#beutiful pets

[livmoon]

[ddelicadezas]

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[nadamasqueeso]

La mejor compañía que puedo tener.

[444everythingilove]

this is my beautiful kitten, Iris♡

I love her very much, and I am very happy that she is in my life. say hello to Iris♡

[vale-u]

Jack Jack 🐾

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[wyusilva]

[pets-village]

Reblogg it...

[lua-magic]

Intresting Astrology facts.

First and seventh house are opposite to each other, fiery planets like Sun and Mars are exalted in first house, because first house of self. It is the house where "Sun rises"

Seventh house 🏡 is house " Where sun sets"

Hence, fiery plants gets debilitated, and cold planet like Saturn exalts. Seventh house is house of your partner, when it comes to relationship you have to become reaction less and cold, till you continue reacting your relationship will have problems. Moment you learn to be quiet your Saturn improves.

Every planet apart from Saturn is debilitated in seventh house, even Venus in seventh house is not exalted, because Venus sees partner's beuty and luxury and more they run back of beauty more problems they face in relationship, because beauty is not skin deep it is also the character.

Saturn in sixth house natives should not use, leather products, as sixth house is of animals and pets, so seve animals instead.

Venus sixth house natives should feed cows regularly.

Ketu sixth house, should feed dogs regularly.

If Jupiter is causing you liver and stomach issues, or relationship problems then distribute books(educational or spiritual books) or help someone to get educated, you can join NGO and educate children for free.

Giving knowledge and educating someone is best remedy for Jupiter.

Saturn in sixth, eighth and twelfth house natives should make plans or do important things during evening time.

One who can make jokes, even when someone insult them, or critisise them, they have good Mercury.

Mercury Rahu, shares everything on social media.

Mercury Ketu, loves spiritual books.

Mercury Jupiter, combination of teacher and student, life long learner.

Mercury Saturn, natives enjoy dark humour more, as Saturn puts so much pressure that they don't laugh on silly jokes .

Mercury Sun, They take all the jokes and criticism on their ego.

Moon Mercury, always anxious and want to do something.

Mercury Mars, always wants to play and involve in physical activities.

Mercury Venus always think about beuty and shopping.

If planet is Debilitated in birth chart as well as D9 then that is your weakest planet.

If planet is strong in both birth chart and D9 then that is the strongest planet.

If planet is weak in birth chart but strong in D9 then that planet will give good results after struggle..

If planet is strong in birth chart but looses strength in D9; then that planet will either give mixed results or bad results later (you have to be concious about this planet) eg if Jupiter is exalted in birth chart but getting Debilitated in D9 then don't go against morality.

Ninth house is your luck, and D9 chart's ninth house is your luck after marriage, so if your D9 chart Ninth house and Ninth Lord is under affliction then be careful about marriage and relationship..

If a planet is sitting in specific sign of your birth chart and even in D9 chart it is sitting in same sign then that planet is again powerful planet. Eg if a planet is sitting in ninth house of birth chart and in D9 chart also it is also sitting in same sign ie Ninth house then that planet is good in your chart, if it is sitting in enemy sign eg Saturn is sitting in Twelfth house of birth chart as well as D9 chart, then Saturn is powerful but as it in its enemy sign then Saturn will give good results but after initial struggle..You have to perform all your duties sincerely then Saturn will bless you..

Every exalted planet in not good, and every Debilitated planet is not bad, example God gave you exalted planets in sixth house, three and eighth because divine knew you have to fight alot ...

Jupiter and Saturn behaves in similar way in twelfth house, develops you spiritually.

When Venus is with Sun, native loves to show off, usually native face money issues, but if you look at the native externally , you will native is affluent.

If sun is with Jupiter, it means your soul has got the support of the divine.

Sun and Rahu natives are extremely rebellious nature, and won't accept rules and regulations easily.

Sun and Rahu also gives you connection with foreign land.

Mars Rahu natives are advised to leave their birth place.

Strong fourth house natives find extremely hard to leave their house.

Afflicted fourth house, should settle outside birth place, especially Rahu in fourth house. Ketu in fourth house, should return to their roots or keep visiting their Native place, or place of birth frequently, if they or their parents moved out . Ketu in fourth house natives are detached from their home.

Venus and Jupiter in fourth house makes your life comfortable and easy and gives you luxurious easily.

Saturn and Jupiter conjunction means you are an old soul, you wil become matured in your thinking at an early age

Saturn sun has huge karmic debt towards their father.

