seven Years because it remains one of my favorite fics I’ve ever written and was the first glimmer of a return to the Silmarillion after a couple years of silence? My first Dragon Age fic ever? One of my Loki/Grandmaster fics (a new ship appearing on the scene late in the year)? The middle fics of the Tapestries series, which series is in many ways closest to my heart emotionally?
But ultimately I landed on the obvious candidate: we’re not friends, we’re strangers with memories, MCU was finished this year. It was the longest thing I’d written and finished to date, and I ended up feeling really good about how I closed it out. I’m still proud of it, which is no small thing.
2018
Yeah, okay. I wanted to pick a Loki/Grandmaster fic for this year, because it feels like the year I wrote a whole fuckin lot of those and they’re very much...uhhh representative, in some way. 
But this has to be Life in Reverse, MCU. The labor of six years, over 200,000 words, blood, sweat, and literal tears, and I finished it in 2018. I feel like if I’ve left a mark on the MCU fandom at all, it’s with this fic. And you know what, I’m good with that.
2019
We’re not quite done with this year yet, but I’m done posting fic for it, so I feel okay choosing one here. And while I’m going to go more in-depth with a 2019 fic recap with a different post, if I had to pick just one fic that feels emblematic of this year I think I’d go with gather frankincense, Lymond Chronicles. Not just because it’s one of my proudest accomplishments of the year, but also because this was a year where I branched out when it came to fandoms. The MCU still dominated, but for the first time in a long time I was writing semi-regularly for other fandoms - Good Omens, Lymond Chronicles, Doctrine of Labyrinths, The Silmarillion, even some Wheel of Time.
It was a good feeling. I used to be a very multifandom writer, and I like the feeling that I’m circling back to that. Especially when it comes to small book fandoms, which were my first internet home.
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lovemesomesurveys · 5 years
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What was the brand of your first ever cell phone? Cingular Wireless. 
What are your 3 favorite internet sites? Tumblr, YouTube, and Twitter. 
Do you have a favorite pair of blue jeans? Describe them. I like all my jeans, they’re all dark wash skinny jeans. 
What profession do you respect? Anyone who works with the disadvantaged and is paid pennies for it – social workers, homeless/domestic violence shelter employees, animal rescuers, etc. High-stress jobs with no financial reward, basically. <<< Yes!
Have you ever been the recipient of a practical joke? No.
Have you ever ate something you’ve dropped on the floor, if so what? Nooo. That 5 second rule is a lie.
Would you consider being an Uber driver if you needed to make extra money? I don’t have a car, nor can I drive, which are both kinda necessary. IF I could, I still wouldn’t. I’d be scared to have strangers in my car.
How do you know when you’re in love, what’s the main sign? I actually want to be around the person for long periods of time. <<< Ha, yeah that’s definitely a sign for me as well. 
Have you ever gotten anything autographed, if so by who & what was it? Jim Carrey, Jamie Lee Curtis, and Drake Bell.
Do you prefer Walmart or Target? Target.
What do you long for? My vacation next year. 
If you could be a personal assistant to anyone, who would it be? No thanks.
What is the most important thing you can do to improve yourself? Take better care of myself.  What makes it hard for you to keep your focus? My mind will just start to wander after awhile and if I focus on trying to stay focused, I become too focused on being focused. Did you follow any of that? lol.
Do you think society has become too PC (politically correct)? I think in some cases people are too quick to attack others. Some people truly may just be ignorant about a topic or accidentally misspoke about something, but people are so quick to attack and make them out to be the worst person in the world. Try educating others instead. Some people act like they know everything and never say the wrong thing ever.
What tragic love story do you relate to? None.
Has your intuition or “gut” served you well? In some cases.
What’s the longest you’ve ever waited in line for something and what was it? Midnight premieres. My friends and I would get there an hour or two early and you just hang around until they start letting people in. It was fun, though. We’d bring blankets and a bunch of snacks. 
Who is your favorite model? I don’t have one.
What have you done that is out of character for you? I used to be the friend everyone could come and talk to. I was dependable. A few years ago I pushed everyone away and became distant and withdrawn. I’m not that dependable person anymore.
Would you rather get a gift card or a gift that someone bought for you? I appreciate either one.
Who is the most visionary person in your life & how do they inspire you? Uhhh.
How do you handle a betrayal? I’d be hurt, but I’d also likely blame myself.
What do you feel strong enough to protest about? I’ve never protested before. 
What’s the biggest blooper you’ve never lived down? My life.
If you owned a restaurant what kind of food do you want to serve? To play along with your hypothetical game I’d have a cafe. 
What will we find if we look in the bottom of your closet today? Medical supplies and shoes. 
What kind of car did you learn how to drive on? I still haven’t learned how to drive.
What is the best thing you have done just because you were told you can’t? I don’t know.
Have you ever had to go to court or testify and if so what for? No.
Do you believe in karma? No.
Are you more worried about doing the things right, or doing the right thing? I can worry about both. They are not mutually exclusive. <<< Yeah. They’re not even the same thing. Doing things right can be like following instructions and such, while doing the right thing is like what you think is morally right.
Do you believe in the term “Mother knows best? My mom often does. If I would have just listened to her advice some things would certainly be a lot different. Even now. I’m so damn stubborn. 
Who is your favorite movie action hero? Iron Man, Spiderman, Ant-Man, Star Lord, and Thor.  
What is one thing you can get in your hometown you can’t get elsewhere? Hm. Nothing is coming to mind, honestly. 
How important are looks in someone you’re in a relationship with? I just answered this in another survey. They’re not the most important thing, it’s gotta be deeper than just looks, but I can’t say they don’t matter at all.
What freedom do you feel is not really free anymore? Uhhh.
What are you most thankful for? My family.
Do you have any favorite talk shows or talk radio programs without music? Well, as far as talk shows go I like to watch Daily Pop and Dr. Phil. Sometimes The Talk as well.
What was the last book you read? Because of Bethlehem by Max Lucado.
What’s your favorite online store? The places I shop online the most are: Hot Topic, BoxLunch, Kohl’s, Amazon, and Etsy.
What band would you love to tour with or be a roadie for? I don’t wanna do that. I couldn’t handle it.
If you were to throw a message in a bottle into the ocean, it would say? “Hi.” lol.
Do you have common sense or do you think people are lacking in it? It doesn’t seem to be very common sometimes. You either got it or you don’t, and it does seem to be lacking.
What’s your favorite non-alcoholic drink? Coffee.
How do you feel about thrift shops or flea markets? Not my thing.
What do you like to put gravy on? Mashed potatoes, stuffing, turkey, and ham. I love country gravy on my eggs. 
Have you ever gone canoeing/kayaking? Nope.
What one thing in particular makes you feel good about yourself? Nothing.
What is priceless to you? Time with my family. 
What do you wait for discount sales to buy? I always look for a good sale and use coupon codes whenever I can.
What is one thing you know about your family history you’re proud of? I honestly don’t know a whole lot. I’d really like to do that ancestry test.
What 3 songs will always be found at the top of your playlist? It changes.
What is the craziest thing you’ve ever done for someone? Hmm. 
Do you keep a budget? I try. 
If you could cast a spell on someone what spell would you cast and on who? Nah.
What makes you feel rested and refreshed? Spending time at the beach is the only thing that can make me feel that way.
What is the funniest joke you have ever heard about? I don’t know what I’d say the funniest joke I ever heard was.  Who depends on you the most? No one.
Could you ever be someone’s bodyguard? Ha, no. I’m very thin, weak, and in a wheelchair. No offense to anyone else who may also be any of those things, but I know I couldn’t protect anyone. I’m also a scardy cat, easily intimidated, and non-confrontational, so... I’d really be of no use at all.
Has one of your biggest fears come true? Yes. And some will eventually... they’re inevitable. :(
Is there anything about the opposite sex you just don’t understand? There’s a lot I don’t understand about people in general.
Did you create a checklist for your ideal spouse? If so, what were two things you wanted? I only list things like that when asked in a survey. It comes up a lot.
Have you ever ridden on a subway or train an what did you like about it? Nope.
What song on your playlist gets played the most? My Spotify wrap up thingy listed all that, but I don’t feel like checking it again right now.
Do you prefer sporty or academic members of the opposite sex? Academic.
Do you have to experience something to fully understand it? No. I have a strong instinct for empathy. <<<
Has anyone in your family ever served in the military? Yes.
Finish the next line in your style: Roses are red, violets are blue… I’m tired, how are you?
What embarrasses you instantly? When I start mixing my words around when I speak. <<< Saaaame. I trip over my words, too. 
Do you think you could be a firefighter, why/why not? Nope. Well, there’s the wheelchair for one.
Do you often read your horoscope? I never do.
What current event are you tired of hearing about? Trump.
Are you a daredevil? Ha, nope.
What common pitfalls do you find yourself dealing with in your work life? I don’t have a job.
Describe your “poker face”. >> My resting face is a poker face. People tend to read all kinds of things into it (usually negative things), because I guess they can’t stand a simple blank slate. <–Me. We’re so misunderstood. Haha. <<< Me, too. 
What do you think should be censored? I don’t see the issue with curse words being censored. I just never understood why you can say some, but not others. 
Are you related to anyone famous or historical, if so who? Possibly.
Would you ever donate a kidney to anyone, and who? I don’t know.
How do you encourage yourself when you go through hard times? My relationship with God.
Have you ever fired a gun? Yes. I went to a shooting range once with friends.
Do you think people, including yourself live up to their full potential? I’m not doing anything with my life. :/ I don’t feel like I have much potential, either.
How are you different from most people? I’m different from people I know in a lot of ways. Like, people I know are functioning adults and I’m not.
What is the main quality you think makes a great parent? Understanding is definitely one. There’s a lot of things, though.
What creature do you admire for its ability to adapt? Dogs.
Have you ever stayed up for an entire 24 hours, why? Yeah. I’ve stayed up for over 30 hours. I honestly don’t know I ever did that. I could never now.
