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It Burns!!!
Deep Purple - "Burn"
XTC - "Burning With Optimism's Flame"
Talking Heads - "Burning Down The House"
Ministry - "Burning Inside"
April Wine - "Crash And Burn"
Rocket From The Crypt - "Burnt Alive"
Midnight Oil - "Beds Are Burning"
Battleaxe - "Burn This Town"
The Cure - "Burn"
Nine Inch Nails - "Burn"
Dokken - "Paris Is Burning"
Twisted Sister - "Burn In Hell"
Elliott - "Dionysus Burning"
Fugazi - "Burning"
Robert Plant - "Burning Down One Side"
Someday I - "The Sun Will Burn Out"
David Bowie - "Slow Burn"
The Clash - "London's Burning"
REO Speedwagon - "Keep The Fire Burning"
Judas Priest - "Burnin' Up"
Elvis Presley - "Burning Love"
Bloodhound Gang - "Fire Water Burn"
Blue Oyster Cult - "Burnin' For You"
Venom - "Don't Burn The Witch"
Bauhaus - "Burning From The Inside"
It feels like the world is burning down outside... so get inside, get cooled off and listen to some songs to help you forget about the heat... or not. Youtube links in the song titles. Burn up the comments with anything I missed! Enjoy. Stay hydrated. Stay cool!
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Mayan builders reached for the heavens
While priests fed the fields with blood
Sacrifice for rain gods to grow the crops
A ballgame being played with a risk
Sharp blades the fate of the losers
Highly advanced language
A calendar fit for modern times
Skilled artisans among them
Divine rulers over all
A decline over time
The touch or Cortez
Brought death and conquest
Yet some of their grand pyramids remain
A lingering sign of a lost empire
Buildings unrivaled today
As steel and concrete
Can't compete
With stone structures
Built for the Gods
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CHICHÉN ITZÁ - MEXICO
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dean doing the clothes shopping whenever sammy outgrows whatever he’s got. he lurks around the local walmart, putting the charm on heavy when the lady stocking shelves looks his way.
he sneaks a set of girls underwear into his jacket, carries on like normal, and when he gets back to the motel-of-the-week and tosses them onto the bed, sammy mumbles a thanks with rosy cheeks and thumbs the fabric, soft to the touch.
dean’s been buying sam girls underwear since he graduated from pull-ups, claimed they were always the easiest to sneak out of the package and hide, stuff in his pocket—smaller, thinner, less bulky.
and all of that’s true, but dean can’t deny the gut churning thrill that crawls up his ribs whenever sammy’s shirt rucks up at the hem and he can see that pink trim dotted with that cute little bow, taut over his hips. can’t deny the way his stare lingers, chases the waistband over his stomach, across a hipbone, eyes stuck right beneath the dimples at the base of his spine. it’s maddening, how bad he wants to rip at those ratty sweatpants, yank them down and fill his hands with pretty pink and baby soft skin.
that night, it’s hot as all hell and the ceiling fans broken, dad’s out at a bar and they can’t sleep. sammy’s frustrated, sweaty and exhausted. and dean’s heart flips and nearly bursts on the spot when sammy shuffles off the side of the bed, pushes his shorts down those long legs and kicks them to the side.
and all at once there it is: his sammy, naked, save for those little pink panties dean eyed up in the store, slipped into his jacket, all for his baby brother.
sam climbs back into bed, flops onto his stomach and burys that messy bed head into the pillow. and god dean can barely control himself, wants to reach out and trace fingertips down the curve of his spine, dig blunt nails into the skin of his hips and drag, drag until he catches on that pink elastic.