Saturn moon has karmic debt towards their mother. In vedic astrology it is even mentioned that natives are advised to wash feet of their mother to get rid of karma .

Leo placements or planets in fifth house makes you extremely creative.

If you have Twelfth house Lord in tenth house, or tenth house Lord in twelfth house, it shows change of profession or professional lose.

Sixth house is your abdomen and spine, malefics sitting there causes you problems like back pain and abdomen issues.

Rahu ruled nakshatra Ardra, Swati, and Shatbhisha should always take time while making important descisions in life because rahu is suddeness, hence they should avoid rush.

Ketu ruled nakshatras Ashvini, Magha and Mula makes lot of headless decisions, because of that they suffer later, such natives are advised to take help of professional or someone else who can guide them, as ketu is headless.

[fangirlfrom-hell]

The Funeral || Jay and Will Halstead x Halstead Sister

*re-posting this because I'm stupid and accidentaly delated my blog 🫠 (I'm so relieved I found this one)

One of my hamsters passed away early in the morning and it was a bit dramatic. He died of old age, he was 2 and a half years. I've been crying all single day, nonstop. I was also planning on going out to skate this afternoon, but I couldn't. I wrote this thinking about him, of course. Ugh, I'm way to affected by this. I hope you read this story until the very end.

Even when he was profundly asleep and deep into his dreams, Jay's eyes snapped open and jumped when he visualized the face of his sister very, very close to him.

-"Jay". She kept repeating and moving him by the shoulder. Her eyes were red and her tiny face all wet, but it was hard to notice. It was dawn and the sunbeams coming through the window weren't that strong to illuminate the room.

Still half asleep and feeling confused, Jay couldn't do anything but blink fast and rub his face trying to wake up. It was until Becca talked again that he noticed she was crying.

-"Jay, something's wrong with Gus".

He put on his shirt and next thing he was leaning towards the hamster's cage.

-"See? He doesn't move".

Indeed, the small orange animal was still in one of the corners, his heavy breathing was notorious because the sides of his belly were moving very fast. His black eyes were almost closed. Jay had the idea to give the rodent a sunflower seed, but he didn't take it even when it was his favorite treat.

-"How old is he, Becc? I don't recall when you adopted him"

-"About two years old...I got it when mom got sick".

He turned to look at his sister with a bit of pity in his eyes. He didn't know a lot about hamsters, but it was sure that two years was a very advanced age for these kind of pets.

-"Alright. Let me search a bit, maybe we can find a clue about what's going on with Gus". He reassured the girl by touching her shoulder and went back to the couch to pick up his phone. The clock marked 6:20am, too early to take it to tje vet. He googled whatever came to his mind: Why is my hamster breathing very fast? or My hamster is struggling to move and also How to know if my hamster is dying. He scanned a lot of articles gathering any information that could be useful for the case.

-"Becc, it says it could be something about abrupt temperature changes..."

-"But he-- is always warm-- enough". She managed to say between sobs.

-"Right. Um, I don't think it would hurt to put something like a small blanket in his cage. Wait--". He dissappeared into his room and after a lot of noises came back with a sock in his hands: "Here. This might help". His hopes were very low, but it was worth trying.

Gus simply didn't heed about the sock. Instead, he tried to move around the cage, stumbling with each object on it. He tried to climb his little house-castle, but failed. He kept walking, struggling to move his hind legs, until he fell over the plate of food. Instinctively, Becca tenderly took him out of there.

-"Jay, he's very cold". She sniffled, getting more upseat as seconds passed. The girl placed the hamster in the table, but this time he couldn't even hold himself up. "Jay!" Becca cried loud.

Her brother knew that was the final sign: Gus was going to die and there was nothing to do about it. He grabbed the animal putting his both hands together. There, the hamster began to take his last breaths, which was a very hard scene for Becca to witness.

There was only one way of saying, the fastest the better: "Sweetie, Gus is dying".

She knew it, but was unable to say a word. Jay passed the little body to his sister and it gave the last breath in her little hands. Immediatly, Becca seeked for her brother's arms and started bawling.

The first rays of sunlight began to enter through the window and dimly illuminated the rodent.

-"He--looks so--beutiful--and in--peace". She sobbed still attached to the detective.

-"Yes, he does. But we should cover him, Becc. Just let me..." He released his sister for an instant and procedeed to tenderly put the hamster inside of the sock.

-"We are going to bury him...".

-"Of course".