Who is a female role model in your life? My mom.
What childhood dreams have you neglected? The ones where I was doing something with my life.
How often do you reevaluate your life? I don’t. I am aware of what my life looks like at any given time. I don’t need to sit down and think deeply about it to realize I need to change something I’m doing; I am well aware of my faults and negative habits.  <<< Just gonna keep all your answers.
What’s your favorite place just to hang out? My bed.
What gives you a zest for life? This makes me think of this thing I saw on Twitter that said something like, “I thought it would be easy peasy lemon squeezy, not stressed, depressed, lemon zest”, ha.
What do you have trouble seeing clearly in your mind? My mind is a jumbled mess. 
What three things do you think of most of each day? God, my health, and my life.
Would you travel to space if possible? Nopeeee. Just the idea of space is terrifying to me. 
Name a famous person you wouldn’t mind for a business partner. I don’t want a business partner. I’m not doing anything in business. 
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Survey #219
“make a move and you pay for it; pick a lord and you pray to it.”
Do you actually love your grandpa? I don't really remember either of mine. I do from what I remember and have learned of them, though. Do you actually love your grandma? I don't remember my dad's mom at all, but I mean, I love her simply for being my dad's mother, who loved her. My mom's mom, yeah, even though she's. Hard to like a lot of the time. Do you have Facebook? Yes. What was the last thing you posted on someone’s wall? A birthday post. Do you have MySpace? My old one still exists, but I sure haven't been on it since it was current. What is your favorite kind of music? Heavy metal. Favorite soft drink? Mountain Dew Voltage is actually cocaine to me rip. Favorite food? Probably like... pepperoni pizza or cheeseburgers. I'm a full-blooded 'Merican. Have you ever felt replaced? OH, HAVE I! Have you ever worn false eyelashes? No. Do you ever regret making a friend? I don't think so. Can you cure mental illness? I don't know about cure, but you can certainly learn how to handle it better and alleviate symptoms. Is God good? Define "God." Cats or dogs? Kitties. Do you play video games? Yeah, but I don't play nearly the variety that I used to. Do you take medication for mental health? Yes. Can you really be racist to a white person? No shit? Do you have a favorite hair accessory? What does it look like? No. What’s your favorite type of insect? Butterflies. What’s your LEAST favorite type of insect? Larvae, like maggots. Disgusting. Who was the last person you Facebook messaged? What did you say? What’s his/her favorite food? Idk and I don't feel like checking. I rarely use it. What was the last song you listened to? Does it mean anything to you? "Thoughts & Prayers" by Motionless In White is a mood with my mad-at-God-24/7 ass. It needs to stop honestly. I've become so hateful about religion. Not towards followers, mind you, just the concept itself. I could write a novel on this, but I don't feel like it. Just me and organized religion don't get along anymore. Have you ever slept in a water bed? On a water mattress, yeah. How do you feel about having sex during your menstrual period? Never tried, not for me. Sounds messy. Does your ex have a job? My most recent, I guess you mean? Yeah. Have you ever slept in a car? Yeah, on long drives to like New York and stuff. What was the last term of endearment you used (babe, hun, dear, etc)? *checks phone* "Sweetie." How often do you use Flickr? Never. I can't log into my account anymore since Yahoo said "fuck u Britt," so there's no point. Have you ever been on a blind date? No. Do you have a crush on the last person you texted? She's my girlfriend so y'know like- Have you ever got into an argument with the last person you kissed? We very much disliked each other at first, so... guess, lmao. Have you ever liked somebody who was nice to you, but horrible to everyone else? Eh, that's a mystery... Juan was very sweet to me, but I know he had a bad rep. I didn't really see how he interacted with others. How’s your appetite atm? It's normal. I'm not currently hungry. Out of all the conversations you’ve had recently, which one has made you smile or laugh the most? Sara randomly and excitedly texted me to tell me "Welcome to the Jungle" was on at work, which was on the radio both when I was there and she was here, so she thought of how much she missed me lakdjsfkalwe I smiled my face in half. Do you look decent in your most recent photograph? Eh, it wasn't awful. It was for my school ID. What is one vacation destination that many people think is just fabulous but which you personally have no desire to visit (or revisit)? New York City. My sis went and said it was 1.) insane and 2.) disgusting. If you were five years younger but knew everything at that age that you’ve actually learned over the last five years, what is one thing you would definitely do differently? Go to the partial hospitalization program way sooner. What serves as the greatest motivation for you in your daily life? To earn a happy, content future. What activity that you have to do every once in a while that you dread the most? "Every once in a while," I'd say clean Mitsu's cage. She is such a strange rat. Enjoys pets, but being picked up is a no sir. When people hear what you do for a living, what is the most typical question or comment they give you regarding your job? N/A If you were left alone for one hour with nothing more than a pen and a notepad, what would you be inclined to draw or write during those 60 minutes? I'd probably write a poem. I know I wouldn't draw 'cuz fuck no am I doing so with a pen. If you could witness anything at all in super-slow motion, what would you want to see? Uhhh. Idk. Anything I can think of, like lightning, I've seen because of the Internet. If someone were looking for you in a bookstore, in what section would they be most likely to find you? Probably like, young adult fiction/fantasy, something like that. What do you forget to do more often than anything else? Lately, take one of my mood stabilizers. I need to get the box out... aaaand forget every day. I haven't felt any different without it tho so like... If you could teach everyone in the world one skill, what would it be? Compassion, maybe. You’ve been offered the chance to paint a billboard along a highway with any message you choose, as long as it’s only 10 words long. What is your message? I'm not spending time musing over something that serious lakaljdsfawe. Would you ever travel to Africa? Hell yes. I desperately want to go to South Africa on the Tswalu Kalahari tour. Whose house were you last at? Besides my own, my older sister's. Have you ever had a near-death experience? I guess this depends on how near death you mean. I've been in one car accident that my mom managed to make minor only by being a good driver; realistically, we should've flipped, according to the cop. My mom just acted quickly enough. Then I heavily ODed, but I was given more than enough fluids in time to keep me surprisingly okay. I don't know what would've happened if I hadn't told Mom so quickly, and I don't care to think about it. I'm fucking lucky and don't want to think about what could've happened. Have you ever met anyone who was overly addicted to a computer game? Tbh I myself could've been in this position when my depression was so bad, but then there's factors to that that lean towards it just having been a preference versus addiction. Idk. It's not a problem anymore so not worth debating over. Have you ever been fingered? That was the first cheat when you chose abstinence lmao. What do you do the most when you are online? Watch or listen to something on YouTube. What video game have you played the most? So in WoW you can actually type in /played to see how long you've played JUST that one character up to the years (or maybe days?) down to seconds and. I will never type it in lmao. Ongoing games are v depressing. Do you have scars you don’t like to talk about? No, those are thankfully gone. What is something you and your significant other do that may seem weird to others? Be helplessly and openly in love with imaginary demons while dating each other lmao (she's a Freeza fanatic). When and why did you last cry? The second day of school because of math class. When was the last time you drank? I think like... back on the 4th of July. Or some days after 'cuz I know Mom and I didn't finish the container in one night. Do you wear jewelry a lot? Just my piercings, really. Save for on my ear lobes because the holes on the left are fucked up, yay. I'm going to wind up just slightly stretching the first holes when I can afford a small kit; actual studs or hoops look stupid. Never wanted gauges until the holes got too stretched by the weight of hoops; now something needs to be there. Who in your household do you not have a good relationship with? My sister's (who doesn't even live here...) dog Bentley. I hate him and he doesn't like me. No, that doesn't mean I mistreat a pet. He's just a pain in the goddamn ass. Who in your life are you scared to lose more than anything? My mom. I don't know what would happen to me or how I'd cope at this time. Honestly, would you rather be single or in a relationship? I'm happier in a healthy relationship. Do any of your friends not get along at all? No. I mean, not that I know of. What are your 3 favorite internet sites? I'd be LOST without YouTube, then KM follows up close. #3, uh... Facebook or Tumblr, I suppose. Have you ever gotten anything autographed, if so by who & what was it? No. Well, I do have a little book of Disney World character autographs, but I don't think that really counts. Do you prefer Walmart or Target? We use Wal-mart. Who is your favorite model? Sara is a gd model don't even @ me about it. What have you done that is out of character for you? The Joel thing is the most anti-Brittany thing I've ever done for sure. I can't think of anything more current that stands out, unless it's- NO WAIT, this was quite a few months ago, but I firmly stood against an opinion my psychiatrist made known. He's very talkative and open as hell about his beliefs in current events, and he said something about pit bulls where I was just like... um no sir. I wasn't going to be rude though to HIM of all people so just said I don't base dogs by their breed and shut up. Awkward silence and we moved on. What do you feel strong enough to protest about? LGBT acceptance and rights. I already protest by having given up Chic-fil-a okay I care y'all. What’s the biggest blooper you’ve never lived down? Who knows... What is the best thing you have done just because you were told you can’t? Idk. I'm lucky to not have really been told that... What are you most thankful for? Thinking it all over, probably being born where I am. Boy is America FUCKED UP in some places, but boy would I be in a MUCH worse place if I was born in, say, North Korea, between my mental issues, sexuality, and opinions that can go to either end of the spectrum. How do you feel about thrift shops or flea markets? I love them! You can find the coolest, wackiest shit. What do you like to put gravy on? I hate gravy with a passion. Have you ever gone canoeing/kayaking? No. What one thing in particular makes you feel good about yourself? I genuinely think I'm a nice person that has other's well-being in mind. What is priceless to you? Love, in any form. What is one thing you know about your family history you’re proud of? Uhhh. I guess more than anything, I'm proud of my distant cousin for her unwavering love for and loyalty to her daughter when it came to escaping the Middle East and her dictatorial husband. Read Not Without My Daughter, it's great. Do you keep a budget? I don't have an income. What