#and maybe sam has no idea this isnt normal#never questions why dean and dad wear boxers and he doesnt just assumes deans got his best interest in mind#or maybe sam does know what deans been doing#and maybe he loves feeling those eyes all over him#maybe he lets his jeans hang low on his hips just to make sure dean will catch a glimpse#forgets his belt sometimes and has to keep tugging them up by the loops just for them to slip back down#and ride low just above the curve of his ass#pairs those jeans with a tight T because he knows how high the hem lays over his stomach#sam just loves being a tease for his big brother#loves putting on a show when he knows deans paying attention#loves knowing dean picked these out just for him#all so he can see his baby brother wrapped up like a present#anyways…#weecest#weirdcest#gencest#wincest#brothercest#deansam
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The Struggle
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Everyone is fighting
A battle within their head
A personal struggle
To swim and not sink
To stay safe
To stay awake
To stay sane
To stay sober
To stay confident
To stay strong
To stay alive
To just survive
We must remember this
Anytime we interact with others
Respect their boundaries
Support their goals
Just being polite
And friendly
To a stranger one day
Might be the difference
Between them winning
Or losing the war within
So help them out
And lend a hand
Be a good person
Be a good friend
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Trying 2 conform to extremely feminine presentation for this summer's Frilly Romantic Garden Party Wedding Parade has put the final nail in coffin of gender deniability for me I think. Every photo of dress comparison I have taken makes me nauseated + I look deadeyed and miserable + hate the way I look and feel even in clothes people say are really nice / flattering + do not recognize self in any Girlmoding Photos. Nice to realize how much more joy I get out of my usual / daily presentation compared to the artificial Performance Hell though. Kinda scared but deciding to start to openly socially transitioning... making a couple appts + going to talk to some IRL people shortly yaaaaay
#still not sure if I feel happier or righter identifying w nb/ going for androgyny or if want to pursue masculinity more actively#but being seen as a woman simply is not tenable for me anymoreeee lol. hooray for more chances to explore presentation#scaryyyyy... ik it's literally Fine and not a huge deal + all my friends are leftist/activists and im in a big city etc#but the rural religious isolated childhood. Hard To Uproot. might even get crazy brave and ask abt low dose T. maybe. feeling fancy free rn#anyway. Gonna still be Marlowe but think I'm taking the she/her outta pronouns. That's All Thanksyou
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My poem (Observations) made it to the Everyone Hates Poetry Final ten! - read these and vote for the one you like best! Only vote once!
Everyone Hates Poetry 2024
Here are the finalists, please do not feel bad if you are not here. That doesn't mean your poem was bad or no one voted for it. This is an imperfect system. There were a lot of submissions and most people probably did not read all of the 90 poems. This was an experiment but most things like this have elements of being popularity contests based on things other than merit, like exposure, popularity of the author etc.
Please vote for your favorite poem. Please only vote once because previously we had people voting multiple times and this time I am going to have to disqualify poems where this happens.
Congratulations to all of you for producing some work and getting it read. People got something out of what you did whether you ended up winning or not. I've read some pretty terrible poems in the New Yorker, on occasion. It's good to remember tastes vary widely.
Everyone Hates Poetry 2024 Finalists
The Sky's Back in Blue
Observations
A Good Honest Poem
It is a Kind of Animal Sacrifice
Threnody for Alchemists
When You Have Words I'll be Waiting to Hear Them
Death of an Erotic Photographer
Wasn't There
Skin in the Game
Come Seek Us Once You Become Human
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My man just landed and decided to set the whole internet on fire by wearing a tshirt with morse code that literally translates to "one last time" 😭😭😭

#like there's very low probability that he didn't know what the t shirt said#since he's known to be curious and would be aware that all the cameras would be on his as his landing is considered quite a big thing#but let's not focus on that and just enjoy his presence#cricket#somi.exe#ipl 2025#csk#desiblr
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My Lucifer shaker charm came!
The colors on the charm are a lot more deep and vibrant than I managed to capture in the video(sorry for the hand reflection).
I guess Lucifer hates being in photos so much he cursed my camera.
#screaming into my personal void#obey me lucifer#ruby eyes and words like knives#obey me merch#I also got his acrylic stand and the big stand with all of them but I am#Low on space. the Lucifer shirne has grown too large#so no pics until I can figure out how to make everything fit T^T
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My birthday cake today!!!
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kind of wish I was back on like. bodybuilder levels of T
#<- the docs words not mine LMAO i was Soaking up that testosterone#i had a level of bulk that i like. just dont have anymore#given that now im on the low end of the cis male spectrum of T -_-#was just going thru old posts and saw a selfie im like. damn#i wasnt even like Big but it was the distribution. ykno????
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hey girl i mean they
[video description: a 5 second clip of a beach that quickly pans up to show a propellor plane flying low overhead.]
#old video (couple months ago) but i want to show u airplane#kiddo say#this was in the drafts so. old tags too:#good spot. i didnt realise it was under the flightpath. was just eating my sammy and watching my tupperwear get blown away#other good place under a flightpath to look at airplanes is blairskaith muir . u can see them come in over the campsies and then low over t#the hills and since ur up a bit you can see them go all the way down to glasgow airport if theyre big planes#me and my dad watched one of those monster emirates ones all the way until it landed#the one in the video is a loganair plane
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WHORES. - QUITTER'S FIGHT SONG
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At this point of my life I have a lot in common with Mr. Sasquatch. I’m mostly referring to the celibate part because he is a lot better looking than me!