Becca started weeping once more, her feelings were very volatile : "...make a funeral and all. Gus deserves it. Call Will, he should be here too".

-"I'll tell you what. Later we'll go out to buy a plant and a cute flowerpot to bury him in there, it will be as a new home for him. We can leave it in the window and that way you will always be close to him. But right now is still too early and you really need to rest". He tucked her hair behind her ears to clear her face. He also tried to wipe the tears, but there were so many more comming out of her big eyes.

The two siblings sat in the living room couch. Becca settled her head on her brother's chest and quicky fall asleep, snnifling from time to time. Jay sent a text to Will before threwing his head back to rest.

It was already the evening. The colorful flowerpot and the suculent cactus Becca chose for Gus were placed on the table, right next to his cage. Even when the hamster was covered inside of the sock, the little girl couldn't help to cry whenever she saw the spot. Actually, her crying had been intermittent along the whole day, something notorious in her pink puffed eyes and pronounced baggy eyes.

The name Hailey Upton appeared on Jay's phone screen and he twisted his mouth as soon as he read the text:

See you later?

The whole Intelligence unit was going to gather at Molly's and he had forgotten about it. He wasn't in the mood, anyway. Jay was also feeling a bit down, not so much for the animal, but for his sister. They were very attached, so it was easy for him to absorb and be affected by her amotions. It was also important for him to stay by her side, he felt it was his responsability to make her feel secure. So it wasn't hard to answer back to his girlfriend:

I have to organize and attend a funeral.

By the time the sunset came, the orange rays of sun trespassing the windows gave a touch of solemnity to the atmosphere. Becca was wearing a formal black dress and shiny shoes of the same color. Jay put on the clothes he would usually wear for a trial day, only without a necktie. When Will arrived to his brother's appartment, he noticed his little sisters' glassy eyes from the distance and walked right straight to hug her: "I'm sorry, Becc. I know how much you cared for Gus".

-"He was my friend". She stated with a lump in her throat.

-"Alright. We should start".

The three Halstead siblings positioned themselves in front of the cage. Becca was in the middle, half a step in front of her brothers. Will fixed his necktie while Jay lit a candle, it was a touching scene to see them this united. Becca was about to start speaking, but got interrupted by the doorbell.

-"That's weird"Jay frowned: "Hold on a sec".

Confusion was evident in his countenance when he opened the door and saw Hailey and Trudy Platt on the other side.

-"Hey! Sorry to interrupt". Hailey started talking in a low voice: "Everybody was asking for you at the bar and when I told them why you couldn't go, well...we decided to come over".

The rest of the detectives started to arrive ony by one from the side of the hallway.

-"I hope we're not late, bro". Kevin said as soon as he showed up.

-"Not at all. We were actually about to start". Jay fully opened the door to let them all in: "Becc, you have visits".

Platt was carrying three boxes in her hands: "I brought cinnamon rolls for the outcome".

-"And I got everything to prepare hot chocolate". Kim passed with a bag in her hands: "Hot chocolate eases the pain". She winked to her friend.

Becca's lower lips started quivering, she was moved by the presence of her brother's friends. Even Hank Voight attended the ceremony and shared some words with the grieving girl: "I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm sure it was a great pet".

-"He was, indeed". The youger sibling muttered with puffy eyes.

Adam, Kim, Kevin, Platt, Voight and Hailey gathered around the cage, standing up around the Halsteads ready to start the funeral.

Becca cleared her throat before her speech, but it didn't help at all to her shaky voice and chocked sobs: "Gus--you were named-- after the mouse from Cinderella. Mom--helped me picked your name--because it was our favorite movie". After the mention of their mother, Will squeezed her shoulder. -"You were always there--for me--during good and--hard times. You always made me feel a--ccompanied even during the time I was a--lone. You al--ways helped me re--member my mommy". Jay and Will shared a painful look. -"Thank--you for listening to--me at all ti--messs, for kee-ping my se-crets, and ta--king away my so--rrow. I don't know wh--what I'm gonna do with--out you in my room, it will be so emp--ty. I fffffeel empty. You were so--good to me, I just hope I--was good for you too. I hope you had a good life, I did my-- best. I--already miss you so--much. Now my mommy--will take care of you. I'm sure she miss-ed you. I--love you and I al--ways will". She ended with an attack of hiccups.

The room was in complete dead silence. Burgess was swallowing hard trying to avoid the tears to roll down her cheeks. On the other hand, Hailey being closer to the family, couldn't avoid it. Voight was standing with his hands on his pockets staring at the floor, Kevin next to the boss with his crossed arms and tight lips. Everyone in the room was touched in a way by the little Haltead speech.