makes you feel rested and refreshed? Rested, a good night's sleep following being truly exhausted. Refreshed, oh man, gimme a hot, long shower. Who depends on you the most? Nobody. Could you ever be someone’s bodyguard? Hell no. Has one of your biggest fears come true? Yes. I was entirely convinced the world would literally end if Jason left. That night still doesn't feel real. Have you ever let your mom or significant other fight a battle for you? Colleen and Mom once fought after I'd ignored her, so I guess? It wasn't my wish or anything though for her to do it; Mom had shit to say by her own volition, and I wasn't going to tell my mother "no you can't do that." Did you create a checklist for your ideal spouse? No? Have you ever ridden on a subway or train and what did you like about it? Nope. Do you have to experience something to fully understand it? Yes. What embarrasses you instantly? A LOT A LOT A LOT!!!!! It is SO easy to embarrass me, including second-handedly. Do you think you could be a firefighter, why/why not? Hell no, I'm most certainly not in the necessary shape, and quite honestly I'm not that willing to risk my life for random people that could be assholes. What do you think should be censored? Idk. I have mixed feelings on censorship, no matter how stupid it seems. Eh... yeah, idk. Are you related to anyone famous or historical, if so who? Queen Victoria and William Clark. Would you ever donate a kidney to anyone, and who? Depends on who and obviously if we're even compatible. Have you ever fired a gun? No. What is the main quality you think makes a great parent? Sincerely caring for them, probably. Who is a female role model in your life? My mom, in some ways. What childhood dreams have you neglected? Jfc a lot, I don't want to think about it. What do you have trouble seeing clearly in your mind? My future, honestly. It's hard picturing my elderly days. Like I'm not suicidal anymore, I just don't really... realize I'll get there, I guess. I can't picture myself being old and alive. Would you travel to space if possible? No, too long of a trip. Are you an optimistic person? I'm a realist. Do you consider yourself more realistic OR idealistic? ^ Have you ever felt bi-curious? I started out accepting myself as bisexual through thinking myself as bicurious. I quickly realized "bisexual" was more accurate than "bicurious," but it was an easier thing to shift acceptance towards in regards to yourself when you thought you were straight for 21 years. Are you a fan of U.S. President Donald Trump? No sir. I agree with some of his ideas, but I hate him as an asshole person without a trace of manners. Do you know anyone with autism, mood disorders or learning disabilities? Multiple. I'd assume most people know someone who fits at least one criterion there. Are you green-eyed? Not exactly, but they definitely have a green hue to them. They're a gray/green blue. Would you consider UFC fighting and WWE real sports events? I think it's beyond debate that a lot of it is staged, but I mean, I guess to a degree? You still have to fight. It's physical exertion. Have you ever had an immediate relative pass away of cancer? No. Wait. I can't remember if my grandmother had cancer or not... but I don't think so. She was just old. Would you rather work in an office, warehouse or on a retail shop floor? An office, definitely. In my work-hunting as well as actual work experience, office work is probably the only job I could actually do that doesn't require a degree... Do you have a favorite wild animal? Why? You can't know me and not be fully aware meerkats are my favorite animal. Why? Ho boy. I love social species, and meerkats have such strong personalities, and holy shit are those little things brave as fuck. They're so GOSH DARN CUTE!!!! too, and their loyalty to each other is astounding. I love how playful and curious the little guys are, and... just wow okay, I could write an actual essay on how I adore meerkats so goddamn much. Do you have any unusual, uncommon phobias? I'm sure there are other people afraid of whale sharks, but I don't think it's common? And is an actual phobia of pregnancy uncommon? Idk. Do you prefer Android or iPhone? I hate my Android. I've had an iPhone in the past, and it was great. Are you a fan of sweet, sour, salty, or savory snacks? All, depending on my mood. Most often I'd say I like sweet. Do you believe climate change is real? We can't be friends if you don't. Do you believe in evolution OR creationism? Evolution. Do you think people can really predict the future? Nah. Have you been to a lot of shrinks? I hate that word. Just call them therapists. But yeah. How often do you clean your room? Not often enough. I need to dust... Any movies coming out soon that you want to see? I DESPERATELY wanna see the "Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark" one. Those books were my CHILDHOOD. What was the last fear you overcame? I don't know about totally overcame, but vocational rehab helped me quite a bit with answering the phone to numbers I didn't recognize. Have you ever hurt yourself trying to crack a body part? No, nothing on me really cracks. Well no, both my big toes do, but no, I haven't hurt myself trying to crack them. What’s the worst part about winter? The days where it's cold BUT ALSO WINDY asdkljfaklwej;awe Summer? It's too fucking hot and probably humid, too. Spring? POLLEN. Fall? Literally nothing. :') Are you allergic to anything? Pollen and silver. How many times have you changed a diaper in your life? Like, once. Which country has the most fascinating culture? Oh boy, idk. Who does your favorite song? Idrk what my current favorite song is. I say my all-time fave is "False Flags" by Massive Attack, but it's not something I constantly wanna listen to. I guess you could maybe say it's "Headache" by Motionless In White; I play and repeat that a lot. I've really been digging them lately. When was the last time you wore makeup? Shit dude, idk. Months ago. Do you prefer males or females or both? I'm generally afraid of men, but I mean, I don't "prefer" one over the other if he's a good guy. Where in your town do you go when you wanna chill with a few friends? I don't have any friends I go out with. But there's nowhere to go here anyway. Where’s the best place to get coffee? N/A Have you ever seen someone struggle with an addiction? My dad was an alcoholic, but he's recovered. He loved (idk if he still does it) fantasy football, too. Pretty sure I got my addictive personality from him, lol. When was the last time someone gave you flowers? Early 2017. Do you like cranberry juice? omfg NO. Do you play any zombie-killing video games? The Last of Us is fucking dope, but I didn't finish it before my PS3 broke. :'( I like the Resident Evil series too, and some of those games have zombies or similar creatures. And The Walking Dead game tears my heart out every fucking season. What is the dominating genre on your mp3 player/iPod? Varying forms of metal. Do you have a book shelf? No. What website do you spend way too much time on? YouTube is ALWAYS open. I constantly either watch let's players and a few other kinds of YTers, moving windows around so I can see it and do other things, or listen to music. Do you like wind chimes? I LOVE!!!!!!!!!! WINDCHIMES!!!!!!!!!! Do you have a fetish? No. Do you have a pet fish? No. Don't get me wrong, they're beautiful and calming, but not worth it for me personally. They don't have much of a personality at all, and cleaning a tank so much for just a fish isn't for me. Do you like kettle corn? (That sweet and salty popcorn) Yessss! Do you enjoy classic rock? Hell yeah, man. When was the last time you went for a walk, just cause? Not since I was at Sara's last. Do you listen to Type O Negative? No. Do you have any fillings or cavities? Yeah. Have you gotten your wisdom teeth taken out yet? No, and thankfully I don't need to. One was very close to needing to be, but it has just enough room. Do you actually read privacy policies when signing up for new things? "Depending on what I’m signing up for, I’m likely to at least skim it." <<< This. Did you have a lot of birthday parties when you were younger? If so, did you invite everyone in the class? I had a party every year up to... idk what age. And no, I only invited friends. Do you like when things are color coordinated? Yes. Have you ever participated in one of those “guess how many jelly beans, mints, etc. are in this jar!” contest? if so, have you ever won? Yeah, and no. Can you juggle? Nope. Have you ever mistaken a ringing phone on TV or in a movie for your own? Who hasn't? How often do you use bobby pins? Never. My hair's really too short for them. Well, I'd probably pin the right side up if I was doing something like cleaning. Do you live on an avenue, road, drive or something else? Road. What are your school colors? Blue and white. Have you ever taken a picture with Santa when you were little? Yeah. Have you ever rolled down a steep, grassy hill for fun? Actually yeah. Do you like Nerds candy? Yes I do.
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for the ships thing can you do it on clexa?
Not sure if you want AU clexa or canon so imma do canon 
Send me a ship and I’ll tell you        
How do much do I ship it?: Never heard of it/ Notp / Dislike / used to ship / maybe / ship it / aww / otp / IS IT CANON YET? (YOU BET ITS CANON, ITS FUCKING ENDGAME)
What non sexual activities do they like to do together? I bet they would walk around the marketplace at Polis together, saying hi to all the locals and Lexa teaching Clarke about all the different cultures and customs, but when they’re too busy for that they would be strategizing and figuring out the best ways to keep their people safe and happy. 
Who does chores around the house? Lexa probably organizes (and sets up candles around the place), but neither of them really have to do chores since they’re usually too busy and have people there to help do that for them. 
Who’s the better cook? Uhhh I’m going to say they’re both pretty bad at cooking. Lexa’s probably good at catching their next meal and cooking that over the fire but in terms of actually preparing food? they both probably have no idea what to do in a kitchen.
Who’s the funniest drunk? Lexa for sure, girl needs to let loose and have fun for once. I feel like Clarke would find drunk Lexa embarrassingly cute.
Do they have kids? Ofc, Aden and Madi
Do they have any traditions? Lexa probably does for sure, but together? I feel like on nice clear skied nights, they’d sit outside and Lexa would ask Clarke questions about the stars and space. Eventually they’d end up sitting there in comfortable silence with one another, reminiscing on the thought of ‘what if’ they never met and how their lives ended up changing for the better because they did.
What do they fight about? Finding ways to protect their people and keep them safe, I feel like they’d have different views and methods of doing so but eventually they’d come to a compromise.
What would they do if they found their paring tag on tumblr? (If they have one) (Assuming they had a computer/internet connection, and tumblr still exists in 2149) Clarke would probs be like ‘oh wow Lex, we’ve done worse stuff than that’ and then proceed to save all the fanart and such to her hard drive and backup flashdrive for science safe keeping.  
Who cried at the end of Marley and me? They both probably would, Lexa more than Clarke tho. I mean she cried when the girl who fell from the sky kissed her so
Who always wins at Mario kart? Clarke, Lexa probably doesn’t even know what a videogame is tbh
One thing I like about this ship? One? God there’s so many reasons to love them haha, I guess my most prominent reason to ship them is because they literally fell in love in the middle of the war; making each other better leaders to their people and proving that love is never a weakness. 