#big low t#celibate monk#celibate sasquatch#we could hang out in the woods and cry about our lives#i am not as hairy as he is#not as sexy either
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I wish my gender was easier for me to talk about
#im neither a woman or a man#but I used to be a man and I refer to myself as a man often#I am afab so it’s not confusing#I used to be a man but I never used to be a girl? I felt like I was always genderless#but im also a black woman#im just some guy#but also I feel no connection to gender outside of thinking women are hot#if I wasn’t a lesbian I’d probably be a guy#but also not really because I love being a femme lesbian#and if I was a guy I don’t think id be gnc#and I also want to go on low dose T#and get top surgery but if I do I also want to get breast forms#I think I went on T id be even more femme?? idk how to explain that tho#maybe im just that nigga and that bitch#I know I’m agender#its why I often just refer to myself as [REDACTED] because when I think about my gender#I often feel like it’s static or blurred#Chevys the only one who uses the he in my pronouns so I guess that’s why im also feeling weird#I prefer they but I do like he as wel#im just a guy whose not a boy#I feel like I’ve been degendered my whole life for being black and big#and now that im performing feminity in a state where I feel like me and comfortable#that I’m doing it wrong#and this is in no way to compare my struggles to binary trans people and other trans ppl who are openly like#Seen as trans due to who they’re presenting#because that’s a whole other experience#its like no matter what I do I feel like I don’t belong#I know who I am I just don’t have the exact words for it#im a femme lesbian who is actuallly jist seventeen bouncy beach balls in a trenchcoat
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I mean don’t get me wrong I LOVE LOVE LOVE my low range expanding getting more comfortable etc I wouldn’t trade it for the world. But when I’m singing along to songs by altos and tenors and whatnot I do feel a touch bitter that my upper range is going away. Like I wanna sing that bit of your song without dropping an octave below but unfortunately I am now the B of SATB. I thought I would be Freddy Mercury!!!!!!‼︎ but I’m not I’m Ringo Starr!!!!!!!!!!‼︎ sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!‼︎
#luke.txt#drunkposting#pre T me wanted to be a tenor but the sheer trans joy at the low notes I can hit on command is worth me being a baritone rn and possibly#a straight up bass once my voice fully changes#god bless! god bless.#not cosmere#BUT IT COULD BE!!!!‼︎ IN A DALINAR BIG NATURALS UNIVERSE#dalinar big naturals 6 months on T discovering he’s a bass: holy shit people!!!!!!!‼︎ bounce bounce!#yeah!!!‼︎ yeah
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play with fire by the rolling stones is my roman empire tbh
#^ u can tell yesterday i was listening to darjeeling limited soundtrack. also ive read lyrics only now#makes me think of rocco ngl. basically his core in the plot#they actually had it. rocco being around mafiosos but then he returns home#and cellings r low and walls r yellowish bc of niccotine n the floor is sticky#and theres his family and cat that doesnt actually live there she just visits often#at least smth good n warm there. actually i want to put him in a communal flat#bc i need some fucked up scenes in the kitchen (itd probly be so small)#no personal space etc#roccos grandmother is an ultimate oc i had to put a bit as a guilty pleasure since anna lily n eleonore isnth there#that one t shirt i didnt do that nobody saw me do that i want to speak to my grandma#just thought that its funny when ppl do m series ocs its most often gangstse related (big bravo)#my roman empire m oc is a grandma and roccos mother also. her husband went to ww1 returned wo leg and then just left#happy house many such cases. good for them vets in the family is a complicated thing#i try not to think how rus i make them all. but i always remins mslf some real stories my friend told me#bout life of his friend in italy w a family of her fiance. balabanov core#returnin to rocco n mafiosos “And the chauffeur drives your cars; You let everybody know;#But don't play with me; cause you're playing with fire' < yeah him#hes arrogant - quality that no one value. i thought that moretti needed an onbjective reason#not to take him into the family but the more i read & think; rocco's personality is enough reason already#and thing that concerns me a bit is that rocco appears in the plot relatively late; in 1927#tho hes only (*already. different treatment of age) 20 yrs old. but idk#upd. Play w fire fits him so well... Bravo
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