After a few seconds of pause, Becca turned yo face Jay, who was freezed, deep into his toughts.

-"It's time to..."

-"Sure, sorry". He opened the cage and fondly took the hamster out to carefully place him inside of his new spot.

Becca got closer and grabbed some soil with a hand shovel to start burying him, but she paralyzed at the image of her little orange friend wrapped in the sock already half buried. She stared at her brother and slowly moved her head from one side to another, saying no.

-"Do you want me to do it?" He asked already proceeding.

Silent tears quickly transformed into a strong bawling for Becca. Will rushed to hug her and she hid her face in his shirt, leaving it all wet.

When Jay finished planting the cactus over the buried body, he opened the jar of sunflower seeds and took one tu put it over the fresh soil of the tumb: "Thank you, Gus, for taking care of our sister". He said outloud, from the bottom of his heart. He knew the hamster was important for her, but he never imagined how much.

-"Yes, thank you very much". Will followed his brother's idea and then passed the jar to Becca. The girl kissed the seed before leaving it in the place. The dynamic was supposed to stop there, but Hailey affectionately took the jar from the girl's hands and made it roll until every single person in the room did the same gesture.

With the ceremony being over, everybody got comfortable and found a place to sit between the kitchen chairs and the small living room. Becca sat in the sofa, laying over Jay who was holding her as tight as he could. She was physically devastated and tired, her big eyes looked small after all the crying, some silent tears were still rolling eventually.

Hailey was sitting on the other side, with her hand touching her leg as a soothing gesture: "You took good care of him, you shouldn't doubt it. He had a very long life for a hamster".

-"Now he's a plant" Her voice was broken and raspy: "And he has a new little house".

Every now and then, Jay and Will crossed their eyes and stared at each other for a fragment of seconds. It was enough to know they were affected by her sister's words and the mention of their mother, the same ideas going around their minds, meaning they would have a conversation as soon as they find themselves alone.

Trudy, with a cinnamon roll in her hand, bent to be at Becca's height and offered the piece of bread: "I know you like these a lot". Her smile was so warm it would melt the poles.

Following Platt, Kim stretched her hand with a mug of hot chocolate: "And this will help to ease your heartache, trust me".

Thanks for reading. If you liked it, it would help my soul if you give it a like, comment or share. 😌♡

♡ A video of my buddy happily moving his whiskers, because I want you all to have this mental image of Gus (Altough his name wasn't it):

[just-antithings]

Tw: mention of incest

This was not an explicitly anti thing, but I feel like you are the right person to express my befdundlement to.

So there is this lion pet-breeding like sim game (the. The site is probably obvious with that description and what I am about to tell you.) and each month there is an event going on that can give you month exclusive things, real nice. Some of these have storylines. So it would happen that alot of controversy would come to be because the big bad guy wanted to breed his daughter to create a 'divine' baby, the clear explicit villian. Now, some of the outrage was granted considering that is not a light topic to just drop in someone's lap without a warning. That's fair, tag your fucking shit, it's a pretty significant way to get financially ahead and there is no good way to block or turn off that scene.

But some of the discourse seemed to be like: how dare a shitty controlling evil lord killing his mate in cold blood for not giving him the right child like he’s Henry the IV, do something moraly reprehensible? And that was just odd to me because like, yeah of course the villian is going to be villianous? That’s totally not out of pocket for mcevil-I-control-my-daughter-and-create-perfect lions.

(I guess there is also the fact that since more or less the goal is breeding the rarest most beutiful lion you can, inviting people to moralize their treatment of their pixel lions is a bad idea, and the fact there was some tension going on with people that choose to not inbreed/breed from the 5 most popular studs and the people that played normally who were not happy that the "clean" lions had more market value than theirs. Mind, the clean line breeders were chill without spreading any moralizing bs, innitiated to call 'dirty' breeding traditional breeding instead aswell to avoid any bad connotations. It started out as a challenge afterall, the snobbery from the self called dirty breeders was imagined mostly from their part from what I can tell. They were right about being frustrated with clean breeding being the dominant market though, since everyone jumping on it and the higher value of lions with short lineages basically nuked the lion market down to the top 10. Not that it was super great before with stat monsters basically dominating the scene, but I digress.)