One thing I don’t like about the ship? The fact that one half of this ship is dead ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
The song I would say fits them? Considering I made a clexa spotify playlist that has 100+ handpicked songs for them, this question is hard because there’s so many for me to choose from. But I’m going to go with love is war by Runaground and someone you loved by Lewis Capaldi (honorable mention to forest fire by Brighton)
Another headcanon about the paring? (Free space) I like to think that when they had a really long day filled with war meetings and planning and training, they’d both go back to Lexas room and fall asleep wearing their war paint because they were too exhausted to wash it off. Thanks for the ask!
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Aww thank you for the ask! :)))
Alright, let’s do this:
2. talk about a notable time a narrative or character has looked you dead in the eyes and said “fuck your plan, here’s what we’re actually doing.”
Oh my goodness. The number of times a character has done this to me I swear, the audacity. Uhhh mostly it happens when I write short stories (I was writing something that was supposed to end in a rescue and instead ended in….murder and suicide so that was a notable example) but recently regarding fanfic, uh, in the If Anything verse, I didn’t mean for Tony to punch Loki in the face until it…kind of happened? (Sorry Loki,) and for the it doesn’t matter fic, I didn’t mean for Loki to brutally stab at his own ankle so…oops…
5. what is the plot bunny you’ve been carrying for the longest? optional bonus question: do you ever wonder why you haven’t written it yet and experience deep existential dread?
I feel….jesus we’re going here aren’t we ah…in terms of fanfic, there are several things I want to do right now that I haven’t, for some reason, gotten around to yet, like I want to write a fic about Loki’s Jotunn heritage being revealed to Asgard early on during Thor 1 and explore all of that but I haven’t started it yet. I also…uh, when I was thirteen, and I first started writing fanfic (for the Theon fandom), I had plotted out a whole story set after the fifth book involving him going to the Wall, and later going back to Pyke and accidentally summoning krakens from the sea by singing a song he learned from his mother, and eventually riding one and kicking Euron’s ass off the throne. And then I wanted Robb to somehow come back from the dead idk. I ended up just stopping the series before the krakens came into play, and I might not ever write it? I mean, I might, but it probably won’t be in that series, cause my writing has changed since then, so…who knows…
.In terms of original stuff? I’ve been working on a book since I was 12, and it gives me very deep existential dread, as I’ve somehow managed to tie my head in knots over it through the years so…who knows when I’ll ever actually finish that….
19. what’s something neat you’ve learned while doing research for something you were writing? also, how much do you worry about doing research in general?
Oh I’m a really bad procrastinator, so when I research, it just happens…automatically? Like, I won’t be thinking about researching as a thing I’m actually doing until I suddenly find myself scrolling through a wiki page at three in the morning looking up the effects of lyme disease (don’t ask), the Spanish civil war, or which areas of the body can have non-fatal gunshot wounds, so generally if I plan to research, that kind of makes me nervous for some reason, but if I don’t plan, then my brain somehow…gets me there…it is very weird. 
In terms of something interesting I’ve discovered in my midnight burrowing through the internet? Probably that a person or animal with Heterochromia iridium (two different coloured eyes) is also called a chimera. Like the mythological creature consisting of a mash-up of a lion, goat, and a snake. Or any mythical mash-up. I just think that’s neat. (I won’t go into the sciency stuff but it is really cool, and also, Heterochromia can be caused by physical trauma sooooo…..that’s interesting…..)
21. BIG ask: what do you think is the most important component of a good story?
Oh my this is a…this is a biggie huh, okay, um, for me, personally, I think the most important component is probably motive. Now, that’s kind of broad, and I don’t necessarily mean murder, but really, figuring out why characters do certain things opens up so much in helping me with characterization, plot outline, and how to get from point A to point B with all the good character interactions in between by first knowing what primarily drives the characters to do what they end up doing. This is basically how I develop backstory, or weaknesses or strengths and stuff. It’s a powerful thing.
I want to understand them, I want to sympathize with them, and if I don’t know why a character is suddenly trying to kill the other, or why they desperately need some affection, or a hug, then I can’t connect with the story. This doesn’t necessarily mean I’m teaching morals or anything, frankly I’d rather write a story about a bunch of characters learning to understand each other instead of condemning each other in self-righteousness (this doesn’t mean I’m going to gloss over any really bad things they might do, I just…fiction gives me more liberty with this kind of thing I guess.) 
I’m probably just rambling here and not making a lot of sense, but ah, basically, I don’t really necessarily like the “because he’s insane and evil” thing that keeps happening, or the “I’m searching for this fancy magical artifact because a cosmic being in a beard told me to.” I think it’s a way for the audience or reader to constantly be routing for the hero, and feel good when the bad guy bites the dust, but I just…it’s always made me feel uncomfortable, and the hero doesn’t end up evolving that much either. They’re just good, it’s in their nature, and that’s that. Even if my character is a piece of shit, I want to know why, and I want it to mean something. 
I guess I just like having a crap ton of grey characters, hero-coded characters who have to learn about the “villain” and villain-coded characters who have to learn about the hero and stuff like that, and what makes them the way they are and can their roles be interchangeable and are there even any heroes yada yada yada. This doesn’t mean giving redemption arcs to everyone, of course, there are some really bad characters that can’t or won’t or don’t want to stop killing other characters (or doing worse), and you don’t need to give every character a tragic backstory, I dunno I guess I just want explanations, and I want to be able to think more while I’m reading? I’m…terrible at this lmao I’m so sorry.
Anyway, thank you so much for the ask, I was…legit crying for no reason over my computer, so thank you for helping me focus on something through the throws of another mood swing :) I’m sorry if I didn’t make a lot of sense and that this is so long jesus christ oops but ahh…thank you. :)
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heoneyology · 5 years
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50 questions tag
yay I found one of the things I was tagged in!!! by a lot of people!! before it gets too lost in my favorites!! so I think @helloicarus, @youremytreasure98, and @parkseonghwa are all the people who tagged me?
1. What takes up too much of your time?
work, first and foremost...
2. What makes your day better?
my cats, my boyfriend, jooheon’s dimples, the photocards of jooheon and hongjoong I now have in my phone case, tacos, and naps!
3. What’s the best thing that happened to you today?
my boss told me I could have the day off... but then I realized I wasn’t going to have back-to-back days off this week alkdjfksdk
4. What fictional place would you like to go?
uhh anywhere high fantasy tbh? chromeria (brent weeks lightbringer series), the known world (game of thrones), cosmere (brandon sanderson’s stormlight archive and more), middle earth (the hobbit), uhhh also harry potter?
5. Are you good at giving advice?
I try but??? I personally don’t feel like I am
6. Do you have any mental illness?
generalized anxiety
7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?
once when I was a kid, I literally had no idea what was going on I was so young, and it scared me half to death. I begged my mom to sleep in the living room with me that night and we watched late night cartoons together until I was convinced it was safe to fall back to sleep.
8. What musician inspired you the most?
linkin park and chester bennington. also block b, and zico.
9. Have you ever fallen in love?
yes! and I’m still amazed some days he puts up with me, but he’s my best friend
10. What’s your dream date
staying in bed all day and reading or watching a movie and cuddling, or hiking and tacos after we finish the hike (this is our go-to date actually lol)
11. What do other people notice about you?
I get told a lot that it’s my smile?
12. What is the annoying habit you have?
when I’m anxious or not keeping my mind occupied I have a habit of either chewing my lip until it’s bleeding or subconsciously scratching at my arms or forehead :’))
13. Do you still talk to your first love?
yeah, I live with him my boyfriend is the only person I’ve seriously been in a long term relationship with and I don’t consider past dates or crushes 
14. How many ex’s do you have?
none, I don’t consider the people I went on a lunch or dinner date with a couple times as serious relationships, so...
15. How many songs are on your playlist?
I don’t know akljdf;ljsdf I switched to using spotify and things aren’t exactly organized over there...
16. What instruments can you play?
none now but I used to be able to play the flute
17. Who do you have the most pictures of?
my cats and.....
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18. Where would you like to go before you die?
new zealand, south korea, and japan!
19. What is your zodiac?
libra sun (gemini moon and libra asc)
20. Do you relate to it?
a decent amount for certain personality things, but for like my mindset I think I relate more to my ascending libra and gemini moon than I do my sun libra?
21. What is happiness to you?
wherever you feel at ease, and whatever fills your heart with an inexplicable warmth
22. Are you going through anything right now?
not... in particular...?
23. What is the worst decision you’ve ever made?
when I finally put my first cat, who grew up with me all the way to me turning 18 years old, down because he was old and at the end of his life... I just turned him over to the vet because I couldn’t handle staying in the room with him, and I hate myself to this day for it
24. What is your favourite store?
the internet...
25. What is your opinion on abortion?
your body, your choice
26. Do you have a bucket list?
kind of? it’s more like just a travel bucket list, there are just places I really want to go someday
27. Do you have a favourite album at the moment?
take 1. are you there (monsta x), treasure ep 1 & 2 (ateez)
28. What do you want for your birthday?
to move out of this city/state... I’m kinda over it now lol
29. What are most people’s first impression of you?
uhh... no idea :’))
30. What age do you seem according to most people?
well when I was younger, everyone kept telling me I was older. now that I’m older, everyone keeps telling me I seem younger like I’m 21 alkdsjfk;lsdj
31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?
nightstand next to my bed
32. What word do you say the most?
fuck
33. What’s the oldest age you would date?
probably someone around 10 years older? so someone close to 30? age gaps kind of start to mean less the older you get...
34. What’s the youngest age you would date?
5 years (20) is the cutoff for someone younger
35. What job/career do most people say would suit you?
doctor or nurse
36. What’s your favourite music genre?
everything akldjfksdf.... rock, alternative, kpop, edm... even country since I grew up with it
37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?
somewhere with better health care please
38. What is your current favourite song?
I suck at choosing favorites of anything so I’ll pass on this alkdjfksdf it depends on my mood LOL
39. How long have you had this blog for?
8 years!!