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[whatifwekilledgodandwebothgirls]

Alright alright im done crying now and since i did a book review of the symposium im doing a book review of alcibiades so buckle up . Yes , i am aware no one cares about this , but its fine . First i gotta say this is marginally worse than the simposium but in a woerd way . Its still good , dont get me wrong , but i like the symposium better . I dont know if its just because i like long peices of text , which the simposium had but this one lacks , or because its simply lacking in content . The messeges are alright , nothing shocking so far , very aproachable , very understandable very easy . You can tell its written with a goal to educate people of all intelligence . Its an easy book thats what im saying . Now

This decked me in the face with a steel chair

( trans: i belive , son of clenias , that you wonder despite the fact that i fell in love with you first, im the only one who continues to while the others have left , and continiusly pester you , while all these years i havent even greeted you )

Right off the bat , this is very different from the simposium . We are getting explicit proof that alcibiades and socrates are in a romantic relationship. First i thought that the book was imidietly worse that the for stating it so obviously, because i quite liked the ambiguity in the simposium, but then i undertood that the two books , despite being difrent , complement eachother perfectly and present a natural chain of events.

First off all in the simposium it is made clear that alcibiades got rejected because he had nothing to give to socrates besides hollow beuty and socrates had nothing to give to alcibiades, since the knowlage he belived he had wasnt real ( one thing i know i know nothing and so on so forth ) . Now we are getting a more in-depth explanation as to how they ended up together despite that little talk . Basically from what i gather since socrates doesnt like being a teacher because he doesnt know shit he used the maieutice ( or however the fuck its spelled ) because he belives that to gain knowledge one must first undertand that they are lacking it and second ask themselves questions to try to get it . He didnt think he could give knowlage to alcibiades then because he didnt think alcibiades desired to learn . He couldn't make him a good man , but he could later help him grow and learn so he could make himself a good man , all of those things needed alcibiades willing to put the work in , and not relay on socrates to just snap his fingers and turn him good , like he expected in the simposium .

( trans: speak , my dear , and i will listen)

Now the word for word translation is a little different. That little " ωγαθέ " litterally translates to " good " , but since both men use it generously and plenty throught the dialogue, i can only assume it was a common pet name of the time . Its worth noting that calling people good ( καλε μου , καλη μου ) is also a pet name in todays greece , or maybe 50 years ago greece , that ive deeply assosiated with posh , high class very polite ladies and gentlemen. I dont know why but ive only heard it used in that uper society politeness, and when i first read alcibiades saying it it fit like a glove

Socrates also tends to pamper alcibiades with compliments all throught the text , and making a lot of attemts at flattery , which i think serve the purpose both to showcase that socrates is an admirer of beauty, to show that goodness and virtue are to be praised , but also because he is being so unbelivably annoying that without those little compliments to keep him on his good side , alcibiades would have puched him in the face . He calls him brave ( also tranlated as virtius ) beutiful , smart , beutiful again , like a bunch , and overall slaps a pet name next to his name any time he mentions him

( trans : no , by our mutual friend zeus , who protects both me and you , in whose name i would take a fake vow . If you have such teacher , say it )

( trans : by zeus i didnt ignore it , but i knew clearly i was being wronged )

Now zeus is mentioned a lot in this text . Thats not entirely true . Zeus is mention a lot by alcibiades in this text . In the instance socrates talks of him , he uses an epithet and not his actuall name , praises him , and very clearly states the importance and nessecity of the vow . He is being very cerful and very poilite. Alcibiades just short of does whatever . He contantly says by zeus , for no aparent reason , and as an awnser to anything and everything , just casually sprinkles it i converastion. Now im not sure if this is blashemy , or if im just entirely mistaken , but its really highlighting the fact that alcibiades doesnt cae and never has cared much about being proper to the gods. It reminded me of that one line from the simposium, where alcibiades vowed something to possidon for abseloutely no reason and socrates hot mad at him in a very casual way , in the way he would scold a ten year old for having candy before dinner . He knew alcibiades saw blasphemy as a part time sport , he was used to it and he didn't bother yelling at him much , since the act was bound to repeat its self regardles . Similarly here , alcibiades very casually and normally takes gods name in vain , for no serious reason , and socrates is too used to it to react .

And finaly , the wholy grail

( trans : socr :you will speak to them ( the people of athens ) and this , which is right ?

Alc: i have to )

Socrates asks alcibiades if , later in the week during his political speach , when he adresses the people of athens , he will talk to them about matter that are moraly right and wrong . To me , this is the most crutial part of the dialoge , this is the backbone of the wntire consept and the translation does not do this justice . He asks if he will speak of right or wrong , and alcibiades replies " ανάγκη " . " i must " i have too " or more litterally " out off need "

Now at first i was confused when i read alccibiades , out off all the people in the world , talking about wanting to be morally good . Alcibiades has always been a cunt . He is a genuengly horrid human being . And then i thought about it a bit and realised that when he is speaking to the people , he really is not. Reading a single speach of his that thucides has written and tgen comparing the image he portrays with his biography makes my point obvious . He uses morality to get what he wants constanly. In sparta , whils convincing the king to provide his shelter he didnt go the petty route , even if he could have . He didnt go the " i hate them and want revenge " route . He could have pulled it off . But he didnt attempt . No , instead he made himself apear virtius , apear good , saying he is just trying to regain his home , painting himself as a wronged man who is trying to undo his enemies wrongdoings . He used moral superiority to convince constantly and then turns around and fucks someones wife , because in privet he has abseloutely no need for morals .

Need is such a strong word . If you dont get what ypu need you will die , the fact that the author chose that in particular is inane to me . This is the part when it bacame obvious that alcibiades doesnt care about goodness , but cares a whole lot about greatness . He doesnt care about morality , but he would do anything to be gonsidered a great leader and get power . Socrates made sure he understood that to be great you first need to be good , but in turn , alcibiades understood that goodness is a tool for him to use to get what he trully wanted , a means to an end , not a final goal. He cannot reach true power without being good , and so he is forced into a road of virtue that doesnt fit him . He is a camilion in this instance , like plutarch called him in his biography , he puts on a virtus persona so he can gain influence and get things his way , even when later admiting to his true nature , to the fact that sometimes to him moral acts are not desirable , he frazes it strangely , never completely addmiting to it ,saying its improper to share such thoughts . He is the pinical of diplomacy, he used morality as a sield and as a front , as is visible in his later life in which he convices people to act on whats right and then privetly acts like a complete degenerate .

Now do i think that in some part he actually desired morality just for the sake of it ? Yes lf course , but its very obvious from the way he was raised that socrates failed to convince him to desire it for himself , not just for his work as a politian

[lmaxxx101]

Cowboy Graves pt.1

Yeehaw mf, gol'ol cowboy teaching ypu how to ride a horse (no smut yet)

It was an nice job you had, smelly but it was a nice workout. Cleaning all the stalls and sheds, putting new hay and bringing the heavy bags of pallets out of the trucks, feeding the horses and so on. It was a hard job for a small girl like you but it was all worth it, being able to see Graves everyday, doing veriouse jobs himself but mostly taming wilder horses. It was worth it, seeign him all dirted up sweat rolling down his body, his shirt unbotting as he struggled keeping himself on the wild horse. His face scrunched, a vein popping out on his forehead. Abs and muscles flexing, glistering under the southern sun, it was tottaly worth it. Even when he was just chitchatting with you, his beutiful smile and chuckle was making you feel warm inside. Cant lie you've gotten yourself a fat crush on the cowboy.

It was a boring thursday, youve had completed the little work you had this morning, you walked through the stalls admiring the horses. You didnt want to leave yet, atleast not until you had seen Graves, beside there wasnt much to do back home eather. You walked petting a few of the calmer horses before one of the woman who was teaching kids to ride on the mini horses came into the stalls. You made small chitchat with her as she prepared a small horse to go ridding, she smmiled pointing to a mare "you should go ride with her a lil, would save me some time later" she said as she waved and went on her way. You ponder for a moment, unsure if you should even try ridding, but you shrugged and decided why the heck not, theres always a first time for something plus it was quite lame being around horses so much but never being on one.

It sounded easy, you thought, though as you sat on the quite easily "spooked" thoroughbred mare you found yourself gripping the leather reins with a thight grip, your knuckles turning white as your sweaty palm fought for tension. Your heart raced with nervoussnes, jumping in your chest every time the mare swung its head back due to you unintentionally pulling the reins. The mare was a retired racer that went to training to handle ridders, roaming her last days eather in a field or just trotting around with someone on her back. But that didnt help your situation, even though she was trained to handle ridders, you a absolute zero expirence person, handling it was making her quite fizzy. Sweat rolled down your temple as you whisperd praises and such to hopefully calm the horse, your body tensed up, the mare could feel your nervoussnes and fear making her nervousse herself as it began making more fuzz as you trotted around. You tried maching her trotts with your hips but you didnt know how to, your butt sliding on the seddle painfully with every trott. "Fuck" you muttered under your breath as she sped up, your balanse was bad as you threatend to fall of the saddle but like an angel Graves came to your rescue. You saw him making his way over to where you were, slightly jogging, his cowboy boots cracking againts the rocks under the rough terrain.