40. What are you excited for?
monsta x in august!! lowkey mostly meeting jooheon aklsdjfkslj
41. Are you a better talker or listener?
listener
42. What is the last productive thing you do?
nothing. I did absolutely nothing productive today.
43. What do you want for Christmas?
to move somewhere new lmfao
44. What class do you get the best grades in?
when I was in school it was english/literature
45. On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling rn?
5ish
46. What can you see yourself doing In 10 years?
I don’t know cries it’d be nice to be living somewhere else?? close to friends, with lots of cats and pets like I’ve always wanted, maybe finally having a book published akdjflksdf and traveling a lot
47. When did you get your first heart broken?
when I put aforementioned cat from a few questions ago down
48. At what age do you want to get married?
no time constraint, I don’t really care either way
49. What career did you want to have as a child?
veterinarian
50. What do you crave now?
hot wings, and to live somewhere that isn’t where I live right now
I’m not tagging anyone because I’ve lost count of how many people have done it!!! but if you see this and want to participate tag me so I can see you did it c:
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clusster · 6 years
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put your music on shuffle and answer the questions abt each artist!
tagged by @awstn !!
because im lame and on mobile the formatting will def be funky sorry!
artist: set it off
what genre are they? uhhh thats hard, lil pop, lil punk, lil rock, some like theatric orchestral stuff, yeet
how long have they been active? shoot i had to google this, 2008
have you ever heard them on the radio? NO AND IM MAD
have they made any new music in the past year or two?: duh midnight
male or female vocalist? male
artist: modest mouse
would you recommend? HECK YEA...
what are your favorite lyrics of theirs? "Good news for people who love bad news/We've lost the plot and we just can't choose/We are hummingbirds who are just not willing to move" from bury me with it
what are their album artworks like? very differing imo
if they stopped making music, would you be sad? eh i dunno, im not a hardcore stan
if you didnt know what they looked like, what would you think? oh man i dunno like normal people ig
artist: marianas trench
how popular are they? apparently pretty popular in canada but when they play my state they play a 500 person venue so... yeah take that as you will
have you seen them live? yes twice! i loved it
how did you find out about them? when i was like 12 or 13 i had an internet friend from canada who suggested them
whats their sexuality? they appear to all be straight
is their music easy to dance to? many songs yes!
artist: thirty seconds to mars
what is their most prevalent instrument used? oh hell i dunno
does your family listen to them? whenever theyre on the radio i guess
are they still making music now? i think so
would you want to meet them? i mean i kinda met jared leto
how represented in your library are they? uhh idk i use spotify. i dont listen very often anymore
artist: lorde
when did you discover them? uhhhh
how many albums do they have? like 2 or something
which member is closest to your "type"/find most attractive? i mean theres just lorde so
have they gone through any lineup changes? no???
is their music more fun or serious? serious for sure
artist: All Time Low
is their genre typical to your taste? absolutely, considering they were a staple of my teenage years
what would a human version of their music look like? i dunno man you tell me
could you see yourself getting along with the members personally? well i dont know them personally enough to say so, since we arent on any kind of terms
did someone recommend this artist to you? no idea
of all their songs, what would you play at a party? probably like lost in stereo or something i dunno i dont consider them a party band
artist: waterparks
how many people are in this group? THREE BEAUTIFUL BOYS
when did they start making music? dont kill me ok i think 2012-2013?
do they have any well known songs (which ones)? uhh i would say like crave, made in america, lucky people, take her to the moon, 21 questions, tantrum. some are more known by stans, but a nonstans would also probably recognize these
do you listen to this artist regularly? probably like daily
how would you describe their music? oh uh. hm. awsten??
artist: patrick stump
do they use a stage name? not that im aware of no
do they regularly make the pop charts? he does when hes with the rest of fall out boy
have you ever met them? nope
if they toured in your city would you see them? oh absolutely yes
artist: linkin park
are they known for anything other than music? they used to do a lot of charity work and mike is a great visual artist
what is their nationality? well theyre an american band but the members are of various backgrounds iirc
are they a guilty pleasure? no bc i dont feel guilty listening
what age group are they most popular in? hm probably like my dad's generation and their kids who are like 15-20.
have they ever toured your location? yes and i saw them when they did
artist: panic! at the disco
do you need to know their personal life to understand their music? not essential no
have they ever gone on hiatus and when? sorta? between a fever you cant sweat out and pretty odd kinda, and between too weird to live too rare to die and death of a bachelor too. i dont think either were official iirc?
what instruments do they use? lotta horns these past albums
what city are they from? las vegas boiii
what are your experiences with their fans? well a lot are really rude or seem to feel entitled to getting what they want at the concerts, some online are also like that kinda but more online seem to be chiller
tag others? i might come back to this part later
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1-50 Penny! hahaha but if u don’t wanna ill send specific ones :p
under the cut bc L O N G
How does your muse feel about seafood?She loves it! She loves trying new foods.
What is their favorite piece of technology?She isn’t super into techy stuff. Probably her laptop, since she does everything on it.
When did they lose their virginity?Hm, it was New Years Eve of their senior year of high school. So she would’ve been 17!
Was their anything their parents pushed them to do? (e.g. sports, theatre, band)Nothing really, but Clem did push her to do well academically!
Describe your muse’s worst nightmare.Losing her mom.
What is a deal-breaker when it comes to dating someone?Rude, impolite people! She’s too soft to be with a mean person lol
What was the most embarrassing moment in your muse’s life?When her and Clem moved back to San Myshuno, and she went back to public high school, kids there made fun of her because she was different/’weird’, and although it usually takes a lot to embarrass her, that did it lol. :(
What keeps your muse up at night?Everything! She is always in her head, with ideas, and dreams, and questions.
What chronic illnesses does your muse have, if any?None!
Does your muse get carsick?She does, because living primarily in the city, she never is really in cars (cough PLUS WE DONT HAVE THEM RIP cough)
Does your muse wear glasses/contacts?Nah, lucky binch got 20/20!!!!!
What are some warning signs that your muse is getting depressed? She stops actively engaging in life. When she was with Justin, as their relationship dynamic started taking a toll on her, she started participating in class less, putting off her homework, etc. She is usually pretty ‘on top of’ stuff, and she starts to lose that.
What is your muse’s favorite candy?She loves all things gummy- especially sour.
Does your muse have a “victory song” and if so, what is it?Jen DO YOU WANT ME TO RICKROLL YOU? lmao. Hmmm. I’ll keep going with the rest and think about this and come back to it lol.Edit: ok, I came back to this. And I wanna say.. Walking on Sunshine by Katrina and the Waves lol.
Who do they tend to bicker with the most?Her mom. lol. Although more so Clem bickering at Penny over something. Penny is pretty laid back, and is pretty unbothered by most things.
Has your muse ever been hospitalized or institutionalized? Nope.
Does your muse pray, whether it be to a god or some other force?Sometimes she does, she doesn’t really know what or who to. Answering that question is part of the things that keep her up at night! lol. She’s always wondering if there is something more, and if so, what it is.
Has your muse ever lived in poverty?No, she was actually more so upper middle class. 
Do they have any distinct voice mannerisms? (e.g. saying ‘like’ or ‘um’ a lot, stutters) She stutters a lot when she’s nervous. Although she tries to work on that.
Where are your muse’s ancestors from? Do they keep any of their traditions?I’ve never really thought about this question in real life terms lol in sim terms, Clem’s family is from Willow Creek LOL. No they do not have any old traditions.
When did your muse learn about sex?When she was pretty young, maybe 9 or 10? Margot, Colby’s daughter, always kept her in the loop with stuff lol. Plus her mom started talking to her about it from a young age, too.
What is your muse most thankful for?The strong, supportive women that have always played a big part in her life. 
What shoe size is your muse?Uhhh idk like a size 6 maybe??? lmao. She got small feet ok
Does your muse hate their middle name? \ What is it?Her middle name is June. She loves it, because it’s a family name.
How many hours a day do they spend on the internet/watching TV?Not very many. 
Does your muse have any trophies?Lol, aw, no :( Penny is not a very competitive type tho so its ok lol
If your muse was given the opportunity to go sky diving, would they?Oh definitely! She’d be nervous about it, and probably try and back out at the last second, and then jump, and love every second of it! Haha
What is the most common lie your muse tells themselves?She tells herself that she is small and weak, and too soft for her own good. She doesn’t see that sometimes softness is actually strength.
Has your muse ever had a pet? If so, what type?Yes! She has Basil, who is just a mixed breed cat she rescued :)
Who was your muse’s first kiss?O m g. Levi. Stop. I cry.
What is your muse’s first memory?Two of her oldest memories (bc im too extra to do just one): playing on the piano in her mom’s lap, and vague screaming matches between Clem and her father.
How does your muse feel about crocs?Loves ‘em. lol. Yikes.
What are your muse’s biggest pet peeves?Being cut off a lot. She already finds it difficult to make herself heard sometimes, so when people interrupt her a lot, it makes her annoyed and feel insignificant.
What was your muse’s happiest birthday?Her 13th birthday party! At the time, her and Clem were living with Colby and Margot. And they basically had one big girls sleepover to celebrate Penny finally being a “teenager” lol. Movies, popcorn, ice cream, nail painting. Clem even let her drink sparkling grape juice and pretend it was champagne. lol.
Does your muse cross their legs/ankles when they sit?Yes, she typically crosses her legs.
What simple task is your muse surprisingly bad at?Microwaving popcorn. The trick to not overcooking it is to listen patiently for the pops. But she almost always gets distracted or her mind wanders off somewhere, and she burns it lol.
Did your muse ever own a Tamagatchi?Nah
What was your muses’s first job?She didn’t technically get paid for it, but in high school, she volunteered at the library!