"Easy girl" he spoke as he pulled on the reins slighty making her stop. He patted her head muttering a few words to calm her down. She blew out of her nose making you jump slightly "Ay calm down" he said, his souther accent clear as he put a hand on your thigh "dont wanna spoke her more then yu did" he said smirking slightly as he patted the mare. You smiled nervoussly "Sorry i's my first time on a horse" you said, your heart still racing. He scoffed clicking his tounge a few times "this really aint a horse for first timers" he said chuckling slightly as he smiled at you. You shrugged "This the horse they told me to go on" you say in your deffense.

He clicked his tounge "Well whatever, now i suggest you get off of'er or you gona need be practicing till dawn" he says looking up at you with that white person smile. Letting out a heavy sigh you preppered to get off "i dont got nobody to train me" you say as you where ready to jump off before he put his hand back on your thigh again pushing you back into the settle "well im free, lemme teach ya a few things" he said as he got the mare ready scruffing her mein a bit before letting go and stepping back crossing his arms. You where sat back on the seddle, holding the reins yet again with a painfull grip. He nodded towards your hands "first things first you dont need to be holding it that hard, your just gonna pull her back making her all jumpy again" he said unfolding his arms and coming closer to you. You nodded chuckling nervoussly as you lossend your grip lowering your hands.

He exhaled as he came closer putting his hands on the eather sides of the saddle, as he looked what to fix more. He noticed how you where slouching, he brought his hand to your lower back pushing it while his other hand fixed your shoulder "should always have a straight posture while ridding, you have to have good balance" he said, as he fixed your posture. You couldt help but scream internally as his big hands lowkey manhandle you into the position, sliding across your body. You let out a sigh as he fixed you up, before taking a step back to admire his work "now go on lemme see how you ride" he said smirking as he watched you trying to get the mare to start up. After a fiew moments she started walking, your body bombed as you shifted your hips to match her trott, it was slightly better then before but it was still very reckless.

Your hands hung low, elbows resting on your thighs as your grip was loosend on the reins. The mare was much calmer as you where more carefull with your body movments, though it was starting to become painfull as she sped up her trottle, your hips slamming harshly againts the saddle. You whince, pulling the reins back rather harshly to get her to stop, you pulled them up to your chest groaning. She neighed as she stopped, the restrains pulling her to a stop as she swung her head back, promping herself on her back legs a few times almost making you fall off due to your unproper movments. You where doing everything wrong, one of your feet slipping off the stirrups, letting out a yelp as you tugged on the restrains to get urself back up.

Graves panicked as he jogged up to you, keeping his distance as he waited for the mare to calm down and as soon as she was back on all four legs he scurried over to you. Somehow you managed to keep yourself on the saddle though your soul has left your body, you sat arms shaking as your heart raced. He tried keeping the mare calm as she shifted, quite shook up herself. You sat, your breath rapid as you blinked a few times trying to recover from the mini heart attack you had. He sighed heavily "is a miracle you managed to hol'on" he remarked as he held the restrains keeping the mare in blace as she shifted. You wiped the sweat off of your forehead as you breathed, "fucking hell, i think im better off just getting off huh" you said chuckling nervoussly.

He sighed, his hand finding its way to your tigh again as he slouched shaking his head as he thought for a moment. He clicked his tounge looking up at you "her'es what we gona do, just turst me al'right?" He said in his southern accent as he alligend the mare. "Scott fo'ward will ya" he said as he pushed your lower back forwards on the saddle, you listen taking your feet off of the stirrups and scotting forwards much as you can up the saddle as you await to see what he had planned.

He patted the mare once again whispering sweet things to it as he preaperd himself to get on, for him it was no problem both due to his height and years of expirence. You groaned softly as he jumpes on, slamming his hips into yours as he held on your thighs to get comftrable. He fixed his and yours sitting aligment, you couldt help but burn up as you felt his body so close to yours, god did i die back there and this is the heaven? You thought feeling, his hands on your thighs as he fixed your sitting, you didnt dare look back as you stared infront of you bitting your lower lip as your cheeks blushed. Butterflies flying around your stomach as he grunted a few times, gosh im about to cream.

He let out a satisfied hum as he fixed you both before taking the reins, your hands still on them as his touched yours. You looked down seeing just how small your hands looked beside his, and the veins... you wanted to let out a moan. You heart was now beating faster but due to very diffrent reasons then before. "All good?" He asked, you could feel his breath on your left cheek as his head was beside yours so he could see infront. You nodded letting out a shaky breath, your stomach doing flips as he chuckled. "Alrighty let see" he said as he tapped the mare with his feet to get her to start, she neighed as she started walking. He waited a few moments to make sure she continues walking before sliding his hands to your hips and guiding them, "this how ya ride" he said as he guided your hips, slightly pressing his crotch to your ass a few times. Your mind raced as you swallowed, all you could focus on was his big hands guiding your hips. He smirked feeling you tense up as he continued guiding your hips, he couldt help but lean back a lil bit to look down where your ass was before slamming them againts his crotch making you yelp. He chuckled at your reaction before looking back ahead "Sorry mustve been a bump" he lied still smirking as he guided your hips.

You where basicly in heaven, wishing you guys where naked instead...

"See its quite easy, you just gatta get the hang of it" he said moving his hands back to hold the rein "lets see if you remember" he said as he looked down to see how your hips moved, his elbows resting on your thighs. You where red as a tomato as you tried to replicate how he was guiding your hips, somehow remembering it, but hoping he would guide them again.

He chuckled "eh better then before" he said sliding back one of his hands on your hip to continue guding you as he looked back foward. You nodded as you followed his guide, you where feeling nice and safe inbetween his arms and something else...

He hummed some tune as you two continued trotting, your mind raced with dirty things as you savoured up every moment, whishing for it to never end but allas the sun was againts you. The heat was becoming unbeareble as the sun burned up, Graves took a notice of this quickly and suggested to go back. Youve gottan about a mile away from the sheds.

"Lets head back before the sun hits us" he remarked as he moved his hand from your hips to the reins as he got ready to turn the mare to go back. "Sure its getting hot" you mumbled, still feeling the warmth on your hip from his hand. He huffed as he got the mare to make a u turn. You where slightly scared yall where gona fall off but you trusted Graves, his body holding you in place as the mare shifted.

He slammed the reins slughtly to make the mare go faster "Shall we speed up a bit?" He asked getting ready for a faster trott. He didnt want to overstrain the mare with a full on run, espeaccaly since you both where on. You nodded excitment filling you up as you get ready to go faster. He smirked slamming the reins and pressing his foot making the mare speed up.

You took in a deep breath as the mare sped up, it wasnt anything extreme but to you it felt like that. The wind hitting your face as some of your hair that fell out of your bun flew with the wind, it was a nice refresher from all the heat.

As yall trotted Graves rested his elbow on your thighs again, you could feel his sculpted arm mucles rubbing againts your waist. His tall frame providing some shadow over you as the sun hit his back, you could see from the shadows on the ground just how bigger he was. It was making you feel all the heat yet again.

You made your way back faster then you expected, feeling slightly dissapointment as Graves came off the horse, petting the mare as he praised her. He smiled, his dimples showing as he chuckled "Was it nice?" He asked as he got ready to help you down. "Yeah" you mumbled your cheeks burning up as you rememberd his strong hands guiding your hips. You put your other leg over the saddle so you where sitting facing him before jumping down, him catching you by your waist effortsly and putting you down. You thanked him looking up at him before moving out of his way. "We should do this more often, come here t'night ive got a good horse for ya to ride on" he said winking at you before taking the saddle off of the mare, you blushed as you imagined another type of horse. "Well ill be here then, gotta see what you prepare for me" you say running down your hand the mares back, she was quite sweaty so you decided to take her back to the stalls. "Im off see ya" you say as you walk the mare off to the stalls as Graves makes his way to the sheds "see ya tnight princess" he said smirking before walking off. You bit down on your lower lip as you heard him call you princess, you wanted to jump up with excitment as you made your way to the stalls. You cant wait till tonight...

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Lmao can you guess i dont know shit ab horses, litterly pulled all of this atta my ass. I have no idea if anything is right ive only ever riden an icelandic horse so idk trott this trott that just pretand im right. Anyways im starting highschool on monday, litterly ab to kms, jk im highkey exited as shit im so hyped to start a new chapter in my life finnaly thank God, but yeah with that i prob wont be posting all that much, atleast until i get into the routine so ya love yall bbys