Does your muse usually go for truth or dare?Truth.
Has your muse ever been to a concert?Nope.
What is your muse’s favorite holiday?She loves Valentines Day because her and her mom were always each others Valentine :) aw
Does your muse reply to scary chain emails/messages?100%. lol.
Describe the first person your muse remembers losing.Hard to say. Because I want to say her dad, but she never really had him, so she didn’t really remember losing him. In her memories, he feels more like an apparition that a dad. And one day, that apparition just stopped showing up.
Would your muse ever roleplay?I’m gonna need more background on this lmao like sexually or like renaissance faire style or lol. Either way.. uh, probably yes. lmao
What is your muse’s Hogwarts house?Ravenclaw.
What is your muse’s first thought upon waking up?Usually trying to catch the last remnants of whatever dream she woke up from.
Name a song your muse can sing every word to. I never think about what kind of music my characters listen to in terms of real music lmao. But probably like. Anything by Bon Iver/Novo Amor.
Who would your muse sacrifice themselves for, if anybody?Probably her mom.
How long is your muse’s penis? || What bra size is your muse?LOL I was about to say uh she doesn’t have one??? But ok bra size, fair enough lol. Probably something small like a 32B idk she’s petite.
If your muse could rid the world of one thing, what would it be?Hateful people.
I DID IT JEN!! thanks for loving sweet penelope as much as i do
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ALL 65
*cracks thumbs* Let’s do this!
1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you? Nah - I think… This question is hurting my brain…
2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?Probably like a 1.25, so like a lil but not a lot.
3. The person you would never want to meet?The person who is to kill me, probs
4. What is your favorite word?Lousy is a nice word to say
5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?Crab Apple Tree, because it is described as having an “irregular, rounded shape”
6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?Ughhh… why am I awake so early…
7. What shirt are you wearing?My “All Hail the Glowcloud” shirt from the most recent WTNV tour
8. What do you label yourself as?Edgy
9. Bright room or dark room?Dark Room
10. What were you doing at midnight last night?Thinking about sending my mum a birthday message, and talking with @illisienthar
11. Favorite age you’ve been so far?Actually, my current age, 21 - I’m actually kinda enjoying life a little more
12. Who told you they loved you last?@illisienthar, I think
13. Your worst enemy?This one guy who I cannot stand the voice of and just his general demeanour gets on my last freaking nerve… also he was a racist piece of shit one time and he makes me uncomfortable… 
14. What is your current desktop picture?This gorgeous piece of artwork by ryky
15. Do you like someone?I mean, yeah… I kinda always do…
16. The last song you listened to?But It’s Better If You Do - Panic! At The Disco
17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?Um… can I do a cop-out and say the next person who is about to die so that way I’m not really fully responsible for their death as they were about to die that second anyway????
18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?Nigel Farage… but then that would mean a) getting near him and b) touching his person. I’ll go with… @seventhdisaster instead ;)
19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?@seventhdisaster and he would do anything i told him to!
20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional)My hair, 100%, no thought needed lmao
21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?Short, ginger, long hair, slight chub - I’d probably freak out and be like “what why”
22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?I mean, I can fit my fist in my mouth? Does that count? #mypartytrick
23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?I guess I’m pretty unique in that I’m seemingly afraid of almost everything… Whoops?
24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.White Bread, Ketchup, Sliced Turkey Meat, Ready Salted Crisps. Boom. Sounds gross to some, fucking delicious m8s.
25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?Probably on stuff to make cosplay since I’m really in that mood rn.
26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?Australia, so I can see my good friend @alreadyentendu
27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?Ummm… well, I don’t drink to the point of barely knowing anything about alcohol. If I could make a deal to get a lifetime supply of Irn Bru, then that would be my choice.
28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place? #nodeathallowed
29. What is your favorite expletive?fuck - its so versatile 
30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?Laptop. Easy question.
31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?Oh boy, probably my horrendous experience singing at the local Waitrose back in year 11 where I fucking forgot all the words, forgot the entire song, had classmates all around me - both in the group that were singing and working at the store, and also my cousin around to hear it all… Ughhh, still can’t listen to What’s This? without dying inside…
32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world!Probs Norway, it’s really pretty and I really like it there (plz take me in @seventhdisaster @t2norway)
33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?Am I heartless for wanting to pick my cat over my grandma? I would go with grandma tho, would make my dad very happy
34. What was your last dream about?Uhhh… the last one I can remember was a friend and myself being chased by police, me hiding in a house that i apparently lived in, being caught in there by my “mother” and being kicked out, sneaking back into the house, getting caught and being hidden by a “brother” and then being caught AGAIN by “mother”. Then the police come and search the room (for some reason) and they are expecting to find something incriminating about myself and find a drawer that is splattered with red paint or something and they think it’s blood and i try to prove my innocence and stuff, ends with me waking up in tears… I forgot some details, but you get the gist
35. Are you a good….showman?LMAOOOOO NOPE, at least I don’t think so… I can be alright once I get used to it, but most of the time I’m p. bad (excluding when i’m being a showman to hide how i really feel inside)
36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital?Not really “admitted”, but I did have to go in for a blood test once and that was horrendous
37. Have you ever built a snowman?Yeah, once… it wasn’t the prettiest, but it was fun!
38. What is the color of your socks?WHO NEEDS SOCKS?! but usually they’re multicoloured/patterned
39. What type of music do you like?I guess Alternative/Emo/Goth is the best label for it, anything that’s kinda heavy is good for me
40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?Sunsets
41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?I don’t like milkshakes… or milk in general… I know, I’m a freak
42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer)What’s a sport? 
43. Do you have any scars?I have a scar near the tip of my index finger where I cut myself with safety scissors during Sports Day once.
44. What do you want to be when you graduate?Working with live Sound for performances or Stage Management, or propping
45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?Probably be thinner without having to work for it
46. Are you reliable?I’d like to think I am, I do what I say I am going to most of the time - and usually a lil early, if I can
47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?Am I still with The Internet Support Group?
48. Do you hold grudges?I can do, but it’s all relative and I do try to give people second chances - but I am likely to not forget what they did…
49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create?A Fox Cat!
50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had?Possibly discussions about death that I have with a fair amount of people
51. Are you a good liar?Probably… I’ve not been caught yet
52. How long could you go without talking?I’ve been a full day or so without talking before, and I could probably do longer - I’m gonna put myself at like 3 days, maybe
53. What has been you worst haircut/style?My fringe with the middle parting… Ughhhh
54. Have you ever baked your own cake?Once or twice in Cooking class.
55. Can you do any accents other than your own?Haaaaaaaaa accents are not my thing at all!
56. What do you like on your toast?Nutella
57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of?A heart
58. What would be you dream car?One that works!!
59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain.I sing in the shower when I am alone in the house. As for unusual habits, I’ve been told it’s weird that I don’t face the shower.
60. Do you believe in aliens?Well, yeah… 
61. Do you often read your horoscope?When I see it, I’ll do it for a laugh
62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?Ys are fun to write
63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?Dragons! The crazy things that you can come up with for them, ahh! I love it!
64. What do you think about babies?Can be cute from a distance, not about to have any of my own!
65. Freebie! Ask anything interesting you can think of. How u doin?I’m doing alright, had a decent day overall
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ALL QUESTIONS!! ALLLLL (except the one you said you were uncomfy answering ofc)
welcome to my daily essay procrastination (dw it is getting done I've just written like 1000 words and I need a break from literature type writing lol) 
1: Full name - Robin, not sharing the rest (like I said) 
2: Age - 21 
3: 3 Fears - Abandonment, clowns, sleep paralysis 
4: 3 things I love - Theatre, languages, my puppy 
5: 4 turns on - Being dominated, lip biting, gentle physical contact, increasing physical contact 
6: 4 turns off - I genuinely don't know rn can u tell its been a while since I got laid lol, so I guess, being a dick, using certain terms for body parts, 
7: My best friend - Char is prob my best friend!! we currently communicate exclusively through animal crossing post lol 
8: Sexual orientation - Right this is somewhat challenging still but I'm gonna go gay 
9: My best first date - Would you believe I've only really been on two? I can't remember the first one v well but I'd be inclined to say that because all that first love shit was great 
10: How tall am I - 5' 3" i think?? 
11: What do I miss - uni 
12: What time were I born - I actually don't know exactly but it was definitely the afternoon 
13: Favourite color - Baby blue 
14: Do I have a crush - Yup 
15: Favourite quote - "The universe is seeming really huge right now. I need something to hold on to." 
16: Favourite place - I've got a few, a corner in the orchard at Hom, the nook under my window in my room, the bench up on the hill where I walk the dog 
17: Favourite food - Stir fry 
18: Do I use sarcasm - I think I was fluent in sarcasm before I was in English tbh 
19: What am I listening to right now - Right technically I cheated bc I just skipped a couple songs, but Bad Habit by Ben Platt and the puppy's snores 
20: First thing I notice in new person - Smile or voice 
21: Shoe size - 4 i think 
 22: Eye color - blue 
23: Hair color - a literal rainbow 
24: Favourite style of clothing - uhhh does generally gay count?? 
25: Ever done a prank call? - nope 
27: Meaning behind my URL - one of my friends once called me the shakespeare of nicknames as my other friend called my such a slytherin so i mashed them up 
28: Favourite movie - Moana atm, non animated either Let It Snow or Pitch Perfect 
29: Favourite song - Obv this changes a lot but the last few days, Wonderland by Taylor Swift 
30: Favourite band - Stornoway 
31: How I feel right now - Too damn warm and a lil sleepy 
32: Someone I love - my sister 
33: My current relationship status - furiously single 
34: My relationship with my parents - good 
35: Favourite holiday - when my friend and i went to austria at the end of year 13 
36: Tattoos and piercing i have - zero 
37: Tattoos and piercing i want - I want a few transition tattoos, a dodie lyric, something in russian, something watercolour 
38: The reason I joined Tumblr - Originally because it was 2013 and my friends and I were v much the typical tumblr demographic, this one to vent feelings about some shitty situations 
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? - Pretty sure they both hate me, I don't hate them, but I hate how things worked out��
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? - Sometimes yeah 
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? - Nope 
42: When did I last hold hands? - Probably when I last went clubbing? 
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? - Depends, I have to put T on, once i'm actually out of bed probably 15 minutes 
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? - nope 
45: Where am I right now? - on my sofa in my kitchen 
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? - depends where i am, home city it'd be katherine, clubbing in cam, jules probably or char, drinking just in cam, umme or porters 
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? - reasonable 
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? - usually mostly with mum, currently exclusively with dad because quarantine 
49: Am I excited for anything? - getting this damn essay done and sleeping 
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? - yep 
51: How often do I wear a fake smile? - not that often i don't think, but i am very good at hiding my emotions if i decide to 
52: When was the last time I hugged someone? - like 6 hours ago? 
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? - not at all unexpected tbh 
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? - not at the moment, i think i've managed to stop trusting the person who would've fit this category 
55: What is something I disliked about today? - my sister got super stressed and cried and i just wanted to make everything okay 
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? - ben platt 
57: What do I think about most? - rn animal crossing or work 
58: What’s my strangest talent? - i don't think i have one 
59: Do I have any strange phobias? - nope 
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? - both, i love taking photos and i love having photos of me at important times 
61: What was the last lie I told? - god probably something dumb like no i absolutely did not just steal your cup of tea 
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? video chatting 
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? - no, yes 
64: Do I believe in magic? - no 
65: Do I believe in luck? - yes 
66: What’s the weather like right now? - decent I think?? it's like 2 am so idk 
67: What was the last book I’ve read? - What Is to Be Done? by Chernyshevsky 
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? - Fuck no 
69: Do I have any nicknames? - Bob, Bobbin, Robs, Rob, Stink, Little'un 
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? - that would probably be me getting a fish hook stuck in my thumb lollll 
71: Do I spend money or save it? - both 
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? - the fact that this said a tongue and not my tongue is... unsettling.. but yes 
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? - yes 
74: Favourite animal? - elephant 
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? - writing the essay lol 
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? - morningstar i watch too much lucifer lol 
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? - rain by ben platt 
78: How can you win my heart? - hug me when i'm sad, send me things that make you think of me 
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? - he was there for me 
80: What is my favorite word? - mousse 
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr - okay so i have five blogs and am so tempted to just list those but sewing-and-showtunes, aeternumregina, oneoveroneisone, ballym, xx-thedarklord-xx 
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? - STAY THE FUCK INDOORS 
83: Do I have any relatives in jail? - no 
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? - shapeshifting 
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? - do i like myself 
86: What is my current desktop picture? - hamilton and laurens lol 8
7: Had sex? - yes
88: Bought condoms? - yes 
89: Gotten pregnant? - no 
90: Failed a class? - yes 
91: Kissed a boy? - yes 
92: Kissed a girl? - yes 
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? - yes 
94: Had job? - yes 
95: Left the house without my wallet? - yes 
96: Bullied someone on the internet? - no 
97: Had sex in public? - yes 
98: Played on a sports team? - yes 
99: Smoked weed? - yes 
100: Did drugs? - no 
101: Smoked cigarettes? - yes 
102: Drank alcohol? - yes 
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? - no 
104: Been overweight? - no 
105: Been underweight? - no 
 106: Been to a wedding? - no 
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? - yes 
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? - yes 
109: Been outside my home country? - yes 
110: Gotten my heart broken? - yes 
111: Been to a professional sports game? - no 
112: Broken a bone? - no 
113: Cut myself? - yes 
114: Been to prom? - no 
115: Been in airplane? - yes 
116: Fly by helicopter? - no 
117: What concerts have I been to? - dodie, stornoway, show of hands 
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? - yes 
119: Learned another language? - yes 
120: Wore make up? - yes 
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? - yes 
122: Had oral sex? - yes 
123: Dyed my hair? - yes 
124: Voted in a presidential election? - i'm british 
125: Rode in an ambulance? - yes 
126: Had a surgery? - not unless my fish hook extraction counts 
127: Met someone famous? - yes 
128: Stalked someone on a social network? - yes 
129: Peed outside? - yes 
130: Been fishing? - FISH HOOK YES I HAVE I NEVER WILL AGAIN 
131: Helped with charity? - yes 
132: Been rejected by a crush? - yes 
133: Broken a mirror? - no 
134: What do I want for birthday? - a boyfriend lol, or tbh for quarantine to be over 
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? - oh lord who knows, i like the name scottie and archie for girls 
136: Was I named after anyone? - my middle name is after my gran 
137: Do I like my handwriting? - ehhhh 
138: What was my favourite toy as a child? - my teddy bear 
139: Favourite Tv Show? - Crazy Ex Girlfriend 
140: Where do I want to live when older? - Berlin, Cambridge or London 
141: Play any musical instrument? - used to play the violin v poorly 
142: One of my scars, how did I get it? - fish hook or pets 
143: Favourite pizza topping? - pepperoni 
144: Am I afraid of the dark? - no 
145: Am I afraid of heights? - sort of 
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? - don't think so 
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? - yes 
148: What I’m really bad at - currently? being motivated 
149: What my greatest achievements are - getting into my uni, finally finding an antidepressant that works, coming out 
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me - oh yikes it's way too late at night to open that can of worms 
151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery - pay for my damn top surgery 
152: What do I like about myself - I'm empathetic 
153: My closest Tumblr friend - @oneoveroneisone 
154: Something I fantasise about - going to pride abroad 
155: Any question you’d like? - I'm gonna pass this to the anons, ask me questions?
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1-134 ahahaa
is this the same anon? lol. 
1: Name: Ma Gessele Bonilla
2: Age: 22 y/o
3: 3 Fears: Lizards, Clowns, and Frogs
4: 3 things I love: Sleep, food, sunsets
5: 4 turns on: Charming, funny, clear skin, humor
6: 4 turns off: douche, guy who thinks he’s all that, takes forever to reply, smells bad, etc. 
7: My best friend: I actually have two but mainly Shan. 
8: Sexual orientation: I’m straight. 
9: My best first date: July 2 2016, when Daren took me to see the sunset. 
10: How tall am I: 5 ft. LOL
11: What do I miss: What or who? LOL. In terms of what, cuddling and in terms of who, my grandfather. 
12: What time were I born: I really don’t know. 
13: Favorite color: Gray and black 
14: Do I have a crush: Nope.
15: Favorite quote: idk, rn. “If it’s meant to be, it will be”
16: Favorite place: Tantalus, Spitting Cave. 
17: Favorite food: Spaghetti
18: Do I use sarcasm: lol, rarely. 
19: What am I listening to right now: Sixteen by Chelsea Cutler.. I’m on youtube sooo. haha.
20: First thing I notice in new person: Face LOL
21: Shoe size: 6
22: Eye color: Dark brown
23: Hair color: Dark brown/ Brown
24: Favorite style of clothing: Baggy clothes + Jeans + Shoes (Slippers) LOL, Tomboyish type of style…can be girly when I want to. 
25: Ever done a prank call?: Yes, back in middle school. 
27: Meaning behind my URL: nothing really. just took the first letter of my second name and add my last name with extra L. 
28: Favorite movie: London has fallen and transformer. 
29: Favorite song: Quit You by Lost Kings
30: Favorite band: none. LOL
31: How I feel right now: Alright haha. 
32: Someone I love: Family and Friends. 
33: My current relationship status: S I N G L E
34: My relationship with my parents: Like cats and dogs haha. 
35: Favorite holiday: 4th of July and Thanksgiving. 
36: Tattoos and piercing i have: Tattoos: NONE. Piercings: Earlobe (2 both sides)
37: Tattoos and piercing i want: Crescent moon on my right shoulder blade.
38: The reason I joined Tumblr: My friends had it, so why not? 
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? Nah, we hang out. 
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? From my friends yes–thats if we feel like it. Mostly just “YOYOYO”, “sup” “I fell asleep” HAHA
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?: Nope, because I don’t kiss girls. 
42: When did I last hold hands? 2 months ago and it’s because my friend told me to hold the shift or gear stick so I can control it. LOL Does that count?
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?: 20-30 mins. I don’t put on make up soo, it’s not that long. 
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? I don’t shave my legs, they’re perfectly fine. 
45: Where am I right now? In my room
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? Bestfriend: Shan
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? Reasonable level. 
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? Yes
49: Am I excited for anything? Nope. Nothing really excites me anymore. 
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? Nah, cut them off my life recently. 
51: How often do I wear a fake smile? Everyday.. just kidding ! mostly everyday though because I work in a retail job soo
52: When was the last time I hugged someone? Last year.
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? That’s fine. Do whatever you want. 
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? nahh, I trust my friends. 
55: What is something I disliked about today? nothing, it just started lol.
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? uhhh, Selena Gomez LMAO
57: What do I think about most? what most?
58: What’s my strangest talent? Idk, 
59: Do I have any strange phobias? uh, I just really hate lizards. 
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Both. 
61: What was the last lie I told? uh, about doing my chores LOL
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? Video Chat
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Ghost yes, aliens…sure. 
64: Do I believe in magic? nah, they’re all tricks. 
65: Do I believe in luck? Yes. 
66: What’s the weather like right now? the sun is up but it’s a little gloomy. 
67: What was the last book I’ve read? Milk and Honey
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? Sure
69: Do I have any nicknames? Yes Jess (Gess), Gee, (my coworkers call me these names: Jesabelle, Jai, Jaiisel. 
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? I think the cut on my forehead. 
71: Do I spend money or save it? Spend money with food. Yes. 
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? nope
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? nooo, people in this house rarely uses that color. LOL
74: Favorite animal? dogs
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? Obv, sleeping lol.
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? Not my last name for sure. 
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? Anything but a sad song. 
78: How can you win my heart? Give me your attention, text me, etc. 
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? brahh. Haven’t thought about this and I don’t want to think about it. 
80: What is my favorite word? Fam 
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr. Does it matter? LOL
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? I have nothing to sayy HAHA
83: Do I have any relatives in jail? Not that I know of. 
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? Make this guy fall inlove with me…jk. The power to give me the brain so I can reach my goals in this life. 
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? The question that I’ll be afraid to tell the truth on. 
86: What is my current desktop picture? Just a plain ass gray color. 
87: Had sex? yes
88: Bought condoms? yes
89: Gotten pregnant? no
90: Failed a class? nope
91: Kissed a boy? yes, 
92: Kissed a girl? nah
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? yes
94: Had job? still have 
95: Left the house without my wallet? no fam
96: Bullied someone on the internet? nah, I’m not that bad. 
97: Had sex in public? noooo way
98: Played on a sports team? nahh
99: Smoked weed? nahh, 
100: Did drugs? noope, only drugs I’d be taking are tylenol, advil etc. 
101: Smoked cigarettes? nope
102: Drank alcohol? Yes
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? Nah. Though I eat vegetables I like. 
104: Been overweight? nope, 
105: Been underweight? yes
106: Been to a wedding? yes
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? Yes, when I’m binge watching. 
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? Nah
109: Been outside my home country? Yes
110: Gotten my heart broken? Yes
111: Been to a professional sports game? Sure
112: Broken a bone? Yes
113: Cut myself? Once
114: Been to prom? Yes, junior and senior year
115: Been in airplane? Yes
116: Fly by helicopter? nope, have you? lol
117: What concerts have I been to? I forgot what it’s called. LOL
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? NOOO
119: Learned another language? Yes, Japanese and Korean
120: Wore make up? Nah, rarely. 
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? After 18
122: Had oral sex? Yes
123: Dyed my hair? YEs
124: Voted in a presidential election? Nah Fam.. didn’t want to LOL
125: Rode in an ambulance? Nope. 
126: Had a surgery? No
127: Met someone famous? Nah, I don’t go out. Jk
128: Stalked someone on a social network? HAHA yes,
129: Peed outside? Brahh, yes. Bonfire night at the beach LOL
130: Been fishing? Once or twice. 
131: Helped with charity? Uhhh, i guess so
132: Been rejected by a crush? Yes, middle school days
133: Broken a mirror? I think.
134: What do I want for birthday? Idk, my birthday isn’t until 11 months and so days. 
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What was the brand of your first ever cell phone? Motorola.  What are your 3 favorite internet sites? Tumblr, YouTube, Twitter. Do you have a favorite pair of blue jeans? Describe them. I like all my jeans, which are all dark wash skinny jeans. Let’s be real, though: I haven’t worn jeans in over a year. I only wear leggings.  What profession do you respect? I respect many professions. Have you ever been the recipient of a practical joke? Nah.
Have you ever ate something you’ve dropped on the floor, if so what? I probably did as a kid, but I quickly grew out of the whole “5 second rule” thing.  Would you consider being an Uber driver if you needed to make extra money? Not sure how that would work since I don’t drive. How do you know when you’re in love, what’s the main sign? I just know. Have you ever gotten anything autographed, if so by who & what was it? Yes. Do you prefer Walmart or Target? I like both, but I can find a lot of cute stuff at Target. What do you long for? “I want something else, to get me through this semi-charmed kind of life, baby.” That lyric just popped into my head for this. Anyway, I long for a life I’m excited about living. If you could be a personal assistant to anyone, who would it be? I don’t want to. What is the most important thing you can do to improve yourself? Better self-care would help. I’ve neglected myself in a lot of ways. My mental health definitely needs help, it has suffered greatly.  What makes it hard for you to keep your focus? My jumbled mess of a mind. What tragic love story do you relate to? Blah. Has your intuition or “gut” served you well? Sometimes. What’s the longest you’ve ever waited in line for something and what was it? Rides at Disneyland. I think once we waited like 3 hours for this one ride, which took so long because it broke down and had to be repaired. And it was just a long line in general.  Who is your favorite model? Like fashion model? I don’t have one. What have you done that is out of character for you? Hmm. Would you rather get a gift card or a gift that someone bought for you? I appreciate either one.  How do you handle a betrayal? I don’t know, but it sucks. What’s the biggest blooper you’ve never lived down? My life. If you owned a restaurant what kind of food do you want to serve? I wouldn’t own a restaurant. What will we find if we look in the bottom of your closet today? Shoes and other stuff. What kind of car did you learn how to drive on? I haven’t learned how to drive. What is the best thing you have done just because you were told you can’t? I don’t knowwww. Have you ever had to go to court or testify and if so what for? No. Do you believe in karma? No. Are you more worried about doing the things right, or doing the right thing? Both. Do you believe in the term “Mother knows best?” I mean, I definitely value my mom’s opinions. It doesn’t mean we always agree.  Who is your favorite movie action hero? Iron Man/Tony Stark.  What is one thing you can get in your hometown you can’t get elsewhere? My town isn’t special. How important are looks in someone you’re in a relationship with? I can’t say looks don’t matter at all, but they’re not the most important. Personality means a lot more, and it can also add to someone’s attractiveness.  What freedom do you feel is not really free anymore? I can’t think for this survey right now. What are you most thankful for? My family. Do you have any favorite talk shows or talk radio programs without music? Dr. Phil and Daily Pop. What was the last book you read? Burying the Honeysuckle Girls by Emily Carpenter. What’s your favorite online store? Exclusively online: Amazon. However, I shop a lot on Hot Topic, Boxlunch, and Kohl’s websites.  What band would you love to tour with or be a roadie for? None. I’m not a musical artist or in a band, and I don’t want to be a roadie.  If you were to throw a message in a bottle into the ocean, it would say? Hi.  Do you have common sense or do you think people are lacking in it? Sometimes it doesn’t seem like it’s so common.  What’s your favorite non-alcoholic drink? Coffee. How do you feel about thrift shops or flea markets? Not my thing. What do you like to put gravy on? I love country gravy on eggs, biscuits, and hash browns and turkey or pork gravy on turkey, ham, and mashed potatoes.  Have you ever gone canoeing/kayaking? Nope.  What one thing in particular makes you feel good about yourself? :/ What is priceless to you? Spending time with my family. What do you wait for discount sales to buy? I always look for sales on things whenever I can.  What is one thing you know about your family history you’re proud of? Hmm. What 3 songs will always be found at the top of your playlist? I don’t think there’s 3 particular songs that would always be there.  What is the craziest thing you’ve ever done for someone? It must be too late or something cause I really can’t think of an answer for a lot of these. Do you keep a budget? I just make sure my bills are paid first at the 1st of the month and then use the rest as I please, but try and keep around a certain amount in my bank each month.  If you could cast a spell on someone what spell would you cast and on who? I wouldn’t.  What makes you feel rested and refreshed? A day at the beach. It’s the only time I can actually relax for a bit while there. What is the funniest joke you have ever heard about? Who depends on you the most? I don’t know if anyone really depends on me. I’m the depender.  Could you ever be someone’s bodyguard? Ha, no. Has one of your biggest fears come true? Yes. Is there anything about the opposite sex you just don’t understand? There’s a lot I don’t understand about people in general. Have you ever let your mom or significant other fight a battle for you? My mom. Did you create a checklist for your ideal spouse?  Only when asked in surveys. If so, what were two things you wanted? Patience and understanding. Have you ever ridden on a subway or train an what did you like about it? I haven’t. What song on your playlist gets played the most? Spotify doesn’t tell me that. Do you prefer sporty or academic members of the opposite sex? If we vibe, we vibe. Do you have to experience something to fully understand it? I mean, I think so.  Has anyone in your family ever served in the military? Yeah. Finish the next line in your style: Roses are red, violets are blue… I’m tired, how ‘bout you? What embarrasses you instantly? If I spittle while talking or food or drink falls out my mouth while talking. Do you think you could be a firefighter, why/why not? No. I’m a paraplegic for one thing, so that’d make things kind of difficult. Do you often read your horoscope? I don’t at all. I don’t believe in that stuff. I never really did, it was more just for fun, but now I don’t even bother. What current event are you tired of hearing about? Trump. Are you a daredevil? HA. What common pitfalls do you find yourself dealing with in your work life? I don’t have a job. Describe your “poker face”. No expression? Isn’t that what it is in general, not just to me specifically? What do you think should be censored? I don’t see the issue of having curse words and nudity censored for children. Are you related to anyone famous or historical, if so who? Not that I know of. Would you ever donate a kidney to anyone, and who? I couldn’t. How do you encourage yourself when you go through hard times? I don’t encourage myself, I wallow. Have you ever fired a gun? Yes. I went to a shooting range with friends once.  Do you think people, including yourself live up to their full potential? Maybe this is my full potential. Maybe this is all I got to give. How are you different from most people? I don’t know.  What is the main quality you think makes a great parent? Love? What creature do you admire for its ability to adapt? Uhhh. How do you feel about GMOs? >> I think the whole process is interesting, and I think there are clear benefits to genetic modification, and I think there are clear detriments to genetic modification, and that’s just how it goes. <<<  Have you ever stayed up for an entire 24 hours, why? Yes. No good reason, just happened. Who is a female role model in your life?  My mom. What childhood dreams have you neglected? All of them? I know child me didn’t dream of a life like this. How often do you reevaluate your life? I need to really do that and start taking steps in the right direction, but I just haven’t been able to for some reason. What’s your favorite place just to hang out? My room. What gives you a zest for life? I’m not feelin’ very zesty. What do you have trouble seeing clearly in your mind? A future where I have better health and a relationship. I can’t see those things at all. What three things do you think of most of each day? A lot of things. My mind is a mess and it’s always racing. Would you travel to space if possible? No. Just the thought terrifies me. Name a famous person you wouldn’t mind for a business partner. I’m not a business person, nor do I desire to be, so I have no need for a business partner. 
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